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Title: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 29, 2009, 21:05
nobody can ever embrace true happiness, as there's always something to bash it down. so now, i ask you; the good people of pkmn.net what's making you sad right now. regardless of the size of it, post it to futily vent. x]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TCoZ on August 29, 2009, 21:15
The holiday's almost over ;_; I wouldn't mind so much but it feels like it's only been three weeks. I've wasted my holiday on this site :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2009, 21:16
nobody can ever embrace true happiness, as there's always something to bash it down.

Sure, things will halt the happiness achieved, but it still would have happened. Why do you think people pursue true happiness? Just to get it taken away within a second? People hope to achieve it, and embrace and show it, before a bad moment knocks it down. And when it gets knocked down; just try and find the thing which created it; or an alternative if necessary.

At the moment, there isn't anything which is causing a feeling of sadness. I'm just generally in a happy mood ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on August 29, 2009, 21:19
the most recent pkmn appropriate bad thing that's bringing me down is my dad moving and throwing away my stuff without asking me.

like, he threw away my binder with stuff I need for 8th. And 5 dollars worth the lunch cards v.v

and he lost me iPod about 8 times.. from moving it, putting it somewhere weird, and then forgetting about it until I finally finish looking it it. Anyways, that's done, as I lost my iPod and the 300 songs on it, which makes me kinda sad, but that was a while ago.

plus i feel sick.

i've been staying up till like 11 and waking up early, not able to fall back asleep.

i've been getting paranoid. it's stupid, but i think someones in my room on dark nights. the sounds nearly drive me insane, or i am insane for a few moments.

i can't fall asleep. I have to do stuff to get my mind off of stuff, and thne wait another 30 minutes to sleep.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 29, 2009, 21:19
The fact that alot of my friends don't like me anymore. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on August 29, 2009, 21:20
And when it gets knocked down; just try and find the thing which created it; or an alternative if necessary.

Easier said than done.

So far, I've just been thinking a lot about someone, someone who broke my heart and left my life very abruptly 4 or 5 months ago. I'm still not over them and I don't know how to get over them, so I've been feeling very sad lately :/ Still hanging onto the memories and such it seems...

Also I tend to get sad whenever I'm cooped up inside the house, I wish my mom would let me hang out with my friends more often, blah... I kinda feel like I have no life whenever I'm here.

I can't even fall asleep til around 3 to 5 AM here lately, which is also worrying.

Either way, I'm excited for school, I'm really counting on things to get better when school starts (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on August 29, 2009, 21:20
The fact that I need to learn to draw a lion being thrown by an explosion quickly if I ever want to finish this comic.
... And that nobody will help.
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And now that.

Oh yes, and the fact that [PERSON] went offline as soon as I said "Hi."
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2009, 21:23
Easier said than done.

Of course, but it makes the result of true happiness more worthwile; as it takes dedication and effort in wanting to find it. I suppose it's like love in that sense.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 29, 2009, 21:27
alot.

i have a giant art block. seriously, all i draw is an oval, net lines, eyes and then scribble it out. i have a pile of that and it makes my room look really depressing. .-.

i miss someone like hell. it's not really right as they only went away a day ago or so, and i don't see her too much. twice a week at most, but we excessively talk on msn and stuff. whatever. .-.

tiredness. i haven't slept for ages. on the rare offchance i DO sleep, it'll be at 6am and i'll then be woken up by something.


sdgffdgfsdg. .___.
Of course, but it makes the result of true happiness more worthwile; as it takes dedication and effort in wanting to find it. I suppose it's like love in that sense.
it doesn't exist. EVERY beautiful cloud has a thunderbolt. i'm sorry, but there's always a dark side.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 29, 2009, 21:32
alot.

i have a giant art block. seriously, all i draw is an oval, net lines, eyes and then scribble it out. i have a pile of that and it makes my room look really depressing. .-.

Ugghh same. I've been beginning to think i don't have any imagination. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Psychic Psycho on August 29, 2009, 21:33
Well this is a joyful thread(!) Listen, I get depressed at times but I always get over it. Hapiness always triumphs, depressions just a sad little loser. :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2009, 21:35
it doesn't exist. EVERY beautiful cloud has a thunderbolt. i'm sorry, but there's always a dark side.

True, they all have a thunderbolt waiting to come out; but it doesn't come out right away. It builds up before being released, so when happiness is achieved, you need to savour the time of keeping it before that thunderbolt comes and destroys it. I'm just having a positive view on this; you can't always say everytime something good happens, something bad happens straight away; it doesn't work like that. Happiness gets time; sadness gets time, plus the inbetween. That's how the cycle goes, development of the happiness, the happiness, the development of sadness, sadness, and repeat.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 29, 2009, 21:38
True, they all have a thunderbolt waiting to come out; but it doesn't come out right away. It builds up before being released, so when happiness is achieved, you need to savour the time of keeping it before that thunderbolt comes and destroys it. I'm just having a positive view on this; you can't always say everytime something good happens, something bad happens straight away; it doesn't work like that. Happiness gets time; sadness gets time, plus the inbetween. That's how the cycle goes, development of the happiness, the happiness, the development of sadness, sadness, and repeat.
well, if the thunder is brewing, surely the happiness is impure. it's not true if sadness is impending.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~ Robzei ~ on August 29, 2009, 21:39
going to college in newcastle is making me depressed. meeting new people and being alone D= and i have a feeling ill be a slow starter xDDD but life moves on ...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on August 29, 2009, 21:41
not-quite-ironically, the fact that my mother & the psyche have decided i'm depressed is getting me down just a bit :v 
..i'm not depressed! D: just a teenager. 
and even if I was, i wouldn't want to take anything for it. shoo! 
spend nhs cash on something more worthwhile instead of frittering it away on mopey teens. 
 
ah, i'm having a stretch of can't-draw-anything right now~ 
sometimes I can draw people and sometimes I can't. how nonsensical c: 
 
i'm over the whole bad-exam-results-no-uni-this-year thing. 
annoyed that I have to retake some modules though :c 
oh, i'm annoyed that the government has changed the exam system so that january is my last chance to retake these. 
no pressure lolol! thanks, guys! 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2009, 21:41
well, if the thunder is brewing, surely the happiness is impure. it's not true if sadness is impending.

But then sadness isn't true either judging by that statement; yet it swallows people up and defeats them as people (hence the actions they do, suicide and the like). Both are true, and are there; those moments where you have happiness/sadness are true. It just depends on how people focus on them; and utalise the feelings I suppose.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on August 29, 2009, 21:42
True, they all have a thunderbolt waiting to come out; but it doesn't come out right away. It builds up before being released, so when happiness is achieved, you need to savour the time of keeping it before that thunderbolt comes and destroys it. I'm just having a positive view on this; you can't always say everytime something good happens, something bad happens straight away; it doesn't work like that. Happiness gets time; sadness gets time, plus the inbetween. That's how the cycle goes, development of the happiness, the happiness, the development of sadness, sadness, and repeat.

I suppose I'm inclined to agree with this.

While I have been very sad recently, no reason to be negative. I'm sure happiness is right around the corner for me.

...of course, more sadness is too, but that's not even the point! >.>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 29, 2009, 23:02
Two things are depressing me right now.

1) i just realized i have to start school again in five days, on Thursday 3rd of September.

2) i have a killer headache from last night.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: jaze briena on August 29, 2009, 23:04
not being able to drive like a sane person,
october taking forever to get here [i move in october]
and i had to give my chinchilla away today ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 29, 2009, 23:13
I'm sorry.
My Mum got two chinchillas last Friday, a light beige(I think its a light grey, but that's what colour she thinks it is.) furred male that she named Heelie and a black, grey and white male she named Nanook.(Like the dog out of the lost boys.)

i've got another few things that are depressing me.

1) The radio is playing crap music
2) I ran out of Irn Bru just there now
3) I've lost my favourite guitar pick
4) My english teacher from last year has my english book, which i wanted back because it has a story i wrote in it.
5) My mum's friends eldest son, Ryan, has started to harm himself. Even though he's nearly 5 years older than me, we were best friends when we were little.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on August 29, 2009, 23:17
school's about to start.

I've just had to replace ANOTHER guitar string.
there's nothing to do and I'm bored and it's manifesting itself as depression.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 29, 2009, 23:22
oh, i'm annoyed that the government has changed the exam system so that january is my last chance to retake these. 
no pressure lolol! thanks, guys! 

Which is so unfair, since the exams would be needed throughout the year. And because of this, if I wanted to retake my Philosophy exams I am unable to because... there are no January modules for Philosophy. June only. ;-;

Meh, the thought of wasting my year away on a job I won't like, going to Uni and missing 3 years of my baby brother's life and not being better off afterwards is kinda depressing. :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on August 29, 2009, 23:23
My leg is kind of sore for some reason =< but it's not that bad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 29, 2009, 23:34
I can't seem to get a damn job

I'm single (Not that I'm desperate for a lady)

I have writer's block
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 30, 2009, 00:43
Another one.

1) i just ran out of Diet Pepsi.

What Am I Gonna Do Now!!!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on August 30, 2009, 00:58
Another one.
1) i just ran out of Diet Pepsi.
What Am I Gonna Do Now!!!?

Buy some REAL Pepsi! =D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on August 30, 2009, 01:10
School's starting next week.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 01:11
Got another week before school =]

But My mum is annoying about what I want .. And making me pick between two things I really want which she said at first I could have both =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 30, 2009, 01:15
Buy some REAL Pepsi! =D

No, because i like Diet and Max better.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on August 30, 2009, 01:17
Colour your hair, Livii! XD I'm depressed because I caught someone doing something today, that makes me feel really put down.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 01:23
Colour your hair, Livii! XD I'm depressed because I caught someone doing something today, that makes me feel really put down.

I want to! but my mum is making me pick ... But I want to get my hair cut shorter .. So i am Annoying her untill I get both which always work XD

And paul you need to kick sean for me!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on August 30, 2009, 02:15
This (http://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=91891.msg2015893#msg2015893) is absolutely the worst thing that has happened to me in months.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on August 30, 2009, 02:21
Everything I've been holding onto seems to be slipping away one by one because of my own actions. At the same time, I can't seem to make any progress in life, whatever that would mean.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on August 30, 2009, 02:29
I hate that the summer's over already. I lost my main circle of friends with the transfer of schools and I feel so alone in my new school. Everyone either stares at me in disgust for a reason I have no clue of or just plain ignores me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on August 30, 2009, 02:50
I'm depressed cos I can't help one of my best friends at all with something thats happening. Which completly sucks cos and now I just feel useless. Which makes me feel like a rubbish friend (which I probably am)

And I'm depressed cos I still can't figure out which colour I want my eletric guitar to be XD




Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MnMs™ on August 30, 2009, 08:43
As sad as I'm feeling right now, I'm not depressed. I know I'm not. I've had much worse times this year and I wasn't depressed then and if I was it was only a little bit.

Why I am sad:
1. I'm 13 next month, and that means that next year I am in fact 14, which kinda scares me.
2. I lost my concert videos from June 15th, and some were really cool.
3. A guy that I liked for a long time and finally got over has started liking me but I like somebody else now.
4. I fell out with one of my best friends a few weeks ago and she therefore took all my other [school] friends, except for four loyal ones.
5. My Puppy still isn't fully house trained and I'm going back to school in five days o_O.
6. School is in five days.
7. The guy I stalked for a year of my life won't be in school this year.
8. I'm freezing cold.
9. My hair won't go how I want it to despite just having it cut.
10. My puppy got run over by a cyclist and that nutter is still out there.
11. And the other night I sat down at a party and stared at the guy I like now just wishing he would come and hold me. And then I broke down and started to cry.

None of them are particularly major but its still hard to be happy with all that going on.

But despite all that I can see happiness through it, because;

1. Being 13 means that I'm getting older and hopefully more mature. I never thought I'd make is to 13, so I'm really happy I will.
2. I managed to save two concert videos, including the one with the epic guitar spins and plus I'm seeing them again in concert in November anyway.
3. I've learned that no matter what guys should never get me down, lifes not just about finding the 'perfect' guy and everyone has flaws anyway. What counts is that you can still love them after the flaws. But I shouldn't even be bothering with guys yet, I'm only 12.
4. At least I still have four loyal school friends and a ton of church etc... friends.
5. My puppy isn't that bad, its only if he drinks a ton of water and then pees every five minutes, he should last from half nine, till half one, till four.
6. School won't be that bad, and it'll maybe help me find more friends and make up with old ones.
7. I'll learn to get over him, he caused so much sadness throughout the year, due to leaving the school, that maybe it'll be good for me not to see him. Also - see reason 3.
8. I can put my normal clothes on, or at least a dressing gown so I'm not just in my PJs.
9. I can always straighten my hair for three hours like last time and see the results.
10. My puppy wasn't that badly hurt and he seems to be happy enough. Plus I haven't seen that cyclist since I threatened him.
11. See reason 7 and 3.

So yeah, I can find sadness out of things but then I can see happiness in them, if I search hard enough. And if I'm being honest, I was rather down before and now I've written this post I'm feeling a lot happier and brighter.

And Kiki [VM] you are not a rubbish friend, sometimes people need to learn to deal with stuff themselves, he helps them become better people if they do =]. So keep on smiling and help when you can.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on August 30, 2009, 10:07

morag still going on about me hitting chris, he deverved it.

He takes stuff without asking, his dog pees on our dvds andes games he steals and doesn't replace them. He's 27 for the record.

I am sick of people telling me what to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on August 30, 2009, 10:16
For me I purchased the new sugababes single on iTunes but its taking FOREVER TO DOWNLOAD. D;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on August 30, 2009, 10:31
Hmm I'd better stay away from this thread when I'm in one of those moods...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 30, 2009, 13:30
I'm having a sad day today =[

Mum's talking about splitting up with Dad. It might be a good thing in the fact that there will, in theory, be less arguments (we seem to be almost constantly shouting at eachother at the moment), but it's also horrible to contemplate. He's much less of a perfectionist than Mum is, and I don't have a clue how he'll cope without us. I'm so worried about him as it is, what with him losing his job and being on even less money now than he was before... I don't know how I'll be able to stand worrying if he's actually coping with living on his own.

Apparently it'll be better for me, because then I won't have as many worries to distract me from my schoolwork as I have had recently, but I just don't know.

I'm also really, really worried about Nan & Grandad... I could barely concentrate during my Drama exam because Grandad needed to go into hospital that day to have a biopsy to see if his cancer had come back, and Nan has dementia and seems to be getting worse by the day. It's horrible to have to watch her getting more and more confused.

On top of this, I can't see how I'm ever going to get the chance to go to Uni in a couple of years time. If I do go, I'll need to go to Bristol or Bath because otherwise there's absolutely no way we could afford it... We can't afford for me to go as it is, let alone with the costs of living away from home on top. For this to be possible, I'll need to get the top grades at A level and I don't know if I'll be able to.

I also really, really miss my friend Jobo... I hope she comes back from her holiday soon =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on August 30, 2009, 14:09
This sunday is depressing me right now. The weather is terrible and theres no one to talk too D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on August 30, 2009, 15:04
Don't get me started on the weather.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: cheshirekat101 on August 30, 2009, 15:10
Eurgh.

My mum's totaly depressed in her relationship, but can't get out of it coz of finances. I've learnt that most of my family are either misers or cheaters and they don't care about anyone else. My sister is depressed, my grandmother has Vascular Dementia, my grandfather is severly diabetic and my mum has Glaucoma (sp?).

My best friend- I miss her like HELL when she goes away. I have writers block, artists block, and the guy I like is way out of reach. And I totally think I'm falling in love with him :/

On top of that, I have to do all of my homework in one week before school starts. Plus, all of the things that are following on my to-do list.

Ray of light- ordered Mirror's Edge a couple of days ago and I will finally get to play it tonight! ^.^ It's small, but bright.
I'm having a sad day today =[

Mum's talking about splitting up with Dad. It might be a good thing in the fact that there will, in theory, be less arguments (we seem to be almost constantly shouting at eachother at the moment), but it's also horrible to contemplate. He's much less of a perfectionist than Mum is, and I don't have a clue how he'll cope without us. I'm so worried about him as it is, what with him losing his job and being on even less money now than he was before... I don't know how I'll be able to stand worrying if he's actually coping with living on his own.

Apparently it'll be better for me, because then I won't have as many worries to distract me from my schoolwork as I have had recently, but I just don't know.

I'm also really, really worried about Nan & Grandad... I could barely concentrate during my Drama exam because Grandad needed to go into hospital that day to have a biopsy to see if his cancer had come back, and Nan has dementia and seems to be getting worse by the day. It's horrible to have to watch her getting more and more confused.

On top of this, I can't see how I'm ever going to get the chance to go to Uni in a couple of years time. If I do go, I'll need to go to Bristol or Bath because otherwise there's absolutely no way we could afford it... We can't afford for me to go as it is, let alone with the costs of living away from home on top. For this to be possible, I'll need to get the top grades at A level and I don't know if I'll be able to.

I also really, really miss my friend Jobo... I hope she comes back from her holiday soon =[

Whoa. You're problems are almost exactly the same as mine.  :o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 30, 2009, 15:25
Well, many things depress me.
I really don't wanna go back to school because I've not done my homework and I've got things to catch up on. My brother is joining this year too, and the bullies from his old school are there and I'm worried for him. He has to have a psychiatrist in school to see him once a week.
I'm worried about my back because I really killed it falling down the stairs as I stepped out the caravan (it was very wet). I think I could have bruised a bone becuse It's been 5 days and it still hurts.
I'm worried about my nana because she's got Parkinson's and... CDU or something... And is at double risk of getting and dieing from Swine Flu.
Whilst I was in Scotland there were many adverts about girls getting the jab to protect them from the Human Pampiloma Virus. I've not yet had word from the school asking if I should have the jab. I also need my TB one fgs :(
Pluz my dad seems to be getting worse and worse... He smokes and could have cancer D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 16:27
We (Me and Fiona) are very, very, very depressed at the moment because we are surriund by really nice guys in the pub and we can't pick the best XD D=
Also Me and Fiona are arguing about whhich song is the best and what concert to see out of Beyonce, The All American Rejects, Black Eyed Peas, etc. XD
Also Me and Fiona have to wait another 2 years until we go to America together =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 30, 2009, 16:39
We (Me and Fiona) are very, very, very depressed at the moment because we are surriund by really nice guys in the pub and we can't pick the best XD D=
you're fourteen. what the hell.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 16:54
What's wrong with that??
We are at a raft race with my family and loads of good looking guys. XD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on August 30, 2009, 17:33
summer's almost over.
matt's not my friend anymore - he's acting like a jerk to me. /:
i won't see him until next summer. /:
i've never had a boyfriend, and i've never been asked out in my life. [[this is the major causee.]]
i'm in algebra instead of pre-algebra, unlike the normal people entering seventh grade.
i'm going to get loads of more homework for school this year.
&- i have a writer's block.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on August 30, 2009, 17:56
To be honest nothing really is depressing me. If anything its the weather, when it rains it depress people from what I've heard. Unless your a weird person who likes the rain..

A couple of people or more have been remarking about love and their lack of BF/GF. I never let love depress me anymore, whats the point? We have our whole lives ahead of us, we could meet our dream man/woman/tree at anytime. Thats the way I see it =D But on the other hand I can see how people feel about it and how it affects them.

Summer's over; its a killer.. But at least when we go back to school/college you'll see some of your friends again or not.

Wow, where did all that come from? meh..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on August 30, 2009, 18:05
what's depressing about the rain? it's good to walk in and the smell it has is lovely <3 
 
hot weather makes me sad.. if it's cold you can wrap up, but if it's hot you can't exactly peel off your skin or sit in the fridge [not in our fridge anyway. i've tried]. You can't go anywhere: you just have to stay in the one spot you find where you don't feel like your insides are boiling, and you can't stay in a cold shower forever :c 
 
i am very glad that summer is almost over ;; 
not that it was much of a summer. heatwave around monday apparently though, tsk. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on August 30, 2009, 18:10

delly isn't coming any time soon, Delly is my new dell laptop name. I wish piece of junk hasn't fallen of bed and smashed. :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 30, 2009, 18:11
Oh, also I can't work out how to make the cream float on top of a liqeur coffee.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 30, 2009, 18:28
that i'm hungry and dinners gonna be ages. i can smell it too, not exactly helping. e__e
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on August 30, 2009, 18:37
what's depressing about the rain? it's good to walk in and the smell it has is lovely <3 
 
hot weather makes me sad.. if it's cold you can wrap up, but if it's hot you can't exactly peel off your skin or sit in the fridge [not in our fridge anyway. i've tried]. You can't go anywhere: you just have to stay in the one spot you find where you don't feel like your insides are boiling, and you can't stay in a cold shower forever :c 
 
i am very glad that summer is almost over ;; 
not that it was much of a summer. heatwave around monday apparently though, tsk. 
 

Finally someone who understands why Cold > Heat ;P I hate hot weather. I'd be much more obligated to take a walk in the rain than take a walk when it's 80 plus degrees outside. xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ammish on August 30, 2009, 18:45
That I'm fasting... and 8:08pm is ages away x_x And I feel like having a Bacon Sandwich as well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on August 30, 2009, 19:07
This topic. </3

Let's talk happy things. (y)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on August 30, 2009, 19:14
i've never had a boyfriend, and i've never been asked out in my life. [[this is the major causee.]]

You're seriously depressed about that? Hmm.

Um. I'm entering tenth grade. Never had a boyfriend. And no, there's nothing wrong with my appearance. Just I'm super picky with guys. Ones that like me, I don't like them. The ones that I like, don't like me. That or they do for a little while then end up screwing me over... but still.

Don't let stuff like that get you down :/ I'm sure you'll get one eventually anyways, so don't worry. But it's really nothing to be depressed about, I promise (: Boys are cute, sure, but most of them aren't worth the time or the effort. It's hard to find a decent one, at this age anyway.

That shouldn't be your main focus anyway. Sounds cliche, but hey, it's true. :] If you find a boy you like, sure. But until then don't be so worried about it :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on August 30, 2009, 19:20
haha, ohhkay. ^^; hopefully i'll be able to forget about that,
&- focus on happyy things. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 30, 2009, 19:22
 it's too warm in here.
 i am way too shy and cannot look ANYONE in the eye unless i know them very well. especially boys; and actually even if i do know them quite well, i don't like talking to them.
 i also have a slight kidney infection which hurts a bit.
 i am paranoid and scare myself constantly at night thinking someone is going to shoot me through the window. and i also think my friends don't like me and this guy is changing his msn address so he doesn't have to talk to me. even though he's got the msn address in his personalmessage thing. but still. my brain doesn't think about things like that.
 i am also worried about going back to school.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on August 30, 2009, 19:34
it's too warm in here.
 i am way too shy and cannot look ANYONE in the eye unless i know them very well. especially boys; and actually even if i do know them quite well, i don't like talking to them.
 i also have a slight kidney infection which hurts a bit.
 i am paranoid and scare myself constantly at night thinking someone is going to shoot me through the window. and i also think my friends don't like me and this guy is changing his msn address so he doesn't have to talk to me. even though he's got the msn address in his personalmessage thing. but still. my brain doesn't think about things like that.
 i am also worried about going back to school.

youu just said everything i was just thinking about, haha.
i'm exactly like that.
minus the infection. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 30, 2009, 19:59
Even though I'm in quite a good mood, some things have been annoying me.

Firstly, this freaky guy that sells the Big Issue keeps coming into work and talking to me, but I don't like what he says or how he acts. Makes me cringe so much, and he just always seems to come in when I'm working. On Tuesday he came in like 3 times =[ He's also doing this to one of my friends at work. We both hate it so much. I try to hide from him, like earlier when I was bent down by the book charts, but he still saw me and talked to me. Arghhh. It doesn't sound too bad how I've talked about it in this post, but me and my friend really really don't like it. I don't think he has good intentions either.

Secondly, driving home from work. I was stuck behind this car for pretty much the whole way, and it was driving so slowly. The speed limit for most of the way home is national (60mph), but this car was going at like 30/35mph in these areas. And then when the speed limit was 30, he dropped to 20/25, and when it was 40 he went about 30mph. He also kept flashing his brake lights for no apparent reason, as it wasn't like he needed to slow down or anything, and it was making my eyes go funny. Then when the chance was given to overtake him, I tried to pull into the right hand lane. I looked in my wing mirror and there was nothing so I pulled out, and this really fast car had zoomed up from several cars behind me, and I was so close to hitting it ¬¬ Obviously this car was really annoyed at the slow driver which had made him do this. I managed to overtake eventually, because there was no way I was staying behind this car. I kept thinking it was going to stop, and I did not want to go into the back of it. It also caused so much traffic behind (there was none before the slow car had pulled out in front), and many many angry drivers who wanted to get home. I hope that the slow car didn't cause someone to have an accident, because I could see one happening because of annoyed people trying to overtake it, like me and the fast car. Arghh. People don't seem to realise that driving too slow can cause accidents, as well as driving too fast. In places they were doing less than half the speed limit! And this car also indicated a few times, but never actually turned off. I know people drive slower in areas they don't know much about or when the yare lost, but this was kind of going over the top.

Also I am home alone, and I can't cook. Not being able to cook is pretty depressing xP

Went into too much detail there, but I wanted to get it out of my system.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on August 30, 2009, 20:14
Just goes to show how dangerous the brain is.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on August 30, 2009, 20:16
Even though I'm in quite a good mood, some things have been annoying me.

Firstly, this freaky guy that sells the Big Issue keeps coming into work and talking to me, but I don't like what he says or how he acts. Makes me cringe so much, and he just always seems to come in when I'm working. On Tuesday he came in like 3 times =[ He's also doing this to one of my friends at work. We both hate it so much. I try to hide from him, like earlier when I was bent down by the book charts, but he still saw me and talked to me. Arghhh. It doesn't sound too bad how I've talked about it in this post, but me and my friend really really don't like it. I don't think he has good intentions either.

Secondly, driving home from work. I was stuck behind this car for pretty much the whole way, and it was driving so slowly. The speed limit for most of the way home is national (60mph), but this car was going at like 30/35mph in these areas. And then when the speed limit was 30, he dropped to 20/25, and when it was 40 he went about 30mph. He also kept flashing his brake lights for no apparent reason, as it wasn't like he needed to slow down or anything, and it was making my eyes go funny. Then when the chance was given to overtake him, I tried to pull into the right hand lane. I looked in my wing mirror and there was nothing so I pulled out, and this really fast car had zoomed up from several cars behind me, and I was so close to hitting it ¬¬ Obviously this car was really annoyed at the slow driver which had made him do this. I managed to overtake eventually, because there was no way I was staying behind this car. I kept thinking it was going to stop, and I did not want to go into the back of it. It also caused so much traffic behind (there was none before the slow car had pulled out in front), and many many angry drivers who wanted to get home. I hope that the slow car didn't cause someone to have an accident, because I could see one happening because of annoyed people trying to overtake it, like me and the fast car. Arghh. People don't seem to realise that driving too slow can cause accidents, as well as driving too fast. In places they were doing less than half the speed limit! And this car also indicated a few times, but never actually turned off. I know people drive slower in areas they don't know much about or when the yare lost, but this was kind of going over the top.

Also I am home alone, and I can't cook. Not being able to cook is pretty depressing xP

Went into too much detail there, but I wanted to get it out of my system.
Awww :( *Cooks Emma noodles* I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on August 30, 2009, 20:19
I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:

heh, 40 minutes? I have an almost two hour long math class. even stupider, I shouldn't even have to take math xP ugh, I hate my school.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 20:22
Awww :( *Cooks Emma noodles* I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:

40 minutes! Lucky we get an hour for all lesson =[ And we have to go to school in a week but real lesson start in two! yay =D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 30, 2009, 20:27
Awww :( *Cooks Emma noodles* I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:

When I go back to school, I'll have 2 lots of Double Maths every Monday. And possibly Further Maths lessons at lunch or in my frees, too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 30, 2009, 21:00
Awww :( *Cooks Emma noodles* I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:

Aww thanks =] My lessons are 50 minutes long, but it's looking like I'm going to have a double Maths lesson this year, which is 100 minutes of Maths in one go, and then another three 50 minute lessons at some point xP

Now I'm feeling the emptyness of the house and not liking it. And my kitten keeps chasing the other cats and biting them, so I have to keep splitting them all up >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 31, 2009, 01:43
i only have a few.

1) my nose is bleeding
2) i got stuck in the back of the sofa today and my Dad had to help me out
3) My Mum lost her Chinchilla, Nanook today at the back of the sofa. (Which is why i got stuck, i was trying to get him)
4) I still can't find my favourite guitar pick.
5) i just got blood on my favourite shirt.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 31, 2009, 18:44
...My idiot brother just let slip to my dad about mum thinking about splitting up with him, and his face fell... He looked really upset & depressed =[

I hate this =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 31, 2009, 19:41
that famitrack is so complicated. i wanna make ssssimple music. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on August 31, 2009, 20:06
The stuff that depresses me right now is...

1) School starts soon

2) There are huge issues going on in my 'family' and I feel very detached and I constantly have to hide it to everyone.

3) I think my dad is going to disown me when my brother leaves home.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on August 31, 2009, 21:33
For me, Many Things.

1) School starts soon.

2) My Life is HORRIBLE, But Let's not go into Detail.

3) Not being able to Defeat the E4 in Platinum. XDD!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on August 31, 2009, 21:45
people calling ninetales ninetails

me seeing other peoples' depressingly good art and knowing that I will never be as good

knowing that the poem I'm writing will not be as awesome as I expect it to be; they never are
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on August 31, 2009, 21:53
The fact that I just ruined my DVD/CD drive forever. ;0;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pichu!! on August 31, 2009, 23:09
Okies, *clicks fingers* Here we go;

1. This guy I'm not sure whether I like or not has a girlfriend. Now it wouldn't be that bad but we were really good friends before and now I barely get to see him and whenever I do he's with his girlfriend and I have to be really careful about what I say to him. We used to have a massive laugh and flirt stupidly like friends do, but now it's just awkward yet he still sometimes tries to flirt with me and I dunno what to make of it whether I actually fancy him or I just miss him as a friend and a shoulder to cry on.

2. I've had a massive, messy break up with my Ex in May and he's not really let it go since, I haven't heard anything recently but we're going to the same uni and doing partly the same course so part of me is really worried that we'll be in the same class and that he'll make my life a living hell just out of critisicms. Also I'm worried that he won't be fine and he's already hurt himself before and all I want is for him to move on really.

3. My parents...well, I'd rather not talk about it on here, but I don't want my baby sister (well, she's 16) to feel alone when I go to uni.

4. I'm worried my Bunny will die whilst I'm at Uni and I won't get to spend her final moments with me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: cheshirekat101 on September 01, 2009, 01:38
Finally someone who understands why Cold > Heat ;P I hate hot weather. I'd be much more obligated to take a walk in the rain than take a walk when it's 80 plus degrees outside. xP

I don't mind either. Weather is weather. We can't change it, so why bother being upset?
Same with all those things in life. If it's something we can't do anything about, what's the point? Makes no sense to me. If it's something we can change, then we should. For the better. Everything has a beauty, anyway. Sometimes you just have to look harder.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 02, 2009, 18:18
just everything. maybe it's because it's raining. no matter how much you say rain makes you happy, it has some kind of negative effect on your mind. [read that at school D:] so shut up emo kid. :c

anyways, i don't really know. i'm either stressed or tired or something. as weird as this seems, all i really need is a hug or something. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 02, 2009, 18:26
I'm upset because it's raining so much I couldn't go to falconry tonight, which means it'll be longer before I can go hunting with Murphy. Argh stupid weather ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on September 02, 2009, 19:46
The Hollister store in Cabot Circus wont open until December. I have a sad now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on September 02, 2009, 19:47
I wish I knew, then maybe I could get over this downer I've been on for like the past week or so D:

WOE IS ME D: brb comfort eating
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 02, 2009, 19:52
The Hollister store in Cabot Circus wont open until December. I have a sad now.

Call it Carrot Circus, it's much more fun that way.

Also, school starts on Monday and I still need to do all of the homework D= And apparently the new block won't even be finished then =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on September 02, 2009, 19:57
If Cabot sold carrots, trust me, I would. P:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 03, 2009, 21:02
that i wasn't invited to this thing i usually go to when it's hosted by someone else. >__<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: CommersonsDolphin on September 03, 2009, 22:08
The fact of how disgusting a majority of our race can be to other species. But that always bothers me.

Apart from that, the fact that my dad hasn't been contacting me lately.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Elite Four Gary on September 03, 2009, 22:12
Liberals are depressing me with their bogus economic agendas.


So is school.  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 04, 2009, 02:03
I saw Pixie Lott with out make up. My dreams have been crushed. She's got more spots than there are states in the US D= I also want to go back to school because I really miss some one special..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on September 04, 2009, 04:59
Ever since screaming out my sexuality at lunch in Term 1 (to end rumours about me liking the antisocial aspergers kid), I'm insecure around homophobes and those who treat me weird for my preferences. Which, in this case, is nearly everyone in my class. And what also sucks is we moved to this town JUST so I could get to know more people. Ends up, we wasted thousands of dollars and the only thing good about the school is that it's a Waldorf with interesting school camps.
But for a whole year, these hippies had no idea how to do any IT or Science based work in the curriculum. Which is pretty much what I'm aiming my career around as a digital artist and future animator.
And yes, I am a lesbian with a girlfriend who actually goes on this site. (Not mentioning names, though.) Downside, she and my other childhood friends are living at the other end of the state. And feeling homesick for my brother and sister, who live there as well and refuse to talk to my parents because of family drama, has been pressuring me at the back of my mind for god knows how long. So we're ATTEMPTING to get more money to move out of this hole and back south, but it's not easy because the city is so damn expensive.   
I have stress incontinence, and so I need to put myself onto six months...urgh..."bladder retraining" else I could be affected for the rest of my life. Problem is, I'm extreemly lazy and distracted with very little water intake. So, not sure exactly how easilly it'll be to get back on track.
My computer has started running slower and slower every time I use MSN and multitask, which is seriously annoying because people spam me with links to youtube and other general stuff. So I have to set my status to busy to avoid too many people messaging at once, and even if I have disabled nudges/whatever, you can't stop general multitasking lag or media player sounding glitchy. >.<
And most of my friends, one of which is getting his cat put down on monday, are online really late at night because of timezones. And with my GF, she needs to wait until her mum's alseep before she can get on at 11:30 at night, sometimes even midnight. So, my sleeping pattern is screwed up.
And I think I might of accidentally taped over one of dad's old cassettes from twenty years ago, because I had a CD in the stereo at the same time. There's no possible way I can get the audio off again, or replace the tape, so if he finds out one of our nostalgic tapes is wiped, I am literally dead and the stereo is taken from my room. 
I've been getting less and less stable around air conditioning/heating in public buildings. A few times over the past months, I've actually come close to passing out and even temporarilly losing my eyesight for over 10 seconds. I'm not sure if it's just lack of oxygen, or some mental disorder or what. It's only happened on minimal occasions but when it does, it's pretty worrying and stops me midtrack in whatever I'm doing. Getting headaches easilly as well, around too much loud noise or people talking at once. Maybe just feeling crappy?

Okay, so that's pretty much everything. If you read all of that you get a cookie~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 04, 2009, 05:07
Yaay! a cookie! :D sound's like you need a hug *hugs you* here you can have my cookie (I'm already eating real one's anyway =P) I hope thing's turn out for the better, or at least something great happens. It sound's like there must be a lot going on right and it must be hard to go through. =<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on September 04, 2009, 05:15
Aww, thanks. There has been heaps going on, even me and one girl at school hating eachother's guts enough to make me punch her in the shoulder, and receive a kick in both shins back. Hopefully things'll get better though. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 04, 2009, 05:22
D; ugh, that sounds bad. I've never been in a fight/hit anyone. It's not in my nature. Although I did push my brother once (and I don't me like a little shove, like a full force push...we don't get along very well =<)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Richard and Blaziken on September 04, 2009, 05:34
...Maybe just feeling crappy?

Okay, so that's pretty much everything. If you read all of that you get a cookie~

(Editted for obvious reasons)

...Oh my lord... I'm sorry. Really, you seem to be in over your head, and I really feel bad for you, honestly. ={

---

As for me... I've been depressed for about a year now. Sometimes it shows on here, other times it doesn't. I've only really talked about it to one person (who just happens to go on this site), but it won't go away. Also not up to even saying what it is, so maybe I shouldn't have come on this thread... oh well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on September 04, 2009, 05:40
Aww, come on. It doesn't hurt to let off a little steam sometimes. I'm up for a PM if it helps. *hugs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 04, 2009, 16:34
I just found out one of my best friends is moving to Salisbury this year, and then Bath this year. ):
I'm getting further and further away from all of my friends and it's a bit of a downer. OK, it's a big downer. I won't get to see any of my friends, which means I'm going to have to "abandon" them as I go down the walk of life. :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 04, 2009, 16:36
today is the last day of my summer vacation. D: ohh nooeez.
school starts on tuesday.
&; i don't get how everyone else looks better then me.
everyonee.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on September 04, 2009, 18:33
I'm trying not to be sad because I don't really want the atmosphere around me to be uncomfortable. It happens. And when I'm depressed, I can accidently depress my friends :c
.. I don't want that to happen ;-;

AND that's why I always try to look into the brighter things :3 Listening to Cascada/techno music always cheers me up ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 04, 2009, 18:45
 hm. atm i am just depressed. i don't know if i like my friends and if they like me. i wouldn't have anyone else to make friends with if i do decide i don't like my current friends. i also am scared of death and the future and cannot see a point in life. i'm always tired. none of my friends are in my music class and i'm like the least popular person in that class. too nervous to talk to the guy i like. trying to fool myself he likes me. scared of most people in my class. also, i have decided that i shall never be able to live in america like i would have liked to because it will be too expensive. uh um i can't remember the rest but yeah.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on September 04, 2009, 18:50
Living in america is not expensive. XD

I'm not being depressed by anything right now.

I'm the only person on this website who isnt morbidly depressed 24:7 it seems. :\

(kk maybe exaggeration)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 04, 2009, 18:54
 well, idk.

IN MY MIND IT MIGHT BE.

;-;

 the future is very scary.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pirpi on September 04, 2009, 19:02
im kinda depressed, heartbroken too.

The guy who i love, and who loved me, now.. doesnt... were just friends now, but it hurts me, because my feelings are unchanged and its just painful to act all happy and friendly towards him when theres a big old emotional barrier sat there for me.

just makes me feel so lost..

on top of that im uncirtain what to so for my future... i really want to be a forensic entomologist, but im serverly dyslexic so im afraid ill fail at that goal due to being a bit useless at esseys etc. i just feel a bit in a rut... but oh well :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 04, 2009, 19:03
yes, it is. /: i still don't know what i'm going to do yet, either.
&; i live in america(: it's awesomee.
but i'm also depressed about seventh grade becausee,
i'm going to be such a loner. all my friends have left,
to go to a different middle school.
&; i'm to shy to talk easily to new people, so how can i possibly
be able to make new friends? D:
also, the guy i like hates me. and we stopped being friends.
because he's a big jerkface. Dx
&; did i mention i think everyone else looks prettier then me? /:
OHH, and i just noticed, more people are depressed, then
they are happy on heree. i mean just look at the difference,
in page numbers. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 04, 2009, 19:13
 i'm shy too 3: also everyone's prettier than me and i look so rubbish in my school uniform. Oh, and then I'm most likely never going to talk to the guy I like again because he's a year younger than me and goes to a different school and when he has to do exam things then he'll probably go to another different school instead of mine and i'm not going back to youth club which was the only time i saw him regularly and half the time he didn't turn up anyway. and the last time i saw him, i didn't even talk to him. also, my 'friend' who went to my old school texts him all the time and it makes me rather sad. also i realised today i have only one friend who's a boy. and also i wouldn't know what to do with a boyfriend because i am not interested in kissing anyone. and i'm never going to have a husband and children and i'll die alone and it will be sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 04, 2009, 19:20
omigoshh i completely agree with almost,
everything you just said. /: weeeird.
&; i dislike facebook because everyone has,
so many pictures of themselves and i have one,
because i hate all my pictures and so i only
have one picture that i actually think is ohkay. :c
then people say it's cute and i think "wow people,
all you're doing is trying to make me feel good about
myself" and stuff, and i see my crush's girlfriend's pic
&; i get all depressed because she's gorgeous and
i'm just the opposite. then my second-crush-slash-ex-friend's
gf is like that, too. D: which makes me feel all
sad and left out because no one has ever asked me out,
ever, and no one has ever had a crush on me i don't think.

.. i just read everything i wrote, and i thought, wow, i'm weird. ._.;;
maybe i should stop now(:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on September 07, 2009, 03:46
The other night my parents took me to the hospital because they were freaking out about how my stomach was really bothering me and how I might be getting apendicitis or whatever like my dad and older sister did. So they make me go through all these tests and junk, and it sounds like (and presently feels like) that it was just a mild flu. If anything, it just really, really freaked me out.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on September 07, 2009, 03:52
^ ^ ^ ^
yeah, and my mom thinks i caught it from you just because i'm not feeling well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on September 07, 2009, 04:07
Uh huh...I probably picked it up from one of the rabbits when I got mauled the other day. Yet I also would think it is part of not eating hardly anything yesterday. Man, I am hungry!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 07, 2009, 04:30
I lost a good friend of mine from this site.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on September 07, 2009, 15:06
My THREE WEEK OLD straighteners that cost me like £40 have literally just fallen apart in my hands. Needless to say I am not pleased D<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 07, 2009, 15:34
Well, right now I have a massive headache. And I'm bored, with nothing to do apart from tidy my room, clean my car and do my homework, and obviously I don't really want to do any of that =P Although I'll probably make a start on the room in a minute.

Apart from that, nothing really. Oh, getting up early in the mornings again for school, but I'll survive.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 07, 2009, 15:36
How I haven't got that much done during the holidays... ah well
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 07, 2009, 15:43
I'm allways sooooo tired but its my own fault I wont go to bed early ;_; But I must tonight for College! For Sparta!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 07, 2009, 17:55
School started today D=

And I have homework already DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: +anima: Cooro on September 07, 2009, 19:33
The new headteacher at school.
She's made our school so strict- it's like prison e__e
so aswell I'd say lack of freedom.
And the weather.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 07, 2009, 19:37
The fact that Maddy wont talk to me any more. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 07, 2009, 20:04
 my friends don't understaaaaaand.
 i'm worried cuz i'm going to die at some point. and i don't know what'll happen and it scares me and we could die any second and D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 07, 2009, 20:09
I'm depressed because my exam results are out on Wednesday. D8
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 07, 2009, 20:17
school starts tomorrow! D: oahh.
now i'm gonna have loads of hard algebra homework,
&; i'm going to have to find my way through the school.
ohhgod, and P.E. ;-;
&; i'm going to miss summerrr.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matthew... on September 07, 2009, 20:25
I'm depressed because I've got school tommorow. Boo!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on September 07, 2009, 22:30
well, the guy that likes me liked someone before me. and now he's dating her, because i was so stupid to just say yes.
he thinks he can just stay friends with me, after hanging out with him and stuff for nothing.

and his best friend likes me too... and wants to leave his girlfriend for me, but now he's mad cause i said no.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 07, 2009, 22:49
I'm in a general bad mood now relating to the future.

Just missed the bookings for Warwick and Exeter university open days again! And they were the last open days I would be able to go to, so now I'm gonna have to try to organise visiting the universities somehow before I send off my application, which I'm hoping will be quite soon.

And then I'm also wondering whether I'm actually going to get into a good university, or any university really.

And my internet is being very very very slow and is driving me mental.

And I have Physics tomorrow with a new teacher who has the tendency to pick random people to answer questions, and I never seem to know the answers. Also I really need to boost my Physics grade so I can go to uni, so I'm a bit worried his teaching methods may not suit me. They may be perfect for all I know, but I won't know until tomorrow.

So yep, silly little things again, but when those little things build up it makes me feel kind of rubbish.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 08, 2009, 16:55
Got back from college earlier, and my head's killing me. Dx
I've been given an assignment, on my first day at college. ;.;
And, it's got to be finished the day after I go to Spain, which is another thing I don't know how to explain to them. 0o
We're not supposed to take vacations during term-time. ;/
But, this holiday has been booked for ages, before I even applied to college. ~
Screw them, I'm going. ]:<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 08, 2009, 22:34
I seem to just be having one of those sad times, where you just feel like crying over silly things. Like my post yesterday but much worse today, and I don't even know why.

I still have that massive headache, and my internet is still slow. Also I'm still worried about Physics. And then I feel like I'm just annoying people by getting on their nerves and wondering why they put up with me, when really I may not be getting on their nerves at all. Mainly just stress I suppose, and all this uni stuff I have to do, along with how hard I'm working at school to get my grades up. And I don't know where to look for uni experience, and I don't have that much to go on my personal statement. And I don't like asking teachers for help because it makes me feel really stupid when I don't understand certain things, but I know that I just need to ask for help xP I just can't believe it's the second day back, and I've let all this stuff get on top of me already. This is more of a venting post I guess, and my sentences have totally gone down the drain because I'm in a really bad mood, although feeling better now that I've typed out all this stuff.

I really need to stop being such a weak person. I know that these things are nothing major, but I just always let small things like this pile up, then I think of them all at the same time.

Now, to the happy topic so I can start feeling even more better =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 08, 2009, 22:42
no one has ever asked me out before. ever. in my lifee. ;-;
i had no one to talk to at school today. all the girls were all stuck up and preppy.
i'm in algebra instead of pre-algebra, like all the other seventh graders! (haha, againnn?)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on September 08, 2009, 22:44
That I'm on holiday XD It's depressin meh cos I haven't spoken to one of my friends in like a 3 weeks! ... okay its only been 1 week but it feels like 3 to me XD LOL I hate not being able to keep in touch wiv my friends, it really bugs me XD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 09, 2009, 19:16
The idea of seeing Taylor Swift in London has fallen through since it's so expensive. :\
And I've still not heard about tour dates for Kate Voegele. I need to know when she'll be touring so I can get a ticket. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on September 09, 2009, 20:34
Why?

Tomorrow will be the first full week i've had at my new school.

But, now that i think about it. I really miss my old school.

My teachers, classmates, Friends.....

and i'll never be back there for as long as i'm in school, so now i'm sad and the more i think about it the more depressed i feel.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 09, 2009, 21:18
I broke my nose wrestling D= Doesn't really bother me that much. College today was a loooooooooooong day that involved alot of working; so me is very tired.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on September 09, 2009, 21:23
I annoyed a close friend and I can't even apologize.
In fact ALL my friends seem really distant right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 09, 2009, 21:26
that this term is gonna be a loooong one. (; ・_・)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 09, 2009, 22:37
College on Tuesday... Ugh... Stress... No time with my family... Real people. Ick.
Title: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 09, 2009, 22:40
the fact that this board is about what is 'depressing' us. I think this term is used way too liberally.

Upsetting would be a better word imo
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 09, 2009, 22:45
I agree... purely because I have things which are depressing me which I wish to not express. So I'm venting my feelings with other things. So, I express being upset about stuff.
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 09, 2009, 22:53
the fact that this board is about what is 'depressing' us. I think this term is used way too liberally.
Upsetting would be a better word imo

While I agree, having been through a depression myself, I don't think it's worth complaining about. People will always use the word "depression" lightly.
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 09, 2009, 23:15
While I agree, having been through a depression myself, I don't think it's worth complaining about. People will always use the word "depression" lightly.

Why? They haven't always. There have always been other words in use.
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 10, 2009, 00:45
Why? They haven't always. There have always been other words in use.

Far more commonly attributed word. Doesn't make it right at all, But what can you do in a climate where they're considering allowing text speak allowable in GCSE English.. =/
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 10, 2009, 00:47
Far more commonly attributed word. Doesn't make it right at all, But what can you do in a climate where they're considering allowing text speak allowable in GCSE English.. =/

Oh they aren't still going on about that are they?! *sigh*

I remember when I was doing my GCSEs there was talk on including the style of writing for a webpage onto the syyllabus... jesus wept!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dane Bramage on September 10, 2009, 03:22
"Depression" is like "random," "insane," etc. It's used totally wrong, or at least to describe a very watered-down form of the term's description. Sigh.

Nothing is depressing me right now, things are pretty okay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Macintosh Ninja: SOH CAH TOA on September 10, 2009, 03:28
I'm trying to compose an original music piece on GarageBand.  Even if it's as simple as a 16-bit era style song.
I can't.  I have a good sense of rhythm, but no musical creativity.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 10, 2009, 03:33
I wanna go to the pkmn.net meet, I could easily save up the money. But no americans/non-british people on this site will go with me =< I'll feel scared being the only foreigner D; Everyone'll be all like "lolol FOREIGNER!" and I'll be like "Oh is he playin that one song I like!? :D" and than they'll all laugh and be like "tee-hee we fooled you!" and I'll be like ">;"
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 10, 2009, 04:08
The destruction of my sleeping patterns is getting me down. It's 4AM and I'm worrying about a weird animationtransformation project. I should be in bed. -_-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 10, 2009, 13:11
I'm trying to do an assignment for college, but it's really difficult. Dx
Considering I haven't actually had any lessons. I just went in for the induction day, and was given the assignment. v.v
I expected to have at least a couple of lessons, before randomly being given an assignment. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 10, 2009, 21:39
i have so muchh algebra and civics homeworkk! D:
i don't have anyonee to talk to at school. /:
it's onlyy thursday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 12, 2009, 15:44
I'll feel scared being the only foreigner D;

That's not true; I'm going.

Oh, I'm English, but nobody can bloody understand my accent. >>;;

(And hey, you forgot Jeroen. He's Dutch y'know)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 12, 2009, 22:04
My grandmother has bowel cancer. I am worried seeing as I am waiting for results to see if it has spread.

If it has...

:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 12, 2009, 22:14
(And hey, you forgot Jeroen. He's Dutch y'know)

But Jeroen's still European :< It'd be my first time out of the continent if I went, as well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 12, 2009, 22:19
My grandmother has bowel cancer. I am worried seeing as I am waiting for results to see if it has spread.

If it has...

:(

Oh, I'm so sorry to hear, Liam. I'm depressed because my drink was spiked last night and it broke my pledge. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Oroskrochi on September 13, 2009, 01:24
Paul is depressing repressing and oppressing me right now.

Edit: Lol cancer. Smoke your selves to death fags.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 13, 2009, 01:30
Paul is depressing repressing and oppressing me right now.

Edit: Lol cancer. Smoke your selves to death fags.

O.o What did I do?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Oroskrochi on September 13, 2009, 01:31
Nothing bro, you're cool.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TheDrifter on September 13, 2009, 02:37
The last episode of Death Note is depressing me, and also the fact that i have rotten luck with women, despite my relatively good look and nice attitude.

At least I have good friends, health, food, and i get to go to school and study in the field of work that interests me.

I guess I'm a spoiled person for having all these things and still feeling depressed...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ddz804 on September 13, 2009, 04:03
School just started for me and I hat school

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 13, 2009, 04:14
School just started for me and I hat school

I hat it to :< I hat it with a passion xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on September 13, 2009, 04:17
I hat it with a passion xP

I hat it with an even bigger passion.
That is, if they allowed wearing hats.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 13, 2009, 09:49
..This Animal Care assignment is evil. ;.;
I have no idea what to write. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 13, 2009, 09:52
..This Animal Care assignment is evil. ;.;
I have no idea what to write. D:

Write, "Animals...I care about them" there you go Cora opening sentence right their! Man I'm already at college level x3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 13, 2009, 10:11
Write, "Animals...I care about them" there you go Cora opening sentence right their! Man I'm already at college level x3

xDD
If only it were that simple..
We have to write about the '5 Freedoms*' and then relate them to an animal of our choice. [I chose cats. xP]
And that's just the Pass Section. xD We have a Merit Section, and a Distinction Section to do, too. ;.;

* - freedom from hunger and thirst
- freedom from discomfort
- freedom from pain, injury or disease
- freedom to express normal behaviour
- freedom from fear and distress
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on September 13, 2009, 10:12
Slow internet is about to make me start performing animal cruelty.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 13, 2009, 10:14
xDD
If only it were that simple..
We have to write about the '5 Freedoms*' and then relate them to an animal of our choice. [I chose cats. xP]
And that's just the Pass Section. xD We have a Merit Section, and a Distinction Section to do, too. ;.;

* - freedom from hunger and thirst
- freedom from discomfort
- freedom from pain, injury or disease
- freedom to express normal behaviour
- freedom from fear and distress

...um..."Cat's shouldn't not be-"....uhhh...*walks away*

Slow internet is about to make me start performing animal cruelty.
..This Animal Care

uh-oh I think I hear a big Street Fighter showdown. I just hope you guys don't phail like Trevor does xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 13, 2009, 10:46

curtis: me fur's a mess, me ship's a mess and hairmutt's molting which makes her very angry and bald
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 13, 2009, 12:11
I won't be off out doing falconry on Wednesday afternoons for a while because the guy who runs it is ill. Now I get to play Netball with the chavs... Fun =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 13, 2009, 12:35
Edit: Lol cancer. Smoke your selves to death fags.

Lol cancer? Cancer is anything but funny mate, considering how fatal it can be. Cancer can occur from a number of reasons, not just from cigarettes. Luckily I've never had cancer, and hopefully I won't get cancer, because it's a horrible disease. Laughing about it isn't right at all, I bet you wouldn't be laughing if you had it yourself.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 13, 2009, 14:11

Does he really did to update his PS 3 here, making Us stay in looking after his son Ethan.
We can't even eat our crisps because Ethan is allegtic to the flavor.

He'll be here intil five I bet.

want to place a bet?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 13, 2009, 18:17
Lol cancer? Cancer is anything but funny mate, considering how fatal it can be. Cancer can occur from a number of reasons, not just from cigarettes. Luckily I've never had cancer, and hopefully I won't get cancer, because it's a horrible disease. Laughing about it isn't right at all, I bet you wouldn't be laughing if you had it yourself.

wild white knight appeared
he didn't mean lol in a literal sense god damn.







anyways my sister just walked into my room and told me i was getting fat.
i'm 8 stone.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 13, 2009, 19:16
wild white knight appeared
he didn't mean lol in a literal sense god damn.

It's still a horrible thing to say, doesn't change that. And sorry for me standing up for my opinion on something, didn't know it was a bad thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 13, 2009, 19:36
oh i see we're pulling the 'opinion' card again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 13, 2009, 19:38
No, I don't have an opinion card. Where can I get one of those?

Anyways, at the moment, the only thing that is making me feel slightly upset is that I have to wait until tomorrow for it to be my birthday xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 13, 2009, 19:45
^ Cool Webbz! What age will you be? =]

Oh..stay on topic...erm, I'm depressed because school is tomorrow. =/
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 13, 2009, 19:59
I'm having to leave Holland tomorrow... and I won't see my boyfriend again for a month and a half. More annoying than upsetting
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 13, 2009, 20:03
College in general is proving to be depressing and horribly expensive. I had almost enough money for a laptop when I started, must have spent about £200 so far. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 13, 2009, 20:34
well, my closest guy friend,
that i also like a lot,
seems to like this other girl.
that's also his friend.
i mean, it's obvious,
they're always posting on eachother's
facebook walls and stuff.
&; i'm likee, "nuuu. :<"
but i mean if he's happy with her,
then i guess i'll get over it sometimee.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on September 14, 2009, 01:02
REALLY depressed atm cos someone I care about a lot hates me right now, and on top of that, that person has humiliated me as well, so I feel really stupid *Sighs*

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 14, 2009, 03:42
REALLY depressed atm cos someone I care about a lot hates me right now, and on top of that, that person has humiliated me as well, so I feel really stupid *Sighs*



:< that sounds bad. I wish you the best.

I'm a little annoyed at this annoying headache that won't go away :P I've had it for over a day. It doesn't exactly hurt it's just a reall weird feeling. It only hurts if I move around really fast and it's only happening in the rear left side of my head :I
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: rapidash-mike on September 14, 2009, 22:19
I'm a little sad because I'm sick and my mom is in New York and my family doesn't seem to care. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Bloatedfish on September 14, 2009, 22:24
It's 22:22 and I have Chemistry first thing in the morning. >(

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 14, 2009, 22:26
It's 22:22 and I have Chemistry first thing in the morning. >(


I have Biology, trumped! And we're learning about diseases, great upbeat way to begin the week. XD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Bloatedfish on September 14, 2009, 22:31
I have Biology, trumped! And we're learning about diseases, great upbeat way to begin the week. XD
Biology is nuffink compared to Chemistry. Providing we're comparing A-Levels, of course. :U
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 14, 2009, 23:50
Yeah well I have double PE, talking about the anatomy and all that jazz =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cmyles2 on September 15, 2009, 00:58
because wednesday marks the 3rd anniversairy my best friend died of an overdose at the age of 14, and i never got a chance to say goodbye or i was sorry for everything..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 15, 2009, 16:32
I have a headache, which I've had since I got on the bus to go to college this morning.
And, and.. I don't know. Just.. things.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 15, 2009, 16:48
mom is in New York
okay now the wombats are stuck in my head. :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on September 15, 2009, 17:17
:< that sounds bad. I wish you the best.

Thanks *sighs* tis not going well at all. That person is now ignoring me me thinks =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 15, 2009, 17:21

Here click on this if want to find out why. (http://ttp://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=92467.0;topicseen)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 15, 2009, 18:48
Biology is nuffink compared to Chemistry. Providing we're comparing A-Levels, of course. :U

I take both, do I win yet?

I'm depressed/fed up because school seems to be completely against me dropping French and taking another subject instead. Surely if I feel I'm not going to do very well in the subject and don't like it all that much it would be sensible to let me change to one I'm likely to get a good grade in? The new head of 6th Form spent break today talking to me like I was a 7 year old and wasn't able to make decisions for myself. Arghhhhh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Super Paper Arwing on September 15, 2009, 21:20
pretty much everything.life sucks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sherrin lol on September 15, 2009, 21:56
yeah um I have a lot of problems right now

I have no money, about to be on the streets
lost my best friend
my kitten recently died
my sister tried to kill herself a week ago
i'm failing all my classes
no dr.pepper (if you know me well then you'll KNOW that's bad for me)

but I'm able to do what half of you don't seem to do: suck it up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: blazibaby on September 15, 2009, 22:03
^ Harsh

Hmmm...

Just generally depressed cos I'm me =/ Just a scumbag amongst so many people who dont deserve to be in contact with such a mopey arse like me ><

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 15, 2009, 22:08
^
^

... I duncare if you dunliek random hugs, you deservz one.

*hug* ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 15, 2009, 23:26
my life is depressing me right now. /:
i miss camp. &; the people there.
everyone is prettier then me. D: i mean wts.
&; there's still that "everyone else has at least,
been asked out once except me" problem.
alsoo, everyone keeps saying no,
when i send a friend request to them on facebook.
what did i ever do? :c

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 15, 2009, 23:30
Awww ^ I'm kind of depressed because there's this guy at school who apparently really likes me, but I'm already going out with someone. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 15, 2009, 23:33
Don't dump Sean for him!! D=

I am worried about school tomorrow >.>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 15, 2009, 23:39
You'll be fine! You have to tell me everything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 15, 2009, 23:41
Will do =] .. but still scared about it =[

And I have homework in for tomorrow =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on September 15, 2009, 23:58
i've been sick the past few days. my mom believes it's limes disese (i had a little bit of a O.o there), i haven't been able to go pretty much anywhere the last few days. i'm losing contact with my best friend. and worst of it all is...

My stupid scanner won't work!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cmyles2 on September 16, 2009, 00:35
because my best friend died 3 years ago today.

im very rarely upset but god when this day happens..

i just have no words and i feel like utter rubbish

i miss her so much.

R.I.P lucilla becky hetland<3 9th january 1992 - 16th september 2006. forever thinking of the best friend i could have ever asked for <3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: progartpkmn98 on September 16, 2009, 00:39
My stupid scanner won't work!

...at least you have a scanner...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 16, 2009, 05:08
I heard this song that I have heard before. I heard it during video production some other kids were listening. I never asked them what it was and now I'm frustrated because all I have for me to look for it is the one line I can remember.

"Do I..Do I Do I I do-"

no it's not by ABBA or 90degress OR Creamy >:I ...dammit this is gona set me off xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on September 16, 2009, 11:35
What's been getting me a little edgy right now is the fact that the two main sites I go on, deviantART and furaffinity, had a certain someone (who I won't mention as of now) sign on and pretend to be me. They said false information on my site journals and changed my passwords so I couldn't sign into them. D<
Ohwell, just made new accounts with new passwords so hopefully that should fix the problem.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 16, 2009, 11:52
I said goodbye to my pool team last night. For the last two years they've been absolutely brilliant, fantastic friends to me despite the age differences (after John who is one of my best friends at 24, the next youngest is in his 40's) and they've certainly helped mature me and bring me out of my shell more; I'm far more down to earth now thanks to them. I'm seeing one of them at his concert at the end of October, but I don't know when I'll see the majority of them again.. might not be until Christmas which is a shame really. I really enjoyed being with them on a pool night and part of my love for the game is down to them.

=[

Tonight I've got my last snooker match, which whilst I've only been with them for four or five months, I've grown close to as well. I know my brother in law a lot better now, which in turn has brought me closer to my niece and nephew in a way, and it's also brought myself out of my shell more when I've got to maintain conversation with a team whose next youngest player, aside from one of them who's 22, is nearly 40.. so yeah. And I'm starting to enjoy playing snooker as well.. =[

I guess I never realised that to have a new life at University, which I've desired all year long, I'd have to give up the life I have here. Which the days aside, is second to none to be honest.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 16, 2009, 18:30
Well I had my first proper football match in yonks, and I'm absolutely knackered. I had to play out of position, due to a lack of players, and I wasn't really ready for a full match, but I had to play one. Plus we lost, which sucks =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 16, 2009, 18:35
Well I had my first proper football match in yonks, and I'm absolutely knackered. I had to play out of position, due to a lack of players, and I wasn't really ready for a full match, but I had to play one. Plus we lost, which sucks =/

You need me as manager; I'll whip your sorry asses into shape =P

Topic: College is soooooo tiring. I'm never this tired.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 16, 2009, 18:39
Ugh. I have a headache, and I'm really tired. ~.~
And I still somehow have to finish this assignment..

College is soooooo tiring. I'm never this tired.

Me neither. Apart from when I stay up late.  v.v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 16, 2009, 18:39
You need me as manager; I'll whip your sorry asses into shape =P

We were the better team, we just lacked training and working together as a team. A few training sessions and we'll be fine =P

(And I think you should try going for Chelsea instead =P)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: +anima: Cooro on September 16, 2009, 18:39
the feeling of thinking I'm bieng ignored xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 16, 2009, 18:48
(And I think you should try going for Chelsea instead =P)

They approached me for the job before Ancelotti was ever on the scene. I turned it down cba like.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 16, 2009, 19:44

Today.........I saw this place that gets people ready for their own house.
And the youngest is 40!

where the heck are the under 30's who need help getting ready for ttheir own place?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 16, 2009, 20:42
I am getting a cold. My brain has turned to marshmallow... almost fell over trying to get up from the chair.

Not cool
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Super Paper Arwing on September 16, 2009, 20:48
the fact that people seem to be ignoring me lately.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on September 16, 2009, 22:20
Uhm... my parents are splitting up and I get the feeling neither of them really wants me to go with them... not least because I have so many animals... hoho... and when they do split I kinda have to hope at least one of them is buying a house and not renting else chances are my cats won't be permitted... which would be a shame because I'm kinda not living without my pets :]

It's kinda... either really good or really bad... because if my dad buys a house I get to live there on my own since he works abroad... but if they both rent I have to find somewhere else to live that'll accept animals... which would be kinda difficult seeing as I'm still a student in college and don't have the money to buy a house...

Yes... the atmosphere around me is very awkward... and I'm kinda stuck in the middle being moaned to by both parties about each other since I hate them both :>

And uhh, I got refused a bus pass by the city council because they're all a bunch of analphiles so I can't sit with my friends in the morning... and I don't know how reliable the bus I have to take is... which is worrying because college starts earlier this year... I guess I shouldn't complain though because I nearly had to risk my life biking there for an hours journey down some mega busy roads... which is even less pleasent in the rain ^.^

But yes... when your parents keep changing their minds to whether they want to rent or buy and whether they actually still want you to live with them is a bit of a downer. Anyone got a spare bedroom?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sakura-chan ^_^ on September 17, 2009, 08:54
My mum is making me choose between my family and my fiancee. And apparently I'm a dissapointment to her. That's making me depressed right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 17, 2009, 09:18
Grr. My time-table is kinda messed up.
I have a lesson at 10:45 - 11:15. Then another lesson at 11:15 - 12:15.
Then I have a break till 3:00. v.v
Then I have another lesson at 3.00 - 4:30.

..What shall I do for that 2 hours, 45 minutes? ~.~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 17, 2009, 11:49
my friend got banned from a site because someone falsely accused her of hacking their account which is just stupid.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 17, 2009, 18:02
My head is killing me, >:
I've had this headache all day. ~.~

..And I left my memory stick in one of the computers at college. v.v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 17, 2009, 20:00
Has anyone ever done this to you...

Because they can't do their jobs right.. we're losing the house.
making me to this place to learn to get my own place. ( The youngest is forty god)
Everyone with speacil needs my age still live parents or at college, What's differant about me.
I knew I have leave home one day, but not like this.
Cause those people down in pullar house employ such stupid people who cover up when someone messes up.

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH FORTY YEAR MENS AND WOMEN.
I WANT TO STAY WITH MUM.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on September 17, 2009, 20:36
Life itself is getting me down to be honest. I've got to the point where im just questioning everything, even my own existance. Im also sad because Im convinced everyone finds me annoying.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 18, 2009, 14:02
My Godfather suffers from a motor-neurone-like disease which causes his muscles to spasm as he slowly relinquishes control of his body. It'll kill him in the end as he becomes completely incapable of doing things for himself; breathing in the end if I recall correctly. Today I found out that he's beginning to struggle to swallow his food, which means he's in the latter stages of his life.

He's not got any future, even if it does slow down and stop being so progressive. Neither has my godmother, who's gone from being a completely independant woman to now being housebound for him.

I feel always for their children, who don't know whether the disease - it's a genetic fault or something - has passed onto them like his mother passed it onto him. Nor do I believe they want to know. I mean, how do you even begin to cope with that, knowing that your future is not yours to determine because you don't know when this disease would kick in?

It's horirble to see my godfather like this, he used to be so full of life, full of energy, full of opinions; always had something to say about anything you could possibly imagine. He's still the same person, still the same man, but his body won't let him be himself anymore, his life slowly taken from him until.. well. I don't like to think about it really, just makes me feel ungrateful for my own life I guess.

=[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on September 18, 2009, 18:17
Sick of one of my friends.
They keep on doing really stupid and reckless things. I try to stop them and help them in any way that I can but they just don't listen to me. At all. One day that person is going to get seriously hurt. And I'm going to have to restrain mysefl from saying 'I told you so.'   .... I'm mostly sick of them cos they worry me a lot tho :dry: I don't think they understand how much they worry me tho, cos they worry meh a lot.  *sighs* Silly friends
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 18, 2009, 19:04
I have a really bad throat. It feels as if something is resting on my Adam's apple. Bad times.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 18, 2009, 21:21
Well, to start it off I am just generally feeling crap. I have no idea why, it is just like there is a permanent grey cloud floating over me and engulfing me with a deep dark mood that makes me want to punch someone in the face. I will get the results of my grandmother's tests soon, so I hope it hasn't spread...

I also just had a shower but I got soap in my eyes.

School was boring.

Yeah generally just a crap day.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 18, 2009, 21:49
Well I feel really ill. Already thrown up twice tonight and am lying on the couch wide awake... meaning I hae no urge to sleep this off until morning.

Annoying ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 18, 2009, 21:52
Get better soon, Peter.

I hate that sick feeling... urgh. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on September 19, 2009, 02:08
This morning I woke up from the funniest dream ever. I tried to go back to sleep and continue the dream but it didn't work D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 19, 2009, 10:14
..I have to go to bed early tonight, so I can get up at 3am.
/is going to Spain tomorrow. 8DD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 21, 2009, 21:01
awwha. i finally started liking another guy,
&; i finally got over this onee guy.
but then the guy i like who's one,
of my friends, is suddenly in a relationship.
&; so i'm like ".. what? D:"
i've only /really/ liked two guys.
but they all end up in relationships. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 21, 2009, 21:03
Spending all morning meticulously EV training my houndoom, only to find out I must've messed up somewhere as I couldn't get the effort ribbon. >.<
I'm far too lazy to restart it, my sub par puppy will have to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 21, 2009, 21:04
oh, heavens knows why 8D 
no depression.. i'm just hugely annoyed.. well, at people i guess, hahaha 
and a very very recycled argument which is boring and irritating. 
really i'd like to bang people's heads together and put them in a soundproof room with nice comfy walls. 
 
and I can't find any notice as to when QI series G will be broadcast.. mr fry said autumn.. come on, it's autumn now ;; 
-pokes bbc- 
 
then again WILTY is on tonight so I shall watch that and it shall cheer me <3 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 21, 2009, 21:31
I have a huge amount amount of geography homework to do that is going to take me hours to do. I'll get it done, but I don't know when it will be finished =/

Also university stuff is stressful =[ I am still unsure about what course I want to do, but I'm mainly tied between design engineering and robotics now. But there is a pretty big difference between them so I need to work out what I want to do. Also I'm going to have to change my personal statement loads.

And my big toe nail has cracked down the middle so it's looking like the top half will fall off, and things like that really gross me out ¬¬

And I just seem to be in a really bad mood =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 21, 2009, 21:33
The attitude towards love some people have around here is really bumming me out.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 21, 2009, 21:44

People making decisons about my future for me.
I can do all the stuff that place teaches you god.
I DON'T NEED THAT PLACE JUST GIVE ME A FLAT IN ABERDEEN!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 21, 2009, 22:33
I want to help my boyfriend out with something .. But he said it would bring me down too .... Which is hard to do since I put up with crap everyday and yet I am still happy =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 21, 2009, 22:43
I'm kinda depressed because I broke up with my bf, and now I think I like this guy who really likes me. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 21, 2009, 22:44
and now I think I like this guy who really likes me. =/

You poor, poor thing. O.O
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 21, 2009, 22:46
But it isn't as easy as that. My ex still likes me, but it just didn't work out between us.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 21, 2009, 23:05
I want to play FFIX but I lost the game... and the discs are all scratched to death anyway. ;-;
So I annoy myself in silly ways. :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: DragonairSoul on September 21, 2009, 23:09
There's a mystery going on about someone special to me, but I don't know how to solve it. Or handle it. In any way possible. ><;;

And Webby doesn't PM me anymore. I have to harass him with one first. >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on September 21, 2009, 23:30
I always feel I socially fail.

I need to see more people outside of College.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on September 22, 2009, 01:42
Instead of working on my art project that really wasn't all that difficult, I have decided to post about my procrastination. Here I am...yet my sis will kick me off in twenty minutes anyway to work on hers... ;)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on September 22, 2009, 02:11
The attitude towards love some people have around here is really bumming me out.

yeah, sorry that love isn't all rainbows, unicorns and butterflies for some people.

but anyway, not much for once!

homework is really getting on my nerves, school is bringing me down. and i hate how the guy i like doesn't even go to my school so i hardly see him.

but i'm seeing him this saturday, woo. i hope everything works out(:

in other words i'm hardly depressed now, just sort of annoyed at life occasionally :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~ Robzei ~ on September 22, 2009, 15:53
im normally always happy, but, i keep going through a time when i feel something, that maybe others feel, and this is what it is ....

so a few times a month i end up in my room, just lying there awake, and i just think to myself ... will anyone ever love me? you know, because i never get asked out by my type of people, but then i ask my self, what type am i even into? ive never had a proper relationship, and you just look in the mirror and think, will anyone ever fall for me? will i find the perfect person, or will they be snatched away, whether they be married or just not into me ....

you cant help wonder, how your going to meet the person you will spend the rest of your life with, a lot of the time im alone, i dont want that for the rest of my life, do i?

a spark is meant to happen when you meet the person who is meant to be your perfect partner, but does a spark even exist, is it not a fantasy that woman have created to make themselves feel better about a relationship? or could there be some unseen force that attracts one another.

i beleive u only find a person you like, then you spend the rest of your life with them, but i dont want a person who i just 'like'. i want someone who will make me happy, enjoy doing things i like doing, the perfect person, but am i expecting too much, will i ever find someone like that?

many people say they find love over the internet or speed dating, but how can love happen when your typing it into a computer which does not show emotions, or speek to a person for 2 minutes, it is something that has to happen in a long run, you cant suddenly say you love someone without knowing them, am i right?

now most people these days are dating someone, who they may have been with for a week, or even 3 month, but can they really see their love lasting or is it just surviving on facial attraction or making love, who knows, but what i do know is, what happens if your with this person, but you meet the perfect person for you, the person who you are destined to be with, are you meant to just pass them by and live your life with this person who will never compare to the person you really want to be with, or do you dump them, break their heart and go running after the one you want. it is a good thing to wait, to find the perfect person, so dont let your cravings get in the way, but what if you wait too long, you lose your confidence and lose faith in ever finding the right person.

maybe ill be alone all my life. maybe the right person will pass me tomorrow, who knows. but its ever so confusing, this word love, does it ever happen?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 22, 2009, 16:02
maybe ill be alone all my life. maybe the right person will pass me tomorrow, who knows. but its ever so confusing, this word love, does it ever happen?

Ok I am going to be horrendously off-topic here, as I need to give you a virtual hug.

I thought exactly the same when I was your age, everyone around me was dating and there was me left in the lurch. It took until I was 19 before I had my first boyfriend.

You are still so young, and I know that this isn't much of a comfort but it will happen for you. You just need to try and rest easy and not dwell on it so much (which is tough, I know I would've written an identical post 3-4 years ago).

Try to be content in yourself and your lot, and somehow it'll work out :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2009, 16:07
idiot brother got suspended from school.

why can't he be more like me :v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 22, 2009, 16:16

this damn place.again

orginal plan- go and cook something during today.
plan now- no like it, go up for tea, I DON'T EAT TWO MEALS A DAY.

the place teachs- Cooking- I can do that, the washing, I can that, ironing, Just throw it in the drawer, getting to place- yeah I can do that, how to fiance- well, I can do that.

no need for that place!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 22, 2009, 16:18
why can't he be more like me :v

Because he's himself. Nothing wrong with that at all, despite the problems that can occur from it.

yeah, sorry that love isn't all rainbows, unicorns and butterflies for some people.

Love is many things for different people, as we've worked out from another topic =P

I'm a tad upset because I've got a cold =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~ Robzei ~ on September 22, 2009, 16:20
Ok I am going to be horrendously off-topic here, as I need to give you a virtual hug.

I thought exactly the same when I was your age, everyone around me was dating and there was me left in the lurch. It took until I was 19 before I had my first boyfriend.

You are still so young, and I know that this isn't much of a comfort but it will happen for you. You just need to try and rest easy and not dwell on it so much (which is tough, I know I would've written an identical post 3-4 years ago).

Try to be content in yourself and your lot, and somehow it'll work out :)

thank yew mulholland =D. yeh nearly everyone is dating and when you see movies with people together its worse. but im not conserned about right now. more conserned about if i will find someone later on in life. too busy for one now haha. *hugz*, glad someone feels the saame =D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 22, 2009, 16:26
that the person i like [and vice versa] and i, can't even have a conversation without going all red and shy. ooohh yeeeah adorable. really no. it's the most annoying thing being able to talk to someone on msn as if you've known them all your bloody life and then not managing two sentances.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2009, 18:07
Because he's himself. Nothing wrong with that at all, despite the problems that can occur from it.

but he got suspended

christ he's only in his third week ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 22, 2009, 18:18
but he got suspended

christ he's only in his third week ;-;
My dear brother is exactly the same. He was essentially thrown out of his (and my old) school because of his behaviour, and then another after that.

Oh...not depressed about much atm, just reveling in other people's misery. *~ Robzi ~* , if that avatar pic is really of you, you're actually quite fit. <3
...Just checked you're profile, you're 16, thank god for that. *phew*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2009, 18:23
My dear brother is exactly the same. He was essentially thrown out of his (and my old) school because of his behaviour, and then another after that.

not really his fault. hasn't had a good relationship with his peers. he's way too mature for them; i was basically his only friend when he was in junior school. my mum moved him because she was sick of the bullying.

but... the head of the junior school got slapped so LOL.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 23, 2009, 00:01
everyone keeps saying i'm to shy. :c
they always say that i don't really talk to anyone,
&; they tell me i should "communicate" more often.
it's not my fault i can't think of anything,
to talk about with certain people.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on September 23, 2009, 02:04
that the person i like [and vice versa] and i, can't even have a conversation without going all red and shy. ooohh yeeeah adorable. really no. it's the most annoying thing being able to talk to someone on msn as if you've known them all your bloody life and then not managing two sentances.

i know how it is, yea it sucks. :/
i dunno if you'll believe me or not, but eventually you grow out of it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 23, 2009, 12:51
Well I wanted to get taken away from my mum and brother because we don't get on at all ... It always ends up my fault to... So I dont want to put up with it anymore ... Now I am finally get taken away for two weeks to find out if we get on better with out each other and when come back it goes back to hell .... If it does I get put into foster care .. Which I wouldnt of minded two weeks ago ... But now I have got a boyfriend and he dont want me to leave and my best mate dont want me to leave .. and now my boyfriend sister dont want me to leave .. So I feel horrible about it all ... =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 23, 2009, 15:53
^ I'm depressed because Livii is. :( That's horrible. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 23, 2009, 18:09
Well I wanted to get taken away from my mum and brother because we don't get on at all ... It always ends up my fault to... So I dont want to put up with it anymore ... Now I am finally get taken away for two weeks to find out if we get on better with out each other and when come back it goes back to hell .... If it does I get put into foster care .. Which I wouldnt of minded two weeks ago ... But now I have got a boyfriend and he dont want me to leave and my best mate dont want me to leave .. and now my boyfriend sister dont want me to leave .. So I feel horrible about it all ... =/
OMG. That is awefull! *Gives cookie* Now I`m depressed =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 23, 2009, 18:18
^ I'm depressed because Livii is. :( That's horrible. :(

I am slowly getting over it .. But I still feel horrible because my boyfriend really don't want me go ...

OMG. That is awefull! *Gives cookie* Now I`m depressed =(

*takes cookie* thanks =] .. And Sorry >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 23, 2009, 18:19
 Its not your falt that its so bad. We`re all her for you! =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 23, 2009, 18:27
Thanks .. And I just found out that I am leaving this Saturday .. When I am ment to be going to see him >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:42
Rex's new thread made me think of the Walrus & The Carpenter segment of Alice In Wonderland.

It's making me wanna cry :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 21:44
You know, ultimately its John Lennon's fault for making that amazing song.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:45
You know, ultimately its John Lennon's fault for making that amazing song.

No my friendly bovine I still blame you :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 21:48
Aw, cowcakes then. ;-;

Also,

I'm a tad depressed its the eve of my 21st and I'm not doing anything SUPER execting.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:48
Aw, cowcakes.

I'm a tad depressed its the eve of my 21st and I'm not doing anything SUPER execting.


If it's any consolation I did nothing for my 18th *hug*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 23, 2009, 21:49
Awww *hugs Peter and Rex*

Will a BADASS adventure cheer you both up?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 23, 2009, 21:49
It sounds silly but.....

Theres a girl, and I only JUST got to know her okay, and tomorrow were going to see if we can play a little music during dinner time, sad part is, thats the last time Im going to see her for two weeks  :'(

Just to clear things up, I dont fancy her.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 21:51
If it's any consolation I did nothing for my 18th *hug*

-Hugs guys back- :[ Thank you

Lets set up a support network.

Awww *hugs Peter and Rex*

Will a BADASS adventure cheer you both up?

Possibly a Magical Mystry Tour.  Claire can drive us.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:55
Lets set up a support network.

Possibly a Magical Mystry Tour.  Claire can drive us.

We should SO do that :D

Can we sing Beatles songs and take pictures of cows that we paint in the guises of our fave songs? :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 21:56
As long as Webbz dresses up like a Rabbit.

Will you Webbz? The whole trip depends on you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 23, 2009, 21:57
See, all these ideas are cheering you both up, right? =D

I'll sing Hey Jude as well, all I'll need is a Karaoke Machine =D

And of course I'll dress up as a Rabbit, as long as I get to wear a waistcoat as well. Maybe with a monocle. =D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:59
And of course I'll dress up as a Rabbit, as long as I get to wear a waistcoat as well. Maybe with a monocle. =D

ABSOLUTELY :D

It's settled, after graduation/end of school for summer next year we should SO plan a random jaunt xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 22:01
Excellent.  We'll start from London and lose ourself en route and wind up somewhere, while of course taking pictures of the wide life and involving Beatles songs.

Winston Payne can come if he says please.

ABSOLUTELY :D

It's settled, after graduation/end of school for summer next year we should SO plan a random jaunt xD

I LOVE it. : D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 23, 2009, 22:02
These last posts don't seem very depressing o.o 
-suspicious look- 
 
i'm saaad.. for friends are all leaving for uni now, selfishly. 
I shall be all by my lonesome. tsk. 
though they're avoiding me now anyway.. no clue why, haha. 
 
-plays violin. in the rain- 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 24, 2009, 17:11
Thanks .. And I just found out that I am leaving this Saturday .. When I am ment to be going to see him >.<
Maybe you could try and see him on friday?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 24, 2009, 17:30
 my arm is ow. i had injections in school today DD:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 24, 2009, 17:59
People having off topic conversations on topics, I mean, if your talking about sandwiches, your not going to care about golf are you !?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on September 24, 2009, 18:07
I'm depressed cos I've hurt my wrist. Thats not the depressing part, it's not being able to play guitar thats the depressing part :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 24, 2009, 18:09
I'm depressed cos I've hurt my wrist. Thats not the depressing part, it's not being able to play guitar thats the depressing part :(

Couldnt you play the guitar with one hand like Angus Young of AC/DC?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Yoshi-Kun on September 25, 2009, 03:46
I'm sad at the fact that Jimi Hendrix is still dead.
Why can't he come back to life and play a gig for me in zombie form?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Utack and Swampy on September 25, 2009, 04:02
I lost my School planner, with all my important dates in it  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PTX Redux on September 25, 2009, 04:07
Well, there is this one girl...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on September 25, 2009, 08:01
Why am i depressed?

I hurt my ankle yester day and i have to go to school right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 25, 2009, 17:22

Can't people stop changing the plan, the just don't think what they are doing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 25, 2009, 17:30
A good female friend is going away for two weeks.

Could someone tell me what date it will be in two weeks from tomorrow?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 25, 2009, 18:21
Well I accidently put all my clothes in the drier earlier instead of the washer.. bloody University machines not being tagged or anything with what the hell they are.. that just made me laugh though.

No, the real reason is quite..

I don't know.

I've had to move on with my life because I'm now at University, that's a given. But I never thought it meant giving up contact with so many people and it's kinda hit home when I realise that I'm not able to speak to those I love as frequently as I'd like to. And the same goes for friends, whilst I've been happy here living my own life and not having to wait around and hang about for things I'd rather not do, I'm beginning to realise that the friends I had at home are leaving soon again themselves and I won't really see them until Christmas unless they come to visit. Which they shall.

Another thing that hurts me a little is how much trust I say I have in people and how much I really have. I've always had so much faith in my friends, in those around me, and I mean this as unegotistical as I can but it worries me how they behave themselves when they're alone themselves, whether sometimes I got one show from them and they go around and behave completely differently when I'm no longer there to.. calm them down..?

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 25, 2009, 18:54
 this guy who ignores me and who i kinda like talked to me on msn, said hi, asked me how i was and now we have nothing to say. in a month we'll do this again and we will not speak anytime until then. why, i do not know. he just likes avoiding me for long periods of time. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 25, 2009, 20:09
A whole day of physics where I didn't understand something at the beginning so it just got worse as the day went on. >.< Damn neutrino/antineutrinos.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 25, 2009, 20:12
A whole day of physics where I didn't understand something at the beginning so it just got worse as the day went on. >.< Damn neutrino/antineutrinos.

Give me a PM, I might be able to help you there. I did Physics at A-Level and I remember Nuclear and Particle Physics quite well so I might just be able to give you a helping hand.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on September 26, 2009, 05:23
my boyfriends just so unhappy right now.

he's back to doing drugs... he says it's an 'escape'. i wanna do something for him, but i really don't know what... the most i can think of is listen and hold him and let him know i'm there...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 26, 2009, 06:07
I haven't been going to college recently because i don't like it there. I find that to be pathetic on my part.
I just dislike the people there, they all use me. I said i dislike people looking at my sketchbook because it's personal drawings that nobody but myself and... myself would understand. I left my bag with the group i go around with so i could get something from my tutor and they took my sketchbook out of it and basically picked on every picture in it, asked me what it was, why i drew it, kept pushing me to answer.
They didn't expect me to get angry with them? they sat and dissed me alot of the time and i'm the one who shouldn't have got upset with them.
they make me wonder why i thought college was a good idea. i can't go back to school either. i can't see my old friends since they never invite me anywhere so i wonder if i was born socially r****ded or something, and if i've ever to have a friend who will stay with me.

friends staying with me is another thing i get down when i think about it. none of my friends ever stay with me at any time. I lost my primary school friend because she disliked who i was, all my other friends have forgot about me, they won't stay...
and my super best friend. he's gone now. Completely.

i asked him to come visit on msn
he asked 'why, do you miss me?'
Yes.
I do.
Because he's the only reason i wake up every morning, so i can stay awake and wait for him to decide he wants to see me, so i can wish for that to happen.
When he was in the hospital, i shrugged off every fear i had of hospitals and went to visit him
when he got that one vomiting virus in 2005, i ignored the fact that i'm scared of sickness and sat with him until he was better
when he broke up with his girlfriend, i tried everything i could to cheer him up

Why hasn't he realised that idid those things because i wanted to be around him because i can't hold on to a friendship and i want to keep him as close to me as i can so i don't lose him like i've lost everyone else

i just wish i knew what i have to do to show him how empty i am without him and how much i just need him around me.

he blames school for lack of contact. i would say i could relate but i can't, i don't go to school. i'm just throwing my life away like my mum says i am.

everyone's disappointed in me. they've always been disappointed in me and everything i've done. they say otherwise so i don't have anything to hate them for.

i'm not exactly in a position to hate anyone, i need all the friends and family i can get right now.







i'm going to stop there... i'm sorry for posting here so much about such stupid things it won't happen again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 26, 2009, 09:00
Had a little bump last night while out in the car. Need to ring the insurance people later.

I hit a parked car while reversing round a corner at 11:45 last night, ended up knocking on loads of doors to find out whose car I had hit. Didn't do too much damage- just a couple of tiny dents. But didn't sleep last night at all
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 26, 2009, 09:05
I`m depressed because all my friends seem to be finding new best friends as they are in the year above me by three days. The worst is my two best friends have just made friends. I`m afraid that they will fall out and hate each other and maybe take it out on me. :'(

I`m also depressed because some problems on here are so depressing :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 26, 2009, 10:39
Give me a PM, I might be able to help you there. I did Physics at A-Level and I remember Nuclear and Particle Physics quite well so I might just be able to give you a helping hand.
Aww thanks, if I have any problems when I try to relearn 7 hours worth of lessons later, I'll be sure to pester you. :>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on September 26, 2009, 10:45
The fact that I'm grounded for doing ..... Nothing? I'm ground this week, next week and even the week after that for doing nothing! And I've done everything at home possible and no one is on msn because they are all outside and asking if I want to go out as well but I can't because my parents wont even tell me what I've done, so I can't even make up to it which means I get grounded even longer !!
I hate my parents sooo much lately. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 26, 2009, 11:31
Yesturday I sort off ... Hind from my mum and now I havent seen since yesturday morning ... Because I am staying at a close family friends house ... =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 26, 2009, 14:28
Owch. I really, really feel for you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 26, 2009, 21:14
NOw I have a hudge meeting with everyone .. And I mean everyone even the teachers at my school and my mum and my brother to see what is going to happen to me >.< I am so scared =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 26, 2009, 21:16
Oh heck that sounds SO scary =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 26, 2009, 22:52
I have the flu. Now I can deal with that is just I have a cough aswell and thats really getting me down. I seem to be coughing ever minute!
Ahh tough times =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on September 26, 2009, 23:22
relatives coming over

I have to give up my room

and the futon.

basically all comfortable sleeping equipment.

next two weeks are going to be veyr sleep deprived.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on September 26, 2009, 23:26
I'm a worthless loser with no redeemable qualities.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 26, 2009, 23:30
I found a lump on my throat and the doctor said it was a swollen gland. He said he's not worried about it, but I've got to have blood taken, and I'm afraid I have Anaemia. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Utack and Swampy on September 27, 2009, 00:13
^bummers  :(

Me? I'm bummed because I'm sick...Runny nose, hurting head and sore throat...Ungh...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 27, 2009, 00:34
Oh, and I've looked up swollen glands online and came up with terrifying results. Now I'm really scared and depressed.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 27, 2009, 00:55
I found a lump on my throat and the doctor said it was a swollen gland. He said he's not worried about it, but I've got to have blood taken, and I'm afraid I have Anaemia. :(

omg snap!!1 (http://www.iaza.com/work/090927C/2009-09-27-031408838880968-iaza.jpg)
even though mine is more of a swollen thyroxide or whatever idk/c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 27, 2009, 00:58
Yep, are you scared? ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 27, 2009, 01:00
not really
i'm more concerned about what other people think
like even my family members think i'm not trying to fix it on purpose lol.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 27, 2009, 01:02
Lol, maybe it's just me being a baby. I'm also deathly afraid of needles. :O
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 27, 2009, 01:31
Everyone keeps saying my music genre is Hip Hop T~T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 27, 2009, 11:35
I seem to be vomiting up everything! I don't feel sick its the cough ; ; Its reeeeeeally annoying, more annoying than myself; now thats saying someting.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 27, 2009, 14:44
I could have bought a Pikachu plush at a Charity shop yesterday... but I didn't... and now it's going to be left on the shelf, all alone...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 27, 2009, 16:56
^ o:

College tomorrow.. ;.;
I dun wanna go.. but I has to if I want £30 at the end of the week.. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 27, 2009, 16:58
^ o:

College tomorrow.. ;.;
I dun wanna go.. but I has to if I want £30 at the end of the week.. ;.;
Ah, EMA. Your best friend and your worst enemy at the same time. At least you're still getting it though, I'm paying £20 a week on bus fares to college and not earning a penny!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 27, 2009, 17:05

my Platinum deid on a shiny shinx.
My togetic is evil.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 27, 2009, 17:43
I found a lump on my throat and the doctor said it was a swollen gland. He said he's not worried about it, but I've got to have blood taken, and I'm afraid I have Anaemia. :(
I have that .. And I had my blood taken ... and I am getting it back this week ... It doesnt hurt .. But I think I knows whats up ..
Oh, and I've looked up swollen glands online and came up with terrifying results. Now I'm really scared and depressed.

Like what??? Because I have had blood tests for this before and they said it is nothing =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 27, 2009, 18:13
Basically Throat Cancer came up, but I don't think it's that. My sister and Mum have Iron difficiency Anaemia. :( I probably have that.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 27, 2009, 18:32
Mine is so painful =[ .. and annoying =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 27, 2009, 19:09
^ i have one, too.
it's worrying me.
but i didn't have to get a blood test ..
yet. /:

&; also i'm depressed because,
the guy i like very very much love;
said on facebook that he wrote a song on his guitar,
for someone. that made me think,
awwwh. that's so nice. <33
but it made me sad too,
because it'll never be me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 27, 2009, 21:54
Maths and Further Maths is depressing me right now D= I can't get my head around the Mechanics side of it at all, and all of the bubble sorting I have to do for D1 homework is making me VERY upset.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: blazibaby on September 27, 2009, 22:41
Today...tis matters of the heart ><

Recently broke up from a real ass of a boyfriend...so I'm kinda pining for someone who actually cares about me.

But recently...all the relationship problems are coming into light for me...the ones that stand out the most being the tarts who dump their perfectly nice boyfriends for another because they're bored...and those who don't know who they want so they just generally act like slappers around the whole lot of boys.

It gets me so angry how people can so easily break hearts of one another without even flinching and just move onto the next...Then theres me pining for what I hope to be a lifelong companion...wishfull thinking I know...but meh..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 27, 2009, 23:01
College in the morning.. I dun wanna go though.. o:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Myth Maniac™ on September 28, 2009, 16:48
Typhoon Ketsana. My God. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 28, 2009, 19:31

why wouldn't anyone listen to me ?

they make all change the plan at last mintue.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on September 29, 2009, 18:50
set the halls firealarm off by mistake (i was cooking) got told off by the firefighter guy and that was it till i got back and it started going off again, you have afew secs to get it off before the fire brigade get called

when i managed to get it off i was a compleat nervous reck, shaking really badly. i think i may still be in shock
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 29, 2009, 19:20
I've ran out of Maths homework D= I was really getting into it and suddenly I'd finished and gotten them all right ;-; I considered trying again, just for fun, but then my try count would go up =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 29, 2009, 19:30
set the halls firealarm off by mistake (i was cooking) got told off by the firefighted guy and that was it till i got back and it started going off again, you have afew secs to get it off before the fire brigade get called

when i managed to get it off i was a compleat nervous reck, shaking really badly. i think i may still be in shock
Hilarious! Aren't fire alarms in kitchens designed to deal with...kitcheny fumes though? Seems like a very bad place to put them otherwise. :/

Maths H/W to do...and it's probably going to be very hard. *sigh*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 29, 2009, 19:35
i'm not even sure anymore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 29, 2009, 19:47
University stuff again =[

I seem to be losing way too much sleep about this, but it is a pretty important decision which will affect the next 4 years or so, and also whatever job I may have afterwards. It seems pretty stupid, but it's really getting me down. It's not just me though; quite a few others I know, including my boyfriend, are in the same situation. Stuck between two courses, but you want to make the right choice. It wouldn't be as bad if there were universities that did both courses I want to do, but I can't actually find any, so each of my top 5 choices are different.

Also, I've been feeling pretty ill today and that's really not helping. 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on September 29, 2009, 21:59
Hilarious! Aren't fire alarms in kitchens designed to deal with...kitcheny fumes though? Seems like a very bad place to put them otherwise. :/

the ones in the kitchens detect heat (like when i opened the oven door, all the heat came out) the ones in the hallway detect smoke (you have to keep the door shut or the smoke will go into the hall and the alarm will go off)

University stuff again =[

I seem to be losing way too much sleep about this, but it is a pretty important decision which will affect the next 4 years or so, and also whatever job I may have afterwards. It seems pretty stupid, but it's really getting me down. It's not just me though; quite a few others I know, including my boyfriend, are in the same situation. Stuck between two courses, but you want to make the right choice. It wouldn't be as bad if there were universities that did both courses I want to do, but I can't actually find any, so each of my top 5 choices are different.


are there really? what courses do you want to do? how far away are you looking, only ones close to home?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 29, 2009, 22:02
I have P.E tommorow and I really want to do it but if I do my ankle will get worse.

-cry-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 29, 2009, 22:02
this is so weird, but i don't feel very depressed atm. D:
maybe because it's happy and sunshine-y outside,
&; i got a coach bag from my mom for no reason at all.
*tries to think of a reason to be depressed*

OH. it's gonna be winter soon, and it's freezing out,
i was wearing flipflops at thee bus stop so i know. :<
hehe. also, i hate school. we have an algebra test tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 29, 2009, 22:35
are there really? what courses do you want to do? how far away are you looking, only ones close to home?

I was looking at both Robotics and Design Engineering, and couldn't find many universities that did them as Engineering courses rather than Science courses. I found one uni that seems to do both (Liverpool) but it's quite far away. I'm not looking majorly far away from home, probably no more than like 4 hours away from Bath. I have been doing a lot of research in the past few hours since my last post, and it's looking like I'm settling on Design Engineering. I think anyway. I hope I don't change my mind by tomorrow.

I'm feeling a bit better compared to earlier, now I'm just grumpy because I'm tired and have to get up for Physics tomorrow xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 29, 2009, 22:40
Maths first thing tomorrow. Plus, my parents' are leaving on Friday to visit my sis in College. Their going because she's lonely, and I want to see her because I miss her. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 30, 2009, 21:08
i have a crapload of algebra homework.
i can't go to valleyscare with my friends this saturday.
i lost my limited edition juicy couture purse,
&; it's freaking cold in the room i'm in.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 30, 2009, 21:09
I've had a bad cold all day, and my allergies have made me feel much worse over the course of the day. Trust it to be today where I have to mess around with dust all day. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 01, 2009, 20:55
I have had a meeting everyday since tuesday ... They never can leave me alone at school >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on October 01, 2009, 23:07
The main thing that's depressing me right now is that i haven't done my RE homework and it's due in tomorrow.

The other thing is, my Nanny was attacked and i feel so helpless because i can't do a thing about it.

The Police won't get off their asses (I don't mean to insult Police Officers, i actually want to be one) and look for the people that did it, but thankfully she wasn't harmed physically. Just shocked.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Toshiku Yumari on October 02, 2009, 01:09
I keep wanting to say all these hilrious things during school, but I don't know how my teacher will react....so....no funny sayings.


*wipes tear from eye* So sad.


Actually, we have all this testing to do, and even though we don't get any homework, we still have a hell of a lot of work to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on October 02, 2009, 01:17
My friend's birthday is today, and he's coming to my house so i can give him his present, and that means we can finally see each other ♥
and i'm happier since as soon as he said he was coming, i saw two magpies on the fence outside
and since i believe in the whole 'two for joy' thing, i'm really certain he's gonna show
now i'm so happy oh god :DDDD

i'm depressed because this never happened
i never got to buy him anything, he showed up but he never even came to say hi and we never saw each other at all.

that'll be him gone for another 2 months i guess.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: rapidash-mike on October 02, 2009, 05:02
i think school is what makes me depressed
my mood drastically changed for the better over the summer
but now I'm back in school, and I'm sad again
probably because I see every other kid with their friends, but I sit by myself every day
D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 02, 2009, 05:19
i think school is what makes me depressed
my mood drastically changed for the better over the summer
but now I'm back in school, and I'm sad again
probably because I see every other kid with their friends, but I sit by myself every day
D:

You should talk with your teachers. or Maybe just find some nice kid at your school who would like listening to you/you would like to listen to. Maybe there's someone else at your school who likes pokemon a lot?

"C'mon get uuuup!
Knock off your napping!
It's a crazy messed up place where anything can haaaappeeeen!
There's a chair that freaking talks- look at that!
There's some fish that give advice- holy crap!" :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 02, 2009, 14:39
Leaving New York is never easy.

Actually wanna cry I miss that city so much
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on October 02, 2009, 17:51
Some silly things, such as how I'm not really enjoying Physics this year cos of the new teacher, and almost every lesson makes me feel like crying because I just can't keep up and I'm not learning anything. Makes me feel awful. If I don't get at least a B I probably can't go to any unis I want to go to. And then just general school-y things like Year 13s being neglected, not being able to do important work, having nowhere to park, stuff like that. A group of us wrote a fat list of complaints and suggestions which we will give to our head of year next week. I'm really not enjoying school this year either. Lessons are fine (apart from Physics); it's just everything else. Especially the Year 12s, they just seem to be getting us down so much. I've been there 6 years and have a year to go, but I just feel ready to leave like now. Obviously I can't if I want to finish A-levels though.

And also that Frankie Boyle has left Mock The Week =[ It's so not gonna be the same.

And then real problems. My aunt has depression again, so that's making me feel a bit sad. She's so awesome when she's happy, and she's having to take time off work and stuff because of depression atm. Hoping she'll be alright soon, as it comes and goes for her. And then my mum's cousin has committed suicide, so she's pretty upset, and I hate it when she's like this. I wasn't too upset because I barely remember him, but then he was only in his late twenties, married and with two young kids so I'm sad for them really =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on October 02, 2009, 18:09
And also that Frankie Boyle has left Mock The Week =[ It's so not gonna be the same.

he left? D: i thought he was only sick that week ;_;
oh man that's sad djkfdfgf
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on October 02, 2009, 18:53
he left? D: i thought he was only sick that week ;_;
oh man that's sad djkfdfgf

I think he was sick that week, but he has said he's not returning for the next series which is in January =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 02, 2009, 19:05
Well I'm depressed because I've got the house to myself for the weekend, and before you all say: "Omg, Paul! You're a teenager alone for the weekend. PARTAYY." Then, yes, I am having a party, but my Nana was supposed to go for an operation yesterday, but the hospital screwed up, and sent her home. I'm scared something bad'll happen and I'm not in the partying mood, atm. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: rapidash-mike on October 02, 2009, 19:32
You should talk with your teachers. or Maybe just find some nice kid at your school who would like listening to you/you would like to listen to. Maybe there's someone else at your school who likes pokemon a lot?
I'm too embarrassed to talk to the teachers [mostly because I know they'd tell the other kids to talk to me and that would be embarrassing too and it wouldn't be real. they'd only be talking to me because the teacher told them to], and there aren't a lot of kids at my school, so there aren't any that I don't know, and they don't really pay attention to me. The ones that do aren't really friends. And I'm pretty sure that all the kids at my school that like pokekon are the the stupid annoying middle school/elementary school kids who are a lot younger than me. I've heard other high school students and even teachers make fun of pokemon.

I really appreciate your help though. 8D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 02, 2009, 19:39
I'm kinda "depressed" that this is the most active topic I'm involved with. >>;
And because I'm ill.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 02, 2009, 19:47
I saw a girl i really used to like today from when I was in school. I missed my chance back then (she got a boy friend before i asked her > bad times) and now she still looks and is amazing. The thing is now I dont have anyway to speak to her since we both have new msn's and I'm in college, she's in school.
So yeah > bummer
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 02, 2009, 20:14

I seem to forget everything today.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 02, 2009, 20:37
i dropped my oreo. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 02, 2009, 20:39
^ Ten second rule! <3 Oreos.

Hmmm, my dog won't be quite. I'm annoyed now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 02, 2009, 21:18
my friend is copying everything i do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ownageduck on October 02, 2009, 21:27
^ That's pretty annoying.

My DS being lost...with my Platinum Cartridge inside, it's killin' me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 03, 2009, 00:03
my friend is copying everything i do.

Ew that sucks >: I hope they stop soon.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on October 03, 2009, 00:25
I'm depressed because my girlfriend is depressed. The reason she is depressed is because I have to have some tests at the hospital and she's scared there's going to be something wrong with me, and she's scared she's going to lose me. Her words not mine. So yeah I had my girlfriend crying and clinging on to me. Some guys might tell me to enjoy the attention. I say I'd rather have no attention. That look in her eyes.....=/ nearly started crying myself.....it ripped right through me....

So yeah thats why I'm depressed. I mean I don't think there IS anything wrong with me, but if there is then well....I'm not even gonna go there.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: rapidash-mike on October 03, 2009, 02:22
My niece is only a month old and she has serious gas problems... she's not just crying, she's actually screaming. It's not the noise that's bothering me... it's that she's sitting there, helpless and in pain, and there's nothing I can do for her. There's nothing any of us can do for her. She can't even tell us what's wrong. It's really getting me down...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on October 03, 2009, 10:39
I'm depressed because my friend from college is depressed.

She got her motorbike stolen from her garage last night. It was her first bike.
She worked really hard on it; she got it from someone she knew, for free, but it was all rusty and stuff.

She says that she hasn't slept, and that the police were at her house last night, taking details.
The police spotted the bike, then lost it. x[

She doesn't have the money for a new bike, as she owes her boyfriend about £400 for helping with the modification of the bike.
]:
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Post by: kendall! on October 05, 2009, 23:44
well, i have an AP world history comparison essay to write and i really don't want to do it. i feel like i don't have time.

my best friend is letting her ex hit her all the time and she has bruises... she complains to me then whenever he randomly slaps or punches her during school and stuff she can't even tell him to stop with a straight face... she always smiles and laughs when she does it. what the hell. it's REALLY making me depressed that she can't stand up for herself properly.

i hate how people just take unnecessary crap without doing anything about it.
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Post by: -Cora- on October 06, 2009, 19:06
I'm ill.. and I don't know if we have any ice-cream left. ;-;
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Post by: Mulholland on October 06, 2009, 19:09
Tomorrow I head back to uni for my final year.

So much stress ahead!

Expect more posts on me in this thread in the future.
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Post by: f3raligatr on October 06, 2009, 19:26
Tomorrow I head back to uni for my final year.

So much stress ahead!

Expect more posts on me in this thread in the future.

You're telling me, and I'm only a week and a bit in.

I don't know, right now I feel unsure of everything, whether I've got the determination, committment and motivation to do a degree. I love being out on my own, my own place, my own life, but it's this independant learning thing that I'm worried about.
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Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on October 06, 2009, 19:27
Had a slight 'argument' wiv my friend who thinks its funny when some one insults me and tells me not to come near them, when I don't even know who that person is. Tottaly funny isn't it? Aren't you just in fits of laughter?

I'm not.

I've been having such a bad time for ages but I prefer to only tell a few peoples *shot* not anymore tho

I was almost beaten up by a group of girls for a reason that had nothing to do with them. So actually I can't even call it a reason. My friends been rubbing stuff in my face and it's been getting annoying tbh. I was going to go somewhere wiv some friends but I've just been told by one of their friends that I'm not wanted down there and that I'm a >insert horrible iinsults here<  then they started insulting one of my friends so I calmly stuck up for them, without insulting the horrible person ... so yh ... more to it but cba to explain it all =[


And one of my good friends is possbily not well atm which is depressing.
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Post by: kerri-anne on October 06, 2009, 19:30

My mum wouldn't belive when I told her about imperail leather soap  annoys my skin :ohmy:
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Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 06, 2009, 20:58
uhmmm ..
ohhyes.
we're doing cross country in gym.
we have to run 5 laps around the track,
in freezing cold weather and our gym outfits.
it's not pleasant. :<

oh and there's only five more days of spanish. ;__;
*sniffle*
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on October 06, 2009, 21:10
i accidentally left the freezer door open last night.. somehow o.o 
lord knows how because i swear i closed it.. but i would think that.. 
anyhoo, everything defrosted and we lost a shedload of food so.. damn. 
and consequently the freezer isn't working because the fan is frozen up and it thinks it's already frozen throughout.. so had to melt the ice on that with this little old heater we have.. and waiting for it to dry before we can put everything back in to try and save it. 
had to take about three binbags worth of defrosted food to the tip, though.. and that's after picking out stuff to keep in the fridge and try and eat within the next few days. 
lost all of the really expensive stuff my mum had been hanging onto as well, like the steak and fish ><; 
 
so.. damn. 
not making me depressed, but this topic is adequate for broadcasting my stupidity. 
i feel like such a.. well, yeah. i'm sure there's an uncensored word to describe it, but still. 
grrrrbbllllnnnrr. 
 
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on October 06, 2009, 21:26
I miss my best friend, I dunno why I miss her so much... I guess it's because her birthday is soon
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Post by: Piccolami. on October 06, 2009, 21:30
i really want to drop french again and there's no way i'll be allowed to. the languages staff and the head of 6th form won't let me. it's stupid because i'm wasting time on a subject i don't want to do and won't have any bearing on the rest of my life and argghhhh
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Post by: dorkcakes. on October 06, 2009, 22:30
didn't get to hang out with my boyfriend today. his damn phone died and he's going somewhere with his friend.

hur, i'm getting too attached. this is how i'm gonna end up getting hurt, if he's not true to what he says. though... he gets mad that i don't believe him sometimes. screw trust issues. :/
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Post by: Webby2 on October 06, 2009, 23:02
The headphones have broke, which means I can't listen to music, plus I have to do a bleep test tomorrow (as well as homework still). If I didn't have Private Study in the morning then I'd be in such a crap situation tonight (still am I suppose).

I get the feeling that depressing isn't the right term, it's just upsetting.
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Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on October 07, 2009, 21:32
well, after saying 'i love you', i was told 'why do you keep saying that?'. that hurt. a goddamn lot.

there's nothing spiteful about it, it probably wasn't meant in a harsh way. maybe i was supposed to say something meaningful, but no. it hurt. it was like a knife.
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Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on October 07, 2009, 21:57
^ Awww you need a hug *hugs lit*

I haven't spoken to the person I fancy for like a day and its bugging me ... darn him for being popular and not hanging out wiv me all the time!
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Post by: blazibaby on October 07, 2009, 23:29
I'm depressed at the fact that everyone wants to meet up with me...and I'm having to turn them down because I'm busy...and then they think I hate them and stop talking to me...or I turn them down because they're randomers who my friend speaks to on MSN and says they're really cool o.o

I'm sorry...but I kinda..dont want to meet up in The Cathouse with someone I've only known for a week or so Dx

I hate turning people down though Dx Gets me all paranoid about what they think of me...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on October 07, 2009, 23:36
Crushes totally suck.

Need I say more? D=

Actually, I will say more. I have to get up at six tomorrow to go to work for seven, and I haven't got up before like, nine o clock for months so I'm not looking forward to it. ;;

But crushes suck more than getting up early.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 08, 2009, 19:31
 my friends insist andrew likes me and nudge me or give me this look if he talks to me. and apparently everytime he tries to talk to me i ignore him, even though it doesn't seem to me he tries to talk to me. and my friends completely took it the wrong way when he mentioned it was hot in our maths room to me. and he could hear them because they whisper really loud. besides he doesn't like me because he barely talks to me and talks to other people way more and ignored me completely in geography and i like him and i'm rambling but them telling me he likes me is just making me find reason that he doesn't like me.

 gah.
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Post by: kerri-anne on October 08, 2009, 19:45

I am on the last chapter of "THE Tales of Curtis Talli the pirate squirrel" and can't think of how to end it....
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Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 08, 2009, 20:56
actually i'm more like annoyed.
at the assembly today the guy i liked,
got in trouble for being disrespectful and immature,
&; he had to sit on the very first bleacher.
a couple minutes later the guy lost his temper with him,
&; kicked him out of the gym.
he also kept telling him to hurry up and get out.
then my history teacher followed him out,
&; started yelling at him because he said,
he'd never had a student kicked out of the assembly,
in all the years he's been teaching.
idk i just thought he was overreacting. /:
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Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 09, 2009, 17:29
The Spriters resource is down and I cant get the sprites I need :'(
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Post by: RocketMember002 on October 09, 2009, 17:56
I've just realised the Twix's I've been eating for breakfast for the past week at break times have double the fat content I thought. 30% of my daily allowance in one bar! Urgh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on October 09, 2009, 18:02
^aie D: i had a moment like that when i was drinking a bottle of fanta and saw the sugar content. 
don't know why i was surprised though, your teeth ache just by looking at the thing <3 
 
er.. i'm annoyed because i have a blister right on the webbing/joint bit of my thumb and it's annoying trying to use the mouse/type/pick up my mug of tea, which is obviously very important to my wellbeing. 
and i got the blister from scissors. Scissors! cutting up loft insulation. they're not exactly the most blistery things you could think of. I'd rate them just above "watch" and "picture frame". 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 09, 2009, 19:11
I didn't go school today because I am really ill .. But because I didn't go ... Even if I am well tomorrow I am not aloud to go into town and meet up with Fiona to go see Jordan, Harley, Charmaine, Becky and Sophie =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Psychic Psycho on October 09, 2009, 19:21
I'm depressed because this thread is still depressing people.
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Post by: Lacrymosa on October 09, 2009, 22:15
^ very clever.
People would still be depressed without this thread though. This is a good thing, people can rant about the bad things in life and get them all of their chests!

I am slightly upset that I have to be up at about 3am in order to go to Kent for an open day.. and also that another open day I wanted to go on is fully booked. Sad times!
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Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on October 09, 2009, 23:47
I didn't go school today because I am really ill .. But because I didn't go ... Even if I am well tomorrow I am not aloud to go into town and meet up with Fiona to go see Jordan, Harley, Charmaine, Becky and Sophie =/
='(

I'm seeing only Livii tomorrow but only for 2 1/2 hours. =(
I was planning all week to go see my bf but I can't now because he can't get to Livii's house and Livii can't come to where I live. ='(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 10, 2009, 11:49
='(

I'm seeing only Livii tomorrow but only for 2 1/2 hours. =(
I was planning all week to go see my bf but I can't now because he can't get to Livii's house and Livii can't come to where I live. ='(

Sorry =[ .. But you are going anyway now ... Have fun =]

I still feel really ill =[
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Post by: pikakitty on October 10, 2009, 15:20
you're not supposed to feel as if you're supposed to take sides in a divorce, right?
then stop making me pick sides
you're not the victim here, neither is he, so stop expecting him to do everything, stop expecting him to give us money, he's not rich like you think he is, and she's not rich like you think she is
you're both acting like you're in high school
'tell him that i said' no, how about i don't, how about you tell him yourself, also tell him how you think he has all the money we need to keep us happy, he'll tell you everything, he's not a liar like you make him out to be, and she's not a whore like you act like she is
she doesn't have a boyfriend, she doesn't want one
he doesn't have a girlfriend, he doesn't want one.
oh, and you, stop making me pick him over her, you're the one who's got everything, a husband, a child, you don't know what it's like to be in the middle of this, to have nothing, you're not the one who has to live through it all, the one who has to defend the other when one of them thinks they're more of a victim.
just because i want to see him doesn't mean i'm leaving you, stop flipping out when i want to talk to him, stop acting like we're taking his side, i'm not, i just want to see the man who made me.

he's not going to give me money every time i ask for it, she's not going to take the money you give me, stop acting that way, stop judging each other.

you said you'd be together 'til death do us part'
so why are you not together? why did you let something as petty as that seperate you? make you into these animals you are now.

i'm too young to be a psychiatrist or a divorce lawyer, please stop making me have to take the place of either of them, and stop asking why i never smile, because if i tell you i'm going to make it worse.

you're both as bad as each other.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on October 10, 2009, 16:36
I'm hungry, and when you're hungry you get sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 10, 2009, 17:59

Kerri-anne: stupid hairmutt giving me her cold.
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Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 10, 2009, 19:01
i know like six people in my district,
who have h1n1.
two of them are my friends. /:
&& the guy i like said no to my friend request,
on facebook. well actually no he didn't,
but he probably will. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on October 10, 2009, 20:08
I don't know what to do about dropping French now, and I seem to be getting behind with all of my other homework as well as French homework and I don't think I'm coping very well with 5 AS-Levels and yet no one will let me drop one... And then when I go to a French lesson I feel bad about wanting to drop it but I'm not coping very well and aargh.

Also the parents are arguing AGAIN and I'm really quite surprised that Dad hasn't packed his bags and walked out again... I think they're only staying together for our sake yet that's just making it worse because they're continually arguing and at eachother's throats =[
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Post by: MnMs™ on October 10, 2009, 21:32
I'm feeling real low today, collective reasons really.

I'm really missing Sam right now, I saw him last Friday and I was on Webcam on Wednesday and Thursday, but I don't get to see him an awful lot anymore. Every Sunday or so. I just wish he'd come round right now and hold me tight. Then I'd feel safe and happy, instead of cold and alone. Just seeing him always cheers me up, in fact even just texts make me much brighter.

My best friend from Junior school just IMed me and I now he's made me miss hanging with him... I haven't seen him since November last year and I probably won't see him till next year. And because we've grown apart, we don't even go to each others houses for Birthdays. I used to fancy him as well... He was a great friend, I'm really sad were not that close anymore.

My brother is at uni and I only get to see him Sundays, because he works Saturdays. And me and Jace were so close... We told each other everything but its like... I never see him anymore. He's always out Saturday & Sunday nights. Its just so weird. I've lived with him for 13 years and now its just... Well he's... Gone. You know? And I feel like I've lost the person I could tell everything. Sure I still have other people... Hattie, Hannah, Sam... But its not the same.

Lew's officially out of my life, gone. Forever. After dedicating a year of my life to him, I'll never see him again... Never again, and it hurts so bad. Everyone thinks I'm over him because I like Sam but its not true... I wll never be completely over Lewis... You don't stalk a guy for a year and then stop feeling stuff when he goes to uni. It just doesn't work like that. I wish it did... Because Lewis caused so much hurt when he left... I wished I could just curl up in a ball and die... But now? He's gone, and I try to forget him... But I can't.

There is allthe people I miss but I still have a ton more to be sad about.

I have SO much homework its unbelievable. Most of its easy but still... They shouldn't legally be allowed to give you this much! Especially since year 8 supposed to be the year you don't have to worry. Next year I'm picking GCSE's, and work will actually be important & it'll have an impact on my life.

I feel fat and ugly, I'm sorry to those who say I'm not but I so am. I can't even lose weight by skipping meals & only eating bare minimum... It doesn't work.

I have a ton more thats upsetting me, but I really don't want to bore you anymore than I already have.

On a brighter note; Sam just signed on which has made me much happier.
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Post by: +anima: Cooro on October 10, 2009, 21:39
I think I just offended someone by accident ;o;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 10, 2009, 21:43
I think I just offended someone by accident ;o;

You would have to insult me in order for me to be offended ;P besides, I love danjo so why would I be offended? xD I don't take offense from friends anyways. I'm not offended, now go make a post on the happy topic D:<
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Post by: RocketMember002 on October 10, 2009, 22:05
I had two fat filled Twix's, a curry, and a fat packed nan bread yesterday. I've been feeling weak willed and fat all day because of it. >.< I swear all those hours of physics on a Friday weakens my resistance.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 10, 2009, 22:07
 I won't ever get to meet Lloyd Daniels from the XFactor. but i had this last year with eoghan quigg for a bit, i'll be over it soon enough i guess.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on October 10, 2009, 22:22
The fact that this board has more posts than the happy board.

:c
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Post by: Shaymin on October 11, 2009, 13:13
this song is depressing meeee.

:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 11, 2009, 13:24
The fact that I have two essays to write, a booklet on the russian civil war and an art question paper to complete during the holidays D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 11, 2009, 16:01
i'm really sad. ): i swear i can easily start crying right now if you'd like me to.
first of all i'm going back to school tomorrow. but that's not whyy.
it's because he did ignore my friend request on fb.
i know i said i kindahh knew he wouldn't but honestly i thought he would,
because i've had tons of good experiences with that kind of thing.
i guess i was lucky, because even my enemy nik accepted my friend request.
i don't get why he didn't. :< i mean come on. i'm in his spanish class.
&; who doesn't want more friends.
he's only adding the 'popular' people at our school, judging from his friends list.
&; i have only three days of spanish left so .. ;_;

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on October 11, 2009, 18:09
i'm really sad. ): i swear i can easily start crying right now if you'd like me to.
first of all i'm going back to school tomorrow. but that's not whyy.
it's because he did ignore my friend request on fb.
i know i said i kindahh knew he wouldn't but honestly i thought he would,
because i've had tons of good experiences with that kind of thing.
i guess i was lucky, because even my enemy nik accepted my friend request.
i don't get why he didn't. :< i mean come on. i'm in his spanish class.
&; who doesn't want more friends.
he's only adding the 'popular' people at our school, judging from his friends list.
&; i have only three days of spanish left so .. ;_;



maybe he's put off by your typing style.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 12, 2009, 20:52
well he's never even seen my typing style so i'm not sure [:

there's nothing depressing me right now ..
but i have loads of homework. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 12, 2009, 21:01
Loads of homework and I'm at a point in my life where I keep wondering about where I belong in this world.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 12, 2009, 21:22
I cut myself shaving and my filtrum won't stop bleeding. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 12, 2009, 21:52

this darn sheet won't stay on my bed, it's making me sore every night...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on October 12, 2009, 22:58
the fact a virus basically ruined my computer, so...

it's fixed now. but all my music and pictures are deleted. and it won't let me install msn or anything. so i have no way of talking to anyone on msn, i have nothing to listen to, i have no pictures to look at or anything. years and years of memories just deleted.

i know it's really stupid to get upset about but honestly... ugh... i can't get any of it back. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 13, 2009, 07:47
I'm at a point in my life where I keep wondering about where I belong in this world.

Its depressing isnt it :( I keep on doing that too.

One of my friends is depressed and I dont know how to help.
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Post by: SurfingPikachu on October 13, 2009, 12:13
The fact that I waited 3 weeks just to get a faulty Pokemon Platinum.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: _Joel_ on October 13, 2009, 16:16
Last night I went to a Bloc Party gig. It was all fine and dandy until just before the last song when the smoke alarm went off and we all had to leave. Pretty annoying in itself, but, rumour has it (or as my friend decided, either way) the last song was gonna be Flux which is a right good song. That's depressing me (kinda. It was an amazing night anyways...).
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on October 13, 2009, 16:35
Last night I went to a Bloc Party gig. It was all fine and dandy until just before the last song when the smoke alarm went off and we all had to leave. Pretty annoying in itself, but, rumour has it (or as my friend decided, either way) the last song was gonna be Flux which is a right good song. That's depressing me (kinda. It was an amazing night anyways...).
aw woah dude. >_<

mm. i'm not really sure. i hardly saw my bestest bestest friend ever today, and she's like the most awesome person ever. D:

we usually see eachother randomly in the corridor and hug and stuff, but i only saw her briefly at break, and i hardly spoke. .-.
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Post by: Liam on October 13, 2009, 16:40
I didn't do 2 of my homeworks in Maths and my teacher took the books in.

:c
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Post by: Paul200 on October 13, 2009, 16:47
I have to write a thousand word English story, and I don't know where to start. ¶ Grrrr....
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 13, 2009, 17:56
I cant believe they put a limet on WORDS DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 13, 2009, 18:01
Depressed atm because it's not Friday. :Ξ
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 13, 2009, 18:57
 it looked like i was holding hands with finn because he was trying to push past me and his arm somehow ended up caught in my arm and my friends started teasing me a lot. in front of andrew who i like which was embarrassing a bit.

 and they also just keep teasing me about getting onto the literacy team and saying it's the nerd convention and stuff and calling me a nerd 3:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 13, 2009, 20:51
Because i have been told that Jordan my boyfriend loves someone else .. So I ask him and now we have been fighting .. and it took me ages to make up with him .. and I know that the hold thing is going to come up again .. and I dont know what to do =[
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Post by: kerri-anne on October 14, 2009, 17:25

God, We were meant to go to Edinburgh zoo today, but this morning the women were we going with and the guy we were going with planned the plan.

" He wants to go to Deep sea world"
the she says he'll never forgive me if he can't go"

We had to stay there intil he was finished looking at the fish..Cause he's got Down's and always gets his own way...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 14, 2009, 18:59
We had to stay there intil he was finished looking at the fish..Cause he's got Down's and always gets his own way...

You're pathetic. You think that if he had a choice, he'd rather have Downs and get his 'own way all the time' than not have the horrible condition? Grow up. Appreciate the finer things in life like not having your life expectancy drastically reduced. Like being treated as a normal person instead of being a charity case all the time.

Right now I've got a number of things pretty much irritating me. Saddening me more than anything.

One of them is the feeling of being trapped again. For the last year, all I've wanted was to have my friends around me again, to have friends my own age around me. I've been desperate for University to hurry up and get here for that reason alone. Now I'm here, it's not the same. I love being on my own, I love being around people my age who share similiar interests to me, but I cannot see myself getting this degree, or any degree for that matter. I don't believe I've got the determination to succeed and the thing that I wanted the most was to be in control of my own life again after having a year where everybody's buggered off without me; now I'm here it feels the same way.

I'm feeling like death at the moment anyway, which doesn't help.

I do love the nights, being able to do what I want without having to answer to my parents eg, but it's the extra stress and the extra work I've got to do for University that I'm not sure whether I really want. It's not that I can't be bothered, but it's whether I've got the desire to really succeed. I don't want to just get by, I want to really be determined to do well and so far that's just.. not happening.

I don't know, I can't shrug this feeling off of me wasting my time here and that I'd be better off trying to get on the job ladder. In this climate, well, that's another challenge completely. 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 14, 2009, 19:08

^ it was the women who said that because he's got Downs we HAVE to do what he WANTS.
so it was the women who was using his down's as an excuse not to go to the zoo.

I am AS/dyspaxic/ half deaf/ blind in one eye...
and I don't like how because you have something like ADHD you use it to get what you want..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 14, 2009, 20:32
I am AS/dyspaxic/ half deaf/ blind in one eye...
and I don't like how because you have something like ADHD you use it to get what you want..

I don't either. I don't like people who abuse what they have. But I don't let it get to me, not as much as you've clearly let it get to you. It's when people treat them like a charity case that annoys me as well; they've had to live with that all the time, why remind them?

Anyway, more on me. =P

Along with feeling trapped, I don't know where else to go. I've reached that age now, I'm 20 at Christmas, where I'm stood here thinking "either I put up with University and go through it half-arsed, doing enough to pass" or I get out and get a job. Problem is I can't see myself in any job, I don't have anything I particularly want to do apart from a job that requires me to travel a lot, perhaps mentoring even.

I don't quite know what I want to do with my life and that gets me down a lot of the time. I know it's not uncommon for people my age not to know what they want from their life, but it hurts me because I don't feel like I know what I'm aiming for. I know I want a family, a home, my own life that I've created, but I don't know what to do or how to get there. And then I begin to think a bit more and realise that if I did want a travelling life, I'd lose out on the things I crave the most right now.. back playing pool, snooker, football on a Saturday. Depresses me a little, heh.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 14, 2009, 21:14
it was the last day of spanish today.
wow that was surprising D:
i almost cried because mr. gilness was like,
"it was nice to meet all of you. i really enjoyed this class."
i get all emotional when teachers say things liked that. x:
but oh well~ riley walks by my bus to get to his every day.
who cares if it's only for three seconds.
at least i still see him :D

otherwise i'm not depressed.
we have a four-day weekend this week,
&& i have only three more math problems to do. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 14, 2009, 21:26
Along with feeling trapped, I don't know where else to go. I've reached that age now, I'm 20 at Christmas, where I'm stood here thinking "either I put up with University and go through it half-arsed, doing enough to pass" or I get out and get a job. Problem is I can't see myself in any job, I don't have anything I particularly want to do apart from a job that requires me to travel a lot, perhaps mentoring even.
I can assure you that any alternative to trying to find a job is well worth taking, take it from someone who spent a year trying to find one. If you leave uni know you'll struggle to find any job at all, let alone anything remotely fulfilling.

Err..maths h/w currently depressing me. Polynomials make me develop an unhealthy hatred of the letter x.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 14, 2009, 21:30
I am overloaded with work n stuff.

And lectures haven't properly started yet.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 14, 2009, 21:54
 today i learnt my friend gets box seats to see the x factor tour and possibly gets to meet the contestants afterwards. i can't even get any seats for it 3: i've told her to get lloyd on the phone to me and to give him my number but i don't think she will.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on October 14, 2009, 22:00
The fact I have four days of working ahead of me and I'm so tired I just want ONE lousy day without work/college to chill out and give my brain a rest gjfgfdfgkdjfgh ;;

srsly kids, don't get a job, like, ever. Not if you value having any sort of a life outside of it. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 14, 2009, 22:01

srsly kids, don't get a job, like, ever. Not if you value having any sort of a life outside of it. D:

i thought you needed money to have a life.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 14, 2009, 22:02
i thought you needed money to have a life.
That's what parents are for!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on October 14, 2009, 22:04
i don't like being called 'kid'. .-.

i find it really patronising.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 14, 2009, 22:05
why is this topic so sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlolz on October 14, 2009, 22:12
Well the fact that it's not Saturday, cause my times booked up until then, so I can't see my girlfriend till then.

And also that it's not friday so she can stay over mine, oh how I miss her. :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on October 14, 2009, 22:44
i don't like being called 'kid'. .-.

i find it really patronising.

I'd like to say I was sorry or whatever, but... y'know. I was brought up not to lie.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on October 15, 2009, 09:27
College finishes at 4:30pm today.. ;-;
I hate Thursdays. >.o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on October 15, 2009, 09:39
I'd like to say I was sorry or whatever, but... y'know. I was brought up not to lie.
lolwut?

i'm not talking about you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 15, 2009, 16:23
srsly kids, don't get a job, like, ever. Not if you value having any sort of a life outside of it. D:

1. Lit, that's why she said it I think.

2. I really want a job, just to get extra income. Part time job with EMA would be lovely tbh.

Lack of a job is making me slightly upset I suppose. Jealous of my mates who have jobs as well =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on October 15, 2009, 16:42
this topic depresses me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 15, 2009, 16:43
The fact that i couldn't bear looking at the guy I liked for fear that my 'friend' had told him what I said to her yesterday :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 15, 2009, 16:59
this topic depresses me

Keep it up guys, we're all doing a grand, grand job =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on October 15, 2009, 17:07
That I have to be in the harvest service tommorow
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 15, 2009, 17:08
My filtrum's still bleeding 2 or 3 days after I cut it. >.< I can't even smile without the cut breaking and bleeding again, I don't get to smirk when bad things happen to people, it's torture!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 15, 2009, 17:28
Keep it up guys, we're all doing a grand, grand job =P

Oh, we're trying to get other people depressed now?

Leeds FC are really bad at football. They're badness makes me very upset :<

=P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 15, 2009, 17:38
Oh, we're trying to get other people depressed now?

Leeds FC are really bad at football. They're badness makes me very upset :<

=P

Leeds United AFC if you're going to be smartarse about it. =]

But yes, they do depress me right now. It's been nearly two weeks since I last saw them =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 15, 2009, 19:21
Me? Being a smartarse? Never! =O

Hmm, that actually reminds me. I haven't been to watch a football match in ages, been busy playing them =P
It's sort of upsetting me that I haven't watched a match in a while.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on October 16, 2009, 02:34
Depressed that my hair's almost been yanked out of my head. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: jjas132 on October 16, 2009, 04:55
Right now this topic is depressing me...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: darkmega101 on October 16, 2009, 06:53
my girlfriend broke up with me today :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 16, 2009, 17:46

Curtis: Our router is acting up, not good..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 16, 2009, 18:05
Everyone seems to be ignoring me :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 16, 2009, 18:09
Everyone seems to be ignoring me :'(
/wave

All fixed, cheque in the post kthxbai. :)

I just rummaged around my freezer and found I have absolutely nothing to eat tonight, the one night of the week when I allow myself to splurge out on some fatty food. :<

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 16, 2009, 18:33
My music teacher creeps me out. Awww! *Hugs Cecily*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on October 16, 2009, 18:58
French again D=

I really need to stop moaning about it and sort it out, but no one seems to want to let me drop it. Hurrah.

Also we were given specimen papers for C1, C2 and M1 today and they look scary =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on October 16, 2009, 19:01
Well I've had both my guitars, my laptop, my phone and my ps2 taken away for no apparent reason. I miss my phone most. MUSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIC!!! WHERE ART THOU MUSIC WHOM KEEPETH MINE HEART AT EASE?!

Apparently on my phone in my grans house somewhere. GAH!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 16, 2009, 19:08
Also we were given specimen papers for C1, C2 and M1 today and they look scary =/

You wanna look at the papers we get given at Degree level. Scary doesn't come close to describing it.

To be fair, the specimen papers are the toughest papers you'll attempt for A-Level maths because they tend to have the hardest questions for every section of the module where as the normal papers have say 7 questions varying in difficulty; the specimen papers are just completely hard. If you get them, fair enough, you're doing well, if not, don't worry about it just yet.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 16, 2009, 19:49
for the past week i've been feeling like i'm going to puke, though i guess i'm lucky i haven't.

i'm not sure if i'm sick or what.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 17, 2009, 08:28
My music teacher creeps me out. Awww! *Hugs Cecily*
Yay! people arnt ignoring me anymore :D Whats wrong with you teacher?

/wave

All fixed, cheque in the post kthxbai. :)
*Waves back*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 17, 2009, 09:56
 i think there's something wrong with my granmother but no one will tell what it is 3:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 18, 2009, 20:14
My hands are so cold that it feels like my pinkies are gonna snap off :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on October 18, 2009, 21:59
The fact that my BFF Jenny left the site over something so trivial.

D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Winston Payne on October 18, 2009, 22:19
Nothing! I'm completely happy and feeling fairly satisfied!

Which is strange. But this October has been a lovely month for no reason.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on October 18, 2009, 22:21
Agh, loads of silly things getting me down at the moment. Had a bit of a breakdown yesterday because I just feel really stressed out.

Basically, I'm tired all the time, no matter how much sleep I get. I feel like I want to cry half the time, even over stupid things. I'm doing rubbish in Physics and I need it to go to uni, and I'm not learning anything from the teacher, and I'm not very good at working at home. I can't find five universities that I like that do my course. I'm slowly runnig out of time to send off my application for uni. Personal statement is difficult. Too much homework at the moment, along with a lot of pressure. Internet is being awful today, which isn't helping with any homework or uni research. I keep shouting at people without meaning to. My job is getting more stressful because Christmas is on the way. I just don't have time to relax, and end up wasting any free time I have. I need to sort my room out, wash my car and get a hair cut but I really don't have time. I don't have any time to plan an 18th birthday party for myself. I think I have a cold and a cough coming.

There's probably a few more things too. Bit of a ranty and disjointed paragraph but it feels better typing it all out. Although I am annoyed that most of the things annoying me are pretty silly, if that makes any sense =P I think I'm just letting it all get to me too much. I want a holiday :[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 19, 2009, 16:15

You can laugh if you want

John and ewdward still in the X factor!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 19, 2009, 16:33
I'm a loser and I hate myself SO BAD. I hate girls and I hate humans. They rob you of every single piece of self-esteem you have for their own self-enjoyment. How the hell am I supposed to go on with life when people are so horrible?

Welcome to school life, my friend. *manhug*
Please, earn a victory for all of us and really humiliate the heartless cow. Pelt her with eggs or something.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 19, 2009, 16:50
..that my day is over =/ I've had such a good one aswell.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on October 19, 2009, 17:04
..I'm ill. ;-;

I caught this illness from my mom and brother. :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: nalty. on October 19, 2009, 18:56
that two girls like me and i like them equally as much >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on October 19, 2009, 19:18
Jenny leaving – I’ll miss her sharp wit. Amongst other things that seem to have occurred in spontaneous moments.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 19, 2009, 19:30
A new week of college starting tomorrow. I hate Biology. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 19, 2009, 20:13
boyfriends possibly going to juvie.
and i might really need him here...

;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on October 19, 2009, 20:54
I'm really stressing out about my homework from English >>

I just don'tknow how to do it and stuff, although I don't normally get stressed out like this.
AND I missed the Open Evening for my school. I don't know what my teacher will say, now ;_______________;

... I'm feeling better o.o'
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 19, 2009, 21:29
i don't get my math homework at all,
and it's all word problems that each take like half an hour to do.
oh and the fact that i'm such a shy scaredy-cat. :<
i can never talk to my crush when i have the chance,
i just smile and walk away, biting my lower lip.
and then i end up regretting it. it's happened like so many times.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 19, 2009, 21:40
^ just talk to him.

i guarantee you'll feel so much better when you do.
i've been scared, but once you do it, it's gone.

^_^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: nalty. on October 19, 2009, 22:00
^ just talk to him.

i guarantee you'll feel so much better when you do.
i've been scared, but once you do it, it's gone.

^_^
do what bonnie says:)

also bonnie, never post again, you have 69 posts rofl.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on October 19, 2009, 22:12
oh my god, i think i'm getting older.

actually on a more serious note... my friend and her boyfriend are very annoying therefore it depresses me and i want them to go awayyyy (:

also, saturday can't come fast enough.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 19, 2009, 22:15
also bonnie, never post again, you have 69 posts rofl.

you know you like it. ;P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: nalty. on October 19, 2009, 22:40
you know you like it. ;P
so yeah I decided on the girl I thinks:)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 20, 2009, 18:41
I was looking forwards to finishing off the cake that Hairmutt baked yesterday. Today she says

" You can't eat it Kerri, it's for Chris who's coming to watch Stargate"
I haven't had any of that cake, Curtis has had most of it...

She must think life reloves around him...
When the router broke she says " it's a good job chris didn't comme to update his PS 3 today"
Chris can get lost, he should just buy Virgin media for his house..

In all Chris is a pain
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 20, 2009, 18:42
I cant see where I belong in life. I just feel so depressed :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 20, 2009, 18:49
A lot of my friends from PUK left. I'm specifically unhappy that lit and Eevee Danjo left.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 20, 2009, 18:53
Eevee Danjo leaving. ;;
*stops comfort eating* <<>>

YoY
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 20, 2009, 18:54
Yeah it was in her DA journal. She left because one of her best friends got banned for a seemingly unsatisfactory reason.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 20, 2009, 19:12
Maddy was really nice. =[

*Sadface*

I'm depressed because my head is throbbing. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on October 20, 2009, 20:49
...
Now I'm kinda put-down that people are leaving the site.
Now we're gonna be flooded by noobs! D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Powerforce on October 20, 2009, 23:02
The fact that I have many projects to do for school, math really blows compared to last year, and I don't seem to be getting a hasty Treecko coming out of that egg.

Basically, school has been keeping me depressed for the past 2 weeks or so >|

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on October 21, 2009, 01:05
hackers, they have ruined one of my other fav sites today........ *crys*

and this is the 1st time ever dominoes chocolate brownie squares havnt cheered me up!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 21, 2009, 19:26
Everybody leaving ;;

Especilly Maddy =[ *Cries*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 21, 2009, 19:28
The fact that my mum is saying I spend too much time on here, so I may have to leave. :/

Oh, and I'm single.  :mellow:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on October 21, 2009, 19:40
The fact that I'm wasting this year... I should have taken a one year college course... it would make my life so much easier.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 21, 2009, 19:42
The fact that my mum is saying I spend too much time on here, so I may have to leave. :/
What?!  :o

Noooo! Dont leave Paul!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 21, 2009, 20:06
Finding out my home has suddenly been put up on the market, nobody bothered to consult me on the matter. I think I'll be spiteful and do everything possible to ruin it. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on October 21, 2009, 20:24
I'm sad cos I can't work out how to raise people's karma for helping me  :(
Posted on: 21 October 2009, 20:17:47
Help would be appreciated tho thanks
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 21, 2009, 20:26
I'm sad cos I can't work out how to raise people's karma for helping me  :(
Posted on: 21 October 2009, 20:17:47
Help would be appreciated tho thanks
IIRC only staff members can alter karma.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 21, 2009, 20:27
I have major gig depression from monday D: I saw Green Day live and want to see them again so badly ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 21, 2009, 20:44
Okie thankuu

Hi there, just letting you know that your posts must contain 4 posts or more.

For the future, saying something like "Okay, thanks for the help", or something along those lines, would be better, as that way you wouldn't be breaking the rules. ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 21, 2009, 20:47
first of all everyone is leaving :c
second of all i feel like such a social outcast today. :C
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on October 22, 2009, 11:28
uh, the fact my right eye is swollen and it looks like i got punched. i look awful. it was worse yesterday though. i'm REAAALLY hoping it goes back to normal by the time saturday rolls around, ugh. cause i'm going to hang out with a bunch of people, including the guy i like ;p so yeah... ick. can you say lowered self confidence? cause that's what this stupid eye is giving me T_T

otherwise i just hate hate hate school and it needs to hurry and at least be friday, ugh...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 22, 2009, 16:19
well, i'm "grounded" [not sure if my moms really serious about that or not] for leaving my phone at my boyfriends and not answering it because we were at his friends.

yea, cause i really could answer it when it wasn't with me.
>.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 22, 2009, 16:23

For the thrid time this year my ear has had problems with Ear wax..and as I am deaf in the other I can't hear a thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 22, 2009, 16:37
Half term is next week. Awwh i cba for it to come, I'd rather stay in college! Of course I'll see my friends but not all of them; or the two i really really want to see.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 22, 2009, 17:02
For the thrid time this year my ear has had problems with Ear wax..and as I am deaf in the other I can't hear a thing.
Poor you :( *Gives Cookie*

I`m depressed because I`ve got a headache
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on October 22, 2009, 17:24
What's depressing me? The fact that being gay means you can't just hope that the guy you like is into you too, you also have to hope he's gay...and it looks increasingly unlikely. ^^;

[/emos]

Also, I didn't get the IT job I wanted. Buh. ;_;

But I'm sort of glad about that too. I don't want to leave Co-op yet D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 22, 2009, 18:23
Pretty much sums up how I feel right now. (http://angelic-diablo.deviantart.com/journal/27903533/)

I think I'm gonna start looking for a 30+ hours a week job and pull out of University.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 22, 2009, 19:21
((Check your DA for my sentiments about that. Well, not sentiments, but you get the picture.))

For me.. health problems =/ The usual junk. Also, to an extent, my brother. We've been distant from each other for a while now, to the point where back home he would purposely move away if I sat anywhere near him. We used to be so close, and now we're s distanced. Even now with physical distance, it makes it harder; because there's no way of speaking to him. Although apparently he hasn't changed a bit, so I don't know... is it really worth it?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 22, 2009, 19:31
Because I HAVE to go home this saturday =[

And some  girl called Sophie loves my boyfriend and is telling everyone that he loves her and that they are going out =[ ..And it makes me feel horrible when people come up to me and say it .. Because he is saying it is not true (and I believe him of course) But it gets really annoying since I hear about it everyday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 22, 2009, 19:33
People. People are depressing me.
Avoiding me... Making problems where there are none and being sad about it (because apparently, every gay should have a boyfriend)... Just... Depressing people everywhere tonight.
Dunlike it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 22, 2009, 20:28
People. People are depressing me.
Avoiding me... Making problems where there are none and being sad about it (because apparently, every gay should have a boyfriend)
Urgh, I get exactly the same. People don't desperately pair up any single straight person the come across, why do it with gays? I'm hateful and reclusive and would rather die than be attached at the hip to another person(Pun not intended. That's actually quite fun). Lust > love.

Mr. Drug, sounds like you have home sickness more than anything. You seem very emotionally dependent on your family, to the point at which it might not be doing you any good..
/pseudo psychology (and to think I laughed at the chavs who took it for A level! They're laughing now.)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 22, 2009, 20:33
 as soon as i get back to school everyone will be gossiping about me liking finn >.>

i know they will because people are like that.
even though it's really not obvious i like him and i'm pretty sure he doesn't like me (he thinks i look emo and now calls me emo)

also my friends seem to talk about me with him a lot and it's rather scary.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 22, 2009, 22:56
There's a possibility that my mum might be made redundant. That's knocked the wind outta me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 22, 2009, 23:19
I just feel pretty crap today. I feel guilty for not texting back my friend after I got credit. I also have 2 essays to write by next thursday and I'll do what I'll always do and leave them till the last minute then get all wound up about not doing them. The fact that after two weeks of school it'll be prelims for two weeks and I'm pretty worried about how I'm gonna do; even if I do revise I probably won't pass them all :v I also wish I had more self esteem and could take genuine positive complements to heart and not brush them off. The events on the site have made me a little sad, one of my good friends left - well I considered her to be one.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 23, 2009, 00:33
ohmydeargod.

cramps.

they hurt soooo bad. ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: progartpkmn98 on October 23, 2009, 02:12
this guy is ruining my life!!!!!! >;[ (http://➡.ws/gr)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 23, 2009, 16:16
I'm really, really depressed because my gran-aunt is in hospital because doctor's found a 'spot' on her lung. According to my mum, she's not doing good at all and it may be her time to leave us. =[
I know if she does go, she'll be out of pain, but I'll never get to see her again.

This sucks. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on October 23, 2009, 17:20
Im stuck on the M5 near Birmimgham on the way to Blackpool with my family and the traffic jams are horrendous! im bored out of my head and in desparate need of some coffee and worrying slightly about the pile of homework I have to do :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 23, 2009, 17:24

I am sorry guys after today I may not return here :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 23, 2009, 19:27
^Why not?

I'm really, really depressed because my gran-aunt is in hospital because doctor's found a 'spot' on her lung. According to my mum, she's not doing good at all and it may be her time to leave us. =[
I know if she does go, she'll be out of pain, but I'll never get to see her again.

This sucks. =[
OMG. *Gives sympathy Cookie* I`m a bit like that with my great-grandmother. I`m scared she will die very son. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on October 25, 2009, 07:30
I'm upset because.. he know he want dis but he can't have it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spook on October 25, 2009, 16:39
Exam revision.

I'm scared wittless of the upcoming tests I have coming up.
I'm not the greatest at science , nor the worst but the thought of failing this exam is horrifying.
We got 3 weeks LESS work on it at school and the practices test we did was hard.
Situations at home for me are already pretty bad when regarding my school progress so if I fail at this It could make everything even worse.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 25, 2009, 16:43
This damned PokéBall project I've set myself. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 25, 2009, 16:46

Curtis: I can't eat or drink, I am getting a sore throat
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on October 26, 2009, 10:30
school is, as usual, annoying the hell out of me with too much work. i can barely finish it all, and if i do, well... it's certainly not good quality. which makes me feel sort of bad, but i seem to have chosen my social life over school. i need to find a way to balance them out, but it's hard to do this :/

and well, the weekend is so far away..!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 26, 2009, 14:12
I feel like..

No matter what I do.. I'm only going to end up disappointing somebody.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 26, 2009, 15:07
I`ve got so much homework ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 26, 2009, 15:08
The pain in my chest.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 26, 2009, 15:10
And, with my ridiculous amount of homework I also have a headache =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 26, 2009, 17:20
i just wasted half an hour of my life chasing my dog around a field because she would not leave the sheep alone and come home. it's freezing outside too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 26, 2009, 17:24
My mum doesn't love me. Y_Y
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 26, 2009, 17:25
I can't find my dog! :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 26, 2009, 17:42
I can't find my dog! :(
Ohmigosh! How long has she been missing for?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 26, 2009, 20:30
it's gonna rain on halloween.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: </HarmonicWolf> on October 26, 2009, 20:58
Someone I know from school commited suicide over the weekend, my brother absolutely hates me at the moment (I honestly don't know why) and I'm on the verge of murdering my mother.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 26, 2009, 22:20
My problems now seem, nothing compared to the person above.

but the following phrase on guitar is annoyingly hard to memorize
my hat's off to whoever can play this at the song speed of 200 bpm.
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Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on October 26, 2009, 22:28
I just seem to be having a bad day. Lots of little things building up again.

Firstly I had to get up early to call work, then nobody answered the phone for aages, and then it turned out I didn't have to get up that early, and could have had like an extra 3 hours sleep. Then I was just running late all morning before I had to go out, and I was stressed for some reason. Then I was in a rush to get to work before a certain time, but I had to get to a cash machine first. Took me 3 cash machines before I could actually get money out, as there was something wrong with each one. Not good when you're in a hurry, and you don't know where other nearby cash machines are. Then I was almost late going to the cinema, as well as tripping over on the way there. I also keep saying the wrong things today. And I need to get homework and revision done. And unviersity stuff still isn't sorted. And more things too.

My problems sound pretty stupid compared to everyone elses's though, so I will end it there =P Hopefully tomorrow will be better ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 09:53
My piano practise :(

I ha\ve to practise four pieces! Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 27, 2009, 14:43
My dog died. ='(
Worst. Day. Ever.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 27, 2009, 15:29

Hairmutt: we offical broke, no money intil next wednesday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 27, 2009, 16:27
My dog died. ='(
Worst. Day. Ever.

Oh my god!! Wasnt she only young??!! =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 27, 2009, 16:36
Six months old. She drowned. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 27, 2009, 16:57
D:
that is so horrible D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 27, 2009, 17:12
I've had 4 proper meals and have been living off snacks since Saturday.

having no cooking ingredients in the house sucks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 17:17
My dog died. ='(
Worst. Day. Ever.
Oh my God!!

I cant believe she was only six months old  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kitsune™ on October 27, 2009, 17:37
Six months old. She drowned. :(

Oh my Dx

That just made me very depressed ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 27, 2009, 17:38
DSi's R shoulder button broke, a string on my gutiar snapped and I'm running out of revision material for maths. I'm going to fail
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on October 27, 2009, 17:41
Aw Paul mate =/ *hugs*

That depressed me. Well that and the fact my mate just got humiliated by her now ex-boyfriend.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 27, 2009, 17:43
One thing is making me depressed. I like someone younger than me and I have to wait years to tell them. But I will wait.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on October 27, 2009, 17:50
My piano practise :(

I ha\ve to practise four pieces! Dx

Never, never feel down about piano practice. Seriously, I had the same feeling in the first few years of my tutelage, but I've been playing for 10 years now, and all I can say is that the long, seemingly pointless practice really, really pays off. I went from playing a clunky one octave 'C' scale at the age of 4 to playing Rachmaninoff and Chopin (complicated Chopin too!) now. And believe me, when you do this, you really get a thrill.

I'm depressed at the thought that Tony Blair will get presidency of the EU.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 27, 2009, 19:22
My dog died. ='(
Worst. Day. Ever.

Wow, sorry about that mate. I hope that things can get better for you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 19:24
Never, never feel down about piano practice. Seriously, I had the same feeling in the first few years of my tutelage, but I've been playing for 10 years now, and all I can say is that the long, seemingly pointless practice really, really pays off. I went from playing a clunky one octave 'C' scale at the age of 4 to playing Rachmaninoff and Chopin (complicated Chopin too!) now. And believe me, when you do this, you really get a thrill.
I feel better :D Thanks! *Goes to practise*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 27, 2009, 19:31
Thanks everyone.


I also feel depressed because I don't think I'm doing anything for Halloween.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 19:43
I also feel depressed because I don't think I'm doing anything for Halloween.
It`s worse for me, believe me.

My brothers birthday is the day before and helping organise his party is so annoying!

I swear I didnt make that much fuss about partys when I was his age Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Deoxys2 on October 27, 2009, 19:55
and I'm on the verge of murdering my mother.
Good luck with that...

The people who have joined only this year and have over 7000 posts and have nearly 10 karma (not naming names...) depress me. No seriously, they really do, which is sad really. :( Sigh... where did all the good times go? I used to like this site!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 19:57
The people who have joined only this year and have over 7000 posts and have nearly 10 karma (not naming names...) depress me. No seriously, they really do, which is sad really. :(
They dont really depress me, but they make me wish I had karma :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Deoxys2 on October 27, 2009, 19:59
^ Geez... don't even make me go there. Don't try and get some is my advice. I tried to get some like that (failing mind you)... but I couldn't give two hoots about it now.

Oh, and another thing that dpresses me... im bored.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 27, 2009, 20:04
Why do people get so obsessive over Karma? >>;;
And people who try to get it don't deserve it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 27, 2009, 20:05
^ Because Karma is serious business!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 27, 2009, 20:13
i'm like. not noticed at school, at all.
i'm the lowest on the popularity chart a person i get, i think.
but outside of school, i text all these people like crazy, and i have so many friends that go to different schools. /: but at myyy school. i have only a few friends, and no one knows me really. D: when i'm not at my school i'm in the .. popular group. i guess.
i don't get it.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 27, 2009, 21:25
how some people act to fit their (wrong) definitions of 'cool' are just plain annoying and stupid.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 27, 2009, 21:32
if you're talking about other people then i know how you feel.
but if you're talking about me then ohhkay .. o_o that's fine. i guess. people have opinions.

phahahah, i just remembered.
i have a C- in life science AND algebra.
all because of missing work when i was absent. ._.;;
*hopes to not get sick again*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on October 27, 2009, 21:40
i'm like. not noticed at school, at all.

I was in your same situation in the 7th grade. the solution to popularity is staring you in the face-- be nice and just make friends. then you'll meet other people, and then you'll have enough friends at school.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 28, 2009, 04:50
Thanks everyone.


I also feel depressed because I don't think I'm doing anything for Halloween.

I'd be glad to not do anything on halloween. seriously, I'm so grateful that after a 7 day in a row work period I get a full day off. I'm going to take the entire day off and do what I want. no school, no work, it'll be awesome!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 28, 2009, 21:28
I said goodbye to my boyfriend today... not going to see him for about 2 months.

Not fair  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Hicky on October 28, 2009, 23:09
The fact that I think I have brain damage...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on October 29, 2009, 02:50
It's really cold right now in California.
OMG DANA'S RIGHT, BIPOLAR WEATHER.

It's windy and cold and I don't like it. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 29, 2009, 14:51
I pop back onto Lego.com's website once again in a few years and they removed my favourite flash game.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 29, 2009, 16:36
It feels like there is a bubble in my left ear.

I cant hear anything through it =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 29, 2009, 16:40
^ Do you mean as in water clogged in your ear when you go swimming?

I get that often. Just jump on your bed and land on your ear. Doesn't hurt and cures it instantly =)


I just broke my curtain railings. Argh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 29, 2009, 16:42
Brilliant, thanks ^^ *Goes to jump on bed*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 29, 2009, 16:46

Curtis: Opps, my chocolate bottons went all over the room, and melted when Hairmutt sat on them.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 29, 2009, 16:55
The fact I have four days of working ahead of me and I'm so tired I just want ONE lousy day without work/college to chill out and give my brain a rest gjfgfdfgkdjfgh ;;

srsly kids, don't get a job, like, ever. Not if you value having any sort of a life outside of it. D:


I know how you feel. I had 7 straight work days with no day off T^T I have today off though.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 29, 2009, 20:10
I just saw my house in the property for sale bit of the paper, that was worrying and depressing. I'll be lucky to still have a proper home at xmas at this rate.
Also my college's remote access thing seems to be down, so I can't check up any information for writing my maths notes. >.<

Oh forgot; still can't find a weekend job either. I'm quickly running out of money and when I'm broke I'm screwed.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Angelpants.™ on October 29, 2009, 20:14
Shane. The fact that it's really cloudy outside, and there's only going to be a couple people I know tonight at the dance. Oh, and the fact that I have to do my chromatic scales again because I can't get my flats right. >_<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 29, 2009, 20:23
Homework because I have too much of it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on October 29, 2009, 20:34
Feeling ill, and drinking making it worse
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 29, 2009, 22:24
Converting a 37/8 song into 4/4 is more or less impossible.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 29, 2009, 22:57
I have fallen far behind and I will never catch up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spook on October 29, 2009, 22:59
I was a total douchebag earlier and ruined just about everyones day.
I was terrified of something for some unknown reason and ALMOST stopped my younger brother going to Chesington world'o'adventures. I made sure he could go though...So I'm not 100% Depressed...Cant be....I GOTSA SHINY ZUB-ZUB.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 29, 2009, 22:59
need a decrescendo for my final work and I can't find the button for it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 29, 2009, 23:02
Some one I have known most of my life who I feel is like a brother to me .. Just started hitting on me .. trying to make me like him ... And I have a boyfriend .. and It really annoing because I have two boy trying to make me like them and i feel real bad about it even though I have done nothing =[

And I have only been home for 5 days and people are already fighting .. and that was one of the reason I left in the first place but I came back to give them a second chance and it hasnt even been a week and they are fighting and I am getting the blame when all I do is sit in  my room trying to keep out of everything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 30, 2009, 13:27
on facebook's social interview thing there was this question.
"have you ever had a dream about brooke?"
this guy who i guess isn't my friend anymore answered,
"noooooo no no ewwww". o_o
that just had to be the first thing i read this morning.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Hicky on October 30, 2009, 13:28
My existence is tormenting me quite a bit today
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 30, 2009, 13:54
Half term never seems to end. -sigh- This has been a very boring week and thank god its Friday! I just cant wait to get back to college and see people.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 30, 2009, 20:24
Today has been one of the worst days in my life. :(

About nine hours of trailing around Legoland with three hyperactive titches is pure torture =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 30, 2009, 20:30
Today has been one of the worst days in my life. :(

About nine hours of trailing around Legoland with three hyperactive titches is pure torture =[

Cecily, apart from the kids, that sounds fun! Of course I am a big kid myself.... :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 31, 2009, 02:03
Internet too slow! Youtube thus doesn't work..I cant watch wrestling > not happy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 31, 2009, 14:15
playing bass again after a year or so and now my fingers kill.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 31, 2009, 14:57
Cecily, apart from the kids, that sounds fun! Of course I am a big kid myself.... :P
It would have been DX.

Plus there was one that goes on about armies non-stop =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 31, 2009, 17:47
My new haircut makes my head look square. I've been patting the corners down for two days now but to no avail. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 31, 2009, 19:22
I've been playing bass for 4 hours after I haven;t played for a year.
Then I went and cooked steamed vegetables which required my fingers to be dexterious
the followed up by a 2 hour Osu! marathon.

my right index finger is about to fall off.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 01, 2009, 12:00

Scotrail!

As you know they let people book seat right ?
Yesterday all the seats were booked and in first class they only was ONE man and no-one was aloud in there without a first class ticket!
We were squashed into bit where the door was with a bag of rubbish, two buggys and a fat man who got of the train in stirling and three men got on with a child.

It was the same going home.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on November 01, 2009, 12:05
I left all of my homework until the last minuet.

So now I am off to do it. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on November 01, 2009, 13:49
So much homework in for tuesday .. And most of it is projects DX .. And I have not even started one of them .. accept planned one of them =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 01, 2009, 14:03
SOMEONE... I'm not going to mention any names, said cooooold things to me via msn.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spook on November 01, 2009, 17:11
My dads a douchebag, makes things complicated and violent, and keeps damn hitting me when I tell him to shut up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 01, 2009, 23:30
^

give him the silent treatment.. that'll get under his skin.


I'm depressed because I have to use the bathroom. *flees*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Toshiku Yumari on November 01, 2009, 23:31
^ ...Little bit too much information...


I want to be working in my book, but I seem to have myself occupied. It sucks...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on November 01, 2009, 23:58
School in the morning. Maths, yay. :[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 02, 2009, 14:43

One: the british public who voted the twins through to next week on the X factor.#
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on November 02, 2009, 17:16
People hating me for telling them the truth that they asked for but didn't want to hear. >>;
Next time I'll just lie and say "nah, just keep doing what you're doing, everything will be fine."
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on November 02, 2009, 18:02
A certain member here who is seriously ticking me off for reasons that people who know me will know.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on November 02, 2009, 18:33
I'm ill and missed school today... Meaning I missed quadruple Maths and have a tonne of work to catch up on, let alone the 3 homeworks that will have been set =[

I'll probably feel just as bad tomorrow but will have to go in as I have 7 lessons and can't afford to get behind in Further Maths or Chemistry. I couldn't care less about French, but hey...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on November 02, 2009, 20:04
My German teacher gave us a load of translations.
My friend is really depressed atm.
Someone on here is actually really annoying me, which I don't like because I normally don't dislike people. =/
And my crush is going out with someone else.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on November 02, 2009, 20:05
My copy of FFX-2 is scratched to death. It freezes at the scene with 1000 Words, which is the best scene in the game, and it'll attempt to read the data but keeps flicking back and forth. So my game is broken. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on November 02, 2009, 20:06
School tomorrow and I am so not prepaired one bit.
I have 14 pieces of homework and I have only done 2 and a half and their all really important pieces of coursework. ='(
I've been out all week and even today having fun and completely forgot about school and now I'm going to get killed by all my teachers because they are ALL extremely stressy.
Also parents just keep fighting with each and it's hard to concentrate at home because of that but also all my friends are falling out with each other so I can't concentrate fully at school. I'm completely stuck in the middle. =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on November 02, 2009, 21:35
i have so much homework today.
and i think i sprained my ankle, or badly hurt it.
it was ohkay for a while today,
but now i can barely walk.
it's like. getting worse now. DD;

and i think i'm falling for my summer crush again.
he's nice and friendly and my current one is not.
yet my summer crush probably doesn't remember me,
and is already in a relationship,
i admit that they look adorable together. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on November 02, 2009, 21:54
letsee.

 I hate my homework. I don't really get the point of it, and I've been skipping doing it. I know I shouldn't, and I hate myself whenever I don't do assignments, but I see no motivations. And now we have a homework policy on our team that if we don't turn in our homework we get lunch detentions and it'll likely be no time before we get detentions for it.

 I'm have an impossible time paying attention. I can't just sit still and watch a teacher talk. I need to be doing something to be able to pay attention. I used to be able to get by by tapping my pencil, but now it won't work anymore. I either go or I stop. When I go, I need to go. When I stop, I need to sleep.

 I miss summer. I remember walking with a friend, and then watching two skateboarders going down the street, rolling away. And then one of them took his shirt off, yelling. I can't get the memory stuck out of my head. I guess that now those two are a symbol of summer. Fun, freedom, not so many rules.. not much stress on you, besides maybe the heat and a sunburn.

 Andand I think that some of this is leading up to the guy I like. Don't say: "You're 14, you can't fall in lovee"

 considering how much I've been thinking about this guy, I think I am. And my longing to see him more and more just gets worse. can some people not handle it? hell yeah some people can't handle it at almost 14, me included.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 02, 2009, 23:55
I'm very behind with my work and if I fail I can't have a degree. I'll stay in the library from 9:30am until 8pm and still not be half done.  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 02, 2009, 23:57
^ Sorry.

I'm depressed because I get sick of everyone saying the same bit of advice but not offering any REAL help. Like.. what's your purpose?

School in the morning. Maths, yay. :[

OMGNO

we have the same issue.
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Post by: Paul200 on November 03, 2009, 00:00
Lol! School photo tomorrow. Urgh, my braces make me cry.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 03, 2009, 00:05
^ I bet you look utterly sexy~!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sir Geeks A Lot on November 03, 2009, 00:12
I'm depressed because Daylight Savings Time is over. And I like Daylight Savings Time.  :-/
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Post by: Paul200 on November 03, 2009, 00:15
Haha! My crush commented on them today and I said, "They're kinda ugly, right?" And my crush went, "What? No way. They're so shiny!" *Claps hands.* I laughed so much. Oooh, my maths teacher hates me for some reason. I think it's because I'm easily distracted. D<
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Post by: Mick_since_86 on November 03, 2009, 16:51
Prob that I have a letter to type up for 13 people for Friday, that I have a presentation for a big meeting with about 35 people on Thursday or that Christmas isn't too long away and I haven't got presents sorted yet :( so it's more of a depression/stressful mix if I'm honest but meh.
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Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on November 03, 2009, 18:21
Haha! My crush commented on them today and I said, "They're kinda ugly, right?" And my crush went, "What? No way. They're so shiny!" *Claps hands.* I laughed so much. Oooh, my maths teacher hates me for some reason. I think it's because I'm easily distracted. D<
Lol.  Did you have a plate thingy? I have one at the moment DX.

Paul, Maths teachers are made to hate people they teach. D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 03, 2009, 18:24
Paul, Maths teachers are made to hate people they teach. D=

Maths teachers are actually quite brilliant, despite the fact that they can be quite grumpy and resentful at times. Most are very knowledgable (one of mine could easily teach any subject in the school except for practical PE) and will try to help you do well at Maths. Plus they're human, so they're made to live and have a good life ^^

(Of course, experiences with teachers will make things different, but either way, there is no doubting their attempts to be helpful, whether they teach Maths, PE, RE or anything).
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Post by: Paul200 on November 03, 2009, 18:32
Lol.  Did you have a plate thingy? I have one at the moment DX.

Paul, Maths teachers are made to hate people they teach. D=

Does the plate thingy have big block things on it? :o
I used to have that. Now I have train-tracks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on November 03, 2009, 18:37
Does the plate thingy have big block things on it? :o
I used to have that. Now I have train-tracks.
Yeah!
Actually I'm quite looking forward to train-tracks because I've broken this twice and it's just so annoying!! D:<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on November 03, 2009, 18:56
Not being able to get a ruler to do what I want it to do.
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Post by: Completelyrandom: Singing your praises in relative phrases on November 03, 2009, 19:30
The fact that I have an undiagnosed medical problem that specialists don't have a clue what it is.
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Post by: Zy on November 03, 2009, 20:27
Music Scholarship is a lot harder than I imaged.

And I mean stupid hard.
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Post by: Piccolami. on November 03, 2009, 20:30
I'm emptying out the drawers in my desk ready for my new one and some of the stuff in here is ancient... There's a pic of my brother back when he was an innocent, skinny child. If only he was still like that now ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on November 03, 2009, 21:16
this guy that i miss really much just randomly started talking to my friend on facebook. o_o
he's never even talked to her before.
now i find myself extremely jealous and being kind of mean to her,
when she didn't do anything wrong. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on November 03, 2009, 21:44
Paper Plane
Time Trials
Level 8
ARGH. TOO FAST.
Seriously. Thank god it's not in the dark.
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Post by: Shaymin on November 04, 2009, 10:16
I just had a panic attack :(
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Post by: Mick_since_86 on November 04, 2009, 10:22
this guy that i miss really much just randomly started talking to my friend on facebook. o_o
he's never even talked to her before.
now i find myself extremely jealous and being kind of mean to her,
when she didn't do anything wrong. Dx


have you tried talking to him? cause maybe he is a bit nervous bout talkin to you no? even tho you don't mean to take it out on your friend i'm pretty sure everyone has done something like that...you can't be mad at the guy cause he isn't whereever you are so the next in line is your mate cause she is :S yea realised you didn't ask for a comment but I'm bored in work...sorry lol
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 04, 2009, 22:00
Maths homework, namely quadratic simultaneous equations and quadratic inequalities. I hate maths. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on November 04, 2009, 22:26
I good family friend has been trying to get hold of us all day and we havent spoken to her for over a year... so my mum was just about to ring her back to find out what it was she wanted but she rang again which was lucky .. Then about 5 minutes ago now my brother comes up to me and tells me why she has .. It has turnned out that a very good mates of my dads and mums has died... And he was the one who brought them together and really got them dating and stuff like that .. And I am really close to his children Oliver and Ashley .. So I am really sad at the moment D'=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on November 05, 2009, 11:47
The fact that I've stuck my neck on the line to do a favour for a friend who has- as I should have known- thrown it back in my face and made me look like an idiot.

Well, this is why I don't do nice, I suppose.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on November 05, 2009, 14:57
I'm so bored I might go to work, even though I've got the day off.
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Post by: kerri-anne on November 05, 2009, 15:50

Curtis: My mum can't come to visit me next week...
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 05, 2009, 16:04
The fact that I didn't get into chamber choir.
I was in front of 10 people, one of which has a history of shouting you suck at me.
And also it's not my fault my voice quavered... and all we were doing was going la la la.
I'm a good singer, I got into a choir that only about two a year get into.
I was only nervous, it's natural.

My crush hurt his mouth really badly and there was blood everywhere.
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Post by: #Emma---# on November 05, 2009, 16:58
I ended up crashing my car into a hedge this morning >>

It wasn't all my fault. I was driving through the lanes, going about 25/30mph (speed limit was actually 60, but these lanes are quite scary) and slowing down for a corner. This white van just came round the corner in the middle of the road, so I had the choice of van or hedge, and I chose hedge. Well it was less of a hedge, more of a muddy verge covered in vegetation, with a drop to the cycle path on the other side. Luckily I managed to stop the car before it went properly over. After the driver of the white van had passed, calling me some nasty names on his way, I tried to reverse off the verge but couldn't. The guys in the white van then actually came back and towed me off which was quite nice, even though they had called me some horrible things. They then criticised me for going too fast, when they were probably going around the same speed, if not faster. And while I was near the edge of the road (before I met them anyway =P) they were right in the middle.

Damage wasn't too bad luckily, and nobody was hurt. I need a new front left tyre (it had a huge bulge in it and was cracked, but luckily the alloy was only scratched), I need new clips for my bumper, and I've lost the left half of the cover on the bottom of my car (the one that protects wires in accidents like that). Got my spare tyre on my car now so driving it feels weird, and I can't work out whether this is affecting the power assisted steering or whether something happened to it. Also my car has smelt like a combination of burning rubber and garlic all day (mainly because of the vegetation that was up against my radiator).

So basically I'm really lucky, but I'm not too happy and it will cost me some money. I did have to suffer the embarrassment of causing a large number of people to be late to school as well =/ The three people that were late to my class said "Sorry I'm late sir, there was an accident in the lanes so I had to go the other way", each time causing the rest of the class to burst into laughter. Also it was one of those things that everyone seems to find out about, get the wrong end of the stick and twist it slightly >> The accident knocked my confidence slightly and I stalled when I eventually got to school, as well as meeting a silly driver when I was trying to reverse round a corner (a teacher in my school who is annoying anyway).
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on November 05, 2009, 18:07
The fact that I have to look at Lit's username every time I check my unread replies. Ick.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 05, 2009, 19:00
Finding out I have mock exams in a few weeks. That foreboding sense of incoming failure rises up to the throat.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: JSM on November 05, 2009, 19:06
Finding out I have mock exams in a few weeks. That foreboding sense of incoming failure rises up to the throat.
I have real GCSE exams in two weeks. Feel better? xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on November 05, 2009, 19:37
I send people texts asking how they are etc. They reply to them. But when I ask them out, no reply.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on November 06, 2009, 23:47
That i'm Irish and no one's kissed me yet.

I mean what's up with that?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on November 07, 2009, 09:55
That i'm Irish and no one's kissed me yet.
^5

all my friends go to dromore high and all of them have been kissed and one of my friends had 5 boyfriends in the first half of firstyear. my other friend who went to banbridge has a boyfriend and she just had their one year anniversary. me? i haven't been asked out once except for a joke 3:
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Post by: Piccolami. on November 07, 2009, 11:18
I had my flu jab and my swine flu jab this morning and they flippin' hurt. And then I almost fainted afterwards, which wasn't too good...

I also have a tonne of graphs to draw for Monday =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on November 07, 2009, 11:24
doing a maths and science exam next week. blargh.

plus I'm still behind on NaNoWriMo.
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Post by: Shaymin on November 07, 2009, 11:28
my head hurts, and i think I have a throat infection

:(
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Post by: Massacre\\♥ on November 07, 2009, 18:50
i was so excited because me and my friend could go to the jingle ball concert ! (:
but then i found out that the tickets were all gone.
this is the first time something exciting was actually going to happen,
but it just had to be ruined at the last minute.
so i guess no justin bieber for me. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 07, 2009, 18:54

Kerri-anne: I fell yesterday over a pile of cannon balls, and now I have a BIG strange bruise on my knee which I named Jedward...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on November 07, 2009, 18:54
well, there's this boy i fancy.
and my bma was talknig to him on the way home from school, and asked him if he liked me.
he said 'well she's great, but i have my eye on someone else right now.'
and now i'm really upset. ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on November 07, 2009, 19:39
Welsh weather. Need I say more? Rain, rain and oh yeah MORE RAIN :dry:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on November 07, 2009, 21:05
my parents are being insensitive douche-heads about my exams.

I know I have to take them, I have been revising. I'm the one sitting them, not you. I'm the one who needs to look up when ihs exams are, and I look them up only as I need. There's no need for you to mess up my room to organize some tiny piece of crap that I don't need that much.

PLUS If you forgot, I happen to be a Prefect, a core part of the school's music department, and oh yes, a NaNoWriMo participant.

to hell with your ideals and hopes for me, I need to do what I need to do, and I can do well, just bloody leave me to it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on November 08, 2009, 00:20
we had some trouble with neds/chavs in the building earlier :( i presume they kicked in the door to get into the building, then smashed some bottles, i think a window as well, and tried to kick in a neighbours door af she told them where to go :S...even though the police were phoned about 2 hours ago they still haven't turned up. Thankfully they have gone but considering my short temper i dunno what would happen if they come back and its my door they are outside as I was told this happens often at this time of year as its so cold :(

i spent ages trying to get a place like this and this is what I have to put up with
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 09, 2009, 01:56
I barely ate anything at dinner and my stomach is killing me..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 09, 2009, 14:47

Curtis had a " Bad" trip this morning and still in hospital right now, the poor squirrel...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 09, 2009, 17:59
Another week at college starting tomorrow, it would be my least favourite lesson I start with too. Urgh.

Oh, 2000th post. Yay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on November 09, 2009, 18:59
Half days. Well it wasn't even a half day, in at 10:45 then out an hour later. Now most people wouldn't complain but going in for just an hour does my head in. Considering the 40 minute bus ride to get there and back. Bad times.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 12, 2009, 21:44
Someone needs to make a "What's making you rage?" topic, I'd double my post count within a week.
The old people on the buses again. Seriously. These same damn old biddies getting on the bus every damn day, not paying a penny, and filling it up. They don't have jobs, they're hardly in education, they're just abusing their damn free bus pass to eat up some time in their empty pointless lives. About two thirds of the bus is filled with them. Annoys me even more that I'm not entitled to any discount at all for my bus fare, yet I'm actually using the bus for a good reason.
Especially annoying when they expect ME to give up my seat for them. I got on first, I PAYED for my ticket, unlike you, and I have a long life ahead of me, so I should be taking more care of myself. STAND AND LIKE IT. So glad I don't pay taxes, knowing I'm funding them would probably push me into a full nerd rage. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 12, 2009, 21:53
I thought about my social life.
Welsh weather. Need I say more? Rain, rain and oh yeah MORE RAIN :dry:
But what about the Welsh girls from the valleys! With their wonderful accents.  :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MrCoffeeCream on November 12, 2009, 23:10
How I'm failing my classes because I was sick for a week :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on November 12, 2009, 23:12
The fact that I can't stop shivering and feeling freezing despite running a temperature of over 38 degrees. Stupid fever!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on November 13, 2009, 00:16
it's been raining nonstop for a few days now, school might be cancelled tomorrow which i'm fine with, but... that means the football game is cancelled too ):

stupid rain, i might not be able to see the guy i like for another week.
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Post by: kerri-anne on November 13, 2009, 10:29

Hairmutt: I am so bored since Kerri and Curtis have gone to sleep intil the spring
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kingdomscene on November 13, 2009, 21:07
UGH, lots. School is majorly stressing me out, i can't keep up with the work & my form tutor is not one of my biggest fans so i can't get any help from her, more hinderence. And my boyfriend is ill, so he can't come out much, he's had to go live with his grandparents for a while so i can't go round his anymore, i haven't been able to spend proper time with him in months, and whenever i do see him i'm so angsty & stressed out i just take it out on him >.< AND i walked for about on hour earlier in the pouring rain trying to find him, i got lost on the estate his grandparents live on, and then when i finally do find him, he decides he's too ill to stay out and goes straight back in again, so i have to walk all the way back in the rain AND MY UMBRELLA BREAKS HALFWAY HOME DOESN'T IT.

yeahh, i'm having a great friday 13th. it's true what they say, people >.<
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Post by: Mick_since_86 on November 13, 2009, 21:57
watchin the episode of scrubs with ben's funeral :( most despressing episode ever  :'(
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Post by: q.c.™ on November 14, 2009, 23:10
The blue layout of the site..
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Post by: kendall! on November 15, 2009, 15:40
so last night...

my first kiss was a fail, hahaha. i wasn't expecting it. and i don't really... know how to kiss anyway? like it was just too weird.

so yes, now i feel like an idiot. :/

among other things! like school being annoying and homework piling up. and my best friend's mother is in the hospital, she has a blood clot in her lung...
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Post by: RocketMember002 on November 15, 2009, 15:42
I have a horrible ear infection, hurts a lot and I'm half deaf. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 15, 2009, 15:51

^OW!
This is what is upsetting me  (http://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=94136.msg2056011#msg2056011)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 17, 2009, 01:48
Childish nonsense happened at school.

Facts People should know about QC:

1. Don't screw with my creations.
2. Don't talk, interrupt, be rude, or even make a noise while I'm presenting a creation of mine because I take extremely great care in creating and I have an arduous distaste for others who think that they possess the audacity to screw them up.

That's all. And no, this isn't directed towards Lorem. It's about something stupid from school today.

I have a horrible ear infection, hurts a lot and I'm half deaf. >.<

oh no... *gives awkward hug so that i don't touch the ear*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on November 17, 2009, 01:53
i'm depressed because i'm behind on my history course work ant the teacher won't let me take it home.
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Post by: IceRain on November 17, 2009, 04:21
This (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDqfmEd4fQ8)

Well it's actually more like scaring me D: I mean look at it (their are no mutanous monsters, bloody gory things, it's a crash, you don't even see anyone die...not in the short version I am showing you...)

Now i'm getting into looking at these things, and the more I look at them, the more it scares me for some reason. I don't know why.

(http://www.dirty-rotten-scoundrels.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2008/07/2_tenerife.jpg)

Stuff like that in Tenerife. I've been so happy lately, this is freaking me out! I can't stop myself, I think I need help.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 17, 2009, 11:33
I'm feeling awful; really ill and ready to throw up. I'm missing school because of it, something I didn't want to do. I hate being ill =/

At least I got to walk around with a cover wrapped around me all day. That always cheers me up ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on November 17, 2009, 11:36
I have to finish my essay on the formation of the Predynastic Egyptian State. But it's my fault for leaving it, and the uni's fault for the articles I needed not being available when I want them.

I'm sitting on the floor in shorts to write it though, so that totally makes up for it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on November 17, 2009, 14:55
I'm cold and hungry and my stupid bus is late. I also have no idea what to do for my History project either. :/ Oh, and it's only Tuesday. ;--;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on November 17, 2009, 17:42
I'm ill again, and have missed out on loads of work today. I can't go back to school until Thursday =/

Also, I need to get a costume for a party on Friday night and I don't have a clue what to go as.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on November 17, 2009, 17:58
I've been feeling ill since the weekend. I'm still well enough to go to school, but I can't work as well when I feel ill. I'm also tired, and I hurt my back at work on Sunday.

I'm trying to organise a surprise 18th party for my boyfriend too. Everything is sorted. However, I have no venue for it, which is kind of important =/ Getting harder to find somewhere that will accommodate under 18s too and it's doing my head in >>

Then today I thought I had done quite well in the Physics practical this morning. However, when I came out of the exam, I realised that I had done the reciprocal for my time measurements when I wasn't supposed to, meaning two columns of my results are wrong, my graph is back to front, and I've got the y-intercept and everything wrong. I don't want to know how many marks that has cost me. Probably most of them >> I'm hoping to get marks for error carried forward as everything else is right, but I don't think I will.

Then I have received no uni offers or interviews or anything so far. Pretty much all my friends have at least one offer. Even people who sent their application off way after me have offers, so it's kind of depressing. I know I have months to wait anyway, but an offer would be nice and would reassure me a bit, especially as I'm not too confident at the moment.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 17, 2009, 18:14
Then I have received no uni offers or interviews or anything so far.
It's all about what you applied for and where. I applied for courses that few other people had interest in like Physics at Lancaster so I got plenty of replies along the lines of "no one else wants to come here so you can". There's always clearing and if you choose a health care course the NHS pay the tuition fees.
Still lots of time to go and people getting offers so early doesn't mean anything if they don't get the results they need.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 17, 2009, 19:27
I'm still deaf in one ear, missed a day of Biology, 2 weeks before my mocks, and my main hope at getting a weekend job has been dashed. I hate existence in all it's forms.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on November 17, 2009, 21:19
i have a mild case of the swine flu,
my crush is being a dick to me,
&i failed my stupid civics test .


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Utack and Swampy on November 18, 2009, 16:19
I have a group project due in 2 days, no one has sent me any information, and I suddenly have to find 10 people to answer a survey: Help make me undepressed please (http://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=94202.0)  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 18, 2009, 17:07

this happened to my dad
shocking news (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/scotland/tayside_and_central/8366881.stm)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Exodus on November 19, 2009, 13:38
I'd link you directly to the page it's on in my dA, where most of my journals go, but because I've had swears in it, I can't do so. So instead I've copied it into here, modified the bits that weren't +3 and put it in a smaller font so it doesn't take up the entire page so much, and so if anybody wants to read it they can simply copy and paste it into a word document.

Since I wrote this, Monday, I've decided on my short-term future being that I am to withdraw from University because it's clearly no longer where I want to be, nor can I manage to keep up with the work; I've bitten off far more than I can chew. =[.

But, in a way, it's something that's cheering me up because I know now that I've given this a try and I've found an answer in a weird form. Anyway;



Seeing as I feel a bit more composed as I write this, I might as well give you a bit of a contents guide..

~ How I now feel about University
~ What I can do right now
~ How I feel about myself
~ What's terrifying me.

Well, they're a bit vague. But I can't really do it anyway else. Seeing as I've promised a few people who've asked me how it's going and I've kinda had to say "I'll tell you some other time when it's not going to cripple my fingers texting you back".

If you read my previous two journals you'll know how I've felt about University in the last few weeks. The second one was on the back of a really, really low day for me so don't take it as seriously as you might have done at first. I think it was just because I'd had a really, really good weekend back in Hull with my snooker team, with the social life I'd built up last year due to my 3rd year at college, that just disturbed me into feeling as low as I did.

Right now I've accepted that.. I think I bitten off far more than I can chew with trying to do Mathematics at University level. Whether I was aiming blind, or feeling like I could really step up to the challenge, I don't know anymore, but I've gotten to the stage now where I'm almost ready to accept that staying here will, within due time, dig myself into a deeper hole; mentally, physically (in that I'll get so far into the course that I'll feel obliged to carry on) and eventually make me feel worse than I ever have done so.

:: *~* i have lived so many lives all in my head *~* ::

I don't know for a fact whether it's due to me hating my course, or whether there's something deeper that lies beneath. I've been having counselling to try and help me get to the root of my problem, to help me unlock my mind to what's really bothering me. Perhaps it's the fact I've come out of my comfort zone, where I've built up a life at home to cope with everybody who, outside of my family and friends from club, meant anything to me leaving. Perhaps it's the fact that I now rarely trust anyone completely, and that I'm struggling to let my flatmates get closer to me than what they see me to be; bound to the pub and football, with the occasional sarcastic "i don't give a damn" comment.

:: *~* and don't you tell me that you care *~* ::

Right now I've given myself a deadline of Christmas. A deadline of deciding what I need to do; withdraw immediately from University and look for a job, withdraw from University in March time, withdraw from University at the end of my academic year which counts for nothing, withdraw from University with the hope of going to my hometown University next summer, withdraw from University with the intent of working my way up the ladder or last but probably least, stay at University.

I've got, including this week, four weeks left before I get my reading week. This is what I needed to have had last week so I could have sat back and really analysed what I've got here without physically being here. I don't know how much I'll be able to open my mind to see what's really causing me to feel like this, there's no guarantee that when Christmas comes I'll know what I'm doing, but I cannot enter 2010 the same way I entered last year and the year before.. not sure of myself and what I was doing here - life.

Last year I felt alone and I was always waiting for something, something that I thought would simply come. The year before I felt lost because of me not wanting to go to University at that point in life (when I was halfway through my second year at college) and coming to the realisation that the only person who could come close to compensating the loss of my friends and being 'stuck' at home for another year was 400 miles away.

:: *~* oh so sick i am and maybe i don't have a choice *~* ::

I cannot have another introduction to the year feeling unsure of myself, unsure of what I'm doing, unsure of where I'm going. Now I know you might be asking yourself just why I'm fixtation on New Years as much as I've unawaringly made out so there, but for me, it's always been that time of the year where I look back on the year and ask myself "have I really done enough?", "am I happy?", and I guess more importantly as I go through this period of my life where I've no longer got a clear path ahead of me, "what do I want to do in my life and what do I need to do to achieve it?".

I honestly don't know what I want from my life, apart from that I want a family, a place to call my own, a sense of belonging I guess. I don't know, I started to feel like this about two years ago and since then I've struggled to maintain a clear head regarding what I've wanted, what I desire, what I want from my life. I find myself too easily switching off and losing concentration in my long term goals, kind of swaying from idol to idol in my aims.

:: *~* i want to do something that matters *~* ::

Right now I feel that whilst I'm the most open minded, the most mature.. than I've ever been, whilst I'm happy in myself and who I am, seeing as I can't change who I am, I'm not confident enough to choose a path ahead of me. I don't know what it is I want to do in my life. I know that whatever I do end up doing.. I've got the intelligence, the passion, the energy to succeed, but the question is "what will I be doing?".

I don't have any dreams, no real desires apart from "to belong". But to who? To what? I don't know.. I don't know what it means. To be in a relationship? To have something depend on me, in terms of a job, a career? To find a happiness again, a state where I can say "I'm happy with who I am and where I am"? Am I asking for too much, am I asking for something I can never fully acheive? Calm at mind?

:: *~* and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place *~* ::

One of things that is completely and utterly terrifying me is this situation. I don't act like it, but the things that terrify me the most is the end to this situation. If I leave, I've no longer got a permanent direction, I'm not forced to get a job, I'm not forced to be any happier at home, I'm not forced to have made the right decision. Where as if I stay, I'm terrified of being unhappy and always craving home whenever I get really low, terrified of failing at my course and wasting time that I don't feel like I've got anymore, terrified of growing antisocial and more and more alone.

I no longer know what brings a smile to my face, not a lasting one. I'm always feeling low at the end of nights out, feeling like I'm out of place. I've always seen myself as being an outsider due to what I am and how I am; hence me associating myself to the "one of a kind" tag more and more these days, although I'm no longer sure in the right way. I feel out of place probably due to that, but then I begin to let my mind wander and I feel I become more and more alienated from what people call 'reality'. Oh I don't know.

I just.. I'm stuck now as I approach possibly the biggest decision of my life. I'm split between this concept of giving up something I've dreamed of since I was a young boy, although for what reason I'm no longer sure. Giving up the closest idea I've had in a good while as to what I'd like to do - teach - and going back to this.. unknown that seems to cloud everything I do and think these days.

So there I go. That's pretty much what's too long for me to type out in a text message, what's too long for me to type out on MSN.

=/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on November 19, 2009, 13:54
I've been looking for a job for two months now... and... I'm no closer to getting one than when I began. It's all well and good I'm flexible and willing to do a lot, but... I have no practical experience, so I won't get considered for a lot of places, I can't take on a lot of jobs due to the use of a telephone, and a lot of them are generally out of my way. I'm meant to look for jobs within a 20 mile radius of my house, but being locked into public transport is not helpful. Getting to Redditch each day is a £5.50 bus fare, so that's out of the question. Even going to Worcester or Birmingham is a bad idea, since I only know the city centres, and most advertised jobs are out of my reach. I wanted this year to be a year of gathering money so I can be more self-sufficient in uni, but... it looks like I'll be more out of pocket by the end of it. Having all these GCSEs and A-Levels is more of a put-off compared to my lack of experience, and I'm really unlikely to get a job anytime soon. I've applied for two jobs in two months, and neither of them have got back to me. When I do jobsearches, I have to cross off everything to find a suitable job, and in the end I'm left with a few jobs with only 10 hours a week, which means I'll earn less than what I'm getting now so I wouldn't be advised to take it. Knowing that my jobsearching routine will change starting soon isn't good... it's a load of hassle and it's making me feel down. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 19, 2009, 15:39
Since I wrote this, Monday, I've decided on my short-term future being that I am to withdraw from University
Obviously I don't know what you're feeling but for me leaving uni and starting a different course was the best thing. If you're going to quit do it as soon as possible, saves on the accommodation costs and gives you more time to prepare for next year or get a job. If you want to stay at uni then spend tonight prowling for a study buddy! Maybe force your self into more socials with your housemates?

Anyway...
I'm depressed because I'm behind on work and worried about meeting a certain someone tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 19, 2009, 16:05
The fact that going to school to get work done has made me feel even worse, and I'm not in a good place anyways =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on November 19, 2009, 18:14
I am ill ... And tomorrow I am going to see new moon  with my mates then they are coming back to mine for a sleep over .. I hope I feel well tomorrw =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Exodus on November 19, 2009, 18:30
Obviously I don't know what you're feeling but for me leaving uni and starting a different course was the best thing. If you're going to quit do it as soon as possible, saves on the accommodation costs and gives you more time to prepare for next year or get a job. If you want to stay at uni then spend tonight prowling for a study buddy! Maybe force your self into more socials with your housemates?

The stuff in the small print pretty much sums up how I feel at the moment. I'm planning on quitting over the next three weeks, as in packing up and relocating back home. I might officially withdraw from University in two weeks time, see how I feel next week. I need to sort other things out, find out what to do regarding my student finance, etc etc.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 21, 2009, 02:32
aw.. well.. I have lots'o homework this coming week.. but it's a vacation from school. Ugh. FML.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on November 21, 2009, 18:14
I'm not coping at all well with starting my A-Levels. I see my friends managing to keep on top of their work and to excell at their chosen subjects, and I'm there struggling to keep motivated and to actually understand and complete my work.

The only lesson I can actually be bothered with is Chemistry, and to some extent Biology. I love Chemistry, and it's the only subject I'm managing to succeed in at the moment. I understand most of the course and can answer most questions I know; it's just a matter of revising now to get the finer points sorted ready for my exams.

I really think I've bitten off more than I can chew this year - 5 subjects that I think I'm going to end up getting horrendous grades in. I've gone from being someone who'd get top marks in nearly everything to being the straggler who's always asking for help, and I don't like it at all. I don't suppose it helps having my parents go on at me all the time for not helping enough but I have so much work and some commitments that I really can't drop to cook tea or do the vaccuuming or whatever. Being told repeatedly that some of my friends are taking 5 subjects and somehow manage to have a job doesn't help either; it just makes me feel like more of a failure.

Maths is my biggest problem. Mechanics just goes straight over my head; in the event that I think I understand something, as soon as I try to apply it later it just goes wrong. I can't remember any of the equations that I should apparently know by this point in time, and I seem to spend most of my free lessons struggling on the questions before going to the teacher for probably the third or fourth time that week.

C1 isn't much better. It's supposed to be the easiest, and some of it is just that, but I've always had problems with the sketching curves side of things and I really don't get differentiation. I can do the simpler problems, but the exam-style questions in the textbook have proved impossible.

Further Maths is another problem. I find the complex numbers side of things very difficult, and I find myself struggling to keep up with everyone else.

I don't suppose it helps much that I got an A in Maths at GCSE (which I already felt quite bad about), and then had my Mechanics & FP1 teacher tell us all that our group last year "should've all got A*s, and that those that didn't were obviously not applying themselves hard enough or just didn't really bother". I tried damn hard, and was a nervous wreck before going into the first exam to the point where I was shaking so much I couldn't write my name properly.

French is yet another problem, as it seems to just be a waste of my time and I really can't be bothered with it. I don't know what possessed me to pick it, but I know it's most probably going to affect all of my results because I'm putting effort into it that I could be focussing on Maths. I don't speak in the lessons and can't come out with much more than basic sentences when I do.

Before this year, all I really wanted was to go to Uni to study Chemistry, but I really don't think I'll get the grades to get in and I'm not even sure if I want to anymore. Yes, it's a bit early to be thinking about Uni but to be honest if I don't start worrying now, then by the time I get my act together it'll be too late.

So where on earth do I go from here? I don't have time in lunchtimes to go see the teachers I need to because Tuesdays and Thursdays are spent doing Further Maths and Wednesdays are spent on the School Council. My Mechanics teacher isn't available on Fridays, and on Mondays I already have 4 lots of Maths lessons and my head feels like exploding from the amount of it all.

I actually don't know what to do anymore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 27, 2009, 16:14
;__________________;

I'm really upset, because today I found out the boy I really like has a girlfriend.

and I was building up the courage to ask him out too

*weeps*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on November 27, 2009, 18:20
stupid chemistry teacher always picks me to go up to the board D<
i never know how to work the pen thing pfft.
also andrew hasn't talked to me since tuesday. my friend grace thinks it's because he's embarassed but it's not.
and i realised i don't actually give any sign i like him at all which might also be a problem. except i never get to talk to him but still 3:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 27, 2009, 18:30

My AVG won't do it's weekly scan and it is the newest version.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 27, 2009, 18:35
;__________________;

I'm really upset, because today I found out the boy I really like has a girlfriend.

and I was building up the courage to ask him out too

*weeps*
Better than finding out he has a boyfriend.

I'm currently exhasted, the only thing sustaining me is the thought it's friday, so there's decent stuff on TV. And killing people in battle grounds.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on November 27, 2009, 19:09
my grades are borderline HORRIBLE, i literally have a C or a D in everything...

i couldn't hang out with zach today cause he had no gas and my mom didn't want to bring me...alright cool. and now my friend is bragging how she got the ipod touch.

i... don't... care... :|

today is a disappointment.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on November 27, 2009, 19:56
I feel really horrible .. I have been ill for days now and I hate it .. Everyone thinks I am lying to .. The school and my mum .. So I have to keep going to the doctors .. and If I dont get better this weekend on Monday I have to go to them again for tests :/ .. I just want to sleep ..

And I just found out that my brother has 4 9 - 10 years olds coming over for a sleepover ¬.¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 29, 2009, 15:29

Ethan the little monster.
He stayed over on friday night, and forgot to take home his toy car.
meaning we had to go and take it to his house.

We HAD to stay there for THREE hours cause he wouldn't let us leave.

Then my mum turns to me and says " What a Nice way to spend the afternoon"

NO mother IT WASN'T !
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on December 03, 2009, 19:13
URGH. The revoltingly cheerful maths class I'm in agreed to do this corny "secret santa" crap without bothering to ask me. So now I have to spend £1 on some random girl, I thought I'd never have to try and work out what women want. >.< They eat, right? I think I'll get some galaxy, I heard women have 4 stomachs so digesting it shouldn't be a problem.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on December 03, 2009, 21:12
I got rejected from Oxford - without even an interview :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on December 04, 2009, 09:31
all the heaters (except the one in the hall) has decided to stop working, just in time for the coldest days here in glasgow :( had to sit on the couch with bed covers on to keep warm :'(

the guy is supposed to come fix them today so i'm gonna havta waste half a day sittin in the house hopign he turns up between 1 and 5  :mad:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on December 06, 2009, 02:18
Today I went to see my friend and when she went in my bf ignored me completely so when I got home  he asked me on msn why I was annoyed and told him about him ignoring me and then he said It's not a big deal and I said it really is being ignored all the time gets you annoyed a lot and then he just said bye and went offline so I don't know what's going on. "/

Sunday tomorrow which means loads of homework. D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on December 06, 2009, 02:27
.......lack of chocolate pudding........
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on December 06, 2009, 02:31
Fiona, it's Sunday now.. Do your homework! :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 06, 2009, 03:24
Sunday tomorrow which means loads of homework. D=

Same here.. I'm not looking forward to it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on December 06, 2009, 12:10

This stupid cold, it's not like my others ones I have had before, and I have to go out in the cold just to go to my sister's house to get Ethan.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on December 06, 2009, 12:11
Well I'm currently depressed because YET AGAIN I have no strings to re-string my guitar, and my brother has decided to break the strings that are on it. So no guitar playing for me :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on December 06, 2009, 14:22
Well I'm currently depressed because YET AGAIN I have no strings to re-string my guitar, and my brother has decided to break the strings that are on it. So no guitar playing for me :(
If you get a new set, always go for RotoSounds. They're a lot better than Ernie Ball and cheaper than Elixr. Very worth it at about £6/7 strings (they give you an extra 1st) where I get them from.

me? I've just run out of shark fin soup D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on December 06, 2009, 14:28
That sounds nasty.. xD And I'm depressed because it's super cold and I have zero ideas as to what to get my friend for Christmas, urrgh. -.-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on December 06, 2009, 17:44
That sounds nasty.. xD And I'm depressed because it's super cold and I have zero ideas as to what to get my friend for Christmas, urrgh. -.-
I have no ideas about what to get my DAD for christmas =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on December 06, 2009, 18:12
Fiona, it's Sunday now.. Do your homework! :D
Noooo D=
I still haven't done it yet. xD

Same here.. I'm not looking forward to it.
Homework just wastes a day of your weekend away. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on December 13, 2009, 12:40
my stupidly long and boring homework DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 13, 2009, 12:41
I have to play this carol service thing with my trumpet tonight in a church with NO heating and NO toilet >: I also have 3 essays to re-write for tommorow >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on December 13, 2009, 17:46
The fact that this topic wont stay dead for more than three days. It bums me out that you people have so much to whinge about.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on December 13, 2009, 20:18
My essay exam on Tuesday that is worth 14% of my degree.... my hand is gonna die!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on December 13, 2009, 20:53
The fact that this topic wont stay dead for more than three days. It bums me out that you people have so much to whinge about.

well aren't you just a pleasant ray of sunshine.

nothing is really depressing me at the moment. other than the fact i need to hurry and cram for my exams next week, but when it's all said and done with it won't be so bad. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on December 13, 2009, 20:55
My friend isn't coming back from uni till a week later than I expected, which is annoying. That and I'm losing my house in the middle of January, which is exactly when my exams are. Awful, awful timing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on December 13, 2009, 20:56
I've lost my crutches.

Fair enough, my ankle got better ages ago, but it's always good to have a pair handy, right?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on December 14, 2009, 01:40
well aren't you just a pleasant ray of sunshine.


Eh, I've lost/am losing most of the things that make me happy. I'd live in this topic if coming here didn't just make it worse.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on December 14, 2009, 23:59
Yeah, but at least everyone here can relate to you in soe way.
Oh and i am doing work experience this week and the first was an insight on how everything can go wrong.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on December 15, 2009, 00:24
I'm beginning to feel like a ghost.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on December 17, 2009, 14:43

My account on some other site was banned, then my mother has to speak to her mother for three hours- she says I haven't seen my mum in ages...Well she is going to see her on the 27th anyway..Couldn't she hold her talk with her mum intil then ?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on December 17, 2009, 23:02
Not having another day off until Christmas Eve ;;

Work is a bum-face
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on December 17, 2009, 23:05
^ D: <3

No one wants to go out and play in the snow with me :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 18, 2009, 08:33
As some of you may know my granny has been fighting cancer for the past four months and less than a week ago her tumor burst making her seriously unwell.

Well, this morning she died... I just can't believe it, and I don't think it has sunk in yet. I knew it was coming, but it still has put a dent in me.

R.I.P <3 :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on December 18, 2009, 16:14
I was going to write something trivial until i saw that, i am really sorry about that, plus it is probably the most serious post on here.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on December 18, 2009, 17:47
My condolences, Liam. I too am feeling the pang of not being with my grandmother this Christmas.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on December 18, 2009, 18:34
I'm sorry, Liam. :[ That's really sad. I hope you'll feel better soon.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 18, 2009, 19:30
Thanks guys. I really do appreciate the time you take to cheer me up. :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 18, 2009, 23:53
How quickly friends can forget you exist. Knowing you're not so much a friend as an extra, someone who sits on the side and gives the odd giggle but isn't missed if you don't turn up.
Oh well, one perfect friend is all I need and I have one. ^^*love*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on December 19, 2009, 14:06
I'm so sorry, Liam.

I kinda know how you feel because we've just found out my nan has cancer and, by the looks of things, it's pretty serious. Her dementia is getting worse as well =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 19, 2009, 14:12
Thanks Calire. I hope for the best concerning your nan.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 19, 2009, 16:13
christmas in general.
and the feeling that people are getting sick of me.

well no

'feeling' implies that it's my mind that's telling me this, so i should be saying 'and the fact that people are getting sick of me'

it's ok though. happens every year.

and the fact my only friend in college is leaving after the christmas break.

she got a job and i really can't think about how much i'll hate being there without her.


just gonna have to dumb myself down more like i have been for years. nobody wants to talk to an idiot, so i'll be an idiot so they don't want to be near me.


also james isn't around at all anymore which just hurts. i tell everyone i want this and that for christmas, but all i really want is for him to come see me. i don't want to miss him anymore.

also had a dream about my dog dying. just saying this so it won't come true. he's the only person i know who wants to be around me for more than a few minutes.





ugh shut up jenny you're pathetic. e_e
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on December 19, 2009, 17:47
i feel like everyone hates me. two of my (former, i suppose) best friends over the past month have been pretty much making my life hell, and other assorted people have basically been treating me horribly as well.

my boyfriend offered to come drive through the snow to get me but ugh... i don't even want to leave the house at this rate... i kind of just wanna disappear. ): i never did anything to anybody.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on December 19, 2009, 18:11
Best wishes to you Liam.

/hug/ man.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 19, 2009, 18:18
Thanks Rex. =]

/hug/ right back at ya.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on December 20, 2009, 12:33
School over but now I'm bored as a rock.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on December 20, 2009, 23:52
Brittany Murphy died this morning. So sad. She seemed to be a lovely girl, God rest her soul.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on December 21, 2009, 00:18
I have the flu and I could be sick for Christmas :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on December 21, 2009, 11:59
Sorry to hear about that Liam, hope things improve for you and your family. =/

I've got no snow... at all. Black ice yesterday, and now really heavy frost. We were meant to get snow on Thursday but we didn't =/.

Plus things aren't going that well for other stuff as well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on December 21, 2009, 14:04
I've got nothing for my music coursework.
and I'm very behind.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 21, 2009, 15:29
I'm sad at the fact I missed my concert today because of the snow :/ Also the snow will probably be gone by tommorow and I'll get raged at by my music teacher because I've not done my group work or composition. I would skive the rest of the week but I have stuff to hand in >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on December 21, 2009, 16:22
Nothing major depressing me atm, just silly little things xP

Mainly the fact that exams are quickly approaching, and I haven't done nearly enough revision. I really don't want to revise in the Christmas holidays either, but I will force myself to. Starting in a minute =/

Also, my car. The snow is nice and everything, but when I want to drive somewhere it will take me ages to sort my car out. It is covered in snow and ice, the driver's door doesn't like opening when it's this cold, my windscreen wipers are frozen to the windscreen, de-icing takes a while and I have lost my gloves, my car takes ages to de-mist on the inside, and the heating takes a while to get going. Also my driveway and the road are very icy ¬¬

General coldness is quite horrible. The radiator in my room doesn't work that well (not helped by the fact that I have a lot of furniture in front of it), and so my room is the coldest in the house.

Apart from those things (mainly the exams ¬¬), I'm in an alright mood.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 01, 2010, 16:52
The thought of going back to college. I have to do a project by Monday which had to be in the Friday we broke up but i overslept...on purpose. So yeah I CBA.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 01, 2010, 20:20
Back to uni next week. Not looking forward to it since I won't get many chances to see my friends there until April.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on January 01, 2010, 20:51
I've had a cold since before Christmas, and it won't go away. So I feel absolutely awful. And I have to go back to school on Monday, and I have a load of work that's due in that I don't feel motivated to do :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MarbleZone on January 01, 2010, 22:08
New Year's Day and I'm stuck in my bedroom studying jaundice. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 02, 2010, 13:58
I've had a sore throat/cold for about a week now and I'm feeling reaaallly crappy today >: Also annoyed at the fact that National Express aren't running ANY ticket/travel buses from Glasgow/Edinbrugh to see Green Day at Wembley in june ;; Gonna have to persuade my uncle.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on January 03, 2010, 05:13
^B-b-but... GREEN DAY ;-;p *hugs*
Well, I kinda broke my new year's resolution on Day 1.
I told myself I wouldn't be pessimistic, solitary and judgemental of myself but here I am feeling crap because I ate the leftovers dad was going to cook for dinner tonight. And, he decided to take out the rest of the day's crap on me so even if I'm still hungry I don't feel like eating anything out of guilt.
And after a happy week housesitting in Canberra and actually leading a decent social life, I'm back here on the coast typing on the laptop that recently got virus attacked. Talking online with people who still hate my guts because of a misunderstanding three months ago. Waiting for a certain someone to get online so I can whine to them. Feeling crap because of the price of housing and how much I want to live in the city, NOT on the coast where we have a beach only five minutes away. That, or run away to england with said someone and never come back...
Happy freakin' new year.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 03, 2010, 14:00
Leeds United.

Also, I can't go to my great uncle's funeral as I have a Biology exam just before, AND I have a tonne of Chemistry work to do for tomorrow and I have no motivation =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on January 03, 2010, 14:04
I've got my English homework to do which I don't feel like doing at all... It's due in on Thursday, but I reaaalllyyy don't want to do it e-e
Or it might be due in on Tuesday, seeing that's the day I go back to school... It's due in on Thursday ^^

And the fact that my Dad's gone back to Singapore. I was crying so much ;_; *really loves her Dad*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on January 03, 2010, 14:53
The fact that I am not busy is the worst thing for me to get depressed about. And the most common cause for depression in Snagars.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 03, 2010, 14:59
Yesterday I had long, thick and infinitely soft hair, it went down to my shoulders and kept me warm as well as being the only physical feature I have that my ex's actually liked (all boys have the other physical feature apparently  :???). Anyway I went to the hair cutters for the first time in 12+ months to get a trim at the back and instead she grabbed a razor and sliced it all clean off!
What part of "I want to keep it long" did she interpret as "use a lawnmower"? Not only that but by the time she cut the front to "give the impression of length" I had a Hitler! Why would I want Hitler's hairstyle! It'll be 12 months before it comes back now. I should have just put it in a pony tail and never gone to the barber.  :(

So yeah, basically my life is so empty this is all I have to think about...that and the fear of failing a year at uni again....and spiders, lots of spiders.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on January 03, 2010, 17:01
~ I have so much homework to do that's due in tomorrow and Tuesday and I cannot be bothered to do it :/
~ The cold I've had for 2 weeks still hasn't gone away.
~ I don't want to go back to school tomorrow
~ I'm probably going to get a really bad grade in English >.<

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on January 03, 2010, 19:55
I've had a really long day at work, and now that I'm home I'm too tired to do any revision =/ My exams start in 8 days, so I'm pretty freaked out about those.

Back to school tomorrow which shouldn't be too bad, but the exams are worrying me too much. I haven't managed to revise much over the Christmas holidays (due to seeing a lot of family, Christmas, my birthday, and catching up on sleep). Now I'm going to have to find out if I have any homework to do for tomorrow, but I'm just too tired. Not helping that I have to get up at 7 either >>

Basically, a combination of tiredness, exams and being stressed is what is getting me down =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Super Paper Arwing on January 03, 2010, 19:58
the fact that school's tomorrow,and work is really relentless.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on January 03, 2010, 19:59
That I don't know what's depressing me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on January 04, 2010, 01:54
I won't see my boyfriend again for months... I'm _______ devestated :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on January 05, 2010, 17:53
I wasted today in bed when i could have been playing in the snow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 05, 2010, 23:19
Snow just fell but ITS NOT ENOUGH. No where enough, I still have some hope left for the rest of the night.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on January 06, 2010, 01:09
I'm supposed to write an essay, but i can't be bothered, i have no motivation and all the fun, fun snow makes it even worse.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Super Paper Arwing on January 06, 2010, 07:37
the facts that despite all that coldness and snow school is still open.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on January 06, 2010, 10:52
That I might have to go to Aberdeen for a meeting on the 19th Jan but have to stay over on the 18th due to the distance from Glasgow :(...hopefully the rail tracks freeze over that day and the trains get cancelled :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on January 06, 2010, 13:51
All this snow. D:
I have a fear of being out in the snow, so I am confined to my house. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 07, 2010, 12:27
My throat is absolutely killing me, and I can't eat because of it. The only thing I've had is cough medicine, and that was a struggle to take. Can't even have liquids because it hurts so much.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on January 07, 2010, 16:45
I am annoyed at the snow =[

School is closed AGAIN tomorrow, meaning it will have been closed for three days. I've lost out on so much revision and help, and I'm not confident at all for my three exams next week. If I even get to take them, which is looking a bit doubtful =/ If I can't take them next week, I have to wait til like June which is ridiculous. I could potentially have ten important AS/A2 exams in June now, which I am going to struggle with. I'm not going to be able to go through anything with my teacher before my first exam on Monday at 9am now (if the school is even open, as it's apparently going to snow again over the weekend).

Being stuck at home like this is also doing my head in. I feel like I should be revising all the time, but I just can't work from home (distractions, annoying noisy family, etc). I'm totally stressed out and don't really know what to do. It's making me feel rubbish.

I think the worst part is that I still would have been worrying WITHOUT the snow and lack of revision. This is making me so much more worried =/

Another thing is that I am tired all the time now, and it doesn't matter how much sleep I get. This isn't helping anything right now >>

Oh, and I'm also meant to be going to TGI Fridays with a big group of friends to celebrate my 18th birthday tomorrow (a little bit late =P). However, I walked past TGIs today when it was supposedly open, and there was nobody inside and it looked closed =/ Hoping it's open tomorrow, otherwise I'll be pretty disappointed =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 07, 2010, 22:06
^ I know how you feel on the exams front! School is shut tomorrow and I had a couple of really important revision lessons timetabled, which is really annoying as they are much needed.

Apparently school is going to open for exams no matter what, but it's going to be really difficult for me to get into school if the weather gets worse so who knows what'll happen =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 08, 2010, 16:51
WEMBLEY IS SOLD OUT DDDDDDDD:
Gonna have to get dearer tickets now ;;
I've been feeling crappy latley anyways and this doesn't help :/ I kinda want to go back to school cause I'm bored as HELL, that's gotta be a first for me x3.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Alphochio on January 08, 2010, 17:19
Our guild leader can't pay for her account anymore. /sob
Now we have to find some other guild to join.  /sob
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 10, 2010, 23:35
NO snow and college tomorrow. Oh god I hate the place, my friends on holiday aswell so there'll be no-one interesting to talk too. Bad times.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 11, 2010, 00:10
I have a PreCalculus Quiz tomorrow and the section we've been studying makes next to no sense. T_T

Our guild leader can't pay for her account anymore. /sob
Now we have to find some other guild to join.  /sob

I find that to be eternally hilarious. Excuse my blatant rudeness in saying that.. can you all pool some money into her account or something?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on January 11, 2010, 01:52
The snow outside caused the car that I was a passenger in to skid and almost slam against a brick wall. I couldhave DIED.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on January 11, 2010, 14:58
School is finally back open, but i couldn't go in because i have to wolk and it rained last night meaning the roads and paths are covered in ice and i could break my neck.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 11, 2010, 15:51
Biology AS exam tomorrow, dreading it. >.< I think I set the bar too high after doing well in the mock, doubt I'll do half as well this time.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 11, 2010, 19:03
^ At least you had a mock, we were supposed to have ours last Thursday but school was closed =[

Basically I know I'm going to completely muck up the Biology exam tomorrow, and I'm dreading it. I really, really need good marks in it and I highly doubt I'm going to get them =/

I'm not even thinking about Chemistry until about 10:30 tomorrow morning.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on January 12, 2010, 01:20
I have messed up my whole life and I am scared of the thing I have got to do make it right.

I think I have about 5-6 mates left because of it.

And I have just realised what people say about me is true. Of course its all bad stuff that hurts my feeling like mad.

So I am crying all the time in my room and never can sleep at night so I have my days and nights mixed up which I get shouted at lot about.

Ohh .. All most forgot because I get the blame for everything I have got to go to 3 different conciling things.

Yippie for me =¦ So I feel like rubbish.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: progartpkmn98 on January 12, 2010, 02:00
the amount of homework I have is killing me.
Seriously. I feel sick.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 12, 2010, 09:18
I have to go get 2 of my teeth pulled.

Apart from that, Heroes was a disappointment. The trailer lied to me. Goddamn, next week had better make stuff happen or I'm going to bust




out in tears ;A;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 12, 2010, 17:21
Exam went as badly as expected, to top it off I got less than 4 hours sleep last night and have a Physics exam tomorrow, then a Chemistry one the morning after that. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on January 12, 2010, 17:38
The four days of school being closed have cost me as i have french exam next week and i just found out today, plus if i mess up i can't resit, this is the resit, the entire class failed, that's how hard it was. Not really it wasn't hard but we all still failed, it was a speaking exam so we had to write a speech and well speak it. i am not ready not ready arrrrggghhh!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on January 12, 2010, 20:12
long story short; I'm going crazy.

just now I was sat in my room counting the squares on my wallpaper.



AS Maths + ICT GCSE exams = doddle, I wonder if they were actually really easy or I misread everything and I failed them miserably.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 12, 2010, 20:19
French exam tommorow.

I have done no revision.

Tell you how it goes when I come back from school guys. :tongue2:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 12, 2010, 20:22
I've just realised that most of my happy/depressing posts are about the snow, on hope brilliant it is or how little there is.

On topic: The snows not sticking anymore but I supose there's always the rest of the night. Wow my post count is going to dwindle once the coldsnap is over.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 13, 2010, 11:45
I think I mucked up the Bio exam yesterday as I found it really easy and no-one else seemed to. Chem tomorrow is going to be terrible, my laptop is broken as is our heating and revision isn't going well at all.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 13, 2010, 13:16
French exam was postponed... Yesss!!! :D

But tomorrow I have R.E, History and Geography exams. .__.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on January 13, 2010, 15:20
I don't really know. Everything's just messing with my head and it doesn't really matter what I do, I can't cheer up for very long =/ I'm also so close to just giving up on some things it's unreal =/ Must consult my AGONY AUNT (Or uncle, but he's such a girl really) and see what he thinks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on January 13, 2010, 16:06
Hope everything works out okay for you Lottie.

Uni work in general has been stressing me out at the moment.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on January 13, 2010, 16:12
Exams, my grandfather had a heart attack and my two friends have both lost close relatives recently and I feel so sorry for them. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 13, 2010, 16:49
My great uncle died yesterday around 7/8 O'clock =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on January 14, 2010, 17:10
^I'm sorry  :(

Urgh...I feel awefull with some bug and all I can do is lie in bed =[ I still had to go to school aswell.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on January 14, 2010, 17:27
*Hugs Cec* I have a cold. Oh, and an exam tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 14, 2010, 17:28
Uck, the day in college was far too long and faaaaaaaaaar to boring.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 14, 2010, 18:58
Just been mugged again. They didn't get anything but I sometimes wonder if reporting it is worth the effort. Not like the police will do anything. Another day, another reason for forced sterilisation.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on January 14, 2010, 19:40
I'm feeling pretty flat...for the first time in a while :/ Feeling paranoid about stuff, old things are just creeping back up and catching up with me I guess. It's one of my rare depressed days, I'm usually pretty perky :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 15, 2010, 00:21
Gran got taken into hospital yesterday and I'm worried about her :/

And it's more angering than depressing, but I'm getting kind of annoyed at someone who keeps having these 'depression' moments, like at first it was like 'aw I'm sorry :C' now it's like 'oh walk on, nobody cares :|'
I feel bad saying I don't care about her but JESUS CHRIST it's OBVIOUSLY attention seeking and it's just... pitiful e_e
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 15, 2010, 19:57
Got a damn sight less money than I thought I had, so Claire has to stay in this weekend when all of her friends are out abusing their livers ;_;

Yeh yeh, go cry moar.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ferox on January 16, 2010, 14:17
Too much Homework. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on January 16, 2010, 14:26
I have a mahussive case of writer's block today
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on January 16, 2010, 17:29
Housing. Family issues. Lack of employment. Revision. Ongoing writer's block. Boredom. Lack of money. Feeling invisible. Lack of FOOD D:. Carpet smells of beer.

There are probably other things too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 16, 2010, 17:45
I have a mahussive case of writer's block today

HIGH FIVE BROTHER

The fact I've been cooking all day and spent about an hour doing my hair and make up for a man who just ain't gonna appreciate it. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 16, 2010, 18:11
for a man who just ain't gonna appreciate it. ;;
This is because men are deeply philosophical creatures, existing on a higher plane where the lies of food, clothing and makeup are lost to the reality of the human form...clothing especially is lost...in our minds...because we are so deep. Good grief, we men are hopeless. Now I'm depressed.


I have too much work and the distance between my friends and I is growing, time for action!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 16, 2010, 18:49
I have two more prelims next month, art and english both at int 2 ;; and with the 5th years D: I have to write two essays in an hour (for english) and half or something and do a close reading passage >:
Also solo trumpet music exam next month will be ftl, I have to play with my music teacher accompining me and not my tutor.
School is crap D;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 17, 2010, 23:45
Early morning for college and the fact that lately I've started to hate my course. Its become boring and I have a video project due in before long and that's well not started.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 21, 2010, 20:49
Just broke up with my boyfriend like fifteen minutes ago.

Hugs plz ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: 16bit on January 21, 2010, 20:56
Just broke up with my boyfriend like fifteen minutes ago.

Hugs plz ;;
oh dear.. *hugs SUPER tightly* D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on January 21, 2010, 21:07
Just broke up with my boyfriend like fifteen minutes ago.

Hugs plz ;;

What.  Cow.  What?

-SUPERhug-.

:<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 22, 2010, 11:27
gran's being taken back into hospital.
She just got out last night.
I honestly can't deal with this right now ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on January 23, 2010, 17:26
Family life is crap .. I keep thinking about stuff that scares me that I will do it .. But I sort of dont want to .. Yet do want to at the same time .. Last night was the worse thing ever to happen to me. I will never forgive my mum for it either ... Which makes me feel really depressed =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on January 23, 2010, 18:05
^ *big hug* do you have anyone to talk to, if not write it all down and then rip the piece off paper up and chuck it away.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on January 23, 2010, 18:16
^I keep a journal but its at home .. and I never want to go home .. *Hugs back* =) Thanks though.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on January 23, 2010, 18:24
Bullies. Life is too confusing. Parents argue. Can't do maths well. Have homework. Can't draw. Best mate lives in Switzerland. *grumble*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 27, 2010, 21:29
Just got a request from an ex-girlfriend on Facebook. Considering that was in primary school, and I am not 'that way inclined'...this may become very awkward indeed. I'm praying she's a lesbian.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on January 27, 2010, 21:35
Harlie, a duck of mine, died last night. Algebra is being Algebra. The book I want to write in is moving so slowly...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on January 27, 2010, 21:37
Two 'friends' have decided to team up and make my life a living hell. First they whisper about me in front of my face and burst out laughing, and now they're making fun of my dead dog. "Oh, it's very Misty out today," is what was used today, followed by some laughter.

So, yeah. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on January 27, 2010, 21:48
^

OMG thats horrible!! =O I think you should make there life a living hell. Revenge is the sweetest ;) And if you don't like revenge, just ignore them or tell 'em to shut up, cos that's a horrible thing to say =[ *hugs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on January 27, 2010, 21:53
Thanks, Kristen. ):
Oh, and I've lost my timetable too >.< I'm pretty sure I've got Sociology tomorrow. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on January 27, 2010, 21:55
Wow your mates are horrible ... ¬¬ Seriously I would kick there butts. If anyone did that to me I think they would want to run >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on January 27, 2010, 21:59
^
Correction. Run for there lives. xD

I'm actually depressed atm, and I ish rarely eva depressed. Kinda xD ... At the moment the person who I want more then anything doesn't want me back =[ ... A lot of my friends are upset about stuff which depresses me, cos I don't like seeing my friends upset. And my parents are getting a little bit to much to bare at the moment. Also, Music GCSE is getting way to hard for me, to the point where I'm struggling a lot =/ ...  Though I guess thats normal teenage life =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on January 28, 2010, 07:46
My god Paul, that's horrible. ;-;
Best thing is chloroform, a large sack and a bridge to not give them any feedback. Eventually they'll get bored and find someone else to pick on? Still, anyone who mocks the death of anything is just plain heartless. *shakes fist*

I guess what's depressing me atm is that after all this talk my parents made of going to move to the city to let me hang out with my childhood friends again (haven't lived in the city for just over five years),  we ended up not having enough money; so just after we've arrived south, we have to go back to the other end of the state - where I hardly know anyone. Makes me feel even more homesick...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on January 28, 2010, 10:47
The fact that I have worked in my current job for about 6 years now and the one chance there is for a promotion was not mentioned to me or advertised in any way and has went to someone else and obviously I was only told about it after someone got the job!!

I'm more depressed/infuriated about the fact the I wasn't even considered or asked even though I have been told my work is impressive...I could say more but it wold involve a load of swearing cause I am that annoyed about it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on January 28, 2010, 13:22
Im depressed that my mum's going away on holiday tomorrow for two weeks...so I have to stay at my dad's house during then >< I hate it there =< It feels...dirty >< And it's cold...and I hate sharing my house with 3 dogs and three cats...cos I know that if I leave my dinner for a split second, it'll be gone the next >> They have no manners =< I'll miss my reptiles being with me ;__; Gah =< I just hate staying in other houses...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 28, 2010, 17:13
Found out yesterday that Nan's not got long to live at all. The tablets that she's on aren't going to do much at all and basically she's got a couple of months left. Her dementia's been getting worse, too, and the doctor told her yesterday that she's got cancer so now she's really really really upset =[

Also found out that Grandad's got cancer too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 30, 2010, 12:57
Oh man that sounds horrible, Claire. =(

So sorry to hear it.

10/8/09 - 30/1/10 = The ammount of time I had my two Fire salamanders.

I find them both dead this morning. They were all shrivelled up and horrible.

I suspect they had died of parasites because there were little white things crawling around them... :'(

I cried disposing of them. It felt so bad. :(

I won't have the confidence to keep amphibians for a while now. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 31, 2010, 11:03
Sorry to hear about that @ Liam and Claire. Both horrible situations =/.

For me, it's that Andy Murray is playing badly so far, and that the snow isn't sticking properly at the moment. I hope it sticks since I might get tomorrow off which means I can concentrate fully on getting my coursework done.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 31, 2010, 11:04
^Yeah, he was 5-2 up and now it's 6-6. ;/

Also thanks about the salamanders, webbzed. :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 01, 2010, 00:43
Gran just passed away.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 01, 2010, 00:46
No probs Liam.

Sorry to hear about that Jenny =/.

I'm upset because I feel like crap and I keep on throwing up =/.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 01, 2010, 19:58
Someone I got on with and talk to a lot is dead. His mate told us that he got run over. We don't know if it is true though. But he was the nice guy ever and I can't stop crying even if it is a joke I feel horrible. urghh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on February 01, 2010, 19:59
Someone I got on with and talk to a lot is dead. His mate told us that he got run over. We don't know if it is true though. But he was the nice guy ever and I can't stop crying even if it is a joke I feel horrible. urghh.

I hope it's a horrible joke too. He was such a nice person to talk to and he was so young. And to die like that, its horrible. Its really upset me =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 01, 2010, 22:06
Sorry for all your losses. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on February 01, 2010, 23:12
Well my posts gonna be a minor whine compared the posts above...

But I'm just so ticked off, annoyed and upset at that fact that about 75% of my friends online and IRL think i'm a complete and utter cow >>

May be true and probably is, but it still hurts when I look back at what i've done for them in the past like give them a shoulder to cry on, let them stay at my house when they're having a rough patch at home and take them out places.

I'd have thought myself that that meant Im a good friend...no?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilverFlame on February 02, 2010, 00:27
Awwww...... I feel so bad for ya'll. If it makes you feel any better, I fell down the stairs today! And I ran into the corner of a door too. :laugh:
I'm sad because my grandpa's dog, Buddy, was run over.... That dog was an angel. My gramps has breathing problems so all the crying isn't really helping. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on February 02, 2010, 16:24
Me and Sunny are still really upset about Sam dying (the one who got hit by a car in a hit and run accident). Because we've just been talking to his best friend (the one who told us) and he just told us that Sam died in his arms, and said 'Please can you tell Faith that I'll always love her, and that I will always watch over her, even though she wont be able to see me.' Its just so sad ... ='[ cos we've been talking to Faith aswell, and shes just so ... out of it ... Like when we speak to her its like shes not even there. Its just horrible.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on February 02, 2010, 17:09
so much death in this topic, it's saddening... ):

the only thing depressing me is the fact i left my ipod touch at my friend's house and now she's going to go through it and steal all my music... i really want it back, but the roads are really snowy so no one wants to get it for me.

T_____T god... i miss my ipod kdjgkdsjkesf.

but it's my birthday so i might as well chin up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 03, 2010, 17:43
My arms are killing me! D= .. I had to have two jabs today .. And now they both really hurt DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Raven..=) on February 03, 2010, 18:30
Aw Sunny I know how you feel. I had two injections today aswell. My arms are dead. =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on February 03, 2010, 18:36
Meep. I had one injection. But I had an allergic reaction to it me thinks DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 03, 2010, 18:39
^ Nah mine did the same .. And I am only allergic to one thing :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilverFlame on February 03, 2010, 18:47
The economy. That and the fact that my B-Day is on the same day as the super-bowl this year. My family is "celebrating" the a day before my birthday instead. :dry: So basically they're celebrating the day that I wasn't born. Isn't that just wonderful! :sleep:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Raven..=) on February 03, 2010, 19:59
Meep. I had one injection. But I had an allergic reaction to it me thinks DX

Aw yeah I remember. In art it was really swollen.

The economy. That and the fact that my B-Day is on the same day as the super-bowl this year. My family is "celebrating" the a day before my birthday instead. :dry: So basically they're celebrating the day that I wasn't born. Isn't that just wonderful! :sleep:

Wow that pretty much sucks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on February 03, 2010, 21:42
I've got maths h/w that I'm procrastinating doing. It doesn't look like a small amount and it's due in tomorrow. >.< I really need to get get a glass of milk..and play WoW for an hour or three...then I'll do it. Assuming nothing comes up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on February 05, 2010, 17:08
Yesterday my Vista stopped working after bumping my laptop. I'm doing this on Linux, but there's so much stuff I need to configure which doesn't work so I'm gonna go to Windows 7 (we have it, but the disk is lost downstairs and I can't install adobe player for youtube >:{     )

Also, I need to do work this weekend on word, but linux's one doesn't let me open files done on here in Windows, which my college uses, so I'm a bit frustrated, but not so as I'm cutting myself.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: President Hawkeye on February 05, 2010, 20:37
Lots of things.
Football team are looking reasonably pants atm.
My academic future is in doubt.
And dealing with the fact that some special someone occupies my thoughts nearly everyday, and yet I just can't seem to decide what I want to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on February 06, 2010, 02:21
 :'( :'( :'( My watch just ran out of battery  :'( :'( :'(

No body here knows me in person, but for me this is a HUGE disaster. I can't function without a watch, and every time I try to tell the time and see my bare wrist I can't help but cry 'nooooooooooooooooo!'

EDIT: And another thing, what the hell is up with my sleep pattern! I actually got up at a normal time yesterday and I'm STILL wide awake at 5 in the morning!!!!! If this wasn't the weekend I would have to be up at 7:30 for lectures...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on February 08, 2010, 16:45
My facebook layout hasn't changed.

>:\\\\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 08, 2010, 16:53
Mine has! ^ xP I'm depressed because I don't know what to make for music.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 08, 2010, 16:55
^ mine either wth :/


sigh I'm getting badgered to go into college again even though I haven't slept because I've been, you know, grieving a little? It's so stupid, it's like 'hey jen, gran's just died her funeral was two days ago, wanna go to a place that'll make you feel like a complete idiot while at the same time make you feel crappier than you do now? No? Well this looks like a job for THE RAGE MACHINE!!!!!!' ugh I want to cry so much right now ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 08, 2010, 17:16
my sleep pattern is terrible
i've fallen out with a load of friends
those 'friends' say i have no chance with a boy i like ;(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on February 08, 2010, 18:40
Theres a baby penguin on tv and it's screaming so loud cos these vets are trying to pin it down to euthanise it...cos it swallowed a fishing hook...and I dont see why they can't operate on it and remove the fish hook...

I get really sad when animals are put down needlessly...especially in these rescue programs where alligators and things get put down merely for living near humans...

Its sick...

And the penguin sounded so terrified.... ;___________;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on February 09, 2010, 19:33
Mine has! ^ xP I'm depressed because I don't know what to make for music.

mine changed today, I think it's pretty cool (;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 09, 2010, 19:38
I just swallowed glitter.
So.. It's kind of a mixture between happiness & depression. I feel slightly sick, but I can now say I have officially eaten awesome.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: qazz42 on February 10, 2010, 14:32
it is a snow day and i like school


when at home i hafta do math because i got a 82 in my math test and i am grounded
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on February 10, 2010, 16:23

I have no idea what they are doing...
people talk about choices of what the want, but I wasn't given a choice I am being told where to go. Now they aren't litsening to me of what I want. they have stopped my money, taken away my two day job and replaced it with...nothing.

and my golden lab has taken ill...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on February 10, 2010, 17:43
Glyph test tomorrow morning... I need 60% to pass, which is gonna be really difficult this time round. I can only hope that I can pass it, because I really enjoy it.

And then I can start reading for my essays.. and seminars..

And residential services made me take down my fairy lights.. that makes me sad =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 10, 2010, 18:01
my crush has a girlfriend he's known for less than a week. call me a jealous cow if you want but it's really upsetting. honestly, i want to know what's wrong with me?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on February 10, 2010, 18:31
Nothing really :3

Except that I skipped half a day of school and I don't know what homework to do >_>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on February 12, 2010, 00:59
I just swallowed glitter.
So.. It's kind of a mixture between happiness & depression. I feel slightly sick, but I can now say I have officially eaten awesome.

That made me laugh a heck of a lot lol

Ermm at lot of things right now actualy =/ My friends problems have depressed me, cos I hate knowing I can't do anything to help 'em. Stupid Family problems that get in the way of everything and get me all worked up so that when I finally speak to someone I enjoy speaking to I end up causing an argument without meaning to or wanting to. At the moment I'm going through a 'life sucks' stage DX meep.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on February 13, 2010, 15:09
It's taking so long for it to be monday D:
I also have my solo music exam two weeks on wednesday AND two god damn art/english prelims on the same week ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 13, 2010, 23:37
I have just realised that Sam is really dead. It's really just stuck me and I can't stop crying. I hate it. The people who run him overe knew him and bullied him. They came forward saying that they did it and said this  ''That the world is better off without one less gay ****** '' He wasnt even gay. I know his girlfriend and oh my god did they love each other. And today were the trails in court. The driver is locked up for 20 years and one of the guys is saying he wasnt even in the car when the tree other say he was. So yeah it just stuck me he is really dead.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on February 13, 2010, 23:48
My leg has been hurting all day and now it's suddenly in an incredible amount of pain and I don't know what I've done. ='[
My so called 'mate' that I thought I knew told me something and went behind my back and did something else (bad) and never told me about it but my other mate told me what they did and they still haven't even told me their self. "/
And my oldest brother is seriously ill and if my parents are correct with what illness he's got then he has a small chance of dieing. ='[ ='[ ='[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Toshiku Yumari on February 14, 2010, 03:46
The fact that I can barely operate anything on this one other site. It's really ticking me off.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on February 15, 2010, 17:30
Uck. I've spent nearly all day in my room, only venturing down stairs for food. I hope the rest of my half term isn't like this.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on February 15, 2010, 19:23

I wish people would keep their plans. My mum promised we'd go out to glasgow on wednesday, but because Ethan wants to stay the night we can't.
She says it's for my sister sake. why can't she have him on another night ?

she was angry at chris for not saying he when he was working..
and ethan always wakes up at noon!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on February 18, 2010, 10:26
Nan died in the early hours of this morning =[

When we went to visit her last night, in the very brief space of time that she was awake she didn't know who any of us were. It was heartbreaking to see her lying there completely drained and confused as to who we were, and to see the look on Grandad's face when she didn't recognise him either.

I can't stop crying =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on February 18, 2010, 16:06
My shoulders are killing me and I have no idea why. They've been like this for days. BAD TIMES.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 18, 2010, 16:15
Nan died in the early hours of this morning =[

When we went to visit her last night, in the very brief space of time that she was awake she didn't know who any of us were. It was heartbreaking to see her lying there completely drained and confused as to who we were, and to see the look on Grandad's face when she didn't recognise him either.

I can't stop crying =/

Awww :/ I'm really sorry, Claire. *Hug*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on February 18, 2010, 16:45
that all my mates seem to have forgot that I exsist...tried texting them and commenting them on whatever social network site and everything has been blanked :( last time I saw or heard from anyone was bout 3 weeks ago
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on February 18, 2010, 16:50
that all my mates seem to have forgot that I exsist...tried texting them and commenting them on whatever social network site and everything has been blanked :( last time I saw or heard from anyone was bout 3 weeks ago

*ATTACK HUGS*

Im here <3

Hmm...I guess I'm pretty miffed that I failed my best subject at school xDD Art >> If they didnt have the damn theory exam...gawd...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MnMs™ on February 18, 2010, 17:14
Nan died in the early hours of this morning =[

When we went to visit her last night, in the very brief space of time that she was awake she didn't know who any of us were. It was heartbreaking to see her lying there completely drained and confused as to who we were, and to see the look on Grandad's face when she didn't recognise him either.

I can't stop crying =/

I am so so sorry to hear that Claire.

I'm upset because I just found out that I'm allergic to nutella, which I live on.
Because my Grandpa went into hospital yesterday; he had a heart bypass three years ago and yet things are still going wrong.
I have to speak to the Police next week about something that could make a young man go to prison and although he deserves it, I'm scared about what his family will do to me and it's really stressing me out.
My brothers fiancee and my brother had a fight and now they've broken up :( and she's already going out with another guy.
The one guy I really like is calling me his 'sista from another mista' (yes spelt incorrectly but that's how he did it) and he's going out with another girl while still flirting around with me.

Life is generally trying to keep me down, but I'm not gonna let it beat me... Cause TM is gonna be launched soon <3

EDIT: Now I'm even more upset because my favourite (besides JB) band; Honor Society, is going on tour this Spring but they aren't coming to the UK :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on February 22, 2010, 21:38
My friend's just commited suicide after his ex did this morning...

...Don't really know what else to say...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on February 22, 2010, 22:45
 I fell on my stairs and hurt my hip and cut my legs.

But that really doesn't compare to the above post.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 23, 2010, 20:44
My friend's just commited suicide after his ex did this morning...

...Don't really know what else to say...

Oh my God. D:

I'm so sorry Meg. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on February 24, 2010, 17:10
A German guy who's been over in England for most of the past year and joined my year of 6th Form was in a really, really bad car accident near Cornwall on Friday; he's broken his back, is in a coma and is on a life support machine. Things aren't looking too good at all.

He's such a lovely, lovely person, and his host family had taken him down there for a short holiday so for this to happen is tragic D= His parents have come over from Germany and the staff at school are really upset and loads of people have been crying. He's one of the nicest people and really didn't deserve this =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 24, 2010, 17:24
Well, turns out i'm allergic to Palmolive and I could have aheart condition

joy~[/sarcasm]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MarbleZone on February 24, 2010, 17:31
Well, turns out i'm allergic to Palmolive and I could have aheart condition

Is the latter related to the former?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on February 24, 2010, 17:33
My things feel a little trivial compared to what some of you guys are going through x.x

I'm annoyed becasue I've got this stupid cough that I've had since sunday and I keep having mad coughing fits in school and it hurts my throat and my belly >:
Also the snow is back >>

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 24, 2010, 17:58
My nan is in hospital .. My family just found out & She has been in all day. My step sisters knew but didn't bother to tell us -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 24, 2010, 18:25
Is the latter related to the former?

no. former inherited from my dad, latter we dunno
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MarbleZone on February 24, 2010, 18:30
no. former inherited from my dad, latter we dunno

If it's okay with asking, what makes you think that you may have a heart condition?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 24, 2010, 21:12
i have feelings for a guy, and i'm not positive if its infatuation or love..

 i like him for a hundred different reasons, but he's been a real jerk to my friends in the past [not so much now though] so my friends generally dislike him and hate his guts. and its not like he's a guy where he's too high on the social latter for me to have, so its like a guy i could get with a little bit of work, but i'm just ion such a mental dillema over it fghsfhfgbf D:

 i tell myself to not like him, and i try to block him out of my mind, then he says something to me and the whole thing starts all over again..

My friend's just commited suicide after his ex did this morning...

...Don't really know what else to say...

 dude, i'm so sorry. best wishes for you guys, and the families of both parties.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 25, 2010, 06:11
woe is me my freakin teeth hurt. insert rant about how i've had to go through so much since last june. i'm pretty much addicted to painkillers because of this and boohoo i'm just in so much pain.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on February 25, 2010, 20:54
I'ma moan k? I've had hardly any sleep this week, i've been grumpy and when I'm grumpy i'm selfish. The girl used to like probably hates me because I hardly talk to her anymore. It was her birthday today and i didn't say happy birthday to her, so apperantly she went into a strop. Everytime I'd walk past then her friends would sing happy birthday, I chose to ignore them and pretned I wasn't listning. Prehaps I should have said it but I didn't so blah.   
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 27, 2010, 00:03
I had been sofa surfing for over a year now, I have just managed to find a youth hostel to stay for about two years that will move me on and for the first month it was all going pretty well. (I have only been here 2 months) But there are little things that are starting to get to me again and my flat mate is one of them. See we have to share a flat with one other person and we share a bathroom and kitchen, there is no living room. The bedrooms are large so that's ok.

About a month ago now I went away for a few days, I cleaned the kitchen and bathroom before I left so I could have somewhere clean to come back to, only on my return I found the place was a dump. Sauce all over the cooker, bits of food stuck in the oven,  HUGE stack of plates in the sink (I’m talking at least 20 plates, all the cups knives and forks.. the works.) the floor had sugar that I had bought spilled all over it and I had to buy another bag. And what’s more I found a load of pubic hair in the plug in the bathroom. She had left a load of used sanitary towels in the bin unwrapped and smelling.

When I got in I straightened out all my stuff and went to bed as it was very late and I had been up all weekend. Upon waking up I found a note on the filthy kitchen side saying that I needed to clean up as the kitchen was a mess and she didn’t want to come home to a dirty flat. I was fuming. I didn’t say anything and I would have actually cleaned it was it not for the fact I needed to go to college, I finished college at 5pm and needed to go to my aunts to pick up my glasses, she invited me to stay as she had a glass of wine and couldn’t drive. So I stayed and got back the next morning.

In our kitchen we each have out own cupboards, one for our cups and stuff another for food and we share a fridge. Now when I came home I found that my expensive non stick frying pan had been used and she had scraped at it with a metal something and loads of the non stick had been scratched off. I said nothing and bought a new one.

She complains to staff that I haven’t been cleaning the flat and I get a telling off. And ever since I have been cleaning up all her mess EVERY DAY just so people get off my case. When I cook something I usually clean it up really quickly before I eat, if not I do it straight after as I don’t like the smell of stale food.

Her boyfriend who is also living in the foyer has been staying in her room since I got here, there are rules against that but they do it anyway. So I am cleaning up after the –two- of them.

On top of the mess there is also the smell. She leaves uneaten food on the side, and smokes in her room. Now I am a non smoker and I hate the smell of it with a passion, I go to great lengths to keep myself clean and smelling nice and thankfully my Room smells good :)

There is also the noise. She plays Xbox with her friends with the volume turned right up, they yell and scream and this can go on till early hours of the morning and I have class starting at 8am sometimes. Not fun. She also plays music so loud I can feel the base line in my seat and hear the lyrics work for word; it’s like the music in the room with me. (Like right now as I am typing this) music usually goes off from between 11pm to 3 am.

((I also hear them fornicate… a lot))

She is constantly on my back about cleaning even though I make sure I do it and I can’t seem to just... get on with what I want to do without her having a go. I am a very avid artist, I used to paint quite a lot and this once I was cleaning out my pallets, I just popped into my room to get my water jar as I had forgotten to bring it out and she started having a go at me because I got paint in the sink. I did, however, point out to her that there were also beans and noodles in the sink and washed my paint away, leaving her noodles and beans. I was gone for less then 10 seconds while getting that water jar

I actually feel a little better after all that… sorry its long O.O

Now I keep all my food, cups, plates, glasses and my frying pan in my room. And I am still cleaning up her stuff.

If anyone has a non violent way I was deal with this… <3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 27, 2010, 21:31
School .. I got test's in 4 weeks .. and I am going to fail all of them D=

Love .. It just getting annoying and stupid :/

Family .. My mum and me fight everyday now ... And now I am even moving out with are lodger to live with him because it has got that bad .. And she will not let me do anything .. and is treating me like crap.

Mates .. two people are being jerks to my best mate .. and I am sick of it .. It isn't nice for her and she doesn't need it at the moment.

Birthdays .. it my mums tomorrow .. And Cos she wont let me out of the house I couldn't get her anything ... Charlie and are lodger and her best mate are planning a party for her .. But last time I did a party with out prezzies I got hit .. and shouted at for being selfish .. So if she accepts this party it show anything I do she hates ..
Then it my birthday in a week or so .. I cant even be bother to remember now .. I have no Idea what I want .. And What I am doing ...

So all of it making me feel like crap -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 27, 2010, 21:33
I can't find my cat.
Yeah it's a stupid reason to be sad, but I usually see him once a day, even if it's when I'm letting the dog out and he's sitting in the garden or something, he's always there, but I haven't seen him since Wednesday. Since it's now, you know, Saturday night, I'm starting to become worried to the point that I'm almost in tears because really, as selfish as it sounds, I've already lost one family member this month, and I'm in no way prepared to lose another. I'm just scared someone's taken him somewhere, or the local thugs have got ahold of him and decided that they're suddenly into torturing animals... I just really need to see him even if it's just a glance, just to know he's still around... ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 27, 2010, 23:46
today i spat in my flat mates milk and shook it up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 27, 2010, 23:53
A light bulb just exploded over my head and my neck is all cut. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on February 28, 2010, 00:00
I've been going through a difficult time and thought it was all over... appears it may restart at any given moment
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on February 28, 2010, 00:02
My Literature Teacher still hasn't marked my coursework which I handed in before Christmas. The thing is many drafts need doing and it's gettting up to the last few months before we stand down. I don't want to end up with loads of work to do within the space of two weeks. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Alphochio on February 28, 2010, 00:05
I went to Gamestop to get Jirachi but the system was down so I'll have to wait a few days to get him.  T____T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 28, 2010, 01:10
mum's home.
she's drunk.
n______n
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 28, 2010, 02:57
schools back on monday and i'm just.. not sure what to doo

its totally not major but its such a disturbance on me. like, i liked that guy i've talked about before, but there's one other guy I like too. they're both pretty awesome, nice, and funny guys, except for one has confidence which i adore, and while the other one still has it, its not as much. however, the guy with confidence doesn't have such a nice history with my friends and one of my friends isn't entirely happy (but not peeved off) by me hanging with him. and if i asked him out things would just get tidvuosfbgadt


the other guy.. he's good, my friends would like him.. but i get fleeting thoughts he's a player or something.. and he's like this with this guy who all of my friends despise and gets on my nerves too. actually he's good friends with like 3 guys who i wouldn't care if they stopped going to our school system. but he's just so nice and stuff anddd ughh i just feel so utterly clueless D:

 
I went to Gamestop to get Jirachi but the system was down so I'll have to wait a few days to get him.  T____T

THIS TOO KINDA. I was at my friends house and i saw the commercial for it coming to gamestop.. and i wanted to go even though i don't even like pokemon.

I can't find my cat.

 its not silly at all to be freaked over losing your cat. I thought i lost mine and I was so scared and sad.. even though there's like no danger on my side of the town and i doubt he'd go to the worse parts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Laprabi on February 28, 2010, 09:17
My computer is broken, but I'm hopefully getting it fixed soon.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on February 28, 2010, 11:20
Ipod is well and truley buggered D: I plugged it in to sync some songs, finished that and unplugged it but now it's still got the 'connected' screen even though it's not >: *cries*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on February 28, 2010, 12:50
Ipod is well and truley buggered D: I plugged it in to sync some songs, finished that and unplugged it but now it's still got the 'connected' screen even though it's not >: *cries*
Kill it and then resuscitate it. It should work. :3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on February 28, 2010, 15:01
Last night changed from an amazing birthday party into a house of tears, breakdowns and blood. I'm not going to elaborate, but I'm feeling pretty shaken for so many reasons.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 28, 2010, 15:43
My flat mate is playing music so loud my walls are vibrating. there is only so much Hillary Duff you can ignore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 03, 2010, 16:43
I really hate biology right now >: I used to like it but now I don't get any of it. We're studing inheritance just now, I get some of the stuff like Dominant and Ressive but when it comes to working out genotypes and all that I just get completly confused. It also doesn't help that the teacher is just giving me more questions on the things I don't get >: The only thing I understood today was about XX chromsomes and XY chromosomes. *rage*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 03, 2010, 19:41
My cat isn't coming back. I've spent nights walking around shaking food bowls for him and he doesn't show up. I hate to say I've given up and now all I can think of is where he might be, and what we've done that would drive him away like that.

That and I had a dream about my mum being an alcoholic and drunk driving.
I just need to say it out loud so it won't come true.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on March 03, 2010, 20:57
I was looking forward to spending Saturday with my boyfriend for our 3 year anniversary. But he had a massive row with his mum, and thinks we should cancel so his mum doesn't start on him while I'm there. And he said that even if he comes round here, she'll bring me up during arguments and slag me off or whatever. So that's rather suckish.

And my best friend has been crying to me over Facebook chat 'cause her ex is being a dick. And there's nothing that I can really do to help her, so I feel slightly useless :/

@Sylar: Sorry your cat has disappeared :( I really hope you find him though (Is he neutered? 'Cause I heard that un-neutered males tend to travel long distances to find females)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 03, 2010, 21:57
The thought of getting my maths mock result tomorrow is making me feel ill. >.<
I'm sure I haven't failed or anything, but I'm very far from the A I got last time, worried it's a sign everything's going downhill.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: progartpkmn98 on March 04, 2010, 03:23
Everything, really. Life, people, things, and school. I've been depressed lately, but just out of nowhere.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on March 04, 2010, 17:59
Little things at the moment. Post attempt number 2. I clicked randomly so I could use the mouse scroll wheel, and I just happened the click on the advert at the side so my whole post has gone >> Can't really be bothered to put effort in again. Although this post will be more ranty than the last one because now I'm in a worse mood.

Long story short, sixthformers can't park on school grounds anymore. We have to find parking elsewhere, and there is nowhere, apart from the main road and outside locals' houses. We have been told we can use the Co-op car park, but it is a good uphill 20-30 minute walk from there to school, so it defeats the point of driving in anyway. I'm also not so sure how these negotiations have worked (you can only park for 2 hours, but apparently we can stay as long as we like), and I don't really want my car clamped.

Also, someone hit my car in the school car park today. Really typical that this happens on the last day I use this car park for a while. They have scraped all down the passenger door, and also my left wing mirror. So careless, especially as the parking space next to me was actually massive (gravelled area, so no actual bays). I also don't know who did it because it happened when I was in a lesson, and there was no car there when I got back and saw the damage. I'm pretty annoyed really, because I don't really have the time or money to sort it, so I'll just have to live with it. I just hate how I'm really careful about things, and other people just don't care in the slightest. They could at least have left a note or something. I will be looking for green paint on people's bumpers tomorrow.

Then there's the whole sixthform thing about us not getting any resources or anywhere to study, but I will go on forever if I talk about it.

And my cat is really annoying sometimes, but I feel bad for telling him off. And then he just attacks me anyway. Argh.

And I hate Student Finance already. And applying to uni. And accommodation. I can't decide where to go/live/etc >>

Basically most things relating to my education or parking/my car are a bit arghhh atm xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on March 04, 2010, 21:35
^ Do you use Firefox, Emma? If so, there's a wonderful little add-on called Lazarus which saves whatever you put into text boxes (: saves me a lot of the same anger haha.

the rest sucks though :C I know what you mean, uni application stuff is mega baffling D:

A2 january results in a week are freaking terrifying me.. I don't want them ;; plus friends being hypocrites and the fact that I simply cannot do this damned maths question, none of which is helping on a day where my self-esteem was pretty low anyway. Rarrgh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on March 04, 2010, 22:03
^ I use IE but also have Firefox, and that sounds like a good idea. Thanks =]

Oh no, I forgot about A2 results next week =/ I don't want mine either, as I don't think they're going to be very good.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on March 05, 2010, 00:13
I should be going to sleep but the IRC conversations I'm watching are too hilarious.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 05, 2010, 19:34
AS results next week D= I really, really don't want to see how badly I've done. I've got my Theory test resit on the same day, so if I've done badly in the tests then I'll end up failing my theory again too, and I really can't afford to to that...

Also Chem ISA results on Monday, which I'm also dreading =[

Alsoalso the memorial today for someone in my year who died last week was really, really upsetting as there was a poem read out that was read out at nan's funeral on wednesday =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 05, 2010, 21:20
Failing my course.
Best (and only close) friend leaving for new job in a few months.
Heating is off because the weather was improving but it is a cold night and I miss my radiator being warm.
The bad times several members here have been through by the look of some of the posts I've seen in this topic over the last few weeks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on March 06, 2010, 13:39
Mum and dad are arguing.

Again.

._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 06, 2010, 16:24
I am getting kick out of the house sometime next week .. I sort of want to go .. But I wanted to go after my birthday so I can spend it at home .. but nope I cant -_-


Its was the first time I was aloud of the house today and My mate couldnt meet up with me cos of her parents .. Which sucked :(


Mum and me were getting on pretty well until she told me I broke my guitar .. I only got it for christmas .. I was getting guitar lesson soon .. and itwas the only good thing I had left .. But no it bloody broke ... So that annoyed the hell outta me.


My brother is a nob jockey :/ ... His mate is so kind to me .. But nope my brother acts like a jerk ¬_¬

I found out that no one had got me anything for my birthday at all .. Nothing .. And I really just want books (Book worm I know .. if you ask me 2 years ago if I wanted a book I would of laughed -_-)


So yeahh .. .kinda annoying and depressing :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 06, 2010, 17:14

I can not think of a boy's name for my baby if it is a boy..Please help me nedd suggetions please..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on March 06, 2010, 20:41
I can not think of a boy's name for my baby if it is a boy..Please help me nedd suggetions please..
Congrats and good luck! =]
How about... Zak!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on March 06, 2010, 23:37
Ehh...

I just watched Johnny Got His Gun.

...

..Yer.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 06, 2010, 23:39
my router not working :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on March 07, 2010, 14:03
I have modular exams in 8-9 days and I feel I know so little of the material
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 07, 2010, 14:41
Work, work, endless work. :(

I can not think of a boy's name for my baby if it is a boy..Please help me need suggestions please..
Arthur? Its a name that's making a come back. Or William, Richard?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 07, 2010, 18:57
I wish I was dead. And thinking that makes me so depressed.

I want to move out now.
I don't want my birthday to come.
I hate my mum.
I just found out my nan has cancer and is going to die.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 07, 2010, 19:04
I'm bored and that's all I am.
 
Sunny, I'm really sorry, I would try and spare every moment you have with your nan. Just pretend your birthday isn't going to come but just quietly take in that you're a year older on the day. Think of the good things about your mum. Move out anyway.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 07, 2010, 20:17
^ Mum will not take me to see my nan at all.
I am moving out hopefully even though I am under age.
Nothing about my mum is good ... Mehhh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 07, 2010, 20:20
Since Nan died Grandad's been going to the pub every night and I'm starting to really worry about him =/ He goes because he's lonely and doesn't like being home alone now that Nan's gone but he's spending all of his money there and I don't want him to end up drinking loads and loads and loads. He won't accept anyone's offers to go over for dinner, either.

He's also been really, really morbid and reckons he won't be around for much longer either, as he thinks his cancer is getting worse. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on March 07, 2010, 20:22
I wish I was dead. And thinking that makes me so depressed.

I want to move out now.
I don't want my birthday to come.
I hate my mum.
I just found out my nan has cancer and is going to die.

-majorly big hug-

Just carrying on ignoring your mum Sunny ): it does no good to argue with her. -gives you bag of cookies and bright pink nerd glasses-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 08, 2010, 16:43
I really like two guys but don't have the guts to ask one of them out :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on March 08, 2010, 17:50
I'm feeling a bit rubbish. My legs really really hurt from the half marathon yesterday, and I think I have another cold. Also I have about 9 blisters which reeally hurt, and using stairs is painful for my poor tired muscles >> I think the most painful thing I have done today is put some socks on actually xD It's surprising how much you need to stretch to do it. I am still glad I finished the run though =P

It is freezing as well, which isn't helping anything.

And I have a load of geography stuff due in for tomorrow. And I have a physics practical exam tomorrow, followed by another one on Wednesday, and possibly another on Friday. I feel quite ill though, so I'm not in the mood for revising >>

Time for a nice cup of tea I think.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on March 08, 2010, 19:03
Gah...My "friend" Andy ><

He's just being a total ass...telling me he LOOOVES talking to me...and then EVERY time I brb or something...he's gone by the time I get back as if he just wants to get away >> I wouldnt be as pissed off if it wasnt for the fact that I sit there for ages, listening to him moan and comforting him when he's having his regularly occuring emo moments...but as soon as it's not about him and I'm just being friendly and saying hi, he can't get offline quick enough ><

Its not just a coincidence either. It happens EVERY time I'm away. I just dunno where I stand with that boy now and it's REALLY getting me down.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 08, 2010, 19:44
I can not think of a boy's name for my baby if it is a boy..Please help me nedd suggetions please..

I think you should name him Zachary n_n
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on March 08, 2010, 19:52
Time for a nice cup of tea I think.

Milk two sugar please.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on March 08, 2010, 20:07
my brain feels blank and it doesn't care because it wants to do something out of boredom yet I know that I shouldn't be bored because there are important things that I need to do but I don't know what.

so my brain is constantly being flipped back and forth between anxiety and apathy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on March 08, 2010, 20:12
My English cousin won't stop messaging me on MSN about how nervous she is about her GCSE's. I know she's going to do great because she's really smart, but she's just so annoying. D=

Also, SoulSilver is so far away... /:
I had a fight with a friend and we're not on speaking terms, so it'll be awkward in school.

@Livii and Claire, I'm really, really sorry to hear that. /:
*Hugs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 09, 2010, 14:47

I am pregent and my family only seem to care about my nephew ethan who just had his tonsils out.
When I told my mum last week I was pregent, she didn't care because my sister had to nip off somewhere and we had to look after her baby son elliott.

Of course I care about ethan and am not being selfish. I have a un born baby to worry as well..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 09, 2010, 17:17
My little brother is watching Pokémon and I forgot how badly it fails D: Ash obviously doesn't remember when he traded butterfree, he's like 'wth is this machine oo'.
I also have homework >:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 11, 2010, 17:01
The fact that I completely messed up my exams, so if my retakes in the summer don't go well, I'll be either retaking Year 12 or going to College. I decided to not run for Head Boy because of it as well since it'd just add too much stress, after all, I have quite a lot at the moment. I got:

General Studies - B
Key Skills - Pass
Maths - D
Business - E
Law - E

I did best in the two I don't care about, and worst in the two that I want to do at University. Urgh, I don't even know where my life is going anymore =S.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 11, 2010, 18:37
*hugs Alex*

I got a B in my Biology exam which has really, really upset me. I was only 4 UMS marks away from getting an A, but I still kinda want to re-take =/

Also I jus failed my Theory test AGAIN by 3 marks. What fun.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on March 11, 2010, 18:51
@ Webbz: I wouldn't worry too much about your first set of A-level exams. Most people I know didn't do as well as they wanted for their first set of exams, and it's a huge step up from GCSE. I got a D in one of mine (which is now a B as of today). I have taken some of my AS exams alongside my Year 13 exams, and it's working out alright. I also know quite a few people who ended up failing miserably in Year 12, but are now doing really well. Only one person from my year decided to repeat the year, and there were a lot more of us who did quite badly to start with.

In May/June, I'm sure you'll improve a lot =] By then you should have got into A-levels more, and you will have more of an idea of what to expect. I found that getting bad results made me more motivated as it kind of shocked me, and now I'm doing much better (apart from in Physics, but we just don't get on =P). Try not to be too worried at this stage, and good luck =] I hope that makes you feel a bit better in some way. It's just such a huge step up, and I'm pretty sure not that many people end up with As and stuff straight away. Some people do, but a lot of people don't. You'll get there I'm sure ^^


As for what is depressing me, I'm kind of alright for once, apart from my Physics results. I got my first ever U which was quite disappointing (Physics results were B, E, U). I'm not too worried, as I should be able to get those results up a few grades if I put a lot of work into it. In my other subjects I have an A and a B (2 marks off an A!) so far, so it's ok. The only worry I have is that I only have a few months to pull this off with Physics. I need a C (preferably a B) to go to uni. Stupid lesson >> It really doesn't help that I don't like the teacher, and he's only recently got better as teaching us (as opposed to the text-book teaching he did before which was awful). It just seems like a totally different situation compared to my other subjects. It doesn't help that I genuinely now hate the lesson either. I will try a lot harder for these next few months though, as I really want to go to uni.

I'm also going to have to retake my 2h30m Geography exam, purely because I want a high A =P The current unit isn't very nice, so I would like a bit more security =P

I'm hoping that Physics paragraph doesn't kind of void what I said above it. I am improving in it, just not as quickly as in my other subjects. I will get there though so it's all good =] And I have improved massively in my other subjects compared to the start of Year 12 =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 11, 2010, 19:00
Yeah, I know. It's a bit of a kick up the arse really, but the same thing happened with my GCSEs. I didn't get as good as I should have. I don't know but it just seems to be a constant cycle of me never reaching my potential anymore. It's not exactly the difficulty of it all, I understand it all, but when it comes to putting pen to paper my head's just not there. I can't revise; I'm not a good reviser and I've never had to revise or try for anything. It's all well and good having people telling you to find a way to revise, but I just can't.

The thing is as well, I did so much better in my mocks (not including GS weirdly enough). I got a B in Business, a C in Maths and a D in Law, and for that I didn't revise at all as well. It's just hit me for six really, and I'm not too sure whether I'll bounce back from it. The main thing for me is not to stay behind; I don't want to be intervention and I definitely don't want to be held back for a year. This may seem a bit dodgy but I always prefer to see myself as an alphamale figure and now I feel so small =/

It's all well and good saying these things, but I've got to get it done at the end of the day. My coursework for Business will pull me through (on course to get a sound A on that0 but the others I'm just worried about, especially having all my confidence knocked.

Thanks for the support guys, it's means a lot =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 11, 2010, 21:37
the fact that i spent 3 hours talking to someone about education and all they told me was how i'm never going to succeed in anything ever.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 11, 2010, 23:41
That I have to sell all my birthday presents to get a new guitar since someone broke mine ... Which kinda sucks :/ I got some good stuff to .. and now I have to get rid of them D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 12, 2010, 18:37
some girl walking behind me in town pointed out how bad i looked today. yes i know it was me, she pointed at me and said 'state of her' to her friends who proceeded to giggle at me. the worst part is i thought i looked alright today, kinda better than i've ever looked. ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on March 13, 2010, 13:34
I have to wait a week to get my snake. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 13, 2010, 16:31

Just because ethan's had his tonsils out and been in all week doesn't mean he had stay the night does it...We were going to find the Arceus event but now we can't!

Life Does not revole round my sister and her kids..!

I mean what about holly my un born baby, no one cares all they care about is Ethan!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 13, 2010, 16:37
lol b/c getting your tonsils out isn't anything to miss a pkmn event over n_n also this baby thing just reeks of Luke innit
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on March 13, 2010, 18:28
i injured my achillies the second track practice. i might not even be ready for the first meet.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on March 13, 2010, 21:32
I have a BANGING headache. Haven't had one in a while either.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 14, 2010, 17:07

my sister has totally wasted my day!
she phoned us up at 9 in the morning and my asked what time is she coming for her son. My sister told my mum " You bring him home because I can't be bothered collecting him"

we took him back at 11 and my sister said.
" I don't want him back intil the afternoon mother"
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on March 14, 2010, 17:43
The fact that I completely messed up my exams, so if my retakes in the summer don't go well, I'll be either retaking Year 12 or going to College. I decided to not run for Head Boy because of it as well since it'd just add too much stress, after all, I have quite a lot at the moment. I got:

General Studies - B
Key Skills - Pass
Maths - D
Business - E
Law - E

I did best in the two I don't care about, and worst in the two that I want to do at University. Urgh, I don't even know where my life is going anymore =S.

If it means anything, although I know I'm not the best of examples, I was the same in my first year at college. I was very wide-eyed at the new style of education, far less restricted, and traded my studies to go to gym, play pool etc pretty much all of my first year. In the January exams, I failed my Computing and Physics exams, scraped a B in Maths and got, the only thing I was consistently interested in, a good B in my Accounts. The shock pretty much messed with me, in fact I was considering dropping Physics and Computing there and then and concentrating full time on gym in attempt to lose my weight and push for a wrestling scholarship. Wild dreams, yeah, but I stayed on.

In the summer, I think I scraped an E overall in both Physics and Computing (gave Computing up, was just a waste of time really) and got B's in Maths and Accounts. Didn't really care, though.

Wasn't until October came when my friends got given chances to apply for Cambridge that I really realised I'd not lived anywhere near up to my potential and pulled my thumb out of my arse in attempt to go better. Turned it around in Physics, resitting the first year to get a B overall at AS and got a B overall in Maths, C in Accounts, and that was suffering from depression at the time (probably would've achieved an A in Maths if it wasn't for it). Could've got into my hometown University, but kind of wanted to go to Sheffield (lord knows why, although hindsight is a wonderful thing)..

The point I'm trying to make is that this is a time where you take it not as a "Oh, I'm useless at it" remark and more of a wake-up call. You know your potential, you know how well you can really do. Use this as inspiration to spur on forward towards University.

And try not to think about the future. Sure, hypocrite I may be for saying it because I'm horrible for getting down with doing so, but it's the present that counts and it's down to you right now to set yourself up as highly as you can to get that future you think you want. Worry about that when the time comes.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 14, 2010, 18:21
That's the problem though, my GCSEs were meant to do that as they were bad and I said that I could have done much better. I never pulled my finger out, and I can't see it happening now. I don't know why; I don't have the motivation I did and I don't even have any intention of getting it back. I'm on a downward spiral I fear and I don't know how to react to it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on March 14, 2010, 18:42
I have next to no money =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on March 15, 2010, 17:36
Guh. Me ish depressed cos my so called 'Friends' are gossiping about me. I mean come on, you call yourself my friend, yet you say the meanest things about me. =/.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 15, 2010, 17:47
Music teacher is being a moany little because me and Ryan can't do our group work. If you gave us more time during class, then yeah we would be up to standard but noooo >> Our preformance is tommorow x.x
Also exams are slooowly creeping up pass yay! not pfft
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on March 15, 2010, 17:53
It's Monday. Tomorrow I have to go collecting for something, which I hate doing 'cause it's like, begging. D: People in general are annoying me, and I don't even know why. My maths teacher is so boring, I can't learn with her. /: That felt good. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 16, 2010, 20:31
may have a crush on one of my friends even though i don't know her irl. it's gotten to the point where i crave her presence. seeing as she's gone atm, i'm kinda down in the dumps. i don't get it, i rip on internet relationships all the time and now i'm totally boning over this girl from the internet? what the hell is this? i'm stupid.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on March 16, 2010, 20:33
Rant. (http://neonnocturnal.deviantart.com/journal/30932133/)
Hm, I feel ill atm too. T_T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 16, 2010, 20:58
/hugs leon ♥♥♥


also adding to the above
just in case anyone is wondering, i'm not actually bi or lesbian or whatever, so that's what's getting at me. i'm so highschool crushing on this girl who might i add lives in america, meaning the timezones are so messed up that i've actually altered my already horrible sleeping pattern just to talk to her for at most, 3 hours, so i feel like an obsessive. i also... can't stand the idea of internet relationships to the point where i swore off even considering them, so what's with this sudden development that's getting me so mixed up that i'm not confused or anything, i've always said i'd happily do anything with a girl, but jesus christ i didn't think that meant considering an internet relationship with one. dammit this is just... the worst. i've thought too far into this stupid phase. i'm never gonna ask her anything, so why am i plagued with so much thought about it? and then, why is it only now, on my umpteenth crush, such a big deal to me? am i just compensating for the fact that i didn't cry after my gran died? still mourning over the divorce that occured over 4 years ago? i don't know anymore, my mind's just overworking this stupid petty highschool drama and turning it into something more than it is and that's just making everything so much worse. i'll get over it, i just need to think about alot of stuff now.
/cool story
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on March 16, 2010, 23:19
well, my best mate's brother was found dead the other day - his body was pulled out of the river :( I just cant believe something like that has to happen to such a young person, and now my bezzie has lost his only brother :( I cant even begin to comprehend just how terrible he and his mum and feeling right now :( why did it have to happen to him? :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on March 17, 2010, 12:58
well, my best mate's brother was found dead the other day - his body was pulled out of the river :( I just cant believe something like that has to happen to such a young person, and now my bezzie has lost his only brother :( I cant even begin to comprehend just how terrible he and his mum and feeling right now :( why did it have to happen to him? :(

Would that be Matthew Wilcox? If it is, one of my friends at Uni knew him too, sad news.

I guess I'm lucky at what's depressing me, my DS hinge broke when it fell out of my pocket, and I'm attempting to fix it with superglue
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: tomkang on March 17, 2010, 13:11
Pokémon Heart Gold isn't out yet in UK =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 17, 2010, 15:58

my family only care about my sister and her kids. I saw my gran in town she asked "How is ethan and elloitt" and nothing about Holly.

God when my sister was pregent with her kids it is all they talked about..Now I am no nothing...I HATE my family.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 17, 2010, 17:07
Meh .. I felt like crap today .. yet I had to go school -_- I had to go if I want to go to this club on saturday... Fitttt boy are there <3 ;) Hehe

Anyways ... me and ma mum thought I just had a bad back problem but then we found out it was a rash and its moved on my chest and now my face. My cheeks and nose and the rest of it is spotty And red. It is not normal at all. I am going doctors tomorrow but I am going clubbing on saturday and if my face has gotten worse I will scream. I can't take it :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on March 17, 2010, 20:07
The sheer amount of Woopers and Roselias in my way on Pearl right now. Go away, I need Bibarel and Krikitune, not you!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 17, 2010, 20:15
mathsmathsmathsmaths

I got a D in the C1 mock we did on Monday. I've never gotten a D in my life before thenn D= I can't understand or apply any of it and with the amount of french homework I'm being given I don't have time to do extra Maths and I really can't afford to fail it and arghhhhhhhh

Also I was off ill yesterday but had to go in today despite feeling worse and then had to play badminton all afternoon eurgh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 17, 2010, 20:19
^ Did you get your C1 results back last week? Or haven't you done it yet?

A lot of stuff is depressing me at the moment, too much to explain really. I'll write it up in a journal and post the link later or something.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 17, 2010, 20:20
^ Haven't done it yet, we're doing it in June with C2, M1 & the Further Maths modules. That result was from a mock that everyone else seemed to find relatively easy D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 17, 2010, 20:22
Ahh, fair enough then. I got one of the best marks in the mocks, yet one of the worst in the exam, so I wouldn't be too worried. Just try to revise it more, and don't get to lax with it otherwise there won't be improvement. I'm sure you'll be fine =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on March 17, 2010, 20:27
My anxiety is sky high these days and I don't really know why or what to do about it short of going back on the pills or something D: I'd try and ride it out but it's starting to affect my college work and I *really* have to pass this block if I want to progress next year :C

Someone inject me with valium or something D:

I also hate whining about it but I don't know who to talk to lol
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 18, 2010, 10:19

just because he stayed the night last night..

does that mean we HAVE to take him home ?
no father should get off his butt and take him home not me!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 18, 2010, 18:40
I feel like utter crap. I felt so crap last night I practicly cried myself to sleep. Idk why but I just felt like 'whats the point anymore'. Nothing majorly bad is going on in my life but i just feel crap :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on March 20, 2010, 23:39
What's depressing me is how bad the whole 'teenage parenting' thing is getting. The older generation seems to think all teenagers are at it. I was out with my girlfriend, and we were just taking my sister's to the park to get them out of my mum's hair. We had older people giving us filthy looks, and people asking us that our kids were beautiful. THEY'RE MY SISTERS!!! :( Granted, me and my girlfriend are 17, my sisters are 3 so I can see why some people MAY think that....but it sickens and depresses me that suddenly all teenagers walking with children, are instantly seen in this way by the public. I'm actually scared to spend time with my sisters in public with my girlfriend around now, purely for these reasons. What is this world coming to? :(

In all honesty I don't know whether to feel depressed, or angry =/ a lot of people in this village know my family, and my girlfriends family, but they still think this....
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Flowton on March 21, 2010, 00:27
I'm dying.

The worst cold known to mankind + the worst headache ever = doom
Especially since I can't go back to sleep after less than two hours of sleep.
And it's been like this (more or less) the entire week.

UGGGHHH


Also, I was going to buy Fragile Dreams at the release date, but forgot it. Now I'll have to wait foreverrrrrrrr.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on March 21, 2010, 00:45
^ The 'I'm dying' part made me freeze before I read the rest. :V Umm, I'm single again. Yeah.. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 21, 2010, 02:15
the girl i was talking about hasn't been on in 3 days and i kinda miss her in a stupid whiny emo schoolgirl crush kind of way. god dammit i've started worrying too much about it now i'm starting to go all 'what if i did something and she's gone because of me?'. i'm obsessed. this isn't right. it's just... too obsessive now. i actually told myself i needed her to be on soon when in reality, i don't need anything, but my mind's so fixed on this bullcrap that i just think i do. what the actual hell is this?! :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 21, 2010, 11:07
Emo rant ready. Three. Two. one. Go!

My housemate of several years is leaving Bristol forever. We were best friends until we fell out for about eight months and now we're finally friends and she is going home. She's the only girl I've ever cared for and the closest friend I've ever had. I've had girlfriends but they were only crushes and I've never felt comfortable with anyone but her.

I leave the house at 7am to get to work and don't get back until around 6pm and she is busy with her dissertation. No chance we'll be able to spend any time together before she goes.

Four days to go.   :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on March 25, 2010, 17:12
Strangely enough, I'm not as sad as I should be, but..

Firstly, the mother of my godmother got told about a month back that she's dying of cancer and that any attempt to do chemo on her would kill her straight away, so she's got about 4/5 months to live. Which a horrible thought to think about, really..

Secondly, a man I play Poker with on a Friday night got admitted to hospital two weeks back and was told he had pneumonia. When he didn't get better, they did more tests and they've found his lungs and throat are pretty much cancerous now and have released him to pretty much die in his home. Which is.. incredibly saddening because I've known him quite well due to how much I play Poker.

Thirdly, my cousin miscarriaged earlier on after going to hospital with stomach pains. Not that she knew she was pregnant, whether she'd have kept it remains to be said..

So, yeah..

=[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 25, 2010, 18:04
My nan is dying! D= ... I have been begging to go see her for four months but no one would let me see her! and that was before she was dying :/ Finally I am going to see her on saturday but I am sorta new something was going to happen to her ages ago thats why I wanted to go see her .. and now look .. She is in hospital .. and if she has what they think she has she will not fight it to live. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on March 25, 2010, 19:44
Yet ANOTHER young person's life has been lost near me :'( a clever and friendly boy who even got a place at Oxford university decided to end his life this week because of his depression :'( what is the world coming to? Three young deaths in just a month in one of the quietest counties in the UK. It shouldnt be happening :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 26, 2010, 14:15
my dog woke me up by jamming his claw in my eye and now i'm temporarily blind in my left eye.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on March 26, 2010, 15:44
My dad won't let me play Call of Duty

Can't seem to get an S rank on any of the Raccoon City chapters of Resident Evil Darkside Chronicles. I'm on an unlocking MISSION right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on March 26, 2010, 16:21
My SoulSilver was supposed to arrive today, but did it? NO! D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 26, 2010, 16:53
I failed my theory AGAIN last night.

Arghhhhh it's really getting me down because I know I can do it, yet I still manage to fail by two marks! It's also really annoying because I'm a competent driver and can do the manouvers and stuff, it's just the flipping Hazard Perception on the day D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 26, 2010, 23:27
This film I just watched :'(    This little girl was 12 yet she acted like she was 30 because she had to grow up quickly. And .. it was just real sad because she dies and I cry easily in sad dramatic films :/ So yeah my eyes hurt now from crying to much -_- >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on March 26, 2010, 23:39
The fact that someone who I thought was my friend for months now invited everyone in our group to her party except for me :( it just depresses me coz i cant believe she's been so two faced all this time. And not only that, my best mate just told me that her and others in the group have beenn slagging me off behind my back. Seriously, every group of people I've made friends with so far at college all end up hating me, and all I do is be nice to them :( the only ones in the group that dont are the 4 people I've been mates with for a year now and know they genuinely like me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 26, 2010, 23:47
Wait there is something else. I can't stop crying.

My nan has cancer. And she wont fight it because she watched her husband go through the treatment and die, and her son (My step dad but my real dad to me :/). It the first time I have seen her is ages and she look so ill. I have been wanting to see her for ages but mum wouldn't let me see her because I was well behaved :/. She keeps saying she is going to die and I hate it ... It means another person I trust is leaving me. when I was 4 she broke her heel I looked after her. Made her food .. made sure she took the right pills ... even this weird thingy where you pressure the foot. I did it. everytime she was too ill to look after herself I looked after her .. When I saw her today and said hello she clung on to me. And Wouldnt let go (I didnt try to get her off me) She wanted me there for her. I stood there holding her hand and I couldn't help her, and I wanted to like I normally do which is really hurting me. my step sister was there and trying to get nan to look at her but nan wouldnt let go of me.. In the end hannah (Step sister) Pushed me out of the way. I gave my nan her present to and hannah hated it. To be honest it was really good. Thats why she hated it. And I made it. she aint my real nan. we have no blood tie. But she is one of the 3 family member I have left that I can trust. I am seeing her tomorrow but I am nervous. She said she wasnt going to make through the night. Which is a lie but it tells me she doesnt want to live. To be honest I understand why. To be with her family. Husband and son. But I don't think I can lose someone else in my life. It will hurt to much.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on March 26, 2010, 23:54
Wait there is something else. I can't stop crying.

My nan has cancer. And she wont fight it because she watched her husband go through the treatment and die, and her son (My step dad but my real dad to me :/). It the first time I have seen her is ages and she look so ill. I have been wanting to see her for ages but mum wouldn't let me see her because I was well behaved :/. She keeps saying she is going to die and I hate it ... It means another person I trust is leaving me. when I was 4 she broke her heel I looked after her. Made her food .. made sure she took the right pills ... even this weird thingy where you pressure the foot. I did it. everytime she was too ill to look after herself I looked after her .. When I saw her today and said hello she clung on to me. And Wouldnt let go (I didnt try to get her off me) She wanted me there for her. I stood there holding her hand and I couldn't help her, and I wanted to like I normally do which is really hurting me. my step sister was there and trying to get nan to look at her but nan wouldnt let go of me.. In the end hannah (Step sister) Pushed me out of the way. I gave my nan her present to and hannah hated it. To be honest it was really good. Thats why she hated it. And I made it. she aint my real nan. we have no blood tie. But she is one of the 3 family member I have left that I can trust. I am seeing her tomorrow but I am nervous. She said she wasnt going to make through the night. Which is a lie but it tells me she doesnt want to live. To be honest I understand why. To be with her family. Husband and son. But I don't think I can lose someone else in my life. It will hurt to much.

*Super hug of sheer Paulness*
/:
I'm SO sorry to hear, Livi. =[
I know what you're going through, and it's hard, but if you want to talk just pm me. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 31, 2010, 16:36
i legit feel like using my school tie as a noose. i've never felt so horrible that suicide was the only option, but i can't stop reminding myself nobody would miss me. i just spent the last 20 minutes figuring out a way to make this work, telling myself that the computer chair has wheels so it'd move away quickly so there would be no turning back. i don't even know why i'm doing this, it's not even like i'm that upset right now. i'm just crying for the sake of it now that i've remembered how.



of course killing myself is the option i go for.
i don't even deserve to be alive right now, i'm not even living properly.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 31, 2010, 18:20
^ ... Please don't Jenny, Please.
 
SATS soon, a week after my birthday actually.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on March 31, 2010, 19:08
I have so many assignments for college that are due in soon.. ;¬;
I haven't even started some of them -.-;
I will do them all in half-term :]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 31, 2010, 19:12
I just spent about an hour on HG and then my DS battery died without warning. No saving in that period.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 31, 2010, 21:28
I have a total of three and a half days to become competent in something that the other students had 11-15 days to do. It is simply bad luck with timetables but even in the 3.5 days I have I won't get much practice because the other machine is broken so all the work is being done on this one and the staff don't have time for a student.

It has been recommended that I quit or come back in my holiday for something I have no power over. Three years of my life lost for nothing then? I lost all my friends coming to uni and I have debt despite living with no heating, never breaking my £10 of shopping a week and only having three nights out a year and even then I come home early.

I have a 3000 word report due at work tomorrow and it must be thoroughly researched, referenced and in line with hospital protocols. At other hospitals they only have to do 900 words and it is just a general report. The entire thing is pass or fail with no score so making it so overly difficult serves no purpose. It doesn't even teach us anything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on April 02, 2010, 13:38
 i just slept from 9pm to 1pm and i'm STILL TIRED. gah.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on April 02, 2010, 14:06
I've got homework due in on the day we come back... :c
Only two pieces, but one's keeping a weather DIARY.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on April 02, 2010, 14:07
school is just.. argh, so horrible.

everyday, no matter what i do I'm being called names like wet dog, dirt, and more.. inappropriate names that i shall not say. :s and i usually just ignore it and hope they stop, but they never do. but yesterday, the boys pushed it too far. as i walked up this aisle thing to go to form, as they were waiting as well one of them pushed me as i went past, calling me a disgusting dog and making me drop my journal. as soon as picked it up, i slapped him as hard as i could. all of the boys just looked at me as if i had gone mental, and i just walked away filled with rage. later, some of the popular people from my year was asking why i was being harsh, and i was thinking, oh, I'm the harsh one. sureeee.

anyway I'm in big trouble with my HoY now. :/


and my ear hurts. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on April 02, 2010, 15:00
My brother is a douchebag.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 04, 2010, 18:47
^ ... Please don't Jenny, Please.

i wouldn't, i'm too much of a wimp
sorry for worrying you, i didn't think anyone would actually read that post... oops :x
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 04, 2010, 21:22
^ If you stood up for what you think is right, like you always do, you're not a wimp. Seriously, I can't stand upto people, even when I was getting bullied so much it affected my schoolwork and home enjoyment.
 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on April 04, 2010, 21:27
of course killing myself is the option i go for.
i don't even deserve to be alive right now, i'm not even living properly.
This would make me extremely sad, we're in need of an msn session by the sounds of things. (ily)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 04, 2010, 21:29
okay i appreciate the thought but i really don't wanna make this into something. thanks for your concern but i posted that thinking people would ignore it but apparently i was wrong. i'm okay really i just wanna forget about it, okay?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on April 04, 2010, 21:32
I've been feeling sick a lot today, and I didn't even eat chocolate, so that's not it. /:
Oh, and I'm going to spend the week up the country with my grandparents, and my cousins are gone on holiday. Dx
I suppose, I still have one. (:

Okay, I was depressed and now I'm not...:Z

D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on April 04, 2010, 21:36
i'm okay really i just wanna forget about it, okay?
Sure thing. ^^
I'm always around if you want to talk.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on April 05, 2010, 18:33
I have to wait another week for Russell Howard's Good News to be on again
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on April 05, 2010, 18:34
^ It's not on this week? =O
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 05, 2010, 19:31
I feel like I can't share my troubles with anyone.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on April 05, 2010, 19:36
I feel like I can't share my troubles with anyone.
I'm always here. I have time for everyone.

I feel ignored lately and I really do not know why. I've been feeling it at school too, as well as on the internet.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 05, 2010, 19:38
^ it's not that you people won't listen, it's that my parents won't let me, though I suppose I could tell someone...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on April 05, 2010, 21:32
^ It's not on this week? =O

It is, it'll just be next Sunday when I get round to watching it  :laugh:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 08, 2010, 18:17
i was using my mum's phone and when i hung up her text window was open and i'm pretty sure i read a snippet of a goddamn booty call from some turd named kevin and now i just wanna cry because of the idea that mum's being a whore like that UGH i hope kevin dies in a fire soon stupid son of a b.
btw the reading wasn't intentional i'm not a weirdo like that
i haven't seen two of my closest friends in months
oh and we're not going to see kickass tomorrow AGAIN because my sister doesn't want to go
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on April 08, 2010, 18:28
My boyfriend's been kicked out of his house and is curently residing in an old building somewhere >< I asked mum if we could take him in until he's sorted out everything with is family aaand she went mental, claiming he's only making that story up to get into our house to steal our stuff and/or just use me for sex >>

I KNOW he's not like that so that just goes to show how much she trusts him after me asking her to her face whether she did or not >> Needles to say, she lied.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on April 08, 2010, 18:38
I think KNOW I'm developing feelings for someone who lives in america when I live in the UK D: Not good at all.
And someone from my school is REALLY starting to get on my nerves cos all they do is say horrid stuff behind my back D= I'd perfer it if they said it to my face.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on April 08, 2010, 18:42
^Tell them to stop being cowardly.

Draw your manliest sword and slay those beings of doom. >:]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on April 08, 2010, 18:48
I'm moving, so for the next 10 days I'm going to be netless. This means I'm going to miss the gen 5 reveal as well as some other big gaming stuff I've been looking forward to. ;.;
Still have to try and find an offline pokedex to download so HG can allow me to maintain some form of mental stability. Horrible timing, not even at college atm to use their computers.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on April 08, 2010, 20:25
My mouth is aching like mad D= I was late to the dentists today ... Went into the room and straight away got told I need a tooth ripped out because the one under it was pushing it so hard it was falling apart >.< So I got wayyy to many injections and I am alway tasting blood in my mouth .. And god was my tooth huge .. The roots hadn't even started to dissolve D= he said you would feel no pain .. what I lier too :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on April 08, 2010, 20:30
I miss my boyfriend. Not going to see him again for 2 months.

Long distance is hard :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on April 10, 2010, 13:25
GUTTING, I'm going to miss Doctor Who tonight because of the cinema. Not really depressing but still I wanted to watch it D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on April 10, 2010, 13:54
^ You can record it :3

What's depressing me right now..? Not much, really. Am a tad sad about how the holidays go by :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on April 10, 2010, 16:57
Just fell out with my best friend/boy I have a crush on and he refuses to forgive me.

*sighs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on April 11, 2010, 17:18
School tomorrow. "/
I know.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on April 11, 2010, 18:39
Alevels in general >_<

Nice avvy plushgun :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on April 11, 2010, 21:57
Still no word from my best friend and housemate of the last three years. Looks like we'll never talk to or see each other ever again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ParaSky on April 11, 2010, 22:02
I've lost a bag with my ds in it on a bus.  :ohmy:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on April 12, 2010, 20:53
 my friends always seem to be talking about me behind my back to these guys in our class during their pratical classes which i'm not in. apparently, finn and andrew (the guy i like) think i'm emo and if i asked them out would go 'eugh'. also, when gemma told andrew i liked him they apparently believed her. so yeah, that's just great for me, knowing he doesn't like me and knowing he knows i do like him. i told grace to tell him he's an ugly git if the subject comes up again.

 another thing that annoys me is grace herself. she tells me everything that they say about me but then goes,'but it wasn't me, i swear!' and yeah, it's always her. P: plus she never gets teased (unlike me) and is like a flipping chameleon. whatever you say, she'll go with the majority rule. for example, if i said that pigs didn't fly, and cara and gemma did, then she'd agree with gemma. gosh she annoys me. :L
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on April 12, 2010, 23:31
You can record it :3

My dad did in the end =D

I feel really sick after me and my mates version of a pub crawl. We called it The Fast Food Trek, basically we wanted to see how many fast food meals we could eat before we were practically on the floor dieing. We got through KFC and Mc Donald's in the end that we had to call it a day. So yeah i feel like I'm gunna spew.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 13, 2010, 16:53
"ITS IMPORTANT NOW GUISE. REVISE!!111"
I only went back to school yesterday and I've heard all this crap about exams being important. Don't the teachers think most of us know that >>

Also the elections are annoying me. Almost every time I turn on the news it's just politics, politics, politics! I know they're important and it'll decide who'll run our country but srsly they don't have to give a 5 minute slot to show the fact that Nick Clegg is up in scotland >:
roll on may the 6th ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on April 13, 2010, 17:48
The fact I totally fail at everything I turn my hand to and have absolutely no talent for anything. Excuse me while I eat the remains of this easter egg and then get depressed over the fact that I'm trying to diet.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on April 13, 2010, 17:52
^ I know the feeling

My dogs keep escaping from the garden and my mother is threatening to get rid of them.  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 14, 2010, 16:29
I'm really worried about my best friend >:
She had to go to her friends grannies funeral today and my friend Alex told me that her Granda has died too. Also apparently she won't go back into the sweetie shop on the street, because something happened there. Alex said she left her; when she came back out she was crying. Then my friend said if Alex was there it wouldn't have happened. I'm really worried because she won't tell me what happened.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Basskat on April 14, 2010, 23:27
^^^Inferna, I would wait for it to come out on it's own, pushing for info could do more harm than good..

What's depressing me is.. My girlfriend of 19 months (yesterday, WHOOP!). In a nutshell, we both hurt each other a lot, we both have cheated at some point in time, and now she's in a really bad place cos she doesn't know whether she likes her ex, and she doesn't know whether she loves me, DESPITE her proclaiming it practically every day in the past 19 months, DESPITE her crying and muddling through a letter she wrote to me, on the phone. HOW can someone not know this kind of information? ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on April 15, 2010, 00:04
I have really bad mouth ulsers which is causing one side of my face to swell ): It really hurts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 15, 2010, 01:00
ugh today had to end and i never said anything.
he was right there pretty much throwing himself at me
then i just pussed out. lame.
kill me now i don't deserve him
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on April 15, 2010, 01:22
I have a feeling a few comments I made have contributed towards something bad and I feel really, really, really guilty. x.x;
She's done so much work over the last 6 months, taking on all that on her own, delegating tasks to several different teams of artists... and now she's been pushed a little too far with a topic I posted in, and I feel horrible about it. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on April 15, 2010, 13:12
I need to lose the weight =[ Stupid laziness =[

Also I have piles of revision that needs doing, I don't know where I stand with the lad, and people still aren't here D: Well they are, just not many of them
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on April 15, 2010, 18:40
Losing sleep last night over worrying for my interview is making me depressed at the moment. =]

Well. The interview I don't think too well, I think I said all the right things but didn't say them right, if you get what I mean. Which got me wondering just how I'm going to get my break in life and where I'm really going, seeing as I'm still pretty unsure whether I can actually do this without a degree if I don't get someone giving me a chance to prove myself.

And like the poster above, I hate everything relationship based. I've got feelings for someone I've only just recently met and I don't want to fall for them, because it'd complicate everything. Not that I've got the money to really have a relationship at the moment, I'm just about surviving on my own xDD;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on April 15, 2010, 19:41
reading through this page alone makes me think my own problems aren't as bad anymore.


BUT HERE I GO.

I've lost my copy of Soul Silver. This is stupid considering VGC10 is only in a month's time AND I JUST FINISHED LEGITIMATELY TRAINING A TEAM
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on April 15, 2010, 20:03
Came back home and found a letter from my school. My Spanish teacher got killed in a car crash while on holiday in Ethiopia. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 15, 2010, 20:28
^ ]=
 
I know... it's a bad reason but I'm so tired I'm actually staggering ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on April 15, 2010, 21:06
Life, in general, actually.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on April 15, 2010, 21:49
I need to lose the weight =[ Stupid laziness =[

Same, I was so knackered after walking up one part of the Eiffel Tower the other day ;;

I was just thinking about stuff earlier and it got me down, it's a bit personal really but it had me thinking =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on April 15, 2010, 22:16
Love, lust I don't know, I'm just sick of it. And the crap thing is, the person I like is taken. So yeah, that sucks. Aaand I just really wish tomorrow was Saturday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on April 16, 2010, 12:54
I just found out our porter died last night =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on April 18, 2010, 12:41
Well, a good friend of mine is totally blanking me for no reason I can think of. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 18, 2010, 14:32
Less than two weeks till study leave and I've pretty much done no revision whatsoever x.x I really need to start doing some or else it'll be all 7s on my certificate come August >>

And my best friend and I were on the bus yesterday and he was sorta hinting that he liked me. I want to ask him out but idk it might change the relationship  beweteen us, we'll lose that 'best friends' thing :v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: AliceBlaze on April 18, 2010, 14:35
It's the end of the two week holidays and I have to go back to college tomorrow. :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on April 18, 2010, 15:39

guess who totally ruinned my week ?

my sister..she decided she wanted a break on monday.
she wanted a break on tuesday
and wednesday, thursay and friday as well.

ok, yesterday we were going out the front door and guess who came up the path and smirked, yes my sister with her kids.

her excuse for bring them up was..

I don't want to deal with other kids parents at the park and the toilet is far away from the play park so they'd wet themshefs.

she stay intil 5pm so I was another day wasted..
and guess who phone us up this morning..yes HER!
she said " I want to buy my friend a present who has just had a baby and don't want a child there bothering me while I am shopping"

ok it is alright for her to do this to us everytime we plan a day to look for baby stuff for my baby ?

no she needs a reality check!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on April 18, 2010, 18:31
I just almost lost my games case with PMD Darkness and Sky, Diamond, and another game in. Totally freaked me out when I couldn't find it...

Oh, and none of my mice are working, except the one I lent my sister. Good thing this is a laptop...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 18, 2010, 18:35
i feel like i'm gonna throw up ugh
it's because i just ate a sandwich after not eating anything for like 5 days
the not eating thing was an accident btw LOL i didn't realise until i looked at the date and decided to eat something and now i feel horrible ughhhhh

also listening to darwin deez
his lyrics are like the story of my life in a bad way /wrist
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on April 19, 2010, 00:22
I don't know whether I had a nap in the bath or not because it's gotten really late and I've got school in the morning, so I'll be really tired. I struggled to do my Maths homework which has annoyed me and will annoy my teachers. I've lost a load of my business coursework because I did the graphs on a different computer and when I opened the document on this one they had turned into boxes and I had lost all the analysis of the graphs as well, meaning I've lost two hours of work there. I need to do about 20 pages of work for Tuesday afternoon.

I'm not living up to my potential academically, I'm not putting near enough the amount of effort required and I've lost motivation for everything. You could say I'm pretty much screwed, but oh well. I've said that too many times, I need to sort myself out before I really do screw myself over to an extent that I won't be able to get where I want to and can achieve.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on April 19, 2010, 00:29
Back to college tommorrow >_< and not only that, but I've gotta face my two-faced friends who totally betrayed me last week.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on April 19, 2010, 11:07
So after three months of 40 hour week at work while also doing my full time degree I now have two weeks holiday to do enough revision to pass my exams. I won't pass them, I already know. It wouldn't be so bad if I actually had motivation or money or more than one true friend instead of the sort of friends who can't really remember your name.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ferox on April 19, 2010, 16:58
Hahahahahahahaha... My best friend is stuck in SA. Hahahahahahahaha...

I-HATE-VOLCANOS
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Chaos... on April 22, 2010, 14:20
I was meant to have moved to the UK last fall, but that was delayed due to work/family/family's work etcetera reasons.
So I pretty much thought I would stay up until now. I have a girlfriend I love, close friends, etcetera here, and recently I find out that I'll be moving to the UK this year for sure. Already enrolled in uni and everything, parents searching for house/flat etc. I kinda always wanted to move away from here, but now that I am, it depresses me. Was forced to put up my car for sale last week. And I loved that car ;_; even knowing that I can study what I always wanted to now, can replace car with an even better one and so on doesn't help me much...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Y2Jt on April 22, 2010, 15:43
I'm reaching my 7-year aniversary without a girlfriend, whoopie, oh and something the girl I like did today made me feel horribe. Well, our teacher moved her next to me. She walked over, looked at me and whispered to her friend whether she could swap as she hated being near me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 22, 2010, 17:57
God my dad won't even let me sing, it wasn't even that loud and I can tell he prefers my brother, I get told off by dad all the time yet my brother never does. It's unfair.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on April 25, 2010, 01:19
vacation for a week! yayy!

 i talk to the guy i like, the usually. we grin smile, tease eachother after school. while he's waiting for his mom, i walk out of school, he looks at me, acknowledges me, i smile at him, and i decide whether to stick around and get his number, or walk to where my mom's subbing at elementary school. since he's on the phone and i don't want to appear to be hanging over his shoulder, i walk to the school, and i don't get to talk to him. okay, i figure, i'll message him on facebook. but things don't usually roll my way, so you know.. i get home, wait for him to sign on, and i notice he's already been online:

  Shawn ---------  boston 2nite and aruba 2morrow morning

 OH COME ON DUDE. i know there are like a billion worse things you could've posted, but aruba, for what i bet's pretty much all vacation? how am i supposed to live without speaking a word to you for like, over a week? its been a day and i know i'm obsessive but i miss you so much gfsdhsrhgsg AND PLUS I'M JEALOUS YOU WENT TO ARUBA, I'D KILL YOU KNOW >.<

.. on the bright side, we'll have lots to talk about..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on April 28, 2010, 20:29
I managed to get a U on my mechanics mock =[

I knew I was pretty bad at it but not that bad! And now I've got like a couple of weeks to somehow pull my grade up from that U to a high B/low A, whilst managing to revise for my other 8 exams. Oh dear D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on April 28, 2010, 22:51
Went to my nans funeral today ... Wait sorry yet me change that .. Step Nan ... Yup No one even bother to say my name ... They didnt even want me there ... So much for sisterly love ey? She was my nan and loved me just as much as she loved them yah know? She told me that two days before she couldn't talk no more .. She also told me to stay out of there way because they aint worth it ... So Thats what I did .. She even knew before she was out of it that Kate (Step sister) HAd picked a new house .. and Hannah (Other step sister) was planning on finding a new house .. and That her money she get once a week .. Cant remember the name of it .. ANyway ... yeah .. They got it out for her .. But never gave to her .. They thought she didn't know they where keeping it ... In the end she gave up and left them to it ... I may no be blood related but I loved her .. Lie I love my step dad .. And I just wish he was there .. He wouldn't of been hugging them two .. His real daughters ... Not at all ... He would of been hugging me my brother and my mum .. And Thats what was making me cry all through the thing .. I don't get why I am rambling on .. But I need to get it off ma chest and btw .. yes I wanted to run up to Hannah and rip her bloody little ratty face off ... I have been waiting for ages to do it And I am still waiting ... so I aint so happy :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on April 29, 2010, 03:31
not-so-final-exams, the ENTIRE week :'((
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on April 29, 2010, 07:25
It's just not right being up this early when i'm this tired.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on April 29, 2010, 07:32
It's just not right being up this early when i'm this tired.

Try having that every day of the week =P

Coursework is depressing me; so much to do in so little time =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on April 29, 2010, 10:12
I've just had a massive fall out with my best friend, who's supposed to be coming down in 2 weeks ^^ Somehow I get the impression that's not going to happen, seeing as I told her not to bother. I'm fed up of arguing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 29, 2010, 16:41
the rsamd is almost £2000 for a scholarship and there's no way in hell i'm ever gonna be able to save that much. that's if i can get in... it has such high standards which i don't think i'll ever be able to meet

note to self: give up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on April 29, 2010, 16:47
It's going on seven years since I auditioned for there (and what a disaster that was lol) but they're more interested in potential than experience from what I recall. There's no point in them taking you on and trying to teach you if you already know everything, is there? And as for the fees, have you tried applying to SAAS? I can't remember if they accept applications for there (I don't see why not) but it might be worth looking into :V

NEVER GIVE UP! TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS!

Anyway, having the week off work from hell here full of stress and drama when all I wanted to do was chill baw D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on April 29, 2010, 16:58
Everything just seems to be getting to me lately. I'm stressed out because of exams coming up, and I have loads of revision to do, and no motivation to do it. I just feel sad all the time, and my reasons for it aren't even that great. I feel like crying a lot but I don't know why, and I keep snapping at people without meaning to. There is more to it than just exams and stuff, but I can't be bothered to go into everything.

I don't have the motivation to do anything really, and I think this is the main reason why I'm feeling down. I'm tired a lot. I'm bored a lot, as I just do the same thing every week and I don't want to anymore. Little things annoy me more than they should. Sixth form is just rubbish really, as the school seems to have stopped caring about sixth formers =/ I don't want to go into it all, but I have just had enough and cannot be bothered anymore. Only thing is, I need to carry on otherwise I definitely won't be going to university, and I'll just be stuck here, doing what I am now =/ And the school guilt trips us for moaning and makes us feel bad when we're just trying to do our A-levels, which isn't making it easy =[

And then I feel worse knowing that I'm just moaning about stupid little things. Arghhh. I'm hoping I'll feel a lot better in the summer, when I have lots of nice things planned.

Basically, I need to get my motivation back but I don't know how. And I guess I'm just going to have to focus on the positive things rather than the negative. And I really really need to stop bottling things up inside. I think this is why I feel how I do, because I've let everything build up and not talked to anyone about any of it. Now I'm just like ahhhh because of it all and I've kind of snapped. I don't want this to happen again, so I really need to learn to talk about things more. And not just to my poor boyfriend as he has enough on his plate at the moment without my problems too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on April 29, 2010, 23:43
Exams, lack of social life, no motivation, fail more than I succeed, etc.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 30, 2010, 11:57
I have a music exam in about 2 hours DDDD: General is 45 minutes, from 2 till 2:45. Credit is an hour, from 3 till 4 wth >>

*To musiclisteningrevison.com!"
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 01, 2010, 18:24
Ever get that feeling where you feel like crap and you feel lonely and know that no one will ever love you and if you actually experience the miracle of getting into a relationship, they'll just stray? Yeah.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 01, 2010, 20:09
It's going on seven years since I auditioned for there (and what a disaster that was lol) but they're more interested in potential than experience from what I recall. There's no point in them taking you on and trying to teach you if you already know everything, is there? And as for the fees, have you tried applying to SAAS? I can't remember if they accept applications for there (I don't see why not) but it might be worth looking into :V

NEVER GIVE UP! TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS!

i guess that's true ugh i was just down sorry D:
but yeah i see what you mean, i just thought 'omg £2k no way am i gonna be able to do this without thinking and decided to woe about it lol :v
i haven't did anything about saas but my sister could probably help me about that one lol :DD
thank you claire you're amazing ok :DDD





umm anyway yea basically another relative of mine passed away and i never even said goodbye even though she always told me she loved me all the time and i hardly ever spoke to her ugh...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Hicky on May 01, 2010, 20:11
I fell out with my family. Nobody except my brother will talk to me. Cool I guess..

And I feel so, like, disconnected from everything. I like to think I contribute a little to the team building community and the discussion topics here, so there IS some point to being here, but even so I don't have any friends here or anybody that would say 'HEY HICKY!!' to me. I feel like I'm just going through motions until I die - I seem to be casually watching myself jab my way through everything. I feel as if I don't really exist - and I feel as if everybody else is on an entirely different frequency with me, one I can't possibly comprehend.

It's alright though. I have beer.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 01, 2010, 21:21
I fell out with my family. Nobody except my brother will talk to me. Cool I guess..

And I feel so, like, disconnected from everything. I like to think I contribute a little to the team building community and the discussion topics here, so there IS some point to being here, but even so I don't have any friends here or anybody that would say 'HEY HICKY!!' to me. I feel like I'm just going through motions until I die - I seem to be casually watching myself jab my way through everything. I feel as if I don't really exist - and I feel as if everybody else is on an entirely different frequency with me, one I can't possibly comprehend.

It's alright though. I have beer.

Sorry to hear about your family! /:
And don't feel that way! (:
If you ever want to chat, just drop me a pm. (:

~~~~~~
My best friend has suddenly dropped out of going to this big singing competition I have tomorrow. To get her hair cut.
Yeah.. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Basskat on May 02, 2010, 01:19
My work-load at college is too much. I'm drowning in work - standard coursework, on top of the stupid amount of long, complicated songs I've gotta learn for the college musical production - why the hell did I agree to THAT?!? It's ridiculous ¬¬

My basses are pissing me off too. But I think it's just the fact that I have GAS (Gear Acquisition Syndrome) for a proper Ernie Ball bass :/

I wish I had the answer to the next question. Did I really make the right choice dumping my girlfriend of 19 months? She's beautiful, funny, and generally an amazing person. But we kept hurting each other and being overly sensitive about meaningless rubbish, and then some stuff happened where I got too drunk at a party (fill in the blanks yourself), she got 'too close' to her ex, we were on and off for a couple of weeks, then she decided that she'd fallen in love with her ex (effectively being in love with two people at the same time - is it really possible?). I couldn't take it anymore.. I had to get out of it, I can't take being one of two loves. My head's in trouble, help :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 02, 2010, 21:00
I'm back in Bristol and have no time to do anything but work all day, all night and all weekend for the next four weeks. Its what I was doing anyway but after a two week holiday when I only had to work a few hours a day this is pretty bad.

Bristol isn't much fun when the people you know have finished uni and left.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Winston Payne on May 02, 2010, 22:54
Hammer Editor! It's a fabulous tool for map-making, but it can be so awkward! It may sound simple; make a shopping mall with Hammer Editor, right? It seems so at first. But then you have problems with repetitive textures. With scaling. With populating the map with props. Putting the right entities in for doors, water and such. And then there's lighting! So much time compiling, finding out something doesn't work, then going back to it...it's soul crushing, I tell thee!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 03, 2010, 00:34
i can't go to the funeral.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 03, 2010, 00:36
Both of my bankcards appear to have vanished. This isn't so much depressing as it is worrying :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 03, 2010, 15:06
My throat is sore and when I speak I sound all husky. O.o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 03, 2010, 15:43
The feeling that I am a constant source of disappointment.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on May 03, 2010, 18:13
The feeling that I am a constant source of disappointment.

I get that all the time. It's mostly from the fact that people expect so much of me. I've just learned to ignore what everyone else expects and just live for myself.

Selfish perhaps, but when you spend so many years doing everything the way everyone else wants you to, you end up just not caring. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 03, 2010, 20:53
Someone just told me i have an 800 word essay to do...

So tomorrow I'll have to accept the punishment!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 03, 2010, 21:19
I have a feeling that tomorrow is going to be a really boring day. And the fact that msn isn't working right, on my phone, and my throat is still sore.


:|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 05, 2010, 21:29
The fact I may lose a friend over her taking her groundless vendetta against someone I truly respect and admire way too far. If she won't see sense, then I won't compromise my principles to give her the backup she expects.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 05, 2010, 21:57
Everything seems to be depressing me today and i cant seem to brush it aside like i normally do. Which is odd for me because i always do it and feel better but today is different.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 05, 2010, 22:04
The fact that I'm getting called up for moderation for PE. I haven't played football in ages (didn't get to play on Monday) so I'll be rusty plus I'm sort of unfit =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on May 05, 2010, 23:02
My phone was stolen today. i was expcting a phone call from a job interveiw. I am on benifets and can't affored to buy a new one.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 06, 2010, 17:45
Not so much depressed...Just angry.

It seems to be that me and my boyfriend cant have a conversation to ourselves anymore.

We'll talk for hours on end on Facebook and MSN and the like...and recently, my best friend seems to be sticking her nose in EVERYWHERE. Commenting on EVERY ONE of his statuses like only 16 seconds after he actually posts them, adding him on MSN, talking to him relentlessly and dogging him if he doesnt reply, asking me for his number. He's told her and myself he doesnt like her constantly stalking him around and she still persists. I asked her in private if she fancied him or anything and she just replied no...just seems we can't say or do anything without her having a say in it too...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on May 06, 2010, 18:32
just seems we can't say or do anything without her having a say in it too...

kick her in the face! (if she continues)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 06, 2010, 20:23
My mum is a nob jockey. I hate her. Seriously hate her. And I havent even been with her for a full hour.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on May 06, 2010, 20:40
Martin hilton. Pain in the bum at my school. He has ADHD, and this for some reason allows him to get away with insulting everything I do/believe.
This and my poor performance at baseball today.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on May 06, 2010, 22:40
i've been so irritable lately. my hatred for that copy-cat "best friend" i made a topic about has risen soooo high i can't even stand to hear her voice. i'm trying so hard to NICELY shove her out of my life. i don't want to have to explain anything to her; it's all so fickle and bitter... she'd never understand, so it's better we just "drift apart" and leave it at that. but it's so hard...

above that, i'm having major confidence issues... i don't know why... i don't ever feel like i look "good" anymore. i'm not conceited but i have my moments where i know i look my personal best. too bad i rarely have those anymore. it puts me in a slump.

i feel so aimless, randomly... for no reason.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 08, 2010, 23:56
i just got ditched by 3 of my friends because i refused to stop talking to one of my other friends.
and yeah they just told me to go f myself b/c i 'have better friends now'

everyone's leaving me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 09, 2010, 00:00
My cousin has cancer.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 09, 2010, 13:51
My internet is still unbelievably slow (it takes about 5 minutes to load a 2 minute video on youtube) and I have no idea why! I know for a fact its not my computer because within the time its been that slow I've had a new laptop and the internet is still slow. I think it might be the modem, if it is I cant buy a new one for a good while. Nor can the perants. Alas I must slouch on the Bethlehem with this slow thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 09, 2010, 20:46
I am seriously reevaluating my friendships with certain people, which is strangely liberating as well as a bit depressing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on May 09, 2010, 22:37
well i'm not depressed, i'm disgusted. why? just found a completely squished, flattened fly on my laptop. ew ew ew.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 09, 2010, 23:03
This guy in my class, who I don't really talk to, keeps talking to me on facebook. Like, if I'm having a conersation with some friends on it, he'll just randomly start commenting. /:
It got to the stage where I actually couldn't post anything, like a status or social interview without him commenting.
So I deleted him.
And now he keeps mentioning me in his status updates.

Oh, and he barely talks to me in school.

Idk if that makes him some sort of stalker person, but yeah.. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Basskat on May 09, 2010, 23:42
Dream Theater have a strange knack of writing songs with appropriate titles :/

In The Presence Of Enemies... I feel like I am, very much so...

I know that I've only been single for a few weeks, but I think I'm already falling for her best friend. This is messy. No one can know we even talk as much as we do, (which is practically all day, every day for the past week) because my ex is pretty damn friend-jealous. Growing up? Yeah she needs to do some. This best friend has a bf, who she's fought so hard to get back over the past couple of weeks, because (and this is the inside scoop, kids) the person my ex fell in love with (and thus forcing me to leave her) is in love with the best friend, and no one knew how to deal with any of it. So. My ex loves this middle guy, who loves her best friend, who already has a bf, but I'm falling for her as well. There are more complications. Me and the best friend have been... intimate, over the past week or so. Aha a giant bleeding mess it is.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 10, 2010, 00:36
My ulcers hurt =[

And 3 hours of revision earlier taught me how to write "he died" in hieroglyphs. What do I waste my time on?!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 10, 2010, 16:56
My friend Alex. She's being really strange right now between me and my friend Becky. We went a wander today and Alex decided to stay by the river and not walk with me and becky. After we went back, she hardly said anything. We started speaking again but then when becky and me wanted to go to this park, she stayed in the same spot. I turn round and motion her to come with us. She shakes her head walks off.

I'd appriciate it if she actually told us what was up, we're supposed to be her friends? She needs to stop getting on at us for hanging around with other people. God she's annoying me ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on May 10, 2010, 17:30
I cannot do Mechanics at all and my exam is in two weeks and ARGHHH

Also I'm going to totally get lost at UWE for the C2 revision day on thursday D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 10, 2010, 18:48
I cannot do Mechanics at all and my exam is in two weeks and ARGHHH

I got 25% on my Core 2 mock exam and I've got the whole Maths department moaning at me (especially the head of Maths) because I'm not reaching my potential; I feel your pain. I might have to do two days after school so I can get a decent mark.

I've got a PE moderation on Wednesday and I need to revise so hard to get what I should do. I've got a lot of pressure to do well and it's hard to deal with; usually I thrive under pressure but this time it's different. It feels like everything is being piled on me =/.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on May 10, 2010, 21:18
I cannot do Mechanics at all and my exam is in two weeks and ARGHHH

Also I'm going to totally get lost at UWE for the C2 revision day on thursday D=
Me saying I've nearly completed my mechanics won't help then?

Well I shouldn't be depressed, seeing as my brother is home now after being in hospital for 4 days, but I find myself depressed because my mate collapsed in college and I've not heard anything since =/ He was still unconcious, and stopped breathing for about a minute, maybe 2.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 10, 2010, 22:32
College work is proper getting on top of me now and I have hardly anytime left to do it. Plus I've got hardly any energy do to them.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 10, 2010, 22:36
College work is proper getting on top of me now and I have hardly anytime left to do it. Plus I've got hardly any energy do to them.

Seconding this! Perhaps if I wasn't surrounded by drama on a daily basis at college I might actually get a bit of peace to do a bit D<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 10, 2010, 22:42
Seconding this! Perhaps if I wasn't surrounded by drama on a daily basis at college I might actually get a bit of peace to do a bit D<

I also second that or is it third? Difference being drama at home not college.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 13, 2010, 12:01
heroes being cancelled desuuuu :( :( :(

also i'm hungry and haven't eaten in a few days oopsie lol n_n yeah ngl by a few days i mean like 4 hours but shut up IT FEELS THAT LONG OK that's what she said lol!!!!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on May 13, 2010, 17:04
Swolen ankle is killing me. -.-
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 13, 2010, 17:17
My mum's went back into hospital again. Hopefully she'll be out tommorow or Saturday if everythings fine :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 13, 2010, 17:52
I'm soo hungry and I can see food taking for ever to cook. Bad times.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 13, 2010, 17:54
the fact one of my "friends" said i was in denial about my crush. he said he got freaked out when i flirted with him! URGH! if he's that frikking freaked out he'd ask me to stop. he seemed perfectly fine (my crush that is) when i quite seriously flirted with him on prom night.

and yeah i cried to day whoop de doo.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 13, 2010, 18:09
Lots of work and so much of what we learn is worthless. I don't mind learning pointless facts, in fact I love knowing more than I need to. But I hate being tested on pointless things when we should be tested on the more important and practical parts of the course.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 14, 2010, 20:43
Australia somehow managed to beat Pakistan in the T20 semi final. I was hoping England would win the competition but it looks very unlikely. Let's just hope Pietersen and Morgan continue their great form and we somehow manage to bowl extraordinarily well (considering Pakistan bowled well and still lost).

I can always hope though I suppose.

Also I have exams coming up soon D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Alphochio on May 15, 2010, 07:09
I'm depressed right now cause one of my guildmates from online gaming has passed away.
She was in a car accident and went into a coma but never woke up.
I'm more sad cause the last thing i've said to her was to shut up and I never got to apologize to her.
She was a happy person that didn't care what one said and always had a topic so our guildies could talk while partying in the game.

R.I.P. Cait and sorry I never got the chance to apologize for being mean to you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 16, 2010, 23:03
^ Thats awful, I always feel guilty posting after a genuinly depressing post. Their poor family :(


My housemate has been back to pick up the last of her things, moved out weeks ago but her visiting back on Friday made me feel terrible all over again. She's made it clear she doesn't want any contact despite having been best friends as first years and lived together for 2.5 years. We have a little history together and that was always tough to deal with. Oh well, emo here so I can appear happy in real life.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 16, 2010, 23:54
Have a sore throat that's been nagging at me all day, and exams are swiftly approaching, so the stress levels are slowly starting to rise. I hate maths. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 16, 2010, 23:55
I've got an exam tomorrow which I sort of forgot how soon it was. Plus, I miss Law because of it. It does give me more time to revise for it though as it's in the afternoon. Plus I've got an annoying cold :<.

Plus the above post reminded me how much of a ball ache Maths can be =/.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 16, 2010, 23:57
English homework. I have writer's block! And my crush is going out with someone now. Yay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 17, 2010, 00:14
Men =[ I say plural. It's only one of them. But that constitutes the whole gender.

Revision is a bit of a bummer as well, I do NOT understand the perfective/imperfective tenses =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on May 17, 2010, 00:28
^ Ugh. I feel your pain. I have three guys who are *fighting* over me. I keep saying, "Why the heck do I hang out with you guys???"
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 17, 2010, 01:16
I wish they were fighting over me haha... This is more.. being pushed away for reasons that make no sense, or that aren't really reasons at all
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 17, 2010, 14:25
Urgh, I woke up with a massive angry spot on the bridge of my nose, throats still sore and now my head aches and I'm feeling weak, starting to suspect I'm coming down with flu. :<
I can be illness-free all year then the second exam period starts my body just lets every damn germ in. I'm not going to get any revision done when I can't focus on anything for more than a couple of minutes. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 17, 2010, 15:54
@ RocketMember002 - Just try and hang in there really, I'm going through what you are with the illness thing, and I know it's a pisstake, but trying makes a huge difference. My business exam in January I didn't revise for at all and got an E from it, but today I found the exam much easier and I'm hoping for at least a C (I didn't get chance to revise much).

I'm unhappy because I realised I had 6 exams next week, and my exams don't finish until the 23rd June, bloody A2 General Studies =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on May 17, 2010, 16:25
I am also becoming ill at the start of exams >> I swear it happens every time I have exams. I'm just getting a sore throat, and I really hope I don't get a cold as well as it takes me ages to get rid of them.

Also annoyed because I stayed in a tent overnight after prom on Saturday night (which is where I think I got the sore throat from), and I have a really weird rash-like thing. Purple spots all over one of my eyes, and a few random ones around too. I have no idea what they are, and some itch.

And then of course my exams start next week. First one is on 24th May, last one is 29th June. And there are nine of them. I have most them of them in the space of a week as well. I hate A2 exams. And I can't retake these, so it's my last chance. I'm also not very confident for many of them, so my life is going to be rubbish and full of revision for the next 6 weeks =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 17, 2010, 16:45
I am also becoming ill at the start of exams >> I swear it happens every time I have exams. I'm just getting a sore throat, and I really hope I don't get a cold as well as it takes me ages to get rid of them.

Exactly the same here, I can't remember an exams period I didn't suddenly fall ill during. Must be some truth in the theory stress weakens the immune system.

Thanks for the advice, my first exam is a week today, after next week I have half term to health up before my wonderful science exams, so I should be ok by then. Just a matter of forcing down that nasty powder stuff you dissolve in hot water.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on May 17, 2010, 16:57
Exams start next week and ARGH C1 is not fun D= Don't even talk to me about D1, I don't stand a chance with that!

Also I am quite literally surrounded by couples at the moment and it's not very fun =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 17, 2010, 17:00
All my friends seem to be getting girlfriends, or boyfriends, and I'm like... The single one whose only ever been in three real relationships, two of which ended in tears. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 17, 2010, 17:36
My friend has started smoking again. She smoked for about a week back in October. A 'phase' she said. Apparently she started smoking because she was bored at home. Your life must be really bad if you pick up one of your mum's fags and start smoking. She got on at me for telling one of our friends. I said he'd find out eventually, and he would have. I mean most smokers in my school either reek of smoke and attempt to cover it up with sickly amounts of deoderant.

The thing is though, me or none of our friends smoke so I have no idea why she started. She did go off the rails last year, skiving all the time. She kinda gave up with school. At the start of 3rd year she was doing mostly credit subjects. Now she's dropped two because she cba'd with them, the rest are at Foundation for the most part. Now she's doing all the 'dopey' subjects next year. She's not even doing proper maths next year.

She's become distant from all of us, she's still the same she was but the smoking makes me feel awkard around her, even though I've known her for the most part of 4 years. To be brutally honest she'll end up on the dole or in some crappy dead end job. :/
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Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 17, 2010, 17:48
I don't stand a chance with that!
All my friends seem to be getting girlfriends, or boyfriends, and I'm like... The single one
My friend has started smoking again.


Can I just quote these and say "same here"? Thanks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on May 17, 2010, 20:27
My teeth are killing me. I can't eat anything without it really hurting =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on May 18, 2010, 17:25
i hate my ex best friend, i have to see her in school every day, i hate school, i'm skipping school right now...

summer, please start, so i can be with my boyfriend and my REAL best friends every day without having to deal with a contagion of BS every day )))):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 18, 2010, 17:32
I should be starting a long essay right now and look where I am!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 18, 2010, 17:52
I should be starting a long essay right now and look where I am!

You're offline... so I presume that you're doing the long essay right now? That'd depress me too =P

I have to start A2 work straight after my exams for each lesson, which means that I'm not going to get any form of break from school. Plus I'm really undecided on what to do at Uni, at first I was sure I'd do Business Law but now I'm really considering Sports Journalism as an option as that is something which appeals to me greatly. I have no idea what to choose, and which AS I choose to drop will have a huge affect on what I do in the future =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 18, 2010, 20:41
You're offline... so I presume that you're doing the long essay right now? That'd depress me too =P

Oh look I'm back with 400 words left still do. Bad times!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 18, 2010, 21:22
Nostalgia's making me feel... not depressed, but really upset that so much has changed. Dwelling on the past is... usually not a good idea.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on May 18, 2010, 21:37
I have to learn 99 Red Balloons in German...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 18, 2010, 22:06
Nostalgia's making me feel... not depressed, but really upset that so much has changed. Dwelling on the past is... usually not a good idea.
Getting nostalgia misery here too, looking through facebook albums of  my old classmates, then that occasional sick feeling when I realise that all happened 4 years ago, and I'm now in my twenties and probably never going to see many of those people ever again. I hate time. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 18, 2010, 22:19
The whole 'single' thing. Oh, and my maths homework. :<
Btw, I've heard a lot of people talk about this 'Mechanics' subject.. What is it? :B I don't think we have it in Ireland. Is it just like, physics and maths?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 18, 2010, 22:22
^ It's Physics related Maths from what I can gather. I've got to do it next year and I'm one of the only ones in my group who doesn't do Physics as well so it'll be tougher for me.

And don't get me started on time, that thing's a bugger =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on May 18, 2010, 22:37
Quote
I've heard a lot of people talk about this 'Mechanics' subject.. What is it? :B I don't think we have it in Ireland.

Irish cars must be messed up...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 18, 2010, 22:39
Irish cars must be messed up...

Bad pun is bad... =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on May 18, 2010, 23:08
i'm considering giving up on the guy I like.

 good for you, you say. if he's seriously a problem enough for you to just wanna stop it right now, just stop and maybe one day you'll be able to pick him back up again.

 ahh except i hate admitting defeat, especially to this girl. The guy knows I exist, we used to be pretty good friends and at one point we even used to flirt like crazy.. and then one day i give him a little bit of breathing space and probably the skankiest girl in the school starts talking to him. like what.

 and i feel like he really doesn't like her, but she's like.. so forward with everything that i'm like: 'yeah, i'm backing off here. if i take him, she'll kill me. plus i wanna make things easier for him, so yeah.' so i'm like.. not really in the game anymore. And looking back, I haven't even got any opportunities i could've gotten him. Like all the little places I'd be able to get them in, she's blocked off from me. It's like I'm locked out of my own house here. so i decide i'm gonna move, 'cause the hardware store's key isn't due for a while I have a feeling.

 of courseeee you know this girl who i don't like here is like a huge druggie, drinker, and smoker. So i feel like upon backing down, not only am I failing myself, but if they're going to go out, and if this girl's gonna rub off on him, he's going to be trash. i don't go out with guys who do a ton of illegal stuff at this age dude.

 and.. they're going to the amusement park with a group of friends on friday, and this girl is totally trying to get him, and he's totally sending off vibes that are like: 'i dont know. i dont know if i like you dude.' and not as in, 'i don't.' but as in 'i don't know.'.


 lol long rant. whenever i get my feelings out like this, I'm like: 'YEAH I'M GONNA TRY AGAIN!' even though you know.. it does seem really futile.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 19, 2010, 02:08
everything is going wrong.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 19, 2010, 16:32
i hate my school friends

they think it's funny when someone is whisked off to hospital nearly needing stitches (guess who, yes, it was sam.), so they decide they're going to say "he's dead, Lauren"

uuurgh i wish they'd stop taking the mic because I like him :/ last night all the girls were asking on a scale of one to ten i like him, and i couldn't say because ten was too small, and then they were picking out all his bad qualities and crap.

oh and the only other male friend i have is basically trying to get me to give up on sam. asshole.

and yeah i'm in a depressy angry mood -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 19, 2010, 18:14
Btw, I've heard a lot of people talk about this 'Mechanics' subject.. What is it? :B I don't think we have it in Ireland. Is it just like, physics and maths?

Oh thank God I thought it was just me and my old age not knowing what that was :V

I'm not really depressed per se, just exhausted D: Not been sleeping so well. And when I'm tired Like this I end up feeling pretty sorry for myself D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 19, 2010, 18:19
Our guinea pig is being put down at the moment. I'm so upset right now, I've cried so much. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on May 19, 2010, 18:56
God I hate that guy so much.
 
For any people wondering, I'm in Primary (this just explains why it seems like a big deal.)
 
So I kiss this guy and I love him. We tell the people the people who saw not to tell anyone but well, well, well, someone just couldn't keep his mouth shut. We now have 30 people making fun of us, 7 being nice to us, and 7 being a bit neutral. This same guy also has the cheek to, after all of this, make fun of my music taste. So what if I like Vic Mignogna, so what if I like Vocaloid. So what if I like Megurine Luka who does cover songs. This guy clearly hasn't got the gist of OPINION.
 
I now feel really upset listening to these song because, even though I like them I've just got someone saying "Alice is an idiot because she likes people that no one has heard of. I can't tell my mum... I'm gonna go and call Rosie.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on May 19, 2010, 22:42
@fluffy pinkness: don't worry, everyone'll forget about it soon. kissing is such a big deal when you're your age. i mean, kids will have full make out sessions behind the school and people only say that they made out if the people tell anyone. lol, its just kids being silly and immature. people will forget about it soon.. maybe not that you had your first kiss in elementary, but they'll forget ever thinking it was a bad thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on May 20, 2010, 04:29
All the ignorant people that wont acknowledge animal abuse. :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 20, 2010, 10:07
i did something terrible...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 20, 2010, 10:18
I dislike not being able to sleep immensely. To the point where I have to take sleeping pills to make sure I get decent sleep before my exam tomorrow, but instead they don't kick in until I woke up half an hour ago, so I took them only to get 5 hours sleep anyway and now have to fight them when I have things that need doing =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 20, 2010, 16:20
Our guinea pig is being put down at the moment. I'm so upset right now, I've cried so much. ;-;

nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ;________________________________; *hugs* poor thing D=

I want the warmth to go away! I nearly got heat stroke at lunch time!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 20, 2010, 16:32
MAJOR HEADACHE ;;
damn you 21 degrees heat >:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 20, 2010, 16:34
MAJOR HEADACHE ;;
damn you 21 degrees heat >:


that's nothing. it was 31 in our school car park. 31!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 20, 2010, 16:42
It's been stupidly muggy here. Being on the 8th floor does not help. I've resorted to wearing as little as possible to cool off enough to revise
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 20, 2010, 18:39
I got injured from playing football in the glorious sun earlier. Also, we aren't allowed to wear shorts even though girls can wear skirts which means that we have to roast during the day. I might just go in shorts anyways, because they're comfy and easy to wear.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on May 20, 2010, 19:26
For our next gig I have to learn Hot For Teacher by Van Halen. Not fun. Not fun AT ALL.

I'll take the German version of 99 Red Balloons over that any day.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ferox on May 20, 2010, 19:35
I am depressed because my friend goes to a different school. She's basicly the only one I can properly talk to. Mind you, I'm depressed about that all the time so...  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 20, 2010, 20:35
Its my best friend's last night in Bristol and all she wants to do is chat on msn to complete strangers. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 20, 2010, 20:45
i just read the heroes cast's goodbye messages and i don't think i'll be able to stop crying like a sadact because ugh it's PAINFUL OK...

/goes to watch misfits in the hope that it'll be a good ~people with powers~ substitute ;A;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 21, 2010, 01:04
(Soz...copied and pasted from dA but...it's the same story anyway...)

I dunno what the hell's going on...

Had an amazing night once again, chatting away with my boyfriend...which resulted in us both wimping out and going to bed near enough the same time...

So I go to bed...shut my eyes...then open them when i hear the light outside my bedroom flick. Then I hear my mum and dad walking downstairs to the kitchen...

I sneak downstairs into the bathroom which is next to the kitchen and try to listen in to what they might be saying...just out of curiosity.

All I hear is mumbling so I head up back to my room, try to sleep again...then all I can hear is my dad's raised voice...about ten minutes into that...my Rosy Boa's viv rattles cos of the loose glass sliding doors. That only happens when the front door is shut with force cos my room is above the front door and my Rosy Boa's viv is near enough directly over it...

Then I hear a car engine heading off up my road and away...and shortly after, my mum creeping back upstairs...faintly sobbing...

I have no clue whats happening...but...I dont suppose I'll be waking up to good news later this morning...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on May 21, 2010, 01:26
The fact that i have my spanish writing test soon and it is horrible because i purely dont know what im going to get.
Sometimes i get As
Sometimes i get Es D :
But my cw is like A and my oral was like B so hopefully even if it is the worst i can get away with a C though i got a C when i got A on one test and E on the other XD
dam complicated spamish. >.>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 22, 2010, 08:55
Me hieroglyphs exam is due to start in half an hour... and I know nothing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 22, 2010, 17:06
This goddamn heat akdkjfskdjfskdf D< Who actually enjoys being all uncomfortable and icky? D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on May 22, 2010, 17:11
Acute feelings of worthlessness.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 22, 2010, 17:37
This goddamn heat akdkjfskdjfskdf D< Who actually enjoys being all uncomfortable and icky? D:
Agreed, when the weather people say "it's going to be 28 degrees :D :D :D" as if everyone will love that, I get highly annoyed. At least when it's cold those who don't like it can easily warm up.

My source of misery is maths revision, I intended to do a full pack of C1 papers today, and have managed to get about half way through one paper. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 22, 2010, 17:49
I can't go to Green Day anymore ;; My mum thinks that the person who's selling the ticket to me will be some pervy old man >> I remember seeing her at the gig in October god damnit. I know which hotel I'm gonna stay in, what buses I'm getting. I have it all planned D: She thinks I'll get lost aswell. It's not that far from Buchannan Bus station to Central, then to the secc >> [/rage]

also the heat. wth is up with that. According to the local radio station the majority of the highlands was hotter that Costa Del sol and IBIZA today. pfft.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 22, 2010, 17:50
My source of misery is maths revision, I intended to do a full pack of C1 papers today, and have managed to get about half way through one paper. >.<

That's more C1 revision than me, I've done none. I did a bit of C2 though. I hope I don't struggle with the Maths exams but I should revise tbf. Plus it's hard to revise with a crying baby =/

I love the heat myself, but it's annoying when there isn't much to stop it being so agitating. Yesterday I was really hot after playing loads of football, and even after having a litre of water I was still thirsty and sticky.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 22, 2010, 18:07
Mmm... heat.

Although I have burnt my back from yesterdays revision and if it doesnt calm down i cant beach it tomorrow. Unless I cover up that part of my back.. the rest of my torso has some catching up to do... it's pale...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 22, 2010, 18:32
...

I'm frazzled. Okay...my right arm is. The rest is...normal. But its sooo sore ;;

Also...

My neices. They've been nagging me to take them down to my river since like 5...I'm telling them no cos i've only just sat down really after helping my dad out all day...and I cant bare another moment in the sun...they're screaming and crying at me, saying im horrible to them, I'm yelling to be heard which is increasing my anger...they cry harder, go tell my mum that I'm "being mean" and now I have her screeching at me, telling me I'm a lazy cow >>

Im sorry...but since when did having time to myself become such a big "No no?"

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on May 22, 2010, 19:40
My source of misery is maths revision, I intended to do a full pack of C1 papers today, and have managed to get about half way through one paper. >.<

Snap.

Urgh why is Monday such a disgusting day D= 2.5hrs of French followed by 3 hours of Maths... Pure torture! And I am really worried about Maths yet cannot bring myself to revise so I am worrying about not revising instead of revising and arghhhhhhh.

mustrevisetomorrow
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 22, 2010, 22:53
I looked at my revision notes and I wondered if they were for a different course because I didn't recognise a thing. The exam is next Thursday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 23, 2010, 20:08
Other than my revision; my PC just overheated, now I know it's the start of summer. ;.; Have the next few months worrying about even watching a video incase it shuts the PC off now. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 23, 2010, 20:11
The weather will probably continue into tomorrow and be amazing whilst I'm sitting college. Then when I come out knowing Wales it'll rain! Ah well still had a nice weekend.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on May 23, 2010, 20:24
exams tomorrow and i can't do maths

i've just found my exam spray stuff and it's leaked since i last used it so now i don't have a clue what to do D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 23, 2010, 22:24
I'm a human lobster.

Like... red.. everywhere =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on May 23, 2010, 23:52
the fact that my second best friend is biting me in the back. I cant believe her, we've been friends for nearly TWO YEARS and she has the nerve to do all this!! Sometimes I wonder whether anyone in the entire goddamn world is a decent person!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 24, 2010, 00:01
My boyfriend's mum is dying...

She had a heart attack...and now doctors have found another proble with her heart which they cant do much about as surgery is too risky for her...

I wish I could be of more support right now...but since I've never had someone as close as my parents die...Im not sure how I can help...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 24, 2010, 20:47
Knackered with a capital Q.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 24, 2010, 21:14
I feel ditched all the time ... My mates have a right go at me when I put a picture up that I load of people liked .. and I had to delete them .. Now they have the same types up ...

So called mates are just getting my to annoyed and they aint seen my when I explode...

I have a huge test this friday ..

I have 3 bits o course to do tomorrow in a hour .. Yay .. not.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 25, 2010, 01:25
keep gettin ditched. ain't like they don't have reason to. just hurts is all. love you only lasts a couple of minutes i guess.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 25, 2010, 11:56
My eyes feel like they're going to burst from behind and I have only tea bags and a loaf of bread left to eat.
My best friend never talks to me when she visits her bofriend and since they moved in together I haven't heard a peep, of course we won't lose touch but it might be rare we can talk regularly or for any length of time now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on May 25, 2010, 19:10
End of year exam on Friday for Film Studies.
End of year exam on Wednesday for English (Which is terrifying)

Both of which pale in comparison to the fact that Cougars just killed my horse on Red Dead Redemption. That horse had stood up to guns, getting bumped by trains and almost falling off cliffs, just to be blindsided by a cougar who pulled its legs out from under it.

Tempted to reload the last save, but that feels like cheating as that's the kind of random encounter I should expect from RDR
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on May 25, 2010, 21:12
not depressed.. really quite stressed. 
this is what i imagine high blood pressure to feel like, but as i don't have blood spurting from my eyes and ears, i'll assume it's just good old-fashioned stress. 
 
I would really, really, really like some quiet when i get home..

would like time without my sister and her gaggle of friends shrieking and playing loud music just across the hall [if the noise they make is that much louder than the noise in my headphones, something's amiss, surely?]..
it's not constant, as she will leave the house.. and come back later with more friends. more leaving and returning means more knocking at the door means more barking for the dogs.

would like time without the dogs barking every half hour, or our oldest dog [who insists on lying next to wherever i am] jumping up to bark and either being incredibly loud too close to my ear, or pulling the charge cable out of my laptop and thus causing it to freeze like the piece of crap it is.

i have felt like this.. every evening for the past.. i don't even know how long. But it's gotten worse this last month.. maybe because our oldest dog is getting more senile and imagines more things to bark at.. he's barking right now. when he's not doing that he's panting and standing in corners or under tables and knocking things over. probably deaf now, too.
Just me he sticks to like a tick: nobody else. I love him to bits but I really do want him to go away or shut up.

I just want.. a bubble of quiet.
I want everything loud to go away.
I want to be able to get home from work and not feel like banging my head against a wall.
I want people to actually close doors if they're not going to turn their precious music down-- which sounds like someone putting up shelves-- and not give me sarcasm and lip if I ask if they could.
I want quiet.
I want to sleep for a few weeks.
Or maybe just past eight o'clock on the weekends, or whenever it is that the barking starts.

plus i have to sort out some paperwork and things that i can't do until some other things get sent back to me or I have to apply for something first and get told that I've done it all wrong and phone up places which can put me on hold. usual fun things that i can't get my head around because i'm thick thick thick as a brick. 
 
at least the hot weather seems to be easing a bit. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 26, 2010, 00:06
Let's just say mates at the moment :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 27, 2010, 23:38
I have to do a research proposal by Monday night and I don't even have an idea yet.  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 28, 2010, 09:21
i've officially left schol and on the last day all my friends were laughing talking about going for a frappe at tesco and i was standing there feeling so ditched. they always automatically think i'm in on it yet i don't know wth is going on!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 28, 2010, 15:00
UWE's Drink the Bar Dry is happening so close I could throw my tea at the student union, everyone sounds so happy but my housemates are out, my friends have finished uni and gone home and now I just feel completely isolated. Oh well, next week I'll be home for the Summer although being alone in Kent isn't much of an improvement.

I make too many posts in this topic too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 28, 2010, 15:20
It's Kent. Being alone in it is epic regardless. I'm going back to Kent on Tuesday.

Which means leaving Wales behind for a bit whilst I go job hunting =[

I need money =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 28, 2010, 15:33
Half term is upon us. No whilst I am happy about half term it just when we go back we'll only have two weeks left in college. I know I'll see two of my friends but I just know I wont see the one I'm most close too. I'm really going to miss her and I kinda want to tell her I like her before the end but I just can't see it happening.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 28, 2010, 19:16
The group Scavenger Hunt on Aywas is making me realise I don't fit in anywhere there. I can hardly force myself to join a team I don't think I'd feel comfortable being in, and all the teams I want to join have restrictions on them. It's another case of "Not a member of the site chat? You're not that important". :\

Edit:
And I miss IA, I've got loads I want to vent about and I don't feel comfortable doing that on Aywas... or here... :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 28, 2010, 20:42
^ sorry bb i'm really stuck for getting it back again ugh i feel so bad...


atm it's just... people being afraid to talk to me because they don't like their friends being upset at them when they do. they still talk to me but it always ends in some jealousy fueled pissing contest

also feel down about everything in general. so different from everyone at my day-job sort of thing. gives them an excuse to rip on me. most of the time it's because of the way i speak which is... hard to make out. my braces mess up my speech so everything i say is uttered with a lisp and i can't pronounce like 98% of my vocabulary. also making fun of my hair. what's wrong with my hair? i thought it was quite nice. my glasses aren't ugly either and it's not my fault i wear them nor is it my fault i have braces which mess up my speech...

i should stop talking then. until i get my teeth fixed i'll just keep silent. dwayne from little miss sunshine can do it, why can't i?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 28, 2010, 20:52
^ sorry bb i'm really stuck for getting it back again ugh i feel so bad...

Nghhh I'm sorry I shouldn't have mentioned it, don't feel bad about it... I just feel like the internet is an exclusive club and I'm venting about it in the wrong way. x.x;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 28, 2010, 20:54
I failed my Science exam today...

My brother wished I was dead when I was with him for only 5 minutes...

This boy I like dad is staying at mine .. But is going home next week .. Meaning I wont see the boy again siince he leaves school today :/

I have to get up at 6am and I love to lie in! Grr... Stupid work!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 30, 2010, 02:48
just watched the last episode of heroes on bbc2 and truly died inside at the fact it said 'to be continued' at the end. ugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on May 30, 2010, 06:11
a friend of mine died on friday at school. He didn't go to my school, but word spread rather quick. Apparently he just collapsed in front of the class. Turns out he had a heart attack. I didn't know him too well but I would consider him a friend, he was the nicest person I've ever met, I never saw him without a smile on his face. I'm just looking at over all these groups on Facebook about him, so sad to see him go. way to early.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 30, 2010, 20:23
My housemate for next year is so fat the fat collapsed in on itself......which explains why you can see her ribs poking out beneath her gaunt face. :???
Anyway to solve this problem she is starving herself as soon as she moves out of her parents house and in with me and another guy. Its going to be so much fun, I've never had a chance to use a feeding tube on someone and Its going to be great training for all the unstable people I might meet in hospital.


But seriously she refuses to go to a councillor and the one at uni is free of charge and sees quite a lot of girls doing this. I'm worried.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 31, 2010, 00:58
Got my final Geography exam tomorrow...

On a bank holiday.

>>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 31, 2010, 20:10
Fell over in goals today hurt my ankle, killing me now it is!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 01, 2010, 13:53
still no modem
still no internet
i have so much art i need to upload and... ugh. i need to check tumblr!!!!

IT'S ALSO ZQ'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW AND I DON'T HAVE STRIPES OR A FUG HAT OR FKFHSNEHS ANYTHING.

and i cut myself while helping my sister with her art presentation and it's jfhjfhsns painful :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 01, 2010, 15:08
still no modem
still no internet
i have so much art i need to upload and... ugh. i need to check tumblr!!!!

IT'S ALSO ZQ'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW AND I DON'T HAVE STRIPES OR A FUG HAT OR FKFHSNEHS ANYTHING.

and i cut myself while helping my sister with her art presentation and it's jfhjfhsns painful :(

Ouch /: Hope your cut heals. [:
I'm slightly depressed because I need a job. And people just don't want to hire a student. Darn recession. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on June 01, 2010, 21:01
I'm starting to feel like the third wheel in my own relationship =/

My friend just cant keep her nose out of our buisness...

She's invited herself over to stay at MY house while my boyfriend stays too, she's planning everything we're going to do while he's over here whether the two of us actually like it or not, keeps on saying how excited SHE is to see him when he gets here and has even gone as far as to tell me not to kiss him when she's around >>

Is he MY boyfriend or hers!? Seriously!

Its just getting me SO angry right now...and I dont even know what I can do about it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 01, 2010, 21:42
^ Maybe get your boyfriend to act disappointed that she is intruding on your evening and then snog him (I mean if you two are already happy with that obviously) right in front of her. Hurray for snoggins! :P

Not depressed so much as angry. Me and my housemates are moving just down the road and I have to sort out the gas, electricity, internet, TV licence, water etc. I've been sorting that stuff out for the last two years and I always deal with the landlord. Someone elses turn now please!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on June 01, 2010, 23:19
I'm a bit stressed out at the moment =[ I still have 7 exams to go, and I'm not that confident with them =/ Especially the Physics ones.

Also today I was meant to sort out my accommodation for uni, and the system for it opened online today. Within two minutes, all the accommodation I liked had gone. I managed to click on one of them, but by the time I had clicked on it, it was gone. It was really annoying, and I was only about a minute late getting there (as my cat was stuck on the roof and I was trying to get him down >>). I had planned it all out as well, and had been waiting all morning for the system to open. 10 minutes before, the cat gets stuck on the roof and then I lose track of time. Aghh. Now I've just had to register a preference, and have to wait until late August to be told which accommodation I get. I just wanted to get something sorted, and have things a bit more secure =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: zezemanoob on June 01, 2010, 23:29
that the girl i love has just rejected me withought a second thought ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on June 02, 2010, 00:05
Tumblr is.
All these stories.

Oh and Lost is depressing me.
Cause I miss it badly.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 02, 2010, 14:39
House was broken into last night and the scumbags made off with my favourite guitar as well as a load of electronic stuff we have... Had...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 02, 2010, 18:59
I can't seem to find Kingdom Hearts anywhere! I've searched two towns and nothing...to Swansea I must go and hopefully it shall be there.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilverFlame on June 02, 2010, 19:23
My grandma was recently diagnosed with dementia and they sent her to a nursing home. And they think she's completely nutty. My aunt told me that one minute my gram was whistling out the window, saying she was 'calling the birds', and the next she was shouting "get outta here ya damn birds!"

(excuse my typed language. Don't be offended, and don't hurt me if it was 'against the rules'!)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 03, 2010, 11:28
my sister never told me drinking alcohol through a straw made it worse.
i came into class today with a hangover.


'jennifer's not said a word all day'

I SPOKE TO YOU FOR 20 MINUTES ABOUT MY CV AND I THOUGHT YOU LISTENED.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 03, 2010, 13:08
The orthodontist. He wants me back in today. Again. I know I break my wires sometimes, but it's his fault for not giving me the choice of having multi-coloured bands! Revenge, my friend. Or is it karma... Idk.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 03, 2010, 15:05
Spent half the day breeding ralts for decent IV's and got one with a 31 sp attack IV...but it was a Jolly one destined to be a gallade. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 03, 2010, 16:39
I feel like I'm going nuts. I just don't know what to do I is rather bored ; ;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on June 05, 2010, 17:50
school's coming to an end so fast.

 'this belongs in the what's making you happy right now topic!' you say! but not really. all of the years before, it probably should've. but this year was so different.

 last summer, i told myself.. i'm going to be a good person, i'm going to be myself, i'm going to be social. I'm going to go on a roadtrip with my personality today. I'm going to just go, and see where the road takes me, and try to have as much fun as possible, and not regret anything.

 for the most part, everything came true. this was the best year i've had. i formed a strong connection with a lot of people, got a lot of people trusting me, and i went from nobody to somebody. i'm friends with kids who smoke, who get straight as, who care about nothing but sports, who are having bad lives.. and its been such a great thing.

 but i've met so many people i want to get a lot closer to. and with school ending, I won't be able to. And I can't continue the life roadtrip over the summer. If I did my whole chill and see how far I go, I'd be on the internet and really not doing much at all, instead of making real friends, you know? I know this summer's going to be fun with my friends, but.. it won't be the same.

 and i'm going to be a freshman next year. I'm going to the biggest school in the state, and there are going to be a ton of people at the school. I'm still going to be somebody for those who have known me, but I feel like I'm at a kind of disadvantage. I'm going to try cruising in freshman year, but I just have a feeling.. things are going to be a lot harder. The kid I like, he's not like some other guys girls my age are into. Like, he's another reason i don't want school to end. I'm going to lose him. I've liked this kid for about six months, and I can't get over him no matter what. I miss him really badly on the weekends. and I'm going to have to go over 2 and a half months, probably never seeing his face.. and in highschool? while we have some of the same classes, we'll probably rarely see eachother.

 if somebody told me they had recorded my 8th grade life, and i could go back, and watch my highs and lows with thought commentary.. i would be overjoyed. my year has just been so awesome, it makes me feel like i weigh nothing just thinking about it. sure, i had bad teachers, annoying assignments, late nights, some problems with people.. but they werent much at all to me in the end.

 I'm not prepared to kiss all of this goodbye in just nine days. all for memories. i'm scared of next year, and worried about what time will take.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on June 05, 2010, 18:29
I need a good night's sleep like dksjfskdjfksfh D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 05, 2010, 19:14
My feet kill from work and I've got another shift tomorrow D= I need more comfortable shoes.

Also Chemistry on monday - I've been revising and yet nothing has stuck in and arghh I really can't afford to fail this exam!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 05, 2010, 22:06
My best friend spends all her time with her boyfirends circle of friends now. Seems I'm not needed anymore. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on June 05, 2010, 22:27
I hurt my finger really badly earlier (possible dislocation) and all of a sudden my body had shut down and I just collapsed. Luckily I got up after like a second of being out of it, but my head is now really hurting after hitting it off of something and I'm just feeling weak and stuff.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on June 06, 2010, 18:34
Summer nights. I always get SO hot and never get to sleep so I do badly in school in the mornings and am really grumpy. Ended up sleeping on the floor last night ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 06, 2010, 18:36
^ That made me lol. :B And I'm kinda depressed 'cause even though we might be getting a new dog, I want my Misty back. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 06, 2010, 18:46
god damn exams.

at least i get to lie in tommorow. it's not til one o'clock.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 07, 2010, 08:52
My nice lovely half term has ended and its back to college. Thing is when I go back its the signalling of the end because we only have two weeks left.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 07, 2010, 11:02
car's broken down and we can't afford to fix it again or even think about getting another.
it seems whenever we get money something happens that we need to spend it on instead of shopping or GOING TO NANDO'S FOR A DAY OUT LIKE MUM PROMISED.
hopefully i'll be able to help when i get my £60 a week and i'll just give it to mum.

we have to move house because of it too.

also freaking out about this audition for no reason other than i don't know what to do since they said they'd give me a letter about that and they haven't THE AUDITION'S IN TWO DAYS.

and finally no modem. we were supposed to get it on may 27th but ok that's fine take your time it's not like i have art to upload or anything.

AND IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE THE MTV AWARDS TO WATCH EITHER. MISSING ZACH. MISSING CHRIS MINTZ PLASSE. MISSING EVERYTHING. BAFTAS SUCK TOO.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 07, 2010, 23:50
Work...
What do you mean its due this Friday? I thought I had weeks to do it in. >_<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on June 08, 2010, 16:09
Signed onn... Siiigned onnn..

(Well, got registered to claim Jobseekers, which depresses me because I feel like benefit seeking scum now. =]. I'm hoping they'll be able to help me a bit more by forwarding me some available positions, but.. dunno. Just felt so weird being the only claimant there not wearing tracksuit bottoms. Or being stoned.)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 08, 2010, 17:11
I failed my Bio exam this morning D= urgh I thought it was absolutely horrible and so looks like I'm resitting it in Jan D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 09, 2010, 22:40
No idea, just generally miserable.
Failed one exam this year and now I'll have to go back to Bristol early.
On top of that I have to sort out the gas, electricity, water, TV, internet, phone and deposits for the move, no one else lifts a finger to help.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 09, 2010, 22:43
My physics exam went awfully. The past paper I did must've been a fluke one covering all the topics I were confident in but skipping the bad ones. ;.; Will def have to retake it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 10, 2010, 00:05
totally failed the audition
it was cool until i got to the audition room then BAM! shakey knees and stuttering.
i'm NEVER that nervous about going up against a crowd... especially a crowd of two people!!!

oh hang on... dammit i'm sorry I'LL JUST REPEAT THAT LINE... can i start over? sorry... let me just read my lines again...
the only thing they looked mildly impressed with was the fact i could switch emotions quickly. not good enough.

ugh. curse me for being such a megalomaniac. why couldn't i just be one of those kids who's cool with working in a goddamn supermarket as long as they get paid NO i need to get noticed and i need to be the best OF COURSE i mess up the only chance to do that.

brb.
crying.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on June 11, 2010, 11:51
I can't control my spending ;;

I actually think I'm addicted to shopping online...

My boyfriend is coming over in about 12 days...I want some money so I can gallavant around with him...and I'm well aware i need to save up for him coming...

Yet I spend £30 on makeup and hair dye and a bloody BELT of all things..£30 on games...£10 on Sculpey clay...

Im so weak willed...And I wont be allowed to borror money from my parents since they've kinda stopped me from doing that ><

Im just panicking like mad now...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on June 11, 2010, 11:54
We're all leaving the Bryn =[

Well, half my floor are leaving tonight, the rest saturday. Sunday morning I'll be one of the few left =[ Not that it'd feel any different, given that I am liable to be ignored
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 11, 2010, 14:15
I've gone and busted my coxix (tailbone)

Doing ANYTHING hurts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: .~:Sly Foxx:~. on June 11, 2010, 20:38
Aaah, today's been a day... XD I managed to miss my German GCSE exam, because the school didn't put it on my timetable. It was only a resit, and I actually scored highly the first time round anyway (I was just on the edge of a grade boundary, and I was going to have the listening read out by the teacher instead of having to try and hear on the tape so I would probably have been able to get up to the A* if I'd resat), but I still got pretty distressed over it. Blah, hormones fail XD All the same, I'm fine now - not as chipper as I usually am, but not exactly SAD, and it's not for any reason either, so I'll probably perk up at random later ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 11, 2010, 20:43
Failed my D2 exam today =[ This brings my total number of resits up to three! Ah Jan is going to be fun.

Also I'm sunburned =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 11, 2010, 20:45
my teeth hurt really badly.
the amount they hurt is equal to the hatred i have for glee.


that's pretty extreme pain.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 11, 2010, 21:33
I am almost crying with the pain in my tooth right now. I got a root canal on monday, I didn't really feel much pain untill Wednesday but it's been getting worse.
I THOUGHT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO MAKE IT BETTER. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on June 11, 2010, 23:01
I am so angry, and stressed, and wound up, that I just want to beat the crap out of the next person I see or smash a window or batter my head against the wall until I knock myself out or SOMETHING to get it out of my system skjfhsdkjfsdkfj
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on June 13, 2010, 22:53
Missing my boyfriend ;;

He's probably as sick as a dog after going to the pub last night to watch the football...

But...;_____; A text back would be nice...

Also...after about 5 hours of trying to bleach my green and black hair to a peroxide blonde to dye candy pink...I've turned Gink. (Ginger pink to those not in the know) ...Im just...distraught.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Gusparce on June 13, 2010, 23:04
My parrot died.......wow. I cried alot.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MICKEY on June 13, 2010, 23:31
The weekend's over...NOOOOOOOO!! :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on June 14, 2010, 00:04
One of my friends accused another of my friends (who I consider a friend) rascist, and started giving her some serious abuse for it. I stood up for my 'sister' and thus I lose another friend.

The stupid thing is, she's hardly rascist when her boyfriend is a different race to her, so where the rascist thing came from I'll never know.


Oh and the guitarist from my band has just been dumped by his girlfriend for no apparent reason. They were doing fine then *boom* dumped. He's really confused. And the only things he has going for him right now are her and the band, since his home life is really horrid right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 14, 2010, 00:44
Last week in college this week. I'm landed for the summer for sure but we're such a tight nit class nearly all of us get along and like each other. Theres a good few people that I'll miss aswell and know I won't see them again probably.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 14, 2010, 16:20
This black cloud won't go away. It's been hanging over me for days. I'm getting snappy at people for no reason, getting slightly paranoid and worried all the time. I've been close to tears a few times  too. Today didn't help due to the fact that I hardly got any sleep then was in a mad rush to get to school, I was late anyways. Then my 'friends' started laughing at me for some stupid reason.

She kept going in her stupid 'oh I'm not the centre of attention ;;' moods. I'm getting sick of her, for gods sake, get over it, you lost your friend. You'll lose most of your friends anyways as you go through life. And stop getting on at us for talking to her. She's done NOTHING to us, it's between YOU and HER. We can speak to her if we want to so stop getting on at us for doing that.

I can't concentrate in school because of the way I'm feeling right now, I lay awake for an hour or so before I get to sleep. Then wake up during the night and take ages to fall asleep again. Ugh :/
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Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on June 14, 2010, 17:08
Exams are getting me down. I think they've gone ok so far, but in the next week I have 4 exams >> And 2 of them are the ones I find the hardest.

Tomorrow I have my Maths C3 retake, which is meh. I'm not doing that well in past papers today, so I have no idea how it will go. Then on Friday morning I have the final Physics exam. This is definitely the worst, and there are no past papers because it hasn't been done before, and the specimen paper is rubbish. And I don't get most of the stuff in it, and it's 25% of the entire A-level =[ Then in the afternoon I have C4 Maths, which is going alright but it's pretty difficult sometimes. I haven't actually started doing past papers for it either because I haven't had time. Then on Monday morning I have my Unit 3 Geography exam, and I just can't remember any of the stuff for it. And I don't have time to revise much for it because I'm too worried about Physics and C4. Arghhhh.

And to top it off, some idiot broke one of the wing mirrors off my car. It wasn't even on the side of my car that was next to the road, it was on the pavement side that had a small fence running along it. It's looking like it got hit by a football or something (no idea how though). I got back to my car and the actual mirror part was all scratched and hanging down by the wires, and the whole thing was facing forwards instead of backwards. I can't get it back into place, and it turns out part of the plastic inside has broken so I may need a new wing mirror. And I have no money. And my brakes are also squeaking, and my car is revving too high when it's stationary in traffic. Nothing is going right =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 14, 2010, 23:57
Everything! No matter what I sort out something else comes up straight away, I just want one day to relax.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 15, 2010, 00:34
I won't be able to see my best friend tomorrow. |:
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Post by: sylar on June 15, 2010, 16:49
http://twitpic.com/1wlyvs

this picture.
milo shaved his jesus hair.
may kill someone.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 17, 2010, 00:25
A girl I like wants to meet up for a date. I don't do dates and I've never been out with a girl unless she was already a close friend. On the one hand I want to go out but on the other I feel nervous because I don't really know her that well. I feel I may miss an opportunity here.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 17, 2010, 00:26
(http://i50.tinypic.com/s611m0.jpg)

the fact i'll never know what happens.
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Post by: EMPIRE on June 17, 2010, 01:12
I've felt very sad for days and I've never been like this before, for this long anyway. We broke up from college today for a 3 month summer. Now normally I'd be very happy at the time off but not this time, the love of my life has broke up with her boyfriend. This is a good thing for me obv but shes been really sad about it the past few days and its horrible seeing her like that. I was planning to tell her how much I liked even when they were still together; I know nothing was going to happen but I needed to tell her rather than never do it. But because shes been so sad lately its just not possible to tell her; its completely the wrong time.

So I didn't do it and its making me sad, I know I prob won't see her over the holidays aswell. I will try but I don't know how long to leave it before asking her to go somewhere like the cinema or whatever. So hmm, the sadness is ripe at the mo.
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Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on June 17, 2010, 17:42
I just can't seem to get up the energy to do anything |=
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Post by: kerri-anne on June 17, 2010, 19:03

Hairmutt: the squirrels are being a pain..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on June 18, 2010, 00:04
The fact I work with the laziest most selfish "managers" (and I use the term loosely) who couldn't manage a prayer in a mosque and couldn't care less about anything that doesn't affect them.

This doesn't so much make me angry as want to punch someone in the face then phone in sick and see how they cope with no staff whatsoever.
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Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on June 18, 2010, 20:24
Exams :/ Ugh, and my Duke Of Edinburugh expedition that's coming up >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on June 18, 2010, 21:05
I got snake bites.

And I dont mean the lip piercing types >>

Yup. I got bloody well bitten by my Rosy Boa!

I got BIT by a species that are "Shy, placid, tolerant of handling and bit VERY rarely" >>

I've kept MUCH more vicious things than those...heck i've had CORN SNAKES that are more vicious than these guys!

And what happens?

I GET BIT!! >>
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Post by: kerri-anne on June 18, 2010, 22:04

Hairmutt: Curtis sister had dumped  son on us all day and he's staying the night
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 18, 2010, 23:01
My uni has a new rule this year. If you fail a re-sit you get kicked out. I know people a year behind who have qualified but if I fail my re-sit in July I won't get the same treatment. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 18, 2010, 23:19
I drove down to Royal Holloway College (London) to pick up my brother from a week long seminar thing and take him back to his and his wife's flat in Leicester, and I have come to the following conclusions:

1. I hate the M25
2. I hate London (I hated it anyway, now I hate it even more)
3. I hate Peterborough
4. I hate the M1
5. I hate bus drivers, the pushy, bullying, road hogging Nazis that they are. "I'm a bus driver, therefore the laws of the road do not apply to me, excuse me while I force my way into that tiny little gap between your Peugeot 206 and the Ford Mondeo in front of you and not even acknowledge your presence."
6. I hate Leicester's central ring road
7. I hate motorcyclists
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on June 18, 2010, 23:26
I thought you hated those things anyways Milsap =S

The fact that I'm listening to Behind Blue Eyes; such a beautiful song which always makes me feel sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 18, 2010, 23:31
Nah, just London. The M25 is just a glorified car park, and Leicester's bus drivers... Well... I can't say what I want to say about them because of the 3+ law.

And the central ring road in Leicester is a joke. All the signs point to Melton Mowbray. I DON'T WANT TO GO THERE, I WANT THE A47!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on June 19, 2010, 02:13
The fact that I went to bed like two hours ago and have gotten back up because I cannot sleep, my anxiety is sky high and I actually feel nauseous with nerves. I need to go on the pills or something dfkjdkgjdfg

Work promises to be fun in, ooooh... seven hours? Wednesday could not be further away right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on June 19, 2010, 11:48
not really depressing... but while i was baby sitting the other day the girl i was looking after yanked my labret stud, it ripped a little and now it's all healed up it has gone really dry and cracked. it hurts a little too. i put some vastiline on it and on my lips to help but i got an itchy nose tried to wipe it and ended up wiping mass amounts of vastiline all over my face. now it's all sticky :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 19, 2010, 12:41
Spent over £70 so far on books for next year, no money coming in now college has finished for summer too. :<

Feel free to paypal me some cash, in exchange I can offer you an e-smile.
Taster:
:)
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Post by: #Emma---# on June 19, 2010, 13:16
My final Physics A-level exam went badly yesterday =[ It was the new one, and it was difficult, and I ran out of time. I wasn't sure what some of the questions were asking, and I forgot loads of stuff because I panicked (and I remembered a lot of this stuff after I came out of the exam!). I really think I got an E or a U on it >> I need a B or a C in Physics to go to uni, and I can't see that happening anymore. I'll just have to hope that I've done well enough in the retakes to boost it up I guess (but this exam is worth 25% of my entire grade =/). I have one retake left so I'll have to try for a high A (this one is only worth 15% though). Arghh. I thought my exams had been going ok until I got to this one >> 6 down, 3 to go =/

Also, I woke up this morning and one of my eyes is swollen for some strange reason. It's all red and my eyelid is huge. It's painful, but it also feels odd >> No idea why but it's annoying.

Then I have another exam on Monday (Geography), and I haven't revised that much for it because I was so worried about Physics >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 20, 2010, 14:35
The fact that my friend keeps spamming my facebook page with social interview questions.. /: He really needs a life.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on June 20, 2010, 21:12
the hosptial! Going to the hosptial, the soul crushing, heart wrenching place that makes me want to pour acid down my throat in sheer brokeness.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on June 20, 2010, 21:14
I find myself trapped in this house with messy people who I can no longer stand.

And I have to pack my university life away now that I am graduating. I'm not really ready for this.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 21, 2010, 15:57
My mum wouldn't let me go to glasgow. I had EVERYTHING sorted. But nooo ' the girl that's giving you the ticket could be a paedo!11' 'you'll get lost' 'you have no-where to stay'
1. I've spoken to her for ages.
2. I had the directions on my phone
3. Go halfers with another forum member.

I AM SO ANNOYED SDFGHJKL;PDJSGFHJDSBBV
i could just do a 2hr mad dash to glasgow.
why the hell do i have to live in the middle of no-where ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 21, 2010, 16:16
dear courtney's mum

hi i'm jen and i think you should let courtney come to glasgow because i live here and i have mad combat skillz so i can fight off any creepers.
i am also pretty awesome. it would only be fair that your daughter came to a city i lived in to witness my awesome up close.
ps i have many leather bound books and my apartment smells of rich mahogany. and i'm street smart. i got glasgow city heart.

- jen
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 21, 2010, 18:27
My mum wouldn't let me go to glasgow. I had EVERYTHING sorted. But nooo ' the girl that's giving you the ticket could be a paedo!11' 'you'll get lost' 'you have no-where to stay'
1. I've spoken to her for ages.
2. I had the directions on my phone
3. Go halfers with another forum member.

I AM SO ANNOYED SDFGHJKL;PDJSGFHJDSBBV
i could just do a 2hr mad dash to glasgow.
why the hell do i have to live in the middle of no-where ;_;

just say Loz from Wales met her, and she ain't a paedo

even though i haven't, but w/e

i'm probably never going to see my crush again; he's going to college and i'm staying at sixth form

damn me for being ill on the college open days /me shakefist
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on June 21, 2010, 19:32

Our summer has been cancelled! Soicol workers flault..making go to a day center from 9am-7pm...massive boredom and getting deaf by the other peolpe who go there..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on June 21, 2010, 20:37
My so called 'Friend' has been spreading rumors about me, telling people my deepest darkest secrets and telling everyone I know about the bad things in my family. Yeah, really great friend you are. Just stay away from my family, you creep.D<

[/rant]
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Post by: Lorem Ipsum on June 21, 2010, 21:42
The wonderful, splendiferous music of Elbow. It's beautiful, but oh so depressing and dreamy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on June 21, 2010, 21:45
Quote from: Shaymin
i'm probably never going to see my crush again; he's going to college and i'm staying at sixth form

Add him on fb or msn and arrange to meet up with him or something. Distance is just a hurdle you gotta jump guuurl! =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 21, 2010, 22:05
i'm probably never going to see my crush again; he's going to college and i'm staying at sixth form

The guy I like lives in Scotland and I've barely seen him over the past two years =[ Msn is a wonderful way to keep annoying him though!


We only started A2 teaching today and already I'm faced with a mountain of work - A few maths lessons worth and a load of biology statistics stuff that I need to teach myself in time for our field trip next week, not including everything else I'll miss tomorrow =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 22, 2010, 13:30
Its the summer holidays for me and I wish I were still in college. I really hope the rest of the summer doesn't stay the way it has been so far. Everyone seems to be busy or on holiday its crap!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 22, 2010, 15:11
i never got accepted into college and i just don't see a point anymore
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 22, 2010, 15:33
Add him on fb or msn and arrange to meet up with him or something. Distance is just a hurdle you gotta jump guuurl! =]

he deleted his fb and he hasn't been on his msn for decades :B i have his twitter though :P

i can't believe it... school's finally over... it only feels like yesterday i was a terrified six year old hiding behind my mum's legs in year one :B
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 22, 2010, 16:45
^ You've left school? wow :O I still have another year.

THE HEAT FGHJKL. I almost puked today, I was so hungry and I was sweating so much. I'm scottish man I'm not used to this ;; Also the setlist was epic last night why couldn't I go.
[yes i have post gig deprssion even though I wasn't actually there.]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 22, 2010, 18:26
^ You've left school? wow :O I still have another year.

HA!

Quote
THE HEAT FGHJKL. I almost puked today, I was so hungry and I was sweating so much. I'm scottish man I'm not used to this ;; Also the setlist was epic last night why couldn't I go.
[yes i have post gig deprssion even though I wasn't actually there.]
aaw! *hugs*

yeah it's like 30+ degrees here and all my guinea pigs are like blargh and so am I i hate summer!

i wish winter and the snow'd come back.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on June 22, 2010, 18:33
Mother just called me selfish because I said that I didn't like the food at a restaurant with friends. The things she said hurt a lot and she doesn't even realize it because SHE'S the one who doesn't give a damn about anything other than her appearance and how others perceive her. Sorry to be the blemish in your life, ma. It's your own fault for getting pregnant with me, and I'll bet you 1000 bucks if she knew that I wouldn't meet her standards back when she was pregnant with me she'd have seriously considered getting rid of me.

No joke.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on June 22, 2010, 19:06
I've got nowhere to watch the football, I'm really hungry but I can't cook, I'm feeling generally down and urgh, can't be arsed with anything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on June 22, 2010, 22:32
i'm not ballsy enough to im the kid i've liked for.. five or six months? lol im sad.

we used to be so close thoughhhh im gonna im him this summer though. that strange fortune teller talking about us growing closer in july best be right, or else i'll burn her house to the ground.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 24, 2010, 21:25
I smell like Guinness. I fogot that draught is like beer in that if it gets shaken up it'll go everywhere.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 25, 2010, 18:33
The neighbors for my old house were the kind to never speak except the occasional "hello" over the hedge...but the ones at my new house just came over and invited me to a BBQ. I'm going to have to spend months thinking up excuses to avoid them now. >.<
Why can't people just be anti-social? :(
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Post by: Moon Chaser on June 25, 2010, 19:49
It is too hot inside and outside.
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Post by: Webby on June 25, 2010, 23:03
In between all the paperwork and stress for uni, I didn't think to consider checking up on bursaries and I just found out the deadline for assessment was 1st June. Dx   I am totally screwed next year.
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Post by: Milsap on June 25, 2010, 23:48
The neighbors for my old house were the kind to never speak except the occasional "hello" over the hedge...but the ones at my new house just came over and invited me to a BBQ. I'm going to have to spend months thinking up excuses to avoid them now. >.<
Why can't people just be anti-social? :(

If the 2012 Olympics were being held in Spalding then the 4x100 ASBO relay would be the focus of everybody's attention.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 26, 2010, 22:46
Why did I try my contact lenses! They feel weird and I look odd without a big chunk of glass and metal to cover my face. I need a bag or a mask or something.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: CrimsonalCore on June 27, 2010, 00:29
I was cheerful in the morning, but when I went back to sleep and woke up later on, I felt depressed.

It is possible for a human that depressed without any reason or thinking something sad? Like thinking about how your parent dies/loved one dies, for example.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 27, 2010, 13:21
My friend.
"everyone picks on me!"
No. No they don't. They are having something called a JOKE. I don't think you've heard of it :v
She went mental because my friend ryan kept on calling her a tomboy, jokingly obv.

Then she points to one of the walls in school that has an oystercatcher painted on it, then asks 'What's that?'. We tell her "its a bird!" She goes nuts and says, "I know it's a bird, I was pointing to the splatter!!!11"
How were we supposed to know. Anyways she stormed off afterwards.
I really can't deal with her tantrums. GROW UP.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 27, 2010, 13:38
i can't draw women
i make them ugly and i can't draw what i see in my head which is a lot better than what i actually throw into photoshop
always the case
ugh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on June 27, 2010, 16:51
The score on England vs Germany D=

I'm just going to dig a hole and die in it right now =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ferox on June 27, 2010, 17:09
I know. DD=
Bye Bye England. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 27, 2010, 17:11
Well, I haven't got much of an opinion on the World Cup seeing as I'm not from England or Germany, but yeah, it appears to be depressing a lot on here. :V Also, I have hayfever. Ugh.
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Post by: EagleEye101 : Impactz on June 27, 2010, 18:09
England. Nuff said. Lousy jerks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on June 27, 2010, 18:14

Hairmutt: broke my pokewalker... that and this england world cup. I am gald their out as the media would not of shutted up if thet had won.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 27, 2010, 18:19
Next on Heroes
   - Heroes has ended.


/clutches boxsets ;_______;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on June 27, 2010, 18:22
The Football results. I got dragged out of the house in the boiling heat, to an even hotter, stuffy pub just for England to loose.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on June 27, 2010, 23:59
England vs Germany doesn't depress me. I laughed when I found out. Once again a ton of hype, and once again, England got their asses handed to them on a platter.

Anyways I'm somewhat upset right now, since my best mate is really upset about something but he won't say what, and he's sayin he'll never be happy again until the day he dies. I hate it when he talks like that =/
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Post by: Sunnii on July 01, 2010, 16:16
I hate this date. It's meant to be a happy date normally co it is close to the summer and all. But nothing ever good will make me happy on the 1st july .. It's been six years since my dad died. And of course one mate was a competely .... *beep * ect... I ended up having a right go at her in the mddle of the food hall.  Not nice.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on July 01, 2010, 17:14
^ Pm me if you want to talk. I'm sorry to hear about your dad. *hug* :( I'm depressed because my friend is being a total idiot. He broke up with my best friend for nothing and still has the nerve to invite himself out whenever we go somewhere. |:

Surfing today was terrible. That's all I'm saying. Plus, I feel sick.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 02, 2010, 20:22
The bathroom tap water tastes funny and smells like the sludge we found at the bottom of the old pond.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on July 02, 2010, 23:14
It is too warm. The heat is making me dizzy and tired.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on July 03, 2010, 15:04
Only two more days with my boyfriend...

;____;

*issonotseriouslyconsideringfollowinghimbacktoIreland*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 03, 2010, 21:37
Just had a massive argument with my friend. She asked a guy out after just 4 days of knowing him, then pretty much forced him into going out with her by acting all depressed and upset. 2 days later, he dumps her for the girl he's liked for god knows how long, and she starts moaning non-stop about how she lost the one she loved. I kinda told her to stop moaning and pick herself back up, then BOOM! argument from hell...it's got to the point we're refusing to speak to each other. Problem is, we're working in the same place as well...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on July 03, 2010, 21:53
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE INCAPABLE TO PICKING UP ON THE MOST FACE SLAPPINGLY OBVIOUS OF HINTS

ugh this is going to end up with me cracking up in a fit of rage and people being upset but oh well
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 04, 2010, 22:15
(http://s3.amazonaws.com/twitpic/photos/large/124595994.jpg?AWSAccessKeyId=0ZRYP5X5F6FSMBCCSE82&Expires=1278279095&Signature=uexNbMvMwF8yWj6qsgwAbc8AFrI%3D)


punches an infant in the stomach and the face at the same time
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on July 04, 2010, 22:18
Would it anger you if I thought the Beiber pic was you for a few seconds?


*runs away*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 04, 2010, 22:23
... why would you even?! ;_;
even though i can see where you'd get confused. i am gorgeous like zach and have bieber's hair ;o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on July 04, 2010, 23:50
I have just finished college for good. I am too old to start another course and i have been looking for a job for ages. I just discovered that because of my college time ending my payment is going to change to £40 a week. £15 of that going towards rent. How on earth i am going to live on £25 a week is beyond me. Especially as i have to buy food, clothes, travel, loo rolls, deodorant and shampoo it's going to be real tough until i finally either get a job or get into the RAF.

Thankfully i have been selling a lot of paintings lately so at least i have a tiny amount of other money coming in. It's not much, unreliable and not regular but i am grateful as i sometimes have a few extra squids to fall back on when things get really tough. <3

((Also my flatmate ate all my ice cream, noodles and -all- my fruit, has been using my shampoo and loo rolls so i have to lock everything in my room... Her friends also stole my phone and one of My Xbox controllers... which i had to replace))
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: CrimsonalCore on July 04, 2010, 23:58
After reading the poetry that make you wish you were never born.......
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on July 06, 2010, 08:59
Well...

You're all probably sick to the back teeth of me twittering on about it...

Buuut...

My boyfriend's finally gone home after staying with me for two weeks...which is a week longer than the both of us expected.

Which is why him going home is so much more harder to cope with ><

We've had an extra week to bond even more and we've taken complete advantage of that =/ So much so...we both just burst into tears while he was packing his bags this morning...

I'm actually feeling so sick with depression now he's gone...I have no clue what to do with myself...and just...GAH ><;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 06, 2010, 12:15
Bad joints and looking after an elderly relative who was once so independent.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on July 06, 2010, 12:53
Feeling ronery and sadry arone.

Also I am turning 25 next week and this depresses me like you wouldn't believe. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on July 06, 2010, 13:02
Im on a two week holiday break and I'm sick, wth.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on July 06, 2010, 14:18
31 degrees celcius outside, 89 degrees farenheit.. and its 9:00 am. in new england.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on July 06, 2010, 14:30
I have no money, and i can't find any work D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on July 06, 2010, 14:41
Feeling ronery and sadry arone.

Also I am turning 25 next week and this depresses me like you wouldn't believe. D:

Hugs ;( 25 is not old, you still have at least 10 years left before you can think about suicide! JK chin up :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on July 06, 2010, 19:19
Less depressing, more annoying. I accidentally held control + scroll wheel and the text on a forum went big, but now when I shrink it down I've forgotten what size I usually use so nothing seems right. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 06, 2010, 19:51
^ Press Ctrl and 0, it'll reset the size. :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on July 06, 2010, 20:27
Newcastle v Sunderland has been moved to a Sunday so I might not be able to go. It's more angry than depressed but still ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on July 06, 2010, 20:41
^ Press Ctrl and 0, it'll reset the size. :)
You're my new favourite person. :>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on July 06, 2010, 22:03
I have to wait till November for the releasw of CoD Black Ops and March next year for Pokemon Black. :(. I want them both now. :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 14:16

Kerri-anne: I am afraid that this man with tourette's is going to make me deaf at this day center and staff don't do anything to get him to lower the vomule.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on July 07, 2010, 14:17
Uhh, he can't help it...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 07, 2010, 14:20
staff don't do anything to get him to lower the vomule.
Some hardware shops have pots full of ear plugs and you can take a pair for free or a tiny charge.

I'm depressed about about my re-sit. Now to copy and paste that into this topic every day until August.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 16:17
Uhh, he can't help it...

Kerri-anne: and that really makes it alight for the people to put up ? thanks if you can't I am being saracist..I thought you guys would understand that severly disabled shouldn't be in with not severly disabled.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 07, 2010, 16:27
Now I feels sad about not knowing what a "saracist" is...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 16:30
saracism is that better for you
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 07, 2010, 16:33
severly disabled shouldn't be in with not severly disabled.
My brother had a similar problem in a hospital ward. He was told he needed plenty of rest after the op, but he could never sleep at night because of the patients with mental problems shouting all night and the crazy guy opposite who would stare at him all night long shouting weird accusations of things that happended decades ago.

I suppose it all depends how bad their condition is. Don't want to exclude people if it can be helped.


Edit: sarcasm right? Like what I think Guildguider Apprentice is using to humerous effect.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 07, 2010, 16:42
saracism is that better for you

Now I feel worse, because I've never heard of that concept.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 17:20

Curtis; we have to go the day center and probaby GO DEAF. I thought mum would understand that someone shouting at the top of his voice is not good for people who are party deaf.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 07, 2010, 17:27
^ Fake being religious and join a chruch day group if the day centre isn't working out for you. Works even better if you really are religious.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 17:49

Kerri-anne: it just they seem to cater more the more sever disabilties. Not some with AS/ dyslexia..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 07, 2010, 23:36
freakin
parents
sisters
family
BULLCRAP.

nobody's a victim, nobody hates each other and i wish everyone would just SHUT UP
my sister's saying mum's a horrible person and she's telling me all this stuff that's wrong with her and then tells me she's not trying to turn us against her??? is that why she told me that i should never lend mum money??? is THAT why she said i should trust dad more?
she's so UP HER OWN ASS and i hate her and whenever i think about her i get so ANGRY and i hate everything she does she confuses me and i want it all to fix itself so mum can be happy and ana and sarah won't have to grow up into this broken up bulls--t!!!

also the fact i'm not even good enough to get into a freakin AMATEUR DRAMATICS group let alone a higher drama course? i'm never gonna get anywhere and for real i don't see a point in continuing because everything's just happening all over again and i've never wanted to hurt people more than i do now because everything's just making me so angry and i hate it all so much i just want to be happy again but i can't when i'm being kicked out of my house and told to grow up like i have been since i was 10 because we need money and i couldn't be a child without that money and i just want those 4 years of depression back so i can live them because i should have been a child and now i'm being forced to be an adult and i'm not ready for that i just want to go back and fix everything

i also get annoyed by the fact i'm so freakin lonely because nobody wants to be my friend because i'm weird i'm not normal i'm not supposed to like what i like and live how i live i'm not pretty and i'm depressed. nobody wants me and nobody gives a damn.

nobody has any idea why i'm so angry all the time because nobody wants to listen and i want to hurt someone to make them listen because i need to to make everything even slightly better and just

why is everything so horrible now when it was all going so well a few weeks ago i just felt like i could live without worrying anymore.







i'm sorry
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 09, 2010, 15:35
I've lost my voice... well I haven't but my throat is all flemmy and it feels weird.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 09, 2010, 19:06
I found out why I failed my exam, surprisingly it wasn't because I'm stupid (although that was how I failed the previous one) but because we're allowed to take references into the exam but I always paraphrase my references which isn't allowed so they failed it. I could understand if there was a warning but the module handbook makes no mention to what you can or can't take and the lecturers never said anything against it. I was taught to always paraphrase too so it was just a natural way for me to work. I have to go and be grumpy now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on July 09, 2010, 23:41
A Geography project that I spent two and a half weeks on has gone. I sent it from my laptop at home to my login at school, opened it, saved it and when I went to open it on Thursday it was gone. I had deleted it off my laptop so I checked the recycle bin. Turns out I emptied it on the Wednesday. I am currently trying to scrape something together for Monday (that is when it is due in).
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on July 09, 2010, 23:41
I have just spent forever on the wrong side of everything, been homeless, slept rough, sofa surfed, and currently in a homeless shelter. for weeks i would have to live off what i could beg for or busk for on the street until i found a college course that gave me £30 a week so that was cool.

But i have got my act together, been offered a job at a paint balling centre (i love paint balling <3) and i was told i would be pretty good at the job and i am moving into my own brand new flat on Monday. For once everything is going right for me and i will finally be able to stand up and say "I’m doing ok" not perfect, i won't have a lot of money to myself but I’m fine with that.

The thing was after receiving this fantastic news, i turned to one of my good friends and i wanted to talk to him about it, as you would do, something good happens you would want to talk. He just told me that i won't be able to hack the job and I’m going to lose my flat and that i am useless at everything. Saying I’m not smart enough to live on my own even though i have been doing pretty well living on my own recently. He is meant to be my friend and he is being really horrid to me about something i was really pleased about.

I asked him if he could help me carry a few boxes but he said no, he lives 5 minutes away and he won’t even pick up any boxes.

Also 2 weeks ago the person taking care of my gerbils gave them away without telling me. She had my number and everything she could have called and asked me to move them. But what really got my goat was that i was the one paying for them, i was giving her monthly money to get bedding, and food and i would buy them toys to play with. I would see them every 2 days and play with them. They were with me all though my homelessness and they were the only thing i had that didn't shun me or turn away. They where the only thing i had that made me feel at all useful. And she get's rid of them. I could have had them in my new flat now and i could have seen them all the time and played with them... but now i can't... i know they were only gerbils but they were still my babies.

My new flat is also unfurnished, so i will have to sleep on my futon. It also has no washing machine so i will have to go to the laundrette, no kettle so no tea for a while and no fridge.... in fact it has nothing aside from this little coffee table i found hidden in the airing cupboard. But i can buy new stuff...

I know long post is long but i really needed to get that off my chest T.T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on July 10, 2010, 04:04
So far, people .
And parents . :U
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on July 10, 2010, 18:03
It just looks like after Uni there's no jobs or whatever out there for me and I just feel like I've wasted my time.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 10, 2010, 18:18
^Try this http://www.jobs.nhs.uk/cgi-bin/employer_list.cgi (http://www.jobs.nhs.uk/cgi-bin/employer_list.cgi) Although you might have to move far away.

I'm depressed about my friends thinking I'm a serious person. How many years does it take for them to realise I don't mean the rubbish I spout? I mean they say horrible things all the time but everyone laughs because its just a joke but they think I'm being genuinly evil...but I'm nice why else would I be after a job that forces me to work terrible hours which change at random. Okay so the money will be good but I really do feel better when I can make someone smile.  :unsure:


-Everything Buttons said.-
Thats awful...
...can I have the film rights to your life? Seriously. o_o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on July 10, 2010, 22:48
My throat hurts. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 11, 2010, 05:23
in other news i tried a cigarette earlier.
now my breath smells of smoke. it's gross.
never again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 11, 2010, 15:37
^ ok i don't usually get mad at stuff like this but for christ sake just get a job so you don't need to complain about ~*severely disabled*~ people or just don't go to the gd day centre because it just makes you look really whiny and rude. these people can't help being disabled, stop looking down your freakin nose at them, you look like a douche.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on July 11, 2010, 15:42
irritated by people who claim to hate Christianity, but then wish people to do things for the sake of Christ
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on July 11, 2010, 17:12
^
Yeah, they denounce the existence of God but continue to use phrases like 'Gawd syke'.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on July 11, 2010, 18:28
I'm going to have to say goodbye to pkmn.net for a while as i am moving out today. My fix of RP and casual chatter is over until i can get internet at my new place. byebyw for now!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 11, 2010, 20:33
sitting around for hours is ok for the sever disabiled not us.

okay that's a step too far. Do you think the severely disabled WANT to sit about all day and do nothing? No. My mum isn't severely disabled but HATES having to do nothing - if she could go and get a job she WOULD, because being disabled isn't fun.

mum basically ripped my only skirt to shreds - :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on July 11, 2010, 20:34
Nose is gushing like a snotty waterfall. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on July 11, 2010, 20:39
I have been trying to watch a film on sky box office, but it won't work. They said it would be sorted in 24 hours. It has now been over three days. I'll make mum phone them back in the morning.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 11, 2010, 20:46
irritated by people who claim to hate Christianity, but then wish people to do things for the sake of Christ

umm j/w was that at me lol... .______________.



i've got some rolls. growing into a muffin top. maybe i'm just bloated but i need to drag my  fat ass (in the making) to the gym. WERK IT FAT.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on July 11, 2010, 20:57
^Try this http://www.jobs.nhs.uk/cgi-bin/employer_list.cgi (http://www.jobs.nhs.uk/cgi-bin/employer_list.cgi) Although you might have to move far away.

Thanks for the help, but the NHS is in completely the wrong sort of area for me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 12, 2010, 20:22
Temperature, got a level 4 in one of my SATS.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: killetheth on July 14, 2010, 00:44
I wonder how many people posting in this topic know what depression actually is and are actually depressed as opposed to just "sad"?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 14, 2010, 03:22
^ Please do not question this topic. I'll gain clinical depression if you do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on July 14, 2010, 14:22
 i miss all the people from the kids club in kenya 3:

 mainly tara, harry, dan and calum especially calum.

 i wish calum had either spoke to me earlier in the holiday, instead of the last day he and dan were there, or that he'd not spoke to me at all. this is because he is very fit and as i discovered funny. so now i miss him a lot. grr. i also very surprisingly miss dan even though he just talks rubbish all the time - he is very funny. tara's hilarious and harry's just so cool. even if everyone thought i fancied him and that he fancied me. he even got up early to say goodbye to me.

but yeah i just miss them. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on July 14, 2010, 22:22
My band's final ever gig is on August 8th =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 14, 2010, 23:01
Hoping to go see A7X in November, but it hit me that I wouldn't ever get to see The Rev live on stage...it's depressing because he was an absolutely great guy and an incredible drummer, and I'd have loved to see him live...

@Milsap: What?! Why?! What's the reason for this? =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on July 15, 2010, 00:52
I was in a singing competition last week and I sang  the male version of Love Story  (http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/anonymous/love_story_male_version.html) and I've just gotten a call from a guy who was at the contest and he's really interested in my voice and wants me to go see him during the week, because he said "you could actually be the next Taylor Swift." <3

I know I shouldn't get my hopes up, but I'm so happy!! :D
No.

At around 3 O' clock yesterday, I had lunch with the guy who was interested in my voice. It was going well, he was telling me stories of people who he's managed and that have gone off, travelling to America and stuff, and then he brought me to his studio, with my mom, and there were others there. Anyway, I had to sing in front of them all, so I sang "Teardrops On My Guitar" (male version) and when it was over everyone said I did really well, and my mom was almost crying, like with happiness! But then Niall (guy who liked my voice) took me aside and more or less said that no, they actually weren't interested in me, because:
a) I'm not appealing enough to the eyes. (Braces, average-looking)
b) They think I'm too much of a 'Taylor Swift' in the sense that the idea's been done, and no one would be interested in me. Plenty of people have gone the 'country teen' route before.
c)I'm too young, apparently.

But he said that if I tried really, really hard and that karma was good to me, then maybe, just maybe, I could work on stage as a backing singer or backstage. How lovely of him.

"Teardrops on my guitar" is a pretty accurate song to sing, as it's one of the only things I've been doing since five. )':
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 15, 2010, 03:18
a) I'm not appealing enough to the eyes. (Braces, average-looking)
c)I'm too young, apparently.

I'm sorry, but these are just bull.
@A: I don't understand about what looks have anything to do with singing. Susan Boyle, for an example.
@C: Justin Bieber's the same age as you, so this isn't a viable reason.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on July 15, 2010, 03:56
paul, to let you know, i've never heard you sing before, but just to let you know, there is no way you want to get signed by a guy who cares about your looks and age. 'cause what he's trying to do is pretty much turn you into some charming teenage star appearing in J-14 and stuff, who little teenage girls are gonna swarm around. honestly, let's look at teenage stars like, say, aaron carter.

 wait, aaron carter? who the hells that kid? i google imaged him and he looks like a pile of sticks!

 anyways, someone who will use you right will take you one day if you keep trying. you know all of those people who were interested in your voice? maybe your name will carry over. you never know. just saying, regardless, if i had people who were stoked to hear me sing, even if they sound out that i sounded like 7 screeching condors, knowing that people were impressed would be a huge honor.


 whats bringing me down? one of my guy friends, swear to god cross my heart one of the sweetest guys i know is gonna get him heart broken the next time he gets on facebook. treat a girl like crap, she treats you like gold. treat a girl like gold, she treats you like crap. just lemme say that it involves some skinny little bottomfeeder who thinks he's the toughest thing around getting her to admit she likes him and then going like: 'naw, you like him (my guys friend) and its stupid you're still hung up on him.'

 wanna know something else hilarious? after the girl admitted how much she cared about him, the guy goes and texts my best friend and confesses his feelings for her, and then goes ahead and starts talking to this girl then saying how she's all hung up.

 and she keeps on going like: 'no i dont like him, i love you. i love you. don't let a guy i used to like get between us, please'

 there are some girls i kinda wish i could just go like: 'he doesnt love you and you shouldn't love him.' but she'd just get angry despite it being true. ugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 15, 2010, 09:56
a) I'm not appealing enough to the eyes. (Braces, average-looking)
b) They think I'm too much of a 'Taylor Swift' in the sense that the idea's been done, and no one would be interested in me. Plenty of people have gone the 'country teen' route before.
c)I'm too young, apparently.
I'm sorry, but these are just bull.
@A: I don't understand about what looks have anything to do with singing. Susan Boyle, for an example.
@C: Justin Bieber's the same age as you, so this isn't a viable reason.

Agreed 100% here. Looks mean nothing in the music industry. If everything was based around looks, we'd have an army of untalented 'musicians' on our hands...(I use musicians very lightly there...)

And tbh, it doesn't matter about age. You could be any age to go far. But I can see why he'd say it from his perspective. Being 16/17, your voice still hasn't fully developed. Although it won't be that much different to how it is now I'd have thought...meh tbh you're better off finding someone who's GENUINELY interested in your voice, and in helping you achieve great things in music, rather than finding someone who's searching for the next Justin Beiber.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on July 15, 2010, 17:28
Yeah, thanks guys.
__________

I'm back from the orthodontist, and my mouth is in labour. /: I can barely eat anything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on July 15, 2010, 18:08
tonsillitis is painful, especially with a cold as well. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on July 15, 2010, 22:07
The adorable baby eagle that we got last week died today =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on July 16, 2010, 16:47
I just got back from a holiday where I met this amazing guy. It only took us 2 days to hook up!

But now we are both back home, and his is in the USA! Even though we are still together, we cant see each other for a whole year when we go on another trip.  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on July 16, 2010, 21:40
je l'ai encore dans mon cœur
et je ne peux pas me débarrasse de lui

Love and its impossibility sometimes is crushing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 18, 2010, 09:58

Curtis: Hairmutt wouldn't speak to me after our falling out last night.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 19, 2010, 14:39
I miss one of my old housemates. She gave such good hugs, like being enveloped in a short marshmallow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 19, 2010, 19:22
I hate myself.

because there was a moth today and it touched my finger and I screamed like a five year old.

urgh stupid heart was also going like asdfghjkl;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on July 19, 2010, 19:24
haha, I get a bit like that with flies.  Not screaming but ewwwww sorta thing.

won't kill 'em though.  They just creep me out.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 19, 2010, 19:32
haha, I get a bit like that with flies.  Not screaming but ewwwww sorta thing.

won't kill 'em though.  They just creep me out.

I'm like it with anything that will inadvertently fly into you - butterflies included. I hate being afraid of everything ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on July 19, 2010, 19:37
Tip: Don't ever watch the early The Fly movie, I'm too terrifed to.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 19, 2010, 20:23
I have to leave my school on Friday, I've been going for seven years and now it's just going to be over.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on July 19, 2010, 20:29
I have to leave my school on Friday, I've been going for seven years and now it's just going to be over.
I remember doing that, this time two years ago. It was a really sad walk home, wish I spent more time just wondering around the building to try and remember it all on my last day. To think...several of the people in my year have got kids now. *sigh*
I recommend taking a camera phone and taking a ridiculous amount of pictures, they can cheer you up should the need arise.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Gusparce on July 19, 2010, 21:49
Still not over my parrots death....
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 20, 2010, 12:17
I'm like it with anything that will inadvertently fly into you - butterflies included. I hate being afraid of everything ;-;

If it makes you feel any better, I'm the same -_- granted, I don't scream, but I get as far away from them as I can.

I'm now depressed cos Loz is depressed about something I often get depressed about. It's depressing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: HipHop Honchkrow on July 21, 2010, 14:51
My Sisters death and A rubbish year 9
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 21, 2010, 17:56
Paul's posts say Guest now and that upsets me. ;____;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 21, 2010, 18:08
nothing actually: i'm actually quite happy. thanks for asking though
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on July 21, 2010, 20:45
Paul left. And didn't tell me. That is depressing. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on July 22, 2010, 02:11
My hamster, Waffle, died. SHE WAS SO YOUNG

Why God? WHY?!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 22, 2010, 03:05
My Sisters death

...!!!
Oh my...I send my condolences for your loss. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 23, 2010, 00:05
my friend's in a hospital. mental hospital. i don't know him irl. can't consider him a close friend. it messes me up to think that some of the offhand comments he made led to that. i feel guilty. i don't know if i said anything bad to him. hope not. i don't even know the full story. just that he's not gonna be back for a while. it's horrible that people are making jokes about him too. they don't understand the situation.


offhand comment: i need a psychiatrist.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 23, 2010, 00:48
that's just horrible! :o


My dad's disc in his back slipped. Then popped. And now he has severe sciatica. During the one week when he needs to be at his job.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 23, 2010, 18:11
^ That happened to my mum.
 
I left primary school today, I only have two people going to my new school (There's another on the top of the waiting list.)
 
I've already broken down like, 4 times today...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on July 23, 2010, 18:14
Just had some new elastic bands put on my brace and it hurts like hell. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on July 23, 2010, 21:33
I texted one of my friends (becky) if she wanted to do something tommorow, she said "I'm going up Fyrish (a hill that overlooks where I live) tommorow with A do you want to come?"

I said yeah.

I met Becky and another of our friends later on. She said she hadn't text back yet but she wanted me to come, it'd be better. Then I get a text from Becky saying she wanted it to be 'just them two'

Screw you. You just want it to be her because you're a little attention seeker who can't take it if someone else is there.
I'm not annoyed at Becky, but her.

If you don't want me around then don't whine after the summer when I don't speak to you. Don't expect me to care about your god damn problems. Don't expect me to 'listen'. I'm sick fed up of it.

You don't know it but becky's annoyed at you to. She can't take your attention seeking mood swings. No-one can.

I have two words for you.

Grow up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 24, 2010, 01:29
someone i've known since november just asked me my name
like they legit forgot even though we talk every couple of days
yeah it's nice to know i'm easy to forget it makes me think about things i'd rather not too ugh h8 my life rn
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 24, 2010, 03:20
argh some dude i don't like turned out to be my best friend's uncle.

rrrrrrrrrrrrgijdlskfjklsf
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on July 24, 2010, 17:02
I really dont want this little black kitten that my cat had to be sold ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on July 24, 2010, 17:20
the summer holidays. i've been off since the middle of june and i can't take much more of the crushing bordem. i need a job but there are none in my town. or the next. the next after that is too far.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on July 24, 2010, 18:32
The stupid rain. It was raining all day today, and now it's bright out. I missed a day out with my friends because of the rain! /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on July 24, 2010, 20:32
Just had a major family row. Not fun.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on July 26, 2010, 05:42
I just got back from a world of no/infrequent internet for 3 weeks only to discover that mangaka don't want there to be manga scanalations anymore!!!!

What the heck am I going to do without by Naruto/One Piece?! *dies*

Edit by Gurren_Lagann - Please stop with the ALL CAPS; you've done this a number of times and you still repeat it even though I've had to keep on editing your posts. It's in the rules that it isn't allowed because it makes it difficult to read and is alse seen as quite aggressive.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on July 26, 2010, 06:15
Just found out I'm in wales for an extra 4 days :(. damn I miss my computer...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on July 26, 2010, 22:28
*sigh*

Im so clingy...

Its only been 7 hours since we last spoke...

...And already I'm longing and pining ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on July 26, 2010, 22:30
My insomnia's back.
 The past few nights i've been staying up doing random stuff (tyding up, looking for stuff, crap like that) then lying awake in bed for ages. Then when i do sleep i wake constantly during the night.

Usually i only get it when i'm down or stressed, and right now i'm happier than i've been for a long time :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 28, 2010, 22:47
Watched the last episode of series 2 of Torchwood... ;_____;   Criedddd
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on July 29, 2010, 15:21
Been 'fired' from my job, with the 'its not that you don't try hard we just find you unsutiable for this role'.

six weeks.  Ah.   Upset about it I rather liked working there.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 29, 2010, 20:35
i feel none of my friends actually give a damn about me anymore - no one has called or anything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on July 29, 2010, 20:48
 why don't you text/phone them? they're probably wondering why you haven't. (or i should totaly sneak down to wales instead ;o)

I'm sad because i'll miss roxy when i go away to stornoway tommorow. Also my cd player doesn't like 1039 smoothed out slappy hours. It may be old but its GD at their best D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on July 29, 2010, 20:51
i feel none of my friends actually give a damn about me anymore - no one has called or anything.
Join the club. Since I left school no one really bothers with each other =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 29, 2010, 21:13
Countless hours of revision and I still can't see myself passing my exam. Better start looking forward to life at home searching for work.


Been 'fired' from my job, with the 'its not that you don't try hard we just find you unsutiable for this role'.

six weeks.  Ah.   Upset about it I rather liked working there.
You iz foreign benefit thief now.  D:
(But seriously hope an even better job turns up for you.)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on July 29, 2010, 21:16
^ technically I was a BENEFIT THEIVE before, it was community taskforce which means either I WORK IN A CHARITY FOR 25 HOURS A WEEK or STARVE [more or less] and now they're trying to shoehorn me somewhere else now.

but thanks man. : ] appreciated!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on July 29, 2010, 21:53
I Broke A Nail!!! Ahhhh! D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on July 30, 2010, 06:34
I am tired but can't sleep, and I miss my dog!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 30, 2010, 15:07
my dad's leg is pretty bad... i wish he could just somehow overdose on the steroids he's been getting without having concerns. he's probably going to need surgery, and i cannot sit through another whole surgery thing (my grandma, grandpa (twice) and my uncle (3 times) all had surgeries and spend a helluva lotta time in the ICU) i don't think he can handle surgery either...

D:<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on July 30, 2010, 16:37
i feel none of my friends actually give a damn about me anymore - no one has called or anything.
Join the club. Since I left school no one really bothers with each other =/

Any spots still open?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 30, 2010, 17:33
^ technically I was a BENEFIT THEIVE before, it was community taskforce which means either I WORK IN A CHARITY FOR 25 HOURS A WEEK or STARVE [more or less] and now they're trying to shoehorn me somewhere else now.

That's exactly what I'm doing now. o.o;  Scary.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 30, 2010, 19:26
i'm not going to see my babies for two weeks

DDDDDD:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 30, 2010, 20:14
You have babies?

D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 31, 2010, 15:11
^ guinea pigs = babies


idk i just feel so alone
i feel everyone's sick of me and leaving me, i feel like i just cause problems and i can't help but wonder if i'm actually supposed to have friends or if i need to completely change everything about me that makes me myself before people will like me.

the weather sucks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 31, 2010, 21:43

monday and tuesday.

I am out all day on those days, and mums babysitting the brats. As soon as I get home I bet she'll say " No point getting your shoes off. We need to take the kids home"

WHY SHOULD I TAKE THEM HOME. I AM THE WHO HAS BEEN OUT ALL DAY. I don't want to out out again.


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on July 31, 2010, 21:45
I don't have a college to go to anymore =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 01, 2010, 18:07
I've had a really bad cough all week, and about an hour ago my throat decided to close up just after I had a shower and I couldn't breathe >> Panicked and managed to get downstairs to get my mum to hit me on the back to see if that helped. I'm alright now, but I really really hate not being able to breathe, which is why I panicked. I'm hoping it won't happen again, but my throat still feels pretty bad. I came home from China with a bit of a stomach bug too.

Also I still have a nasty bite from a bug as I forgot to spray some Jungle bug stuff on my last night in China, and so I got bitten (bitten 5 times in total during the week, but the other bites have gone). Trying not to scratch it, and I should really buy some antihistamine stuff for it. It's so annoying though.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 01, 2010, 19:02
I have to go to some aquarium camp thing this week. I really don't want to go, but it was like $300 so I have to. My dad is getting surgery soon and no awesomely good surgeon is covered by our insurance. And we have a pretty big company too! Not some petty little localized crap. So I don't know what'll happen. My dad's leg is completely numb, and it's not exactly comforting to have a numb leg for a month (he's had a numb leg for about a month now.). I wish the damn steroids did something. But it was a crapload of nothing. I wanna punch the douchebag who diagnosed him square in the mouth.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 02, 2010, 04:04
Urgh; I can't sleep and it's just making me feel bad and random things are beginning to bother me which is ridiculous.

Plus I found out Lil Wayne did his own version of Champions by Dame Dash's Dream Team; I mean it's bad enough Queen got sampled for it but Lil Wayne completely ruined what was surprisingly a decent sample ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 02, 2010, 19:50
my guinea pig died
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on August 03, 2010, 00:41
My dog died on Sunday. She was only 5, a nd it came as a shock since she was fine the day before. Then she went downhill, and we found out she had a stomach tumour, which was bleeding out...she was put down. It was either that, or leave it, and she die in the night, alone, and in pain...and during this time I was having a laugh down the beach clueless :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 03, 2010, 01:46
c-c-c-c-c c-c-c-c c-c-c-c-COMBO BREAKER of dead pets.

this will sound weird but My uncle's friend sold 600 rare collectors item not in print bootleg CDs over seas to get an iPad. A FRICKING IPAD. god.

not depressing me, but that's makin me kinda sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 03, 2010, 02:08
i'm reading socially awkward penguin... things and realising i've been in every single situation described... it's not fun at all but i can't stop
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 03, 2010, 02:09
you go on aim and everyone leaves?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 03, 2010, 22:12
^ basically


ugh i use this topic as my therapy sessions that don't exist deal with it

we have to move soon from this perfect four bedroom house that i love so much to a most likely two bedroom flat far away from everyone i know. we can't afford this house and because my parents are such petty little idiots about everything they can't just agree on something that can keep us in the house. i've tried to accept the fact they're finished but now this is too much. new college new house new life, it's all happening too quickly and i can't cope. i've been dismissed from the hospital i've been going to for 16 years now, so a new hospital is in store too. i liked my doctors because they just knew what was wrong and didn't treat me like another statistic. i don't want that to happen because it'll just make me feel even more worthless than i already do. i hate this. i don't want to move. i don't want to go to any new place in the same silly country. i want to move somewhere where i won't feel lower than everyone else and my life is somewhat enjoyable. and do you know how hard it is to find a house that allows animals? i'm not leaving my dog behind. and i'm still hopeful that the cat will come back too. if he does and we're gone he'll be alone. on that note, my sister told me that what happens in dreams is the opposite of what will happen in real life. i keep having dreams that jack comes back. that everyone i considered friends suddenly care about me. that i become successful. if this is the case, i don't see a point in continuing. i also hate having thoughts like that. it's constant. will people miss me? will people care? even if they did i think i'd do it. everything's went tits up anyway, why continue? it all gets worse before it gets better, but how will i know when it gets better if all i've ever had is disappointment and rejection? i just can't do it any more and the constant happy charade i've been playing is wearing thin. bottling it up does nobody any good, but when nobody close to me wants to listen without telling me standard 'it'll all be okay' bullcrap it's all i can do. i want to be an actress so i can be someone else that everyone likes. people connect with characters on tv and grow to like them, maybe if i played a character everyone liked i'd feel better about myself. that'll never happen. only talented people can play characters people like. that's it for me. i'm done. i'll just retire now. end my education. i won't need it. i'll just become a lonely cow with nothing. nobody would care anyway. not like they pay attention to my constant pessimism in the first place. stop now. said too much
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 04, 2010, 02:00
Both Kid Cudi and Kanye have had their album's pushed back meaning that I won't be getting them on my birthday ;;

(Not to mention the fact that I still can't seem to sleep =/)

EDIT: Urgh, another day, even worse with the sleep. It's 5 to 6 as I'm writing to this and I cannot sleep; I've been trying most of the night and it's just not happening. I feel like crap as well :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 05, 2010, 12:05
 I cannot seem to get over people from my holiday. Harry hasn't text me and it's been like three weeks, plus I keep having dreams about everyone from holiday and oh my god, I just wish I was back there in kenya again with all of them because it was so much and I miss them all so much ;-; last night's dream featured calum and dan and i really miss those two, especially dan because he was hilarious and amazing. i'm never ever going to see them again, unless i can somehow convince them they want to go to the same resort at the same time as us, via facebook. which will be difficult as they've not talked to me on facebook at all.

GAH. i just miss everyone okay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 05, 2010, 15:25
Despite the fact i got good results, im wishing i worked a little harder, especially in biology and english.
Also i've figured out that i definetly want to study animation, i found a degree course at the art school in dundee. My
Grannys like 'lolno that won't get you anywhere1' she wants me to do a 'proper' job like become doctor, when i'd much rather do something i enjoy :v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 05, 2010, 18:23
I'm upset because I can't give Jenny a hug...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on August 05, 2010, 18:45

ok he can't help it..but dows that mean somone else has to put up with him touching them ?

your sitting there minding your own business and he comes up to you and touches you. you tell him to get off and later he touches you again and you tell him to ghet off, aand so on.

isn't high blood pressure dangerous ?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 05, 2010, 21:48
Today's generally been pretty bad... things weren't exactly amazing at my placement today, and I'm doing another full day tomorrow... the best thing about today has turned into the worst, went to the pub with a friend who called me just now and made things worse for me in regards to a certain situation... I said a lot to him I thought he wouldn't repeat, and he's already begun talking about some of it. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 06, 2010, 00:42
There appears to be no Deadliest Warrior on next week.

I'll be seeing all my mates for the last time on Sunday in our 'most popular' gigging spot before we all go our separated ways to uni and stuff. BBQ, last performance, lots of alcohol and I know it won't be nice because I'm USELESS at goodbyes. When I left my previous job I only told my supervisor and the head of human resources and no one else probably didn't realise I was gone til three weeks later.

Quote
only talented people can play characters people like

The way I see it was explained when watching an interview with Danny Dyer: When playing a character, bring a little of yourself to that character. If you play someone who is like you, then that character becomes more authentic and people will connect more. So you're not going to see Vinnie Jones playing a philanthropist or something like that, it just doesn't fit. Talent doesn't always come into it. If you try hard, you will succeed, and stick two fingers up to the things that are bothering you. The three words that drive me to succeed in things when I think that those things will never happen are from the motto of the Special Air Service (S.A.S):

Who dares wins.

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not like they pay attention to my constant pessimism in the first place

I'm a pessimistic bloke, far too pessimistic for some to handle, but I'm always trying to find the lighter side of things. It's hard when you're of the sort, but once you find the flip sides to the bad situations, then it perks you up a little. If people aren't going to care about someone who is clearly having a rough time, then that's just selfishness.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 06, 2010, 06:01
So I sat on my rump all summer with nothing on TV. And then 2 weeks ago I discovered that Nicktoons is showing Invader Zim reruns at 10pm.. woot, right?

No apparently they literally meant the summer-that-most-American-school-kids-have because once August hit no more Zim.. now I'm all sad and stuff.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on August 06, 2010, 10:56
The thought of work this afternoon. I've been off for 2 weeks. Going back is like going back to school after the summer holidays. ahhhhhh I thought this feeling would be over after I left school.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 06, 2010, 21:00
i have a cold. in the middle of summer. wth.

Yeah feeling quite crappy, sore throat, blocked nose and was sick earlier. ugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 06, 2010, 21:09
I am getting mega podgy. Jogging shall commence soon D=

Also it doesn't look like I'll be going back to Scotland at the end of the month =[ I was really looking forward to it and it'd be the last time I'd see the guy I like in a long time =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 06, 2010, 21:19
my mum won't drive me and my friend to a bmth concert, and i said i'd pay her for the petrol and everything.
so, i'm really, really, annoyed/upset because of this.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on August 06, 2010, 21:48
I just got back from a holiday where I met this amazing guy. It only took us 2 days to hook up!

But now we are both back home, and his is in the USA! Even though we are still together, we cant see each other for a whole year when we go on another trip.  :(

this x1000 Its been over a month now... I miss him sooo much.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 06, 2010, 22:11
there's still another month before I move out =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 06, 2010, 23:50
I feel like this entire day was a waste. I didn't do anything except play games, surf the net and post some meaningless posts. I feel kind of sad because it sort of proves I'm unnecessary, at no point today was I needed for anything. I almost miss my housemate acting out for attention.  :dry:
Its time to find meaning outside of university. *nods*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 07, 2010, 00:02
Quote
The thought of work this afternoon. I've been off for 2 weeks. Going back is like going back to school after the summer holidays. ahhhhhh I thought this feeling would be over after I left school.

Part of the reason my mum and sister in law work in schools.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 07, 2010, 10:02
my bmth top came
thats a good thing, but i dosen't have the back print i wanted ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 07, 2010, 22:58
Tay's new single is out on iTunes, but I can't download it, as my internet won't connect until the end of the month. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on August 08, 2010, 11:17

NO ONE's litsening to me...

at the day center there is a man who keeps touching everyone, and I am sick of shouting at him and later he touches again. He can't help it...and they wouldn't let me quit either. HE IS STRESSING ME OUT. I mean as soon as I calm down he's touching me again.

I DON'T WANT TO BE ON 20 PILLS A DAY!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 08, 2010, 23:33
Just come back from doing my last ever gig with the band, so it's all a bit emotional right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 09, 2010, 00:12
^Oh, what happened?

I just saw the log part of Final Destination 2. I feel like I'm gonna die now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 09, 2010, 00:29
Quote
^Oh, what happened?

Me and the bassist are heading off to university. I'm heading home to the Midlands (University of Wolverhampton's school of Performing Arts) to study music tech with a bit of the business/law on the side which I'll do in my own time by buying my own books and stuff, but not actually going for any qualification; while the bassist is heading down to Westminster to study Music Practice I believe. While the gig was a lot of fun (played on the roof of a pub just like the Beatles did on top of Apple Records) and we had a MASSIVE turnout. Something like 200 people. So yeah, pretty sad occasion, but it's nice to see a lot of people turn out for it. Bar taps ran dry apparently  :laugh:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 09, 2010, 00:31
Oh, in 10 years you guys will meet up at some pub randomly, reminisce, and then create the new and improved whatever the name of your band is.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 09, 2010, 12:41
Haha, yeah, that'd be fun.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 09, 2010, 19:17
http://i33.tinypic.com/2u55nh5.jpg (http://i33.tinypic.com/2u55nh5.jpg)
that top went out of print ages ago
and nobodys selling it

:c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 10, 2010, 21:30
My roleplay thread in PANE has disappeared. D:  I know it hadn't been posted in for... at least 6 months because I didn't know if/when Doc was coming back, but I always hoped it'd be there for me to pick up with him in the future. :\   He was the best RP partner I have ever had in my life, and any chance of us working together again has disappeared. When he disappeared partway through GGaAJ, I was really unhappy because I just lost something great. Even when SN stopped roleplaying with us, Doc and I managed to pick it up and we were prepared for a lot of stuff. Now the thread is gone, I feel like I've nothing significant left in roleplaying besides PLC.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on August 11, 2010, 13:03
I finished eating one slice of toast and saw the other had mould on it...so chances are the one I ate did. I'm not a Snorlax, so it won't end well. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 11, 2010, 16:37
My hair is too black, and I'm too pale, so now I look like a vampire. Seriously want to go to the hairdressers to get it stripped, but I feel like I've tortured my hair enough. Poor thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on August 11, 2010, 16:47
My hair is too black, and I'm too pale, so now I look like a vampire. Seriously want to go to the hairdressers to get it stripped, but I feel like I've tortured my hair enough. Poor thing.

 if you can i'd suggest tanning. people say tannings bad for your skin, but i think this is kinda worth causing just a tiny bit of damage to your skin so you dont look so pale D: just like lie in the sun listening to your ipod for a little bit. or if you cant tan, i'd suggest a little little little non orange natural looking spray tan?

 or if its just not right.. you probably look fine anyways and its just you being really critical on yourself.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 11, 2010, 17:29
I live in Ireland. Sun is rare here, haha. And I dunno, it just looks really fake and I just want my brown hair back. :/ I think I'll just try and get it stripped. Sure, it'll damage it, but hopefully it'll fix it and I won't ever have to do it again. Note to self: keep the hell away from hair dye.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 11, 2010, 17:52
my dog's sick. he's just... in a lot of pain. he just keeps shifting and crying and i don't know what's wrong, but it's actually hurting me to listen to him whining. and he's too scared of us to let us look at what's wrong. he just cowers and shivers whenever he sees us going near him and unless he wants us to be around him he won't come near us, but if he does he'll stay with us for the rest of the night. i want to take him to the vet but they're not open today and it's just... ugh. i'm worried about him and i don't know how to help.

also got completely rejected. the only thing worse than ignoring someone is making it so screamingly obvious that you're ignoring them. she did both. i just want to punch this kid out of her constant cowardly emo mood and tell her to tell me why she's being such an idiot about everything. douche.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 12, 2010, 22:25
A new study has proven that approximately 100% of people will die at some point in their life, I don't know how they tested it but if true this has huge ramifications for mankind.

Also I might have to leave uni for rather dull but depressing reasons.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 12, 2010, 22:30
^ is this the same study that proved 0% of people are capable of living without a heart?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 12, 2010, 22:31
^ or the same study that proves if you kill a cow it becomes a dead cow?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 12, 2010, 22:32
^ and that goat cheese comes from goats. These people are truly beyond their years. ALIENS
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 13, 2010, 14:27
My neck is really sore. I got sunburned three days ago, and I'm getting my hair cut today and the thought of a razor even touching my skin makes me cringe. :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: b1g on August 13, 2010, 15:57
my ceremony ruined 7" hasn't arrived after 2 months. i've been stooged, most likely. now i will have to scour the internet for something that was out of print quite a while ago.
woot.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 15, 2010, 05:07
there's no one online atm.. but it's fine I'm about to go to bed and listen to Girls Aloud all night <3

Cheers PKMN.net, until next time~!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 15, 2010, 16:37
Lanark this weekend and I can't go =[ If I hadn't been working both Friday and Saturday I could've gone, but as I am I can't =[

No chance to see the guy I like for about another year now, no Scottish accents.... =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on August 15, 2010, 22:14
^ this is why god invented phoning in sick! :V
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 15, 2010, 22:32
^ hardly anyone is on on saturday and i kinda need the money... petrol is expensive nowadays =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on August 15, 2010, 22:35
I need to sleep, but I can't. (working through the night tommorow and tuesday. :( I wish I didn't say yes.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 15, 2010, 22:46
I'm only 2 days in with my working 5 days in a row and I'm just too tired =/ I spent the week in Turkey (where I only got like 5 hours sleep per night [if that] because I just could not sleep) and got home Friday morning. Worked Saturday and today, and then I'm also working tomorrow, Tuesday and Wednesday. Then it's A-level results day on Thursday so I'm going to be up early for that (if I can even get to sleep =[), then I'm getting up very early on Friday to go to Weymouth after having been out until about 4am the night before. And then I'm working Saturday and Sunday, and can finally chill on Monday (unless I'm working - I hope not). Whilst going out and going to Weymouth will be great, I need sleep! Also that's more of my choice to do that so I can't moan about it as much =P So so tired though, and haven't had a decent lie-in for a few weeks now.

And then it's time to get my A-level results on Thursday. No idea how I've done, and it could go any way really. I'm a bit worried as I really want to go to my chosen uni. Agh, I just want my results now so I can stop thinking about it!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 16, 2010, 19:21
 i think i just found a mole on my arm and i'm freaking out over. okay, it's probably nothing to worry about, but nhs quizzes telling me i should maybe get it checked out are reeeeally not helping. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 16, 2010, 19:23
1 month and 2 days to go and I'm not ready. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on August 16, 2010, 20:34
I spoke to my best friend for the first time in two years (Other than email.) But now I'm worried about her because she's getting bullied and stuff.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 16, 2010, 20:58
1 month and 2 days to go and I'm not ready. D:

until what exactly?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 16, 2010, 21:03
Until I go to uni. I've been on a 30 hour a week work placement so that gives me almost no preparation time so all my preparations will begin 2 weeks before I actually go  D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 16, 2010, 21:05
^ what a coincidence I'm going to college (which is the same as Uni in USA) pretty soon.

But that sucks I'm depressed for you..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 17, 2010, 19:34
So my dad just got back from the doctor, and he needs surgery. His L-4 disc in his spine slipped and broke so all of the nuclei cell juice stuff spilled in his back. The doctor said in about 2 weeks he's getting surgery in his back and he won't be able to go to work for another 8 weeks at most. The bad thing about that is although he can work from home via phone conferences and remote desktop, he's an important person during a very important project his division is doing for the magazine side of his company and I just wish his back would magically heal and his job wouldn't be stressful due to working from home and inconsiderate douchebags that try to make him look bad (I'm looking at you, David!) in front of everyone and he could go back to living his life again!

DAMN YOU TIME AND YOUR DEPENDENCE ON OTHER PEOPLE AND IGNORANCE!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on August 17, 2010, 19:39
Randomly,small children come in my house, eat my food, and leave.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on August 18, 2010, 04:52
I can't sleep 5 am and i'm still awake :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 18, 2010, 10:28
my hoodie still hasn't come yet. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on August 18, 2010, 10:41
Can't get my overdraft extended until Sept 1st, which means I can't pay my rent for September. Because I don't have the money. Which means I'm scrounging off my family. Again. And second year hasn't even started.

Got a new credit card sent out because dad lost everything to do with the first one. The PIN's the same, but given that I don't actually know this PIN, I have to make yet a third trip to the bank in as many days to sort THAT out.

Been given the short straw and am now house sitting for my family and next door whilst they all go off camping together.

Not amused by the fact that my dad treats me like dirt, like I'm not even a part of this family, when the stepfamily get treated like royalty.

Hate that I take all this to heart, because I can't just shrug it off and get on with things.

There's literally no work going in Swansea at the moment, so finding a job to pay off my overdraft and survive next year is gonna be tricky.

Dad still hasn't bothered to fill in my student finance forms, so I'll be getting the basic amount again, which won't help me survive. After rent and bills, it leaves me about £600 across the year to feed myself, go out, whatever. At this rate, it's another year on my own.

My dog's sulking because apart from when johnny comes in at night, I'm the only person in the house, which means she doesn't get enough attention for her liking.

Oh. and I forgot my mother's anniversary =] Not that I pay much attention to her life anyway.

There's probably more.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 18, 2010, 15:46
didn't end up getting that top. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 18, 2010, 19:29
I feel really ill, and I have so much to do in the next few days. I was pretty ill last night and I couldn't sleep. It didn't help that I had to work 9 til 6 today in a really warm shop. I have so much stuff to organise tonight involving results day plans (university wise and going out wise). No idea why the going out organisation has been left to me. All this means I feel extra rubbish and I really need some sleep (which I can't get until all this stuff has been sorted!).

It will be so depressing if my results go badly tomorrow too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kuranai on August 19, 2010, 09:06
My brothers moving out in a little bit. I don't want him to leave, I barely see him as it is, being him having a job and staying with friends and me going on like weeklong trips. He's going to college, getting a new phone, and the worse part is... hes two hours away.

And I have UNIFORMS for school. If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm VERY free spirited and want to wear WHAT I want WHEN I want. And my school smells, and Its old. And dull.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 19, 2010, 11:24
results. urghhh what a disappointment =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on August 19, 2010, 16:38
Results.

Got an E in AS Graphics; needed a D to carry on to A2, which was the only course I'd chosen for next year -.-

So, no year 14 for me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 19, 2010, 16:56
turns out i'm not getting that hoodie now.
:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 19, 2010, 17:57
Post gig depression has just hit ;;
Also why are all the shops on sauchiehall st/glasgow so awesome compared to inverness? D:
 A 3 floor hmv, a massive shuch and candyland. I love candyland. Forget everything else in glasgow and visit that shop.
<3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 20, 2010, 22:11
i want more clothes.. so much more..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 21, 2010, 09:22
wanted to go to the meet today but if i'd asked mum would be like "not until you're brother is 16" and that's in like 4 years :B
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on August 21, 2010, 10:21
GCSE results on Tuesday. This is going to be a let down. What a waste of 11 years of my life. I've failed.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 21, 2010, 11:51
GCSE results on Tuesday. This is going to be a let down. What a waste of 11 years of my life. I've failed.

oh god don't remind me.

if i don't have at least five a's i will kill someone.

WITH KITTENS
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 21, 2010, 13:33
Today has been so boring; I've spent the day watching Scottish football which says it all xD

(Actually, tbf to the SPL the match has been quite exciting =o)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: nalty. on August 21, 2010, 16:24
im happy :)

everyone should cheer up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on August 23, 2010, 02:34
Today has been so boring; I've spent the day watching Scottish football which says it all xD

(Actually, tbf to the SPL the match has been quite exciting =o)

that might explain why your day was so boring :V

...wait I mean sthu no one badmouths our sad excuse of a league except us!!111//
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 23, 2010, 03:41
^ xD

That match was fairly entertaining though =P

I should be in bed but I forgot to turn the computer off and realised just as I was about to get some sleep >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 23, 2010, 09:30
JACHARY JUAN QUINTO just posted something along the lines of 'i give up' I DO NOT WANT THIS.
he was incredibly entertaining and now i can't get an extra dose of entertainment from his translation of zq's pretentious hipster tweets ;_______;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 23, 2010, 23:54
^ u_u it is a sad day indeed. let us mourn the passing of such great entertainment.


I'm depressed because my buddy Luke over in Scotland is travelling to London tomorrow and he may or may not meet the one and only Nicola Roberts of Girls Aloud! Ugh what I would give to be there!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on August 23, 2010, 23:55
I have a cold and I don't know why. ;___;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 24, 2010, 18:20
A Welsh woman (Charlotte Church) was voted Britain's hottest woman. =]

Someone called Cheryl came second.

This depresses me; I have nothing against the Welsh but Cheryl ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 24, 2010, 23:57
A few kids from school told me I was weird and annoying and a pathetic excuse for a person. And apparently my eyes are squinty. This was all said to me while I was waiting for a bus and it's just been bugging me I guess.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 25, 2010, 11:57
A few kids from school told me I was weird and annoying and a pathetic excuse for a person. And apparently my eyes are squinty. This was all said to me while I was waiting for a bus and it's just been bugging me I guess.

You aint annoying! Maybe your weird with me when we have are weird random most amazing convos ever ... But you deffo aint a pathic excuse for a person .. They are! I just say they are jealous or sometihng .. My mates have that problem all the time :/

______

I feel like poo of toast! Weird but true .. I wanna go sleep!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 25, 2010, 12:02
It turns out it wasnt me! But thanks :]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 25, 2010, 12:09
Hehehe its ok .. and thats good then :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on August 28, 2010, 01:37
A realy realy Realy close friend has cut the hours we talk dramaticaly. We used to talk so much, like 10 hours a day. I feel it's wrong how i feel because the reason he does not talk much anymore is of work. I mean alot of preperation for a-level. He only talks for an hour and goes back to his work sometimes not at all. It's only the summer holidays too:/ My friend ment so much to me :( i could talk to him about anything. He was my only true friend i could trust as many i have and had have let me down. I keep thinking he will forget about me even though he means so much to me): :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 28, 2010, 01:40
just because. do I need a reason?

sometimes I just sit alone and get sad...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on August 28, 2010, 05:21
I had to cook for ten people and everyone wanted me to go to some football game. I didn't go because I'm not going to let everyone starve to see my friends. My girlfriend got mad so she went and messed around with someone who I thought was my best friend.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pokemon Trainer Red on August 28, 2010, 05:47
whats depressing me right now? Well about a week ago me and my girlfriend left me(for reasons that i dont know of). I convinced myself that i didnt care about her anymore, but earlier today i looked out my bus window and saw her holding hands with some other guy and i swear at that very moment that i felt my heart shatter. Even worse, now i cant stop thinking about her :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on August 28, 2010, 06:11
According to my aunt, i'm apparently the ugly one...

I'm going to crawl under a rock now...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on August 28, 2010, 20:22
I've broken my collar bone x.x
 
I won't be horseriding again for a while... that's also 2 breaks in 2 years ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 28, 2010, 20:24
I've broken my collar bone x.x
 
I won't be horseriding again for a while... that's also 2 breaks in 2 years ><

D= I'm upset I'm not as ballsy as you after the first one I would've sworn a vendetta against all horses.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 28, 2010, 22:06
I wanted to punch these girls at band. Basically, i play trumpet. I was given music for 3rd trumpet (i don't play anything higher than a top g).
Last night i was the only 3rd and there was like 10 - 15 1sts and 2nds. So today my teacher decides to change some people around to balance the trumpets out. Two girls volenteer to 'go down' to 3rd. Then they just sit whining all day, saying how bad it is. I'm not happy that i'm playing 3rd either but i don't whine all day.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 28, 2010, 22:46
When people have no idea what they're even talking about and group large numbers of very different people together as if they all behave the same way. It makes me especially angry when people group students as all being the same.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on August 28, 2010, 22:50
Seems something I was looking foward to in a month or two might be off because lots of different factors.  Quite dissaponting.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 28, 2010, 22:53
The fact this topic is so popular. I feel bad for people. D:
Also the most beautiful woman on Earth has joined the warhammer society at UWE but I have neither the time nor money to be involved in the society.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on August 29, 2010, 04:39
My white jeans are stained with booze & blood from last night as well as my shoes. I cut my finger on a glass bottle in my bag that i by mistake smashed and its pretty feral looking and stings when i touch anything with it |: also my shoulder has a massive bruise because i was carrying a bag full of heavy bottles.


oh, not to mention, 99% of photos taken that have me in it from last night are disgustingggggggggggggggg
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on August 29, 2010, 10:09
My best friend really needs to break up with her boyfriend and I can't really say anything.

It sucks

Edit by GL - Censored swearing is still swearing which makes it against the rules.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2010, 16:43
The laptop almost died so I have to use this computer which means no IRC =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 29, 2010, 18:07
Going to school tomorrow to get my class schedule. Hoping and praying that my friends and I will be in a good few classes together.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on August 29, 2010, 20:27
I hate it when i have a massive row with my dad :/ I havent been speaking to him since the start of november :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 30, 2010, 09:53
 none of my friends will go downtown after school on tuesday and if i don't go downtown with someone i shall be sitting in the bus depo for three hours by myself D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 30, 2010, 13:06
My neck feels like it wants to evacuate my body in the most painful (yet also flamboyant) way possible.
Ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, etc. On the plus side it only took an hour to get to of bed this morning, thankyou pain killers.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 30, 2010, 15:02
being threatened with being kicked out by my dad =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on August 30, 2010, 16:27
School begins tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 30, 2010, 17:04
My art teacher keeps saying my drawings are a little squint. I've went through like 5 sheets of paper trying to draw this god damn vase thing.
She was like 'LOL CAN YOU SEE PROPERLY?'
Just because I wear glasses and I'm slightly short sighted fff >>

I miss my old art teacher.

The one who actually gave me positive comments instead of negative all the time. She'd point out the flaws and go through what i have to do.
This one just strolls past and is like 'HOLD IT UP PLZ'.

this is really putting me off wanting to continue with higher :/ and I kinda need it if I want to go to Art School D:



Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 30, 2010, 18:12
..everytime I'm about to go someplace with someone they either cancel or simply just cannot come.

or I cant find a way to get to said place to meet them, which means I stay home a lot and I often go out alone to the movies... it's really depressing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 30, 2010, 19:17
felt like packing my bags and running away today :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on August 30, 2010, 19:21
I'm listening to Meteor Shower by Owl City. *sniff*

Also, I can't find my special notebook with all my drawings and writing in it, and school starts on September 1st.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on August 30, 2010, 19:49
Last week of holidays has begun :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on August 31, 2010, 19:30
I had to reformat my laptop so I lost all my photos from school and nights out and stuff... Well depressed!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on August 31, 2010, 19:30
my best friend moved to Graz in austria, and he hates it there.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 31, 2010, 21:41
Seriously doubting if i'll continue with art. My teacher has just crushed my confidence :/
also have a higher english close reading infront of me that i'm procrastinating getting it done.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Gusparce on August 31, 2010, 23:01
My math teacher is really strict...And I keep forgetting to do certain problems and she gets mad >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 01, 2010, 15:02
This is depressing me; Barry ;-; (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHjfdeVvJP0&feature=related)

That was such a bad moment =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on September 01, 2010, 18:32
felt like packing my bags and running away today :(

I was told to pack my bags and leave today!
Thankfully my Gran was able to talk some sense into Mum but ghhjdfds >>

And school friends have kinda let me down big style lately.

And Gran was kinda drunk last night and having such a go at me about boyfriend stuff x.o

And these awful lads were following me around the park when I went for my walk. I was feeling okay about myself for once this morning, and then they went and made me feel about this big.

And I am completely stressing about university oh my God I don't want to go D: everything will be new and scary and I'll have no friends and gfhggdfs.

today was not my day. /whine
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on September 01, 2010, 20:54
This year I will be getting approximately 3 class exams every week, along with  hall exams starting 3 days after Halloween then Christmas exams and then summer exams.
Very stressful exam year this year :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinner on September 02, 2010, 21:32
I need a stem cell transplant and no donor in the UK has yet been found. .-.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 03, 2010, 15:18
Started saying my goodbyes... never really thought about it until I saw Becky and Shaz earlier... ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on September 03, 2010, 15:55
I need a stem cell transplant and no donor in the UK has yet been found. .-.

aww ;;

I'm reflecting my summer. It sucked badly, too many sad things and undone things. I spent most of it being a lazy fatass because I couldn't go out with my dad the way he is. A friend died, I'm growing farther from 2 really close ones due to immituraty with one and the other one transferred schools for 3 years and never checks his email. I haven't been able to go on any sort of holiday, and I know the assignment I'm going to have to write in ~10 days for school about "What I did during this summer" when the only thing I could write about is "My dad got surgery. His L-14 Disc in his spine slipped, and he's been unable to walk since July. He went into surgery around 3 weeks ago, and he still can't walk. It slipped because he was replacing our floor."

And it makes it worse when I hear that everyone else's summer sucked some major ass
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 03, 2010, 18:06
My Cat just got put to sleep.

It feels horrible... she's gone. :(

R.I.P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 03, 2010, 18:57
The fact Neil Patrick Harris is gay... And there was me thinking he was straight like his HIMYM character.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 03, 2010, 19:09
even though today was awesome I feel absolutley terrible.

I feel so bad for calling my friend an attention seeker because, today I found out what was wrong with her. She didn't tell me everything but told me enough to work out what it was. She had to have a police interview during school today. I thought her problems were 'petty' but now I realise that she was saying that to cover up what she's not said for so long. ugh :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 05, 2010, 21:33
Someone on Facebook tagged me in an image thing ages ago and one of the questions was "Will we be mates in 10 years?" and I said "Of course we will." We haven't spoken in over a month and last I heard, our friendship was well and truly dead ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 05, 2010, 23:15
I have a bottle of whiskey... But no coke to mix it with...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 05, 2010, 23:19
My hair is still black. It's supposed to rain tomorrow, my iTouch screen is really dim for some reason and the new first years on my bus are a bunch of spoiled brats who think it's funny to scream and yell at half seven in the morning when everyone is all stfu. :/ Hate Mondays.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 05, 2010, 23:24
I have a bottle of whiskey... But no coke to mix it with...

Real men don't need no Coke =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 06, 2010, 00:04
That's the problem. I'd happily drink it straight from the bottle, but it seems every time I take a sip I wanna be sick.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 06, 2010, 00:09
every time I take a sip I wanna be sick.
I may know the reason for this. Did you originally have two bottles?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 07, 2010, 20:43
my entire family is being stupid and i can't actually think of a good way to tell them i want to just die.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on September 07, 2010, 20:50
im getting a massive amount of homework, ahh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 07, 2010, 22:17
I may know the reason for this. Did you originally have two bottles?

I got completely mashed on it the other week... That may have something to do with it...

I'm now depressed because Walsall v Peterborough (At Bescot) is on a Tuesday. Sure, I'll be in the area, but it's just not worth it really.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 08, 2010, 17:03
Felt like crap today. My head was pounding all day and my chest is sore. Didn't help that an idiot decided to sit and have a few digs at me today.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on September 08, 2010, 19:24
being hopelessly in love with somebody I don't have a chance with for several reasons
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 08, 2010, 19:26
being hopelessly in love with somebody I don't have a chance with for several reasons

*hug* basically what he said but i'm never going to see him again *sigh*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 08, 2010, 19:27
Love needs to be in the air (y)

Had a pretty crappy day, slightly tired, frustrated, have homework to do. Plus the more I think about stuff the more I get annoyed and saddened by it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 08, 2010, 19:30
*hug* basically what he said but i'm never going to see him again *sigh*

and this for me too =/

also i cannot do this chemistry homework at all and it's in for tomorrow and rgshbkjgd =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on September 08, 2010, 19:33
I dont wanna share my food =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 08, 2010, 19:34
I can't say what really .. But I guess and can put something to do with it down .. I think the police will allow that. But I have had a really rubbish childhood .. I at least wanted a better teenage life .. But nope .. Finally I was going to start trying getting my life normal .. Like having normal friend problems .. and boyfriends problems .. And try and stay away from the police .. But no. Today I just found out a person I know .. I wouldn't say friend .. But an equal who is a police officer is a pedo .. And was one of his victims. I thought nothing off it to start with when I was 13 .. But he always creeped me out .. and now I find out other girls are having the same problem. Now I cant stop feeling guilty for trying to put him away .. I want to cry and hid but I can't .. I just can't believe I cant have a normal life -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 08, 2010, 20:39
the fact the person above me can't work out how to properly use an ellipsis

i'm looking here at my english homework and i don't understand any of it and i have 14 questions to do and i can't even work out question 2 and that makes me feel like such an idiot because it's such a simple question and i just wasn't even kidding when i said i want to die.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 08, 2010, 21:02
^^
English is an evil subject, evil.

I finally got spore delivered and tis quite glitchy...minor graphics problems I could ignore, then after much work I got my spaceship and the bloody game crashed as the liftoff cutscene played. :< I don't think i saved since tribal! ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 09, 2010, 10:46
I spent ages typing something for the PLC, then stupid computer decided to shut down? Found my cat behind it had taken out the power lead. :( I would retype, but I'm not in the mood at the moment, maybe later.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 09, 2010, 15:20
stupid mum decided to transfer me to Whitby High without even talking to me. what if I don't like it? what if the other students don't like me? what if I don't fit in?

I like my school *cries*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 09, 2010, 15:39
I thought i might've felt better today but no. Constant sore head, sore back and chest. Also bunged up. Ugh D:

i've not had one week at school this term where i've not been off or late. You might be thinking thats ok but i won't get any ema (£30) backdated. Whenever i get it >>

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 10, 2010, 23:35
Just remembered... I still haven't said goodbye to everyone. )':   Had a cry with Stace yesterday, but I'll be crying a lot more before I go, too much to say goodbye to
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on September 11, 2010, 00:36
i hate the feeling where you wanna give up on someone so bad, and it seems so good, until you get vivid memories with them, and then you're not sure whether you still want them or not.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on September 11, 2010, 00:57
everything tonight it seems!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 11, 2010, 17:13
The whole 9/11 thing. It's just heartbreaking to watch a tv show about it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on September 12, 2010, 13:17
i lost my 30STM top and my new drop dead top. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 12, 2010, 20:02
ok heroes is officially cancelled. it was a slim possibility that it would be continued even slightly


but yeah

... just gonna go cry into my dvds now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on September 12, 2010, 20:03
*sigh* I have soooo much homework...I hate homework. I'm not motivated to do it in the slightest.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 12, 2010, 20:28
*sigh* I have soooo much homework...I hate homework. I'm not motivated to do it in the slightest.
Same, I've spent the last 1.5 hours doing nothing but procrastinate doing mine. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 12, 2010, 20:46
Wake up at 6am and go to work. Get home at 7:30pm and work on my dissertation, several long papers, my presentation, my application for a hospital placement, revision, cook, eat, clean dishes, shower, sleep, repeat.

My housemates will: get up at lunch time read a chapter, go for walk, play on x-box, stare at wall, go out for fun...do anything they want, moan about how tired they are from the 19 minutes of reading they had to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 13, 2010, 20:08
Maths is the worst possible lesson to start the week with, and my teacher is still bloody awful and I can't keep up with him. I can't imagine anyone in the class doing well. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on September 13, 2010, 21:20
My hall exams begin the week before Halloween break, then my Christmas exams, then summer. I have begun to study since today.

Horrible year I say :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 13, 2010, 21:48
how do you tell your mum to shut up about your sister and dad because every time she talks about them you want to honestly physically hurt someone until you feel better because you know how much this petty behaviour between them all is tearing everyone apart

but i feel like if i tell her i want to hurt someone i'll hurt her
because she'll take that as 'i don't care.'
or i actually will hurt someone then be unable to stop doing so until you do feel better. but when will that be? is it even possible for me to feel better about the fact i've got nothing to call a family any more?
think about that, you begin to wonder how long it would take you to stop crying if you started to now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on September 16, 2010, 20:54
I've been so ill over the past few days, probably the worst I've ever been if you don't count the times illness has taken me into hospital >: Still feeling really drained but I've missed tons of work at school so I'm worrying so much about all the coursework I'll need to catch up on D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 19, 2010, 21:00
I'm talking to my crush on msn. Even though that should make me happy, it doesn't, because I know nothing will ever, ever happen between us.

And yet I still can't let go.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 19, 2010, 21:47
I'm talking to my crush on msn. Even though that should make me happy, it doesn't, because I know nothing will ever, ever happen between us.

And yet I still can't let go.
Is he straight? If so, that's one of the sad things you quickly get used to. All the best ones are straight. :<


Err...I'm going to miss maths tomorrow, a subject I'm already miles behind in. That and I feel like death, on fire, in an acid bath.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 20, 2010, 17:53
I have a biology test tomorrow, and I feel like I'm going to fail it.

And I remembered I have a tumblr account, and I logged in, only to read what I wrote back in June..

Wow, I was annoying.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 20, 2010, 21:39
this time last year i was waiting for monday because heroes started then
monday 1am

jesus christ i need to stop this /starts drinking and crying
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on September 21, 2010, 14:00
Im getting overly stressed out at the fact I can't find a job anywhere ><

That, and while I'm searching for jobs, I have a certain someone twittering on in my earhole the whole time, rendering me unable to concentrate ><;

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on September 21, 2010, 14:01
Hopeless behind with college already? Check!
Don't have two pence to rub together? Check!
Annoying friend inviting herself around whenever she feels like and she HAS A KEY? Check!
General lousy period pain feeling? Check!

Today is a good day :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on September 21, 2010, 19:47
I left my tech to the last minute and now I have to survey everyone at the last minute.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 21, 2010, 20:57
^^ I'm in your survey :)

But i'm depressed that I have to work tommorow night. :( Work on a wed night. Horrible.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 21, 2010, 21:05
pulling nine hours at school is taking a toll on me

*falls asleep in the library*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on September 21, 2010, 21:43
i'm still single. it making me sad :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 21, 2010, 21:46
i'm still single. it making me sad :(

i've been single since forever :B
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on September 21, 2010, 22:01
there's some annoying girl in my class who keeps asking stupid questions, in Spanish she asked about the periodic table =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 21, 2010, 22:13
I have lots of work but no will to do it. All I can be bothered to do is steal problems and attach them to myself.
i'm still single. it making me sad :(
*sigh*  =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on September 21, 2010, 22:27
I'm not really sure what to do with my life.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on September 21, 2010, 22:40
•having a test tomorrow I completely forgot about, and I cba to revise for it now.

•something stupid happened at school today, and now I feel very angry.

Grrr
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on September 22, 2010, 00:20
 I asked to get snakebites and she said no. I said "But.... but they're sexy." but apperantly that doesn't justify it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2010, 08:28
/rage

nearly got killed on the dual carriageway this morning by an arse of a lorry driver, then when we passed him later HE beeped at US! D<

i gave him the finger... stupid asshole.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on September 22, 2010, 16:34
It's raining. I'mma have to walk to work in the rain. Not fun.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 22, 2010, 16:56
Gone forever. No contact, no goodbye and no chance. At least one of my lovely friends is coming over to spend my half day off work with me...oh wait, she can't come now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 22, 2010, 17:22
Tomorrow I have ot stay in at lunch to do coursework... Fun -_- and tomrrow is the day Gareth might be set free from bail.. Meaning he will be allowed near my village again! It is so scary cos he will hurt me :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on September 22, 2010, 17:29
It is so scary cos he will hurt me :(

Stab him in the Richard!

I can't find anyone to RP with. T.T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 22, 2010, 17:55
^ hehee.. I think I will .. But yeah... He used to work for the ploice.. So he knows all the moves D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 22, 2010, 17:57
not entirely sure. general feeling of pfff these last few days which brought itself to a head finally. don't want to talk to anyone, don't want to go anywhere, don't get on with anyone, don't care. 
despite the fact that my parents will call and ask QUESTIONS.. i'll make something up. 
slept in until one today because there was nothing i had to do, and i just didn't have the motivation to go anywhere else. now how pathetic is that? 
 
/bawww 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on September 22, 2010, 19:44
This Sino Morior guy is getting on my nerves with his open hate of Christianity.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 22, 2010, 19:58
This Sino Morior guy is getting on my nerves with his open hate of Christianity.

Dude, it's just his opinion, like it or not.. |:

I had a math test today, and I dunno, one of my simultaneous equations came out weird.. and I thought I was good at them!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 22, 2010, 20:01
Homework soon.

Bleh suxorz it is!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 22, 2010, 20:15
This Sino Morior guy is getting on my nerves with his open hate of Christianity.

In another thread:

most of them have no problems with homosexuals. The ones that do tend to be the old ladies


I don't really appreciate that, as I come under the bracket you are talking about

Not nice having your group hated on, hmm?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2010, 20:17
This Sino Morior guy is getting on my nerves with his open hate of Christianity.

he's an ignorant idiot, that's what he is :B
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 22, 2010, 20:20
Let's not make this a "we hate such and such" topic please guys; it's quite offensive actually and if you have a problem with a member then don't rise to it.

I'm feeling really ill and generally awful; but cheering Tom up has cheered me up =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 22, 2010, 20:24
Let's not make this a "we hate such and such" topic please guys; it's quite offensive actually and if you have a problem with a member then don't rise to it.
*reports for playing the mod*
loljk, I shall stay on topic. :>

I just looked over my maths stuff and realised just how much work I have to do, it's going to take at least 2-3 solid days to get up to speed, and that's assuming I have no problems! ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 22, 2010, 20:26
*reports for playing the mod*

...Oh yeah, I so didn't forget about that then ^^;

Oh, I think I'm starting to regret eating toast earlier which isn't cool at all =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 22, 2010, 22:01
Not nice having your group hated on, hmm?

/BEGINS SLOW CLAP...



yeah umm... insert whine whine whine about heroes here lol n______n
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 23, 2010, 05:58
Laying in warm bed, need toilet. Rain hitting skylight in my room... aww what to do!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2010, 09:12
Quote
Let's not make this a "we hate such and such" topic please guys; it's quite offensive actually and if you have a problem with a member then don't rise to it.

what he said just to make it official.  You'll just cause more arguments this way y'know.

don't worry about the mod playing bby, i'll let you off as I know how hard it is to get out of the habbit.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 23, 2010, 12:01
my sister wakes me up at 11:30 to tell me 'herp derp we're going to the art gallery with dad at 1'
no why are we going at 1
what purpose does that serve
you're the dumbass that kept me up until 7 talking about harry potter please stop doing that

i'm already gonna look like a pretentious dick today might as well start it off by drinking starbucks then
because her friends poured the soy milk on her bed and that was supposed to last me a week at least

also might as well
http://petlar.tumblr.com/post/1171395717/tl-dr-post-which-i-suggest-you-ignore
this is vague but i guess it's close to understandable if you've been following my disgustingly interesting life


this is what being off college does to me i become depressed and want to die and i'm not even joking when i say that which scares me a lot


also the doctor called about a blood test there
apparently the news isn't exactly good

OKAY
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 23, 2010, 18:47
Laying in warm bed, need toilet. Rain hitting skylight in my room... aww what to do!?
I feel your pain. Stupid skylights.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 23, 2010, 20:19
I can't find Pokemon Black cheap. :( Bugging me!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 23, 2010, 20:30
I'm ill, I can't eat without feeling worse, I'm struggling to sleep and even when I get a load I still feel knackered, life in general is crap at the moment. You could say almost everything xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 23, 2010, 20:38
Ah mods arn't invincible!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on September 23, 2010, 20:41
My Ds is slowly fading into the shallow depths of nothingness =/ I don't want to use a different one! That one is so me. It has my name and stuff scratched into it from over the years DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 23, 2010, 20:46
^^ Its time for an upgrade! :)

I'll trade my DSi for your pkmn black!

What I said earlier. No black?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 23, 2010, 22:35
basically i'm getting put on antidepressants
i don't know if i like that

dad knows and keeps making a huge deal about it

basically telling me not to take them because they don't help anything


dad's a doctor now?
idk

i just want to sleep until i feel better but idk when that will be


also i keep hearing the sound of someone screaming. sounds like an angry man.
which is cool since nobody can hear it either

LOL I AM GONIG INSAEN!!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 24, 2010, 04:41
Don't worry the men in white coats will be here soon

I can't sleep :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 24, 2010, 14:50
My boyfriend is off to university tomorrow and I had to say goodbye to him today =[ I go to a completely different university on Tuesday, so I don't know when I'm next going to see him. It probably sounds a bit stupid, but it's going to be difficult not seeing him as much because for the past few years I've either seen him or spoken to him basically every day.

=[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 24, 2010, 14:54
yet another hour and a half compulsory staying behind at school. yippee.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 24, 2010, 15:38
Life in general (y)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 24, 2010, 16:41
She's getting on my nerves again.

Today the whole school (or the people who cba'd to do it) did a sponsored walk up a hill. Me and my two friends walked up. One of my friends kept boasting that she wasn't tired at all and went on and on about it all the way up. Then at the top she buggered off on us, to show how hardcore she was!!11 and she kept on asking stupid questions or interuptting us when we're talking about something and changing the subject to fit her. Thank god she's away for two weeks.

I also have to get a blood test on Monday and I hope nothing serious will show up :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 24, 2010, 23:52
it's friday night and look where i am. 
 
only not really. 
i just came to this topic to give jenny a hat and a squish. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on September 25, 2010, 00:26
This year 9 kid is getting bullied by year 10s (Hate them so much) because he's different. It seems that no one likes him so he comes to me for support (I am like year 12 0,0) as apparently i am the only nice person around. It's sad because year 10s are the worst year and no one is nice there and i can understand how horrible it can be feeling like you have no friends. I even saw these foul girls picking on him by making him try to say 'dirty' stuff. He was acccused of bringing in a knife to school yesterday and just seems to be so alone. I don't want to interfer as he does have support from alot of teachers but it is a shame that they don't do anything about it!
I wish to obliterate the majority of girls in year 10.
Edit:At my school
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 25, 2010, 21:07
Just found out Smudge died last night... feel kinda bad, I was worried that something big would happen while I was gone but I never expected this.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: HipHop Honchkrow on September 25, 2010, 21:43
I'm ill, I can't eat without feeling worse, I'm struggling to sleep and even when I get a load I still feel knackered, life in general is crap at the moment. You could say almost everything xD

Same here my man :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 25, 2010, 21:58
My head hurts. :s
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on September 25, 2010, 22:01
I'm sick, and my throat itches.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 27, 2010, 14:33
i don't feel much myself today. i woke up and usually i go to the mirror to have a giggle at how my hair looks, but damn if i didn't just stare at my reflection like i didn't know who it was. it was like i couldn't remember who i was either. i tried to think and it only sounded like static.

also last night i didn't go to sleep like i said i would. i swear i sat up for 3 hours rocking back and forth just because everything was freaking me the hell out like the constant flashing in the back of my eyes and the fact my clothes pile looked like it was staring back at me

i don't usually get afraid of the dark, but this was intense. it felt like everything i did would trigger some sort of situation that would get me hurt, and sitting there just trying to feel like i had even an ounce of security was getting to me.

and i've to go back into college tomorrow to face people i already make myself look stupid in front of?

i would honestly cry so hard right now if i thought i remembered how. but it just seems like i'm only letting out a few tears that don't mean anything. can't remember the last time i cried and it actually meant something either.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on September 27, 2010, 14:56
Jen come to Derby and I will give you hugs :<

You're not allowed to be miserable, it doesn't suit you. So stop, now. <3

(and come on IRC so we can laugh at ZQ's epic failures some more)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 27, 2010, 16:14
I feel so low today.
I heard people talking about me a few times and it's like wth have I done to you? I felt like screaming at lunch time, i was just ready to punch someone in the face. Stupid little things were making me annoyed, like when my friends were singing and when they were walking so slow. I just wanted to cry on the spot just to feel a little better. Also I've been waking up at about 3am and taking about an hour to fall back asleep and it doesn't help that Roxy always wants out during the night.

And feeling like I'm not going to amount to anything, I've been predicted a C for Higher English, I mean what's the point in even attempting the exam? If I can't scrape a B in English and a B for art then my career choice says bye bye.

Ugh :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on September 30, 2010, 16:55
my family. End of.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 30, 2010, 21:52
Lined myself up for a night in and now I've had everyone coming to my door asking me to go out/have a drink in the kitchen and... I just want to be on my own, I don't care about having a night in now, I just want another night locked away in my room. :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 30, 2010, 21:55
French homework is so boring!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 30, 2010, 22:19
^ google translate =D got me through last year perfectly well!

it's time to start my diet =[ goodbye chocolate, hello carrots =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 01, 2010, 00:48
it's my friend's birthday
i've known him for 10 years around? maybe longer.
i waited until midnight to text him happy birthday.

but when i sent it i just thought about the last time anyone did anything like that for me and don't ever remember. well obviously because that doesn't happen. my parents remember my birthday. nobody else does. then when they ask my age and it's different from the last time we met, they'll ask 'oh, when was your birthday?'

what? really? you've known me since primary and you don't even know my birthday?

even though i spend most of my time asking birthdays and marking them down so i remember to get them something if i've got the money?

you would think i'd stop trying after the first year they didn't give a damn.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 01, 2010, 02:25
It's 2am, I've got Maths homework on a subject which hasn't been taught to me and it makes no bloody sense and I've got to get it done for tomorrow morning. What a joke... I'm going to get moaned at for something which isn't my fault. The book doesn't even tell me how to do it either =S
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 01, 2010, 10:11
My stepmum's just died =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on October 01, 2010, 11:56
^ Oh my. I'm so sorry for your lost D:

After what, six years on this site I just realised how to enter the IRC chat (i'm pathetically slow, I know). So thinking i'd try it out, I pressed it and my computer started making weird sounds so I exited. Now i'm scared to try again D: My computer is alright a pile of crap and I dont trust it when it makes weird sounds xD;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 01, 2010, 16:39
Oh Lottie, I'm so sorry. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on October 01, 2010, 20:38
I was walking down the neighbourhood and I saw a close friend smoking weed. 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on October 01, 2010, 21:54
My mom and dad aren't too fond of the idea of my being on the forum.
And my grades have been dropping slightly, and I really want to work on them.. chemistry is annoying. :/

So I have to go.

I'll miss you guys. :)


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 01, 2010, 21:56
My mom and dad aren't too fond of the idea of my being on the forum.
And my grades have been dropping slightly, and I really want to work on them.. chemistry is annoying. :/

So I have to go.

I'll miss you guys. :)

NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

paul gone -cries in corner-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 01, 2010, 21:56
^ Well that's made me feel sad... Paul was awesome D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 01, 2010, 21:57
He still is and he lives on in our hearts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 01, 2010, 22:05
wow no need to delete your account if you're being told to leave just go and come back later jesus
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pandemonium on October 01, 2010, 22:37
I just realised i turn 20 in 20 days

i just posted this in the happy topic also... dunno which to feel D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 01, 2010, 23:00
^ You should feel bad as your life is pretty much over now...unless you're one of those people who thinks fifty odd years is long enough to find something good in life? Like true love. <3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 01, 2010, 23:01
I should be out but I got told that people weren't going out tonight until about a few minutes ago where they said they were already out and wanted me to come out which would have meant getting a taxi on my own, staying there for about an hour and then coming back. I wouldn't have minded if I would have been told about it so it's really put me in a bad mood, I really needed a night out tbh =/

EDIT: Urgh crap night got so much crapper; just feel awful, don't feel like doing anything rather than sit on my own, reflecting on nothing and waiting for time to pass. I wish this would just go away, as soon as it looks like I'm getting back to a good place I'm getting knocked down again >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 02, 2010, 05:02
this is the third night in a row that i've pretty much cried myself to sleep. oh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on October 02, 2010, 16:07
Was listening to Lavender Town music...reversed. *shudders*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on October 02, 2010, 19:12
Paul come back ;;
also -snuggles for Jen and Alex-

I'm pretty down about the fact that I still have a week of living here to get through. Mum just cries all the time and gets angry at me and paranoid that my stepdad or I are trying to hurt her.. my stepdad is just always frustrated and storms around the house with a face like thunder, swearing under his breath.. everyone just snaps and shouts at each other, and of course the babies just scream. Moving day can't come fast enough.

and various other rubbish but I could probably cope with it all if I wasn't treadng on eggshells at home all the time and didn't feel like I was incapable of doing anything right.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pandemonium on October 02, 2010, 22:29
-snuggles for kay-

I didn't get any, either... so wanted them too. >:

^ You should feel bad as your life is pretty much over now...unless you're one of those people who thinks fifty odd years is long enough to find something good in life? Like true love. <3

Already feel like I did, but that's not for here.

this is the third night in a row that i've pretty much cried myself to sleep. oh.
D: Get a ZQ hug pillow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 03, 2010, 18:25
As you may or may not have noticed...I've not been on here as regularly as I usually am...

Mainly because I've had my boyfriend stay here for...a whopping 3 months.

But today...he's gone back home...and it just feels so empty and lonely without him now...I cried all the way to the airport and back...and am still doing so now...so I calculate that to be about 3 hours of crying and getting all upset...

I just don't know what to do with myself anymore ._. I miss being cuddled and loved and it's only been 2 hours without him...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 04, 2010, 11:37
i just saw charlotte's web fanart

oh no wait not even fanart

no. it was a picture of templeton doing it with charlotte.

OKAY. i think i'm just gonna go start drinking now. just.


shoot myself. in the head.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on October 04, 2010, 11:47
^ ah, Rule 34.

I don't want to go to work. I just want to sit at home where it's safe and no one can bother me.

I should just become a hermit.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 04, 2010, 11:50
I've got like 4 assignments (each 1500 words) for college. Each due all the same week. 2 weeks away!?!?!?! But i'll survive. The internet will help me. Plagiarism is bad kids. DON'T DO IT!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 04, 2010, 12:04
Been getting snotty, beaatchy texts from my old "friend".

Having to change my number now cos she wont stop >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on October 04, 2010, 21:44
watching Death of the Oceans.. it's bloody terrifying.

Sure, the Marine Census was amazing and fascinating.. and it's all very interesting.. but.. christ. For example, the population of top ocean predators (sharks, marlin, tuna etc) nowadays is a mere 10% of what it was 50 years ago, largely due to commercial fishing.. there aren't words D: and we've acidified the oceans so much that, even if we stopped our CO2 emissions now, it would be hundreds of years before the oceans returned to normal acidity levels.. it's just all so scary :<
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Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 04, 2010, 22:04
Coroner's report is tomorrow...
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Post by: Shaymin on October 05, 2010, 08:26
my cd player doesn't work anymore D=
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Post by: Captain Jigglypuff on October 05, 2010, 15:43
Not having a relationship and the death of Heath Ledger still after two years....
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Post by: Demelza on October 05, 2010, 15:53
Its done nothing but rain for the past week =/
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Post by: saillith on October 05, 2010, 15:58
If my suspicions are correct, then this'll be the last you'll see of me.
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 05, 2010, 17:05
Art teacher again fffff

She doesn't get the way I go about a drawing at all.

I like to sketch everything out first, whether it is wonky or not. Once the parts look okay I use a darker outline once i know it looks okay. As I was doing this she was like 'IT IS SQUINT! HOLD IT UP PLZ!1' I did that and then she rants again. I say I'm going to fix it. "Okay, you beter!!1'

jeez let me draw the god damn thing properly first before you go insane.
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Post by: RocketMember002 on October 05, 2010, 17:09
^^^
Isn't art meant to be all about individual expression? Weird they're telling you what to do.


I've got to much work to do I don't think any amount of willpower will override procrastination. ;.;
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Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 05, 2010, 22:47
Funeral's next thursday. Nice of my family to tell me personally. No. I find out on frigging Facebook. Of all places.
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Post by: saillith on October 05, 2010, 23:03
What? why? D:

I couldnt cope if it's true.
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Post by: Webby2 on October 05, 2010, 23:08
What? why? D:

Three word rule Jasper, remember to add more words in next time =]
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Post by: Mulholland on October 05, 2010, 23:08
No one will accept me for a work experiance placement... and it's necessary to graduate my course.
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Post by: Webby2 on October 11, 2010, 00:29
Reminiscing about stuff and subsequently reading back on what others had said and how I reacted to it... wow it's weird thinking back to it. Remind me not to look back at life ^^;
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Post by: Afro-Disiak on October 11, 2010, 08:00
The weekend was far too short. Time to go to work again :(
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Post by: Lord Raven on October 11, 2010, 08:13
i can't get to bed at all and the most i can do at a time is 8 push ups.  i used to be able to do 15.  man i've let myself go.  man

i'm hitting the gym right after lecture tomorrow.  for realz
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Post by: Shaymin on October 11, 2010, 08:32
biology tests today. if i fail either one of them i get kicked off the course.

yay
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Post by: SpinnelSun on October 11, 2010, 11:20
there is nothing to eat in this house.
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Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 11, 2010, 15:50
I have no voice. This is the second day now :|

Also I have to go home this week for the funeral =/
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Post by: saillith on October 11, 2010, 15:57
I've got a sore throat again >< It's been on and off for 3 weeks now and it just doesnt seem to show any signs of leaving for good anytime soon =/

On top of that, I just feel really run down and half dead...and it doesnt help that my mum keeps barking orders at me every five minutes to go and get something for her that she's perfectly capable of getting herself. A cup of tea thats right by your foot on the floor? Gimme a break. A cat on your lap is no excuse. Thats just pure laziness.
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Post by: Webby2 on October 11, 2010, 16:09
My 6th Form is being ridiculous, I'm so appalled with how they're doing some of the stuff now =/
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Post by: Shaymin on October 11, 2010, 19:41
i'm not arrogant ;^;
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Post by: Webby on October 11, 2010, 20:17
My 6th Form is being ridiculous, I'm so appalled with how they're doing some of the stuff now =/

Explain! Honestly, with the new head of 6th Form, I thought you'd have a great time  D:
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Post by: Liam on October 11, 2010, 20:21
English homework!

So long and just SO boring! :<
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 11, 2010, 20:24
My life is now taken up by college assignments. :( less PKMN. :(
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Post by: Webby2 on October 12, 2010, 15:59
The more I do Mechanics the more I regret not doing Physics at A Level; it really would have taken so much pressure off of myself. Damn my stubbornness =/
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Post by: Dragonpika on October 12, 2010, 17:36
The more I do Mechanics the more I regret not doing Physics at A Level; it really would have taken so much pressure off of myself. Damn my stubbornness =/

I found this as well =[ I'd sit listening to the physicists talking about what they were doing and thinking "that sounds really interesting" and I'd have done loads of the work already and just.. bah xD

My grandad's funeral is probably gonna be on my birthday.. eh.
I've been trying not to think about him too much but today Mum rang me and said he'd left me something in his will and I just said, without thinking ".. I'd rather have my grandad" and I just cried. :<
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Post by: Lord Raven on October 12, 2010, 17:40
mechanics isn't THAT bad, man up..  i'm afraid i'm gonna get a B in my mechanics class though
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Post by: Shaymin on October 12, 2010, 17:47
i want a star trek costume for halloween but when i search i only find american sites

;^;
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Post by: sylar on October 12, 2010, 17:52
^ paypal herp derp

my neighbour who's been helping us financially is on life support in turkey and everyone's in a panic
i understand it's a hectic situation, but i was supposed to do so much with mum this week and now she's busy taking care of this situation and... ugh. i feel kind of abandoned again. selfish, but abandoned.
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Post by: Piccolami. on October 12, 2010, 17:54
The more I do Mechanics the more I regret not doing Physics at A Level; it really would have taken so much pressure off of myself. Damn my stubbornness =/

seriously man, i spent all of last year HATING mechanics and not understanding it at all... it ended up being my best maths grade at the end =/

i've dropped further maths and a feel like a drop out now =[
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Post by: Dragonpika on October 12, 2010, 18:02
mechanics isn't THAT bad, man up..  i'm afraid i'm gonna get a B in my mechanics class though

Nah I loved mechanics! That's WHY I wish I'd done physics (instead of chem).. mechanics partly showed me how much I was enjoying the physics stuff, and also M1 and M2 make up a sizeable chunk of the physics A-level course.
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Post by: RocketMember002 on October 12, 2010, 18:16
The mechanics stuff I did in Physics AS seemed ok, hoping it's not any harder in maths this year.
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Post by: Shaymin on October 12, 2010, 18:21
stupid parents saying "why should you waste your money when you can get a cheap costume?"

well maybe i wasn't just going to wear it for HALLOWEEN

jeez.
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Post by: Webby2 on October 12, 2010, 20:12
mechanics isn't THAT bad, man up..  i'm afraid i'm gonna get a B in my mechanics class though

It's not that it's bad; in fact it's that it's really good which is why I regret not taking Physics =P

And Kay, sorry to hear about that D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on October 13, 2010, 08:24
This topic (http://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=99363.0) is making me want to do terrible things. I spoke last night of making the world explode with my mind or imagining the sun imploding and burning the solar system.

Yeah it's one of those days x_X
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 13, 2010, 09:34
^^ Don't kill us all.  :o

Its now got to the point where I don't want to go out. Its cold, wet and horrible. :( I like summer rain. But not winter.   :(
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 13, 2010, 09:57
I can't find my ds OR my ipod ;; lack of gaming and music isn't good D:
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Post by: Shaymin on October 15, 2010, 08:32
i just got called a foul nasty female dog quitter after i shut down a sit because no one was coming on any more.

nice to know all the work i put in before shutting down was appreciated =(
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Post by: RocketMember002 on October 15, 2010, 17:19
I have horrible maths h/w about solving trig functions within ranges, and after about 6 hours of trying, I still have no idea what the hell I'm supposed to do. And I have a mini mock in maths next week, I need to be predicted an A/B for my uni choices and my teacher thinks I'm thick. :< I daresay I'll be proving him correct.
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Post by: MOP on October 15, 2010, 22:23
So our economy is quite dependant on graduates and to help get Britain back on track we're going to do this? I'm hopeful this is just an exaggeration of the cuts but I'm sure they'll still be quite bad.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/education-11550619 (http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/education-11550619)
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Post by: sylar on October 16, 2010, 05:22
well i guess it's more fear than anything. i hear thumping that's loud and making the house shake, and everywhere i look i think someone's there watching me. paranoid, yes... but it's scaring me to no end. i see glimpses of people standing there whenever i look anywhere and when i look again they're gone which should be reassuring but it makes me think i'm losing it since i sometimes get these glimps

i cba typing any more i just sound stupid honestly
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Post by: ginrei on October 16, 2010, 19:18
I am so emo and doubting myself right now y'all have no idea.

I should be over this at my age
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Post by: Catstorm on October 16, 2010, 22:06
My 1500+ page RP on another site was abandoned by me months ago and left to my friends to govern. Now I feel kinda sad because it doesn't look too organized (not that I ever made it so.)
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Post by: Shaymin on October 16, 2010, 22:20
ooh, revision day tommorow. i can't frigging wait.
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Post by: Piccolami. on October 16, 2010, 22:34
extra work tomorrow, work again on monday... urgh 4 days in a row of tedium and dust and some truly disgusting plates
not even the thought of the nice-looking new guy will cheer me up
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 17, 2010, 10:07
Nothing to do today. :( Bored!
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Post by: SpinnelSun on October 17, 2010, 12:10
I have a test tomorrow D: I have to write 3 essays in 2 hours, each about 10 pages long. It usually takes me 50 minutes to write one.
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Post by: MOP on October 17, 2010, 13:44
My fifth year in Bristol and I think this is the first time I've ever felt home sick. I go home three times a year but maybe I should go home more often? =[
I also tried to do some work and in starting my work I realised I had double the amount I thought I had, that pretty much killed my motivation.
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Post by: Liam on October 17, 2010, 13:48
French homework. T_T

It is aweful.
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Post by: Piccolami. on October 17, 2010, 13:49
^ google translate

work in a bit =[ no one nice is in either =[
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on October 17, 2010, 13:52
it's cold in here
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Post by: Webby2 on October 17, 2010, 14:32
I've just realised I have Maths homework, Business homework, Law homework and folder sorting all to do for Monday, plus I brought none of it to my dads meaning that I have to start it at like 6pm =/
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Post by: Liam on October 17, 2010, 15:15
^ google translate

work in a bit =[ no one nice is in either =[

Google translate uses bigger, better and more sophisticated words that I have never heard of, and I only have 2 weeks to practice for my speaking exam!
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Post by: saillith on October 17, 2010, 23:20
My drunkard of a sister, my dickwad of a brother in law...my spoilt little brat neices who think its perfectly acceptable to act like little preppy teenagers and have the last say in everything while they go about stealing my things...Ugh. I hate them all.

I just wanna move out to my sweetie ;_______;
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Post by: RustedAggron on October 17, 2010, 23:35
^ damn son move out quick ha. whats depressing me is my cat. he had the unfortunate pleasure of dipping his entire leg in dirty motor oil. i hope he hasn't been licking it. i will be equipting myself with dawn soap and chainmail later
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 18, 2010, 11:01
Just realised when I read all your depressing stories. I depressed me. :(
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 18, 2010, 17:17
I can't believe it's been exactly a year since i saw green day D:
That was my first ever concert and it was perfect <3
Going to pasalacqua, getting eye contact from mike, getting a plectrum, meeting all those awesome people ugh it was great ;_;

it also sucks that i have no idea when they will tour again, it better be within the next year :/

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Post by: sylar on October 19, 2010, 01:49
i am kind of sick of being so paranoid and getting no sleep because of it
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Post by: Webby on October 20, 2010, 01:16
I've spent the last two hours reading 31 chapters of a fanfic that has seriously made me ship a certain couple from a fandom I'm interested in... to find that the last 5 chapters haven't been written. It's been just over a year since chapter 31 was uploaded and the author said it's unlikely she'll find the spark to write so well for a while... ;______;  damn youuuu
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Post by: Liam on October 20, 2010, 16:21
P.E theory test tomorrow. I do not find it very humerus. :|
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Post by: Pretty_Chicken on October 20, 2010, 20:36
My kitty hasn't come home yet.. It's cold and dark and I'm worried about him :(
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Post by: Milsap on October 20, 2010, 21:38
This section from a story I'm writing.

Quote
On November 10 1967, Lisa was administered the "Type-B" variation of the virus, while her mother was administered with "Type-A". Lisa's body didn't immediately begin to exhibit signs of mutation and absorb the virus. Over a period of time, under observation, both Lisa's mental and physical states were grotesquely altered. Documentation found by S.T.A.R.S member Richard Aiken suggested that Umbrella killed Jessica shortly after she was given the Progenitor virus because she displayed no reaction to the treatment. In order to pacify Lisa, who had been separated from her mother during their imprisonment, Umbrella sent in staffers who had been disguised as Lisa's parents to provide her with a sense of security; however, Lisa was able to recognize them as impostors and violently killed them. Umbrella made repeated attempts to subdue Lisa, but all attempts failed when she ripped off their faces and attaching them to her own body for safe-keeping. The increasingly mentally unstable and lonely Lisa grew obsessed with finding her true mother so that she could "give her back her face". Lisa was able to find the secret tomb of her mother, built under the Spencer Estate. While she was able to recognise the scent of her mother, she was unable to open the stone coffin and "reunite" with her.

Nov. 14, 1967
I feel dizzy after that shot they gave me. I don't see Mom. Where did they take her?
She promised that we would escape together. Did she escape alone and leave me behind?

Nov. 15, 1967
I found Mom. We ate together. I was very happy.
But she was a fake. Not my real Mom.
Same face but different inside.
Have to find Mom. Have to give face back to mother.
I got Mom's face back.
Nobody can have my Mom except me. I attach her face to me so she doesn't go away.
Because Mom sad when I meet her without her face.

Nov. 17, 19 7
from inside box, scent of mommy.
maybe true mother there.
stone box hard. It hurt. steel rope in
the way.
can't see mother becuz 4 stones.

19
dadddy atached first
momm atached scond
iNside reD and sLimy
whiTe and haRd
not true moM wheRe
dunno dadd
found mum again
whne atachd momMy
she moved no more
she screaming
why?
Jst want to b with her

4
mom
where?
I mis yuo
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Post by: saillith on October 21, 2010, 15:52
Mum's just finished putting me down about my losing weight attempts.

Apparently I'll never do it and even if I do, I'll still look horrible in the kind of clothes that I want to get into.

So screw it.

I'm not trying anymore.

Brb food binging.
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Post by: Wix on October 22, 2010, 00:08
My guinea pig just died tonight.
RIP Spice (2002-2010)
;_;
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Post by: Normandy on October 22, 2010, 00:37
The amount of homework I have. It's only for two subjets but it's a hell of a lot of work. I've been working on it for about an hour and a half, and have barely scrathed the surface.
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 22, 2010, 03:58
I've come away from college but forgot to copy and assignment onto my USB. Now what am I going to do.....
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Post by: saillith on October 22, 2010, 12:52
Doctors today at 4 ._.

The infection in my finger is getting worse so I need it checking out...

But if she so much as comes near me with something sharp...i'm outta there ;;
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Post by: Specstile on October 22, 2010, 15:50
I am ill ):
not been this ill for about 3 years.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 22, 2010, 17:36
I have nothing in the near future to look foward to. Plus my phone charger died and I'm on 1 bar!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on October 22, 2010, 17:45
i got on the scales this morning...
i didn't like the numbers...
no more pudding for me.
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Post by: Shaymin on October 23, 2010, 15:13
biscuit's eye is going cloudy =( I think she's becoming blind, my poor baby ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on October 23, 2010, 19:19
whenever i try to get my guinea pig sandy out of her cage, she bites me really hard, then her teeth chatter and she trembles for ages. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on October 24, 2010, 00:22
i don't think anyone on this site actually like me o.o
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 24, 2010, 06:17
^^ How could you say such a thing *hug* We're one big loving family!

I'm up to early on a saturday.

Edit: and now sundays. :(
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Post by: Shaymin on October 24, 2010, 07:31
had a horrible dream so i'm up at 7:30 on a sunday -_-

-is too scared to go back to sleep-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 24, 2010, 11:04
i don't think anyone on this site actually like me o.o
Aww but you have the best username! Its even trademarked. :3
I don't really know anyone either, no IRC for me.  D:



Workload depresses me as always.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on October 24, 2010, 11:50
^yeah i have no idea how IRC works. it connects and stuff but says i need to choose a channel, click channels and nothing happens. sucks.
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Post by: sylar on October 24, 2010, 16:16
that people still say everyone hates them so they can get a few pity comments.
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Post by: Specstile on October 24, 2010, 16:18
i don't think anyone on this site actually like me o.o
Aww i find you quite adorable ^^;
I don't use the IRC either so that makes two of us =P (It wont load ¬¬)

I feel my friend just cba with my friendship anymore, he lies so much just to get out of the simplest of things like showing me a picture. He says he's going for a bath but he lied about that too because i caught him on fb going off and on. I just want him to be honest with me ):
I know someone else has taken my place but i guess life moves on.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on October 24, 2010, 16:21
I'm playing chess with myself and I just can beat me. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on October 24, 2010, 21:20
everyone hates me >: 
 
also i'm still ill 
flu cold cough kind of thing yes 
but i woke myself up this morning by being sick over the side of the bed 
managed to miss the bin, woo. 
so i had to clean that up 
 
and i have work in for tomorrow of course 
and a progress test, har. 
and i just feel.. urg 
i intend to complain as much as possible without actually doing this work at a more reasonable speed 
 
i really need a cup of tea but the kitchen is jam-packed at the moment. 
 
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 24, 2010, 21:34
I have a really itchy thigh. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 25, 2010, 00:35
Kay kicking me in IRC >>

I hate you SO much.
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Post by: Shaymin on October 25, 2010, 09:49
gotta take biscuit to the vet today. her eye hasn't improved =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on October 25, 2010, 11:01
I've got bug bites all over my legs. All the itching is driving me insane Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on October 25, 2010, 11:48
I.. I can't tell if you're being serious or not, Megan ^^;
if you are, I'm sorry D:

I got to sleep maybe around 3 ish this morning. Had a couple of awful, vivid nightmares so I was up again by half 5 and thought I was too scared to go back to sleep.. but I must've done, because several times I "did" something like set my alarm, go to the loo, pick my book up to read it.. and then I'd suddenly be back in my bed, the alarm hadn't changed, my bookmark hadn't moved, and our flat's hoover was still sat on top of my toilet.. so as if the whole realistic-dream thing wasn't disorientating and confusing enough, it took me quite a while to remember why the Hell there was a hoover in my bathroom (my flatmate put it there earlier). And I know that all sounds ridiculous and silly, but as I was already shaken up by my nightmares, it freaked me out no end.. I might wake up in a sec to find out that I never actually wrote this post >>

Plus the whole reason that I couldn't sleep and had the dreams in the first place:
I just feel so lonely.
And it's amplified by the letter I got in the post today telling me that my grandad had left me some money in his will.
I don't want money.. I want my grandad back.
and wow I sound about five years old.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 25, 2010, 16:13
I'm cold and hungry. Tea and biscuits aren't helping. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 25, 2010, 16:36
Haha was kidding of course, Kay M'deary x3 I cannot be mad at you..

Erm...yeah...just been to the dentist...and left with a numb upper lip ><

Feel...a bit "8S"
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Post by: Shaymin on October 25, 2010, 16:38
gotta take biscuit to the vet. not looking forward to it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 25, 2010, 16:52
Neck hurts like wow. :<
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Post by: sylar on October 26, 2010, 03:43
i'm having another moment where everything is unreal. maybe it's because i just swallowed those painkillers. maybe it's just delirium from lack of sleep without those painkillers. can't seem to sleep without taking something. either way that mirror is scaring me. two people i don't know are having their own conversation in my head. the shadows aren't safe and these delusions will be the death of me one day.
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Post by: Webby2 on October 26, 2010, 13:26
Looking back on the night I realised I was quite the dick at times, I'm still lonely and urgh, I just need a big hug or something. It's going to be one of those days; I've only been up like 15 minutes and so far everything has gone wrong. I'd rather still be out tbf but either way I'd still be like the lonely guy in the room filled with massive amounts of people =/

Oh and my freshers flu has got worse which doesn't help matters. Urgh.

EDIT: I just found out that Paul the Octopus has died as well. Damn you cruel world D:
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Post by: saillith on October 26, 2010, 13:41
^ THIS!

;_______; I love octopi...

R.I.P Paul...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 26, 2010, 13:44
...I didn't break the news to you did I? If I did then that'll make me feel worse ;_; I really don't want to be spreading negativity =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on October 26, 2010, 13:47
why must the good die so young!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 26, 2010, 13:48
...I didn't break the news to you did I? If I did then that'll make me feel worse ;_; I really don't want to be spreading negativity =/

Nuh nuh nuh ^^;

One of my friends posted it on Facebook ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on October 26, 2010, 13:50
I wonder if he saw it coming?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 26, 2010, 13:58
Claire you're lucky that I laugh at awful jokes because that was shocking =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 26, 2010, 14:01
Oh lord that joke was awesome.

Neck still hurts. -.-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 26, 2010, 14:03
I need the shiny Pokemon Black/White Scizor spirite. But Arkeis hasn't got it yet. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on October 27, 2010, 00:01
I saw Paranormal Activity 2 tonight.

I thought it was funny when I was watching it... but now that I'm alone, and vulnerable and..... the first born son...


Oh my God. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on October 27, 2010, 02:08
I was invted to dinner with my girlfriend and her parents and my grandpa wouldn't let me go :T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 27, 2010, 05:11
^^ Run Away!!! (do what they do in the films. Climb out your bedroom window, down the drain pipe and get to that party, (in your case dinner).

I've got work tonight. Now after 2 months. I no longer look foward to it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on October 27, 2010, 19:05
sitting in an internet cafe... time is up at 7:30 but i really really really need to loo! as it's a cafe i have had 4 coffee's and it's starting to have an effect on me. T.T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 27, 2010, 19:06
Me and Tim are no longer talking... I can't believe he did what he did D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 27, 2010, 19:54
i'm possibly going to my friends' tomorrow...
and we have to go to her athletics, and they do EIGHT 200ms, and it'll rain and be cold. plus i practically die after the 200m.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 27, 2010, 19:58
An essay? For tomorrow?
Oh yeah!  :D
Oh wait...no.  :o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 27, 2010, 21:30
I have a spot in my ear. It hurts ;(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 28, 2010, 09:43
just been kicked out of college. ok.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 28, 2010, 10:44
^^ How? Are you upset about it?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 28, 2010, 10:49
Are you upset about it?
well, if she's posting in the 'whats depressing you right now?' topic, i'd guess she might be.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 28, 2010, 10:54
^^ I needed to abide by the 3 word rule and I'm not depressed at the moment.... :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 28, 2010, 11:16
constant absence.
my fault, i know.

and yes i am. mostly because of the humiliation of walking into class and being told to leave. it's no fun welling up in front of a bunch of hipsters who are 2 years older than you. or your crush. might just be wishful thinking, but she looked a bit hurt to see me go. god it was just horrible.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 30, 2010, 20:02
Got your average social and work related problems, I tend to ignore them all for as long as possible so when they do get to me it hits home hard. Ah well.

I'm really not ready for my appraisal next week, I can't remember the procedure for trauma patients and I keep forgetting which views to take and at what point to call the doctors about neck braces. I suppose if I play it safe and do everything I can I might be able to pass but I'll lose so many marks for not being 100% certain of every detail it'll be embarrassing to show my face when everyone else has been doing so well.

A friend of mine has been nice enough to invite me over to a small dinner party but its all sea food which makes me throw up! Literally! So I'm avoiding that even though it means spending this evening as the third wheel with a couple.

Enough moaning its off to the pub!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilentSeraph on October 31, 2010, 18:57
i've got my first lesson of my four lesson gcse english controlled assessment at 8:30 tomorrow morning. 1st lesson on the 1st day back after half term. curse the teachers!
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 31, 2010, 19:03
Back to college tommorow. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 31, 2010, 20:21
Nearly having a full on panic attack here.

I caught the kids who are over for Halloween all sneaking in my room with my Crested Gecko, Fraggle out on my bed, screaming and dropping her and grabbing her tightly...and they've stressed her out so much that she's dropped the end of her tail...she keeps biting in defense and she's making distress calls...and I had to rescue my Rosy Boas from being dropped on the floor cos they're scared of snakes yet still insist on sneaking into my room and GRABBING them out of their tanks!!

I'm in floods of tears right now and im finding it so hard to breath because I'm crying so hard...and i'm trying to hard not to shake as violently as I am now...but I just cant..

And you probably all think im overreacting over the most ridiculous thing here...But just step into the shoes of a parent here...and imagine your child is being manhandled and swung around by some huge burly looking man and your child is screaming and crying in pain...wanting your help. Thats basically how it feels for me right now...

Way I see it...I hate kids because I love reptiles SO much...and to see MY babies suffering at the hands my neices and their friends...it;s just aweful and it sets me off into this trembling, sobbing wreck I am now ><

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 31, 2010, 20:25
^^ That is totally out of order. They shoulx know better (how old are they). I say tommorow, you kill them all, (I read they were staying the night?). I hate people that are cruel to animals.

My mum is watching the X-Factor and isn't socialising. Why do I bother?

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 31, 2010, 20:27
The eldest is 9 and the youngest is 6...the other two are inbetween that age...so yes...they shoul know better...which adds to me being in such a big mess about it all ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 01, 2010, 15:51
@wiplashed:

KILL THEM ALL WITH POISON!

i used to freak out if anyone even touched my pets, my gerbils were really fast and people often dropped them. When people stuck their hands in the tank i used to slap them away. Once when i was out the person i was living with had friends over and they got my gerbils out, one went missing one had it's front teeth bashed out and couldn't eat her normal food for two weeks and one of them bit them... they had the gaull to come to -me- and blame -me- for them getting bitten. Some people sould just go play in traffic because they can'r understand that pets are family too >:(

they wouldn't treat thair own pets like that, so why do it to yours? T.T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 01, 2010, 21:09
I accidenty (sp) popped the spot in my ear. It was big, I heard it pop );
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 01, 2010, 21:46
I accidenty (sp) popped the spot in my ear. It was big, I heard it pop );
Are you mad!? Thats like one of the most satifying things in the world. If it's big enough for you to see stuff burst out when it pops you've really achieved something.

I'm slightly miserable because maths is horrible and I have mountains of catching up to do over my 4 day weekend.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 01, 2010, 21:54
Are you mad!? Thats like one of the most satifying things in the world. If it's big enough for you to see stuff burst out when it pops you've really achieved something.
Out of context that sounds so wrong :o
Whatever was depressing me has gone, that made me laugh. =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on November 01, 2010, 22:00
My NaNo is looking like it won't be enough to fill 50,000 words... :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 01, 2010, 22:15
The spot was in my ear. Quite hard to see in there.... Plus I laid on it. So it popped then. Sounded cool though. ;)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OpalRhea on November 01, 2010, 22:16
Roxxy:...At least your NaNo is going.

And what's depressing me is that I've joined some really good RPs lately, but nobody posts. *cough*flashofsilver,sparkofwhite*cough*Roxxy*cough*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on November 01, 2010, 22:34
Taylor Swift tickets come out on Nov. 4th.
I really (x10000) want to go, but I'm really scared I won't get any tickets, and ugh, I feel sick. :/

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on November 01, 2010, 22:50
I'm under so much stress at school and ugh.
Chrismas come plz
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 02, 2010, 06:05
I have to work through my free periods at college. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 02, 2010, 10:57
Life in general once again =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 02, 2010, 13:40
I just want everyone to know. The road workers outside are really making me mad!!! Surely there is only so much digging you can do with a pneumatic drill?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 02, 2010, 14:04
I'm actually freezing right now ><

T-shirt...jumper...hoodie...2 pairs of socks on...Legwarmers...jeans...and I'm still shivering ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on November 03, 2010, 13:04
Homesick again... it usually passes, but the thought of everything changing so much really hits me sometimes. :S  I know I'm going back in 9 days (oh dear didn't realise it was that soon  o.o;), but it still gets to me. I miss being at home... but I'll go back and miss being here. I can't win. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 04, 2010, 18:12
My cats got diabeties. (sp?)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 04, 2010, 18:31
I am officially an elderly woman. I'm eating cake with tea and listening to radio 4 while nodding my head knowingly.  :???
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 04, 2010, 18:45
I'm majorly dissapointed. After watching some "meet" video's today, I want to meet some of you. :/ Sounds like a laugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: gunnybunny2 on November 04, 2010, 18:54
I really want to start the RP I joined, but it seems to be taking forever to start.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on November 04, 2010, 20:53
Today is my birthday, yet I don't feel happy at all. Nothing seems to have gone right, I have a ridiculous amount of homework and I'm snapping at my parents when I know I shouldn't, but still do it. I wish November 4th was over. Also didn't get Speak Now, which was disappointing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on November 04, 2010, 20:55
I really want to start the RP I joined, but it seems to be taking forever to start.
I know what you mean, I think it's because the leader isn't online or something -_-

My cat got all wet because a nasty person poured water on her. Now she's all grumpy. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on November 05, 2010, 13:12
I have nothing to look forward to for at least the next two years.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on November 06, 2010, 01:25
I must take math tuition and everything at school socially is going horribly wrong at the moment

:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on November 06, 2010, 20:05
that apparently, i'm a bully.
basically, i've been getting slapped and hit all week by keysha, and haven't told anyone. she got caught on friday, and apparently i'm bullying her on fb because me and a few others got in an arguement and 'ganged up' on her. i wasn't allowed to tell him what she's said to me.
she's said that i slit my wrist because my friends all hate me, that i'm a lowlife, she's hit me about eight times and i've had to hold myself back from knocking her out. then he tells me that keysha has her own problems, and she could beat me in a fight easily. i have my own problems. andandand, you're a BLOODY TEACHER, YOU DON'T KNOW THAT SHE COULD BEAT ME.

so now me and my friend have to do a two hour bullying and internet course, and she get's away with everything. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 06, 2010, 20:33
I want to cry...so much.

I wish I wasnt in this family...

My dad's a drunk...my mum's a cheating cow who's on holiday with her fancy man now...I dont have the guts to tell my dad...and I dont really feel its my place to...

I get nothing but crap from my neices annd my sister is a leeching bag who thinks the world is just handed to her on a plate...

My boyfriend was meant to call me today...haha...a likely story.

So yes...Mum's on holiday with my scumbag sister, with her toyboy...the kids are down with their dad...my dad is out cold on the sofa, snoring like a bloody pig and waking up to slur a few words to me...and my boyfriend is just...not here ><;

*sighs* Can I cry now? ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on November 06, 2010, 20:36
Aww Meg :( -Internet hug- If you want to have a cry just let it out. It'll make you feel better, gurl. =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 06, 2010, 20:41
Thanks Liam =/

I just dont want to look weak by letting it out physically...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on November 06, 2010, 20:45
Weakness is not being able to show your true feelings!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 06, 2010, 20:46
-Hugs FK & Megan-

It's sad to see you both in bad situations like this; I hope things pick up for the both of you because neither of you deserve trouble like that =]
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 06, 2010, 21:46
5th November weekend. The fireworks here are like.. well, there are none!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on November 08, 2010, 23:41
I'm not happy with anything I'm doing tonight. I feel like I'm bothering anyone... I come out of being down and then put myself back in that position. Ranting to a friend every 5 minutes, complaining that I'm antisocial to a load of people... even writing this, I feel like I'm just complaining for the sake of it it. :S 

and my choice of songs for my happy playlist SUCKS... Anything I'm Not is not a happy song at all. Dx 
oh, why's the world so cruel to me?
when all, all i ever want to be is anything I’m not
gimme a break, a little escape
i am so tired of being me
i wanna be free, i wanna be new and different
anything I’m not


edit2: urgh, I need to stop using my ability to speak to people >.<;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on November 08, 2010, 23:57
Been a year since my dog died. And one of my former friends is blanking me. I didn't do anything..? But she just ignores me now. Not even a lousy 'happy birthday' from her, even though on her birthday, I made sure to stay up until 12 and text her. And bought her a really nice present. Ugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 09, 2010, 03:53
I've spent the past hour moaning to my irl friends about how my life sucks and even though I think they're awesome I'm so distant to them. Then I go and wake Kay up to moan to her about it. Then I go and wake up a few other irl friends. Urgh, I'm just being a douche about it all. I'm a crap friend, probably not a good person to be in a relationship (which is something I really crave right now, especially as it's been a while since my last one) and well, I'm probably a bad person in general.

I'm just causing trouble towards people when they don't need it. Urgh, I'm just a crap and useless person =/

EDIT: Oh, couldn't sleep. Thought I'd go for a quick walk to see if that helped. I ended up taking an hour walk which could have taken 10 minutes; I just decided to take the longest route. Really explains where I am I guess haha.

EDIT: Woo, full total of 30 mins sleep (at max), plus getting out of bed and being sick isn't good. Damn I'm tired, damn I'm ill. Might just ask for the day off because I don't think I'll manage it =/
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Post by: Lugiafanatic on November 09, 2010, 12:35
I've spent the past hour moaning to my irl friends about how my life sucks and even though I think they're awesome I'm so distant to them. Then I go and wake Kay up to moan to her about it. Then I go and wake up a few other irl friends. Urgh, I'm just being a douche about it all. I'm a crap friend, probably not a good person to be in a relationship (which is something I really crave right now, especially as it's been a while since my last one) and well, I'm probably a bad person in general.

I'm just causing trouble towards people when they don't need it. Urgh, I'm just a crap and useless person =/

EDIT: Oh, couldn't sleep. Thought I'd go for a quick walk to see if that helped. I ended up taking an hour walk which could have taken 10 minutes; I just decided to take the longest route. Really explains where I am I guess haha.

EDIT: Woo, full total of 30 mins sleep (at max), plus getting out of bed and being sick isn't good. Damn I'm tired, damn I'm ill. Might just ask for the day off because I don't think I'll manage it =/
No, you are not a crap and useless person. You are awesome, and a great friend. :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lukey lapras on November 10, 2010, 17:10
i bought a coat and wore it once so they gave me a free replacement but that one broke two
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 10, 2010, 21:14
Tonight...

I'm offically a COD Widow ;____;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 11, 2010, 09:26
My internet speed. How long can it take to load google.. come on! At least PKMN.net WAP2 mode works fine. :D 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on November 11, 2010, 14:45
Just an all round unhappy bunny.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on November 11, 2010, 18:07
Just miserable for no good reason. Pessimistic. Under the weather. Self-absorbed. Down in the dumps. Lethargic. Unimaginatively teenage, in short. 
Have managed to convince myself that I'm going to fail this course as soon as is humanly possible and be sent back. Or maybe the financial trouble I'm having [already! amazing. bloody student loans kerfuffle] will mean that I have to leave. And I've heard nothing back from the hospital even though it's been two months now. 
And whenever I have spare time enough to sort something out, I'm far too knackered to do so. Even if I did know what exactly I had to do or where I'm to go- I keep being sent back and forth and round the bloody houses and come out of it with no progression and none the wiser. 
Urg. 
That'll do. 
Just... urg. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 11, 2010, 18:08
Money and/or lack of it ><;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ZekromFanatic on November 11, 2010, 19:07
I've spent the past hour moaning to my irl friends about how my life sucks and even though I think they're awesome I'm so distant to them. Then I go and wake Kay up to moan to her about it. Then I go and wake up a few other irl friends. Urgh, I'm just being a douche about it all. I'm a crap friend, probably not a good person to be in a relationship (which is something I really crave right now, especially as it's been a while since my last one) and well, I'm probably a bad person in general.

I'm just causing trouble towards people when they don't need it. Urgh, I'm just a crap and useless person =/

EDIT: Oh, couldn't sleep. Thought I'd go for a quick walk to see if that helped. I ended up taking an hour walk which could have taken 10 minutes; I just decided to take the longest route. Really explains where I am I guess haha.

EDIT: Woo, full total of 30 mins sleep (at max), plus getting out of bed and being sick isn't good. Damn I'm tired, damn I'm ill. Might just ask for the day off because I don't think I'll manage it =/
alex you know good and well you're not like that you're just plain awesome you should really know that by know.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on November 11, 2010, 22:07
I've just been told that there are going to be very noisy building works going on outside my window everyday at 7:30am for five months, starting Monday. I'm paying to live in student halls, not on a building site =[ It's going to mean I can't access the block I live in properly too, and is basically going to cause a lot of problems (like the bike shed not being in use anymore because we won't be able to get to it).

Apparently I'm in one of the blocks that's going to get the most disruption as well. Great! -__-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 12, 2010, 08:32
i keep getting pains from in/around my heart

do not want to diiiie
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on November 12, 2010, 16:22
Just had the worst day of my life so far, I cant even think about it. Congratulations world, you've done it again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on November 12, 2010, 16:27
I just don't know whether I'm coming or going..

My housemate keeps trying to pick on things I say about him, to the point where I swear he's eavesdropping on my conversations, like the phonecall with my nan that i just had. I can't be bothered with him, I don't get on with him, he just really gets on the wrong side of me. I ust want it to be July so i can move out, which is a shame, because I love the rest of my house.

I'm pretty much constantly on the verge of tears, and I don't know why.

Emotionally I'm pretty much up the creek without a paddle. Even though I had a really good night last night I still can't help feeling that everything was just superficial, just.. not really genuine at all. And then Matt wonders why I'm a jealous person, when he decides that he's disappearing for "i dont know how long" after he'd spoken to me pretty much the first time in a month, because he'd been avoiding me. I don't think he understands that I don't know what i want, I don't know where I'm heading atm, all I know is that it's a downwards spiral.

Christmas will now be spent in Swansea, not at home. I wasn't going to come home at first anyway, but what with my family situation at the moment I decided that even if it was only for a week, I probably should. But it turns out I HAVE to work boxing day all day. I don't mind, I need the money, and I'd probably enjoy it a lot more than being at home. I can see Christmas there just being awkward and quite frankly upsetting. I may be able to get New Year off though, so I don't know. I may go home for a week in January instead. I'll have to check the rota tomorrow or whenever the christmas ones are up..

I miss my dog =[ She grumbled at me on the phone today. She'll make things better =[

And I don't want to start my essays and my presentation, it seems like more hassle than it's worth atm. I think I need a hug =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on November 12, 2010, 18:56
ugh i feel like there's no point in trying any more.

There's no point in even attempting my exams next year because I've been predicted Cs by pretty much all of my teachers. It's like, well okay you think I can scrape a pass - is that it? Is that all I'm going to achieve? C's for Higher English/Art/Administration and Int 2 Biology/Maths? That'll get me so far~

The only thing I'm 'good' at is Art and that won't get me far. I feel stupid because I don't even have the brains to do Biology at Higher and have to resort to a 'creative' subject to get me further in life. Even with music as well, I'm only a Grade 4 and I know so many people who are my age who're grade 8 and its like what?

:/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 13, 2010, 08:46
I just feel really crappy in general .___.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on November 13, 2010, 22:21
i miss my girl ugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on November 14, 2010, 04:33
the kid i like.

today at the game he moves form his seat and comes and sits behind me, and kinda sits there for a moment, and then he starts talking to the people behind him. then this kid dakota comes and sits down, and then i glance back and he's giving dakota this look, and if looks could kill, dakota would've died a bloody death. but im like, maybe he's not looking at dakota. so then i keep talking with him. then the kid i like's friends come over. and he moves over to the side, so he's ion the bleacher above us, but diagonal so i can see him. and the whole time. he was watching me and dakota talk. a few times he'd spend like 5 minute intervals watching the game, but he'd always come back to looking at us. then i started flirting with dakota and then i didnt even notice the kid i like for like 4 minutes and then next thing i know his face is in his hands and then when he takes his face out his eyes are all bloodshot and one of his friends asked him if he was okay. all he kept saying was, "im fine, ok? im okay." and he stopped watching at this point and stared off. so then i talked to dakota again.

 then people started throwing stuff at us, probably because we were being really loud and annoying. i'm just looking at my friends, like, what the hell. and then people are like throwing like small metal things at dakota, and then the kid i like's friend goes and starts putting things in his hood. dakota was starting to get mad, so i was like, "just ask them to stop and if they don't then whatever." so he turns around, and looks at the person's friend and is like, "hey, can you stop throwing things at me?"

 and then the kid i like bursts out and is like "SHUT UP YOUR (freaking) ANNOYING DAKOTA." i look at my best friend and we both look at him with the same faces of  o_o to :| to >:|

 and then he watched me and dakota for the rest of the game.

 then afterwards my best friend who is a friend of the kid i like texts him and says, "what happened to you today at the game?" and he just starts saying things along the lines of, "i dont know. im such a terrible friend and im sorry im such a letdown and disappointment..." etc. which i went from being like, 'i thought you were my friend :|' to 'i thought you were my friend... but whatever whats wrong?'

 but he was really angry and i thought it was at me so i didnt say anything to him. besides he was getting ready to go out with some of his friends so he was only on facebook for like .5 seconds.

 i was so mad that i went and i vented this story out to my brother.

 he just sits there and is like, "is there any chance that he likes you? cause it sounds like he was getting really jealous of you and dakota."

 and i was like, "yeah, he liked me a long time ago. so the chances of him liking me are there, but low"

 and then he tells me he might still like me or feel like he's not as good as this kid cause when we did both like eachother i never really got onto him as fast as i did with dakota. because he said thats what he gets like when a girl he wants is with another guy, except that maybe the guy involved was a little over dramatic with the whole crying thing.

 so... i guess i got good news and bad news.
good news, theres actually a chance of him liking me.
bad news, with how much i flirt with other guys, i must upset him. a lot.
bad news, he's probably gonna vent to his friends who are my friends. and they're probably gonna get mad at me
news in general... dakota's a new friend of mine?

 so i guess first things first im gonna have to message him and say im sorry. im hooked on saying it was cause i was annoying.

 he's just so sensitive and he tries so hard to hide it. im so scared of a day when he'll just get so mad and might do some really regrettable things.

update for anyone who actually will read that whole tl;dr: my friend just confirmed he was jealous of me talking to him :|
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Post by: saillith on November 14, 2010, 14:43
After a whole night of me and my boyfriend plotting to go halves on a Bosc Monitor I saw in our local petshop...

I go today...to find out the little darling has been sold ;____;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OdnetninAdlez on November 14, 2010, 16:37
How I can't get a girlfriend :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 14, 2010, 18:04
It seems silly to keep thinking of someone as your best friend when they only notice you once a month. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 14, 2010, 21:01
Rememberance day, walking through the car park and a small chavish boy was laughing at a war veteran who was struggling to cross the road. If I knew I wouldn't get done for GBH I would knock that boy into next decade. If he only knew,
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on November 15, 2010, 16:50
My ex.
Last year, after we broke up because of something that happened between us, something that I've told no one about because I was too scared, my ex moved to a new school.

Just got a text from a friend saying they saw my ex coming out of the school, with a new uniform in hand.

Great.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: serperior on November 15, 2010, 21:05
My stupid DS won't accept Wi-Fi, and every time i try to ask for a battle on pokemon battle revolution on here, (it's the only thing i can use to battle) it's ignored... I made a really good battling team but it's not getting any use. I put up a PBR battle thread a while ago in the wireless activities board and it is, as always, being ignored.  also, none of my friends like Pokémon because apparently it's just kid's stuff.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on November 15, 2010, 21:15
its like continuation of post number one.

i call this one,

WHY ARE BOYS SO CONFUSING T_T

so last night i got like 5 hours of sleep lying awake just paranoid about how things would turn out, cause in my last post all of that stuff happened and now i wanna apologize. go and first period my stomach is a bunch of twists, and all i want to do is just go and get it over with and see what he does.

 so i get into gym class, he does his thing, and i look at him, and open my mouth to say something, and he looks away. so i try to call his attention.

 "shawn,"
 nothing.
 "shawn."
 nothing.
 "shawn!"
 he still doesnt do anything.

 so at this point he's ignoring me or just doesnt hear me. probably ignoring me.

 the gym teacher blows the whistle which means its time to line up and then start gym class. so as he's starting to walk away, i yell at him, "I'M SORRY IF DAKOTA WAS BEING A (jerk) SATURDAY!" doesnt even look in my general direction, just keeps walking.

 so i was extremely let down that he just shrugged me off like that. and for the entire day i was really dejected. it wasnt heartbreak but it felt like a really bad blow, because i couldn't focus on anything moreso than usual, and i eventually made up that i had a sore throat and a bad headache so nobody would try to dig into what happened because just thinking of it killed me inside. some of my friends believed the sick story, the rest of them at least tried to make me smile. i get on the bus, and then my friend peter is there for me. god i love him so much. in the friend way, cause i think of him as a brother and my friend has liked him for like 2 years. so i get on the bus and then i sit down and after having a conversation about how all of his clothes matched, which made me feel a lot better since peter doesnt mind when i verbally abuse him, since we do it do eachother all the time. then i just decided to tell him what's been bothering me since he seemed to be kind of distressed by how out of it i was.

 here's the conversation cause i dont want a block of text:

 
Quote
me: my day sucked im sorry.
peter: im sorry, what happened?
me: were you in the gym class circle today?
peter: no, mileena stopped me, sorry. why, did stuff go down?
me: yeahh kinda. it was just between me and someone else though.
peter: let me guess it was with shawn (last name)
me: yeah...
peter: don't even bother letting him get you upset. all last year all he would do when he was with brett was call me gay and be jerks to me.
me: ... wait when?
peter: all last year.

UGH. i cant believe this. i wanna forgive him so bad. i wanna just be like, im so sorry i made you angry, i'll never talk to dakota again, i never wanna see you frown ever again. but... i think i need to draw the line somewhere. and the fact that he would be a jerk to peter constantly doesn't help his case.

 he hasn't been the sweet guy he usually is since saturday. he hasn't been coming across as one either.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on November 16, 2010, 23:53
Dog may have to be..killed by a vet :(.

Friends of mine while I was in Hamburg over halloween uploaded pictures of a Halloween party onto facebook that they had while I was gone. I didn't know they were having one. Next day at school I asked if they met up during Halloween. I got a reply 'no' from 2 of the people, though they had pictures uploaded. Also, they keep abandoning each other, and there's a really cold feeling between everyone. Las year was so much better.

:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on November 17, 2010, 01:25
all of you miserable gits. sort your lives out JEEZ
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on November 17, 2010, 03:28
I keep dreaming about the twin towers. When i go to bed when i go home (Ikr, kinda wierd sleep pattern) i just keep seeing these planes driving into towers or planes selfdestructing themselves in the sky. Like one dream i was on a beach, looked in the sky and the plane litrily snapped in half and burst into flames. It is not great when you are going to new york in 3 months xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 17, 2010, 11:07
The fact that my back teeth hurt when I eat sugary things.

And everytime I go to the dentist...he says he can see nothing wrong >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on November 17, 2010, 12:08
I have a cold and can't breath through my nose. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on November 17, 2010, 19:10
my aunt had a miscarriage
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on November 17, 2010, 19:49
Had another god damn asthma attack earlier. Was fine all of yesterday and today >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 18, 2010, 21:23
I'm bored of SS! I need Pokemon Black.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on November 19, 2010, 00:39
This guy who lives in my hall of residence tried to set fire to our block last night =/ I've heard the details of what he did (he got quite close to succeeding), and if my friend hadn't gone into the kitchen and worked out what was happening we could be in trouble right now. I don't like the fact that me and several others were asleep at the time. Thank you security for taking him away!

This guy is just mental and none of us want to live with him =[ I'm hoping he won't return, but if he does we're going to kick up a massive fuss because it isn't fair. He's been in trouble with the law quite seriously before, but apparently he can live with us because he's on bail? I just don't feel safe around him. Tbh he actually scares me quite a bit and he's really creepy.

Knowing how close he came to burning down where I live whilst me and my flatmates were asleep there isn't exactly a nice thought. Agh =[
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Post by: Lugiafanatic on November 20, 2010, 00:16
IRC won't lemme connect for whatever stupid reason. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 20, 2010, 00:22
^ That's because the server's down at the moment; I can't connect to it either,
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on November 20, 2010, 00:29
^ That's because the server's down at the moment; I can't connect to it either,
Oh! So that's why Mibbit didn't work either. =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on November 20, 2010, 10:45
reckon at the moment that I'm gonna be ill on my birthday :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on November 20, 2010, 14:08
i made such a fool of myself last night ugh

everything just came at me like a speeding train or something i just started crying

then mum brought a friend home and i didn't wanna upset her about how horrible i felt about my own life and said 'i just don't want anyone to do anything with each other'

i blamed my own failures and worries on the fact i didn't want mum to have sex with a guy she doesn't even look at that way.

i'm so selfish and cowardly i can't even tell people why i'm so upset and angry all the time they either need to guess or i need to lie which i'm apparently really good at

then my sister came in and took me upstairs to sleep in her room because she was so worried about me which made me feel worse because i never do anything like that for her and it just felt like i was being cared about for being a whiny little b

i think everybody's catching on now. they've started asking 'are you alright?' then waiting for my hurried answer of 'yeah' and then asking again 'are you really alright or are you just saying that?'

i still haven't properly calmed down and i've been up for an hour now i honestly just want to curl up in a ball and die until i feel like i can face the world again without feeling like it's giving me a charade of kindness only to kick me down when it feels like it
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 21, 2010, 20:07
my nana got cancer

:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 21, 2010, 20:52
I'm not sure what has got to me, I have plenty to feel bad about but usually I just ignore everything.
Something seems to have set me off.  =[
I must go and seek a solution preferably involving tea.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on November 21, 2010, 22:08
@Loz, I am so sorry to hear about your nana. :( Hope you're feeling okay soon. :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on November 22, 2010, 02:54
my nana got cancer
Mine did before. She is up and happy again! I hope your nana will be okay. :)

I feel kind of homesick for my old house. It was so quiet and lonely, and I just wanna sit on the porch and watch the stars.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonite Kairyu on November 22, 2010, 03:47
life....

Please keep post 3 words of longer please .
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: gunnybunny2 on November 22, 2010, 10:26
*Cough two word rule cough*

I have an R.E. (Religious Education) Mock GCSE exam in 2 hours.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 22, 2010, 13:11
*Cough two word rule cough*

I have an R.E. (Religious Education) Mock GCSE exam in 2 hours.

you're doing the one i did last year right? Just remember; it's easy, but don't waffle too much. I got i think E in my mock and A* in my real one.

something is wrong with me but idk what :( it scares me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on November 22, 2010, 13:26
*Cough two word rule cough*

Please don't play the mod, its our job to do that --- I understand you're probably trying to help but in future may you report it to us instead? Cheers.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 22, 2010, 13:44
I'm sick of living here with this idiotic family..

I get lumbered with the kids today without being asked because they can't be bothered going to school. So i've been babysitting them all day and cleaning up after them everytime they make a mess...mum gets back, sees yet ANOTHER mess the kids made, and flips out on me for "sitting on my fat arse all day and doing nothing to help whatsoever!"

She doesnt realize i've been running around since 8 this morning for them...and that this mess she sees is mess god knows out of god knows how many...And I still get abuse and called every unpleasant name under the sun because "I don't do anything".

I'm sorry...but while you've been flitting about on holiday for two weeks, I've been holding the fort ALL by myself. Dad was NO help whatsoever, in fact...he was worse than the kids. And I still get yelled at for "doing nothing"?

I just get stressed out to no end in this place...I'm actually starting to look for a place of my own now as I type...so...I just hope to god I get out of this hellhole and end all this pressure and stress...

ONE 16 year old? Cleaning, cooking and looking after a family of 5? 3 of which are perfectly capable, fit adults who just can't be arsed to get off their backsides and pitch in every once in a while? Theres just something wrong with that picture I think.

EDIT: AND on top of that. Just found out we have snow forecast here for Christmas time. So its probably just my luck I won't be able to fly down to see my boyfriend on Boxing Day. Great. Just great.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: gunnybunny2 on November 22, 2010, 14:56
you're doing the one i did last year right? Just remember; it's easy, but don't waffle too much. I got i think E in my mock and A* in my real one.

Yeah I found it quite easy missed out about 2 question at the most.
Please don't play the mod, its our job to do that --- I understand you're probably trying to help but in future may you report it to us instead? Cheers.

Ahh sorry I was just saying to try and get him to add more words, didn't mean to 'play the mod'.

I found the R.E. exam quite easy, but people who are brainer than me said they found it hard, so I'm wondering now if I got anything right.  :-/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on November 22, 2010, 16:39
I am sad because i think my friend stole my wallet. When i came back to school today, all i found was my GAME card on the table.

Though to be fair, i have £11 pounds worth of free points on there and only about £4 in money. I still wonder who it could be but i keep thinking that it has to be my friend. It is someone i know or in 6th form because they left the card where i usualy hang out ):
At least i got something back ¬¬ i have lost all my faith in humanity now
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 22, 2010, 18:27
I feel ill. I ate some half cooked pizza from the canteen at college because that all I could afford. I then spent like half and hour in the toilet. Was sick and now I feel fine. :0. But I'm depressed that I spent half my lunch in the toilet but..... damn you canteen people.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 22, 2010, 19:14
All this talk in my house of me being actually clinically depressed...is making me think I might be...

I don't want to go to the doctors to find out though...in case I am...and I'm put on anti-depressants to make me an emotionless shell...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on November 22, 2010, 19:22
^ umm you don't NEED to take them you're 16 so0o0o0o it's your choice i think derp
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 22, 2010, 19:23
i thought it was friday

-sob-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on November 22, 2010, 19:44
I don't want to go to the doctors to find out though...in case I am...and I'm put on anti-depressants to make me an emotionless shell...

I am agreeing with sylar here. Only 16. Do not do eet. Trust me, things seem more terrible @ 16, and there's a biological reason for that (not to say that what's going on doesn't SUCK, but just putting that out there). Besides, we don't even know for sure how everything works, yet we hav meds for nearly every emotional issue under the sun? Can a physicist somewhere please say 'derp'? (please say 'derp', please say 'der- *shot for the unholy reference*)

What's depressing me? I may have my nice tea to keep me company, but I miss my cat and my home :( I miss my bed and the warm weather of Dubai... I'm sick of my fingers turning blue every night! *sobs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 22, 2010, 19:46
Can a physicist somewhere please say 'derp'? (please say 'derp', please say 'der- *shot for the unholy reference*)

-does physics-

derp.

the crack in the wall makes my room cold :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on November 22, 2010, 19:54
My girlfriend is in London for the night, and apparently the hotel she's in is horrible. So I'm kinda down about that because she was looking forward to it :(

On the topic of anti-depressents, the talk about it, is what is getting you down.

I'm 17, and sadly on anti-depressants due to things that have happened in my lifetime, which have effected me and grown worse and worse. However they have not made me an emotionless shell yet...it's not a bad thing being on them though. I'd rather be taking them then be without...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on November 22, 2010, 20:26
I KNOW it's entirely my choice to take medication if I should need it...

But i'm torn.

I don't want to put people down and make them feel bad by staying the way I am...but then again I don't want what I've seen anti-depressants do to people to happen to me.

Meh ._. I definitely understand what you mean Nathan. I've only become more upset about it now that its a topic that's being thrown here there and everywhere around the house. I've just become more aware of people's thoughts...and then I start looking for the things they say in myself and convincing myself they're right.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 22, 2010, 23:46
^

it all depends what you take, i'm on them at the moment, for the first few months that actually made me feel worse but now i just take one a day and i feel fine, no emotional outbreaks or other things like i used to have, but i do actually take them out of choice. If you go to the doctors and they say you have depression they will want to push the pills at you but all you have to so is ask and they will give you a whole bunch of other things that can help. like Diet and/or exercise program, acupressure, meditation, aromatherapy, massages, day spas and those sorts of things. Depression doesn't have to be dealt with pills, they aren't good for everyone as everyone reacts different to them. They worked for me with no nasty side effects though they do make me want to eat more x3.
it's not the end of the world :D You can even just decide to try them for a while, decide they aren't right for you and move onto something else, everyone has their way and it's just a matter of finding yours   v_v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 23, 2010, 15:16
Its 15:15pm (UK time) and its starting to get dark. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 23, 2010, 16:03
nuuuu one of my role play sites shut down

-sobs in the corner-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on November 23, 2010, 16:11
Anxiety attacks are uncool
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 23, 2010, 16:14
Anxiety attacks are uncool

aaw -hug-

my heart hurts. i hope this isn't a sign i'm dying :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on November 23, 2010, 16:33
>draw a picture for a friend you've been an asshole to in hopes of fixing it
>friend comes online, checks da
>doesn't comment or even acknowledge you
>feel guilty for the rest of the week
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dracon on November 23, 2010, 20:22
My parents are going through the worst divorce ever. They started when I was 14, and I'm 19 now. They're still going at it. It took them so long to settle on costody that I became 18 before they could reach a conclusive agreement.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 23, 2010, 20:45
I'm level 25 on RDR (Second time round), My PS3 just over heated and died. I really shouldn't have closed the cupboard door. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 23, 2010, 20:46
PKMN.net is glitching on me.. ugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 23, 2010, 20:47
my teeth really hurt :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 23, 2010, 20:49
The new soap my family are buying is iritating my skin. :/ However it smells of cherries so its ok.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on November 23, 2010, 20:50
I just bit my tongue. Hard. I dislike the taste of blood with my tea immensely.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilentSeraph on November 23, 2010, 21:48
can't go to tek on friday :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on November 24, 2010, 16:25
Have to go to a quiz. Tonight. Boring, cold and I am so tired. -.-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on November 24, 2010, 16:29
Argh, toothache at the back of my mouth.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on November 24, 2010, 18:33
I overheard one of my friends talk badly about me today to another kid.

I wanted to tell him that I'm sorry for annoying him, by existing. And I'm sorry that when I smile it makes him cringe. And when I laugh, it makes his blood boil.

Didn't realize I was put on this earth to please him.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on November 24, 2010, 19:59
Finding certain photos from Monday night has put me in the frame of mind where I escalate the situation to ridiculous levels and makes every thought be linked to it. I don't want to constantly go over this in my mind. I don't want to put my attention to it. I want to act as if I didn't see it, or at least not be as bothered by it as I am because I have no reason to be concerned with it. It's getting me down and I'm torn over what to do tonight - go out and act as if things are OK, or stay in and make myself feel worse. :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 24, 2010, 22:05
i think i am coming down with something, I've been sitting indoors for a while drinking hot tea and my joints have started to ache, all in my back, knees and ankles. i also feel really warm but am coming over in tingly cold shiver all over. also i feel pressure on my eyes and i feel like someone is standing on my chest... it sucks. if it hasn't gone away by tomorrow i'm going to the doctor... T.T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 24, 2010, 22:37
^ Try NHS direct phone/website? Mostly they just tell you to see a GP or check for meningitis symptoms but you never know.


The next three and a half weeks can't end soon enough. This has not been a good placement and working full time for no pay while spending my free time doing coursework, revision and a dissertation is starting to wear me out. It wouldn't be so bad if I at least enjoyed some aspect of the work.
I suppose things will improve after Christmas, that'll be nice.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on November 24, 2010, 22:56
It's 10:55 pm and I'm just sitting down to my dinner of a microwave cheeseburger -_- Spot the single woman sigh.


Also portfolio to be presented tomorrow for assessment so not ready for this oh god oh god
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 25, 2010, 00:04
i looked up symptoms on the NHS website and it jumped to the most severe things ever!

hypothermia and lyme's disease! i think i'll just pop up the doctors tomorrow... especially as i don't know what lyme's disease is... it was on an episode of house once though...


also i bought some tofu and noodles and cooked them up into a nice veg and tofu stew with cool toppings and spices... it took me over an hour to eat less then half the bowl... it's in the fridge now with cling film over the top :( yaaaayyyy *sarc*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on November 25, 2010, 00:13
I'm in that annoying state of mind where I want to go to bed so I wake up in a good mood tomorrow for two lectures.

As it is, I do not want to go to bed. I'd like to go for a walk but there are people outside and I cba with talking to them. What do I DO.

Maybe I should write. Minecraft is down so I can't even do that. ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on November 25, 2010, 00:18
Buttons, if I knew where u lived I'd hurry over with spare pillows and a few good movies! I have nearly every Studio Ghibli movie on my harddrive, we could watch some Miyazaki :D

*hopes you feel better*


Also, I'm freezing. What I wouldn't give for warm weather right now @___@
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on November 25, 2010, 00:21
I ran outside to get a book from the car, slipped on some ice and faceplanted. It hurts everywhere! :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 25, 2010, 00:32
^^

hehe that would be awesome! i have the cat returns and my neighbor Totoro on my laptop... I'm watching the cat returns because cats are awesome! also i have Ponyo on DVD... i may watch it in English because Liam Neeson is in it :3

i also have to walk to a jobseekers interview tomorrow at 7am, it better not be raining or i'm going to throw a tantrum. A tantrum that will cause the great Grekinstein to open one of it's seven mouthes and sing the song that will end the world.

if i had my hat (http://www.etsy.com/listing/61028526/ram-hat-spiral-horned-gijinka-style?ref=sr_list_8&ga_search_query=goat+hat&ga_search_type=handmade&ga_page=&order=&includes%5B0%5D=tags&includes%5B1%5D=title&filter%5B0%5D=handmade) everything would be better T.T



^ouch! *rubs face better*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on November 25, 2010, 00:48
^ Liam Neeson? He was at the film festival :D I got to ask him one question before leaving... Low and behold, it was about Ponyo XP

I burned my tongue on my cousin's cookies. Now I won't taste anything right all of tomorrow D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 25, 2010, 05:09
I am unable to use a custom sprite i made as an avvy :(

edit: 'tis ok! i did it even though the formatting made my transparent background un-transparent
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 25, 2010, 07:54
Felt generally crap by the end of last night (well this morning) and went to bed to get some well needed sleep... I only managed < 2hours and I feel shattered and crap now =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on November 25, 2010, 08:38
I look and feel like crap today. Sigh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 25, 2010, 09:45
It's cold. Autumn (Fall) what happened to the summer, :( Where is the indian summer that the UK is meant to have. WHY! is it so cold.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 25, 2010, 10:11
It's cold. Autumn (Fall) what happened to the summer, :( Where is the indian summer that the UK is meant to have. WHY! is it so cold.

only 20 ish days until the days start getting longer Kdintranet :D

i wanna play STO but i canne go on my main computer :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on November 25, 2010, 11:19
My doggy's on the way to the vet.. and he isn't come back.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on November 25, 2010, 13:22
Felt generally crap by the end of last night (well this morning) and went to bed to get some well needed sleep... I only managed < 2hours and I feel shattered and crap now =/
I look and feel like crap today. Sigh.
Hate to add to this, but I feel like crap. =[

EDIT: The try-it-yourself thing isn't working on another site, and the file manager for my website isn't working, so I have no way of testing out my JavaScript. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on November 25, 2010, 16:02
My doggy's on the way to the vet.. and he isn't come back.

Oh ledyba... Do you mind me asking what happened to him/her?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 25, 2010, 16:23
...I should be feeling good; I mean today has been alright, but I still feel crap; actually worse because I know I'm feeling crap when I shouldn't be.

I hate weird crap cycles like this =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on November 25, 2010, 16:54
Oh ledyba... Do you mind me asking what happened to him/her?

he was an old doggy and it was the kindest thing we could do..:<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on November 25, 2010, 17:06
I'm so sorry to hear Rex. :(

Feeling kinda ill. :S
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 25, 2010, 17:22
i wish people would accept an accident as an accident and sthu.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 25, 2010, 17:28
i still have that fever and aching and all the other jazz and the doctors was closed today of all days. should be open tomorrow though, i will go see my mum after :D show her my new hat (i'm sure she will hate it)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on November 25, 2010, 20:39
I have a biology and a chemistry exam tomorrow. And I hate chemistry, currently. The calculations are killing me. :/

Also, I'm going to Poland in December, and I was just informed that my roomies are two people who I just cannot stand. One is Mr. Perfect, while the other is just so annoying it's not even funny.

And I think I'm coming down with something. I also keep sleeping through my alarm in the mornings.. I had 10 minutes to get ready for school today, so I looked and felt terrible alllllll day.

I need a hug. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 25, 2010, 20:49
Still; ill, single, jobless, broke and exhausted... greeeeehhhh... but I'm wearing my hat so it makes things a little bit better... hats are the best.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on November 25, 2010, 20:56
*Hugs Paul*

I want to rage so much at one of my friends. She blanked me most of today and said "its always me that gets picked on"
we were quite clearly joking yesterday fgs learn to take a joke!
Also kindly stop trying to get one ups on me. "My great great auntie is 95' :o
"Mines was 98, old age runs in my family!"

Why are you so high and mighty all the time? Oh yeah, you're from england originally and thats why you're awesome!!11
Get a grip.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 25, 2010, 21:12
I'm still not on my own minecraft, silly computer.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on November 25, 2010, 22:11
I'm really out of place in my family... Being the black sheep is never fun- unless you hang out with other black sheep.

Meh... I seriously don't belong. I want to go back to my friends, I fit in with them.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 25, 2010, 22:37
I'm really out of place in my family... Being the black sheep is never fun- unless you hang out with other black sheep.

Try being the black sheep wherever you go =P
It is fun at times tbf but mainly, well, it's not good. Oh well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on November 25, 2010, 22:49
Try being the black sheep wherever you go =P
It is fun at times tbf but mainly, well, it's not good. Oh well.

I felt like that once. Still do actually, well, less like my Dad's family and feeling more belonging to my Mother's side of the family; my Grandad especially. I felt seperated from them because of a situation I'd gotten myself into, but it turned out in the end, when I was so far down the abyss I felt resigned to it, that of all people my mum had been through the same situation. Hmyes.

Still feel like it at times. I don't think being unique in that I don't have a pure sibling to compare to helps. But, that's just me being insecure at times.. ^^;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on November 27, 2010, 23:57
It doesn't look like there will be a Heroes 2011 calendar.

Also, so much coursework to do, and also upcoming tests. Aghh =[

And I'm feeling a bit homesick for some reason. I don't know why as I never get homesick, but it may be because I have so much work to do that I just want to go home and chill. I'm missing my boyfriend, family and pets quite a lot today too. I'm ready for the Christmas holidays, but they're not for another three weeks =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on November 28, 2010, 01:04
It doesn't look like there will be a Heroes 2011 calendar.

i thought the smae thing omg i judst
i misa that hsow :(((
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 28, 2010, 18:35
Things are not going well. Issues at work and uni are making life more difficult and a close friend is drifting away at the worst possible time. Its becoming harder to distract myself with the small, simple pleasures in life.
On the plus side my family think I'm happy.

Edit: I think if I manage to sort out a list of jobs I have to do then that might improve things somewhat.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on November 30, 2010, 13:30
Still no snow. I want to get snow so that I can laugh at people getting stuck in the snow.... I'm so cruel.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on November 30, 2010, 20:00
My mum has been stuck in a traffic jam since half nine this morning, and is still a good 5 hours drive away from home. Havn't heard from her for the last 2-3 hours. I'm getting worried  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on December 01, 2010, 02:39
my stutter is getting worse T.T i'm not going to be able to speak soon!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on December 01, 2010, 19:00
I wanna cry something terrible.

Im furious cos after finally being led to beleive the kids are gonna finally leave this Saturday...I'm told they're going back AFTER Christmas.

I wan't rid of them so bad...so so so bad...and now things finally start to look up...they shatter into tiny pieces.

And...I snapped at my boyfriend over it...and...now he wont talk to me because I need to "cool off".

AND...if I cry...my family will bring the whole "Oh she's depressed!!!111!" thing up again.

Just...kill me now...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on December 01, 2010, 19:32
I wanna cry something terrible.

Im furious cos after finally being led to beleive the kids are gonna finally leave this Saturday...I'm told they're going back AFTER Christmas.

I wan't rid of them so bad...so so so bad...and now things finally start to look up...they shatter into tiny pieces.

And...I snapped at my boyfriend over it...and...now he wont talk to me because I need to "cool off".

AND...if I cry...my family will bring the whole "Oh she's depressed!!!111!" thing up again.

Just...kill me now...

1. take the children outside
2. tell them to lie in the snow
3. get lawnmower
4. ????
5. PROFIT

my hands are so cold and it's not snowing any more ;(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShadowXatu on December 01, 2010, 19:42
School. I'm very stressed out about school. I'm overloaded with tests and assignments and the things I'm learning right now are harder than anything I've ever done. I've actually had these problems since last year. I make strait A's, but I'm constantly worried that they will drop. I also cry when I'm stressed out, which I did in Math class and people made fun of me. It's actually more serious than you think because I've had some very nasty thoughts that I don't think I can even talk about on this website. :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 01, 2010, 19:59
I'm getting sick of being told by some people about what i should with my life.

For the record i do not want to spend my days up here. I actually hate it here, its not this idylic place you seem to think it is. I've said plenty times that i'd love to live in glasgow but i always get the same response: "lol its too busy!1"

and no, i will never become a scientest or a doctor, i want to get into art because i enjoy it. Idc if you think its not a proper job or w/e, just let me experience stuff first before stopping me before i've even started :/
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on December 01, 2010, 20:49
I still have no snow. Newbury which is 15 minutes away has 3 inches. come on! Snow!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on December 01, 2010, 21:21
^ Go to Newbury then?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: gunnybunny2 on December 01, 2010, 21:24
I've had snow but its been pathetic, it snowed really heavily last Friday but my school had the day off anyway. Its been snowing all week, and its either been really light or not sticking. I just want a snow day at least once this week so I can have a lie in.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on December 01, 2010, 21:32
I've had snow but its been pathetic, it snowed really heavily last Friday but my school had the day off anyway. Its been snowing all week, and its either been really light or not sticking. I just want a snow day at least once this week so I can have a lie in.

Welcome to the rest of your life. You don't get lie ins when you have a job.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on December 01, 2010, 22:33
I'm seriously down, couldn't get to 30 Seconds To Mars at the O2 last night because of traffic. We left at 4pm, and got stuck in traffic for 8 hours on the A2. We didn't even get past Gravesend :'( Words can't even describe how upset I am, was so looking forward to it. So I spent £83 for nothing.

Gonna go and cry now ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on December 02, 2010, 00:05
So, like I'm supposed to be off to Poland on the 9th.
But it's snowing, heavily. Like, we have 6 inches.. I really don't want to have this trip cancelled, because we have to travel to Dublin to get the plane to Poland.. and the roads are so dangerous.. :/

Also, this creep has been ringing my phone non-stop this past week, and I don't even know how he got my number. I've threatened to call the guards if he rings again, though, so hopefully it'll stop.

Sigh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on December 02, 2010, 14:25
The fact i havent had time at all. ive been so busy and it's starting to bug me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 02, 2010, 18:56
The fact that I have to do a large booklet as my drama coursework as we are not doing a school production this year, last year we did Guys and Dolls, loved the suit. Anyway, it's in for the 8th and so far I actually havent done anything, but Im going to start tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on December 02, 2010, 20:15
still jobless and single
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on December 02, 2010, 22:43
I did a maths test today and i was not all there. Even the easiest of questions were hard V,V
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 02, 2010, 23:34
I cant tell if im hungry or if I have to use the bathroom.. or both.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on December 03, 2010, 20:21
Snapped a guitar string. Such a rare occurrance.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on December 04, 2010, 09:34
I feel completely mentally and physically drained, yet all I want to do is keep busy right now I guess.

I'm beginning to miss a lot of my friends, the snow last week confined me to staying in all week bar last night, which doesn't go down well with me unfortunately; I've grown a dislike to stopping in. The majority of them I'll see this week, along with the rest of my friends who'll be returning from University shortly, so it's not all bad I guess.

But yeah, just utterly drained. I want to sleep but my body seems happy with just 6hrs sleep. Not good.

-saaaadrob-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on December 04, 2010, 14:55
oh update on the kid i like saga. this should be the final post about it though before like an epilouge if he actually asks me what happened.

i was sitting in spanish, and one of my frineds was next to me. she figured out who i liked, and then i was like, he's kinda been making me sad lately. like, i think he's mad at me and he's ignoring me. She told me that she could get revenge for me if i gave her his number. and i was like, ok, here it is. because i've had it for a while. and then she's like, what should i do. and then im like, just ask if he's mad at me, and don't say who you are. she agreed to this, and then told me she'd ask as soon as she got home.

 she didn't exactly ask the question i wanted to. "are you mad at liz" turned into "do you like liz?"

fgsdhssfhsdy. come on. and then he was no, i hardly know her. which was a complete lie considering we spent a few months liking eachother and getting to know eachother. so maybe he doesn't like me. i was like, oh my god megan, did you ask if he was mad at me at least?!

 "nope he stopped texting me. he's really nice though!"

 ughhhhhhh effay tu. so for a while he stopped talking to me. there was one day where he asked me to hold one of our mutual friends so he could rip the mustache off of her, and i was like, noooo that's mean. and that's all we've said to eachother for like... 2 weeks. we talked almost every day before the football game incident.

 so i decided that i probably wasn't going anywhere so i quit. i wish i could be like, 'i asked her to ask if you were mad at me, not if you liked me. im sorry for awkwardness.' but it'd probably go like last time i tried to apologize to him... no reply, or sign he was even listening.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 04, 2010, 18:23
>don't really want to see my sister for personal things derp
>go to see dad
>'by the way your sister's coming over too'
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 04, 2010, 22:04
Right now Im putting up with a gal who constantly talks about how her life is so crap because she can't go out with one guy. She constantly talks about him on msn, she constantly talks about him when we meet, she constantly asks me for advice on about how she can get with him (since he hates her), and she just won't stop!

The thing is, right now Im trying to manage a relationship with another gal, do coursework and give support to another friend who is falling into some sort of depression because he has liked a gal for years and still hasent asked her out.

No matter what's going on she still talks about how much she likes this guy, and I sound like a cyber pimp!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 04, 2010, 22:47
she constantly asks me for advice on about how she can get with him (since he hates her), and she just won't stop!
Maybe you're just really good at helping people with that sort of thing...speaking of which, I have this girl who hates me how do I make her love me?  D:>


What's depressing me? Work and a girl. Nice and simple.
Got to sort this out.  =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on December 04, 2010, 23:21
Gashed my hand open on a can.

Stupid right handed can openers...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on December 05, 2010, 00:32
The feeling that you feel replaced
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 05, 2010, 03:20
I cant think of any Tangled-related thing to do with my computer.. I already have wallpapers.. I was going to make some for my cell phone but I want better screenshots..

Also..

There's a half-nude screenshot of Cam Gigandet from Burlesque somewhere on the internet and I want it. Hi Res.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on December 05, 2010, 23:13
Spent most of the day catching up on the maths I missed last week, and I just realised I've been catching up on the wrong bloody week. I thought it all looked familiar. >.<
I'm screwed tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on December 06, 2010, 21:38
My boyfriend and his family are getting evicted from their house =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on December 07, 2010, 20:34
I got a big piece of A2 paper to do my final piece for art on and I have no idea what to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilentSeraph on December 07, 2010, 21:32
i'm feeling quite ill :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 07, 2010, 21:59
I let my sharks out and within a week they kill a German tourist, I mean, COME ON!! Why did it have to be my sharks!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on December 07, 2010, 23:29
My girlfriend is ill. Whats worse, she told me not to go over because she doesn't want me getting ill because I have a gig on Saturday...

...of course I'm stubborn and went over to hers anyways, but it's depressing that she instantly worries about my music rather than herself :( Some should say I should be happy, but I can't be...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on December 09, 2010, 13:48
the more i wonder why people hate me, the more i feel sad

/me lies down on the floor and stares at the clouds
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 09, 2010, 13:50
I let my sharks out and within a week they kill a German tourist, I mean, COME ON!! Why did it have to be my sharks!?

HAPPENS TO ME ALL THE TIME OMG
dude, i've found if you feed them a human at first, they're not so hungry. they don't kill unless they're hungry. just toss a human in the tank before you let them out. keeps the press out of your ass.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 09, 2010, 15:09
All these damn sharks. (http://www.threadbombing.com/data/media/2/Shark_eats_plane.gif)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on December 09, 2010, 16:51
^ This post now means that none of you have a genuine reason to be depressed.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 09, 2010, 20:32
pretty college girl has a girlfriend

i haven't cried this much since heroes got cancelled

so glad i bought jellybeans tonight or else i'd be crying without any way to comfort eat
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on December 10, 2010, 10:42
hurtful comments are hurtful and mean.

):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on December 10, 2010, 11:33
So I think someone I know has left their girlfriend for me and I'm not sure how I feel about that because I've never once said I want to be with this person derp
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on December 10, 2010, 11:37
I've had three mocks this week and I've probably got Us in them all and what's more frustrating is that the Mechanics mock I had earlier I revised for it for the past few days and everything went straight out of my head, but at least I do know what to revise for.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on December 10, 2010, 12:09
I'm going home on Sunday =[

Why is that a bad thing?

(http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2681/4096996241_ef88526395.jpg)

Yeah. Bleak.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ZekromFanatic on December 10, 2010, 14:39
Draghost is gone.........  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on December 10, 2010, 14:41
I've had three mocks this week and I've probably got Us in them all and what's more frustrating is that the Mechanics mock I had earlier I revised for it for the past few days and everything went straight out of my head, but at least I do know what to revise for.
I wouldn't worry about mocks tbh, they're just there to tell you what you're crap at and scare you into going over it. Works very well on me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on December 10, 2010, 16:02
My mom's friend just got her third breast cancer scare this year... and this time they're doing further testing because the initial test was fuzzy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on December 10, 2010, 16:20
I wouldn't worry about mocks tbh, they're just there to tell you what you're crap at and scare you into going over it. Works very well on me.

I suppose so, the way I'm looking at it is that in AS my mocks went really well but my January exams went awfully so hopefully it'll be the other way around. I'll be starting doing some revision as well so =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 10, 2010, 17:25
had like the worst migraine I've had in a long time earlier. Every time i tilted my head a little i got horrible shooting pains in random places, mainly at my temples and my eyes. Tried to sleep it off - which is what i usually do - and it was still there. ugh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 10, 2010, 21:09
I've had mocks all week and now I have an astronomy quiz tomorrow!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on December 10, 2010, 21:36
Stuck in transit at Dubai atm...sigh :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 10, 2010, 23:14
w0www my sister sure knows how to make me feel like an asshole.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 10, 2010, 23:17
Draghost is gone.........  :'(


this.. and the mystery of his disappearance.. this is bothering me.

I'm going home on Sunday =[

Why is that a bad thing?

(http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2681/4096996241_ef88526395.jpg)

Yeah. Bleak.

ooooh that is pretty.. I live in like.. suburban area near a major city would be nice to have nice flat area like that.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ZekromFanatic on December 11, 2010, 02:49
my brother was going to take me to get my spiky haircut tomorrow but the idiot made other plans so now i can't have it for church sunday!  :mad:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on December 11, 2010, 02:54
its weird how one moment you're everything to someone and then the next you're nothing to them.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on December 11, 2010, 04:39
I ... don't know how I feel anymore =/

Basically, I have been with my boyfriend for four years now, but I'm just not sure how I feel about him anymore. He hasn't done anything wrong, I think we're just growing apart (not helped by the fact we go to different universities). I still love him, but I'm not sure I'm in love with him anymore, if that makes sense. This has been bugging me for a while and I really don't know what to do because I don't want to hurt him, but then surely it's not fair on either of us if I stay with him and don't love him the same way?

This then gets more complicated. Recently, I think I have developed a kind of crush on one of my friends at uni (which obviously I will not pursue when I'm in a relationship as I would never cheat or anything), but I'm not sure as I'm really confused at the moment. He then told me a few hours ago that he does actually really like me, so now I just don't have a clue what to do.

I've never really had any problems like this before so I'm just so confused at the moment, and I really don't know what to do. Argh =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: b1g on December 11, 2010, 04:50
i just ate the worst piece of calamari ever
damn
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on December 11, 2010, 14:58
Essay

Essay

Essay

ESSAY.


Yeah. This essay is doing my head in. I've got at least another 2000 words to write for monday, and I'm getting nowhere with it.


It doesn't help that I'm in work until stupid o'clock tonight, as I was yesterday, so I have no chance of getting anything productive done until tomorrow afternoon, when I'll still be too tired to care... :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 11, 2010, 16:47
nothing i draw looks good to me today
and everyone's just assuming 'but it really is good!' comments will put me at ease

as much as i appreciate them, it just really doesn't work like that.

i just hate everything i do
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on December 11, 2010, 20:55
chest infection + asthma = fun times
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on December 11, 2010, 20:56
the fact that i cant get my sprites to show cuz of some red x thing
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 11, 2010, 21:14
Are you sure you're using the image tags and the url correctly?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on December 12, 2010, 02:56
no not sure. depressed that the red x is still there
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 12, 2010, 09:49
How are you posting the links?

It should be like this

Code: [Select]
[img]url of the image you want to upload[/img]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 12, 2010, 14:41
Caution! Beware of whiny post. D:

In my two week Christmas holiday I need to do just over 7000 words. Typing fast is not a problem but doing good quality work with lots of research behind it when I'm not even sure what I'm supposed to be writing about? Now that is a problem.
If I'm lucky I can get some notes prepared by the end of next week and since its my last week at the hospital I might be able to negotiate some time in the learning resource centre thingy.
Once that is all done I can write and present a 15 minute presentation at the end of January and after that I can finally start frantically writing my dissertation like a good boy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 12, 2010, 14:50
I have to play at a churches' christmas service tonight with people from my school. We're playing carols and the length of them makes me cry. Plus there's no toilet and its freezing inside :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on December 12, 2010, 15:36
How are you posting the links?

It should be like this

Code: [Select]
[img]url of the image you want to upload[/img]

thats how im doing it though
im depressed cuz teh snow wont come
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on December 12, 2010, 15:57
thats how im doing it though
Have you uploaded it to a site like Photobucket or are you trying to use it directly from your computer itself?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on December 12, 2010, 17:02
its not snowing

its raining

):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 12, 2010, 17:26
Im in the school choir, I wasnt in all last week, I don't enjoy the choir but hey, I usually get a few days off. Sadly I think I missed it completely.... Ah well.

Right now, I need a shave.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on December 12, 2010, 21:13
I don't even know why this happens...

But I feel physically sick with missing my boyfriend ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on December 12, 2010, 21:16
Have you uploaded it to a site like Photobucket or are you trying to use it directly from your computer itself?
surely directly from the computer has no url?
If it's from photobucket or something, there's some stuff I can't remember on the end from the page, which makes the url the view of it from your profile which blocks the image or something
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 12, 2010, 21:18
he means like "C:\Documents\sprite.png" as opposed to the image url you get from uploading it to tinypic or photobucket
some people assume that's a url shrug
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on December 12, 2010, 22:59
he means like "C:\Documents\sprite.png" as opposed to the image url you get from uploading it to tinypic or photobucket
some people assume that's a url shrug
Yup, that's what I meant.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on December 13, 2010, 14:42
I accidently hit my head on the corner of a shelf yesterday quite hard, and now have a concussion and a massive bump >> My head hurts a lot today and I keep feeling dizzy which isn't too good.

And then I have a load of engineering drawing coursework to do for Wednesday, but I can't work when I feel like this because I can't concentrate =[

And I'm still trying to get over ending a four year relationship. I'll get there, but it's difficult.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on December 13, 2010, 16:37
I vomited in a bathroom at school after we were talking about something which bothered me. Afterwards I had to return to class and wait for the class to end before going to the nurse, as it would be extremely embarrassing if I went after vomiting :(

Now I'm home.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 13, 2010, 17:22
A guy that used to go to my school died yesterday, he was only 20. He died after falling of Ben Nevis :/ his sister is in 6th year, she's really nice, i feel so sorry for her and her family especially near christmas.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 13, 2010, 22:39
Still no confirmation from Salisbury Hospital and Preston can only give one week which I might not be able to accept anyway. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 13, 2010, 23:49
X-factor coming to the United states.. why? Didnt they see how badly American Idol is failing? What makes them think a NEW show about singing is going to do any better? Honestly.

Simon Cowell is a real dunce. But watch, it will be the biggest show, i already know it.. ugh.. TV and its nonsense.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on December 14, 2010, 21:41
Admitted to myself I have a crush on one of my friends here in time to realise I need to abandon that crush. Seems everytime I can admit to myself I have a crush on someone, they get into a relationship. Or I don't know them enough and get too scared to do anything other than continue crushing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on December 15, 2010, 16:17
-slipped on during work, on my own and little work to do mind, naughtynaughtylike-

I've had to access my co-worker's Inbox due to needing to get at an Invoice that was emailed to him, and got reading some of his sent Emails to his girlfriend. His position used to be what I'm doing now, but he's gotten moved up because the company needed an extra man out on site doing the Snagging (our men check the job done by the Painters is acceptable) as we push on, and although originally told he'd be doing 3 days out on site, he's been pushed to do 5.

Which he didn't agree to, and neither was I really made aware of such. I can't complain, 5 days a week is luff, but I feel.. horrible for it. He's got a young family, and he's having to leave them each morning at 6am and get back at 8pm just so he can stay at home on the nights rather than stopping in Hotels around the country. Reading his emails has made me feel so bad I've taken his role, really, because he sounds so depressed. He needs the extra money, but he doesn't want to leave his girlfriend and kids.

I know if I hadn't had been hired to do the covering, somebody else would have, but it's still.. makes me feel horrible. Meh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on December 15, 2010, 21:30
 my best friend broke up with her boyfriend and she's so depressing. she's getting on my nerves, because everything is such a huge deal, and she's just going on and on and on. plus now i have to do a geography project by myself while she works in a four because she left me in the middle of it. plus, the reason she broke up with her boyfriend is this guy, ross who she likes (and told her boyfriend she liked - which is stupid if you ask me) and i don't think he even likes her back. and i sort of like him (he smells sooo nice) and i was flirting with him today and i feel guilty now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: rapidash king on December 16, 2010, 01:05
was playing at the battle frontier in SS yesterday. got to 35 in the arcade, went in for another streak and lost the first battle. i calmed down and decided to go over the battle castle instead, and i lost on the first battle there too. i threw my ds and it broke at the hinge and now it won't turn on. xD

it especially sucks because i saved up and bought it myself. :c

i still have my old DS Fat, but the screen broke on the inside or something and there's huge gray spots on the screen.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on December 16, 2010, 01:12
was playing at the battle frontier in SS yesterday. got to 35 in the arcade, went in for another streak and lost the first battle. i calmed down and decided to go over the battle castle instead, and i lost on the first battle there too. i threw my ds and it broke at the hinge and now it won't turn on. xD

it especially sucks because i saved up and bought it myself. :c

i still have my old DS Fat, but the screen broke on the inside or something and there's huge gray spots on the screen.
I wanted to snap my DS in half when I was trying to get through the battle factory, it's pure evil.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on December 16, 2010, 01:39
i have a ds that has a crack near the r button and terrible ccard reading and it was an old ds. it wasnt taht depressing after i got used to it. really got over it cuz this guy had a ds that was pretty messed up so its nothing compared 2 that :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on December 16, 2010, 05:10
I've...really not been feeling my best...been snapping and crying at my boyfriend recently and panicking, getting anxious and paranoid about things...been putting myself down...lost my appetite today and yesterday...then the few days before...I couldnt stop comfort eating...

SO...stupid me decided to have a little investigation into various types of depression...

Now I've got it into my head I have Bipolar Depression...

...and I've asked for an appointment to go to the doctors too...

Why do I feel this is all gonna go horribly wrong and I'll just end up worse...?

._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 16, 2010, 08:53
More snow. Again. *ferna cries ;-;*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on December 16, 2010, 09:00
I've managed to get the flu, at least I think that's it, temperature at 37.7 degrees celcius (that's 99.7 degrees farenheight and before you ask yes I do have a slightly lower than average body temperature.)
 
I just hope that I don't have French or Spanish today, as I really don't want to do too much catch up work.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on December 16, 2010, 10:18
Simon Cowell is a real dunce. But watch, it will be the biggest show, i already know it.. ugh.. TV and its nonsense.

So he's stupid for introducing something to the US that will no doubt be massive and thus make him even MORE money? :/


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 17, 2010, 12:24
I don't think i can go to germany next year. I was going to give the deposit to my teacher today but because of the snow, school was shut. The money needs to be in by the christmas holidays so the seats on the plane can be booked next month. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 17, 2010, 18:14
1 year since Granny died.

:[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 17, 2010, 21:00
zq just looks sick and exhausted omg
he's so skinny and his eyes look terrible and you can see his ribs and his shoulders look as if they're gonna go through his skin

and

he just needs to get home and sleep and pig out with his boyfriend milo because even though i get he's a star now and he's going places he NEEDS TO LOOK AFTER HIMSELF ;_;


uuuugh

#jen cares too much about a man who doesn't even know she exists
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on December 17, 2010, 21:11
I spent ages trying to fix something on my minecraft world, fixed it then a damn creeper blew part of it up again.... DON'T FIX AT NIGHT. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on December 18, 2010, 02:13
you're so pretty. sooooo pretty. beautiful. i love your eyes. damn.

every girl seems to get comments like that on their pictures. except me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 18, 2010, 02:59
Right now it seems all the guys I know are getting with gals. The thing is, the only gal I could see myself having a realistic relationship, well, I don't like her in that way.

Oh echo, don't worry about the pictures thing, a gal I know calls everyone beautiful and half the time she slags them off.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 18, 2010, 03:02
The show Criminal Minds.

It's like.. such a sad show, omg.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 18, 2010, 03:11
I think if someone who had a degree in phycology saw me, I would be labled as clinicly insane, most of my jokes are worse than Frankie Boyles, and to be honest I have spontanious laughter, about ten times in choir I burst out laughing, in the canteen I burst out laughing, in the church I burst out laughing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on December 18, 2010, 16:45
I'm stuck at uni because of the snow. This wouldn't normally be a bad thing, but everybody else has gone home so I have nobody to talk to and I am so bored. It's been such a bad week and I just want to be home now =[

I'm also still ill, which isn't helping anything. And the program I need to do my coursework over Christmas isn't agreeing with my laptop >>

=[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on December 18, 2010, 19:40
Now that my promised snow has arrived, I want it to go away. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 18, 2010, 20:27
^Isn't that dandy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on December 19, 2010, 01:39
theres no snow where im at
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 19, 2010, 04:14
^ lucky.

We dont get snow like normal people.. we get ICE lots and lots of ICE everywhere on the streets and foliage.. and it's dandy you walk and OH you slip on the ICE on the SIDEWALK.

Bad times.

So he's stupid for introducing something to the US that will no doubt be massive and thus make him even MORE money? :/

Being rich doesn't mean you're brilliant, necessarily.. and squeezing America's love for bad TV might seem decent from the outside looking in but I really do not want another TV craze I have to avoid..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on December 19, 2010, 10:56
i have to go to bed because i have work in the morning.
joyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on December 19, 2010, 14:36
Being rich doesn't mean you're brilliant, necessarily.. and squeezing America's love for bad TV might seem decent from the outside looking in but I really do not want another TV craze I have to avoid..
I'm pretty sure the point was that it's a clever idea, not necessarily a good one.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 19, 2010, 19:50
Another death where i live. A girl i know, her mum commited suicide last night :/ thats been two deaths in the past week ugh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on December 19, 2010, 21:16
Today has been such a waste.
I got up at like.. eleven, and then just sat in front of the TV, with my biology notes out. I was supposed to study them, but I didn't, so now I feel quite annoyed with myself. If I don't motivate myself to study, my grades will drop, and then my social life will be taken away. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on December 19, 2010, 21:29
one of my prettiest, rarest christmas ornaments broke and crashed today :(

but we got to use its super long string to hang two stringless ornaments :)

2 ornaments are better than 1 :D

but that 1 was so pretty and rare... :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on December 19, 2010, 22:10
urg. my own stupidity. sod's law. The two are often combined. 
 
stuck here for longer than I thought. Should have gone home when i could. stayed here with a friend. 
terrible to say i'd rather be at home but that's the truth and i wish i'd gone home a couple days earlier when i could instead of still being here 
 
and didn't realise how late in the month it was getting 
so yeah 
 
lectures only finished on 17th 
was going to try and quickly get gifts bought afterwards but it's going to be a mad rush isn't it 
cause it is 
really not in the mood to go shopping tomorrow either, har 
just want to.. go home 
my fault 
lectures every day but spend the weekends sleeping and working because my sleeping schedules are so ridiculous during the week all the time 
have been awake for 30 hours at the moment, hmm 
 
bawww. 
urg 
hate self. 
why petril not burn 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 19, 2010, 23:23
I have gotta figure out how to spend this week before Christmas, I pretty much only have three choices, see if a gal want's to hang out a bit this week, see if I can go out with a mate and his gal or stay at home and chill.

 My mates getting Red Dead Redemption for Christmas, now I would call myself a vetran at the game, and I would presume a lot of the people I played it with would admit, but my friend is going to start off and not know a thing about this game, so I want to try and show him the ropes a bit.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on December 20, 2010, 00:06
I've got an absolute ton of stuff to get sorted.

Mentally, and with work. And I don't want to face any of it, preferring to dive into a corner of the room and pretend it'll all go away, but it won't.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on December 20, 2010, 04:34
The guy I like is difficult as hell:

1)He's straight (sort of a problem)
2)My quote on quote "friend" knows I like him but she's literally always all over him and laughs when I get upset
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Hahex and Oshawott on December 20, 2010, 04:38
I've finally realised the full impact of china blocking every social networking sight, left right and center. Apart from the forums, it seems. But seriously, i want my facebook back.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on December 20, 2010, 09:45
it's so cold.

why can't christmas be in the summer.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 20, 2010, 10:33
WE GOT SNOW!!!

Love snow  :laugh:

Ah, ummm, I laughed at a gal because she pulled a muscle whilst putting her shoes on, and now she is ignoring me. Thats about it at the moment.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on December 20, 2010, 23:18
i got this said to me on formspring -
Shouldn't you have a license for being that ugly? anddd Somebody said to me that you ain't fit to sleep with the pigs. Well, I stuck up for the pigs.

probably true
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 21, 2010, 02:32
if i don't take my tablets for a few days i start to feel kind of crappy

but sometimes i feel legitimately depressed and don't want to talk or even be in the presence of another human being

so when i feel that way and i have been taking my tablets, everyone assumes it's because i haven't and brushes it off as that

so basically whenever i ask for ~help~ or tell people i feel terrible they go 'oh, must need a higher dose.'

i. really. don't.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 21, 2010, 02:57
i got this said to me on formspring -
Shouldn't you have a license for being that ugly? anddd Somebody said to me that you ain't fit to sleep with the pigs. Well, I stuck up for the pigs.

probably true

that is beyond rude. Rudeness like this depresses me.. sorry firekitten.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 21, 2010, 03:05
umm wait fk were they anon lol
if they were anon then don't get upset about it because they're the one who's too chickenpoop to post something without being anonymous seriously it's kind of stupid to get upset over things like that on the internet. and even then they're pretty damn shallow to comment on someone's looks just to make themselves feel better. i know i rip on you a lot but you're damn prettier than any dick like that. even if that's not ~entirely~ true to you now then trust me it will be soon just don't say stupid stuff like 'probably true' because that's the worst thing you can do since you're giving in and believing what they say is true. also it's a pretty lame insult to get upset about i mean seriously who the hell came up with that one LOL

w/e just don't get down about it because even if you don't feel pretty or whatever you can still say you're a much better person than the person that posted that :3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 21, 2010, 03:08
Poor uncreative insults to nice people depress me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on December 21, 2010, 06:56
^^ People insult me..... :(


I keep getting calls from work to do overtime, NO! I booked this week as holiday!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Hahex and Oshawott on December 21, 2010, 08:03
the internet connection here is so digustingly slow. but at least it's free.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on December 21, 2010, 10:41
I feel awful. Basically stomach flu with joint and head aches. Yet I still have a lot of work to do for my journalism course...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on December 21, 2010, 20:12
My boyfriend's pissed off with me and I'm pissed off with him at being pissed off with me for no reason because i'm just trying to help >>

That and people just wont mind their own bloody buisness.

Yeah. I'm looking at YOU model cowbag.

If he doesnt tell me whats up, and tells you...I'll actually just slap you so hard your neck snaps in two.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 22, 2010, 20:14
I feel unhappy. The end.
I hate my course.
I hate every part of it.
Half of what I learn isn't of any use.
I just want to work and get paid.
They've been difficult, these consecutive years of something I hate all while living with someone who saw it as her duty to make my life worse. She's gone now but my new housemates have managed to cause problems. One is a stalker (for real) and the other selfish, naive and stubborn beyond belief.
I just want to wake up one morning and for the first time not have to think about what work I need to do by night.
I don't want my friends to consider me an after thought, someone to be friends with only when no one else is around. I'm tired of being a last resort.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 23, 2010, 02:16
I try to be nice to people and no one notices me unless I'm being a total...

Edit by GL - Still classed as swearing
Edit by Enigma - Modsniped ;_;
Edit by QC - Really guys.. really?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on December 23, 2010, 21:00
My grandmother has been moved to a nursing home.

There is no water in our house because of the cold weather, so we have to use the neighbour's water until May. And because the washing machine isnt working and it's Christmas time, we can't wash clothes or go to a laundret.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on December 24, 2010, 02:44
my best friend goes to everyone but me for her problems now

i dont know what i did wrong
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on December 24, 2010, 03:15
My half-brother's half-sister may die when she has her baby :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on December 24, 2010, 03:29
why do i even bother caring about people? it just ends up screwing me over later.

(ps. thanks erin for slumber party and thanks dakota for doing that to cheer me up <3)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 24, 2010, 06:16
My half-brother's half-sister may die when she has her baby :(

Does that make her your quarter-sister?

No really, holy crap D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 24, 2010, 08:21
Ugh i've got laryngitus. i can only whisper when i talk and my throat is so sore. I hope i'm a little better for tommorow, or else i'll have to sit with a paper and pen beside me all day P:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on December 24, 2010, 12:38
Having a half-fight with a good friend. Afraid I'll lose her.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on December 25, 2010, 07:51
I have to wake up at 4 am to be on a 5:30 am train to be at work at 7am. and seeing how its boxing day tomorrow, its going to be busy as hell.

not looking forward to it at all. only thing keeping me going is the thought of the money im earning, which even then isnt impressive.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on December 25, 2010, 10:33
For once in my life, Nothing! Yet, it will soon change.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on December 25, 2010, 14:45
Should have stayed at my own place. Sack Christmas!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 27, 2010, 00:42
Not again. =[
Perhaps ignoring things as long as possible until they build up beyond control isn't the best way to solve things...not that I'm going to change or anything. P:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on December 27, 2010, 02:54
i like snow and all, and i want to do all that snow activities but now the snow has just gone too far. when i look out my window i see a blizzard outside and it literally roars and its all dark. now it just scares me. the thought of snowboarding and stuff cheers me up a little though =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on December 27, 2010, 11:33
I have to wake up at 4 am to be on a 5:30 am train to be at work at 7am.

I have to do this again :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on December 28, 2010, 22:17
CoD Black Ops isn't as good as Modern Warfare 2. :( I miss Spec Ops and the cool guns. RIP, Javalin, RIP.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on December 28, 2010, 23:02
"I just had sex."

No, the statement is not what depresses me (because it is false) but the SONG that shares the statement's name depresses me because I just can't stand the song =/

[raeg]

Enigma edit: Do not take any of this post seriously in case Alex has MOLESTED the words I type! ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on December 28, 2010, 23:34
This has officially been the crappest Christmas ever.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 28, 2010, 23:55
i've been too snappy today and cried twice because i was annoyed over little things. Roll on friday so i can drink waay too much :v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 29, 2010, 01:41
i miss my cat
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on December 29, 2010, 02:02
Me in the past... me making a stupid decision to look at something in the past... me overreacting to it like a dick. Meh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on December 29, 2010, 02:31
The bohr effect.
Go die in a hole chloride shift or whatever you are called.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on December 29, 2010, 20:30
Almost ready to pack in roleplaying full stop. Found the perfect roleplay partner on GTS+, had stuff planned and intended to stick with him for a few topics, and then he goes inactive for working on his finals and doesn't come back. My character guide and topic ended up being purged, so all hopes of taking part are gone because I didn't see the need to save a copy of the guide [which included how many levels had been applied from completed topics and challenges]. I'm not sure what future I have in PLC anymore. I've spent a lot of time planning for both Zeke and Kat but I don't have the chance to do anything with them. This is partly my fault, but there's nothing I can do about it now. I was hoping that DigiTumblr would be a nice change because most of it is scripted in a chat channel, but I went on hiatus and half of the characters have quit and not everyone returned. The chatroom is constantly empty and there's no one around most of the time. Seems roleplaying just won't work out for me. I need a reliable and interesting roleplaying partner, but I don't know anyone who fits that for me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on December 30, 2010, 18:39
yet another day sitting at home because my friend i was supposed to go to the mall today with is sick

^______________________^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on December 31, 2010, 05:25
I fly out on the late 2nd-early 3rd of January...

I won't see my mom or cat again in person until next christmas... :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on December 31, 2010, 06:53
looking everywhere for this t-shirt online and i can't find it

and OMG VINTAGE DROP DEAD STUFF ON EBAY but it's like small so it's.... too small for me

i'm gonna cry D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on January 01, 2011, 05:21
Everything D:

Keep breaking up with two of my best friends (which is like a third of them), the only one I feel confident enough to confide in vanished from our chat and I'm worried he lost internet...don't know what I'd do without him :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on January 01, 2011, 05:50
I feel replaced
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on January 01, 2011, 07:54
^ Aw Specstile! :< *hug*

I got indigestion this morning because I didn't drink enough water on new years, and I totally forgot how pissed off my digestive system gets when it doesn't have enough water ;-;

I seriously couldn't sleep...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on January 01, 2011, 09:33
-Hugs ShiraBliss-
Hope you feel better too ^^!
Um nothing is depressing me atm but staying up all night for like 5 days in a row and sleeping at 10am everyday is very unusual. Dam you transpiration!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 01, 2011, 09:41
My cat was on the top of the stairs, I don't know how, or why but it managed to fall down them. :/ Shes now hiding as if shes done something wrong. All I want is hugglz!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 01, 2011, 13:12
Ugh so hungover right now. We polished off 4 breezers, two big wkds and some bulmers between us. And had a few shots of soourz. Doesn't help that we went to bed at like 6 and had to be up at 10 :v the joys!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on January 02, 2011, 02:03
its pretty bad when your own parents make fun of you

and they're in the other room

and they try talking to you so they know you're listening...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Torchic5 on January 02, 2011, 03:44
the fact that I may be moving provinces after the end of this school year depresses me mainly because I'm going to miss my friends so much. I've also lived here in Calgary my whole life making it hard to move forward, even though I know we all have to do so eventually.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Latias Tamer on January 02, 2011, 03:58
...the fact that I have 2 bits of coursework due and 2 exams in the next week or so...as well as other uni stuff that I haven't even begun to think about... x.x
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 02, 2011, 11:18
i had a nightmare about world war 3

german kamikaze jets

explosions everywhere

and me in a bubblecopter being told to shoot them down

-__-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on January 02, 2011, 11:48
Ill. =[

Came home from football yesterday and needed to lie down, woke up dripping of sweat. Just can't get comfortable at the moment, whenever I do my throat either hurts or my head hurts.

Nicht gut =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 02, 2011, 17:02
Ugh so hungover right now. We polished off 4 breezers, two big wkds and some bulmers between us. And had a few shots of soourz. Doesn't help that we went to bed at like 6 and had to be up at 10 :v the joys!


Tch, amateurs!

also nursing my first hangover of 2011 (y)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 02, 2011, 17:19
there's always an awkward feeling when you see that everyone's been having a fun time talking to each other because they know you're not around to ~stir things up~

uuuuuuuuuuuuugh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 02, 2011, 17:52
i'm betting most of my 'friends' went to parties on new years

oh what it's like to be the social outcast/recluse/rag that no one wants
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 03, 2011, 18:05
college. tomorrow. why so soon?!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 03, 2011, 18:06
i'm bored as heck.

I finally returned to school and no one's even here and there's nothing to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 03, 2011, 18:08
college. tomorrow. why so soon?!
Same! :<
I have a mock tomorrow for an exam I'm sitting in JUNE. I have 5 exams this month and I'm spending tonight revising for a June one instead, absolutely stupid.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 03, 2011, 18:14
I go back Thursday; I thought it was Tuesday but turns out we have teachers training day. I was hoping we'd go back Tuesday though tbh; the more lessons the better.

Also I feel really ill; it took me two hours just to get out of bed and whenever I move I feel really worn out. I end up going into bursts of coughs as well. Ill Alex is ill :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on January 03, 2011, 18:16
lol I gave you that over the internet.

That makes 2 Alexes I have infected online :D Score :D


But yeah. I am ill. And I have many glyphs that need learning.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 03, 2011, 18:18
...So wait, you bored me with glyphs (which tbf only took like 5 seconds of me looking at a page =P) and now you've given me this illness? Damnit Lottie =/

(lol you should win best salesman in the awards for 'selling' this disease to me >>)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on January 03, 2011, 18:21
...So wait, you bored me with glyphs (which tbf only took like 5 seconds of me looking at a page =P) and now you've given me this illness? Damnit Lottie =/

(lol you should win best salesman in the awards for 'selling' this disease to me >>)

We gave it to each other to be fair, I don't know why nobody's found it suspicious we both got it at the same time..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 03, 2011, 18:23
I go back Thursday; I thought it was Tuesday but turns out we have teachers training day.

I just died a little...you can do my lessons till thursday if you want? =D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 03, 2011, 18:24
We gave it to each other to be fair, I don't know why nobody's found it suspicious we both got it at the same time..

This must be taken out of context to be fully enjoyable.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 03, 2011, 18:29
This must be taken out of context to be fully enjoyable.

That's not taking it out of context... =P

/me runs

I just died a little...you can do my lessons till thursday if you want? =D

Good to see you back on the forums! =]
And nah, I'll just focus on my much needed revision. Don't want to stop your learning =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 03, 2011, 18:32
*Gurren_Lagann is shot

My friend just texted me.. like.. I'm assuming she wanted to hang out but I'm at school now. I have been sitting on my rump this whole time and NOW she wants to hang out. Six weeks break just didn't happen at all did it?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 03, 2011, 18:34
/me is shot dead

I also get the feeling that if I risk eating it won't turn out well so yeah, not too sure what to do with myself ^^;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 03, 2011, 18:38
I go back Thursday; I thought it was Tuesday but turns out we have teachers training day.
It is at my college too...but my terribad teacher is demanding we go in for the mock anyway. *sob*
And he had the cheek to call Dawkins stupid when he saw me reading Selfish Gene, that's just blasphemy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 03, 2011, 22:21
The song "Somewhere over the rainbow". Its a song that is overly played at funerals including my grandad. Now they're playing it on the radio. :( ahhh I'm gonna cry!)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 04, 2011, 21:05
Back to school tomorrow, nuff said.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 04, 2011, 21:17
College tommorow and I was meant to sort out a work experiance placement for March 14th. It needed to be in by the 6th December :/ Its now January :/. wow! I'm dead.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on January 05, 2011, 02:01
Taylor and Jake Gyllenhaal broke up, apprently. They were soooo good together!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 05, 2011, 02:02
^ are you joking about them being good together or
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on January 05, 2011, 02:09
Not really. Also, heard about this sick guy who posted a video on YouTube where he suffocated 2 kittens. It's disgusting how someone would do that. :I
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 05, 2011, 03:14
One of my classes, the one I have tomorrow, is all the way out in the Sculpture building.. which I have never been to.

Yay for getting lost! If I had realized it while it was still light, I would've made an attempt to find it.. oh well.

Taylor and Jake Gyllenhaal broke up, apprently. They were soooo good together!

Like fire and ice. The whole universe knew that relationship had zero longevity.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 05, 2011, 12:15
I was supposed to be at chemistry at 9 this morning...only just woke up. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on January 05, 2011, 22:18
I want it to be summer. Now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 05, 2011, 22:51
i tried to order a large pack of wotsits from asda.com and they said i need more than one item in my basket to have things delivered

(http://iaza.com/work/110106C/iaza13465328698200.gif)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 05, 2011, 23:49
My pile of work keeps getting bigger and bigger and each time I figure something out it just reveals a lot more that I don't understand.
Oh and it looks like I'm the only one who hasn't got all five weeks of the elective placement sorted. I hate being reliant on other people to reply to me, all I can do is wait for their phone calls and e-mails. This feeling of helplessness is not a pleasant one.
I will get through this. But I just can't see how at the moment. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 06, 2011, 06:18
The news is full of sad news. :/ There isn't anything happy. I hate the world.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: aer_dingus on January 06, 2011, 06:20
calculus is kicking my butt. i no like!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on January 06, 2011, 15:55
The feeling when you try hard at something but don't get the results you wanted in return
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 06, 2011, 16:01
School starts on monday and all i'm going to get is "PRELIMS, PRELIMS, PRELIMS!" Yes i am aware that they will be in february.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 06, 2011, 16:07
I missed my favorite lesson today. The teacher never turned up. So I played minecraft on my laptop instead :).
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on January 06, 2011, 21:11
I think I may be developing an allergy to garlic.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 06, 2011, 21:50
I met this uber cute new kid today and I wanna add him on facebook but I cant because I JUST met him and that would be borderline creepy for me.. I'll need to see him a few more times before I do that.

Also, one of my best friends failed a class last quarter and he was having issues with financial stuff. Now that school has started back, I haven't seen him around and he won't reply to any of my methods of communicating with him (facebook, call, text, etc.) so I don't know what the verdict is. He's vanished off the face of the Earth.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 06, 2011, 22:03
The film "Buried". If you've seen it you'll know why, If not, watch it. Or Google it, I don't want to give the storyline away, But its pshycologically depressing and based on a true story. ;(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 06, 2011, 22:15
^ it's psychologically nothing. it was a goddamn terrible film LOL
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 06, 2011, 22:22
^^ It messes with your mind. Because there are people out there that would do this kind of thing, I wouldn't care, but its based on a true story, This thing could be happening right now :/. But I suppose... It was pretty rubbish film, but the way it was done really captures what the situation would be like? I'm just affected by film dramatically though.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 07, 2011, 01:11
Logarithms - Spawn. Of. Satan.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 07, 2011, 08:32
it's snowing.

i don't wanna get stuck in Ellesmere Port -die-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on January 07, 2011, 11:12
Collecting the results to the biggest exam in my life yet in three days. Bloody nervous.

GL - Edited the post so it isn't against the rules; good luck though; I hope it goes well for you =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 07, 2011, 15:07
Its raining, not snowing :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on January 07, 2011, 15:26
Nothing, because I don't moan about stuff and get on with it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on January 07, 2011, 22:57
no body wants to role play with me! *cries*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 07, 2011, 23:56
i don't know i just think about something and can't stop crying about it ugh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on January 08, 2011, 00:08
Logarithms - Spawn. Of. Satan.
Oh i can relate! Last term our teacher was trying to talk to us about it and we were having none of it!
Maths exam monday, hardly done any revision! Gunna be doing some retakes me thinks
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 08, 2011, 07:14
I woke up at about 5:50am meaning I only had like two hours sleep and in an effort to make myself tired in order to get back to sleep I went for a jog, not thinking about how unfit I am. I've only just got back and I'm aching, I don't feel particularly tired and I just feel rough in general. I was thinking about stuff as I was running too which hasn't made me feel good at all really.

It has made me want to get fit though which I suppose is a positive. I'm also starting to get the hang of typing on the iPod too which is cool. It just needs to stop playing depressing songs which are too awesome to skip =P

Edit: I'm still awake =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on January 08, 2011, 14:56
At guides we had a reunion camp for those of us who went on a week long one and I met loads of friends there. My friend called me about this camp and I said I didn't know of it so I asked my mum and she said that she didn't send a form in so now I have no idea if I'm gonna see my friends again and have been crying for half an hour.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on January 08, 2011, 23:38
Well, I'm listening to Phantom of the Opera at the moment, (The Point of No Return) which is a totally beautiful song. Me and my aunt always fancied watching it, but she was incredibly inconsiderate and upped and died before we could. We had a number of things we wanted to do (notably musicals and concerts to go to) and I was rather unfortunate in being unable to attend her funeral.

It's only really sort of kicking in that this isn't a simple absence, a trip away; I won't finish university and come home and find that she's here again.

Times like these when I hate being an athiest.

(And now we've reached the miserable part of the song. My sub concious timing is a vicious beast. ¬¬)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on January 09, 2011, 13:54
We just got owned....by Minnesota...Can't make fun of the Eagles for getting owned by a Minnesota team anymore. :(


..Or maybe I can... >:)

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on January 09, 2011, 18:40
Woke up this morning feeling like P Diddy.

If this is Kesha's idea of fun then I don't want to go through last night or this morning ever again.

Vodka=Diesel.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 09, 2011, 18:50
My friend that I can't ever talk to finally texted me 10 minutes ago, but he hasn't replied when I texted back.

At least he's not dead.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 09, 2011, 19:59
i wrote my name on a label and stuck it to a pack of salad earlier so i could practice for life inside a sloth's body when the world ends because i'm coming back as a sloth whether the universe likes it or not
anyway someone ate it
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 09, 2011, 21:05
All my friends are hanging out and having a sleep over, I can't, because of college tommorow morning. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 09, 2011, 23:27
Logarithms - Spawn. Of. Satan.
this this forever this

failing c2 resit tomorrow like a boss
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 09, 2011, 23:32
^ I'm failing C1 like a boss =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 09, 2011, 23:40
^ I'm failing C1 like a boss =/
You should've said earlier, I could've given you some terrible advice. :(

I've got c1 AND c2 tomorra, after doing plenty of past papers I feel quite confident...but I have a terrible feeling they're going to throw something alien in I've not seen before and lose me loads of marks.
I'm now finding trig identities and that thing when you find all values between 0-360 particularly horrible. Logs and I have come to an amicable understanding, as long as they behave and are 2-mark level questions.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 09, 2011, 23:53
You should've said earlier, I could've given you some terrible advice. :(

Any advice would be good right now haha; I got a U in the first retake for it and whilst I have revised I'm tempted to just stay up all night and revise before going into the exam because I'm not confident about it at all =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 10, 2011, 00:02
If you're on AQA, go to their site and go through a past paper or two. They very quickly highlight what areas you need you go over. I assume you have a revision guide? That should help, the AQA text book is terrible IMO, never rely on it for anything other than questions to practice with.
I have a set of powerpoint presentations my teacher gave me but it's 37mb so IDK if I can send it, or if there's even time to. They were brilliant for relearning practically everything though.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 10, 2011, 00:08
Far too anxious too sleep. Go away horrible sicky feeling
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 10, 2011, 00:18
If you're on AQA, go to their site and go through a past paper or two. They very quickly highlight what areas you need you go over. I assume you have a revision guide? That should help, the AQA text book is terrible IMO, never rely on it for anything other than questions to practice with.
I have a set of powerpoint presentations my teacher gave me but it's 37mb so IDK if I can send it, or if there's even time to. They were brilliant for relearning practically everything though.

I've been on the AQA site looking at past papers so I'm okay there, didn't get given a revision guide. I'm just trying to crack on with it. All I got given was a text book where it's mainly questions rather than theory which isn't really helping; I'm trying to look for my old Core 1 exercise book from last year though to help.

It's late to send the presentations but thanks for the offer as well as the help in general =]

EDIT: Can't find my old C1 book but I can find old C2 and C3 books =/
Did find a handy revision sheet though =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 10, 2011, 02:38
i'm looking at my art and just realising it's terrible
oh look jen hates herself again woopy doo let's assume she wants attention and tell her what we think she wants to hear - 'your art is gr8'
shut up

i hate the fact i try so damn hard to improve and all i seem to do is stay where i am and bore people with endless spewings of absolute rubbish  that looks like the last piece of whatever i drew
i'm not going anywhere and i'm embarrassed to have called myself an artist at one point or another everything i do is ugly and all i do is wallow in self pity about it, whining about how terrible i am and because of the fact i hate everything i do, i don't bother trying, which means i shouldn't complain because i'm not trying I DON'T CARE ANY MORE it's all so stupid this art thing it's just pen to paper and improvement for others but for me it's as if JDSSSSSSSSSSLKAAAAAAAAAAAADUA;IOALIDJADJLKAJLDADADA i just am not going anywhere

remember the days where i said i'll be a professional artist with a part time job

no hahahahahahhaa i'm going to work in mcdonalds because i'm a talentless lowlife dick who has no proper connections with anyone that wants to help me improve because they all think art isn't a profession

i try so hard and get told klaw8suoa\doui\uyO87A98ASDKSZJFLKAD7AIDAUSKLD that i'm going to fail KASLDJADHAJDADHASDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and i just want to die and that's not even a joke i legitimately want to lay down and die DKLSSSSSSSSJFJKSFD because i'll amount to nothing so there's no point

going around in circles

not giving a damn about it


officially losing control


tl;dr: i am and always will be a terrible artist

Enigma edit - Abbreviated swearing is still swearing. Pedantic, I know, but this board just isn't as flammable as others, so I have to nitpick. ;D Also, you're a gr8 artist jen <3 (no srs u r <3)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on January 10, 2011, 10:16
Got results way below expectations for my most important examinations, but on the plus side, I can still get into courses I want to...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 10, 2011, 18:38
It snowed and they cancelled classes.


...that we have to make up on the weekends
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on January 10, 2011, 19:32
I feel more depressed than I ever have and feel like doing nothing.

So you're probably aware that I'm gay. Well I came out to my friends and some of them are fine - they're all fine with it to a certain extent it's just the constant "do you know what you are? you're inhuman" or "you don't have a soul you filthy queer" that has really, really been pissing me off. And then I just don't know any more about my friends because there's one who (as you know) I've written countless poetry in countless languages about who is completely not gay and I've accepted that, but then there's another who went to a party and who apparently snogged the face off of one of his (male) friends, but he's come in today and says that he was completely drunk and it was just a peck on the cheek as a dare but I don't believe him...

sorry for the lack of punctuation but I'm really quite depressed at the moment and I want somebody to love and I just feel like I never will do and I feel so desperately alone
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 10, 2011, 19:44
^ trust me, you are not alone. Most gays (especially us gay men) go through similar things eventually it all pans out.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on January 10, 2011, 20:43
I know how you mean Harry - who's been saying that to you though? I thought people were pretty much okay with it nowadays in England. =S [/assumes you're in the UK]

As rubbish as it sounds, Marcus is right - things do sort themselves out in the end. Once you escape to uni, people in general are more accepting and people care less about the details of other people and their sexuality.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 10, 2011, 21:02
To much work it. So very little time to do it. And I spent this evening on Minecraft.      c:/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on January 11, 2011, 20:29
i think my best friend is mad at me since her status is "‎& you just proved to me that i reall cant trust anyone." i didnt do anything but she mightve thought i did.

 and i messaged her and was like, today was soooo boring. and she was just like, oh. and then i said something else, and she replied with, oh. i asked what was wrong and she's not answering

 and she posted a heart on someone elses wall so it really cant be so upsetting she cant tell her best friend about it.

 she doesnt ever talk to me about her issues anymore. i think im losing her. which sucks because i trust her with so much and she's my best friend ever. i have plenty of friends, just nobody like her.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 11, 2011, 20:50
Work tommorow. uh. boring!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilentSeraph on January 11, 2011, 21:05
i jus found out that i broke up with sum1 :( i din't even know till now, when her ex told me... we were only together for like, a couple days. plus, it was me 1st girl...  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 11, 2011, 21:24
In one of those moods where i feel utter crap and feel like crying over nothing. Yeah i thought last week was when i was supposed to feel like this? I think you're a bit mixed up here hormones :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on January 11, 2011, 21:37
I know how you mean Harry - who's been saying that to you though? I thought people were pretty much okay with it nowadays in England. =S [/assumes you're in the UK]

As rubbish as it sounds, Marcus is right - things do sort themselves out in the end. Once you escape to uni, people in general are more accepting and people care less about the details of other people and their sexuality.

Yeah, I'm English, which is good as people /are/ more accepting here than in other parts of the world. It just seems so unfair that the chavs and the idiots can go around and get whichever slapper they like, despite their not being good looking, and be generally happy in their ignorance, and yet I feel depressed all the time because I constantly see fault in myself and can find nobody to reciprocate my feelings towards them.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on January 11, 2011, 21:43
Yeah, I'm English, which is good as people /are/ more accepting here than in other parts of the world. It just seems so unfair that the chavs and the idiots can go around and get whichever slapper they like, despite their not being good looking, and be generally happy in their ignorance, and yet I feel depressed all the time because I constantly see fault in myself and can find nobody to reciprocate my feelings towards them.

Oh hun I can completely relate to that. I had crushes on straight guys all my life (had, have, continue to do so... what's the difference) and it's depressing beyond words. It's worse when it's also your best friend and you are completely aware of the futility of it all.

Like Tim said it gets a whole lot better at university. Not only are people more accepting/tolerant but also there are usually a homosexual-oriented societies that you can join and talk to other like minded people (depends on the university but some can be really cliquey so don't get discouraged).

There is no need to see fault in yourself as there is nothing wrong. I went to a Christian school with daily prayers so I know what I'm talking about. Just know that you have a very strong support network on here and I like many others are more than happy to talk you through some of the problems/issues :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 11, 2011, 23:32
It just seems so unfair that the chavs and the idiots can go around and get whichever slapper they like, despite their not being good looking, and be generally happy in their ignorance, and yet I feel depressed all the time because I constantly see fault in myself and can find nobody to reciprocate my feelings towards them.

Urgh, don't get me thinking because I'll end up feeling crap xD. It's not just about being gay; it doesn't always work out for the nice guys either ^^;

I should go get my pulling boots on... =/
Shame I can never pull to get a good relationship because that'd solve a lot of problems =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 11, 2011, 23:46
Love struck fools we all are. ;(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on January 12, 2011, 00:22
(http://s3.amazonaws.com/data.tumblr.com/tumblr_levut9AOS91qfz5ovo1_1280.png?AWSAccessKeyId=0RYTHV9YYQ4W5Q3HQMG2&Expires=1294878088&Signature=jJmc6pPWWS%2BxTEvWrXRW0cfzKPE%3D)

I am not very happy with Disney right now (http://iwillbattle.tumblr.com/post/2704656723/why-would-you-do-this-to-me-disney-corey-burton#notes)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 12, 2011, 06:35
I'm not happy with this cold I've got. Also still no work experiance.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 12, 2011, 08:06
Just know that you have a very strong support network on here and I like many others are more than happy to talk you through some of the problems/issues :)

Ooh ooh, me, pick me!

3200th post ftw.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on January 13, 2011, 12:24
I've been feeling like crap for nearly a week. To be fair, I've brought this on myself

I will never drink Rose out the bottle again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 14, 2011, 08:25
there's been an FTA on the A55

:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 14, 2011, 12:04
According to the internet my dry skin and spot mean I have the plague and leprosy at the same time.  =[
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Post by: Shaymin on January 15, 2011, 12:43
biscuit's eye is getting that infection again. it's not as big this time but if it keeps coming back you know what that means

pirate piggy :|
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on January 15, 2011, 20:37
Almost five years since my best friend told me she'd be moving to Switzerland D:
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 15, 2011, 21:57
It sounds odd but my canines seem a bit odd.
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 15, 2011, 22:30
Its to hot? my family have turned the heating off. but I'm sweating? why?
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 15, 2011, 23:49
I get tired really quickly around a certian time of day, only just found this out.
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Post by: RocketMember002 on January 16, 2011, 02:07
Sore throat coming on, I have a horrible feeling this is the start of my exam-period illness I get every bloody year. Not good. :(
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Post by: MOP on January 18, 2011, 00:47
*looks at work*
God what am I even doing!?
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Post by: sylar on January 18, 2011, 01:02
>i'm sorry
>apology not accepted
>blocked

okay.jpg
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on January 20, 2011, 17:39
Today i had to go to a jobseekers interview. i had to wake up at 9:55 so i sat an alarm. however, had dropped my phone a few days before and when i corrected the time i didn't correct the date. My phone had been set to go off on Saturday instead of Thursday and i woke up at 11am.

Now i will be getting a letter of caution and they are thinking about not paying me. i currently have no money, bills, and no food. Ive been eating pasta whirls with melted butter and salt on for the past week. i neeeed to get paid T.T
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Post by: sylar on January 20, 2011, 17:41
mum always borrows money from me and a few weeks ago she borrowed £60 from me
she won't give it back even though i got it for my christmas
and she wonders why i'm stressed out about her borrowing anything from me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on January 20, 2011, 20:29
mum always borrows money from me and a few weeks ago she borrowed £60 from me
she won't give it back even though i got it for my christmas
and she wonders why i'm stressed out about her borrowing anything from me
Why not lock it up/hide it/put it in a bank?

Right now, the fact that days are going by too fast. Depressing.
I want to do so much more .__.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 20, 2011, 21:41
got just under £100 pounds left, I want to get a blackberry or something. Not enough £££ damn, I need a job, or I COULD busk.....
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on January 20, 2011, 23:10
The mayor of Baltimore said she'd post a video of her wearing a Steelers jersey proclaiming the greatness of the Steelers...But it's not up yet.

:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on January 21, 2011, 04:04
^ Nothin' to be depressed about, maybe deprived at most.
Shrug it off dude  :P

Same thing as my last post.
Not enough time =[
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 21, 2011, 06:23
My friend is spending most of his time doing work because he doesn't do it at home, He then says that he's angry with us because we go chill out while hes doing work? :\\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 21, 2011, 14:27
Another weekend make-up day today.. ugh.. we have tons of homework, and the attendance policy is very strict so now all those "snow days" we got must be made up on Fridays for the next few weeks.

we usually get Friday off.. so we can do our homework.
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Post by: Shaymin on January 21, 2011, 14:40
fff

when you plan something with a friend you don't conveniently forget then go off with another friend.

now i have a pack of haribo and no one to share them with :(
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Post by: q.c.™ on January 21, 2011, 14:46
^ ... a feeling I know all too well.
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Post by: RocketMember002 on January 21, 2011, 14:47
You get to keep all the Haribo...silver lining.
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on January 21, 2011, 14:49
^^^ share them with meeeeeee


i started looking for things i could use to make my expo costume, after deciding to go as the masked man from mother 3 i started looking though my old clothes, pretty cure i had an old black bomber jacket that would be perfect. After tipping my flat upside down looking for it i remembered that a few weeks before i filled a bag with old clothes and took them to a charity shop..

i decided to go to the charity shop to find the bomber jacket. after looking around and not seeing i thought it would be in a store room somewhere, i would have had no problem buying it off them... so i asked if they had seen it but it had already been sold T.T

now i have to buy a brand new bomber jacket.
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Post by: Afro-Disiak on January 21, 2011, 14:50
Today i had to go to a jobseekers interview. i had to wake up at 9:55 so i sat an alarm. however, had dropped my phone a few days before and when i corrected the time i didn't correct the date. My phone had been set to go off on Saturday instead of Thursday and i woke up at 11am.

Now i will be getting a letter of caution and they are thinking about not paying me. i currently have no money, bills, and no food. Ive been eating pasta whirls with melted butter and salt on for the past week. i neeeed to get paid T.T

how about going out and looking for a job instead of the Job Centre doing it all for you? I have two now trolololol, and have a couple of other interviews lined up that I may take... I really don't understand the whole "I can't get a job" attitude, I wanted more money so I looked for a second job and within a week I've got one.

Oh I'm not depressed about anything either, just miffed at people expecting everything done for them.

edit: oh and you have money to buy a costume for Expo but not for food or rent? Priorites much.........
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on January 21, 2011, 16:57
Lol Dan. Some destruction going on.

I remember part-time minimum wage at 14 for a restaurant. >.>
I mostly blew it on games. And if my mom needed at any point.
Would work after school from 4-11pm. Only Friday-Sunday though,
so not too much stress since I didn't have to go to school the next.
Except Mondays...had to quit after I took an after-school program.

Now I'm 17 and feel like I want a job again, but dealing with school
issues is tough now. <--- Guess that's depressing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on January 21, 2011, 17:31
how about going out and looking for a job instead of the Job Centre doing it all for you? I have two now trolololol, and have a couple of other interviews lined up that I may take... I really don't understand the whole "I can't get a job" attitude, I wanted more money so I looked for a second job and within a week I've got one.

I've been job hunting for a few weeks now and I've gotten nothing back. Not even a rejection!

Times are hard. I haven't even been to the job centre because they insist on my having a letter illustrating the dates of attendance from my last course and the college refuses to help me.

So I have been sending off applications all day every weekday and gotten nowhere.

So yea, that's what is getting at me right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on January 21, 2011, 18:50
^ Oh dear. :<

They've sent me on a course which to be honest, I'm not sure if is going to help me in the slightist, I'm not sure what I can gain what I already don't have, during my tenure at stuying  law I also did one releating to office skills, which, in some cases, felt like a bit more heavy than the Law - so I wonder if this 'businese, ICT and admin' (with some health and saftey) is going to benefit me, and more importantly, not throwing good money away that could probably be used in better ways.  I mean, it could be an excellent course, but I dunno, I don't want to waste my time, and more importantly - their's.. I mean its a 11 weeeks, i dunno..

my opinoin though -- not that I'm critizing anyone, is not to relay on the JobCentre as they have a habit of sending me jobs that I can't actually apply to for one reason or another (Expereince, meh) sure use their facilities such as the job machines, but don't relay on them to get you a job..!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on January 21, 2011, 19:47
how about going out and looking for a job instead of the Job Centre doing it all for you? I have two now trolololol, and have a couple of other interviews lined up that I may take... I really don't understand the whole "I can't get a job" attitude, I wanted more money so I looked for a second job and within a week I've got one.

Oh I'm not depressed about anything either, just miffed at people expecting everything done for them.

edit: oh and you have money to buy a costume for Expo but not for food or rent? Priorites much.........

Whilst I agree on an extent what you've said, at the same time it's not always going to be the same story for you as everybody else. I was out looking for 9 months before I got a job, and got rejected from places such as Asda because they saw me as somebody who saw it as a temporary thing with my qualifications, and other places due to lack of experience.

It's always been a case of once you're in a job it's far easier to then get another job.

But at the same time, that shouldn't stop you taking anything. Asda, Tescos, they're always looking for new employees and as long as you're not dirty and unsociable, they'll give you a chance at Interview level. Sure, you don't want to be there for the rest of your life, but you don't want to be unemployed for the rest of your life either, and there's no shame in doing an honest job.

Priorities. In the end it took me seeing my friends leaving to go to University again that I realised "anything", because I not only needed the money but I needed something to show I was going somewhere in life. I'd have taken Asda then, and I still would. No shame in it at all.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 21, 2011, 20:08
when your neighbour with a drinking problem comes to your house and won't leave unless you drink everything she's offering you and agree that men are indeed pigs

apologies if i'm not a bitter divorcee, but i'm not saying a word to you so you can use it against me later.

ps go home you're kind of scaring me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 21, 2011, 20:15
I spent a solid year applying to 3+ jobs a week and only got 2 interviews in the entire period. :< Lack of A levels and a generally crappy uneducated area pretty much screw you over. Being on the doll is horrible.
Being on ALG is awesome though!

Trying to read through half of my whole Biology text book in preparation for Monday...I had no idea there was so much to learn. I'm unlikely to get the much needed A I require.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 22, 2011, 00:28
Have to wait another week to see an amazing girl.
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Post by: Lugiafanatic on January 22, 2011, 15:01
The Evgeni Malkin-less, Sidney Crosby-less, Marc-Andre Fleury-less Penguins lost. :(

...To the Devils.

UGH!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 22, 2011, 23:56
Dad is in one of his drunken ABBA moods.

~.~
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on January 23, 2011, 00:31
how about going out and looking for a job instead of the Job Centre doing it all for you? I have two now trolololol, and have a couple of other interviews lined up that I may take... I really don't understand the whole "I can't get a job" attitude, I wanted more money so I looked for a second job and within a week I've got one.

Oh I'm not depressed about anything either, just miffed at people expecting everything done for them.

edit: oh and you have money to buy a costume for Expo but not for food or rent? Priorites much.........

for starters i don't pay rent, the government pay it for me until i get a job. And the job center don't look for jobs for me at all, they just give me money if i am looking for a job, so i actually have to LOOK for a job. But if the job center stop giving me money, my rent stops too and seeing as the rent is £140 a week and i get £50 (actually £30 as £20 comes out for electricity) it gets pretty depressing. i wouldn't be able to afford expo right now but putting a £5 away every now and then, selling the odd painting every now and then will cover it and as for the costume i will be making most of it with the craft gear i have at home. I just need to buy a jacket. I got some perspex from a friend of mine who had some in his shed. When you live on £30 a week you get used to budgeting.

Been looking for a job for over a year, i have really good grades but no one is hiring right now. I NEED a job that is 30+ hours a week to cover the rent/council tax/ electricity/ water and food costs/bills. jobs of that many hours are even harder to come by. i -have- to search for at least 3 jobs a week and bring back proof which isn't hard but when you have been to every shop you can think of in the town you live in the pickings start getting slim. Currently i have an interview with an air company, it's just like a reception job but it's good money. I'm hoping i get it... And getting a job is all based on luck, seeing as for every job opening there is there can be up to 200 people after the same spot. i just have to get a good interview. This becomes twice as hard as my stutter makes me sound like a complete and total tit.

So no... i can't afford rent but expo will be fine as long as i am careful. Im am in a tough position as one slip up will make me homeless quite easily. I really don't want to be homeless again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 23, 2011, 00:37
Nothings depressing me really, a funny story though, I told my friends mother she was lovely, she wants to kill me now....  ::)
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Post by: Liam on January 23, 2011, 01:14
Bed bugs, bed bugs everywhere.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 23, 2011, 01:21
^Need a high temperature in the washing machine and lots of sunlight.

I spent six months applying for work and the only interview I got was a week before I got my last minute acceptance for uni! Probably would have tried for the merchant navy or got in shape for the police without this chance for radiography (yay physics and expensive kit for me to play with).
The only money I could earn was doing work for one of my dad's friends. Clearing the wasteland posing as a garden after he'd moved house, the former owner was a builder and left half a ton of rubble at the back.

Edit:I know I had it easy by comparison. I just wanted to be part of the jobless talk. *is feeling isolated* D:
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Post by: The Entertainer on January 23, 2011, 02:17
Dad is in one of his drunken ABBA moods.

~.~
Is it weird but my dad has never gotten drunk, or
even drank alcohol. Always says no when someone offers.

I really don't want to be homeless again.
Can't believe you were actually homeless.
Maybe living with a stranger/friend/family member?
If you were, then cut on the interweb...it's hard I know.

Nothings depressing me really, a funny story though, I told my friends mother she was lovely, she wants to kill me now....  ::)
LOLOL Who does, your friend or her mother?
I bet you really do like the older chick huh?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on January 23, 2011, 03:59
Can't believe you were actually homeless.
Maybe living with a stranger/friend/family member?
If you were, then cut on the interweb...it's hard I know.

i was never living with a friend for more than a few days, i sofa surfed for over a year and there were times where no one would have me in so i had to sleep in a tree/ park/ underpass for a few nights while i looked for a place. I also don't have internet at home I have to use it at friends houses which is where i am right now.
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Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on January 23, 2011, 17:39
All my fish died. D:
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Post by: Lorem Ipsum on January 23, 2011, 18:08
i was never living with a friend for more than a few days, i sofa surfed for over a year and there were times where no one would have me in so i had to sleep in a tree/ park/ underpass for a few nights while i looked for a place. I also don't have internet at home I have to use it at friends houses which is where i am right now.

Hello! What grades did you get/which A-Levels did you actually take?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 23, 2011, 18:14
^ Probably irrelevant. People don't end up in a situation like that because of bad grades if that's what you were wondering about. =[

Managing workloads is not my strong point and this work seems to get more difficult as I do it. Usually I get a nice flow going. Hopfully I'll have a plan by tonight.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 23, 2011, 18:40
Dad is in one of his drunken ABBA moods.

~.~

can we swap dads
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 23, 2011, 18:45
Sounds like he might have 2 dads tbh.


I'm trying to think up various sayings to remember biological stages for tomorrow's exam. "I put my arse there" "kinky people can often find great sex" "great lights kill people" running through my mind atm. Internet biscuit (NOT COOKIE YOU HEATHENS) to anyone who can guess what any might be referring to.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 23, 2011, 20:54
My PS3's hard drive is full, how I've filled 250 gb beats me. But I need to delete stuff to play LBP2.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on January 23, 2011, 21:39
^ YES YOU DO. & Yeah delete stuff you don't play/have anymore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 23, 2011, 22:35
Its his mother that wants to kill me for calling her lovely.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on January 23, 2011, 23:02
Lol and your friend is like w.e.
He knows it was a joke or what?
But to bad now you won't get some mama love =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 23, 2011, 23:19
Lol and your friend is like w.e.
He knows it was a joke or what?
But to bad now you won't get some mama love =[

I alway tell him how much I love his mother, he knows Im joking ;)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on January 23, 2011, 23:25
Always truth in the slightest joke.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 24, 2011, 00:59
idk i just always feel like i'm annoying everyone around me
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 24, 2011, 06:17
Why I woke up at 5 and couldn't go back to sleep, :/ so I played Pokemon instead, now when its time to get up, I'm falling asleep! :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 24, 2011, 09:39
Been up since about 6 doing bio work, now I'm slightly delirious and have a strong craving for Haribo. And largely ignorant about Biology.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on January 24, 2011, 17:38
My PS3's hard drive is full, how I've filled 250 gb beats me. But I need to delete stuff to play LBP2.

this is depressing you?

o_o
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Post by: Speak Now on January 24, 2011, 17:40
Valentine's Day soon. Normally I like it, but recently it's been a reminder of how long I've been single. And all I'm going to see is happy couples, mushy love songs on the radio and I'll be there, alone. /Bittersingle.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 24, 2011, 17:43
Aye but think of the money you'll save on presents (y)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 24, 2011, 17:47
lol don't be whiny about valentine's day it's just a way of telling people who are forever alone that they are in fact forever alone.


people like me.




... no i'm not crying.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on January 24, 2011, 17:50
if you don't mind me saying Jen, I think Jen is being silly, because there's a lot to like about Jen. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on January 24, 2011, 18:32
idk i just always feel like i'm annoying everyone around me
Same ;{{ Its pretty sad. I don't want to be found annoying.

Aye but think of the money you'll save on presents (y)
LOL! It's so true. You have to spend so much on girls >>
I bet they have their own money, I get it's gentlemen stuff but c'mon EVERY time? Even if they are just friends, still the same deal.


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 24, 2011, 18:39
Aye but think of the money you'll save on presents (y)

I'd much rather spend money I don't have on someone than save money on a day due to being lonely tbh =P

Yeah, this conversation in this topic isn't making me feel too good. Oh well =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on January 24, 2011, 19:12
I want a Drakengard artbook ._.

I've only come across the Drakengard 2 artbook once after an hour of searching...never the first Drakengard game...and even then it was still £250...

I dread to think what the first game's artbook will sting me ;;

...But...I really want it ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on January 24, 2011, 20:57
Depressed? Somewhere between depressed and annoyed. This topic was closer. 
 
I've an exam tomorrow morning on paint, garlic, suncream, batteries, antiseptics, nuclear reactors, shampoo and caffeine. 
No, really. 
Heapo things to remember, and the exam itself contains only eight or so questions for two hours. I am reassured that the topics with which I shall be familiar are the ones on which I will not be tested. Typical. 
Or am I supposed to mutter about sod's law after the exam is over? 
Both work. 
Typical. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 25, 2011, 17:04
I've tried to cram too much chemistry into my memory at once and now my head hurts. ;.; So going to fail tomorra.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 26, 2011, 17:07
My back is in so much pain. I've got shooting pains going up my spine and i can't even walk properly :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on January 26, 2011, 19:03
I feel like walking to Scotland BUT IT'S TOO DAMN FAR.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on January 26, 2011, 19:14
so I'm guessing you're not the one who'll walk 500 miles and would walk 500 more to get to Bonnie Scotland?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on January 26, 2011, 19:43
I'd give it a good go, problem is work would sack me for taking a few too many weeks off :{
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on January 26, 2011, 20:44
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjar7np_wuE

Music video for Back to December. It's really sad. And brings back memories.

Happy that it's out though, haha.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 26, 2011, 22:29
The lecturers didn't seem particularly impressed with my presentation. One of them actually looked frustrated that she had to listen to such rubbish. I'm pretty sure I failed it.

In other news my formerly closest friend continues to only say a couple of words once every few weeks. It seems now she is popular she doesn't need me. This isn't a new thing but what with the terrible day I had at uni I seem to be dwelling on bad things.

Forget this I'm off to watch funny videos.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on January 26, 2011, 23:56
^ youtubing funny cat videos is fun. Roadrunning tomorrow. Loooooong day.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 26, 2011, 23:59
Exam tomorrow; totally unprepared. I feel ill, tired, stressing over this exam.

At least I've got used to the fact that I'll have loads in the summer =/

Urgh I really wish I had enough commitment to 6th Form work because life would be so much easier then ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 27, 2011, 06:08
Stupid dinner tonight, some sort of liquid fish cakes. uhh. whoever thought if them needs to be punished. They're horrible.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 27, 2011, 08:34
i got a u in my maths test

fricking fun
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 27, 2011, 17:48
'any movie with wolves is a must buy for me'


why do i continue to associate with such people
(http://i51.tinypic.com/2622t1h.jpg)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on January 27, 2011, 18:43
^Lol pic.
Toy Story, ah the good ol' days.

The fact I woke up and my vision seemed
more deteriorated.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 27, 2011, 22:52
Played guitar for far too long yesterday, my hand hurts and my wrist feels rather painful too. I also did something to my throat, my voice sounded rather gravely, dosent really help seeing that Im playing and singing Wanderwall for a valentines day concert.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on January 28, 2011, 06:29
got turned down on a job because i don't have enough experience -AGAIN-

soon all the people with experience are going to die out and they are only going to be left with the inexperienced.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on January 28, 2011, 12:46
I am the ONLY one on IRC. Do you know how this makes me feel? I'm a loner even among the geeks.

EDIT: And Loz came in but I was busy and now she's gone and now I'm going to uni and I'll be lonely FOREVER (until Kay comes over tonight \o/)

(Sorry Loz ._. )
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on January 28, 2011, 15:35
My cat's about to go to the vet with a reoccurring renal problem with no apparent cause. He's really uncomfortable and lethargic this time though and I'm worried it could be more serious.

Also, the African Grey parrot at the sanctuary I work with has come down with a pretty bad illness. It's touch and go whether she'll make it or not. She's too weak to even have anaesthetic.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 28, 2011, 16:11
Im not bothered by this that much, but basicly Ive asked two of my friends (one being an amazing girl) to text me or give me a ring since we should be going out after, so far none of them have replied to my text. With a bit of luck they will reply later though, and if I have to meet her by the chip shop, chances are there will be two groups of us.

The thing with the two groups is easily explained, its basicly a thing where me and this girl are "close", so its the "main group" with me, my friend, his girlfriend and a few others, and then theres the "second" group with this amazing girl and a few of her friends, these two litte groups tend not to group up because of us two, so tonight, ima walk over to them and try and join. Because if the worlds going to come to an end I would much rather see it myself.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on January 28, 2011, 18:05
My cat's about to go to the vet with a reoccurring renal problem with no apparent cause. He's really uncomfortable and lethargic this time though and I'm worried it could be more serious.

It's turned out to be a possible multitude of problems including hyperthyroidism and spinal damage. He also has a heart murmur so he can't be anaesthetised safely.

In short, my cat is dying and it's entirely unpreventable. And I've known the guy for 13 years now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 28, 2011, 20:24
That sucks, Kat. My cat died of kidney failure (had to put her down) in September and I'd known her all my life. It was really sad. :[

I hope for the best.
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 28, 2011, 22:10
My cat's diabetic, we have to inject her every morning so she doesn't go into a coma (sp?) she hates it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 29, 2011, 20:29
this person on tumblr just called me steph

who is steph

... do they think i'm steph

well uh...






well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 31, 2011, 04:04
^ all this talk of dead and/or dying cats makes me miss my kitty..

MAXI R.I.P. HONEY U HAVE BEEN MISSED T_T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 31, 2011, 04:35
my cat ran away last year and i still believe he'll come back even though someone told my mum they think they saw his body by the road.

#tragic stories
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 31, 2011, 13:53
Anxiety through the roof for some reason, feel sick and just sort of want to curl up in a corner and hide.

...maybe it's time I went to the doctor about this -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 31, 2011, 15:55
EDIT: And Loz came in but I was busy and now she's gone and now I'm going to uni and I'll be lonely FOREVER (until Kay comes over tonight \o/)

(Sorry Loz ._. )

damn right you should be sorry :< i felt ignored like hell

i don't know if i should clean my room for the £14 for TF2... I know I'll just spend the rest of my life all my spare time on it :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 31, 2011, 18:08
Getting sick of this asthma/chest infection or w/e it is. I'm fine for most of the day then my chest hurts and the inhaler doesn't help. This continues for half an hour and then i feel exhausted. Rinse and repeat a few hours later.

Also have wrote like 1 paragraph for the shawshank essay and still don't know what to write. Got a timed essay tommorow too, which means i need to learn up the book and or the poem we studied. Got prelims pretty soon too ugh
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Post by: Kpyna on January 31, 2011, 20:23
i'm so sick of pretty much everyone in my school. everyone else i could live without.
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on January 31, 2011, 21:23
Tonight went to quick. o.O, there was me playing around drawing cartoons in illustrator, it was 6pm, I've just finished Link and its 9:30. where did 3 and a half hours go?!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on January 31, 2011, 22:12
I found out my tablet and mouse for my laptop. Only problem being I can't find my pen so I can even use the tablet T_T Will have to stick to using a mouse to sprite and stuff. Annoying.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Chaos... on January 31, 2011, 22:28
I haven't been paid yet, since last Tuesday, so I'm almost broke, except for back-up cash for necessities such as food/drink/transport. I'm also left without a car for now since mine was sold and I'm still looking for a new one. Those currently residing in UK may not see it as much of a big deal, cos in the UK, public transport is easily accessible etc. Here, though, there's barely any buses, which ALWAYS tend to arrive late, and taxis cost a kidney. In the past few days I must have walked around 10-12 miles per day at least -.-
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 01, 2011, 06:15
My programming assignment is due on the 11th. Its a program that needs to search and reciever information, input information and have a GUI and I haven't started. What makes it worse. I CAN'T PROGRAM! :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 01, 2011, 16:03
All this talk about football, its really starting to peeve me off.

Also slightly funny, a good looking teacher was running up the stairs whilst me and my friend were walking down, my friend was looking at her so I follow his eyes and see that hes stairing at her boobs as they were bouncing everywhere, I look away (being the gentleman that I am) and she notices my friend and covers up her chest, she now thinks were both perverts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on February 02, 2011, 16:50
That last exam. Arrg. Arrrrrg. 
I don't even mean that in a "well i totally ballsed up that question trololol"... I mean that in the way which encompasses the overall conviction that I have acquired less than the 40% required pass grade for that paper. 
And it's one half of the main paper for the course! Double trouble. 
Nrrrg. 
Just... nrrrg. 
I'm going to curl up in the corner over here, hug my knees and await the joy that is the Biology for People Who Don't Know Biology exam I have tomorrow. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on February 02, 2011, 21:31
That last exam. Arrg. Arrrrrg. 
I don't even mean that in a "well i totally ballsed up that question trololol"... I mean that in the way which encompasses the overall conviction that I have acquired less than the 40% required pass grade for that paper. 
And it's one half of the main paper for the course! Double trouble. 
Nrrrg. 
Just... nrrrg. 
I'm going to curl up in the corner over here, hug my knees and await the joy that is the Biology for People Who Don't Know Biology exam I have tomorrow. 
 

Hey, which exam board are you doing Biology with?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on February 02, 2011, 23:01
Going to a funeral tomorrow. My great grandad died nearly two weeks ago. Complete shock since I saw him the day before he passed, and he really did look fine...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on February 02, 2011, 23:16
Sorry to hear nathan ):

Just came out of an asthma attack that lasted over an hour and i'm utterly exhausted :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on February 02, 2011, 23:21
I'm sorry to hear that too. My brothers, mum and cousin are all asthmatic, and I know what it can be like just WATCHING someone have an asthma attack. Having one must be pretty damn* scary

*Would use a better word but the rules tell me not to.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on February 02, 2011, 23:27
Hey, which exam board are you doing Biology with?

I don't know much about how exam boards at uni work or even if there are any, so I'd assume it's the university's own home-grown.. zone. 
Haven't done Biology since GCSE and that was phased out the year after I did it, so I'm afraid that I can't offer any shared exam board kudos if you're currently taking it. 
 
Never much good at Biology. Heaven knows why I decided it'd be a good idea to take that module. We switched lecturers midway through so the second half of my notes make little sense. 
Still, after this exam lectures start again, and I get to wonder why on God's earth I decided to take Astrophysics for Beginners. 
Particularly as the Monday lecture is straight after two hours of maths. 
I'm a closet masochist, I know. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on February 03, 2011, 00:31
My thoughts... I shouldnt be allowed to sit alone for longer than 10 minutes at a time.. my mind goes places.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 03, 2011, 05:49
^ My attention span if I'm not doing something and the teacher is talking, 5 minutes, you will often see me surfing the interent (because all my lessons are on the computer) To stop be from wasting my time like this I force myself to take notes. Quite depressing seems I should be listening but I get the work done at a high standard :/ so depressing for my friends but not for me, but there's no "what's depressing your friends right now" topic, which makes me slightly depressed but not enough to make me create one.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: President Hawkeye on February 03, 2011, 09:57
Maybe I should start paying attention too... Nothing worse than having to get up early for Uni, only to realise you read your timetable worng and you could have had an epic lie-in.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 04, 2011, 01:18
Watching TV, and everynow and again a really high pitched noise is in the backround, its not that bad, and I know its nothing to do with my ears, but it actually hurts.  :-/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on February 04, 2011, 13:07
One of my ex's closest friends (supposedly one of my friends too) sent me a text last night which I wasn't too impressed with. I showed a few of my friends here at uni because I wasn't sure what to do and they were not happy. Basically saying how 'out of order' me breaking up with him was and how I'm never going to get anyone better than him and other stuff. Our break up is absolutely none of her business and it feels like she's trying to make it her business. I mean ok, she wants to stand up for him, but there's absolutely no need to text me the things she said, especially as this happened 2 months ago. Why now?

Feel kind of upset but also angry about this =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on February 04, 2011, 13:46
^Just press delete and forget about it, people like that are just trying to stir trouble because they are either a) jealous or b) jealous.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Winston Payne on February 04, 2011, 14:21
Allegedly, I'm still a "Full-Time Student", meaning my claim for JSA has been rejected.

I'd like to know how they came about that conclusion, because I'm sure if they rang up Sheffield Hallam University and asked if a student with my name from my address was still studying there, they'd find out pretty sharpish that the answer is "no".

Bureaucrats. Useless!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on February 04, 2011, 15:51
Allegedly, I'm still a "Full-Time Student", meaning my claim for JSA has been rejected.

I'd like to know how they came about that conclusion, because I'm sure if they rang up Sheffield Hallam University and asked if a student with my name from my address was still studying there, they'd find out pretty sharpish that the answer is "no".

Bureaucrats. Useless!

I'm having similar issues with JSA :(

*hug*
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Post by: Lorem Ipsum on February 04, 2011, 17:56
ahaha apparently my being gay makes one particular person feel physically sick and storm out of a classroom. shame he's got a history of threatening - with death - other gays. I'm not scared at all of re on monday with him!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 04, 2011, 22:25
Falling behind on my homework - it's not hard but I'm not pushing myself and then I get detention and find myself even more discouraged. Can't do this anymore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on February 05, 2011, 23:40
Evgeni Malkin is done for the season.

:(
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 06, 2011, 03:34
Its late, my head hurts, Im not tired, I need a pee.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 06, 2011, 13:52
Another weekend over, where's my life going? Ah well a month to go my fellow Pokemon fans :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on February 06, 2011, 14:13
One of my ex's closest friends (supposedly one of my friends too) sent me a text last night which I wasn't too impressed with. I showed a few of my friends here at uni because I wasn't sure what to do and they were not happy. Basically saying how 'out of order' me breaking up with him was and how I'm never going to get anyone better than him and other stuff. Our break up is absolutely none of her business and it feels like she's trying to make it her business. I mean ok, she wants to stand up for him, but there's absolutely no need to text me the things she said, especially as this happened 2 months ago. Why now?

Feel kind of upset but also angry about this =/
Could be her and your ex have been talking about
the breakup for those 2 months.
Maybe the guy took it hard and still has some spark for you?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 06, 2011, 16:17
oh god i had a dream about that girl i always go on about and we were like bffs and it was so amazing and i remember in the dream thinking 'omg more banter like that tomorrow' and then i woke up and just started crying because i never will see her again really because i'm too awkward to ask her out [not in that way since she has a girlfriend which just makes it worse by the way] and i don't know what we'd do and she always seemed so bored when she was around me and ugh

i just want her so much but i'm not even close to good enough for her and i'm too much of a whiny asshole to actually say that i want to go somewhere with her just to be around her

i hate how much of a screw up i am this never would have happened if i hadn't got myself kicked out. i just want to see her again for god sake even if it's just to ogle her and appreciate the fact that anyone could look so goddamn perfect
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 06, 2011, 17:25
im having reoccuring dreams about me getting jealous of other people and letting it eat me up and then i always wake up in a terrible mood. it doesnt help that they're so vivid that im constantly like, remembering them like they actually happened.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 06, 2011, 23:02
Im having lucid dreams, but the thing is, I've started to completely forget them. I would love to remember some of the stuff that happens, its only been my last few dreams though, with a bit of luck it will stop.

Getting thoes vibes that I should be remembering some of the things that happen in the dreams too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on February 07, 2011, 00:04
Could be her and your ex have been talking about
the breakup for those 2 months.
Maybe the guy took it hard and still has some spark for you?

Maybe. He did take it quite badly (which I still feel awful about) and I think he may still have some feelings for me, but there's no need for other people like that person to get involved. It's between me and him, and nothing to do with her.

The only bad thing right now is that my stomach is kind of hurting a bit, and I'm not sure why. Apart from that I'm in a pretty good mood today.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 07, 2011, 00:44
Got art tomorrow, Im doing tesselations with elephants, found out something amazingly cool, got a feeling it wont be complex enough, but meh.

Starting to feel guilty, talking to this girl on msn earlier, she said she was bored and then she left, makes me wonder if I should have done a bit more, or if she was generally bored, last night we were talking for over 3 hours, she asked if I had cam, I said I didnt have one then she spent the next few mins inviting me to cam etc. Theres allways tomorrow. inb4piggish inb4flamewar.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 07, 2011, 01:32
inb4piggish inb4flamewar.

lol w0w kid don't even bother :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on February 07, 2011, 14:14
Maybe. He did take it quite badly (which I still feel awful about) and I think he may still have some feelings for me, but there's no need for other people like that person to get involved. It's between me and him, and nothing to do with her.
Oh I see. Well could be one of his best friends. Still...no need to go on
about it if it doesn't involve her much. I bet she's dying to get you to
say something like you miss him and such and show the guy the text.
Then the guy will play it cool and say oh hey, blblabla back together plox?

Seems kinda obv in some way. Yeah I'm a genius ;-] Oh nd GL.

Depressing me? The same thing I always say. Time goes by too fast for
me and so is the world and life, more is I do nothing with it or about it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on February 07, 2011, 14:42
The fact that creme egg easter eggs aren't filled with the creme.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 07, 2011, 16:32
^^ that would be quite sickly :/.

I don't have any money :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 07, 2011, 16:54
When I'm at school I'm absolutely fine and happy but once I get home I just feel like crying (But tears won't come.)
 
Also I started cutting and I can't stop and I'm just going to end up breaking if I don't vent.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 08, 2011, 19:05
I went to a JSA meeting the other day, they said i could look at things like special courses i can do at college. I said i was doing work experience to beef up my CV at the moment and combined with job search i didn't have the time for college again. they said that was ok and just went on as normal. i go to the shop every day from 11-2:2:30, with this work experience i can get references as i don't have any and this will help me get a job.

today i receive a letter from the job center saying i have to go to a meeting at 10am on the 10th regarding a security course at college that i had signed up for with the job center. if i don't turn up i won't get my JSA, if i don't job search i don't get my JSA. thank you job center. Thank you for messing up my work experience i had to jump though hoops to get, thank you for messing up my references. thank you job center for making it harder to get a job.

Going to see if i can call them up and cancel my placement that i didn't sign up for in the first place.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 08, 2011, 19:23
*Need a bath
*Need to do art homework
*Need to do maths homework
*Stuck in dinner time to do art work tomorrow (hopefully I can get a friend in)
*I think a girl thinks I said something about her, she's ignoring me :S
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 08, 2011, 19:25
French speaking gcse exam tomorrow.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 08, 2011, 19:27
*OOOOOooooh also in my failed attempt to make a bunch of kids jump I punched a window, which hurt like hell.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 08, 2011, 20:05
When I'm at school I'm absolutely fine and happy but once I get home I just feel like crying (But tears won't come.)
 
Also I started cutting and I can't stop and I'm just going to end up breaking if I don't vent.

thats exactly what happens to me. if you want to talk about some stuff message me, i'll be happy to big sister you or whatever. don't trust it to get better over time. you need to talk to someone about it, whether its a friend, teacher, councillor, or parent.

 my day just sucked. no reason. just did.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 08, 2011, 20:30
I had a packet of Jam donunts, I handed them out to my friends. Just went to eat it and.... it had no Jam in it o.O
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on February 08, 2011, 20:59
So..

I've been feeling kinda lonely, lately. I'm in some new classes, and I don't really know any of the people, and when I'm asked to read something out loud or whatever, my voice gets all wobbly and nervous, and I look like a complete idiot.

I mean, in my head I'm all 'What the fudge is wrong with you, Paul? Just read.' But on the outside, I look like this complete nervous wreck. :/

Agh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 08, 2011, 23:14
when I'm asked to read something out loud or whatever, my voice gets all wobbly and nervous, and I look like a complete idiot.
I still get that now. :(
The only exception being when I'm in uniform at work, probably some sort of power trip. P:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 10, 2011, 01:20
my best friend's cousin just died.

my best friend's family is like my family.

the cousin was like, idk, in her mid-twenties. i never met her, but she was expecting a baby when she was taken to the hospital because she had a brain tumor. after an expensive surgery to remove it, they discovered she also had cancer in her brain. i dont know if they had to abort the baby or if it just died, but the baby ended up dying. she was fighting the cancer for probably 3 months or so and she was just pronounced dead.

her family has extremely expensive bills to pay and quite frankly not a lot of people in my best friends family really have money to contribute, and the family itself cant really afford the bills.

ugh. such bad news.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sable on February 10, 2011, 03:39
My physician arbitrarily decided that I may be in bed only between the hours of 2:00 and 6:00 in order to cure my inosmnia but, because I'm an insomniac, I only sleep for about 1/6 of that time, or around 30 minutes, per night.
And this is supposed to be helping me... how?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 10, 2011, 06:10
I'm starting to feel ill again, :(. and it's raining again, where are you summer?!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 11, 2011, 02:02
one of the characters in homestuck - tavros
he's just so... pitiful. and the fact that whenever he talks about his self-esteem i can say 'oh, i hear you' doesn't exactly help!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on February 11, 2011, 03:19
This week has just been generally awful.

Fresh start at the weekend please.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 11, 2011, 06:22
Got work in for today. my teacher hates me, he just sits at his computer shopping on ebay, getting annoyed when you ask for help. I'm going to fail :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on February 11, 2011, 13:13
^if he fails you. You always got the eBay
thing over him, and the annoyance thing too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 11, 2011, 16:05
mum's away all weekend ugh she's only been gone 5 hours and i miss her ok
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 11, 2011, 16:35
Nothing to do over weekend.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 11, 2011, 18:09
^^ I can top that. Work 7am-7pm saturday.

Sunday going to play polly pocket and lego star wars with my bratty little half siblings. ahhh pain... :( depressing much.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on February 11, 2011, 20:34
My fingers are killing me.
Maybe I shouldn't practice my guitar so much.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on February 11, 2011, 21:06
just about bloody everything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 11, 2011, 21:15
Work experience next week.

NO MOTIVE.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 11, 2011, 22:42
i wish i were a zebrafish then i could mend my broken heart

plus valentines day around the corner makes me sad.

FOREVER ALONE ;^;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 11, 2011, 22:55
A have a female friend, who I think has depresson, she's gone out with her friends and Im praying to God nothing happens to make her upset, I am really worried.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 12, 2011, 00:15
I'm not actually necessary. For anything.
Just a sort of mess scraping along the ground in everyone's way.
I've found some jobs to apply for and they pay well enough, but no one else in the family ever settled for "well enough". They start with nothing and achieve everything.
I need a miracle to pass this final year.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 12, 2011, 01:24
Life... I just don't know anymore...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 12, 2011, 13:47
one of the really friendly cats down my road got hit by a car last night :( Poor Freddie
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on February 12, 2011, 15:06
Feeling like a toy. Paid attention only when needed and thrown aside every other time :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 12, 2011, 23:07
turns out heroes isn't getting renewed

...









well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 12, 2011, 23:24
my sims 3 game just crashed!

NOOOOOOOO

i just spent hours getting the perfect plasma fruit for my vampire sim D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on February 13, 2011, 00:46
I've had a horrible headache all day, the only logical conclusion is a tumor.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 13, 2011, 02:44
Im tired I feel numb, my fore arms feel cold my eyes are stinging and I feel sick, Im talking to a girl who might not be who I think she is, or drunk and to be honest, monday is going to be weird, Im going to spend roughly 80 mins in lessons and the rest will be setting up a stage, rehearsing and performing our concert.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 13, 2011, 17:31
Oh dear, it seems all I've done recently is log on and complain. Not like i'm going to stop though, so...
...failing my degree right at the end of it. The lecturers really don't want anything to do with me either.
Over the last couple of days I've started to get lots of bruises particularly on my arms and shoulders for no apparent reason.
I've lost weight which is worrying since you could already see my ribs. =[
My former best friend was only a friend because no one else liked her.
I've been getting indegestion every day for a couple of weeks now.
I sleep for a maximum of four hours per night and I usually wake up at some point so its not even continuous sleep, this has been going on since the new year's eve. with only a couple of days at home giving me decent sleep.

Funny how easy it is to complain online. In real life I'd feel rude if I complained like this.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 13, 2011, 17:38
sundays are possibly not my most favourite days

especially when they are rainy and there is work to be done and also work to go to and then the weekday starts up again and ffff i want it to be saturday again
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 13, 2011, 18:13
the fact i've had little to no irl social life since last june.

also valentine's day tommorow

way to make me feel miserable st valentine you ass
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 13, 2011, 21:28
Who needs irl friends when you have online friends.

Toothache :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 13, 2011, 22:01
I know a girl, me and her are friends and she's so depressed, I just want to hold her and tell her that everything is going to be okay.... I just want to hold her...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 13, 2011, 23:50
i don't even know whats happened but my brain just isn't doing anything else but vaguely annoyed and apathetic right now which is a tad annoying and i am lacking even the effort to get ready for tommorow

well i mean working 7-11pm may have had something to do with it but even then i'm usually ok on a sunday ffffffffffffff
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 14, 2011, 00:54
I have to take two guitars to a concert tomorrow because my poorly organised music teacher didn't confirm if she was getting a guitar or if I was meant to get one!? I know this is no ones fault, but non of us are sure if its school uniform, and we hardly know the details.

URGH!? She organised the program and the time and place, but she dosent tell us if we wear uniform, and she didn't mention if I was borrowing a guitar off someone, who the hell am I meant to borrow a guitar from!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 14, 2011, 02:09
ok none of my bras fit and it's damn uncomfortable

AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS
I HAVE TO GO OUT AND BUY BRAS TOMORROW


i actually have to leave the house


god damn i hate my white girl problems
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 14, 2011, 02:33
Im tired, I cant sleep...

Im too tired and a scene keeps playing out in my mind, I know it could happen, and I want it to happen, but I dont know how to make it happen...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 14, 2011, 06:17
The weekends gone. Monday morning again. Whats there to be happy about a Monday? :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 14, 2011, 07:53
Only got 4 hours sleep; took ages to get to sleep and woke up early and couldn't get back to sleep. I'd rather go back to bed but no, moderated coursework awaits!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 14, 2011, 11:33
Only got 4 hours sleep; took ages to get to sleep and woke up early and couldn't get back to sleep. I'd rather go back to bed but no, moderated coursework awaits!

oh god story of my life

couldn't get to sleep until what 2:30am for some reason and then woke up suddenly at about 7:03am

after dreaming it was midday on tuesday and i was late for labs and panicking over what to do

and after i woke ip i couldn't get back to sleep for various annoying reasons and eventually gave up and got ready for uni

and was still late in somehow derp

also the niight before i managed to screw up my sleep schedule completely and whenever i do that i get an awful depressive slump at some point in the day which is annoying

serotonin is a grandiose buttlord at the best of times D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 14, 2011, 16:36
I have so much to sort out, Assignments, driving lessons, theory test, Driving test, college work, work experiance! all within february!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 14, 2011, 16:37
Homework tonight, I just wanna go to bed (Y)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on February 14, 2011, 19:59
Wakin' up almost at 3 pm. sad I almost missed a whole day.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 14, 2011, 20:02
^ i get up at 3pm every day haha
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 14, 2011, 20:03
Work experience tomorrow and I have to dress "business". :[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 15, 2011, 01:36
just when i thought things were starting to go my way.

gonna go loop one of the boys by katy perry, brb...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Bakura on February 15, 2011, 07:08
What's been depressing me lately is that most of the people I used to talk to are gone ... They haven't gotten on in a long time. I miss how things were a few years back...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 15, 2011, 16:08
first day of compulsary college i didn't sign up for starts at 8:30 am tomorrow *sigh*

i might just try and get off the course, they could have given it to someone who wanted this placement but i just don't. i have already done 3 years of college i am done with it now. I didn't even do the assignment i was meant to do properly. i was told i could go home when i had finished so i frantically clicked the next button till i got to the end so i could go home. I already know what i can do, they want to know me they can ask.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lukey lapras on February 15, 2011, 16:29
the girl i like is moving schools at the ent of the school year =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 15, 2011, 17:04
the girl i like is moving schools at the ent of the school year =(

I sorta know what you mean, were going to two different colleges :,(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on February 16, 2011, 04:20
It's taking too long for my favorite comic to update. Hurry up 40 minutes!

Also, hi, it's IceRain ;P no I'm not back. Just bored.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 16, 2011, 04:26
^ hahaha story of my life also omg it's you
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 16, 2011, 20:42
I hate being a perfectionist. It's evil; My books have to be in alphabetical order, I have to get As or A*s, My hair has to be behind my ears at all times. ARGH.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 16, 2011, 21:00
my to-do list remains as stagnant as ever 8D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on February 16, 2011, 21:06
My to-do list is a bloated fat monster of THINGS THAT URGENTLY NEED DONE LIKE RIGHT NOW WHY AREN'T YOU DOING THEM CLAIRE, but I have like no motivation or inclination to do any work B)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on February 16, 2011, 23:43
The idiot in this (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZM98JHZac6s&feature=related) video.

He's acting like what Crosby did is SO EVIL AND SHOCKING. "As the Caps stay perfect against the Pens."  Although, to be fair, we'd say the same about Ovechkin.

I was mad until I saw the date: 2009. Perfect until, you know, it actually mattered. We beat them 6-2 in their own house in Game 7. As for Ovechkin:

(http://oi55.tinypic.com/14t2dxh.jpg)

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 17, 2011, 00:04
My to-do list is a bloated fat monster of THINGS THAT URGENTLY NEED DONE LIKE RIGHT NOW WHY AREN'T YOU DOING THEM CLAIRE, but I have like no motivation or inclination to do any work B)

yes omg

one of them is booking a doctors appointment i really kind of need
one of them is to ask for a rebate on my council tax (long story short, missed a letter or two, they flipped and made us pay it all at once, THEN applied my student discount a million years later and i haven't seen any money back yet)
one of them is to tell the police i'd rather not appear as a witness for some silly rubbish dangerous driving thing cos i saw two cars speed off apparently i am a vital witness

tbh its less the fact i can't be bothered and more the fact that that sort of stuff scares me innately for so many reasons i mean i have a statement already taken i don't want to appear in court over 4 days so people can stare at me with burning red eyes and the guy who was driving dangerously can beat me up on the street fffffffff

the others are boring stuff like looking into various avenues of craftwork

oh god not even checking the mid-priority ones in notepad++ oh too late jfdsijf


Hey there, we have a no swearing rule here so please refrain from doing so ~Mulholland~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 17, 2011, 02:17
i just realized how much i messed up man i mean just in certain areas.

i could be so good at latin rn and i just told someone 'i took latin!' and she attempted this long winded latin conversation with me and i just was like '... i'm sorry i only know how to tell you i'm a slave dealer i didn't say i got very far or anything' BECAUSE IN REALITY I FAILED TERRIBLY AT LATIN. UGH. so basically i feel like an idiot because someone younger than me excels at a subject i tried hard at and failed. of course i told her i didn't bother with it really but i honestly tried my best and failed miserably. ugggggghhh. i'm such a dumb female dog seriously.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MangaDragon on February 17, 2011, 02:35
One of my pets died yesterday :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on February 17, 2011, 02:55
aww thats terrible mangadragon -hugs- loosing a pet is truely awfull.
I am depressed well not realy but annoyed with my tounge because it keeps becoming diseased and feels like it has cuts everywhere on it D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 17, 2011, 02:58
i think they call that crappy dental care
try brushing your teeth and sorting out your diet bro
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on February 17, 2011, 03:10
I always brush my teeth and i think i have a good diet. I think it is because i keep putting things in my mouth when i get board D: aka pen lids.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 17, 2011, 06:23
^^ Yeah dude. Don't put things in your mouth. Except you.

My best friend at work has decided. She wants a new job and has found one. :( Lifes not fair!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on February 17, 2011, 08:28
Quote
He's acting like what Crosby did is SO EVIL AND SHOCKING. "As the Caps stay perfect against the Pens."  Although, to be fair, we'd say the same about Ovechkin.

Crybaby Crosby strikes again. Ovechkin is a TANK.

Gotta be in a lecture in half an hour... yaaaaayyyyy...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on February 17, 2011, 13:29
Crybaby Crosby strikes again. Ovechkin is a TANK..
You're just jealous because your team doesn't have Crosby.
Again:

(http://oi55.tinypic.com/14t2dxh.jpg)(http://gomng.files.wordpress.com/2009/06/2009-stanley-cup-pittsburgh-penguins-sidney-crosby.jpg)

Also, give Crosby linemates like Niklas Backstrom and Alexander Semin. Crosby'd put up 150 points a season, lol.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on February 17, 2011, 14:06
Quote
You're just jealous because your team doesn't have Crosby.

Can't be jealous at all. My team's got Ovechkin. Not even Jack Hillen's face can stop an Alex slapshot.

I'm kinda depressed at the fact with all this hockey talk, I can't watch the Stanley Cup final.

(http://images4.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20100227010555/uncyclopedia/images/4/4f/CrosbyCrying.gif)

I know, Sidney... I know =P

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on February 17, 2011, 15:37
Evidently, Marc-Andre Fleury can stop it... (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I71AFc-bouA)

And you really have no case for Ovechkin being the better player, aside from the fact that Ovechkin has a few more points--Wait a sec...

Crosby has 32 goals and 66 points while only playing 41 games.

Ovechkin has 22 goals and 58 points while playing in 58 games.

Oops, guess you have no case whatsoever! 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 17, 2011, 15:41
I want to download both Dead Space 2 add ons, but it will cost 800 points and I have like 1000, just thinking if its worth it..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on February 18, 2011, 01:43
:(

this kid I knew died

can't talk about it much

I know this seems really OOC for me but :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 18, 2011, 19:07
I keep biting my damn nails. (More worryingly the skin around them).
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilentSeraph on February 18, 2011, 19:14
been excluded from school for 3 days after the holidays for 'incitement of racial hatred'. My Bum!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 18, 2011, 19:35
What's racial hatred?

I clawed at someones face, in self defense of course, I pray to God I get to have another chance in the half term, no school bag, no baggy uniform, and a clear veiw of their face, with a bit of luck, we might find ourselves down his street, if he comes at me or my friend he is dead, and if he is carrying a knife or something EYE GOUGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The thing is, this is all happening because he tried bullying a friend of mine and I stood up for her, then he was saying stuff like he was going to get us then one thing led to another and he went for me, he isnt a clean fighter, hence the whole attempted eye gouging and just clawing his face.

But if I get a second chance, I will take it with both hands, the crap this guy has been putting all of us through is too much, and if he thinks becoming aggressive is the way to go, so will I, after all, I DID kill him on the inside after what he has done to all of us.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on February 18, 2011, 20:31
Whats the point in wanting to become an animator when my digital art skills are pathetic compared to my traditional skills.
Yeah i can throw together a nice banner but just cannot get anything right when it comes to drawing something digitally.
:|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on February 19, 2011, 13:42

can't go to the Celebi event- Sister wants a two day in a row in lie!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 19, 2011, 15:22
my glasses are getting too small for my head... my left eye hurts a lot... and my next eye test isn't until august

greaaaaaaaaaaaaat
Title: re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 19, 2011, 18:45
Apparently my BT Home hub caused our outside CCTV to frassle? I need to fork out £80 for a new one. I'm not convinced :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 19, 2011, 18:49
my glasses are getting too small for my head... my left eye hurts a lot... and my next eye test isn't until august

greaaaaaaaaaaaaat


umm phone the optician and tell them you're in pain because of your glasses they can move appointments forward if they need to
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 19, 2011, 20:26
Or sit it out like a boss and become more manly.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 19, 2011, 22:42
no food no money.

Key worker expects me to take a train to horsham so see one of her former charges and expects me to pay for it. i told her to go to hell.
Title: Re: re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 19, 2011, 23:01
Apparently my BT Home hub caused our outside CCTV to frassle? I need to fork out £80 for a new one. I'm not convinced :(
How could anyone hold you responsible? Even if it was to do with the BT Homehub (which is incredibly unlikely) that's an issue with the CCTV manufacturer for making a stupidly sensitive machine. Sounds like someone is just using you for money. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 19, 2011, 23:07
can't log into minecraft for some reason, i really want to play!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 19, 2011, 23:17
Totally forgot to get some black card for my art exam prep, so yeah... teacher said he might pull me out of the exam... so... hoping its not BTEC because if it is Im gonna be missing 2 GCSE's.......
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 20, 2011, 01:29
Still single...

Going to take out my frustration out on random wildlife on red dead redemption for a while.

Them coyotes better look out!
Yeeha!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 20, 2011, 02:20
^RDR IS AMAZING!!!!!????!!!!????? A really fun thing to do is run up to Tall Trees? and see how many bears you can take down with a knife, I got a few bears and cugars last time  :-/


I am honestly bored, I know theres someone in my group of friends that cant be trusted so Im only telling my close friends what time were going out, but also, someone is stalking two of my friends, and its rather freaky how they managed to get both numbers, but the odd thing is, Im rather close to both of them, lets hope Im not next!

Also, might fail art.

Also to add to the list, I just pressed AltGR and it made my screen massive it took me ages to get it back to normal, still dosent look right.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 20, 2011, 06:01
I'm up at 6am on a Sunday because my body refuses to let me have a normal sleep pattern.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 20, 2011, 09:50
Cold. Bored and nothing to do today :( Why!?!? I hate weekends.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 20, 2011, 11:18
Missing my best friend so badly right now... 5 years since she moved ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on February 20, 2011, 11:38
working 8:30am till 7pm tomorrow with one 45 minute break and one 20 minute break.

+ the sprite art boards deadness D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on February 20, 2011, 12:17
> random illnesss
> scarcly any sleep
> feeling generally awful right now

baaad times.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilentSeraph on February 20, 2011, 13:17
What's racial hatred?

Racial hatred? i said some offensive things about religions, and the some of the muslims at school really took it to heart, and no matter how much i apologize or whatever, they basically wanna kill me  :o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on February 20, 2011, 13:23
You should make an official complaint then, religions aren't races and you have every right to criticise belief systems, whether they be neo-nazism, marxism, bhuddism or islam.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 20, 2011, 13:52
Aahh, in my school theres mainly Christians and about five Muslims.

I kinda stopped going down my grandmothers on Sundays so my younger brother can't take the pleasure in being a vile little git all day.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 20, 2011, 14:13
Aahh, in my school theres mainly Christians and about five Muslims.

I kinda stopped going down my grandmothers on Sundays so my younger brother can't take the pleasure in being a vile little git all day.

is your grandmother secretly all these girls you are telling us about? all of them?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 20, 2011, 14:19
My grandmother? No, thats wrong.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on February 20, 2011, 16:20
I learnt today that I can never hope to ever achieve mr gatiss's level of scarf-wearing (http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgx8zzU61i1qasadko1_500.jpg) 
oh how it hurts 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 20, 2011, 21:50
^ My friend's boyfriend is a mirror image of Mr Gatiss. Younger and with a different accent but looks just like him.

I feel bad about the incredible success everyone around me at uni seems to have. Honestly its like they group together to make sure I'm no good by comparison. I try harder but nothing improves. Its frustrating.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 20, 2011, 23:02
i just added my chemical romance's entire discography to my ipod

this is what i have become
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on February 20, 2011, 23:05
i just added my chemical romance's entire discography to my ipod

this is what i have become

This has depressed me :( You are too far gone...I cannot save you now...I'm sorry...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on February 20, 2011, 23:11
i just added my chemical romance's entire discography to my ipod

this is what i have become

You could say...


...you're not okay  O0
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 20, 2011, 23:33
This has depressed me :( You are too far gone...I cannot save you now...I'm sorry...

ngl they're not that bad i'm just sad because i'm turning back into what i was when i was 13 lol


You could say...


...you're not okay  O0

(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgw84zqs1m1qzlhe3.gif)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 20, 2011, 23:34
i just added my chemical romance's entire discography to my ipod

this is what i have become
It's amazing how much erotic fanfiction exists for that band. :o


I have nothing better to do right now than comment on other people. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on February 20, 2011, 23:39
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgw84zqs1m1qzlhe3.gi

o-omg

And MOP welcome the wonderful world of RPS. It's horrible and cringeworthy in the extreme and exists for just about EVERY band that appeals to teenage girls.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 20, 2011, 23:46
^ My ex used to write tons of the stuff. It was scary.  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on February 20, 2011, 23:53
And MOP welcome the wonderful world of RPS. It's horrible and cringeworthy in the extreme and exists for just about EVERY band that appeals to teenage girls.

reminds there was that story feating the cast of Girls Aloud that landed some guy in trouble in the court.  a lot, lot lot worse than what you'd see typically from those sorts of story, mind.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on February 21, 2011, 00:29
I missed the enti event because i was stupid, the only one that was worth getting and i...miss it *cries*
Dam you horrid suicune! (Not that i was using entei in the first place tho)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Backsauce on February 21, 2011, 03:49
The fact that I have no friends...not in real life, on this!!! I have friends, YES, I have friends, and they are good and male and female and nice and not fake and real and friendly and friend-like! I HAVE FRIENDS!!!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 21, 2011, 05:54
@ Scep. I have a spare Entei, if you want it?

It not raining, which means my friend will be at work, which means I can't go round his house. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 21, 2011, 08:24
i just had a horrible, horrible dream. woke up crying. feeling slightly ~depressed~ because it was very personal (about my mum) oh god make the images of it stop someone help me ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on February 21, 2011, 22:18
I'm pretty sure this cold should have gone by now. I've had it since Christmas.

Various family stuff also depresses, along with my inability to hold down any form of stability in my life.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Entertainer on February 21, 2011, 22:22
^Wow, I feel the same.
Too much goes on and you can't keep the balance.
It's making me die a little D;
Makes me feel useless.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 21, 2011, 22:24
The thought that my jacket might not be in stock any more, it's my favourite jacket and it broke, so I have to get another tomorrow.... Then I have to get aftershave..... then I have to find a waist flask (trinket) for friday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on February 22, 2011, 00:52
It didn't occur to me how many injuries we had until I saw this in Yahoo's game preview.

(http://i54.tinypic.com/2w2pmwi.png)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on February 22, 2011, 01:05
@ Scep. I have a spare Entei, if you want it?

It not raining, which means my friend will be at work, which means I can't go round his house. :(

Awww thankyou. You're awesome! If you want, i can give you an ived/eved pokemon : )!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on February 22, 2011, 16:39
Loneliness is a terrible, terrible feeling...and I somehow think I'm putting on weight or something...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 22, 2011, 16:59
Loneliness is a terrible, terrible feeling...

and it's even worse when you make it obvious/people just know.

that's not a dig at you...more at myself. due to the fact i pretty much set off an alarm when my gd dog was leaving the room and i very clearly/pitifully said 'no don't leave!' while my mother was in the hall. somehow i feel she pities me now. that makes it worse. huh.
what can i say... i appreciated the company of another being.

not like i do anything to sort it, mind you. i enjoy being a recluse, but i guess it's only a matter of time before the longing for some company other than your own thoughts makes everything feel so empty.

and it never helps when people you know on like... msn and stuff are all 'hey i'll talk to you' because there's a difference between typing it all out and actually saying it to someone who's in the same room as you.

why am i still typing this is stupid.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on February 22, 2011, 17:25
no, I concur.. in that there's a difference in being alone and being lonely, and one can slide into the other with no warning at all 
Or maybe for me just the balance between having someone there to cheer you up while not really wanting to talk or put too much social effort in because it's quite tiring. 
.. 
well, at least I sound socially lazy instead of socially inept and whiny. 
Or so I hope. 
 
I'm rather lethargic at the moment because I'm a clumsy shy idiot 
har. 
Give me an hour or so; I'll get over myself and be back to bothering everyone with the usual pretentiousness in no time. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 23, 2011, 02:28
My friend is convinced that I like the girl he's liked for ages, but the thing is, were just rather friendly... ugh.... he's never gonna live this down, mainly because he thinks that she likes me too, so I just hope he dosent make a fool out of himself and that he dosent screw anything up between me and her...

*Friends convinced the girl he's liked since.... forever has feelings for me, he thinks I have feelings for her....
*Convinced he's gonna do something stupid....

Also, were all going to laserzone on friday, he knows that shooting me in the eye (for some reason) makes me feel sick, so fun!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on February 23, 2011, 07:53
My roommate's girlfriend always sleeps over.. I want someone to sleep over with me too D=

Loneliness is a terrible, terrible feeling...

qft
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 23, 2011, 19:01
the blood tests for polycystic ovary syndrome came back consistant.

... yay...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 23, 2011, 20:45
why am i still typing this is stupid.

Because writing things out can be much easier than saying things to someone (for one, if you break down in mid-sentence no-one will know.)
 
But I've got to agree with Dalliard here.
 
Being alone: No-one is around
 
Being Lonely: No-one is there to talk to and you don't have anyone that you trust.
 
Also don't feel that well even though I haven't eaten much today. Also went all dizzy just before eating... x.x
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 23, 2011, 20:56
^... That's a little mean, there are people with eating disorders and psychological disorders and they can't help it.
 
Also, I still can't figure out why I can't get the internet on my ipod.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on February 23, 2011, 21:02
Fat people. Fat people take up too much room on the bus. It should be compulsory? for fat people to miss lunch and live on rice.

sthu. just... sthu.

i'm tired, have a sore throat, and just feel like crap, really
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~XxPlastic-SmilesxX~ on February 23, 2011, 21:03
I'm depressed right now because my dad thinks I'm stupid and lazy. It ain't fair, I tell ya!
Fat people. Fat people take up too much room on the bus. It should be compulsory? for fat people to miss lunch and live on rice.
What you say is what you are.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on February 23, 2011, 21:08
There is a boy we sometimes see on the school bus who looks like humpty dumpty?
My nan says you have to be cruel to be kind. If this boy does not stop eating too much no one should talk to him.
He will happier when he is normal.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on February 23, 2011, 21:11
There is a boy we sometimes see on the school bus who looks like humpty dumpty?
My nan says you have to be cruel to be kind. If this boy does not stop eating too much no one should talk to him.
He will happier when he is normal.

Okay, have you ever thought, that if people are amking fun of him, he might comfort eat? Or he might have a probalem? It's not his fault, bloody hell. What is wrong with fat people? >.>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 23, 2011, 21:11
^^ You're saying hes an egg? Shame on you!!

Need to sleep bad! can't :(
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 23, 2011, 21:33
Fat people. Fat people take up too much room on the bus. It should be compulsory? for fat people to miss lunch and live on rice.

no

fat people are awesome. fact.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on February 23, 2011, 21:43
i am depressed because there is someone in my bathroom weeing on all my washing-up. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 23, 2011, 21:44
i am depressed because there is someone in my bathroom weeing on all my washing-up. 
 

:O why would anyone do that!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 23, 2011, 23:12
thats how you wash dishes though isn't it?

although it'd explain why none of our dinner parties are repeats i guess :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 24, 2011, 00:49
There is a boy we sometimes see on the school bus who looks like humpty dumpty?
My nan says you have to be cruel to be kind. If this boy does not stop eating too much no one should talk to him.
He will happier when he is normal.

lol. maybe you'll understand how screwed up of a post this is when you're a little older. some people dont get fat just from eating too much, you know right?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 24, 2011, 11:01
I think Charlie said it all there. Maybe it's jus' coz I comfort eat though.
 
Also... missing my Best Friend. Wish she'd come back to England, didn't sleep well last night or the night before.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on February 24, 2011, 11:05
To be entirely honest I don't get how someone can get...depressed over fat people anyway.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on February 24, 2011, 11:06
Fat people need help to stop being fat. Their friends should tell them not to eat crisps, pizza, cola, biscuits, cakes until they are not fat. They should only eat rice, vegetables, peas, carrots, etc.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 24, 2011, 11:21
um sometimes it's not that lol do you not think there are people who would be considered *overweight* on here and how you'd be offending them?

lol

didn't do my maths homework and my lesson is now
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on February 24, 2011, 11:25
^Nothing wrong with his post imo. IT'S HORMONES GOD. No fatty stop eating.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on February 24, 2011, 11:39
Fat people need help to stop being fat. Their friends should tell them not to eat crisps, pizza, cola, biscuits, cakes until they are not fat. They should only eat rice, vegetables, peas, carrots, etc.
And your friends should tell you to stop being so stupid. People can eat whatever they want. If they make theirselves fat, so what? What's bad about that? D:

i'm only getting stressy because i'm fat, k?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on February 24, 2011, 11:44
Fat people need help to stop being fat. Their friends should tell them not to eat crisps, pizza, cola, biscuits, cakes until they are not fat. They should only eat rice, vegetables, peas, carrots, etc.

Trolls need help to stop being trolls. Their friends should tell them to worry about their own lives and stop being jerks about things that are none of their business. They should only care this much about things that actually matter.

There is a boy we sometimes see on the school bus who looks like humpty dumpty?
My nan says you have to be cruel to be kind. If this boy does not stop eating too much no one should talk to him.
He will happier when he is normal.

Wow bullying is so cool  O0
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 24, 2011, 12:06
um sometimes it's not that lol do you not think there are people who would be considered *overweight* on here and how you'd be offending them?

i am a fatty and i am just so offended i'm going to eat twelve cakes to get over this stress

seriously though i actually am a fatty but am 0k with it and will give twice the amount of love to fatties than dislike dealt by ms. thinspo troll because yes if you can't breathe without breaking into a sweat then maybe think about laying off the chocolate but oh my god why does everyone freak out so much over having a bit of a belly or not being slimmy jim joe johnlington

i like a bit of extra experience on the people i like

slim muscly or bony bodies just bore the hell out of me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 24, 2011, 12:34
^Agreed. Only reason I don't like the girl who could be considered overweight at my school is 'cuz she calls me a cheater and stuffs.
 
Also grandparents just went back to Kent. Also some of my cuts are visible and I don't think my clothes go togethre.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on February 24, 2011, 17:57
Schools and government and teachers should do more to help people stop being fat.
More money should be spend on school facilities and everyone should have to do more exercise.
One of my friends at school was almost squashed when a fat boy sat next to her on the bus once.
People who are fat would be much happier if they were like everyone else and not fat.
Being fat means you will not live as long as a normal person.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 24, 2011, 18:01
w0w i didn't know the ignorance parade was in town
i also didn't know they were so bad at trolling
stop trying kiddo you're just embarrassing yourself LOL
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 24, 2011, 18:15
George Bush doesn't care about fat people
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 24, 2011, 18:16
but george bush doesn't need to care about fat people because he's a beautiful soul

praise christ george bush.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 24, 2011, 18:16
Thank You Based God George Bush
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on February 24, 2011, 18:23
I forgot to mention, my grandad has lost almost all his hair. My Pa is also losing his hair and he is not even old.
Why do people have to lose their hair pre-maturely? It is not fair. I feel unhappy for people who are not old but still lose their hair.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 24, 2011, 18:39
^ Unfortunately life isn't fair; that's why we have the stuff we dislike here and how we're always going to come across problems at some stage during life. I guess if we can get past obstacles it can make us stronger as people, whether it's something we can mentally damage us, physically or even emotionally. That's life for you.

Yeah... how I see life at the moment isn't making me happy but oh well!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 24, 2011, 18:45
No yummy foods to eat. >:[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on February 24, 2011, 18:57
I was supposed to go out of town with my best friends tomorrow, but one is sick and another has other things to do so it was called off. My mother is also being really grumpy today, snapping at everything I do. And I have a guitar class later, which I'd just rather not go to. Looks like another lonely weekend. Things could be worse though.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 24, 2011, 19:40
^... Don't worry Paul, 'tis the story of my life.
 
Also helen, I know about the hair thing, my dad is losing his hair, just give him extra sun cream.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on February 24, 2011, 19:57
I forgot to mention, my grandad has lost almost all his hair. My Pa is also losing his hair and he is not even old.
Why do people have to lose their hair pre-maturely? It is not fair. I feel unhappy for people who are not old but still lose their hair.

i think bald people should just wear wigs i mean they'd be so much happier if they were normal rite
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 24, 2011, 20:00
claire appreciation life
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on February 24, 2011, 20:30
I hope you cheer up. That's mean, spiteful and horrid. My grandad wears a cap. I would not be surprised if you eat too much or do not have a boyfriend. My pa is only in his 40's but has less hair than my gran. It is a shame people feel the need to be horrid.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 24, 2011, 20:35
It is a shame people feel the need to be horrid.

It is a shame people feel the need to be horrid.

It is a shame people feel the need to be horrid.

Yeah becausing taunting people because of their weight totally isn't.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 24, 2011, 20:36
wow ok kid can you stop trolling now it's like really not funny any more lol
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 24, 2011, 20:43
Let's just leave it at the fact that you can be fat, bald or both and still be beautiful and it doesn't stop you being a good person or whatnot =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 24, 2011, 20:44
Preach Webbz, preach!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 24, 2011, 20:46
Roman nobles were fat and bald and they bought pulled plenty of slaves attractive girls.

We can learn everything from Romans.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on February 24, 2011, 21:45
I have just had an accident with my cream bun with the cream going all over my dressing gown which I only started wearing yesterday. It is not a good idea to eat things like this when typing on the computer.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 24, 2011, 21:51
i have more exams tomorrow... *cry*
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 24, 2011, 23:19
was excited about dying my hair (planning to have it trimmed and maybe colour it)

turns out my workplace's policy is "natural hair colours only"

purple is not a natural colour

sigh :C i was getting really excited about it as well

edit: also unfortunetly that place and money is a little more important than my hair colour right now as far as things go

i suppose some sort of henna dealio is natural possibly well tough its the best i will be able to do
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on February 24, 2011, 23:41
I've had my annual haircut, and instead of looking like the stereotype of a lesbian like I usually do after one, I look like some kind of football hooligan instead. Yay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 25, 2011, 00:05
...how I knew nothing about what's happened in New Zealand until now, wow D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on February 25, 2011, 01:48
How I knew that stuff was going on in New Zealand, but couldn't do a damned thing about it if my Dad was caught in it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 25, 2011, 02:13
Im going out tomorrow, but one of my friends might not be able to come along because she said she felt quite ill, and another one of my friends has randomly decided he dosent want to come tomorrow, so if neither one of them come along it's just going to be me and the one friend that can make it. So basicly it's going to be me, and one friend going out tomorrow... Lets hope she tags along eh?

Also, just noticed, it's past midnight so yeah, were going out this afternoon...

Rented mindjack for the xbox360, the game turned out rather....... crap, and it cost £7 to rent it....

There was a really nice guitar in Cranes yesterday, but it was a wee bit much, and I couldnt afford it.. but I already have five, so I dont need another.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on February 25, 2011, 14:39
the past week for me has been really tough >: I just got in that mood when once one little thing bugs you, everything else does. even the smallest of things i over exaggerated. Kind of felt like everything that could go wrong, went wrong. but everythings getting better now, thankfully ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 25, 2011, 15:35
the past week for me has been really tough >: I just got in that mood when once one little thing bugs you, everything else does. even the smallest of things i over exaggerated. Kind of felt like everything that could go wrong, went wrong. but everythings getting better now, thankfully ^^

That's exactly how I've been for the past fortnight, plus just feeling generally crap about things. Sucks doesn't it? Good to hear things are getting better though =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 25, 2011, 16:51
found out today that i had failed one of the core chemistry modules

don't know what's worse, the fact that it's the one i have to do the most work for, or the fact that my tutor was a little disappointed in me.

luckily i can retake but even so fjkfskfhsdjfk time to actually put effort in this time i think
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 25, 2011, 22:54
eventhough they don't really mean anything i still want one karma point...

also i have bruises from P.I training today in security class, it hurts to type!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 25, 2011, 23:03
^Webbz has 21 steal one from him

My tummy hurts so bad. -.-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 25, 2011, 23:22
I'm not the only one with lots of karma :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 25, 2011, 23:23
Yeah but you're an easy target. :angel:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on February 26, 2011, 14:22
My friend said he'd be gone for a while :<

I don't know how long a while is... /misses him already
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on February 26, 2011, 17:54
baw baw depressed baw 
more lethargic than depressed but hey this topic shall do 
too exhausted to be annoyed 
 
woken up this morning by my mother and sister actually screaming at each other. 
well, my sister was screaming anyway. 
it's been a day of arguments and shouting and money stealing and getting fired from jobs and dogs barking and more anger and things going missing and people screaming for people to die and others being told that they have to move out now 
 
oh and i found my camera.. my expensive, 18th-birthday-present camera.. in my sister's room.. after I told her that she couldn't borrow it.. the first time i found it in her room i made it clear that i was less than happy about that 
"oh, mark said that i could use it"... yeah, like buggery i did 
found my laptop in her room too.. and, of all things, some of my socks that i thought i'd lost 
and i still haven't found my bloody game 
which i am convinced that she took.. and she says that she hadn't.. but the disc went missing from the case and I am entirely anal about keeping things in their cases.. plus it was installed on the laptop that she ~borrowed~ from me [the laptop which is now effectively clogged up and dead since she used it.. she has one of her own so why the hell does she have to use mine?].. and apparently she mentioned the other day [not to me] that she had been playing it.. 
 
jfc i'm just.. so angry that i don't have the motivation to be angry any more 
and the lying 
the lying about taking things and phrasing it as though i'm ridiculous to suggest it and making me genuinely think that i'm just going senile 
and if i discover that she DID take something, then obviously "you said i could borrow it~~whine~!!" 
 
bloody, stupid, annoying, fat, selfish, lazy, pox-ridden, arse-faced cow of a girl.   
found out that it's not just me who's had money missing, ha 
 
the last two hours have been relatively quiet but i've spent them trying to shut the dogs up and the phone kept ringing every ten minutes 
and i kept washing things up because people kept making food and i wanted things to be clean before mum got home because my god is she angry 
 
and i just cannot be arsed with anything any more 
every time i come home it's a damned warzone. 
 
nice to be back for the weekend eh 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on February 27, 2011, 14:52
I feel like I'm being thrown aside again...maybe it's just me being oversensitive, but still.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on February 27, 2011, 22:42
I dyed my hair. It went ginger-ish blonde. I have to face my whole school tomorrow. I feel like crying.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on February 28, 2011, 13:07
Hurray for my "closest" friend abandoning me for a game...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on February 28, 2011, 14:10
I've caught a horrible virus so I'm missing yet another much-needed maths lesson so I can stay at home and feel miserable. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 28, 2011, 16:53
i had a dream my cat came back
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on February 28, 2011, 17:45
Life. All of it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on February 28, 2011, 17:53
I had a bit of a misadventure with the potato peeler and may have lost a section of a fingertip.

All I can say is... ouch
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on February 28, 2011, 18:21
I just have no enthusiasm to do anything that needs done, Book theory test, finish assignments, start assignments, buy a shirt and tie, buy smart shoes and book a days holiday. Why? They need doing, but I can't be bothered. depressing. :/ all within March. But what makes it really depressing is, People are moaning at me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TrickTester on February 28, 2011, 22:58
Loads of stuff going on at home, possibly be made homeless, college, coursework, exams, friends, bullying, loads in general :'(


Edit made by Paradigm - You know you attempted to use a badly disguised swear. Please don't use such in future.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 28, 2011, 23:21
Im rather bored, nevermind eh, half day tomorrow, andI found a friend who plays pokemon I was like O.O I found another of my species!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 01, 2011, 20:04
"Well basically your folio has a few nice peices in it but i would say that right now it's sitting at a fail." thanks for shooting me down, when i actually thought my expressive folio was half decent!
Also shut up about why you failed all your prelims and stop making excuses to me because tbh i don't really care that you failed. Cut the boasting/whining aswell starting to get sick of that too. Idc that your mum didn't aknowledge the fact you hoovered, baaww what a tradedy!
 Stop boasting aswell. Please. I do not care if your dad's some chef and amazing at everything, i really don't c:

Today was pretty crap in general <3 all this plus time of the month isn't helping so it's making me snappy and feeling like i want to punch anyone that annoys me repeadetly in the face~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: aer_dingus on March 01, 2011, 20:22
that i am so busy,  yet procrastinating! aghggh!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on March 03, 2011, 00:55
Meh.. I always get bashed on Debate and Competitive Battling. I also feel like people think I'm naive because of my happy-go-luckyness all day. I mean here,

*sitting in corner labeled "Christian and Conservative"*


at least the new episode of DBZ Kai will cheer me up
nugget you internet
i feel left out

leave me alone and stop it

STOP IT

>:(

the world needs. more. smiles.

I haven't ever labeled anyone as "friend" because they feel so high up and I feel so low on the ladder

that people leave me behind

is it because of my attitude ?

or my lack of knowledge
or that I'm not funny enough (on another forum)
or that I'm not a troll all the time (ROBLOX)
or that being insane is bad a lot
or...

man this isn't right...i'm not even using caps anymore. I just feel bad

but honestly, thanks to everyone who has been nice to me/ been close enough to be a friend

because the internet is harsh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 03, 2011, 04:48
computer is pretty much done now and i can't find my ds even though white is out tomorrow.
welp.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TrickTester on March 03, 2011, 09:08
*hugs catstorm*

i have loads of lessons Ct college ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on March 03, 2011, 21:18
*hugs catstorm*
:D Thanks.

Today I feel better. I just rampaged over something nasty welling up inside me and started to rant.

The only really depressing thing today is that a) my brother's being in a bad mood and b) TV Tropes was boring today.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on March 03, 2011, 21:55
Now that I've dwelled on everything I'm feeling at the moment I have realised I am depressed about everything how wonderful. ^-^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 03, 2011, 22:16
Oh you know, life in general.
Dissertation mostly, but lets not forget some plain old social problems.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 04, 2011, 01:46
i did something so wrong.

my best friend isnt talking to me. when someone asked her her 5 best friends on formspring, she didnt put me in it. im just so hurt, i feel torn apart inside. she's my best friend, i've never tried to hurt her. i bet i messed up on something so bad, but im too unobservant, and not even in control of my own life enough to even notice. i trust her with anything, she's the only person i can talk to about just about anything i want to. boys, her. family, her. friends, her. cute pictures of kittens, her.

i just dont get what i did. all i know is that i mustve done something.

edit: crap. i just realized that i poked a little fun at her hair this morning. maybe thats why. i didnt mean to say it though. words spill out of my mouth all the time and i cant control it. ugh, i want to take them back so badly.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on March 04, 2011, 21:47
i'm currently in a "dressing gown with mug of hot chocolate listening to ravel while reading poetry" mood. my piano needs tuning and its untunedness is irritating me, there's the continued problem of homophobic schmuck who makes me physically afraid to turn up to particular lessons early lest he corner me, there's the stress of literally having only one free lunchtime a week and then there's that everpresent ubiquitous thing called love which again burns me from the inside.

beh sometimes life is a real pain
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on March 04, 2011, 21:49
my toothache has come back something chronic, it's so painful i am finding it hard to even think.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TrickTester on March 04, 2011, 23:53
I had my cervical cancer injection today and now my arm hurts like hell... worse! Ow..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 05, 2011, 00:30
That I'm not feeling the childish excitement about B/W most of the other people are. I suspect I'm getting old and jaded, there's nothing really worth getting hyped up for anymore, only DEATH follows it all.
*dramatic swoon*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 05, 2011, 02:20
I had my cervical cancer injection today and now my arm hurts like hell... worse! Ow..

haha i already did that and i think im due for my last shot really soon.

think of it this way: you're not gonna get cervical cancer after the last injection...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on March 05, 2011, 09:50
I was supposed to have astronomy today but I'm not going because I feel like crap and my nose is running like a tap. -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 05, 2011, 10:42
i still don't have pokémon black.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on March 05, 2011, 14:34
Won't be getting Black for ages. My mom thinks my sister should send it over from Wales. That will take a week, at least.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on March 05, 2011, 18:01
I probably won't be getting Victini or Mystery Eggs. I'm not thoroughly clear on how to actually use Wi-Fi with my crappy access point. If I try it GameStop or someone else's place, I'll need to know the WEP Security Key for the correct connection but I'll probably get a big fat "NO!" and all. I hate when I can't get WiFi... >:[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TrickTester on March 06, 2011, 00:10
My arm is still hurting from the injection. and I've just found out the last one hurts most!!!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 06, 2011, 01:08
i think my friend might be going to the movies without me.

and meeting up with all of the people from the tumblr meet.

not even cool enough for her tumblr friends i guess.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on March 06, 2011, 04:11
I accidentally dropped my veteran DS down the stairs and it fell and cracked. The screens horizontally split in half and a bolt slipped out. It looked very messed up and it took hours, and lots of tape to fix it. It still worked because the screens were connected to one cord basically on the far left. I gave the DS a filling where the bolt one the far right had slipped out. The filling was a pencil top eraser made to fit and now the screen is frozen straight up and must not bend or it will disassemble again and I have a problem again. The data was safe and the DS lived, it was fixed but it took several hours. I am exhausted but the good thing is is the pride of mending a DS like that. This would change DS gameplay for me forever. D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on March 06, 2011, 20:16
go away ravel's ondine being impossible to play
go away parents not letting me play the piano on sunday
go away exams last wednesday which i'm worrying about
go away guys that i am drifting away from but whom i love desperately
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on March 07, 2011, 15:42
Won't be getting Black for ages. My mom thinks my sister should send it over from Wales. That will take a week, at least.

Is she sending it via carrier pigeon? P:

TO TEXT OR NOT TO TEXT, THAT IS THE QUESTION. Why is this dating thing so gosh darned complicated ugh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on March 07, 2011, 15:54
^ Text!

Went into work today with resignation letter.... left with a payrise and a promise "things will change." Sort of depressed I couldn't say no to more money :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 07, 2011, 17:39
I expect the other party is thinking more in terms of whether to run or hide. Boys can be like that sometime.
I wonder does a sun tan hide stretch marks?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on March 07, 2011, 17:57
Silly troll, I don't have a tan! Try harder next time!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 07, 2011, 18:03
Sorry, my mistake. Of course, I had no way of knowing you were one of those less fortunate girls who have to keep themselves well covered up, with all their clothes on, irrespective of how hot the climate. Sorry again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on March 07, 2011, 18:04
God forbid some people might be less confident of themselves than others.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on March 07, 2011, 18:05
> hot climate
> implication that I was somewhere hot

do your homework will you or better yet just stop it's starting to get really boring now zzzzzzzzzz
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 07, 2011, 18:06
> hot climate
> implication that I was somewhere hot

do your homework will you or better yet just stop it's starting to get really boring now zzzzzzzzzz

Did I ever tell you that you are one of my favourite members?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 07, 2011, 18:22
Went into work today with resignation letter.... left with a payrise and a promise "things will change." Sort of depressed I couldn't say no to more money :(
You poor dear, what with your success and desirability.  :(
(Decent pay rise is good though right?) :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 07, 2011, 18:42
Sorry, my mistake. Of course, I had no way of knowing you were one of those less fortunate girls who have to keep themselves well covered up, with all their clothes on, irrespective of how hot the climate. Sorry again.

iN TERMS OF TROLLING, yOU'RE, aBSOLUTELY TERRIBLE,
i ACTUALLY SORT OF, fEEL SORRY FOR YOU, aS A PERSON,,, }:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on March 07, 2011, 18:46
Jen,  please don't inflame the sitatuion which I'm trying to stop. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 07, 2011, 18:47
sorry rex i couldn't resist ;_; but i'm done now with this uh
... whatever it is this person's doing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 07, 2011, 19:08
Sorry, my mistake. Of course, I had no way of knowing you were one of those less fortunate girls who have to keep themselves well covered up, with all their clothes on, irrespective of how hot the climate. Sorry again.

man ain't you one of the nicest people i've met

skyla keeps using hyper potion ugh ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on March 07, 2011, 19:47
Amongst all my worries about a lack of a social life/friends, I discover today that my best friend will be moving to Skegness between now and the summer. I feel far enough from her already. Now I'm left with a grand total of 0 friends that I can see without booking months in advance. Wonderful. ^-^   I would say things are better here but I'm really not sure that they are anymore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 08, 2011, 17:35
I'm sick. Again. 2nd time in 4 months.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on March 08, 2011, 17:59
one of those less fortunate girls who have to keep themselves well covered up, with all their clothes on, irrespective of how hot the climate.

I do this, I wear jeans that are too long for me and jumpers that are too big all year round, never changing between the seasons. Boiling in summer and freezing in winter but you get used to it in the first few weeks of the season (just have to make sure I keep hydrated in summer to avoid heat stroke xD ). I NEVER have my arms or legs exposed, unless I am in the company of family or close friends and I am indoors, but when i am outside the only skin visible is my face, neck and hands. Even my expo costumes have these details in them, I only choose charas that have a THE MOST skin coverage as possible. Hell this years only the face is showing! not even the hands or neck! yeah... I hate showing off my skin...  have never liked showing skin.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 08, 2011, 19:22
^Same with me 'cept I don't wear jeans. Haven't got the legs for it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 08, 2011, 19:24
i wear whatever the hell i like ngl if people don't like my body i'm ok w/ that since i don't go out that much so it's not as if people care what i look like hehehe n_n also i have the body to wear what i like ok i am going to be conceited today and straight up say that.

this post is stupid nvm
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on March 08, 2011, 19:51
These glyphs are doing my head in. Doesn't help that I seem to be the only one who gets a grilling in lectures about my translation.

Also doesn't help that my dad doesn't seem to recognise my own voice, or that things between myself and home are pretty tense. Or that work seem to want to give me as many shifts as is insanely possible. Or. That I have two essays to write in the next few weeks, yet the library insists on hassling me on the books I've just taken out, insisting that they want them back for someone else.

And men. Who decided it would be a good idea to invent them? Doing my head in =[ Well, most of them. There are a select few who are alright, but on the whole, they are not helping on the whole life-appreciation front.

Oh. Yes. And we can't possibly forget the fact that my grandad is still pretty ill, and is no closer to is op than he was a month ago, because he can't seem to help himself. And I highly doubt my dad would ring me to let me know how the inquest went yesterday. Heaven forbid he would even remember I exist.

I swear, it's like the world doesn't want me to breathe.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on March 08, 2011, 21:11
this image is taking forever to resize in photoshop, like... half an hour T.T

ok finally resized but now whenever i try and move or add anything it takes forever to do anything and always comes up with "not responding!"

seriously i am getting paid for this work i need it to work!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mskie on March 08, 2011, 22:37
College and the whole education system to be honest... I couldn't give a damn about it all, I lost faith in all that years ago - seriously.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 09, 2011, 13:15
hm... it seems i can't get over my crush from my old school and i'm getting another =/ i hate having crushes because i always sort of act weird around them and smile widely (which probably freaks them out >>)

-sigh-

loveless life =|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 09, 2011, 22:38
Trying to sleep. but the pain in my toe is keeping me awake. :( Paracetamol doesn't help either.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on March 10, 2011, 19:29
I'm obviously destined to do badly with relationships -_- I have never felt so upset in my life =[

Also, coursework. I have quite a bit at the moment, and it's not going too great. My CAD work just keeps going wrong and I have no idea how to fix certain things. I tried to find my lecturer today but couldn't, so will have to try again tomorrow. And then thermodynamics is going to take me ages.

And finally I seem to be getting ill. Admittedly I haven't been eating too great this week, but now I'm getting a bad cough and sore throat too >>

Worst week ever =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 10, 2011, 22:07
I enjoyed my presentation so much I'm going back to do it again in the Summer. Hello resits.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 11, 2011, 11:37
another family member is dying of cancer


welp

casually slaps on a smile and pretends i'm in disneyland instead
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on March 11, 2011, 12:36
Found  out last night that my dad was murdered.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on March 11, 2011, 15:28
^ I'm so sorry to hear about that. :/ @Jen and Normandy. <3 Thoughts and prayers go out to you both.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on March 11, 2011, 17:21
good gracious jen and normandy's posts just now basically reduce any future posts of mine in this topic to nothing but whining

my condolences to you both :C /hug
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EagleEye101 : Impactz on March 11, 2011, 20:14
I am so very sorry for you guys :( Hope your Ok

Anyway, The Earthquake, Fire and Tsunami in Japan.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on March 12, 2011, 22:34
We can't contact our family in Japan.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on March 13, 2011, 00:58
@Jen and Normandy -  :( giant hugs and prayers also.


My grandma has pancreatic cancer but she will be OK.


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 13, 2011, 17:31
I am still feeling a bit down as to all those horrid things I said to someone else here the other day. I hope no one ever says such horid things to me.
Boy, I really let Claire have it that day. I hope Claire didn't take too much notice. Even my mom said it was spiteful and horrid. This is what happens when you lose your cool.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ninetalesgirl421 on March 13, 2011, 21:35
I'm sad because my dad is in the hospital because of his bad back...  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on March 13, 2011, 21:45
One of my best mates is in a horrible position. He's fallen in love with a girl who's from Brazil, who loves him back, whose Visa runs out in July. She's had to go on holiday, which has made him think about how it's going to be in July.. which has had him in tears the past few days, and he's now on about marriage to get her to stay here.

No idea what to do, just support him I guess.. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on March 13, 2011, 22:21
just found out that Claudia Black (morrigan) isn't going to be in dragonage 2.

for this reason alone i am not going to buy the game. Morrigan was the only reason i even played that game, without her it would be useless.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on March 14, 2011, 02:18
My grandmother collapsed and was injured like she broke her hip. She had to go to the emergency room and I hope she'll be OK. I pray hope so.. D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: CrimsonalCore on March 14, 2011, 02:43
My grandmother collapsed and was injured like she broke her hip. She had to go to the emergency room and I hope she'll be OK. I pray hope so.. D=
Hope your grandmother's all right, bud.

I was wondering why people here treat me like I'm just an outsider, even though I'm a member here. :\ C'mon, guys, I never done anything with you. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 14, 2011, 05:35
i don't understand
you think you're outcast somehow? maybe you just don't make an effort to get to know people? you should talk to people here more, it'll probably make you feel less uh shunned?? if it's something i've done personally i'm sorry, i just seem to come across as very blunt and apathetic sometimes, but i really don't mean to seem so cold!!!!

also i managed to turn a conversation about irc into a therapy session? my GOD I'M SO PATHETIC why do people put UP WITH ME i will never understand i'm sorry i just am and always will be sorry
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 14, 2011, 06:55
Work experiance :( I don't do working for free! :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: CrimsonalCore on March 14, 2011, 07:44
i don't understand
you think you're outcast somehow? maybe you just don't make an effort to get to know people? you should talk to people here more, it'll probably make you feel less uh shunned?? if it's something i've done personally i'm sorry, i just seem to come across as very blunt and apathetic sometimes, but i really don't mean to seem so cold!!!!

also i managed to turn a conversation about irc into a therapy session? my GOD I'M SO PATHETIC why do people put UP WITH ME i will never understand i'm sorry i just am and always will be sorry
It's okay, bud. :3 I'm gonna try my best to make friends with people and talk to them more. o: But don't push yourself so hard and enjoy, all right? :3

Work experiance :( I don't do working for free! :(
What for? D: I mean, why do you have a work experience? o,o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 14, 2011, 08:02
^^ Because my college is annoying. All dressed up smart. Ready to travel for 45 minutes on the train :( I want to be paid. But hey ho. Come to think of it. If I worked at Waitrose I would be paid :/ Why so stupid!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: spritey on March 14, 2011, 19:15
Found  out last night that my dad was murdered.

I am sorry. It must be hard. You have my condolences too.
You too, Jen.

The incident(s) in Japan have me worrying and depressed as well... =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 14, 2011, 19:15
Ronan Keating destroying ' Walk on By ' on TV a few minutes ago.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 14, 2011, 19:21
just found out that Claudia Black (morrigan) isn't going to be in dragonage 2.
Flemeth mentioned her in passing, not that Flemeth is in the game for long either.
She did make it quite clear she was getting the hell away from the bad stuff that was going to happen, would be more odd for her to appear than not to.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 14, 2011, 20:54
Work experience. For the first hour I was sat in the office while my supervisor was having a phone AGM (Annual General Meeting) about her performance ect.. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 15, 2011, 21:36
I'm down to £47 in the bank. Stupid various games I bought. :@
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on March 16, 2011, 00:12
my grandma has pancreatic cancer



:(


but I must remain hopeful and continue to pray.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on March 16, 2011, 14:41
signing on tomorrow morning again at the job center *sigh*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on March 16, 2011, 17:11
post edited to save space while the essence of it remains intact: 
blah blah blah whine whine bawww 
 
sod this, I'm going to watch Jeeves and Wooster. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 16, 2011, 20:42
Everything that is happening depresses me. I don't know but I'm sliding into depression, mainly my step dad causing all my stress. ! ahh If I could just leave but I've got no-where to go!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on March 16, 2011, 21:50
^ Chin up :) Let nothing get you down - just listen to your favourite tunes, do what you like doing best, and enjoy things :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 16, 2011, 23:14
>go to watch girl walks into a bar
>us only

NO
NO NO NO NO NO NO
NO
NO

just straight up no stop this now universe you're NOT FUNNY any more
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TrickTester on March 16, 2011, 23:27
^^

Sorry i didn't quite understand that? I haven't got my thinking head on today >_>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 16, 2011, 23:32
^^

Sorry i didn't quite understand that? I haven't got my thinking head on today >_>

it's a movie with zachary quinto in it and it was only shown in the USA
ok you know how much i want to engage in sexual relations with love zachary quinto and how i don't live in the us so0o0o0o0o this is kind of a terrible moment for me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 17, 2011, 02:36
i cant take this anymore whats wrong with me i dont even know. am i ugly or do i have a bad personality or is there some reason why nobody ever likes me. i have a serious problem, i just dont know what it is. i know ive always had it ive just never figured it out.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on March 17, 2011, 02:43
My roommate left the dormitory for Spring Break.. now I have the room all to myself but I want some company.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on March 17, 2011, 15:13
i cant take this anymore whats wrong with me i dont even know. am i ugly or do i have a bad personality or is there some reason why nobody ever likes me. i have a serious problem, i just dont know what it is. i know ive always had it ive just never figured it out.
Lack of confidence m'dear.

(http://www.bi-focal.com/images/Archive_posters/guinness_believe.jpg)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 17, 2011, 17:43
Just got a letter from the landlord saying we have to be out by the 8th of June...right in the middle of my exams. Sometimes I just want the world to burn.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 17, 2011, 20:11
pnp device malfunction.........that didn't take long.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on March 17, 2011, 21:12
Darkrai's IVs keep on sucking. ;^;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 17, 2011, 23:47
My dissertation is going very badly. It doesn't help that I've got an exam on Tuesday as well as coursework, resits and a five week hospital placement still to do. Its just so hard to care about this work when a dissertation is almost completely pointless, it won't help with work in any way and most interviewers couldn't give a damn about it because your ability to actually do the work is the most important thing. The heads of the departments I've worked in don't ask or care about the stupid things when they interview people and yet we still have to do one for no other reason than "that's what you do in a degree".
Now it seems both my friends have forgotten I exist too. What a wonderful week its been so far.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on March 20, 2011, 21:17
I'm sick of being single.
I know, being in a relationship shouldn't be something anyone should stress about, but.. I've been single for ages now. I've gone out with 3 people in my life, but they haven't been serious relationships, one only lasted 3 days. The other two ended up with me discovering they'd cheated on me.

I just want someone who I can hug, and act silly around, and look a complete mess and still feel good-looking around them. I want someone I can drive around with, listening to music at a really loud volume and singing along to it, just as loud.

I want someone who I can bake cookies with and have a food fight with, ending it with the two of us covered in flour and dough, but having that perfect kiss.

I want to have someone with whom I can play my personal music to, and see their reaction.
I want someone who I can share secrets with and who will endure my rants about chemistry and maths.

I want someone who will lie on the grass next to me, and paint pictures in the sky with the stars.
I want someone who will like me back.. not someone who I'll have to push away because it hurts to know that nothing will ever happen between us.

Because nothing's going to happen.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 20, 2011, 21:29
I have a huge spot in my nose. It hurts :( Also, my friend has join the army and leaves end of April :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 20, 2011, 21:40
Even Liam has joined in the criticism. Girls not allowed to have an opinion? Why are some tring to ' bust my hump ' :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lugia95 on March 20, 2011, 21:59
My exams are in two months. Seriously worried about them.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 20, 2011, 23:14
Maths homework. Oh projectile motion, why do you torture me so!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 20, 2011, 23:22
I'm sick of being single.
I know, being in a relationship shouldn't be something anyone should stress about, but.. I've been single for ages now. I've gone out with 3 people in my life, but they haven't been serious relationships, one only lasted 3 days. The other two ended up with me discovering they'd cheated on me.

I just want someone who I can hug, and act silly around, and look a complete mess and still feel good-looking around them. I want someone I can drive around with, listening to music at a really loud volume and singing along to it, just as loud.

I want someone who I can bake cookies with and have a food fight with, ending it with the two of us covered in flour and dough, but having that perfect kiss.

I want to have someone with whom I can play my personal music to, and see their reaction.
I want someone who I can share secrets with and who will endure my rants about chemistry and maths.

I want someone who will lie on the grass next to me, and paint pictures in the sky with the stars.
I want someone who will like me back.. not someone who I'll have to push away because it hurts to know that nothing will ever happen between us.

Because nothing's going to happen.

this. this. this.

but where i am, and at my age, there arent any guys like that. i honestly hardly care about looks, but honestly, everyone does. but im not demanding a boy that looks like a model, just someone who looks like he knows how to take care of himself, and knows how to look somewhat presentable. and you know what sucks? when you find a guy where you're like, wow, he's amazing. and then you two hang out and you think he's even better. you guys like the same sort of music. you have some of the same hobbies. you have the same sense of humor. everythings just so great, including the talking late into the night about stupid things.

 and then he tells you he likes one of your good friends and you're kinda just sitting there not quite sure what to do anymore ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 21, 2011, 12:26
>ask mum if she'd mind me using her card to buy a binder
>tell her i'll consider it repayment for the £60 she owes me
>she refuses

except it's not about the money this time, it's the binder she's mad about.
she knows how much i hate looking ~like i do~ yet she's making it into a joke and... christ. i don't want to ask dad because i don't think he'd get it or it'd be awkward and

... i dunno. i think i just assumed she'd roll with it, so the idea she doesn't understand as much as i'd hoped just gets to me.

i never go with the option of 'i'm a freak', but this seems like one of the times i might as well just admit it because hell if mum of all people doesn't agree with it then there must be something wrong.

also my oldest sister. she's pretty huge on making me as feminine as possible, while i work in the exact opposite direction. i can't imagine her reaction when - or should i say if - i showed up to meet her and my sweater yams were almost invisible. she's not as understanding of her BABY SISTER as she'd like to think. see: the time i told her i hated skirts and how i looked in them and she told me to be more girly instead of dealing with it.

please PLEASE please let this just be a phase that i'll grow out of and stop feeling so terrible and ugly about because right now i just can't even stand looking in a mirror because of this lump of flesh and fug that my mind's attached to.

i wish everyone could just live with me like my sister [who unlike the other, actually takes me out shopping for clothes i like and doesn't force me to look like a girl] because then i wouldn't feel as freakish and weird.


tl;dr boo hoo whiny teenager hates the way she looks and hates herself for even saying 'she' and 'her' personally i hope this whiny teenager gets injured for being so whiny.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 21, 2011, 17:48
My friends Mom wouldn't let her play badminton after school. She now says weekends only. Also I don't know who's who or what's what around here anymore.
Very confusing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on March 24, 2011, 14:19
I'm still single.



Also why do people insist on talking to me when i have my headphones in? why do you think i have them in? go away!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lucifer_6-6-6 on March 24, 2011, 14:50
Reading this forum made me depressed, seriously if people has a solution to solve then have it post on this site and people can help whether or not you dont agree or disagree at least you're getting sympathy from those that care.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 24, 2011, 17:01
Have been meaning to write to a friend whose family moved to Gravesend about two years ago. Can't think of anything to write :-/
Losing touch I think.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 24, 2011, 17:09
^ Don't worry, I haven't spoken to my best friend who lives in Switzerland for about three months.
 
Also had a huge argument with my mum last night =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on March 24, 2011, 17:16
One of my good friends is moving tommorow =[ It's not that far away, but tyifxasdijh I liked being able to go round hers or have her round anytime.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 24, 2011, 20:17
I'm still single.

single 4 lyfe oh yeah! me too. but dont worry about it. you can search for something forever and sometimes, you just won't find it until you quit looking.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 24, 2011, 21:08
I was also in trouble with my mom the other day, for using a word beginning with O and ending with M ( not too impressed )
Cheer up echo :) there is still plenty of time ( I understand the default left-on-the-shelf starting age is around 25 ) ;)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 24, 2011, 21:26
Cheer up echo :) there is still plenty of time ( I understand the default left-on-the-shelf starting age is around 25 ) ;)

wow uhm, hate to sound conceited, but i'm pretty sure im not undesirable judging by that i have several guys i dont like liking me, and... being single was never a problem for me lol.

(JUST, YANNO, GETTING LET DOWN WHEN A GUY TELLS YOU HE LIKES A GOOD FRIEND OF YOURS 2 DAYS AFTER A DATE SUCKS -_-)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lucifer_6-6-6 on March 26, 2011, 15:58
I can't seem to think straight today, have a lot in mind causing me to stress out and now I have a migraine, as well from yesterday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 26, 2011, 16:31
So I clean & do all maintenance on our home PC, but I still only get the same amount of time on computer as my younger brother who doesn't do anything except bad stuff like mucky keyboard, etc, etc. No fair! :mad: 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on March 26, 2011, 17:16
The fact that this is my last post on here..='S

Bye guys =<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on March 26, 2011, 18:51
ARGH.
Just dropped my DS on my foot and it froze. Now I'm all the way back at Twist Mountain when I was in the Relic Castle!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 26, 2011, 20:10
^^^ PMS?

I'm depressed as I've bunked so many maths lessons that the college sent me a 'reassuring' postcard urging me not to give up hope. It's sort of funny, really.


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 26, 2011, 21:26
I never went to a school party/got drunk in a large group. Mainly by myself in mu room having the occasional drink throughout my Secondary school. :/ I feel wierd. looking at some of the pictures on Facebook. :/ I feel socially rejected. Which is why I'm here :o.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 26, 2011, 21:37
I never went to a school party/got drunk in a large group. Mainly by myself in mu room having the occasional drink throughout my Secondary school. :/ I feel wierd. looking at some of the pictures on Facebook. :/ I feel socially rejected. Which is why I'm here :o.

same except i don't drink, so i made up a lie saying i was allergic to alcohol to my new friends

~*~*SOCIAL REJECTION INITIATE*~*~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on March 26, 2011, 21:41
I drink by myself because I am uncool none of my friends drink. (n)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 27, 2011, 04:14
i've been all and alone for like 3 years now shrugs you get used to it.

or maybe i just was able to because i'm scared of socializing o0o0o0opps.

whatever. it just ain't all that big a deal. lol jk it is when you're as lonely as me sobbu
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 27, 2011, 13:32
funnily enough, i dont drink because i went through a long period of alcohol abuse :p

which still screws up my life to this day even though i stopped drinking some 3-4 months ago.
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Post by: helenoftroy on March 27, 2011, 15:44
Living in skint United Kingdom :??? which keeps getting involved in wars which cost an arm and a leg for years and years :wacko:
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Post by: Spinner on March 27, 2011, 22:39
I'm growing up... I turned 18 this year. I wish I were Peter Pan and I would never have to grow up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on March 27, 2011, 22:50
Ugh I started hanging out with this girl around December, who is constantly being hated on (I don't know why, she's a nice person). Just about a month ago, a close friend of mine told me that she likes me, a lot, and that she wants me to be her boyfriend.
The horrible thing here is that I don't see that ever happening because I don't like her that way at all, and it would be mean of me to tell her that she doesn't look g-...eh...
And she has been sending me text messages that are literally saying "let's go out", and I've to turn off my phone and just ignore it >.<
Now I feel the only thing left that I can do is just not talk to her for a while, which is hard, but I REALLY don't want anything like that to do with her.
I feel like a bad person for this, but that's just me :|
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Post by: MOP on March 27, 2011, 22:59
^ That must be awkward but I think telling her the truth will be less upsetting for her than just blanking her.  :unsure:

So much work to do and my social life has been ignoring me since she moved in with her boyfriend. Got to move flats four times in month too. :S
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on March 27, 2011, 23:50
I never went to a school party/got drunk in a large group. Mainly by myself in mu room having the occasional drink throughout my Secondary school. :/ I feel wierd. looking at some of the pictures on Facebook. :/ I feel socially rejected. Which is why I'm here :o.

i told my friends straight up and i will tell anyone, that i don't drink. i think the frank honesty did the trick and they don't care anymore ofc there was the "OMG U DONT DRINK???" but their over that now; they respect my decision. i'm not on a massive hate parade against alcohol or people who drink; i don't care, its your decision not mine, the thing that i hate the pressure put on people round the 16-20's to go out every weekend and get drunk. what is the point? yeah it helps you have a good time from what i've heard but surely you can count other times in your life when you've had a good drink without the influence of alcohol? you cant be labeled a social pariah for not going out everrry saturday, it REALLY does my nut in.
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Post by: RocketMember002 on March 27, 2011, 23:51
^ That must be awkward but I think telling her the truth will be less upsetting for her than just blanking her.  :unsure:
Indeed, blanking her for a while will be far more painful than just telling her you don't like her in that way.

Just say that you see her as a little sister or something, it's sort of flattering but should make your non-eroticism clear. Or say you're gay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on March 28, 2011, 10:34
I got a rejection e-mail from a job that I would have loved :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 28, 2011, 11:21
i didn't have breakfast

now i'm dead hungry :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on March 28, 2011, 16:20
Reading that Shaymin did not have any breakfast. That's no way to diet successfully, you know?  ;)
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Post by: Shaymin on March 28, 2011, 16:23
Reading that Shaymin did not have any breakfast. That's no way to diet successfully, you know?  ;)

i don't want to diet. i'm happy with my body there was just nothing i fancied.

i also have only eaten junk food today >> a pack of sour strawberry laces, half a bounty bar and a milky way

fffffff this isn't good for my hips >:U
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 28, 2011, 16:23
I am actually so petrified I'm going to fail my theory test tommorow that everytime I see "FAIL" on my online test I start crying. Why do people say its easy :( any last minute tips driving people?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 28, 2011, 16:24
I am actually so petrified I'm going to fail my theory test tommorow that everytime I see "FAIL" on my online test I start crying. Why do people say its easy :( any last minute tips driving people?

you'll pass! I know you will! Is it your first time? My mum failed first but passed afterwards - i think my dad did as well! You can do it -hug-
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Post by: Piccolami. on March 28, 2011, 17:59
I am actually so petrified I'm going to fail my theory test tommorow that everytime I see "FAIL" on my online test I start crying. Why do people say its easy :( any last minute tips driving people?

Use your common sense on the question bit... You've got like nearly an hour's worth of time on that so make the most of it! Make sure you've read the questions properly, take your time picking your answer... If you're not sure, just flag the question and carry on. You've got way more than enough time to take it slowly, go back and spend more time on any flagged questions and then check through all of your answers at least once, and possibly more just to make sure!

For the hazard perception, well. Make sure you click the instant you see a hazard/potential hazard... Try not to click too much, and make sure you're clicking in good time, eg with say a windey country lane, if you see a car in the lane really far away, click straight away and then click when it gets nearer to make sure you've got all your bases covered. Don't panic, and click a couple of times if you're unsure, just in case!

Just don't get too stressed and you'll be fine... Worst case scenario, you'll just have to do it again. Having done it 4 times myself, I know how frustrating it can be - I kept failing the hazard perception by like 1 mark and it was really gutting, but it's much cheaper and easier to have to retake this test than your practical test!

Good luck =D
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Post by: Mushroom on March 28, 2011, 19:42
How slow my internet is running :(
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Post by: 砂漠の我愛羅 on March 28, 2011, 20:59
I'm kind of between both emotions, I dont know what triggers both emotionial feelings inside me, could it be the fact that I'm happy for knowing that there is people out there that accept this orrientation, or is it that I'm feeling depressed due to my past, why do I feel this way.. it's really getting me to come out... but if i do will my problems dissolve.. would it create bigger problems.. who knows and I'm not risking it.. I rather pretend to be happy and full of lies than coming out in society, not virtually since they have no clue what I look like.. but pretending to be straight, people will accept me.. but then again i wont feel comfortable
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on March 28, 2011, 22:39
i have no idea why i feel depressed.

i just feel rather sad tonight, probably tired.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 29, 2011, 06:17
Well theory test. Thanks for the advice. I'm confident aboug the questions, but honestly, I don't know when to click for the hazard perception :/ The online one wasn't helpful.
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Post by: Shaymin on March 29, 2011, 08:29
hmmm

just had a dream about the guy i really like

i was in that kind of state where you think it is real but you know something is wrong

he was going say something to me when i woke up

._____________.
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 29, 2011, 18:39
Missed the bus home, Gotta wait 30 mins, In thr rain, by myself :(.
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Post by: EMPIRE on March 29, 2011, 22:47
i want to go to college tomorrow but theres another side of me that doesn't. i get this quite a lot after a day off but its really annoying me now. i know if i stay off i'll be bored in the house, whereas if i go in i'll be fine. its just the thought of going in D:
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Post by: Shaymin on March 30, 2011, 10:51
fdsfdsafdsa

dad has to go see my maths teacher

oh god i better not have failed that test

HOLD ME ;__________________________________________;
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Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on March 30, 2011, 20:39
Had a brace/plate for some years now and was supposed to get it off today. So I go to the orthodontist, at least an hours drive and I get there and...

They wont take it off.

Apparently there is a gap they must close up that they hadnt noticed. I know it's right not to take it off, but I was really looking forward to it and NOW IT HURTS MY JAW!!!

ytfygsdkahsdfk gonna go cry now =[
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Post by: sylar on March 30, 2011, 21:02
^ LOL WOW ARE YOU ME???
that happened to me this month. i'm going back on the 18th and... from the looks of things, i'm not getting them off for another few months. gogdamn.

and actually while i'm here talking about teeth, mine is loose. one of the back teeth. one that people can tell is missing.

i don't mind losing teeth, but there's no adult tooth under the loose one. so people will see when i'm missing it and be like lol G R O S S ugh jegus if i have to get another spot of surgery i'm going to do an acrobatic pirouette off the handle i'm not even joking right now i've not been able to eat a lot of food [mainly due to my own CRIPPLING PARANOIA] and i'm sort of sick of the feeling that i have too much in my mouth.

inb4 a HIGH-LARIOUS JOKE about that last part y'all are so0o0o0o funny xDDDD.

ok i'm sorry that was rude i'm sorry i'm just angsty.
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 30, 2011, 21:36
I feel so bad for going mental at him on sunday, which i now know the reason for. Idk why i got so angry, i usually get low and feel totally crappy.
I had another horrible migraine last night and i was feeling dizzy constantly. Still feeling weird today. not to mention i'm still catching up on slep from the weekend. Ugh hurry up next week :|
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Post by: Kpyna on March 31, 2011, 00:40
 today he got me a chocolate bar.

 i was about to be like, completely overjoyed even though it was almond and it was the worst flavor ever, but he said that it was the last flavor that his friend had that morning, and he hoped it was fine with me.

 then i remembered, oh wait, he doesnt like me, and it was simply a notion of friendship and nothing else... of course like usual. its getting quite dull.
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Post by: Utack and Swampy on March 31, 2011, 03:38
My dinner was stinky  :'(
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Post by: Empoleon on March 31, 2011, 16:32
you are grrrrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr im getting really depressed......





BANG BANG BANG.... Bleh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 31, 2011, 16:41
Only got 90% in the History test we had today... actually I know that really I got 95% but apparently the girl who marked it thinks I got the definition of purgatory wrong.
 
"The space between heaven and hell" <--- THAT IS PURGATORY FOR HEAVENS SAKE.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on March 31, 2011, 16:48
It's possible that Stace is moving to Skegness before I come back from Majorca... wonderfulllll. My plans for Easter may be scuppered completely. And I lose the only reliable friend I have. Sad times.
Oh, and my flatmates are at war right now. Lovely atmosphere to live in. Can someone come and live with me and make me happy again please?
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Post by: RocketMember002 on March 31, 2011, 21:18
That I can't transfer my ditto-pimps to Black, or get Zoroark, without another DS. Which I don't have. ;.;
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Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on March 31, 2011, 22:32
i'm crying while listening theme songs of old shows.
omw rolie polie olie, out of the box and all those <3
dunno why i'm crying, but i miss those days when i watched these shows gah
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on April 01, 2011, 02:46
so, friend a used to like friend b, and still isnt completely over him. so yesterday morning, i'm with friend b, going to see friend a. friend a thinks friend b hates her, and i know thats not true so i'm like, "yeah friend a thinks you don't like her. when you see her can you just say hi or something?" friend b says ok since he doesnt have a problem with her really.

so then friend b says hi to friend a... and it makes friend a's day

and she messaged me saying how happy it made her. and how it was so great that he just went and said hello, and nobody had to even say hi to him first or anything.

i hate having to bite my tongue in situations like that.
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 01, 2011, 06:13
I've got work tonight.
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Post by: MOP on April 01, 2011, 12:09
1. My most wanted game only exists as an April fool.  ;_;


2. My methodology is about 300 words while my introduction is over 3000 words. Supposed to be the other way around. I just got carried away and now half of it isn't even releavant to my title. I just know this'll happen again with the main body of the project. D:>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 01, 2011, 12:21
1. My most wanted game only exists as an April fool.  ;_;

GPOY ;______;



and all this... Little Miss Mixed Up business is getting to me. to the point of thinking the sort of thing people only think when they think there's no other way out.
and literally... nobody irl seems to understand. mention something about it, they assume it's nothing more than body issues. oops it's more than that?? looks like i'm too scared to correct them though because they already assume i'm enough of a freak as is! gog, when did i become so self-loathing? this is pathetic.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 01, 2011, 12:42
and all this... Little Miss Mixed Up business is getting to me. to the point of thinking the sort of thing people only think when they think there's no other way out.
and literally... nobody irl seems to understand. mention something about it, they assume it's nothing more than body issues. oops it's more than that?? looks like i'm too scared to correct them though because they already assume i'm enough of a freak as is! gog, when did i become so self-loathing? this is pathetic.

oh my god yes this

i've had to actually stay away from thinking about it at the moment and just do the usual baseline stuff i always did and stop trying to ~discover myself~ cos lately it just depresses me when i try and figure it out cos to paraphrase (or rathher badly forget a quote from) a certain relevant comic the whole futility is like "wanting the perfect roleplaying game in electronic form" something something some comment about how its almost impossible

and tbh i'm not decided even what i'm expecting the end thing to be anyway which leads me to think i should just like go for a general "meh" on the whole thing anyway? i'm not overly into one or the other (or rather what everyone expects of one or the other i don't get the whole thing about going completely to the other side its like meh i'd much rather do some bizarre boomerang one side and then slightly back thing i don't know it'ss hard to explain which leads me even more into thinking i shouldn't try and ~identify~ it as one or the othr)

I WILL FIND THE ANSWERS EVENTUALLY i guess it's just incredibly frustrating having to take the journey there is all ~_~
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Post by: caligulasAquarium on April 01, 2011, 19:24
feferi and i are supposed to be matesprits but noww she doesnt wwant to
this is our destiny and she wwont stop this nonsense about changin her mind
i tried talkin to her but that degenerate land dwweller sollux keeps gettin in the way
i dont think ill ever have a matesprit noww
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: 砂漠の我愛羅 on April 01, 2011, 19:53
Currently in school bored out of my mind, class starts in 4:00 PM and I have nothing else to do but sit on the librabry till' time passes by, I'm a little nervous going to my class and show my midterm to my teacher and  he's going to start to lecture on how my web needs to be exactly how he wants it.. I'm getting sleepy at this moment, and hungry haven't ate.. Ugh* 2 more hours to go and this computer really drags, damn what have I done to deserve this.. xO
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Post by: sylar on April 01, 2011, 19:54
feferi and i are supposed to be matesprits but noww she doesnt wwant to
this is our destiny and she wwont stop this nonsense about changin her mind
i tried talkin to her but that degenerate land dwweller sollux keeps gettin in the way
i dont think ill ever have a matesprit noww


casually kicks you in the shin
<3<???
it ain't matespiritship but i know how you are with those quadrants

look at me digging at you
do you hate me yet
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 01, 2011, 19:56
Am so bored. Why is there nothing to do? Minecraft is down, PS3 online doesn't work. Ah boring.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: caligulasAquarium on April 02, 2011, 02:26
casually kicks you in the shin
<3<???
it ain't matespiritship but i know how you are with those quadrants

look at me digging at you
do you hate me yet

really youre doin a good job cause noww youre just infuriatin me so carp to yourself human
its makin me depressed you remindin me a my matespritlessness
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: arachnidsGrip on April 02, 2011, 04:15
Eridan you know that you trying to kismesitise with the humans is more em8arassing than tavros sometimes ::::/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on April 03, 2011, 01:51
i get the sudden feeling that none of my friends actually like me. or maybe im finding out i dont actually like them, because right now im hating everything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Skyler and Blazer on April 03, 2011, 07:18
I am pissed off because I am in no Honors classes, and my regents courses are too easy. It is so infuriating to be in a class with material I know already, and the fact that some people's lack of value in their education disgusts me. Plus, I am antisocial and find it hard to relate to some people.
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 03, 2011, 07:47
Hangover on mothers day. Not good, all the deprived drink during my school days, were combined into last nights party.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 03, 2011, 13:13
really youre doin a good job cause noww youre just infuriatin me so carp to yourself human
its makin me depressed you remindin me a my matespritlessness


infuriatin enough to hate me? go onnn it ain't like you're getting any other offers here, there's probably a good reason for that too. forevver alone innit.

Eridan you know that you trying to kismesitise with the humans is more em8arassing than tavros sometimes ::::/

>sometimes
vriska u high
he's worse than tavros that's how embarrassing he is all of the time. all of it. royalty. L O L.


oh look i bet those feelings for me are turning a little black now huh eriderp n_n
wow i geniunely hope nobody's taking me seriously lol


anyway. i found out that binders - if worn enough - can mess up your ribs pretty bad.
considering i was planning to wear mine uh... all the time almost, i... don't think i'm 0k with that
now i need to find some method that won't destroy my insides gog damn it all...
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 03, 2011, 14:56
Well after that meal, I'm £40 down.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on April 03, 2011, 17:14
well, i thought she was my best friend. turns out shes just delusional and trying to play passive aggressive with me... im done, im not coming back.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on April 03, 2011, 18:38
and the fact that some people's lack of value in their education disgusts me.
Just like me. I can't stand being in a normal class because of it.

I'm sick but at least I get to hear about monster storms all over the US :D Storms make me happy!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on April 03, 2011, 21:21
Yay false hope that I'd already invested in. Another mistake to add to the long list. Not only did this false hope screw with the one thing it could have given me, it made me give up on other things for a little while. :|  I think maybe I should give up on it as a whole. I only torture myself with it and get disappointed.

And Regina Spektor says things that are too true.
"We are all lucky that we can't see the future, because if we did, we'd never be care free... We'd treasure everything and everyone too much. The knowledge of loss would anchor us at all times, chain us to each other, and we'd all be stuck together, motionless for all of time... No one would just walk away and say 'See you tomorrow...'."

And if my flatmates aren't at war with each other, they're at war with my friends. @.@  With all these friendship worries, I'm actually wondering if becoming a hermit and living alone all my life is a better option. Eliminates all my problems and I could actually get used to living alone and doing things the way I want to. @.@
Wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. Where do I sign up to be a hermit and when can I start enjoying life without worrying that other people will squirm their way in and ruin it for me?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: 砂漠の我愛羅 on April 04, 2011, 02:22
Currently own a Playstation 3, and tried the virtual world of home ahh it's seems like a paradise full of wonders, communication, and role playing :D had this friend who I rely my thoughts with without the hesitation on delaying my intellectual, he was really a sophisticated guy and accepted me for who I  am, so I started to flirt with this guy and yes virtually but anyway he felt awkward and confused that he told me that "I'm not gay" at first I stood there quietly waiting for my response, but I was really nervous what to say.. so I just said well that's fine at least you have a heart to accept me for being me, so he left like he wasn't happy or something really made him shudder and I was afraid he doesn't want to be friends, then the next day he deleted me... telling me how he really hates faggots and yes he responded vaguely and I was surprised and depressed that I didn't know what to say, that day after I became very cynical with anyone I met.. I feel neglected like an abandoned child, forsaken,
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Macintosh Ninja: SOH CAH TOA on April 04, 2011, 05:34
I seem to be having difficulty getting over a break up I should have gotten over long ago.  By all logic, I should be over.  My brain knows I should be over her.  Yet it seems like tiny things I disregarded in years past have a funny way of drawing out the feeling I had when I'd hold her in my arms, or perhaps the warmth of her hand as I held it.  Maybe her voice, or her laughter, or her smile.
At any rate, I know I've dwelt on this for too long, and yet my heart won't let me take the burden off.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 04, 2011, 06:12
I ordered a Fallout 3 guide, however. it's coming from the states, estimated arrival date, 28th.  April :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 04, 2011, 09:42
Currently own a Playstation 3, and tried the virtual world of home ahh it's seems like a paradise full of wonders, communication, and role playing :D had this friend who I rely my thoughts with without the hesitation on delaying my intellectual, he was really a sophisticated guy and accepted me for who I  am, so I started to flirt with this guy and yes virtually but anyway he felt awkward and confused that he told me that "I'm not gay" at first I stood there quietly waiting for my response, but I was really nervous what to say.. so I just said well that's fine at least you have a heart to accept me for being me, so he left like he wasn't happy or something really made him shudder and I was afraid he doesn't want to be friends, then the next day he deleted me... telling me how he really hates faggots and yes he responded vaguely and I was surprised and depressed that I didn't know what to say, that day after I became very cynical with anyone I met.. I feel neglected like an abandoned child, forsaken,

no disrespect but rule number one of gay flirting is to make sure they are actually gay first and if not then that they are ok with gayness otherwise what else can you expect
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 04, 2011, 10:51
Can't do my work. It is so hard I might just cry.
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on April 04, 2011, 11:40
this is the wrong sandwich 
 
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Post by: MOP on April 04, 2011, 12:01
Why do people read the Daily Mail? Sad now. (http://tabloid-watch.blogspot.com/2011/03/littlejohn-reacts-to-tsunami-japanese.html)
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Post by: 砂漠の我愛羅 on April 04, 2011, 15:26
Quote
no disrespect but rule number one of gay flirting is to make sure they are actually gay first and if not then that they are ok with gayness otherwise what else can you expect
Yeah you're right, virtually it's really impossible to figure out if their gay or not, I thought he was gay due to comforting me and acceptance, guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing, wish more people on home welcome us as who we are and stop the hate and just agree and move on but no it's all an illusion to manipulate one's feeling by lying into your face and intellect, I'm really tired of looking for love, I'll just stay single until death vanish my feelings Sigh*
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 04, 2011, 15:55
Got another migraine/dizziness headache thing. Annd I've got a concert tonight and if I don't go there will only be 2 second trumpets so I'm needed for once because I play first trumpet~
I'll also have to sit through a string orchestra set. I love strings when they're played well but if it's not done well my ears bleed and the noise of squeaky and scratchy violins will make me want to kill someone.
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 04, 2011, 16:15
Ordered a new phone case and well. It's rubbish
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 04, 2011, 16:21
Yeah you're right, virtually it's really impossible to figure out if their gay or not, I thought he was gay due to comforting me and acceptance, guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing, wish more people on home welcome us as who we are and stop the hate and just agree and move on but no it's all an illusion to manipulate one's feeling by lying into your face and intellect, I'm really tired of looking for love, I'll just stay single until death vanish my feelings Sigh*

uh sorry i'm not sure how to put this but with that attitude you're not getting far

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guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing,

you what
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 04, 2011, 16:35
guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing,

JOHN_NOPING.GIF
please go and write a 500 word minimum essay on why this post is so terrible
make sure to include the word 'ignorant' more than once.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on April 04, 2011, 17:18
Life in general.

Affecting both me and he who I consider my best friend ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 04, 2011, 17:30
JOHN_NOPING.GIF
please go and write a 500 word minimum essay on why this post is so terrible
make sure to include the word 'ignorant' more than once.

i'm pretty sure this wickedslayer guy is a troll sockpuppet it must be
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: 砂漠の我愛羅 on April 04, 2011, 18:35
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i'm pretty sure this wickedslayer guy is a troll sockpuppet it must be
...and I thought I was actually getting sympathy from you, you're like the rest of society who comes and deceives, how gullable am I to actually believe this forum would solve my problems, I guess I was wrong.. you really made me feel much more depressed with your delusional posts :/ I guess this site is known for cynical people, correct me if I'm wrong, Sigh* guess I'm heading out from here, no one seems to understand my dwelling life, some consider it pretentious to be really justified when I'm honesty telling you the truth, no one believes me. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 04, 2011, 18:38
dude you're not getting sympathy because you made a really ignorant comment that you're now seemingly pretending didn't happen just to play the victim

maybe we'd be more accepting or whatever of your presence were you not kicking a sore spot on the crotch of trans people because that's pretty much what you did and that's pretty much Really Goddamn Uncool.

and no this site is not KNOWN FOR CYNICAL PEOPLE, we're just unhappy with things that were said and so we're sort of just letting you know that you've stepped into an area that you know nothing about and we don't appreciate such ignorance about these things because some people are sort of touchy about these things.

and don't assume we don't understand your angst. the majority here are angsty teenagers Just Like You so why don't you stop rolling around in the dirt that wasn't even kicked in your face and deal with the fact you made a mistake that was in some ways hurtful to some.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on April 04, 2011, 18:46
guess I'm heading out from here, no one seems to understand my dwelling life, some consider it pretentious to be really justified when I'm honesty telling you the truth, no one believes me. :(
 
I'll be honest: it's likely because your posts [that I've seen] are very similar and really quite melodramatic. 
 
Bit of advice: go and see a doctor: get referred to a therapist or prescribed some drugs to take if that's what you'd prefer, because, judging by how depressed you seem to feel, it's best to do something about it. 
Or at the very least join a LGBT support forum or something along those lines. 
 
A pokémon forum is not one of the best places for this: for a start, people will get bored of your similar posts, and for a finish, there is probably no help for you here that can't better be given on a forum built specifically for the purpose. 
 
Then you can use your time here for escaping from the misery and purple prose of everyday life, and post in ridiculous topics about television shows and interesting facts, and we can all have a good laugh about how silly we were and forget that this ever happened. 
 
Sound good? Excellent. Best of luck with it. 
I'm off to post about how great this pasta is. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on April 04, 2011, 18:47
Oh dear guys, that went well =/

Life for me; I feel like I keep on being replaced and I don't know where I stand with a few things and it's quite a horrible feeling tbh...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: 砂漠の我愛羅 on April 05, 2011, 02:21
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I'll be honest: it's likely because your posts [that I've seen] are very similar and really quite melodramatic.    Bit of advice: go and see a doctor: get referred to a therapist or prescribed some drugs to take if that's what you'd prefer, because, judging by how depressed you seem to feel, it's best to do something about it.  Or at the very least join a LGBT support forum or something along those lines.
Sweetie, I wasn't being Melodramatic, as if I need to seek attention posting my relevant facts, quite relative as it always keeps triggering intellectually, I have seeked a forum for depression (DBSA) most factor topic is suicidal and other conceptions, I have posted my problem hoping for emphasis or sympathy and have, but it seems to fade away as when I follow the steps of happiness perhaps drug prescription is more viral in use to heal this serotonin and norepinephrine that seems to come back, therapy isn't really usefully as if I need to open up my mind to anyone :/ just cant do :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on April 05, 2011, 06:03
My step brother is getting bullied. He's always been a crybaby to the bully but now I understand why. I wish I could actually stop the person responsible but they are older, bigger, and apparently smarter than me. The bully is freaking controlling me also and because I am more toughened and wise I try to defend myself/my stepbro but the bully always makes himself somehow right.

In fact, this bully is a bully to every freaking person in my family.
in fact i just want to
(http://i54.tinypic.com/rk318j.png)
that's better
arm cannon makes everything better
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 05, 2011, 06:09
Can't be bothered with today, its one of those days where I have nothing to look forward to. Not even driving .
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on April 05, 2011, 11:47
fdsfdfds

astroboy is so sad ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on April 05, 2011, 18:23
It's been 2 years today since my great grandma died :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on April 06, 2011, 12:53
Just found out that Stace moves to Skegness tomorrow ^^'  I honestly don't know if I have time to see her during Easter, I've got 2 weeks free between coming back from Majorca and going back to uni, so I'm not sure if taking a few days out to see people over 100 miles away will be good for my revision time :S  I already promised I'd see Kay, and now I need to see Stace, but I might not have time to devote to seeing either of them. D:   why do all of my friends live so far away from me? ;___;

Well, my problem is sorted by an extra long summer so I can see Stace without uni work being in the way :D

I think from now on I'm gonna try and stay out of this topic... ^^'
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 06, 2011, 13:20
It is perfect weather to go outside, however I have work to do :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on April 06, 2011, 14:21
ISA results were shown to the whole class, which is mainly made up of quite horrible people
My result was the worst
It also stood out from the other results by quite a bit
Cue "HAHA worst in the class" comments from someone

ugh i am just not i a good mood generally today so to have that pointed out VERY LOUDLY whilst being laughed at really didn't help at all

and i've just ruined my diet by eating some chocolate in an attempt to feel better; it didn't work, i just feel even worse now

i often wonder why i bother trying with anything, it never seems to go right
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 06, 2011, 18:31
Feeling useless again, honestly quite unhappy with a school that my parents had wanted to go to for ages, mum's offered to let me leave at the end of Year 8 if things still aren't any better but I don't want to leave my friends here. I don't get why I'm unhappy though, I have more than 3 friends (first time ever.) My grades are pretty good but I just feel as though everyone's laughing at me. I'll stop b***hing on about tiny little problems now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 06, 2011, 21:18
I have more work to do and apparently it's meant to be hot again tommorow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on April 07, 2011, 16:44
Bah...
I'm a constant target for the school's moronic "cool" people.
I have no ability to talk to girls.
I do hardly anything well and/or right.
Whenever I do, no-one notices.
If I screw up, everyone treats me as if a neon sign above my head says "ANNOY ME! I OBVIOUSLY HAVE NO FEELINGS OR DESERVE SOME FORM OF RESPECT!"
It sticks with me and I screw up even worse.
Vicious cycle continues.
The only thing that works is acting like everyone's inferior to me... Behind their back.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm off to use my negativity to produce a story, quickly scrap the idea because no-one'll read it, then train my Zweillous until I decide to grab dinner.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on April 09, 2011, 11:38
I'm single again =[ And I can't decide if I'm more upset or angry about him ending it, argh =/

I'm also pretty bored at home as there just isn't anything to do. The only thing I was looking forward to was going to visit my boyfriend next week, but that isn't happening anymore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on April 09, 2011, 13:14
My part of London is turning into a right dump. Having watched a segment on Watchdog tv programme in midweek, I had a good look around on the way home from the dojo this morning. Fly tipping / rubbish dumped everywhere. Mom says it was really nice around here when she first moved here in the 1980's.
I would much rather live in the countryside. >:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 10, 2011, 02:12
i decided to record myself just to see what my voice sounds like
good god its awful
think i'm going to become a monk and take a vow of silence seriously it just sounds all sorts of
ugh i don't know i really hate it theres a reason i hate recordings of myself i think

worst larynx 2011
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on April 10, 2011, 10:09
Urgh the dreaded voice -.- I hate how I sound nasally and horrible and there doesn't seem to be any medical reason for it (adenoid removal didn't make a difference, allergy treatment did nothing). My voice sounds perfectly normal to me. Ok, I usually speak in a high tone, but apart from that, my voice sounds fine to me. I want to know why I sound nasally to everyone else and I want to know if it can be fixed. :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on April 10, 2011, 10:26
why the hell do i feel so sick ugh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 10, 2011, 16:04
expectation:
[going downstairs and talking to mum and huge rant about gender issues and mum being accepting and everything being a happy ending]

reality:
'hey mum i-- ...'
'... yeah?'
'... am... gonna make some tea, want some tea?'

(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lcoeo04XeT1qd31ve.png)

how long would it take for me to shrivel up and die in scotland sun
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on April 10, 2011, 18:38
^ I think it is depressing that your whole life seems to be turning into a gothic soap opera, one trial or tribulation after another. Already, I fear, you may be showing the classic signs of split personality, etc. Where will it all end? Will you ever come out of the other side? I don't know. It's looking like one long rocky road from here on. A depressing thought for you and yours.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TrickTester on April 10, 2011, 18:46
I still have 1 week til Easter holidays from college >_<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on April 10, 2011, 22:07
I still have 1 week til Easter holidays from college >_<

Same. And the person I like is in France for the whole week. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TrickTester on April 10, 2011, 22:16
Aw! -hug- i just have to remember... chocolate eggs in 1 week. Chocolate eggs in 1 week... it..s already too much D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on April 12, 2011, 15:28
I just finished watching Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann... now I feel somewhat depressed and actually need to revise =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on April 12, 2011, 17:27
Depressed? Oh, I couldn't possibly claim such a glorious extremity of human condition. 
But I do wish that I could stop thinking
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on April 12, 2011, 19:43
Depressed? Oh, I couldn't possibly claim such a glorious extremity of human condition. 
But I do wish that I could stop thinking
 
I can help you with that.
*Holds up pickaxe*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on April 12, 2011, 19:46
Unfortunately, that hasn't helped. 
Now, see you, I have to do extra thinking: wondering why you are holding up a pickaxe. Particularly with this expanse of internet between us, so that I cannot even see it. 
You may be mistaking me for somebody with a love for pickaxes. 
I'm afraid, dear boy, that your plan is somewhat flawed. But the effort is nonetheless appreciated. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on April 12, 2011, 19:49
Actually, I am ceiling cat. I am watching you. You KNOW what I'm watching you do. And you wanted to stop thinking, so I thought I'd help... Manually.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on April 14, 2011, 17:07
One of our cats might have to be put down on Monday =[=[=[ she's on tablets to try to counteract her overactive thyroid but they don't seem to be working and she keeps throwing up and the vet's said that it doesn't sound good at all

the only other option is an operation or something but she's 17 so anaesthetic is a massive risk

I don't want her to go =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on April 15, 2011, 00:16
^Oh no. Sorry to hear that. =[


I have to go into London for something tomorrow and its bound to go horribly wrong. Everything bad just keeps building up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 15, 2011, 06:20
I now know what it feels like to do 7 to 7 everyday for a week. Hence why I've not been on here. However I'll be back on sunday!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on April 15, 2011, 12:55
had to take the cat to the vet today because she's been throwing up all night

the vet said that she could feel some lymph nodes enlarged on her stomach and that her stomach lining seemed thickened, which points towards her having stomach/intestinal cancer

they've kept her there to try her on some different tablets but the vet wasn't at all certain it would work

basically i think that was the last time i'm going to see my cat =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on April 15, 2011, 21:04
Parents are arguing again. :[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on April 18, 2011, 00:41
i've pulled my groin and its bloody hurts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on April 18, 2011, 01:13
I can't seem to do anything right or say anything helpful. Whenever I talk to someone, I always end up being rude without meaning it. According to [source not available], I share my uncle's trait of an "acid tongue." I'm nearly always the cause of an argument in the family, most of the time I didn't know what I'd said was provoking someone until it's too late, and the other times are because I refuse to apologise. It's pretty much the reason I refuse to leave the house unless I have to.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 18, 2011, 12:13
^ hey i didn't know my au self was here


anyway, didn't get my braces off today, mum's started up her 'i think it's a phase' thing again despite being so chill about it recently and keeps making comments like 'i'd like that dress on you' and 'we'll need to get you a bikini for when we go on holiday. you have the body for it. very feminine.'

of course i kept correcting her; boys don't tend to wear dresses or bikinis and such; i have the body for them, but that doesn't mean i want to flaunt what i hate so passionately about myself. boys don't have E-going-on-F cups, boys don't have curves and i don't see what's so hard to understand about that.

i'm not even gonna lie, the amount of times in recent weeks in which i've genuinely thought 'or i could just end it all now' is worrying, and i feel sick thinking of how far i've fallen to even begin to consider suicide as the answer to this.

oh what the hell am i saying any more. nobody's gonna read this. i should just start livejournaling my stupid conksuck problems.


tl;dr the stupid tranny kid is ugly and wants to die because it realised how much of a disgusting sack of crap it is.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TrickTester on April 18, 2011, 12:25
Don't kill yourself- the world needs john :)

There's nothing on tv :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on April 18, 2011, 12:29
^ hey i didn't know my au self was here


anyway, didn't get my braces off today, mum's started up her 'i think it's a phase' thing again despite being so chill about it recently and keeps making comments like 'i'd like that dress on you' and 'we'll need to get you a bikini for when we go on holiday. you have the body for it. very feminine.'

of course i kept correcting her; boys don't tend to wear dresses or bikinis and such; i have the body for them, but that doesn't mean i want to flaunt what i hate so passionately about myself. boys don't have E-going-on-F cups, boys don't have curves and i don't see what's so hard to understand about that.

i'm not even gonna lie, the amount of times in recent weeks in which i've genuinely thought 'or i could just end it all now' is worrying, and i feel sick thinking of how far i've fallen to even begin to consider suicide as the answer to this.

oh what the hell am i saying any more. nobody's gonna read this. i should just start livejournaling my stupid conksuck problems.


tl;dr the stupid tranny kid is ugly and wants to die because it realised how much of a disgusting sack of crap it is.
I thought about doing that once (please don't ask, it's a little personal). Then I thought: Screw that, the 3DS is coming out in a week.
What am I saying, you may ask? Well, sometimes you have to stop taking life so seriously and have a laugh, even if it's only a quick one while watching Live At the Apollo. *Internet-hugs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 18, 2011, 12:45
*hugs john <3* don't feel like that :c

wow way to get me into one of my horrible slumps again. to answer your question: yes you did make me feel crappy c:
saying i ruined your life due to your poor social skills and that we hung around to much? thanks for that.
Oh i'm sorry that my house isn't clean enough. I was just in myself and its not a god damn pigsty. I'm not an ocd cleanfreak.

all i can say is that you've lost your chance. That little spark i had for you? It's gone.

thank god for alchohol and better friends who know how to cheer you up~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on April 19, 2011, 01:35
im enjoying listening to brokencyde and i feel sick and like im uhm, broke inside?

i mean, the worst part it that i'm listening to brokencyde.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on April 19, 2011, 01:50
For about a month now I've been really depressed. Ever since my dad died (last month) I've just been half-assing everything. Half the time when I'm in class I'll have to ask to sit in the back so I wont be a distraction. Whenever an adult /tries/ to talk to me about it, they make it seem as if it was his fault. I always come back with, "Why would he choose to get shot in the face?" and then leave the room. Recently, 'Christianity' seems like any other religion: stupid. I called my science teacher a ____ which I didn't really mean, she was just pissing me off. I hardly ever eat/sleep/laugh anymore. I feel like an asshole when people talk to me because I alwasy end up storming off in rage. The only thing the seems that seems to put me in an "alright mood" is Dream Girls and I don't even own it. I always have to wait until the weekend whenever I go to my aunt's house. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on April 20, 2011, 08:23
Elisabeth Sladen died D:

no more SJA :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on April 20, 2011, 09:13
My sister left for college again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 20, 2011, 09:27
I caught something. Again. Illness is horrible ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 20, 2011, 17:52
gender stuff goes here

stuff about being pathetically lonely goes here

self loathing here



i think i want to go for a walk outside today i don't want to be in this house any more
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 20, 2011, 17:58
hair is completely misbehaving it cannot look unfrizzy at least once despite what i do to it it refuses to look nice at all
facial hair that i never wanted in the first place is being annoying and trying to shave has just resulted in me getting cuts all over my face and face feeling like i've rubbed it with sandpaper and patches of roughness everywhere those of you who don't have to shave i envy you so much
getting mildly worried about the amount of hair that falls out in the shower and convinced i'm slowly going bald i know it's natural shedding but i'm always paranoid of losing my hair
lower back is being stupid
usual self-dislike from the whole "wow i'm turning into an old man despite wanting to be neither of those two things"
curtains are drawn and rooms a mess and don't give a rat's anus

just being generally whiny and self-pitious today

there's a craft thing later on tonight and there are fajitas in the fridge so i am sure these things will help in some way
wish i wasn't being so silly cos it really does make me look stupid and dying swan but eh everyone has to sometimes
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on April 20, 2011, 18:18
Bah... You know what I'mhere for... My ability to screw up everything I do, my inability to talk to someone's face, and the eventual realisation that love is a meaningless way of emotional self-harming.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on April 20, 2011, 18:54
Quite frankly I've sod all to put to my name. I've no skills, no motivation, no connections. Neither ambition nor aspirations nor plans. Anything that I'd want to do is not going to happen for somebody like me, and the fact that I've already decided that fact is, to put it mildly, a drag. 
I don't even expect that if I sit here and do nothing that it'll all work out fine and a happy and successful life will be handed to me on a plate. I don't expect anything
So what the hell am I going to do with my life? 
 
I'm too afraid of failure and the subsequent embarrassment and mockery to try anything. There's nothing in which I specialise so I am mediocre at best in whatever I attempt. 
Every time that I try something and it goes badly, it reinforces the thought that that's what happens when you try to pretend you're normal
I don't want to bother people. I don't want to assert myself in case it's seen as being rude. 
It's pathetic. It's ridiculous. 
I don't know how to begin in any particular direction, and even if I did then I'd assume that there was no point in bothering because, you know, somebody is always more skilled, and they probably want it more, and, hell, they would deserve it more. 
 
I don't want to start embarking on something that I know will fail, even if I also know that the process will give me experience if nothing else. 
I don't want to try to sort things out that will involve arguments and telephone calls and asking favours and putting my foot down. 
I want to curl up here until everything goes away. 
Telling myself that I'm still a child and I'm not ready yet. I'll be ready later. There's still time. One day I'll be really good at talking to people and really clever and can be accosted by a stranger in the street without having a full-blown panic attack. 
Until then I'll just, you know, wait here until it happens. 
Bloody pathetic. 
 
So, the usual. In which I contemplate things and proceed to do nothing about them. 
 
Ha, just in case there was anybody on here who almost admired me. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 20, 2011, 19:10
My chest is starting to get sore again and i started hyperventilating earlier for no apparent reason :/ i swear to god if my asthma is coming back again i will cry. I thought after the cold weather eased off that would be it till winter. Obviously not.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: helenoftroy on April 20, 2011, 22:06
Why being online is so boring. It was good when I started 6 years ago.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on April 21, 2011, 01:06
I feel the need to post lots of things in this topic.  =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 21, 2011, 21:43
My friend got told that she'd never be able to join the RAF because of her hypermobility :/ it sucks because that's basically all she's wanted to do since first year and was deadset on it. She wanted to become a nurse if she didn't get in but she probably might not even to do that now :c
i feel so bad for her.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on April 22, 2011, 09:18
It's my nan's birthday next Saturday, and I can't get the day off work. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on April 23, 2011, 13:44
everything. 
hopefully i'll cheer up a bit before Doctor Who's on. 
 
maybe my mood is just aggravated because of the heat. 
Been weeding for two hours in direct sunlight, mm, sensible 
 
I get home and my mum goes "hey, why don't you sit outside, get some sun?" 
 
(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lk3vfqesy01qd5zks.jpg) 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on April 23, 2011, 18:54
It was so sunny and then the thunder came. :(

Now it's pissing down with rain.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on April 23, 2011, 23:44
My whole life, I've been trying. I just wanted people to laugh. Do they? Do they even tell me how to improve? No. They just tell me to leave. They mock me, and laugh at me, not with me. When I tried to pull my act together and grow up, it fell flat on it's face, and I ended up looking like a complete jerk. My friends are good to me, but I get the feeling that I'm usually not welcome. I've rarely gone outside to pass the time of my own free will, and I have the social skills of a mental defective. Maybe it's time I just packed in speaking to people altogether, I'll be less of an irritating lump on the face of society then...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 23, 2011, 23:57
Maybe it's time I just packed in speaking to people altogether, I'll be less of an irritating lump on the face of society then...

no don't.
take it from someone who did.
it's  bad idea.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 24, 2011, 00:53
Maybe it's time I just packed in speaking to people altogether, I'll be less of an irritating lump on the face of society then...

are you still in school
that may well be your main problem

school is an absolutely terrible place for Awkward people as many of us will testify

most schools i was in (i must have been in what about seven of them altogether? although one was for about a month) were just sort of okayish experiences until the last one i was in until (graduating? i'm not sure how you put it) oh my god that

fdijfiodsf jesus christ

it wasn't an experience i'd enjoy to repeat in a hurry

(before you wonder why i moved so much it was cos my dad was in the RAF for some time and it's like wow we're settled here cool good LETS MOVE HOUSE AGAIN say bye to your best friends AGAIN)


but for gods sake don't shut yourself up in a box completely it is not good for you at all
i did and it wasn't the best decision i made but considering the circumstances i had to i mean i'm coming out of it in these recent years but fdsfhskdhfsf
but just keep in hope seriously
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Post by: MOP on April 24, 2011, 01:37
Maybe it's time I just packed in speaking to people altogether, I'll be less of an irritating lump on the face of society then...

While studying robotics and in the six months I spent unemployed until I started my new degree I was alone. I had no contact with college friends and couldn't get a job. Trust me, it was not nice. However hard it might be to find and keep friends it is a lot easier than living without them. Best of luck.
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on April 24, 2011, 05:13
my world of warcraft account just got hacked... that's 3 months of work gone.
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Post by: helenoftroy on April 24, 2011, 15:38
The fact that a lot of people who don't believe in God are getting a day off tomorrow that they don't deserve.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on April 26, 2011, 13:36
dog's old 
he's been getting senile and his back legs are going 
suddenly got worse 
took him to the vet's, turns out he had something like a stroke 
he's quite distressed because he can't walk around so well 
he's been given some medication to take 
if he's not better in about ten days he'll probably be put down 
and if he is it'll be when I've gone back to uni 
hum 
 
i don't know how old he is but we've had him since i was very young 
doesn't mean he's not a pain in the arse sometimes but i still love him to bits 
but i suppose i'm not as sad as i could be because i've been expecting this 
he's not been getting any better 
it's mainly that I won't be here if it is happening now 
 
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Post by: RocketMember002 on April 26, 2011, 13:50
my world of warcraft account just got hacked... that's 3 months of work gone.
If you make a ticket to a GM they can restore all your items. Best run a malwarebytes scan for keyloggers.
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Post by: Misanthropy on April 26, 2011, 13:57
discovered my pokemon gold and silver internal batteries have died
the royal wedding urgh
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Post by: Shaymin on April 26, 2011, 16:52
scottish claire is gone ;n;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on April 26, 2011, 17:03
friend just ditched hanging out with you for going to the beach with her boyfriend...

...again...

MY LIFE IS BRILLIANT!

>decide that maybe now is an excellent opportunity to ditch her when the guy you like asks to hang out again
>realize he hasnt asked to hang out in nearly a month
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Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on April 26, 2011, 19:03
Now I'm back to school after a 2 weeks break for Easter I've got 2 solid moths of revision and gcse exams, I am not looking forward to it but it's got to be done. :|
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Post by: SomeoneStoleMyUsername! on April 26, 2011, 19:52
My crush has got a girlfriend now. :( And she's not even pretty... :dry:
And this school break has been the worst one yet for a combination of reasons (including it being totally boring!).
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Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on April 26, 2011, 20:43
My hamster died =[. Frantic practising for grade 5 piano along with exams. Yay.
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Post by: Lorem Ipsum on April 26, 2011, 21:18
My hamster died =[. Frantic practising for grade 5 piano along with exams. Yay.

Keep the practice calm, girl :) I got distinction at Grade 5 - slow, calm practice works best!
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Post by: RocketMember002 on April 26, 2011, 22:54
Internet constantly DCing again, making it very hard to get my chemistry homework done. :/
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Post by: Mulholland on April 26, 2011, 23:16
Rejected from job i desperately wanted  :'(
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Post by: TrickTester on April 26, 2011, 23:25
-Free hug- :)

My Link Cosplay isn't ready yet :(
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Post by: MOP on April 27, 2011, 00:17
Rejected from job i desperately wanted  :'(
I've got that to look forward to from August onwards. =[
But don't let it get you down, you'll get what you want in the end.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 27, 2011, 02:37
just realised

one of the modules that i'm having to retake
which is 20 credits and also kind of hardish

is going to happen during august

as in the middle of the summer holidays

i was looking forward to the summer holidays being a sort of

period where i didn't have to worry about exams or anything of the sort at all since i haven't had that since i got into the lousy learning stuff thing

and the summer holidays were going to be the first real holiday since i stared uni where i'm not either playing catchup or revising and panicking

oh well maybe next year
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Post by: Misanthropy on April 28, 2011, 21:06
I can't get a dream world eeveelution because of that stupid game!!
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 28, 2011, 23:25
a shift with what felt like the sodding Mr Universe championship wasn't too dismal but somehow it still managed to drain me immensely and i am tired to the point of feeling vaguely tearful

customer who previously had an absolutely massive go about the stupid "queue here" sign and everything i told him was wrong and no you do it it's your bloody job you speak to the manager why should i have to you're the one whos meant to do what i say etc. etc. came in and smelled like he crapped himself and it wasn't nice but i have to stand there and pretend he's the best ever as you do in retail (well tbh i'm not massively depressed over this but it's still not great)

also unless i'm very wrong and the managers are masterful trolls, it's looking like the most hated person in the shop and the one who's turned that place into a misery for most of us and also seemingly has it in for me (no really) might be being considered for a supervisory role in the store they're training him up on supervisory activities and everything

and the managers who knew about what he was like and were indirectly barring him from the position are in a different store due to the manager shakeup a while ago (which means all the brownie points i managed to build up are now gone)

i swear to god i am transferring if he makes supervisor cos with my slowly flowering sense of standing up for myself and his bumlordishness it will not end well
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Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on April 28, 2011, 23:29
extra £17 on my phone contract...oops...
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Post by: Dracoandy666 on April 29, 2011, 00:30
Things that keep on happening, despite my wishing they wouldn't happen at all =/
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Post by: Speak Now on April 29, 2011, 00:36
Looks like I'm not going out tomorrow.
So, I guess I'll just stay in and watch The Royal Wedding, study, eat, and be a moody teenager.

Also, I just love when the person I like messages me first on MSN making me all hopeful and happy, but then confuses me by talking about this other person, who I greatly dislike. Every. Single. Time.
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Post by: Catstorm on April 29, 2011, 06:03
Maybe it's time I just packed in speaking to people altogether, I'll be less of an irritating lump on the face of society then...
Really wanted to bring this up.

I don't really talk to anyone but my best friends due to habit/shyness, and it can be torture when someone you want to be good friends with is distant enough from you to prevent conversation. It is not fun unless you desire loneliness and solitude and also awkward situations.

Besides that, your sense of humor is good :D

Uh, now depression? My mom is making me try to get out of said behavior but I have failed at least twice at taking action out of my comfort zone...maybe thrice if I don't do something I need to do tomorrow. At least there are more good situations, albeit small ones.
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Post by: Mulholland on April 30, 2011, 00:28
All attempts at a getting a foot on the ladder in a proper career have failed miserablely... even Superdrug said no to me... now what
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Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on April 30, 2011, 16:51
spent four hours waiting for the drop dead store opening, oli sykes decides to leave like an hour after it officially opened, i couldn't actually get in there at all so basically i've wasted money and cried alot.

yay
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Post by: Shaymin on May 02, 2011, 12:38
my best mate's mum just died

.________.
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Post by: Speak Now on May 02, 2011, 22:15
Nervous about a chemistry and German test tomorrow. What? I had two weeks to study? Oh yeah, about that..
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 02, 2011, 22:33
I have a migraine and i'm supposed to finish a picture for art tomorrow and revise for biology tomorrow too. I just want to sleep :|
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Post by: ~Evanscence~ on May 03, 2011, 02:51
i have a bunch of projects due in the next two weeks. fun fun fun...
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Post by: sylar on May 04, 2011, 15:35
I HAVE A HEADACHE AGAIN ALWAYS WITH THE FREAKING HEADACHES AND MIGRAINES.
it's because of the glasses. they're old. 2009 old.
THEY'RE OLD AND I NEED A NEW PAIR BEFORE I RIP MY OWN EYES OUT.
or maybe it's a serious brain problem that will kill me in a few days w/e

and i don't think it's normal for 17 year olds to sit back and think 'WOW I HAVE DONE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WITH MY LIFE AND I AM A USELESS SACK OF CRAP' because usually they are doing something with their lives and talents. i've convinced myself i have no talents though and always do so0o0o0o.

i'm also one lonely kid i swear. i feel so pathetic saying it but hey maybe if i keep saying it and complaining about it it'll fix itself THAT'S HOW THESE THINGS WORK RIGHT???????? i just really want a hug but who the hell asks people to hug them these days. really. who does that. maybe i'll just up the pitiful act for a while until someone takes pity on my pathetic ass to hug me even a little-- WAIT OH MAN WHAT I CAN'T DO THAT BECAUSE I... DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS?? oh man SHOCKING DEVELOPMENT! who knew??? n_n maybe i'll just surgically attach crooked lightning bolt shaped horns to my head and start walking around in a cape because uh hahaha i'm pretty much that kid already. hipster? check. insufferable douchebag? check. pathetic? check. lonely kid who hits on every disinterested person he can? WOW looks like i'm ready to go!


no but seriously my head really hurts

also my sister ONCE AGAIN let me down lol isn't it HIGH-FREAKIN-LARIOUS that i spend a majority of my time doing EXACTLY what others ask me because  sometimes i hope they'll return the favour yet they never do and i'm left to wonder 'hey what if it's me who's the problem?'



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Post by: Dracoandy666 on May 04, 2011, 15:54
Didn't win anything from the Frijj competition >.> .. There's always tomorrow I guess ^~^
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 04, 2011, 16:04
Wow. as if i hate my art teacher enough already yesterday just made me close to snapping.

“you wanting to do art next year?”

“yeah, maybe, idk yet.” (yes i do)

“well i think you’ll have to resit higher again next year LOL. your drawings are just too sketchy and that’s not a bad thing (she used this alot) and nothing really looks finished.”

FFFFFF

i actually have no idea what i want to do now.

if i’m not allowed to do advanced higher then i could go to college and do a folio course there but i don’t see the point considering how i’m feeling like utter crap about my art right now. i was so set on going to art college next year but now i’m feeling kinda :| about it.

well i just have to hope come august a big fat a is sitting beside art on my certificate.

AND today my friend who has her for study periods said he heard her talking about me to another teacher saying how I won't stand a chance of passing. Thanks c:

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Post by: Caldoran on May 04, 2011, 17:57
A friend who I treat really well continually decides to insult me and treat me like crap :/
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Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on May 05, 2011, 17:00
I have been waiting at the bus stop for an hour in the pouring rain... The only reason I missed the first bus is because my duke of edinburgh meeting ran late!   
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Post by: #Emma---# on May 05, 2011, 18:58
I had between 2 and 4 hours of sleep last night because I just could not sleep. I then missed my lectures and lab session because I've felt so rubbish all day.

And now I've found out that my electronics test is actually at 8am tomorrow, so I'm struggling to learn pretty much the whole module this evening even though I can't concentrate =[
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Post by: Danse Macabre ( 6,6) on May 05, 2011, 22:06
It's my 30th birthday tomorrow & I'm really fealing my own mortality... I'm a well read intelligent man, yet I still have pangs of absolute fear and sorrow over my eventual decline and death. It's wierd isn't it, I know you shouldn't really let the future get in the way of enjoying now, but HOW do you just get on with things???
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Post by: Specstile on May 05, 2011, 22:22
I have just realised i only have one proper real life friend. The others are nice to me, we go out sometimes but they dont know who the real me is. But i prefer to be alone and i guess it is mostly my fault for not trying. Meh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Danse Macabre ( 6,6) on May 05, 2011, 22:45
I have just realised i only have one proper real life friend. The others are nice to me, we go out sometimes but they dont know who the real me is. But i prefer to be alone and i guess it is mostly my fault for not trying. Meh.

I'll get you a drink (if you're of age) Specstile, but I know what you mean. I had a good few Yu-Gi-Oh friends for a while but they all deserted me when I gave up the game... I have one or two GOOD friends but it always hurts knowing that everyone else seems to have loads.

If you ever need an ear though, I'm a good listener. Honestly.  :angel:

Just don't bring up my age... kind of a soft spot right now. *shivers*
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Post by: Specstile on May 05, 2011, 23:07
Thanks ^^ it really means alot, lifted my mood right up :)!
I mean it is not that people hate me but everyone has their own little group of friends at school and i just don't fit in with any of them. I am a confident person, i make people laugh but i am a shy person when it comes to making friends. I get that awkward silence with everyone, usually because i don't know what to say!
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on May 05, 2011, 23:16
I had a second lot of tests today.
The maths paper was a real stinker.
What the hell is Pythagoras' theorem and why does it relate to trapeziums?
I've probably failed so hard.
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Post by: Danse Macabre ( 6,6) on May 05, 2011, 23:25
I am a confident person, i make people laugh but i am a shy person when it comes to making friends. I get that awkward silence with everyone, usually because i don't know what to say!

Yeah, I get that... you have a laugh with them, but then it never goes further. Personally I think you'll be fine, but don't feel you have to suffer alone. And hey, at least there are people on this site that share an interest with you! Uhm... can't remember what it is but I think it starts with a 'p'.   ;)
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Post by: Catstorm on May 06, 2011, 02:17
I had a second lot of tests today.
The maths paper was a real stinker.
What the hell is Pythagoras' theorem and why does it relate to trapeziums?
I've probably failed so hard.
CAPTAIN MATH AID TO THE RESCUE

Pythagoras' theorem is a^2 + b^2 = c^2.
The theorem's purpose is finding out the longest side of a triangle (hypotenuse). Trapeziums are made of squares and triangles. Cut apart said shape into multiple triangles/squares and attempt to find missing side. At least that was my strategy during the class that had that.

Depressing? Tomorrow should be Saturday, today feels like Friday.
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Post by: Specstile on May 06, 2011, 03:31
Yeah, I get that... you have a laugh with them, but then it never goes further. Personally I think you'll be fine, but don't feel you have to suffer alone. And hey, at least there are people on this site that share an interest with you! Uhm... can't remember what it is but I think it starts with a 'p'.   ;)
^^ yeah thanks for the words :3 and happy birthday : D!

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Post by: Sebastian Moran on May 08, 2011, 19:51
i've no idea what happened 
maybe it's a reflex sort of thing to balance out the fact that i had a rather nice time yesterday 
and i don't even feel like drinking 
 
i think ill leave the internet alone for now it's rubbish 
why is everyone on it better than me anyway that's not right 
 
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Post by: Kpyna on May 09, 2011, 04:08
i mean its not depressing but like

he's said i love you to me like 3 times and we've been going out for five days. i really, really like him, but i know for a fact i don't love him. and it kind of bugs me because he just said "love you (:" and goodnight, and i felt like i was just being so cold by just saying, "night peter <3". because i don't wanna say it to someone that i like, in the same kind of semi-meaningless way i say it 95 percent of the time. like its such a special phrase but i dont wanna seem bitter by not being like, "love you too <3 (:"

dsgtdfhgd just whining sorry to waste your time~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on May 09, 2011, 04:29
My best buddy might have to move :(

we understand each other and we both like Dragon Ball

I can go visit him but he'll still be far away.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on May 10, 2011, 16:48
Filling in my JobSeekers diary for the last fortnight. They make me lie and write down less than I do so that I don't have to ask for a new one every 3-4 weeks.

Just another reminder of another fortnight without a job.
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Post by: Shaymin on May 10, 2011, 17:09
i'm teething

and i'm nearly 18

wat is this
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on May 10, 2011, 17:15
i'm teething

and i'm nearly 18

wat is this

Wisdom teeth? I had that for a while a few years ago.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on May 10, 2011, 18:14
Why did I have to inherit my uncle's "acid tongue?" I can't go ONE conversation without making someone annoyed, angry, or otherwise feel unfavourably towards me. Well, at least I still have the internet. At least something works relatively well for me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 10, 2011, 18:18
Wisdom teeth? I had that for a while a few years ago.

yes, wisdom teeth D| Thank God I only have room for them on the bottom TTnTT
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on May 10, 2011, 18:21
Wisom teeth coming through truly do suck. Mine were compacted and I didn't act on it fast enough, now one of my molars has been cracked by the force of it coming through. Go to the dentist asap (if you haven't already) so you don't end up like me ;(
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Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on May 10, 2011, 18:36
Pathetic knowledge of competitive team building is pathetic =[
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Post by: MOP on May 10, 2011, 22:43
Long lasting indigestion several times a day, every day for the last two months. Getting rather annoying now.
Also having to go different hospitals for a few weeks each. By the time I've met and remembered who everyone is I'll have to leave.
Oh well.
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Post by: Mulholland on May 11, 2011, 16:29
Writer's Block.... how I hate thee
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Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on May 11, 2011, 22:48
My friend can't be on. I miss him :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Galindafied~ :) on May 12, 2011, 03:27
Well I found out my crush was flirting with one of my friends........ But by the looks of it she was flirting with him!!!!!!! She even has a boyfriend........  :-[
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on May 12, 2011, 06:15
Nothing, life is going good. :D for once.
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Post by: HipHop Honchkrow on May 13, 2011, 19:25
Ill never get a girl who <3 me for who I am....
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Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on May 13, 2011, 22:47
i haven't been talking to andrew and just i miss him and i want to talk to him and argh he won't text me. and he ignored my last text so i'm not texting him until he texts me and it's just not good. and also i'm a saddo who has no other friends who are boys - except robert, but he doesn't count and james and ross but they're scared of me. eugh.
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Post by: Catstorm on May 14, 2011, 03:47
I'm missing just two Furbys out of my collection of McDonalds Furbys - they're somewhere that I didn't put them >:(

I don't want those two to get lost.
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Post by: Shaymin on May 14, 2011, 10:49
looking at pictures from last year on facebook

to think... most of the people who i really considered "friends" haven't even bothered to talk to me...

/me casually lies down on the floor and reminisces sadly
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 14, 2011, 21:50
I've picked up Neighbours again because I wanted to follow a certain storyline... skipped to the main development in the plot and it's so upsetting. ;_____; 
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on May 15, 2011, 03:47
Awake at ten to four in the morning. Plus I've got an English thing to do for tomorrow and my partner is completely incompetent.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on May 16, 2011, 06:13
The fact that my parents are adopting this kid who hates me, shes 11 years old and an ill-bred ill-mannered little brat who has to share a room with me and my sister, my family ignore me enough as it is without having some other wee-girl move in to take up more of there time... I've tried telling them that i'm not happy about it but nooo no-one ever listens to kirsty...       
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Post by: Liam on May 16, 2011, 16:06
I have an awful feeling that I messed up my French Listening Paper. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: JSM on May 16, 2011, 17:07
^Everyone who does French at my school said it was difficult. Makes me kinda nervous for my Spanish listening.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 16, 2011, 17:09
Chill boys, French was alright; I managed a C in it last year C:

exams incoming

vasol constriction

dfsdfjskdfjs
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Post by: sylar on May 16, 2011, 21:28
so my friend showed up today. i haven't seen him since august and i love him so very much so this gave me +2500 lifetime achievement points and a white mood bar.

lol jk he pointed out he was a homophobe at least 10 times throughout the day.

problem? here's a tangent.

eridan is flushed for feferi, but she ditches him to hang out with someone else [sollux aka her supposed matespirit], and eridan is heartbroken. the one he was flushed for ditches him for someone else and he feels betrayed.

friend ditched me [his moirail of sorts] for his girlfriend [his matespirit] and i am so desperately and achingly RGB 255 0 0 flushed the hell red for this guy. i mean i've known him for 13 years, he's been my best friend and basically the best person i know due to the fact that when i'm feeling my worst, he somehow shows up and stops me from doing anything stupid. obviously he doesn't know, but he just kind of... shows up and it seems like a happy coincidence- whatever.

anyway, the whole trans thing. you know it exists because i won't shut up about it.
if he's a homophobe... and i'm a guy... ???

i want to spend so much time around him i mean like the obvious sitting too close and hugging too long and maybe brushing the hands together when we're walking next to each other and accidentally taking his hand when he hands me something and wow yeah basically i'm like a creeper when he's here for his annual surprise visit but omg it's just...

AUGH

when i start looking more like a guy and
being all touchy feely ooh [friend] ohh let's do it yes and i will leave my binder on sort of thing he's gonna be like uhh and run a mile because he

won't like it

and i can't change how he thinks but it's still kind of leaving me with an ache in my expanding and collapsing bladder based vascular system heart and yeah basically...

i'm a mix between karkat and eridan here it's funny.
hitting on a guy when he is not a homosexual.
very much the opposite. very much scared of what i will be and will do.
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Post by: Dracoandy666 on May 16, 2011, 21:33
Finished my tea... =[
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Post by: Kpyna on May 16, 2011, 23:57
he said we were better off as friends

right back where i started~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on May 17, 2011, 00:06
I work hard. I revise to the best of my ability. My grades are decent. So why can't someone just give me a pat on the back and say "well done" so I don't feel like all my efforts to gain other people's approval are becoming less and less fruitful by the day?

And my social skills arr deteorating faster than usual.
*Goes off to play on some sort of console by himself*
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Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on May 17, 2011, 05:54
I have a gcse exam today... Its my creative writing part 1 and I am dreading it even though english is my best subject... Exams for me usealy involve nervous breakdowns!!!   
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Post by: Liam on May 17, 2011, 07:33
Stupid RE Catholic Christianity exam. ¬¬
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Post by: Pichu!! on May 17, 2011, 09:42
Should really be doing my essay but heck I've needed to get this off my chest.

Kind of liked a guy for a little while now though I won't ever admit it to anyone (this is the internet its different I SWEAR). He's always really flirty but I have no idea if thats just to me or all girls because I'm the only single girl that speaks to him on a regular basis that I can see. Well speak as in Skype, we have big group conversations its like a gaming circle and I'm the only girl. But he sometimes chats to me in private whilst the big conversations are going on and...flirting shiz happens there. And we have some private jokes but he makes fun of me a lot and in a joky way but I don't know if I would be able to handle it all the time.

Because he knows one of the guys on Skype which is at my uni through living in the same town as him, last week he came down to visit us for like four days. Needless to say I basically spent the entire time round their house, leaving at like 6 in the morning which is only a little different from the normal. But like...one day he'd like give me his jacket when I was cold and when we were watching a film I was leaning back on him and he gave he a head massage and would alwas hug me. But then the next day he was poking me in the sides because he was bored and slapping me round the head just randomly because he was bored. He also bit me a lot on my arms, which was kind of weird but kind of nice. And like...he said goodbye normally which made me upset because I was expecting maybe a little bit more but then at like 9:30am the next day when he was on the train back to his town, he texted me saying what a good time he had. And all the suggestive language in the texts and conversations its so mixed signally.

Why is this such a big deal? 2 years ago was my last relationship, which didn't end well and sort of resulted in my ex emailing me, facebooking me, sending me pms on deviantart, here, basically everywhere he could find that I hadn't blocked. Not too nice emails about how he feels and what I've done to his life and how he is all into drugs and stuff now. So I'm currently sort of...afraid of boys and don't really like the whole relationship pending thing and so I thought I might have been just about almost getting over it when this unsurity pops up.

So I'm bruised and confused at the moment. But seriously, I am very bruised, bite marks on my arms X_X. I guess thats made me feel a bit better XD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on May 17, 2011, 11:13
I work hard. I revise to the best of my ability. My grades are decent. So why can't someone just give me a pat on the back and say "well done" so I don't feel like all my efforts to gain other people's approval are becoming less and less fruitful by the day?

As you get older the more you'll realise that you won't get as congratulated because whilst being praised is a good motivational factor it just doesn't occur as much as it's not as necessary compared with being younger. You shouldn't have to gain other people's approval; you seem like a good kid to me but you don't need to be so focused on what others think, just do everything the way you want to and that will be good. =]

Oh, and if you want congratulations, don't make things complicated for yourself otherwise it'll be very difficult for you to be congratulated =P



There are times for me where I'm just wanting to be positive because life is pretty crap for me right now but it's really difficult for me; exam stress and especially general negativity is really being a pain in the arse right now. I don't know really, it does feel like I'm becoming something different... a worse version of me. I'm losing sight of what made me happy and I just feel so alone right now.

It's easy to say hell to it all but I just can't do that anymore. I'm not as strong as I used to be. I can't bounce back easily, once something hits me it'll keep me knocked down for a while. Yesterday was good until the end of the day where something just hit me and it's carried through the night and into this morning... urgh. I just get so easily pissed off with stuff too, I swear so much more than I ever used to (this past month I've swore more than I have in my whole life time) and I just struggle to keep myself composed with most things.

I really don't feel comfortable posting any more of this so I'll leave it at that. Venting never did make me feel good ^^;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on May 17, 2011, 17:02
Just heard that Edward Hardwicke died today 
 
someone posted "say hello to jeremy" and fdhagfr yeah 
sounds ridiculous but i feel bad for thinking that it was such a great day earlier 
haa 
can wonderful people just stop dying please 
 
why am i so sad i shouldn't be this sad 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 17, 2011, 17:43
I was going to make a post in the "what's annoying you" topic and it has been soured by a depressing thought. I don't know why I do this to myself, I know that what I just thought isn't true, but I've thought it and it's already hit my mood. Annnnd other thoughts are following. Yayyy. I think I shall enlist the help of Eddie Izzard and a hot chocolate after raiding my cupboards for something edible before going to bed early. Not like I have anything to stay up for anymore. ^-^   

OH YAY the original point of the annoyed post has been proven to be wrong. So. Yeah. Depressing myself over NOTHING. As per usual. :\   I think I need someone to hit me over the head right about now. Might knock some common sense/confidence into me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on May 17, 2011, 17:49
Let me please.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on May 17, 2011, 18:37
I got some marks back for a 6 question maths assessment on straight line graphs. Y intercepts, gradients and whatnot. I got 3 right, and the only reason I got one of them wrong was because I forgot to put the the - sign in front of the X. And I have a history project on the Holocaust. It's bad enough that so many innocent people died then, but for something similar to carry on in this day and age is just flat out wrong.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 17, 2011, 19:30
I'm stressing about higher admin exam on thursday :| i'm pretty confident with all the practical stuff as i got 45+/60 on past papers i did at school, which is an a roughly.
I'm horrible at theory though. 8 mark discuss questions about stuff like: 'compare in house and external training' are horrible ): and i'm doing buisness managment next year too :v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 18, 2011, 13:54
tmi bluh bluh
neighbour comes into house, talks to mum, looks at me holding my stomach waiting for the cramps to be killed off by the painkillers
'aw, hen, i understand'
you don't. you don't, you really, really don't.
maybe the cramps, but the psychological pain outweighs the pain you know.
every month i take a step forward and then all it takes is a few days of blood and i'm running back to the pit i am in now.


it's like a game of british bulldog here and i've been playing it too long to find it enjoyable any more.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on May 18, 2011, 22:14
so while downloading exam archives and lecture notes from the uni site
i found out that looking to see what was in store for us next chemistry year was not a good idea
i thought this year was bad


suppose theres still time to develop a piracetam habit i suppose
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on May 19, 2011, 06:08
I have a physics gcse exam tomorrow and I am probably goin to fail
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Chaos_Angelus on May 19, 2011, 15:09
Dad's gone off his whack...=/

All complicated stuff but long story short, he's resorted to turning the internet off at designated times and locking the door of the room that the router is in so nobody can switch it back on.

My sister resorted to stealing the key to unlock it while he was asleep, she got into deeeep crap...and for some reason, I'm gonna be getting into crap too...and I've done nothing! I'm hardly ever online for god's sake! So now I'm just thinking of stupid scenarios as to why I might actually be in trouble and just worrying myself silly over them ><

...Yeah. I don't like being told off.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 19, 2011, 23:24
New revelations about old issues are making friendships seem difficult to me... I feel a little betrayed right now, and I feel like I've been a disgusting person and a terrible friend for letting her take the blame for something that wasn't her decision. She had been put in a horrible position because "she knows me". At least she had the decency to apologise for it at the time, despite how upset she was about it, and offer to help me while 3 of the other people involved didn't even turn a blind eye. Oh, and you can sideline me all you like, but to suggest that one of the others has to go if the number has to be downsized is something worth shouting about? I just don't know how to feel. I've never felt close to you but this... is a pretty big blow to me. You're the reason I felt like crying that day, not her.

tl;dr/for the people who obviously don't care: I'm a disgusting person surrounded by other disgusting people with a wonderful friend I don't deserve and it really hurts knowing how badly she's been treated because of their decision.

Oh, and if I'm not having my own issues with regards to relationships, I'm having issues with those of my friends. I went through problems with one person because we got off on the wrong foot [his fault entirely though], I don't want to do it again. I don't want to constantly defect to other friends everytime my closest friends who I am supposed to trust get into a relationship that makes it difficult for us to be friends.

tl;dr/for the people who obviously don't care: I'm a disgusting person who needs to be more understanding of the relationships of others.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dracoandy666 on May 20, 2011, 18:22
Dad's gone off his whack...=/

All complicated stuff but long story short, he's resorted to turning the internet off at designated times and locking the door of the room that the router is in so nobody can switch it back on.

My sister resorted to stealing the key to unlock it while he was asleep, she got into deeeep crap...and for some reason, I'm gonna be getting into crap too...and I've done nothing! I'm hardly ever online for god's sake! So now I'm just thinking of stupid scenarios as to why I might actually be in trouble and just worrying myself silly over them ><

...Yeah. I don't like being told off.

Least we kinda got it sorted eh? =/ xxx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sean and Gliscor on May 20, 2011, 18:27
I had my Maths C2 exam today, with exam board MEI. It was a fairly difficult paper, and I know I've messed up on some questions and it's bothering me.. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 20, 2011, 18:28
I had my Maths C2 exam today, with exam board MEI. It was a fairly difficult paper, and I know I've messed up on some questions and it's bothering me.. =/
Be glad you're not doing AQA, that C2 one was so insanely hard I genuinely had to double check it wasn't an A2 paper.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 21, 2011, 00:24
Date begins.
Awkward silence.
Awkward silence.
Blood thirsty film.
Awkward silence.
Go to club.
Awkward silence.
Embarrass self.
Awkward silence.
Embarrass self again.
End date.
Become depressed about not being good enough for someone.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on May 22, 2011, 18:05
Birmingham City relegated. That is all.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 22, 2011, 18:22
Blackpool relegated. That is all.

fix'd

still feel kinda sick :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on May 22, 2011, 22:27
^ The Blues will be back. The Premier League is upside down. We're in the Champions League with Blackpool, and United are going down. =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on May 22, 2011, 22:43
i like how i can't go eight hours without.. oh who cares really 
yeah everything is great and anyone who says otherwise is just being picky the selfish git 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on May 23, 2011, 18:01
I got rejected from a job by McDonalds... how did I get to this state of affairs after being on University Challenge... HOW!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 23, 2011, 18:32
my teeth hurt SO MUCH
i get the braces fixed in like 2 weeks but oh my god it's like
i can hardly eat and i think one of the last baby teeth is falling out but there's no adult tooth underneath and it yeah
it's like someone came into my room last night and repeatedly punched me in the face h8 my life
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 23, 2011, 23:07
I got rejected from a job by McDonalds... how did I get to this state of affairs after being on University Challenge... HOW!?
I know some places will reject graduates because they're afraid that by the time you've completed your training you'll be leaving for a job which uses your degree. Maybe McDonalds do that to?  :???
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on May 24, 2011, 06:20
My cousin defriended me on bbm. I don't know why, but she won't re-add me. :( I havn't seen her for 10 year. Why she be awkward.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 24, 2011, 17:11
i'm pretty sure my hamster keeps making his mouth bleed.
it's not as if he's not occupied or he doesn't get out enough [in fact i'm usually sitting with him on my shoulder or something] he has a wheel he likes and all these things to chew on and yeah basically he's the most spoiled hamster i know
but he spends so much time biting the inside of the hutch just biting away at the bars and the hole where his water bottle comes in and it's making his mouth look terrible. i don't even know if he's bleeding but it sure as hell looks like it.
and when we take him out he just tries to go back in again he's so

fsdhfsdfdsfdsfa

also the dog's acting really weird. he keeps coming into the room and just whining and he's so clingy all of a sudden. and we took him for a walk and he just stood and whined and wouldn't move

ANIMALS SURE ARE WEIRD!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 25, 2011, 20:22
It's dawning on me that next year will be totally different to this year... no more friends on the doorstep. I'm starting to feel bitter about the house situation again because I know that I won't be able to just walk upstairs and see them after we all go home. I felt so much better having Rachel back, and she's already gone back home. I just don't know how to feel right now. :\   I've had such a good day until now, I've just messed it up again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 25, 2011, 22:09
Had the worst pains i've had for a while today. Been feeling crappy and slightly panicky for no reason whatsoever too.
I've got a passport interview tomorrow and that's pretty much my idea of hell: i'm really quiet around people i don't know and to be asked questions by someone i've never met is a little offputting.
I think i have social anxiety or some crap like that, i tick all the boxes for it. Or it's just a phase that i'll get through w/e.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 25, 2011, 23:02
Bad week so far, keep making the same mistakes and I'm not used to the equipment here. The doctors all have terrible hand writing and use obscure abbreviations. Sore throat makes talking difficult and I'm generally just getting in the way of other people.
I can't wait for this week to end so I can collect myself for a moment and prepare for a better week next week.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 26, 2011, 14:13
Hayley officially left the flat today :(  everyone else leaves on Saturday, so I'll be here on my own for at least a week, depending on when I decide to go home. I was considering staying all the way through until July, but that means 5 weeks in the flat alone and I don't think I can deal with that. >.<;
Saturday's gonna get emotional. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 26, 2011, 15:12
Tired, headache, much revision to do for chem tomorrow and I just want to sleep. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 26, 2011, 15:33
Daniel come stay with meee!

I have to work tonight =[ Why am I so nice? xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 26, 2011, 15:45
^ the ever present problem of travel exists... I'll be using trains so much this summer. Going to Skegness, revisiting Northampton, generally doing things with friends back home, possibly taking the time to see other people... the girls suggested that we should go to London together because I've never been to central London. I'll be going to Essex twice, too. That's... a lot of train journeys. o___o;   damn people having birthdays/living so far away from me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on May 26, 2011, 15:53
If Daniel pays I'll go visit you Lottie ^^;

Had the last proper day of 6th Form today (i.e. we had our leavers assembly thing) and I don't know, it's just sort of hit me that some people I might lose contact with and I felt kind of away from everyone for some reason. It was as if I'd been hit by all of these thoughts and no one else seemed to be fazed. I think for the first time the future is beginning to scare me.

Plus my Mechanics exam went horribly; the paper was much tougher than all of the past papers D:

(As well as all of the other stuff but I don't really want to be writing an essay here!)

EDIT: Oh great Cheryl Cole may have got sacked on X-Factor USA; no point watching it now =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: OpalRhea on May 26, 2011, 16:07
I just realized I'm in love with someone, but he has stronger feelings for someone else. And I want to hold onto him and never let him go, but more than anything, I want him to be happy. But at the same time I'm afraid she'll hurt him.

My emotions are tearing me apart here, and I don't know what to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 26, 2011, 16:33

Plus my Mechanics exam went horribly; the paper was much tougher than all of the past papers D:
Did you manage to do the question at the end about showing P= some horrible formula? I thought it was impossible, but after like 10 mins of trying I finally managed it. I was so proud. ^_^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on May 26, 2011, 16:39
Did you manage to do the question at the end about showing P= some horrible formula? I thought it was impossible, but after like 10 mins of trying I finally managed it. I was so proud. ^_^

I just messed around with it and kinda made it to work but I think I skipped some steps out which may mean that they might not see it as right if that makes sense. I resolved horizontally and vertically and put them together and whatnot but I dunno, I don't think I've got all the marks from it.

I spent ages on question 3... and that was a distance time graph. For some strange reason I found it extremely difficult; usually they're piss easy but it was harder I found. The projectiles question was difficult compared to a few others too... it was all just horrible I found. Some of it went okay but the rest didn't =/

(how did it go for you anyways?)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on May 26, 2011, 16:58
webby i'll visit you 
as talking is too awkward by "visit you" i mean "make you watch Sherlock" 
 
ONLY JOKING i'm not back until the 13th anyway you are safe 
 
excitingly enough, not feeling depressed 
really what am i doing in this topic 
i'm just tired 
/makes excuses and leaves 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 26, 2011, 18:52
I just messed around with it and kinda made it to work but I think I skipped some steps out which may mean that they might not see it as right if that makes sense. I resolved horizontally and vertically and put them together and whatnot but I dunno, I don't think I've got all the marks from it.

I spent ages on question 3... and that was a distance time graph. For some strange reason I found it extremely difficult; usually they're piss easy but it was harder I found. The projectiles question was difficult compared to a few others too... it was all just horrible I found. Some of it went okay but the rest didn't =/

(how did it go for you anyways?)
I think it went sort of OK overall, I think I just got lucky and covered most of it in the few past papers I got through. I think the graph one went well, the time value I got at the end worked in a SUVAT equation with the values it gave me to begin with, so it must've been right. I was praying the connected particle Q would be on pulleys, that was the only thing I revised on that, yay!
I don't want to say anything went well as I'm paranoid about jinxing it. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on May 26, 2011, 19:08
Heh, well good luck with the result for it =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 26, 2011, 19:47
I have just been over at a mates for two days... And now I am home and lonely :( I  miss having her around! Now I am stuck in a cold room on my own... When before she did my hair and make up to make me all like a looney. So depressing -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 26, 2011, 23:24
>sister comes into room
>i'm taking you swimming on saturday
>smile and nod because 'i have plans' doesn't work
>sister leaves room
>proceed to Freak The Glub Out

don't have a costume
can't get a costume i want
don't want to go because of that
don't want to let her down because i feel so distant from her lately even though we haven't even been apart

... maybe she's joking hahaha oh man i forgot we like trolling each other in this family that's just how things go down right i mean it's obviously a joke she knows SHE KNOWS how i feel about it and she's just trying to get a reaction

she's trolling me
that's all it is ok.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 26, 2011, 23:27
In so much pain just now. I can't even take another painkiller yet to ease the pain :c ugh i hope i can sleep it off
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 26, 2011, 23:51
you know sitting with a pillow works
like if you sit with a pillow in your lap and sort of like... hug into it. or just sit it at your hips. that somehow eases the pain i've heard??

or a hot water bottle on your stomach works too. wrap it in a towel if it's too hot so you don't all and burn yourself.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on May 26, 2011, 23:59
Rage Against the Machine - Darkness of Greed (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GV2nDIaf9kc)

The er.. The Crow takes me back to a place I'd rather forget. Meh.

Shame I utterly adore the bassline. Might learn it over the weekend, seems simple and fluid enough.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on May 27, 2011, 06:29
The weather. I want it to be hot and sunny again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on May 27, 2011, 07:00
I'm so confused about my reclationship right now... The guy wont come near me and we only text each other, he has been seeing another girl but denys it, and he's just being a down right jerk... But I cant help but like him and it's so depressing and confusing :-(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on May 27, 2011, 07:04
I'm applying for student finance (the deadline is Tuesday) and I need to get my dad's gf a customer reference number. Problem is, six years ago she made one when her two kids went to uni and can't remember it as she assumed there wouldn't be any need for it. I'm hoping a quick phone call will sort everything out.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 27, 2011, 15:42
I have no money what so ever. Normally I have at least £200 because I don't like to spend a lot of money then have nothing left...

But I had to lend my mum some money last week... Quite a lot too which I was proud of myself for doing... But finallY I found something I want and at a really good price... £50 of it. So I had to buy it... Now I am depressed and have no money.

Plus I should be happy I brought the Ps3... But nope. I feel like sleeping -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on May 27, 2011, 16:21
I want an x box, I have the money, well more than enough, but I already have a ps3, the only reason I want a x box is because like everyone at college has one, but I don't want to play for online, and I don't want to buy all the games I have for my ps3 again
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 27, 2011, 17:29
the upper class white kids who have to cope with having less than £200 or the dilemma of whether to buy a new expensive games console or not :( :( :(

opps i'm being an asshole welp
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 27, 2011, 20:19
the upper class white kids who have to cope with having less than £200 or the dilemma of whether to buy a new expensive games console or not :( :( :(

opps i'm being an asshole welp

I am not upper class at all... I have to work a lot to get the things I want. Its just depressing as I watch my mates and my brother just ask their parents to buy stuff for them as I have to work to get my contacts and stuff I want... I am proud of myself but it doesnt mean I am happy about it all... Sorry if it annoyed you... :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dracoandy666 on May 27, 2011, 20:27
I am not upper class at all... I have to work a lot to get the things I want. Its just depressing as I watch my mates and my brother just ask their parents to buy stuff for them as I have to work to get my contacts and stuff I want... I am proud of myself but it doesnt mean I am happy about it all... Sorry if it annoyed you... :/

Don't be sorry. Watching people getting hand-outs while you have to work hard for the things you want is very annoying/frustrating. But just be proud that you actually earn your rewards rather then just having them handed to you =] In the long run you'll be better off for it.

On a side note, things still haven't improved much over the course of the week. Still no college  course or job and time seems to be running out >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 27, 2011, 21:00
Don't be sorry. Watching people getting hand-outs while you have to work hard for the things you want is very annoying/frustrating. But just be proud that you actually earn your rewards rather then just having them handed to you =] In the long run you'll be better off for it.

On a side note, things still haven't improved much over the course of the week. Still no college  course or job and time seems to be running out >.<

Thanks for that (: I guess you right... But its still the fact I used to be one of them... Seriously... My mum always went on about how bad she was with money so I changed... I used to want so much for my birthday and christmas... but I only asked for a leather jacket this year and books... But I have to say I did get a computer. After that I felt really bad and got a job... But now I have to get everything myself... Its just annoying that I watch my best mate go to her parents all the time and ask for money... :/ Used to be me... Now I am fending for myself:L

And For the college course I only just applied too... Still might not be in... Which is freaking me out xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on May 27, 2011, 22:00
Gas leak on my road = gas going off = no shower tomorrow morning.

I'm gonna have to use a flannel and a kettle to wash myself.

I want to feel clean because I have to go out tomorrow and there is a person there I want to impress

Fiddlesticks. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 28, 2011, 15:11
I just helped Sian and Lauren move out. I'm really upset right now because I've now said goodbye to four really good friends, and knowing I won't be living with the girls anymore is really getting to me. They've been amazing flatmates and I've loved almost every minute of living with them. The next week or so will be... really bad. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on May 28, 2011, 15:40
For absolutely no reason I can think of, my best friend became really mean and has stopped speaking to me entirely.

What have I done wrong...?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 29, 2011, 08:14
Screw human suffereing, this makes me want to cry! :( (http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-13577478)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TrickTester on May 29, 2011, 08:39
My best friend may possibly be dead :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on May 29, 2011, 11:10
We've got this malibu puffer fish, unfortunately it's not eating, we've spoken to the fish shop, now we need to feed him live mini crabs, but they're so cute
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on May 29, 2011, 23:12
nrg i finally managed to cheer up 
and then made the mistake of listening to this radio show of all things 
for some reason i'm now back to where i was 
back to being a special delicate snowflake 
and my sleeping is still buggered up and this exam will slay me 
score 
 
h8 lyf 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on May 30, 2011, 03:04
I am going to smash something. My camera which I just made a video on IS NOT PUTTING VIDEO ON COMPUTER. Apparently it needs some sort of "DV cable" and I don't have one.

i need this video edited and done by friday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 30, 2011, 10:35
I am going to smash something. My camera which I just made a video on IS NOT PUTTING VIDEO ON COMPUTER. Apparently it needs some sort of "DV cable" and I don't have one.

i need this video edited and done by friday.

I think I have a solution to your problem. Does you computer have an SD card slot in it (and i'm assuming you have an SD card in your camera?) because thats what I use when taking pictures; just put the SD card in the SD slot and it should copy everything up c:

i'm hungry but there is nothing to eat as breakfast apart from toast. i don't want toast.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 30, 2011, 16:36
My dog roxy just had a horrible fit there. She's been on tablets to stop them so idk why she had it.
I could hear her howling from upstairs and my mum said she must've momentarily lost her sight because she had no idea where she was going and ran into walls and kept on falling. Roxy's okay now, she just seems a little shocked and won't stop pacing.
I love rox to bits and i'm hoping she'll be okay when she goes to the vets :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 30, 2011, 20:26
Maths, so much maths! And I've procrastinated all day! :( (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YfY1lfFu8j8&t=8)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on May 30, 2011, 20:55
Maths exam today was horrible. :(
It wasn't even that the maths itself was hard, I just felt really sick while doing it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on May 31, 2011, 00:49
I think I have a solution to your problem. Does you computer have an SD card slot in it (and i'm assuming you have an SD card in your camera?) because thats what I use when taking pictures; just put the SD card in the SD slot and it should copy everything up c:

i'm hungry but there is nothing to eat as breakfast apart from toast. i don't want toast.

I needed a DV cable actually since the SD card only transferred pics and I had no slot for it in my Mac. I went and bought one just because I wouldn't stand making it again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on June 02, 2011, 13:15
Re-watching Salad Fingers.
After reading what the hidden meaning was, I kinda cried. :v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 03, 2011, 00:46
The countryside. I miss the Midlands and my daily dose of smog.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on June 03, 2011, 09:50
Getting my hair cut. I hate it, so boring. :p
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on June 04, 2011, 02:36
The standards by which it means to be "depressed" these days 
 
oh the sad 
burns my skull 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on June 04, 2011, 11:04
The standards by which it means to be "depressed" these days 
 
oh the sad 
burns my skull 
 

The topic should be renamed saddening... should have been that from the start tbh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on June 04, 2011, 22:23
There's only so much I can take of my crush talking to me about this 'good-looking, amazing person'.
And all I can do it smile and pray to God they don't see me die a little inside with every mention of said good-looking's person name.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: mr.taco on June 05, 2011, 00:17
My computer. After I clickedw the post reply button, it took 1 1/2 minutes to get to the thingy that lets you type. Crud.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on June 05, 2011, 16:49
My flatmates have all moved out. Rachel has moved out. Lara has moved out. Adam has just moved out. I expect Alex will move out asap. At the moment, I have Joanne, Rob and N left. Rob and N have no sleeping pattern and will more than likely wake up closer to midnight than midday. I'm just slowly becoming more and more lonely. Home please. Soon.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on June 05, 2011, 22:54
I have an exam tomorrow :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on June 06, 2011, 15:37
I am still feeling pukey and, as always, on the hunt for jobs.

The cafe next door still haven't gotten back to me.

I mean I live
RIGHT
NEXT
DOOR!!!!

UGH!

The topic should be renamed saddening... should have been that from the start tbh

I can always do that ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on June 06, 2011, 15:41
Ok now I feel sad about moving out. I've packed away almost everything in my bedroom. All my clothes, books and stuff and general tidbits [like stuff I'll put on my memory wall next year ;-;]. I still have to put all my kitchen stuff away. Boxing up plates and mugs and stuff I need to stay here. Nhhhhhhh. ;-;  almost all of my friends have gone home so it's good I'm doing it now, but I have to repeat the process in August... :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on June 06, 2011, 15:44
The standards by which it means to be "depressed" these days 
 
oh the sad 
burns my skull 
 
this x1000000000000 people in this thread need to grow a pair.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 06, 2011, 15:56
mulholland should change the name of the thread. nothing is really depressing on this topic any more.

that exam went horribly :c 60% of the mark thrown away because I couldn't answer! >A<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on June 06, 2011, 15:57
mulholland should change the name of the thread. nothing is really depressing on this topic any more.

Any more? It hasn't from the start for the most part...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 06, 2011, 15:59
Any more? It hasn't from the start for the most part...

what so a relative dying isn't depressing...? sure i've posted about that.

and i think upsetting would work better than saddening
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on June 06, 2011, 16:01
I said the most part =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 06, 2011, 16:37
i've just broken a nail
i honestly don't know how i can go on anymore
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 06, 2011, 16:55
^ I just had a two minute silence for you. Stay strong...think of cider.  :( 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 08, 2011, 20:08
I'm actually understanding C3 maths now I've put some effort into it, if I just did this 9 months ago I wouldn't be in the mess I am now. No chance of getting C4, chemistry AND biology fully understood over the weekend. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on June 08, 2011, 20:10
I have to wait till christmas for dr who! I cant live that long :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on June 08, 2011, 21:16
^why not just watch it when the series returns in the Autumn? 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 09, 2011, 16:59
well um wow

someone said something really mean about me on tumblr thinking i'd not find out

i just did accidentally and now i'm rather sad.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 12, 2011, 20:32
my sister isn't actually coming back until tomorrow welp another night of loneliness etc cut my wrists and black my eyes
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on June 12, 2011, 22:44
I got four new books but had to stay at my grans and I forgot them! Nothing to read now :'(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 13, 2011, 00:33
the name of this topic has been changed so I now have nowhere to write about my depression over breaking not one, but TWO nails today
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on June 13, 2011, 01:04
It's the 2 year anniversary of my dog dying.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Gusparce on June 13, 2011, 05:48
I'm sad beacuse I'm moving...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 13, 2011, 11:10
the topic title

it should be upsetting. and that's what is upsetting me :c

saddening does not sound as good.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on June 13, 2011, 11:35
Saddening sounds badass.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on June 13, 2011, 23:52
I agree with Loz. It should be upsetting.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on June 14, 2011, 01:17
Good evening, thesaurus corner. Might I put in a vote for replacing "saddening" with "making you a right old misery-guts"? 
 
anyway 
Minor ruckus earlier today but that seems to all be sorted out now 
Still have some unpacking to do 
I'm seeing my dad tomorrow and I am expecting something of an earful regarding either/both the fact that I ought to get a job for the summer/pass my test, both of these small targets with their own special set of obstacles. 
Should be fun. 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on June 14, 2011, 05:38
I took my friend to an amusement park today and she got a headache after the first couple coasters. I went to more and she got to wait a lot. I felt really guilty since she also had just broken her DS and she just got to sit while I went on the rides with my other friends. We did have some fun times, though.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on June 14, 2011, 21:14
I just found out that all my 'Friends' only hang out with me so they can get stuff they want. They have been using me. All of them. Once you realise it the first time you realise everything they have done to make me spend my money or use my mum or house for whatever they want, if I dont do it they dont speak to me... I even got one a job at my work place. They are like my second family so they gave her a chace. So not only do I have no friends, now I am stuck in the middle of no where with users and I have 10+ weeks of having no one to hang out with now.

Oh and every time I work... My ex friend does too... My boss thought it would be nice for me. So not only when I am saving my money up I have to see her face everywhere. Oh what fun life is going to be.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 15, 2011, 18:12
My chemistry exam was absolutely rediculous, I didn't even have time to start the last question, it was insanely hard. I needed an A in that for my uni, not even a vague chance now. >.< There's already a group on facebook complaining about it. XD
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 15, 2011, 18:59
I think i might have to go through another year of hell if i want to attempt to get into art college.
I doubt i'd be able to make a folio myself so that would mean taking adv higher art but having to face that irritating teacher for another year with feeling crap about my art again ugh
Aside from art there's not much else i can seriously say i want to do save for nursing or teaching :|
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 15, 2011, 19:03
C3 exam tomorrow... ugh do not want
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on June 15, 2011, 19:36
^ I've got C4 tomorrow; this could make or break whether I get into Uni =/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 15, 2011, 19:47
so all my friends come on to our site

i only got 10 minutes left on the computer

TTnTT
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on June 15, 2011, 20:54
Haircut.
Terrible haircut.
Really terrible haircut.

So, I went in to get my hair cut as it was gone rather ginger from the dye fading, and I wanted it gone. I'd made sure to let my roots grow enough, so that when the hairdresser chopped all the dyed ends off, I'd still have a good bit of length left of my natural hair.
I told her this, and she agreed, then what did she go and do?
She shaved it off.
It took her about 3 minutes to do, even though I said 'that's way too short.' She replied with 'oh, but it looks so much nicer now.'

...

I'm sorry, but I'm paying you for this haircut, I get to make the decision about how I'd like it to be cut. Not you, Ms. I think I'm great with scissors.

I look and feel horrible now! It's going to take ages for my hair to grow back.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Lugiafanatic on June 15, 2011, 21:34
^It's just hair. :|

Any pictures? :o
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on June 15, 2011, 22:40
i think if you had a haircut you didn't like the last thing you'd do is put a picture of it on the internet maybe thats just me idk

i mean there are more grammes of francium in the world than exist pictures of me
for very good reasons ok
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 16, 2011, 00:20
^It's just hair. :|

Any pictures? :o

(http://i.imgur.com/f7Sk8.gif)




what's ... saddening... me is my lack of pizza cod damn i cba making another i just want to go back in time and eat it again man my life SUCKs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on June 16, 2011, 00:31
kinda just realized i gained 5 pounds this week somehow and im not ok with this
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 16, 2011, 10:54
^ I've got C4 tomorrow; this could make or break whether I get into Uni =/
If it's of any bitter consolation, I've only managed to get my head around 4 of the 5 topics. Hopefully it's a very patchy exam.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on June 16, 2011, 14:52
If it's of any bitter consolation, I've only managed to get my head around 4 of the 5 topics. Hopefully it's a very patchy exam.

I found the exam to be absolutely horrible and yeah, I'm not getting into Uni now. Damn.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 16, 2011, 16:22
I found the exam to be absolutely horrible and yeah, I'm not getting into Uni now. Damn.

I second this with my C3 exam
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: EagleEye101 : Impactz on June 16, 2011, 17:32
Annoyed because after my Tea Im allowed to go to a village over the river. Only thing is, My Tea'll be in Half a Flippin Hour. Bummer.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on June 16, 2011, 19:38
I will never look like craig parkinson or have hair like his (http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lmwccuGZkz1qdp3m1o1_500.png) 
 
h8 lyf 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Dracoandy666 on June 16, 2011, 19:42
Still got another whole day before going back to Northern Ireland. I can't stand waiting around >.<
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on June 17, 2011, 04:14
ive decided that no-one is allowed to go home for the summer holidays
or go on three week holidays abroad

cos then i see no reason to leave my room for three days except to wash and eat
cos theres no-ones house to watch things at
nor no-ones room to go in and annoy them while they're trying to watch old sci-fi

so then i spend all the time in bed on my laptop and i think wow i know i'll browse through research material relevant to my current Situation
oh wow people doing it x1000 better than i ever could
this is making me jealous/depressed
bad idea

pile that on top of a stressful shift at work full of people being macho macho goddamn testosterone wrestling

and then after a semi-persistant lump in my throat it all catches up with me at once about twenty minutes ago sigh how embarassing i mean the lump is still there but not

oh god the latest hs updates augh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on June 17, 2011, 04:29
oh god the latest hs updates augh
I know ;_; DARN IT WAS GETTING GOODnow john will never be able to reunite with his loving wife
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on June 17, 2011, 15:15
I've already posted this in the 'send a message thread', but they're still at it -n-

Stop yelling already! GAH. It's already been two whole weeks of this nonsense. Thirteen more to go before I am OUT of here and back with people who love and care for each other rather than reach for the nearest exposed jugular!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 17, 2011, 16:53
I will never look like craig parkinson or have hair like his (http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lmwccuGZkz1qdp3m1o1_500.png) 
 
h8 lyf 
 

opps i forgot what i was gonna say because i read this post and agree 100%?????? yep i love him i Want To Be him............... and his hair!!!!!!


oh god the latest hs updates augh

welp yeah this too lol i genuinely might have cried a little by which i mean i sat at my desk and sobbed quietly into my hands
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 17, 2011, 17:10
I'm really excited for monday but its kinda hit me that i'll be doing a lot of 'firsts' then.
I've never ever flown in a plane before and tbh i'm a little scared - altough i have no reason to be - about going, let alone without my family. Also the fact that it'll be my first time abroad and away from my family at such a long distance. I mean unlike when i went to skye i can't just get a bus home if i want to, and be home in an hour.
Hopefully this anxiety passes :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on June 17, 2011, 17:16
I'm really excited for monday but its kinda hit me that i'll be doing a lot of 'firsts' then.
I've never ever flown in a plane before and tbh i'm a little scared - altough i have no reason to be - about going, let alone without my family. Also the fact that it'll be my first time abroad and away from my family at such a long distance. I mean unlike when i went to skye i can't just get a bus home if i want to, and be home in an hour.
Hopefully this anxiety passes :/
Oh god planes are AWESOME. Seriously, don't worry about them, unless you have a phobia of them, you will love the flight. it doesn't matter whether you're in Economy class or not, if you have had a jab against air sickness (or if not, they'll have the paper bags with them just in case you hurl) and are with friends, then you'll be okay. If you're worried about family, you can always get an international sim card so that you can call them for reassurance and such c:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Chaos_Angelus on June 18, 2011, 11:50
I found out my "Cheery, Upbeat" song, Cage by Dir En Grey (Who are Japanese btw...hence me not knowing this...)

...is about ABUSE. -_-;

All of a sudden...it's not so cheery anymore.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on June 18, 2011, 12:12
The fact that my mum still thinks that I don't know that there's food on the table after her not-so-subtly hinting that tehre IS food on the table at least half a dozen.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on June 19, 2011, 00:05
It took me 2.5 hours to walk 12 miles and my legs are dead.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on June 19, 2011, 00:58
It's my dad birthday and it's fathers day. Sad time :'( <3
So I am lying in bed with his mum teddy bear I gave her for her last birthday... It smells like her so much :/ god I miss them both
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on June 19, 2011, 02:35
I didn't go runnin in the last 2 days and I feel really lazy now :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on June 19, 2011, 02:56
I didn't see my Dad all day cause I stayed with my gran...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on June 19, 2011, 03:07
And now I'm sad cuz I just realized my siggy was disabled.


...and now i'm over it
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Skyler and Blazer on June 19, 2011, 03:30
I am sad because I wanted to get the phone number for my new friend, but I haven't seen her in a week and I don't think I'll see her for the rest of the Summer. D:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on June 19, 2011, 06:19
^ I totally didn't get any information/say goodbye to my new friend and I probably won't see her again.

I also feel kind of homesick where I am for vacation. It's so lonely :I
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on June 19, 2011, 23:29
I had been so excited for my summer holidays all year and now I'm working through them pretty much solidly so I won't get a break >.<
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 20, 2011, 11:03
Looks like I won't be going to Cardiff Uni in September. Brilliant.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 20, 2011, 16:03
got kicked out of college before i even started

basically i'm a failure at everything wow
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on June 20, 2011, 18:38
(http://static.guim.co.uk/sys-images/Sport/Pix/pictures/2010/7/31/1280589721754/Kasper-Schmeichel-006.jpg)

...

;____;

please don't go kasper ;;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on June 21, 2011, 06:29
Rain again, was that our summer in April?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on June 21, 2011, 15:25
Crush stopped texting me back after I mentioned a certain thing that happened on Sat.. I really hope I'm not coming across as needy.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on June 21, 2011, 18:27
Today I found out my friend self harms and has been feeling suicidal. But I just don't get why but I can't judge her becausethere might be something else as a reason. I think my otger friend might have tried it once too but I think she stopped because she was worried what would happen. But my friend (thefirst one) says she can't stop and it's a release for her and she wouldnt talk about it until I started crying because of how worried I was about her and we were all crying and shouting in lockers  and I just...eugh.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Ferox on June 21, 2011, 20:55
I'm not actually that depressed for once 'cause I've only got two pieces of homework on the go. I've still got to do my FT project though and I'm getting my braces tightened tomorrow :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on June 22, 2011, 01:11
Just the world in general. Its a horrible, horrible place.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on June 22, 2011, 01:15
My grandmother is in the hospital :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on June 22, 2011, 01:19
History's one of my favourite subjects, and one of the few I really try and excel in. So why am I miserable?
I procrastinated too much on the project. I did it at the last minute. I judge it to be, quite frankly, crap.

This, and the fact that I'm probably going to forget to get it printed, get a tongue-lashing, and be mocked.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 22, 2011, 22:10
1) Trouble at uni.

2) Only known Kim for a few days but I'm really going to miss her, its so nice to have someone friendly, clever and funny to work around. On the other hand working around her just highlights my mistakes because her work is so much better. >_<

3) I've been watching the Meego mess for a year or so and now I don't think I'll even bother to buy the thing after all this time. Even when a phone with a version of it is actually coming out.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Lord Raven on June 23, 2011, 03:54
i guess bluffy's mom
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Skyler and Blazer on June 23, 2011, 04:02
The fact that my friends are saddened makes me sad D:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on June 24, 2011, 20:46
edit: ok the drive seems to be working by some random fate of god knows what but i'm going to back everything up in a panic and ride this hard drive until it zooms off it's proverbial cliff
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on June 24, 2011, 20:55
I miss my brother :( and he has only been gone since school started... It's like a three day sleepover but far away. Creepy :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on June 24, 2011, 23:34
I am so tired of being stupid or a div or whatever the hell else people want to say to me. I've got one person who tells me to look at what I do in a positive way and then goes on to tell me how difficult I am to work with, then I've got someone telling me that a couple of eight year olds can listen better than me and set a better example to me because I didn't hear one thing. He's not exactly one to talk though, he see's me every week twice a week for four years and still doesn't know my name. There are only 13 of us. I'm tired of being boring and annoying with very little presence. I don't want to do what I enjoyed anymore because I'm so terrified of being judged and now I'm going to be seen as an idiot because I'm currently crying myself to sleep.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on June 25, 2011, 00:28
I am so tired of being stupid or a div or whatever the hell else people want to say to me. I've got one person who tells me to look at what I do in a positive way and then goes on to tell me how difficult I am to work with, then I've got someone telling me that a couple of eight year olds can listen better than me and set a better example to me because I didn't hear one thing. He's not exactly one to talk though, he see's me every week twice a week for four years and still doesn't know my name. There are only 13 of us. I'm tired of being boring and annoying with very little presence. I don't want to do what I enjoyed anymore because I'm so terrified of being judged and now I'm going to be seen as an idiot because I'm currently crying myself to sleep.

Hey! Don't cry... Honestly the person sound like a right bleep. He doesn't even know your name so how does he know you? Well the true you anyway. And lately I haven't learnt it doesn't matter what people think of you. They put you down to make them feel better. I realised my mates did that to me and only today I learnt that I should stuff them. I went shopping in the clothes I like... Normally I dress in clothes others don't notice people in... And I did what I liked... And just me it felt great being myself... But a lot of people stared at me :/

So just be yourself... If they don't like it well it's their bad (:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 26, 2011, 02:10
wow so umm mum's drunk again for like the third time this week she also brought home a guy i don't particularly like???????? i told her i feel like really really uncomfortable when she's drunk and moreso when she's with guys i mean wow sorry it might seem selfish but if she decides to get hurt then i don't wanna deal with that........ and when she's drunk it causes problems all the time so

god i can't deal with thiiiiiiis i hate worrying about everything it's like a whole new weight on my mind now and yeah that's exactly what i need right now
first priority MY ASS.

she'd better go to sleep soon
and that ass she brought in better be sleeping on the couch or in another house.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 27, 2011, 22:59
Is your sig meant to say BNP? o.o


My last night of internet, omg, I'm praying that my new neighbors are idiots with unprotected wifi. plsplspls.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 27, 2011, 23:06
no it says 'BUNP' but they replaced the u with a diamond
[insert reason why diamond is relevant here]
and BUNP is an intentional typo :u


if their internet isn't protected then you could always ask them for the password.
nicely.

with knives.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: b1g on June 29, 2011, 03:08
ordered a record from canada
the postal strike means it's not going to be here for ages

it's been like a month and i skimped on $$$ and got surface shipping
end my life
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Chaos_Angelus on June 30, 2011, 13:09
The fact that my own temper does little more than upset and drag people down while making them wonder why they even bother with me anymore...

I'm sorry Andrew... ._. xxxx
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 30, 2011, 17:01
hi! this is stupid.

dysphoric as... wow seriously binders dont do a thing never did do a thing even with three on which only HURTS and even though i'm desperate to hide everything i can't deal with how painful it is wow i'm such a pussy

and now mum is all planning a goddamn holiday in spain or somethin
wow i dont wanna go she keeps talking about swimming and costumes--I THINK YOU WOULD LOOK NICE IN THIS TANKINI--and im sitting here like i dont want to swim i never ever want to swim again and nobody seems to understand why and you know what that hurts MORE and i've tried my best to explain but nobody listens they just want to tell me i'm confused OF COURSE I AM I'M CONFUSED AS TO WHY YOU DON'T LISTEN TO A WORD I'M SAYING THIS ISN'T NEW TO ME IT WAS NEVER NEW TO ME

it's too warm to bind
i cant deal with this
i just want to sleep until i magically sprout a dick and my stupid ugly terrible tits rot and fall off like dead skin or to wake up and the universe to have written LOL JK in the stars and then look down and see i've BEEN A REAL BOY ALL ALONG

HEY I JUST LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW-- ANYONE ELSE NOTICE THE FLYING PIGS??

god. freakin. dammit.



its hard bein a wwhiny little joke
its hard and nobody wwants to understand
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 30, 2011, 17:05
i am sick of this

sick of this stupid feeling

why can't it just leave me alone i hate this i want to curl up and die
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Alphochio on July 01, 2011, 05:57
Sigh... Nintendo said "NO" to bringing Xenoblade: Pandora's Tower and Last Story for the Wii here in the US.    :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on July 01, 2011, 13:02
last night... ugh really didn't need that tbh. thank goodness for alcohol ;-;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 01, 2011, 13:27
Today is the 7th year with out him and the feeling is awful. He would of been 59 and an oldie in my eyes but I love him and miss him :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: serperior on July 03, 2011, 02:22
why cant they put spyro on the ps3 in the uk

on playstation network

it is so stupid
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Chaos_Angelus on July 04, 2011, 15:45
I never wanna cook for anyone again ;;

Given poor Draco food poisoning it seems and my god I've never seen anybody be so ill before and I just feel so goddamn guilty right now ><
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on July 07, 2011, 19:39
Yes, you really are a tough person, aren't you ******? After all, picking on me, the small and weedy kid who can't stand up for himself, is a true sign of manliness and maturity. And it's not as if I have feelings, is it? It's not as if I actually feel bad because I'm the subject of many a cruel "joke." I hope you're happy with yourself.

Why am I cursed with this stupid acid tongue? I can't go anywhere without p'ing someone off. My parents, my friends, everyone. All I want to do is curl up under a rock and never come out. I bet a lot of people'd love that. It'd give them a new way to humiliate me. Maybe I should just ditch this "Be calm and make the most of things" facade. It's not working, it never has and it never will. Now, just get on with your lives and ignore me, so I can just shut myself off from the world.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on July 07, 2011, 20:34
Yes, you really are a tough person, aren't you ******? After all, picking on me, the small and weedy kid who can't stand up for himself, is a true sign of manliness and maturity. And it's not as if I have feelings, is it? It's not as if I actually feel bad because I'm the subject of many a cruel "joke." I hope you're happy with yourself.

Why am I cursed with this stupid acid tongue? I can't go anywhere without p'ing someone off. My parents, my friends, everyone. All I want to do is curl up under a rock and never come out. I bet a lot of people'd love that. It'd give them a new way to humiliate me. Maybe I should just ditch this "Be calm and make the most of things" facade. It's not working, it never has and it never will. Now, just get on with your lives and ignore me, so I can just shut myself off from the world.

We all make mistakes; we're human. We're going to have regrets, made decisions, etc.; try and not let it break you down. It'll only make things worse. As for bullying... well, we all go through it and we all get past it. I'm sure you can too. Don't let them win, it's not worth it. You're better than that.

Make the most of things is what you should do. Life isn't always a cow; it'll have its perks that outweigh the positives. You'll be fine; you're a good guy, just create the positives in life and achieve your potential. If you can look back at life and say you gave it your all then it'll be a success =]

As for me and the topic... nothing really. Bits here and there but nothing major. That's good I'd say!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 07, 2011, 22:19
My "friend" seems to have made a habit out of finding my flaws and pointing them out to everyone in the vicinity. Apparently the things I'm alright at are also flaws. My day to day life with her:
 
"God, what the hell is up with you?"
 
(Me) "Argh, I look horrible in this..."
"Stop fishing for compliments."
Did she ever consider that that might be how I feel?
 
"God I hate doing PE with you."
 
"Shut up about your bloody book!" - I don't see her telling the others to shut up about music.
 
"Why the hell don't you ever eat lunch?"
Because I've been feeling somewhat good about my weight lately.
 
"Yeah, go to the library like a nerd."
 
"You're burning my eyes, hell, get some sun, it's a horrible look."
 
"Shut up!"
 
"Can you actually do something rather than standing there." - What should I be doing if she's not letting me?
 
"Idiot, you can't just confuse everyone with courtroom talk in the script." - She didn't even read it.
 
"Why have you been so stroppy lately?" - Why does she think? She's been treating me like dirt for about a month now.
 
Is this bullying or am I just over-exaggerating because I'm an over-emotional idiot. Oh, and after saying all of that, she tells me to put my head up and smile because I always look so weak and miserable.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on July 07, 2011, 22:23
^^ You should definitely tell someone about that. Either that, or if you were me, put them in their place by reacting back. But that's probably either going overboard or doing what they expect you to do :v But definitely tell someone about it. It really helps c:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 07, 2011, 22:54
Wow...bar two, possibly three people, everyone I met at university, work placements and various other means has decided that I'm not worth staying in touch with. This is just like school and 6th form all over.

Oh well I suppose it provides a good incentive to get a job and meet people.  :S
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on July 08, 2011, 16:22
i managed to break my index finger yesterday. its stuck in a splint with my middle finger, so my nirmal everyday activities (such s tyoing) are a pain in the bum Q___Q

this post took ,e about 3 minutes...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Milsap on July 08, 2011, 16:46
Upper back pain is back with a vengeance.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Winston Payne on July 08, 2011, 16:49
Fleas.

Room smells of the carpet powder, tired after the vacuuming and I'm in the cats' bad books thanks to spraying the suckers with Silent Flea spray.

Let me tell you: It being "silent" doesn't mean they can't feel the spray on their skin/fur. So yeah.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 09, 2011, 12:15
bluh bluh huge post

ngl i think you should grow a pair and stand up for yourself
this chick is being this huge asshole don't just let it happen stand up for yourself and stop letting her tell you how to live
honestly i don't know why this even needs said she's obviously treating you badly why don't you be less helpless about it and understand that she's bullying you and it needs to stop because only you know how to react to things in life you don't need anyone else telling you how
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Specstile on July 09, 2011, 14:24
there has been no pokenews for a week! so bored -___-
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Dracoandy666 on July 10, 2011, 00:14
Missing Megan something rotten. She's only gone to baby sit for a few hours. 3 hours and yet It feels painfully longer. She should be back soon, but that's not bringing me any kind of relief. God, I'm so pathetic sometimes, if someone saw me like this, I'd be referred to a hospital right away. =/ Sometimes I wish that I wasn't so attached to her, though that's never going to happen which is a good thing in the long run, just maybe not so much at times like this. Jeez look at me, resorting to ranting on a Pokemon forum taking up people's time.. I should really shut up now. Sorry =/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 10, 2011, 13:15
my neighbours are being really loud in their activities of the sexual nature.

i Want To Believe that what i just heard was some sort of satanic sacrifice. it would have made the noises that much easier to deal with.

it sounds like she was giving him some sort of genital reconstruction surgery without any anesthetic.

it wouldn't be that bad only it's every day
every
day.

how is she not in a wheelchair...

haha. neighbours sure are weird!

i love this house i love this house i love this house i love this house i love this house i love this house i love this house i love this house........
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 10, 2011, 14:05
I usally work at the weekends... Its what I like to od... I enjoy me job. Only today I wake up late. Text my mum to tell my boss that I will be 10 minutes late. Get a reply saying help me. Asking why. Finding out she is too much pain to move... Go all cross the house to find her in bed with most likely broken ribs. No one to call. Her crying out annoyingly. Her not listening to me when I am telling her what to do to help. Her being a pain as I help. Me trying to get someone to help me. Finally getiing a friend of hers to reply to a text. Friends comes over to help. Call 999... They say she isnt in enough pain on has enough wrong with her to need a ambulence... Friend and me help mum out of bed whilst she cry's out in pain and pukes. Them leaving to go into A&E. Me baby sitting brother all day. Calling up work saying I cant come in. Them hating me.

Not what I plan at all... I was hoping to go to work... Get paid... Get tips... Have a laugh with my friends... After work learn new things in their kitchen as the chef teaches me new things. Ah. Not fun!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 11, 2011, 20:10
my friends aren't online

i'm worrying because one of them said "oh crap it's gotten really dark"

and they're all ike 5 hours behind me

why am i such a worry wart GAH
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on July 14, 2011, 22:20
My digital guitar tuner decided to break and I have no fixed source to tune it to. Looks like I will be lugging my guitar to school at some point.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 16, 2011, 17:08
i had a rant
but it's not pg-13 apparently
so i'll just say i hate everything about how i look
to protect the innocent children
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 16, 2011, 18:35
Have horrible rolls of fat on my stomach. It's annoying. Every time I sit Up straight it goes.
 
Also, painful sunburn is painful and the paracetemol has worn off.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 17, 2011, 00:44
I can't stop crying. And to be honest I dont want to. I feel awful after an amazing night out and the reason why is not nice to me.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on July 17, 2011, 03:27
just watched The Last Fast Show Ever whilst slightly inebriated 
sob 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on July 17, 2011, 21:25
One of my cats had to be put down and I really really really want her back
She was the most friendly of all our cats and would always come cuddle with me and was just generally lovely
She was like my best friend in my house and now I have no one =[
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kona on July 17, 2011, 21:37
One of my cats had to be put down and I really really really want her back
She was the most friendly of all our cats and would always come cuddle with me and was just generally lovely
She was like my best friend in my house and now I have no one =[
D: I hope you feel better soon. My dog had to be put down last year, and I still miss him.

What's saddening me is that I can't get this TF2 server to work.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: baths on July 17, 2011, 22:31
seeing matt lewis makes me feel ugly
but at the same time he gmh that i'll turn out ok
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 18, 2011, 13:02
So I can't make up if my weekend was great or rubbish... It was both in a matter of hours I believe... Sigh. No to make the week even worse my dog now has a hole in his upper back leg where a weird thing was before. Vets said it was fine... But now it has gone weird and left a open hole in him with a load of puss I am guessing. If he has to be put down I will officially go mad.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on July 18, 2011, 23:18
sometimes i want to put one hand on one side of the place i work and one hand on the other side
and just rip the place to shreds
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 18, 2011, 23:22
Sister is in hospital. At first they suspected meningitis, but thankfully they don't think it is now. However they don't have any ideas what it is at the moment so I'm just sat waiting around.

She's only 4 years old and she's been in hospital almost as much as me.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on July 18, 2011, 23:32
Oh, for the love of...
Putting together a jigsaw does not require you to act like a complete and utter moron. Stop being such a cultureless cretin, or just go and annoy somebody else. I swear, if I make it out of school without going completely insane from the vast amounts of idiots that I'm forced to be surrounded by, then a miracle will have happened.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on July 19, 2011, 10:51
and JUST to top off what has already been a crap week after 3 days, my brother's moped has been stolen from right under my bedroom window. we've found all the stuff that was in the box under the seat chucked on the floor by the local shops but it was a proper expensive one and we /really/ don't need this with all the other crap going on right now!!!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: baths on July 19, 2011, 21:54
i don't have cable anymore because something happened ugh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Hahex and Oshawott on July 19, 2011, 22:26
New hard drive is taking ages to format after waiting for it to come for ages.

On a completely different note, the ending of Saving Private Ryan was saddening :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Milsap on July 19, 2011, 22:35
Walsall lost to Wolves 3-2.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on July 19, 2011, 22:38
Great, my friend's off on holiday... Now who's going to make that tedious trek to school actually bearable, with witty banter?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 21, 2011, 14:25
i had a dream i went to space (actually i think it was Alternia LOL)
it was like earth only cold and it was nice
so i took a  bunch of pictures of the moon and earth
and then we came home, and mum had been sick before with this disease that caused her to be like a zombie but not a zombie just incredibly violent and sick, so she was better

and then i woke up and realised there would be no pictures of space on my camera because it was all a dream.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on July 22, 2011, 04:14
Me 1: What am I doing on the computer? I should be outside playing with my friends.
Me 2: You have no friends here.
Me 1: :(
Me 2: You also will be considered abnormal for going to any playground and playing normally on it.
Me 1: >:( stupid society.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on July 22, 2011, 16:01
My guitar tuner is broken. The bit were your supposed to plug the amp lead into is broken. The mic on it still works, but it is rubbish and won't pick up the guitar. Next time I will be able to got to the music shop is in about a months time.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 22, 2011, 16:03
^Do you know how to tune by ear? You could use an online tuner or something to tune your guitar by ear that way. If not, then I don't know how to help with that =/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on July 22, 2011, 16:50
Luckily it is just one string out of tune, so I've used the fifth-fret method to tune it. I'll rember what you have said when it needs tuning again.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 16:52
That no one is posting in any of my forums and I don't have a lot of friends.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on July 22, 2011, 17:01
My guitar tuner is broken. The bit were your supposed to plug the amp lead into is broken. The mic on it still works, but it is rubbish and won't pick up the guitar. Next time I will be able to got to the music shop is in about a months time.

if you get the low E to stay in tune you can usually tune it by 5th fret/open string octaves after that and by 5th and 7th fret harmonics for fine tuning

remember the G/B string is 4th fret octave not sure why my note theory is rusty
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 22, 2011, 17:14
That no one is posting in any of my forums and I don't have a lot of friends.

Nobody is posting because you're not giving them time to. You're not going to have a post every 5 minutes.

And you don't have a lot of friends due to not being here long.
Bringing up your physical/mental problems constantly doesn't help either, since you use it as an excuse for some of the things you do, which some people (including me) dislike. You don't need an excuse for making a mistake, just apologise and try to make things right. Hiding behind your problems won't help you.

And no I'm not being mean, I'm trying to be honest and helpful.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 17:19
Nobody is posting because you're not giving them time to. You're not going to have a post every 5 minutes.

And you don't have a lot of friends due to not being here long.
Bringing up your physical/mental problems constantly doesn't help either, since you use it as an excuse for some of the things you do, which some people (including me) dislike. You don't need an excuse for making a mistake, just apologise and try to make things right. Hiding behind your problems won't help you.

And no I'm not being mean, I'm trying to be honest and helpful.
You do know I am listining to everyone there and whatnot right?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 22, 2011, 17:28
Yes I do know that. I've seen other topics you're in though, as well as your own. As I said, I'm not trying to be harsh, and I don't feel I am. But I've seen you bring up your illnesses several times, and using illnesses as excuses is not a smart idea, since a lot of people have those illnesses around the world and live with them the same way as you do, without complaining about them.

For example my brother (Dad's side) is autistic, one of my best friends has ADHD, and my gran has diabetes (not sure what type, I've never asked and I don't want to get into the conversation about it with her.) They all live their lives without mentioning it if they can, whereas I've seen you mention your illnesses more times than I can think of both on the forums and IRC. We know you have illnesses, as we read it in your introduction topic, so you don't need to keep mentioning it in every topic you're a part of.

^I'll admit that could be taken in a harsh way, but I assure you that's not how it's meant at all.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 17:29
Yes I do know that. I've seen other topics you're in though, as well as your own. As I said, I'm not trying to be harsh, and I don't feel I am. But I've seen you bring up your illnesses several times, and using illnesses as excuses is not a smart idea, since a lot of people have those illnesses around the world and live with them the same way as you do, without complaining about them.

For example my brother (Dad's side) is autistic, one of my best friends has ADHD, and my gran has diabetes (not sure what type, I've never asked and I don't want to get into the conversation about it with her.) They all live their lives without mentioning it if they can, whereas I've seen you mention your illnesses more times than I can think of both on the forums and IRC. We know you have illnesses, as we read it in your introduction topic, so you don't need to keep mentioning it in every topic you're a part of.

^I'll admit that could be taken in a harsh way, but I assure you that's not how it's meant at all.
Whatever.I don't care.I'll try my best to stop menchioning my illnesses but,I am not making any promises.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 22, 2011, 19:07
wow this might sound rude but... nobody particularly cares!!
they're not gonna react any differently toward you if you do or do not mention them! so just... do not mention them... ? i think that's kind of Easy To Do! unless someone asks, of course.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 19:32
I said that I woulf try so please just leave me alone unless I talk to you.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 22, 2011, 21:28
Why are there so many little silly arguments starting in the most random of places on here?

Oh, my brother and his friend keep beating my butt in CoD :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 21:28
Why are there so many little silly arguments starting in the most random of places on here?

Oh, my brother and his friend keep beating my butt in CoD :(
I am tired and I don't really care.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 22, 2011, 21:30
Ep! I wasn't commenting on the thingy above! I was was just stating a point... Its seems like I am missing something with everyone >.< Sorry!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 21:32
I forgot the quote was even there.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 22, 2011, 21:36
Okie dokie! :D

Oh I just got killed on CoD by my brother 10 times in a row... Again. I suck.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 21:38
What is CoD?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 22, 2011, 21:40
Call Of Duty... I have only had it for a week and my brother plays it more than me -_- I think its time I give up beating him :L
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 21:42
Ok.I'm gonna go take a nap~~~.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on July 22, 2011, 22:32
There is drama everywhere -_- no me gusta.

To make matters worse, I have to finish multiple cosplays that I'm working on and the resident sewing machine is busted, which means that by the time AFO rolls 'round (anime festival orlando, august 5-7) my cosplay will either be poor quality due to rushing or just won't happen.

The universe really sucks this week...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on July 22, 2011, 22:33
suunii is lying CoD is a game where you pretend to be a fish
its a point and click adventure like monkey island but instead of insult sword fights you make terrible fish puns
most of the plot centres around finding your friends ChiPs and MushY PEas

you can unlock a secret character called CurrY SAUce if you know how
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 22:34
What the hell is going on!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on July 22, 2011, 22:35
suunii is lying CoD is a game where you pretend to be a fish
its a point and click adventure like monkey island but instead of insult sword fights you make terrible fish puns
most of the plot centres around finding your friends ChiPs and MushY PEas

you can unlock a secret character called CurrY SAUce if you know how

xhanatos, you deserve a slice of cake for this.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 22, 2011, 23:14
I am tired and I don't really care.

That is saddening me. I've seen that in multiple topics now, and it's saddening how somebody can post something stupid like this for no reason other than to annoy somebody, or just be arrogant.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Dracoandy666 on July 22, 2011, 23:41
Just being here is "saddening".

Everything is so self centered I can't begin to describe. I shouldn't even be here anymore =/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 22, 2011, 23:45
Everything makes me sad.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Dracoandy666 on July 22, 2011, 23:48
Everything makes me sad.

really? Everything... wow.

So no one has problems like you eh?.. You've got it the worst..
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 22, 2011, 23:52
oh, you know that feeling
of constant self-loathing
imagine it x10 because you've been drinking
i wrote out a complete character information page for an rp forum, and as i pressed submit and read over it i could only think why on earth did i even bother
i don't think it is that bad but
you know

everything is spinning

suunii is lying CoD is a game where you pretend to be a fish
its a point and click adventure like monkey island but instead of insult sword fights you make terrible fish puns
most of the plot centres around finding your friends ChiPs and MushY PEas

you can unlock a secret character called CurrY SAUce if you know how

if i givve you a wwhale wwil you marry me
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 23, 2011, 00:21
Sadly its true what I said.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 23, 2011, 00:23
Just being here is "saddening".

Everything is so self centered I can't begin to describe. I shouldn't even be here anymore =/

wow i just read that and
dufe get off your high horse lol
we are not all self-centered in fact we're all very caring of each other
just because you choose to be so apathetic and rebellious does not mean we are not nice people
go if you want, but you are missing out on a very nice community if you go and there is nobody else to blame for that but yourself for being so hateful toward us when we are not as bad as you think.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on July 23, 2011, 00:36
oh, you know that feeling
of constant self-loathing
imagine it x10 because you've been drinking
i wrote out a complete character information page for an rp forum, and as i pressed submit and read over it i could only think why on earth did i even bother
i don't think it is that bad but
you know

everything is spinning

if i givve you a wwhale wwil you marry me

I Thought You Would Never Ask
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 23, 2011, 00:39
^We have happiness in the sadness topic D= This is madness!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on July 23, 2011, 00:40
indeed 
get that out of here immediately before I ban it 
 
i've had a day of dysphoria 
but I feel a wee bit better 
 
However at 10am tomorrow I am to undergo a five-hour car journey, along with two parents and four siblings, two of the latter being are under 13. 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 23, 2011, 00:40
^please don't kill that. It would be unbearable DX And that really would be saddening.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on July 23, 2011, 00:45
A week-long trip to Paris has been arranged.
Why is this saddening? Well, I don't want to go, as I don't really like going to France. But my family wants to, and I don't want to look like a spoilsport. Guess I'll just hang back and hope something happens.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 23, 2011, 01:45
suunii is lying CoD is a game where you pretend to be a fish
I suspect a lie. (http://images.icanhascheezburger.com/completestore/2008/3/16/suspiciouscat128501657485625000.jpg)

What's saddening me? I've been looking at lolcat and even linking to one. I feel like the Good Internet Taste Society are going to have me killed. But I just love cats. =[

Edit: I just realised the acronym.   
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on July 23, 2011, 04:29
However at 10am tomorrow I am to undergo a five-hour car journey, along with two parents and four siblings, two of the latter being are under 13. 
I am to undergo an eight-hour journey. And the next day (or maybe even the same,) a six-hour one.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Dracoandy666 on July 23, 2011, 10:01
wow i just read that and
dufe get off your high horse lol
we are not all self-centered in fact we're all very caring of each other
just because you choose to be so apathetic and rebellious does not mean we are not nice people
go if you want, but you are missing out on a very nice community if you go and there is nobody else to blame for that but yourself for being so hateful toward us when we are not as bad as you think.

Ok... bad wording on my part. When I said "here" I kinda ment home, not PKMN. I have no problem here at all now. Sorry for the confusion =/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on July 23, 2011, 10:14
There's no tuna left! :(

And 200 pages in this topic! :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 23, 2011, 10:28
200 pages. Everyone must've been pretty sad :(

I'm currently saddened by the fact the £60 from my bank has all gone on charges. Charges related to an apparent overdraft at the end of June. I never had an ovverdraft, or never did from my recollection. Now I have to go into town to sort it. This saddens me further, as I now have to pay money for the bus :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 23, 2011, 17:55
That Amy Winehouse is dead.... Or so the online papers say :/ That is not nice :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 23, 2011, 18:10
oh god
if it's not the 80odd people that got shot
it's amy winehouse who i loved and
and it's
everything
god
cake_of_rainbows_and_smiles.jpg

today is the worst day

i'm going to space
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 23, 2011, 18:34
I just heard about the island of kids who were shot too -_- The guy blew up a bus the day before too... And kill 85 children and the staff on this island for a summer camp. Few surrived but he dressed up as a police man and tricked the kids into coming out as he hunted the ones who escaped. Some jumped into the sea hoping to get away but the sea was to cold so it tired them out and kill them.

Dude this is saddening. Just as my day was happy I get this news :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 23, 2011, 19:46
I just heard about the island of kids who were shot too -_- The guy blew up a bus the day before too... And kill 85 children and the staff on this island for a summer camp. Few surrived but he dressed up as a police man and tricked the kids into coming out as he hunted the ones who escaped. Some jumped into the sea hoping to get away but the sea was to cold so it tired them out and kill them.

Dude this is saddening. Just as my day was happy I get this news :/

apparently this guy is anti-muslim... but what I don't understand is why he killed his own countrymen! It's terrible... He's taken the lives of over 150 people... I hope he hots in hell.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on July 23, 2011, 20:22
There's so much bad news in the past couple of days... where's the ray of sunshine? :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on July 24, 2011, 11:14
i have come to the conclusion that i really dislike going into town
however to come to that conclusion it meant having to go in last night for a friend's birthday, absolutely hate the place we went to, not drink as i felt sick and tired, be ridiculously uncomfortable as i hugely dislike crowds and drunk people and loud music, and finally leave early, completely forgetting to ask if my dad who was meant to be taking people home would take them home still

basically now my best friend hates me and i need to go there now to pick up the stuff i left there and her whole family will hate me and she told me i'd ruined her birthday, even though the only reason i went in was because she would've gone mad if i hadn't

fantastic.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 25, 2011, 12:00
apparently this guy is anti-muslim... but what I don't understand is why he killed his own countrymen! It's terrible... He's taken the lives of over 150 people... I hope he hots in hell.

wow... I never knew it was that bad :/ I got told yesterday to do with the island shooting 95 people found dead and then 5 people are missing... I mean all of that happened as I was working a getting good news from people... It just makes you depressed :/
And the thing I dont get is if he is anti muslim I am guessing he in christain or something yet he still killed people. Weird.

As for that, I am depressed because good news turns into bad news for me so quickly. Gah. Why do I always ruin it? Life suck when I just thought it was getting better.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Matty Cahill on July 25, 2011, 21:55
Just saw an old topic; it got me thinking... heh. Ah well
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 25, 2011, 22:28
i can't hold all my emotions i started crying because i can't decide on a name???
and then i cried harder when i realsied why i'm crying
and then more because i felt stupid and wimpy

psychiatric nightmare teens 2k11
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on July 25, 2011, 23:24
i can't hold all my emotions i started crying because i can't decide on a name???
and then i cried harder when i realsied why i'm crying
and then more because i felt stupid and wimpy

psychiatric nightmare teens 2k11

best thing to do is choose a name you like and that fits you but you aren't overly crazy about cos then its like you had that name since birth i dunno ahaha

sort of like a 6 or 7/10 name as opposed to a 10/10 name that you'll probably get bored with or want to change later on
me i'm going with Elizabeth myself its nice enough and not a totally awesome ott name
which is half the trouble with names you end up trying to choose the BEST name ever and its just hgnghf might as well try and get the most perfect role playing game in electronic form kind of thing

going to have omega in my middle names so i can be Elizabeth Omega: The Last Queen or something ahahaha

you can always swap out middle names, my mums real name is emma but she hates it so she never uses it ever and always uses one of her middle names as her first name

on topic post: well the usual same old stuff is saddening me the usual general chronic panic stuff and blahitude and inferiority complex and dissociation and nothing improving any time fast and just waiting waiting waiting for gears to shift and things to change and talking to people
also i am trying to figure out if my current meds have stopped working
i also lost them yesterday and then found them again this morning and took one today but they always seem to be a day in lieu affair so its either tommorow or sometime during the night i can expect to have a bucketload of fun sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on July 25, 2011, 23:52
spent the evening being sad and therefore quiet during a family outing meal 
and my preciousness has resulted in my extended family being pissed off at me 
because i am actually a five year old and end up hiding in stairways crying 
 
my mum told me, "pull yourself together; it's not always about you" 
which is odd because.. when is it about me? 
whenever i do get upset i shut up about it because otherwise it annoys her 
i finally caved in and went on meds but i do not think that they are working and I want to stop because I can't afford to pay for something that doesn't even work 
I know that she has to deal with me but so do I 
 
really all that I wanted was to be told that I'm not actually useless 
and that i might do something with my life after all 
instead of them all talking about how great/charismatic/handsome/charming my cousin is 
 
ha ha ha ha i'm rubbish 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 25, 2011, 23:59
There is a VERY big hug in this post for the previous three posters.

[____________________HUG____________________]

Ok it's not that big but it's a hug nonetheless <3333333
Now I think it might be an unwhelming hug. >.>
Love you guys<3
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on July 26, 2011, 03:17
There is a VERY big hug in this post for the previous three posters.

[____________________HUG____________________]

Ok it's not that big but it's a hug nonetheless <3333333
Now I think it might be an unwhelming hug. >.>
Love you guys<3

hahahaha aww webby you're coolbeans i love you too <33333
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 26, 2011, 03:20
People getting hit by flying stuff on roads/highways.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 26, 2011, 10:38
Found out that my sister from near Reading may not ACTUALLY be my sister. The first DNA test confirmed she WAS my sister. Her mother, for whatever wonderful reason, does a second DNA test that comes back negative. And now I'm stuck thinking; WTH?!

So which one did they screw up on? Is she my sister...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 27, 2011, 22:23
Oh, just me being me... overthinking everything, being my usual frustrating self and making situations difficult. Ahhh, the wonders of life.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: arcaninexx on July 27, 2011, 22:31
I'm losing my days, really badly.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 28, 2011, 17:49
Listening to and reading about the deliberate mis-use of forced sterilisation and forced lobotomies in the USA a few decades ago. Might look into what other countries were up to.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 29, 2011, 00:57
No one likes my new story.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on July 29, 2011, 17:15
like 8 of my friends suddenly don't like me

now im suddenly not supposed to like them

i didnt do anything

help
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on July 29, 2011, 17:24
I don't know how to help but, I'll be your friend!  ;D
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on July 30, 2011, 16:45
I might have known someone in the Norway thing...  :(

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on July 31, 2011, 20:19
Well the place I work at is full with dumb *BLEEP*'s. The girls are slutty and horrible and fake. And This one boy is so good looking and knows it (He says he doesnt like his body at all... and Omg he is fit.) Anyway we talk and get on really well... He even told me about the girl he really likes and everything so its means we get on right? Well as soon as one of the other girls or anyone he knows comes in he acts differently and really stuck up...

... So that basically means I am not good enough to speak to. And he basically called me ugly the other say. Urgh. Boys.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 01, 2011, 22:28
Lelia didn't win the RS cover contest... D:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on August 01, 2011, 22:36
No one is reading my story, there is a thunderstorm out, and my biological mom is dead.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on August 02, 2011, 05:41
No one is reading my story
Every early writer/artist feels this pain. Including myself. My version is "No one is commenting on my comics."

Man, I hope I can have some nice worry-free vacation time soon :<
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on August 03, 2011, 00:24
No one is joining my RP.  :( :'(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on August 03, 2011, 01:36
No one is joining my RP.  :( :'(
Patience and understanding are key.


Man, I haven't seen my 2nd best friend since fourth grade. I deeply miss her and our attempts at finding her have been futile. I just worry if she's become a meanie or something.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on August 03, 2011, 22:35
Series 2 of Sherlock will be broadcast next year, not this autumn. 
And I don't think that QI is airing until Christmas. 
 
(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpdfx63Ye11qd5zks.jpg) 
 
Dear lord, at this rate I'll have to go outside or something. 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on August 03, 2011, 23:14
Gordon Brown, what a wonderful way to lighten to mood.

Apparently MP's may be debating on bringing back the death penalty, the horrors of the DM being allowed to get it's way I suppose. (http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2022147/Capital-punishment-People-power-forces-MPs-vote-death-penalty.html)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on August 03, 2011, 23:26
The above post, for so many reasons.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on August 03, 2011, 23:28
...why accompany that article with a picture of the Camerons on holiday? 
 
Urg, though. Even though it is the Mail and even though it admits there being little to no chance of the bill being voted yes to. Still, urg. 
 

Gordon Brown, what a wonderful way to lighten to mood.

(http://i53.tinypic.com/33xiqfs.jpg) 
 
I try. 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 04, 2011, 01:29
*sign*
money problems
idk if we're gonna be able to even pay rent
this is
so horrible
and i am kind of scared
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Normandy on August 04, 2011, 03:26
It's my Dad's birthday so my entire family decided to make me upset/depressed and drag me to his grave where my little sister was claiming that my father was talking to her. That. Is. Bull. Crap.

 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on August 04, 2011, 06:22
*sign*
money problems
idk if we're gonna be able to even pay rent
this is
so horrible
and i am kind of scared
Don't worry about it. It'll be okay. Just remember there will be hard times in your life you'll have to go through.

I miss going to the TCG with those other peeps and my brother. I know that if I buy cards everyone will deem them a waste of money, and I had best put my efforts into something like "careers". I know that this is a sickening problem over a year old, but I really can't stand it. I'd like to battle people and have fun, and not have to be online where everyone complains about me being on the computer so much...

It's my Dad's birthday so my entire family decided to make me upset/depressed and drag me to his grave where my little sister was claiming that my father was talking to her. That. Is. Bull. Crap.
Doesn't that just make your heart feel awful? :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on August 04, 2011, 07:03
Don't worry about it. It'll be okay. Just remember there will be hard times in your life you'll have to go through.

wow uhh what


Apparently MP's may be debating on bringing back the death penalty, the horrors of the DM being allowed to get it's way I suppose. (http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2022147/Capital-punishment-People-power-forces-MPs-vote-death-penalty.html)

wow quite disappointed that the mp for my hometown is all for it but tories do reign supreme there unfortunetly

not to mention knowing the isle of wight they'd probably sentence people to death in a wicker man or something

ahhaha the comments at the bottom oh god

...why accompany that article with a picture of the Camerons on holiday?

cos it is a Pretty Picture of our glorious leaders
and it reminds us that they're real working class cockneys just like you and i
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on August 04, 2011, 09:57
The fact that my mum's mum became a sufferer of meningitis about 30 years ago and is now disabled, and that her dad just went 'here's a house, and a maid. Have fun!' to his wife makes me thoroughly depressed :v
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Specstile on August 04, 2011, 22:53
my grandma tried to kill herself with weedkiller
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kona on August 04, 2011, 23:08
my grandma tried to kill herself with weedkiller
I feel really sorry for you dude. I hope you feel better soon.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 05, 2011, 01:27
my grandma tried to kill herself with weedkiller

I am sorry too :/

__

I feel numb. Like I don't feel any emotion at all... I feel awake and thats it. Nomrally when I go away I am all excited and packing is fun. But right now? I feel nothing. I want to go to bed but I am not tired... Its weird.

Oh and I have to cut down on what I have to pack. Sucks.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Specstile on August 05, 2011, 18:12
where are you going sunnii?
Also thanks for the support guys! She is ok now..i think... but she tried buying holidays to france and going on peoples doors asking to buy their houses.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Skyler and Blazer on August 05, 2011, 18:47
The fact that I have been sad for a few weeks and I honestly don't know why...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on August 05, 2011, 19:37
One of the people who got mauled by a polar bear in Norway is one of my friends who catches the bus with me every morning o.o
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 06, 2011, 21:49
where are you going sunnii?
Also thanks for the support guys! She is ok now..i think... but she tried buying holidays to france and going on peoples doors asking to buy their houses.

I am in dorset as I type this (:

and well at she is up and running... Better than nout (:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on August 07, 2011, 20:21
My dog roxy had two really bad fits last night at 2am while i was away :c
her vision went and she couldn't see and kept bumping into things and she was dazed.
This shouln't even be happening because she's on tablets but it seems when she has them they're really bad.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 08, 2011, 02:38
Now that I've realised I can actually get to either one of Amanda's London gigs, I learn they're both completely sold out... I'm hoping for some kind of Midlands ninja gig or else I will be a very unhappy Webby. There's over a week between her Glasgow and first London gig so I'm sure she could fit a ninja gig in somewhere... unless she only does ninja gigs where she's doing a proper gig. Nggghhhh. Seeing her perform live would make my year/life. D;
My list of "people I need to see live" is always getting longer and 90% of them won't be touring Europe in the next few years :|
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 09, 2011, 22:07
The nice wee pub I met Inferna in burned down D:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on August 09, 2011, 22:26
Oh, just.. you know. Stuff happening. Riots. Deportation (http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=%2Fc%2Fa%2F2011%2F08%2F08%2FBAO71KKPEC.DTL&type=gaylesbian). Stuff.   
I'm bored with this planet now. 
 
#don't care if i sound generic 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on August 09, 2011, 22:41
damn looters!
Last i checked loz it's still standing :L i think it had some fire damage a while back though. You need to come up again some time :c

ontopic: my friend is just so nervous about doing things like walking up the street and meeting new people. He's really paranoid that everyone's watching him and judging. It sucks because he's been like this a while but he won't see anyone about it :c his self esteem is in bits too. :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Ammish on August 09, 2011, 22:54
My job. It's temporary and I'm kinda glad I have one. But I hate the people working there (who I can't communicate, including a lot of the managers because they speak Polish) and I hate the agency for not being open to negotiation. They thrown me into the job without discussing it and just giving me random times in a text message. I had to text back now, saying I cannot attend because I want to attend my summer course. It might end up me risking my job, but heck, I rather be homeless than suffer one more day in a tired and angry state with a bunch of people I feel like killing.

Yes, you're telling me off for screwing up a certain package. Now say it in English.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 12, 2011, 14:14
annoyedness at one direction being in belfast at 8am...cannot go.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on August 17, 2011, 20:50
Went out today without my purse. Had a bust up with the guy I'm with about something stupid which turned into a shouting match about the albatross that is his ex girlfriend AGAIN. Now I think I've lost my phone. Would quite like to lie down somewhere and have a good cry.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Specstile on August 18, 2011, 14:26
my exam results. Again.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 18, 2011, 14:28
i failed all my as levels

whoopie
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on August 19, 2011, 09:19
Rule 34- RULE 34 GAAAAAAAH!!!!!

Please, somebody BRAIN BLEACH!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Richard and Blaziken on August 19, 2011, 10:13
Feelings of inadequecy, lonliness, the knowledge that this probably won't change any time soon...

Plus someone I care about has had something bad happen to them, and I can't help them with it at all.

I just feel like an emotional wreck right now, I should probably go to bed or something.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on August 19, 2011, 10:31
I love my friend to pieces, and I can deal with critiques on my art, but it kinda stings a little when she takes my artwork and posts elsewhere what it, quote-unquote, "should" look like. I really didn't appreciate that...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 19, 2011, 16:12
i just feel terrible emotionally and physically

so basically i am having another one of my Depressive Episodes.

i went to a psychiatrist for a while there and i only feel worse.

she didn't listen to a word. i am overweight according to her.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Alphochio on August 19, 2011, 21:29
I'm in a unrequited love state. It feels really horrible.   :'(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on August 21, 2011, 05:14
*type a message to a friend on facebook how the guy she liked for ages and me were cuddling while watching no strings attached and kind of flirting*
*sitting there for a bit debating whether to send it or not*
*friend sends me, "OMG _________ MADE ME SO HAPPY TODAY HOW WE WERE TALKING AND HANGING OUT AND EVERYTHING"*
*delete message*


i feel kinda guilty now
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on August 22, 2011, 09:32
My sister called crying her eyes out.

I know I said that I refused to help her anymore, but... what's happening to her in her new house just isn't fair. She's so upset, and I don't know how to help, and that makes me feel worse because she called for comfort- from ME, of all the people in her life.

... damnit!

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 22, 2011, 15:09
I'm spending far too much of my time out of the house being unhappy and lonely. Spending too much of my time in the house being suffocated by people. I see my friends at most once a week, and I spend 12 hours a week working on the shop floor of a charity shop mostly on my own. I have no personal space because there are more people in this house than available rooms. Even if I get a room to myself for a few hours, people are forever up and down bothering me every 5 minutes and then wonder why I'm pissy with them. When I'm at home, I want to be alone. When I'm out of the house, I want to be with my friends. Neither option is likely on a normal day. As much as I want to go back to uni, I'm not looking forward to spending a few weeks in the house on my own until people start moving back. The joys of being lonely~

tl;dr - I'm having one of those days.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on August 22, 2011, 15:12
^ :( *big ol' hug*
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 22, 2011, 15:29
touches webby's face and whispers i know how you feel tenderly

and then realises i'm having One Of Those Days too and ofc nobody wants to listen because they don't understand therefore whenever i mention anything about my Issues it becomes awkward and a matter of 'but let's see what's on tv instead'
and the only person i'm close enough with to talk to
doesn't know anything
because i am too scared to say anything to him
because i know he's scared of things like this
and i can't change what he thinks so i keep it secret in case he leaves forever and
well when i say he's the only person i'm close to i mean he's the only person i've got
i have friends i just don't have friends because although i've been socialising a lot recently i still don't find it possible to believe that people want to be around me?? i'm so BORING and they always seem so BORED and they're so INTERESTING and they're all oh you're so good at listening
haha oh that's because you're interesting to listen to (because you're not me)
and they won't want to get involved with my boring problems so i keep my burdens to myself and really that just makes matters worse
clearly i am an idiot
hits head off a wall

Life Is Hard.
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Post by: Inferna on August 22, 2011, 15:45
*Hugs john and webby*

fear of rejection is making me feel crappy rn. I'm wondering if i'm actually that confident in myself yet.
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Post by: Webby on August 22, 2011, 16:05
i have friends i just don't have friends because although i've been socialising a lot recently i still don't find it possible to believe that people want to be around me?? i'm so BORING and they always seem so BORED and they're so INTERESTING and they're all oh you're so good at listening
haha oh that's because you're interesting to listen to (because you're not me)
and they won't want to get involved with my boring problems so i keep my burdens to myself and really that just makes matters worse
clearly i am an idiot
hits head off a wall

Life Is Hard.

MY LIFE. I still have days where I think that all my friends only keep me around as some kind of punchbag or something. Gonna stop thinking about it now because I don't want to make myself feel worse ^^'

Oh, and I'm also worried that I'll end up messing things up with a friend on Wednesday because I invited a friend of mine she doesn't like to town... :S  friend issues wouldn't be good atm

edit:
Had to stop myself from crying on the bus home. Twice. I just love life right now. ;___;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on August 25, 2011, 18:52
I think my depression is starting to creep up on me again. I don't want it to come back because last time it did i felt utter crap for ages and became a ~burden~ on a few of my friends.
Its not as if my life has been crappy lately either.
I just felt so tearful and stressed today and just wanted to sleep.
intense migraine isn't helping rn either.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: EvilJolteonOfDoom on August 25, 2011, 21:06
I'm spending far too much of my time out of the house being unhappy and lonely. Spending too much of my time in the house being suffocated by people. I see my friends at most once a week, and I spend 12 hours a week working on the shop floor of a charity shop mostly on my own. I have no personal space because there are more people in this house than available rooms. Even if I get a room to myself for a few hours, people are forever up and down bothering me every 5 minutes and then wonder why I'm pissy with them. When I'm at home, I want to be alone. When I'm out of the house, I want to be with my friends. Neither option is likely on a normal day. As much as I want to go back to uni, I'm not looking forward to spending a few weeks in the house on my own until people start moving back. The joys of being lonely~

tl;dr - I'm having one of those days.
i have those day sometimes.

my cat and my dads cousin that i havent met before have CANCER. WHY!?!?!?!?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on August 25, 2011, 21:13
Uhm... the worry of college hasent hit me yet, but even if it does Ima just burst out laughing, really bad reaction... Im thinking about buying Bioshock 2, but really, if I get EMA Im not touching any of it after Christmas, well not in big amounts...

 Really, Im not that sad about... anything... at all...
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Post by: MOP on August 25, 2011, 22:08
Wolfwood. :(

Also I'm still jobless since finishing uni while everyone else seems to just walk into a job. I might see if I can get a volunteer post at the local library. Obviously that won't help with money but it might get a nice reference for me in future and I do love to be surrounded by books.
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Post by: Kpyna on August 26, 2011, 01:04
my brothers girlfriend after 8 months just broke up with him

see usually this is one of those things where you're like, "): hope he feels better!"

but then you realize that i've known about their impending breakup for a couple months now and ive known that shes been looking for an excuse to break up with him. when 2 days ago, he lost all of the people that he thought were his best friends, and when shelby was in that group, i guess she decided it was time to stop stringing him along. he just left a half an hour ago, before he left he sobbed, "i wish that none of this had ever happened" and i kind of wondered if i could have softened his fall :|

but also i know what he's going through, thinking that he's lost all of his friends. hell it happened to me earlier this month. its happened to me lots of times before. and i know just how he's feeling. my brother and i, when we both feel something, a lot of the time we feel it the same way. and i know the exact pain he's feeling right now

he's driving to his friend's house now and i hope he's gonna turn out ok. i dont know. he's my only brother and one of the few people who i completely trust so i guess its natural im overly worried :|
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Post by: IvanWolf♥ on August 31, 2011, 15:02
Losing my internet for 2 weeks! the internet is my LIFE
my mom says she'll sneak me into her work's computer room at night and let me get on that one for a couple hours every couple days, but...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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Post by: Spriter on August 31, 2011, 15:14
The heating's gone off, so I'm buggered at night without covers.
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Post by: Normandy on September 01, 2011, 00:36
I've been going through some stuff in the past week and yesterday, my former best friend (as of a few minutes ago) asked me what was wrong. I told her I didn't want to talk about it. Today she came up to me and said, "If you aren't going to talk to me about it, just don't talk to me." Some time after that, I was saying something about it and she blew up at me. Any time I do something that she doesn't like, I get griped at and when she does something I don't like, and I say something about it, I still get griped at.
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Post by: Captain Jigglypuff on September 01, 2011, 03:05
Still haven't gotten past Heath Ledger's death after three years....
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Post by: ShiraBliss on September 01, 2011, 03:08
I've been going through some stuff in the past week and yesterday, my former best friend (as of a few minutes ago) asked me what was wrong. I told her I didn't want to talk about it. Today she came up to me and said, "If you aren't going to talk to me about it, just don't talk to me." Some time after that, I was saying something about it and she blew up at me. Any time I do something that she doesn't like, I get griped at and when she does something I don't like, and I say something about it, I still get griped at.

Friend troubles stink :< If you need a hug and/or a slice of cake, just ask.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: JSM on September 01, 2011, 13:54
None of my friends got good enough grades to get into the same courses as me next year :( or there going to an expensive sixth form(which I have the grades for, but not the money). I guess I've only just realised next year is going to be going back to being that awkwardly lonely kid with no friends again. I guess that means I should at least do well next year =)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 01, 2011, 22:07
In a course, by myself, lots of prac music sessions, and... I got a new inspiration for my music, which is more of the positive side!
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Post by: Specstile on September 02, 2011, 01:11
Sceptile is now NU
wth! He has an impressive speed and a decent spa.
He should be UU
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Post by: ShiraBliss on September 02, 2011, 01:13
^ This gives me an excuse to use my Sceptile in competitive play and destroy things.
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Post by: Specstile on September 02, 2011, 01:28
Overgrow Leafstorm is scary!
I am realy realy surpised at serperior too. It is NU but thats probs because of no contary.
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Post by: Inferna on September 02, 2011, 12:04
I was feeling great today up untill my music lesson. My teacher made me feel crap saying i don't practise enough and basically called me a liar ect
I was pretty close to tears at one point.
I have around 3 hours from when i come home from school until my sister goes to bed to practice. I have chores to do, watch my sister, hw and get dinner and what not.
Even if i do manage it always gets interrupted :|
all this because i screwed up on a few notes.
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on September 02, 2011, 12:27
Oh, I've done it again, haven't I?
Put things off, that is.
Seriously, how am I supposed to get this right if I can't read this book properly?
Well, I suppose there's only one thing for it.
So long, free time...
Unless I inevitably get distracted, understand little about the book, go back to school and look like a twonk.

Dad booked me an advanced course.
He said it was fine.
So why do I feel like a drain on our resources?
Oh, the fact that this is all as expensive as Hell, and I know I should just be happier with a copy of Xenoblade and my ten NES games.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 02, 2011, 18:12
hi could every conversation we have not end in you listing all the ways in which i am useless because i already know them and it doesn't help me be any less of the self loathing pathetic piece of dirt you make sure to tell me i am every day
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Post by: Sunnii on September 03, 2011, 23:41
The boy I like lefted again today. Well he leaves tomorrow morning, but he came to my work place just to say goodbye to me (: Yeah... But I wont see him until christmas break now... So I am feeling... Crushed.
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Post by: Specstile on September 06, 2011, 16:08
my teacher called me a pervert when i went out the room.
cow
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Post by: SilentSeraph on September 07, 2011, 21:45
just broke up with me girlfriend :(
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on September 08, 2011, 12:02
ugh its getting to that time of year where i can feel i am going to have to import the super high strength vitamin d3 (we're talking 5000IU however much that is in milligrams) and maybe think about getting a very bright light or build a 450nm LED array

hoping i make it through this winter a bit better than i did the last two
i mean before i actually took some steps to try and box s.a.d on the nose and show it who's boss i was much worse off so
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 08, 2011, 15:18
Woke up earlier, had breakfast, and whilst I was going upstairs to get dressed for college, I started throwing up...
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Post by: Sizacu on September 08, 2011, 17:54
I'm in year 9 now, which means that I'll have to start thinking about important stuff now. ;;
And on the school bus, the doors attacked the back of my foot twice. My foot hurt a lot D: Might have scraped some skin, actually...
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on September 08, 2011, 19:21
Got my marks back for my science GCSE.
This just about sums it up. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rx8zMBQaZjQ&feature=related)
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Post by: Alphochio on September 11, 2011, 02:30
I found my VHS of Pokemon Johto. I'm watching "The Little Big Horn" where a baby Stantler has a bruised leg. Its just sad seeing it walk and the part where it gets attached to Brock but he scares it away.  T____T
I feel like breeding one now.  =)
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Post by: Liam on September 11, 2011, 09:57
There is no sugar so I can't drink my tea.

This is a disaster I am so upset right now.
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Post by: Inferna on September 13, 2011, 09:27
The minute i stepped out the car this morning someone said something horrible about me. Thanks for slagging me off first thing in the moring when i already feel like crap. It's funny how people  who don't even  know me take the piss out of me.
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Post by: Spriter on September 14, 2011, 18:21
Discovered that the girl I had a crush on is already going out with someone else. Why didn't I think about that before trolling my brain with feelings that are now moot?
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 14, 2011, 20:07
Well,  not really saddening me right now but confuzzling me, theres a girl I wanna know, but I can never find a decent time to say hi, since it always seems to be on a freaking road...

Couldn't play U2 - Beautiful Day, finally got the chords but we changed it to another song... I was gonna come home whap the internet on and scour it for the lyrics and perfect it.
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Post by: Clairefable on September 15, 2011, 22:27
Really crappy day. I'm going to have a bath, put on some new pyjamas, go to bed with a hot water bottle and contemplate the mess that my life is in. /party
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 15, 2011, 22:46
It felt like my finger tips were splitting whilst playing guitar, I just hope nothing happens on stage tomorrow, I mean, I'll play on using different fingers, but I really don't want any splitting happening.
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Post by: Piccolami. on September 18, 2011, 16:07
having gotten here i realise that i really, really, really don't want to be here
there's only 3 of us in our flat at the moment and i'm already too scared to go to the kitchen to make a hot drink
everyone else is so excited about being at uni and i just want to go home and go back to work at homsense
even chris pine can't cheer me up... that's just how upset i am
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Post by: Inferna on September 18, 2011, 19:34
*hugs claire <3*

Idk if what i'm feeling rn is going to become a panic or asthma attack. Both have similar symptoms for me but i'm probably just feeling scared about anther asthma attack :c
happythoughtshappythoughts
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Post by: russia213 on September 18, 2011, 21:36
I guess I'm just upset with my lack of time at the moment. I'm always at work or doing some sort of homework. In fact, I'm at the university library right now doing homework. I just stopped in between reading s to see what there was to post on. The twelve hour weekdays are starting to get to me a bit.
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Post by: MOP on September 18, 2011, 23:34
The elderly lady next door passed away earlier in the year and I only just found out she had worked at Bletchley Park during the war! I wish I could have asked her about it, although she wasn't the sort to talk about things in the past so perhaps she wouldn't have wanted that.
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Post by: IceRain on September 19, 2011, 08:25
It seems the introduction topic is gone. How will everyone witness the "return" of IceRain! D: also I'm pretty sure I coded my title wrong :/

edit: Woops! I guess I had it hidden, haha. I am no longer saddened.
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 19, 2011, 13:06
@MOP: I know it's not the same, but if you go to Bletchley park, I think that the people who show you around are people who worked there during the war. At least, they were when I went. 
 
what could be better than a nice day out to Milton Keynes 
 
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Post by: f3raligatr on September 19, 2011, 14:13
Summer has come and passed.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up, when September ends.

Pretty much it. I absolutely adore winter, but it's something about September I've never really liked. Luckily, there's only two weeks left of it, but it's still annoying me. The days slowly get colder and the weather is more unpredictable (read as; Rob went to football with just a shirt on because it was lovely and sunny in Hull and when he got to Leeds it was monsoon season), the nights don't fall quick enough, and the cold snap winter mornings I adore aren't quite here yet.

I'm not wishing my week away, I've got a pretty solid week coming up, so I've only got one more week really haha. October is where things tend to even out, the nights come quicker and the days get colder, that lovely feeling of diving into bed and snuggling up to get warm appears again too, but it's still middle bit.

September. It's not summer, and it's not winter, it's just a miserable month where you realise that you've had and achieved all your summer plans and now it's just waiting until Winter snaps in. It's that month where you want to get away until you know Winter's chill sends that shiver down your spine to remind you you're still alive, but you don't have the money really to do so (you have but you're a tight-fisted lovely person really who doesn't want to spend for the sake of it).

-lesigh-
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Post by: Inferna on September 20, 2011, 21:08
I feel so overwhelmed right now. Everything is getting to me. I can't cope anymore.
I'm sick of my ~friends~ never being there for me when i need them but i'm always there for them. I'm sick of the same old day-in-day-out, the same routine and the same crap every day.
I'm sick of feeling like everyone's judging me and critizising me.
I wish i was more hardy but there's a point where i can't stop hiding how i feel, but i hate letting anyone know because i feel like i'm just bothering them and wasting their time.
I just need someone to vent to who won't judge me for being *~sad/whiny~*
i wish i could just curl up into a ball and forget about everything just for a day even.
ugh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on September 21, 2011, 04:40
My niece Nikki is growing up so fast. I know it probably should be something to be happy about, but I guess I feel kind of fatherly towards her, which is weird considering she is 1 year older than me.
I kind of have the same thing with my younger stepsister.

I think my shyness around my peers may change a little. I recently noticed that they exclude and laugh at and talk about my friend. I didn't notice this for what, 4 years, and only now am I enlightened by this fact that people are very, very passive-aggressive, so much under the radar that it took so long for me to comprehend?

Some sort of dreadful anger is welling up in my heart whenever they have the time to talk about him like that. I know he may not say the most nice things, but sheesh, if he's telling a story don't ignore the kid and turn around and go back to talking about whatever.

Why am I becoming the friends of these mistreated people? So many are so polite and kind and yet shunned by their comrades. So many are rudely treated for little things, and yet I find them nice and funny and there for you. Real people who don't need to be downgraded for any reason at all.

And now I feel like a hypocrite, because I really couldn't stand a person who was dreadfully annoying and followed me for 3 years before they gave up and left me alone. And everyone else was kind to this person. I feel like some sort of opposite of society.

Another thing, age. Oh, look at me, I'm x years older than you, I'm only going to talk formally about academic things when I'm around you and I don't really make friends. Not me, no. I make friends with people younger than me. And they don't care that I'm x years older than them, except if I can give them tips about stuff they will be expecting. But that's not really all I talk about.

It seems like my well-built opinions of certain people are soon going to crumble fiercely.

And gee whiz, when you're talking to an adult, don't be sarcastic, even if they're aloof to it. That's just mean, you, you...

WHITE CHOCOLATE SMEAR NARFS!!!1 (man my cussing replacements just get better and better!!)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on September 21, 2011, 06:25
don't drink whiskey and then later listen to placebo

the two apart are great
they just don't mix well

i've had to turn it off cos i'm close to tears for some reason
damn you placebo
music doesn't usually get me
eiffel 65's The World Inside My Bedroom (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s7AhSD_iMqU) did once
no stop laughing just listen to it it's nothing like the songs you heard eiffel 65 grew up a bit since then just listen to it
but yeah that is the only song that ever got me and now these man i'd better not be developing Feelings for things the one thing that was good about being in a permenant dissociation was that i couldn't embarass myself via sentimentality again


okay lets try kate bush she's usually ni-oh no not All The Love fffffffffff

right giving up on music for tonight
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 21, 2011, 23:12
I've been reading about UFO sightings and aliens breaking into homes and such.
No sleep for me tonight. Never grown out of this one.  :(
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Post by: kr9q on September 21, 2011, 23:17
My first boyfriend he broke up with me!  :'(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: IvanWolf♥ on September 22, 2011, 01:05
The Titanic, Hetalia style.

No Sweden!!! Sweden tells the person letting women and children into lifeboats that Finland is his wife and to take him and Sealand into one. Finland doesn;t want to go and Sealand is asking why his papa isn;t coming, too D"X
Crying right now!!!
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on September 22, 2011, 06:31
this is stupid

can't sleep
too angry about myself
remebering how much of a spineless douche i am constantly and wow lets play the spineless douche mental theatre show great
my drawings suck and are flat formless anime disasters
my writing is about as deep and complex and captivitating as a Take-a-Break magazine's true story column
my attempts at music are dire and sound like one let the most generic nu-metal band near a keyboard and the one song i wrote which i don't hate completely well i've never made anything as good since
my sewing is rubbish and fabric practically slowly inches away from me like a snail to avoid the curse of my fat-handed needlework
my electronics expertise is year 6 Design/Technology skill level all unsanded corners and nails sticking out
my computer knowledge means having to struggle for two days to get one sodding ad hoc wireless connection to work
my attempts at comedy or making anyone laugh are the churlish sort of awkward jokes your 10 year old brother makes that you pretend to laugh at but really you don't have the heart to tell him that they really are not funny in the least
my programming skills are terrible and just a bloated dogs dinner in terrible 10pt colour coded text
social skills paaaaaaahahahahahah

try to close my eyes and go to sleep suddenly get a hot flush
or an anger tic jolts me awake
everyone else is asleep
would usually pester the bf for comforting at least
but its 6:39am for chrissakes i'm not waking him up for my inadequacies

people are interesting when they have several skills and don't suck horribly at them
or the people i know are just generally wonderfully odd and will go far
but when you're just generally adequate and not very good in anything and kind of spineless and limp-wristed like i kind of am people just like you know
its the kind of "smother it to death with a pillow to put it out of its misery" kind of thing

basically in a really bad place mentally right now
will probably exhaust myself out by about 7-8am if i am lucky??? i'll get so knackered out that the fervent fizzing in my brain will just give way to that weird post-panic attack relief and i will finally be able to sleep

finally figured out that its why i can't seem to roll my body clock back in time for uni cos the witching hour invites me deeply despising myself and unable to stop it

right
going to lie down and try again
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Post by: Clairefable on September 22, 2011, 11:12
It's days like this that reinforce my belief that I am in no way cut out to be a graphic designer.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: rapidash king on September 22, 2011, 18:23
wishing i was a ham-ham
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 24, 2011, 01:43
Cried my eyes out finishing series 2 of Torchwood for the second time. It started to hurt because of all the crying. I'm hoping series 3 doesn't make me cry. ;________;
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Post by: Specstile on September 24, 2011, 01:51
^series 2 was awesome! Shame about the ending, tosh was so good ):!
series 3 is good.
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Post by: Piccolami. on September 24, 2011, 11:44
everyone in my street is blanking me and mum because i've come back home
dad's been utterly slagging me off to everyone
fantastic
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 25, 2011, 00:00
I feel... really horrible right now. Really, really horrible. Our new housemate has to cope with my other housemates talking about her. I'll be spending the next year running around trying to please everyone except myself. I'm torn between protecting and sticking by my first year housemate and being able to let go and have fun with my other housemates. I'm probably being my usual ridiculous self, but I'm really worried about the year ahead.
The worst thing about this? The new housemate got left alone for part of the night while I stuck to one of the others, and she ended up wandering off on her own while upset. I stick with the new housemate after she comes back in, and we get left alone while the other housemate enjoys herself with her friends. So to please myself, I decide to go home, with the new housemate, leaving the other housemate with her friends and making her possibly need to walk home alone. I suppose I could have stayed for a couple more hours, but it'd be repeating itself all night. I just feel like a really horrible person right now.

Edit: my reasons to be upset are multiplying. Homesickness mainly. I'm really missing living somewhere where I don't need to worry about stupid and petty things. I miss my family, my friends, and my old, simple life. I really do. Living alone would make me feel better than I do right now. ;-;

tl;dr - I'm a horrible, whiny idiot who complains about the insignificant.
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on September 25, 2011, 00:11
My dad paid all this money for a course, and I'm too much of a lazy sot to even touch the last twenty pages of this textbook.
Wohoo, cramming.
And I've got to get up at about 5:45, which means I'll get like, what, four hours of sleep? Not good when one mistake can drown me.
Maybe I should just roll over and hope something turns up...
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Post by: ShiraBliss on September 26, 2011, 05:39
I feel like I'm getting in the way...

Stupid depression, go away.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on September 26, 2011, 19:42
Whiny teenager coming through~

I feel like I can't do anything without anyone helping me in one way or another :v I want to be independent, but I'm always forgetting the little things. When I don't forget it, I'm usually in trouble for something else, whether it's because the bus was late so I couldn't get to school on time or I admit to doing some stuff, and then my teacher says that I'm a bad influence on my friend.

It's like.. I don't know. It's like that I can only rely on my friends to forget about the bad things so that I can think about them later :v

Oh, and I'm always thinking things through waaay too much.
*dives back into shell*
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on September 26, 2011, 19:56
Whiny teenager coming through~

I feel like I can't do anything without anyone helping me in one way or another :v I want to be independent, but I'm always forgetting the little things. When I don't forget it, I'm usually in trouble for something else, whether it's because the bus was late so I couldn't get to school on time or I admit to doing some stuff, and then my teacher says that I'm a bad influence on my friend.

It's like.. I don't know. It's like that I can only rely on my friends to forget about the bad things so that I can think about them later :v

Oh, and I'm always thinking things through waaay too much.
*dives back into shell*
I guess that makes two of us.

One of the diving instructors... I don't know, he just makes it seem that I'm supposed to get it all in the first  try. Well, excuse me, but do you have any idea how difficult swimming in a square is on your first try? Though I guess it was my fault at points... I kept messing up the simple things, like getting my kit on correctly, or questions in the theory part of it all... He makes it seem like I'm not cut out to do this... I really need to work on my self-esteem. Or maybe I can just hide in a corner and hope things improve...
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Post by: MOP on September 26, 2011, 23:02
Got to get tickets tomorrow for a last minute trip to Durham. I love Durham you understand and going there isn't what upsets me. The sad part is my granddad is in hospital and we're not expecting him to come out, I just feel like I'll be in my grandma's way and not be able to offer any comfort. I think if I go to Church with her and help out in the house that might be useful. Sad times.
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Post by: sylar on September 29, 2011, 18:44
i heard star trek xi was coming to imax so i went to the imax site to check and it isn't in my local imax....... life is hard.........
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Post by: Piccolami. on September 29, 2011, 19:52
i heard star trek xi was coming to imax so i went to the imax site to check and it isn't in my local imax....... life is hard.........

the only one i can see it going to is london ;;
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Post by: Newo1202 on September 29, 2011, 22:15
(Warning: If you find "god damn" offensive, please don't read. Also, moderators, if some of the language I use is a bit blunt, please tell me. (I don't swear in this, I just... "damn" a few things...))

This seems like a good place to vent some feelings, if not, just let off some steam. I'd say the real question for me right now is, what ISN'T saddening you right now?

Pressure from GCSE's... My class and I started the whole course a year before we were supposed to, because of being "smart", so they claim. I AM in the top set and now in my final year of school, but the amount of having to now do a two year course in two terms is frustrating... Then there is homework upon more homework for me to do, coursework to do, and I have to also deal with idiotic no-living students that seem to think it's their job to make it hard on people that are struggling. I'm expected A's in most, if not all of my lessons and I think I'm about to go into depression...

I have teachers that do not understand what my students and I need AS students, for example, my German teacher likes to think we are children, and will hold our hands throughout our work. I got a detention because I asked to be left alone to do my work, great.

Another thing is my friends. I don't even get to hang around with my friends much any more, all the work means I get little free time, and when I do get free time, I'm stressed. A few of my close friends' attitudes are changing, now thinking it's cool to do stupid things, meaning I can't get along with them, due to what they're doing be that damn stupid. When I get to be with my real close friends, I am grumpy and stressed, I end up starting arguments because I can't relax and take everything so god damn seriously...

So yeah, that's what is making me sad, I think I need to be left alone...
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Post by: kr9q on September 29, 2011, 22:17
I might never be able to get a drivers license or a learners permit.
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on September 29, 2011, 22:21
I might never be able to get a drivers license or a learners permit.

Why not? D:
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Post by: kr9q on September 29, 2011, 22:23
Because.
I have ADHD, Autism, and PDD-NOS. Those limit my abilities and I also have no hand-eye coordination at all. It would not be safe. I can get them but, its just not the safest idea in the world.
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Post by: MOP on September 29, 2011, 22:29
I might never be able to get a drivers license or a learners permit.
-Take up running to compensate.
-Become super fit.
-Become an athlete.
-?
-Profit

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Post by: Legacy on September 29, 2011, 22:31
Would Cycling be safe?

Posting here cos I want a bike. Haven't had one for years...need exercise. Don't want to take up running because, quite frankly, I probably wouldn't last a lap around the local athletics track <.< There was once a time I could play football for 5 hours straight...
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Post by: Inferna on September 29, 2011, 22:42
I'm so tired of seeing the same people and places day in and day out.
I'd love to just get away from here even for a few days. I've not managed to go anywhere since germany in june. Yeah i'm going to glasgow at the end of next month but chances are we won't get to go because my friend has failed to see the fact that i'm not paying for her this time round. She gets about £60 a week for a course she's on and i said back in july that she needed to start saving. Its now the end of september and she's not given me anything - she wastes it on drink and cigarettes. Idk why i bothered asking her to come in the first place :| i'm sick of the broken promises.
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Post by: kr9q on September 29, 2011, 22:46
Would Cycling be safe?
Who knows? I need a license for that too.
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Post by: sylar on September 29, 2011, 22:49
the only one i can see it going to is london ;;

let's wish ourselves there if this happens..........
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on September 29, 2011, 23:42
Oh, I'll take an Advanced Open Water course, and get my Advanced licens.
~
Well, my underwater navigation skills need work, but that can be fixed.
~
Oh... So I'm not actually good enough to be takiing the course in the first place... I guess I'll just, you know, crawl back ino a hole with my textbook... Hope I can get some practise in...
*Sigh*

So, we do a mock exam in maths. And what happens? I only get 15/30.
Sixthform will NOT just settle for a student with average marks. They want the cream of the crop. And it's starting to look like I'm not cut out for setone maths, or science for that matter... And I just know I'm going to flop in my English test. Memorise quotes from Oliver Twist? I had a bad enough time reading it, how do you expect me to do this?
I guess that's the real world for you. Gives with one hand, takes and punches you with the other.
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 30, 2011, 01:47
Sometimes I just really hate the people who live on this planet. 
You think it's not that bad, and then you hear about police brutality and transphobic violence and tasteless campaigns and self-righteous idiots and you just want to hide away until the sun explodes and destroys everything. 
Either that or punch people in the bloody face. 
 
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Post by: Shaymin on September 30, 2011, 08:29
Who knows? I need a license for that too.
you don't need a license to ride a bicycle? =_=

it's friday. i have no frees. the weather is nice

Y U DO DIS TIMETABLE
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Post by: Moon Chaser on October 01, 2011, 21:41
School Monday with I know will involve: A detention for not doing homework, being yelled at by a teacher for not coming to extra Maths (I was ill, not at school and their not officially on of my teachers so she doesn't know I was ill), and handing in a big huge painting which probably won't get marked for months.
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Post by: kr9q on October 01, 2011, 21:42
When the sun comes out.
That is true. I dislike the sun.
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Post by: Clairefable on October 02, 2011, 00:35
I have to be up in eight hours to go to work for another 12 hour shift sob sob sob
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Post by: Inferna on October 02, 2011, 19:31
What was an amazing weekend has now turned into a pile of utter crap in the space of a few hours. I'm actually scared about how the next few weeks will be if this actually happens for real. Both of you are so petty at times and if you'd stop being so stubborn then none of this would have happened.
Tomorrow will make things worse, my friend will be all 'omgamazingweekendiluvmanewbf<3333' and when i try to tell her about what's happened she'll just say 'oh :/... anyways bfbfbf!11'
idk why i even feel happy at times because something like this happens and so the vicious circle goes round :|
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Post by: Clairefable on October 03, 2011, 00:52
So my mum thought it'd be a good idea to call me at work and to tell me that the cousin that I didn't even know was pregnant had a baby the other day that is apparently very sick and probably isn't going to make it, and that my aunt is going into hospital for cancer treatment. As I'm sure you can imagine this put a bit of a downer on my otherwise pleasant evening spent watching Come Dine With Me.
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on October 03, 2011, 17:11
Will be homeless again in about 2 months. Yay.
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Post by: MOP on October 03, 2011, 23:00
^ Sofa surfing? :(

I'm worried about my grandparents again.
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Post by: Reshurott Inferno on October 04, 2011, 00:55
I'm pretty much home alone for once, except for my cousin who is incredibly rude and obnoxious, but this time I don't have my labradoodle pet (he went to the vet for grooming), so it's boring as all get out.

Also, my cousin had to have 2, yes 2, sleepovers. WHATDAFIRGGINFRAGGEN!
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Post by: Specstile on October 04, 2011, 01:08
Just found out that the person i like has a girlfriend *starts listening to Céline Dion my heart will go on and cries self to sleep*
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Post by: Inferna on October 06, 2011, 16:32
A girl in my year is an orphan now :| her mum died a few years back and her dad killed himself last night. She has no immediate family here and she has nowhere as a permanant home now as her dad owned one of the local pubs, which was where she lived.
She was in school today but she looked broken. A few people were saying it hadn't hit her yet.
its just so sad and ugh it puts everything into perspective really :/
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Post by: Sizacu on October 09, 2011, 13:33
Mum just said to me that I'm not a human.
Because apparently all girls like to go out.

Is it really too much to ask for her to accept that I don't like going out, getting hot and prefer to do calmer/indoor activities?
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on October 09, 2011, 18:34
*Sigh*
I suppose I should expect people to think every word that comes out of my mouth to be offensive or annoying, but still...
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Post by: Reshurott Inferno on October 10, 2011, 01:30
Last day of the holidays... Sigh...School tomorrow... WHY?!?
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Post by: kr9q on October 10, 2011, 01:38
My bf never came!
Maybe he might come tomorrow...
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on October 12, 2011, 03:58
^ Sofa surfing? :(


I used to do that, but i managed to get myself onto benefits and find a little flat to myself, I have been looking for a job so i can get off crappy income support but the building i live in is changing is policy... so they will no longer accept people who are on income support. I have till December to find somewhere else or find a job, and neither are looking likely. Getting evicted is crap.
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Post by: Captain Jigglypuff on October 14, 2011, 17:44
I won't be able to go to my Tang Soo Do classes for a week because I hurt my leg there Tuesday and the doctor said not to take it for a week in case a stress fracture develops. That's not saddening me. It's the fact I have to sit around in my apartment most of the time because I mainly walk everywhere and don't want to further injure my leg and am bored quite a bit. The DSi helps pass the time but I also need to take breaks from it.
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Post by: MOP on October 15, 2011, 00:05
Going to go sign on next week. My brothers managed to get good jobs in a few weeks of searching. I can't even get a bad job because they keep saying I'm over-qualified. :/

Was going to volunteer as a special constable but I'm unfit but on the plus side I have found a good collection of other volunteer opportunities and if I can do a couple of them I might get a decent reference or two.

Uni friends now fallen out of contact too.

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Post by: IvanWolf♥ on October 16, 2011, 02:30
Oh my god

I know it's just a show on Youtube but...

HetaOni....

All the death scenes my god... Italy just wants so badly to save everyone, he keeps going back again and again and again and not being able to do anything, watching his friends die in an endless loop for ...years... but... yet... he still keeps trying...
And trying...
And whenever he loses someone, he starts all over.
And watches it all again.

It makes me want to cry. Literally and truly. I almost did.

And, it also makes me want to cry (in frustration this time)...
GOD DAMMIT GO GET THE MOCHI OUT OF THE WALL
GO GET IT
Grrr I'm really sure right now if they would save the freaking mochi they'd all get out alive.
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Post by: kr9q on October 16, 2011, 02:34
ITunes is being a bum. It won't let me get songs.
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Post by: Clairefable on October 16, 2011, 03:43
Well before I was just angry, but now I'm angry and drunk.

I hate him. When I tried to tell him out upset his antics last night made me his eyes just glazed over like he couldn't care less. Speaks volumes for someone who's spent years declaring their undying love and how ~happy~ they would make me given half a chance. Ho hum.
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Post by: ~Evanscence~ on October 16, 2011, 03:49
My crush isn't talking to me and I don't know why =[
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on October 20, 2011, 22:15
My crush isn't talking to me and I don't know why =[

Sorta the same with me I suppose... sucks though...

Literally in a new class, and I have 0 "friends" in there, and my timetable is different, so I literally meet 1 or 2 (real) friends a day, it sounds sad, and its a bit of a let out, but Im rather lonely... actually sucks saying that... but the fact that I have acknowleged that Im lonely puts me off whenever Im doing anything, Im even getting sharper with the body language reading too which sucks... since I can usually tell if someones not interested, even when their pretending they are...

 So Im going to the next town over on Monday, with my best gear on, so yeah... even if its someone someplace else... Im not even depressed or anything, it just bugs me like heck how lonely it is right now, everyone seems to have made friends, but Im literally not interested in the same stuff as everyone else....

A girl I liked, Im pretty dang sure she liked me at the start, smiling, blushing, but now everything seems normal again, totally feel like I missed out...

So yeah... rant over...

Recap
Lonely as hell
Slightly crushed...
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Post by: Clairefable on October 21, 2011, 22:29
Can't remember the last time I cried so much, or felt so worthless, disposable and just all round wretched. I'd quite like to go to sleep and not wake up.
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Post by: Freestyler on October 22, 2011, 15:15
I posted 'apathy' onto Facebook then some idiot commented on that and gave the definition then said, quote,
Quote
WHY DO YOU FEEL THIS??????????
with that many question marks, and that post has gotten 12 likes. I never said I was feeling apathetic .__. It was directed towards the more apathetic people on my friends list who don't give a crap about the thoughts and feelings of people who they AT LEAST know in real life.
And why should I even care about what other people think?
Just go away.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on October 22, 2011, 21:34
I feel like theres something there, but don't know what it is...

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Post by: ShiraBliss on October 23, 2011, 05:38
So he's going on a second date with her.

Now the pain sets in...
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Post by: sylar on October 23, 2011, 11:12
every so often i'll have one of those days where i'll want to do nothing more than wallow in self loathing and sleep until i feel better. that day has been the past week and i've been forcing myself out of it because it's becoming too common now but the more i hang around people the worse i feel. the whole 'social interaction? no thanks' thing was a ha ha funny JOKE before but now i genuinely can't feel comfortable around other people because i constantly berate myself mentally for every little thing i do wrong or not so much (christ, i breathed a little loud there, i bet they hate me!). although that leads to more isolation which makes me wweh lonely and more depressed. it's a lose-lose situation. either way i'm gonna feel terrible about myself and how socially inept and terrible to be around in every way and then some. i think even my sister and mum are sick of me now.

just gonna give up and buy 8 cats while laughing alone with meursault and alcohol.
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on October 23, 2011, 11:27
So, let me get this straight.
I order a revision guide, which doesn't arrive before the half-term.
The test is on Novembe 15.
I'm sure having a week to revise a chemistry topic I never understood in the first place is just typical of me.
Added to the fact I'm going to have to spend pretty much every waking moment of my break going over my IT textbook, science notes, practising writing my English essay, and revising factorising equations, I'd say my free time is now virtually non-existent.
Brb abandoning my already suffering social life.
[/pettywhinging]
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Post by: Shaymin on October 26, 2011, 18:31
you know that feeling you get when you just want to die?

this is that feeling.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on October 26, 2011, 20:24
Put an awesome paint job on my Toyota.... Don't like it...
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on October 26, 2011, 23:26
I am still single.
I feel lonely...
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on October 27, 2011, 00:42
Graphics homework, can't draw anything other than the depressing philosical drawings that I do when Im bored, I have to hand it in a day early too, since Im attending a funeral at the time its due in...

Funeral = Depressing
Depressed = Philosical Mode
Philosical Mode = Everything I say will kill people on the inside...
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Post by: Webby on October 28, 2011, 10:42
I complain about being single but then when someone comes along and shows that they like me, I let them slip by out of nervousness. I think I upset him a little bit by not responding, but I was so shy and nervous that I couldn't even ask for his number after he came to McDonalds with us >.<;  I am such an idiot!
I've been tormenting myself all day over this. Aaaaaaaaaaaah what is wrong with me ;-;
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on October 28, 2011, 13:30
Poom graphics work, drawn a bottle of alcohol, and two guitars...theres a bit of a theme going on... I don't like it, Im gonna change it and draw something freakishly camp... a teddy?

I need a facebook photo, one where Im ready, and don't have my afro hair, or when Im not photobombing.... Hmm... don't wanna pose infront of a mirror with my cleavage, because Im a guy...

Then again, none of it is making be sad, just annoying me,  and for my graphics, I have done two shape drawings, and one line drawing, so Im going to do one line drawing of an amp then call it a day... 2 out of 8 catergories is good enough for today...
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Post by: Quapsel on October 28, 2011, 14:58
why must halloween be on a monday? how are you supposed to spend the night watching horror films while wearing silly costumes if it's on a monday? :c
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on October 28, 2011, 17:43
My laptops charger has once again killed itself... so Im going to have to fork out £30 or repair it properly...  :dry:

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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on October 28, 2011, 21:22
Oh. My. Gosh. I don't care how little this is, somebody has COPIED a unique message to my best friend and posted it on the SAME PERSON'S WALL. I like my fb posts to be unique, that's why I write them the way I do, now that individuality has just been torn away from me like I don't even exist. She already acts like she lives on top of the world, I'm sure nobody cares that she's stealing what I do.
 
She lies half of the time (believe me, I usually end up looking at her and letting her THINK that I believed her). She says horrible stuff (Saying I smell, implying that I have terrible hygiene [I shower twice a day], Blaming people's sisters for things that she did) and now she copies me. Oh, did I mention that if someone stands up to her, they'll get a call from her mother saying that she's feeling 'upset and betrayed'?
 
[/END TINY INSIGNIFICANT RANT ABOUT NOTHING]
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Post by: Specstile on October 30, 2011, 18:43
I see all these people on facebook having nice halloween parties already and the one i was going to was canceled
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Post by: Liam on October 31, 2011, 21:01
French speaking exam soon.

:(

I wish I revised more.
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Post by: sylar on November 01, 2011, 14:15
rest in peace tablet too poor to get you fixed

looks like i'm out of a hobby time to go back to misery bye
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Post by: Quapsel on November 01, 2011, 15:04
i've so far taken two paracetamol, two and a half coffeine tablets and an aspirin and i still feel like i'm dying. ;__;
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Post by: Piccolami. on November 01, 2011, 17:10
i've just remembered what's happening on thursday =[
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Post by: Liam on November 01, 2011, 18:07
So much revision, so little time!
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on November 02, 2011, 01:12
My grandmother recently passed away, the oldest generation of my family have passed away... I drew a memorial piece for an assignment, writing down what the piece to me was one of the most difficult things I have done for a long while... I actually really miss both my grandfather and my grandmother :(
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Post by: Shaymin on November 02, 2011, 20:54
no happy birthday topic for me.
oh well i guess that's what you get when you spend less and less time here B/
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on November 03, 2011, 18:56
I throw up whenever I eat anything... It sucks
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 03, 2011, 21:16
Ill. Fever, sore throat, aches, swimmy head, loss of appetite, headache, cough.
 
Not fun.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on November 03, 2011, 23:49
They have problems, and I can't help in any sort of way, but its that feeling that you get when you finally give a hoot and care about someone, but then you have to watch them suffer... Can't offer any help or comfort, and I suppose a hug would be too "forward" (need comfirmation)... Damn you feelings, always finding a way to make me feel cruddy because other people do...
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Post by: kr9q on November 05, 2011, 04:12
I just saw one Penguin grab a gun and kill another Penguin.  :'(
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 05, 2011, 09:33
Still ill. I'm annoyed at Manfred von Karma because he's annoying.
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Post by: Richard and Blaziken on November 05, 2011, 09:37
I kept a secret from a friend, and it was eating me away inside. I finally told her, and now everything is okay, but it makes me sad that I did it at all.
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Post by: pokefin on November 05, 2011, 10:37
The dog i've had sience i was 1 ran away today :'( He's been missing for 5 hours :'( :'(
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 05, 2011, 11:46
Might not be able to go to Fireworks with my friend today DD:
 
Definitely no sleepover (Fair enough, I don't want her to be ill too.)
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Post by: EvilJolteonOfDoom on November 05, 2011, 12:00
my grandmother fell  :o
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Post by: Inferna on November 05, 2011, 14:32
I just had a panic attack compeletly out of the blue there. I was just sitting getting ready in my room and started to hyperventilate for no reason and my heart was racing and felt absoultutley terrified even though there was no real reason, i've never had one before either :c
I'm all shaky now ugh its horrible :|
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 05, 2011, 20:17
I hate leaving the house. I don't know why, i just feel like there is nothing to do outside. I have very few friends that live near here, in fact i can only think of 1 and i live with him. I don;t like clubs, pubs, bars or places with loud music and there doesn't seem to be anywhere else to meet people... I just feel completely alone and wrapped up in my four walls of my room, replaying the same old games over and over and looking at pictures on the Internet that i have seen a thousand times before just because i have nothing better to do... I just keep expecting something to happen but nothing changes at all. I know that nothing will change unless i make it... but there just doesn't seem to be anything that i can do about it. I dunno, i guess it's silly but i just feel like I am stuck at the moment. The last time i went outside was sunday, my door keys are in the exact same place that i left them.
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Post by: Shaymin on November 06, 2011, 19:13
oh just my life in general
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on November 07, 2011, 01:25
Right now, I admit I have this crush(?) On this girl that's liek MASSIVE, but I think she's starting to lose intrest... So basicly, in class, her friend is probably going to ask thoes weird and awkward questions whilst I sit next to her like " do you like her? Would you kiss her?" Etc, so I mayswell just come out with it and strut off to break... Propper ripping me up inside... Girl problems actually suck... Never ask friends for advice either, one of my friends purposely sabotaged a relationship, and another constantly gives bad advice...

So in college, I'm gonna admit it, its either going to kill the friendship, or its going to go well, I'm a man, and I have to get used to it :P

Also this movember thing to raise awareness for prostate cancer, not shaving... Let's just say I get "catface" where I eventually look like a cat...
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on November 07, 2011, 20:42
Well, the C1A is tomorrow. I know fluff all about what I have to, and what I do know I'm not certain about. I got two Us and a C in our "revision quizzes."
Ah, whatever, I'm going to fail miserably, what else can happen?
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Post by: Spriter on November 08, 2011, 20:18
Right now, I admit I have this crush(?) On this girl that's liek MASSIVE, but I think she's starting to lose intrest... So basicly, in class, her friend is probably going to ask thoes weird and awkward questions whilst I sit next to her like " do you like her? Would you kiss her?" Etc, so I mayswell just come out with it and strut off to break... Propper ripping me up inside... Girl problems actually suck... Never ask friends for advice either, one of my friends purposely sabotaged a relationship, and another constantly gives bad advice...


Girl problems suck, agreed.

Anyways, said problems are driving me down. I think I may have gone a bit too far with liking her. The upside to this is that everyone's forgotten about it(presumably), and...that's it.

I have history tomorrow. Yes, that alone is depressing.
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Post by: sans the skeleton on November 09, 2011, 21:33
The fact that I'm like never on here anymore...
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 09, 2011, 21:57
I just lost the game. Now you've lost the game too.
 
Also, headache coming back.
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Post by: sans the skeleton on November 09, 2011, 22:02
I'm getting these really weird head sensations...

It's like someone's putting cotton wool in my brain and trying to clean it. Then making that horrible sensation when you're rubbing cotton woll and pulling it across. augh.
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on November 09, 2011, 22:19
Where did it all go wrong?
I thought we were cool with each other, but the guy I wanted to be mates with - you know, because he's cool and all - just decides to act like a complete... Well, yeah. I guess everyone was right about him - he comes across as an idiot, and quite frankly, he is one.
Remind me to stop trying to be sociable.
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Post by: Clairefable on November 09, 2011, 22:39
Tiger Tim is dead! ;_;

There goes another part of my childhood
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Post by: kr9q on November 10, 2011, 02:33
History/Social Studies/Ancient Civilization class.
We're learning about Ancient Egypt. And we come across a paragraph in our Journey Across Time books. It's about the Embalming process. It's so gross and sad. They take all the organs out.  :'( I know it's their beliefs but still.
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Post by: Inferna on November 10, 2011, 17:17
Woke up, realised i have a migraine. Stayed off school and been pretty bored/cooped up in bed all day. Had to cancel my haircut too.
The most productive things i've done were: finish reading a book and pratice some driving theory questions :| seeing as i slept earlier this will mess with my horrible sleeping patterns that i've had lately but at least i might be able to stay awake past ten tonight :v
[/whineb'awwwhine]
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Post by: sylar on November 10, 2011, 18:31
Tiger Tim is dead! ;_;

There goes another part of my childhood

WHAT.

no i
i need a moment what i was going to say doesn't come close to the infinite sadness that is this news i
no
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Post by: Quapsel on November 10, 2011, 20:48
Laura Marling is playing in Frankfurt next Wednesday and I've been basically obsessing over her music since forever and I never thought she'd actually tour somewhere in Germany let alone near me and CAN'T GO.
Because
a) I have no one to go with
b) I have no money
c) it's a Wednesday and I have school the next day

D:
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Post by: Clairefable on November 10, 2011, 22:31
WHAT.

no i
i need a moment what i was going to say doesn't come close to the infinite sadness that is this news i
no

yeh so apparently this was a false alarm caused by some wag hacking into Clyde 1's Twitter...

I mean there are some people you just don't spread rumours about dying and Tiger Tim is one of them.

...though I suppose no one would care if they said George Bowie was dead mirite :V
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Post by: sylar on November 10, 2011, 23:21
HAHA. well ok admittedly i like bowie at breakfast but i don't know i haven't listened to him properly since like 2009 so IT MIGHT HAVE CHANGED??

tiger tim though... GOOD. OK. PERFECT. if this was true i'd have actually just
lost the ability to cope for a few... days. for real. forget A Childhood Cartoon being remade in a bad way, i'd have my childhood destroyed if it turned out to be true. sob.
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 11, 2011, 16:20
Boys you don't know who walk past you and spray foam into your hair. Seems to be a hobby of the boys in our neighboring school >.<
 
Also, mum has Cellulitis.
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on November 11, 2011, 23:17
I... I just watched the end of Romeo X Juliet...
I promised myself I wouldn't cry, even though I knew that I'd never hold together...
*Bawls incessantly*
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Post by: EvilJolteonOfDoom on November 12, 2011, 23:52
my grandmother is in an assisted living place now.
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Post by: RocketMember002 on November 15, 2011, 20:30
I feel so ill I just want to crawl up into a ball and die.
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Post by: sylar on November 15, 2011, 22:13
nice to know my opinions about myself aren't valid due to my social anxiety

good!!!!!!! ok!!!!! perfect!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on November 15, 2011, 22:16
Shooting Stars has been axed. 
 
don't care for anyone who says IT'S ABOUT TIME because Reeves and Mortimer are marvellous and have been making me laugh for so long now... 
I hope they are doing something new 
I will miss Shooting Stars though 
 
daft BBC 
 
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Post by: Catstorm on November 16, 2011, 02:54
one of my cats (not the kitten mind you) was killed and a dog had to be put down.

i was not there to witness the event but i wouldn't like to have seen it anyway.
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Post by: Kpyna on November 21, 2011, 21:09
ugh so i was talking to this guy i like, no big deal, and then i mention how my ex boyfriend wanted me to google something but i forgot what it was. of course i don't refer to my ex boyfriend as my ex, i just straight up call him by name because we're friends now which is kinda more important than us being exes imo. anyways, so then nick, the guy i like now, says, "why don't you just date him again? you guys talk to each other, text each other, and hang out, so why not?"

 and im like, idk. i hate it when people mention me dating nathan again. it just really, really, irks me, since there's a reason why i still communicate with him, and that's because i dont want him like that anymore. i pretty much said that to him, and said nate wasn't a really good boyfriend either, and he kind of accepted it and went on

but it was kinda a smack in the face. its like, NO I LIKE YOU NOT HIM WHY DON'T YOU GET IT?!

smh.

and i desperately need to take a run, like ive been absorbed so much by skyrim im sure i cant do as good as i used to @_@
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 22, 2011, 17:30
Wheezing, coughing, chest pain, pretty much no voice, fever.
 
I think someone stole my immune system. Could someone give it back to me, please?
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Post by: Kpyna on November 23, 2011, 03:44
ugh today was generally such a bad day. i was late for school, didnt get to finish a day project because of it, and then pretty much promptly after i managed to piss nick off again, to the point where he didnt walk me to my next class. then that bummed me out for the rest of the day and the rest of the day was boring and uneventful and involved me spending lots of my recently earned photography money on food instead of its usual purpose which would have put me in quite a better mood right now -_-

at least i ate some ramen
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Post by: Inferna on November 23, 2011, 07:05
I actually woke up in the middle of the night because of the pain in my head and spent ages trying to get back to sleep, its still there :/
i also have no idea if i want to go to uni or not, i feel like i'm just going for the hell it - to get away from here basically.
I still really want to do art but with a d in it that probably isn't even likely. I'm applying for children's nursing/primary teaching instead but i'm not even passionate~ about them at all, i feel like i'm doing it because they're the only other things i'm vaugley interested in.
I'm not applying for 'fine art' courses either, its mostly digital/computer/animation stuff i'm more interested in. *Says this while laughing at my horrible art attempts and shoddy sprite animations*
I could go to college and do a hnd/c or something and then go to uni but i seriously have no idea ugh
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 24, 2011, 12:10
My mother has early arthiritis, cellulitis, and a third degree sprained ankle.
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on November 25, 2011, 17:16
I wonder if throwing items and kicking balls at me is a sacred ritual for those people. I wonder if there's any particular reason they all think of me as something they can just mock without even considering I have feelings. I wonder what makes them think that it's funny to be racist and just plain offensive about my mother, just because she's Fillipino. I wonder how long I'm going to last in this dump without losing my mind. Maybe I should just change my form. Who cares if it gives them new meat, I'm going to have to pick the lesser of many evils. Oh, wait, every class is as bad as the other. Oh well, if I got through this many years of being an easy target, I'll last to 2013. Until then... Bah.
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 25, 2011, 20:09
All I can say is: Beware me: I am a menstruating, ill teenager.
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Post by: sylar on November 28, 2011, 20:51
talking to my sister was once very nice and made me feel less miserable

i am very glad she now takes every possible moment to remind me she's disappointed in me and that i am a failure

wow! just what i need. i love my family, i really do.
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Post by: Kpyna on November 29, 2011, 23:27
my mom just found out something she shouldnt have found out and i cant say what she found, but point is im in a gigantic depressing pickle right now  -_______-
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Post by: Piccolami. on November 30, 2011, 01:32
work have utterly screwed up and not paid me properly at all AGAIN
despite telling me that everything was sorted out and i'd get everything this month
i now actually cannot afford to do anything
at all
no presents, no visiting lottie, no nothing

i hate this week
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Post by: Kpyna on November 30, 2011, 23:22
my mom tells me im not grounded, but honestly, she essentially put me under house arrest. cant leave the house, even if its for a walk, or to hang out with my friends. i cant believe it, this isnt even fair. i cant wait to move out. as much as i love her and shes my mother, i literally cannot stand her emotionally
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Post by: RocketMember002 on December 02, 2011, 14:37
People don't seem to call attractive people 'lush' anymore. I've recently become fond of the word and demand it reenters common vocabulary.


Tom Hardy is lush and I'll never have him. D:
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 03, 2011, 00:13
People don't seem to call attractive people 'lush' anymore. I've recently become fond of the word and demand it reenters common vocabulary.


Tom Hardy is lush and I'll never have him. D:

see "lush" to me means "an alcoholic"
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on December 03, 2011, 00:34
I just constantly read it as "louche". 
 
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Post by: Piccolami. on December 03, 2011, 00:38
People don't seem to call attractive people 'lush' anymore. I've recently become fond of the word and demand it reenters common vocabulary.


Tom Hardy is lush and I'll never have him. D:

I believe the phrase you are looking for is "gert lush"



on topic, lots of work makes me sad =[
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Post by: Inferna on December 03, 2011, 09:17
I have no idea what i want to do next year after i leave school. I pick one thing and then think that 'i can't do it' and the cycle repeats itself. I've chosen two art courses that don't actually require you to have art (computer games design and animation and digital ar but they obviously ask for a folio and mines is crap. I've just got my school stuff and some of the non fan art stuff i've did on the computer, because i seriously doubt a uni will accept me with pokemon fan art :v i didn't resit art because i read that some unis don't accept people who do stuff over two sittings. Only to be told last week that's not true :/
The ucas deadline for our school is in two weeks and i just have no idea. No-one has really sat down and properly talked about this with me, so i don't even know if what i'm doing is right.
Its so irritating because other people who're doing it know exactly what they're applying for.
Maybe i'll go to art on monday and see realistically what one of the teachers thinks my chances are ugh :|
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 03, 2011, 18:15
I just constantly read it as "louche". 
 

see i read that and thought of absinthe
guess I am the louche lush
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Post by: Gusparce on December 04, 2011, 01:52
I'm quite sad for finally realizing I cannot do anything right...
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on December 04, 2011, 02:02
Why, of all times, does my narrow nasal passage play up NOW? Sure, I may not be able to dive anyway, but if this nasal spray doesn't work, I'll have to give it up anyway. And it hurts the back of my throat to use it.
I don't want to quit scuba diving, it's the only sport I enjoy that isn't a martial art, and I don't want to go back there again. Not after last time.
*Shudders*
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Post by: firekitten on December 04, 2011, 15:01
I just found out that my 'best friend' has been saying stuff about me which isn't true to everyone...I can't stop crying...
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on December 04, 2011, 15:15
The dog we've had since I was five [so, the last fifteen years] is going to be put down this week, and today is the last day I'll see him. 
hum 
 
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Post by: Gusparce on December 04, 2011, 20:15
I cannot explain it. I'm sad but I dont really know why...

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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on December 06, 2011, 18:43
I bit through my thumb... e_e
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 06, 2011, 22:46
Well... any sort of friendship between me and her has probably been deminished, lets just hope shes not the kind of girl who will find a reason to be mean whenever she can...
 Still, tomorrow Im going to find out the details and let it go, after all, what dosent kill you makes you stronger.
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Post by: Webby on December 07, 2011, 20:30
Illness has crept in at a most inconvenient time. Woke up this morning with a sore throat, feeling really groggy and blocked up. I'm not as blocked up as this morning, but my throat still hurts, I'm feeling not exactly with it and I have a bit of a headache, and my neck hurts now too. Typical that I have an assignment to do right now. Critically discussing formalism. Which is bad enough on a good day. I know why I'm ill, I've been kicking off one of my duvets in my sleep so I'm cold in bed again. Damn my cold bedroom. ¬.¬
Assignments + illness + homesickness = a very impatient and intolerable Webby.

Now that I've admitted defeat, my headache's getting worse. Urgh. I guess writing 1,000+ words in one day isn't good for my brain. @.@
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Post by: JSM on December 08, 2011, 17:57
2 of my friends are going through really (unrelated) tough times right now =( It's horrible to even think about it. The worst thing is I'm the only person to know about either of them, so I'm just going around depressed all the time and I can't tell anyone about it =(
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Post by: sylar on December 09, 2011, 21:34
i can't eat or sleep properly umm
sleeping i guess is the most problematic, because wweh i'm cranky without any sleep so i'm just so angry ALL THE TIME now. i just have too many stupid nightmares that freak me out and make me too paranoid to keep sleeping. i can't remember the last time i actually slept a full night and dreamt. eating just worries me. i can't look at food without feeling repulsed and although my stomach's practically eating itself because i won't feed it, i just can't bring myself to eat anything. and if i do eat anything it's like, an orange at 1pm then a biscuit at 2pm the next day. just kinda don't wanna worry anyone irl because they have their own problems. i don't think 'i'm not hungry any more ever' is at the top of the list of reasons why people should feel down.

i just want to eat something without feeling sick afterward and then have a good night of uninterrupted sleep all wrapped up like merry christmas, there you go.
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on December 10, 2011, 17:15
The people around me make me angry and I can't figure out if I'm meant to be that angry which just makes it worse. When they're all noisy, I feel like they're invading my world and centering in around me and it's all I can do to keep my hands over my ears and shut my eyes tight until it stops. They won't be quiet, I've tried, they keep on going.
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Post by: Caldoran on December 10, 2011, 21:46
I probably just blew my presentation and term test, and I am similarly not confident of my upcoming term tests too, apart from a couple.

Sigh.
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Post by: firekitten on December 10, 2011, 23:32
I kinda just feel like I don't fit in with anyone. It feels as if I try to talk to anyone, I just get flipped off.
And I just generally feel paranoid all the time. Although recently, it's been much worse.
Oh, well.
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on December 11, 2011, 20:23
^We care, Charlie.
 
Again, angry at the world. Angry at myself. No reason for it, just am.
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Post by: RocketMember002 on December 11, 2011, 21:11
I just had to check my laptop's calender to remember how old I am. I think that means 'too old'.
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Post by: Sunnii on December 11, 2011, 22:22
It's Christmas. Worse time of the year in my family. Brings back too many mad memories, causes way too many problems and lastly makes my mum turn into the worse, horrible little.... thing in the world.

The last two day have been the worse. Her shouting at me for no reason... Chucking things at my head. Telling random people I am a spoilt brat who no one will ever love. Surprisingly I have kept my cool... I have done no shouting back. Well Ok I shouted back when something connected with my face. But all today I kept quiet and listened to music, even though I had it on low so I could hear what she said about me. Nearly broke me down into tears but I haven't spoken to her since.

But her boyfriend... Well now ex boyfriend. Was helping me through it... Telling me what to do to keep my cool. But he had to deal with her poo instead of me. And about half an hour ago he finally couldn't take it any more and left.

They were going to get married. He loved her that much. Still does. But he got pushed away.

I am surprised he had lasted this long to be fair... Most people cant deal with the mess my mother brings to the house. Even I gave up last year. I moved out at 15 and lived with a family friend. Only I moved back last new years. My brother is the reason I came back. He missed me and I missed him. I knew my mum missed me but I also knew Charlie wouldn't be able to put up with her mess. So hear I am once again feeling like I am worthless.

So once again is comes to the time of year I am now afraid off. The time that makes so many people happy. And it makes me feel rubbish.

Sorry for the rant but I needed it off my chest.
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Post by: RocketMember002 on December 16, 2011, 12:18
Hitchins died, the world has lost a bit of sanity today. :(
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Post by: MOP on December 19, 2011, 00:44
Completely unprepared for these interviews coming up, travelling all the way to Crewe and West Brom for two probable rejections just feels like a waste of time.
Better write some essays for my CPD. :(
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Post by: Kpyna on December 21, 2011, 22:02
i wanna love someone

not in the romantic way, well, that'd be cool too, but in a friend way. either one would be perfectly fine. i used to love a friend of mine, but then she ditched me for someone else. like i didnt know how much i loved and cared about her until she stopped being so dominant in my life and i immediately fell into deep depression. i dont even know how long it was, all i know is that i spent so much time just lying in bed not really eating or drinking or having any energy. and its like... now i feel like i'm starting to get depressed again because i have no real love to focus on anyone. i have plenty of friends, people are always commenting on how many i have, but not a lot of them really mean too much to me. theyre all just personalities i enjoy spending time with. im not too dedicated to them. i want someone to be dedicated to who's not in my family.

and even in the romantic way... i haven't really been able to fall for anyone recently and it kinda sucks. im not gonna lie, i am a major teenage girl on this type of stuff, where i always like at least one guy i can say i'd like to date. i honestly couldn't tell you one. i mean i honestly think im starting to slip into another spell of depressions. nothing's fun. nothing's worthwhile. i want to be committed to something, anything, but i can't stay interested. i dont want to spend christmas wishing i was asleep in bed. ugh. i just feel like im missing a chunk of myself for some reasons, and i cant find the missing piece.
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Post by: sylar on December 26, 2011, 19:20
my gran and aunt got me a bunch of jewellery and make up and bath stuff i am not going to wear any of this they wasted so much money on me i am disgusting
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Post by: Clairefable on December 26, 2011, 19:35
^ can I have it I love that stuff
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Post by: Spriter on December 26, 2011, 19:37
I feel like such an outcast at school. I mean pretty much everyone goes out with friends, while i sit here doing nothing. I always have a crush on some girl who's so god damn popular, and i'm like the last person she'd turn to. And then i can't fit in, as i'm too flipping wierd and many disregard me cause i play pokemon. And i look like someone who got the ears of dumbo and...that's as far as i'll go. it's like i have some crap love life, and everyone doesn't think of me as a decent person. more or less thinking i'm some mentally unstable dumbass.

Then, i'm annoyed with being bullied, and none of the people in my set help at all. and my muscular dystrophy doesn't do me a favour either, despite it being the one that doesn't kill you younger. i feel like pretty much everyone is being nice, and secretly disliking me. i also feel like i'm being ignored by the girl i like at times.

ugh. at least i'm not so damn depressed and thinking suicidal thoughts...

/rant ended.
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Post by: rapidash king on December 30, 2011, 07:02
idk, i know this is just me being silly but the fact that people are following me on tumblr is just making me nervous. they're actually cool blogs that i've admired for a few weeks and suddenly they follow me and i just don't know what to do, because it feels like when such a cool person follows me i don't ever want them to unfollow because it would feel like a rejection from someone you look up to, you know? or something like that... i don't know, i am so awful at expressing my thoughts. it's dumb to get so worked up over this but it makes me anxious ugh. and then i don't know what's good and bad to post because i don't want to post something that would make them unfollow me which is really bad because i shouldn't post things based on what others like, i should just post based on what i like... sigh idk what to do. this whole situation is completely silly and i wish it wasn't bothering me like this and i wish it wasn't even a problem to begin with.

yesterday i learned the symptoms of a panic attack turns out i have those all the time
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Post by: Ledyba on December 31, 2011, 01:09
that.. feeling when everything is just too much.  Just too overbearing.

Let me go away from it all, pleaaaaaaaaase.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 31, 2011, 17:51
yesterday i learned the symptoms of a panic attack turns out i have those all the time

it was like when i looked up generalised anxiety and whoops being scared of literally doing anything for no reason other than it makes me feel scared and funny inside and staying indoors as a result and being scared of doing simple things like going outside and going to the shops and wow its like oh so thats what it's called
i thought it was me just being a big lamewad
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Post by: Sizacu on December 31, 2011, 19:38
Dad's going back to Singapore tomorrow, and we won't see each other again until May, so four months I guess. He didn't even stay in England that long, this time! Ughhh ;;
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Post by: Webby on January 01, 2012, 00:15
Nothing says "happy new year!" quite like a fire at your best friend's house. I turned up at her house at the same time as the fire engines and spent an hour worrying about everyone who was there. Thanks world, you made 2011 worse than it already was.
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on January 04, 2012, 00:15
I feel like I'm just wasting effort uploading on that site. Wherever I look, everyone's getting praised for their works, even when it's undeniably mediocre. I'll admit my works aren't much bette, but someone should at least have the courtesy to tell me that. All I want to do is improve upon myself, but it's no use when nobody notices you...
This goes for real life and the internet. I guess "it's like trying to notice a grain of salt in a sea of sand" is a suitable phrase.
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Post by: MOP on January 04, 2012, 00:28
^ Sadly that's always the way of things in school, in work and online. You've got to just keep pushing yourself along because wherever you go there will be a person or group who receive more attention for little reason. Good luck with your art/vids/writing etc and try to enjoy doing them for the sake of doing them.
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Post by: IvanWolf♥ on January 04, 2012, 00:30
I feel like I'm just wasting effort uploading on that site. Wherever I look, everyone's getting praised for their works, even when it's undeniably mediocre. I'll admit my works aren't much bette, but someone should at least have the courtesy to tell me that. All I want to do is improve upon myself, but it's no use when nobody notices you...
This goes for real life and the internet. I guess "it's like trying to notice a grain of salt in a sea of sand" is a suitable phrase.

I know exactly what you mean. Everyone's work gets praised and even critiqued.
I'd be fine with either! Come on, people... Notice my writing? Please?
It's not too bad though, i guess, just gotta keep uploading and once you get a ton of stuff on there wherever people look it'll be you stuff or ther will be a better chance of them finding it. Gotta get popular i suppose.
At least thats what i tell myself.
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Post by: Inferna on January 04, 2012, 10:00
Quantity doesn't equal quality. If you upload every so often and spend alot of time it'll look better than 40 badly drawn pictures, yes you attract attention but you'll get the wrong kind. Just keep at it and critise yourself so you can learn from mistakes.

My asthma is playing up again, i woke up with a sore chest. Took my peakflow and i'm scraping 330 when i should get 380. Idg why because i've been taking my preventer :T don't need this rn
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Post by: sylar on January 04, 2012, 10:08
ya what court said
idgi this WWEH NOBODY VISIBLY ACKNOWLEDGED MY ARt!!!!!! thing
it's not a goddamn popularity contest just do what makes u happy??
im so sick of people assuming it's all about how many notes you get on something u_u
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on January 04, 2012, 11:29
Whoever doesn't have comments, maybe put your heads together and review each other's stuff. 
The kind that you would like to see on your own work. Might be useful. 
 
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Post by: OranBerrySandvich on January 04, 2012, 15:49
ya what court said
idgi this WWEH NOBODY VISIBLY ACKNOWLEDGED MY ARt!!!!!! thing
it's not a goddamn popularity contest just do what makes u happy??
im so sick of people assuming it's all about how many notes you get on something u_u
I just wanted somebody - anybody - to tell me what I was doing right, and why nobody was even looking at it in the first place... Besides, isn't it human nature to seek recognition of some form? I don't know, I just wanted an honest opinion so I could make improvements.

I just remebered why I hate my school so much.
The hard way.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on January 04, 2012, 17:12
I just wanted somebody - anybody - to tell me what I was doing right, and why nobody was even looking at it in the first place... Besides, isn't it human nature to seek recognition of some form? I don't know, I just wanted an honest opinion so I could make improvements.

yeah we all want this with our art and writing but it doesn't just happen the first picture you upload
or the first 200
it could be any amount

its not great to assume that other people's criticism will be your initial motivating factor
the depressing thing is that a lot of start-up inertia re: any creative craft for that matter, has to be done on your own behalf i.e. not seeking out comments and just offering as is and the sooner you realise that you will have a commentless gallery (full of awful drawings that you delete and pretend never existed) the better
it means you'll have to develop a methodically and meticulously critical eye about your own work which is vital for improvement
but not so much that you're doing that tired old thing of "here is my art its sooooo crap" CONSTANTLY and its like ok goth shut up

obvs if you want legit criticism then join an artists forum and post your stuff and ask for it

what i find is this folds out instead when people ask for "criticism" (i.e. on Deviantart):

they ask for people to go "wow!!!"
and then you do the same old "it's not that good really!!!"
and they're like "NO ITS REALLY GOOD"
if they don't do this then they tend to get their comments blocked or aren't ascribing to your "personal style!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
and you play the silly game of "i suck" "no you don't" compliment fishing
and its all very sort of maybe you just sort of have to realise you don't suck without having to constantly have someone prop up that opinion and fail to do so cos you're stubborn thus allowing you to do naught but martyr the whole thing u.s.w.

or you could be like an obnoxious ex-friend of mine where he'd ask for criticism on his art "NO I WANTED EGO RUBBING" (he actually said this obvs not in all caps but) and then when i did so he'd be like "NO I WANT CRITICISM I'M SICK OF YOU JUST THINKING ITS GREAT ALL THE TIME FGS" and its like wow you wonder why i haven't spoken to you for over a year now i mean this is just an example but I DIGRESS

you're best off just drawing/writing
and drawing/writing
and drawing/writing and being under the impression that for the first god knows how long a lot of people won't even look
or care

if you mentally prepare yourself for no-one giving a crap like i do with my work then you're not disappointed when it actually happens and you're pleasantly surprised when it does

unless you actually post it in a place you know you'll get the desired criticism (aforementioned artist pages, examples could be the Polykarbon BBS (http://www.polykarbonbbs.com/) and theres another one i can't quite recall hang on //digs around// ah here it is wetcanvas (http://www.wetcanvas.com/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=19) although they do classes which are great to learn from)
(not sure re: writing i'm sure there's loads of writing criticism forums)
again be aware that these people will not sugarcoat it which most budding artists need to learn to deal with

but yeah hth


Censored swearing is still swearing, don't do it, please. - Daedalus

^ oh gosh i have the filter off i forgot aaaaaa
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on January 06, 2012, 02:05
scary stuffs been going on in my life, and same thing with a friend

but im more concerned about her than me for a few reasons

jeebus i desperately need some good news on this matter -_-
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 06, 2012, 18:53
It's Friday (friday, gotta get down on friday. omg have to go rewatch that now) and HIGNFY isn't on. :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on January 09, 2012, 01:07
still concerning things happening in my life. not hers anymore though -_-

i also was snowboarding today, hit a patch of ice, and my knee is all bruised and swollen now. i cant even walk. they think i tore something under my knee and im going to the doctors tomorrow. gr8
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 09, 2012, 19:40
the majority of my family have forgotten it's my birthday, what joy
also placement was a bit rubbish today
also family stuff

thank god for alex to cheer me up a bit :3

being 19 is fun
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on January 11, 2012, 02:17
[dead fish] I failed him. I failed my own pet. I forgot to feed him for months, and clean his bowl, and now... he's gone. It's all my fault. I should have remembered. And now? He's lying is a pill bottle outside his tank.  :'( Me and my mom are going to bury him in the garden tomorrow. I'm so stupid. I basically murdered my own pet, without even meaning to! I can't take it any more, I'm not a good pet owner and I know it. That feeling you get when  want to, or are, dying, that's what I feel. I really cared for Brock, I really did but, I failed him. I... I should just go...  :'( Damn it! I can't forget about Brock! I just can't, god damn it. I feel like my heart has been ripped into tiny pieces that can never be put back together again. I should just give myself up to the circus, dressed as a dead fish. [/dead fish]
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on January 12, 2012, 14:30
honestly this has been the worst start to a year ive ever had
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 12, 2012, 14:58
honestly this has been the worst start to a year ive ever had

I came here to say this

Also, housemate, please turn the Adele cd off, it's not really want I need to be listening to right now
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 12, 2012, 15:44
i think i failed that physics exam

brb whilst i hit my head against a wall
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 12, 2012, 22:09
I feel like doing anything musically now is a chore.
i used to love playing my trumpet but now i just hate it. This is down to my teacher, she just critizises me constantly and makes me out to be wrong all the time. I think she's praised my playing about twice? I know that i can't expect to get praise all the time but i'd rather constructive critisim than just feeling utter crap about my playing every lesson.
I want to give up after my music exam as i don't have a reason to contiune playing but my friends at band want me to stay so i'm in two minds about stopping ugh :|
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on January 12, 2012, 22:25
I feel like doing anything musically now is a chore.
i used to love playing my trumpet but now i just hate it. This is down to my teacher, she just critizises me constantly and makes me out to be wrong all the time. I think she's praised my playing about twice? I know that i can't expect to get praise all the time but i'd rather constructive critisim than just feeling utter crap about my playing every lesson.
I want to give up after my music exam as i don't have a reason to contiune playing but my friends at band want me to stay so i'm in two minds about stopping ugh :|
Yea, that happened to me with my Elementary School music teacher. She was like, "Barbara, you're playing the recorder all wrong. You're not supposed to use your Right hand, your supposed to use your Left!" Then, I quit playing it, in front of her anyways.

Well, I've started to get off my, like nine or something year, fondness of pokemon. I just see it as well, dull. It makes me sad to know that I'm not liking it as much anymore.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 13, 2012, 00:35
I didn't get the job in Crewe. I'm not surprised considering I only had around four hours sleep during the previous 48 hour period and I froze up during the exam before the interview. Oh well, a bit of revision and I'll be ready for my next attempt. Hopefully the West Brom interview went better. I was more nervous but there was no exam for it!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on January 13, 2012, 01:04
I don't even find it strange that random people smack me in the back of the head while I walk down the corridor anymore.
It's happened twice in the same week.
I'd put money on it happening again by next Wednesday.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on January 13, 2012, 17:07
I feel like doing anything musically now is a chore.
This happens to me when I'm tired :v I'm due for my exam this term, but I can't seem to get back into harp playing anymore. Again, it might be because I'm tired and it definitely isn't the teacher's fault.. Well, I don't know. I've been tired for the past week and a half, so maybe it'll get better after I get a bit more sleep.

Have you tried playing other songs you like, or trying to compose a piece yourself? It might help, and it half-helped me, or maybe you should get a new teacher. She may get angry at you or something, but it's better to switch teachers now rather than later so that you can make a decision of whether you want to carry on or not. I think playing the trumpet after finishing your exam casually would be best. In these moods, you should try and take the right option, else you may be put off from playing trumpet completely for a while.

Sorry if this doesn't make sense, because I'm really tired out and stuff xD
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 13, 2012, 20:01
This happens to me when I'm tired :v I'm due for my exam this term, but I can't seem to get back into harp playing anymore. Again, it might be because I'm tired and it definitely isn't the teacher's fault.. Well, I don't know. I've been tired for the past week and a half, so maybe it'll get better after I get a bit more sleep.

Have you tried playing other songs you like, or trying to compose a piece yourself? It might help, and it half-helped me, or maybe you should get a new teacher. She may get angry at you or something, but it's better to switch teachers now rather than later so that you can make a decision of whether you want to carry on or not. I think playing the trumpet after finishing your exam casually would be best. In these moods, you should try and take the right option, else you may be put off from playing trumpet completely for a while.

Sorry if this doesn't make sense, because I'm really tired out and stuff xD

Thanks <3
I would love to get a new teacher but that would involve me moving schools, I get my lessons through the school who have regional teachers who cover different schools. The one I had before (who was just the greatest) swapped schools with my current one :/ my friend who plays the tuba pretty much feels the same way about the teacher too, he's going to stop playing after our exam. A few years ago when the old instructor was there there were about 10 people receiving lessons? now there's just two of us and that's just because we have too, so we can pass music :v
I probably will continue playing at band seeing as it's my last year before I head of to uni.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on January 13, 2012, 20:26
I hate house hunting... went to a viewing earlier and it happened to be my friend's house, and she's still living there next year. Nice area, lower rent than our current house, and it was a lovely house. Perfect for me. But my current housemates aren't so sure... they're willing to wait until July to get a house, and rent a cheap and foul looking house that's on the other side of town to all the people I know. I'm starting to get really upset over how pushy and stubborn they are. I just want a NICE house with people I get on with. I think when I come back in September, neither will have happened. ;__;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on January 13, 2012, 23:53
Thanks <3
I would love to get a new teacher but that would involve me moving schools, I get my lessons through the school who have regional teachers who cover different schools. The one I had before (who was just the greatest) swapped schools with my current one :/ my friend who plays the tuba pretty much feels the same way about the teacher too, he's going to stop playing after our exam. A few years ago when the old instructor was there there were about 10 people receiving lessons? now there's just two of us and that's just because we have too, so we can pass music :v
I probably will continue playing at band seeing as it's my last year before I head of to uni.
Do you happen to live near a shop that sells music instruments? If you do, you might be able to ask the owner if s/he knows a teacher that may teach brass instruments. I would say try asking a place that rents out instruments too, but you'd probably have tried that haha.

If you do decide to stop playing after your final year, maybe take up another instrument? That way, you won't forget many things that way, and it's pretty awesome to be able to play two different instruments nicely. Of course, you may not want to because money might be an issue but... Blah, I don't know.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 14, 2012, 01:39
If I am given the job I have to move to West Brom but I don't know anything about or anyone from that place. D:>

The health of the general public will be in my hands too, how long will it be before the Black Death returns? They'll just blame me for it. ;_;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on January 20, 2012, 01:40
I post here too much.
Got told last night than one of my best friends at uni has applied to transfer next year. Kinda broke my heart a little bit when she told me. ;___;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Specstile on January 20, 2012, 16:19
C3 Can die in a because having a 9 marker, two 7 markers and few 6 markers was really out of order!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 20, 2012, 18:31
I am being guilt tripped
and it's working
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Captain Jigglypuff on January 20, 2012, 21:21
Legendary blues and jazz singer Etta James died today....
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Specstile on January 20, 2012, 23:00
no matter how hard i try, i just fail
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on January 21, 2012, 01:03
Looking back on my grades, I'm confused as to how Ive managed to stay where I am. And seeing as colleges are now taking Year 10 results into account... The future does not look bright.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on January 21, 2012, 09:31
Well, it seems time has repeated itself, and my crush is going out with somebody...twice in 4 months...asfgfbvgrdkdgfhasgdustgfdsbkcnbdsjtgcfch f and I don't know how long it'll last, because the last time she went out with someone, I think it was sometime before september. Crap.

13-year old teen seeking advice on this issue and on her in general because I can't seem to ignore her at all...

Oh, and I feel like my friend is really annoyed with me, I keep saying dirty things and I can't stop!!!!fehrbejvgbhscvgfvbwnsjah!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 21, 2012, 15:55
Dude, you're young and a bit hormonal, don't worry yourself too much.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on January 21, 2012, 16:32
Monty bit Chuck =[

Not happy >[
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kr9q on January 21, 2012, 17:26
I have the worst memory problems. I can't remember anyone's, besides me and my mom's, birthday. I can't remember what year we got our cat. I kept forgetting my fish's name.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on January 21, 2012, 23:20
There's too much snow! Not good for off-seasong running -.-'
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on January 23, 2012, 11:50
Why are the soviet Holmes films so expensive to buy 
aside from the fact that they'd probably be imported and there maybe isn't as much demand compared to other films made in the 1980s because subtitles etc etc 
probably 
I don't know I thought they were quite popular. Maybe THAT'S why. 
 
oh well 
I did buy the entire Granada collection for about £26 
so maybe I am being a bit spoilt
the six Soviet films for seventy quid, dear me 
[still cheaper than buying them all individually] 
Maybe they wouldn't work anyway. it says they're NTSC. Then again, it also says "all regions". But you know. Who knows? I don't. 
they're on youtube anyway 
I'm sure the quality wouldn't even be better on DVD. 
so it matters not 
 
 
..I mean, I'm sad because exams. 
 
and because I seem to constantly make grabby-hands for Stuff, like the whining six year old that I am. 
why can't things just... be free 
I think that's called shoplifting, though 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on January 23, 2012, 21:40
All the optimism I had yesterday has been destroyed. I dropped a whole grade in one of my modules and it's hit me hard. Especially when the comments I got back claim that I've become confused in what I'm saying. Feel a little crushed tbh.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 26, 2012, 18:59
Got another rejection. I shouldn't have even bothered applying for primary teaching because obviously I'm too stupid for it. My terrible maths letting me down, sorry I can't do int2. I should have taken maths instead of psychology which is becoming stressful.
Unless you have AAAAA you've got no chance if getting into anything. Not heard from any if the nursing ones but Idk if even want to do it.
It's becoming likely that I'll be at college next year doing an art course if I even get in with my terrible art and d for higher art.
ugh things can change so quickly, I hate this.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 31, 2012, 21:31
how do you tell people you want to die without sounding whiny
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on February 04, 2012, 15:29
I feel so alonee, haven't been out of the house at the weekend with my friends since like way before Christmas. I'm stuck alone at home, my friends are out doing sport or hanging out with their other friends and I have nothing to do at all and it makes me want to cry. And today, my friend rings me up goes 'I'm in town wanna come in???' so at first I say no because I live really far away but then I ask my parents and they say yes, if I did out how long they'll be in for. So it's been five minutes since the phone call and I text her asking that. No reply. So now I shall just sit at home for another weekend, and I can't do anything next weekend because my parents are away. So I am just going to be a bloody hermit.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on February 06, 2012, 20:14
Now that I think about it, I haven't actually smiled in the past three years I've been in school for reasons outside of joking.
... And my kind of joking is sarcastic/casual insulting.
This is kinda worrying, actually.. ;;'
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 06, 2012, 22:36
Nasty cough, it hurts to talk and I have my french oral exam tomorrow. This won't go well.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 07, 2012, 15:16
and the award goes to mum for the person who can make me feel miserable for even daring to like anyone ever
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on February 07, 2012, 16:33
spend £30+ on an anniversary present for mum & dad
get "oh, it's lovely" in a monotone as a reply before it's completely ignored

I feel quite crushed tbh, I don't know why I bother
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 07, 2012, 17:18
i just ate the worst pizza in the world
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 07, 2012, 19:50
Just watched the episode that JD left in scrubs... I can't I cried. I am such a baby!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on February 07, 2012, 22:11
Apparently, it's funny to literally tear the hood off of somebody's coat. There are a lot of new things that are apparently fun to people that I fail to comprehend, I must find out what these are.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 07, 2012, 22:46
^ =[

I don't really know, just feeling a bit down but I'm sure it'll pass. Probably because my friends walked into jobs straight out of uni and I didn't and still haven't. Meh.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 17, 2012, 18:17
i just
i read on facebook that my biology teacher and one of my favourite teachers has died
i
i can't
i know you shouldn't believe what you see on facebook but
i actually can't right now

i'm shaking jesus christ
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 17, 2012, 20:48
lol bye all chances of ever getting top surgery it was nice knowing you
oh man Will To Live are you leaving too? gosh just when the party was really kicking off
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on February 21, 2012, 00:30
Why am I even here right now? Amongst all this? I should be on a train home RIGHT NOW. It's all well and good saying I'll dedicate my time to her when I'm at home next time, but... when's that gonna be? When it means nothing to say I'll be there? So much for being a good friend. 16 years of friendship and all I can offer her is a visit in 3 weeks, or even later. It doesn't matter what I say, deep down I'll always be the guy who doesn't actually do anything for other people, but expects them to give up the world for him.

I miss them all so much. Why did I ever bother leaving to go to uni? I took everything for granted and now I'm the typical "oh you're back from uni yeah whatever" guy. I excluded myself way back when, for not being in RESBECT and not seeing them every week and now I'm excluding myself by not even being in the same part of the country. And when I finally leave uni and go back... I'll have nothing at all. Lovely. Messed up my life by being given opportunities. And by taking the wrong ones, and by ignoring the right ones.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 23, 2012, 19:01
My guinea pig might die soon...

8'C
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: IvanWolf♥ on February 24, 2012, 04:07
I just remembered it's my dead grammas birthday :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: b1g on February 24, 2012, 12:03
I left a record on a bus that cost me $18 and is rare and hard to find so I got it at a good price and I lost it
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Post by: blake. on February 24, 2012, 12:12
call action and hope that someone from ainsle didn't steal it and sell it for drugs
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: b1g on February 24, 2012, 12:14
call action and hope that someone from ainsle didn't steal it and sell it for drugs
It was on a Murrays from Sydney to Canberra, already called them, no dice. I was coming home from la dispute in Melbourne and was heaps posi and then this happened
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: K.I.O.S on February 26, 2012, 20:03
Cardiff lost the Carling Cup final. :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on February 26, 2012, 20:39
^ Agreed.

There's like a huge Facebook arguement between 2 of my friends, and I'm trying to hold them up and stop them from killing each other. It's a horrible feeling, but I guess this all started because a bi friend posted a link and someone got homophobic about it very slightly. FUUUUU
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on February 29, 2012, 13:48
So far this week has been awful. Monday was the most awkward day of my life so far, both in and out of lectures. And going out on the night was a really bad idea. It just made me feel even worse. Yesterday was actually pretty fun thanks to group work but then I was moaned at by my housemates about cleaning and our lecture was awful. Had another "rarrarrar why am I here why am I single aaaaah" moment. And today I'm feeling rather annoyed that this moaning about cleaning has resulted in me completely blitzing the living room, sweeping the kitchen floor and emptying out the hoover filter while they just washed up all the stuff they left on the side for a week and then wiped the sides without actually cleaning them. And I've yet to go to the library to find this resource I need for tomorrow yet. If this weekend doesn't do enough to cheer me up then I'll probably end up crying.

tl;dr - I'm not happy.

Well I now have plans for the weekend so I may be cheered up after all. ^____^
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Skarmory8 on February 29, 2012, 20:15
Left glasses at school. Also watched Chronicle. I cried, a lot. For some reason.

*edit* And I lost the Nuzlocke challenge. At the first gym. For the 26th time. God, my life sucks. (i just wanted to post on this thread ok)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 29, 2012, 21:17
No one proposed to me. You've only got a few more hours Welsh girls Bristollian girls. =[
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 01, 2012, 01:20
drew just got in a car crash

oh my god

i know hes ok because he told me but hes not responding omg i have to know
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on March 02, 2012, 17:45
Make plans. Get ready. Cancelled last minute.

Story of my life. At least it's a legitimate reason this time, I guess..
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: K.I.O.S on March 03, 2012, 16:59
Wigan lost to Swansea 2-0, I will now not be showing my face or answering my phone for a month.

I live in Swansea by the way.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OVOxo on March 03, 2012, 23:26
^ Sigurdsson is class; I said before that we should have signed him :o

My stomach doesn't feel all too good :<
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on March 04, 2012, 21:10
^Agreed. He is class.

After a few statuses on Facebook, I have come to the conclusion that my crush on someone is useless to hold on to.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on March 04, 2012, 23:29
Wigan lost to Swansea 2-0, I will now not be showing my face or answering my phone for a month.

I live in Swansea by the way.

Pahaha... so glad I wasn't working for that game. Swans fans in my venue? get out.

What saddens me right now, is the lack of food in my house. I could cook mac n cheese (which is the only thing I can conceivably make considering what I have... except porridge. But just no) but it would take an hour or so, and at half 11 there really is no point. I shall have to munch on M&Ms instead.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Winston Payne on March 04, 2012, 23:36
Sad that I've essentially lost the corner of one of my molars. No pain, but the thought of having to get a crown so early is a bit saddening. Well, hopefully I can get a partial crown, as there's still a lot of good tooth still there...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on March 05, 2012, 00:39
Wigan lost to Swansea 2-0, I will now not be showing my face or answering my phone for a month.

I live in Swansea by the way.

oh thats why everyone there was drunk and sad and a couple of guys struggling to get up stairs (wigan that is)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on March 05, 2012, 02:58
ugh people posting pictures from the Amsterdam trip on facebook I just look so fat I need to get back onto the crazy starvation diet
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on March 06, 2012, 02:14
I don't have any friends that live near me, I don't have any online friends either... I just feel completely alone and I don't know what to do anymore...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on March 06, 2012, 15:52
I have a maths gcse repeat, i got a U last time, a bloody U! how is that even possible!!! I studied my bum off for that exam! and i got a U!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 06, 2012, 21:56
I don't have any friends that live near me, I don't have any online friends either... I just feel completely alone and I don't know what to do anymore...
I know the feeling. :( 
My friends both still live in Bristol while I moved back to Sidcup. Have you tried meeting people by volunteering at places? It completely failed for me on every occasion but you might have better luck!


Entry level jobs say I'm over qualified and can't be trusted not to quit when better work is offered elsewhere.
High level jobs say I'm lacking experience.
Where are the mid-level jobs all going? :(
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Post by: sylar on March 07, 2012, 06:08
todays top stories on cnn
john manages to almost completely ruin his relationship after 1 month
confirmed for worst human being
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: K.I.O.S on March 08, 2012, 01:10
Life in general, I'm feeling really down about everything lately.

My mum died five years ago and for about four years I've been living with my grandparents, as I don't like the area my dad moved to as it's away from all my friends, I also don't get on with my step family much. My dad seems to be drifting further and further away from me, I haven't seen him in ages and when we talk its only for thirty seconds on the phone, he also seems to show no interest in what I do or want to do with my life and seems to spend more time worrying about my step family. I caught pictures of them all going into restraunts and days out all over facebook and me or my sister didn't even get an invite, his excuse was they were in Cardiff taking my cousin to see her parents (she lives with us but that's a story for another day) and they thought they'd pop in while they where there, my arguement to that is why did my 13 year old step sister and 16 year old step brother want to go to Cardiff in the first place? Also had a phone call from my dad earlier today he said he'd ring back so I waited till eleven and rung him, he rung to say he was moving again and wished me good luck for my meeting about the sport course I'm on tomorrow, although that conversation was swiftly ended by him.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: IvanWolf♥ on March 09, 2012, 00:56
okay so what did i do
tell me please.
what did i do????
because now i cant hold everything. it was like before i was okay, i was managing, I HAD A FREAKING TON ON ME, like on me and it was hard already. it wasn't even me and I KNOW I SHOULDNT get into their buisness, but they come to me.
every.
time.
and i cant let them down because im their only freaking will.
they're so strong and now they're breaking down.
and now i'm breaking down. ill admit im not tough. i cry easy and a lot. and im not even caring anymore.
people always see me happy and stuff. you know what im not. i cant get.... get myself anywhere or to get....
i dont know.
i seriously dont know anymore, like....
what? everything is just UGH.
yep self rambling is over be thankful you dont have to listen to all of it.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on March 09, 2012, 16:51
Talked to him in Foot Tech while doing his groups washing up. Asked him if he had a phone. His response was a blank look before replying that he didn't have it on him before going away. Now I can't ask him again without looking strange. CURSES!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 11, 2012, 18:33
hahaha well lifes been pretty sweet. not.

thing is i have to amend a lot of stuff so i dont break the rules so its so much worse than what im saying i guess

thursday wasnt exactly my lucky day. it was the day that the school decided they wanted to search my backpack. pretty much they found stuff they didn't like in there, police were called, and next thing i know there are police flinging questions at me that im too far in hysterics to answer. 10 day suspension elizabeth, this means you fail all of your classes for the quarter with a 60. i couldnt even process everything. they tell me to put my hands behind my back, and next thing i know im sobbing in the back of a police car. so now i have a juvinile record, im failing for the quarter, and lastly i failed out of drivers ed. i had 4 more days left of drivers ed, one of the days being the final. after the final, i take my drivers test and im one of my state's new drivers. nope. i got pulled out, wasted all that time and 650 dollars of my parents money.im signed up for counselling for my towns troubled youths now. the best part is that this is all during the weeks surrounding my birthday. im grounded which is honestly the least of my worries. im literally so beyond thinking. i just wish my parents let me stay home like i asked on thursday, i should have pretended to be sick. everyone in school is talking about me. im a hot topic once again, right after all of the hype about me had died down.returning to school will be less than a cakewalk for me


i figure today i'll go out and pick up job applications, my 16th birthday is in 2 days anyways. i'll pay to take drivers ed again, and maybe i'll ride a bike or something to work. it'd be a few miles but my parents cant afford to send me again, really.


this whole process has been so scary. i dont even want to leave the house anyways.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 11, 2012, 20:32
my bank has been completely cleared despite me not withdrawing/spending anything since thursday im going to be physically sick
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 12, 2012, 19:49
a role play partner just told me something that makes me want to rip out my heart and destroy it.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: rapidash king on March 12, 2012, 20:36
i have the cory in the house theme song stuck in my head
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: K.I.O.S on March 12, 2012, 20:55
i have the cory in the house theme song stuck in my head

Now I do..... I hate you so much right now.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: IvanWolf♥ on March 12, 2012, 23:53
i'm really not sure if this should go here or not because its not really sadness
i mean i cried but its not really....
like im just kind of numb. this wierd feeling is in my stomach but really i can tell it is not sadness, not like ive felt before anyway
its so wierd.
its kind of confusing me but.
i don't even know.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kona on March 13, 2012, 16:49
>OWSLA Free treats Volume 2 released today
> 1gb download as it includes AIFF files too.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on March 13, 2012, 23:41
It's been one of those days where everything has irritated the hell out of me and built up untill i felt overwhelmed.
"At least you guys had a nice monday, my stepsister's bf beat her"
"... Well i had an exam at cadets"
*5 minute argument with her being vauge because i didn't know she had one, topic centres around her again*

The same person went nuts because her obv soon to be bf got a careers appointment and she never and has been asking since ever
"calm down its just a careers thing"
"i NEED ONE i have no idea what i want to do with my life1"

then my music teacher made a massive point because i hadn't saved my updated composition to the harddrive and was going on about how much of her time that had wasted [2 mins] to look over it.

The same person above blanked me at lunch probably to guilt trip me or w/e but she just needs to leave school. 3 int 2s in 6th year, two of those are resits of the same subjects as last year.



These dips in mood are horrible, my mood changes so quickly. One week i'm happy and conten and the next i feel low as hell.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lukey lapras on March 14, 2012, 18:24
I got sad today because my best friend was ill and i was a loner in GCSE IT which sucks so bad, i got in contract again for punching yhis kid that hates me and he randomly came up to me and hit me so i hit him back harder and it was embarassing everyone was looking
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: χǾØς on March 16, 2012, 08:13
That i totally forgot about this place...again....

But i found it again so i feel better :3
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on March 16, 2012, 16:56
i'm really not sure if this should go here or not because its not really sadness
i mean i cried but its not really....
like im just kind of numb. this wierd feeling is in my stomach but really i can tell it is not sadness, not like ive felt before anyway
its so wierd.
its kind of confusing me but.
i don't even know.

i know that feeling
i dont even know what it is either. temporary emptiness i guess.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: firekitten on March 16, 2012, 22:00
eh my boyfriend broke up with me
i know this will sound stupid considering i'm ~only 14~ or whatever but yeah i kinda started to feel as if i loved him
and things seemed perfect to me, but to him they didn't obviously
he says he still wants to be close friends, and he's trying to be, but idk that just upsets me, because he's just talked to me on fb a bit, he hasn't bothered even speaking to me on xbox at all, when every night we used to talk for hours and play black ops together
i think the thing that has upset me most is that i feel like i have lost him as a friend... i was okay with him breaking up with me because i completely understood the reason why, but i have this horrible feeling i've lost him as one of my best friends even though he still wants to be friends and means it

wow i sound stupid 0k
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on March 17, 2012, 05:08
I just feel drained of life at the moment. I don't have any friends that i can go out with and none online to talk to so every day i just feel completely alone. I have had a terrible stutter since I can remember which has brought me nothing but mockery when I try and speak so it's hard for me to even speak to people to make a friend... I have lost interest in everything, I used to have a lot of hobbies like painting and sewing but i just don't feel like doing anything anymore, sometimes i try and force myself to start something but it just makes me angry now, every little mistake i make makes me feel like i am completely useless so i never stay with a project for very long, before i never used to mind. I don't want to eat, eating has become a chore now, it just gets in the way of my long days doing nothing but staring at my computer screen. Every day I just feel horrid and I don't know what to do about it. It has been getting worst the last month and for the the last month, every time i get into bed, i just end up crying myself to sleep, i feel completely worthless every day and I don't have anyone to talk to about it with. I feel isolated and alone. I am currently unemployed but I have done a few voluntary jobs, everyone one who worked in those places were much much older than me and didn't really pay me any notice, so even there i felt isolated.

I just don't know what to do with myself, I don't have very high hopes for the future.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on March 17, 2012, 18:46
Fabrice Muamba has collapsed at the Tottenham-Bolton game. He's been given CPR and such, and still hasn't come around.

Come on Muamba! You can do it!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Ichigo Kurosaki on March 18, 2012, 04:46
My two best friends are fighting. One suspects another of giving information to someone that the both don't like. I don't like seeing people argue, that just makes me said, sometimes to the point of me snapping.  But, I can't do a thing to stop them from fighting...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 18, 2012, 12:14
I just feel drained of life at the moment. I don't have any friends that i can go out with and none online to talk to so every day i just feel completely alone. I have had a terrible stutter since I can remember which has brought me nothing but mockery when I try and speak so it's hard for me to even speak to people to make a friend... I have lost interest in everything, I used to have a lot of hobbies like painting and sewing but i just don't feel like doing anything anymore, sometimes i try and force myself to start something but it just makes me angry now, every little mistake i make makes me feel like i am completely useless so i never stay with a project for very long, before i never used to mind. I don't want to eat, eating has become a chore now, it just gets in the way of my long days doing nothing but staring at my computer screen. Every day I just feel horrid and I don't know what to do about it. It has been getting worst the last month and for the the last month, every time i get into bed, i just end up crying myself to sleep, i feel completely worthless every day and I don't have anyone to talk to about it with. I feel isolated and alone. I am currently unemployed but I have done a few voluntary jobs, everyone one who worked in those places were much much older than me and didn't really pay me any notice, so even there i felt isolated.

I just don't know what to do with myself, I don't have very high hopes for the future.


you know unless you make an effort to do these things like make friends then you will get nowhere
i know it is very easy to sit on your ass and think 'man life is hard' but it isnt really when you think about it especially if you dont make it that way
i mean i suppose i personally wouldnt be your friend since apparently you hate me or something idk somethin tells me youre gonna dingy this post but
still
just go and make an effort and stop wallowing it will only make it worse

btw this is another one of my dumb 'i speak from experience' speeches i know everyone waits for
but hey i spent the last 5 years wallowing in misery because i was so alone and wow im
not being vain but it turns out i really wasnt the one with a problem
i was just talking to the wrong people who didnt know how to really deal with me.
it is difficult, like i said it really took me 5 years to get there but you will find people
just dont tell yourself youre alone in the world or youll just make yourself feel worse eh.

theres always someone and you just gotta wait for them unless youre lucky and they come to you on the day of your birth and stick with you forever and a day or somethign dumb like that.

just dont do anything drastic eh

look if i can make friends and get into a relationship then i think that kinda proves that anything is possible and anyone can make friends
it sounds like im bragging wow im not but honestly someone like me has a budding social life. i think youre gonna do fine in that case. HEH.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: K.I.O.S on March 18, 2012, 18:18
Yet another mothers day without my mother, it'll be six years this year. All I can say is that she may be gone but will never be forgotten, and will always be in my heart.  :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Richard & Sableye on March 20, 2012, 00:07
The fact that the Toronto maple leafs (hockey team) were in a playoffs spot then they suddenly went on a huge losing streak and are now in third last.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Deoxys2 on March 20, 2012, 15:48
Yet another mothers day without my mother, it'll be six years this year. All I can say is that she may be gone but will never be forgotten, and will always be in my heart.  :(
That's sad, dude. I'm sorry to hear that. :-/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on March 20, 2012, 18:12
Worrying about tomorrow :| my art will most likely pale into comparison to others that are there and idk what to expect at the interview. Plus i don't think i've got that much and everyone will have huge folios and sketchbooks and i'll walk in with a thin folio clutching a memory stick with attempts at photography and digital art. I can't find my self portraits and pencils so i can't even sketch some tonight.
I'm still debating about taking fanart (escavalier & karrablast ect) but don't want to look like an idiot 'hurr here's pokeymanz art i'm so versatyle1'
Art slump rn is not needed.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on March 23, 2012, 16:59
Wow today started off so amazing and happy and wonderful and now I feel like curling into a ball. I'm fed up of how things are in this house. I'm not a slave. And I shouldn't have to put up with living by your standards. I think I'd rather live alone right now.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on March 23, 2012, 20:45
Oh my god why did I have to volunteer to going out tomorrow? I forgot about my friend coming over today because my was-big group of friends were going out tomorrow to see The Hunger Games and was then kind of become a group of three, but now I can't come (and really upset my friend) because my other friend asked first (so she gets priority) and ohhh my god .___.;

I think I should think before I open my mouth again xD'
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OranBerrySandvich on March 23, 2012, 23:43
I only just scraped a pass on my Media BTEC.
This is only the halfway point where we're told what we need to do to improve, but this is still a kick in the teeth.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 24, 2012, 20:57
Last ever Harry Hill is finished. :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on March 25, 2012, 23:49
It's almost midnight and my family are arguing again. I can't be arsed with this anymore, I honestly just want to leave...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 26, 2012, 01:45
my dog ran away earlier and got lost
he got returned to the old address because we havent updated his chip
and when we brought him home he got yelled at
now he wont leave my room and keeps giving me sad looks i dont know what to do he just seems really upset about something and wont go near anyone but me and even then he wont accept hugs or anything
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on March 26, 2012, 02:24
thinking too much again. can't deal with the fact that crap happens.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on April 02, 2012, 18:54
guh that music exam. I think I'll be lucky if I get a pass on it :v
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on April 05, 2012, 04:20
My mom's friend is dying of cancer :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 11, 2012, 04:26
jesus christ i forgot what it was like to be so MISERABLE this week couldnt be over any quicker i just want to cry oh my god

im just a whiny little ass too all it is is 'im not seeing my boyfriend until monday' but i honestly didnt realise how goddamn miserable i am without him until now really
i havent seen him in like 2 weeks im crying oh my god this is the worst feeling i need a hug please
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on April 11, 2012, 17:23
Realised how selfish two of my best friends are, really hit home when I thought about it. Seriously.

 One example; One of them knew a girl I liked wanted to ask me out, he discouraged her and told me weeks after she was over me so I couldn't ask her out. Want to know why? Because he likes the attention girls give him, he thinks every girl has a thing for him.

 When I nearly got with someone, he would literally give her bad looks whenever he saw her, he would also drop homaphobic remarks about her friend, fully aware that he had come out as gay...

 It's hard to imagine what's happening inside his head, he is honestly messed up. He even told me how he's going to get one of his female friends drunk on her birthday just so he can get her into bed.

 So yeah... it looks like I'm going to the gym solo for a while, since I know he won't go by himself.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sosije on April 11, 2012, 18:16
I have absolutely nothing to do over spring break...

My neighbor died...

My neighbor's contest huskies died, too...

I'll never be able to understand what my parents are saying because they always speak a different language in front of me...

I just realized that three fourths of my friends have messed-up minds.

I might get a B+ in Social Studies... I didn't even know about a test because I had a band lesson. (Pull-out program at school)  :-[

My friends think that I'm not mature enough to be with them, and mind you I'm the only person there that doesn't talk about inappropriate content, etc.

I used to be the only guy-soprano in the choir, but I've been sick and allergies have been acting up, so I can't sing anymore... At this rate, I will probably be a baritone.

And i just realized that if you eat 9 Hershey Kisses, it is equivalent to 30-40% of your daily fat needed.

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on April 11, 2012, 22:13
no uni for me this year
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: pokefin on April 12, 2012, 00:56
At the moment a lot of things...

I barely have any friends
my only friend is a girl
my only friend is in birningham at the holidays
i get called gay at school because i rather hang out with girls
they then say i love her
i then make a smart assed comment on how i cant be gay and in love with a girl at the same time

all of this and ive only just started year 7!

Joy :dry:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 12, 2012, 01:09
wow the above post is depressing me on a number of levels
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: baths on April 12, 2012, 01:25
wow the above post is depressing me on a number of levels
i second on that aw
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Trainer Dave on April 12, 2012, 12:29
Well, ain't this a rather sad thread to be reading in general...

At the moment a lot of things...

I barely have any friends
my only friend is a girl
my only friend is in birningham at the holidays
i get called gay at school because i rather hang out with girls
they then say i love her
i then make a smart assed comment on how i cant be gay and in love with a girl at the same time

all of this and ive only just started year 7!

Joy :dry:

Ah, year 7. Wasn't a particularly fun time in my life either. Just though you'd like to know that it gets better. That'll probably sound like rubbish from your position, but we've all been there.

Also, remember that at that age anything that people dislike or think is uncool is apparently 'gay', so don't give them the attention they want.

Given what you've told us about the guys at your school, I'm not surprised you're hanging around with girls. There's nothing wrong with that. But yeah, let them keep telling themselves that anyone spending time with the opposite gender MUST be homosexual. Y'know, because that's logical.

Although perhaps don't go around professing your love for people. That's not such a good idea. Best of luck!

Thought you could do with a little more support than sympathetic 'aww's :)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: pokefin on April 12, 2012, 13:58
Im not in love with her its just a rumor some idiots made up to annoy me.

But anyway thanks daedalus i really appricate it. Thinking about it in 20 years time when i have a good job and they are serving me in mac donalds we will see whos laughing then.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Trainer Dave on April 12, 2012, 14:48
Im not in love with her its just a rumor some idiots made up to annoy me.

But anyway thanks daedalus i really appricate it. Thinking about it in 20 years time when i have a good job and they are serving me in mac donalds we will see whos laughing then.
Ah, let idiots be idiots.

You know, the funny thing is, speaking from 10 years down the line - that's exactly what happens. Not even kidding there.

I even know someone who got fired from McDonald's for threatening the manager. Pleasant guy he was. He has a few kids now and lives off the state.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 12, 2012, 16:44
i like how yall think working in mcdonalds is a bad thing wow
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on April 12, 2012, 17:02
i like how yall think working in mcdonalds is a bad thing wow

Nah, it's worse than Burger King for work apparently =P

Pokefin, remember that the more you feed them (retaliate with words), the more they find it funny and a good thing to do unless you beat them into the ground with a shovel.  Heck, they only say you liek mudkips her because they are jealous that you have her as a friend. Though, it does always get better, as Daedalus said =)

Nothing to saddening for me to report on recently...but something will be posted here a week or so after I go back to school, because y'all know my life is hell sometimes.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 12, 2012, 17:26
thats funny bullseye!!!!! except not really because a job is a job is a job is a job
it doesnt matter where you get hired for work as long as youre getting paid for it

although gl getting a job when youre so picky about workin in fast food which you know isnt that bad
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Trainer Dave on April 12, 2012, 18:47
thats funny bullseye!!!!! except not really because a job is a job is a job is a job
it doesnt matter where you get hired for work as long as youre getting paid for it

although gl getting a job when youre so picky about workin in fast food which you know isnt that bad

Maybe not, but I doubt the longer-term career prospects in fast food are as good as those in other tracks.

There does come a point where most people want to do something more than flippin' burgers. While a job is a job, it's those stuck there for the rest of their lives that are more likely to lose out.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OVOxo on April 12, 2012, 19:15
I wish I was working at McDonalds. Income is income and the spending I do I could really do with some money coming in. It'd only be part time though =P

It comes to a point where it shouldn't matter where you work; you're never too good or too big for any job. That mentality won't get you far and won't get as much respect as you could achieve tbh.

But yeah; let's take this aside from this working thing. Pokefin; don't worry about it. We all go through crap at times at that age; when things develop with time you'll realise that it doesn't matter. Just let life take its twists and turns and try and look at it with a smile. It's the best thing to do really and get the best future for yourself that you believe you can! =]

(And now for what's saddening me... don't have anything I want to post. Just thought it'd be a decent reminder though...)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: pokefin on April 12, 2012, 19:49
Like i said earlier thanks guys !

@sylar: i have nothing against people working at mac donalds i just used it to motivate myself to stop being mopey. K
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on April 13, 2012, 01:31
Wow this thread sure makes me feel good about myself working in a  ~dead end job~
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 13, 2012, 02:09
Nah, it's worse than Burger King for work apparently =P

as someone who actually worked in burger king for a while i do not believe this one bit
it differs from place to place and if you are lucky you get a manager and supervisor team and fellow staff who aren't (various list of bad words) and working there is bearable but like
no i wasn't so lucky when i was in burger king i ended up with this awful woman and yes lets just leave it at the fact that she was the type of manager who was like YES WE'LL SELL ALL THE ONION RINGS to her line manager and then make it our fault if people literally did not want onion rings omg

fast food is a lot harder than you'd think if anyone here has ever had to work in it you will know EXACTLY what i am on about
you kind of never look at being on the other side of the counter again and whoop you are suddenly understanding when your order gets messed up instead of demanding free meals like everyone else does haha not kidding when i think everyone should have worked fast food or retail at least once in their life so whoop they'd learn some humility for once and know that its not just "a place for wasters" or "har har you made fun out of me in high school"

and omg don't think the childish crap you find in school stops in any manner when you go into the world of work oooooooooooooooooooh no
childish petty grudges can end up getting fairly innocuous people fired i've legit heard stories of people being fired all cos they were in the wrong place at the wrong time and the actual person to blame is still working there and is being promoted and the managers know it was him but they don't really care

Maybe not, but I doubt the longer-term career prospects in fast food are as good as those in other tracks.

There does come a point where most people want to do something more than flippin' burgers. While a job is a job, it's those stuck there for the rest of their lives that are more likely to lose out.
haha ok i've rewritten and deleted and rewritten my reply to this about 10000 times and like
all it boils down to is like

(i mean like i think ive got the point of this post wrong anyway but like eh i need to vent off about this re: work anyhow)

even with a degree like unless you have a standout skill or know the right people or made a different choice 5 years prior then a "dead end job" with no escape is going to be a lot harder to get out of especially if you are a graduate and they fed you with all that bull about a degree making you instantly employable with no effort on your behalf

you've got a chance if you're a pre-uni person working a dead end job
if you're a graduate working a dead end job then its a liiiiiiiiiittlle harder if not a lot harder

like some graudates i know are like "i sent my CV off to three places and none replied harrumph" and its like did they not teach you how to look for a job in uni or something like 3 CVs is a laughable amount like did you write a cover letter did you tailor your CV to that job and they end up going back home and living with their parents for the rest of their lives

jobsearching is a horribly uphill struggle ngl i've been there literally its like if you're an ugly puppy in a petshop like literally no-one will want you unless you have a "cute bark" or w/e

Wow this thread sure makes me feel good about myself working in a  ~dead end job~

haha uh as someone who
i assume
is/was doing the same as i did (working full time and trying to get into uni or equivalent) i have nothing but the utmost respect cos unless you're like under a certain teenager age (so you can get all the under 19 discounts) or have rich parents it is difficult as hell and i offer the most sincere fistbump of compassion to anyone in a dead end job trying to get out omg

literally sometimes the job kills your ability to care about trying to get out any more but like
keep fighting! im rooting for ya.

it legit took me 3-4 years to get to uni all because of certain setbacks and a long story haha but i got there in the end


Like i said earlier thanks guys !

@sylar: i have nothing against people working at mac donalds i just used it to motivate myself to stop being mopey. K


the most sage advice i can give you right now is
you will come out the other end like just try to ignore the crap they give you
if you're a bit unlucky you'll be a bit dented but you get a lot more experience of Life undenting yourself than otherwise and you'll be a lot better functioning then the people who weren't depressed and unhappy in the first place let me tell you that it was a bit rubbish being bullied but i dont think i'd be half the person i am today unless i was bullied a bit in school and had to learn to get on with it

for now just focus on getting through it and DO NOT GIVE UP AT ALL
and make sure you get as much advice and info and plan as MUCH as you possibly can to make sure you are able to do better than the people who annoy you
of course watch out you don't fall into the trap of arrogance too it's a hard thing to get the balance of

like legit if i could tell 17 year old me to watch out for certain things and that other things weren't the way they seemed omg haha and that no don't do all humanities a levels do a science a level
but then i might not have met the people i did this year and haha idk i
don't think i'd be as happy as i am now with the people i know purely by being in the right place at the right time omg

like legit start looking into at least outlining career plans now and researching up about it cos believe me it is never too early to start haha like legit find out the truth not just what leaflets claim

like i was almost going to go into pharmacy before i got told some very good advice and i ended up going into chemistry instead
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Post by: Trainer Dave on April 13, 2012, 08:31

haha ok i've rewritten and deleted and rewritten my reply to this about 10000 times and like
all it boils down to is like

(i mean like i think ive got the point of this post wrong anyway but like eh i need to vent off about this re: work anyhow)

even with a degree like unless you have a standout skill or know the right people or made a different choice 5 years prior then a "dead end job" with no escape is going to be a lot harder to get out of especially if you are a graduate and they fed you with all that bull about a degree making you instantly employable with no effort on your behalf

you've got a chance if you're a pre-uni person working a dead end job
if you're a graduate working a dead end job then its a liiiiiiiiiittlle harder if not a lot harder

like some graudates i know are like "i sent my CV off to three places and none replied harrumph" and its like did they not teach you how to look for a job in uni or something like 3 CVs is a laughable amount like did you write a cover letter did you tailor your CV to that job and they end up going back home and living with their parents for the rest of their lives

jobsearching is a horribly uphill struggle ngl i've been there literally its like if you're an ugly puppy in a petshop like literally no-one will want you unless you have a "cute bark" or w/e


I hope you're aware that my posting has been directed at Pokefin to try and provide encouragement. At that age this was the sort of motivation needed to help stay strong and persevere in spite of the poor treatment from others. While the world of work is more complicated than the idiom may make out - success and whether you're happy at work depend on a lot more than merely grades - it's of little help to someone when they're still faced with about 8 years of the education system to tell them "Hey, it's not that easy even if you do hang tough, but McDonald's isn't bad".

So while I do agree with you,  I'd think the others here have also tailored their posts to the situation, telling people what they need to hear. There can be nothing more demotivating than the bitter truth of poor job markets and employment prospects down certain tracks, but then again that's likely to change completely in 8 years time.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 13, 2012, 18:22
haha most of that post was under the influence of martini

tbh i think i just hella have feels about "dead end jobs" and peopel going AHAHAHA MCDONALDS like sure we're cheering up pokefin by slagging off people who work in mcdonalds but like to people who are like reading this who have "dead end jobs" like its a little depressing to read everyone going AHAHR NERDS and stuff idk
and also to uni students who still have the "mcdonalds is for losers" mindset like this is a sort of "watch out" kind of thing as well

like theres legit nothing wrong with working in mcdonalds like i just am hoping no-one's getting the idea that they're too good for working "dead end jobs" cos thats a dangerous mindset to have tbh

i mean like i did say i needed to vent off about the world of work anyhow but like me wittering on about the graduate world wasn't to pokefin at all tbh literally i thoguht we'd derailed from that a long time ago
like at one point in your life you might have to work a poopy job and like thats ok



maybe i have feels just cos so often i heard some stuck up guardian reading organic food buying SUV driving jerk turn to his son and be all "be careful son and work hard otherwise you'll end up working in this place!!!" pointing to the part-chinese spotty student on tills who worked in our place

and whoop it turned out said part-chinese spotty student actually said "er im doing a dissertation in advanced maths i just work nights to help pay bills" and the customer just made the most hilariously embarassed looking face ever and kind of kept quiet after that kind of thing

like who cares if you end up in retail it might happen for a while until your job opening happens but like it just seemed like the consensus was shaming people in those jobs and that kinda doesn't sit well with me for some reason its like saying slut shaming is ok at a tender age or s/t
you're free to tell me that i'm being a bit too social justice about it haha
and to be honest i probably am and like everyones like "wow xhanatos the conversation moved on like 59 posts ago" but idk i just get a bit ticked off when people start laughing at mcdonalds and burger king
 
also i'm just worried about collateral like we're all sort of saying "no no pokefin its ok!!! you wont end up i nfast food your bullies will cos they're chumps" but like there are other people like clairefable who like reading all this is like just a little depressing for them lkike sure we're helping pokefin but its just kind of a little at the expense of other people kind of thing and i dont entirely brook that tbh
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Post by: Inferna on April 13, 2012, 19:12
More doubt about what i want to do. My friend says i can still apply for an access to nursing course at college but i've got an unconditional for the art folio one. He says its easy to change though.
I can't decide. With art i'll be doing something i love but do i have talent and will i even get a job if i get into art college?
Then nursing will be new and exciting. I'll be more likely to get a job at the end of it (probably not idk) but it'll be much more rewarding.
Sick of changing my mind, its so hard to settle on one thing ugh the whole 'head vs heart' :| I know i can't get anyone to decide for me i hate this.
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Post by: pokefin on April 13, 2012, 23:13
Its ok guys im fine now, ive moved on. Tbh i wasnt aming the mac donalds thing at anyone but those jerks who were bullying me, because nearley everyone in my year dont like them so i was just using mac donalds as a -20 years down the line karma thing. I really wasnt aming tgat at any one else so im sorry if i offened you.

Anyway back on topic-tbh nothing is really upsetting me because all of your support <3
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Post by: Moooncow on April 14, 2012, 01:24
My uncle of 9 months, who I have grown quite close to has just passed away from cancer, his doctor gave him a year, he didn't get half of that, and to make it worse he didnt get to go to Rome for the big overdue honeymoon they had planned.

R.I.P Dennis Byard
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Post by: Shaymin on April 16, 2012, 18:19
i don't feel like socialising this month
might just be the hormones
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Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on April 18, 2012, 20:24
I just got two teeth taken out over Easter break, which means that brings the total teeth taken up to...

(Drum roll) 10 - up from eight
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on April 20, 2012, 19:36
hatched two chickens on the wednesday (out of four eggs) 
one has splayed feet, so it can't walk properly. it doesn't appear to have a bend at its ankles, and bends at the knee instead 
we're trying to fix it but it doesn't seem to be working due to being unable to get its feet bent flat without it sitting down instead 
it's pretty stressed and we may have to euthanise it 
poor thing 
also i feel quite guilty because it could be incubation problems.. the other chick is fine, but the other two eggs that didn't hatch didn't develop properly 
could be genetics.. they're eggs we bought, not bred ourselves, and the previous ones we've hatched have been okay   
but i don't know 
baah 
bless it >: 
 
EDIT: ending up breaking its neck 
i guess that's that   
 
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Post by: Lorem Ipsum on April 20, 2012, 20:05
managed to irritate my best friends in one week, one of whom I actually had a chance with but now don't

distinct lack of attractive homosexuals who also find me attractive in my school and general area

:(
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Post by: The Captain on April 20, 2012, 20:34
i dunno really i just i do wan't a girlfriend now.

the past year or so i've really enjoyed my time and now things have changed and i don't like it.

i really do want a girlfriend but just the past two girls who have liked me i just didn't connect with them in that way. i felt bad as well cos they were my friends but i can't force myself to like them can i? i just find it hard to connect with someone in that way enough to like them and i really wish i could now :/
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Post by: Kpyna on April 23, 2012, 15:29
drews gone for the whole vacation week, todays the last day i got with him till next monday :c

on top of that, there's the ever-present fear that he's gonna have to move to lowell.
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Post by: RocketMember002 on April 24, 2012, 00:34
The dog's arthritis is starting to get worse, fortunately she can still walk but it's just knowing that it doesn't get better. A selfish part of me almost hopes this if she has to die it will be before September so I'll be at home with her for it rather than at uni.
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Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on April 26, 2012, 08:59
I'm at home in pain, feeling miserable, missing my boyfriend like crazy.
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Post by: Shaymin on April 27, 2012, 14:58
found out doesn't like me the way i like him
brb curling up in the corner to cry
i should have seen this coming qnq
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Post by: Clairefable on April 30, 2012, 17:31
I don't wanna go back to work tomorrow waaaaaaaaaaah

/throws tantrum
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Post by: Kona on May 03, 2012, 17:07
The guy sold the N&B Stainless Pot. D:

Oh well, the guy with the bubbling (which is what I initially wanted) still has it, and his C/O hasn't changed for days. Might be able to beat it soon.
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Post by: lugia95 on May 05, 2012, 18:41
The fact that my exams start in less than two weeks.
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Post by: Kpyna on May 06, 2012, 14:08
drews either moving to alabama or a town just north of mine. i found out about it a while ago, and while he wants to move to the local town so we can keep seeing each other, he's going to miss out on his dad, who he's spent most of his life with. i don't really want to be the reason for him staying here, but i don't want to have to lose him like this :|
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on May 11, 2012, 20:04
 Really gutted right now, I might be moving upto Scotland next year, or this year... My parents said that they wan't to move whilst I'm in college so I can make more friends too...

 The fact that I might not get to spend my 18th with friends is bad enough, since I've told them loads of times that the drinks will be on me, also, the fact that I'm probably not going to see any of my close friends again is bad enough  :ohmy:

 So... to any Scottish members, what do you guys and girls think of the Welsh? Also, are there many gyms?
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Post by: Inferna on May 12, 2012, 08:45
You make scotland sound like a barren wasteland (it is in the highlands anyways :u).
Yes there are gyms, obv if you move to glasgow/aberdeen etc there will be more than in smaller towns. Dw you'll still get your fix. I've never met a welsh person but i like the accent.

on topic: certain rl friends blanking me for no reason. I hope she doesn't get on the same college course as me, i'm not babysitting her for a year or listening to the constant boasting.
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Post by: sylar on May 12, 2012, 22:54
court why would you lie like that
there are no gyms in scotland no we havent evolved unlike you upper class welsh folk
we get our fitness from chasing other scots so we can beat them up and if u dont do that you become obese
also we hate the welsh because were clearly opposed to everyone outside scotland regardless of their personalities

sucks to be u wow moving to scotland enjoy hell kiddo
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on May 13, 2012, 00:31
im from bossy boots england and even i know that if you're a welsh person in scotland you get beat up
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Post by: kerri-anne on May 13, 2012, 11:06

Kerri: our holiday to Atlanta Georgia has been cancelled due not enough money to pay for the flights.
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Post by: MOP on May 13, 2012, 14:48
if you're a welsh person in scotland you get beat up
A lot of fantasy games I've played gave Welsh accents to the elves and Scottish accents to the dwarfs. Now Lord of the Rings teaches us that Elves and Dwarfs don't like each other so logically Welsh and Scottish people also don't like each other. You see games teach us these things the schools forget. :]



Since my dissertation last year was basically all about child abuse I've decided to do more CPD on that than other things. This way it can be my "thing" when I start work and it'll give me something to teach the placement students other than how to avoid a whack from a drunk. The problem is I've never really got used to reading about it in such vivid detail, especially when some journals and books include x-rays and even photo evidence. :'[
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Post by: Webby on May 13, 2012, 22:08
The slimline PS2 has gone missing, I could genuinely cry. ;____;
I planned to spend some time replaying all my old PS1 and PS2 games this summer and it might not be possible. And I doubt GAME would sell perfect condition PS2s.
I swear if my older brother took it then I will probably freak out at him. ^____^
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on May 13, 2012, 22:12
Meh, I don't really care about moving to Scotland anymore  :laugh: Not going to feed any trolls by saying different.
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Post by: Clairefable on May 14, 2012, 01:01
Also, are there many gyms?

Sorry, civilisation hasn't really gotten that far yet, so you'll just have to make do with tossing cabres and digging peat like the rest of us.

OT: I pretty much want to punch my so called boyfriend in the face on an hourly basis. I have never met anyone who has the ability to make me so goddamn angry by virtue of existing. I'm tired. The thought of all the stuff I have to to do by the end of the month makes me feel sick. Being an adult is rubbish.
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Post by: sylar on May 14, 2012, 01:19
wow this puts me right down (http://uglytrolls.tumblr.com/post/23006183041/your-art-looks-suspiciously-close-but-not-as-good-as) im so embarrassed i want to crawl in a hole and die slowly
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 18, 2012, 18:44
I want to be in Essex making sure my best friend is ok because honestly I'm sick to my stomach worrying about her after Wednesday night's bottle incident ending in me taking her to A&E. She's gone home for a few days so she can be looked after properly but she had to go back to A&E last night because she couldn't stop throwing up. I just want to have her back so I can make sure she's ok. ;-;

And to be honest, the thought of going out tonight really freaks me out. My housemates will either drag me out by force and make me feel even more worried than I do now or they'll use it as another reason to have a go at me. I still haven't heard back from my best friend's landlord so I still don't know if I'm moving in with her not. I just want to know that this whole housemates taking me for a ride thing is gonna end soon.

And now I feel like I need to be sick this is a wonderful day
And my chest has felt a little tickly and strange for a few days now
Taking a deep breath feels fairly uncomfortable
Something tells me that it's thanks to the shot of Goldschläger I was given on Tuesday night but I'm not sure
My dad's allergic to gold (and most metals) so if for some reason I have an allergy to gold then I'm in a bit of a pickle
Although I doubt an allergic reaction of any amount would last this long from a few flakes of gold
But this seems like the most logical conclusion in my mind
Damnit why do I bother drinking/going out/being social
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Post by: HipHop Honchkrow on May 22, 2012, 18:16
I can never get my school leavers hoodie.
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Post by: Liam on May 22, 2012, 19:10
Weird dreams are making me feel confused and a bit on the down side.
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Post by: Specstile on May 25, 2012, 02:17
</3 oh well life moves on :P
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on May 26, 2012, 00:50
 Just heard someone on my street have extremely loud sex, at first I thought a woman was getting hit, then I realised the sounds...  :'( I heard everything and now their talking to their dog... Omg I think I'm going to be sick it's the same voices!

 No one here will probably know how I feel right now but I'm in shock... I think... Oh God... I know it's perfectly natural but you don't need to scream that loud! I thought there would be atleast 30 minutes of sobbing and 10 minutes of silence

 I'm not saddened by it... It's just something that I shouldn't have heard and I'm old enough to know what their doing... I need therapy... So does their dog by the sounds of it... Dear God. Why?
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Post by: sylar on June 08, 2012, 16:30
im in so much pain and im a pathetic excuse for a human being so i deserve it
what i dont deserve is a relationship especially with someone so caring as shane
he puts up with me its all i ever wanted out of anyone be it boyfriend or regular friend
i just wanted someone to put up with me being so miserable all the time and so inept and messed up and he does but i dont deserve it
i never deserved it
i dont even deserve to live

im sorry why am i even posting this nobody cares
im sorry


this post is dumb im not sad now
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Post by: Sizacu on June 10, 2012, 21:25
Sent an email to my dad, who is apparently on emergency leave until Weds. I'm really hoping that it isn't what I think it is.

And there's school tomorrow. Nothing too serious, but it stills adds, doesn't it?
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Post by: RocketMember002 on June 21, 2012, 00:10
The video of a bus monitor called Karen Huff Klein getting some of the most horrible verbal abuse I've ever heard. Almost felt like crying for her by the end of it, evil brats deserve the beating of their life for it.
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l93wAqnPQwk (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l93wAqnPQwk)
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Post by: Clairefable on June 21, 2012, 16:05
no longer a student sob
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Post by: Inferna on June 24, 2012, 15:17
Ugh idk I just feel numb inside.
Felt like crying multiple times over the past few days and I'm snapping at everyone. No idea why because I've been feeling good for ages I guess its time to feel terrible again!
I just want to get away from everything ugh
I actually felt scared to sleep last night, I get a bout of mild insomnia maybe once a month but not like that. Maybe next week sill be better..
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Post by: Spriter on June 24, 2012, 21:02
The video of a bus monitor called Karen Huff Klein getting some of the most horrible verbal abuse I've ever heard. Almost felt like crying for her by the end of it, evil brats deserve the beating of their life for it.
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l93wAqnPQwk (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l93wAqnPQwk)

I quit watching after 3 minutes. That was horrible to watch. That's the only thing saddening me now =(
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Post by: Sizacu on June 25, 2012, 23:07
Just watched a person play through Ib, and one of the endings is just....
Together Forever. oh my gaaaa whyyyyy ;;
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Post by: sylar on June 27, 2012, 14:43
i actually made an attempt to make friends with someone and they completely ignored me and all that did was make me hate myself more hahaha wow i hate people
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Post by: Dragonpika on July 04, 2012, 17:51
eh
my housemate has her first chemo session tomorrow
we were all really excited for living together next year and suddenly.. there's this risk she might never come back
I completely can't even picture life without her now
she probably will get better but we're all kind of tiptoeing around how scared we are
and it's like.. she's pretty much the healthiest person I know
it isn't fair
nice people shouldn't get cancer.

I'm also pretty angry that they didn't catch it sooner
she went to the doctor's about it AGES ago and it took so long to get her into hospital that it's spread to her chest now, which makes it much more difficult to treat
I know I can't really be angry for that since waiting lists and whatnot
but I am anyway at nobody in particular
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Post by: MOP on July 05, 2012, 23:00
^ Best of luck to your housemate.


To be honest I haven't had a single good day at work so far. I've always been a quiet person but it wasn't a problem because I always got on with work and produced good results on my placements, now I'm doing terribly even when its exactly the same work and I'm having trouble talking to the staff. Bad work which all the other staff can see...oh dear.  :[
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Post by: K.I.O.S on July 08, 2012, 03:11
Went out tonight(Saturday) and a fight broke out in the club where I was drinking. Now this club who i'm a member of is owned by the football team I coach so the barman asked me for a hand in breaking it up, I of course accepted and broke it up and sent everyone home without fighting or being hit myself. As I got home I had a phone call to say I have a hearing tomorrow with the club because I allegedly beat up a girl (whom by the way is my cousin and has no marks on her), they are going to decide tomorrow whether or not I'm able to coach ever again. I found out who reported me and found it to be this girl who works in the bar who for some reason hates me( she's a year older than me and her family are friends with my family so i've known her since we were kids.) I've never done anything to here but she for some reason reported me doing this tonight and may have recked my hopes to be a professional football coach as a career.

Way I see it if they see that I'm "guilty" I'll take her and the club to court, I never did this was just trying to do a good thing and help out but had it thrown back in my face. I'm really upset by the whole situation, I'm almost in tears and doubt I'll get much sleep tonight  :( .
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Post by: Sunnii on July 09, 2012, 23:03
So about two hours ago my mother and step father just had another fight, he went out to see his daughter only to come back about twenty minutes later in a rush and a striken face. Turns out my step sister has just taken an overdose and is in hospital. She tried to kill herself last year too... :/ I honestly dont have a clue what to feel. All I know is that she has so many people caring for her, she is stunning, talented and has a pretty good life. Turns out her bi-polar is much worse that people thought.
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Post by: Spriter on July 10, 2012, 18:18
I feel like the next 3 school days are going to suck. It's as if everyone in my class thinks I flip out for attention, and ignore me until I flip. They then ask if I'm alright after I've flipped out. What logical explanation is that?
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Post by: Webby on July 11, 2012, 20:06
There are some disgusting people out there in the world. Purposefully poisoning cats by using antifreeze is an awful thing to do to any living creature. To do it to the same people over and over again is even worse.
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Post by: Ichigo Kurosaki on July 11, 2012, 22:00
Momma says Nana's sick. Nana's in her eighties. I don't want my Nana to die... That would leave Molly (a dog) with Patrick, and then that would be bad because of what Patrick did to Brophy when Brophy was dying. It makes me seem that I care about Molly more than Nana, but I care about them equally. Besides, we're supposed to go to her house on vacation. Though it seems weird, I'm listening to Time of Dying by Three Days Grace, and I'm crying. I thought Three Days Grace made me happy because I love their music (and I can't stop listening to them), and this just makes me feel worse.
*Cries*
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Post by: sylar on July 12, 2012, 11:10
i am in trying on glasses and want to die because of how much i hate how i look hahahahhahahahahahahahaha im so fricken done with looking and feeling ugly i am about to cry in public i am so pathetic
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on July 12, 2012, 19:59
Facebook telling me people in my school year are now married and having kids. I'd rather die than do either of those, but it makes me feel so old. T.T
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Post by: f3raligatr on July 15, 2012, 18:06
Girl from work deleted her Facebook account.

That's one less girl to perve on on there =[
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Post by: Kpyna on July 15, 2012, 18:28
had a panic attack at work
one manager keeps on being a complete jerk to me and reducing me to tears, and its not easy to do that
worst part is shes a manager so i cant really do a thing about it
theres a chance its a mistake since a few other kids got missed too, but we're not on the schedule
so either that means, its a mistake, or more likely, we get 0 hours this week or are going to get fired

i also, first world problems, can't afford both games and my boyfriend, since he quit his job so now i have to pay for gas money for him to come down from the city since he cant pay for gas and pretty much i spend about 100 dollars on him a week which is more than half of my biweekly paycheck. so steam sale is just generally at a tauntingly bad time.

and i have to pay 500 dollars for drivers ed and its kind of hard for me to save up and its just gonna get worse if you know, i get fired.

plus i cant sleep at night anymore, i keep abruptly waking up. which isnt helping me at work.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on July 16, 2012, 05:35
i had to delete my facebook account cos people kept perving on me
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Post by: MOP on July 16, 2012, 22:27
i had to delete my facebook account cos people kept perving on me
By saving them to my computer I can make a collage and put myself in them.  :]



So that last one was technically illegal but the senior staff but her name on it so that makes it...still bad. I wonder if people actively try to make my day harder? Not sure I can put up with this much longer (obviously I will have to) when people I went to uni with are working in departments with twice the staff for half the patients and I know they have it easy because those are the places I trained. Never realised how quiet they were until now. :[
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Post by: Webby on July 19, 2012, 17:10
Kinda hating how unproductive my life is right now. Beyond redecorating my bedroom, I've done nothing. I haven't heard from my friends since I've been back. I'm not in regular contact with any human being beyond my family. The only thing I really have to do right now is my dissertation work, and I don't fancy getting 10,000 words done by the time I go back to uni. Things just feel a little empty right now.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on July 20, 2012, 16:03
That Batman shooting was so freaking bad! He shot a baby point blank, people like this should be executed. Actually really bummed out about this. So freaking sad.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 21, 2012, 23:11
Going to work tomorrow, wouldn't mind but I won't be getting the time back during the week. Not only that but I literally have no idea how I'm supposed to do the work they've asked for. I don't know how the systems work or what to prioritise. I just want ten minutes of training, even the briefest introduction would be something at least. :[
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 22, 2012, 09:32
Had to bury our cat last night. 18 years old, she's been in my life since I was abotu 14-16 months old. House is strange without her tbh.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on July 30, 2012, 11:17
Last night I was playing Pokémon in bed and hatched a Shiny Cottonee with Prankster and flawless Speed
went to save
and then opened my eyes and it was 4 hours later and my battery had died
I didn't finish saving

my baby ;_____;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on July 30, 2012, 11:35
That's gotta be painful, Kay ;;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 04, 2012, 21:52
I found out how my teacher died.

...she killed herself.

...i'm just
going
to go
and cry
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 22, 2012, 05:11
wow rad
there was a moment of realisation earlier when i realised i have like
nobody irl that isnt family
which isnt bad but itd be nice to have friends lol im pathetic

im teeming with mental issues that push people away without me even trying

then youve got these idiots who try to help but they just
dont get it

its nice theyre trying to help
but when i confide in you that im dealing with depression and serious anxiety
dont tell me 'oh just cheer up and stop worrying so much'

you complete tool dont you dare say that to me

im so sick of people im a waste of space i just want to die without any repercussions.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: bull shark on August 22, 2012, 05:58
coming back and finding the place dying.

sad.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on August 22, 2012, 20:36
I'd really like to be around someone who doesn't make me feel like crap. brb crying into my ice cream
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The biscquiat dragon on August 24, 2012, 05:01
S*** just took a turn for the worse.
Mom's been stealing pain pills from her work, she's being pressed for 5 years jail time, my 5 year old brother is going to be taken away if a blood relative doesn't claim him, I might have to seek refuge with my dad in his 1 bedroom.
My older sister might have to work at my mom's old office, meaning she won't be able to stay home with her new born. Her boss might cover mom's expenses for the house so that we can stay here IF she complies
We've only been moved in for 2 months and wow...

A lot of people are extremely reliant on my mom. My sister and her husband moved in while she was going through pregnancy, and me, all under one roof.

I'm not quite sure where I'll end up but I don't care because it isn't even about me.

Now as it turns out, mom checked into 30 day inpatient rehabilitation earlier this morning. Her boss has given her a sizable leave and our bills are paid, and the house is secure, including me, for at least the next 6 months.
Her court date is on Sep 12 and the charge could range from a fine to up to 5 year jail time.
I don't even know where she's going to go from here, she's lost her job and no one understands what will happen.

My older sister is working at the office after all, to pay for food. Maybe she'll be able to work from home.

My grandfather will be staying in the case of mom's absence to keep my brother.

My grandmother is helping me with resources for my own mental illnesses so I can get my life on track, and also help.

I think I'm going to be okay. I have some opportunities ahead of me, even if I have to chase them. I just want to talk it out...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 30, 2012, 04:32
seems one of my other guinea pigs has bitten my youngest one twice
i hope it doesn't get infected. i can afford the vet bill, it's just... my poor baby :c
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Makoto Niijima on August 30, 2012, 20:29
I'm not feeling all that well today =(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OVOxo on September 03, 2012, 15:45
I'm having one of those days where everything is coming together in a bad way. I don't feel like doing anything anymore.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on September 08, 2012, 01:29
RIP Terry Nutkins :( I haven't felt like this since Tony Hart died D:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 08, 2012, 23:13
my role play partner is feeling down and I don't know what to do... :C
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OVOxo on September 09, 2012, 00:31
^ Just try and be supportive. I know it sounds vague but just balance it around what makes them smile... I dunno, just be a friend to them =]

A lot of stuff right now is messing with my mind. Beer was a bad choice. What makes it worse is that I just want to keep on drinking and that I don't want to get into all the stuff that's making me feel bad. Meh.

I'll just drink it off. Probably won't work but it's worth a try.

Oh yeah how distant I feel towards people, both on here and irl. I seemed to have pushed people away and it's only just coming back to hit me now, and I get the feeling I'm doing the same with Uni too. It'll probably happen when I go into work too. It's just one of those things I guess.

EDIT: Also realised I've let quite a lot of people down. Crap.

Ehh I'm just a waste of space really. Basically if you want to do well don't get on with me otherwise you'll just get let down! Whether on here or irl!

Also lol 60% of my PMs come from myself. I really need to stop searching for stuff that's making me feel worse lol
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 14, 2012, 19:40
when youre still following your ex and his friend on dumblr and theyre talking about how much fun theyve had together in the past and how theyre such good friends and u kinda just want to cry b/c you never made him that happy

:)
:)))))
:::::::::::::::))))))))))))))))))
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 16, 2012, 08:32
So, my role play partner that was feeling down the other week? My last post here?

She feels that I'm stalking her, and instead of telling me herself, she's got one of her friends to make a passive aggressive post about me, that's left me in tears for the past hour and a half.

This is why I never used to open up to people! THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS! I'm never going to be happy because people always leave me, like some abandoned puppy they've taken in and got bored of.

I need a bloody cuddle...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on September 16, 2012, 08:43
^ *hugs*
Just give her some space for a little longer and if she's still the same then just leave her be. I've had that happen with irl friends who just hate me for no reason, even when you try do the right thing and a few weeks later they come back all apologetic and end up doing the same again :u people like that aren't worth your time.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 16, 2012, 09:04
^ *hugs*
Just give her some space for a little longer and if she's still the same then just leave her be. I've had that happen with irl friends who just hate me for no reason, even when you try do the right thing and a few weeks later they come back all apologetic and end up doing the same again :u people like that aren't worth your time.
I just don't understand it. Instead of coming forward to sort out the problem like a normal person, she's got one of her friends to talk crap about me without mentioning my name (because apparently if I read it I'd know it's about me :/) on tumblr, where anyone can see it.
I mean, if I was in her shoes, I'd want to talk through it and sort it out. That's what she says we should do if we have a problem, but she's just being a bloody hypocrite.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 18, 2012, 02:14
I've realised how much I miss the people I went to school with. I've spent the last hour reminding myself about the things we all used to do together. Kinda wish I kept in touch with people. I doubt I'll see anyone anytime soon.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on September 18, 2012, 16:06
I just found a greyish hair on my pillow, and I can't quite tell if it's from the cat, or if it's one of mine.


...jesus, I'm old.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 27, 2012, 18:19
i am 400% done with feelings and people in general
(╯°□°)╯︵ sƃuıʃǝǝɟ
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on October 01, 2012, 23:23
Two of the people who mean the most to me didn't even bother saying 'Happy birthday!' to me.
With my really low self confidence (and my pretty self-destructive personality), that... Really doesn't work well with me.

I had to remind my own goddamn mother that it was my birthday today. Two days after my birthday, after expecting her to text or call me and... Am I just expecting too much?


[okay that sounded really whiny i'm sorry ;;]
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Legacy on October 04, 2012, 00:00
Found out that a guy who'd had a cycling accident a couple of years ago passed away in his sleep on the 2nd October...

He was the year above me in school, and he did the drama GCSE. I remember watching his drama rehearsal and seeing him full of life. The past couple of years since his accident were crap, but he stayed positive...he was only about 20/21...

Yeah...don't really know what else to say except rest in peace and that I wish the best to his family really.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OVOxo on October 04, 2012, 03:22
You know when crap feelings culminate together and you just want to be like forget it #yolo? Maybe not in those terms but yeah. Too much alcohol, emotion and regret.

I need a hug. Being happy helps too. Also drunk posting/texting should be avoided, as well as being like me.

Damn.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on October 04, 2012, 22:20
You know when crap feelings culminate together and you just want to be like forget it #yolo? Maybe not in those terms but yeah. Too much alcohol, emotion and regret.

I need a hug. Being happy helps too. Also drunk posting/texting should be avoided, as well as being like me.

Damn.
*cyber-hugs*
Hugs help a lot c:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on October 06, 2012, 03:31
this site feels like an abandoned playground full of my entire childhood and every time i think about it i wish i could go back to when i first joined. getting a full nights sleep, throwing tantrums over stupid stuff, not juggling work and school, and all of those awesome childhood moments like when i put my glasses on for the first time and my entire world was like in HD. and then i'd come home and be on this site so much i'd constantly get in trouble because i'd be hooked on some roleplay and unable to sign off haha

also i miss my creativity. i miss just creating a character out of nothing and going with it and having a great time. imagining everything in my head as if it were some kind of movie. i literally can't do that anymore. i'm stuggling in a lot of my classes no matter how much effort i put in and it sucks. hell, i'm struggling in english, and i remember as a kid getting pulled out of classes, into some dark scary closet room with just one ominious light, and they'd do the stuff like the did in the first episode of malcolm in the middle, where they'd tell me to look at pictures and tell me what i saw, tell me to read passages and tell me what i understood, write stuff, all of that. this only happened to one other kid besides me and now we both are mediocre students and i don't know how all of this happened to me so fast. we would literally be told we were geniuses. when i give people advice on the SATs because I already took them, everyone's like, "what liz, were you some sort of genius when you were 13?" and like... i really was. my critical reading skill was the average high school seniors, and my writing was mid high school level. i wasn't even too great at math, and even then i scored a notch above the rest. john hopkins university still sends me newsletters asking me to enroll since they never got the memo that im not smart anymore.

 i just feel like i constantly let myself down. up until recently, i was completely miserable socially too, and the only reason im happy is because i got really close with my boyfriend's friends and now we hang out a ton and they're better people than my old ones. but then what if they leave when my boyfriend leaves and then im alone. i literally can't make close relationships and it sucks because all i really want are just a couple good friends. i walk through the halls at school and everyone says hi to me, and i say hi back, but i really mean nothing to them and they really mean little to me. people will say, "wow you're popular" or "wow everyones friends with you", and it kind of sucks that im not being humble when i tell them "not really."

 i dont know, just things that bother me haha
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on October 23, 2012, 01:42
All the little things are ganging up on my life today. Having a good old cry because it seems more preferable than pretending I'm happy. I'd just love for the good to outweigh the bad, but that won't happen for a while. /stopswhining
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kendall! on October 23, 2012, 03:14
likely the fact i'm quite certain i've been signed up to this forum since i was eleven or twelve, and now i'm almost nineteen lol

i really haven't been here in ages nor talked to anyone i've met here in a long while, but as soon as i signed back on i can safely say i felt some serious nostalgia ): like this place is all the source of my pre-pubescent memories

i'm quite certain almost no one remembers me either and that's just killer. oh how time changes things
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on October 23, 2012, 14:25
pshh yeah i know the feeling. 
well about this place being a memory hub i guess. 
im a couple of months short of being here ten years, wow. 
i end up briefly checking this place out of habit almost every day even if i rarely post. 
and when i do post its obviously quality gold like this. 
i should probably just go on a posting binge and spread my nonsense over the whole place like manure, its not like i have any reputation of mystery and restraint to uphold. 
 
anyway, one day i can win arguments by telling people that i have forum accounts older than they are. 
then i can successfully retire. 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OVOxo on October 24, 2012, 00:38
Having one of those crap nights where every thought just culminates together to leave me feeling awful. Makes me wish I had some beer but oh well!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 24, 2012, 18:44
i triggered my friend now he cant stop panicking and i cant do anything to help him except type that hes ok but he doesnt believe it
im such a stupid sack of crap
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on October 25, 2012, 04:54
A glorious night out with friends ended with someone telling me I'm too fat to be in McDonalds and that this person would physically eject me from said store if I didn't leave. I didn't realise it was ok to make comments about other people and make them feel like utter crap. Even more so than they already do. I'm just grateful that my some of my friends were willing to back me up - others were content just sitting back and just letting it happen. I'm fed up of being judged by people. I hate myself enough already, I don't need any extra people adding to the hate.

The worst part is that I had convinced myself this afternoon that my life was good, that I feel ok about myself - it only takes 1 person to set me back to square 1. Fed up of being judged so unfairly and harshly for no reason at all.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on October 25, 2012, 12:41
arse. 
have a meeting with the head of year, probably because of all of the lectures and tutorials ive missed at various points. 
whether through my sleeping patterns being sodded up or actively being too scared to go. 
whats all that about anyway, im supposed to be an adult. 
i dont know what im doing with myself, i already am paying for an extra year to retake this one. 
and now im doing even worse than i did last year so far. 
i cant tell if im hideously lazy and useless (yes) or if i made a mistake in declaring myself mentally fit to return. 
buuut seeing as the doctor confirmed that i could go back it most likely is the former haha. 
well ill have this meeting with the year department head person and see if i can actually explain myself. 
as a bonus when the department called me to tell me this, i was in labs and had a demonstrator standing right over me telling me to hang up while the woman from the office was getting more and more annoyed haha wow yeah im useless. 
 
its all fun and games until mark has to pretend to be a functioning member of society wheeey. 
i dont even care that im saying this, i think thats the clue that i have stopped bothering. 
wow i sound.. spoilt? 
is that right, i dont know. 
ill be the one paying back all of this wasted loan if theres anywhere thatll hire me so hey. 
i only went to uni because my parents wanted me to, neither of them had gone and my sister wasnt going either. 
i dont know what id have done instead, there was a time where i planned to do an apprenticeship in a tattoo studio somewhere but lets face it that wouldnt have worked out either. 
im not saddened i suppose. 
just lethargic. 
its like my lifes happening to somebody else and im more absently watching it to see what will happen next, theres no emotional attachment any more. 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 25, 2012, 12:50
got a party tomorrow
birthday in just over a week

i have no money though :l
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on October 31, 2012, 00:51
 Just been to this party.

 So many people hooked up at this party.

 Me still being single finding it depressing.

 Realising I had a chance with a girl I've liked for ages.

 Not sure if I missed that chance.

 Thinking about the things I should have and could have done.

 Things that would have made it better.

 Forever alone.

 Freaking depressing.

 How come, whenever girls show any freaking intrest in me, I realise when I leave or get home?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 01, 2012, 14:00
Buying my own tea bags makes me painfully aware of how much I get through. 245 cups of tea since I started uni like 6 weeks ago. XD
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Turner on November 01, 2012, 15:39
likely the fact i'm quite certain i've been signed up to this forum since i was eleven or twelve, and now i'm almost nineteen lol

i really haven't been here in ages nor talked to anyone i've met here in a long while, but as soon as i signed back on i can safely say i felt some serious nostalgia ): like this place is all the source of my pre-pubescent memories

i'm quite certain almost no one remembers me either and that's just killer. oh how time changes things

lol kendall brush ur teeth
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on November 10, 2012, 00:33
 All these little things just nagging in the back of my head.

 Made loads of progress since comp, genuinly improved on myself all around, lost weight, lost stupid haircut and most of all, I fixed my personality, I'm a lot nicer to people now, well I was like. Then the college goes and puts someone genuinly annoying in my class, someone who has to be annoying everyone on purpose at this point. It's just undoing all my mental progress, I'm getting a lot nastier and a lot more un hinged, Jesus, then I think to how I was back in comp and I remember all the pratty things I did, I don't feel bad about most of them anymore but theres some that genuinly gripe me.

 It would be great to talk to someone about everything without having to worry about them telling everyone but if I go to someone official I would reckon I would get comfortable say some horrible and twisted things and maybe get in trouble, which I don't want since it's only a rough patch in my progress.

 Oh God, then it's the gym, gutted that I've taken two days off, feels like this weeks progress is completely wasted, so now I've figured that instead of doing different workouts, I might just try and do a 2 1/2 hour workout every time for a week or two and just try and aim to slim down before trying to bulk up or anything and that in itself is annoying, by the time I've gotten into shape I'll have about two or three months left in college which just means that I'll have to try and get another two years.

 Oh then I keep thinking about this girl, I've been a massive ass to her and she keeps giving me chances and I genuinly feel bad about things and I've said sorry before and I want to say it again even though I know it will not solve anything, then it's the fact that my friend is keeping her wrapped around his little finger incase he gets desperate enough to use her for sex and she doesn't even see what he's doing, he doesn't even like her like that and it just gets me annoyed.

 Then it's the fact that I don't even seem to get angry anymore, I don't mean anything I say when I'm angry and it just feels like I've lost my flame, I'm not sure if it's because of the gym or anything but it's genuinly bothering me, I just rage because it feels like I should be. I can honestly say I enjoy a good rage every now and again but it just seems all forced.

 Then it's the fact that I don't have a gym partner, two friends say they'll join me but I doubt neither of them will one's busy working at Tesco and the other, well God knows what she's up to, then it's the fact that it will genuinly be good motivation to have a partner.

 To be honest, yolo, I'm going to say sorry to that girl and I'm going to go to the gym on Monday and go for it, I'm going to wait untill I get a gym partner and I'm going to try harder to stop any personal progress being ruined.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OVOxo on November 10, 2012, 04:51
^ I wish I had your optimism; hope it goes well for you buddy =]

For the topic in question: me being me #nosurprise
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on November 10, 2012, 21:47
my hamsters sick and probably doesnt have much time left

i feel miserable and lonely and all i want to do is drink and hurt myself


w0w :')
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on November 10, 2012, 21:57
my hamsters sick and probably doesnt have much time left

i feel miserable and lonely and all i want to do is drink and hurt myself


w0w :')

Oh no ;-;. I hope everything is okay. It's always a terrible thing to lose a beloved pet. *Hug.* But keep hope and spend what time she has left with her if you can.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on November 10, 2012, 22:23
Oh no ;-;. I hope everything is okay. It's always a terrible thing to lose a beloved pet. *Hug.* But keep hope and spend what time she has left with her if you can.

haha no point man thanks but
he just went like 10 minutes ago
just slipped away really peacefully

welp
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on November 10, 2012, 22:27
haha no point man thanks but
he just went like 10 minutes ago
just slipped away really peacefully

welp

*hugs* <3 ugh losing a pet is horrible, at least he went peacefully :c

My best friend has zero confidence in himself.
He dances and he always stands behind people instead of at the front row, this is so he doesn't have to watch himself doing it [giant mirror]. He told me yesterday he felt physically sick standing in the front row. I don't know if it was because he's nervous or he just can't stand himself.
He's constantly stressed and stops himself from buying little things, even something like a bar of chocolate. He doesn't like relaxing or just having some time to himself because he feels guilty for doing it.
He's horribly anxious about everything and is worried people are judging him so he just sits in silence during his college classes because he doesn't want to make a fool of himself.
His mum was going to make him go to the doctors for depression/anxiety but he doesn't want to. He thinks he'll just get doped up on anti depressants or offered therapy. Even if he had a professional person to talk to it'd help him so much, just to pour his worries onto.
ugh i'm just so worried about him :|
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on November 10, 2012, 22:36
haha no point man thanks but
he just went like 10 minutes ago
just slipped away really peacefully

welp

Ah no D: At least he went peacefully (and hopefully painlessly too) and he doesn't have to suffer from what was ailing him so. I hope he rests in peace, he sounded like a lovely pet.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 11, 2012, 20:33
discussed something with someone on the weekend about my guinea pig
apparently his started drinking lots of water before she popped it
...that's what Biscuit's doing...
hm.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: K.I.O.S on November 14, 2012, 11:49
Think the last time I posted on this topic was around the same time last year and for the same reason, 6 years ago today my mother passed away so feeling very...meh in all honesty.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OVOxo on November 15, 2012, 00:34
Once again the typical stuff :/
I'm half tempted to renew my passport, relocate and live my life in seclusion. That wouldn't be so bad.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on November 15, 2012, 14:36
ugh you know when you get those users on forums on the internet

like there's this forum on the internet that im a user of its basically a old person's sonic forum ok we all pretend that we aren't lamenting the loss of our childhoods and the current games and fandom kind of awkwardly ruining the place and your games
cos the latest sonic games weren't bad but they were no sonic 3&K is all im saying

and there's this one member who wont shut up about the same problems all the time? like you can draw a circle with his mope cycle on it and literally put a clock inside it and it'd basically predict his future

like you can tell people who are new to the forum cos they fall for the tricks and its just embarassing to watch

like people who have been here a while treat him like a joke its great cos he's literally a litmus test for new users its hilarious to watch and they fall for it every time omg its not so good when it makes him do it even more though
and when he leaves its really boring cos we've got no-one to make fun of but he always comes back despite it "definitely being the last time" when one of us pushes him too far and he has a total sperg freakout and starts peppering his posts with punctuaction

like he's really socially inept about it and its literally like dealing with an internet sperg cos if you give him advice they go off on one and its just ugh
and no-ones telling him to take a hike and he's just majorly killing the energy of the forum??? like i really liked the place before it became his whinebowl
and like no-one will just straight up ban him cos he'd throw some sort of weird internet tantrum and we'd have to put up with spambots or w/e for a week or two idk like he's not reached bannable levels i guess
 
im not sure why i still go there????



edit: also my ears have finally decided that they dont like the metal my earrings are made of this ought to be a fun few weeks of pulsating earlobes and childhoods being destroyed in slow motion i really liked that place too
maybe ill just set up my own sonic forum where i post monologues to myself about how sonic 3&K is better than sonic adventure 2
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: OVOxo on November 15, 2012, 23:01
ugh you know when you get those users on forums on the internet

-snip-

AKA me on this one (y)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on November 17, 2012, 00:03
no this isn't about you haha like tbh you could stand to lighten up occasionally i guess?? tbh if you'e feeling insecure about your melodramatics like moping ruins your life the more you let it rot (really important advice im 25 i know what im on about) and i guess thats it???

like it doesnt take a genius to realise you're caught up in cycles of the same sort of moods and you should focus on trying to break that cycle with all your might if anything else

the annoying thing about being a moody git is that no-one else can do it but you and a lot of depressive people expect people to do it for them lmao but at the end of the day you have to up and sort out your wonky head ideas about things yourself cos therapy and pills only go so far and you can easily waste years of your life waiting for them to improve

like basically im really self-aware about my crippling anxiety disorders but i also dont bang on about them cos im not going to get better banging on about them i tried that for years all it does is get you massive blank periods in your life that you literally have no excuse for

liek its like when you're inbetween jobs cos you got lazy and you're hoping to god he doesn't ask about the gaps between jobs and why there are so many
and its because they all took on too many people and let you go but you KNOW he thinks its cos you're fired from them all and you can't give the references cos half of them are out of business and its just like well im not getting this job then


thats my cryptic old people advice for you use it how you shall.........///floats off on cloud///





like literally it is just me being sad about my sonic forum being overun by nooby idiots and that one idiot you want to ditch but you cant cos its liek the unfollow button on tumblr and its like well awkward lmao
 
like its the account ive had for the longest time on the internet and its kind of really sad when all your forums die?????
its bad enough sega gave up on consoles and basically stuck sonic's head on a pike with the franchise but now this forum is going downhill its like no you had sonic beta info whyyyyyy

like its like childhood dogs they were around for ages but now they're dead like most childhood things and now you're an adult and all there is is GIN and tears being an adult sucks*

i think im going to hang out with the ironic tailsgottrolled crew tbh i think its what my life has become a story about high shoveling and stoned knuckles
i love tailsgottrolled its one of my favourite webcomics at the moment no lie like its up there with achewood for pure genius

*im lying i pretend that i hate adult life and don't get me wrong its stressful but you get to decide what you want to do with your money like buying good fine whiskey invest in whiskey and buying whatever you like when you save up your money

like the spaces inbetween the gruelling work and soul-destroying repition its everything you imagined it was as a kid and more






why do i let myself on the forum on a friday night aaaAAAAAAAAAAA kids don't have friday night Festivities you end up sounding like a chowderhead  and embarassing yourself cos you look at what you typed and itsl ike "WOW THIS IS INCREDIBLY STUPID why did i type so much" webbz this is something i agree with you on
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: IceRain on November 17, 2012, 00:22
One of my friends got caught in a relationship with someone who put on a sweet and innocent look but turned out to be really vindictive and controlling. And she really hates my girlfriend despite not even having met her once. :P
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on November 25, 2012, 23:23
Just realised how dire my financial situation is. At least I've only got less than 3 weeks left this term. I'll have to budget hard next term/focus on actually passing my degree. Also, homesickness sucks a lot. And being jealous, too.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on November 30, 2012, 22:28
Put about half of my Pokemon plush collection on ebay, it's getting a little bit of interest. I know this is the whole point of trying to sell them but it hadn't occured to me that I'd actually need to get rid of them ;_;



jeez claire you'e 27 stop being so attached to inanimate objects
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 01, 2012, 01:02
no keep them who cares if you're 27 and have pokemon plushes

as the renegade master with the ill behaviour with the ill behaviour with the ill behaviour i demand you keep all of them
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 01, 2012, 23:51
Put about half of my Pokemon plush collection on ebay, it's getting a little bit of interest. I know this is the whole point of trying to sell them but it hadn't occured to me that I'd actually need to get rid of them ;_;



jeez claire you'e 27 stop being so attached to inanimate objects

Why not make it a bigger collection by buying my pokemon with built in pockets so you can store sweets inside? I have a bulbasaur!  =]
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on December 04, 2012, 14:01
I have until NYD to move out.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on December 07, 2012, 18:07
That nurse killing herself. She just made a stupid mistake, now she has two mumless kids two weeks before xmas. I swear impersonating someone to access private medical details is illegal...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 08, 2012, 00:09
 Lost my earphones somewhere, not sure if they're in college or on the street or in my house  :'(

 If I can't find them by Monday, I might have to buy a new pair since the skanky people in college would have taken them if they were left in college and they would be too damaged to use if they're on the street,
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 08, 2012, 02:54
ellens leavin los campesinos im cryign i cant do this
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Reluctant Wailord on December 08, 2012, 02:57
I'm sorry, I really don't feel a connection with you.
You were good to me - but we both know this isn't where I belong.
Don't get me wrong, we've had our laughs.
But, reflecting on things now, you just aren't the same. And neither am I.
We can never look at each other in the same way again, can we?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 08, 2012, 03:06
probably not sorry bro
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on December 09, 2012, 14:13
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-20657939

RIP GAMESMASTER :(

goodbye childhood ;_;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on December 09, 2012, 19:51
^ that news actually made my dad cry (he lied and said he go soap in his eyes...)

RIP Sir Patrick Moore. :C May no one surpass your record for longest hosting of a TV show, and may someone name a star or something after you.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Makoto Niijima on December 13, 2012, 01:20
 Just found out that my PC in my room no longer works, when trying to charge my ipod which doesn't want to charge :'(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on December 13, 2012, 03:21
Having another "oh dear my life amounts to nothing" moment. I'll be over it by tomorrow morning (or at least Friday night) but these feelings are occuring more often and more strongly. I can't even pretend to be happy anymore. Oh well. Life goes on.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on December 14, 2012, 04:30
I ordered a peppermint hot chocolate at McDonald's for like 2.50 and you know what they gave me?

Foamed milk and peppermint. FML.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 14, 2012, 22:24
I ordered a peppermint hot chocolate at McDonald's for like 2.50 and you know what they gave me?

Foamed milk and peppermint. FML.

im sorry
if u ever need someone to talk to im here ok im here for u.....
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 14, 2012, 22:38
So this school shooting in America.

It's pretty damn depressing.

:/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on December 15, 2012, 12:06
So this school shooting in America.

It's pretty damn depressing.

:/
^this

stuff like school shootings are always gonna happen when the gun laws in the US are so lax... makes me glad that Britain is... well, stricter, but people can still get a hold of guns...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: rapidash king on December 18, 2012, 10:17
i just watched welcome to the dollhouse thinking it was gonna be enjoyable. now i feel like dying.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Urdnot Grunt on December 18, 2012, 12:38
The fact that I'm sooo deluded that I think "Yeah everything will be fine! It'll be great! It'll be like nothing ever happened!!" when tbh...showing my ugly face again has just screwed everything up a bit more.

That damn awkward moment when you just realize...you can't treat people like dung then expect a welcoming ceremony when YOU decide you want one.

Maybe PKMN's way of saying "Just move on, lass. Make new friends and leave everyone else to themselves."

...If PKMN as a site could talk...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 18, 2012, 13:04
^ Welcome To My Life, Chief
a book by me written for you


im saddened by the fact i unironically typed 'chief' without realising until just now
what am i becoming
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on December 18, 2012, 13:17
Migraine I've had since last night has yet to go away, head isn't as sore but I've still got the nausea and dizziness. I'll have to wait another two weeks to even get seen by a doctor or pay £17 for tablets I could get on prescription ugh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on December 19, 2012, 13:16
Living for the last 2 weeks at the boyfriends... he's not even here this week and yet here I am. All my stuff in boxes in the corner of his room, waiting for it to be moved into the one place I said I would never let myself live...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on December 22, 2012, 18:49
I cannot wait for this year to end. From start to finish it's been one disaster after another. I'm sick of being poor, practically homeless, and being treated like an inconvenience by people who claim to care about me. My anxiety is the worst it's been in years and I just want to lie down somewhere and cry.

Normally I shy away from these woe-is-me type of posts but right now I just cannot deal with everyone and their crap anymore.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on December 23, 2012, 13:33
Dreamt I was a Power Ranger last night.

Suddenly life doesn't seem as awesome anymore..
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on December 23, 2012, 16:06
A guy that was a few years above me in school went missing on Friday night, they were doing a missings persons search all day yesterday and today. Now he's been found dead on a beach.
No-one knows whats happened yet ugh so sad
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on December 23, 2012, 17:44
A guy that was a few years above me in school went missing on Friday night, they were doing a missings persons search all day yesterday and today. Now he's been found dead on a beach.
No-one knows whats happened yet ugh so sad

Aw gosh, I'm really sorry to hear that.. it's really unsettling how often stuff like this happens and you just don't hear about it =/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 23, 2012, 17:52
i didnt get my oldest sister a christmas present and i feel fricken awful about it lmao i just needed to get out of town really quickly because i was getting upset from being around so many people now im scared to go back out to get her something kill me
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 26, 2012, 23:30
People from work talking about their real friends as opposed to their work friends. I haven't talked to my London friend since the Summer let alone see her and my old housemates I haven't seen in nearly two years and they barely remember me (although one is letting me come to his New Year party) and they were literally all I had. Going to keep quiet if they bring up social lives again. Maybe if I wasn't working six days a week plus lots of evenings and some nights too then I'd have more time to go out but as it is maybe looking online is they key. Never really tried that though. :'[

Ah well the work folk are nice at least.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on December 26, 2012, 23:39
D: 

aw man that's lame. If it's any consolation I think you're a bro and we love you here! :)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 26, 2012, 23:45
^ Its mostly my own fault. If I'm feeling down I like to be left alone and when I was unemployed I sort of blanked people a lot...for 8 months! >.<
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on December 27, 2012, 08:25
Left my boyfriend's cottage after spending Christmas with him at 6:50 this morning and I miss him already ablublu :c
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: K.I.O.S on December 28, 2012, 17:44
Just watch the last ever episode of Merlin... :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 28, 2012, 20:38
^ are you sad because it was awful or is that just me
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: K.I.O.S on December 29, 2012, 14:07
^ are you sad because it was awful or is that just me

That's just you, I'm sad because I'm going to miss it was such an awesome show.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Captain Jigglypuff on December 31, 2012, 23:39
Another year ends and it serves as a constant reminder of how I'm doomed to die all alone....
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: .~:Sly Foxx:~. on January 02, 2013, 10:26
Ahhhh, I'm generally feeling nostalgic and melancholy... I wouldn't call it sad, and I wouldn't consider myself an unhappy person, but sometimes I find myself wondering if I've made the decisions I'd have wanted to make in life, and if I'm the kind of person I want to be or not. I'm still not sure.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on January 02, 2013, 20:08
Another year ends and it serves as a constant reminder of how I'm doomed to die all alone....

maybe you shouldn't have killed everyone then
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 03, 2013, 23:18
That feel when you stop being angry and realise you were lower than whale poop on someone's list of priorities. I need a hug.


and why is priorities hard to spell it has my name in it why can't I spell it
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on January 03, 2013, 23:30
That feel when you stop being angry and realise you were lower than whale poop on someone's list of priorities. I need a hug.
I'll hug you c: *cyber-hug!*
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 03, 2013, 23:51
Thank you C: My bff is taking me on a pity date so yay \o/

I'm going to be 28 goddammit. I'm too old for relationship drama as pathetic as this!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 04, 2013, 00:32
 All the games coming out for the Xbox 360 look naff this year, this year looks really crappy for the consoles tbh... I'm not sure if it's because I'm getting older now but I miss the days where I would sit down and play Muppet Monsters with my dad and not really care but nowadays..... it just seems like one of my favourite past times is finally getting boring... The only game that I'll deffinately buy is GTA V.

 
 Listened to a song, reminded me of all thoes nostalgic moments, loads and it's hard to explain how I feel, it's like being out in a summer shower, it's nice to know the rain is still there and it's nice to know I still feel. Dang, I've lost some good friends over the years and I've blown a lot of chances.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 04, 2013, 00:57
I think my asthma is back again. Chest has been sore since 10 and feels like it does before i have an attack. I hate this, every goddamn winter.
I always get into a panic and this makes it worse.
I wish i was health problem free but nope!!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 04, 2013, 19:52
Boyfriend wasn't in school today and I won't see him til Monday :c
also exam season
and went into my late biology teacher's classroom today
...
and realised how much i miss her.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 04, 2013, 20:36
Boyfriend wasn't in school today and I won't see him til Monday :c

diddums. try not seeing him for 2/3+ weeks at a time and see how that feels



last weekend of being a teenager and it is just filled with all of the uni coursework i've put off until now... why is it all due in on mon/tues =[
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 04, 2013, 22:15
diddums. try not seeing him for 2/3+ weeks at a time and see how that feels
pls no

sent a message to an online friend i had a falling out with. i'm waiting for the reply and i'm shaking
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on January 05, 2013, 00:18
diddums. try not seeing him for 2/3+ weeks at a time and see how that feels
what about not seeing your dad (if you love him as much as i do heehee) for 6+ weeks at a time?
my dad's flying back to singapore to work. ;;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 05, 2013, 02:50
why are you all trying to one-up each other on who has it worse thats so douchey and petty
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 05, 2013, 09:57
^ not so much trying to one-up someone as just being annoyed at people moaning when there are others who have it worse... it gets pretty damn frustrating after awhile


my seminar is absolutely terrible and i have no idea how to make it better... there goes my chances of getting a first this year =[
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 05, 2013, 14:22
thats
still trying to one-up someone
and by that logic nobody should be able to complain because someones always gonna have it worse

i still think its douchey and petty w/e
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on January 05, 2013, 17:17
Guys, this is the what's saddening you topic.

If we're going down the "People have it worse than you, don't complain" then I should surely lock this right here because we're not all starving / dying of horrific diseases / sawing our own limbs off to escape from rocky crevices / fated to duel the Dark Lord!

At least I hope we're not.

Either way, be nice ^_^

I'm sad because I just waxed my legs for the first time ever and oh my god it was the most painful thing imaginable?! ;___;
Never again..
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 07, 2013, 09:30
Man I hate waxing. Not just because it's painful, but you have to wait for like three weeks of growth to get one week of smoothness? To Hell with that, shave it!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: .~:Sly Foxx:~. on January 08, 2013, 16:14
Oh god. Waxing. Nopenopenopenope/nope/. Had it done once because my friend demanded and I am never, ever doing it again. To anyone else considering waxing - run. SAVE YOURSELVES.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 14, 2013, 17:19
Nana died ten years ago today.
I miss her so much...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 14, 2013, 23:40
HMV! Its only a few days since I was buying stuff from you. :'[ 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on January 16, 2013, 05:03
the world is so big and we have such relatively short lifespans the number of things i want to do

cant i just be one of those lovable geniuses like stephen fry who know 4 languages and the entire backstory of the mcvitties biscuit instead of being shrugged at for most of my academic life while being told the same "you're very intelligent" crap which basically serves to turn most kids into intolerable nerd with an entitlement complex or coasters who crash at uni

tl;dr: working class confused nerd with learning disability bemoans life, possibly superfluous quarterlife crisis? makes no effort to do anything though


this winter is one of those weird ones where you go mad and get played your life back to you and narrated by Werner Herzog and its just an entirely surreal experience and you pick up a couple of hobbies to make yourself feel better

ill tell you 2012 wasnt the end of the world but it definitely was the end of something for me hahaha   im gonna be a NEW WOMAN THIS 2013



//scene skips to september 2013 and im still fat and lazy//
me: DONT JUDGE ME //dried lasagna at corners of mouth//
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on January 17, 2013, 06:55
I don't have the energy anymore. I've spent that much time over the last two months making sure everybody else is okay that it's not really dawned upon me to check if I'm actually.. okay. And after the past few weeks.. I just haven't got anything left in the tank anymore to do the one thing I actually still enjoy doing as it takes my mind off of things to actually.. enjoy doing it.

Wouldn't be too bad I don't think if I could at least manage two or maybe, just maybe, three nights in a row where I actually sleep straight through. Oh well, I'll catch it up eventually.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 17, 2013, 20:51
maybe they mean what kind of person would require you to starve yourself to get their attention? idk
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 17, 2013, 21:36
idk hey were stupid posts and im an idiot forget about it sorry
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on January 18, 2013, 07:53
sorry

it's okay i still love you
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 24, 2013, 22:20
 My days, I just found out that I could potentially get fined £1000 if my Airsoft gun gets fired tomorrow in college  :ohmy:

 I'm responsible enough not to fire it but imagine if I left a pellet in there! Anyone from my class could fire it and as long as they get caught I could potentially get fined £1000.

 Well.... guess who isn't bringing any pellets tomorrow?

 Also: This is for my photoshoot in photography with the main theme of video games. I'm not that weird kid who brings a gun to college  :dry:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 26, 2013, 16:05
Got robbed of my phone and ipod while on the way to volunteer at a cat rescue centre. yay!!

karma isn't real folks.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 26, 2013, 16:52
^ it is if they get mauled by stray cats

Seriously though, that sucks. I hope you're ok!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 26, 2013, 16:57
I hope he gets mauled by a stray car.

I'm okay, though. He said he'd stab me if I didn't give him them and even if he didn't have a knife I don't want to mess around with someone who's reaching into their pocket.

Ehhh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 26, 2013, 17:09
Should have just punched him in the face, grabbed whatever wa sin hi spocket while he was stunned and reeling back, and then run off into public eye

That... really is easier said than done mate. He had a bike anyway.

I've contacted the police and they're sorting it out.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on January 26, 2013, 20:22
Quote
karma isn't real folks.

amen to that



hope the mugging doesn't make you too scared of being outside
sounds patronising but it isn't meant to be because sometimes muggings get people in a Bad Way and well i hope it didn't get you in a Bad Way
you did the best thing you could all things considered - its not usually a great strategy to call muggers out on their bluff cos it gets Awkward thereon not to mention legally which is always just Not What You Need

get well soon

Should have just punched him in the face, grabbed whatever wa sin hi spocket while he was stunned and reeling back, and then run off into public eye

thank you for this useful advice at an appropriate time


if a guy who had schrodingers knife came up to you would you do that or would all your confidence just melt like it does with 90% of the population

would you use your yellow belt in karate to get stabbed like most people do like i think krav maga and kickboxing are the two ones i would trust to take me outside 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on January 26, 2013, 20:34
That... really is easier said than done mate. He had a bike anyway.

I've contacted the police and they're sorting it out.
I guess so, yeah. I've never been mugged so I seriously have no idea how I'd respond to that myself. I'd probably get stabbed for looking stupid though.

Great, I hope they manage to get the mugger. The greed of criminals like that...

if a guy who had schrodingers knife came up to you would you do that or would all your confidence just melt like it does with 90% of the population

would you use your yellow belt in karate to get stabbed like most people do like i think krav maga and kickboxing are the two ones i would trust to take me outside 

Sorry, my post did sound a little jerkish now that I'm reading it again. He did the right thing. I'm sorry for riling you up to the point where you had to point out how idiotic it was.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 26, 2013, 20:42
amen to that



hope the mugging doesn't make you too scared of being outside
sounds patronising but it isn't meant to be because sometimes muggings get people in a Bad Way and well i hope it didn't get you in a Bad Way
you did the best thing you could all things considered - its not usually a great strategy to call muggers out on their bluff cos it gets Awkward thereon not to mention legally which is always just Not What You Need

get well soon

thank you for this useful advice at an appropriate time


if a guy who had schrodingers knife came up to you would you do that or would all your confidence just melt like it does with 90% of the population

would you use your yellow belt in karate to get stabbed like most people do like i think krav maga and kickboxing are the two ones i would trust to take me outside

I've never been mugged before, I've been in similar situations but never actually threatened and had my valuables taken away from me. I kind of panicked, thinking back he probably didn't have a knife but (again) taking that risk isn't always the best idea. To be honest, living where I do, it was inevitable to happen eventually. It's just a shame they took a nice phone, my ipod and hence all my music.

Bus rides are gonna be terrible with no music. Arghhh.

But no I won't be scared of outside but I guess I'll be more... aware? I dunno, it happened really close to where I live and outside my old school so that's a wee bit concerning but nothing to soil myself over

Also thanks for your concern, it's helpful.

I actually mean that. :police:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on January 26, 2013, 22:21
Sorry, my post did sound a little jerkish now that I'm reading it again. He did the right thing. I'm sorry for riling you up to the point where you had to point out how idiotic it was.

nono shh its ok just know for next time is all
like people who have just been involved with a mugging need concern (and cups of tea for some reason like apparently our empire's tea leaf cures all)

I've never been mugged before, I've been in similar situations but never actually threatened and had my valuables taken away from me. I kind of panicked, thinking back he probably didn't have a knife but (again) taking that risk isn't always the best idea. To be honest, living where I do, it was inevitable to happen eventually. It's just a shame they took a nice phone, my ipod and hence all my music.

Bus rides are gonna be terrible with no music. Arghhh.

But no I won't be scared of outside but I guess I'll be more... aware? I dunno, it happened really close to where I live and outside my old school so that's a wee bit concerning but nothing to soil myself over

Also thanks for your concern, it's helpful.

I actually mean that. :police:

haha yeah i know what you mean re: music ugh outside is so boring and awkward without it when you're by yourself

if you're lucky you might find your ipod in a CeX or a cashconvertors hhaha im kidding that'd be the day
i'm still looking for a cherished mp3 player that was plucked out of my pocket but you might be able to get the phone reported as stolen so it's harder to sell?? i know theres a bunch of legalese that happens after things like this like contacting the phone insurance people but i guess thats what the cops do (in time anyway sighhh public funding) and chances are they've probably already done all that
(its weird how people slag them off yet when you need them they're dead nice?? like i was talking to one after i had to give a statement for something i was witness to and they were just so nice and Yorkshire it was reet grand but then we have nice oop naarth policemen)

i mean ive had near-misses but im 6ft something and i have shoulders like a lady from barnsley so thats probably why
i dont even know how to fight that well???
i take my sturdy prized umbrella with me everywhere partly because Rain and partly because its strong enough to be a weapon so 

like you did what you could and i guess its just one of those Experiences in life which makes you understand Life a bit more?? like you just sort of feel more Adult and world-weary because of it and its kind of bad but good in a bittersweet way
life.......................



but yeah im glad you're ok and not too done in with it all hahaa i know i officially go on record as a sarcastic fat loser on puk but dang if being mugged ain't a terrible thing that i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on January 27, 2013, 16:01
haven't done anything actually productive in days

i just can't

no motivation to anything :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 27, 2013, 19:03
i turned down an invitation to hang out with people
because they mentioned dancing and i cant
dance or be around large crowds

i turned down the chance to have friends for one night
because im scared of people

haha
ha

im pathetic
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on January 28, 2013, 00:03
Maybe I should just stop talking everywhere. Forever. Every time I try to be nice or socialize I am just beaten down (not literally) and ridiculed. It's not nice. I'm crying right now and while that may seem like a over reaction I just want to be normal and actually liked. It's not just here (although it has happened, I'll shut up about this though) but it has just happened to me very bad on another site I go on... I goofed up by being myself and then the entire room muted me and proceeded to bad mouth me and I couldn't say anything back. I tried to do the mature thing by adding someone and apologizing and telling them I didn't do anything wrong ( I didn't, someone overreacted. Honest )  but then the person told me i was spamming them (I genuinely wasn't. Is 3 or so messages (less then 20 words total) spamming?) and read my messages out and it got bad so I'm just sitting there saying nothing because I just fail at life.

Why was I even brought into existence? I'm like an appendix or something ._.

can someone please tell me what part of life I don't understand? It all seems pointless.

I'm not trolling or anything. :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on January 28, 2013, 05:00
or just stop caring what other people think: i mean be polite/humane but accept that not everyones going to like you.
make fun of your own flaws instead of dwelling on em. 
if youre called out on something then just apologise once, clearly and w/o making excuses, then move on. 
treat mistakes as "ok now i know what doesnt work" not as "i should NEVER TRY AGAIN sob". 
 
anyway here at least? this is a pokemon forum, its a sure bet that at least 99% of the people on here are going to be ranging from moderately to severely socially awkward. its not like theres any real pressure to impress anybody. 
 
i mean yeah easier said than done, hell i dont even take my own advice. 
if youre feeling kinda lethargic then its a good idea to go for a walk, go out and buy some food or something, i know that nothing makes me feel more listless and unmotivated than sitting around with oodles of free time, go figure. even if i hate going out to lectures and stuff when its 8am and the world outside my bed is freezing, the moment i have some structure to my day i feel like i can do stuff. 
so like give yourself a kick up the rear end to go out and about and once you do that it can be like its jump-started your brain into going WOAAAH we are actually doing things here wow ok!! 
 
or if you cant manage that then cook or make something, do a load of washing, tidy up, hoover, rearrange your books, basically kickstart the whole process so its not "sigh i didnt do anything except for sit around all day" and youve got something to work from, even if you dont do anything else then you did SOMETHING that you didnt have to which will boost your opinion of yourself. 
 
failing that just get drunk. 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 28, 2013, 13:56
I worry more and more than I am becoming a (vaguely) functioning alcoholic.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on January 29, 2013, 20:04
I'm getting so distressed over the air pollution in China ;;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 29, 2013, 22:23
The big list of things to do while I was off is still there. I think washing my bed sheets was the only thing I did manage. :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 31, 2013, 05:21
i was going through a tag on my tumblr and there was a lot of posts about how much i love my ex on them


hahahaahahahhaha i miss him so much hahahaha he doesnt give a damn about me any more hahahahaaha i hate everything why cant i move on hahahahaha
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 06, 2013, 20:17
my boyfriend is dropping out of school to get his GED and he's probably going to move down to North Carolina with his dad to get all of that sorted out.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on February 06, 2013, 20:44
wait whats a boyfriend 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on February 06, 2013, 21:41
yay bursting into tears for no reason ugh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 07, 2013, 03:24
wait whats a boyfriend 
 

idk these teens have some wacky slang these days
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: XK|X Litwick on February 08, 2013, 00:16
It has been a really bad week. I have been having quite a lot of bad luck. I hope this changes soon.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 08, 2013, 11:45
Didn't enjoy All Time Low much last night :C I woke up feeling sick yesterday, wasn't too good when we got there, all the pushing and shoving made me feel sick aaaaaand i nearly got crushed. Then I nearly threw up.
And then got in this morning to my dad saying we need to go home early because Mum hurt herself getting out of the car this morning so we need to pick up my brother.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on February 09, 2013, 16:11
I spend more time with books than I do with people right now and it sucks. You know you have no life when the most interesting thing to do on a Saturday afternoon is dissertation reading because your friends make plans to do stuff and don't even invite you. Just further proof I'm always the backup friend.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on February 10, 2013, 19:31
I'm pretty sure my guinea pig hates me
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 10, 2013, 21:55
Work hasn't been great. Its nothing major but all these little things which mean every time you start to solve one you have to run off and sort out another which also never gets sorted out. At least I only had to do five days this week. :/

Also the work night out to the theatre never happened, I don't particularly enjoy work nights but since they're my only social life I sort of need them! This one would have been good too because only one or two people were going to turn up.  >.<
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 11, 2013, 10:45
I'm pretty sure my guinea pig hates me
give him lots of cuddles and cucumber and sweet peppers.

i'm ill and have to go to the doctor's for a certain reason that i really really really do not want.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The biscquiat dragon on February 11, 2013, 11:36
I've been whining nonstop for the past few days but I think I should mention this
It's been six days and no one has followed up on an issue about my toilet. The supply line is leaking and the flapper is completely broken. I wasn't satisfied with the utilities upon moving in here. There was a smell in the apartment when I moved in. I don't like the area. Despite it being way too much space for me, I pay way too much for it for what it is regardless. I can't afford it anyway. I flooded my bathroom earlier and I'm just feeling like this is the final straw and I want to move.

But at the same time I'm thinking that I'm acting entitled by feeling this way, like are all these really legitimate reasons to move? Telling myself, I should just get over it.

So I'm thinking all these things and I don't even want to move, moving is stressful and it couldn't have come at a worse time.

Obviously if I don't have enough money for rent and I haven't sorted my income issues out yet, I certainly don't have enough for a deposit on a new place. I told my older sister this, and she said... that I should get into a new place. I don't even have the self respect to ask my mom for a little more for the deposit. She reminded me that it makes a little more sense to not only get to a place where I'm more happy but rather than being lent $200 for rent every odd month that I'm short, when a final $200 deposit is not less affordable or more demanding in the long run.

When I hung up with my older sister she spoke with my aunt. None of them want me to worry about whether mom will back the deposit in time, and none of them trust her to do it. So my aunt offered to back the deposit as soon as we find a place, because she never liked me living here in the first place. Older sister's going to look with me. It's just really stressful and I'm crying and I can't...

I'm also in a bit of a mixed state. Things will probably get easier to process in a few days.

I'm so overwhelmed, and I feel both that I'm thinking rashly, except my overreaction is fueled by something valid so it just keeps spinning around in a vicious circle.

I don't know what to do...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 11, 2013, 16:37
so in the past 12 hours a mega nasty coldxcough combo has hit
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on February 12, 2013, 19:57
Still feeling horribly low, this only lasts a day but i've felt like this for over a week now.
got no motivation to do anything, i'm far behind in all of my classes and for once i just don't care. I put on a smile and try to seem ok but i'm not. My friend noticed it today but i said i was fine.
It's funny i always dish out advice for other people but i hate sharing my own problems ha. I feel like a burden then.
I'm sick of trying to hold it together all the time and being ~strong~ whem i'm not. I've got no reason to feel disgusting i just do, its there in the back of my mind and appears as if my head decides 'oh you've been happy for too long let's make you feel terrible now!'
ugh i'm pathetic.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 12, 2013, 21:53
Celtic 0 - 3 Juventus

Why did it have to end like this.

...

there's always next year. :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on February 12, 2013, 22:02
Celtic 0 - 3 Juventus

Why did it have to end like this.

...

there's always next year. :(

Wait does this mean they're not The Best Team In The Solar System anymore?

My sides!

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 23, 2013, 04:34
i'm getting bored of my relationship with drew and it makes me feel bad because he's such a good boyfriend besides a couple altercations and i like him and dont wanna break up with him but

i'll be all like, "lets go for a walk, its really nice out"

all he wants to do is sit around and watch breaking bad. which is great but i mean our relationship has been focused around tv for the past month or so. i just wanna have fUuUn
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 24, 2013, 11:37
So after suffering for a month with an unknown illness not even the vet could diagnose, my hamster Shelley passed away this morning :'C
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on February 24, 2013, 19:12
haha rant approaching

feeling so sick of doing art now it’s horrible
 
idk whether it’s because i’m feeling down in general or just because i don’t care.
 
i’m trying to put myself out there more by posting everywhere and putting effort into my stuff but no-one seems to care. even if someone said ‘i like your stuff’ once in a while i’d be happy, knowing that people like it.
 
i see so much good art, especially in the homestuck fandom. i pretty much follow alot of hs blogs for that reason. i want to read it but i’d feel like i’d be bandwagoning eh
 
same goes for pokemon but i’m becoming sick of drawing that too idk i just want to draw more of my own stuff but my inspiration is terrible and i feel like even though not alot of people like my stuff pokemon art is what i’m ~good at~
 
i don’t even have art block either i’ve got ideas all the time just cba doing anything with them
 
i hate this
 
not felt like this about my art since i had my stupid art teacher back in 2011.
 
i can’t even stop doing art because i’m on an art course hahahaha this is what i was worried about that my passion for it would be sucked out of me and it slowly is. i’m just aiming to pass and get to uni but even then am i good enough? nope. ha.
 
screw this
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 25, 2013, 16:58
haha rant approaching

feeling so sick of doing art now it’s horrible
 
idk whether it’s because i’m feeling down in general or just because i don’t care.
 
i’m trying to put myself out there more by posting everywhere and putting effort into my stuff but no-one seems to care. even if someone said ‘i like your stuff’ once in a while i’d be happy, knowing that people like it.
 
i see so much good art, especially in the homestuck fandom. i pretty much follow alot of hs blogs for that reason. i want to read it but i’d feel like i’d be bandwagoning eh
 
same goes for pokemon but i’m becoming sick of drawing that too idk i just want to draw more of my own stuff but my inspiration is terrible and i feel like even though not alot of people like my stuff pokemon art is what i’m ~good at~
 
i don’t even have art block either i’ve got ideas all the time just cba doing anything with them
 
i hate this
 
not felt like this about my art since i had my stupid art teacher back in 2011.
 
i can’t even stop doing art because i’m on an art course hahahaha this is what i was worried about that my passion for it would be sucked out of me and it slowly is. i’m just aiming to pass and get to uni but even then am i good enough? nope. ha.
 
screw this

weird out-of-the-blue old fart advice incoming

keep drawing

art loathing is a natural cycle in all artists like artists block also is (if you've had that then gr8 if not then try not to give up when it does happen)
you just gotta push through it cos the million and other ways of trying to sidestep round it delay your drawing even more while you're like sitting on a cushion aligning your chakras or w/e

like a good drawing pick-me-up is this topic (http://conceptart.org/forums/showthread.php?870-Journey-of-an-Absolute-Rookie-Paintings-and-Sketches) about how someone who could just about render cubes and spheres went to a master painter

people say its a "talent" and for some it is easier then others (mainly due to brain variation across our species you know how some people are better with maths than others but no-one in the class is universally crap at maths) but that don't change the fact that drawing is just a painstaking effort endeavour and the reason people can draw is because they put the 10,000 drawings* in to become a good drawer (*basically the only way to become good at drawing)

if you don't wanna trawl through all the pages just look at the first 3 pages of his art and the last 3 pages of his art


people who draw well in the homestuck fandom do that because they've been slogging through it for years and naturally know the countours of a face so they know where to shade and where not to shade and how to draw a line so it looks like what they want it to look like
not to mention they've been drawing w/o compliments or "wow!!!!!!"s for frickin ages


i know its hard seeking for recognition when you first start up but you are gonna have that for a while until you develop a style where people go "whoa" (and even then you shouldn't be entrenched in it)
to be honest i think people draw and expect everyone to fall over themselves when the healthy thing to get is constructive criticism i.e. people will say "you need to learn such and such"

its a long diatribe about going on deviantart and surrounding yourself with yesmen and your art style going down the toilet in the meantime which im not typing here but at the end of the day yes it sucks and i know you probably want to throw it all in the toilet but if you really really really want to do art then go for it

if you are suddenly realising that you don't want to have a career based on art it's not too late to do a swervy turn and swap to chemistry like i did hahhhaa it took a couple extra years to completely change directions but its possible




i guess what i'm saying is have a long hard think about why you're doing art and where you want to go with it

if you want to be an illustrator or artist or even graphic designer (watch out you don't end up in freelance like everyone else who doesn't go with/didn't come with Connections) in the end after all then make a pact to keep going no matter what like even draft out a magical girl contact to yourself

draw one thing a day whether you want to or not
do something completely unfamiliar every week thats right out you comfort zone

im saying this because even though i go on record as not caring a lot about anything on here like i reckon you should keep going cos its like someone doing a 5k marathon and getting to the first kilometre and having an epiphany about running while everyone else overtakes them

like i don't care mostly cos i don't run but im kind of going "NO KEEP RUNNING YOU CAN RUN BETTER THAN I CAN KEEP ON DOING IT" and i'm kind of a wimp so i don't say it i just think it at a distance and hope my weird paranoias about the world are right
(my weird paranoias about the world aren't true aren't in case anyone labelled me as a kooky wicca Copehagen Quantum Mechanics witch just then i have silly theories about the world but im not willing to be serious about any of them)

like you should be doing that "i'm drawing every pokemon" for extraenous practise more than anything else like tbh sod the compliments

like if you keep at it i reckon you could be a good artist
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on February 26, 2013, 15:58
weird out-of-the-blue old fart advice incoming

keep drawing

art loathing is a natural cycle in all artists like artists block also is (if you've had that then gr8 if not then try not to give up when it does happen)
you just gotta push through it cos the million and other ways of trying to sidestep round it delay your drawing even more while you're like sitting on a cushion aligning your chakras or w/e

like a good drawing pick-me-up is this topic (http://conceptart.org/forums/showthread.php?870-Journey-of-an-Absolute-Rookie-Paintings-and-Sketches) about how someone who could just about render cubes and spheres went to a master painter

people say its a "talent" and for some it is easier then others (mainly due to brain variation across our species you know how some people are better with maths than others but no-one in the class is universally crap at maths) but that don't change the fact that drawing is just a painstaking effort endeavour and the reason people can draw is because they put the 10,000 drawings* in to become a good drawer (*basically the only way to become good at drawing)

if you don't wanna trawl through all the pages just look at the first 3 pages of his art and the last 3 pages of his art


people who draw well in the homestuck fandom do that because they've been slogging through it for years and naturally know the countours of a face so they know where to shade and where not to shade and how to draw a line so it looks like what they want it to look like
not to mention they've been drawing w/o compliments or "wow!!!!!!"s for frickin ages


i know its hard seeking for recognition when you first start up but you are gonna have that for a while until you develop a style where people go "whoa" (and even then you shouldn't be entrenched in it)
to be honest i think people draw and expect everyone to fall over themselves when the healthy thing to get is constructive criticism i.e. people will say "you need to learn such and such"

its a long diatribe about going on deviantart and surrounding yourself with yesmen and your art style going down the toilet in the meantime which im not typing here but at the end of the day yes it sucks and i know you probably want to throw it all in the toilet but if you really really really want to do art then go for it

if you are suddenly realising that you don't want to have a career based on art it's not too late to do a swervy turn and swap to chemistry like i did hahhhaa it took a couple extra years to completely change directions but its possible




i guess what i'm saying is have a long hard think about why you're doing art and where you want to go with it

if you want to be an illustrator or artist or even graphic designer (watch out you don't end up in freelance like everyone else who doesn't go with/didn't come with Connections) in the end after all then make a pact to keep going no matter what like even draft out a magical girl contact to yourself

draw one thing a day whether you want to or not
do something completely unfamiliar every week thats right out you comfort zone

im saying this because even though i go on record as not caring a lot about anything on here like i reckon you should keep going cos its like someone doing a 5k marathon and getting to the first kilometre and having an epiphany about running while everyone else overtakes them

like i don't care mostly cos i don't run but im kind of going "NO KEEP RUNNING YOU CAN RUN BETTER THAN I CAN KEEP ON DOING IT" and i'm kind of a wimp so i don't say it i just think it at a distance and hope my weird paranoias about the world are right
(my weird paranoias about the world aren't true aren't in case anyone labelled me as a kooky wicca Copehagen Quantum Mechanics witch just then i have silly theories about the world but im not willing to be serious about any of them)

like you should be doing that "i'm drawing every pokemon" for extraenous practise more than anything else like tbh sod the compliments

like if you keep at it i reckon you could be a good artist

thank you so much for this post btw!

yeah i do just have to force myself to keep drawing everyday even if i don't want too :u i do draw at college almost every day but that's ~academic~ art so i guess i don't enjoy it as much? it's been useful to learn though so it has helped! especially colour and location drawing for getting perspective down.

i've seen that topic on ca before it's actually insane but i guess it just boils down to pratice, pratice and more practice! I need to have a proper read of it at some point though.

it is annoying not having people like my art but i suppose it's not different/unique enough to stand out from the crowd (but let's face it what is aha everyone rips of someone in some shape of form).

homestuck art is so pretty <3 don't think i've ever seen a dud besides from the horribly edited art from the comics. I wouldn't mind trying to draw some characters but i feel like i need to read it first aha

i'm actually so glad my anime phase stopped when i was about 12 before i came on the internet. i've heard so many people being stuck in a rut with it and having to go back and relearn all the basics! but yeah since i've been 16 i've been constantly trying to improve all the time and i think it's slowly starting to pay off now i guess.

I don't think i'll have a proper ~art job~ I'm wanting to go into primary teaching at some point so that's another pipe dream of mines. I think it's just my college course that's putting me off just now because it's full of mature students  (28 - 60) and most of them are great but it gets annoying when they whine about having to do higher art and doing computer work :u
"it's new and scary omg i can't help"
I'm leaning more illustration/animation side of things now. the uni i'm hoping to get into has 96% employment rate after graduation so hopefully i won't end up freelance aha.

i'm def going to try drawing more pokemon just to get some practice in like you said.
 and thank you!
thank you so much for this though, really given me a boost <3
[sorry for any typos this keyboard is disgusting]
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 27, 2013, 19:23
thank you so much for this post btw!

hhaha no problem :y
like your reply sort of put an upspin on what was a very bad night last night so haha yeah like i wanted to reply last night but i needed to be in bed for a lecture i ended up oversleeping for anyway sighs and rolls eyes

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yeah i do just have to force myself to keep drawing everyday even if i don't want too :u i do draw at college almost every day but that's ~academic~ art so i guess i don't enjoy it as much? it's been useful to learn though so it has helped! especially colour and location drawing for getting perspective down.

haha like omg tell me about it i'm uncomfortably learning that you literally have to immerse yourself in stuff you'd never draw ever again
like i think we had to do modigliani of all frickin things in year 7 but im glad we did cos i like having had the experience and the Ideas from it cos all paths of everything have Usefulness in them

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i've seen that topic on ca before it's actually insane but i guess it just boils down to pratice, pratice and more practice! I need to have a proper read of it at some point though.

it is annoying not having people like my art but i suppose it's not different/unique enough to stand out from the crowd (but let's face it what is aha everyone rips of someone in some shape of form).

like i would say like i say to all sort of people who can draw worth a damn and say that its not different enough to stand out from the crowd YET cos all artists go through A Period Where Its The Same but you deffo could if you keep at it

i think a couple other good places for constructive crit are polykarbon (hahhhahah oh my god talk about nostalgia) and wetcanvas if you haven't registered there already

 

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homestuck art is so pretty <3 don't think i've ever seen a dud besides from the horribly edited art from the comics. I wouldn't mind trying to draw some characters but i feel like i need to read it first aha

oh there is terrible art out there trust me


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i'm actually so glad my anime phase stopped when i was about 12 before i came on the internet. i've heard so many people being stuck in a rut with it and having to go back and relearn all the basics! but yeah since i've been 16 i've been constantly trying to improve all the time and i think it's slowly starting to pay off now i guess.


yeah i'm one of those people going back to square one
like people complimented it sure but there was like speedpainters and there was me trying for 3 days to fix a terrible looking arm and then just giving up and pillowshading it because i have no idea how 3d surfaces work cos i didn't study drawing properly

like its kind of Humbling and i had an emotional temper tantrum with it for a good few months before buying Bert Dodson's keys of drawing (reccommended book for all artists and proto-artists) and just beginning to start at square one and so far i have a one-line drawing of a travel mug and a vague gesture drawing of my slippers so

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I don't think i'll have a proper ~art job~ I'm wanting to go into primary teaching at some point so that's another pipe dream of mines. I think it's just my college course that's putting me off just now because it's full of mature students  (28 - 60) and most of them are great but it gets annoying when they whine about having to do higher art and doing computer work :u
"it's new and scary omg i can't help"
I'm leaning more illustration/animation side of things now. the uni i'm hoping to get into has 96% employment rate after graduation so hopefully i won't end up freelance aha.

haha yes good a plan is good even if its any plan

the mature students sound like the type who expect to draw anime and then when someone says "do you have any anatomy under your belt" and they're like "my art gets 2000 likes on deviantart i don't think i need anatomy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and its just like midlife crisis in slow motion
like i think one of the hardest things as an artist is appreciating criticism and learning to sift the pure pointless hatred for your work from the compliments from the constructive criticism
like its why deviantart has a thing for you to explicity ask for constructive criticism or at least it did when i was first there and the whole place wasn't full of fetishes

like people see art as 1. pick up pencil 2. instant talent 3. endless praise when really you get praised for a drawing cos it took you two weeks to come up with the concept and another week to get it looking to a standard that you don't hate and you've been drawing for like 5 years already
and people think that just happens cos of this RNG algorithm that seems to bestow instant talent on some people and its like playing the lottery no-one ever wins it except for a tenner in 2011 once or s/t like you get money by being really boring and investing in ISAs and budgeting and researching economic plans etc. etc.

ngl if i get 5 comments on a picture i've done i consider that a jackpot

like if you want to go ultimately into primary teaching like a PGCE shouldnt be entirely too hard to do?? might be an idea to research child psychology later in life

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i'm def going to try drawing more pokemon just to get some practice in like you said.
 and thank you!
thank you so much for this though, really given me a boost <3
[sorry for any typos this keyboard is disgusting]

hahhaha aww shucks #uwu#
like i want to post in all the topics of people drawing but i can't cos im too shy and i usually sort of don't tell people a lot of things cos im not good with the whole "my opinion matters in any way" thing yet

like i can't promise to be there being all sort of YES KEEP DRAWING every time cos i'm a bit weird about giving praise out all the time but as a 25 year old relearning how to draw and trying to learn from every mistake keep at it

like i think the other day i was like "wow i really like the minimalist motif you can do with groudon and kyogre [im only just playing gen III at last now]" and tried to sort of do stuff based on that

EDIT i rambled about the all 649 pokemon project here before realising it was a completely diff. person but wherever you are siacziu (sp????) you should keep at it as well

but deffo try to analyze pokemon character design cos esp. when we get to gen III and beyond
like i love the stuff they did with gen V and gen VI cos its quite hard to do an evolution for murkrow and yet still have me fall in love with it

like i guess all this twaddle goes for anyone doing art like i know some 25 year old loser on a forum doesn't really know much about anyone elses life but like honest moment i was steps away from making a Big Mistake at one point
like i wanted to do graphic design and do websites etc. and was applying for foundation courses in art and ive just deleted the 4 paragraphs of boring backstory but it would have been a huge mistake
i love drawing but im not at a stage in myself yet where i'm able to do it for a living like i really can't make a living out of a hobby unless i want to hate that hobby

like it took about 3 years to go from "oh no." to my "welcome to chemistry" letter from my uni so its not like i didn't have months of despair and directionless bleating pathetic whining for a while hhahahh so i spend at least 1 year fannying about trying to decide what to do
at about age 20 my mother not being able to afford to support my rent/clothes/bills etc. and me Having To Make Adult Life Work usually knocks the remaining teenage brat out of the system
of course you could go the other way like one supervisor at work and turn into alan partridge but thats a story for another day

like i thought i was going to be this excellent talented graphic designer until i realised that my graphic designer friend gets gigs and Contracts and went to Bournemouth uni because--
well i should have spotted the signs when he spent an entire evening going "it costs HOW much to insure a BMW??? holy crap"
and how we found out his mum was basically a rich daughter of someone
like it was another instance of Money and Connected Family and me not understanding the difference between my stupid anime heads and my friend who had about 20 or so professional sites under his belt and a huge house in the Rich Expat area of the spanish city and how he owned a DSLR at the age of 18 and did a photoshoot for The Toasters i.e. an actual Famous ska band because his family had Connections and he knew how to make use of them too ~_~

long story short i was basically going to end up as a small rob liefield and once you're rob liefeld there's no coming back your ego aint comin down for the rest of your life 
thank god things happened the way they did tho omg




holy crap sorry i wrote so much everyone
im not really sorry though hhahahahahah suckers

also like steelix is basically (one of) the best pokemon so
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on March 03, 2013, 00:19
Oh wow- didn't expect to get a comment there haha. Thanks, I really appreciate it (honestly), but whenever I try to draw Pokemon it either doesn't turn out right and I scrap it and try to draw something else :v I feel a little guilty about leaving it like that, but I can't seem to like much that I draw xD

[nothing upsetting me atm, except maybe other homework issues, but i've rambled on about those a few times xD]
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 03, 2013, 18:14
we literally cannot - and this is not an exaggeration - have a dinner at the table without an argument between my mum and brother breaking out.  we actually stopped having them for a couple of months and this has been our first one since and once again we've had an argument.

the worst thing about it is that it follows the same pattern every single time and nobody ever learns: someone mentions something about authority (which isn't hard as dad's a prosecutor and mum's an hr manager), ed starts questioning it in an extremely aggressive manner, mum asks to stop because she wants a quiet dinner, ed calls her narrow-minded and unintelligent, mum starts being passive aggressive, ed goes on and on, mum thanks ed for ruining dinner, ed leaves the room (and from there there'll either be full on screaming or awkward silences).

i don't understand why it always happens and why we can't just stop and have a normal dinner and muck about at the dinner table and not just scream and why don't they know when to stop and can i do something about it and please can ed just stay in the dorms when he goes to uni rather than staying here will that stop it.  i'm sorry about the long winded whine.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 03, 2013, 21:40
 Feckin' Hell, I'm laying here listening to music and I'm genuinly getting pumped and it reminds me of when I was at the gym and I'm genuinly kind of saddened by that feeling.
 
 So I'm sat here thinking how happy I was at the gym but the ammount of work I have to do in college pretty much stops me from going.

 When I first stopped going it had a fair excuse, I had managed to nacker up my knee then out of the blue and at the end of my recovery I did something to my foot but now, it's just a bummer how difficult it will be to go to the gym.

 Then my "gym partner" wants me to come with her and it's really hard to work out with her, I guess I'm just anti social at the gym, can't stand talking to people I know since it distracts me from what I'm doing.

 I lost some weight at the gym too and it just feels like a ladder that I only partly climbed, if I was more determined I reckon I would be in good shape by now but eh.... I suppose something put me off.

 Sod it, this week I'll try and keep a record of what happens in regards to college and work a schedule around that.

 To be honest, it just comes down to motivation, back in October when I saw how much a past friend had changed it gave me so much motivation and I genuinly felt like I was making progress.

 Another reason I want to get in shape, as shallow as it may be, is because I fancy having a tattoo of a cross on my back, a large cross but it will only look decent if I'm in shape.... I was thinking about adding patterns to it over the years as things go on in my life.

 Hopefully in a year or two I can look back at this and figure out what I'm going to put on my cross!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 08, 2013, 14:04
im just a talentless piece of trash ahahahahahaha no wonder im scared of makign friends theyll all figutre out hwoi useles si am eventuyally i havent stopped crying since yesterdya please just stab me
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MRxo on March 08, 2013, 20:52
I don't care any more. There's just too many regrets and nothing I can do it about it.

No matter where I am, everything is crap. I can't even concentrate on Uni work or exercise any more. I just think about here, Uni and home. It's all the same.

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on March 09, 2013, 20:52
I'm spending more times on other forums now and feeling horribly nostalgic about this place like I can't leave.
I miss 2008 - 09 on here. They were the best, staying up til like 3am on irc just talking, the rp board and sfa being more active and just having the best time. Plus ngl I miss the irc drama and the forum stuff. Plus all the people that have left that randomly pop up in my mind every so often. plotting stuff on irc was fun too like when we started all these stupid fads and injokes (snadwhich/chiars/MEGA/expolode), good times. idk the last time i was properly on it i lived there til about 2010 and then decided i needed a life.
I guess I should realise that this place is slowly dying but it will always be my first proper Internet home <3
/oldfogey
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 09, 2013, 22:33
I miss 2008 - 09 on here. They were the best, staying up til like 3am on irc just talking, the rp board and sfa being more active and just having the best time. Plus ngl I miss the irc drama and the forum stuff. Plus all the people that have left that randomly pop up in my mind every so often. plotting stuff on irc was fun too like when we started all these stupid fads and injokes (snadwhich/chiars/MEGA/expolode), good times. idk the last time i was properly on it i lived there til about 2010 and then decided i needed a life.
I guess I should realise that this place is slowly dying but it will always be my first proper Internet home <3
/oldfogey
omg chiars wasn't that me being a stupid ijit and mistyping
gosh i remember that
oh and suicunespad
and all the awesome rps we eventually had
i guess we kinda all grew up and got bored. sure some of us still lurk but we're all... adults who found other places and found that we could have irl lives with irl friends and we weren't as weird as we thought
or something
sobs because nostalgia where did the time go why am i suddenly almost 20 and no longer 15 my cries
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MRxo on March 09, 2013, 22:40
s/o to #suicunespad

IRC was the bees knees back in the day, even though I got into it pretty late compared to the rest of you.

Ahh site nostalgia... yeah let's not get into that.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 09, 2013, 22:43
s/o to #suicunespad

IRC was the bees knees back in the day, even though I got into it pretty late compared to the rest of you.

Ahh site nostalgia... yeah let's not get into that.
god i do feel old what does s/o even mean tho
overwhelming amount of feels for nostalgia
i remember we had a dragcave topic
/poignant look to signature
god why can't we
all be little ijit kids again. no worries about gcse/a-levels/life/people. just pokémon. everything was pokemon and nothing hurt.
why did i have to grow up /sobs and clings to fading childhood
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MRxo on March 09, 2013, 22:48
s/o means shout out =P

DragCave was the reason I joined haha wow. Weird to think how things have changed since those days, I was a reckless 16 year old kid then and now I'm a reckless 20 year old kid.

All those awesome site memories... I really do wish things hadn't changed.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on March 09, 2013, 22:50
I'm spending more times on other forums now and feeling horribly nostalgic about this place like I can't leave.
I miss 2008 - 09 on here. They were the best, staying up til like 3am on irc just talking, the rp board and sfa being more active and just having the best time. Plus ngl I miss the irc drama and the forum stuff. Plus all the people that have left that randomly pop up in my mind every so often. plotting stuff on irc was fun too like when we started all these stupid fads and injokes (snadwhich/chiars/MEGA/expolode), good times. idk the last time i was properly on it i lived there til about 2010 and then decided i needed a life.
I guess I should realise that this place is slowly dying but it will always be my first proper Internet home <3
/oldfogey
omg the tomtomdra and the magikarp car

... ;; And dragon cave too! I still go on that, but I've just been accumulating my silver army xD
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on March 09, 2013, 22:53
god i do feel old what does s/o even mean tho
overwhelming amount of feels for nostalgia
i remember we had a dragcave topic
/poignant look to signature
god why can't we
all be little ijit kids again. no worries about gcse/a-levels/life/people. just pokémon. everything was pokemon and nothing hurt.
why did i have to grow up /sobs and clings to fading childhood
Shout out.
Sp <3 I lived in that channel omg I was to scared to go into aylas channel for some strange reason idk why 
omg the drag cave topic was like 80 pages 'click my eggs plz'
growing older sux I really wish I could be younger again but rise tinted lenses and all that~ I can't believe I'm 19 now it's like wth I was 14 when I joined where has the time gone ;__;
Oops sorry for turning this into a nostalgia rant aha

@siz omg I still have that in my pictures folder somewhere I think it's on my photo bucket <3
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 09, 2013, 23:02
Shout out.
Sp <3 I lived in that channel omg I was to scared to go into aylas channel for some strange reason idk why 
omg the drag cave topic was like 80 pages 'click my eggs plz'
growing older sux I really wish I could be younger again but rise tinted lenses and all that~ I can't believe I'm 19 now it's like wth I was 14 when I joined where has the time gone ;__;
Oops sorry for turning this into a nostalgia rant aha

@siz omg I still have that in my pictures folder somewhere I think it's on my photo bucket <3
psh i knew that /shifty
i just -- where did the time go? plus loads of awesome people left. like suicunerider. and BY. i don't know they might still be here i just /flails loudly
ahaha dragons dragons everywhere
i have lots of silvers now. this is goooood.
i mean i'm 20 in november and I CAN'T EFFN
hey inferna
remember that time i said i was going to dornoch and you were like omg i live near there
and we met and we just sort of
sat at a table
and didn't talk
at all
awkward /turtle noises
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: JSM on March 09, 2013, 23:05
omg sp <3 I still think about it every so often. Yeah getting older really does suck, I agree with everything said on this page so far tbh. Now feeling all nostalgic haha. I was 11 when I joined here and I'm 18 in a month today.. that's kinda scary.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MRxo on March 09, 2013, 23:07
There should be a site nostalgia thread now for little bits like this. That'd keep it distant from PKMN History Project and it'd be pretty cool.

=O
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on March 09, 2013, 23:09
wow like
when did we all get so old.
i mean seriously
i'm not going to be a teen anymore. hell i mean i recently had a very sobering experience that i do not want again and i just
why can't i be twelve again that was a good time
granted i didn't know any of my awesome irl friends but
onnline firneds and not needing to meet any standards with anything life was good
/whines about how nostalgia is and how tired i am i just
(http://media.tumblr.com/c0f231998fb9f2f4fb21cb4086866334/tumblr_inline_mjcywigTdY1qz4rgp.gif)
gooddbye friends i am gone i don't need any more nostalgiafeels pls.
There should be a site nostalgia thread now for little bits like this. That'd keep it distant from PKMN History Project and it'd be pretty cool.

=O
man someone should go make that yes

edit i think this is the most posts i've made since 2010 w0w
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MRxo on March 09, 2013, 23:14
Topic done, let's go on a path down memory lane!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on March 09, 2013, 23:22
psh i knew that /shifty
i just -- where did the time go? plus loads of awesome people left. like suicunerider. and BY. i don't know they might still be here i just /flails loudly
ahaha dragons dragons everywhere
i have lots of silvers now. this is goooood.
i mean i'm 20 in november and I CAN'T EFFN
hey inferna
remember that time i said i was going to dornoch and you were like omg i live near there
and we met and we just sort of
sat at a table
and didn't talk
at all
awkward /turtle noises

omg yes that was very awkward
it was so stilted aha. I think our parents done most of the talking?
'we've talked so much online and have so much to say! now irl? ....'
Good times. I remember you phoned me and I was like ahhh this is actually happening

Ahh what did I start *hides*
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on March 09, 2013, 23:40
haha the same thing happened to me and webby, except... with talking about lighthouses and severed heads in casserole dishes awkwardly for two hours. 
gr8 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on March 10, 2013, 00:54
The lightbulbs are still watching me. And I haven't been in House of Fraser ever since. WHERE DID OUR LIVES GO!?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 10, 2013, 01:42
sits quietly remembering #sherrin and #ayla
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on March 10, 2013, 14:33
somebody knocked on my door with flowers!!! 
but apparently they had the wrong address ): 
he just looked at me with an expression that said "youre not someones mum".   
i call discrimination. 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on March 13, 2013, 13:55
So yeah I'm going on anti depressants next week and have been referred for some sort of cbt type thing which will take a month to get seen for. Fun. I don't think I can deal with not telling my friends much longer but I don't want them to think differently of me :/ it feels like I've been going through the motions the past while. Ugh. Yes I realise I'm telling online people but its much easier than telling people face to face.
My mum knows and she's great to talk to about it because she's been through it herself but besides her I've not told anyone.
I wish I could just wake up and this feeling would be gone.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 19, 2013, 21:39
 The university course I want to do has set it's deadline for 4 days.

 I have to finish my UCAS and do a personal statement, along with sending it.

 I'm not even sure if I can get it done on time.

 Slightly scared too, it's what I've been edged towards doing, then again, it's not the end of the world if I can't get in and I'll just have to find a job or do another year in college until I can apply again, I've even had some ideas on what I want to do in the year off.

 Then again I could always have a gap year and work on my drawing, get it into a portfolio over the year, start a small dog walking business that will help get some money in and help towards gym costs if I keep going.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 21, 2013, 00:15
Everything at work is beginning to pile up but I'm not allowed any time to actually do all the extra stuff they give me on top of my normal work. I can't even do it on the weekend since I work every weekend and the one day a week I have off is spent getting ready for next week! Doesn't help that a lot of my paperwork was originally someone else's and has been given to me this week when the deadline is next week and some place in Brighton is going to fine us about £750. People with months to sort this out have just dropped it on me and made me responsible a week before the deadline! Now I've got a Saturday night to work so that's another 14-15 hours, plus a couple of hours travel time gone.  :/
I haven't been this stressed since I was at uni, any work as horrible as university is quite an achievement. :[

Sorry...rant over.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 21, 2013, 21:06
 I don't think I'll get my application done in time for uni....

 I've come to the decision that I would like to do a 1 year course in brick laying though... it's like LEGO but bigger? The only thing is, from the people who I've seen doing bricklaying, they seem to be really.... I dunno.... people I don't like.

 Gap year playing with big LEGO? Yes please.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Jedim on March 23, 2013, 19:44
I had another fight with my mom yesterday evening and Ive been holing up in my room since I woke up about 3 hours ago because I'm scared to go downstairs and be around her. :''')
It's kicking up a lot of anxiety in general, I'm even scared to post around like here on the forums cus I'm worried I'm annoying everyone. I'm tRYING not to let it get to me but I've chickened out of a lot of replies because of it and now I'm feeling bad about mentioning itttttt
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on March 30, 2013, 14:15
Last night I was told I've been described as "forgettable" by someone we're going to Ireland with. And I'm apparently sharing a room with the only guy I don't know. This trip is looking less exciting everyday.

I just want to be at home. I'm fed up of feeling unwanted. I'm not going home for another month though. :(

Just found out I need 2 forms of photo ID for the ISTO socials. I only have my passport. I gotta hope they'll accept my SID, rail card or birth certificate :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 31, 2013, 14:50
my sister had breast cancer and didnt tell me or my other sister or my mum

she told my dad and my dad didnt think to tell my mum or me or my sister

nobody told us?? and just
what if shed died? shes ok now but wow what if shed died how would we get that news
'so uh samantha sure did have breast cancer and went in for surgery but uh didnt make it haha happy easter!!!!'

my familys so broken lol im so miserable
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on April 03, 2013, 18:42
my boyfriend left today, he's moving to north carolina :< hardest goodbye of my life
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on April 03, 2013, 19:53
Sick of having no friends that give a damn. I give them advice and support when they need it but when i do? Nope. Somehow i've forced myself to talk to people at college just to avoid being lonely yet i still shut myself away when talking becomes too much. They're friends i guess but then you have that horrible feeling that it's all a joke and they actually hate you
the only one i vent to is my bff but i feel guilty because i hardly see her and if i go to uni we'll drift even more. I'm surrounded by people but i feel lonely.
Why am i such a failure socially hah
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on April 03, 2013, 22:19
 Well, after the Easter holiday ends we don't have long until college finishes.

 I probably won't see any of my college friends again since I'm staying bck to do another two years of A levels.

 I'm going to be in classes with people I don't know again, that's scary.

 The fact that I'll be 19 next year is scary by itself.

 When I leave for uni I'll be 20 and I hope I'll get in, might even rent a place with someone.

 
 To be honest, I miss being a kid, all I had to worry about was getting my maths homework and we wouldn't have to worry about money or health or anything. Now I have to worry about coursework that I haven't done, the fact that my legs usually seem to hurt and the fact that I'm slowly becoming skint.


 The past has a lovely happy feel to it, then again right now, the future is feeling the same.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on April 06, 2013, 00:26
Just went to go check on my pets and change their water. One of my snakes is stiff as a board. Dead. I have no idea what has gone on, but I'm in shock. I've had him going on three years and he's suddenly just kicked the bucket.

I don't know what to do.

I'm so pissed off with myself right now. Aaah. :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 11, 2013, 17:45
oh haha i guess my parents were arguing because my sisters cancer has spread

fantastic awesome im just

yeah wow
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on April 12, 2013, 17:34
i post in this thread too much but w/e
so i got a big fat no from gray's and unless dundee accept me i won't be going to uni
I feel like such a failure with everything
Art is pretty much been my backup my whole life but to be told you aren't good at it? I'm good at pretty much nothing else. always average. never straight As always Bs and Cs. And anyways who am I kidding my art sucks and is just bland and terrible.
the only other thing i've vaugley considered is teaching or nursing but i'd probably be crap at those too.
sick of this sick of everything
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 12, 2013, 19:12
idk youre not gonna get anywhere with telling everyone + yourself your art sucks

its real easy to but its really unattractive to future employers/schools/commissioners kinda thing

nobodys gonna buy or appreciate art from someone who tells them the art sucks before showing them it lol

you wouldnt go to get a new car and say 'yeah go ahead lets see it i wanna buy it' if the dealer told you the car sucked...

i just really dislike people publicly putting themselves down, its really sort of a turn off from anyone lol
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on April 12, 2013, 21:43
Yeah i guess i shouldn't say it but i've not felt like this for a while. It's the first time in ages i've put my art down, probably due to the way i feel in general just needed to vent and feel sorry for myself ha.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on April 13, 2013, 20:45
Yeah i guess i shouldn't say it but i've not felt like this for a while. It's the first time in ages i've put my art down, probably due to the way i feel in general just needed to vent and feel sorry for myself ha.


rejections hurt and they do leave you sort of floating about the academic world w/ white eyes and all "why.................................lets the mystery man........." and whatnot and its ok to throw things at the wall for a bit because the unis were not so good this year
but failure is the mother of success and just cos you're having iffy chances this year it means if you have to do it next year you're more likely to succeed
i think my uni appreciated me applying twice and saying "yeah i didn't do so well last year due to Considerations but im not giving up just like a real chemist" in a sort of more whimsical way than that obvs cos what kind of tiny personal statement would that be

like its ok to be constantly critical about your art but only if it gets something done i.e. if you're constructively critical about it like "oh my anatomy is crap i'll browse through physiology books tommorow but tonight im having gin and scowling at awful people on come dine w/ me"

like of course you're allowed a little bit of tantruming about your art too where you go "I CANT DRAW TODAY" and you throw your drawing pad on the floor because you're only human like the rest of us but just dont make it a habit like 80% of deviantart does like it will pass

on the whole i find unis for art to be a bit of an Awkward experience unless you've done a lot of prepwork beforehand
i am not sure exactly where it is or what you're in the stage of right now but have you considered looking for Foundation Year art courses instead???? unless you've just done one in which case der der der me
or possibly picking out a BA with a foundation year so that student finance covers it unless you got the Cash Money for paying upfront for it




the thing about getting into a uni for sure is you have to be v distincitve like when they ask for your portfolio if you present it in an innovative way rather than just flipping through a sketchbook  and its v. hard to do this w/o thinking about it a lot beforehand
if you don't get in this year then i can honestly say its not the end of the world - - just try again next year and keep trying until you get in if its what you want to do
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on April 14, 2013, 14:37

rejections hurt and they do leave you sort of floating about the academic world w/ white eyes and all "why.................................lets the mystery man........." and whatnot and its ok to throw things at the wall for a bit because the unis were not so good this year
but failure is the mother of success and just cos you're having iffy chances this year it means if you have to do it next year you're more likely to succeed
i think my uni appreciated me applying twice and saying "yeah i didn't do so well last year due to Considerations but im not giving up just like a real chemist" in a sort of more whimsical way than that obvs cos what kind of tiny personal statement would that be

like its ok to be constantly critical about your art but only if it gets something done i.e. if you're constructively critical about it like "oh my anatomy is crap i'll browse through physiology books tommorow but tonight im having gin and scowling at awful people on come dine w/ me"

like of course you're allowed a little bit of tantruming about your art too where you go "I CANT DRAW TODAY" and you throw your drawing pad on the floor because you're only human like the rest of us but just dont make it a habit like 80% of deviantart does like it will pass

on the whole i find unis for art to be a bit of an Awkward experience unless you've done a lot of prepwork beforehand
i am not sure exactly where it is or what you're in the stage of right now but have you considered looking for Foundation Year art courses instead???? unless you've just done one in which case der der der me
or possibly picking out a BA with a foundation year so that student finance covers it unless you got the Cash Money for paying upfront for it




the thing about getting into a uni for sure is you have to be v distincitve like when they ask for your portfolio if you present it in an innovative way rather than just flipping through a sketchbook  and its v. hard to do this w/o thinking about it a lot beforehand
if you don't get in this year then i can honestly say its not the end of the world - - just try again next year and keep trying until you get in if its what you want to do

I think what's putting me off doing another year is that I won't get in again. I really don't want to have to apply 3 times :u. I'm doing an NC just now, I have no idea what the english equivalent is? After that you can do a HNC/D and if you do a HND it usually gets you onto the 2nd/3rd year of a uni course. A foundation course here is like part of a degree i think and dundee is the only place that does that.
It didn't help that my interview was just really weird and awkward either. Just 3 people coming round to talk to you in 5 minute bursts and one of them was just like 'okay.. cool, yes, mmh,' and it put me off a bit. I don't think I showed enough ~development~ but eh.
I don't usually put myself down that much these days unless it's warranted haha. Yeah I'm not one of those people on dA that constantly posts 'b'aww my art sucks i'm going to leave goodbye'.
Plus my course just now ugh. It was really fun the first semester, lots of drawing and painting and fun things. Now my timetable is terrible and everyone is generally feeling crap.
I've got a conditional for a visual communications hnc so i'm probably going to accept that and try and decide what to do by june.
idk i've been looking at teaching and there are a few courses i can apply for so all is not lost!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on April 14, 2013, 17:04
Rossco and Karen are moving out today =[
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on April 15, 2013, 20:41
Boston Marathon bombing :< I hope everyone is safe
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on April 18, 2013, 19:33
i miss my role play partner so much
reading over old messages ust
made me start crying
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on April 18, 2013, 21:08
The fact that alot of my friends don't like me anymore. ;;

Join the club.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Silverwing Bloodsplash on April 19, 2013, 02:57
How no one's on when I'm on. It makes my face sad.
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Post by: Moon Chaser on April 21, 2013, 00:04
Chocolate may make problems better until you eat too much and get stomach ache.
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Post by: Inferna on April 24, 2013, 14:29
My great granny died yesterday ugh it was out of the blue and completely unexpected. I just can't believe it at all :(
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Post by: Shaymin on April 24, 2013, 15:54
My great granny died yesterday ugh it was out of the blue and completely unexpected. I just can't believe it at all :(
*hugs* :c

i'm halfway through eating my ninth milky way crispy rolls
and earlier i had an entire pack of cadbury fingers to myself

i should stop eating so much junk
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Post by: Clairefable on April 24, 2013, 19:19
JLS splitting up :C

They were a guilty pleasure of mine!
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Post by: RocketMember002 on April 25, 2013, 19:10
Burnt my finger cause of crappy oven gloves, then the blister burst when I was picking up the kettle which made me smash my old school Harry Potter mug, which I've always been paranoid about breaking.

Today is a bad day. ;.;


(http://i.ebayimg.com/t/HARRY-POTTER-MUG-FEATURING-HARRY-HARMARNY-RON-/00/s/MTIwMFgxNjAw/z/WZIAAOxyA4ZRPNcZ/$T2eC16RHJIQE9qUHsjyKBRPNcZM2Y!~~60_35.JPG)

RIP.
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Post by: JSM on April 25, 2013, 21:09
I have 14 exams in 15 days =(
They start in a week.
Bricking it to say the least.
If anyone asks I'm not nervous..
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Post by: Webby on April 26, 2013, 23:36
Awkward whiny post deleted.~
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Post by: JSM on May 01, 2013, 19:37
Exams start tomorrow... help!
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Post by: sylar on May 02, 2013, 18:56
im just overall Depressed like its a ridiculously awful downswing
all i do is sleep and cry and i cant eat more than a few bites of anything before i just want to cry more lol
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Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on May 02, 2013, 20:48
i'm working really hard for english lit and my marks keep going down and i just don't really understand why because i'm doing everything i'm meant to and i know like the whole text (well not really) and i've been looking at mark schemes and i think that my stuff is pretty close to the mark schemes and i don't get it
and i'm working at a 70% level according to my teacher, which is a low B and I've been A* all year and all of a sudden i am so much lower and i am really upset
i want to do well/
why cN'T I
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Post by: sylar on May 03, 2013, 02:03
mums at risk of breast cancer

friend has stomach cancer

sisters being checked for breast cancer again

(´;ω;`)
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Post by: Wolstenholme on May 03, 2013, 18:22
The fact that with only 14 full secondary school days left for me, the friendship I have with one of my best friends is in tatters and he's preventing me from being with/ talking to my other best friend even though him and her are still going to see each other when they get to post 16 whereas I'm going to a different post 16 and I might never see her again... Bawling my eyes out  :'(
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Post by: Webby on May 26, 2013, 22:25
Having another one of those days where I lack any confidence or faith in myself. I'm avoiding social interaction, catching my reflection, considering a future beyond going to sleep tonight... I'm just avoiding everything that counts as my life.

Edit:
Well. One of my oldest uni friends (flatmate from first year) has officially left uni. All my tears. ;___;
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Post by: sylar on June 04, 2013, 04:39
money problems :))
sister needs to go live with dad
me and mum need to find a new house
i need to get back to therapy so i can get over this agoraphobia (which is basically getting worse every day) and probably get a job unless i can get paypal to re-open my account to take commissions

basically just
money problems
and overall unhappiness
n_n
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Post by: Mr. Apple on June 09, 2013, 23:57
one word: depression
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Post by: sylar on June 18, 2013, 14:54
were getting kicked out of our house this weekend lmao
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on June 19, 2013, 09:13
for what it's worth, my mum is 5'10" and my stepdad is 6'8" and ive never seen a happier couple. 
 
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Post by: quack98 on June 19, 2013, 17:35
I suppose that's good to know, still not ideal though :( at least we aren't quite that different in height, 10" would be pretty hard to deal with. (I'd be happy if I stopped here, at 5'10", its the height I like)
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Post by: Petzbreeder on June 22, 2013, 11:38
mums at risk of breast cancer

friend has stomach cancer

sisters being checked for breast cancer again

(´;ω;`)

I know its hard when someone in your family has cancer, we discovered one of our chickens had cancer on thursday and had to be put down.
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Post by: Webby on June 22, 2013, 15:08
I have to wait a whole year for the next series of The Valleys
And it won't even be the same because of the finale of this series
And I won't be in uni when the next series is on either so it won't be the same anyway
:(
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Post by: Wolstenholme on June 28, 2013, 15:05
A boy from my school was hit by a bus and passed away this morning on the scene - I didn't know him personally - the whole experience is chilling, even when you have had family that have passed away when a child dies it makes death seem more real and scary. R.I.P.
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Post by: Webby on June 30, 2013, 00:28
It's my last night at uni
I almost cried on Thursday because of Can You Feel The Love Tonight
I cried in the middle of Roadmender last night and needed a lot of talking down
I would have cried with my best friend if she hadn't have gone home early last night
I've just said goodbye to one of my housemates (she's working tomorrow so I won't see her before I leave) and I've just cried again although this was meant to be a cheery goodbye/goodnight
And I'll cry before I leave when I say goodbye to my other housemate
Crying seems to be the only thing I can do when I'm leaving behind all I've known for 3 years
:'(
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Post by: quack98 on June 30, 2013, 15:48
I got an A in one of my French controlled assessments, so I'm gonna have to redo it :( in hindsight, I should've probably revised rather than playing on the PS3 the night before.
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on June 30, 2013, 18:35
urgh i havent been drinking in like a month so now ive started again im out of practice. 
i am suffering through a still-drunk hangover. 
pity me. 
 
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Post by: Silverwing Bloodsplash on June 30, 2013, 19:21
After about ten years, my cat has to be put down...
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Post by: Clairefable on July 01, 2013, 18:01
^ Poor kitty D: Losing a pet is always hard.

A friend just asked me what I'm doing for my birthday and I just realised it's less that two weeks until I'm 28 oh god oh man I'm so old ;_;
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Post by: .~:Sly Foxx:~. on July 01, 2013, 19:41
I had to have an injection today and that makes me sad because I dislike injections.
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Post by: quack98 on July 08, 2013, 21:39
My sisters doing a Disney themed costume party, so not only is Robin not included, but the only Disney character I like (Technically Marvel, but that's owned by Disney) is The Punisher, but that costumes only available in US and its like £20-30 to ship over here. I'm pretty sure it's not that much for Americans to order stuff from over here :(
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Post by: Clairefable on July 08, 2013, 21:51
^the other night I tried to buy a couple of t-shirts off some American website that were $5 each, so the total was $10. With international shipping this went up to $90. Unless they're made of solid gold there's no way it costs that much to ship a couple of t-shirts!
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Post by: quack98 on July 08, 2013, 21:57
That's ridiculous! How do they even get shipping prices that high?  Im pretty sure even Solid Gold T-shirts would be cheaper to post (apart from insurance i suppose)!!! I've sent parcels to the US before for much less than these websites charge, must be more expensive to send to the UK then out of it or something.
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Post by: Richard and Blaziken on July 13, 2013, 13:14
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gTcxtyUhF70

Not gonna lie, I actually teared up at the end of it, and even watching it again has the same effect. My life will never be the same. ):
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Post by: SirBlaziken on July 13, 2013, 13:23
The headache left over from from a very busy week and my slow internet connection, on the bright side, the tv in my room finally gets a channel other than Nickelodeon.
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Post by: Clairefable on July 13, 2013, 15:17
I have less than 24 hours in which to join The 27 Club so if anyone's ever thought about murdering me do it before midnight plz
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Post by: f3raligatr on July 13, 2013, 19:55
My grandma's funeral is a week on Thursday.. and I'm really at a loss of what I can say. I think I want to say something at the funeral but.. there's nothing I can really say that my brother or sisters won't be able to say. Or rather, there's nothing I can really isolate enough to say.. if that makes sense.

It's only been a few days.. maybe it'll come to me within the next week..
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on July 13, 2013, 23:02
I have less than 24 hours in which to join The 27 Club so if anyone's ever thought about murdering me do it before midnight plz

you and i can both join the "how do we escape being thirty" club as we drink the pain away
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Post by: SirBlaziken on July 14, 2013, 01:45
I keep hearing Elton John's "Yellow Brick Road" playing in my head, the tone, the music, and the words together always brings tears to my eyes, even as I type this.
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Post by: Clairefable on July 14, 2013, 02:48
you and i can both join the "how do we escape being thirty" club as we drink the pain away

shush you're like 25 you're still practically a sperm (that sounds like a good plan let's do that)
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Post by: quack98 on July 14, 2013, 12:13
Deleting my White save; Im going to lose Grayson the Porygon-Z  :( Also it won't let me enter 'Dick' as my name, they don't seem to realise it is an actual name :(
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Post by: Inferna on July 14, 2013, 17:42
My bff is acting strange? I texted her last week and she never replied. I pmd her on fb and she's changed her number but forgot to tell me. Fair enough but it's her bfs old number? I'm seriously worried that he's becoming more of a control freak than he already is. She's 18 and has a baby with him she really shouldn't have to deal with that at her age :|
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Post by: MOP on July 14, 2013, 17:49
shush you're like 25 you're still practically a sperm (that sounds like a good plan let's do that)
Now you're old can you explain why old people keep clogging up the bus when the rest of us are going to work. :/


My old friend/housemate from uni days is going back to the continent soon and after two years of promises she still hasn't spared any time just to meet up again and see each other in person. She only sets aside time on weekdays with only a day or twos notice knowing full well I work full time and can't rearrange.
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Post by: SirBlaziken on July 15, 2013, 13:32
The state of my country, U.S.A., and the fact that the people who entertain our country get paid more that the ones who protect it,  who made that decision in the first place, :???  I should know, my dad's in the army.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on July 21, 2013, 02:02
 I can't find the gold chain that my grandmother gave to me a year or two back.
 
 I can still remember her telling me to wear it when I was ready to wear it since I was meant to have it when I turned 18.

 For feth sake. When I feel ready to wear it I can't find it for the life of me. It was a really nice chain too... I suppose I'll ask tomorrow if anyone has seen it and if not, I'll raid my room.

 This has genuinly dampened my day/night/morning.

 
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Post by: SirBlaziken on July 24, 2013, 02:00
I have just realized that I have no sanity
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Post by: sylar on July 24, 2013, 13:18
I have just realized that I have no sanity

because mental illness and loss of sanity is so quirky and funny and random, right
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Post by: Wolstenholme on July 24, 2013, 13:19
It was my school leavers assembly today but I'm not doing my A-levels at the same place as all my friends. I might never see some of them again :(
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Post by: SirBlaziken on July 24, 2013, 15:25
because mental illness and loss of sanity is so quirky and funny and random, right

No, its not funny, I have no mental illness but, I'm not totally sane.
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on July 24, 2013, 16:35
go see a psychiatrist about it if its making you sad, they may be able to help. 
 
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Post by: f3raligatr on August 02, 2013, 22:16
I reckon I've seen my grandad alive for the last time today.. hmm.
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Post by: .~:Sly Foxx:~. on August 03, 2013, 10:06
I reckon I've seen my grandad alive for the last time today.. hmm.

Oh no... So shortly after your grandmother? =/ Are you doing okay?
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Post by: Private Delano Donut on August 04, 2013, 07:11
there are a lot of specific reasons why two people that don't involve me breaking up hurts me
and this is one of those times where it sort of rips my heart out
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Post by: glash101 on August 05, 2013, 05:25
That fact I'm going through a lot of...Heavy stuff...
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Post by: f3raligatr on August 12, 2013, 00:01
Oh no... So shortly after your grandmother? =/ Are you doing okay?

With the exception of suddenly taking off in after-meet things, surprisingly so thanks. That being said, I've come home and as feared gone straight to my grandad's room where I've resided since half six waiting for the end. Utterly shattered.
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Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on August 12, 2013, 00:40
Had my cat put to sleep this afternoon...I loved him like a little brother and he was the last positive thing left from my childhood. I feel like a part of me has died today too.
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Post by: MOP on August 12, 2013, 23:08
I was in silent mode for the entire work BBQ and didn't talk to our former student at all...the incredibly perfect one.
I should probably look elsewhere. Being married might be a sign she's not interested. ;-;
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Post by: SirBlaziken on August 13, 2013, 00:09
First because school is starting soon, 8th year/grade, and I have a feeling it's gonna be brutal.

Also, I have a feeling of impending doom, usually when I get his feeling, something huge happens.
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Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 14, 2013, 11:58
using the web archive thing to look back at my old profile and I WANT TO BE 10 AGAIN
such a fun time when i was 10
also when i was 12 and obsessed with tokyo mew mew that was also a good time especially my saddo fanfics haahaha
except not laughing because i'm sad because i want to be back and also i miss SR she was so great sigh
oh and also i have not talked to any human beings apart from my family in person more than once this entire summer yay
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Post by: Kpyna on August 16, 2013, 19:16
i just failed my drivers test. i know it was just because i was nervous, almost all of my problems were turning too wide or going too fast. the test taker said that due to what happened he couldn't just ignore it, but when i was less stressed out next time, i'd do better. except its just going to be worse, because that's my last chance to get my senior parking pass. i need a license or else they won't let me get one and i'll get to be one of the only seniors riding the bus for the entirety of next year :/
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Post by: sylar on August 18, 2013, 01:34
i think my dogs got hip dysplasia and idk if we can do anything about it im scared of losing my dog
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Post by: RocketMember002 on August 19, 2013, 00:19
i think my dogs got hip dysplasia and idk if we can do anything about it im scared of losing my dog
Similar thing here, mine is now old and has arthritis, she's really slow when I walk her now and it makes me worry. A lot.
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Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on August 19, 2013, 04:41
This is the first time in a while that I've genuinely felt this powerless.
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Post by: Lord Raven on August 19, 2013, 07:46
^ pm or fb chat me about it whenever you see this message
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Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on August 19, 2013, 11:41
My best bud is leaving for America in a few days, and I'm going to miss her like crazy.
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Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on August 21, 2013, 18:37
My dog had to be put down last night =/

I've had her since I was 8, it feels like I'm missing a limb of considerable importance =/
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Post by: Wolstenholme on August 22, 2013, 18:50
One of my best friends won't be going to 6th Form because he failed English. So sorry for him :(
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Post by: Spriter on August 27, 2013, 22:10
Two things:

I don't want high school to end for another couple of years...I know loads of my friends are going to study at a College instead of Sixth Form...so I'll miss them lots ;_;
I'm gonna miss high school, so I'll have to get pictures of friends and keep them as bittersweet memories.

Ahem, onto a more specific matter:
There's a bus stop across my road, so I looked over at it whilst playing SMG2...and who do I see? I see a certain girl and her boyfriend...and she is the one whom I seem to STILL have feelings for, even after nearly 2 years of haplessly hopeless desire and despair...and I saw them kiss but boohoo that's salt in the wound.
She drove me paranoid, and drove me nuts and seemingly she couldn't notice...and now she has THAT guy whom she wanted ;_;

Screw the world of romance, it sucks. They suck. I suck.
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Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on August 30, 2013, 21:33
My two year old cat who I raised from a kitten has just been hit by a car...
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Post by: sylar on September 03, 2013, 00:03
realising i made a mistake by breaking up with someone a few years back
but also not being sure
because hes my best friend basically and i wouldnt wanna mess things up
immmmmmm
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Post by: Wolstenholme on September 07, 2013, 15:34
I was happily writing my History about Henry VIII's Legacy and then

A wild mistake appeared!

Mistake used Wrong Subject - It's super effective!

Essay fainted.

Basically... I was writing from notes about the wrong monarch... I was writing about Henry VII when it should have been Henry VIII - Monarchs Y U NO give sons different names to yourself?!
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Post by: Wolstenholme on September 10, 2013, 21:02
Felipe Massa is leaving Ferrari next season but hasn't confirmed a new team yet.... in fact we don't even know if he'll have one. Sad :(
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Post by: Mr. Apple on September 11, 2013, 12:23
its 9/11 today
not a happy day at all
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Post by: sylar on September 11, 2013, 14:48
ugh ill shut up about it soon but

my ex is being manipulative and telling me hes considering suicide because i dumped him
and keeps sending me asks about it to the point where ive cut myself off from communication bar skype

hes being gross and abusive even after weve broken up and im sick of waking up to messages on tumblr about how much he wants to die bc im not with him

i told him id be back on monday and i was just taking a break but im now straight up avoiding him like ive blocked him from everything lmfao

selfish asshole
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Post by: Spriter on September 11, 2013, 18:50
its 9/11 today
not a happy day at all


Is it bad I'm generally happy today?

No one appreciates the fact that I try and put effort in when playing football at school, so I'm always told that I'm absolute crap.
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Post by: SirBlaziken on September 11, 2013, 20:22
its 9/11 today
not a happy day at all


Same, it was such a horrible event.

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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 13, 2013, 21:08
 I haven't properly seen my cousin for 4 years and now she's coming to my college and recognises me, even though I didn't recognize her...

 I just feel like I should have been a better cousin.

 She thinks my family hates her.

 The thing is, though... me and her used to be friends, heck, we used to play with those alien things that came in eggs. We used to fricking play Nintendogs and now, I haven't been able to talk or see her for so long and now she must think I despise her.

 It's one of those things where you just feel immense guilt for, you know? I want to talk to her but I'm pretty sure that she wont want to listen and I don't blame her, to be honest.

  Posting here doesn't make me feel much better, but it's nice to get this lot off my chest.
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Post by: Wolstenholme on September 13, 2013, 21:10
So much homework. I'm not cut out for life.


I've also realized that I have no discernible talent/hobby that is not a school subject and that makes me feel sad - It's like I haven't found what I was born for yet... everyone else plays and instrument, or a sport or has a really unique talent... but I don't   :(
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Post by: SirBlaziken on September 13, 2013, 22:00
^That too.

I have no real gift besides academics.
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Post by: Webby on September 14, 2013, 07:18
Pfft who needs to be gifted in anything anyway? I've spent my whole life without any remarkable talent and I've turned out fine. For the most part.

It saddens me whenever people brag about their weekends - mine officially starts at 7pm on a Saturday night and ends on Sundays. Damn me for applying for a Saturday contract :(
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Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on September 14, 2013, 18:22
Webby... I work full days and nights weekends... And weekdays..... I'm supposed to be cutting down my hours and overseeing the kitchen part time but I can't see it happening. Not missing uni for shifts
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Post by: Wolstenholme on September 14, 2013, 18:23
My fish has Swimbladder Disease.

UPDATE: Moved him to a different bowl and gave him a fresh pea (as you're supposed to).

UPADTE 2: R.I.P. Seamus the fish  :(
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Post by: Mr. Apple on September 18, 2013, 13:16
someone threatened to shoot my head off the other day O_O
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Post by: JSM on September 20, 2013, 22:02
Spent the last 3 hours at a+e :c My 4 year old brother has broken his elbow :/
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Post by: Angelic Lapras King on September 22, 2013, 20:46
My career outlook and missing simple things like childhood atm....
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Post by: Reluctant Wailord on September 22, 2013, 21:00
I had a choice between two maths courses for Sixthform and picked the one for the... less mathematically-inclined people. Because I can't do maths for toffee, but it looks good when coupled with computing.
Turns out that it's pretty much 'maths for people who were sort of OK at maths'. And regular maths is, from what I've seen, way out of my league.
I'm not sort of OK, I'm 'pretty good but not quite enough to actually make anything of it'.
At this rate, I don't think I'm going to be able to keep up in computing either.
I am not a happy person.
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Post by: Liam on September 23, 2013, 22:24
Casually rethinking my life and career choices as if I have plenty time left.

Urgh...
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 24, 2013, 22:34
i want to give hugs to bees and beetles but my arms are too strong and my love can only kill. 
 
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Post by: Wolstenholme on September 26, 2013, 19:25
I have a really horrible cold and it's all sore throats and blocked noses and coughs and sneezes and hot/fever and loss of appetite and having to miss choir because of it :(

EDIT: Dick isn't talking to me either  :(
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Post by: Private Delano Donut on September 27, 2013, 02:51
i dont know but its keeping me from functioning correctly and thats never fun
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Post by: SirBlaziken on September 27, 2013, 03:04
Apparently I'm so good at procrastinating that I do it without even trying, and now i'm stuck doing homework at 10:00 at night.
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Post by: Del on September 28, 2013, 15:03
It's literally impossible to find Korean eSport team jerseys, especially KeSPA teams. They're so nice though, I'd pay hella ££££££ for an SKT T1 polo but they just aren't for sale anywhere. life is tough man.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 29, 2013, 00:55
 That feeling when two friends have had their birthdays today and yesterday.

 That feeling when you remember going to their party, the actual party and going home. That was probably exactly a year ago.

 It's just a morbid reminder that I've lost touch with these two friends.

 
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Post by: sans the skeleton on October 01, 2013, 11:23
my leg's still messed up i mean it's healin but still

also all of my mother figures (mam, godmother and grandmother) are going to possibly die soon brilliant
that was sarcastic by the way because i genuinely love them but you probably know that IF YOU DONT NOW YOU DO

news came at different times in the past year its not like they all came in sayin 'hey guys im gonna die' but like my godmother has incurable cancer i mean they never said it was terminal - it's gonna get her eventually but not??????????? i mean she's in her 60s already but still it hurts she's amazin and she used to collect stamps and look at her family timeline and she got hundreds of years back and occasionally she played farmville or somethin bUT NOW IT'S WRECKIN HER AUGH she's had it before in her breast but it moved to her bones and ugh i just wanna like zap it away with the magical powers i would like to have but dont because life doesnt work like that

then theres my mama and shes getting a hernia operation soon but its not been confirmed datewise so like the NHS are just dancing about us like they always do because you know its not like she needs medical aid for something that will kill her????????????? (THAT WAS ALSO SARCASM S2G) but i'm worried the operation's gonna get her for good this time because like theres a chance it'll screw up and then gr

also my grandmother's exhibiting signs of alzheimers but whether this is an ordinary old person thing or because shes in danger is unknown because it just seems so tiny??? but she's a strong and lovely woman so shell be fine i hope

so yeah many tears have been shed so far and more to come also
i'm late to class lol bye
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Post by: rapidash king on October 02, 2013, 08:58
i've seen two episodes of breaking bad but i just had the ending spoiled for me on tumblr by a girl who complains about people not tagging their breaking bad spoilers yet doesn't tag her own spoilers and i can't even bring it up to her because she's always posting about being upset and i don't want to make things worse

i want to give hugs to bees and beetles but my arms are too strong and my love can only kill
and also this
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Post by: Wolstenholme on October 02, 2013, 17:25
PUK: What's saddening you right now?
Me: The ABBA break-up.
PUK: ABBA? After all this time?
Me: *Whispers* Always.


That and the fact that I have to do coursework on literally THE MOST PAINFUL 100 MINUTES OF FILM EVER MADE: Abigail's Party. Words cannot describe how dull and PAINFUL it is.
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Post by: Shaymin on October 02, 2013, 19:50
no 3ds therefore no x or y

an i'm gonna be 20 in 31 days send help
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 02, 2013, 20:01
I want clothes I don't have the funds.
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Post by: Wolstenholme on October 03, 2013, 22:11
My train of thought led me to thinking about what will happen when Hombo (my budgie) dies.
Even the thought of it is soul destroying. I literally have no idea how I will cope when the time comes. I mean, what if I'm not even living at home when it happens? Life without Hombo is impossible to imagine... 
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Post by: quack98 on October 03, 2013, 22:33
I'm now sad because I made Chloe think of her budgies death... (Not deliberately, of course!)
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on October 04, 2013, 02:16
as someone who has done the whole sad pet death thing to the point of boredom its just one of those things you experience and then get over
youll be sad for a bit and a bit lame and mopey and then you'll be better at some point


TIME FOR
DEATH
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 06, 2013, 01:44
no 3ds therefore no x or y

an i'm gonna be 20 in 31 days send help
Same here, still haven't got a normal DS yet! :P

Also everyone is getting so old.  :o
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Post by: SirBlaziken on October 06, 2013, 03:38
^ Don't worry, I'm still young.

The fact that we will be moving again soon.
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Post by: Hahex and Oshawott on October 08, 2013, 11:53
League of Legends solo queue. Thing's bruuutal
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Post by: Sunnii on October 08, 2013, 22:22
I kinda just got dumped/friend zoned after they realised they were only with me for the attention... And now they are annoyed with me for saying I need time away, before we hang out as friends. I am ok with him ending whatever we were together, but so far every guy I choose to make it work with, uses me. I tell my friends to take risks with lads, because we are young and will get over the hurt we could feel in the end. But I hate this feeling. It not like the guys just didn't like me anymore, they used me and then say I am too nice and deserve better. It so frustrating, mainly because I have never been in a real relationship. And when they say I deserve better, it makes me think they are lying and I am just not good enough to date.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: quack98 on October 08, 2013, 22:31
I am just not good enough to date.

I'm not going to pretend I know you well, so I can't say that's a lie. But what I can say is, if you see that a relationship isn't of using the other person, that already puts you a level above them! The only time you know you won't find a relationship, is when you have the attitude you're undateable. I'm sure you're a great person, and they just didn't appreciate that!

Back on the main topic; School. I'm sick of double lessons, leadership, and idiots that roam the corridors  :(
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on October 09, 2013, 14:50
I kinda just got dumped/friend zoned after they realised they were only with me for the attention... And now they are annoyed with me for saying I need time away, before we hang out as friends. I am ok with him ending whatever we were together, but so far every guy I choose to make it work with, uses me. I tell my friends to take risks with lads, because we are young and will get over the hurt we could feel in the end. But I hate this feeling. It not like the guys just didn't like me anymore, they used me and then say I am too nice and deserve better. It so frustrating, mainly because I have never been in a real relationship. And when they say I deserve better, it makes me think they are lying and I am just not good enough to date.

do you perhaps think of guys as "jerks" for doing this and do you feel your niceness isn't appreciated by the jerk guys
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Post by: Hahex and Oshawott on October 09, 2013, 15:18
Back on the main topic; School. I'm sick of double lessons, leadership, and idiots that roam the corridors  :(
Try parting a sea of 11 year olds to get from one end of the school to another down a super crowded corridor.
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Post by: quack98 on October 09, 2013, 15:49
^Yeah, I have French after break on Mondays, and the way the corridors are layed out means to get to French I have to pass the hordes of people coming the other way out of the dining hall (a lot of people get a snack there at break)  :(
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Post by: Wolstenholme on October 11, 2013, 20:00
The death of Maria de Villota, the F1 reserve driver who died today after going into cardiac arrest this morning. Sad day for Marussia F1.
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Post by: sans the skeleton on October 11, 2013, 23:26
i continuously break my own kokoro because it dokidokis for people that i can't talk to because they're either

1. dead
2. fictional
3. don't exist in my universe
4. are older than me
5. are dirk strider aka all of the above
6. don't display any interest in keeping their relationship going
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Post by: Shaymin on October 12, 2013, 16:45
still no pokemon though i may buy it later in chester i don't care about money pokemon above all
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Post by: SirBlaziken on October 12, 2013, 22:34
I have no energy. Probably because of everything that's been going on recently.
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Post by: Shaymin on October 12, 2013, 22:37
have x
do not have 3ds
woe is me
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on October 21, 2013, 10:48
Dick (and Nate, as far as I know) are on half-term next week, not this week.

*sings*
I'm all alone, there's no one here beside me!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on October 22, 2013, 23:24
today specifically... idk

i just feel really down and bad about myself despite making some ok sprites but
i guess it's everything that's happened in the last few years and i'm just stuck remembering it all and i cant do a thing

i got drunk the other night too. it's become a habit - raided the alcohol stash
i mean i'm literally drinking now i'm not drunk but
pathetic
this is my last glass. haha..

i guess it's natural to say some pretty angry things a someone who doesn't seem to want anything to do with you and blatantly ignores you after promising multiple times they'd be /there/
and i forgive her
i've always forgiven her
it's just that i can't keep hoping for change when it's not going to happen

then someone else comes along
i don't love them because i cant
i just cant. he started bringing it up about his feelings and i just
i told him i was in a relationship. i was.
and then she took off and i've not seen her. it was a one sided break off because she wouldn't even see me for me to tell her, you know? there was no other way to contact & it's kinda impossible walking on crutches miles and miles away
but he knew i was in a relationship
and then he gets into relationship problems and breaks it off with his girlfriend at the time
they're taken by someone else now again (which is good because she's a good lady and they make eachother.. happy??)
but he was going?? for me when they'd been having a hard time with their relationship (ironically i was relationship guru)
and i don't really.. know why
i'm not pretty or anything like that
i don't have a ~magnetic personality~ or geniusness or whatever
i don't even have a good body lmao less about that before evey1 thinks i'm petty
but anyway
it's a bit disturbing. i've told them multiple times i don't..love them, not like that. they don't listen. they pester me. they've been a good friend and they still are, it's just... he loves to love? and it's... i don't know what to feel. i can't be the one
i don't know what this even is just that i want to be the best friend that i can even if i feel terrible for it all

so i'm sat here listening to my 2k7/8 emo songs and drinking
go me #sostrong #edgy #great #cool #420blazeit
that was sarcasm btw ugh

wow so emotive don't mind me or this post
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Post by: Wolstenholme on October 23, 2013, 13:25

Harry Potter sadness.

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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 23, 2013, 14:54
Eating a bag of grapes. When suddenly right in the middle of the bunch. Bam! A mouldy one, Sad and queezy right now.
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Post by: Meowstic Royalty on October 23, 2013, 18:52
I promised I would finish the art requests sometime during the weekend, but my laziness disapproves.
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Post by: Kpyna on October 25, 2013, 03:42
because of the recent acts of aggression by students in other schools my school decided to do a lockdown drill. I was in physics doing a lab when the mic came on and they told us all to "get into lockdown positions, this is not a drill"

my teacher joking grabbed the bat and everyone sat down, and talked quietly. a girl sneezed and someone yelled "GODDAMN IT BRIANNE YOU'RE GONNA KILL US ALL" and as we were sitting there playing candy crush, texting, or sleeping, we realized the drill had been like 25 minutes which was unusually long. Right around that point, my friend who follows the police department tells us they found a man wandering our town with a knife and a hammer and linked him to a domestic attack on his mother in salem earlier that day. They brought him into custody but didn't really have any details. Then next period, all of the rumors starting, the most prevalent one being that he graduated from here.

... then next period I learned he hadn't graduated, he was a senior, and he was a good friend of mine in the 8th grade. my entire class was shocked. he was one of those kids that was really likeable and cute, but he just sort of fell off the radar somewhere along sophomore year. dropped out or something, maybe, he wasn't too bright. but i guess he was off critically injuring his own mother, probably doped up on some hard drugs.

great times in america...
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Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 25, 2013, 06:55
Lock down mode. Please tell me shutters block all windows and doors. Please!!

Fractured my foot. Not a single doctor knows how.
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Post by: Wolstenholme on October 28, 2013, 15:04
Media A Level.

6th Form closed changing options a month a go and I've only just decided I don't want to do it any more... why? Because we have to do Stalk and Slash.

Stalk and Slash films are basically horror films where people are sought out and killed.

I am extremely squeamish. I AM BEING FORCED TO WATCH THINGS THAT MAKE ME FEEL SICK FOR AN A LEVEL. We watched a trailer for one of them before half term (I can't remember it's name) and I had to leave the room because I was crying. THIS WAS A TRAILER.

I have no idea how I am going to cope...

Edit: Can anyone think of a stalk and slash film that I might be able to deal with? I have Sweeney Todd down as one I can deal with, but I still have to look away during some of the violent parts (see Judge Turpin's death and the deaths during the reprise of Johanna)
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Post by: Liam on October 28, 2013, 15:30
Wolstenholme, get it seen as a legitimate problem and have them give you your predicted grade instead. Next time read the course outline carefully before jumping straight in.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on October 28, 2013, 15:34
Next time read the course outline carefully before jumping straight in.

The problem was, they hadn't picked the genre until we started the course (as the teachers were allowed to pick them) and they're making everyone do stalk and slash because it's "the easiest"
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Post by: Liam on October 28, 2013, 15:43
In that case, that's pretty lame.
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Post by: Kpyna on October 28, 2013, 17:08
Lock down mode. Please tell me shutters block all windows and doors. Please!!

here's the thing -- nobody took it seriously. our lights got shut off and the blinds got put down, but we didnt have anything to block the classroom windows with. we could hear rooms over talking. nobody cares because they dont believe that our high school could ever be attacked. and administration has said things werent a drill before and don't acknowledge its a drill, so we thought it was actually a drill and they were trying to dupe us.

the events left me kind of frightened for the security of my own school.
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Post by: SirBlaziken on October 28, 2013, 19:15
Someone in my class had a seizure today and the paramedics had to come and get her.  T_T

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Post by: sans the skeleton on October 28, 2013, 22:47
i've just realized that i am a waste of oxygen and will never have friends ever again
(and before anyone starts saying i'm overreacting i am taking this result from a long period of studying my life from my earliest memories to now so suck my ditto)

makes me wish i was cool as the people i type like so this wouldn't effect me so much
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Post by: ShiraBliss on October 28, 2013, 22:52
Bills. Bills bills bills and more bills.

I just got my check from my part-time job. Thinking that I could spend it on some food for myself this month was apparently too much to ask for, as bills have completely drained my funding.

I have 60ish dollars for food this month. So much for buying a washing machine for my laundry.
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Post by: Mr. Apple on October 29, 2013, 11:22
dont you hate it when you wake up from a really good dream and then BAM your life sucks again
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Post by: Del on November 10, 2013, 01:27
After an entire year of second places, Jaedong looked like he was set to win his first major tournament in Starcraft 2...

...and then sOs cheeses him in two games in the Grand Finals, putting him on tilt and resigning him to yet another second place.

I just want Jaedong to get the win he deserves ;~;
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Post by: Mr. Apple on November 11, 2013, 00:07
why do we have to go to school on veterans day
gahh i hate mondays.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on November 11, 2013, 00:23
 Nobody mentioned the John Lewis advert?  :ohmy:

 Aye, I'm gutted for the soldiers who gve their lives defending and protecting people who they knew whould never know about them. They threw away their hopes and dreams to win the war.

 I'm definitely wearing my poppy tomorrow. If I can't find anywhere to stick my poppy on, then I'll stick it on my bag.
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Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on November 11, 2013, 02:07
I m most definitely not prepared for this seminar tomorrow. I can blag production for most of these materials, and I can blag uses for the main ones... but how the hell am I supposed to know the names of 30 major quarries and export locations for these things?! Let alone use examples from a museum I have not had time to visit in a /long/ time because of circumstances. Blag central, right here.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on November 11, 2013, 21:08
 Just, these feels. It's not like it's even that upsetting, it just hurts. It's hard to explain.
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Post by: Spriter on November 11, 2013, 21:42
I'm definitely wearing my poppy tomorrow. If I can't find anywhere to stick my poppy on, then I'll stick it on my bag.

You've made me realise that I feel real guilty and bad about myself, I completely forgot about poppies. In fact, I completely forgot about Remembrance until yesterday...so I kinda feel bad for not buying one to show my respect...damn it.

I'm liking a girl again. I've on / off liked her for nearly 2 years now. Mah feelz need to get the hell away from me and stop this madness.
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Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on November 12, 2013, 11:33
Finally coming to accept that the rest of my life is going to suck to matter what happens.

Working an average 40 hours a week on min wage wouldn't give enough money to do anything. I would be stuck basically where I am with a few extra pound in my pocket, it would take me almost three years to save up for some sort of motor transport, (after rent/ bills/ shopping) I will never be able to get a house of my own without selling my organs and with my skill set I won't ever be able get more than min wage.

I don't have many friends (none IRL and not many online ) so working 70 hours a week wouldn't be a problem. I will get the money I need but no time to spend any of it. Still won't be able to get a house on min wage but renting wouldn't be a problem.

Basically the best I can hope for in life is bleak, hard and lonely. I won't have the time to make friends, and I won't have the time to keep the ones I have. This is all I have to look forward to. A single flat with no friends and no social life.
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Post by: Meowstic Royalty on November 12, 2013, 15:32
Pokemon Academy RP has had next to no activity recently. I have my next bit planned out but I can't double post : P
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Post by: Webby on November 14, 2013, 21:17
Drama, and my paranoia, as per usual ^_____^
I've convinced myself that I've ruined my friendship with my best friend even though I've done nothing wrong... at least nothing compared to the person causing all the problems. I'm getting used to messing things up.
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Post by: Shaymin on November 15, 2013, 17:50
well uh

this (http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-wales-24958766) happened at my hometown's airport so yeah that's pretty saddening?
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Post by: Mr. Apple on November 16, 2013, 23:36
the atlantic coast conference officiating is really really bad. like really, really, really bad.
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Post by: Spriter on November 17, 2013, 17:35
I just want all of my fears to just write themselves down and send themselves to that person. That's not happening. Damnit.

And they're eating me up inside so much now. I'm filled with regret because I had my chance to be with her and I blew it. I made her upset when I could've been happy about her, and it was over nothing too. Now she's got a boyfriend and has so for the best part of 5-6 months and they're both nearly 16 and why the hell do I care about that age it shouldn't bother me and ughhhhhhhggghghhghhh
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Post by: Sizacu on November 20, 2013, 18:56
My chemistry, computer science and add maths mocks are all on the same day. All three, I'm the pretty insecure (except maybe chemistry now). Friday's going to be pretty interesting... Got the weekend to look forward to, at least. ... ...
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Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on November 20, 2013, 19:00
^ I have 2 actual exams on my birthday. Geography and English Lit iirc, and they're my two least favourite :(
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Post by: Meowstic Royalty on November 27, 2013, 00:30
Only now just found out Brian Griffin from Family Guy has been killed off...

HE WAS MY FAVORITE CHARACTER, WHY HAS FOX PISSED ON ME?
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Post by: SirBlaziken on November 27, 2013, 00:32
^ He was sarcastic, mean, and a bit dim at times. Everything my family stands for. Brian will be missed.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Meowstic Royalty on November 27, 2013, 00:44
R.I.P Brian Griffin.

We all wished it was Meg.
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Post by: the bread dragon on November 27, 2013, 00:49
at least it wasnt quagmire if he died i would just idk
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Meowstic Royalty on November 27, 2013, 00:50
Oh god, Quagmire is my second favorite character after Brian...

...Giggity.
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Post by: sylar on November 27, 2013, 03:42
people are discussing family guy in this topic and it saddens me that family guy is still a thing people watch and enjoy


also saddens me that i have a huge crush but its not an "i wanna date you" crush its an "i wanna be your bff but we sometimes make out" crush or somethign idk its difficult and stupid we flirt a lot but we also beat around the bush a lot because how do u ask someone "hey do you wanna be fwbs" straight up... especially over the internet..... gghghh theyre so great in every way and literally everythign i find attractive in a person I Am So Mad
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Post by: Shaymin on November 27, 2013, 14:03
my boyfriend just broke up with me because he needs a break oh my god i hate him so much
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Post by: ShiraBliss on November 27, 2013, 21:06
My roommate is supposed to be one of my best friends, but we haven't had a conversation in over a month. I say hello in the morning when he wakes up but I barely get a nod. I go to his room and sit with him and try to strike up a conversation but it doesn't last more than 5 minutes because he clearly isn't listening.

I would normally say that it's stress and that I should give him some room to sort everything out, but he seems to have time for anyone other than myself. If a friend out of the blue tells him they're gonna see a movie he hops on it like a cat, but if I want to see a movie with him he decides that he's not interested unless more people join in.

And that last bit kind of hit home. "Not interested unless more people join in". What am I- chopped liver?? Am I really so unimportant or so boring to you that you need other people to have fun with?

It's been a long time since I've had a 'friend' who made me feel so unimportant and worthless.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on November 27, 2013, 21:26
 Family Guy will be enjoyed as long as they keep showing it on tv  :mellow:

 Torn between things at the moment, it's pretty sucky. I want to go to the gym, but the walk there and back is a little harder because it's absolutely freezing and the moment I get home from college I pretty much pass out as it is. Then I want to stay home and just get these photography ideas done and maybe crack on with work.
 
 
 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on November 27, 2013, 21:29
Family Guy will be enjoyed as long as they keep showing it on tv  :mellow:

thats the issue, champ
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on November 28, 2013, 23:53
People seem to only want me around when alcohol is involved.
This has been my life for almost 5 years and I've only just realised that it upsets me.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on November 29, 2013, 01:04
People seem to only want me around when alcohol is involved.
This has been my life for almost 5 years and I've only just realised that it upsets me.

Hey at least you've got family! :)

(Inb4 ignore)

(Inb4 comments about me coming back)
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Post by: sylar on November 29, 2013, 04:59
the post above this is soooooo disgusting omg...
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Post by: SirBlaziken on November 29, 2013, 13:06
the post above this is soooooo disgusting omg...

And sooooooooo cliche at that.
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Post by: Shaymin on November 29, 2013, 20:44
my little piggy biscuit passed away ;3; 6 years old, my poor wee babby. cries i already miss her but i'm glad i got to see her a few days ago ;3; rip you little sweetheart <3
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Post by: Inferna on November 29, 2013, 21:20
my little piggy biscuit passed away ;3; 6 years old, my poor wee babby. cries i already miss her but i'm glad i got to see her a few days ago ;3; rip you little sweetheart <3
Aww :c *hugs* least she lived for a fair age. I hate losing animals it's horrible, I know the feeling.
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Post by: Shaymin on November 29, 2013, 21:46
Aww :c *hugs* least she lived for a fair age. I hate losing animals it's horrible, I know the feeling.
*hugs*

yeah. i guess she had been sick for at least a year, being only about 600g compared to the other girls at 1kg. mum did say though, the night before she died she was still fighting. the saddest part of all is my little brother stayed at home because he was too upset to go to school because she was on her way out tuesday morning, and he was with her when she passed. she was his guinea pig and he was devastated and i need to hug him as soon as i get home.

i just gotta remember the good times ;u; i remember when we had the pkmn.net awards and biscuit won the internet
also this picture. this is the best picture of biscuit
(http://24.media.tumblr.com/0786aecb271a79b040bffc685d5ce2d3/tumblr_mp81d6Fr071qg8wi2o3_1280.jpg)
big dummy dumb butt ;3;
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on December 01, 2013, 13:44
Paul Walker's dead :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 01, 2013, 13:58
They drove fast and furiously into a tree apparently.

r.i.p tho
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on December 01, 2013, 14:01
They drove fast and furiously into a tree apparently.

r.i.p tho

It's crazy that he died how he did, kinda like when Ryan Dunn from Jackass died



EDIT: Just watched Blue Valentine for the first time and it hit me hard, caught major feels. Great movie though

Plus all the other stuff but let's not get into that heh
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on December 05, 2013, 22:45
Just found out Nelson Mandela has died :/
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Post by: Moon Chaser on December 05, 2013, 22:57
The local independent music shop flooded, due to the counsel running out of sandbags. He whole business could be ruined if the tide is bad tomorrow morning. My guess is all the stock which is low down is soaked. He is an amazing guy and the counsel running out of sandbags is ridiculous. The warning was in place for ages and it's a town with a tidal river and dock for crying out loud.
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Post by: the bread dragon on December 05, 2013, 23:01
Just found out Nelson Mandela has died :/
you beat me to it...
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Post by: SirBlaziken on December 05, 2013, 23:51
Just found out Nelson Mandela has died :/

I loved him. I read his autobiography. He will be missed, this great man.
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Post by: Inferna on December 08, 2013, 00:23
Was having a good night tonight until my cousin said "I'm not being funny but how are you even related to us?" Ummm way to make me feel like even more of a black sheep than I already am. Just because my dad doesn't give a damn i always feel like the outsider, the one who just gets included out of kindness.
I know his side of the family all love me but I still can't help feeling like this all the time :| idk even when I was little I was always different, like the awkward one and I still feel that way.
Even so he's not my dad besides biologically, he's bothered with me like 5 times over the past 19 years, has been given many chances to see me and hasn't been stopped. I just feel so bitter towards him now and I honestly do not care about him. My stepdad is a billion times more of a dad than he ever was. Ugh sorry for the rant lmao
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Post by: sylar on December 08, 2013, 04:11
apologising for stuff thats not my fault and being well aware its bc ive been forced to think it is by abusive exes and friends

soemones mad i just assume its my fault so i start apologising and cryign a lot so they wont think to hurt me lmao

im pathetc
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Post by: Shaymin on December 13, 2013, 22:14
i may have put too much cream cheese on my potato :(
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Post by: Spriter on December 13, 2013, 22:22
I have absolutely ZERO motivation to continue with my story in the PLC...and I don't want to return to it at all.

Then there's these filthy rats who tell me Pokemon is crap ALL the time. I could judge your parents as being pathetic for not actually looking at the age ratings, and I could say they're lazy and bad parents. The idiots themselves should rot in hell, they're pathetic for calling me out over MY INTERESTS, which makes ME feel like a FREAK. Go screw yourselves, seriously.

That, and that stupid kid earlier who decided to feel me up in school! Well, if he tries anything like that EVER again, he will be on the floor in seconds. He finds it funny, well I bet he'll be scared when he's on the floor.

Then I cannot tell someone how I feel about them because everyone else gets in the way. Ugh. Why I bother is well beyond me.

In fact, why the hell do I even play Pokemon?!? It makes me look absolutely pathetic, MY OWN FRIENDS take the p because I like it. It does nothing other than make me the loneliest guy in the school. No one wants me at all because I lash out too easily. FML
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Post by: the bread dragon on December 14, 2013, 00:38
in the same boat with you on being made fun of for playing pokemon... im grinding my zangoose and my friends come over and ask "whats that? it looks like a cow lol" and then knock some graphics and designs and say the game is stupid and i need to play real games like COD and GTA

let me be a damn child and play pokemon k
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 14, 2013, 03:50
or you can be like me and just do away with the concept of ever being cool anyway YEEHAAA //does a slam dunk and breaks my neck// agghh errrrhghgh send for help heegghghg
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Post by: Shaymin on December 14, 2013, 04:31
i am out of squirty cream
(http://i.imgur.com/mG9K1.gif)
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Post by: Inferna on December 14, 2013, 04:34
think my best friend is anorexic/has body dysmorphia
he is taller than me (6 ft 2) and weighs 10 stone. Every single day he says how fat he is and why he's not eating certain foods. Like say if he has a chinese on a friday night at home and we have a mcdonalds on the next tuesday he says he's being too unhealthy ect.
idk i know this is harsh but i've said if he ever considers or tries to starve/crash diet i will stop speaking to him altogether
i've told him to go and see someone but he refuses
it's prob because he does dancing thats made him 10000x worse. even  so his teacher has told him to stop 'whining' (her words not mine) about his weight, everything in moderation.
he wants more tone and muscle so i said you'll need to eat more protein ect 'oh but i'll look fat' it's muscle not fat there is a difference. He seems to think if he so much looks at food he puts on weight
I'm just so worried and i dont want my best friend to end up skeletal and being in hospital force fed through a goddamn tube
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Post by: Wolstenholme on December 14, 2013, 06:34
Dear Spriter, *grabs piece of cardboard that says "Agony Aunt" and has a piece of string tied to it... Hangs it over neck 'Ta-Dah!'*

EVERYONE who plays Pokemon gets bullied for it, but that's life. You'll find that as you get older everyone will stop bullying you for two reasons:
1. They have grown up and don't think that bullying is cool anymore
2. They have re-begun to play Pokemon
Basically your options are
1.  Tell someone about it (obvs someon with the power to tell these idiots to SHUT UP)
2. Wait it out because IT WILL END
xox
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Post by: Richard and Blaziken on December 14, 2013, 08:00
Following what has been said above, I recently (within the last 6-8 months) stopped caring if people knew that I liked Pokemon irl. And you know what? No one cares. If people do care, that's their own problem, letting it bother you is doing yourself a disservice. If people don't like me for who I am, what's the point in being their friend anyway?

Anyway, as for myself, it's been too cold to take a walk, and I desperate want to go for a long walk and take some pictures of the beautiful snow and scenery with my 3DS. :<
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Post by: JSM on December 15, 2013, 18:28
My nan has been taken into hospital with a blood clot on each lung =( they're not sure if she's going to be okay... so sad right now.
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Post by: ShiraBliss on December 17, 2013, 02:54
My ex.

We broke up about a year ago, and we've been on good terms since. Over the last few weeks we've gotten close again, and before he left for a job interview in Albany he kissed me. So, naturally, I spent the entire weekend waiting for him to come back and ask if he wanted to give us a chance again.

He gets home this morning, dead tired, so I give him a hug and set an alarm so that he doesn't oversleep, and when I go to give him a kiss he tells me that he has a new girlfriend.

I feel so played. Not only does it sting from a romantic perspective, but from a friend prerpective. How could he play me, of all people, this awful way? I was the person who helped him tell his super Catholic family that he was Agnostic, I was the one who listened when he felt insecure or stressed out or depressed, I was the one who helped him when he got sick, I helped him with his art, I helped him get a job- and then he turns around and plays me like a fool?

It feels like I wasn't good enough. And the fact that it's coming from someone who is supposed to be one of my best friends hurts digs the dagger a little deeper.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 17, 2013, 16:17
 Whoa guys, playing Pokemon is totally cool.

 You know what's a great feeling, Spriter? Talking to someone in college, mentioning Pokemon casually and having a nerdgasm because you both like it.  :laugh:

 Everyone here is one of my many children

 Oh, crap, nothing is really getting to me right now. Maybe, yeah, I rested against something in photography and now I have like, a brown stain on the back of my new jeans.
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Post by: Meowstic Royalty on December 17, 2013, 17:44
You will never know the pain of coming home looking forward to a triple pepperoni pizza only to find out your mom ate it BECAUSE SHE WAS BORED.
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Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on December 17, 2013, 20:16
That school doesn't work like it does in musicals/Glee...

Maths would be so much better if you could stand up and start singing and everyone knew the words and had a perfectly choreographed dance to go with it and they all knew their notes in harmonies and when those harmonies are...

Instead we're stuck doing algebra/graphs/shapes/numbers/other maths =/
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Post by: Spriter on December 17, 2013, 21:41
Errr, yesterday was great...but today? No, it had to be close to the opposite.

I'm powerless, and all I can do is hope for some miracle to happen. Why did I like her in the first place? It's pointless and it's a bad idea.

I just want to rip everything to shreds because I've screwed everything up that ever went well for me.
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Post by: SirBlaziken on December 18, 2013, 23:08
Human nature.

As a human, I have firsthand experience of this. People work hard to gain your trust, make you like them. You are nice to them, you help them out with different things, they achieve their goals. Then they turn on you. They act like they don't even know you, they act like they hate you, they make you look like a fool. I know this because I've done it, and it has happened to me. I hate it all. But alas, it's the true nature of a human, especially my peers. It shames me.
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Post by: Meowstic Royalty on December 18, 2013, 23:11
Human nature.

As a human, I have firsthand experience of this. People work hard to gain your trust, make you like them. You are nice to them, you help them out with different things, they achieve their goals. Then they turn on you. They act like they don't even know you, they act like they hate you, they make you look like a fool. I know this because I've done it, and it has happened to me. I hate it all. But alas, it's the true nature of a human, especially my peers. It shames me.

Remember, it takes years to gain trust, but only seconds to break it. And it can take forever to rebuild.

But sadly, a lot of people are dumb as bricks and dont realize that their actions can cause more pain that meets the eye.
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Post by: SirBlaziken on December 18, 2013, 23:17
That is 100% true. It can only take one word to destroy a friendship. Or maybe a sentence that was said the wrong way. You try to make amends, but they won't have any of it. Or maybe you don't think they mean their apology. I had that experience the day before I moved.

My friend's X box froze for a split second and he freaked out. I told him it was only for a second and it wasn't completely broken or anything. He said it was. We argued. Then he called my 3DS a piece of crap. I froze. I then said some things I can't remember, then stormed out of his house. Funny thing is, I came up with a comeback as I left. He OWNED one of those pieces of crap. What's so great about an X Box anyways? I prefer Sony infinitely.
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Post by: Meowstic Royalty on December 18, 2013, 23:19
Wow. Above me is a pure example of human idiocy. My Xbox froze for ten minutes. I didn't freak out, I fixed it by turning it off and on again.

I'm a frickin GENIUS!
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 19, 2013, 00:04
shinyworldchicken am i getting this right you stormed out on your friend because he called a game console "crap" and thought you had the upper hand cos you had staircase wit, and was this what your penultimate post was about
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Post by: SirBlaziken on December 19, 2013, 00:46
Yes, I know now looking back I was being a hypocrite. However, you don't go insulting something someone else has if you had it too. Plus, he was being an overall prick that day. I tried to keep it calm, but he wouldn't listen.

Also, I didn't have the upper hand. The other friend in our circle would've sided with him. Plus, this guy gotten all of those gaming systems handed to him, I had to work for it. So, yes, I'm being a hypocrite and I shouldn't judge others because of it, but I have, and I have no regrets.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 19, 2013, 02:17
you ever thought about being less defensive and rolling with the punches once in a while though
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Post by: Spriter on December 19, 2013, 14:46
I can't remember the last time I felt this horrible about anything. Certain someone pretty much was the reason why I felt tears rolling down my face...and it's painful to even think about her anymore. It's all pointless. All this pain will end up meaning nothing when high school ends.
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Post by: Wolstenholme on December 19, 2013, 15:12
my (male) friend who I really like has decided that he's not coming into P16 tomorrow because it's the last day. I'm really upset because I have Media tomorrow and Media is my only lesson with him... I was planning on walking home with him and stuff but now I'm not gonna see him 'till after Christmas because I don't feel like I know him well enough to go over to his house :(
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Post by: SirBlaziken on December 20, 2013, 22:08
you ever thought about being less defensive and rolling with the punches once in a while though

I'm sorry for continuing this.

And I do think about it, I don't like fighting people.
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 20, 2013, 22:23
 ^ You just develope a tougher skin when you get older. You'll be able to shrug it off eventually  ;)


 I want to go get the Christmas gifts for my family tomorrow, but it takes 25 minutes to get into town and about 30 to get back, leaving me half an hour to get all the gifts. To be fair, I can do it in about 15 minutes but that's just dependant on how good or bad the line is for the till.

 Deer lord, have you seen how many "hip" elderly people go to the self checkout with loads of shopping? It takes about half hour for them to finish.

 Tomorrow is going to be my battle. My battle against the hip old people.
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Post by: Wolstenholme on December 20, 2013, 22:26
Blaze is so naive awww  ;)


Hmmm... what am I sad about? uhhhhhhh..... I bought a book ages ago because I thought it was a different book but I've only just realised that I've got the wrong book. it's pretty heart-wrenching.
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Post by: SirBlaziken on December 20, 2013, 22:28
Tomorrow is going to be my battle. My battle against the hip old people.
And in this corner weighing in at x Kilograms....

Blaze is so naive awww  ;)
I'm starting to question why I come here....
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Post by: Wolstenholme on December 20, 2013, 22:29
tee hee hee  ^.^
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Post by: SirBlaziken on December 20, 2013, 22:32
Gah! Realizing I read that wrong. Redo!

you ever thought about being less defensive and rolling with the punches once in a while though

I'm the defensive kind of person.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 20, 2013, 23:59
I'm starting to question why I come here....

ive been doing this since i registered and it never stops
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Post by: the bread dragon on December 21, 2013, 00:35
I'm starting to question why I come here....
does that mean you didnt question it until now
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Post by: sans the skeleton on December 21, 2013, 00:41
 :-/ edited out

eh um it's too hard to edit properly on an iPod

Everything
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Post by: Spriter on December 21, 2013, 05:24
I feel like absolute crap. Whenever I want to talk to her, all I see is her and that boyfriend of hers...and I can't stand it any longer. I cannot bear feeling the way I feel ALL THE TIME, and my future looks incredibly bleak. I have no motivation and no one wants to help me out with this mess in real life.
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on December 21, 2013, 05:43
I'm listening to certain songs on repeat, thinking about the things that could have been, the goals I could have achieved and where I'll be in a couple of years

Man the future's looking crap. Got nothing in the house to help right now urgh

I wish I had the tools to make an album. Would be pretty great right now lol
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Post by: Inferna on December 21, 2013, 21:02
Wondering if I've made the right decisions. Like what if I get into uni this year and I end up hating it but because I'm too stubborn to quit I stay for the duration and that's 4 years wasted and I'll try do something unrelated and people will just be like ??
Least I can do a pgde after uni I guess and be a totally rad   primary teacher
Think my one of my teachers is making me feel like this. She absoultley adores all the guys work in my class and she pretty much never seems to like my stuff I'm sorry because I have a life?? I do put effort into stuff but she's always like 'I like it but......'
On Thursday me and my friend were the only people to put our stuff onto boards like asked (ok I admit mine's was a little half added presentation wise). One of the guys talked about his stuff for about 10 minutes them she got onto me and I was like 'here are my things' I hate talking about myself or putting myself up I'm too modest and you ask me after the biggest ego maniac in the class to talk about my stuff??? I like my stuff, it's more creative than his and that's what she was wanting but oh because he can talk about his boring stuff for 10 minutes it's so much better!!
Makes me wonder why I try tbh theres always some person better than you sigh. Yes I realise that got angry near the end but idc
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 21, 2013, 22:29
Wondering if I've made the right decisions. Like what if I get into uni this year and I end up hating it but because I'm too stubborn to quit I stay for the duration and that's 4 years wasted and I'll try do something unrelated and people will just be like ??
Least I can do a pgde after uni I guess and be a totally rad   primary teacher
Think my one of my teachers is making me feel like this. She absoultley adores all the guys work in my class and she pretty much never seems to like my stuff I'm sorry because I have a life?? I do put effort into stuff but she's always like 'I like it but......'
On Thursday me and my friend were the only people to put our stuff onto boards like asked (ok I admit mine's was a little half added presentation wise). One of the guys talked about his stuff for about 10 minutes them she got onto me and I was like 'here are my things' I hate talking about myself or putting myself up I'm too modest and you ask me after the biggest ego maniac in the class to talk about my stuff??? I like my stuff, it's more creative than his and that's what she was wanting but oh because he can talk about his boring stuff for 10 minutes it's so much better!!
Makes me wonder why I try tbh theres always some person better than you sigh. Yes I realise that got angry near the end but idc

worrying about it is a sign you're taking the idea seriously tbh
i know that sounds nauseatingly cryptic and vague but if you accept the idea of art college too easily then its usually a bad sign

you're doing a foundation thingy am i right????
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Post by: Clairefable on December 22, 2013, 12:31
welp my boyfriend and I broke up last night and so I went out and got monumentally drunk and now I'm just a hungover teary mess merry christmas folks  O0
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Post by: sans the skeleton on December 22, 2013, 13:51
i cant stop thinking about my girlfriend who just suddenly up and disappeared i cANT MOVE ON K
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Post by: Clairefable on December 22, 2013, 16:06
hahaha I just wrapped him the present I got him for Christmas because I don't know what else to do with it hahaha oh man
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Post by: SirBlaziken on December 22, 2013, 19:12
^ I have a few ideas.....
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Post by: Spriter on December 22, 2013, 21:12
(I'm not sparing this thread any of my rants. End of.)

I feel bad. I feel like that by telling N (let's just say, that's a simple codename :P) that I love her has screwed this up. But I think about how proud I felt after I did that, and it helps a little.

But I feel like I've screwed things up. If anyone ever, ever finds out I said that to her knowing full well about that relationship of hers...there'll be a storm brewing. Literally. At first people might be like 'aww that's awesome of you', but then they'll be all 'man, lay off of her she belongs to someone else'. So I can't tell people, and I therefore cannot let anything slip nor can I get help from friends (I don't even know how they are friends to be honest, I have 6-7 solid friends but the rest are almost nothing). I'm also constantly worried that I've made things awkward even when she says I haven't...it's like I can't trust what she says even though she's really honest and I've said I can trust her. I'm a hypocrite then, basically.

I've liked / loved her for twice the amount of time she's been in that blasted relationship, and for three / four times the total length of time I've had crushes on other people...but it feels worthless.

And even if by some wonderful miracle I ended up with her, all the things I could say and do would get boring quite quick and then it'd be over...so yeah, I think it must be pointless.

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on December 22, 2013, 22:28
worrying about it is a sign you're taking the idea seriously tbh
i know that sounds nauseatingly cryptic and vague but if you accept the idea of art college too easily then its usually a bad sign

you're doing a foundation thingy am i right????

Wow really? Never thought of it that way aha.

I'm doing a HNC in visual communication. it's pretty much the first year of a degree but I'm not staying at my current college if I can help it lol
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Post by: Richard and Blaziken on December 23, 2013, 07:59
I'm really lonely. Also confused about what I should be doing with my life, if there's even anything meaningful I can do at this point. I feel like a failure in every aspect of life, and the one thing I thought I was doing right is gone. I just feel like I'm alive but not really living for anything at this point and every day is just the same as the day before.
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on December 23, 2013, 08:33
^ I know the feeling. It gets tiresome extremely quickly too, the problem for me is that I've lost the motivation to be properly productive with anything and I'm letting these feelings and thoughts swallow me all the time. Would love to have a restart button or something because I've kinda put myself in parts of this position and I'd love to be able to change that. Usually I'd try and forget about it and try and help others around me but I can't even do that because by becoming more reclusive because of it I've kinda managed to burn bridges, heh.

I'm just waiting for each and every day to pass. My main goal in life was to be able to look back at it with a smile on my face and that sure isn't happening. It's a very defeatist attitude I guess but I've felt like it for a  long time and I'm kinda used to it.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on December 23, 2013, 19:52
Wow really? Never thought of it that way aha.

I'm doing a HNC in visual communication. it's pretty much the first year of a degree but I'm not staying at my current college if I can help it lol

yeah the mindset of worry = thinking about it is whats got me through a few things for sure hahah


i spose if you get to the end of this and really really hate art and after lots of nights of staring out the window with a glass of zinfandel in your hand you go "oh i hate art so much" then its best you found out now than at the end of 3-4 years? obvs im just doomsaying here and if you get to the end of the hnd and are like "well the people were idiots but dang if i aint proud of pushing my comfort zone with this portfolio here" then disregard all this but ye


like uni in itself is a huge life rearranger anyway this i can say for sure because if i met me before uni i'd just punch her in the face for being so clueless about literally everything in life ever
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Post by: the bread dragon on December 24, 2013, 17:04
farewell candlestick park
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Post by: Richard and Blaziken on December 29, 2013, 05:45
I have never been so depressed. I always feel like I'm alone and I don't know what to do about anything in life. I feel trapped and scared for myself. How could I have lived for this long and still have nothing? I just feel empty.
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Post by: kazimo on December 29, 2013, 07:48
Saddening me right now? The fact I am having such a hard time finding a job to get out of this crappy unemployment slump.
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on December 30, 2013, 12:51
my mum and brother just had another damn argument and I am so tired of it.  i honestly don't see how i'm going to get through another four years in this bloody house when they're going to be at each other's throats and i've just had a conversation with mum about it and now she's blanking me and i don't know what to do anymore i hate this
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Post by: Zubatman on December 31, 2013, 13:42
SPOILERS, that is, if you are planning to finish the Mega Man Zero Series on the GBA. (Specifically the Second installment)


Well it really is not sad compared to the posts seen here, but The fact that Elpizo manages to find and destroy X's original body before Zero can do anything kinda depresses me... After all this means X is reduced to a Cyber Elf and later to a Biometeal in the ZX series which is a huge let down if you have played through the Mega Man X games to know your Hero, X, is pretty much nothing but a tool in the Future...

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Post by: Spriter on December 31, 2013, 15:34
Well...certain someone has basically said that we should stop talking to each other, full stop. So...I've essentially lost a friend too who actually listened to me and who I trusted, and who motivated me to write stories.

Maybe I can finally get past what's been going on over the last two years. But I didn't want to get past it like this, by losing her.

^Sounds like you could write that into a story  ;)

I've got the experiences :P
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on December 31, 2013, 15:38
 ^Sounds like you could write that into a story  ;)


 So yeah, on another forum I go to the moderaters have just banned some of the more talky people so now it's a little more quiet.

 It sucks, but it's put me off from going on it as much. I used to like the banter there.
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Post by: Meowstic Royalty on January 03, 2014, 20:21
GTA V broke.

MY LIFE...

IS MEANINGLESS...
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Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on January 03, 2014, 21:50
GTA V broke.

MY LIFE...

IS MEANINGLESS...

AT LEAST...

YOU HAVE PLAYED IT...

*has no money the buy GTA V* T_T
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 04, 2014, 16:57
Best friend is pregnant again :') two kids under the age of 2 before you are 20. I've tried so hard to stay in touch with her and now its going to be even harder. Her idiot bf will still be the same it isn't going to fix anything.
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Post by: Liam on January 05, 2014, 19:54
History coursework

pls pls the Holocaust is boring
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on January 05, 2014, 20:13
History coursework

pls pls the Holocaust is boring

Jew cannot be serious
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Post by: Wolstenholme on January 06, 2014, 11:31
bad taste! ^  I laughed though so I'll let you off.

I'm in the middle of the p16 library as well.

No internet at home - there is now a void between me and my friends because I can't talk to them constantly.
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Post by: Shaymin on January 09, 2014, 21:18
why am i listening to the finding nemo soundtrack no feelings noooooooo
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Post by: sans the skeleton on January 10, 2014, 13:50
missed school all week because i've been on the verge of a mental breakdown
school rang todya and expect me to come in NOW

1. no lessons
2. no
3. i said i can't on the phone and they wont listen
4. ergo i am not going
5. but i live so close to school that i think they'll come knocking
6. not answering the door
7. THEY'RE GOING TO TRY AND CALL MY MOTHER
8. SHE'S IN HOSPITAL YOU INSENSITIVE FUDGEBALLS
9. PANIC ATTACKS ALL OVER THIS THREAD

doesnt feel like i can tell anyone irl either
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 10, 2014, 18:14
I think I put my dying relationship out of it's misery last night. I feel a bit better now but give it a couple of days and I'll be as miserable as sin.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on January 10, 2014, 20:51
Tonight's gonna be one of those nights, already feel like I've had enough =[
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 10, 2014, 23:03
 Just ate a funny looking mince pie and now I feel ill. It's nothing compared to what's happening to you guys though.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 11, 2014, 10:47
saddening? more like depressing.

my guinea pig of six years, waffle, had been really sick recently. i've been trying my damndest to make her eat and exercise, but i found her lying on her side this morning about twenty minutes ago. not a good position for a pig.

i took her out and tried to feed and keep her warm but... she died not five minutes ago.

/curls up to die
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 11, 2014, 16:55
saddening? more like depressing.

my guinea pig of six years, waffle, had been really sick recently. i've been trying my damndest to make her eat and exercise, but i found her lying on her side this morning about twenty minutes ago. not a good position for a pig.

i took her out and tried to feed and keep her warm but... she died not five minutes ago.

/curls up to die

Aww no loz :( *hugs again*  6 years is good for a guinea pig though. They were all cuties <3 I am going to be devestated when my dogs die ugh

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 12, 2014, 02:01
saddening? more like depressing.

my guinea pig of six years, waffle, had been really sick recently. i've been trying my damndest to make her eat and exercise, but i found her lying on her side this morning about twenty minutes ago. not a good position for a pig.

i took her out and tried to feed and keep her warm but... she died not five minutes ago.

/curls up to die
Oh no. :( You were with her at the time at least, that's something to take comfort in. I'm scared crapless my dog is going to die when I'm at uni, which I worry is going to happen this term going by how she's struggling to walk. :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on January 12, 2014, 20:25
^My ginger rex rabbit died a few months ago, totally out of the blue. He had a fit at 5am (and a rabbit's scream is a dreadful sound) but by the time I got to him he was all floppy and unconscious. I held him until his heart stopped beating but I was so shocked that I just put him back and went straight back to bed. Buried him the next morning, still shocked. Cried when I later emailed the vet to ask why.

Iuno, I think I prefer it when I expect it to happen. Especially if I can try and do something about it first. Makes me feel more like I've done something to comfort them. *shrug*

Never is easy though. I'd rather be with them as well, I'd hate to have to be away at uni when a pet died :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 12, 2014, 22:07
Thing is I was at university when Biscuit died. I cried like a baby and didn't have anyone to hug me and tell me it's ok or whatever. I still have four guinea pigs but... now I'm just super worried about Cookie cause now she's the only one of my first piggies I have left. She's healthy enough and still chirpy but when she dies Twinkie will be on her own because she and Philly and Crackers don't get on and ugh

i started sobbing hysterically when we buried Waffle and I just stood there and wailed in the middle of the day in my back garden and i couldn't lift her up off the towel I put her in because her limbs had gone into that rigor mortis thing or whatever it is and I couldn't do it i just broke down and cried i'm 20 years old i'm not supposed to cry like i'm 5
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 12, 2014, 22:27
Cry all you want, no one should make you feel bad. Losing pets is terrible. My Chubby is only a year old but when he goes I know I'll be a wreck haha.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on January 13, 2014, 07:21
Ugh. So, I basically read this post earlier this morning saying how she loves him and such...and it's been downing me. I need to stop it. I can't let it get me down. But I can't do much to not feel bad...I had so many chances but I never took 'em. And because of that, I've been sitting here for the last 7 months feeling like crap about myself because he decided it was a good idea to just jump in all of a sudden and steal her.

There's a phrase I've heard recently. "Nice guys finish last."

Well, why?!? What is that supposed to mean, that being nasty and treating people like crap is the best idea? Or that people just don't like being treated nice? That's how I've ever treated her, and just LOOK where I am now. Sitting on my backside hoping things change (which they won't).

Why am I burdened with all this crap? There's this mess, and that's definitely not all. I look at myself everyday and think "jeez I don't look good" or "ugh barely have any muscles". So yeah, I'm burdened with a big mess, not-so-good looks and a muscle-wasting disease. Not good. Especially when people can take the p out of me for being weak.

It's not only that. People just don't understand what it's like to be me at all. Well, it freaking sucks.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 14, 2014, 01:24
Just finished the final professor layton game ugh it was so good I forgot how soul destroying most of the endings are ;____; spoilers/ramblings in little text
his brother is descole, honestly never expected that. Idk i thought it would be Randall?? He gave him his name before he was adopted ;__; then his mum died omg I almost lost it then. Ugh
Also Emmy is his cousin???


Ngl it's just below lost future in terms of heart wrenching-Ness
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on January 15, 2014, 16:24
I can't believe I've been so STUPID.

I've had 1 week to make improvements on my Twelfth Night Essay but I've gone and left it to the night before it's due because of previous engagements etc. and I have only just realised that I have LEFT THE TEACHER'S MARKING/AREAS FOR IMPROVEMENT AT SIXTH FORM. Furthermore, I can't remember a single thing that was on that sheet but I have to improve it TONIGHT. I can't go back to sixth form without wasting a whole hour and by the time I get there it will be closed any way.

Currently bawling my eyes out because I just feel like I'm not good enough at anything that I'm doing at the moment.

I can't do my 2nd and 3rd pieces of Media Coursework and I risk losing my place on the course.
I'm gonna fail English Lit if I don't improve this/get another chance to improve this.
My grades on the History mock were really low even though it's supposed to be my best subject
English Language is just generally hard and not really all that enjoyable.

Crying/mental breakdown time.

I can't do A-levels. I can't do this anymore.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 15, 2014, 18:21
I can't believe I've been so STUPID.

I've had 1 week to make improvements on my Twelfth Night Essay but I've gone and left it to the night before it's due because of previous engagements etc. and I have only just realised that I have LEFT THE TEACHER'S MARKING/AREAS FOR IMPROVEMENT AT SIXTH FORM. Furthermore, I can't remember a single thing that was on that sheet but I have to improve it TONIGHT. I can't go back to sixth form without wasting a whole hour and by the time I get there it will be closed any way.

Currently bawling my eyes out because I just feel like I'm not good enough at anything that I'm doing at the moment.

I can't do my 2nd and 3rd pieces of Media Coursework and I risk losing my place on the course.
I'm gonna fail English Lit if I don't improve this/get another chance to improve this.
My grades on the History mock were really low even though it's supposed to be my best subject
English Language is just generally hard and not really all that enjoyable.

Crying/mental breakdown time.

I can't do A-levels. I can't do this anymore.

Can you not get it when you go in tomorrow morning? Work on it at break/study.

I know it seems like the end of the world but a levels/highers whatever aren't the be all and end all. I did find the jump from standard grade (gcse) to higher to be a big one, it took me probably until this sort of time in 5th year to adapt in some of the subjects and the workload so don't worry!
If you're really struggling talk to your guidance teacher/subject teacher. It's not as bad as it seems honestly!

Good luck though, I know how horrible and stressful the year after standard grades were, you'll make it through c:

(I'm Scottish so I obv didn't do Alevels etc but I know the feeling :') )
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on January 15, 2014, 18:47
My mum rang up 6th form to ask them what time students are allowed in in the morning so slightly less stressed because she's gonna drive me there for half seven to finish it before the lesson starts. I'll get 50 minutes before lesson to work on it.

Slightly less stressed now but I'm still paranoid that I won't get it done.

I know it seems like the end of the world but a levels/highers whatever aren't the be all and end all. I did find the jump from standard grade (gcse) to higher to be a big one, it took me probably until this sort of time in 5th year to adapt in some of the subjects and the workload so don't worry!
If you're really struggling talk to your guidance teacher/subject teacher. It's not as bad as it seems honestly!
It's an astronomical jump but all the coursework etc. seems to have all come around at the same time which is really annoying! I have a progress evening tomorrow so I'll probably bring it up then and ask my teachers for a bit of help.

Good luck though, I know how horrible and stressful the year after standard grades were, you'll make it through c:
Thank you :)

anyway, I got myself into quite a state earlier so my Mum said take a break for the rest of the evening which means I'll be watching Jurassic Park.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 16, 2014, 02:06
 ^ Like, if you ever want to talk about media work or anything I'm here and I've done two years in it so I know how crappy it can be  :)


 I find it quite sad that my A levels class is more up for going down the pub than my old media class... My old media class was only boys and they would all be saying how much they were drinking the other night and none of them would want to go out for a drink down the pub :mellow: it's bad since we had all been friends for two years and the pub was still a no go.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 16, 2014, 04:07
ive been having a lot of nightmares recently mostly about my old school ha ha.....
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Richard and Blaziken on January 17, 2014, 16:05
Just heard a song that reminded me of my ex and cried again for the first time in a while
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on January 17, 2014, 21:41
Speaking of which...

I basically broke down in tears in my English class...I guess the reason why is obvious. And idiots treating me like crap again.

But that's like the third time in 1 month that I've cried over the same person. It sucks.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on January 17, 2014, 22:39
I haven't got a clue what I'm going to do if I see my ex, in a way my problems have put my feelings to the side but I know it'll be mad awkward when I next see her, will probably have a long convo that I really don't want to have
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 18, 2014, 12:17
Don't know why I bother with my friends anymore tbh. All I wanted was a few of them to go it for food with me and have some drinks for my birthday tomorrow, is that too much to ask??? I make an effort with them and do so much for them but when I actually want something nice done I get nothing. I'm not selfish at all it'd be nice to be appreciated at least ugh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: the bread dragon on January 18, 2014, 16:25
^happy birthday, even though it probably doesnt mean much :-/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on January 18, 2014, 19:23
^I'll second that.

Ugh, found out that I might have to avoid social media and such soon because it's you-know-who's boyfriend's birthday next Thursday. Then it's hers within 11 days and then valentines day 11 days after that. I'm that paranoid though and the fact that they'll both be 16 on valentines...that doesn't sit well with me whatsoever.
I'm going to have a crap time over the next month :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 19, 2014, 12:36
I miss Fishponds in Bristol, walking in the park or shops with my housemate and sitting at the Student Union computers alone with endless cups of tea. Really sentimental the last week or so since my Granddad passed away. :c

I don't miss university itself though. Absolutely horrible from start to finish with only a brief couple of months in second year I actually felt happy.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 20, 2014, 06:40
my friend made his relationship with his girlfriend Exclusive instead of open so now i have like no chance of ever making out with him and im genuinely so upset about this because hes really hot and hes been hot for the 5 years ive known him..... *picture of me looking like ive given up on everything*
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on January 20, 2014, 18:32
i finally watched the end of dr. whos second (?) season a few days back

so many tears

im really upset and dont wanna watch it

he said he would protect her and he did but OH GOD ITS SO AWFUL :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on January 20, 2014, 19:06
OH GOD ITS SO AWFUL :(

yeah moffats run really is, isn't it
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on January 20, 2014, 19:29
I thought Russel T. Davies wrote Doomsday?  :wacko:
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 20, 2014, 23:10
 I said something to my friend and it hurt her feelings. I feel terrible and I feel ashamed, like.

 I love her like a sister and all but I know what I've done and she's ignoring me now and like... I want to wait a day or two before even going to talk to her again but she'll probably think I'm ignoring her.

 It genuinely makes you feel worthless when you can't even get a friendship right, you know? It just hurts a little bit more knowing that I'll have to carry on and pretend that nothing has happened.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on January 20, 2014, 23:46
I thought Russel T. Davies wrote Doomsday?  :wacko:


//writes down on imaginary notepad// never try dr who jokes ever again
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on January 21, 2014, 00:04
Think I'm gonna get drunk tonight, bleh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on January 22, 2014, 21:43
They took Code Lyoko off of Netflix.

Damn.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on January 26, 2014, 20:09
Decided to see where my body is standing in weight after I got out the shower, and I've officially crossed over 9 stone =/

I'm blaming the piece of chocolate cake I had, I'm sure in the morning I'll be back to normal xD
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on January 26, 2014, 20:21
^Pfft. Then according to the conversions chart, I'm just over 8 stone. :/

There's nothing to do except chores, and I don't want those.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 26, 2014, 21:56
i'm over 10 stone and i don't care holla

cries i don't fit into my old cute clothes alas the life of an adult
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: the bread dragon on January 26, 2014, 22:33
aaand im just over 7
ehehe whoops
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 26, 2014, 23:22
wow you guys are skinny omg I would kill to be 10 stone srsly
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 26, 2014, 23:56
id kill to be heavier omg im a twig rn its awful i look disgusting but i cant put on weight at all
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 27, 2014, 01:22
I'm just under 8 stone I think. I'm healthy though, I don't look gaunt or whatever. I'm only 5'3 so I guess that's an okay weight for me.

My best friends boyfriend dumped him via text last night, I'm so sad for him. He was supposed to go to his house for a party but he cancelled on him, then he texted saying it was over. I feel so bad he got chucked out of his house on Friday and now that :c he's heartbroken but I'm sure he'll find another guy!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 27, 2014, 11:23
Ew dumping people by text is the worst. It's just so classless.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on January 27, 2014, 17:42
hahahahaha going by weight alone i could have you all for breakfast  //points to my fat// looks like i already did!!!!!!  hua ha ha hhau hah uah ua h




ive only just come of a med which is notorious for weight gain and increased appetite so im not as big as i used to be but i could still have you all in a fight i bet
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on January 27, 2014, 19:38
My life is falling apart in front of me. And I accidently just let it out onto one of my friends on the site, I think. And to think, this was all over something small.

*Facepalms*

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Clairefable on January 27, 2014, 20:30
hahahahaha going by weight alone i could have you all for breakfast  //points to my fat// looks like i already did!!!!!!  hua ha ha hhau hah uah ua h




ive only just come of a med which is notorious for weight gain and increased appetite so im not as big as i used to be but i could still have you all in a fight i bet


(http://stream1.gifsoup.com/view1/1329706/yokozuna-o.gif) (http://gifsoup.com/view/1329706/yokozuna.html)

come at me sis
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on January 27, 2014, 22:12
is this fight available on pay per view? 
 
(http://24.media.tumblr.com/3b0ef6670154f1e2ce311f5f1224f674/tumblr_mxlwfti5At1qchjtmo2_250.gif) 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 27, 2014, 22:48
 If we're eating each other, save some thigh for me?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on January 28, 2014, 10:35

(http://stream1.gifsoup.com/view1/1329706/yokozuna-o.gif) (http://gifsoup.com/view/1329706/yokozuna.html)

come at me sis

its on, ive been waiting for a good fite w/ a worthy opponent since forever

pictured: me vs the other matchsticks of puk, hope u put up a better fight than them

(http://www.trendolizer.com/images/169941.gif)

 


If we're eating each other, save some thigh for me?

sorry but you're the appetizer, better get basting yourself in a delicious garlic and parsley butter
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on January 28, 2014, 17:00
 You'll have to catch me first  ;)

 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on January 29, 2014, 01:29
Fight fight fight fight! Mark (if I can call you that), pass the popcorn, please.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on January 30, 2014, 14:12
cookie passed away yesterday. i only saw her on sunday but for her to be gone... all my first piggies are gone i'm going to be sad forever
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on January 30, 2014, 23:50
Another person my age where I live has died. I got really scared at first because I thought it was a guy I knew from when I used to go to Sunday school but I think it was his cousin. Such a shame he died in a car crash today :| there's already been about 3 people my age who have died out of the blue in my area this year. It's so sad.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 02, 2014, 01:45
nobody seems to care when i bring up my sisters issues w drinking/drugs irl and care even less when i mention how abusive she gets so i guess i just have to take it on the chin
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on February 02, 2014, 02:56
none of you are comparable to me in weight soz. I'm like groundon in comparison to your flabebe.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Meowstic Royalty on February 02, 2014, 11:37
I created my first RP on this site, spent hours working on the plot and being inactive due to life problems has made it go to waste... Ugh.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on February 08, 2014, 02:03
I had a designed tr sweeping pumpkaboo to breed for richard, here's what I got:

31/31/31/x/31/*below 23*

Then all I need is the nature right? I got quirky. QUIRKY. I could just cry.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: MOP on February 10, 2014, 00:07
Work politics. I keep out of it so I'm usually the last to know all the secret things happening between people but a colleague was round my house yesterday and filled me in. So much horrible stuff happens and I can't even talk about it.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on February 10, 2014, 00:11
Scratched my face in my sleep last night (as in Saturday night) and I've given myself a massive ugly cut under my nose. I have to go to school tomorrow and show off my battle scars from sleeping with myself.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on February 10, 2014, 19:11
My god.

Basically, I was told by someone who was really damn brave that my "friends" don't want me around anymore. I complied and sat away from them. He did nothing wrong and he was nice about it.

After getting sick of it and having a rant on Facebook, an argument ensued where:

- I was accused of staring at certain someone (I glance at her as much as I do at everybody else).
- I was accused of watching her and her bf kiss (...what I don't even).
- I was labelled as creepy.
- I was told to shut up with more violent words.
- All, I mean ALL of their friendship group liked everything that was said against me. Pathetic behaviour from pathetic people.
- I was told to eff off from the group.

They're scum. Someone WILL die tomorrow. I don't even want to bother with life, because when things go well, someone comes and screws it all up and breaks you down.

Edit: Metaphorical death for those who are curious.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Delicious_Scout on February 10, 2014, 19:37
My god.

Basically, I was told by someone who was really damn brave that my "friends" don't want me around anymore. I complied and sat away from them. He did nothing wrong and he was nice about it.

After getting sick of it and having a rant on Facebook, an argument ensued where:

- I was accused of staring at certain someone (I glance at her as much as I do at everybody else).
- I was accused of watching her and her bf kiss (...what I don't even).
- I was labelled as creepy.
- I was told to shut up with more violent words.
- All, I mean ALL of their friendship group liked everything that was said against me. Pathetic behaviour from pathetic people.
- I was told to eff off from the group.

They're scum. Someone WILL die tomorrow. I don't even want to bother with life, because when things go well, someone comes and screws it all up and breaks you down.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5JCp2Hd5L8 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5JCp2Hd5L8)

No, Tupu Spriter; punishment is always superior. Although you should know the reason why that began.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on February 10, 2014, 23:32
My god.

Basically, I was told by someone who was really damn brave that my "friends" don't want me around anymore. I complied and sat away from them. He did nothing wrong and he was nice about it.

After getting sick of it and having a rant on Facebook, an argument ensued where:

- I was accused of staring at certain someone (I glance at her as much as I do at everybody else).
- I was accused of watching her and her bf kiss (...what I don't even).
- I was labelled as creepy.
- I was told to shut up with more violent words.
- All, I mean ALL of their friendship group liked everything that was said against me. Pathetic behaviour from pathetic people.
- I was told to eff off from the group.

They're scum. Someone WILL die tomorrow. I don't even want to bother with life, because when things go well, someone comes and screws it all up and breaks you down.

Edit: Metaphorical death for those who are curious.



are you absolutely positive you are 100% not at fault in any way through your own personal misgivings and its definitely all these horrible people's fault for just saying all of this totally unprovoked for some weird reason
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on February 11, 2014, 15:41
Misunderstanding me and ignoring what I have said qualifies right?

Argued with one of those filth. I say she backstabbed me, and she denies it.

Then she goes and says nobody was EVER my friend.

Ummm, contradiction, IDIOT?

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 11, 2014, 19:02
i wrote up a whole topic and now it's gone because my stupid laptop was like "oh your password is wrong haha" despite it being the same password i've used since i got the laptop so i had to go through this dumb cycle of trying to change it and almost murdering aughgjhdk
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on February 12, 2014, 02:55
Today made me wish I had a wife and some kids right now lol
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Delicious_Scout on February 12, 2014, 05:29
1.

The fact that I am still alone, and I have ever been (of course, I am not including family here)

2.

Richard, please. I wish I could continue with your store now, since I got the Safari AND a damn good Bouffalant.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 12, 2014, 14:45
 I like her and she likes someone else. I honestly expected it, I just didn't want to know for sure.

 Gotta keep your chin up and keep going.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 12, 2014, 19:38
i
hit the tumblr post limit
what
what do i do now oh god
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: the bread dragon on February 12, 2014, 20:16
i
hit the tumblr post limit
what
what do i do now oh god
i thought that was a myth
i am so, so, sorry for you
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 12, 2014, 20:28
i thought that was a myth
i am so, so, sorry for you
prayer circle for me
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on February 16, 2014, 21:19
i went to the baftas with a friend as a last minute arrangement without thinking about the fact that there would be crowds and screaming so i've been awake since three fifty and i couldn't get near anything as i didn't want to be too stuck in the crowds and i was so mean to my friend on the way back and i'm just overwhelmed and overtired and i can't stop crying now that i'm home and idk i'm so sorry
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on February 20, 2014, 01:39
The FFXIII series is over :'(
May have cried a little at the ending of Lightning Returns... I can't tell if the ending made me incredibly happy or if it really really devastated me
(at least LR made me forget that I didn't like FFXIII-2)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on February 22, 2014, 17:31
i think i might have killed my godmother

don't take that out of context but she got rushed into hospital after getting an infection
she's on chemo so it's not good

also because i'm really not in the mood to do anything but i need to get my work done for monday :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on February 23, 2014, 21:56
I have the habit of listening to songs about reflecting on the past and what they (the artist) had back then. This time: Back to December by Taylor Swift.

The saddening thing is, this is slightly relevant. Bleh.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on February 26, 2014, 20:52
My best friend miscarried yesterday :| I just want to give her a big hug. She was so excited about it, god knows what she's feeling right now it must be horrible. Hopefully I can see her soon.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on February 28, 2014, 01:07
 Stuff happened tonight... I'm not sad about it, just really angry, if I'm honest.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Webby on February 28, 2014, 20:33
I'm watching Junior Paramedics (BBC3) and it's based in and around Northampton and the uni
I've seen my old halls, our old launderette, Spar, The Old Bank... aaaaaand it's making me miss everything about uni
I'm going back for a few days next week but I think that'll just make me more emotional :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on February 28, 2014, 22:04
^ Last week on The One Show they showed what the weather did to the cafe right next to the beach I go to in the Summer. Really hit hard.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on March 02, 2014, 16:21
Kay babu here's a hug ;; <3
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on March 02, 2014, 20:00
a slice of pizza life

its not needy or dreadful to be upset when he turns down your super duper home cooking for a bunch of crap junk food (heck i'd be a lot less civil about it tbh if that happened to me, like why in the hell would anyone turn down free homecooked food?!?!?) and its not dreadful to be a slight bit stressed that its hard to read him half the time? ive known people who just do not reciprocate in any way or give off any signs that you can read and its totes maddening so i really hope you're not all such as "wauuughhh i should be less hysteric than this"

like he probably has his annoying reasons for it (is he a bit of a mope and a bit of a depressive by any chance? if he is then its all these weird reasons about nervousness and self-esteem re: food  lmao)

like i dont doubt hes a lovely guy but dang its totally not your fault for getting all het up in the emotions about stuff


like i hope u feel a bit better soon or he accepts your homecooking soon enough???
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on March 03, 2014, 02:50
Kay babu here's a hug ;; <3

I know another guy who needs one.

This 63 year old man, has started his own music shop. He's been in the music business for years and has finally found a building. As soon as he finished setting up, he finds out that the building managers are expanding the grocery store while removing a nail salon, and, you guessed it, his music shop. This man had 70K invested in fixing this shop up, and they're offering him 15k to move in to a building two doors down, which is completely trashed. So they basically screwed this man over.

Some people.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 03, 2014, 13:59
thats sad but taking someone elses response to someone elses issue and making it about someone else is sort of a dick move bro
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on March 03, 2014, 14:19
I know another guy who needs one.

This 63 year old man, has started his own music shop. He's been in the music business for years and has finally found a building. As soon as he finished setting up, he finds out that the building managers are expanding the grocery store while removing a nail salon, and, you guessed it, his music shop. This man had 70K invested in fixing this shop up, and they're offering him 15k to move in to a building two doors down, which is completely trashed. So they basically screwed this man over.

Some people.

why dont you give the man a hug instead of telling us about it then,
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on March 03, 2014, 22:01
thats sad but taking someone elses response to someone elses issue and making it about someone else is sort of a dick move bro

True. I've been making dick moves too often here of late.
why dont you give the man a hug instead of telling us about it then,

Well, let's see, i'm rarely in that area, and I thought it was sad that this happened. So I posted it, sue me.


Anyways, hmm..... I have many ideas for the rp's i'm in, but I was the last to post on both, so i'm stuck until someone else posts.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on March 03, 2014, 22:12
You said sue me and I got Guys and Dolls feels.


Sue me, sue me, shoot bullets through me, I love you.


ughhh I wish I was still doing Guys and Dolls that was such a good part of my life.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on March 03, 2014, 23:43
I'm losing hours of sleep due to the fear of not existing at death. Even as I write this post, there are tears in my eyes and the thought of it scares me to no end.

I thought of it deeply a few years back and scared myself and since then its recurred, getting more and more common and its getting to the point that its almost every night.

I don't see why we exist fir such a short time only to see pain and suffering around us, and then when it's all over there's nothing, and it seems such a waste. I can't bring myself to believe in a deity, as would be the easiest way, because I see no reasoning to assume such a thing and I can't dillude my own thoughts, and if I'm honest I'm jealous of those who can.

Sorry if I depressed anyone there, but these thoughts circle my head and I felt getting them out would do some good rather than dwelling on them in my head, and I think I may have mentioned his in passing before but its just got to the point where it's every night now.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 03, 2014, 23:55
 We did Guys and Dolls back in school  ^.^ such fun.

 I'm just slightly saddened by the fact that I've grown up mentally and can't find the things that I liked when I was younger fun.


 Maybe.... *whispers* life is a dream and when we die, we wake up. If that helps at all.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: the bread dragon on March 03, 2014, 23:58
I'm losing hours of sleep due to the fear of not existing at death. Even as I write this post, there are tears in my eyes and the thought of it scares me to no end.

I thought of it deeply a few years back and scared myself and since then its recurred, getting more and more common and its getting to the point that its almost every night.

I don't see why we exist fir such a short time only to see pain and suffering around us, and then when it's all over there's nothing, and it seems such a waste. I can't bring myself to believe in a deity, as would be the easiest way, because I see no reasoning to assume such a thing and I can't dillude my own thoughts, and if I'm honest I'm jealous of those who can.

Sorry if I depressed anyone there, but these thoughts circle my head and I felt getting them out would do some good rather than dwelling on them in my head, and I think I may have mentioned his in passing before but its just got to the point where it's every night now.
that sounds like an old fashioned existential crisis
just listen to some indie music and play video games, youll be fine in an hour


Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on March 04, 2014, 00:13
e
I'm losing hours of sleep due to the fear of not existing at death. Even as I write this post, there are tears in my eyes and the thought of it scares me to no end.

I thought of it deeply a few years back and scared myself and since then its recurred, getting more and more common and its getting to the point that its almost every night.

I don't see why we exist fir such a short time only to see pain and suffering around us, and then when it's all over there's nothing, and it seems such a waste. I can't bring myself to believe in a deity, as would be the easiest way, because I see no reasoning to assume such a thing and I can't dillude my own thoughts, and if I'm honest I'm jealous of those who can.

Sorry if I depressed anyone there, but these thoughts circle my head and I felt getting them out would do some good rather than dwelling on them in my head, and I think I may have mentioned his in passing before but its just got to the point where it's every night now.

you know you can skip the whole existentialist nihilism i.e. "theres nothing in life therefore im not going to try because there is no point" (i personally think existentialist nihilism is kinda tiresome, lazy and melodramatic but thats just me) bit by trying to develop, or at least consider more sorta "zen buddhist" values about it all, in which you realise yes the world is a load of strife and you just die and thats it and everything is temporary and nothing is permenant

but you straight up go "well you know what, its all crap but ive still got the free will in this """crap world""" to buck this idiotic Nothing system by going against it and doing nice things and making a Thing of it with the time i have on this earth"
i.e. aiming to do random selflessly nice things just because, mindfulness meditating a lot to clear your mind of bad thoughts about the world (meditating is just practising the 'go away, bad thoughts' mental muscle)

im making it sound really dorky but i hope you understand what im getting at here



i could go on but if this sort of thing is really bugging you on a regular basis (beyond the usual teenage angst stuff)  then you can perhaps check out a few sorta pop books about it, like Hardcore Zen by Brad Warner, a former punk turned buddhist (although i haven't had a chance to read it yet so i can't wholeheartedly reccommend it, ymmv) but doing a little lazy research into buddhism may be a thing for you

 
like i may be overreading and typing a load of junk to what is essentially just a Bad Night or whatever but death is my favourite thing, go figure
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on March 04, 2014, 00:17
Now I'm not gonna sleep either. Thanks, Dick.


Thing is that it would all be pointless if there was nothing after death so by reasoning, there has to be. My problem is that science can't prove anything about it, it's a find out when you get there sorta thing. Is there life after death? is the same sort of question as will the buffet have cocktail sausages?

So I resolved to focus on the now. This is actually, I have realised, what makes me so bad at planning things: if I look to the future I just end up pondering the meaning of life (42) so I have to force myself to think about right now.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on March 04, 2014, 00:41
The main aim in life is to repopulate and build for their futures in the hope of them having a truly positive impact in life

It's kinda why I've kinda accepted my position but I know if / when I have children I'll put everything I can into it to make sure they don't make the same mistakes I did and if they can change the world then brilliant, if not it's great too because they can have an impact on other people's lives and hopefully do good

It's also why death or post-life doesn't scare me. I know it's coming, I just hope I can help build the future before it's too late
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Hahex and Oshawott on March 04, 2014, 00:43
Man, I used to be scared of death as well, to the point where I was reduced to tears. It doesn't bother me as much, but I'm still afraid, after all its only natural. But, I think that's just because we're young. I hope that by the time I'm an old man, I would've achieved everything that I really wanted to in life and that I would be happy to let death take me, because that's about as much as I can ask for. All you can do is live life to its fullest and hope that the end comes at an appropriate time.

It's scary but ultimately, there's nothing you can do about it so there's not much sense in worrying about it. The best you can hope to do is to delay the inevitable and enjoy the moment while you can. I suppose in this new Godless world, such thoughts are common. Hopefully, some of this has made some sense at least. Don't stay up too late on it, sleep is healthy.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on March 04, 2014, 02:27
I'm losing hours of sleep due to the fear of not existing at death. Even as I write this post, there are tears in my eyes and the thought of it scares me to no end.

I thought of it deeply a few years back and scared myself and since then its recurred, getting more and more common and its getting to the point that its almost every night.

I don't see why we exist fir such a short time only to see pain and suffering around us, and then when it's all over there's nothing, and it seems such a waste. I can't bring myself to believe in a deity, as would be the easiest way, because I see no reasoning to assume such a thing and I can't dillude my own thoughts, and if I'm honest I'm jealous of those who can.

Sorry if I depressed anyone there, but these thoughts circle my head and I felt getting them out would do some good rather than dwelling on them in my head, and I think I may have mentioned his in passing before but its just got to the point where it's every night now.

Andddddddd......... now with everything i'm already doing, you all now have me to ponder the meaning of life.

I suppose in this new Godless world, such thoughts are common.

From what I've seen in my short existence on this earth, dammit, you're spot on.

Just live in the moment, make good choices, and make a difference in this world. My thought on the matter is to leave a good lasting impression on this Earth, to pave the way for a better future. Help others out. Don't make enemies (although inevitable). Try not to lose your mind, and stay positive if you can. Don't ponder it too much, or else you'll spiral into a chasm of depression. Learn from the past, live in the present, and look to the future.

*Braces for insults and death threats*
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 04, 2014, 02:53
look at all these deep 12 year olds

im looking at clothes i wanna wear and feeling like just curling up and dying because everyone will make fun of me for wearing them haha!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 04, 2014, 06:32
it's freezing and i'm about to spend four days trudging around somerset

guess whose ex girlfriend ex friend is going lol
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on March 04, 2014, 07:49
e
you know you can skip the whole existentialist nihilism i.e. "theres nothing in life therefore im not going to try because there is no point" (i personally think existentialist nihilism is kinda tiresome, lazy and melodramatic but thats just me) bit by trying to develop, or at least consider more sorta "zen buddhist" values about it all, in which you realise yes the world is a load of strife and you just die and thats it and everything is temporary and nothing is permenant

but you straight up go "well you know what, its all crap but ive still got the free will in this """crap world""" to buck this idiotic Nothing system by going against it and doing nice things and making a Thing of it with the time i have on this earth"
i.e. aiming to do random selflessly nice things just because, mindfulness meditating a lot to clear your mind of bad thoughts about the world (meditating is just practising the 'go away, bad thoughts' mental muscle)

im making it sound really dorky but i hope you understand what im getting at here



i could go on but if this sort of thing is really bugging you on a regular basis (beyond the usual teenage angst stuff)  then you can perhaps check out a few sorta pop books about it, like Hardcore Zen by Brad Warner, a former punk turned buddhist (although i haven't had a chance to read it yet so i can't wholeheartedly reccommend it, ymmv) but doing a little lazy research into buddhism may be a thing for you

 
like i may be overreading and typing a load of junk to what is essentially just a Bad Night or whatever but death is my favourite thing, go figure

I think you slightly misunderstood what I meant: It was less "Life's crap so I'm not doing anything with it" and more "Life's too short, death is looming at any time nd at that point you may as well have never existed." which leads me to want to do more to at least remain in memory.

Still, that aside I guess everyhing you said is still relevant, and I'll definitely have a look into it

Now I'm not gonna sleep either. Thanks, Dick.


Thing is that it would all be pointless if there was nothing after death so by reasoning, there has to be. My problem is that science can't prove anything about it, it's a find out when you get there sorta thing. Is there life after death? is the same sort of question as will the buffet have cocktail sausages?

So I resolved to focus on the now. This is actually, I have realised, what makes me so bad at planning things: if I look to the future I just end up pondering the meaning of life (42) so I have to force myself to think about right now.

The whole lack of proof thing is what makes me feel like it'd be deluding myself to whole-heartedly believe in afterlife, and focusing on now just feels like procrastinating the fear =/

(and sorry I made youthink abojt it <3)

Man, I used to be scared of death as well, to the point where I was reduced to tears. It doesn't bother me as much, but I'm still afraid, after all its only natural. But, I think that's just because we're young. I hope that by the time I'm an old man, I would've achieved everything that I really wanted to in life and that I would be happy to let death take me, because that's about as much as I can ask for. All you can do is live life to its fullest and hope that the end comes at an appropriate time.

It's scary but ultimately, there's nothing you can do about it so there's not much sense in worrying about it. The best you can hope to do is to delay the inevitable and enjoy the moment while you can. I suppose in this new Godless world, such thoughts are common. Hopefully, some of this has made some sense at least. Don't stay up too late on it, sleep is healthy.

I think the inevitability is the worst part, but you're right, dwelling on it is pointless, but before I go to zleep and my head is devoid of thought the thoughts of it slip in and they're kinda hard to get rid off =/
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Post by: Hahex and Oshawott on March 04, 2014, 14:46
look at all these deep 12 year olds
aww now i'm sad
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on March 04, 2014, 18:50
I think you slightly misunderstood what I meant: It was less "Life's crap so I'm not doing anything with it" and more "Life's too short, death is looming at any time nd at that point you may as well have never existed." which leads me to want to do more to at least remain in memory.

Still, that aside I guess everyhing you said is still relevant, and I'll definitely have a look into it

i was being tongue-in-cheek melodramatic but a "lifes too short" mindset can segue into the whole "theres no point in nuffink ever" mindset if left unchecked, hence my whole "u can skip that step" thing i prefaced it w/ lmao


but yeah even i still shy away from new-agey crystal healing homeopathy crap and was an idiot to lump meditation in with that lot because for anxiety stuff it really does help out
well, that and hatha yoga but dont start me on anxiety toolboxes cos a) i'll never stop and b) everyones anxiety toolbox is different
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on March 04, 2014, 21:18
No idea what I even want to anymore. I wish I could just curl up into a ball and sleep.
I hate my course right now, 80% of the people are idiots bar my friends. I want to change to a different course but I'd feel like a failure then because I've wasted two years of my life pissing about drawing pictures. I'm not gonna get in anywhere so I may as well quit while I'm ahead.
It's funny because when I left school I thought 'art yeah woo this will be fun' it's not anymore which is what I was scared of. Then what if I change and its a huge mistake?
I should have just done the hnc education course, least then I'd have been qualified this June to actually work or go onto a degree. Ugh I just have no idea where my life is going rn
Think I'm just gonna sit on the dole tbh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on March 05, 2014, 00:35
^ Don't worry, I've wasted five and you've got plenty of time to change, develop new skills and do something in a better atmosphere than you can still enjoy
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 05, 2014, 01:01
 I've got a contract on my phone and a bad throat. I'm sure that I can pay for this contract, it's not very expensive at all, it's just that little voice at the back of my head asking what if I can't pay it for some reason? It's more curiosity, to be honest. I'm pretty sure that I'll be able to pay it. I guess it's just what happens when you start your first contract.

 Then my throat has decided that it would be a laugh to start hurting, and I think it's getting worse. How do you decide when to stay off college though? I want to take tomorrow off and go to the doctors and rest up with my medication before I absolutely need to take time off. I just feel bad about staying off, you know?

 I suppose... if I do stay off, I can pop into the shop after the doctors and pick up a Mixel thing... take my mind of my throat.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on March 05, 2014, 22:32
One of my best friends is sleeping rough tonight because he thought that one of his friends was gonna let him stop at his but he forgot to check to had had nowhere to go. He had one percent battery left on his phone and he tried to ring his Mum but she didn't pick up, it's too late for buses and it's too far to walk to his house so he's having to sleep on a park bench. I can't help him because I live half an hour away but I wish I could :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on March 05, 2014, 22:36
One of my best friends is sleeping rough tonight because he thought that one of his friends was gonna let him stop at his but he forgot to check to had had nowhere to go. He had one percent battery left on his phone and he tried to ring his Mum but she didn't pick up, it's too late for buses and it's too far to walk to his house so he's having to sleep on a park bench. I can't help him because I live half an hour away but I wish I could :(

Damn, that's terrible luck on his part. I hope everything goes well, exempting having to sleep on the park bench, which is bad in its own right.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on March 05, 2014, 23:38
Just gonna drink myself to sleep
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 06, 2014, 01:15
 Well.. tonight was pretty crap. I've been going out with this group for a few weeks now, for maybe a month. Anyway, the group is actually crap and I'm tired of them all. Spent tonight having to occupy myself because everyone went off and left me and two of my friends. It was genuinely crap.

 It's sad though, you know when everything starts and its all happy and flowery and you look forward to the next outing? It was like that. I used to be so hyped to go out again and see the girls, because they're a laugh, but now.. now it's just me going out in case something interesting happens.

 Me and my friend were talking about how bad it's been lately and I think we're just going to go out and buy ourselves a takeaway the next time that the night is that bad.
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Post by: Milsap on March 07, 2014, 22:40
That the blind downhill skiing at the Winter Paralympics doesn't actually involve the guide dogs.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 07, 2014, 22:54
i
i just
i've been freaking out over my former friends all week
like i'm terrified that everything that happened with them will happen with my friends now
realistically i know it's because the other two weren't nice at all
but like
when i was told for a year straight that it was because i was too sensitive sometimes i feel like that you know?
i mean i know that them calling me the r-word consistently and pushing me out was on them but it's like, i would call them out on the r-word thing and get the whole '*eye roll* it was a JOKE!!' thing like thanks bud but it being a joke doesn't really make me forget that i'm dyspraxic or make me stammer any less and i'm working things out and i guess it's just all scaring me a bit
because like, i've been making an effort to not fall into any traps like i did with them and i've just realised that it wasn't all on me and that these friends won't do that but it's still scary


it's just a lot for me to take in and sort through i guess
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 07, 2014, 23:46
my friend left our rp group even though he was one of the active rpers and now were just sitting here with like 3 active people in the group and i wanna cry bc its my first group of non abusive friends in a long time and theyre all just disbanding lmao

were trying to work around it but its so hard
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on March 15, 2014, 18:59
... The video game special ended. :c
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on March 15, 2014, 19:03
Saw these (http://www.projecttriforce.com/index.php?p=product&id=25), and thought they were the deposit price, being around £200 which I probably could have got for my birthday, then realise they were $1100, which works put at like £700, so I'll have to wait till Im 16 to get a job at the local Sainsburys and save for like 2-3 months =/

Blurgh.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on March 15, 2014, 20:35
I'm really not feeling today, don't even know why. Just feel extremely empty and lonely.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 17, 2014, 01:53
 Just the fact that I've had to get over something that could have been. It no-scoped me right in the feels.

 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 18, 2014, 16:47
i'm feeling nauseous at pretty much the worst time possible as i have a tech rehearsal in an hour and dang son they might suck but you can't miss them
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 18, 2014, 18:00
 I really hope Ukraine and Russia aren't shooting at each other at the moment. If they go to war, families will be destroyed and lives will be ruined and it just seems so tragic. I know it sound soppy but... yeah.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on March 18, 2014, 19:47
I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on March 19, 2014, 23:28
If you are planning to watch Ender's Game then I suggest you don't read this, spolierssssssss

So I thought, since I'm about to go to bed I should share the dream I had last night bc I've been thinking about it all day and wanting to cry.
Basically my dream was an alternate ending to Ender's Game where Ender came home immediately after the genocide of the Buggers and he/we found out that there was a secret cult of people who believed that what Ender had been made to do was wrong and they wanted to kill him (as they wouldn't have known that he didn't know the genocide was real). And I was like... One of Ender's best friends in the dream and we like hid from the secret cult in a place that was reminiscent of Johto in shape and eventually the cult found Ender and they just shot him at point blank range and like I was the only one there when it happened and I just couldn't stop crying in the dream.

This franchise has a vice grip on my heart and it keeps squeezing and I keep crying at Ender's Game like I've never cried at anything else this badly before I mean the original ending was sad enough but damn it brain why do you wanna hurt me so much?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Delicious_Scout on March 23, 2014, 20:57
As many of my other futile thoughts that are inside my mind, I am worried about my boxes. I don't like releasing others' Pokémon, since they are:


So, I have already dumped 4IV'd Woopers with Bold, Unaware, Stockpile, Recover and Encore. Darn.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on March 23, 2014, 21:39
IT work is stressing me up the [censored].

Why? Apparently I have not done all the work and that is because I sat on my backside and did very little...which was pathetically stupid of me.

But two other people are having their work checked by an examiner and if they haven't done well...nobody else in the class will get a grade from the subject.

Seriously...not good :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on March 23, 2014, 21:51
A girl was legally crossing in a crosswalk on Friday at about 4 P.M. EST in the city I live in. Some guy was speeding, ran a red light and hit her. She died an hour later.

On the street lamp on one side of the street that she was crossing, people had left their own little memorial for her. We passed by it today and I teared up a bit. She went to my brother's school. To think I passed by that spot only minutes after the incident and had no clue about what happened.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 24, 2014, 17:20
 Was doing squats on Friday and heard a lovely crunching noise... anyway, it was my knees and they're a little sensitive at the moment. The cold has really hit them and I've decided that I'll miss today's strength session, buy knee supports tomorrow and just do cardio until they feel okay.

 Every time I get back into the gym, my knees do something like this, or my ankle, or my foot. Something always crunches.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on March 24, 2014, 18:42
i tried to lead a big rp despite wanting to kill myself at the time
didn't end well and now i'm about one step away from throwing myself in front of a car because wow im a horrible person
i am cry

worst thing is none of my friends care 8)
wow i must be so appreciated
i help you with all of your problems, i listen, i be the best friend i can
but no i don't respond to the chat in like two weeks and nobody caaaaaaaares at all, not even a quick 'hi u ok' msg
i was set as online the whole time

i did however get this

Quote
You're literally John. You're an awkward, geeky leader with self-confidence issues and plenty of (wo)mangrit to beat your problems into the ground when s**t hits the ceiling-mounted whirling device. You are Rule63 John. And you need to fulfill your destiny.

i dont know what to feel
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on March 24, 2014, 23:41
Having one of those nights where I reflect in the darkness and hate how my life has developed, it's making me feel so low and empty. I really need something to help with this, bleh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on March 25, 2014, 00:49
i tried to lead a big rp despite wanting to kill myself at the time
didn't end well and now i'm about one step away from throwing myself in front of a car because wow im a horrible person
i am cry

worst thing is none of my friends care 8)

Don't kill yourself. That doesn't solve anything. The users here still like you..... ah wait, I'm one of those friends you're talking about. Well.... this is awkward.

I still care, I was just heavily multitasking and didn't think at the time. I'm sorry that I didn't say anything to you.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on March 25, 2014, 09:45
Just try not to hurt the people in the car when you throw yourself under it, kl?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on March 26, 2014, 02:36
 Gonna give these people new names for simplicity. This is pretty much a let out.



 My new sub-group are massively two faced and really broken. It's like... there's a certain dislike towards Jess in our group.

 Then my close friend, who really was my gatekeeper and let me into the group, is using Jess for her car and I'm guessing a lot of the group is too.

 Then we've pretty much come to terms that Clare is telling a group, that's stalking us, where we are. Clare really dislikes Jess and will spit venom about her when she's not here and as soon as she sees Jess, she'll chum up to her.

 Then my close friend has pretty much expressed how much of an attention seeker Mira is, so I'm guessing that she'll get slagged off.


 It's like... you know when you see something and it looks solid? Then you poke it with a stick and it crumbles? It's such a crap situation. I was relying on this group to sort of replace my college group, since my close friends wont be in college with me next year  :-/ Then I see how fragile things are and I really doubt that things will even last that long.

 Like, I probably said this before but, at the start of this college year, I went through a few months where I would just feel crippling loneliness. I lost a whole class of friends and it was really difficult to adjust to things. It even kept me up at night, how lonely I felt  :laugh:

 All in all, it left me feeling quite empty and out of touch. I still feel empty, but I've got company and I'm pretty happy now. I've had to teach myself how to be confident, since I would pretty much spill my spaghetti at the thought of talking to new people and stuff.

 I think that my personality has shaped up quite nicely. I'm still hateful towards mostly everyone, but I keep that to myself. Over the next few months, I'll try and work on my appearance... I have a strength session in roughly 15 hours. People say that you shouldn't go out of the way to please other people and I'm not. I do this because it pleases me to know that I'm better than what I was and that I'm still improving.

 Sorry about the rant  :laugh: I've been typing this on and off for about an hour or two.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on April 06, 2014, 01:12
My housemate who's probably one of my only friends has just found out her grandfather has had a heart attack and she's not letting me be there for her, I spent a good 40 minutes trying but she's gone solo. I don't want her to go through this on her own because of what happened before :(

I just want to see her happy, she doesn't deserve crap like this

Plus the usual I've wasted my life and everything sucks
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: the bread dragon on April 19, 2014, 02:19
my friend has iron defiency and collapsed today
shes okay but i cant help her or anything really because shes in london and im miles away and most of her school is making fun of her and uGH i just feel really bad for her
im able to talk to her and stuff but that doesnt do much good
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on April 19, 2014, 02:27
^London, England?! Dude, I thought you were American.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Specstile on April 19, 2014, 03:17
Even though i am just over halfway through university, i don't want it to end! I feel like i have developed as a person and made many friends! Just realized this when i have like no friends at home haha
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Richard and Blaziken on April 19, 2014, 03:25
I twisted my foot at work today. I'll be in bed for a while. =/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: the bread dragon on April 19, 2014, 11:49
^London, England?! Dude, I thought you were American.
yeah i am haha i know a good few from people from across the pond though
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SirBlaziken on April 19, 2014, 14:05
I twisted my foot at work today. I'll be in bed for a while. =/

Hope you heal swiftly.

Well, exams are coming up and I have this online Algebra course to do, but I can't find the inspiration or drive to study. Where has my passion for learning gone?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on April 19, 2014, 14:23
Was made to wave at people dressed as Easter bunnies at Tesco. There were so many people there too I just wanted to leave - I despise it when people dress as mascots they're just horrible and unnecessary, I didn't even like them as a child. This is saddening me because well idk they make me want to cry and give up on life haha
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on April 21, 2014, 23:11
People on a chat on a shiny hunting forum trying to prevent one of them from killing himself.

It suddenly becomes reversed and one of them who was stopping the other from doing it now feels horrible.

Give me strength.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Delicious_Scout on April 21, 2014, 23:17
People on a chat on a shiny hunting forum trying to prevent one of them from killing himself.

It suddenly becomes reversed and one of them who was stopping the other from doing it now feels horrible.

Give me strength!

Here's a supply of courage for you!
(http://i3.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/newsfeed/000/713/636/2d4.gif)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on April 21, 2014, 23:24
Back at sixth form tomorrow.


What a time to be alive.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on April 22, 2014, 00:48
 One of my friends is going to university up in North England, another friend is going into the city for Uni, and another friend is finding work. Two friends are taking on completely different courses to me and, all in all, I'm going to be left alone again.

 I only really hang out with two of my friends during breaks and dinners and neither of them will be in college next year. In regards to my well being, this is more or less an adapt or die situation. I'm going to need to start chilling with different people and it's going to feel horribly lonely for, what I imagine, the majority of next year.

 It's just knowing that this will happen. I get through it pretty well, it's just knowing what's going to happen.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on May 04, 2014, 23:39
*PKMN.net sighs in digust when they see Spriter posted in Saddening topic*

Ugh. I'm having one of those weird nights again ://////
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 08, 2014, 02:40
It's one of those nights where I've reached a really dark place again. I'm tired of it all. Wish I wasn't such a busta I wouldn't be like this.

EDIT: just found out my loan won't be coming in this term so I am literally screwed. Can't afford accommodation, can't afford bills, can't even afford to go home to try and find work. I don't have a clue what to do any more. It's completely my fault too.

DAMNIT.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on May 11, 2014, 20:32
mum's done her back in and i go and burn the dinner so she has to get up again my brother keeps yelling at us because he's trying to revise and if i hadn't gone and got myself injured six years ago none of this ever would've happened i'm literal scum someone please punch me
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: kindtocrows on May 11, 2014, 23:26
Google just reminded me today was mothers day and now I'm just depressed. Mothers day really sucks if you don't have a mother. Or, at least, she's never around and you haven't actually seen her in years... don't mind me, I'm just going to sit over here and be upset for a while. I'll be fine.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: the bread dragon on May 13, 2014, 02:36
my friends getting bullied and its like
bAd
and unfortunately
95% of its my fault
how do i get myself into these situations gaH
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on May 14, 2014, 20:03
Exam stress *sighs*

I had an English Language and a History exam today and though the English Language one went well I just have this horrible feeling that I've failed this exam (although I do have another one next week too) but I've got my Literature exam on Friday and I don't feel good about it at all.

This is really upsetting me because I know that I'm gonna do better in my least favourite subject (Media) than I am in my two favourites which means that I might have to continue doing Media next year and drop History or Lit and I just wanna cry because I don't want to have to drop things I like because I've failed them.

It's times like these when I believe God might be real and is telling me that I'm not cut out for Lit and History and that I shouldn't be doing them by making me fail my exams idk I just don't feel cut out for A-Levels at all. I feel too young for this amount of pressure. I feel like Year 6 SATs may still be too much for me. Absolutely no confidence in my own knowledge but what else can I even do.

The future looks dark, my friends.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on May 14, 2014, 20:45
In a similar vein to you in terms of exams, I feel like I've failed my Biology exam. Chemistry is absolutely horrible (says something when I mistype it easily), but Physics is actually pretty good. Physics might have to be an A to pull up the overall grade for additional science.

I am taking Biology at A-level, which isn't going to happen if I completely mess up my science. My A in core Biology wouldn't be enough to get me into the course without a decent additional Biology grade :(

I'm not concerned about getting 5 GCSEs A*-C, I'm confident I'll get the grades...just not in additional science. Fortunate that French / Sociology / English / Maths are easy to pass due to my skillset (not being cocky trying to be positive here!), and core science is a GCSE on its own.

I'd really really love an additional science grade too though :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 14, 2014, 20:49
Exam stress *sighs*

I had an English Language and a History exam today and though the English Language one went well I just have this horrible feeling that I've failed this exam (although I do have another one next week too) but I've got my Literature exam on Friday and I don't feel good about it at all.

This is really upsetting me because I know that I'm gonna do better in my least favourite subject (Media) than I am in my two favourites which means that I might have to continue doing Media next year and drop History or Lit and I just wanna cry because I don't want to have to drop things I like because I've failed them.

It's times like these when I believe God might be real and is telling me that I'm not cut out for Lit and History and that I shouldn't be doing them by making me fail my exams idk I just don't feel cut out for A-Levels at all. I feel too young for this amount of pressure. I feel like Year 6 SATs may still be too much for me. Absolutely no confidence in my own knowledge but what else can I even do.

The future looks dark, my friends.

the future's definitely not dark, if you're finding this year tough they you can talk with the people at 6th Form and they should let you retake the year so you feel more comfortable about doing your A Levels. It's what I should have done but instead I just crammed all the work into summer of Y13. Failing isn't a bad thing, if anything it allows you to build and learn from this. If History and English Lit are the two you want to focus on then despite the grades you should be allowed to carry on with them too. A Level is more of a process to determine what you really want to do in life and if you're so determined on those two subjects then you make it clear you want to do them otherwise you will end up not doing what you enjoy and it'll make higher education feel a waste.

I know exams and stuff are stressful but it's okay. I'm not saying take it easy by any means but don't overly stress about them. There are alternatives which may take longer to get what you want but they will get the same end result. That's the great thing about being Y12 because it doesn't have to be so easy immediately. Taking longer is not a bad thing =]
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on May 14, 2014, 21:01
I'm not really sure what to say other than that this has cheered me up a lot. I know there's the possibility of retaking exams to get better grades although I'd much rather be safe in the knowledge that I'd done well this year and then just focus on my actual A2s next year but this stuff has made me reconsider. I've definitely gotten the kick up the back side I well and truly deserved this year but to be fair. I think the only reason that I'm so stressed over these exams is because I have a lot to live up to. Both my parents and my bother did A levels and they all did unbelievably well and I feel like I have to match their grades which were like all As whereas I'm finding it hard to even get Cs and even though my family are being really supportive I just feel that if I don't even meet my targets (Cs) I'll be letting them down because they're all like prodigies and then I'm just... not at all. idk. Thanks for cheering me up though  :)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 14, 2014, 21:08
I'm not really sure what to say other than that this has cheered me up a lot. I know there's the possibility of retaking exams to get better grades although I'd much rather be safe in the knowledge that I'd done well this year and then just focus on my actual A2s next year but this stuff has made me reconsider. I've definitely gotten the kick up the back side I well and truly deserved this year but to be fair. I think the only reason that I'm so stressed over these exams is because I have a lot to live up to. Both my parents and my bother did A levels and they all did unbelievably well and I feel like I have to match their grades which were like all As whereas I'm finding it hard to even get Cs and even though my family are being really supportive I just feel that if I don't even meet my targets (Cs) I'll be letting them down because they're all like prodigies and then I'm just... not at all. idk. Thanks for cheering me up though  :)

That mentality really isn't the best way to approach it though, the only comparisons you should be making is with yourself. There's no point trying to compare it to family or whoever else because  it's ultimately how you perform that dictates your grades and everyone's natural intelligence, academic intelligence and retention of information is different. I always used to compare myself to family and friends and that ultimately caused me to underachieve massively. You should set your own targets based on your own ability as that's the best way to constantly improve. Your family being supportive shows that what they did isn't relevant and they just want to see you do the best you can =]

Just thought I'd be helpful since I made a lot of mistakes and I'd rather not see anyone make the same ones ^^;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on May 14, 2014, 23:44
 Just this sociology exam tomorrow. I'm personally confident but I'm fully aware of the fact that this might be the first test that I outright fail.

 The only way I can describe it is playing an RPG and fully upgrading all your equipment and weapons, magic, whatever and going into a cave and finding the boss you wanted to fight was still 10 levels higher than you.

 It's sort of... I'm as prepared as I can be and I'll look through my booklet in the morning for last minute concepts but there's a high chance that I will fail and I would have wasted a year doing so. It's not bad considering that I don't like sociology but A2 sociology is all about ethnic groups and crime and stuff and I really want to do it.

 I suppose, I'll try and do my best with this and revise like crazy for the ethnicity paper next week.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 15, 2014, 04:18
just wanna talk about my feelings to one person without them making it about them and trying to one up me

"i doubt theyd care much if i left anyway"
"theyd care even less if i left"

thanks but consider this: shut up about yourself and listen to me like you never do for like 5 minutes please lol
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on May 15, 2014, 09:38
^ one of my friends does that as well its so annoying. "My problems/life are worse than yours waaaa because xyz"
hope you're okay though!
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 17, 2014, 11:41
sat here in my jammies cause it's, y'know, hot as heck, and only one of my windows open and the motorway is really loud today and there is no wind
why god why
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on May 21, 2014, 21:59
I've got my two least favourite exams tomorrow, and on the same day too :(

Like.... English Poetry is the most stupid thing on any curriculum ever, what does it matter if we can understand poetry? The English course is way too full of analysis and not enough creativeness imo =/

And Human Geography is just evil in every sense of the word =/ I can't do it at all, like in my mock I got a really high A in physical geography and an A in my coursework but then a D in human geography =/

And they're both like 1h30m - 1h45m >_>
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on May 21, 2014, 22:27
Like.... English Poetry is the most stupid thing on any curriculum ever, what does it matter if we can understand poetry? The English course is way too full of analysis and not enough creativeness imo =/

I don't particularly like poetry either. Do you get an unseen poem question? They're pretty easy apparently.

Animal Farm is a book I can't stand, and that's an exam tomorrow :( It's fine if you throw Of Mice and Men at me but not Animal Farm :/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on May 21, 2014, 22:30
I don't particularly like poetry either. Do you get an unseen poem question? They're pretty easy apparently.

Animal Farm is a book I can't stand, and that's an exam tomorrow :( It's fine if you throw Of Mice and Men at me but not Animal Farm :/

Yeah, we get an unseen, and I've always struggle with them because I overanalyse when the mark scheme only asks for really obvious things =/

And I don't like Animal Farm much either, but I actually prefered it to OMAM xD Had that exam on Tuesday, and it was half easy half /impossible/, which unfortunately doesn't give a brilliant grade xD
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on May 21, 2014, 22:36
Stop dissing English, man, not cool.

Poetry is fun.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on May 21, 2014, 22:38
Yeah, we get an unseen, and I've always struggle with them because I overanalyse when the mark scheme only asks for really obvious things =/

And I don't like Animal Farm much either, but I actually prefered it to OMAM xD Had that exam on Tuesday, and it was half easy half /impossible/, which unfortunately doesn't give a brilliant grade xD

I did too on Tuesday...I liked the OMAM exam (haha totally thinking of a different thing when I use OMAM instead xD) to be honest. Thankfully I knew a lot about context, which helped a tonne. Animal Farm is horrible though, there is context but it's horrible to remember what each character represents. Good luck with your exams though and don't worry too much.

(and back to sadness D:)

I prefer creative writing though so hmph. *shrugs*

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on May 21, 2014, 23:05
I think Animal Farm's more interesting. I wish we'd had that over OMAM. OMAM is just like let's kill the nice guy and the moral of the story is that you'll never achieve your dreams.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on May 22, 2014, 09:00
It's not the end of the world if you fail your exams, just do the best you can. Yes it's horrible come August to see the result you didn't want but you can always resit next year.
I kinda miss doing exams, instead of just having one deadline for all your work -_-
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on May 22, 2014, 11:24
we're stuck doing lord of the flies and uuuuggggghh i read it in year 8 and hated it but i love to kill a mockingbird so i guess you win some and you lose some


i loved animal farm so much that i read 1984 right afterwards though and yeah they were p disturbing and yeah i thought i was the cleverest 'i read orwell books so i know everything there is to know about marxism and communism' person ever, but all of that aside - they were pretty interesting books and idk maybe it's because we did animal farm in year 9 for some reason so there wasn't as much in the way of pressure
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on May 22, 2014, 15:39
You were all doing Orwell and crap and I was there with the second most boring play ever (after Abigail's Party) - the Crucible, OMAM and War Poetry and I still like Lit more than you guys. Although War Poetry was fantastic.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on May 22, 2014, 16:07
lol no i'm doing the crucible as well but what's abigail's party is it about abigail throwing a party?
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on May 22, 2014, 16:11
You were all doing Orwell and crap and I was there with the second most boring play ever (after Abigail's Party) - the Crucible, OMAM and War Poetry and I still like Lit more than you guys. Although War Poetry was fantastic.

Hey, the only thing I don't really like is doing AF and poetry...isn't too bad really, but some of the poems are annoying. I like Literature otherwise :P

In general I did War Poems / Animal Farm / OMAM / An Inspector Calls (which was pretty fun to do honestly) and a few other things during GCSE English (I say I did because I'm virtually finished after today's exam).

I'm starting to get close to leaving and well...it might be hard to see others leave, but I'm ok with that for now.

inb4 tears on last day
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on May 22, 2014, 16:28
I wish we'd done An Inspector Calls, I've seen it, it's really good!

Abigail's Party is about a group of adults who throw a party whilst Abigail (one of the character's daughters) has another party, which we never see, down the road. Basically everyone gets drunk and then one of them dies and it's supposed to be a comedy or a comedy/drama but it isn't comedic or dramatic and I had to write like 1500 words about how funny it is. I hate that play.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on May 22, 2014, 16:30
Hey, the only thing I don't really like is doing AF and poetry...isn't too bad really, but some of the poems are annoying. I like Literature otherwise :P

In general I did War Poems / Animal Farm / OMAM / An Inspector Calls (which was pretty fun to do honestly) and a few other things during GCSE English (I say I did because I'm virtually finished after today's exam).

I'm starting to get close to leaving and well...it might be hard to see others leave, but I'm ok with that for now.

inb4 tears on last day

They're the exact things I did in English, which is odd when there's about 20 books to choose from and 4 poetry anthologies xD

And I'm sad because my friend answered the wrong question on the geography paper and now she's really worried she's going to fail horribly =/
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on May 22, 2014, 16:31
of mice and men was jokes lenny got blazed up
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 22, 2014, 17:53
I wish I got to do Animal Farm in school. Then again Of Mice and Men led to some pretty special accents from my teacher lol
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Inferna on May 22, 2014, 18:07
When I did English we did To Kill a Mockingbird, Chocolat, the Shawshank Redemption, Macbeth and a bunch of sad poems, one was the war photographer and another about Marilyn Monroe. Obviously not all in the same year!

the english department in my school liked picking depressing stuff, i'm pretty sure in first year we studied Edgar Allan Poe's the black cat?? Also Skellig and the Tulip Touch.

On the flipside we watched this amazing film in second year:
(http://www.youknowyoulovefashion.com/storage/gossipgirl/season6/0610/0610inconceivable.jpg)

(props if you know what it is from lmao)
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on May 22, 2014, 18:13
Well my school's English department was a little messed up because the head of English had to have a triple heart bypass and then decided he'd cut down on teaching and did another job in the school so they started changing everything and then one night I stayed in the English department for an open evening and now the school runs my syllabus for English up until year 9.

I suggested:
Year 7 - Holes by Louis Sachar (love it love it love it)
Year 8 - The Importance of Being Earnest by Oscar Wilde (fabbby book)
Year 9 - Start OMAM early but chuck in some Macbeth too.

guess which books turned up in the delivery bay a couple of weeks later? all those listed.

I pretty much ran that school last year.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 22, 2014, 18:17
for gcse i recall doing an inspector calls and of mice and men. my brother did an inspector calls and about a boy

also i'm sad that anyone would vote ukip. why. why would you do that.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 22, 2014, 20:07
I also had to do Educating Rita. Not even Michael Caine could salvage that one.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on May 22, 2014, 20:54
My mum loves Educating Rita.  I've never seen or read it, but I like some of Willy Russell's other work so idk.


worst i've read at school was journey to the river sea in year seven, which i'd already read and was just really boring both times imo
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 24, 2014, 17:48
Jonny Wilkinson's putting on a masterclass right now

why does he have to retire? ;;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 25, 2014, 05:29
people trying to say elliot rodgers shooting a bunch of women for not sleeping with him isnt a feminist issue and basically trying to deny the fact that this was just one big solid case of male entitlement lol :')

"hes just sick in the head!" yeah youd like that to be the case wouldnt you
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 25, 2014, 14:09
people trying to say elliot rodgers shooting a bunch of women for not sleeping with him isnt a feminist issue and basically trying to deny the fact that this was just one big solid case of male entitlement lol :')

"hes just sick in the head!" yeah youd like that to be the case wouldnt you

tbf it's an extreme reaction to male entitlement. There are loads of people who are in a similar boat to him and you don't see them pulling the trigger like that. Plus there are probably more issues to it than that...
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on May 25, 2014, 15:51
Plus there are probably more issues to it than that...

enlighten us then webbz

what "other issues" could possibly justify a bratty child of a man to murder women for nothing other than his own self-importance
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 25, 2014, 17:11
what "other issues" could possibly justify a bratty child of a man to murder women for nothing other than his own self-importance

I dunno but being just a bratty child of a man wouldn't lead to that much murder in a regular circumstance
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on May 25, 2014, 17:22
 The guy could have felt humiliated or something, it could have been the only way he could have felt it was possible to get equal. I'll admit that I haven't even read about this so... eh, I don't really care about the case.


 
 It just hit me that I probably wont be able to meet up with any friends from college through the summer. It seems that the majority of them have social anxiety or want to get drunk. I don't drink so it's sucky.
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 25, 2014, 17:40
The guy could have felt humiliated or something, it could have been the only way he could have felt it was possible to get equal. I'll admit that I haven't even read about this so... eh, I don't really care about the case.

Humiliation doesn't lead to murder though, or at least shouldn't.
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Post by: the bread dragon on May 25, 2014, 18:06
Humiliation doesn't lead to murder though, or at least shouldn't.
I dont think he was trying to justify it
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on May 25, 2014, 18:30
I dunno but being just a bratty child of a man wouldn't lead to that much murder in a regular circumstance

either you're backtracking or it was clumsy wording but it almost looked like you were somehow defending or sympathising with the dude

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The guy could have felt humiliated or something, it could have been the only way he could have felt it was possible to get equal. I'll admit that I haven't even read about this so... eh, I don't really care about the case.

a dude takes out his frustrations on being generally unlikeable and thus unable to get girls by shooting them dead because its the girls' fault and not his, so the dude thinks/thought

its part of this whole patriachial values thing that still depressingly lingers, essentially the whole "dudes thinking they have god given rights to things purely cos of the small organ between their legs and throwing a tantrum when denied" thing
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Post by: sylar on May 25, 2014, 21:13
the guys also very anti-black racist as well as misogynistic
he followed the mens rights activism youtube channels and forums closely and absorbed everything they said

all this teaches anyone is that if youre a woman you sleep with dudes who ask you to sleep with them or risk death. thinking you have the right to murder a woman because she refuses to sleep with you or go out with you isnt an acceptable reaction to humiliation. thinking girls have to sleep with you because youre a white man is even less so.

theres no way to deny this is just blatant sexism or just the result of mental illness. he was mentally ill, sexist, misogynistic, and entitled, theres no way to justify what he did and the fact people are trying to by saying he just felt humiliated or is just mentally ill is actually a lot of whats wrong with this bs lol.
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on May 25, 2014, 22:59
I dont think he was trying to justify it

I know, I was just highlighting the fact that in most circumstances humiliation wouldn't lead to that consequence ;)

either you're backtracking or it was clumsy wording but it almost looked like you were somehow defending or sympathising with the dude

My post wasn't really clear I guess. I'd never defend anything like that lol

It's pretty clear that there was something wrong with him and his extreme views led him to that sort of action. Thought sylar's post initially was just blaming it on his views which judging by the last post wasn't the case.

Misinterpretations all round.
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on May 25, 2014, 23:12
six people (four men, two women) lost their lives to that guy. the police were apparently notified of his videos/intent about a week before it happened, but no action was taken. 
 
to be honest that's what pisses me off the most about this, aside from people using it as fuel for their agendas, which i'm seeing all over tumblr and similar places. 
 
that plus the one article which calls the pick-up artist forums he frequented "MRA sites" for some reason lets out a whole OTHER storm of people bickering due to their movement being dragged into it and i just. 

people are dead. people are dead because a twisted individual's warped view of the world led to him shooting and stabbing people. 
 
this is an individual whose name is all over the internet and who is becoming famous when nobody knows the name of his victims: hell, some people don't even know the gender of his victims. because they're not as exciting as trying to pin the blame of his agenda. 
i shouldn't be this annoyed/disheartened 
 
sorry for ranting, this isn't aimed at anyone in particular i guess. except for media sites? what's new
 
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on May 25, 2014, 23:31
 We don't need to take a "Tumblr Social Justice" stance because those people are, generally, cretins.

 It's going to be interesting to see how this story folds out over the month. What happens in these cases? Does anyone go to court or anything? It's pretty much set in stone that he's a murderer.
 
 
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Post by: Spriter on May 26, 2014, 14:51
We don't need to take a "Tumblr Social Justice" stance because those people are, generally, cretins.

 It's going to be interesting to see how this story folds out over the month. What happens in these cases? Does anyone go to court or anything? It's pretty much set in stone that he's a murderer.

The guy himself is dead, right? Not much you can do for that if the murderer is dead anyways.

Still, those who were killed...man. I'm not getting the fuss over the murderer. As SM said, he's becoming famous and his victims are pretty much unknown. Makes me a little sad really ._.
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Post by: the bread dragon on May 26, 2014, 20:44
dont get me started on tumblr sjw like they can get away from me plzkthxbye
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on May 26, 2014, 21:05
 I just looked sjw up on Tumblr and there's some posts about the shooting... :T Like... there's a side to Tumblr that really is a cancer to the site.

 
 

 On a shiggly diggly different note. It's just gone 9 and I haven't had my cup of tea yet. I'm going to make one before I go through withdrawal or something.
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Post by: Del on June 01, 2014, 14:44
the terrible puns just don't end ;~;
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on June 01, 2014, 14:45
I spent last night and this morning watching various montages and interviews of Jonny Wilkinson, why does he have to retire? Absolute icon of British sport, it makes me so so sad :(

sniped

lol my bad
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Post by: Spriter on June 01, 2014, 14:51
The lack of Mario Kart 8 and a Wii U is too saddening. For shame...
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on June 01, 2014, 14:52
The lack of Mario Kart 8 and a Wii U is too saddening. For shame...

this too, it looks so fun! Reminds me of before Christmas too when me and my housemates would stay up until 2am playing Mario Kart, was so much fun

I used tilt controls back then too haha
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Post by: Wolstenholme on June 01, 2014, 15:12
I just remembered about how my computer made me leave the game of CAH last night and now I'm kinda upset bc I missed some of the fun and also had no way of telling everyone what happened. It just looked like me being rude which it wasn't
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Post by: the bread dragon on June 01, 2014, 15:18
thats a rude computer
the same has happened to me, I missed out because of a dead battery once or twice, shame :[
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on June 01, 2014, 22:28
 This lad who went to the same college as me passed away last night. It's shocking considering how young he was.
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Post by: Shaymin on June 03, 2014, 21:26
just found out through facebook that my paternal grandfather has dementia and is in a care home. i'm happy he's finally in a damn care home but i'm just kind of sad about it i guess
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Post by: Inferna on June 03, 2014, 22:57
I never thought I'd say this but I'm done with my best friend :') the stress and anger he's caused over the past few months is just got to a point where I cba with him right now.
He's just so self centered and any advice you give just gets thrown back in your face. The worst is the lying though omfg
We were supposed to be going to London for like 2 maybe 3 days and he's just started a new job but told the manager at his interview he had it booked. Apparently he can't go on it now even though he said 'the job is physically depressing me'
So, he'd much rather work at a crappy job than do one last fun thing as friends before he goes off to college??
I honestly think he's lying though and I hate liars just tell me the truth instead of humming and hawing about it.
He's been so passive aggressive through texts and stuff and takes like 10 hours to reply to a simple question. I jokingly said last night "it'd be nice if you never took like 3 years to reply :L" and I just got back I'm busy...... Sorry. The :L face might have been a clue I was joking maybe??????

No it just makes me sad that our friendship has went down the gutter recently, I'm always the one to pick up the pieces but when I'm needing advice? Ha fat chance.

Sorry for the humongous rant needed to get that off my chest lol
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on June 04, 2014, 02:26
I feel really down and I can't even explain why. It's weird... I don't like it one bit.
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Post by: the bread dragon on June 05, 2014, 00:45
blehh just talked a friend out of suicide e.e
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Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on June 15, 2014, 21:10
Chris' habitual lying.

It's such stupid things he lies about too, and I don't really care about the things he lies about just the fact he lies to me =/ It's not like it's just once either, it's about so many things and it just hurts every time he does.

And when I say stupid things, I mean literally the most trivial things ever, and I think that kinda makes it worse, because it's so pointless =/
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Post by: Wolstenholme on June 15, 2014, 21:26
Saw a post by my 'best friend' on social media and realised that we haven't spoke since late March.

We went to different sixth forms and for the first couple of months it's felt wrong to call anyone else my best friend because that's what she is but idk, I've texted her a couple of times lately and she hasn't replied and I've tried to make plans but she's always busy. I don't feel like I can keep a strong 'best friend' commitment to someone who doesn't seem to want to make the effort with me.

But I don't want to lose her because we've been like twins since year 7. It's just hard when she lives a 40 minute drive away and we don't see each other five days a week like we used to. I knew going to different sixth forms would make 'best friend time' sparse but not like this. idk I feel empty without her.

I can also hardly call any of my new friends 'best friends' either because they all have someone else and they always post about how they appreciate one another and about all the great times they're having but no one ever says that stuff about me. I just feel like someone up there doesn't want me to have close friends for whatever reason...
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on June 15, 2014, 22:09
^ I think that's just one of the major sad points of growing up really, some of the people who you were so close to you end up becoming distant to and it hurts, but I guess the strength of real friendship is having those times away from them but as soon as you hang out or even just speak with them again it'd be like nothing's changed. It's kinda bittersweet in a way.

I do wish I was still close to some of the people I was before though. Had some real awesome times with some people I haven't spoke to in years =[
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on June 16, 2014, 21:00
 Shiggy diggy do, I'm going to have to spend my last few weeks in college by myself because my friends have all finished or are going to university :laugh:

 It's nice to have quiet time but it's crap when you don't have someone to talk to.
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Post by: Spriter on June 17, 2014, 14:03
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/entertainment-arts-27859559 (http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/entertainment-arts-27859559)

Damn shame that he's dead :(
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Post by: Liam on June 17, 2014, 22:33
So that chemistry exam was terrible. :(
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Post by: Wolstenholme on June 19, 2014, 17:31
I stopped going to choir just before exam season but still expected to be asked to sing at the concerts they did/are doing over summer as I knew all the songs/notes etc. but no one ever sent me a letter with the dates on and I just saw on social media, a video/sound clip from a concert they did the other day and I'm in tears like why did I ever leave secondary school take me back.
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Post by: Richard and Blaziken on June 21, 2014, 10:18
I've had a really bad day and am really in need of a hug, but my girlfriend will be several states away from me until Monday, and our work schedules next week conflict so much that we won't even have a day to spend together. :(
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on June 21, 2014, 22:05
it's our oldest member of youth theatre's (and one of our most amazing people's) last ever show with us tomorrow and she almost cried today so tomorrow's going to be proper emotional and aaaarrrgh i don't want her to leave
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on June 23, 2014, 23:26
Having one of those nights where I've just had enough.
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Post by: q.c.™ on June 24, 2014, 22:03
I slept on my neck the wrong way now I have to hold my head at an awkward angle all day
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on June 25, 2014, 06:09
So my body's like "lol you're not getting any sleep", last time it did this I was in a really bad place. 2014 sucks.
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Post by: Shaymin on June 26, 2014, 18:04
looking through some pictures on my parents camera and find the last pictures i took of my guinea pigs before all three of them passed away in the space of two months

i know it sounds dumb but i'd had them since i was 14 and they were a big part of my life. they might not have been a dog or a cat or a horse or whatever most people think are great animals to have, but they were dumb and funny and cuddly and had huge personalities for such docile little things

i miss them so much. i have three more who are gonna last til i'm in my mid twenties, but they're not the same. they don't have the same personalities (biscuit was very affectionate, waffle quite big and tough but a big softie in reality and cookie was skittish but sweet. twinkie is kind of aggressive but she's still good, philly can be an ass and she's really tetchy but i love her, and snackerjack is just a greedy butt).

i just wish i'd taken them out of their cages more to cuddle them or take pictures or film them cause they were such lovely pets.

i think the worst part of all is that i wasn't there to see biscuit or cookie go, but i held waffle in my arms when she died and it really hurts to think they're gone now. granted had they been dogs/cats i would have been distraught anyway, but they were my first real pet i could love. i had gerbils and hamsters before them and though i loved them too, they never really lasted long enough to make much of an impact with me as a kid. so when i lost biscuit, then waffle and then cookie all within weeks of each other, i guess it was one of the final nails in the coffin as to me leaving uni. if i had chosen chester as my firm rather than my insurance i wouldn't have been away and i could have said goodbye and

wow what an essay i'm a big emotional baby
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Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on June 26, 2014, 22:09
^awh, I think pets you have as a teenager mean more to you than at any other time of life. Still can't get over that my persian cat died and that was 2 years ago now. Didn't cry at my nan's funeral but I cried for months over him. Pets are always reliable and there to hug, huh?

On a related note, I had a hand-rear crow fledge yesterday. I'm happy that he's grown up and chosen to fly away but I can't help worry about how he is and if he's finding enough food. That's the hardest thing about rescue and rehabilitation, the not knowing. Ho hum~ he's had a better shot at life than where he was found surrounded by cats :>
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on June 26, 2014, 23:09
You ever get that feeling that you don't actually belong anywhere? Like, I always had trouble properly fitting in when I was younger and even at times when I thought I had it turned out that I really hadn't. Now I'm a little older and just as lonely as I did at times as a kid, even after all the highs I've had within friend groups or relationships. Every situation I've seemed to have found myself in has always ended with a bitter taste and a long-lasting feeling of regret and I know I can never really rectify the wrongs I've made.

It's just making me feel like I'm better off just being a loner so I don't upset others and don't hurt myself but at the same time I feel like I don't want to be that at all. It's real conflicting and it's just making me feel so empty.

If only life was easy, eh?
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Post by: RocketMember002 on June 26, 2014, 23:23
You ever get that feeling that you don't actually belong anywhere? Like, I always had trouble properly fitting in when I was younger and even at times when I thought I had it turned out that I really hadn't. Now I'm a little older and just as lonely as I did at times as a kid, even after all the highs I've had within friend groups or relationships. Every situation I've seemed to have found myself in has always ended with a bitter taste and a long-lasting feeling of regret and I know I can never really rectify the wrongs I've made.

It's just making me feel like I'm better off just being a loner so I don't upset others and don't hurt myself but at the same time I feel like I don't want to be that at all. It's real conflicting and it's just making me feel so empty.

If only life was easy, eh?

I find the key is to balance how much time you spend with people. Some people are just naturally less social, forcing it won't end well. I spend around 1 night a week (outside of time on campus when I'm with them anyway) with my friends doing w/e but the rest is my outcast gaming time. Anything more than that and I get grumpy.
That or you're just a terrible person. But I think you're pretty cool.
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Post by: SirBlaziken on June 27, 2014, 02:58
^awh, I think pets you have as a teenager mean more to you than at any other time of life. Still can't get over that my persian cat died and that was 2 years ago now. Didn't cry at my nan's funeral but I cried for months over him. Pets are always reliable and there to hug, huh?

That is so true. I've never had a pet die, but still, that was beautiful.
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Post by: q.c.™ on June 27, 2014, 05:35
It's just making me feel like I'm better off just being a loner so I don't upset others and don't hurt myself but at the same time I feel like I don't want to be that at all. It's real conflicting and it's just making me feel so empty.

You just haven't found people that 1) put up with your BS, 2) whose BS you can put up with.

I was coming here to say that I have a "friend" who has been unpleasant to me lately and I told him off and now he's not speaking to me because, quite frankly, I got tired of his BS and he doesn't want to talk to someone who isn't kissing his behind. We've all got our little quirks and problems but sometimes it causes a clash, and sometimes you find people that understand you for who you are and don't make you feel bad when you're around them. I'm upset that this person I thought was so great turned out to be annoying and our friendship is on the rocks because he's incapable of being polite to the people that care about him.
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on June 27, 2014, 06:00
You just haven't found people that 1) put up with your BS, 2) whose BS you can put up with.

trust me, it's not a problem with putting up with other people's problems, I'm perfectly fine with that, the fact it makes me stop thinking about mine and lets me try and help them makes me feel better. It's usually later on down the line where my problems come up that things start to go wrong ^^;

let's just say I'm not good at handling my own problems around other people
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Post by: Spriter on June 29, 2014, 00:55
Well those friends are gone now :(

I'll live without them fine, but they were pretty amazing in getting me back on track after all that drama. More friends to come in the future though! Probably for the best too, I'm pretty sure I might have been close to crushing on one of them x_x
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Post by: SirBlaziken on June 30, 2014, 18:26
Just saw the music video for Castle of Glass by Linkin Park. The fact that this situation happens every day to the families of soldiers is saddening. To top it off, the little boy in the video could be me someday.
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Post by: lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes on June 30, 2014, 18:58
Just saw the music video for Castle of Glass by Linkin Park. The fact that this situation happens every day to the families of soldiers is saddening. To top it off, the little boy in the video could be me someday,

did it seriously take a music video from a early 2000s nu-metal band (which is somehow still making music?????) for you to understand that
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Post by: sylar on June 30, 2014, 19:06
in linkin parks defence

a light that never comes is PRETTY LEGIT in terms of "keep this off the soundsystem if you want me to keep my shirt on at all this summer" value
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Post by: SirBlaziken on June 30, 2014, 21:34
did it seriously take a music video from a early 2000s nu-metal band (which is somehow still making music?????) for you to understand that

Umm.... no. I've understood it for a long time. I've also seen it happen to people. I was just thinking about how it could actually happen to me and then thought about the people who it actually happens to, every day, which is the harsh reality. I'm not some ignorant, insensitive twit who has completely and total apathy for others.
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Post by: the bread dragon on July 02, 2014, 00:12
one of the worst feelings in the world is not being able to help someone who needs it, and thats what im at right now

an interwebz friend of mine is going through some very tough times right now (i wont go imto details) and the only way I can help is words on a screen, which isnt enough really.
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on July 02, 2014, 00:33
one of the worst feelings in the world is not being able to help someone who needs it, and thats what im at right now

an interwebz friend of mine is going through some very tough times right now (i wont go imto details) and the only way I can help is words on a screen, which isnt enough really.

You'd be surprised how much words on a screen can help though, even the smallest stuff can have the biggest impact on people... but yeah there's some stuff which it won't help with ^^;

dunno where I was going with this, sorry =/
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Post by: the bread dragon on July 02, 2014, 00:43
^yeah, they can surely help a lot but theres nothing better tham a big ol' hug sometimes =P
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on July 02, 2014, 00:50
^yeah, they can surely help a lot but theres nothing better tham a big ol' hug sometimes =P

oh, for sure =P
especially if you get a good hug =]
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Post by: the bread dragon on July 02, 2014, 00:55
no such thing as a bad hug ^_^;;
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Post by: sylar on July 09, 2014, 03:04
tfw you cant cry even though you really want to and youre beginning to realise how much you effed up when you started completely hiding and denying your feelings of depression for the sake of not bumming others out because now you just feel empty and confused all the time and guilty for feeling miserable and alone

but youre still worried about bothering people if you talk to them about how depressed you are

and your abusive ex made it night impossible for you to return to therapy without feeling guilty or worried someone might kill themselves while youre there because thats what he always said hed do to avoid letting you go and then when you went anyway and came back hed avoid responding to you or anyone else for a day just to teach you a lesson by making you think hed really killed himself
every time
and youd always fall for it because what if this time its for real?

someone might kill themselves while im trying to sort out my head and itll be all my fault for not staying with them and being there whenever they need me

i want to drink until i pass out but my kidneys are too messed up and i got told to avoid alcohol completely for the next few days until my antibiotics run out and theres significant improvement

but im at the point where im wondering if i should just go for it because idk sometimes i still kinda wish i could die i guess

im a very selfish and weak person

sorry this post is really stupid
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Post by: Liam on July 10, 2014, 19:52
damn no jam left
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on July 10, 2014, 20:40
Was meant to see my little brother tomorrow but I'm just throwing up a lot and I don't want to go and make him sick, gonna try taking this powder stuff (although it went off in 2009 so it might make me so much worse...) but yeah, put me in quite a crap conundrum =[
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Post by: Wolstenholme on July 11, 2014, 16:54
Nico Rosberg (F1 driver) got married today like woah, bae, I thought we were forever.


I named my fish after him and he didn't marry me. My heart is broken. Also, his wife is gorgeous. Why Nico?
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Post by: OpalRhea on July 12, 2014, 14:34
Just watched Cabaret live, and oh god that final scene had me weeping.
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Post by: Spriter on July 13, 2014, 16:21
Starting to feel like I'm starting to fall apart from all the trash going on in my life -__-
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on July 14, 2014, 00:42
Starting to feel like I'm starting to fall apart from all the trash going on in my life -__-

Don't let the crap bring you down because it's a long and hard road to recovery once you get into a low state. It's all about remaining mentally and emotionally strong and powering through so you can achieve what you want to and be able to look back with a smile on your face.

Just know that if you need someone to talk / vent to about it (this applies to anyone too, I'm all ears) then don't be afraid to talk to me. I'm always willing to help =]
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Post by: Richard and Blaziken on July 16, 2014, 06:58
Had a really awful day and no one to talk to about it. I'm literally getting sick from stress and I can't take a vacation because it's all coming from home. Just 3-4 more months and I can start saving for my own place...
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Post by: Wolstenholme on July 16, 2014, 21:26
Hombo is a sick baby - he has problems with his *ahem* stools - this makes me sad because he's an old man now. He's 8 and if he's ill for much longer it could - could - be the end of my little boy. We're going away for two weeks on Friday though and he's staying with my granddad but I'm pretty sure I'll spend the whole time worrying about my baby bird.


Hombo better get through this because if he doesn't then I will cry for decades. He better live until he's 100 years old so I never have to live without him.
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 17, 2014, 16:13
lol 100% sure i've failed my grade 4


fun times
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on July 18, 2014, 02:00
I don't really want to do today, I just want to sleep tbh
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Post by: Shaymin on July 19, 2014, 03:19
it's thundering i don't like it i want ot sleep
(http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-hbrPZAH8bus/U4CNiYtk-KI/AAAAAAAABzc/nbhbGD7wWqY/s1600/PotterFreakOut.gif)
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Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on July 19, 2014, 21:20
I'm not the kind of person that likes living in the same place for too long and now that I'm home after being away I want to move again :c

I don't know why this makes me sad but it does.
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Post by: Shaymin on July 21, 2014, 16:33
i'm sick of the way my dad is treating me i feel like utter crap because of him
he says i never do anything around the house because usually my chores are done by the time he gets home so obviously if i sit and do nothing whilst he's around i'm lazy and do nothing even if it's my brother who does nothing around the house
i'm just trying to stop cryingg but i can't because i'm a stupid dumb baby
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Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on July 21, 2014, 17:57
 ^ Awh, man  :'( It's not going to mean much from me, but I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to. I've been in the same kind of situations  :(





 It's going to sound sappy but I'm genuiely bummed by all the fighting going on at the moment. We have Ukraine defending itself from Russia and we have the fighting between the Muslims and the Jewish people going on but I can't remember the name to save my life. It's just that people are getting slaughtered and amongst these casualties are children and people who never wanted to be part of this and it's just horrible.

 Then again, it's probably part of growing up? Slowly becoming more aware of the suffering in the world and developing empathy and stuff. It's just horrible to think that this stuff is going on.


Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on July 21, 2014, 22:52
i'm sick of the way my dad is treating me i feel like utter crap because of him
he says i never do anything around the house because usually my chores are done by the time he gets home so obviously if i sit and do nothing whilst he's around i'm lazy and do nothing even if it's my brother who does nothing around the house
i'm just trying to stop cryingg but i can't because i'm a stupid dumb baby

My dad was like this as well, plus he used to physically beat me. I'm sorry I've no advise to give other than not to take it to heart, but there's not a lot you can do if he's anything like my dad was. Just think that as soon as you are able to you can leave and choose to have nothing more to do with him. I think the worst kind of bullying that exists comes from your own parents; if they don't think much of you then who the hell else will? But honestly, you've a life of adventure ahead that you've not even started yet, free of your dickhead of a father. And so many people you've not met yet who will all see the worth that your dad never did.

I think the most sickening thing about my situation was that as soon as I moved away I forgave the man. I didn't know I had it in me to forgive such a foul tempered creature but we get on fine now. *shrug*

Chin up, sweetie. Life's a gift, even though it might not seem it at times :)
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Post by: RocketMember002 on July 22, 2014, 00:53

 Then again, it's probably part of growing up? Slowly becoming more aware of the suffering in the world and developing empathy and stuff. It's just horrible to think that this stuff is going on.
There's always a bloodbath happening somewhere I'm afraid, people are terrible. You should develop either apathy or willful ignorance after a while, the constant gory view-whoring news coverage will see to that.
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Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on July 22, 2014, 22:27
^I don't watch, listen or read the news for that reason. It's a bit annoying because it also makes me ignorant to things like politics and what's happening in the country but I don't want to hear about massacres and rapes.

One that I thought was really unnecessary was that ship sinking a few months ago, laden with Korean children. They started reading out the children's last text messages to their parents before they died - I mean, come on, on what level was that called for? And what kind of sadistic viewer takes pleasure in hearing that?
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Post by: RocketMember002 on July 22, 2014, 23:07
I don't know when it happened, but at some point in my lifetime the news decided showing corpses was now OK. Nobody gains anything from seeing a corpse from MH17 in a field, why show it. >.<
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Post by: sylar on July 23, 2014, 19:23
still being stalked and people are starting to spread even more rumours about me mmmmm cleanse me lord and rid me of this paranoia
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Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on July 23, 2014, 22:10
My godfather was found dead in his restaurant this morning after committing suicide. I don't even know why he would, everything in his life seemed fine, and his wife is at a loss as to why too.

The cause of death was apparently tablets, but there's a CSI unit there establishing it all properly before they announce the proper details and the like. It's just horrible that he could destroy himself when he had a family, a business that was doing pretty well and had a nice house and everything =/
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Post by: Wolstenholme on July 23, 2014, 22:17
That's awful, Dick. I hope you're (for want of a better word) okay.

I know it's proper cheesy but drop me a PM if you feel like you need to talk - not that we aren't already.

R.I.P
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on July 23, 2014, 23:03
My godfather was found dead in his restaurant this morning after committing suicide. I don't even know why he would, everything in his life seemed fine, and his wife is at a loss as to why too.

The cause of death was apparently tablets, but there's a CSI unit there establishing it all properly before they announce the proper details and the like. It's just horrible that he could destroy himself when he had a family, a business that was doing pretty well and had a nice house and everything =/

depression's very hard to explain and understand unless you've actually been through it yourself. At times it can seem irrational but it's so hard to control your feelings. Sometimes you can just hit a barrier where mentally you can't get out of the situation, you become so empty that you just feel like you can't go on and that there's no point in going on.

either way, that's absolutely terrible, condolences to you and your family =[
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Post by: the bread dragon on July 24, 2014, 22:22
long distance relationships are the worst ugh
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 25, 2014, 09:49
i really miss my youth theatre i can't believe i've got another 6 weeks to go before i can see everyone again =(((
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on July 25, 2014, 16:27
people suck, and i'm tired of being sober. 
 
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on July 25, 2014, 18:32
 The fact that I'm not even looking forward to my fourth year of college. I'm grateful for what I've gotten away with, but my friends aren't going to be there so the whole point seems lost.

 Anticipating the lunch breaks spent alone. I'm also pretty confident that I failed sociology, so I'm going to have to find something else to study for a year or I'll just resit.
 
 It's not really getting me down too much. If it starts to get to me I'll just have to start bringing a gym bag to college and I'll go as soon as I finish. Like, we all have our own mechanisms with coping with things and the gym was, and still is, my coping mechanism. It takes my mind off the things that weigh me down and it sets my focus on the personal record that I'm going to smash, or the weight I'm going to lose.

 It's irritating though, ever since I've stopped going it's all been leaking back into things and everything has managed to get to me. It's just weird to be above it all for so long then to find it crawling back.
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Post by: sans the skeleton on July 27, 2014, 02:10
i'm in one o fmy dark moods again and idk it doesnt feel like ive left it since the last one
like its now even at the point where i feel immensly anxious and guilty to eat or drink anything and ugh i am a disgusting excuse of a human being
not to mention my friends and new boyfriend are barely putting up with me? i dunno its like they dont really care. like i went out with the friends and stayed over at there for a bit, i was just so low that i think the only words i was saying for one of the days was 'sorry'??? and like at one point i just went to my assigned room for like 5 hours and none of them noticed or cared. idk idk idk. plus they basically coupled off (there were 5 of us and i was the alone one for basically the entire time even tho our activities were group orientated) and it felt like for the duration of the visit i was alone or (awkwardly) trying to converse with the host friend's parents who i'd never met before? like, i'm autistic, i'm the worst person to put into face to face conversation with people i've never met nOT to mention i'm pretty sure they wer ejudging me negatively like wow here's this chick, look at how much she screws up the tiniest things like talking because she's a complete and utter idiot!!! i spent the entire night shaking, stuttering and one step away from screaming and melting down on the spot because i was legit too anxious being 'on my own' like that & like wow his family/step family are wonderful and all but??? i just have a feeling they dont like me and because of that i'm absolutely terrified. and its like, wow strangerHANDS SHAKING MOMS SPAGHETTI *LOUD DUCK QUACKING NOISES**ROLLS UNDER A  MOVING TRAIN IN FEAR*

(my boyfriend wasnt at the visit to make it even worse... he's still in denmark and hes the only one i told and even he... eh).

like its like, i don't complain a lot (contrary tow hat my current forum posts consist of i guess but this is my last resort as nobody else will listen) or whine or whatever but when i do it feels like even mentioning that something bothers/upsets me is too much?

and i'm guess i'm a bit scared as well in case they decide that one day they just don't want me to be their friend anymore and that they've realized im not good enough??? shrugs
go back to bed poison2007 oH WAIT YOU CANT THE NEIGHBOURS ARE BEING JERKS AT TWO AM AND PLAYING THE POP POPS VERY LOUD  :@
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Post by: Liam on July 27, 2014, 19:06
my feet smell bad lol
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Spriter on July 30, 2014, 00:29
Trying to get over certain events that happened...but then all her friends on Facebook are suddenly tagging her in things and crap so I see her god damn name. It's lik some trigger, her name is. Like, just piddle off please girl? Doesn't help that I'd feel guilty for blocking your decent friends :/

I just want to get it gone so I can not be the guy who's way too emotionally attached to this one person who he cannot get and won't ever see again. Good riddance though. Let me get over you though gdi, then I can actually start feeling good about things.

And it seems it takes one thing to make my mood go sour. God dammit.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on July 30, 2014, 00:32
I can never be truly satisfied because I can't go a day without looking back at the past which damages my future so much and stops me from achieving whatever I had hoped to achieve. I thought I was getting better but there's no getting better because it's just a vicious cycle.

Please don't make the mistakes I've done gang. It's unhealthy.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 02, 2014, 15:25
my grandad is in a care home and he has dementia so he thought it was a good idea to jump out of a first floor window
he only broke a bone in his heel (which is surprising given that he's 81 or so?) but i'm sad cause next time i see him he might not recognise me which really sucks
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Post by: Inferna on August 03, 2014, 09:57
my grandad is in a care home and he has dementia so he thought it was a good idea to jump out of a first floor window
he only broke a bone in his heel (which is surprising given that he's 81 or so?) but i'm sad cause next time i see him he might not recognise me which really sucks
*hugs* glad he's alright, lucky to have only hurt his heel.
My great grandad has it too, it's horrible not knowing if they'll recognise you. He knows who people are still, just in funny little ways. Like I'm the girl "who went through the hole in the fence". This was when I was about 6 and used to take a short cut to the shop doing just that lmao. He struggles too with describing things now, he knows what he wants to say but can't find the words to. Try not to worry, unless it's really progressive he should still recognise you. I only see my great grampa once a year now but he still seems the same just a little frailer. Hope you're okay tho <3
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on August 04, 2014, 16:49
 Lel, I've kept my phone off until now because I haven't been feeling well. I turned it on expecting at least one text and nope.

 It just made me realise that I'm the one starting these conversations and I don't know, maybe it's time to go silent.


 Also, I think the place where I volunteer have been calling today... I'm probably going to go in on Wednesday. I'm not feeling well and the whole family have it so I'm not going to let everyone else have it.
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Post by: Del on August 04, 2014, 19:28
finished watching Kaizoku Sentai Gokaiger and now I don't know what to do with my time ;;
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: the bread dragon on August 05, 2014, 11:40
haven't been able to have a proper conversation with my girlfriend in about a week :c
ik this seems a bit trivial compared to some other stuff that you guys have going on but ugh it really isn't much fun
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Liam on August 05, 2014, 16:22
ripped my converse playing football noooooo i can't even wear them any more it's that bad.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: tipsyGnostalgic on August 05, 2014, 17:39
i am a failure at life hahaha, at least i wrote a great song yesterday. also if i look at another file, im gonna lose my mind.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on August 05, 2014, 19:19
I don't have that one person to talk to any more, like, over the years there's always been one person I can just talk to about pretty much anything but now I don't even have that and I'm scared to go back to the people I used to be like that with in case they don't want anything to do with me any more.

Heh.
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Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on August 05, 2014, 20:58
Only just found out how much private dentistry costs. fffffffffffffff




V_V
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Post by: Delicious_Scout on August 11, 2014, 21:34
Only just found out how much private dentistry costs. fffffffffffffff




V_V

No public dentristy. No ether. Final Destination ONLY.

__________________

Basically, two things are coming to my mind right now.

I have not talked or done anything (don't think the wrong way, guys) to Petzbreeder. Perhaps it has been me because I have been a lot of time in chat (I did not forget about her, but act like I did), my 3DS being semibroken, or just my utter fault; but I am sorry and lacking.

Alice pointed out yesterday that she was living almost next to one user of the forums. The closest one I must have is Lottie, who is thousands of kilometres away. My budget can just reach one dozen kilometres away. Darn, I wanted to make your lifes miserable know some of you...

Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on August 12, 2014, 00:25
even though we've talked about it on IRC I'll say it on here too

RIP Robin Williams
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Post by: Shaymin on August 12, 2014, 00:32
my rp friends think it's a hoax
even tho i'm sittin here listening to him being talked about on the news
i'm so upset this guy was my childhood
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on August 12, 2014, 00:43
I JUST saw the family guy episode where Peter was turning everyone into Robin Williams, spooky. Sad he's gone, not many people have been in as many great films as him.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on August 12, 2014, 00:56
my rp friends think it's a hoax
even tho i'm sittin here listening to him being talked about on the news
i'm so upset this guy was my childhood

yeah we thought it was a hoax too but it's been confirmed by people in his camp now iirc



I've just spent the evening thinking about life / death and stuff like that and the thoughts its leading to are just... really worrying. I mean, I should really try and talk to someone about it but I'm scared. I'm scared of the future, I'm scared of the present, I'm even scared of the past. I'm scared of what I've become and what I might become in the future.

Heh. I might just watch some Robin Williams films until I pass out from tiredness tbh.
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Post by: Spriter on August 12, 2014, 16:04
Oh man Robin Williams, RIP :(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 13, 2014, 10:03
The woman I was named after, Lauren Bacall, has also just died

when will my favourite celebrities stop dying i'm sad forever
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 13, 2014, 11:12
Kinda weird Robin Williams died five years to the day after Les Paul, one of my favourite famous people died.

Depression is a shocking condition, yet it's treated with the same stigma as homosexuality. People are scared to talk about having a problem.

We need more Stephen Fries in the world who are comfortable talking about it.
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on August 16, 2014, 22:13
I've just spent the evening thinking about life / death and stuff like that and the thoughts its leading to are just... really worrying. I mean, I should really try and talk to someone about it but I'm scared. I'm scared of the future, I'm scared of the present, I'm even scared of the past. I'm scared of what I've become and what I might become in the future.

Heh. I might just watch some Robin Williams films until I pass out from tiredness tbh.

I felt the same, tbh. I never knew the man had depression and it shocked me to hear the news. The funniest man alive, always carrying a smile. His movies made my childhood like so many others'. Thought the guy was immortal. It made me so sad to hear and so frightened because I've thought the same so many times. It just kinda makes me think what hope is there for us? Their medications won't work, their counselling won't work, they just sit in their little ignorant world of happiness dishing out advise that they've had no experienced basis for. And no one can just accept the symptoms of it. We're the most difficult people in the world to live with because we don't even like ourselves... so we're best to just hide it, pretend not to be hurt, because in the end all we are is an inconvenience for someone else. And other people hate it when you inconvenience them, no matter how "close" you are.

But for now I think I'll just carry on living behind an eerily familiar faux smile ^_^

RIP Robin Williams <3
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 17, 2014, 00:04
/lies down

i have been on pkmn.net for 8 years
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on August 21, 2014, 20:36
my ex just posted a selfie on facebook and she's lost all of her hair now and she doesn't seem that sad about it but i almost didn't recognise her and i feel awful about it and idk the whole thing's just getting me down a bit right now =[[
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Post by: Wolstenholme on August 21, 2014, 20:49
It's my last day of work experience tomorrow - if I don't get that Saturday job then I might not get to work/see "Gorgeous Library Boy" again :-(
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on August 21, 2014, 22:43
I'm lactose intolerant which, as it is, I can deal with. Except yesterday I ate a whole tub (UK size) of Ben and Jerry's All or Nutting... because I saw it and it intrigued me... with 25% cream and a lot of extra milk it is an amazing brand as far as my olfactory senses go.

My bowels don't agree, however. All day I've been in crippling agony, fevered and... well, my guts are at least cleansed of that awful but delicious cream. At least I didn't get the full calorific whack, huh?

Inappropriate comment of the day: It really is amazing how much your colon can store when you see it all at once :B
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Post by: Kerou 犠牲 on August 23, 2014, 22:16
It's another one of those nights
I really dislike being able to think and feel sometimes
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: the bread dragon on August 24, 2014, 03:28
already feeling regret for some of the decisions ive made recently
im such an ass smh
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Wolstenholme on August 26, 2014, 17:35
My best friend is moving to Newcastle.

Newcastle. On her own. For at least a year.

She's leaving sixth form a year early to go for a job with the National Youth Film Academy for a year. She got the call this morning and just rang up to tell me that she was gonna take it and other than next week I probably won't get to see her for a long long time.

Like she didn't even go to my sixth form but I just won't get any opportunities to see her at all next year.

As soon as I put the phone down it was just tears tears tears.

I can't believe this, like I'm really happy for her for getting the place and everything but how are you supposed to show someone that you're happy for them when your heart is breaking at the same time.
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Post by: Specstile on August 27, 2014, 13:34
got cheated on
great
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Post by: SaRo|Rapidash on August 29, 2014, 22:08
Just kind of been feeling a bit... Idk... Toxic? Like, it just feels like some days my mood tries to destroy friendships and the like and then other times I just overreact to everything bad and start seeing correlations that aren't there. Chris has been away in a Cyprus too and the last time we spoke (like, this was texting to, so not really spoke but w/e) was last Thursday and we had an argument and my friends only seem to see this side of us and are like "Why are you even bothering?" And then I'll start wondering and wish chris'd send a message because I can't message him first because I'm still pretty annoyed at him but idk, maybe I'm just being dumb about it. Been drinking way too much caffeine too, and I think that's been making things worse because it makes my heart race and then I get like mini anxiety attacks and then if I get on the train of thought of death at that point then Bluh the day is ruined =/
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Post by: the bread dragon on August 29, 2014, 23:02
earbuds have broke, what is life
Title: Re: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: Joeno on August 30, 2014, 13:27
We're going to combine these topics into a bigger one (http://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=105756.0).