Topic: what's saddening you right now?

[kendall!]

i've been so irritable lately. my hatred for that copy-cat "best friend" i made a topic about has risen soooo high i can't even stand to hear her voice. i'm trying so hard to NICELY shove her out of my life. i don't want to have to explain anything to her; it's all so fickle and bitter... she'd never understand, so it's better we just "drift apart" and leave it at that. but it's so hard...

above that, i'm having major confidence issues... i don't know why... i don't ever feel like i look "good" anymore. i'm not conceited but i have my moments where i know i look my personal best. too bad i rarely have those anymore. it puts me in a slump.

i feel so aimless, randomly... for no reason.

[sylar]

i just got ditched by 3 of my friends because i refused to stop talking to one of my other friends.
and yeah they just told me to go f myself b/c i 'have better friends now'

everyone's leaving me.

[Paul200]

My cousin has cancer.

[EMPIRE]

My internet is still unbelievably slow (it takes about 5 minutes to load a 2 minute video on youtube) and I have no idea why! I know for a fact its not my computer because within the time its been that slow I've had a new laptop and the internet is still slow. I think it might be the modem, if it is I cant buy a new one for a good while. Nor can the perants. Alas I must slouch on the Bethlehem with this slow thing.

[ginrei]

I am seriously reevaluating my friendships with certain people, which is strangely liberating as well as a bit depressing.

[Ten Silver Spoons]

well i'm not depressed, i'm disgusted. why? just found a completely squished, flattened fly on my laptop. ew ew ew.

[Paul200]

This guy in my class, who I don't really talk to, keeps talking to me on facebook. Like, if I'm having a conersation with some friends on it, he'll just randomly start commenting. /:
It got to the stage where I actually couldn't post anything, like a status or social interview without him commenting.
So I deleted him.
And now he keeps mentioning me in his status updates.

Oh, and he barely talks to me in school.

Idk if that makes him some sort of stalker person, but yeah.. /:

[Basskat]

Dream Theater have a strange knack of writing songs with appropriate titles :/

In The Presence Of Enemies... I feel like I am, very much so...

I know that I've only been single for a few weeks, but I think I'm already falling for her best friend. This is messy. No one can know we even talk as much as we do, (which is practically all day, every day for the past week) because my ex is pretty damn friend-jealous. Growing up? Yeah she needs to do some. This best friend has a bf, who she's fought so hard to get back over the past couple of weeks, because (and this is the inside scoop, kids) the person my ex fell in love with (and thus forcing me to leave her) is in love with the best friend, and no one knew how to deal with any of it. So. My ex loves this middle guy, who loves her best friend, who already has a bf, but I'm falling for her as well. There are more complications. Me and the best friend have been... intimate, over the past week or so. Aha a giant bleeding mess it is.

[That Girl in the 'Roo Suit]

My ulcers hurt =[

And 3 hours of revision earlier taught me how to write "he died" in hieroglyphs. What do I waste my time on?!

[PiPlUp_94]

My friend Alex. She's being really strange right now between me and my friend Becky. We went a wander today and Alex decided to stay by the river and not walk with me and becky. After we went back, she hardly said anything. We started speaking again but then when becky and me wanted to go to this park, she stayed in the same spot. I turn round and motion her to come with us. She shakes her head walks off.

I'd appriciate it if she actually told us what was up, we're supposed to be her friends? She needs to stop getting on at us for hanging around with other people. God she's annoying me ><

[Piccolami.]

I cannot do Mechanics at all and my exam is in two weeks and ARGHHH

Also I'm going to totally get lost at UWE for the C2 revision day on thursday D=

[Webby2]

I cannot do Mechanics at all and my exam is in two weeks and ARGHHH

I got 25% on my Core 2 mock exam and I've got the whole Maths department moaning at me (especially the head of Maths) because I'm not reaching my potential; I feel your pain. I might have to do two days after school so I can get a decent mark.

I've got a PE moderation on Wednesday and I need to revise so hard to get what I should do. I've got a lot of pressure to do well and it's hard to deal with; usually I thrive under pressure but this time it's different. It feels like everything is being piled on me =/.

[Legacy]

I cannot do Mechanics at all and my exam is in two weeks and ARGHHH

Also I'm going to totally get lost at UWE for the C2 revision day on thursday D=

Me saying I've nearly completed my mechanics won't help then?

Well I shouldn't be depressed, seeing as my brother is home now after being in hospital for 4 days, but I find myself depressed because my mate collapsed in college and I've not heard anything since =/ He was still unconcious, and stopped breathing for about a minute, maybe 2.

[EMPIRE]

College work is proper getting on top of me now and I have hardly anytime left to do it. Plus I've got hardly any energy do to them.

[ginrei]

College work is proper getting on top of me now and I have hardly anytime left to do it. Plus I've got hardly any energy do to them.

Seconding this! Perhaps if I wasn't surrounded by drama on a daily basis at college I might actually get a bit of peace to do a bit D<