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Title: what's saddening you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 29, 2009, 21:05
nobody can ever embrace true happiness, as there's always something to bash it down. so now, i ask you; the good people of pkmn.net what's making you sad right now. regardless of the size of it, post it to futily vent. x]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TCoZ on August 29, 2009, 21:15
The holiday's almost over ;_; I wouldn't mind so much but it feels like it's only been three weeks. I've wasted my holiday on this site :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2009, 21:16
nobody can ever embrace true happiness, as there's always something to bash it down.

Sure, things will halt the happiness achieved, but it still would have happened. Why do you think people pursue true happiness? Just to get it taken away within a second? People hope to achieve it, and embrace and show it, before a bad moment knocks it down. And when it gets knocked down; just try and find the thing which created it; or an alternative if necessary.

At the moment, there isn't anything which is causing a feeling of sadness. I'm just generally in a happy mood ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on August 29, 2009, 21:19
the most recent pkmn appropriate bad thing that's bringing me down is my dad moving and throwing away my stuff without asking me.

like, he threw away my binder with stuff I need for 8th. And 5 dollars worth the lunch cards v.v

and he lost me iPod about 8 times.. from moving it, putting it somewhere weird, and then forgetting about it until I finally finish looking it it. Anyways, that's done, as I lost my iPod and the 300 songs on it, which makes me kinda sad, but that was a while ago.

plus i feel sick.

i've been staying up till like 11 and waking up early, not able to fall back asleep.

i've been getting paranoid. it's stupid, but i think someones in my room on dark nights. the sounds nearly drive me insane, or i am insane for a few moments.

i can't fall asleep. I have to do stuff to get my mind off of stuff, and thne wait another 30 minutes to sleep.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 29, 2009, 21:19
The fact that alot of my friends don't like me anymore. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on August 29, 2009, 21:20
And when it gets knocked down; just try and find the thing which created it; or an alternative if necessary.

Easier said than done.

So far, I've just been thinking a lot about someone, someone who broke my heart and left my life very abruptly 4 or 5 months ago. I'm still not over them and I don't know how to get over them, so I've been feeling very sad lately :/ Still hanging onto the memories and such it seems...

Also I tend to get sad whenever I'm cooped up inside the house, I wish my mom would let me hang out with my friends more often, blah... I kinda feel like I have no life whenever I'm here.

I can't even fall asleep til around 3 to 5 AM here lately, which is also worrying.

Either way, I'm excited for school, I'm really counting on things to get better when school starts (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on August 29, 2009, 21:20
The fact that I need to learn to draw a lion being thrown by an explosion quickly if I ever want to finish this comic.
... And that nobody will help.
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And now that.

Oh yes, and the fact that [PERSON] went offline as soon as I said "Hi."
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2009, 21:23
Easier said than done.

Of course, but it makes the result of true happiness more worthwile; as it takes dedication and effort in wanting to find it. I suppose it's like love in that sense.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 29, 2009, 21:27
alot.

i have a giant art block. seriously, all i draw is an oval, net lines, eyes and then scribble it out. i have a pile of that and it makes my room look really depressing. .-.

i miss someone like hell. it's not really right as they only went away a day ago or so, and i don't see her too much. twice a week at most, but we excessively talk on msn and stuff. whatever. .-.

tiredness. i haven't slept for ages. on the rare offchance i DO sleep, it'll be at 6am and i'll then be woken up by something.


sdgffdgfsdg. .___.
Of course, but it makes the result of true happiness more worthwile; as it takes dedication and effort in wanting to find it. I suppose it's like love in that sense.
it doesn't exist. EVERY beautiful cloud has a thunderbolt. i'm sorry, but there's always a dark side.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 29, 2009, 21:32
alot.

i have a giant art block. seriously, all i draw is an oval, net lines, eyes and then scribble it out. i have a pile of that and it makes my room look really depressing. .-.

Ugghh same. I've been beginning to think i don't have any imagination. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Psychic Psycho on August 29, 2009, 21:33
Well this is a joyful thread(!) Listen, I get depressed at times but I always get over it. Hapiness always triumphs, depressions just a sad little loser. :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2009, 21:35
it doesn't exist. EVERY beautiful cloud has a thunderbolt. i'm sorry, but there's always a dark side.

True, they all have a thunderbolt waiting to come out; but it doesn't come out right away. It builds up before being released, so when happiness is achieved, you need to savour the time of keeping it before that thunderbolt comes and destroys it. I'm just having a positive view on this; you can't always say everytime something good happens, something bad happens straight away; it doesn't work like that. Happiness gets time; sadness gets time, plus the inbetween. That's how the cycle goes, development of the happiness, the happiness, the development of sadness, sadness, and repeat.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 29, 2009, 21:38
True, they all have a thunderbolt waiting to come out; but it doesn't come out right away. It builds up before being released, so when happiness is achieved, you need to savour the time of keeping it before that thunderbolt comes and destroys it. I'm just having a positive view on this; you can't always say everytime something good happens, something bad happens straight away; it doesn't work like that. Happiness gets time; sadness gets time, plus the inbetween. That's how the cycle goes, development of the happiness, the happiness, the development of sadness, sadness, and repeat.
well, if the thunder is brewing, surely the happiness is impure. it's not true if sadness is impending.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~ Robzei ~ on August 29, 2009, 21:39
going to college in newcastle is making me depressed. meeting new people and being alone D= and i have a feeling ill be a slow starter xDDD but life moves on ...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on August 29, 2009, 21:41
not-quite-ironically, the fact that my mother & the psyche have decided i'm depressed is getting me down just a bit :v 
..i'm not depressed! D: just a teenager. 
and even if I was, i wouldn't want to take anything for it. shoo! 
spend nhs cash on something more worthwhile instead of frittering it away on mopey teens. 
 
ah, i'm having a stretch of can't-draw-anything right now~ 
sometimes I can draw people and sometimes I can't. how nonsensical c: 
 
i'm over the whole bad-exam-results-no-uni-this-year thing. 
annoyed that I have to retake some modules though :c 
oh, i'm annoyed that the government has changed the exam system so that january is my last chance to retake these. 
no pressure lolol! thanks, guys! 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2009, 21:41
well, if the thunder is brewing, surely the happiness is impure. it's not true if sadness is impending.

But then sadness isn't true either judging by that statement; yet it swallows people up and defeats them as people (hence the actions they do, suicide and the like). Both are true, and are there; those moments where you have happiness/sadness are true. It just depends on how people focus on them; and utalise the feelings I suppose.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on August 29, 2009, 21:42
True, they all have a thunderbolt waiting to come out; but it doesn't come out right away. It builds up before being released, so when happiness is achieved, you need to savour the time of keeping it before that thunderbolt comes and destroys it. I'm just having a positive view on this; you can't always say everytime something good happens, something bad happens straight away; it doesn't work like that. Happiness gets time; sadness gets time, plus the inbetween. That's how the cycle goes, development of the happiness, the happiness, the development of sadness, sadness, and repeat.

I suppose I'm inclined to agree with this.

While I have been very sad recently, no reason to be negative. I'm sure happiness is right around the corner for me.

...of course, more sadness is too, but that's not even the point! >.>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 29, 2009, 23:02
Two things are depressing me right now.

1) i just realized i have to start school again in five days, on Thursday 3rd of September.

2) i have a killer headache from last night.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: jaze briena on August 29, 2009, 23:04
not being able to drive like a sane person,
october taking forever to get here [i move in october]
and i had to give my chinchilla away today ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 29, 2009, 23:13
I'm sorry.
My Mum got two chinchillas last Friday, a light beige(I think its a light grey, but that's what colour she thinks it is.) furred male that she named Heelie and a black, grey and white male she named Nanook.(Like the dog out of the lost boys.)

i've got another few things that are depressing me.

1) The radio is playing crap music
2) I ran out of Irn Bru just there now
3) I've lost my favourite guitar pick
4) My english teacher from last year has my english book, which i wanted back because it has a story i wrote in it.
5) My mum's friends eldest son, Ryan, has started to harm himself. Even though he's nearly 5 years older than me, we were best friends when we were little.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on August 29, 2009, 23:17
school's about to start.

I've just had to replace ANOTHER guitar string.
there's nothing to do and I'm bored and it's manifesting itself as depression.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 29, 2009, 23:22
oh, i'm annoyed that the government has changed the exam system so that january is my last chance to retake these. 
no pressure lolol! thanks, guys! 

Which is so unfair, since the exams would be needed throughout the year. And because of this, if I wanted to retake my Philosophy exams I am unable to because... there are no January modules for Philosophy. June only. ;-;

Meh, the thought of wasting my year away on a job I won't like, going to Uni and missing 3 years of my baby brother's life and not being better off afterwards is kinda depressing. :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on August 29, 2009, 23:23
My leg is kind of sore for some reason =< but it's not that bad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 29, 2009, 23:34
I can't seem to get a damn job

I'm single (Not that I'm desperate for a lady)

I have writer's block
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 30, 2009, 00:43
Another one.

1) i just ran out of Diet Pepsi.

What Am I Gonna Do Now!!!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on August 30, 2009, 00:58
Another one.
1) i just ran out of Diet Pepsi.
What Am I Gonna Do Now!!!?

Buy some REAL Pepsi! =D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on August 30, 2009, 01:10
School's starting next week.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 01:11
Got another week before school =]

But My mum is annoying about what I want .. And making me pick between two things I really want which she said at first I could have both =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 30, 2009, 01:15
Buy some REAL Pepsi! =D

No, because i like Diet and Max better.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on August 30, 2009, 01:17
Colour your hair, Livii! XD I'm depressed because I caught someone doing something today, that makes me feel really put down.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 01:23
Colour your hair, Livii! XD I'm depressed because I caught someone doing something today, that makes me feel really put down.

I want to! but my mum is making me pick ... But I want to get my hair cut shorter .. So i am Annoying her untill I get both which always work XD

And paul you need to kick sean for me!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on August 30, 2009, 02:15
This (http://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=91891.msg2015893#msg2015893) is absolutely the worst thing that has happened to me in months.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on August 30, 2009, 02:21
Everything I've been holding onto seems to be slipping away one by one because of my own actions. At the same time, I can't seem to make any progress in life, whatever that would mean.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on August 30, 2009, 02:29
I hate that the summer's over already. I lost my main circle of friends with the transfer of schools and I feel so alone in my new school. Everyone either stares at me in disgust for a reason I have no clue of or just plain ignores me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on August 30, 2009, 02:50
I'm depressed cos I can't help one of my best friends at all with something thats happening. Which completly sucks cos and now I just feel useless. Which makes me feel like a rubbish friend (which I probably am)

And I'm depressed cos I still can't figure out which colour I want my eletric guitar to be XD




Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MnMs™ on August 30, 2009, 08:43
As sad as I'm feeling right now, I'm not depressed. I know I'm not. I've had much worse times this year and I wasn't depressed then and if I was it was only a little bit.

Why I am sad:
1. I'm 13 next month, and that means that next year I am in fact 14, which kinda scares me.
2. I lost my concert videos from June 15th, and some were really cool.
3. A guy that I liked for a long time and finally got over has started liking me but I like somebody else now.
4. I fell out with one of my best friends a few weeks ago and she therefore took all my other [school] friends, except for four loyal ones.
5. My Puppy still isn't fully house trained and I'm going back to school in five days o_O.
6. School is in five days.
7. The guy I stalked for a year of my life won't be in school this year.
8. I'm freezing cold.
9. My hair won't go how I want it to despite just having it cut.
10. My puppy got run over by a cyclist and that nutter is still out there.
11. And the other night I sat down at a party and stared at the guy I like now just wishing he would come and hold me. And then I broke down and started to cry.

None of them are particularly major but its still hard to be happy with all that going on.

But despite all that I can see happiness through it, because;

1. Being 13 means that I'm getting older and hopefully more mature. I never thought I'd make is to 13, so I'm really happy I will.
2. I managed to save two concert videos, including the one with the epic guitar spins and plus I'm seeing them again in concert in November anyway.
3. I've learned that no matter what guys should never get me down, lifes not just about finding the 'perfect' guy and everyone has flaws anyway. What counts is that you can still love them after the flaws. But I shouldn't even be bothering with guys yet, I'm only 12.
4. At least I still have four loyal school friends and a ton of church etc... friends.
5. My puppy isn't that bad, its only if he drinks a ton of water and then pees every five minutes, he should last from half nine, till half one, till four.
6. School won't be that bad, and it'll maybe help me find more friends and make up with old ones.
7. I'll learn to get over him, he caused so much sadness throughout the year, due to leaving the school, that maybe it'll be good for me not to see him. Also - see reason 3.
8. I can put my normal clothes on, or at least a dressing gown so I'm not just in my PJs.
9. I can always straighten my hair for three hours like last time and see the results.
10. My puppy wasn't that badly hurt and he seems to be happy enough. Plus I haven't seen that cyclist since I threatened him.
11. See reason 7 and 3.

So yeah, I can find sadness out of things but then I can see happiness in them, if I search hard enough. And if I'm being honest, I was rather down before and now I've written this post I'm feeling a lot happier and brighter.

And Kiki [VM] you are not a rubbish friend, sometimes people need to learn to deal with stuff themselves, he helps them become better people if they do =]. So keep on smiling and help when you can.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on August 30, 2009, 10:07

morag still going on about me hitting chris, he deverved it.

He takes stuff without asking, his dog pees on our dvds andes games he steals and doesn't replace them. He's 27 for the record.

I am sick of people telling me what to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on August 30, 2009, 10:16
For me I purchased the new sugababes single on iTunes but its taking FOREVER TO DOWNLOAD. D;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on August 30, 2009, 10:31
Hmm I'd better stay away from this thread when I'm in one of those moods...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 30, 2009, 13:30
I'm having a sad day today =[

Mum's talking about splitting up with Dad. It might be a good thing in the fact that there will, in theory, be less arguments (we seem to be almost constantly shouting at eachother at the moment), but it's also horrible to contemplate. He's much less of a perfectionist than Mum is, and I don't have a clue how he'll cope without us. I'm so worried about him as it is, what with him losing his job and being on even less money now than he was before... I don't know how I'll be able to stand worrying if he's actually coping with living on his own.

Apparently it'll be better for me, because then I won't have as many worries to distract me from my schoolwork as I have had recently, but I just don't know.

I'm also really, really worried about Nan & Grandad... I could barely concentrate during my Drama exam because Grandad needed to go into hospital that day to have a biopsy to see if his cancer had come back, and Nan has dementia and seems to be getting worse by the day. It's horrible to have to watch her getting more and more confused.

On top of this, I can't see how I'm ever going to get the chance to go to Uni in a couple of years time. If I do go, I'll need to go to Bristol or Bath because otherwise there's absolutely no way we could afford it... We can't afford for me to go as it is, let alone with the costs of living away from home on top. For this to be possible, I'll need to get the top grades at A level and I don't know if I'll be able to.

I also really, really miss my friend Jobo... I hope she comes back from her holiday soon =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on August 30, 2009, 14:09
This sunday is depressing me right now. The weather is terrible and theres no one to talk too D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on August 30, 2009, 15:04
Don't get me started on the weather.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: cheshirekat101 on August 30, 2009, 15:10
Eurgh.

My mum's totaly depressed in her relationship, but can't get out of it coz of finances. I've learnt that most of my family are either misers or cheaters and they don't care about anyone else. My sister is depressed, my grandmother has Vascular Dementia, my grandfather is severly diabetic and my mum has Glaucoma (sp?).

My best friend- I miss her like HELL when she goes away. I have writers block, artists block, and the guy I like is way out of reach. And I totally think I'm falling in love with him :/

On top of that, I have to do all of my homework in one week before school starts. Plus, all of the things that are following on my to-do list.

Ray of light- ordered Mirror's Edge a couple of days ago and I will finally get to play it tonight! ^.^ It's small, but bright.
I'm having a sad day today =[

Mum's talking about splitting up with Dad. It might be a good thing in the fact that there will, in theory, be less arguments (we seem to be almost constantly shouting at eachother at the moment), but it's also horrible to contemplate. He's much less of a perfectionist than Mum is, and I don't have a clue how he'll cope without us. I'm so worried about him as it is, what with him losing his job and being on even less money now than he was before... I don't know how I'll be able to stand worrying if he's actually coping with living on his own.

Apparently it'll be better for me, because then I won't have as many worries to distract me from my schoolwork as I have had recently, but I just don't know.

I'm also really, really worried about Nan & Grandad... I could barely concentrate during my Drama exam because Grandad needed to go into hospital that day to have a biopsy to see if his cancer had come back, and Nan has dementia and seems to be getting worse by the day. It's horrible to have to watch her getting more and more confused.

On top of this, I can't see how I'm ever going to get the chance to go to Uni in a couple of years time. If I do go, I'll need to go to Bristol or Bath because otherwise there's absolutely no way we could afford it... We can't afford for me to go as it is, let alone with the costs of living away from home on top. For this to be possible, I'll need to get the top grades at A level and I don't know if I'll be able to.

I also really, really miss my friend Jobo... I hope she comes back from her holiday soon =[

Whoa. You're problems are almost exactly the same as mine.  :o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 30, 2009, 15:25
Well, many things depress me.
I really don't wanna go back to school because I've not done my homework and I've got things to catch up on. My brother is joining this year too, and the bullies from his old school are there and I'm worried for him. He has to have a psychiatrist in school to see him once a week.
I'm worried about my back because I really killed it falling down the stairs as I stepped out the caravan (it was very wet). I think I could have bruised a bone becuse It's been 5 days and it still hurts.
I'm worried about my nana because she's got Parkinson's and... CDU or something... And is at double risk of getting and dieing from Swine Flu.
Whilst I was in Scotland there were many adverts about girls getting the jab to protect them from the Human Pampiloma Virus. I've not yet had word from the school asking if I should have the jab. I also need my TB one fgs :(
Pluz my dad seems to be getting worse and worse... He smokes and could have cancer D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 16:27
We (Me and Fiona) are very, very, very depressed at the moment because we are surriund by really nice guys in the pub and we can't pick the best XD D=
Also Me and Fiona are arguing about whhich song is the best and what concert to see out of Beyonce, The All American Rejects, Black Eyed Peas, etc. XD
Also Me and Fiona have to wait another 2 years until we go to America together =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 30, 2009, 16:39
We (Me and Fiona) are very, very, very depressed at the moment because we are surriund by really nice guys in the pub and we can't pick the best XD D=
you're fourteen. what the hell.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 16:54
What's wrong with that??
We are at a raft race with my family and loads of good looking guys. XD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on August 30, 2009, 17:33
summer's almost over.
matt's not my friend anymore - he's acting like a jerk to me. /:
i won't see him until next summer. /:
i've never had a boyfriend, and i've never been asked out in my life. [[this is the major causee.]]
i'm in algebra instead of pre-algebra, unlike the normal people entering seventh grade.
i'm going to get loads of more homework for school this year.
&- i have a writer's block.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on August 30, 2009, 17:56
To be honest nothing really is depressing me. If anything its the weather, when it rains it depress people from what I've heard. Unless your a weird person who likes the rain..

A couple of people or more have been remarking about love and their lack of BF/GF. I never let love depress me anymore, whats the point? We have our whole lives ahead of us, we could meet our dream man/woman/tree at anytime. Thats the way I see it =D But on the other hand I can see how people feel about it and how it affects them.

Summer's over; its a killer.. But at least when we go back to school/college you'll see some of your friends again or not.

Wow, where did all that come from? meh..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on August 30, 2009, 18:05
what's depressing about the rain? it's good to walk in and the smell it has is lovely <3 
 
hot weather makes me sad.. if it's cold you can wrap up, but if it's hot you can't exactly peel off your skin or sit in the fridge [not in our fridge anyway. i've tried]. You can't go anywhere: you just have to stay in the one spot you find where you don't feel like your insides are boiling, and you can't stay in a cold shower forever :c 
 
i am very glad that summer is almost over ;; 
not that it was much of a summer. heatwave around monday apparently though, tsk. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on August 30, 2009, 18:10

delly isn't coming any time soon, Delly is my new dell laptop name. I wish piece of junk hasn't fallen of bed and smashed. :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 30, 2009, 18:11
Oh, also I can't work out how to make the cream float on top of a liqeur coffee.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 30, 2009, 18:28
that i'm hungry and dinners gonna be ages. i can smell it too, not exactly helping. e__e
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on August 30, 2009, 18:37
what's depressing about the rain? it's good to walk in and the smell it has is lovely <3 
 
hot weather makes me sad.. if it's cold you can wrap up, but if it's hot you can't exactly peel off your skin or sit in the fridge [not in our fridge anyway. i've tried]. You can't go anywhere: you just have to stay in the one spot you find where you don't feel like your insides are boiling, and you can't stay in a cold shower forever :c 
 
i am very glad that summer is almost over ;; 
not that it was much of a summer. heatwave around monday apparently though, tsk. 
 

Finally someone who understands why Cold > Heat ;P I hate hot weather. I'd be much more obligated to take a walk in the rain than take a walk when it's 80 plus degrees outside. xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ammish on August 30, 2009, 18:45
That I'm fasting... and 8:08pm is ages away x_x And I feel like having a Bacon Sandwich as well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on August 30, 2009, 19:07
This topic. </3

Let's talk happy things. (y)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on August 30, 2009, 19:14
i've never had a boyfriend, and i've never been asked out in my life. [[this is the major causee.]]

You're seriously depressed about that? Hmm.

Um. I'm entering tenth grade. Never had a boyfriend. And no, there's nothing wrong with my appearance. Just I'm super picky with guys. Ones that like me, I don't like them. The ones that I like, don't like me. That or they do for a little while then end up screwing me over... but still.

Don't let stuff like that get you down :/ I'm sure you'll get one eventually anyways, so don't worry. But it's really nothing to be depressed about, I promise (: Boys are cute, sure, but most of them aren't worth the time or the effort. It's hard to find a decent one, at this age anyway.

That shouldn't be your main focus anyway. Sounds cliche, but hey, it's true. :] If you find a boy you like, sure. But until then don't be so worried about it :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on August 30, 2009, 19:20
haha, ohhkay. ^^; hopefully i'll be able to forget about that,
&- focus on happyy things. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 30, 2009, 19:22
 it's too warm in here.
 i am way too shy and cannot look ANYONE in the eye unless i know them very well. especially boys; and actually even if i do know them quite well, i don't like talking to them.
 i also have a slight kidney infection which hurts a bit.
 i am paranoid and scare myself constantly at night thinking someone is going to shoot me through the window. and i also think my friends don't like me and this guy is changing his msn address so he doesn't have to talk to me. even though he's got the msn address in his personalmessage thing. but still. my brain doesn't think about things like that.
 i am also worried about going back to school.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on August 30, 2009, 19:34
it's too warm in here.
 i am way too shy and cannot look ANYONE in the eye unless i know them very well. especially boys; and actually even if i do know them quite well, i don't like talking to them.
 i also have a slight kidney infection which hurts a bit.
 i am paranoid and scare myself constantly at night thinking someone is going to shoot me through the window. and i also think my friends don't like me and this guy is changing his msn address so he doesn't have to talk to me. even though he's got the msn address in his personalmessage thing. but still. my brain doesn't think about things like that.
 i am also worried about going back to school.

youu just said everything i was just thinking about, haha.
i'm exactly like that.
minus the infection. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 30, 2009, 19:59
Even though I'm in quite a good mood, some things have been annoying me.

Firstly, this freaky guy that sells the Big Issue keeps coming into work and talking to me, but I don't like what he says or how he acts. Makes me cringe so much, and he just always seems to come in when I'm working. On Tuesday he came in like 3 times =[ He's also doing this to one of my friends at work. We both hate it so much. I try to hide from him, like earlier when I was bent down by the book charts, but he still saw me and talked to me. Arghhh. It doesn't sound too bad how I've talked about it in this post, but me and my friend really really don't like it. I don't think he has good intentions either.

Secondly, driving home from work. I was stuck behind this car for pretty much the whole way, and it was driving so slowly. The speed limit for most of the way home is national (60mph), but this car was going at like 30/35mph in these areas. And then when the speed limit was 30, he dropped to 20/25, and when it was 40 he went about 30mph. He also kept flashing his brake lights for no apparent reason, as it wasn't like he needed to slow down or anything, and it was making my eyes go funny. Then when the chance was given to overtake him, I tried to pull into the right hand lane. I looked in my wing mirror and there was nothing so I pulled out, and this really fast car had zoomed up from several cars behind me, and I was so close to hitting it ¬¬ Obviously this car was really annoyed at the slow driver which had made him do this. I managed to overtake eventually, because there was no way I was staying behind this car. I kept thinking it was going to stop, and I did not want to go into the back of it. It also caused so much traffic behind (there was none before the slow car had pulled out in front), and many many angry drivers who wanted to get home. I hope that the slow car didn't cause someone to have an accident, because I could see one happening because of annoyed people trying to overtake it, like me and the fast car. Arghh. People don't seem to realise that driving too slow can cause accidents, as well as driving too fast. In places they were doing less than half the speed limit! And this car also indicated a few times, but never actually turned off. I know people drive slower in areas they don't know much about or when the yare lost, but this was kind of going over the top.

Also I am home alone, and I can't cook. Not being able to cook is pretty depressing xP

Went into too much detail there, but I wanted to get it out of my system.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on August 30, 2009, 20:14
Just goes to show how dangerous the brain is.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on August 30, 2009, 20:16
Even though I'm in quite a good mood, some things have been annoying me.

Firstly, this freaky guy that sells the Big Issue keeps coming into work and talking to me, but I don't like what he says or how he acts. Makes me cringe so much, and he just always seems to come in when I'm working. On Tuesday he came in like 3 times =[ He's also doing this to one of my friends at work. We both hate it so much. I try to hide from him, like earlier when I was bent down by the book charts, but he still saw me and talked to me. Arghhh. It doesn't sound too bad how I've talked about it in this post, but me and my friend really really don't like it. I don't think he has good intentions either.

Secondly, driving home from work. I was stuck behind this car for pretty much the whole way, and it was driving so slowly. The speed limit for most of the way home is national (60mph), but this car was going at like 30/35mph in these areas. And then when the speed limit was 30, he dropped to 20/25, and when it was 40 he went about 30mph. He also kept flashing his brake lights for no apparent reason, as it wasn't like he needed to slow down or anything, and it was making my eyes go funny. Then when the chance was given to overtake him, I tried to pull into the right hand lane. I looked in my wing mirror and there was nothing so I pulled out, and this really fast car had zoomed up from several cars behind me, and I was so close to hitting it ¬¬ Obviously this car was really annoyed at the slow driver which had made him do this. I managed to overtake eventually, because there was no way I was staying behind this car. I kept thinking it was going to stop, and I did not want to go into the back of it. It also caused so much traffic behind (there was none before the slow car had pulled out in front), and many many angry drivers who wanted to get home. I hope that the slow car didn't cause someone to have an accident, because I could see one happening because of annoyed people trying to overtake it, like me and the fast car. Arghh. People don't seem to realise that driving too slow can cause accidents, as well as driving too fast. In places they were doing less than half the speed limit! And this car also indicated a few times, but never actually turned off. I know people drive slower in areas they don't know much about or when the yare lost, but this was kind of going over the top.

Also I am home alone, and I can't cook. Not being able to cook is pretty depressing xP

Went into too much detail there, but I wanted to get it out of my system.
Awww :( *Cooks Emma noodles* I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on August 30, 2009, 20:19
I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:

heh, 40 minutes? I have an almost two hour long math class. even stupider, I shouldn't even have to take math xP ugh, I hate my school.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 30, 2009, 20:22
Awww :( *Cooks Emma noodles* I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:

40 minutes! Lucky we get an hour for all lesson =[ And we have to go to school in a week but real lesson start in two! yay =D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 30, 2009, 20:27
Awww :( *Cooks Emma noodles* I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:

When I go back to school, I'll have 2 lots of Double Maths every Monday. And possibly Further Maths lessons at lunch or in my frees, too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 30, 2009, 21:00
Awww :( *Cooks Emma noodles* I'm depressed, because school starts tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to 40 minute Maths classes.  :dry:

Aww thanks =] My lessons are 50 minutes long, but it's looking like I'm going to have a double Maths lesson this year, which is 100 minutes of Maths in one go, and then another three 50 minute lessons at some point xP

Now I'm feeling the emptyness of the house and not liking it. And my kitten keeps chasing the other cats and biting them, so I have to keep splitting them all up >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on August 31, 2009, 01:43
i only have a few.

1) my nose is bleeding
2) i got stuck in the back of the sofa today and my Dad had to help me out
3) My Mum lost her Chinchilla, Nanook today at the back of the sofa. (Which is why i got stuck, i was trying to get him)
4) I still can't find my favourite guitar pick.
5) i just got blood on my favourite shirt.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 31, 2009, 18:44
...My idiot brother just let slip to my dad about mum thinking about splitting up with him, and his face fell... He looked really upset & depressed =[

I hate this =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on August 31, 2009, 19:41
that famitrack is so complicated. i wanna make ssssimple music. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on August 31, 2009, 20:06
The stuff that depresses me right now is...

1) School starts soon

2) There are huge issues going on in my 'family' and I feel very detached and I constantly have to hide it to everyone.

3) I think my dad is going to disown me when my brother leaves home.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sans the skeleton on August 31, 2009, 21:33
For me, Many Things.

1) School starts soon.

2) My Life is HORRIBLE, But Let's not go into Detail.

3) Not being able to Defeat the E4 in Platinum. XDD!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on August 31, 2009, 21:45
people calling ninetales ninetails

me seeing other peoples' depressingly good art and knowing that I will never be as good

knowing that the poem I'm writing will not be as awesome as I expect it to be; they never are
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on August 31, 2009, 21:53
The fact that I just ruined my DVD/CD drive forever. ;0;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pichu!! on August 31, 2009, 23:09
Okies, *clicks fingers* Here we go;

1. This guy I'm not sure whether I like or not has a girlfriend. Now it wouldn't be that bad but we were really good friends before and now I barely get to see him and whenever I do he's with his girlfriend and I have to be really careful about what I say to him. We used to have a massive laugh and flirt stupidly like friends do, but now it's just awkward yet he still sometimes tries to flirt with me and I dunno what to make of it whether I actually fancy him or I just miss him as a friend and a shoulder to cry on.

2. I've had a massive, messy break up with my Ex in May and he's not really let it go since, I haven't heard anything recently but we're going to the same uni and doing partly the same course so part of me is really worried that we'll be in the same class and that he'll make my life a living hell just out of critisicms. Also I'm worried that he won't be fine and he's already hurt himself before and all I want is for him to move on really.

3. My parents...well, I'd rather not talk about it on here, but I don't want my baby sister (well, she's 16) to feel alone when I go to uni.

4. I'm worried my Bunny will die whilst I'm at Uni and I won't get to spend her final moments with me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: cheshirekat101 on September 01, 2009, 01:38
Finally someone who understands why Cold > Heat ;P I hate hot weather. I'd be much more obligated to take a walk in the rain than take a walk when it's 80 plus degrees outside. xP

I don't mind either. Weather is weather. We can't change it, so why bother being upset?
Same with all those things in life. If it's something we can't do anything about, what's the point? Makes no sense to me. If it's something we can change, then we should. For the better. Everything has a beauty, anyway. Sometimes you just have to look harder.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 02, 2009, 18:18
just everything. maybe it's because it's raining. no matter how much you say rain makes you happy, it has some kind of negative effect on your mind. [read that at school D:] so shut up emo kid. :c

anyways, i don't really know. i'm either stressed or tired or something. as weird as this seems, all i really need is a hug or something. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 02, 2009, 18:26
I'm upset because it's raining so much I couldn't go to falconry tonight, which means it'll be longer before I can go hunting with Murphy. Argh stupid weather ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on September 02, 2009, 19:46
The Hollister store in Cabot Circus wont open until December. I have a sad now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on September 02, 2009, 19:47
I wish I knew, then maybe I could get over this downer I've been on for like the past week or so D:

WOE IS ME D: brb comfort eating
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 02, 2009, 19:52
The Hollister store in Cabot Circus wont open until December. I have a sad now.

Call it Carrot Circus, it's much more fun that way.

Also, school starts on Monday and I still need to do all of the homework D= And apparently the new block won't even be finished then =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on September 02, 2009, 19:57
If Cabot sold carrots, trust me, I would. P:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 03, 2009, 21:02
that i wasn't invited to this thing i usually go to when it's hosted by someone else. >__<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: CommersonsDolphin on September 03, 2009, 22:08
The fact of how disgusting a majority of our race can be to other species. But that always bothers me.

Apart from that, the fact that my dad hasn't been contacting me lately.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Elite Four Gary on September 03, 2009, 22:12
Liberals are depressing me with their bogus economic agendas.


So is school.  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 04, 2009, 02:03
I saw Pixie Lott with out make up. My dreams have been crushed. She's got more spots than there are states in the US D= I also want to go back to school because I really miss some one special..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on September 04, 2009, 04:59
Ever since screaming out my sexuality at lunch in Term 1 (to end rumours about me liking the antisocial aspergers kid), I'm insecure around homophobes and those who treat me weird for my preferences. Which, in this case, is nearly everyone in my class. And what also sucks is we moved to this town JUST so I could get to know more people. Ends up, we wasted thousands of dollars and the only thing good about the school is that it's a Waldorf with interesting school camps.
But for a whole year, these hippies had no idea how to do any IT or Science based work in the curriculum. Which is pretty much what I'm aiming my career around as a digital artist and future animator.
And yes, I am a lesbian with a girlfriend who actually goes on this site. (Not mentioning names, though.) Downside, she and my other childhood friends are living at the other end of the state. And feeling homesick for my brother and sister, who live there as well and refuse to talk to my parents because of family drama, has been pressuring me at the back of my mind for god knows how long. So we're ATTEMPTING to get more money to move out of this hole and back south, but it's not easy because the city is so damn expensive.   
I have stress incontinence, and so I need to put myself onto six months...urgh..."bladder retraining" else I could be affected for the rest of my life. Problem is, I'm extreemly lazy and distracted with very little water intake. So, not sure exactly how easilly it'll be to get back on track.
My computer has started running slower and slower every time I use MSN and multitask, which is seriously annoying because people spam me with links to youtube and other general stuff. So I have to set my status to busy to avoid too many people messaging at once, and even if I have disabled nudges/whatever, you can't stop general multitasking lag or media player sounding glitchy. >.<
And most of my friends, one of which is getting his cat put down on monday, are online really late at night because of timezones. And with my GF, she needs to wait until her mum's alseep before she can get on at 11:30 at night, sometimes even midnight. So, my sleeping pattern is screwed up.
And I think I might of accidentally taped over one of dad's old cassettes from twenty years ago, because I had a CD in the stereo at the same time. There's no possible way I can get the audio off again, or replace the tape, so if he finds out one of our nostalgic tapes is wiped, I am literally dead and the stereo is taken from my room. 
I've been getting less and less stable around air conditioning/heating in public buildings. A few times over the past months, I've actually come close to passing out and even temporarilly losing my eyesight for over 10 seconds. I'm not sure if it's just lack of oxygen, or some mental disorder or what. It's only happened on minimal occasions but when it does, it's pretty worrying and stops me midtrack in whatever I'm doing. Getting headaches easilly as well, around too much loud noise or people talking at once. Maybe just feeling crappy?

Okay, so that's pretty much everything. If you read all of that you get a cookie~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 04, 2009, 05:07
Yaay! a cookie! :D sound's like you need a hug *hugs you* here you can have my cookie (I'm already eating real one's anyway =P) I hope thing's turn out for the better, or at least something great happens. It sound's like there must be a lot going on right and it must be hard to go through. =<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on September 04, 2009, 05:15
Aww, thanks. There has been heaps going on, even me and one girl at school hating eachother's guts enough to make me punch her in the shoulder, and receive a kick in both shins back. Hopefully things'll get better though. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 04, 2009, 05:22
D; ugh, that sounds bad. I've never been in a fight/hit anyone. It's not in my nature. Although I did push my brother once (and I don't me like a little shove, like a full force push...we don't get along very well =<)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Richard and Blaziken on September 04, 2009, 05:34
...Maybe just feeling crappy?

Okay, so that's pretty much everything. If you read all of that you get a cookie~

(Editted for obvious reasons)

...Oh my lord... I'm sorry. Really, you seem to be in over your head, and I really feel bad for you, honestly. ={

---

As for me... I've been depressed for about a year now. Sometimes it shows on here, other times it doesn't. I've only really talked about it to one person (who just happens to go on this site), but it won't go away. Also not up to even saying what it is, so maybe I shouldn't have come on this thread... oh well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on September 04, 2009, 05:40
Aww, come on. It doesn't hurt to let off a little steam sometimes. I'm up for a PM if it helps. *hugs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 04, 2009, 16:34
I just found out one of my best friends is moving to Salisbury this year, and then Bath this year. ):
I'm getting further and further away from all of my friends and it's a bit of a downer. OK, it's a big downer. I won't get to see any of my friends, which means I'm going to have to "abandon" them as I go down the walk of life. :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 04, 2009, 16:36
today is the last day of my summer vacation. D: ohh nooeez.
school starts on tuesday.
&; i don't get how everyone else looks better then me.
everyonee.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on September 04, 2009, 18:33
I'm trying not to be sad because I don't really want the atmosphere around me to be uncomfortable. It happens. And when I'm depressed, I can accidently depress my friends :c
.. I don't want that to happen ;-;

AND that's why I always try to look into the brighter things :3 Listening to Cascada/techno music always cheers me up ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 04, 2009, 18:45
 hm. atm i am just depressed. i don't know if i like my friends and if they like me. i wouldn't have anyone else to make friends with if i do decide i don't like my current friends. i also am scared of death and the future and cannot see a point in life. i'm always tired. none of my friends are in my music class and i'm like the least popular person in that class. too nervous to talk to the guy i like. trying to fool myself he likes me. scared of most people in my class. also, i have decided that i shall never be able to live in america like i would have liked to because it will be too expensive. uh um i can't remember the rest but yeah.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on September 04, 2009, 18:50
Living in america is not expensive. XD

I'm not being depressed by anything right now.

I'm the only person on this website who isnt morbidly depressed 24:7 it seems. :\

(kk maybe exaggeration)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 04, 2009, 18:54
 well, idk.

IN MY MIND IT MIGHT BE.

;-;

 the future is very scary.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pirpi on September 04, 2009, 19:02
im kinda depressed, heartbroken too.

The guy who i love, and who loved me, now.. doesnt... were just friends now, but it hurts me, because my feelings are unchanged and its just painful to act all happy and friendly towards him when theres a big old emotional barrier sat there for me.

just makes me feel so lost..

on top of that im uncirtain what to so for my future... i really want to be a forensic entomologist, but im serverly dyslexic so im afraid ill fail at that goal due to being a bit useless at esseys etc. i just feel a bit in a rut... but oh well :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 04, 2009, 19:03
yes, it is. /: i still don't know what i'm going to do yet, either.
&; i live in america(: it's awesomee.
but i'm also depressed about seventh grade becausee,
i'm going to be such a loner. all my friends have left,
to go to a different middle school.
&; i'm to shy to talk easily to new people, so how can i possibly
be able to make new friends? D:
also, the guy i like hates me. and we stopped being friends.
because he's a big jerkface. Dx
&; did i mention i think everyone else looks prettier then me? /:
OHH, and i just noticed, more people are depressed, then
they are happy on heree. i mean just look at the difference,
in page numbers. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 04, 2009, 19:13
 i'm shy too 3: also everyone's prettier than me and i look so rubbish in my school uniform. Oh, and then I'm most likely never going to talk to the guy I like again because he's a year younger than me and goes to a different school and when he has to do exam things then he'll probably go to another different school instead of mine and i'm not going back to youth club which was the only time i saw him regularly and half the time he didn't turn up anyway. and the last time i saw him, i didn't even talk to him. also, my 'friend' who went to my old school texts him all the time and it makes me rather sad. also i realised today i have only one friend who's a boy. and also i wouldn't know what to do with a boyfriend because i am not interested in kissing anyone. and i'm never going to have a husband and children and i'll die alone and it will be sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 04, 2009, 19:20
omigoshh i completely agree with almost,
everything you just said. /: weeeird.
&; i dislike facebook because everyone has,
so many pictures of themselves and i have one,
because i hate all my pictures and so i only
have one picture that i actually think is ohkay. :c
then people say it's cute and i think "wow people,
all you're doing is trying to make me feel good about
myself" and stuff, and i see my crush's girlfriend's pic
&; i get all depressed because she's gorgeous and
i'm just the opposite. then my second-crush-slash-ex-friend's
gf is like that, too. D: which makes me feel all
sad and left out because no one has ever asked me out,
ever, and no one has ever had a crush on me i don't think.

.. i just read everything i wrote, and i thought, wow, i'm weird. ._.;;
maybe i should stop now(:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on September 07, 2009, 03:46
The other night my parents took me to the hospital because they were freaking out about how my stomach was really bothering me and how I might be getting apendicitis or whatever like my dad and older sister did. So they make me go through all these tests and junk, and it sounds like (and presently feels like) that it was just a mild flu. If anything, it just really, really freaked me out.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on September 07, 2009, 03:52
^ ^ ^ ^
yeah, and my mom thinks i caught it from you just because i'm not feeling well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on September 07, 2009, 04:07
Uh huh...I probably picked it up from one of the rabbits when I got mauled the other day. Yet I also would think it is part of not eating hardly anything yesterday. Man, I am hungry!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 07, 2009, 04:30
I lost a good friend of mine from this site.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on September 07, 2009, 15:06
My THREE WEEK OLD straighteners that cost me like £40 have literally just fallen apart in my hands. Needless to say I am not pleased D<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 07, 2009, 15:34
Well, right now I have a massive headache. And I'm bored, with nothing to do apart from tidy my room, clean my car and do my homework, and obviously I don't really want to do any of that =P Although I'll probably make a start on the room in a minute.

Apart from that, nothing really. Oh, getting up early in the mornings again for school, but I'll survive.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 07, 2009, 15:36
How I haven't got that much done during the holidays... ah well
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 07, 2009, 15:43
I'm allways sooooo tired but its my own fault I wont go to bed early ;_; But I must tonight for College! For Sparta!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 07, 2009, 17:55
School started today D=

And I have homework already DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: +anima: Cooro on September 07, 2009, 19:33
The new headteacher at school.
She's made our school so strict- it's like prison e__e
so aswell I'd say lack of freedom.
And the weather.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 07, 2009, 19:37
The fact that Maddy wont talk to me any more. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 07, 2009, 20:04
 my friends don't understaaaaaand.
 i'm worried cuz i'm going to die at some point. and i don't know what'll happen and it scares me and we could die any second and D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 07, 2009, 20:09
I'm depressed because my exam results are out on Wednesday. D8
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 07, 2009, 20:17
school starts tomorrow! D: oahh.
now i'm gonna have loads of hard algebra homework,
&; i'm going to have to find my way through the school.
ohhgod, and P.E. ;-;
&; i'm going to miss summerrr.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Matthew... on September 07, 2009, 20:25
I'm depressed because I've got school tommorow. Boo!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on September 07, 2009, 22:30
well, the guy that likes me liked someone before me. and now he's dating her, because i was so stupid to just say yes.
he thinks he can just stay friends with me, after hanging out with him and stuff for nothing.

and his best friend likes me too... and wants to leave his girlfriend for me, but now he's mad cause i said no.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 07, 2009, 22:49
I'm in a general bad mood now relating to the future.

Just missed the bookings for Warwick and Exeter university open days again! And they were the last open days I would be able to go to, so now I'm gonna have to try to organise visiting the universities somehow before I send off my application, which I'm hoping will be quite soon.

And then I'm also wondering whether I'm actually going to get into a good university, or any university really.

And my internet is being very very very slow and is driving me mental.

And I have Physics tomorrow with a new teacher who has the tendency to pick random people to answer questions, and I never seem to know the answers. Also I really need to boost my Physics grade so I can go to uni, so I'm a bit worried his teaching methods may not suit me. They may be perfect for all I know, but I won't know until tomorrow.

So yep, silly little things again, but when those little things build up it makes me feel kind of rubbish.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 08, 2009, 16:55
Got back from college earlier, and my head's killing me. Dx
I've been given an assignment, on my first day at college. ;.;
And, it's got to be finished the day after I go to Spain, which is another thing I don't know how to explain to them. 0o
We're not supposed to take vacations during term-time. ;/
But, this holiday has been booked for ages, before I even applied to college. ~
Screw them, I'm going. ]:<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 08, 2009, 22:34
I seem to just be having one of those sad times, where you just feel like crying over silly things. Like my post yesterday but much worse today, and I don't even know why.

I still have that massive headache, and my internet is still slow. Also I'm still worried about Physics. And then I feel like I'm just annoying people by getting on their nerves and wondering why they put up with me, when really I may not be getting on their nerves at all. Mainly just stress I suppose, and all this uni stuff I have to do, along with how hard I'm working at school to get my grades up. And I don't know where to look for uni experience, and I don't have that much to go on my personal statement. And I don't like asking teachers for help because it makes me feel really stupid when I don't understand certain things, but I know that I just need to ask for help xP I just can't believe it's the second day back, and I've let all this stuff get on top of me already. This is more of a venting post I guess, and my sentences have totally gone down the drain because I'm in a really bad mood, although feeling better now that I've typed out all this stuff.

I really need to stop being such a weak person. I know that these things are nothing major, but I just always let small things like this pile up, then I think of them all at the same time.

Now, to the happy topic so I can start feeling even more better =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 08, 2009, 22:42
no one has ever asked me out before. ever. in my lifee. ;-;
i had no one to talk to at school today. all the girls were all stuck up and preppy.
i'm in algebra instead of pre-algebra, like all the other seventh graders! (haha, againnn?)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on September 08, 2009, 22:44
That I'm on holiday XD It's depressin meh cos I haven't spoken to one of my friends in like a 3 weeks! ... okay its only been 1 week but it feels like 3 to me XD LOL I hate not being able to keep in touch wiv my friends, it really bugs me XD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 09, 2009, 19:16
The idea of seeing Taylor Swift in London has fallen through since it's so expensive. :\
And I've still not heard about tour dates for Kate Voegele. I need to know when she'll be touring so I can get a ticket. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on September 09, 2009, 20:34
Why?

Tomorrow will be the first full week i've had at my new school.

But, now that i think about it. I really miss my old school.

My teachers, classmates, Friends.....

and i'll never be back there for as long as i'm in school, so now i'm sad and the more i think about it the more depressed i feel.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 09, 2009, 21:18
I broke my nose wrestling D= Doesn't really bother me that much. College today was a loooooooooooong day that involved alot of working; so me is very tired.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on September 09, 2009, 21:23
I annoyed a close friend and I can't even apologize.
In fact ALL my friends seem really distant right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 09, 2009, 21:26
that this term is gonna be a loooong one. (; ・_・)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 09, 2009, 22:37
College on Tuesday... Ugh... Stress... No time with my family... Real people. Ick.
Title: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 09, 2009, 22:40
the fact that this board is about what is 'depressing' us. I think this term is used way too liberally.

Upsetting would be a better word imo
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 09, 2009, 22:45
I agree... purely because I have things which are depressing me which I wish to not express. So I'm venting my feelings with other things. So, I express being upset about stuff.
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 09, 2009, 22:53
the fact that this board is about what is 'depressing' us. I think this term is used way too liberally.
Upsetting would be a better word imo

While I agree, having been through a depression myself, I don't think it's worth complaining about. People will always use the word "depression" lightly.
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 09, 2009, 23:15
While I agree, having been through a depression myself, I don't think it's worth complaining about. People will always use the word "depression" lightly.

Why? They haven't always. There have always been other words in use.
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 10, 2009, 00:45
Why? They haven't always. There have always been other words in use.

Far more commonly attributed word. Doesn't make it right at all, But what can you do in a climate where they're considering allowing text speak allowable in GCSE English.. =/
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 10, 2009, 00:47
Far more commonly attributed word. Doesn't make it right at all, But what can you do in a climate where they're considering allowing text speak allowable in GCSE English.. =/

Oh they aren't still going on about that are they?! *sigh*

I remember when I was doing my GCSEs there was talk on including the style of writing for a webpage onto the syyllabus... jesus wept!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dane Bramage on September 10, 2009, 03:22
"Depression" is like "random," "insane," etc. It's used totally wrong, or at least to describe a very watered-down form of the term's description. Sigh.

Nothing is depressing me right now, things are pretty okay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Macintosh Ninja: SOH CAH TOA on September 10, 2009, 03:28
I'm trying to compose an original music piece on GarageBand.  Even if it's as simple as a 16-bit era style song.
I can't.  I have a good sense of rhythm, but no musical creativity.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 10, 2009, 03:33
I wanna go to the pkmn.net meet, I could easily save up the money. But no americans/non-british people on this site will go with me =< I'll feel scared being the only foreigner D; Everyone'll be all like "lolol FOREIGNER!" and I'll be like "Oh is he playin that one song I like!? :D" and than they'll all laugh and be like "tee-hee we fooled you!" and I'll be like ">;"
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 10, 2009, 04:08
The destruction of my sleeping patterns is getting me down. It's 4AM and I'm worrying about a weird animationtransformation project. I should be in bed. -_-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 10, 2009, 13:11
I'm trying to do an assignment for college, but it's really difficult. Dx
Considering I haven't actually had any lessons. I just went in for the induction day, and was given the assignment. v.v
I expected to have at least a couple of lessons, before randomly being given an assignment. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 10, 2009, 21:39
i have so muchh algebra and civics homeworkk! D:
i don't have anyonee to talk to at school. /:
it's onlyy thursday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 12, 2009, 15:44
I'll feel scared being the only foreigner D;

That's not true; I'm going.

Oh, I'm English, but nobody can bloody understand my accent. >>;;

(And hey, you forgot Jeroen. He's Dutch y'know)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 12, 2009, 22:04
My grandmother has bowel cancer. I am worried seeing as I am waiting for results to see if it has spread.

If it has...

:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 12, 2009, 22:14
(And hey, you forgot Jeroen. He's Dutch y'know)

But Jeroen's still European :< It'd be my first time out of the continent if I went, as well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 12, 2009, 22:19
My grandmother has bowel cancer. I am worried seeing as I am waiting for results to see if it has spread.

If it has...

:(

Oh, I'm so sorry to hear, Liam. I'm depressed because my drink was spiked last night and it broke my pledge. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Oroskrochi on September 13, 2009, 01:24
Paul is depressing repressing and oppressing me right now.

Edit: Lol cancer. Smoke your selves to death fags.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 13, 2009, 01:30
Paul is depressing repressing and oppressing me right now.

Edit: Lol cancer. Smoke your selves to death fags.

O.o What did I do?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Oroskrochi on September 13, 2009, 01:31
Nothing bro, you're cool.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: TheDrifter on September 13, 2009, 02:37
The last episode of Death Note is depressing me, and also the fact that i have rotten luck with women, despite my relatively good look and nice attitude.

At least I have good friends, health, food, and i get to go to school and study in the field of work that interests me.

I guess I'm a spoiled person for having all these things and still feeling depressed...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ddz804 on September 13, 2009, 04:03
School just started for me and I hat school

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 13, 2009, 04:14
School just started for me and I hat school

I hat it to :< I hat it with a passion xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on September 13, 2009, 04:17
I hat it with a passion xP

I hat it with an even bigger passion.
That is, if they allowed wearing hats.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 13, 2009, 09:49
..This Animal Care assignment is evil. ;.;
I have no idea what to write. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 13, 2009, 09:52
..This Animal Care assignment is evil. ;.;
I have no idea what to write. D:

Write, "Animals...I care about them" there you go Cora opening sentence right their! Man I'm already at college level x3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 13, 2009, 10:11
Write, "Animals...I care about them" there you go Cora opening sentence right their! Man I'm already at college level x3

xDD
If only it were that simple..
We have to write about the '5 Freedoms*' and then relate them to an animal of our choice. [I chose cats. xP]
And that's just the Pass Section. xD We have a Merit Section, and a Distinction Section to do, too. ;.;

* - freedom from hunger and thirst
- freedom from discomfort
- freedom from pain, injury or disease
- freedom to express normal behaviour
- freedom from fear and distress
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on September 13, 2009, 10:12
Slow internet is about to make me start performing animal cruelty.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 13, 2009, 10:14
xDD
If only it were that simple..
We have to write about the '5 Freedoms*' and then relate them to an animal of our choice. [I chose cats. xP]
And that's just the Pass Section. xD We have a Merit Section, and a Distinction Section to do, too. ;.;

* - freedom from hunger and thirst
- freedom from discomfort
- freedom from pain, injury or disease
- freedom to express normal behaviour
- freedom from fear and distress

...um..."Cat's shouldn't not be-"....uhhh...*walks away*

Slow internet is about to make me start performing animal cruelty.
..This Animal Care

uh-oh I think I hear a big Street Fighter showdown. I just hope you guys don't phail like Trevor does xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 13, 2009, 10:46

curtis: me fur's a mess, me ship's a mess and hairmutt's molting which makes her very angry and bald
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 13, 2009, 12:11
I won't be off out doing falconry on Wednesday afternoons for a while because the guy who runs it is ill. Now I get to play Netball with the chavs... Fun =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 13, 2009, 12:35
Edit: Lol cancer. Smoke your selves to death fags.

Lol cancer? Cancer is anything but funny mate, considering how fatal it can be. Cancer can occur from a number of reasons, not just from cigarettes. Luckily I've never had cancer, and hopefully I won't get cancer, because it's a horrible disease. Laughing about it isn't right at all, I bet you wouldn't be laughing if you had it yourself.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 13, 2009, 14:11

Does he really did to update his PS 3 here, making Us stay in looking after his son Ethan.
We can't even eat our crisps because Ethan is allegtic to the flavor.

He'll be here intil five I bet.

want to place a bet?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 13, 2009, 18:17
Lol cancer? Cancer is anything but funny mate, considering how fatal it can be. Cancer can occur from a number of reasons, not just from cigarettes. Luckily I've never had cancer, and hopefully I won't get cancer, because it's a horrible disease. Laughing about it isn't right at all, I bet you wouldn't be laughing if you had it yourself.

wild white knight appeared
he didn't mean lol in a literal sense god damn.







anyways my sister just walked into my room and told me i was getting fat.
i'm 8 stone.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 13, 2009, 19:16
wild white knight appeared
he didn't mean lol in a literal sense god damn.

It's still a horrible thing to say, doesn't change that. And sorry for me standing up for my opinion on something, didn't know it was a bad thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 13, 2009, 19:36
oh i see we're pulling the 'opinion' card again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 13, 2009, 19:38
No, I don't have an opinion card. Where can I get one of those?

Anyways, at the moment, the only thing that is making me feel slightly upset is that I have to wait until tomorrow for it to be my birthday xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 13, 2009, 19:45
^ Cool Webbz! What age will you be? =]

Oh..stay on topic...erm, I'm depressed because school is tomorrow. =/
Title: Re: what's upsetting you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 13, 2009, 19:59
I'm having to leave Holland tomorrow... and I won't see my boyfriend again for a month and a half. More annoying than upsetting
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 13, 2009, 20:03
College in general is proving to be depressing and horribly expensive. I had almost enough money for a laptop when I started, must have spent about £200 so far. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 13, 2009, 20:34
well, my closest guy friend,
that i also like a lot,
seems to like this other girl.
that's also his friend.
i mean, it's obvious,
they're always posting on eachother's
facebook walls and stuff.
&; i'm likee, "nuuu. :<"
but i mean if he's happy with her,
then i guess i'll get over it sometimee.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on September 14, 2009, 01:02
REALLY depressed atm cos someone I care about a lot hates me right now, and on top of that, that person has humiliated me as well, so I feel really stupid *Sighs*

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 14, 2009, 03:42
REALLY depressed atm cos someone I care about a lot hates me right now, and on top of that, that person has humiliated me as well, so I feel really stupid *Sighs*



:< that sounds bad. I wish you the best.

I'm a little annoyed at this annoying headache that won't go away :P I've had it for over a day. It doesn't exactly hurt it's just a reall weird feeling. It only hurts if I move around really fast and it's only happening in the rear left side of my head :I
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: rapidash-mike on September 14, 2009, 22:19
I'm a little sad because I'm sick and my mom is in New York and my family doesn't seem to care. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Bloatedfish on September 14, 2009, 22:24
It's 22:22 and I have Chemistry first thing in the morning. >(

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 14, 2009, 22:26
It's 22:22 and I have Chemistry first thing in the morning. >(


I have Biology, trumped! And we're learning about diseases, great upbeat way to begin the week. XD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Bloatedfish on September 14, 2009, 22:31
I have Biology, trumped! And we're learning about diseases, great upbeat way to begin the week. XD
Biology is nuffink compared to Chemistry. Providing we're comparing A-Levels, of course. :U
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 14, 2009, 23:50
Yeah well I have double PE, talking about the anatomy and all that jazz =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cmyles2 on September 15, 2009, 00:58
because wednesday marks the 3rd anniversairy my best friend died of an overdose at the age of 14, and i never got a chance to say goodbye or i was sorry for everything..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 15, 2009, 16:32
I have a headache, which I've had since I got on the bus to go to college this morning.
And, and.. I don't know. Just.. things.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 15, 2009, 16:48
mom is in New York
okay now the wombats are stuck in my head. :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on September 15, 2009, 17:17
:< that sounds bad. I wish you the best.

Thanks *sighs* tis not going well at all. That person is now ignoring me me thinks =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 15, 2009, 17:21

Here click on this if want to find out why. (http://ttp://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=92467.0;topicseen)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 15, 2009, 18:48
Biology is nuffink compared to Chemistry. Providing we're comparing A-Levels, of course. :U

I take both, do I win yet?

I'm depressed/fed up because school seems to be completely against me dropping French and taking another subject instead. Surely if I feel I'm not going to do very well in the subject and don't like it all that much it would be sensible to let me change to one I'm likely to get a good grade in? The new head of 6th Form spent break today talking to me like I was a 7 year old and wasn't able to make decisions for myself. Arghhhhh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Super Paper Arwing on September 15, 2009, 21:20
pretty much everything.life sucks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sherrin lol on September 15, 2009, 21:56
yeah um I have a lot of problems right now

I have no money, about to be on the streets
lost my best friend
my kitten recently died
my sister tried to kill herself a week ago
i'm failing all my classes
no dr.pepper (if you know me well then you'll KNOW that's bad for me)

but I'm able to do what half of you don't seem to do: suck it up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: blazibaby on September 15, 2009, 22:03
^ Harsh

Hmmm...

Just generally depressed cos I'm me =/ Just a scumbag amongst so many people who dont deserve to be in contact with such a mopey arse like me ><

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 15, 2009, 22:08
^
^

... I duncare if you dunliek random hugs, you deservz one.

*hug* ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 15, 2009, 23:26
my life is depressing me right now. /:
i miss camp. &; the people there.
everyone is prettier then me. D: i mean wts.
&; there's still that "everyone else has at least,
been asked out once except me" problem.
alsoo, everyone keeps saying no,
when i send a friend request to them on facebook.
what did i ever do? :c

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 15, 2009, 23:30
Awww ^ I'm kind of depressed because there's this guy at school who apparently really likes me, but I'm already going out with someone. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 15, 2009, 23:33
Don't dump Sean for him!! D=

I am worried about school tomorrow >.>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 15, 2009, 23:39
You'll be fine! You have to tell me everything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 15, 2009, 23:41
Will do =] .. but still scared about it =[

And I have homework in for tomorrow =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on September 15, 2009, 23:58
i've been sick the past few days. my mom believes it's limes disese (i had a little bit of a O.o there), i haven't been able to go pretty much anywhere the last few days. i'm losing contact with my best friend. and worst of it all is...

My stupid scanner won't work!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cmyles2 on September 16, 2009, 00:35
because my best friend died 3 years ago today.

im very rarely upset but god when this day happens..

i just have no words and i feel like utter rubbish

i miss her so much.

R.I.P lucilla becky hetland<3 9th january 1992 - 16th september 2006. forever thinking of the best friend i could have ever asked for <3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: progartpkmn98 on September 16, 2009, 00:39
My stupid scanner won't work!

...at least you have a scanner...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 16, 2009, 05:08
I heard this song that I have heard before. I heard it during video production some other kids were listening. I never asked them what it was and now I'm frustrated because all I have for me to look for it is the one line I can remember.

"Do I..Do I Do I I do-"

no it's not by ABBA or 90degress OR Creamy >:I ...dammit this is gona set me off xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on September 16, 2009, 11:35
What's been getting me a little edgy right now is the fact that the two main sites I go on, deviantART and furaffinity, had a certain someone (who I won't mention as of now) sign on and pretend to be me. They said false information on my site journals and changed my passwords so I couldn't sign into them. D<
Ohwell, just made new accounts with new passwords so hopefully that should fix the problem.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 16, 2009, 11:52
I said goodbye to my pool team last night. For the last two years they've been absolutely brilliant, fantastic friends to me despite the age differences (after John who is one of my best friends at 24, the next youngest is in his 40's) and they've certainly helped mature me and bring me out of my shell more; I'm far more down to earth now thanks to them. I'm seeing one of them at his concert at the end of October, but I don't know when I'll see the majority of them again.. might not be until Christmas which is a shame really. I really enjoyed being with them on a pool night and part of my love for the game is down to them.

=[

Tonight I've got my last snooker match, which whilst I've only been with them for four or five months, I've grown close to as well. I know my brother in law a lot better now, which in turn has brought me closer to my niece and nephew in a way, and it's also brought myself out of my shell more when I've got to maintain conversation with a team whose next youngest player, aside from one of them who's 22, is nearly 40.. so yeah. And I'm starting to enjoy playing snooker as well.. =[

I guess I never realised that to have a new life at University, which I've desired all year long, I'd have to give up the life I have here. Which the days aside, is second to none to be honest.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 16, 2009, 18:30
Well I had my first proper football match in yonks, and I'm absolutely knackered. I had to play out of position, due to a lack of players, and I wasn't really ready for a full match, but I had to play one. Plus we lost, which sucks =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 16, 2009, 18:35
Well I had my first proper football match in yonks, and I'm absolutely knackered. I had to play out of position, due to a lack of players, and I wasn't really ready for a full match, but I had to play one. Plus we lost, which sucks =/

You need me as manager; I'll whip your sorry asses into shape =P

Topic: College is soooooo tiring. I'm never this tired.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 16, 2009, 18:39
Ugh. I have a headache, and I'm really tired. ~.~
And I still somehow have to finish this assignment..

College is soooooo tiring. I'm never this tired.

Me neither. Apart from when I stay up late.  v.v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 16, 2009, 18:39
You need me as manager; I'll whip your sorry asses into shape =P

We were the better team, we just lacked training and working together as a team. A few training sessions and we'll be fine =P

(And I think you should try going for Chelsea instead =P)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: +anima: Cooro on September 16, 2009, 18:39
the feeling of thinking I'm bieng ignored xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 16, 2009, 18:48
(And I think you should try going for Chelsea instead =P)

They approached me for the job before Ancelotti was ever on the scene. I turned it down cba like.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 16, 2009, 19:44

Today.........I saw this place that gets people ready for their own house.
And the youngest is 40!

where the heck are the under 30's who need help getting ready for ttheir own place?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 16, 2009, 20:42
I am getting a cold. My brain has turned to marshmallow... almost fell over trying to get up from the chair.

Not cool
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Super Paper Arwing on September 16, 2009, 20:48
the fact that people seem to be ignoring me lately.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Wrath of Zuruggu on September 16, 2009, 22:20
Uhm... my parents are splitting up and I get the feeling neither of them really wants me to go with them... not least because I have so many animals... hoho... and when they do split I kinda have to hope at least one of them is buying a house and not renting else chances are my cats won't be permitted... which would be a shame because I'm kinda not living without my pets :]

It's kinda... either really good or really bad... because if my dad buys a house I get to live there on my own since he works abroad... but if they both rent I have to find somewhere else to live that'll accept animals... which would be kinda difficult seeing as I'm still a student in college and don't have the money to buy a house...

Yes... the atmosphere around me is very awkward... and I'm kinda stuck in the middle being moaned to by both parties about each other since I hate them both :>

And uhh, I got refused a bus pass by the city council because they're all a bunch of analphiles so I can't sit with my friends in the morning... and I don't know how reliable the bus I have to take is... which is worrying because college starts earlier this year... I guess I shouldn't complain though because I nearly had to risk my life biking there for an hours journey down some mega busy roads... which is even less pleasent in the rain ^.^

But yes... when your parents keep changing their minds to whether they want to rent or buy and whether they actually still want you to live with them is a bit of a downer. Anyone got a spare bedroom?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sakura-chan ^_^ on September 17, 2009, 08:54
My mum is making me choose between my family and my fiancee. And apparently I'm a dissapointment to her. That's making me depressed right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 17, 2009, 09:18
Grr. My time-table is kinda messed up.
I have a lesson at 10:45 - 11:15. Then another lesson at 11:15 - 12:15.
Then I have a break till 3:00. v.v
Then I have another lesson at 3.00 - 4:30.

..What shall I do for that 2 hours, 45 minutes? ~.~
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 17, 2009, 11:49
my friend got banned from a site because someone falsely accused her of hacking their account which is just stupid.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 17, 2009, 18:02
My head is killing me, >:
I've had this headache all day. ~.~

..And I left my memory stick in one of the computers at college. v.v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 17, 2009, 20:00
Has anyone ever done this to you...

Because they can't do their jobs right.. we're losing the house.
making me to this place to learn to get my own place. ( The youngest is forty god)
Everyone with speacil needs my age still live parents or at college, What's differant about me.
I knew I have leave home one day, but not like this.
Cause those people down in pullar house employ such stupid people who cover up when someone messes up.

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH FORTY YEAR MENS AND WOMEN.
I WANT TO STAY WITH MUM.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on September 17, 2009, 20:36
Life itself is getting me down to be honest. I've got to the point where im just questioning everything, even my own existance. Im also sad because Im convinced everyone finds me annoying.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 18, 2009, 14:02
My Godfather suffers from a motor-neurone-like disease which causes his muscles to spasm as he slowly relinquishes control of his body. It'll kill him in the end as he becomes completely incapable of doing things for himself; breathing in the end if I recall correctly. Today I found out that he's beginning to struggle to swallow his food, which means he's in the latter stages of his life.

He's not got any future, even if it does slow down and stop being so progressive. Neither has my godmother, who's gone from being a completely independant woman to now being housebound for him.

I feel always for their children, who don't know whether the disease - it's a genetic fault or something - has passed onto them like his mother passed it onto him. Nor do I believe they want to know. I mean, how do you even begin to cope with that, knowing that your future is not yours to determine because you don't know when this disease would kick in?

It's horirble to see my godfather like this, he used to be so full of life, full of energy, full of opinions; always had something to say about anything you could possibly imagine. He's still the same person, still the same man, but his body won't let him be himself anymore, his life slowly taken from him until.. well. I don't like to think about it really, just makes me feel ungrateful for my own life I guess.

=[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on September 18, 2009, 18:17
Sick of one of my friends.
They keep on doing really stupid and reckless things. I try to stop them and help them in any way that I can but they just don't listen to me. At all. One day that person is going to get seriously hurt. And I'm going to have to restrain mysefl from saying 'I told you so.'   .... I'm mostly sick of them cos they worry me a lot tho :dry: I don't think they understand how much they worry me tho, cos they worry meh a lot.  *sighs* Silly friends
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 18, 2009, 19:04
I have a really bad throat. It feels as if something is resting on my Adam's apple. Bad times.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 18, 2009, 21:21
Well, to start it off I am just generally feeling crap. I have no idea why, it is just like there is a permanent grey cloud floating over me and engulfing me with a deep dark mood that makes me want to punch someone in the face. I will get the results of my grandmother's tests soon, so I hope it hasn't spread...

I also just had a shower but I got soap in my eyes.

School was boring.

Yeah generally just a crap day.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 18, 2009, 21:49
Well I feel really ill. Already thrown up twice tonight and am lying on the couch wide awake... meaning I hae no urge to sleep this off until morning.

Annoying ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 18, 2009, 21:52
Get better soon, Peter.

I hate that sick feeling... urgh. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on September 19, 2009, 02:08
This morning I woke up from the funniest dream ever. I tried to go back to sleep and continue the dream but it didn't work D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 19, 2009, 10:14
..I have to go to bed early tonight, so I can get up at 3am.
/is going to Spain tomorrow. 8DD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 21, 2009, 21:01
awwha. i finally started liking another guy,
&; i finally got over this onee guy.
but then the guy i like who's one,
of my friends, is suddenly in a relationship.
&; so i'm like ".. what? D:"
i've only /really/ liked two guys.
but they all end up in relationships. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 21, 2009, 21:03
Spending all morning meticulously EV training my houndoom, only to find out I must've messed up somewhere as I couldn't get the effort ribbon. >.<
I'm far too lazy to restart it, my sub par puppy will have to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 21, 2009, 21:04
oh, heavens knows why 8D 
no depression.. i'm just hugely annoyed.. well, at people i guess, hahaha 
and a very very recycled argument which is boring and irritating. 
really i'd like to bang people's heads together and put them in a soundproof room with nice comfy walls. 
 
and I can't find any notice as to when QI series G will be broadcast.. mr fry said autumn.. come on, it's autumn now ;; 
-pokes bbc- 
 
then again WILTY is on tonight so I shall watch that and it shall cheer me <3 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 21, 2009, 21:31
I have a huge amount amount of geography homework to do that is going to take me hours to do. I'll get it done, but I don't know when it will be finished =/

Also university stuff is stressful =[ I am still unsure about what course I want to do, but I'm mainly tied between design engineering and robotics now. But there is a pretty big difference between them so I need to work out what I want to do. Also I'm going to have to change my personal statement loads.

And my big toe nail has cracked down the middle so it's looking like the top half will fall off, and things like that really gross me out ¬¬

And I just seem to be in a really bad mood =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on September 21, 2009, 21:33
The attitude towards love some people have around here is really bumming me out.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 21, 2009, 21:44

People making decisons about my future for me.
I can do all the stuff that place teaches you god.
I DON'T NEED THAT PLACE JUST GIVE ME A FLAT IN ABERDEEN!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 21, 2009, 22:33
I want to help my boyfriend out with something .. But he said it would bring me down too .... Which is hard to do since I put up with crap everyday and yet I am still happy =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 21, 2009, 22:43
I'm kinda depressed because I broke up with my bf, and now I think I like this guy who really likes me. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 21, 2009, 22:44
and now I think I like this guy who really likes me. =/

You poor, poor thing. O.O
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 21, 2009, 22:46
But it isn't as easy as that. My ex still likes me, but it just didn't work out between us.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 21, 2009, 23:05
I want to play FFIX but I lost the game... and the discs are all scratched to death anyway. ;-;
So I annoy myself in silly ways. :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: DragonairSoul on September 21, 2009, 23:09
There's a mystery going on about someone special to me, but I don't know how to solve it. Or handle it. In any way possible. ><;;

And Webby doesn't PM me anymore. I have to harass him with one first. >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on September 21, 2009, 23:30
I always feel I socially fail.

I need to see more people outside of College.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on September 22, 2009, 01:42
Instead of working on my art project that really wasn't all that difficult, I have decided to post about my procrastination. Here I am...yet my sis will kick me off in twenty minutes anyway to work on hers... ;)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on September 22, 2009, 02:11
The attitude towards love some people have around here is really bumming me out.

yeah, sorry that love isn't all rainbows, unicorns and butterflies for some people.

but anyway, not much for once!

homework is really getting on my nerves, school is bringing me down. and i hate how the guy i like doesn't even go to my school so i hardly see him.

but i'm seeing him this saturday, woo. i hope everything works out(:

in other words i'm hardly depressed now, just sort of annoyed at life occasionally :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~ Robzei ~ on September 22, 2009, 15:53
im normally always happy, but, i keep going through a time when i feel something, that maybe others feel, and this is what it is ....

so a few times a month i end up in my room, just lying there awake, and i just think to myself ... will anyone ever love me? you know, because i never get asked out by my type of people, but then i ask my self, what type am i even into? ive never had a proper relationship, and you just look in the mirror and think, will anyone ever fall for me? will i find the perfect person, or will they be snatched away, whether they be married or just not into me ....

you cant help wonder, how your going to meet the person you will spend the rest of your life with, a lot of the time im alone, i dont want that for the rest of my life, do i?

a spark is meant to happen when you meet the person who is meant to be your perfect partner, but does a spark even exist, is it not a fantasy that woman have created to make themselves feel better about a relationship? or could there be some unseen force that attracts one another.

i beleive u only find a person you like, then you spend the rest of your life with them, but i dont want a person who i just 'like'. i want someone who will make me happy, enjoy doing things i like doing, the perfect person, but am i expecting too much, will i ever find someone like that?

many people say they find love over the internet or speed dating, but how can love happen when your typing it into a computer which does not show emotions, or speek to a person for 2 minutes, it is something that has to happen in a long run, you cant suddenly say you love someone without knowing them, am i right?

now most people these days are dating someone, who they may have been with for a week, or even 3 month, but can they really see their love lasting or is it just surviving on facial attraction or making love, who knows, but what i do know is, what happens if your with this person, but you meet the perfect person for you, the person who you are destined to be with, are you meant to just pass them by and live your life with this person who will never compare to the person you really want to be with, or do you dump them, break their heart and go running after the one you want. it is a good thing to wait, to find the perfect person, so dont let your cravings get in the way, but what if you wait too long, you lose your confidence and lose faith in ever finding the right person.

maybe ill be alone all my life. maybe the right person will pass me tomorrow, who knows. but its ever so confusing, this word love, does it ever happen?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 22, 2009, 16:02
maybe ill be alone all my life. maybe the right person will pass me tomorrow, who knows. but its ever so confusing, this word love, does it ever happen?

Ok I am going to be horrendously off-topic here, as I need to give you a virtual hug.

I thought exactly the same when I was your age, everyone around me was dating and there was me left in the lurch. It took until I was 19 before I had my first boyfriend.

You are still so young, and I know that this isn't much of a comfort but it will happen for you. You just need to try and rest easy and not dwell on it so much (which is tough, I know I would've written an identical post 3-4 years ago).

Try to be content in yourself and your lot, and somehow it'll work out :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2009, 16:07
idiot brother got suspended from school.

why can't he be more like me :v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 22, 2009, 16:16

this damn place.again

orginal plan- go and cook something during today.
plan now- no like it, go up for tea, I DON'T EAT TWO MEALS A DAY.

the place teachs- Cooking- I can do that, the washing, I can that, ironing, Just throw it in the drawer, getting to place- yeah I can do that, how to fiance- well, I can do that.

no need for that place!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 22, 2009, 16:18
why can't he be more like me :v

Because he's himself. Nothing wrong with that at all, despite the problems that can occur from it.

yeah, sorry that love isn't all rainbows, unicorns and butterflies for some people.

Love is many things for different people, as we've worked out from another topic =P

I'm a tad upset because I've got a cold =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~ Robzei ~ on September 22, 2009, 16:20
Ok I am going to be horrendously off-topic here, as I need to give you a virtual hug.

I thought exactly the same when I was your age, everyone around me was dating and there was me left in the lurch. It took until I was 19 before I had my first boyfriend.

You are still so young, and I know that this isn't much of a comfort but it will happen for you. You just need to try and rest easy and not dwell on it so much (which is tough, I know I would've written an identical post 3-4 years ago).

Try to be content in yourself and your lot, and somehow it'll work out :)

thank yew mulholland =D. yeh nearly everyone is dating and when you see movies with people together its worse. but im not conserned about right now. more conserned about if i will find someone later on in life. too busy for one now haha. *hugz*, glad someone feels the saame =D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 22, 2009, 16:26
that the person i like [and vice versa] and i, can't even have a conversation without going all red and shy. ooohh yeeeah adorable. really no. it's the most annoying thing being able to talk to someone on msn as if you've known them all your bloody life and then not managing two sentances.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2009, 18:07
Because he's himself. Nothing wrong with that at all, despite the problems that can occur from it.

but he got suspended

christ he's only in his third week ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 22, 2009, 18:18
but he got suspended

christ he's only in his third week ;-;
My dear brother is exactly the same. He was essentially thrown out of his (and my old) school because of his behaviour, and then another after that.

Oh...not depressed about much atm, just reveling in other people's misery. *~ Robzi ~* , if that avatar pic is really of you, you're actually quite fit. <3
...Just checked you're profile, you're 16, thank god for that. *phew*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2009, 18:23
My dear brother is exactly the same. He was essentially thrown out of his (and my old) school because of his behaviour, and then another after that.

not really his fault. hasn't had a good relationship with his peers. he's way too mature for them; i was basically his only friend when he was in junior school. my mum moved him because she was sick of the bullying.

but... the head of the junior school got slapped so LOL.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 23, 2009, 00:01
everyone keeps saying i'm to shy. :c
they always say that i don't really talk to anyone,
&; they tell me i should "communicate" more often.
it's not my fault i can't think of anything,
to talk about with certain people.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on September 23, 2009, 02:04
that the person i like [and vice versa] and i, can't even have a conversation without going all red and shy. ooohh yeeeah adorable. really no. it's the most annoying thing being able to talk to someone on msn as if you've known them all your bloody life and then not managing two sentances.

i know how it is, yea it sucks. :/
i dunno if you'll believe me or not, but eventually you grow out of it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 23, 2009, 12:51
Well I wanted to get taken away from my mum and brother because we don't get on at all ... It always ends up my fault to... So I dont want to put up with it anymore ... Now I am finally get taken away for two weeks to find out if we get on better with out each other and when come back it goes back to hell .... If it does I get put into foster care .. Which I wouldnt of minded two weeks ago ... But now I have got a boyfriend and he dont want me to leave and my best mate dont want me to leave .. and now my boyfriend sister dont want me to leave .. So I feel horrible about it all ... =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 23, 2009, 15:53
^ I'm depressed because Livii is. :( That's horrible. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 23, 2009, 18:09
Well I wanted to get taken away from my mum and brother because we don't get on at all ... It always ends up my fault to... So I dont want to put up with it anymore ... Now I am finally get taken away for two weeks to find out if we get on better with out each other and when come back it goes back to hell .... If it does I get put into foster care .. Which I wouldnt of minded two weeks ago ... But now I have got a boyfriend and he dont want me to leave and my best mate dont want me to leave .. and now my boyfriend sister dont want me to leave .. So I feel horrible about it all ... =/
OMG. That is awefull! *Gives cookie* Now I`m depressed =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 23, 2009, 18:18
^ I'm depressed because Livii is. :( That's horrible. :(

I am slowly getting over it .. But I still feel horrible because my boyfriend really don't want me go ...

OMG. That is awefull! *Gives cookie* Now I`m depressed =(

*takes cookie* thanks =] .. And Sorry >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 23, 2009, 18:19
 Its not your falt that its so bad. We`re all her for you! =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 23, 2009, 18:27
Thanks .. And I just found out that I am leaving this Saturday .. When I am ment to be going to see him >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:42
Rex's new thread made me think of the Walrus & The Carpenter segment of Alice In Wonderland.

It's making me wanna cry :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 21:44
You know, ultimately its John Lennon's fault for making that amazing song.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:45
You know, ultimately its John Lennon's fault for making that amazing song.

No my friendly bovine I still blame you :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 21:48
Aw, cowcakes then. ;-;

Also,

I'm a tad depressed its the eve of my 21st and I'm not doing anything SUPER execting.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:48
Aw, cowcakes.

I'm a tad depressed its the eve of my 21st and I'm not doing anything SUPER execting.


If it's any consolation I did nothing for my 18th *hug*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 23, 2009, 21:49
Awww *hugs Peter and Rex*

Will a BADASS adventure cheer you both up?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 23, 2009, 21:49
It sounds silly but.....

Theres a girl, and I only JUST got to know her okay, and tomorrow were going to see if we can play a little music during dinner time, sad part is, thats the last time Im going to see her for two weeks  :'(

Just to clear things up, I dont fancy her.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 21:51
If it's any consolation I did nothing for my 18th *hug*

-Hugs guys back- :[ Thank you

Lets set up a support network.

Awww *hugs Peter and Rex*

Will a BADASS adventure cheer you both up?

Possibly a Magical Mystry Tour.  Claire can drive us.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:55
Lets set up a support network.

Possibly a Magical Mystry Tour.  Claire can drive us.

We should SO do that :D

Can we sing Beatles songs and take pictures of cows that we paint in the guises of our fave songs? :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 21:56
As long as Webbz dresses up like a Rabbit.

Will you Webbz? The whole trip depends on you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 23, 2009, 21:57
See, all these ideas are cheering you both up, right? =D

I'll sing Hey Jude as well, all I'll need is a Karaoke Machine =D

And of course I'll dress up as a Rabbit, as long as I get to wear a waistcoat as well. Maybe with a monocle. =D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on September 23, 2009, 21:59
And of course I'll dress up as a Rabbit, as long as I get to wear a waistcoat as well. Maybe with a monocle. =D

ABSOLUTELY :D

It's settled, after graduation/end of school for summer next year we should SO plan a random jaunt xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2009, 22:01
Excellent.  We'll start from London and lose ourself en route and wind up somewhere, while of course taking pictures of the wide life and involving Beatles songs.

Winston Payne can come if he says please.

ABSOLUTELY :D

It's settled, after graduation/end of school for summer next year we should SO plan a random jaunt xD

I LOVE it. : D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 23, 2009, 22:02
These last posts don't seem very depressing o.o 
-suspicious look- 
 
i'm saaad.. for friends are all leaving for uni now, selfishly. 
I shall be all by my lonesome. tsk. 
though they're avoiding me now anyway.. no clue why, haha. 
 
-plays violin. in the rain- 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 24, 2009, 17:11
Thanks .. And I just found out that I am leaving this Saturday .. When I am ment to be going to see him >.<
Maybe you could try and see him on friday?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 24, 2009, 17:30
 my arm is ow. i had injections in school today DD:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 24, 2009, 17:59
People having off topic conversations on topics, I mean, if your talking about sandwiches, your not going to care about golf are you !?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on September 24, 2009, 18:07
I'm depressed cos I've hurt my wrist. Thats not the depressing part, it's not being able to play guitar thats the depressing part :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 24, 2009, 18:09
I'm depressed cos I've hurt my wrist. Thats not the depressing part, it's not being able to play guitar thats the depressing part :(

Couldnt you play the guitar with one hand like Angus Young of AC/DC?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Yoshi-Kun on September 25, 2009, 03:46
I'm sad at the fact that Jimi Hendrix is still dead.
Why can't he come back to life and play a gig for me in zombie form?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Utack and Swampy on September 25, 2009, 04:02
I lost my School planner, with all my important dates in it  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PTX Redux on September 25, 2009, 04:07
Well, there is this one girl...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on September 25, 2009, 08:01
Why am i depressed?

I hurt my ankle yester day and i have to go to school right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 25, 2009, 17:22

Can't people stop changing the plan, the just don't think what they are doing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pam-the-Lamb on September 25, 2009, 17:30
A good female friend is going away for two weeks.

Could someone tell me what date it will be in two weeks from tomorrow?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 25, 2009, 18:21
Well I accidently put all my clothes in the drier earlier instead of the washer.. bloody University machines not being tagged or anything with what the hell they are.. that just made me laugh though.

No, the real reason is quite..

I don't know.

I've had to move on with my life because I'm now at University, that's a given. But I never thought it meant giving up contact with so many people and it's kinda hit home when I realise that I'm not able to speak to those I love as frequently as I'd like to. And the same goes for friends, whilst I've been happy here living my own life and not having to wait around and hang about for things I'd rather not do, I'm beginning to realise that the friends I had at home are leaving soon again themselves and I won't really see them until Christmas unless they come to visit. Which they shall.

Another thing that hurts me a little is how much trust I say I have in people and how much I really have. I've always had so much faith in my friends, in those around me, and I mean this as unegotistical as I can but it worries me how they behave themselves when they're alone themselves, whether sometimes I got one show from them and they go around and behave completely differently when I'm no longer there to.. calm them down..?

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on September 25, 2009, 18:54
 this guy who ignores me and who i kinda like talked to me on msn, said hi, asked me how i was and now we have nothing to say. in a month we'll do this again and we will not speak anytime until then. why, i do not know. he just likes avoiding me for long periods of time. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 25, 2009, 20:09
A whole day of physics where I didn't understand something at the beginning so it just got worse as the day went on. >.< Damn neutrino/antineutrinos.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 25, 2009, 20:12
A whole day of physics where I didn't understand something at the beginning so it just got worse as the day went on. >.< Damn neutrino/antineutrinos.

Give me a PM, I might be able to help you there. I did Physics at A-Level and I remember Nuclear and Particle Physics quite well so I might just be able to give you a helping hand.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on September 26, 2009, 05:23
my boyfriends just so unhappy right now.

he's back to doing drugs... he says it's an 'escape'. i wanna do something for him, but i really don't know what... the most i can think of is listen and hold him and let him know i'm there...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 26, 2009, 06:07
I haven't been going to college recently because i don't like it there. I find that to be pathetic on my part.
I just dislike the people there, they all use me. I said i dislike people looking at my sketchbook because it's personal drawings that nobody but myself and... myself would understand. I left my bag with the group i go around with so i could get something from my tutor and they took my sketchbook out of it and basically picked on every picture in it, asked me what it was, why i drew it, kept pushing me to answer.
They didn't expect me to get angry with them? they sat and dissed me alot of the time and i'm the one who shouldn't have got upset with them.
they make me wonder why i thought college was a good idea. i can't go back to school either. i can't see my old friends since they never invite me anywhere so i wonder if i was born socially r****ded or something, and if i've ever to have a friend who will stay with me.

friends staying with me is another thing i get down when i think about it. none of my friends ever stay with me at any time. I lost my primary school friend because she disliked who i was, all my other friends have forgot about me, they won't stay...
and my super best friend. he's gone now. Completely.

i asked him to come visit on msn
he asked 'why, do you miss me?'
Yes.
I do.
Because he's the only reason i wake up every morning, so i can stay awake and wait for him to decide he wants to see me, so i can wish for that to happen.
When he was in the hospital, i shrugged off every fear i had of hospitals and went to visit him
when he got that one vomiting virus in 2005, i ignored the fact that i'm scared of sickness and sat with him until he was better
when he broke up with his girlfriend, i tried everything i could to cheer him up

Why hasn't he realised that idid those things because i wanted to be around him because i can't hold on to a friendship and i want to keep him as close to me as i can so i don't lose him like i've lost everyone else

i just wish i knew what i have to do to show him how empty i am without him and how much i just need him around me.

he blames school for lack of contact. i would say i could relate but i can't, i don't go to school. i'm just throwing my life away like my mum says i am.

everyone's disappointed in me. they've always been disappointed in me and everything i've done. they say otherwise so i don't have anything to hate them for.

i'm not exactly in a position to hate anyone, i need all the friends and family i can get right now.







i'm going to stop there... i'm sorry for posting here so much about such stupid things it won't happen again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 26, 2009, 09:00
Had a little bump last night while out in the car. Need to ring the insurance people later.

I hit a parked car while reversing round a corner at 11:45 last night, ended up knocking on loads of doors to find out whose car I had hit. Didn't do too much damage- just a couple of tiny dents. But didn't sleep last night at all
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 26, 2009, 09:05
I`m depressed because all my friends seem to be finding new best friends as they are in the year above me by three days. The worst is my two best friends have just made friends. I`m afraid that they will fall out and hate each other and maybe take it out on me. :'(

I`m also depressed because some problems on here are so depressing :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 26, 2009, 10:39
Give me a PM, I might be able to help you there. I did Physics at A-Level and I remember Nuclear and Particle Physics quite well so I might just be able to give you a helping hand.
Aww thanks, if I have any problems when I try to relearn 7 hours worth of lessons later, I'll be sure to pester you. :>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on September 26, 2009, 10:45
The fact that I'm grounded for doing ..... Nothing? I'm ground this week, next week and even the week after that for doing nothing! And I've done everything at home possible and no one is on msn because they are all outside and asking if I want to go out as well but I can't because my parents wont even tell me what I've done, so I can't even make up to it which means I get grounded even longer !!
I hate my parents sooo much lately. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 26, 2009, 11:31
Yesturday I sort off ... Hind from my mum and now I havent seen since yesturday morning ... Because I am staying at a close family friends house ... =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 26, 2009, 14:28
Owch. I really, really feel for you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 26, 2009, 21:14
NOw I have a hudge meeting with everyone .. And I mean everyone even the teachers at my school and my mum and my brother to see what is going to happen to me >.< I am so scared =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on September 26, 2009, 21:16
Oh heck that sounds SO scary =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 26, 2009, 22:52
I have the flu. Now I can deal with that is just I have a cough aswell and thats really getting me down. I seem to be coughing ever minute!
Ahh tough times =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on September 26, 2009, 23:22
relatives coming over

I have to give up my room

and the futon.

basically all comfortable sleeping equipment.

next two weeks are going to be veyr sleep deprived.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on September 26, 2009, 23:26
I'm a worthless loser with no redeemable qualities.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 26, 2009, 23:30
I found a lump on my throat and the doctor said it was a swollen gland. He said he's not worried about it, but I've got to have blood taken, and I'm afraid I have Anaemia. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Utack and Swampy on September 27, 2009, 00:13
^bummers  :(

Me? I'm bummed because I'm sick...Runny nose, hurting head and sore throat...Ungh...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 27, 2009, 00:34
Oh, and I've looked up swollen glands online and came up with terrifying results. Now I'm really scared and depressed.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 27, 2009, 00:55
I found a lump on my throat and the doctor said it was a swollen gland. He said he's not worried about it, but I've got to have blood taken, and I'm afraid I have Anaemia. :(

omg snap!!1 (http://www.iaza.com/work/090927C/2009-09-27-031408838880968-iaza.jpg)
even though mine is more of a swollen thyroxide or whatever idk/c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 27, 2009, 00:58
Yep, are you scared? ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on September 27, 2009, 01:00
not really
i'm more concerned about what other people think
like even my family members think i'm not trying to fix it on purpose lol.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 27, 2009, 01:02
Lol, maybe it's just me being a baby. I'm also deathly afraid of needles. :O
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on September 27, 2009, 01:31
Everyone keeps saying my music genre is Hip Hop T~T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on September 27, 2009, 11:35
I seem to be vomiting up everything! I don't feel sick its the cough ; ; Its reeeeeeally annoying, more annoying than myself; now thats saying someting.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 27, 2009, 14:44
I could have bought a Pikachu plush at a Charity shop yesterday... but I didn't... and now it's going to be left on the shelf, all alone...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 27, 2009, 16:56
^ o:

College tomorrow.. ;.;
I dun wanna go.. but I has to if I want £30 at the end of the week.. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 27, 2009, 16:58
^ o:

College tomorrow.. ;.;
I dun wanna go.. but I has to if I want £30 at the end of the week.. ;.;
Ah, EMA. Your best friend and your worst enemy at the same time. At least you're still getting it though, I'm paying £20 a week on bus fares to college and not earning a penny!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 27, 2009, 17:05

my Platinum deid on a shiny shinx.
My togetic is evil.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 27, 2009, 17:43
I found a lump on my throat and the doctor said it was a swollen gland. He said he's not worried about it, but I've got to have blood taken, and I'm afraid I have Anaemia. :(
I have that .. And I had my blood taken ... and I am getting it back this week ... It doesnt hurt .. But I think I knows whats up ..
Oh, and I've looked up swollen glands online and came up with terrifying results. Now I'm really scared and depressed.

Like what??? Because I have had blood tests for this before and they said it is nothing =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 27, 2009, 18:13
Basically Throat Cancer came up, but I don't think it's that. My sister and Mum have Iron difficiency Anaemia. :( I probably have that.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 27, 2009, 18:32
Mine is so painful =[ .. and annoying =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 27, 2009, 19:09
^ i have one, too.
it's worrying me.
but i didn't have to get a blood test ..
yet. /:

&; also i'm depressed because,
the guy i like very very much love;
said on facebook that he wrote a song on his guitar,
for someone. that made me think,
awwwh. that's so nice. <33
but it made me sad too,
because it'll never be me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 27, 2009, 21:54
Maths and Further Maths is depressing me right now D= I can't get my head around the Mechanics side of it at all, and all of the bubble sorting I have to do for D1 homework is making me VERY upset.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: blazibaby on September 27, 2009, 22:41
Today...tis matters of the heart ><

Recently broke up from a real ass of a boyfriend...so I'm kinda pining for someone who actually cares about me.

But recently...all the relationship problems are coming into light for me...the ones that stand out the most being the tarts who dump their perfectly nice boyfriends for another because they're bored...and those who don't know who they want so they just generally act like slappers around the whole lot of boys.

It gets me so angry how people can so easily break hearts of one another without even flinching and just move onto the next...Then theres me pining for what I hope to be a lifelong companion...wishfull thinking I know...but meh..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on September 27, 2009, 23:01
College in the morning.. I dun wanna go though.. o:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Myth Maniac™ on September 28, 2009, 16:48
Typhoon Ketsana. My God. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on September 28, 2009, 19:31

why wouldn't anyone listen to me ?

they make all change the plan at last mintue.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on September 29, 2009, 18:50
set the halls firealarm off by mistake (i was cooking) got told off by the firefighter guy and that was it till i got back and it started going off again, you have afew secs to get it off before the fire brigade get called

when i managed to get it off i was a compleat nervous reck, shaking really badly. i think i may still be in shock
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 29, 2009, 19:20
I've ran out of Maths homework D= I was really getting into it and suddenly I'd finished and gotten them all right ;-; I considered trying again, just for fun, but then my try count would go up =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 29, 2009, 19:30
set the halls firealarm off by mistake (i was cooking) got told off by the firefighted guy and that was it till i got back and it started going off again, you have afew secs to get it off before the fire brigade get called

when i managed to get it off i was a compleat nervous reck, shaking really badly. i think i may still be in shock
Hilarious! Aren't fire alarms in kitchens designed to deal with...kitcheny fumes though? Seems like a very bad place to put them otherwise. :/

Maths H/W to do...and it's probably going to be very hard. *sigh*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on September 29, 2009, 19:35
i'm not even sure anymore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 29, 2009, 19:47
University stuff again =[

I seem to be losing way too much sleep about this, but it is a pretty important decision which will affect the next 4 years or so, and also whatever job I may have afterwards. It seems pretty stupid, but it's really getting me down. It's not just me though; quite a few others I know, including my boyfriend, are in the same situation. Stuck between two courses, but you want to make the right choice. It wouldn't be as bad if there were universities that did both courses I want to do, but I can't actually find any, so each of my top 5 choices are different.

Also, I've been feeling pretty ill today and that's really not helping. 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on September 29, 2009, 21:59
Hilarious! Aren't fire alarms in kitchens designed to deal with...kitcheny fumes though? Seems like a very bad place to put them otherwise. :/

the ones in the kitchens detect heat (like when i opened the oven door, all the heat came out) the ones in the hallway detect smoke (you have to keep the door shut or the smoke will go into the hall and the alarm will go off)

University stuff again =[

I seem to be losing way too much sleep about this, but it is a pretty important decision which will affect the next 4 years or so, and also whatever job I may have afterwards. It seems pretty stupid, but it's really getting me down. It's not just me though; quite a few others I know, including my boyfriend, are in the same situation. Stuck between two courses, but you want to make the right choice. It wouldn't be as bad if there were universities that did both courses I want to do, but I can't actually find any, so each of my top 5 choices are different.


are there really? what courses do you want to do? how far away are you looking, only ones close to home?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 29, 2009, 22:02
I have P.E tommorow and I really want to do it but if I do my ankle will get worse.

-cry-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 29, 2009, 22:02
this is so weird, but i don't feel very depressed atm. D:
maybe because it's happy and sunshine-y outside,
&; i got a coach bag from my mom for no reason at all.
*tries to think of a reason to be depressed*

OH. it's gonna be winter soon, and it's freezing out,
i was wearing flipflops at thee bus stop so i know. :<
hehe. also, i hate school. we have an algebra test tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 29, 2009, 22:35
are there really? what courses do you want to do? how far away are you looking, only ones close to home?

I was looking at both Robotics and Design Engineering, and couldn't find many universities that did them as Engineering courses rather than Science courses. I found one uni that seems to do both (Liverpool) but it's quite far away. I'm not looking majorly far away from home, probably no more than like 4 hours away from Bath. I have been doing a lot of research in the past few hours since my last post, and it's looking like I'm settling on Design Engineering. I think anyway. I hope I don't change my mind by tomorrow.

I'm feeling a bit better compared to earlier, now I'm just grumpy because I'm tired and have to get up for Physics tomorrow xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on September 29, 2009, 22:40
Maths first thing tomorrow. Plus, my parents' are leaving on Friday to visit my sis in College. Their going because she's lonely, and I want to see her because I miss her. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on September 30, 2009, 21:08
i have a crapload of algebra homework.
i can't go to valleyscare with my friends this saturday.
i lost my limited edition juicy couture purse,
&; it's freaking cold in the room i'm in.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 30, 2009, 21:09
I've had a bad cold all day, and my allergies have made me feel much worse over the course of the day. Trust it to be today where I have to mess around with dust all day. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 01, 2009, 20:55
I have had a meeting everyday since tuesday ... They never can leave me alone at school >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on October 01, 2009, 23:07
The main thing that's depressing me right now is that i haven't done my RE homework and it's due in tomorrow.

The other thing is, my Nanny was attacked and i feel so helpless because i can't do a thing about it.

The Police won't get off their asses (I don't mean to insult Police Officers, i actually want to be one) and look for the people that did it, but thankfully she wasn't harmed physically. Just shocked.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Toshiku Yumari on October 02, 2009, 01:09
I keep wanting to say all these hilrious things during school, but I don't know how my teacher will react....so....no funny sayings.


*wipes tear from eye* So sad.


Actually, we have all this testing to do, and even though we don't get any homework, we still have a hell of a lot of work to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on October 02, 2009, 01:17
My friend's birthday is today, and he's coming to my house so i can give him his present, and that means we can finally see each other ♥
and i'm happier since as soon as he said he was coming, i saw two magpies on the fence outside
and since i believe in the whole 'two for joy' thing, i'm really certain he's gonna show
now i'm so happy oh god :DDDD

i'm depressed because this never happened
i never got to buy him anything, he showed up but he never even came to say hi and we never saw each other at all.

that'll be him gone for another 2 months i guess.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: rapidash-mike on October 02, 2009, 05:02
i think school is what makes me depressed
my mood drastically changed for the better over the summer
but now I'm back in school, and I'm sad again
probably because I see every other kid with their friends, but I sit by myself every day
D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 02, 2009, 05:19
i think school is what makes me depressed
my mood drastically changed for the better over the summer
but now I'm back in school, and I'm sad again
probably because I see every other kid with their friends, but I sit by myself every day
D:

You should talk with your teachers. or Maybe just find some nice kid at your school who would like listening to you/you would like to listen to. Maybe there's someone else at your school who likes pokemon a lot?

"C'mon get uuuup!
Knock off your napping!
It's a crazy messed up place where anything can haaaappeeeen!
There's a chair that freaking talks- look at that!
There's some fish that give advice- holy crap!" :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 02, 2009, 14:39
Leaving New York is never easy.

Actually wanna cry I miss that city so much
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on October 02, 2009, 17:51
Some silly things, such as how I'm not really enjoying Physics this year cos of the new teacher, and almost every lesson makes me feel like crying because I just can't keep up and I'm not learning anything. Makes me feel awful. If I don't get at least a B I probably can't go to any unis I want to go to. And then just general school-y things like Year 13s being neglected, not being able to do important work, having nowhere to park, stuff like that. A group of us wrote a fat list of complaints and suggestions which we will give to our head of year next week. I'm really not enjoying school this year either. Lessons are fine (apart from Physics); it's just everything else. Especially the Year 12s, they just seem to be getting us down so much. I've been there 6 years and have a year to go, but I just feel ready to leave like now. Obviously I can't if I want to finish A-levels though.

And also that Frankie Boyle has left Mock The Week =[ It's so not gonna be the same.

And then real problems. My aunt has depression again, so that's making me feel a bit sad. She's so awesome when she's happy, and she's having to take time off work and stuff because of depression atm. Hoping she'll be alright soon, as it comes and goes for her. And then my mum's cousin has committed suicide, so she's pretty upset, and I hate it when she's like this. I wasn't too upset because I barely remember him, but then he was only in his late twenties, married and with two young kids so I'm sad for them really =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on October 02, 2009, 18:09
And also that Frankie Boyle has left Mock The Week =[ It's so not gonna be the same.

he left? D: i thought he was only sick that week ;_;
oh man that's sad djkfdfgf
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on October 02, 2009, 18:53
he left? D: i thought he was only sick that week ;_;
oh man that's sad djkfdfgf

I think he was sick that week, but he has said he's not returning for the next series which is in January =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 02, 2009, 19:05
Well I'm depressed because I've got the house to myself for the weekend, and before you all say: "Omg, Paul! You're a teenager alone for the weekend. PARTAYY." Then, yes, I am having a party, but my Nana was supposed to go for an operation yesterday, but the hospital screwed up, and sent her home. I'm scared something bad'll happen and I'm not in the partying mood, atm. =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: rapidash-mike on October 02, 2009, 19:32
You should talk with your teachers. or Maybe just find some nice kid at your school who would like listening to you/you would like to listen to. Maybe there's someone else at your school who likes pokemon a lot?
I'm too embarrassed to talk to the teachers [mostly because I know they'd tell the other kids to talk to me and that would be embarrassing too and it wouldn't be real. they'd only be talking to me because the teacher told them to], and there aren't a lot of kids at my school, so there aren't any that I don't know, and they don't really pay attention to me. The ones that do aren't really friends. And I'm pretty sure that all the kids at my school that like pokekon are the the stupid annoying middle school/elementary school kids who are a lot younger than me. I've heard other high school students and even teachers make fun of pokemon.

I really appreciate your help though. 8D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 02, 2009, 19:39
I'm kinda "depressed" that this is the most active topic I'm involved with. >>;
And because I'm ill.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 02, 2009, 19:47
I saw a girl i really used to like today from when I was in school. I missed my chance back then (she got a boy friend before i asked her > bad times) and now she still looks and is amazing. The thing is now I dont have anyway to speak to her since we both have new msn's and I'm in college, she's in school.
So yeah > bummer
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 02, 2009, 20:14

I seem to forget everything today.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 02, 2009, 20:37
i dropped my oreo. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 02, 2009, 20:39
^ Ten second rule! <3 Oreos.

Hmmm, my dog won't be quite. I'm annoyed now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 02, 2009, 21:18
my friend is copying everything i do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ownageduck on October 02, 2009, 21:27
^ That's pretty annoying.

My DS being lost...with my Platinum Cartridge inside, it's killin' me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 03, 2009, 00:03
my friend is copying everything i do.

Ew that sucks >: I hope they stop soon.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on October 03, 2009, 00:25
I'm depressed because my girlfriend is depressed. The reason she is depressed is because I have to have some tests at the hospital and she's scared there's going to be something wrong with me, and she's scared she's going to lose me. Her words not mine. So yeah I had my girlfriend crying and clinging on to me. Some guys might tell me to enjoy the attention. I say I'd rather have no attention. That look in her eyes.....=/ nearly started crying myself.....it ripped right through me....

So yeah thats why I'm depressed. I mean I don't think there IS anything wrong with me, but if there is then well....I'm not even gonna go there.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: rapidash-mike on October 03, 2009, 02:22
My niece is only a month old and she has serious gas problems... she's not just crying, she's actually screaming. It's not the noise that's bothering me... it's that she's sitting there, helpless and in pain, and there's nothing I can do for her. There's nothing any of us can do for her. She can't even tell us what's wrong. It's really getting me down...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on October 03, 2009, 10:39
I'm depressed because my friend from college is depressed.

She got her motorbike stolen from her garage last night. It was her first bike.
She worked really hard on it; she got it from someone she knew, for free, but it was all rusty and stuff.

She says that she hasn't slept, and that the police were at her house last night, taking details.
The police spotted the bike, then lost it. x[

She doesn't have the money for a new bike, as she owes her boyfriend about £400 for helping with the modification of the bike.
]:
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Post by: kendall! on October 05, 2009, 23:44
well, i have an AP world history comparison essay to write and i really don't want to do it. i feel like i don't have time.

my best friend is letting her ex hit her all the time and she has bruises... she complains to me then whenever he randomly slaps or punches her during school and stuff she can't even tell him to stop with a straight face... she always smiles and laughs when she does it. what the hell. it's REALLY making me depressed that she can't stand up for herself properly.

i hate how people just take unnecessary crap without doing anything about it.
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Post by: -Cora- on October 06, 2009, 19:06
I'm ill.. and I don't know if we have any ice-cream left. ;-;
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Post by: Mulholland on October 06, 2009, 19:09
Tomorrow I head back to uni for my final year.

So much stress ahead!

Expect more posts on me in this thread in the future.
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Post by: f3raligatr on October 06, 2009, 19:26
Tomorrow I head back to uni for my final year.

So much stress ahead!

Expect more posts on me in this thread in the future.

You're telling me, and I'm only a week and a bit in.

I don't know, right now I feel unsure of everything, whether I've got the determination, committment and motivation to do a degree. I love being out on my own, my own place, my own life, but it's this independant learning thing that I'm worried about.
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Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on October 06, 2009, 19:27
Had a slight 'argument' wiv my friend who thinks its funny when some one insults me and tells me not to come near them, when I don't even know who that person is. Tottaly funny isn't it? Aren't you just in fits of laughter?

I'm not.

I've been having such a bad time for ages but I prefer to only tell a few peoples *shot* not anymore tho

I was almost beaten up by a group of girls for a reason that had nothing to do with them. So actually I can't even call it a reason. My friends been rubbing stuff in my face and it's been getting annoying tbh. I was going to go somewhere wiv some friends but I've just been told by one of their friends that I'm not wanted down there and that I'm a >insert horrible iinsults here<  then they started insulting one of my friends so I calmly stuck up for them, without insulting the horrible person ... so yh ... more to it but cba to explain it all =[


And one of my good friends is possbily not well atm which is depressing.
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Post by: kerri-anne on October 06, 2009, 19:30

My mum wouldn't belive when I told her about imperail leather soap  annoys my skin :ohmy:
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Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 06, 2009, 20:58
uhmmm ..
ohhyes.
we're doing cross country in gym.
we have to run 5 laps around the track,
in freezing cold weather and our gym outfits.
it's not pleasant. :<

oh and there's only five more days of spanish. ;__;
*sniffle*
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Post by: Sebastian Moran on October 06, 2009, 21:10
i accidentally left the freezer door open last night.. somehow o.o 
lord knows how because i swear i closed it.. but i would think that.. 
anyhoo, everything defrosted and we lost a shedload of food so.. damn. 
and consequently the freezer isn't working because the fan is frozen up and it thinks it's already frozen throughout.. so had to melt the ice on that with this little old heater we have.. and waiting for it to dry before we can put everything back in to try and save it. 
had to take about three binbags worth of defrosted food to the tip, though.. and that's after picking out stuff to keep in the fridge and try and eat within the next few days. 
lost all of the really expensive stuff my mum had been hanging onto as well, like the steak and fish ><; 
 
so.. damn. 
not making me depressed, but this topic is adequate for broadcasting my stupidity. 
i feel like such a.. well, yeah. i'm sure there's an uncensored word to describe it, but still. 
grrrrbbllllnnnrr. 
 
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on October 06, 2009, 21:26
I miss my best friend, I dunno why I miss her so much... I guess it's because her birthday is soon
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Post by: Piccolami. on October 06, 2009, 21:30
i really want to drop french again and there's no way i'll be allowed to. the languages staff and the head of 6th form won't let me. it's stupid because i'm wasting time on a subject i don't want to do and won't have any bearing on the rest of my life and argghhhh
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Post by: dorkcakes. on October 06, 2009, 22:30
didn't get to hang out with my boyfriend today. his damn phone died and he's going somewhere with his friend.

hur, i'm getting too attached. this is how i'm gonna end up getting hurt, if he's not true to what he says. though... he gets mad that i don't believe him sometimes. screw trust issues. :/
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Post by: Webby2 on October 06, 2009, 23:02
The headphones have broke, which means I can't listen to music, plus I have to do a bleep test tomorrow (as well as homework still). If I didn't have Private Study in the morning then I'd be in such a crap situation tonight (still am I suppose).

I get the feeling that depressing isn't the right term, it's just upsetting.
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Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on October 07, 2009, 21:32
well, after saying 'i love you', i was told 'why do you keep saying that?'. that hurt. a goddamn lot.

there's nothing spiteful about it, it probably wasn't meant in a harsh way. maybe i was supposed to say something meaningful, but no. it hurt. it was like a knife.
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Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on October 07, 2009, 21:57
^ Awww you need a hug *hugs lit*

I haven't spoken to the person I fancy for like a day and its bugging me ... darn him for being popular and not hanging out wiv me all the time!
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Post by: blazibaby on October 07, 2009, 23:29
I'm depressed at the fact that everyone wants to meet up with me...and I'm having to turn them down because I'm busy...and then they think I hate them and stop talking to me...or I turn them down because they're randomers who my friend speaks to on MSN and says they're really cool o.o

I'm sorry...but I kinda..dont want to meet up in The Cathouse with someone I've only known for a week or so Dx

I hate turning people down though Dx Gets me all paranoid about what they think of me...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on October 07, 2009, 23:36
Crushes totally suck.

Need I say more? D=

Actually, I will say more. I have to get up at six tomorrow to go to work for seven, and I haven't got up before like, nine o clock for months so I'm not looking forward to it. ;;

But crushes suck more than getting up early.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 08, 2009, 19:31
 my friends insist andrew likes me and nudge me or give me this look if he talks to me. and apparently everytime he tries to talk to me i ignore him, even though it doesn't seem to me he tries to talk to me. and my friends completely took it the wrong way when he mentioned it was hot in our maths room to me. and he could hear them because they whisper really loud. besides he doesn't like me because he barely talks to me and talks to other people way more and ignored me completely in geography and i like him and i'm rambling but them telling me he likes me is just making me find reason that he doesn't like me.

 gah.
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Post by: kerri-anne on October 08, 2009, 19:45

I am on the last chapter of "THE Tales of Curtis Talli the pirate squirrel" and can't think of how to end it....
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Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 08, 2009, 20:56
actually i'm more like annoyed.
at the assembly today the guy i liked,
got in trouble for being disrespectful and immature,
&; he had to sit on the very first bleacher.
a couple minutes later the guy lost his temper with him,
&; kicked him out of the gym.
he also kept telling him to hurry up and get out.
then my history teacher followed him out,
&; started yelling at him because he said,
he'd never had a student kicked out of the assembly,
in all the years he's been teaching.
idk i just thought he was overreacting. /:
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Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 09, 2009, 17:29
The Spriters resource is down and I cant get the sprites I need :'(
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Post by: RocketMember002 on October 09, 2009, 17:56
I've just realised the Twix's I've been eating for breakfast for the past week at break times have double the fat content I thought. 30% of my daily allowance in one bar! Urgh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on October 09, 2009, 18:02
^aie D: i had a moment like that when i was drinking a bottle of fanta and saw the sugar content. 
don't know why i was surprised though, your teeth ache just by looking at the thing <3 
 
er.. i'm annoyed because i have a blister right on the webbing/joint bit of my thumb and it's annoying trying to use the mouse/type/pick up my mug of tea, which is obviously very important to my wellbeing. 
and i got the blister from scissors. Scissors! cutting up loft insulation. they're not exactly the most blistery things you could think of. I'd rate them just above "watch" and "picture frame". 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 09, 2009, 19:11
I didn't go school today because I am really ill .. But because I didn't go ... Even if I am well tomorrow I am not aloud to go into town and meet up with Fiona to go see Jordan, Harley, Charmaine, Becky and Sophie =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Psychic Psycho on October 09, 2009, 19:21
I'm depressed because this thread is still depressing people.
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Post by: Lacrymosa on October 09, 2009, 22:15
^ very clever.
People would still be depressed without this thread though. This is a good thing, people can rant about the bad things in life and get them all of their chests!

I am slightly upset that I have to be up at about 3am in order to go to Kent for an open day.. and also that another open day I wanted to go on is fully booked. Sad times!
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Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on October 09, 2009, 23:47
I didn't go school today because I am really ill .. But because I didn't go ... Even if I am well tomorrow I am not aloud to go into town and meet up with Fiona to go see Jordan, Harley, Charmaine, Becky and Sophie =/
='(

I'm seeing only Livii tomorrow but only for 2 1/2 hours. =(
I was planning all week to go see my bf but I can't now because he can't get to Livii's house and Livii can't come to where I live. ='(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 10, 2009, 11:49
='(

I'm seeing only Livii tomorrow but only for 2 1/2 hours. =(
I was planning all week to go see my bf but I can't now because he can't get to Livii's house and Livii can't come to where I live. ='(

Sorry =[ .. But you are going anyway now ... Have fun =]

I still feel really ill =[
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Post by: pikakitty on October 10, 2009, 15:20
you're not supposed to feel as if you're supposed to take sides in a divorce, right?
then stop making me pick sides
you're not the victim here, neither is he, so stop expecting him to do everything, stop expecting him to give us money, he's not rich like you think he is, and she's not rich like you think she is
you're both acting like you're in high school
'tell him that i said' no, how about i don't, how about you tell him yourself, also tell him how you think he has all the money we need to keep us happy, he'll tell you everything, he's not a liar like you make him out to be, and she's not a whore like you act like she is
she doesn't have a boyfriend, she doesn't want one
he doesn't have a girlfriend, he doesn't want one.
oh, and you, stop making me pick him over her, you're the one who's got everything, a husband, a child, you don't know what it's like to be in the middle of this, to have nothing, you're not the one who has to live through it all, the one who has to defend the other when one of them thinks they're more of a victim.
just because i want to see him doesn't mean i'm leaving you, stop flipping out when i want to talk to him, stop acting like we're taking his side, i'm not, i just want to see the man who made me.

he's not going to give me money every time i ask for it, she's not going to take the money you give me, stop acting that way, stop judging each other.

you said you'd be together 'til death do us part'
so why are you not together? why did you let something as petty as that seperate you? make you into these animals you are now.

i'm too young to be a psychiatrist or a divorce lawyer, please stop making me have to take the place of either of them, and stop asking why i never smile, because if i tell you i'm going to make it worse.

you're both as bad as each other.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on October 10, 2009, 16:36
I'm hungry, and when you're hungry you get sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 10, 2009, 17:59

Kerri-anne: stupid hairmutt giving me her cold.
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Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 10, 2009, 19:01
i know like six people in my district,
who have h1n1.
two of them are my friends. /:
&& the guy i like said no to my friend request,
on facebook. well actually no he didn't,
but he probably will. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on October 10, 2009, 20:08
I don't know what to do about dropping French now, and I seem to be getting behind with all of my other homework as well as French homework and I don't think I'm coping very well with 5 AS-Levels and yet no one will let me drop one... And then when I go to a French lesson I feel bad about wanting to drop it but I'm not coping very well and aargh.

Also the parents are arguing AGAIN and I'm really quite surprised that Dad hasn't packed his bags and walked out again... I think they're only staying together for our sake yet that's just making it worse because they're continually arguing and at eachother's throats =[
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Post by: MnMs™ on October 10, 2009, 21:32
I'm feeling real low today, collective reasons really.

I'm really missing Sam right now, I saw him last Friday and I was on Webcam on Wednesday and Thursday, but I don't get to see him an awful lot anymore. Every Sunday or so. I just wish he'd come round right now and hold me tight. Then I'd feel safe and happy, instead of cold and alone. Just seeing him always cheers me up, in fact even just texts make me much brighter.

My best friend from Junior school just IMed me and I now he's made me miss hanging with him... I haven't seen him since November last year and I probably won't see him till next year. And because we've grown apart, we don't even go to each others houses for Birthdays. I used to fancy him as well... He was a great friend, I'm really sad were not that close anymore.

My brother is at uni and I only get to see him Sundays, because he works Saturdays. And me and Jace were so close... We told each other everything but its like... I never see him anymore. He's always out Saturday & Sunday nights. Its just so weird. I've lived with him for 13 years and now its just... Well he's... Gone. You know? And I feel like I've lost the person I could tell everything. Sure I still have other people... Hattie, Hannah, Sam... But its not the same.

Lew's officially out of my life, gone. Forever. After dedicating a year of my life to him, I'll never see him again... Never again, and it hurts so bad. Everyone thinks I'm over him because I like Sam but its not true... I wll never be completely over Lewis... You don't stalk a guy for a year and then stop feeling stuff when he goes to uni. It just doesn't work like that. I wish it did... Because Lewis caused so much hurt when he left... I wished I could just curl up in a ball and die... But now? He's gone, and I try to forget him... But I can't.

There is allthe people I miss but I still have a ton more to be sad about.

I have SO much homework its unbelievable. Most of its easy but still... They shouldn't legally be allowed to give you this much! Especially since year 8 supposed to be the year you don't have to worry. Next year I'm picking GCSE's, and work will actually be important & it'll have an impact on my life.

I feel fat and ugly, I'm sorry to those who say I'm not but I so am. I can't even lose weight by skipping meals & only eating bare minimum... It doesn't work.

I have a ton more thats upsetting me, but I really don't want to bore you anymore than I already have.

On a brighter note; Sam just signed on which has made me much happier.
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Post by: +anima: Cooro on October 10, 2009, 21:39
I think I just offended someone by accident ;o;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 10, 2009, 21:43
I think I just offended someone by accident ;o;

You would have to insult me in order for me to be offended ;P besides, I love danjo so why would I be offended? xD I don't take offense from friends anyways. I'm not offended, now go make a post on the happy topic D:<
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Post by: RocketMember002 on October 10, 2009, 22:05
I had two fat filled Twix's, a curry, and a fat packed nan bread yesterday. I've been feeling weak willed and fat all day because of it. >.< I swear all those hours of physics on a Friday weakens my resistance.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 10, 2009, 22:07
 I won't ever get to meet Lloyd Daniels from the XFactor. but i had this last year with eoghan quigg for a bit, i'll be over it soon enough i guess.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on October 10, 2009, 22:22
The fact that this board has more posts than the happy board.

:c
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Post by: Shaymin on October 11, 2009, 13:13
this song is depressing meeee.

:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 11, 2009, 13:24
The fact that I have two essays to write, a booklet on the russian civil war and an art question paper to complete during the holidays D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 11, 2009, 16:01
i'm really sad. ): i swear i can easily start crying right now if you'd like me to.
first of all i'm going back to school tomorrow. but that's not whyy.
it's because he did ignore my friend request on fb.
i know i said i kindahh knew he wouldn't but honestly i thought he would,
because i've had tons of good experiences with that kind of thing.
i guess i was lucky, because even my enemy nik accepted my friend request.
i don't get why he didn't. :< i mean come on. i'm in his spanish class.
&; who doesn't want more friends.
he's only adding the 'popular' people at our school, judging from his friends list.
&; i have only three days of spanish left so .. ;_;

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: pikakitty on October 11, 2009, 18:09
i'm really sad. ): i swear i can easily start crying right now if you'd like me to.
first of all i'm going back to school tomorrow. but that's not whyy.
it's because he did ignore my friend request on fb.
i know i said i kindahh knew he wouldn't but honestly i thought he would,
because i've had tons of good experiences with that kind of thing.
i guess i was lucky, because even my enemy nik accepted my friend request.
i don't get why he didn't. :< i mean come on. i'm in his spanish class.
&; who doesn't want more friends.
he's only adding the 'popular' people at our school, judging from his friends list.
&; i have only three days of spanish left so .. ;_;



maybe he's put off by your typing style.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 12, 2009, 20:52
well he's never even seen my typing style so i'm not sure [:

there's nothing depressing me right now ..
but i have loads of homework. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 12, 2009, 21:01
Loads of homework and I'm at a point in my life where I keep wondering about where I belong in this world.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 12, 2009, 21:22
I cut myself shaving and my filtrum won't stop bleeding. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 12, 2009, 21:52

this darn sheet won't stay on my bed, it's making me sore every night...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on October 12, 2009, 22:58
the fact a virus basically ruined my computer, so...

it's fixed now. but all my music and pictures are deleted. and it won't let me install msn or anything. so i have no way of talking to anyone on msn, i have nothing to listen to, i have no pictures to look at or anything. years and years of memories just deleted.

i know it's really stupid to get upset about but honestly... ugh... i can't get any of it back. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 13, 2009, 07:47
I'm at a point in my life where I keep wondering about where I belong in this world.

Its depressing isnt it :( I keep on doing that too.

One of my friends is depressed and I dont know how to help.
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Post by: SurfingPikachu on October 13, 2009, 12:13
The fact that I waited 3 weeks just to get a faulty Pokemon Platinum.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: _Joel_ on October 13, 2009, 16:16
Last night I went to a Bloc Party gig. It was all fine and dandy until just before the last song when the smoke alarm went off and we all had to leave. Pretty annoying in itself, but, rumour has it (or as my friend decided, either way) the last song was gonna be Flux which is a right good song. That's depressing me (kinda. It was an amazing night anyways...).
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on October 13, 2009, 16:35
Last night I went to a Bloc Party gig. It was all fine and dandy until just before the last song when the smoke alarm went off and we all had to leave. Pretty annoying in itself, but, rumour has it (or as my friend decided, either way) the last song was gonna be Flux which is a right good song. That's depressing me (kinda. It was an amazing night anyways...).
aw woah dude. >_<

mm. i'm not really sure. i hardly saw my bestest bestest friend ever today, and she's like the most awesome person ever. D:

we usually see eachother randomly in the corridor and hug and stuff, but i only saw her briefly at break, and i hardly spoke. .-.
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Post by: Liam on October 13, 2009, 16:40
I didn't do 2 of my homeworks in Maths and my teacher took the books in.

:c
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Post by: Paul200 on October 13, 2009, 16:47
I have to write a thousand word English story, and I don't know where to start. ¶ Grrrr....
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 13, 2009, 17:56
I cant believe they put a limet on WORDS DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 13, 2009, 18:01
Depressed atm because it's not Friday. :Ξ
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 13, 2009, 18:57
 it looked like i was holding hands with finn because he was trying to push past me and his arm somehow ended up caught in my arm and my friends started teasing me a lot. in front of andrew who i like which was embarrassing a bit.

 and they also just keep teasing me about getting onto the literacy team and saying it's the nerd convention and stuff and calling me a nerd 3:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 13, 2009, 20:51
Because i have been told that Jordan my boyfriend loves someone else .. So I ask him and now we have been fighting .. and it took me ages to make up with him .. and I know that the hold thing is going to come up again .. and I dont know what to do =[
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Post by: kerri-anne on October 14, 2009, 17:25

God, We were meant to go to Edinburgh zoo today, but this morning the women were we going with and the guy we were going with planned the plan.

" He wants to go to Deep sea world"
the she says he'll never forgive me if he can't go"

We had to stay there intil he was finished looking at the fish..Cause he's got Down's and always gets his own way...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 14, 2009, 18:59
We had to stay there intil he was finished looking at the fish..Cause he's got Down's and always gets his own way...

You're pathetic. You think that if he had a choice, he'd rather have Downs and get his 'own way all the time' than not have the horrible condition? Grow up. Appreciate the finer things in life like not having your life expectancy drastically reduced. Like being treated as a normal person instead of being a charity case all the time.

Right now I've got a number of things pretty much irritating me. Saddening me more than anything.

One of them is the feeling of being trapped again. For the last year, all I've wanted was to have my friends around me again, to have friends my own age around me. I've been desperate for University to hurry up and get here for that reason alone. Now I'm here, it's not the same. I love being on my own, I love being around people my age who share similiar interests to me, but I cannot see myself getting this degree, or any degree for that matter. I don't believe I've got the determination to succeed and the thing that I wanted the most was to be in control of my own life again after having a year where everybody's buggered off without me; now I'm here it feels the same way.

I'm feeling like death at the moment anyway, which doesn't help.

I do love the nights, being able to do what I want without having to answer to my parents eg, but it's the extra stress and the extra work I've got to do for University that I'm not sure whether I really want. It's not that I can't be bothered, but it's whether I've got the desire to really succeed. I don't want to just get by, I want to really be determined to do well and so far that's just.. not happening.

I don't know, I can't shrug this feeling off of me wasting my time here and that I'd be better off trying to get on the job ladder. In this climate, well, that's another challenge completely. 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 14, 2009, 19:08

^ it was the women who said that because he's got Downs we HAVE to do what he WANTS.
so it was the women who was using his down's as an excuse not to go to the zoo.

I am AS/dyspaxic/ half deaf/ blind in one eye...
and I don't like how because you have something like ADHD you use it to get what you want..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 14, 2009, 20:32
I am AS/dyspaxic/ half deaf/ blind in one eye...
and I don't like how because you have something like ADHD you use it to get what you want..

I don't either. I don't like people who abuse what they have. But I don't let it get to me, not as much as you've clearly let it get to you. It's when people treat them like a charity case that annoys me as well; they've had to live with that all the time, why remind them?

Anyway, more on me. =P

Along with feeling trapped, I don't know where else to go. I've reached that age now, I'm 20 at Christmas, where I'm stood here thinking "either I put up with University and go through it half-arsed, doing enough to pass" or I get out and get a job. Problem is I can't see myself in any job, I don't have anything I particularly want to do apart from a job that requires me to travel a lot, perhaps mentoring even.

I don't quite know what I want to do with my life and that gets me down a lot of the time. I know it's not uncommon for people my age not to know what they want from their life, but it hurts me because I don't feel like I know what I'm aiming for. I know I want a family, a home, my own life that I've created, but I don't know what to do or how to get there. And then I begin to think a bit more and realise that if I did want a travelling life, I'd lose out on the things I crave the most right now.. back playing pool, snooker, football on a Saturday. Depresses me a little, heh.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 14, 2009, 21:14
it was the last day of spanish today.
wow that was surprising D:
i almost cried because mr. gilness was like,
"it was nice to meet all of you. i really enjoyed this class."
i get all emotional when teachers say things liked that. x:
but oh well~ riley walks by my bus to get to his every day.
who cares if it's only for three seconds.
at least i still see him :D

otherwise i'm not depressed.
we have a four-day weekend this week,
&& i have only three more math problems to do. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 14, 2009, 21:26
Along with feeling trapped, I don't know where else to go. I've reached that age now, I'm 20 at Christmas, where I'm stood here thinking "either I put up with University and go through it half-arsed, doing enough to pass" or I get out and get a job. Problem is I can't see myself in any job, I don't have anything I particularly want to do apart from a job that requires me to travel a lot, perhaps mentoring even.
I can assure you that any alternative to trying to find a job is well worth taking, take it from someone who spent a year trying to find one. If you leave uni know you'll struggle to find any job at all, let alone anything remotely fulfilling.

Err..maths h/w currently depressing me. Polynomials make me develop an unhealthy hatred of the letter x.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 14, 2009, 21:30
I am overloaded with work n stuff.

And lectures haven't properly started yet.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 14, 2009, 21:54
 today i learnt my friend gets box seats to see the x factor tour and possibly gets to meet the contestants afterwards. i can't even get any seats for it 3: i've told her to get lloyd on the phone to me and to give him my number but i don't think she will.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on October 14, 2009, 22:00
The fact I have four days of working ahead of me and I'm so tired I just want ONE lousy day without work/college to chill out and give my brain a rest gjfgfdfgkdjfgh ;;

srsly kids, don't get a job, like, ever. Not if you value having any sort of a life outside of it. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 14, 2009, 22:01

srsly kids, don't get a job, like, ever. Not if you value having any sort of a life outside of it. D:

i thought you needed money to have a life.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 14, 2009, 22:02
i thought you needed money to have a life.
That's what parents are for!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on October 14, 2009, 22:04
i don't like being called 'kid'. .-.

i find it really patronising.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 14, 2009, 22:05
why is this topic so sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlolz on October 14, 2009, 22:12
Well the fact that it's not Saturday, cause my times booked up until then, so I can't see my girlfriend till then.

And also that it's not friday so she can stay over mine, oh how I miss her. :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on October 14, 2009, 22:44
i don't like being called 'kid'. .-.

i find it really patronising.

I'd like to say I was sorry or whatever, but... y'know. I was brought up not to lie.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on October 15, 2009, 09:27
College finishes at 4:30pm today.. ;-;
I hate Thursdays. >.o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: lit R.I.P PUK on October 15, 2009, 09:39
I'd like to say I was sorry or whatever, but... y'know. I was brought up not to lie.
lolwut?

i'm not talking about you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 15, 2009, 16:23
srsly kids, don't get a job, like, ever. Not if you value having any sort of a life outside of it. D:

1. Lit, that's why she said it I think.

2. I really want a job, just to get extra income. Part time job with EMA would be lovely tbh.

Lack of a job is making me slightly upset I suppose. Jealous of my mates who have jobs as well =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on October 15, 2009, 16:42
this topic depresses me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 15, 2009, 16:43
The fact that i couldn't bear looking at the guy I liked for fear that my 'friend' had told him what I said to her yesterday :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 15, 2009, 16:59
this topic depresses me

Keep it up guys, we're all doing a grand, grand job =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on October 15, 2009, 17:07
That I have to be in the harvest service tommorow
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 15, 2009, 17:08
My filtrum's still bleeding 2 or 3 days after I cut it. >.< I can't even smile without the cut breaking and bleeding again, I don't get to smirk when bad things happen to people, it's torture!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 15, 2009, 17:28
Keep it up guys, we're all doing a grand, grand job =P

Oh, we're trying to get other people depressed now?

Leeds FC are really bad at football. They're badness makes me very upset :<

=P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 15, 2009, 17:38
Oh, we're trying to get other people depressed now?

Leeds FC are really bad at football. They're badness makes me very upset :<

=P

Leeds United AFC if you're going to be smartarse about it. =]

But yes, they do depress me right now. It's been nearly two weeks since I last saw them =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 15, 2009, 19:21
Me? Being a smartarse? Never! =O

Hmm, that actually reminds me. I haven't been to watch a football match in ages, been busy playing them =P
It's sort of upsetting me that I haven't watched a match in a while.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on October 16, 2009, 02:34
Depressed that my hair's almost been yanked out of my head. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: jjas132 on October 16, 2009, 04:55
Right now this topic is depressing me...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: darkmega101 on October 16, 2009, 06:53
my girlfriend broke up with me today :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 16, 2009, 17:46

Curtis: Our router is acting up, not good..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 16, 2009, 18:05
Everyone seems to be ignoring me :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 16, 2009, 18:09
Everyone seems to be ignoring me :'(
/wave

All fixed, cheque in the post kthxbai. :)

I just rummaged around my freezer and found I have absolutely nothing to eat tonight, the one night of the week when I allow myself to splurge out on some fatty food. :<

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 16, 2009, 18:33
My music teacher creeps me out. Awww! *Hugs Cecily*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on October 16, 2009, 18:58
French again D=

I really need to stop moaning about it and sort it out, but no one seems to want to let me drop it. Hurrah.

Also we were given specimen papers for C1, C2 and M1 today and they look scary =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on October 16, 2009, 19:01
Well I've had both my guitars, my laptop, my phone and my ps2 taken away for no apparent reason. I miss my phone most. MUSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIC!!! WHERE ART THOU MUSIC WHOM KEEPETH MINE HEART AT EASE?!

Apparently on my phone in my grans house somewhere. GAH!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 16, 2009, 19:08
Also we were given specimen papers for C1, C2 and M1 today and they look scary =/

You wanna look at the papers we get given at Degree level. Scary doesn't come close to describing it.

To be fair, the specimen papers are the toughest papers you'll attempt for A-Level maths because they tend to have the hardest questions for every section of the module where as the normal papers have say 7 questions varying in difficulty; the specimen papers are just completely hard. If you get them, fair enough, you're doing well, if not, don't worry about it just yet.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 16, 2009, 19:49
for the past week i've been feeling like i'm going to puke, though i guess i'm lucky i haven't.

i'm not sure if i'm sick or what.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 17, 2009, 08:28
My music teacher creeps me out. Awww! *Hugs Cecily*
Yay! people arnt ignoring me anymore :D Whats wrong with you teacher?

/wave

All fixed, cheque in the post kthxbai. :)
*Waves back*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 17, 2009, 09:56
 i think there's something wrong with my granmother but no one will tell what it is 3:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 18, 2009, 20:14
My hands are so cold that it feels like my pinkies are gonna snap off :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on October 18, 2009, 21:59
The fact that my BFF Jenny left the site over something so trivial.

D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Winston Payne on October 18, 2009, 22:19
Nothing! I'm completely happy and feeling fairly satisfied!

Which is strange. But this October has been a lovely month for no reason.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on October 18, 2009, 22:21
Agh, loads of silly things getting me down at the moment. Had a bit of a breakdown yesterday because I just feel really stressed out.

Basically, I'm tired all the time, no matter how much sleep I get. I feel like I want to cry half the time, even over stupid things. I'm doing rubbish in Physics and I need it to go to uni, and I'm not learning anything from the teacher, and I'm not very good at working at home. I can't find five universities that I like that do my course. I'm slowly runnig out of time to send off my application for uni. Personal statement is difficult. Too much homework at the moment, along with a lot of pressure. Internet is being awful today, which isn't helping with any homework or uni research. I keep shouting at people without meaning to. My job is getting more stressful because Christmas is on the way. I just don't have time to relax, and end up wasting any free time I have. I need to sort my room out, wash my car and get a hair cut but I really don't have time. I don't have any time to plan an 18th birthday party for myself. I think I have a cold and a cough coming.

There's probably a few more things too. Bit of a ranty and disjointed paragraph but it feels better typing it all out. Although I am annoyed that most of the things annoying me are pretty silly, if that makes any sense =P I think I'm just letting it all get to me too much. I want a holiday :[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 19, 2009, 16:15

You can laugh if you want

John and ewdward still in the X factor!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 19, 2009, 16:33
I'm a loser and I hate myself SO BAD. I hate girls and I hate humans. They rob you of every single piece of self-esteem you have for their own self-enjoyment. How the hell am I supposed to go on with life when people are so horrible?

Welcome to school life, my friend. *manhug*
Please, earn a victory for all of us and really humiliate the heartless cow. Pelt her with eggs or something.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 19, 2009, 16:50
..that my day is over =/ I've had such a good one aswell.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on October 19, 2009, 17:04
..I'm ill. ;-;

I caught this illness from my mom and brother. :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: nalty. on October 19, 2009, 18:56
that two girls like me and i like them equally as much >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on October 19, 2009, 19:18
Jenny leaving – I’ll miss her sharp wit. Amongst other things that seem to have occurred in spontaneous moments.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 19, 2009, 19:30
A new week of college starting tomorrow. I hate Biology. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 19, 2009, 20:13
boyfriends possibly going to juvie.
and i might really need him here...

;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on October 19, 2009, 20:54
I'm really stressing out about my homework from English >>

I just don'tknow how to do it and stuff, although I don't normally get stressed out like this.
AND I missed the Open Evening for my school. I don't know what my teacher will say, now ;_______________;

... I'm feeling better o.o'
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 19, 2009, 21:29
i don't get my math homework at all,
and it's all word problems that each take like half an hour to do.
oh and the fact that i'm such a shy scaredy-cat. :<
i can never talk to my crush when i have the chance,
i just smile and walk away, biting my lower lip.
and then i end up regretting it. it's happened like so many times.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 19, 2009, 21:40
^ just talk to him.

i guarantee you'll feel so much better when you do.
i've been scared, but once you do it, it's gone.

^_^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: nalty. on October 19, 2009, 22:00
^ just talk to him.

i guarantee you'll feel so much better when you do.
i've been scared, but once you do it, it's gone.

^_^
do what bonnie says:)

also bonnie, never post again, you have 69 posts rofl.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on October 19, 2009, 22:12
oh my god, i think i'm getting older.

actually on a more serious note... my friend and her boyfriend are very annoying therefore it depresses me and i want them to go awayyyy (:

also, saturday can't come fast enough.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 19, 2009, 22:15
also bonnie, never post again, you have 69 posts rofl.

you know you like it. ;P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: nalty. on October 19, 2009, 22:40
you know you like it. ;P
so yeah I decided on the girl I thinks:)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 20, 2009, 18:41
I was looking forwards to finishing off the cake that Hairmutt baked yesterday. Today she says

" You can't eat it Kerri, it's for Chris who's coming to watch Stargate"
I haven't had any of that cake, Curtis has had most of it...

She must think life reloves around him...
When the router broke she says " it's a good job chris didn't comme to update his PS 3 today"
Chris can get lost, he should just buy Virgin media for his house..

In all Chris is a pain
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 20, 2009, 18:42
I cant see where I belong in life. I just feel so depressed :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 20, 2009, 18:49
A lot of my friends from PUK left. I'm specifically unhappy that lit and Eevee Danjo left.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 20, 2009, 18:53
Eevee Danjo leaving. ;;
*stops comfort eating* <<>>

YoY
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 20, 2009, 18:54
Yeah it was in her DA journal. She left because one of her best friends got banned for a seemingly unsatisfactory reason.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 20, 2009, 19:12
Maddy was really nice. =[

*Sadface*

I'm depressed because my head is throbbing. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on October 20, 2009, 20:49
...
Now I'm kinda put-down that people are leaving the site.
Now we're gonna be flooded by noobs! D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Powerforce on October 20, 2009, 23:02
The fact that I have many projects to do for school, math really blows compared to last year, and I don't seem to be getting a hasty Treecko coming out of that egg.

Basically, school has been keeping me depressed for the past 2 weeks or so >|

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on October 21, 2009, 01:05
hackers, they have ruined one of my other fav sites today........ *crys*

and this is the 1st time ever dominoes chocolate brownie squares havnt cheered me up!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 21, 2009, 19:26
Everybody leaving ;;

Especilly Maddy =[ *Cries*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 21, 2009, 19:28
The fact that my mum is saying I spend too much time on here, so I may have to leave. :/

Oh, and I'm single.  :mellow:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on October 21, 2009, 19:40
The fact that I'm wasting this year... I should have taken a one year college course... it would make my life so much easier.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 21, 2009, 19:42
The fact that my mum is saying I spend too much time on here, so I may have to leave. :/
What?!  :o

Noooo! Dont leave Paul!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 21, 2009, 20:06
Finding out my home has suddenly been put up on the market, nobody bothered to consult me on the matter. I think I'll be spiteful and do everything possible to ruin it. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on October 21, 2009, 20:24
I'm sad cos I can't work out how to raise people's karma for helping me  :(
Posted on: 21 October 2009, 20:17:47
Help would be appreciated tho thanks
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 21, 2009, 20:26
I'm sad cos I can't work out how to raise people's karma for helping me  :(
Posted on: 21 October 2009, 20:17:47
Help would be appreciated tho thanks
IIRC only staff members can alter karma.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 21, 2009, 20:27
I have major gig depression from monday D: I saw Green Day live and want to see them again so badly ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 21, 2009, 20:44
Okie thankuu

Hi there, just letting you know that your posts must contain 4 posts or more.

For the future, saying something like "Okay, thanks for the help", or something along those lines, would be better, as that way you wouldn't be breaking the rules. ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 21, 2009, 20:47
first of all everyone is leaving :c
second of all i feel like such a social outcast today. :C
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on October 22, 2009, 11:28
uh, the fact my right eye is swollen and it looks like i got punched. i look awful. it was worse yesterday though. i'm REAAALLY hoping it goes back to normal by the time saturday rolls around, ugh. cause i'm going to hang out with a bunch of people, including the guy i like ;p so yeah... ick. can you say lowered self confidence? cause that's what this stupid eye is giving me T_T

otherwise i just hate hate hate school and it needs to hurry and at least be friday, ugh...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 22, 2009, 16:19
well, i'm "grounded" [not sure if my moms really serious about that or not] for leaving my phone at my boyfriends and not answering it because we were at his friends.

yea, cause i really could answer it when it wasn't with me.
>.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 22, 2009, 16:23

For the thrid time this year my ear has had problems with Ear wax..and as I am deaf in the other I can't hear a thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 22, 2009, 16:37
Half term is next week. Awwh i cba for it to come, I'd rather stay in college! Of course I'll see my friends but not all of them; or the two i really really want to see.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 22, 2009, 17:02
For the thrid time this year my ear has had problems with Ear wax..and as I am deaf in the other I can't hear a thing.
Poor you :( *Gives Cookie*

I`m depressed because I`ve got a headache
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on October 22, 2009, 17:24
What's depressing me? The fact that being gay means you can't just hope that the guy you like is into you too, you also have to hope he's gay...and it looks increasingly unlikely. ^^;

[/emos]

Also, I didn't get the IT job I wanted. Buh. ;_;

But I'm sort of glad about that too. I don't want to leave Co-op yet D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 22, 2009, 18:23
Pretty much sums up how I feel right now. (http://angelic-diablo.deviantart.com/journal/27903533/)

I think I'm gonna start looking for a 30+ hours a week job and pull out of University.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 22, 2009, 19:21
((Check your DA for my sentiments about that. Well, not sentiments, but you get the picture.))

For me.. health problems =/ The usual junk. Also, to an extent, my brother. We've been distant from each other for a while now, to the point where back home he would purposely move away if I sat anywhere near him. We used to be so close, and now we're s distanced. Even now with physical distance, it makes it harder; because there's no way of speaking to him. Although apparently he hasn't changed a bit, so I don't know... is it really worth it?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 22, 2009, 19:31
Because I HAVE to go home this saturday =[

And some  girl called Sophie loves my boyfriend and is telling everyone that he loves her and that they are going out =[ ..And it makes me feel horrible when people come up to me and say it .. Because he is saying it is not true (and I believe him of course) But it gets really annoying since I hear about it everyday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 22, 2009, 19:33
People. People are depressing me.
Avoiding me... Making problems where there are none and being sad about it (because apparently, every gay should have a boyfriend)... Just... Depressing people everywhere tonight.
Dunlike it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 22, 2009, 20:28
People. People are depressing me.
Avoiding me... Making problems where there are none and being sad about it (because apparently, every gay should have a boyfriend)
Urgh, I get exactly the same. People don't desperately pair up any single straight person the come across, why do it with gays? I'm hateful and reclusive and would rather die than be attached at the hip to another person(Pun not intended. That's actually quite fun). Lust > love.

Mr. Drug, sounds like you have home sickness more than anything. You seem very emotionally dependent on your family, to the point at which it might not be doing you any good..
/pseudo psychology (and to think I laughed at the chavs who took it for A level! They're laughing now.)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 22, 2009, 20:33
 as soon as i get back to school everyone will be gossiping about me liking finn >.>

i know they will because people are like that.
even though it's really not obvious i like him and i'm pretty sure he doesn't like me (he thinks i look emo and now calls me emo)

also my friends seem to talk about me with him a lot and it's rather scary.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 22, 2009, 22:56
There's a possibility that my mum might be made redundant. That's knocked the wind outta me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 22, 2009, 23:19
I just feel pretty crap today. I feel guilty for not texting back my friend after I got credit. I also have 2 essays to write by next thursday and I'll do what I'll always do and leave them till the last minute then get all wound up about not doing them. The fact that after two weeks of school it'll be prelims for two weeks and I'm pretty worried about how I'm gonna do; even if I do revise I probably won't pass them all :v I also wish I had more self esteem and could take genuine positive complements to heart and not brush them off. The events on the site have made me a little sad, one of my good friends left - well I considered her to be one.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: dorkcakes. on October 23, 2009, 00:33
ohmydeargod.

cramps.

they hurt soooo bad. ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: progartpkmn98 on October 23, 2009, 02:12
this guy is ruining my life!!!!!! >;[ (http://➡.ws/gr)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 23, 2009, 16:16
I'm really, really depressed because my gran-aunt is in hospital because doctor's found a 'spot' on her lung. According to my mum, she's not doing good at all and it may be her time to leave us. =[
I know if she does go, she'll be out of pain, but I'll never get to see her again.

This sucks. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on October 23, 2009, 17:20
Im stuck on the M5 near Birmimgham on the way to Blackpool with my family and the traffic jams are horrendous! im bored out of my head and in desparate need of some coffee and worrying slightly about the pile of homework I have to do :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 23, 2009, 17:24

I am sorry guys after today I may not return here :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 23, 2009, 19:27
^Why not?

I'm really, really depressed because my gran-aunt is in hospital because doctor's found a 'spot' on her lung. According to my mum, she's not doing good at all and it may be her time to leave us. =[
I know if she does go, she'll be out of pain, but I'll never get to see her again.

This sucks. =[
OMG. *Gives sympathy Cookie* I`m a bit like that with my great-grandmother. I`m scared she will die very son. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on October 25, 2009, 07:30
I'm upset because.. he know he want dis but he can't have it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spook on October 25, 2009, 16:39
Exam revision.

I'm scared wittless of the upcoming tests I have coming up.
I'm not the greatest at science , nor the worst but the thought of failing this exam is horrifying.
We got 3 weeks LESS work on it at school and the practices test we did was hard.
Situations at home for me are already pretty bad when regarding my school progress so if I fail at this It could make everything even worse.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 25, 2009, 16:43
This damned PokéBall project I've set myself. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 25, 2009, 16:46

Curtis: I can't eat or drink, I am getting a sore throat
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on October 26, 2009, 10:30
school is, as usual, annoying the hell out of me with too much work. i can barely finish it all, and if i do, well... it's certainly not good quality. which makes me feel sort of bad, but i seem to have chosen my social life over school. i need to find a way to balance them out, but it's hard to do this :/

and well, the weekend is so far away..!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on October 26, 2009, 14:12
I feel like..

No matter what I do.. I'm only going to end up disappointing somebody.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 26, 2009, 15:07
I`ve got so much homework ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 26, 2009, 15:08
The pain in my chest.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 26, 2009, 15:10
And, with my ridiculous amount of homework I also have a headache =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 26, 2009, 17:20
i just wasted half an hour of my life chasing my dog around a field because she would not leave the sheep alone and come home. it's freezing outside too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 26, 2009, 17:24
My mum doesn't love me. Y_Y
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 26, 2009, 17:25
I can't find my dog! :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 26, 2009, 17:42
I can't find my dog! :(
Ohmigosh! How long has she been missing for?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 26, 2009, 20:30
it's gonna rain on halloween.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: </HarmonicWolf> on October 26, 2009, 20:58
Someone I know from school commited suicide over the weekend, my brother absolutely hates me at the moment (I honestly don't know why) and I'm on the verge of murdering my mother.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 26, 2009, 22:20
My problems now seem, nothing compared to the person above.

but the following phrase on guitar is annoyingly hard to memorize
my hat's off to whoever can play this at the song speed of 200 bpm.
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Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on October 26, 2009, 22:28
I just seem to be having a bad day. Lots of little things building up again.

Firstly I had to get up early to call work, then nobody answered the phone for aages, and then it turned out I didn't have to get up that early, and could have had like an extra 3 hours sleep. Then I was just running late all morning before I had to go out, and I was stressed for some reason. Then I was in a rush to get to work before a certain time, but I had to get to a cash machine first. Took me 3 cash machines before I could actually get money out, as there was something wrong with each one. Not good when you're in a hurry, and you don't know where other nearby cash machines are. Then I was almost late going to the cinema, as well as tripping over on the way there. I also keep saying the wrong things today. And I need to get homework and revision done. And unviersity stuff still isn't sorted. And more things too.

My problems sound pretty stupid compared to everyone elses's though, so I will end it there =P Hopefully tomorrow will be better ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 09:53
My piano practise :(

I ha\ve to practise four pieces! Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 27, 2009, 14:43
My dog died. ='(
Worst. Day. Ever.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 27, 2009, 15:29

Hairmutt: we offical broke, no money intil next wednesday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 27, 2009, 16:27
My dog died. ='(
Worst. Day. Ever.

Oh my god!! Wasnt she only young??!! =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 27, 2009, 16:36
Six months old. She drowned. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on October 27, 2009, 16:57
D:
that is so horrible D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 27, 2009, 17:12
I've had 4 proper meals and have been living off snacks since Saturday.

having no cooking ingredients in the house sucks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 17:17
My dog died. ='(
Worst. Day. Ever.
Oh my God!!

I cant believe she was only six months old  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kitsune™ on October 27, 2009, 17:37
Six months old. She drowned. :(

Oh my Dx

That just made me very depressed ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 27, 2009, 17:38
DSi's R shoulder button broke, a string on my gutiar snapped and I'm running out of revision material for maths. I'm going to fail
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on October 27, 2009, 17:41
Aw Paul mate =/ *hugs*

That depressed me. Well that and the fact my mate just got humiliated by her now ex-boyfriend.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 27, 2009, 17:43
One thing is making me depressed. I like someone younger than me and I have to wait years to tell them. But I will wait.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on October 27, 2009, 17:50
My piano practise :(

I ha\ve to practise four pieces! Dx

Never, never feel down about piano practice. Seriously, I had the same feeling in the first few years of my tutelage, but I've been playing for 10 years now, and all I can say is that the long, seemingly pointless practice really, really pays off. I went from playing a clunky one octave 'C' scale at the age of 4 to playing Rachmaninoff and Chopin (complicated Chopin too!) now. And believe me, when you do this, you really get a thrill.

I'm depressed at the thought that Tony Blair will get presidency of the EU.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 27, 2009, 19:22
My dog died. ='(
Worst. Day. Ever.

Wow, sorry about that mate. I hope that things can get better for you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 19:24
Never, never feel down about piano practice. Seriously, I had the same feeling in the first few years of my tutelage, but I've been playing for 10 years now, and all I can say is that the long, seemingly pointless practice really, really pays off. I went from playing a clunky one octave 'C' scale at the age of 4 to playing Rachmaninoff and Chopin (complicated Chopin too!) now. And believe me, when you do this, you really get a thrill.
I feel better :D Thanks! *Goes to practise*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 27, 2009, 19:31
Thanks everyone.


I also feel depressed because I don't think I'm doing anything for Halloween.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 19:43
I also feel depressed because I don't think I'm doing anything for Halloween.
It`s worse for me, believe me.

My brothers birthday is the day before and helping organise his party is so annoying!

I swear I didnt make that much fuss about partys when I was his age Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Deoxys2 on October 27, 2009, 19:55
and I'm on the verge of murdering my mother.
Good luck with that...

The people who have joined only this year and have over 7000 posts and have nearly 10 karma (not naming names...) depress me. No seriously, they really do, which is sad really. :( Sigh... where did all the good times go? I used to like this site!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 27, 2009, 19:57
The people who have joined only this year and have over 7000 posts and have nearly 10 karma (not naming names...) depress me. No seriously, they really do, which is sad really. :(
They dont really depress me, but they make me wish I had karma :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Deoxys2 on October 27, 2009, 19:59
^ Geez... don't even make me go there. Don't try and get some is my advice. I tried to get some like that (failing mind you)... but I couldn't give two hoots about it now.

Oh, and another thing that dpresses me... im bored.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on October 27, 2009, 20:04
Why do people get so obsessive over Karma? >>;;
And people who try to get it don't deserve it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 27, 2009, 20:05
^ Because Karma is serious business!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 27, 2009, 20:13
i'm like. not noticed at school, at all.
i'm the lowest on the popularity chart a person i get, i think.
but outside of school, i text all these people like crazy, and i have so many friends that go to different schools. /: but at myyy school. i have only a few friends, and no one knows me really. D: when i'm not at my school i'm in the .. popular group. i guess.
i don't get it.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 27, 2009, 21:25
how some people act to fit their (wrong) definitions of 'cool' are just plain annoying and stupid.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 27, 2009, 21:32
if you're talking about other people then i know how you feel.
but if you're talking about me then ohhkay .. o_o that's fine. i guess. people have opinions.

phahahah, i just remembered.
i have a C- in life science AND algebra.
all because of missing work when i was absent. ._.;;
*hopes to not get sick again*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on October 27, 2009, 21:40
i'm like. not noticed at school, at all.

I was in your same situation in the 7th grade. the solution to popularity is staring you in the face-- be nice and just make friends. then you'll meet other people, and then you'll have enough friends at school.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 28, 2009, 04:50
Thanks everyone.


I also feel depressed because I don't think I'm doing anything for Halloween.

I'd be glad to not do anything on halloween. seriously, I'm so grateful that after a 7 day in a row work period I get a full day off. I'm going to take the entire day off and do what I want. no school, no work, it'll be awesome!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 28, 2009, 21:28
I said goodbye to my boyfriend today... not going to see him for about 2 months.

Not fair  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Hicky on October 28, 2009, 23:09
The fact that I think I have brain damage...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on October 29, 2009, 02:50
It's really cold right now in California.
OMG DANA'S RIGHT, BIPOLAR WEATHER.

It's windy and cold and I don't like it. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 29, 2009, 14:51
I pop back onto Lego.com's website once again in a few years and they removed my favourite flash game.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 29, 2009, 16:36
It feels like there is a bubble in my left ear.

I cant hear anything through it =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 29, 2009, 16:40
^ Do you mean as in water clogged in your ear when you go swimming?

I get that often. Just jump on your bed and land on your ear. Doesn't hurt and cures it instantly =)


I just broke my curtain railings. Argh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 29, 2009, 16:42
Brilliant, thanks ^^ *Goes to jump on bed*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on October 29, 2009, 16:46

Curtis: Opps, my chocolate bottons went all over the room, and melted when Hairmutt sat on them.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: IceRain on October 29, 2009, 16:55
The fact I have four days of working ahead of me and I'm so tired I just want ONE lousy day without work/college to chill out and give my brain a rest gjfgfdfgkdjfgh ;;

srsly kids, don't get a job, like, ever. Not if you value having any sort of a life outside of it. D:


I know how you feel. I had 7 straight work days with no day off T^T I have today off though.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 29, 2009, 20:10
I just saw my house in the property for sale bit of the paper, that was worrying and depressing. I'll be lucky to still have a proper home at xmas at this rate.
Also my college's remote access thing seems to be down, so I can't check up any information for writing my maths notes. >.<

Oh forgot; still can't find a weekend job either. I'm quickly running out of money and when I'm broke I'm screwed.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Angelpants.™ on October 29, 2009, 20:14
Shane. The fact that it's really cloudy outside, and there's only going to be a couple people I know tonight at the dance. Oh, and the fact that I have to do my chromatic scales again because I can't get my flats right. >_<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 29, 2009, 20:23
Homework because I have too much of it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on October 29, 2009, 20:34
Feeling ill, and drinking making it worse
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 29, 2009, 22:24
Converting a 37/8 song into 4/4 is more or less impossible.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 29, 2009, 22:57
I have fallen far behind and I will never catch up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spook on October 29, 2009, 22:59
I was a total douchebag earlier and ruined just about everyones day.
I was terrified of something for some unknown reason and ALMOST stopped my younger brother going to Chesington world'o'adventures. I made sure he could go though...So I'm not 100% Depressed...Cant be....I GOTSA SHINY ZUB-ZUB.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 29, 2009, 22:59
need a decrescendo for my final work and I can't find the button for it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on October 29, 2009, 23:02
Some one I have known most of my life who I feel is like a brother to me .. Just started hitting on me .. trying to make me like him ... And I have a boyfriend .. and It really annoing because I have two boy trying to make me like them and i feel real bad about it even though I have done nothing =[

And I have only been home for 5 days and people are already fighting .. and that was one of the reason I left in the first place but I came back to give them a second chance and it hasnt even been a week and they are fighting and I am getting the blame when all I do is sit in  my room trying to keep out of everything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on October 30, 2009, 13:27
on facebook's social interview thing there was this question.
"have you ever had a dream about brooke?"
this guy who i guess isn't my friend anymore answered,
"noooooo no no ewwww". o_o
that just had to be the first thing i read this morning.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Hicky on October 30, 2009, 13:28
My existence is tormenting me quite a bit today
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 30, 2009, 13:54
Half term never seems to end. -sigh- This has been a very boring week and thank god its Friday! I just cant wait to get back to college and see people.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 30, 2009, 20:24
Today has been one of the worst days in my life. :(

About nine hours of trailing around Legoland with three hyperactive titches is pure torture =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on October 30, 2009, 20:30
Today has been one of the worst days in my life. :(

About nine hours of trailing around Legoland with three hyperactive titches is pure torture =[

Cecily, apart from the kids, that sounds fun! Of course I am a big kid myself.... :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on October 31, 2009, 02:03
Internet too slow! Youtube thus doesn't work..I cant watch wrestling > not happy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 31, 2009, 14:15
playing bass again after a year or so and now my fingers kill.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on October 31, 2009, 14:57
Cecily, apart from the kids, that sounds fun! Of course I am a big kid myself.... :P
It would have been DX.

Plus there was one that goes on about armies non-stop =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 31, 2009, 17:47
My new haircut makes my head look square. I've been patting the corners down for two days now but to no avail. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on October 31, 2009, 19:22
I've been playing bass for 4 hours after I haven;t played for a year.
Then I went and cooked steamed vegetables which required my fingers to be dexterious
the followed up by a 2 hour Osu! marathon.

my right index finger is about to fall off.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 01, 2009, 12:00

Scotrail!

As you know they let people book seat right ?
Yesterday all the seats were booked and in first class they only was ONE man and no-one was aloud in there without a first class ticket!
We were squashed into bit where the door was with a bag of rubbish, two buggys and a fat man who got of the train in stirling and three men got on with a child.

It was the same going home.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on November 01, 2009, 12:05
I left all of my homework until the last minuet.

So now I am off to do it. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on November 01, 2009, 13:49
So much homework in for tuesday .. And most of it is projects DX .. And I have not even started one of them .. accept planned one of them =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 01, 2009, 14:03
SOMEONE... I'm not going to mention any names, said cooooold things to me via msn.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spook on November 01, 2009, 17:11
My dads a douchebag, makes things complicated and violent, and keeps damn hitting me when I tell him to shut up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 01, 2009, 23:30
^

give him the silent treatment.. that'll get under his skin.


I'm depressed because I have to use the bathroom. *flees*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Toshiku Yumari on November 01, 2009, 23:31
^ ...Little bit too much information...


I want to be working in my book, but I seem to have myself occupied. It sucks...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on November 01, 2009, 23:58
School in the morning. Maths, yay. :[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 02, 2009, 14:43

One: the british public who voted the twins through to next week on the X factor.#
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on November 02, 2009, 17:16
People hating me for telling them the truth that they asked for but didn't want to hear. >>;
Next time I'll just lie and say "nah, just keep doing what you're doing, everything will be fine."
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on November 02, 2009, 18:02
A certain member here who is seriously ticking me off for reasons that people who know me will know.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on November 02, 2009, 18:33
I'm ill and missed school today... Meaning I missed quadruple Maths and have a tonne of work to catch up on, let alone the 3 homeworks that will have been set =[

I'll probably feel just as bad tomorrow but will have to go in as I have 7 lessons and can't afford to get behind in Further Maths or Chemistry. I couldn't care less about French, but hey...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on November 02, 2009, 20:04
My German teacher gave us a load of translations.
My friend is really depressed atm.
Someone on here is actually really annoying me, which I don't like because I normally don't dislike people. =/
And my crush is going out with someone else.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on November 02, 2009, 20:05
My copy of FFX-2 is scratched to death. It freezes at the scene with 1000 Words, which is the best scene in the game, and it'll attempt to read the data but keeps flicking back and forth. So my game is broken. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on November 02, 2009, 20:06
School tomorrow and I am so not prepaired one bit.
I have 14 pieces of homework and I have only done 2 and a half and their all really important pieces of coursework. ='(
I've been out all week and even today having fun and completely forgot about school and now I'm going to get killed by all my teachers because they are ALL extremely stressy.
Also parents just keep fighting with each and it's hard to concentrate at home because of that but also all my friends are falling out with each other so I can't concentrate fully at school. I'm completely stuck in the middle. =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on November 02, 2009, 21:35
i have so much homework today.
and i think i sprained my ankle, or badly hurt it.
it was ohkay for a while today,
but now i can barely walk.
it's like. getting worse now. DD;

and i think i'm falling for my summer crush again.
he's nice and friendly and my current one is not.
yet my summer crush probably doesn't remember me,
and is already in a relationship,
i admit that they look adorable together. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on November 02, 2009, 21:54
letsee.

 I hate my homework. I don't really get the point of it, and I've been skipping doing it. I know I shouldn't, and I hate myself whenever I don't do assignments, but I see no motivations. And now we have a homework policy on our team that if we don't turn in our homework we get lunch detentions and it'll likely be no time before we get detentions for it.

 I'm have an impossible time paying attention. I can't just sit still and watch a teacher talk. I need to be doing something to be able to pay attention. I used to be able to get by by tapping my pencil, but now it won't work anymore. I either go or I stop. When I go, I need to go. When I stop, I need to sleep.

 I miss summer. I remember walking with a friend, and then watching two skateboarders going down the street, rolling away. And then one of them took his shirt off, yelling. I can't get the memory stuck out of my head. I guess that now those two are a symbol of summer. Fun, freedom, not so many rules.. not much stress on you, besides maybe the heat and a sunburn.

 Andand I think that some of this is leading up to the guy I like. Don't say: "You're 14, you can't fall in lovee"

 considering how much I've been thinking about this guy, I think I am. And my longing to see him more and more just gets worse. can some people not handle it? hell yeah some people can't handle it at almost 14, me included.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 02, 2009, 23:55
I'm very behind with my work and if I fail I can't have a degree. I'll stay in the library from 9:30am until 8pm and still not be half done.  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 02, 2009, 23:57
^ Sorry.

I'm depressed because I get sick of everyone saying the same bit of advice but not offering any REAL help. Like.. what's your purpose?

School in the morning. Maths, yay. :[

OMGNO

we have the same issue.
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Post by: Paul200 on November 03, 2009, 00:00
Lol! School photo tomorrow. Urgh, my braces make me cry.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 03, 2009, 00:05
^ I bet you look utterly sexy~!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sir Geeks A Lot on November 03, 2009, 00:12
I'm depressed because Daylight Savings Time is over. And I like Daylight Savings Time.  :-/
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Post by: Paul200 on November 03, 2009, 00:15
Haha! My crush commented on them today and I said, "They're kinda ugly, right?" And my crush went, "What? No way. They're so shiny!" *Claps hands.* I laughed so much. Oooh, my maths teacher hates me for some reason. I think it's because I'm easily distracted. D<
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Post by: Mick_since_86 on November 03, 2009, 16:51
Prob that I have a letter to type up for 13 people for Friday, that I have a presentation for a big meeting with about 35 people on Thursday or that Christmas isn't too long away and I haven't got presents sorted yet :( so it's more of a depression/stressful mix if I'm honest but meh.
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Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on November 03, 2009, 18:21
Haha! My crush commented on them today and I said, "They're kinda ugly, right?" And my crush went, "What? No way. They're so shiny!" *Claps hands.* I laughed so much. Oooh, my maths teacher hates me for some reason. I think it's because I'm easily distracted. D<
Lol.  Did you have a plate thingy? I have one at the moment DX.

Paul, Maths teachers are made to hate people they teach. D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 03, 2009, 18:24
Paul, Maths teachers are made to hate people they teach. D=

Maths teachers are actually quite brilliant, despite the fact that they can be quite grumpy and resentful at times. Most are very knowledgable (one of mine could easily teach any subject in the school except for practical PE) and will try to help you do well at Maths. Plus they're human, so they're made to live and have a good life ^^

(Of course, experiences with teachers will make things different, but either way, there is no doubting their attempts to be helpful, whether they teach Maths, PE, RE or anything).
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Post by: Paul200 on November 03, 2009, 18:32
Lol.  Did you have a plate thingy? I have one at the moment DX.

Paul, Maths teachers are made to hate people they teach. D=

Does the plate thingy have big block things on it? :o
I used to have that. Now I have train-tracks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on November 03, 2009, 18:37
Does the plate thingy have big block things on it? :o
I used to have that. Now I have train-tracks.
Yeah!
Actually I'm quite looking forward to train-tracks because I've broken this twice and it's just so annoying!! D:<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on November 03, 2009, 18:56
Not being able to get a ruler to do what I want it to do.
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Post by: Completelyrandom: Singing your praises in relative phrases on November 03, 2009, 19:30
The fact that I have an undiagnosed medical problem that specialists don't have a clue what it is.
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Post by: Zy on November 03, 2009, 20:27
Music Scholarship is a lot harder than I imaged.

And I mean stupid hard.
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Post by: Piccolami. on November 03, 2009, 20:30
I'm emptying out the drawers in my desk ready for my new one and some of the stuff in here is ancient... There's a pic of my brother back when he was an innocent, skinny child. If only he was still like that now ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on November 03, 2009, 21:16
this guy that i miss really much just randomly started talking to my friend on facebook. o_o
he's never even talked to her before.
now i find myself extremely jealous and being kind of mean to her,
when she didn't do anything wrong. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on November 03, 2009, 21:44
Paper Plane
Time Trials
Level 8
ARGH. TOO FAST.
Seriously. Thank god it's not in the dark.
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Post by: Shaymin on November 04, 2009, 10:16
I just had a panic attack :(
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Post by: Mick_since_86 on November 04, 2009, 10:22
this guy that i miss really much just randomly started talking to my friend on facebook. o_o
he's never even talked to her before.
now i find myself extremely jealous and being kind of mean to her,
when she didn't do anything wrong. Dx


have you tried talking to him? cause maybe he is a bit nervous bout talkin to you no? even tho you don't mean to take it out on your friend i'm pretty sure everyone has done something like that...you can't be mad at the guy cause he isn't whereever you are so the next in line is your mate cause she is :S yea realised you didn't ask for a comment but I'm bored in work...sorry lol
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 04, 2009, 22:00
Maths homework, namely quadratic simultaneous equations and quadratic inequalities. I hate maths. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on November 04, 2009, 22:26
I good family friend has been trying to get hold of us all day and we havent spoken to her for over a year... so my mum was just about to ring her back to find out what it was she wanted but she rang again which was lucky .. Then about 5 minutes ago now my brother comes up to me and tells me why she has .. It has turnned out that a very good mates of my dads and mums has died... And he was the one who brought them together and really got them dating and stuff like that .. And I am really close to his children Oliver and Ashley .. So I am really sad at the moment D'=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on November 05, 2009, 11:47
The fact that I've stuck my neck on the line to do a favour for a friend who has- as I should have known- thrown it back in my face and made me look like an idiot.

Well, this is why I don't do nice, I suppose.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on November 05, 2009, 14:57
I'm so bored I might go to work, even though I've got the day off.
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Post by: kerri-anne on November 05, 2009, 15:50

Curtis: My mum can't come to visit me next week...
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Post by: The Shrub Dragon on November 05, 2009, 16:04
The fact that I didn't get into chamber choir.
I was in front of 10 people, one of which has a history of shouting you suck at me.
And also it's not my fault my voice quavered... and all we were doing was going la la la.
I'm a good singer, I got into a choir that only about two a year get into.
I was only nervous, it's natural.

My crush hurt his mouth really badly and there was blood everywhere.
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Post by: #Emma---# on November 05, 2009, 16:58
I ended up crashing my car into a hedge this morning >>

It wasn't all my fault. I was driving through the lanes, going about 25/30mph (speed limit was actually 60, but these lanes are quite scary) and slowing down for a corner. This white van just came round the corner in the middle of the road, so I had the choice of van or hedge, and I chose hedge. Well it was less of a hedge, more of a muddy verge covered in vegetation, with a drop to the cycle path on the other side. Luckily I managed to stop the car before it went properly over. After the driver of the white van had passed, calling me some nasty names on his way, I tried to reverse off the verge but couldn't. The guys in the white van then actually came back and towed me off which was quite nice, even though they had called me some horrible things. They then criticised me for going too fast, when they were probably going around the same speed, if not faster. And while I was near the edge of the road (before I met them anyway =P) they were right in the middle.

Damage wasn't too bad luckily, and nobody was hurt. I need a new front left tyre (it had a huge bulge in it and was cracked, but luckily the alloy was only scratched), I need new clips for my bumper, and I've lost the left half of the cover on the bottom of my car (the one that protects wires in accidents like that). Got my spare tyre on my car now so driving it feels weird, and I can't work out whether this is affecting the power assisted steering or whether something happened to it. Also my car has smelt like a combination of burning rubber and garlic all day (mainly because of the vegetation that was up against my radiator).

So basically I'm really lucky, but I'm not too happy and it will cost me some money. I did have to suffer the embarrassment of causing a large number of people to be late to school as well =/ The three people that were late to my class said "Sorry I'm late sir, there was an accident in the lanes so I had to go the other way", each time causing the rest of the class to burst into laughter. Also it was one of those things that everyone seems to find out about, get the wrong end of the stick and twist it slightly >> The accident knocked my confidence slightly and I stalled when I eventually got to school, as well as meeting a silly driver when I was trying to reverse round a corner (a teacher in my school who is annoying anyway).
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on November 05, 2009, 18:07
The fact that I have to look at Lit's username every time I check my unread replies. Ick.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 05, 2009, 19:00
Finding out I have mock exams in a few weeks. That foreboding sense of incoming failure rises up to the throat.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: JSM on November 05, 2009, 19:06
Finding out I have mock exams in a few weeks. That foreboding sense of incoming failure rises up to the throat.
I have real GCSE exams in two weeks. Feel better? xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on November 05, 2009, 19:37
I send people texts asking how they are etc. They reply to them. But when I ask them out, no reply.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on November 06, 2009, 23:47
That i'm Irish and no one's kissed me yet.

I mean what's up with that?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on November 07, 2009, 09:55
That i'm Irish and no one's kissed me yet.
^5

all my friends go to dromore high and all of them have been kissed and one of my friends had 5 boyfriends in the first half of firstyear. my other friend who went to banbridge has a boyfriend and she just had their one year anniversary. me? i haven't been asked out once except for a joke 3:
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Post by: Piccolami. on November 07, 2009, 11:18
I had my flu jab and my swine flu jab this morning and they flippin' hurt. And then I almost fainted afterwards, which wasn't too good...

I also have a tonne of graphs to draw for Monday =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on November 07, 2009, 11:24
doing a maths and science exam next week. blargh.

plus I'm still behind on NaNoWriMo.
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Post by: Shaymin on November 07, 2009, 11:28
my head hurts, and i think I have a throat infection

:(
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Post by: Massacre\\♥ on November 07, 2009, 18:50
i was so excited because me and my friend could go to the jingle ball concert ! (:
but then i found out that the tickets were all gone.
this is the first time something exciting was actually going to happen,
but it just had to be ruined at the last minute.
so i guess no justin bieber for me. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 07, 2009, 18:54

Kerri-anne: I fell yesterday over a pile of cannon balls, and now I have a BIG strange bruise on my knee which I named Jedward...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on November 07, 2009, 18:54
well, there's this boy i fancy.
and my bma was talknig to him on the way home from school, and asked him if he liked me.
he said 'well she's great, but i have my eye on someone else right now.'
and now i'm really upset. ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on November 07, 2009, 19:39
Welsh weather. Need I say more? Rain, rain and oh yeah MORE RAIN :dry:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on November 07, 2009, 21:05
my parents are being insensitive douche-heads about my exams.

I know I have to take them, I have been revising. I'm the one sitting them, not you. I'm the one who needs to look up when ihs exams are, and I look them up only as I need. There's no need for you to mess up my room to organize some tiny piece of crap that I don't need that much.

PLUS If you forgot, I happen to be a Prefect, a core part of the school's music department, and oh yes, a NaNoWriMo participant.

to hell with your ideals and hopes for me, I need to do what I need to do, and I can do well, just bloody leave me to it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on November 08, 2009, 00:20
we had some trouble with neds/chavs in the building earlier :( i presume they kicked in the door to get into the building, then smashed some bottles, i think a window as well, and tried to kick in a neighbours door af she told them where to go :S...even though the police were phoned about 2 hours ago they still haven't turned up. Thankfully they have gone but considering my short temper i dunno what would happen if they come back and its my door they are outside as I was told this happens often at this time of year as its so cold :(

i spent ages trying to get a place like this and this is what I have to put up with
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 09, 2009, 01:56
I barely ate anything at dinner and my stomach is killing me..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 09, 2009, 14:47

Curtis had a " Bad" trip this morning and still in hospital right now, the poor squirrel...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 09, 2009, 17:59
Another week at college starting tomorrow, it would be my least favourite lesson I start with too. Urgh.

Oh, 2000th post. Yay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on November 09, 2009, 18:59
Half days. Well it wasn't even a half day, in at 10:45 then out an hour later. Now most people wouldn't complain but going in for just an hour does my head in. Considering the 40 minute bus ride to get there and back. Bad times.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 12, 2009, 21:44
Someone needs to make a "What's making you rage?" topic, I'd double my post count within a week.
The old people on the buses again. Seriously. These same damn old biddies getting on the bus every damn day, not paying a penny, and filling it up. They don't have jobs, they're hardly in education, they're just abusing their damn free bus pass to eat up some time in their empty pointless lives. About two thirds of the bus is filled with them. Annoys me even more that I'm not entitled to any discount at all for my bus fare, yet I'm actually using the bus for a good reason.
Especially annoying when they expect ME to give up my seat for them. I got on first, I PAYED for my ticket, unlike you, and I have a long life ahead of me, so I should be taking more care of myself. STAND AND LIKE IT. So glad I don't pay taxes, knowing I'm funding them would probably push me into a full nerd rage. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 12, 2009, 21:53
I thought about my social life.
Welsh weather. Need I say more? Rain, rain and oh yeah MORE RAIN :dry:
But what about the Welsh girls from the valleys! With their wonderful accents.  :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MrCoffeeCream on November 12, 2009, 23:10
How I'm failing my classes because I was sick for a week :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on November 12, 2009, 23:12
The fact that I can't stop shivering and feeling freezing despite running a temperature of over 38 degrees. Stupid fever!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on November 13, 2009, 00:16
it's been raining nonstop for a few days now, school might be cancelled tomorrow which i'm fine with, but... that means the football game is cancelled too ):

stupid rain, i might not be able to see the guy i like for another week.
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Post by: kerri-anne on November 13, 2009, 10:29

Hairmutt: I am so bored since Kerri and Curtis have gone to sleep intil the spring
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kingdomscene on November 13, 2009, 21:07
UGH, lots. School is majorly stressing me out, i can't keep up with the work & my form tutor is not one of my biggest fans so i can't get any help from her, more hinderence. And my boyfriend is ill, so he can't come out much, he's had to go live with his grandparents for a while so i can't go round his anymore, i haven't been able to spend proper time with him in months, and whenever i do see him i'm so angsty & stressed out i just take it out on him >.< AND i walked for about on hour earlier in the pouring rain trying to find him, i got lost on the estate his grandparents live on, and then when i finally do find him, he decides he's too ill to stay out and goes straight back in again, so i have to walk all the way back in the rain AND MY UMBRELLA BREAKS HALFWAY HOME DOESN'T IT.

yeahh, i'm having a great friday 13th. it's true what they say, people >.<
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Post by: Mick_since_86 on November 13, 2009, 21:57
watchin the episode of scrubs with ben's funeral :( most despressing episode ever  :'(
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Post by: q.c.™ on November 14, 2009, 23:10
The blue layout of the site..
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Post by: kendall! on November 15, 2009, 15:40
so last night...

my first kiss was a fail, hahaha. i wasn't expecting it. and i don't really... know how to kiss anyway? like it was just too weird.

so yes, now i feel like an idiot. :/

among other things! like school being annoying and homework piling up. and my best friend's mother is in the hospital, she has a blood clot in her lung...
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Post by: RocketMember002 on November 15, 2009, 15:42
I have a horrible ear infection, hurts a lot and I'm half deaf. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 15, 2009, 15:51

^OW!
This is what is upsetting me  (http://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=94136.msg2056011#msg2056011)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 17, 2009, 01:48
Childish nonsense happened at school.

Facts People should know about QC:

1. Don't screw with my creations.
2. Don't talk, interrupt, be rude, or even make a noise while I'm presenting a creation of mine because I take extremely great care in creating and I have an arduous distaste for others who think that they possess the audacity to screw them up.

That's all. And no, this isn't directed towards Lorem. It's about something stupid from school today.

I have a horrible ear infection, hurts a lot and I'm half deaf. >.<

oh no... *gives awkward hug so that i don't touch the ear*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on November 17, 2009, 01:53
i'm depressed because i'm behind on my history course work ant the teacher won't let me take it home.
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Post by: IceRain on November 17, 2009, 04:21
This (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDqfmEd4fQ8)

Well it's actually more like scaring me D: I mean look at it (their are no mutanous monsters, bloody gory things, it's a crash, you don't even see anyone die...not in the short version I am showing you...)

Now i'm getting into looking at these things, and the more I look at them, the more it scares me for some reason. I don't know why.

(http://www.dirty-rotten-scoundrels.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2008/07/2_tenerife.jpg)

Stuff like that in Tenerife. I've been so happy lately, this is freaking me out! I can't stop myself, I think I need help.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 17, 2009, 11:33
I'm feeling awful; really ill and ready to throw up. I'm missing school because of it, something I didn't want to do. I hate being ill =/

At least I got to walk around with a cover wrapped around me all day. That always cheers me up ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on November 17, 2009, 11:36
I have to finish my essay on the formation of the Predynastic Egyptian State. But it's my fault for leaving it, and the uni's fault for the articles I needed not being available when I want them.

I'm sitting on the floor in shorts to write it though, so that totally makes up for it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on November 17, 2009, 14:55
I'm cold and hungry and my stupid bus is late. I also have no idea what to do for my History project either. :/ Oh, and it's only Tuesday. ;--;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on November 17, 2009, 17:42
I'm ill again, and have missed out on loads of work today. I can't go back to school until Thursday =/

Also, I need to get a costume for a party on Friday night and I don't have a clue what to go as.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on November 17, 2009, 17:58
I've been feeling ill since the weekend. I'm still well enough to go to school, but I can't work as well when I feel ill. I'm also tired, and I hurt my back at work on Sunday.

I'm trying to organise a surprise 18th party for my boyfriend too. Everything is sorted. However, I have no venue for it, which is kind of important =/ Getting harder to find somewhere that will accommodate under 18s too and it's doing my head in >>

Then today I thought I had done quite well in the Physics practical this morning. However, when I came out of the exam, I realised that I had done the reciprocal for my time measurements when I wasn't supposed to, meaning two columns of my results are wrong, my graph is back to front, and I've got the y-intercept and everything wrong. I don't want to know how many marks that has cost me. Probably most of them >> I'm hoping to get marks for error carried forward as everything else is right, but I don't think I will.

Then I have received no uni offers or interviews or anything so far. Pretty much all my friends have at least one offer. Even people who sent their application off way after me have offers, so it's kind of depressing. I know I have months to wait anyway, but an offer would be nice and would reassure me a bit, especially as I'm not too confident at the moment.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 17, 2009, 18:14
Then I have received no uni offers or interviews or anything so far.
It's all about what you applied for and where. I applied for courses that few other people had interest in like Physics at Lancaster so I got plenty of replies along the lines of "no one else wants to come here so you can". There's always clearing and if you choose a health care course the NHS pay the tuition fees.
Still lots of time to go and people getting offers so early doesn't mean anything if they don't get the results they need.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 17, 2009, 19:27
I'm still deaf in one ear, missed a day of Biology, 2 weeks before my mocks, and my main hope at getting a weekend job has been dashed. I hate existence in all it's forms.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Massacre\\♥ on November 17, 2009, 21:19
i have a mild case of the swine flu,
my crush is being a dick to me,
&i failed my stupid civics test .


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Utack and Swampy on November 18, 2009, 16:19
I have a group project due in 2 days, no one has sent me any information, and I suddenly have to find 10 people to answer a survey: Help make me undepressed please (http://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=94202.0)  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 18, 2009, 17:07

this happened to my dad
shocking news (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/scotland/tayside_and_central/8366881.stm)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Exodus on November 19, 2009, 13:38
I'd link you directly to the page it's on in my dA, where most of my journals go, but because I've had swears in it, I can't do so. So instead I've copied it into here, modified the bits that weren't +3 and put it in a smaller font so it doesn't take up the entire page so much, and so if anybody wants to read it they can simply copy and paste it into a word document.

Since I wrote this, Monday, I've decided on my short-term future being that I am to withdraw from University because it's clearly no longer where I want to be, nor can I manage to keep up with the work; I've bitten off far more than I can chew. =[.

But, in a way, it's something that's cheering me up because I know now that I've given this a try and I've found an answer in a weird form. Anyway;



Seeing as I feel a bit more composed as I write this, I might as well give you a bit of a contents guide..

~ How I now feel about University
~ What I can do right now
~ How I feel about myself
~ What's terrifying me.

Well, they're a bit vague. But I can't really do it anyway else. Seeing as I've promised a few people who've asked me how it's going and I've kinda had to say "I'll tell you some other time when it's not going to cripple my fingers texting you back".

If you read my previous two journals you'll know how I've felt about University in the last few weeks. The second one was on the back of a really, really low day for me so don't take it as seriously as you might have done at first. I think it was just because I'd had a really, really good weekend back in Hull with my snooker team, with the social life I'd built up last year due to my 3rd year at college, that just disturbed me into feeling as low as I did.

Right now I've accepted that.. I think I bitten off far more than I can chew with trying to do Mathematics at University level. Whether I was aiming blind, or feeling like I could really step up to the challenge, I don't know anymore, but I've gotten to the stage now where I'm almost ready to accept that staying here will, within due time, dig myself into a deeper hole; mentally, physically (in that I'll get so far into the course that I'll feel obliged to carry on) and eventually make me feel worse than I ever have done so.

:: *~* i have lived so many lives all in my head *~* ::

I don't know for a fact whether it's due to me hating my course, or whether there's something deeper that lies beneath. I've been having counselling to try and help me get to the root of my problem, to help me unlock my mind to what's really bothering me. Perhaps it's the fact I've come out of my comfort zone, where I've built up a life at home to cope with everybody who, outside of my family and friends from club, meant anything to me leaving. Perhaps it's the fact that I now rarely trust anyone completely, and that I'm struggling to let my flatmates get closer to me than what they see me to be; bound to the pub and football, with the occasional sarcastic "i don't give a damn" comment.

:: *~* and don't you tell me that you care *~* ::

Right now I've given myself a deadline of Christmas. A deadline of deciding what I need to do; withdraw immediately from University and look for a job, withdraw from University in March time, withdraw from University at the end of my academic year which counts for nothing, withdraw from University with the hope of going to my hometown University next summer, withdraw from University with the intent of working my way up the ladder or last but probably least, stay at University.

I've got, including this week, four weeks left before I get my reading week. This is what I needed to have had last week so I could have sat back and really analysed what I've got here without physically being here. I don't know how much I'll be able to open my mind to see what's really causing me to feel like this, there's no guarantee that when Christmas comes I'll know what I'm doing, but I cannot enter 2010 the same way I entered last year and the year before.. not sure of myself and what I was doing here - life.

Last year I felt alone and I was always waiting for something, something that I thought would simply come. The year before I felt lost because of me not wanting to go to University at that point in life (when I was halfway through my second year at college) and coming to the realisation that the only person who could come close to compensating the loss of my friends and being 'stuck' at home for another year was 400 miles away.

:: *~* oh so sick i am and maybe i don't have a choice *~* ::

I cannot have another introduction to the year feeling unsure of myself, unsure of what I'm doing, unsure of where I'm going. Now I know you might be asking yourself just why I'm fixtation on New Years as much as I've unawaringly made out so there, but for me, it's always been that time of the year where I look back on the year and ask myself "have I really done enough?", "am I happy?", and I guess more importantly as I go through this period of my life where I've no longer got a clear path ahead of me, "what do I want to do in my life and what do I need to do to achieve it?".

I honestly don't know what I want from my life, apart from that I want a family, a place to call my own, a sense of belonging I guess. I don't know, I started to feel like this about two years ago and since then I've struggled to maintain a clear head regarding what I've wanted, what I desire, what I want from my life. I find myself too easily switching off and losing concentration in my long term goals, kind of swaying from idol to idol in my aims.

:: *~* i want to do something that matters *~* ::

Right now I feel that whilst I'm the most open minded, the most mature.. than I've ever been, whilst I'm happy in myself and who I am, seeing as I can't change who I am, I'm not confident enough to choose a path ahead of me. I don't know what it is I want to do in my life. I know that whatever I do end up doing.. I've got the intelligence, the passion, the energy to succeed, but the question is "what will I be doing?".

I don't have any dreams, no real desires apart from "to belong". But to who? To what? I don't know.. I don't know what it means. To be in a relationship? To have something depend on me, in terms of a job, a career? To find a happiness again, a state where I can say "I'm happy with who I am and where I am"? Am I asking for too much, am I asking for something I can never fully acheive? Calm at mind?

:: *~* and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place *~* ::

One of things that is completely and utterly terrifying me is this situation. I don't act like it, but the things that terrify me the most is the end to this situation. If I leave, I've no longer got a permanent direction, I'm not forced to get a job, I'm not forced to be any happier at home, I'm not forced to have made the right decision. Where as if I stay, I'm terrified of being unhappy and always craving home whenever I get really low, terrified of failing at my course and wasting time that I don't feel like I've got anymore, terrified of growing antisocial and more and more alone.

I no longer know what brings a smile to my face, not a lasting one. I'm always feeling low at the end of nights out, feeling like I'm out of place. I've always seen myself as being an outsider due to what I am and how I am; hence me associating myself to the "one of a kind" tag more and more these days, although I'm no longer sure in the right way. I feel out of place probably due to that, but then I begin to let my mind wander and I feel I become more and more alienated from what people call 'reality'. Oh I don't know.

I just.. I'm stuck now as I approach possibly the biggest decision of my life. I'm split between this concept of giving up something I've dreamed of since I was a young boy, although for what reason I'm no longer sure. Giving up the closest idea I've had in a good while as to what I'd like to do - teach - and going back to this.. unknown that seems to cloud everything I do and think these days.

So there I go. That's pretty much what's too long for me to type out in a text message, what's too long for me to type out on MSN.

=/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on November 19, 2009, 13:54
I've been looking for a job for two months now... and... I'm no closer to getting one than when I began. It's all well and good I'm flexible and willing to do a lot, but... I have no practical experience, so I won't get considered for a lot of places, I can't take on a lot of jobs due to the use of a telephone, and a lot of them are generally out of my way. I'm meant to look for jobs within a 20 mile radius of my house, but being locked into public transport is not helpful. Getting to Redditch each day is a £5.50 bus fare, so that's out of the question. Even going to Worcester or Birmingham is a bad idea, since I only know the city centres, and most advertised jobs are out of my reach. I wanted this year to be a year of gathering money so I can be more self-sufficient in uni, but... it looks like I'll be more out of pocket by the end of it. Having all these GCSEs and A-Levels is more of a put-off compared to my lack of experience, and I'm really unlikely to get a job anytime soon. I've applied for two jobs in two months, and neither of them have got back to me. When I do jobsearches, I have to cross off everything to find a suitable job, and in the end I'm left with a few jobs with only 10 hours a week, which means I'll earn less than what I'm getting now so I wouldn't be advised to take it. Knowing that my jobsearching routine will change starting soon isn't good... it's a load of hassle and it's making me feel down. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on November 19, 2009, 15:39
Since I wrote this, Monday, I've decided on my short-term future being that I am to withdraw from University
Obviously I don't know what you're feeling but for me leaving uni and starting a different course was the best thing. If you're going to quit do it as soon as possible, saves on the accommodation costs and gives you more time to prepare for next year or get a job. If you want to stay at uni then spend tonight prowling for a study buddy! Maybe force your self into more socials with your housemates?

Anyway...
I'm depressed because I'm behind on work and worried about meeting a certain someone tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on November 19, 2009, 16:05
The fact that going to school to get work done has made me feel even worse, and I'm not in a good place anyways =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on November 19, 2009, 18:14
I am ill ... And tomorrow I am going to see new moon  with my mates then they are coming back to mine for a sleep over .. I hope I feel well tomorrw =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Exodus on November 19, 2009, 18:30
Obviously I don't know what you're feeling but for me leaving uni and starting a different course was the best thing. If you're going to quit do it as soon as possible, saves on the accommodation costs and gives you more time to prepare for next year or get a job. If you want to stay at uni then spend tonight prowling for a study buddy! Maybe force your self into more socials with your housemates?

The stuff in the small print pretty much sums up how I feel at the moment. I'm planning on quitting over the next three weeks, as in packing up and relocating back home. I might officially withdraw from University in two weeks time, see how I feel next week. I need to sort other things out, find out what to do regarding my student finance, etc etc.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on November 21, 2009, 02:32
aw.. well.. I have lots'o homework this coming week.. but it's a vacation from school. Ugh. FML.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on November 21, 2009, 18:14
I'm not coping at all well with starting my A-Levels. I see my friends managing to keep on top of their work and to excell at their chosen subjects, and I'm there struggling to keep motivated and to actually understand and complete my work.

The only lesson I can actually be bothered with is Chemistry, and to some extent Biology. I love Chemistry, and it's the only subject I'm managing to succeed in at the moment. I understand most of the course and can answer most questions I know; it's just a matter of revising now to get the finer points sorted ready for my exams.

I really think I've bitten off more than I can chew this year - 5 subjects that I think I'm going to end up getting horrendous grades in. I've gone from being someone who'd get top marks in nearly everything to being the straggler who's always asking for help, and I don't like it at all. I don't suppose it helps having my parents go on at me all the time for not helping enough but I have so much work and some commitments that I really can't drop to cook tea or do the vaccuuming or whatever. Being told repeatedly that some of my friends are taking 5 subjects and somehow manage to have a job doesn't help either; it just makes me feel like more of a failure.

Maths is my biggest problem. Mechanics just goes straight over my head; in the event that I think I understand something, as soon as I try to apply it later it just goes wrong. I can't remember any of the equations that I should apparently know by this point in time, and I seem to spend most of my free lessons struggling on the questions before going to the teacher for probably the third or fourth time that week.

C1 isn't much better. It's supposed to be the easiest, and some of it is just that, but I've always had problems with the sketching curves side of things and I really don't get differentiation. I can do the simpler problems, but the exam-style questions in the textbook have proved impossible.

Further Maths is another problem. I find the complex numbers side of things very difficult, and I find myself struggling to keep up with everyone else.

I don't suppose it helps much that I got an A in Maths at GCSE (which I already felt quite bad about), and then had my Mechanics & FP1 teacher tell us all that our group last year "should've all got A*s, and that those that didn't were obviously not applying themselves hard enough or just didn't really bother". I tried damn hard, and was a nervous wreck before going into the first exam to the point where I was shaking so much I couldn't write my name properly.

French is yet another problem, as it seems to just be a waste of my time and I really can't be bothered with it. I don't know what possessed me to pick it, but I know it's most probably going to affect all of my results because I'm putting effort into it that I could be focussing on Maths. I don't speak in the lessons and can't come out with much more than basic sentences when I do.

Before this year, all I really wanted was to go to Uni to study Chemistry, but I really don't think I'll get the grades to get in and I'm not even sure if I want to anymore. Yes, it's a bit early to be thinking about Uni but to be honest if I don't start worrying now, then by the time I get my act together it'll be too late.

So where on earth do I go from here? I don't have time in lunchtimes to go see the teachers I need to because Tuesdays and Thursdays are spent doing Further Maths and Wednesdays are spent on the School Council. My Mechanics teacher isn't available on Fridays, and on Mondays I already have 4 lots of Maths lessons and my head feels like exploding from the amount of it all.

I actually don't know what to do anymore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on November 27, 2009, 16:14
;__________________;

I'm really upset, because today I found out the boy I really like has a girlfriend.

and I was building up the courage to ask him out too

*weeps*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on November 27, 2009, 18:20
stupid chemistry teacher always picks me to go up to the board D<
i never know how to work the pen thing pfft.
also andrew hasn't talked to me since tuesday. my friend grace thinks it's because he's embarassed but it's not.
and i realised i don't actually give any sign i like him at all which might also be a problem. except i never get to talk to him but still 3:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 27, 2009, 18:30

My AVG won't do it's weekly scan and it is the newest version.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on November 27, 2009, 18:35
;__________________;

I'm really upset, because today I found out the boy I really like has a girlfriend.

and I was building up the courage to ask him out too

*weeps*
Better than finding out he has a boyfriend.

I'm currently exhasted, the only thing sustaining me is the thought it's friday, so there's decent stuff on TV. And killing people in battle grounds.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on November 27, 2009, 19:09
my grades are borderline HORRIBLE, i literally have a C or a D in everything...

i couldn't hang out with zach today cause he had no gas and my mom didn't want to bring me...alright cool. and now my friend is bragging how she got the ipod touch.

i... don't... care... :|

today is a disappointment.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on November 27, 2009, 19:56
I feel really horrible .. I have been ill for days now and I hate it .. Everyone thinks I am lying to .. The school and my mum .. So I have to keep going to the doctors .. and If I dont get better this weekend on Monday I have to go to them again for tests :/ .. I just want to sleep ..

And I just found out that my brother has 4 9 - 10 years olds coming over for a sleepover ¬.¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on November 29, 2009, 15:29

Ethan the little monster.
He stayed over on friday night, and forgot to take home his toy car.
meaning we had to go and take it to his house.

We HAD to stay there for THREE hours cause he wouldn't let us leave.

Then my mum turns to me and says " What a Nice way to spend the afternoon"

NO mother IT WASN'T !
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on December 03, 2009, 19:13
URGH. The revoltingly cheerful maths class I'm in agreed to do this corny "secret santa" crap without bothering to ask me. So now I have to spend £1 on some random girl, I thought I'd never have to try and work out what women want. >.< They eat, right? I think I'll get some galaxy, I heard women have 4 stomachs so digesting it shouldn't be a problem.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on December 03, 2009, 21:12
I got rejected from Oxford - without even an interview :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on December 04, 2009, 09:31
all the heaters (except the one in the hall) has decided to stop working, just in time for the coldest days here in glasgow :( had to sit on the couch with bed covers on to keep warm :'(

the guy is supposed to come fix them today so i'm gonna havta waste half a day sittin in the house hopign he turns up between 1 and 5  :mad:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on December 06, 2009, 02:18
Today I went to see my friend and when she went in my bf ignored me completely so when I got home  he asked me on msn why I was annoyed and told him about him ignoring me and then he said It's not a big deal and I said it really is being ignored all the time gets you annoyed a lot and then he just said bye and went offline so I don't know what's going on. "/

Sunday tomorrow which means loads of homework. D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on December 06, 2009, 02:27
.......lack of chocolate pudding........
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on December 06, 2009, 02:31
Fiona, it's Sunday now.. Do your homework! :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on December 06, 2009, 03:24
Sunday tomorrow which means loads of homework. D=

Same here.. I'm not looking forward to it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on December 06, 2009, 12:10

This stupid cold, it's not like my others ones I have had before, and I have to go out in the cold just to go to my sister's house to get Ethan.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on December 06, 2009, 12:11
Well I'm currently depressed because YET AGAIN I have no strings to re-string my guitar, and my brother has decided to break the strings that are on it. So no guitar playing for me :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on December 06, 2009, 14:22
Well I'm currently depressed because YET AGAIN I have no strings to re-string my guitar, and my brother has decided to break the strings that are on it. So no guitar playing for me :(
If you get a new set, always go for RotoSounds. They're a lot better than Ernie Ball and cheaper than Elixr. Very worth it at about £6/7 strings (they give you an extra 1st) where I get them from.

me? I've just run out of shark fin soup D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on December 06, 2009, 14:28
That sounds nasty.. xD And I'm depressed because it's super cold and I have zero ideas as to what to get my friend for Christmas, urrgh. -.-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on December 06, 2009, 17:44
That sounds nasty.. xD And I'm depressed because it's super cold and I have zero ideas as to what to get my friend for Christmas, urrgh. -.-
I have no ideas about what to get my DAD for christmas =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on December 06, 2009, 18:12
Fiona, it's Sunday now.. Do your homework! :D
Noooo D=
I still haven't done it yet. xD

Same here.. I'm not looking forward to it.
Homework just wastes a day of your weekend away. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on December 13, 2009, 12:40
my stupidly long and boring homework DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 13, 2009, 12:41
I have to play this carol service thing with my trumpet tonight in a church with NO heating and NO toilet >: I also have 3 essays to re-write for tommorow >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on December 13, 2009, 17:46
The fact that this topic wont stay dead for more than three days. It bums me out that you people have so much to whinge about.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on December 13, 2009, 20:18
My essay exam on Tuesday that is worth 14% of my degree.... my hand is gonna die!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on December 13, 2009, 20:53
The fact that this topic wont stay dead for more than three days. It bums me out that you people have so much to whinge about.

well aren't you just a pleasant ray of sunshine.

nothing is really depressing me at the moment. other than the fact i need to hurry and cram for my exams next week, but when it's all said and done with it won't be so bad. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on December 13, 2009, 20:55
My friend isn't coming back from uni till a week later than I expected, which is annoying. That and I'm losing my house in the middle of January, which is exactly when my exams are. Awful, awful timing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on December 13, 2009, 20:56
I've lost my crutches.

Fair enough, my ankle got better ages ago, but it's always good to have a pair handy, right?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on December 14, 2009, 01:40
well aren't you just a pleasant ray of sunshine.


Eh, I've lost/am losing most of the things that make me happy. I'd live in this topic if coming here didn't just make it worse.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on December 14, 2009, 23:59
Yeah, but at least everyone here can relate to you in soe way.
Oh and i am doing work experience this week and the first was an insight on how everything can go wrong.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on December 15, 2009, 00:24
I'm beginning to feel like a ghost.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on December 17, 2009, 14:43

My account on some other site was banned, then my mother has to speak to her mother for three hours- she says I haven't seen my mum in ages...Well she is going to see her on the 27th anyway..Couldn't she hold her talk with her mum intil then ?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on December 17, 2009, 23:02
Not having another day off until Christmas Eve ;;

Work is a bum-face
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on December 17, 2009, 23:05
^ D: <3

No one wants to go out and play in the snow with me :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 18, 2009, 08:33
As some of you may know my granny has been fighting cancer for the past four months and less than a week ago her tumor burst making her seriously unwell.

Well, this morning she died... I just can't believe it, and I don't think it has sunk in yet. I knew it was coming, but it still has put a dent in me.

R.I.P <3 :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on December 18, 2009, 16:14
I was going to write something trivial until i saw that, i am really sorry about that, plus it is probably the most serious post on here.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: master1 on December 18, 2009, 17:47
My condolences, Liam. I too am feeling the pang of not being with my grandmother this Christmas.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on December 18, 2009, 18:34
I'm sorry, Liam. :[ That's really sad. I hope you'll feel better soon.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 18, 2009, 19:30
Thanks guys. I really do appreciate the time you take to cheer me up. :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on December 18, 2009, 23:53
How quickly friends can forget you exist. Knowing you're not so much a friend as an extra, someone who sits on the side and gives the odd giggle but isn't missed if you don't turn up.
Oh well, one perfect friend is all I need and I have one. ^^*love*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on December 19, 2009, 14:06
I'm so sorry, Liam.

I kinda know how you feel because we've just found out my nan has cancer and, by the looks of things, it's pretty serious. Her dementia is getting worse as well =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 19, 2009, 14:12
Thanks Calire. I hope for the best concerning your nan.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on December 19, 2009, 16:13
christmas in general.
and the feeling that people are getting sick of me.

well no

'feeling' implies that it's my mind that's telling me this, so i should be saying 'and the fact that people are getting sick of me'

it's ok though. happens every year.

and the fact my only friend in college is leaving after the christmas break.

she got a job and i really can't think about how much i'll hate being there without her.


just gonna have to dumb myself down more like i have been for years. nobody wants to talk to an idiot, so i'll be an idiot so they don't want to be near me.


also james isn't around at all anymore which just hurts. i tell everyone i want this and that for christmas, but all i really want is for him to come see me. i don't want to miss him anymore.

also had a dream about my dog dying. just saying this so it won't come true. he's the only person i know who wants to be around me for more than a few minutes.





ugh shut up jenny you're pathetic. e_e
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on December 19, 2009, 17:47
i feel like everyone hates me. two of my (former, i suppose) best friends over the past month have been pretty much making my life hell, and other assorted people have basically been treating me horribly as well.

my boyfriend offered to come drive through the snow to get me but ugh... i don't even want to leave the house at this rate... i kind of just wanna disappear. ): i never did anything to anybody.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on December 19, 2009, 18:11
Best wishes to you Liam.

/hug/ man.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on December 19, 2009, 18:18
Thanks Rex. =]

/hug/ right back at ya.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on December 20, 2009, 12:33
School over but now I'm bored as a rock.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on December 20, 2009, 23:52
Brittany Murphy died this morning. So sad. She seemed to be a lovely girl, God rest her soul.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on December 21, 2009, 00:18
I have the flu and I could be sick for Christmas :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on December 21, 2009, 11:59
Sorry to hear about that Liam, hope things improve for you and your family. =/

I've got no snow... at all. Black ice yesterday, and now really heavy frost. We were meant to get snow on Thursday but we didn't =/.

Plus things aren't going that well for other stuff as well.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on December 21, 2009, 14:04
I've got nothing for my music coursework.
and I'm very behind.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on December 21, 2009, 15:29
I'm sad at the fact I missed my concert today because of the snow :/ Also the snow will probably be gone by tommorow and I'll get raged at by my music teacher because I've not done my group work or composition. I would skive the rest of the week but I have stuff to hand in >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on December 21, 2009, 16:22
Nothing major depressing me atm, just silly little things xP

Mainly the fact that exams are quickly approaching, and I haven't done nearly enough revision. I really don't want to revise in the Christmas holidays either, but I will force myself to. Starting in a minute =/

Also, my car. The snow is nice and everything, but when I want to drive somewhere it will take me ages to sort my car out. It is covered in snow and ice, the driver's door doesn't like opening when it's this cold, my windscreen wipers are frozen to the windscreen, de-icing takes a while and I have lost my gloves, my car takes ages to de-mist on the inside, and the heating takes a while to get going. Also my driveway and the road are very icy ¬¬

General coldness is quite horrible. The radiator in my room doesn't work that well (not helped by the fact that I have a lot of furniture in front of it), and so my room is the coldest in the house.

Apart from those things (mainly the exams ¬¬), I'm in an alright mood.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 01, 2010, 16:52
The thought of going back to college. I have to do a project by Monday which had to be in the Friday we broke up but i overslept...on purpose. So yeah I CBA.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 01, 2010, 20:20
Back to uni next week. Not looking forward to it since I won't get many chances to see my friends there until April.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on January 01, 2010, 20:51
I've had a cold since before Christmas, and it won't go away. So I feel absolutely awful. And I have to go back to school on Monday, and I have a load of work that's due in that I don't feel motivated to do :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MarbleZone on January 01, 2010, 22:08
New Year's Day and I'm stuck in my bedroom studying jaundice. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 02, 2010, 13:58
I've had a sore throat/cold for about a week now and I'm feeling reaaallly crappy today >: Also annoyed at the fact that National Express aren't running ANY ticket/travel buses from Glasgow/Edinbrugh to see Green Day at Wembley in june ;; Gonna have to persuade my uncle.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on January 03, 2010, 05:13
^B-b-but... GREEN DAY ;-;p *hugs*
Well, I kinda broke my new year's resolution on Day 1.
I told myself I wouldn't be pessimistic, solitary and judgemental of myself but here I am feeling crap because I ate the leftovers dad was going to cook for dinner tonight. And, he decided to take out the rest of the day's crap on me so even if I'm still hungry I don't feel like eating anything out of guilt.
And after a happy week housesitting in Canberra and actually leading a decent social life, I'm back here on the coast typing on the laptop that recently got virus attacked. Talking online with people who still hate my guts because of a misunderstanding three months ago. Waiting for a certain someone to get online so I can whine to them. Feeling crap because of the price of housing and how much I want to live in the city, NOT on the coast where we have a beach only five minutes away. That, or run away to england with said someone and never come back...
Happy freakin' new year.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 03, 2010, 14:00
Leeds United.

Also, I can't go to my great uncle's funeral as I have a Biology exam just before, AND I have a tonne of Chemistry work to do for tomorrow and I have no motivation =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on January 03, 2010, 14:04
I've got my English homework to do which I don't feel like doing at all... It's due in on Thursday, but I reaaalllyyy don't want to do it e-e
Or it might be due in on Tuesday, seeing that's the day I go back to school... It's due in on Thursday ^^

And the fact that my Dad's gone back to Singapore. I was crying so much ;_; *really loves her Dad*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on January 03, 2010, 14:53
The fact that I am not busy is the worst thing for me to get depressed about. And the most common cause for depression in Snagars.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 03, 2010, 14:59
Yesterday I had long, thick and infinitely soft hair, it went down to my shoulders and kept me warm as well as being the only physical feature I have that my ex's actually liked (all boys have the other physical feature apparently  :???). Anyway I went to the hair cutters for the first time in 12+ months to get a trim at the back and instead she grabbed a razor and sliced it all clean off!
What part of "I want to keep it long" did she interpret as "use a lawnmower"? Not only that but by the time she cut the front to "give the impression of length" I had a Hitler! Why would I want Hitler's hairstyle! It'll be 12 months before it comes back now. I should have just put it in a pony tail and never gone to the barber.  :(

So yeah, basically my life is so empty this is all I have to think about...that and the fear of failing a year at uni again....and spiders, lots of spiders.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on January 03, 2010, 17:01
~ I have so much homework to do that's due in tomorrow and Tuesday and I cannot be bothered to do it :/
~ The cold I've had for 2 weeks still hasn't gone away.
~ I don't want to go back to school tomorrow
~ I'm probably going to get a really bad grade in English >.<

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on January 03, 2010, 19:55
I've had a really long day at work, and now that I'm home I'm too tired to do any revision =/ My exams start in 8 days, so I'm pretty freaked out about those.

Back to school tomorrow which shouldn't be too bad, but the exams are worrying me too much. I haven't managed to revise much over the Christmas holidays (due to seeing a lot of family, Christmas, my birthday, and catching up on sleep). Now I'm going to have to find out if I have any homework to do for tomorrow, but I'm just too tired. Not helping that I have to get up at 7 either >>

Basically, a combination of tiredness, exams and being stressed is what is getting me down =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Super Paper Arwing on January 03, 2010, 19:58
the fact that school's tomorrow,and work is really relentless.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on January 03, 2010, 19:59
That I don't know what's depressing me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on January 04, 2010, 01:54
I won't see my boyfriend again for months... I'm _______ devestated :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on January 05, 2010, 17:53
I wasted today in bed when i could have been playing in the snow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 05, 2010, 23:19
Snow just fell but ITS NOT ENOUGH. No where enough, I still have some hope left for the rest of the night.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on January 06, 2010, 01:09
I'm supposed to write an essay, but i can't be bothered, i have no motivation and all the fun, fun snow makes it even worse.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Super Paper Arwing on January 06, 2010, 07:37
the facts that despite all that coldness and snow school is still open.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on January 06, 2010, 10:52
That I might have to go to Aberdeen for a meeting on the 19th Jan but have to stay over on the 18th due to the distance from Glasgow :(...hopefully the rail tracks freeze over that day and the trains get cancelled :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on January 06, 2010, 13:51
All this snow. D:
I have a fear of being out in the snow, so I am confined to my house. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 07, 2010, 12:27
My throat is absolutely killing me, and I can't eat because of it. The only thing I've had is cough medicine, and that was a struggle to take. Can't even have liquids because it hurts so much.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on January 07, 2010, 16:45
I am annoyed at the snow =[

School is closed AGAIN tomorrow, meaning it will have been closed for three days. I've lost out on so much revision and help, and I'm not confident at all for my three exams next week. If I even get to take them, which is looking a bit doubtful =/ If I can't take them next week, I have to wait til like June which is ridiculous. I could potentially have ten important AS/A2 exams in June now, which I am going to struggle with. I'm not going to be able to go through anything with my teacher before my first exam on Monday at 9am now (if the school is even open, as it's apparently going to snow again over the weekend).

Being stuck at home like this is also doing my head in. I feel like I should be revising all the time, but I just can't work from home (distractions, annoying noisy family, etc). I'm totally stressed out and don't really know what to do. It's making me feel rubbish.

I think the worst part is that I still would have been worrying WITHOUT the snow and lack of revision. This is making me so much more worried =/

Another thing is that I am tired all the time now, and it doesn't matter how much sleep I get. This isn't helping anything right now >>

Oh, and I'm also meant to be going to TGI Fridays with a big group of friends to celebrate my 18th birthday tomorrow (a little bit late =P). However, I walked past TGIs today when it was supposedly open, and there was nobody inside and it looked closed =/ Hoping it's open tomorrow, otherwise I'll be pretty disappointed =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 07, 2010, 22:06
^ I know how you feel on the exams front! School is shut tomorrow and I had a couple of really important revision lessons timetabled, which is really annoying as they are much needed.

Apparently school is going to open for exams no matter what, but it's going to be really difficult for me to get into school if the weather gets worse so who knows what'll happen =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 08, 2010, 16:51
WEMBLEY IS SOLD OUT DDDDDDDD:
Gonna have to get dearer tickets now ;;
I've been feeling crappy latley anyways and this doesn't help :/ I kinda want to go back to school cause I'm bored as HELL, that's gotta be a first for me x3.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Alphochio on January 08, 2010, 17:19
Our guild leader can't pay for her account anymore. /sob
Now we have to find some other guild to join.  /sob
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 10, 2010, 23:35
NO snow and college tomorrow. Oh god I hate the place, my friends on holiday aswell so there'll be no-one interesting to talk too. Bad times.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on January 11, 2010, 00:10
I have a PreCalculus Quiz tomorrow and the section we've been studying makes next to no sense. T_T

Our guild leader can't pay for her account anymore. /sob
Now we have to find some other guild to join.  /sob

I find that to be eternally hilarious. Excuse my blatant rudeness in saying that.. can you all pool some money into her account or something?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on January 11, 2010, 01:52
The snow outside caused the car that I was a passenger in to skid and almost slam against a brick wall. I couldhave DIED.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on January 11, 2010, 14:58
School is finally back open, but i couldn't go in because i have to wolk and it rained last night meaning the roads and paths are covered in ice and i could break my neck.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 11, 2010, 15:51
Biology AS exam tomorrow, dreading it. >.< I think I set the bar too high after doing well in the mock, doubt I'll do half as well this time.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 11, 2010, 19:03
^ At least you had a mock, we were supposed to have ours last Thursday but school was closed =[

Basically I know I'm going to completely muck up the Biology exam tomorrow, and I'm dreading it. I really, really need good marks in it and I highly doubt I'm going to get them =/

I'm not even thinking about Chemistry until about 10:30 tomorrow morning.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on January 12, 2010, 01:20
I have messed up my whole life and I am scared of the thing I have got to do make it right.

I think I have about 5-6 mates left because of it.

And I have just realised what people say about me is true. Of course its all bad stuff that hurts my feeling like mad.

So I am crying all the time in my room and never can sleep at night so I have my days and nights mixed up which I get shouted at lot about.

Ohh .. All most forgot because I get the blame for everything I have got to go to 3 different conciling things.

Yippie for me =¦ So I feel like rubbish.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: progartpkmn98 on January 12, 2010, 02:00
the amount of homework I have is killing me.
Seriously. I feel sick.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 12, 2010, 09:18
I have to go get 2 of my teeth pulled.

Apart from that, Heroes was a disappointment. The trailer lied to me. Goddamn, next week had better make stuff happen or I'm going to bust




out in tears ;A;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 12, 2010, 17:21
Exam went as badly as expected, to top it off I got less than 4 hours sleep last night and have a Physics exam tomorrow, then a Chemistry one the morning after that. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: En garde...voir on January 12, 2010, 17:38
The four days of school being closed have cost me as i have french exam next week and i just found out today, plus if i mess up i can't resit, this is the resit, the entire class failed, that's how hard it was. Not really it wasn't hard but we all still failed, it was a speaking exam so we had to write a speech and well speak it. i am not ready not ready arrrrggghhh!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on January 12, 2010, 20:12
long story short; I'm going crazy.

just now I was sat in my room counting the squares on my wallpaper.



AS Maths + ICT GCSE exams = doddle, I wonder if they were actually really easy or I misread everything and I failed them miserably.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 12, 2010, 20:19
French exam tommorow.

I have done no revision.

Tell you how it goes when I come back from school guys. :tongue2:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 12, 2010, 20:22
I've just realised that most of my happy/depressing posts are about the snow, on hope brilliant it is or how little there is.

On topic: The snows not sticking anymore but I supose there's always the rest of the night. Wow my post count is going to dwindle once the coldsnap is over.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 13, 2010, 11:45
I think I mucked up the Bio exam yesterday as I found it really easy and no-one else seemed to. Chem tomorrow is going to be terrible, my laptop is broken as is our heating and revision isn't going well at all.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 13, 2010, 13:16
French exam was postponed... Yesss!!! :D

But tomorrow I have R.E, History and Geography exams. .__.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on January 13, 2010, 15:20
I don't really know. Everything's just messing with my head and it doesn't really matter what I do, I can't cheer up for very long =/ I'm also so close to just giving up on some things it's unreal =/ Must consult my AGONY AUNT (Or uncle, but he's such a girl really) and see what he thinks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on January 13, 2010, 16:06
Hope everything works out okay for you Lottie.

Uni work in general has been stressing me out at the moment.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on January 13, 2010, 16:12
Exams, my grandfather had a heart attack and my two friends have both lost close relatives recently and I feel so sorry for them. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 13, 2010, 16:49
My great uncle died yesterday around 7/8 O'clock =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on January 14, 2010, 17:10
^I'm sorry  :(

Urgh...I feel awefull with some bug and all I can do is lie in bed =[ I still had to go to school aswell.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on January 14, 2010, 17:27
*Hugs Cec* I have a cold. Oh, and an exam tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 14, 2010, 17:28
Uck, the day in college was far too long and faaaaaaaaaar to boring.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 14, 2010, 18:58
Just been mugged again. They didn't get anything but I sometimes wonder if reporting it is worth the effort. Not like the police will do anything. Another day, another reason for forced sterilisation.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on January 14, 2010, 19:40
I'm feeling pretty flat...for the first time in a while :/ Feeling paranoid about stuff, old things are just creeping back up and catching up with me I guess. It's one of my rare depressed days, I'm usually pretty perky :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 15, 2010, 00:21
Gran got taken into hospital yesterday and I'm worried about her :/

And it's more angering than depressing, but I'm getting kind of annoyed at someone who keeps having these 'depression' moments, like at first it was like 'aw I'm sorry :C' now it's like 'oh walk on, nobody cares :|'
I feel bad saying I don't care about her but JESUS CHRIST it's OBVIOUSLY attention seeking and it's just... pitiful e_e
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 15, 2010, 19:57
Got a damn sight less money than I thought I had, so Claire has to stay in this weekend when all of her friends are out abusing their livers ;_;

Yeh yeh, go cry moar.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ferox on January 16, 2010, 14:17
Too much Homework. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on January 16, 2010, 14:26
I have a mahussive case of writer's block today
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on January 16, 2010, 17:29
Housing. Family issues. Lack of employment. Revision. Ongoing writer's block. Boredom. Lack of money. Feeling invisible. Lack of FOOD D:. Carpet smells of beer.

There are probably other things too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 16, 2010, 17:45
I have a mahussive case of writer's block today

HIGH FIVE BROTHER

The fact I've been cooking all day and spent about an hour doing my hair and make up for a man who just ain't gonna appreciate it. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on January 16, 2010, 18:11
for a man who just ain't gonna appreciate it. ;;
This is because men are deeply philosophical creatures, existing on a higher plane where the lies of food, clothing and makeup are lost to the reality of the human form...clothing especially is lost...in our minds...because we are so deep. Good grief, we men are hopeless. Now I'm depressed.


I have too much work and the distance between my friends and I is growing, time for action!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on January 16, 2010, 18:49
I have two more prelims next month, art and english both at int 2 ;; and with the 5th years D: I have to write two essays in an hour (for english) and half or something and do a close reading passage >:
Also solo trumpet music exam next month will be ftl, I have to play with my music teacher accompining me and not my tutor.
School is crap D;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on January 17, 2010, 23:45
Early morning for college and the fact that lately I've started to hate my course. Its become boring and I have a video project due in before long and that's well not started.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on January 21, 2010, 20:49
Just broke up with my boyfriend like fifteen minutes ago.

Hugs plz ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: 16bit on January 21, 2010, 20:56
Just broke up with my boyfriend like fifteen minutes ago.

Hugs plz ;;
oh dear.. *hugs SUPER tightly* D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on January 21, 2010, 21:07
Just broke up with my boyfriend like fifteen minutes ago.

Hugs plz ;;

What.  Cow.  What?

-SUPERhug-.

:<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on January 22, 2010, 11:27
gran's being taken back into hospital.
She just got out last night.
I honestly can't deal with this right now ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on January 23, 2010, 17:26
Family life is crap .. I keep thinking about stuff that scares me that I will do it .. But I sort of dont want to .. Yet do want to at the same time .. Last night was the worse thing ever to happen to me. I will never forgive my mum for it either ... Which makes me feel really depressed =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on January 23, 2010, 18:05
^ *big hug* do you have anyone to talk to, if not write it all down and then rip the piece off paper up and chuck it away.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on January 23, 2010, 18:16
^I keep a journal but its at home .. and I never want to go home .. *Hugs back* =) Thanks though.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on January 23, 2010, 18:24
Bullies. Life is too confusing. Parents argue. Can't do maths well. Have homework. Can't draw. Best mate lives in Switzerland. *grumble*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on January 27, 2010, 21:29
Just got a request from an ex-girlfriend on Facebook. Considering that was in primary school, and I am not 'that way inclined'...this may become very awkward indeed. I'm praying she's a lesbian.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Serefina_Pacific on January 27, 2010, 21:35
Harlie, a duck of mine, died last night. Algebra is being Algebra. The book I want to write in is moving so slowly...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on January 27, 2010, 21:37
Two 'friends' have decided to team up and make my life a living hell. First they whisper about me in front of my face and burst out laughing, and now they're making fun of my dead dog. "Oh, it's very Misty out today," is what was used today, followed by some laughter.

So, yeah. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on January 27, 2010, 21:48
^

OMG thats horrible!! =O I think you should make there life a living hell. Revenge is the sweetest ;) And if you don't like revenge, just ignore them or tell 'em to shut up, cos that's a horrible thing to say =[ *hugs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on January 27, 2010, 21:53
Thanks, Kristen. ):
Oh, and I've lost my timetable too >.< I'm pretty sure I've got Sociology tomorrow. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on January 27, 2010, 21:55
Wow your mates are horrible ... ¬¬ Seriously I would kick there butts. If anyone did that to me I think they would want to run >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on January 27, 2010, 21:59
^
Correction. Run for there lives. xD

I'm actually depressed atm, and I ish rarely eva depressed. Kinda xD ... At the moment the person who I want more then anything doesn't want me back =[ ... A lot of my friends are upset about stuff which depresses me, cos I don't like seeing my friends upset. And my parents are getting a little bit to much to bare at the moment. Also, Music GCSE is getting way to hard for me, to the point where I'm struggling a lot =/ ...  Though I guess thats normal teenage life =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: BlackStatic on January 28, 2010, 07:46
My god Paul, that's horrible. ;-;
Best thing is chloroform, a large sack and a bridge to not give them any feedback. Eventually they'll get bored and find someone else to pick on? Still, anyone who mocks the death of anything is just plain heartless. *shakes fist*

I guess what's depressing me atm is that after all this talk my parents made of going to move to the city to let me hang out with my childhood friends again (haven't lived in the city for just over five years),  we ended up not having enough money; so just after we've arrived south, we have to go back to the other end of the state - where I hardly know anyone. Makes me feel even more homesick...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on January 28, 2010, 10:47
The fact that I have worked in my current job for about 6 years now and the one chance there is for a promotion was not mentioned to me or advertised in any way and has went to someone else and obviously I was only told about it after someone got the job!!

I'm more depressed/infuriated about the fact the I wasn't even considered or asked even though I have been told my work is impressive...I could say more but it wold involve a load of swearing cause I am that annoyed about it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on January 28, 2010, 13:22
Im depressed that my mum's going away on holiday tomorrow for two weeks...so I have to stay at my dad's house during then >< I hate it there =< It feels...dirty >< And it's cold...and I hate sharing my house with 3 dogs and three cats...cos I know that if I leave my dinner for a split second, it'll be gone the next >> They have no manners =< I'll miss my reptiles being with me ;__; Gah =< I just hate staying in other houses...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on January 28, 2010, 17:13
Found out yesterday that Nan's not got long to live at all. The tablets that she's on aren't going to do much at all and basically she's got a couple of months left. Her dementia's been getting worse, too, and the doctor told her yesterday that she's got cancer so now she's really really really upset =[

Also found out that Grandad's got cancer too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 30, 2010, 12:57
Oh man that sounds horrible, Claire. =(

So sorry to hear it.

10/8/09 - 30/1/10 = The ammount of time I had my two Fire salamanders.

I find them both dead this morning. They were all shrivelled up and horrible.

I suspect they had died of parasites because there were little white things crawling around them... :'(

I cried disposing of them. It felt so bad. :(

I won't have the confidence to keep amphibians for a while now. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on January 31, 2010, 11:03
Sorry to hear about that @ Liam and Claire. Both horrible situations =/.

For me, it's that Andy Murray is playing badly so far, and that the snow isn't sticking properly at the moment. I hope it sticks since I might get tomorrow off which means I can concentrate fully on getting my coursework done.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on January 31, 2010, 11:04
^Yeah, he was 5-2 up and now it's 6-6. ;/

Also thanks about the salamanders, webbzed. :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 01, 2010, 00:43
Gran just passed away.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on February 01, 2010, 00:46
No probs Liam.

Sorry to hear about that Jenny =/.

I'm upset because I feel like crap and I keep on throwing up =/.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 01, 2010, 19:58
Someone I got on with and talk to a lot is dead. His mate told us that he got run over. We don't know if it is true though. But he was the nice guy ever and I can't stop crying even if it is a joke I feel horrible. urghh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on February 01, 2010, 19:59
Someone I got on with and talk to a lot is dead. His mate told us that he got run over. We don't know if it is true though. But he was the nice guy ever and I can't stop crying even if it is a joke I feel horrible. urghh.

I hope it's a horrible joke too. He was such a nice person to talk to and he was so young. And to die like that, its horrible. Its really upset me =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 01, 2010, 22:06
Sorry for all your losses. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on February 01, 2010, 23:12
Well my posts gonna be a minor whine compared the posts above...

But I'm just so ticked off, annoyed and upset at that fact that about 75% of my friends online and IRL think i'm a complete and utter cow >>

May be true and probably is, but it still hurts when I look back at what i've done for them in the past like give them a shoulder to cry on, let them stay at my house when they're having a rough patch at home and take them out places.

I'd have thought myself that that meant Im a good friend...no?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilverFlame on February 02, 2010, 00:27
Awwww...... I feel so bad for ya'll. If it makes you feel any better, I fell down the stairs today! And I ran into the corner of a door too. :laugh:
I'm sad because my grandpa's dog, Buddy, was run over.... That dog was an angel. My gramps has breathing problems so all the crying isn't really helping. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on February 02, 2010, 16:24
Me and Sunny are still really upset about Sam dying (the one who got hit by a car in a hit and run accident). Because we've just been talking to his best friend (the one who told us) and he just told us that Sam died in his arms, and said 'Please can you tell Faith that I'll always love her, and that I will always watch over her, even though she wont be able to see me.' Its just so sad ... ='[ cos we've been talking to Faith aswell, and shes just so ... out of it ... Like when we speak to her its like shes not even there. Its just horrible.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on February 02, 2010, 17:09
so much death in this topic, it's saddening... ):

the only thing depressing me is the fact i left my ipod touch at my friend's house and now she's going to go through it and steal all my music... i really want it back, but the roads are really snowy so no one wants to get it for me.

T_____T god... i miss my ipod kdjgkdsjkesf.

but it's my birthday so i might as well chin up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 03, 2010, 17:43
My arms are killing me! D= .. I had to have two jabs today .. And now they both really hurt DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Raven..=) on February 03, 2010, 18:30
Aw Sunny I know how you feel. I had two injections today aswell. My arms are dead. =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on February 03, 2010, 18:36
Meep. I had one injection. But I had an allergic reaction to it me thinks DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 03, 2010, 18:39
^ Nah mine did the same .. And I am only allergic to one thing :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilverFlame on February 03, 2010, 18:47
The economy. That and the fact that my B-Day is on the same day as the super-bowl this year. My family is "celebrating" the a day before my birthday instead. :dry: So basically they're celebrating the day that I wasn't born. Isn't that just wonderful! :sleep:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Raven..=) on February 03, 2010, 19:59
Meep. I had one injection. But I had an allergic reaction to it me thinks DX

Aw yeah I remember. In art it was really swollen.

The economy. That and the fact that my B-Day is on the same day as the super-bowl this year. My family is "celebrating" the a day before my birthday instead. :dry: So basically they're celebrating the day that I wasn't born. Isn't that just wonderful! :sleep:

Wow that pretty much sucks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on February 03, 2010, 21:42
I've got maths h/w that I'm procrastinating doing. It doesn't look like a small amount and it's due in tomorrow. >.< I really need to get get a glass of milk..and play WoW for an hour or three...then I'll do it. Assuming nothing comes up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on February 05, 2010, 17:08
Yesterday my Vista stopped working after bumping my laptop. I'm doing this on Linux, but there's so much stuff I need to configure which doesn't work so I'm gonna go to Windows 7 (we have it, but the disk is lost downstairs and I can't install adobe player for youtube >:{     )

Also, I need to do work this weekend on word, but linux's one doesn't let me open files done on here in Windows, which my college uses, so I'm a bit frustrated, but not so as I'm cutting myself.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: President Hawkeye on February 05, 2010, 20:37
Lots of things.
Football team are looking reasonably pants atm.
My academic future is in doubt.
And dealing with the fact that some special someone occupies my thoughts nearly everyday, and yet I just can't seem to decide what I want to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on February 06, 2010, 02:21
 :'( :'( :'( My watch just ran out of battery  :'( :'( :'(

No body here knows me in person, but for me this is a HUGE disaster. I can't function without a watch, and every time I try to tell the time and see my bare wrist I can't help but cry 'nooooooooooooooooo!'

EDIT: And another thing, what the hell is up with my sleep pattern! I actually got up at a normal time yesterday and I'm STILL wide awake at 5 in the morning!!!!! If this wasn't the weekend I would have to be up at 7:30 for lectures...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on February 08, 2010, 16:45
My facebook layout hasn't changed.

>:\\\\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 08, 2010, 16:53
Mine has! ^ xP I'm depressed because I don't know what to make for music.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 08, 2010, 16:55
^ mine either wth :/


sigh I'm getting badgered to go into college again even though I haven't slept because I've been, you know, grieving a little? It's so stupid, it's like 'hey jen, gran's just died her funeral was two days ago, wanna go to a place that'll make you feel like a complete idiot while at the same time make you feel crappier than you do now? No? Well this looks like a job for THE RAGE MACHINE!!!!!!' ugh I want to cry so much right now ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 08, 2010, 17:16
my sleep pattern is terrible
i've fallen out with a load of friends
those 'friends' say i have no chance with a boy i like ;(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on February 08, 2010, 18:40
Theres a baby penguin on tv and it's screaming so loud cos these vets are trying to pin it down to euthanise it...cos it swallowed a fishing hook...and I dont see why they can't operate on it and remove the fish hook...

I get really sad when animals are put down needlessly...especially in these rescue programs where alligators and things get put down merely for living near humans...

Its sick...

And the penguin sounded so terrified.... ;___________;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinda on February 09, 2010, 19:33
Mine has! ^ xP I'm depressed because I don't know what to make for music.

mine changed today, I think it's pretty cool (;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 09, 2010, 19:38
I just swallowed glitter.
So.. It's kind of a mixture between happiness & depression. I feel slightly sick, but I can now say I have officially eaten awesome.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: qazz42 on February 10, 2010, 14:32
it is a snow day and i like school


when at home i hafta do math because i got a 82 in my math test and i am grounded
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on February 10, 2010, 16:23

I have no idea what they are doing...
people talk about choices of what the want, but I wasn't given a choice I am being told where to go. Now they aren't litsening to me of what I want. they have stopped my money, taken away my two day job and replaced it with...nothing.

and my golden lab has taken ill...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on February 10, 2010, 17:43
Glyph test tomorrow morning... I need 60% to pass, which is gonna be really difficult this time round. I can only hope that I can pass it, because I really enjoy it.

And then I can start reading for my essays.. and seminars..

And residential services made me take down my fairy lights.. that makes me sad =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 10, 2010, 18:01
my crush has a girlfriend he's known for less than a week. call me a jealous cow if you want but it's really upsetting. honestly, i want to know what's wrong with me?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on February 10, 2010, 18:31
Nothing really :3

Except that I skipped half a day of school and I don't know what homework to do >_>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on February 12, 2010, 00:59
I just swallowed glitter.
So.. It's kind of a mixture between happiness & depression. I feel slightly sick, but I can now say I have officially eaten awesome.

That made me laugh a heck of a lot lol

Ermm at lot of things right now actualy =/ My friends problems have depressed me, cos I hate knowing I can't do anything to help 'em. Stupid Family problems that get in the way of everything and get me all worked up so that when I finally speak to someone I enjoy speaking to I end up causing an argument without meaning to or wanting to. At the moment I'm going through a 'life sucks' stage DX meep.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on February 13, 2010, 15:09
It's taking so long for it to be monday D:
I also have my solo music exam two weeks on wednesday AND two god damn art/english prelims on the same week ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 13, 2010, 23:37
I have just realised that Sam is really dead. It's really just stuck me and I can't stop crying. I hate it. The people who run him overe knew him and bullied him. They came forward saying that they did it and said this  ''That the world is better off without one less gay ****** '' He wasnt even gay. I know his girlfriend and oh my god did they love each other. And today were the trails in court. The driver is locked up for 20 years and one of the guys is saying he wasnt even in the car when the tree other say he was. So yeah it just stuck me he is really dead.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pr!!!| Fíσήά ♪♫ on February 13, 2010, 23:48
My leg has been hurting all day and now it's suddenly in an incredible amount of pain and I don't know what I've done. ='[
My so called 'mate' that I thought I knew told me something and went behind my back and did something else (bad) and never told me about it but my other mate told me what they did and they still haven't even told me their self. "/
And my oldest brother is seriously ill and if my parents are correct with what illness he's got then he has a small chance of dieing. ='[ ='[ ='[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Toshiku Yumari on February 14, 2010, 03:46
The fact that I can barely operate anything on this one other site. It's really ticking me off.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on February 15, 2010, 17:30
Uck. I've spent nearly all day in my room, only venturing down stairs for food. I hope the rest of my half term isn't like this.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on February 15, 2010, 19:23

I wish people would keep their plans. My mum promised we'd go out to glasgow on wednesday, but because Ethan wants to stay the night we can't.
She says it's for my sister sake. why can't she have him on another night ?

she was angry at chris for not saying he when he was working..
and ethan always wakes up at noon!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on February 18, 2010, 10:26
Nan died in the early hours of this morning =[

When we went to visit her last night, in the very brief space of time that she was awake she didn't know who any of us were. It was heartbreaking to see her lying there completely drained and confused as to who we were, and to see the look on Grandad's face when she didn't recognise him either.

I can't stop crying =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on February 18, 2010, 16:06
My shoulders are killing me and I have no idea why. They've been like this for days. BAD TIMES.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 18, 2010, 16:15
Nan died in the early hours of this morning =[

When we went to visit her last night, in the very brief space of time that she was awake she didn't know who any of us were. It was heartbreaking to see her lying there completely drained and confused as to who we were, and to see the look on Grandad's face when she didn't recognise him either.

I can't stop crying =/

Awww :/ I'm really sorry, Claire. *Hug*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mick_since_86 on February 18, 2010, 16:45
that all my mates seem to have forgot that I exsist...tried texting them and commenting them on whatever social network site and everything has been blanked :( last time I saw or heard from anyone was bout 3 weeks ago
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on February 18, 2010, 16:50
that all my mates seem to have forgot that I exsist...tried texting them and commenting them on whatever social network site and everything has been blanked :( last time I saw or heard from anyone was bout 3 weeks ago

*ATTACK HUGS*

Im here <3

Hmm...I guess I'm pretty miffed that I failed my best subject at school xDD Art >> If they didnt have the damn theory exam...gawd...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MnMs™ on February 18, 2010, 17:14
Nan died in the early hours of this morning =[

When we went to visit her last night, in the very brief space of time that she was awake she didn't know who any of us were. It was heartbreaking to see her lying there completely drained and confused as to who we were, and to see the look on Grandad's face when she didn't recognise him either.

I can't stop crying =/

I am so so sorry to hear that Claire.

I'm upset because I just found out that I'm allergic to nutella, which I live on.
Because my Grandpa went into hospital yesterday; he had a heart bypass three years ago and yet things are still going wrong.
I have to speak to the Police next week about something that could make a young man go to prison and although he deserves it, I'm scared about what his family will do to me and it's really stressing me out.
My brothers fiancee and my brother had a fight and now they've broken up :( and she's already going out with another guy.
The one guy I really like is calling me his 'sista from another mista' (yes spelt incorrectly but that's how he did it) and he's going out with another girl while still flirting around with me.

Life is generally trying to keep me down, but I'm not gonna let it beat me... Cause TM is gonna be launched soon <3

EDIT: Now I'm even more upset because my favourite (besides JB) band; Honor Society, is going on tour this Spring but they aren't coming to the UK :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on February 22, 2010, 21:38
My friend's just commited suicide after his ex did this morning...

...Don't really know what else to say...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on February 22, 2010, 22:45
 I fell on my stairs and hurt my hip and cut my legs.

But that really doesn't compare to the above post.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on February 23, 2010, 20:44
My friend's just commited suicide after his ex did this morning...

...Don't really know what else to say...

Oh my God. D:

I'm so sorry Meg. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on February 24, 2010, 17:10
A German guy who's been over in England for most of the past year and joined my year of 6th Form was in a really, really bad car accident near Cornwall on Friday; he's broken his back, is in a coma and is on a life support machine. Things aren't looking too good at all.

He's such a lovely, lovely person, and his host family had taken him down there for a short holiday so for this to happen is tragic D= His parents have come over from Germany and the staff at school are really upset and loads of people have been crying. He's one of the nicest people and really didn't deserve this =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 24, 2010, 17:24
Well, turns out i'm allergic to Palmolive and I could have aheart condition

joy~[/sarcasm]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MarbleZone on February 24, 2010, 17:31
Well, turns out i'm allergic to Palmolive and I could have aheart condition

Is the latter related to the former?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on February 24, 2010, 17:33
My things feel a little trivial compared to what some of you guys are going through x.x

I'm annoyed becasue I've got this stupid cough that I've had since sunday and I keep having mad coughing fits in school and it hurts my throat and my belly >:
Also the snow is back >>

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 24, 2010, 17:58
My nan is in hospital .. My family just found out & She has been in all day. My step sisters knew but didn't bother to tell us -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on February 24, 2010, 18:25
Is the latter related to the former?

no. former inherited from my dad, latter we dunno
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MarbleZone on February 24, 2010, 18:30
no. former inherited from my dad, latter we dunno

If it's okay with asking, what makes you think that you may have a heart condition?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 24, 2010, 21:12
i have feelings for a guy, and i'm not positive if its infatuation or love..

 i like him for a hundred different reasons, but he's been a real jerk to my friends in the past [not so much now though] so my friends generally dislike him and hate his guts. and its not like he's a guy where he's too high on the social latter for me to have, so its like a guy i could get with a little bit of work, but i'm just ion such a mental dillema over it fghsfhfgbf D:

 i tell myself to not like him, and i try to block him out of my mind, then he says something to me and the whole thing starts all over again..

My friend's just commited suicide after his ex did this morning...

...Don't really know what else to say...

 dude, i'm so sorry. best wishes for you guys, and the families of both parties.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 25, 2010, 06:11
woe is me my freakin teeth hurt. insert rant about how i've had to go through so much since last june. i'm pretty much addicted to painkillers because of this and boohoo i'm just in so much pain.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on February 25, 2010, 20:54
I'ma moan k? I've had hardly any sleep this week, i've been grumpy and when I'm grumpy i'm selfish. The girl used to like probably hates me because I hardly talk to her anymore. It was her birthday today and i didn't say happy birthday to her, so apperantly she went into a strop. Everytime I'd walk past then her friends would sing happy birthday, I chose to ignore them and pretned I wasn't listning. Prehaps I should have said it but I didn't so blah.   
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 27, 2010, 00:03
I had been sofa surfing for over a year now, I have just managed to find a youth hostel to stay for about two years that will move me on and for the first month it was all going pretty well. (I have only been here 2 months) But there are little things that are starting to get to me again and my flat mate is one of them. See we have to share a flat with one other person and we share a bathroom and kitchen, there is no living room. The bedrooms are large so that's ok.

About a month ago now I went away for a few days, I cleaned the kitchen and bathroom before I left so I could have somewhere clean to come back to, only on my return I found the place was a dump. Sauce all over the cooker, bits of food stuck in the oven,  HUGE stack of plates in the sink (I’m talking at least 20 plates, all the cups knives and forks.. the works.) the floor had sugar that I had bought spilled all over it and I had to buy another bag. And what’s more I found a load of pubic hair in the plug in the bathroom. She had left a load of used sanitary towels in the bin unwrapped and smelling.

When I got in I straightened out all my stuff and went to bed as it was very late and I had been up all weekend. Upon waking up I found a note on the filthy kitchen side saying that I needed to clean up as the kitchen was a mess and she didn’t want to come home to a dirty flat. I was fuming. I didn’t say anything and I would have actually cleaned it was it not for the fact I needed to go to college, I finished college at 5pm and needed to go to my aunts to pick up my glasses, she invited me to stay as she had a glass of wine and couldn’t drive. So I stayed and got back the next morning.

In our kitchen we each have out own cupboards, one for our cups and stuff another for food and we share a fridge. Now when I came home I found that my expensive non stick frying pan had been used and she had scraped at it with a metal something and loads of the non stick had been scratched off. I said nothing and bought a new one.

She complains to staff that I haven’t been cleaning the flat and I get a telling off. And ever since I have been cleaning up all her mess EVERY DAY just so people get off my case. When I cook something I usually clean it up really quickly before I eat, if not I do it straight after as I don’t like the smell of stale food.

Her boyfriend who is also living in the foyer has been staying in her room since I got here, there are rules against that but they do it anyway. So I am cleaning up after the –two- of them.

On top of the mess there is also the smell. She leaves uneaten food on the side, and smokes in her room. Now I am a non smoker and I hate the smell of it with a passion, I go to great lengths to keep myself clean and smelling nice and thankfully my Room smells good :)

There is also the noise. She plays Xbox with her friends with the volume turned right up, they yell and scream and this can go on till early hours of the morning and I have class starting at 8am sometimes. Not fun. She also plays music so loud I can feel the base line in my seat and hear the lyrics work for word; it’s like the music in the room with me. (Like right now as I am typing this) music usually goes off from between 11pm to 3 am.

((I also hear them fornicate… a lot))

She is constantly on my back about cleaning even though I make sure I do it and I can’t seem to just... get on with what I want to do without her having a go. I am a very avid artist, I used to paint quite a lot and this once I was cleaning out my pallets, I just popped into my room to get my water jar as I had forgotten to bring it out and she started having a go at me because I got paint in the sink. I did, however, point out to her that there were also beans and noodles in the sink and washed my paint away, leaving her noodles and beans. I was gone for less then 10 seconds while getting that water jar

I actually feel a little better after all that… sorry its long O.O

Now I keep all my food, cups, plates, glasses and my frying pan in my room. And I am still cleaning up her stuff.

If anyone has a non violent way I was deal with this… <3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on February 27, 2010, 21:31
School .. I got test's in 4 weeks .. and I am going to fail all of them D=

Love .. It just getting annoying and stupid :/

Family .. My mum and me fight everyday now ... And now I am even moving out with are lodger to live with him because it has got that bad .. And she will not let me do anything .. and is treating me like crap.

Mates .. two people are being jerks to my best mate .. and I am sick of it .. It isn't nice for her and she doesn't need it at the moment.

Birthdays .. it my mums tomorrow .. And Cos she wont let me out of the house I couldn't get her anything ... Charlie and are lodger and her best mate are planning a party for her .. But last time I did a party with out prezzies I got hit .. and shouted at for being selfish .. So if she accepts this party it show anything I do she hates ..
Then it my birthday in a week or so .. I cant even be bother to remember now .. I have no Idea what I want .. And What I am doing ...

So all of it making me feel like crap -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 27, 2010, 21:33
I can't find my cat.
Yeah it's a stupid reason to be sad, but I usually see him once a day, even if it's when I'm letting the dog out and he's sitting in the garden or something, he's always there, but I haven't seen him since Wednesday. Since it's now, you know, Saturday night, I'm starting to become worried to the point that I'm almost in tears because really, as selfish as it sounds, I've already lost one family member this month, and I'm in no way prepared to lose another. I'm just scared someone's taken him somewhere, or the local thugs have got ahold of him and decided that they're suddenly into torturing animals... I just really need to see him even if it's just a glance, just to know he's still around... ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 27, 2010, 23:46
today i spat in my flat mates milk and shook it up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on February 27, 2010, 23:53
A light bulb just exploded over my head and my neck is all cut. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on February 28, 2010, 00:00
I've been going through a difficult time and thought it was all over... appears it may restart at any given moment
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on February 28, 2010, 00:02
My Literature Teacher still hasn't marked my coursework which I handed in before Christmas. The thing is many drafts need doing and it's gettting up to the last few months before we stand down. I don't want to end up with loads of work to do within the space of two weeks. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Alphochio on February 28, 2010, 00:05
I went to Gamestop to get Jirachi but the system was down so I'll have to wait a few days to get him.  T____T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on February 28, 2010, 01:10
mum's home.
she's drunk.
n______n
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on February 28, 2010, 02:57
schools back on monday and i'm just.. not sure what to doo

its totally not major but its such a disturbance on me. like, i liked that guy i've talked about before, but there's one other guy I like too. they're both pretty awesome, nice, and funny guys, except for one has confidence which i adore, and while the other one still has it, its not as much. however, the guy with confidence doesn't have such a nice history with my friends and one of my friends isn't entirely happy (but not peeved off) by me hanging with him. and if i asked him out things would just get tidvuosfbgadt


the other guy.. he's good, my friends would like him.. but i get fleeting thoughts he's a player or something.. and he's like this with this guy who all of my friends despise and gets on my nerves too. actually he's good friends with like 3 guys who i wouldn't care if they stopped going to our school system. but he's just so nice and stuff anddd ughh i just feel so utterly clueless D:

 
I went to Gamestop to get Jirachi but the system was down so I'll have to wait a few days to get him.  T____T

THIS TOO KINDA. I was at my friends house and i saw the commercial for it coming to gamestop.. and i wanted to go even though i don't even like pokemon.

I can't find my cat.

 its not silly at all to be freaked over losing your cat. I thought i lost mine and I was so scared and sad.. even though there's like no danger on my side of the town and i doubt he'd go to the worse parts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Laprabi on February 28, 2010, 09:17
My computer is broken, but I'm hopefully getting it fixed soon.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on February 28, 2010, 11:20
Ipod is well and truley buggered D: I plugged it in to sync some songs, finished that and unplugged it but now it's still got the 'connected' screen even though it's not >: *cries*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on February 28, 2010, 12:50
Ipod is well and truley buggered D: I plugged it in to sync some songs, finished that and unplugged it but now it's still got the 'connected' screen even though it's not >: *cries*
Kill it and then resuscitate it. It should work. :3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on February 28, 2010, 15:01
Last night changed from an amazing birthday party into a house of tears, breakdowns and blood. I'm not going to elaborate, but I'm feeling pretty shaken for so many reasons.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on February 28, 2010, 15:43
My flat mate is playing music so loud my walls are vibrating. there is only so much Hillary Duff you can ignore.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 03, 2010, 16:43
I really hate biology right now >: I used to like it but now I don't get any of it. We're studing inheritance just now, I get some of the stuff like Dominant and Ressive but when it comes to working out genotypes and all that I just get completly confused. It also doesn't help that the teacher is just giving me more questions on the things I don't get >: The only thing I understood today was about XX chromsomes and XY chromosomes. *rage*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 03, 2010, 19:41
My cat isn't coming back. I've spent nights walking around shaking food bowls for him and he doesn't show up. I hate to say I've given up and now all I can think of is where he might be, and what we've done that would drive him away like that.

That and I had a dream about my mum being an alcoholic and drunk driving.
I just need to say it out loud so it won't come true.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on March 03, 2010, 20:57
I was looking forward to spending Saturday with my boyfriend for our 3 year anniversary. But he had a massive row with his mum, and thinks we should cancel so his mum doesn't start on him while I'm there. And he said that even if he comes round here, she'll bring me up during arguments and slag me off or whatever. So that's rather suckish.

And my best friend has been crying to me over Facebook chat 'cause her ex is being a dick. And there's nothing that I can really do to help her, so I feel slightly useless :/

@Sylar: Sorry your cat has disappeared :( I really hope you find him though (Is he neutered? 'Cause I heard that un-neutered males tend to travel long distances to find females)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 03, 2010, 21:57
The thought of getting my maths mock result tomorrow is making me feel ill. >.<
I'm sure I haven't failed or anything, but I'm very far from the A I got last time, worried it's a sign everything's going downhill.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: progartpkmn98 on March 04, 2010, 03:23
Everything, really. Life, people, things, and school. I've been depressed lately, but just out of nowhere.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on March 04, 2010, 17:59
Little things at the moment. Post attempt number 2. I clicked randomly so I could use the mouse scroll wheel, and I just happened the click on the advert at the side so my whole post has gone >> Can't really be bothered to put effort in again. Although this post will be more ranty than the last one because now I'm in a worse mood.

Long story short, sixthformers can't park on school grounds anymore. We have to find parking elsewhere, and there is nowhere, apart from the main road and outside locals' houses. We have been told we can use the Co-op car park, but it is a good uphill 20-30 minute walk from there to school, so it defeats the point of driving in anyway. I'm also not so sure how these negotiations have worked (you can only park for 2 hours, but apparently we can stay as long as we like), and I don't really want my car clamped.

Also, someone hit my car in the school car park today. Really typical that this happens on the last day I use this car park for a while. They have scraped all down the passenger door, and also my left wing mirror. So careless, especially as the parking space next to me was actually massive (gravelled area, so no actual bays). I also don't know who did it because it happened when I was in a lesson, and there was no car there when I got back and saw the damage. I'm pretty annoyed really, because I don't really have the time or money to sort it, so I'll just have to live with it. I just hate how I'm really careful about things, and other people just don't care in the slightest. They could at least have left a note or something. I will be looking for green paint on people's bumpers tomorrow.

Then there's the whole sixthform thing about us not getting any resources or anywhere to study, but I will go on forever if I talk about it.

And my cat is really annoying sometimes, but I feel bad for telling him off. And then he just attacks me anyway. Argh.

And I hate Student Finance already. And applying to uni. And accommodation. I can't decide where to go/live/etc >>

Basically most things relating to my education or parking/my car are a bit arghhh atm xP
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on March 04, 2010, 21:35
^ Do you use Firefox, Emma? If so, there's a wonderful little add-on called Lazarus which saves whatever you put into text boxes (: saves me a lot of the same anger haha.

the rest sucks though :C I know what you mean, uni application stuff is mega baffling D:

A2 january results in a week are freaking terrifying me.. I don't want them ;; plus friends being hypocrites and the fact that I simply cannot do this damned maths question, none of which is helping on a day where my self-esteem was pretty low anyway. Rarrgh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on March 04, 2010, 22:03
^ I use IE but also have Firefox, and that sounds like a good idea. Thanks =]

Oh no, I forgot about A2 results next week =/ I don't want mine either, as I don't think they're going to be very good.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on March 05, 2010, 00:13
I should be going to sleep but the IRC conversations I'm watching are too hilarious.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 05, 2010, 19:34
AS results next week D= I really, really don't want to see how badly I've done. I've got my Theory test resit on the same day, so if I've done badly in the tests then I'll end up failing my theory again too, and I really can't afford to to that...

Also Chem ISA results on Monday, which I'm also dreading =[

Alsoalso the memorial today for someone in my year who died last week was really, really upsetting as there was a poem read out that was read out at nan's funeral on wednesday =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 05, 2010, 21:20
Failing my course.
Best (and only close) friend leaving for new job in a few months.
Heating is off because the weather was improving but it is a cold night and I miss my radiator being warm.
The bad times several members here have been through by the look of some of the posts I've seen in this topic over the last few weeks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on March 06, 2010, 13:39
Mum and dad are arguing.

Again.

._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 06, 2010, 16:24
I am getting kick out of the house sometime next week .. I sort of want to go .. But I wanted to go after my birthday so I can spend it at home .. but nope I cant -_-


Its was the first time I was aloud of the house today and My mate couldnt meet up with me cos of her parents .. Which sucked :(


Mum and me were getting on pretty well until she told me I broke my guitar .. I only got it for christmas .. I was getting guitar lesson soon .. and itwas the only good thing I had left .. But no it bloody broke ... So that annoyed the hell outta me.


My brother is a nob jockey :/ ... His mate is so kind to me .. But nope my brother acts like a jerk ¬_¬

I found out that no one had got me anything for my birthday at all .. Nothing .. And I really just want books (Book worm I know .. if you ask me 2 years ago if I wanted a book I would of laughed -_-)


So yeahh .. .kinda annoying and depressing :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 06, 2010, 17:14

I can not think of a boy's name for my baby if it is a boy..Please help me nedd suggetions please..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on March 06, 2010, 20:41
I can not think of a boy's name for my baby if it is a boy..Please help me nedd suggetions please..
Congrats and good luck! =]
How about... Zak!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on March 06, 2010, 23:37
Ehh...

I just watched Johnny Got His Gun.

...

..Yer.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on March 06, 2010, 23:39
my router not working :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on March 07, 2010, 14:03
I have modular exams in 8-9 days and I feel I know so little of the material
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 07, 2010, 14:41
Work, work, endless work. :(

I can not think of a boy's name for my baby if it is a boy..Please help me need suggestions please..
Arthur? Its a name that's making a come back. Or William, Richard?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 07, 2010, 18:57
I wish I was dead. And thinking that makes me so depressed.

I want to move out now.
I don't want my birthday to come.
I hate my mum.
I just found out my nan has cancer and is going to die.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 07, 2010, 19:04
I'm bored and that's all I am.
 
Sunny, I'm really sorry, I would try and spare every moment you have with your nan. Just pretend your birthday isn't going to come but just quietly take in that you're a year older on the day. Think of the good things about your mum. Move out anyway.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 07, 2010, 20:17
^ Mum will not take me to see my nan at all.
I am moving out hopefully even though I am under age.
Nothing about my mum is good ... Mehhh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 07, 2010, 20:20
Since Nan died Grandad's been going to the pub every night and I'm starting to really worry about him =/ He goes because he's lonely and doesn't like being home alone now that Nan's gone but he's spending all of his money there and I don't want him to end up drinking loads and loads and loads. He won't accept anyone's offers to go over for dinner, either.

He's also been really, really morbid and reckons he won't be around for much longer either, as he thinks his cancer is getting worse. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on March 07, 2010, 20:22
I wish I was dead. And thinking that makes me so depressed.

I want to move out now.
I don't want my birthday to come.
I hate my mum.
I just found out my nan has cancer and is going to die.

-majorly big hug-

Just carrying on ignoring your mum Sunny ): it does no good to argue with her. -gives you bag of cookies and bright pink nerd glasses-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 08, 2010, 16:43
I really like two guys but don't have the guts to ask one of them out :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on March 08, 2010, 17:50
I'm feeling a bit rubbish. My legs really really hurt from the half marathon yesterday, and I think I have another cold. Also I have about 9 blisters which reeally hurt, and using stairs is painful for my poor tired muscles >> I think the most painful thing I have done today is put some socks on actually xD It's surprising how much you need to stretch to do it. I am still glad I finished the run though =P

It is freezing as well, which isn't helping anything.

And I have a load of geography stuff due in for tomorrow. And I have a physics practical exam tomorrow, followed by another one on Wednesday, and possibly another on Friday. I feel quite ill though, so I'm not in the mood for revising >>

Time for a nice cup of tea I think.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on March 08, 2010, 19:03
Gah...My "friend" Andy ><

He's just being a total ass...telling me he LOOOVES talking to me...and then EVERY time I brb or something...he's gone by the time I get back as if he just wants to get away >> I wouldnt be as pissed off if it wasnt for the fact that I sit there for ages, listening to him moan and comforting him when he's having his regularly occuring emo moments...but as soon as it's not about him and I'm just being friendly and saying hi, he can't get offline quick enough ><

Its not just a coincidence either. It happens EVERY time I'm away. I just dunno where I stand with that boy now and it's REALLY getting me down.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 08, 2010, 19:44
I can not think of a boy's name for my baby if it is a boy..Please help me nedd suggetions please..

I think you should name him Zachary n_n
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on March 08, 2010, 19:52
Time for a nice cup of tea I think.

Milk two sugar please.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on March 08, 2010, 20:07
my brain feels blank and it doesn't care because it wants to do something out of boredom yet I know that I shouldn't be bored because there are important things that I need to do but I don't know what.

so my brain is constantly being flipped back and forth between anxiety and apathy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on March 08, 2010, 20:12
My English cousin won't stop messaging me on MSN about how nervous she is about her GCSE's. I know she's going to do great because she's really smart, but she's just so annoying. D=

Also, SoulSilver is so far away... /:
I had a fight with a friend and we're not on speaking terms, so it'll be awkward in school.

@Livii and Claire, I'm really, really sorry to hear that. /:
*Hugs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 09, 2010, 14:47

I am pregent and my family only seem to care about my nephew ethan who just had his tonsils out.
When I told my mum last week I was pregent, she didn't care because my sister had to nip off somewhere and we had to look after her baby son elliott.

Of course I care about ethan and am not being selfish. I have a un born baby to worry as well..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 09, 2010, 17:17
My little brother is watching Pokémon and I forgot how badly it fails D: Ash obviously doesn't remember when he traded butterfree, he's like 'wth is this machine oo'.
I also have homework >:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 11, 2010, 17:01
The fact that I completely messed up my exams, so if my retakes in the summer don't go well, I'll be either retaking Year 12 or going to College. I decided to not run for Head Boy because of it as well since it'd just add too much stress, after all, I have quite a lot at the moment. I got:

General Studies - B
Key Skills - Pass
Maths - D
Business - E
Law - E

I did best in the two I don't care about, and worst in the two that I want to do at University. Urgh, I don't even know where my life is going anymore =S.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 11, 2010, 18:37
*hugs Alex*

I got a B in my Biology exam which has really, really upset me. I was only 4 UMS marks away from getting an A, but I still kinda want to re-take =/

Also I jus failed my Theory test AGAIN by 3 marks. What fun.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on March 11, 2010, 18:51
@ Webbz: I wouldn't worry too much about your first set of A-level exams. Most people I know didn't do as well as they wanted for their first set of exams, and it's a huge step up from GCSE. I got a D in one of mine (which is now a B as of today). I have taken some of my AS exams alongside my Year 13 exams, and it's working out alright. I also know quite a few people who ended up failing miserably in Year 12, but are now doing really well. Only one person from my year decided to repeat the year, and there were a lot more of us who did quite badly to start with.

In May/June, I'm sure you'll improve a lot =] By then you should have got into A-levels more, and you will have more of an idea of what to expect. I found that getting bad results made me more motivated as it kind of shocked me, and now I'm doing much better (apart from in Physics, but we just don't get on =P). Try not to be too worried at this stage, and good luck =] I hope that makes you feel a bit better in some way. It's just such a huge step up, and I'm pretty sure not that many people end up with As and stuff straight away. Some people do, but a lot of people don't. You'll get there I'm sure ^^


As for what is depressing me, I'm kind of alright for once, apart from my Physics results. I got my first ever U which was quite disappointing (Physics results were B, E, U). I'm not too worried, as I should be able to get those results up a few grades if I put a lot of work into it. In my other subjects I have an A and a B (2 marks off an A!) so far, so it's ok. The only worry I have is that I only have a few months to pull this off with Physics. I need a C (preferably a B) to go to uni. Stupid lesson >> It really doesn't help that I don't like the teacher, and he's only recently got better as teaching us (as opposed to the text-book teaching he did before which was awful). It just seems like a totally different situation compared to my other subjects. It doesn't help that I genuinely now hate the lesson either. I will try a lot harder for these next few months though, as I really want to go to uni.

I'm also going to have to retake my 2h30m Geography exam, purely because I want a high A =P The current unit isn't very nice, so I would like a bit more security =P

I'm hoping that Physics paragraph doesn't kind of void what I said above it. I am improving in it, just not as quickly as in my other subjects. I will get there though so it's all good =] And I have improved massively in my other subjects compared to the start of Year 12 =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 11, 2010, 19:00
Yeah, I know. It's a bit of a kick up the arse really, but the same thing happened with my GCSEs. I didn't get as good as I should have. I don't know but it just seems to be a constant cycle of me never reaching my potential anymore. It's not exactly the difficulty of it all, I understand it all, but when it comes to putting pen to paper my head's just not there. I can't revise; I'm not a good reviser and I've never had to revise or try for anything. It's all well and good having people telling you to find a way to revise, but I just can't.

The thing is as well, I did so much better in my mocks (not including GS weirdly enough). I got a B in Business, a C in Maths and a D in Law, and for that I didn't revise at all as well. It's just hit me for six really, and I'm not too sure whether I'll bounce back from it. The main thing for me is not to stay behind; I don't want to be intervention and I definitely don't want to be held back for a year. This may seem a bit dodgy but I always prefer to see myself as an alphamale figure and now I feel so small =/

It's all well and good saying these things, but I've got to get it done at the end of the day. My coursework for Business will pull me through (on course to get a sound A on that0 but the others I'm just worried about, especially having all my confidence knocked.

Thanks for the support guys, it's means a lot =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 11, 2010, 21:37
the fact that i spent 3 hours talking to someone about education and all they told me was how i'm never going to succeed in anything ever.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 11, 2010, 23:41
That I have to sell all my birthday presents to get a new guitar since someone broke mine ... Which kinda sucks :/ I got some good stuff to .. and now I have to get rid of them D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 12, 2010, 18:37
some girl walking behind me in town pointed out how bad i looked today. yes i know it was me, she pointed at me and said 'state of her' to her friends who proceeded to giggle at me. the worst part is i thought i looked alright today, kinda better than i've ever looked. ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on March 13, 2010, 13:34
I have to wait a week to get my snake. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 13, 2010, 16:31

Just because ethan's had his tonsils out and been in all week doesn't mean he had stay the night does it...We were going to find the Arceus event but now we can't!

Life Does not revole round my sister and her kids..!

I mean what about holly my un born baby, no one cares all they care about is Ethan!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 13, 2010, 16:37
lol b/c getting your tonsils out isn't anything to miss a pkmn event over n_n also this baby thing just reeks of Luke innit
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ~Evanscence~ on March 13, 2010, 18:28
i injured my achillies the second track practice. i might not even be ready for the first meet.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on March 13, 2010, 21:32
I have a BANGING headache. Haven't had one in a while either.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 14, 2010, 17:07

my sister has totally wasted my day!
she phoned us up at 9 in the morning and my asked what time is she coming for her son. My sister told my mum " You bring him home because I can't be bothered collecting him"

we took him back at 11 and my sister said.
" I don't want him back intil the afternoon mother"
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on March 14, 2010, 17:43
The fact that I completely messed up my exams, so if my retakes in the summer don't go well, I'll be either retaking Year 12 or going to College. I decided to not run for Head Boy because of it as well since it'd just add too much stress, after all, I have quite a lot at the moment. I got:

General Studies - B
Key Skills - Pass
Maths - D
Business - E
Law - E

I did best in the two I don't care about, and worst in the two that I want to do at University. Urgh, I don't even know where my life is going anymore =S.

If it means anything, although I know I'm not the best of examples, I was the same in my first year at college. I was very wide-eyed at the new style of education, far less restricted, and traded my studies to go to gym, play pool etc pretty much all of my first year. In the January exams, I failed my Computing and Physics exams, scraped a B in Maths and got, the only thing I was consistently interested in, a good B in my Accounts. The shock pretty much messed with me, in fact I was considering dropping Physics and Computing there and then and concentrating full time on gym in attempt to lose my weight and push for a wrestling scholarship. Wild dreams, yeah, but I stayed on.

In the summer, I think I scraped an E overall in both Physics and Computing (gave Computing up, was just a waste of time really) and got B's in Maths and Accounts. Didn't really care, though.

Wasn't until October came when my friends got given chances to apply for Cambridge that I really realised I'd not lived anywhere near up to my potential and pulled my thumb out of my arse in attempt to go better. Turned it around in Physics, resitting the first year to get a B overall at AS and got a B overall in Maths, C in Accounts, and that was suffering from depression at the time (probably would've achieved an A in Maths if it wasn't for it). Could've got into my hometown University, but kind of wanted to go to Sheffield (lord knows why, although hindsight is a wonderful thing)..

The point I'm trying to make is that this is a time where you take it not as a "Oh, I'm useless at it" remark and more of a wake-up call. You know your potential, you know how well you can really do. Use this as inspiration to spur on forward towards University.

And try not to think about the future. Sure, hypocrite I may be for saying it because I'm horrible for getting down with doing so, but it's the present that counts and it's down to you right now to set yourself up as highly as you can to get that future you think you want. Worry about that when the time comes.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 14, 2010, 18:21
That's the problem though, my GCSEs were meant to do that as they were bad and I said that I could have done much better. I never pulled my finger out, and I can't see it happening now. I don't know why; I don't have the motivation I did and I don't even have any intention of getting it back. I'm on a downward spiral I fear and I don't know how to react to it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on March 14, 2010, 18:42
I have next to no money =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on March 15, 2010, 17:36
Guh. Me ish depressed cos my so called 'Friends' are gossiping about me. I mean come on, you call yourself my friend, yet you say the meanest things about me. =/.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 15, 2010, 17:47
Music teacher is being a moany little because me and Ryan can't do our group work. If you gave us more time during class, then yeah we would be up to standard but noooo >> Our preformance is tommorow x.x
Also exams are slooowly creeping up pass yay! not pfft
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on March 15, 2010, 17:53
It's Monday. Tomorrow I have to go collecting for something, which I hate doing 'cause it's like, begging. D: People in general are annoying me, and I don't even know why. My maths teacher is so boring, I can't learn with her. /: That felt good. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 16, 2010, 20:31
may have a crush on one of my friends even though i don't know her irl. it's gotten to the point where i crave her presence. seeing as she's gone atm, i'm kinda down in the dumps. i don't get it, i rip on internet relationships all the time and now i'm totally boning over this girl from the internet? what the hell is this? i'm stupid.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on March 16, 2010, 20:33
Rant. (http://neonnocturnal.deviantart.com/journal/30932133/)
Hm, I feel ill atm too. T_T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 16, 2010, 20:58
/hugs leon ♥♥♥


also adding to the above
just in case anyone is wondering, i'm not actually bi or lesbian or whatever, so that's what's getting at me. i'm so highschool crushing on this girl who might i add lives in america, meaning the timezones are so messed up that i've actually altered my already horrible sleeping pattern just to talk to her for at most, 3 hours, so i feel like an obsessive. i also... can't stand the idea of internet relationships to the point where i swore off even considering them, so what's with this sudden development that's getting me so mixed up that i'm not confused or anything, i've always said i'd happily do anything with a girl, but jesus christ i didn't think that meant considering an internet relationship with one. dammit this is just... the worst. i've thought too far into this stupid phase. i'm never gonna ask her anything, so why am i plagued with so much thought about it? and then, why is it only now, on my umpteenth crush, such a big deal to me? am i just compensating for the fact that i didn't cry after my gran died? still mourning over the divorce that occured over 4 years ago? i don't know anymore, my mind's just overworking this stupid petty highschool drama and turning it into something more than it is and that's just making everything so much worse. i'll get over it, i just need to think about alot of stuff now.
/cool story
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on March 16, 2010, 23:19
well, my best mate's brother was found dead the other day - his body was pulled out of the river :( I just cant believe something like that has to happen to such a young person, and now my bezzie has lost his only brother :( I cant even begin to comprehend just how terrible he and his mum and feeling right now :( why did it have to happen to him? :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on March 17, 2010, 12:58
well, my best mate's brother was found dead the other day - his body was pulled out of the river :( I just cant believe something like that has to happen to such a young person, and now my bezzie has lost his only brother :( I cant even begin to comprehend just how terrible he and his mum and feeling right now :( why did it have to happen to him? :(

Would that be Matthew Wilcox? If it is, one of my friends at Uni knew him too, sad news.

I guess I'm lucky at what's depressing me, my DS hinge broke when it fell out of my pocket, and I'm attempting to fix it with superglue
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: tomkang on March 17, 2010, 13:11
Pokémon Heart Gold isn't out yet in UK =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 17, 2010, 15:58

my family only care about my sister and her kids. I saw my gran in town she asked "How is ethan and elloitt" and nothing about Holly.

God when my sister was pregent with her kids it is all they talked about..Now I am no nothing...I HATE my family.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 17, 2010, 17:07
Meh .. I felt like crap today .. yet I had to go school -_- I had to go if I want to go to this club on saturday... Fitttt boy are there <3 ;) Hehe

Anyways ... me and ma mum thought I just had a bad back problem but then we found out it was a rash and its moved on my chest and now my face. My cheeks and nose and the rest of it is spotty And red. It is not normal at all. I am going doctors tomorrow but I am going clubbing on saturday and if my face has gotten worse I will scream. I can't take it :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on March 17, 2010, 20:07
The sheer amount of Woopers and Roselias in my way on Pearl right now. Go away, I need Bibarel and Krikitune, not you!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 17, 2010, 20:15
mathsmathsmathsmaths

I got a D in the C1 mock we did on Monday. I've never gotten a D in my life before thenn D= I can't understand or apply any of it and with the amount of french homework I'm being given I don't have time to do extra Maths and I really can't afford to fail it and arghhhhhhhh

Also I was off ill yesterday but had to go in today despite feeling worse and then had to play badminton all afternoon eurgh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 17, 2010, 20:19
^ Did you get your C1 results back last week? Or haven't you done it yet?

A lot of stuff is depressing me at the moment, too much to explain really. I'll write it up in a journal and post the link later or something.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 17, 2010, 20:20
^ Haven't done it yet, we're doing it in June with C2, M1 & the Further Maths modules. That result was from a mock that everyone else seemed to find relatively easy D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on March 17, 2010, 20:22
Ahh, fair enough then. I got one of the best marks in the mocks, yet one of the worst in the exam, so I wouldn't be too worried. Just try to revise it more, and don't get to lax with it otherwise there won't be improvement. I'm sure you'll be fine =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on March 17, 2010, 20:27
My anxiety is sky high these days and I don't really know why or what to do about it short of going back on the pills or something D: I'd try and ride it out but it's starting to affect my college work and I *really* have to pass this block if I want to progress next year :C

Someone inject me with valium or something D:

I also hate whining about it but I don't know who to talk to lol
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on March 18, 2010, 10:19

just because he stayed the night last night..

does that mean we HAVE to take him home ?
no father should get off his butt and take him home not me!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on March 18, 2010, 18:40
I feel like utter crap. I felt so crap last night I practicly cried myself to sleep. Idk why but I just felt like 'whats the point anymore'. Nothing majorly bad is going on in my life but i just feel crap :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on March 20, 2010, 23:39
What's depressing me is how bad the whole 'teenage parenting' thing is getting. The older generation seems to think all teenagers are at it. I was out with my girlfriend, and we were just taking my sister's to the park to get them out of my mum's hair. We had older people giving us filthy looks, and people asking us that our kids were beautiful. THEY'RE MY SISTERS!!! :( Granted, me and my girlfriend are 17, my sisters are 3 so I can see why some people MAY think that....but it sickens and depresses me that suddenly all teenagers walking with children, are instantly seen in this way by the public. I'm actually scared to spend time with my sisters in public with my girlfriend around now, purely for these reasons. What is this world coming to? :(

In all honesty I don't know whether to feel depressed, or angry =/ a lot of people in this village know my family, and my girlfriends family, but they still think this....
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Flowton on March 21, 2010, 00:27
I'm dying.

The worst cold known to mankind + the worst headache ever = doom
Especially since I can't go back to sleep after less than two hours of sleep.
And it's been like this (more or less) the entire week.

UGGGHHH


Also, I was going to buy Fragile Dreams at the release date, but forgot it. Now I'll have to wait foreverrrrrrrr.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on March 21, 2010, 00:45
^ The 'I'm dying' part made me freeze before I read the rest. :V Umm, I'm single again. Yeah.. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 21, 2010, 02:15
the girl i was talking about hasn't been on in 3 days and i kinda miss her in a stupid whiny emo schoolgirl crush kind of way. god dammit i've started worrying too much about it now i'm starting to go all 'what if i did something and she's gone because of me?'. i'm obsessed. this isn't right. it's just... too obsessive now. i actually told myself i needed her to be on soon when in reality, i don't need anything, but my mind's so fixed on this bullcrap that i just think i do. what the actual hell is this?! :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 21, 2010, 11:07
Emo rant ready. Three. Two. one. Go!

My housemate of several years is leaving Bristol forever. We were best friends until we fell out for about eight months and now we're finally friends and she is going home. She's the only girl I've ever cared for and the closest friend I've ever had. I've had girlfriends but they were only crushes and I've never felt comfortable with anyone but her.

I leave the house at 7am to get to work and don't get back until around 6pm and she is busy with her dissertation. No chance we'll be able to spend any time together before she goes.

Four days to go.   :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on March 25, 2010, 17:12
Strangely enough, I'm not as sad as I should be, but..

Firstly, the mother of my godmother got told about a month back that she's dying of cancer and that any attempt to do chemo on her would kill her straight away, so she's got about 4/5 months to live. Which a horrible thought to think about, really..

Secondly, a man I play Poker with on a Friday night got admitted to hospital two weeks back and was told he had pneumonia. When he didn't get better, they did more tests and they've found his lungs and throat are pretty much cancerous now and have released him to pretty much die in his home. Which is.. incredibly saddening because I've known him quite well due to how much I play Poker.

Thirdly, my cousin miscarriaged earlier on after going to hospital with stomach pains. Not that she knew she was pregnant, whether she'd have kept it remains to be said..

So, yeah..

=[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 25, 2010, 18:04
My nan is dying! D= ... I have been begging to go see her for four months but no one would let me see her! and that was before she was dying :/ Finally I am going to see her on saturday but I am sorta new something was going to happen to her ages ago thats why I wanted to go see her .. and now look .. She is in hospital .. and if she has what they think she has she will not fight it to live. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on March 25, 2010, 19:44
Yet ANOTHER young person's life has been lost near me :'( a clever and friendly boy who even got a place at Oxford university decided to end his life this week because of his depression :'( what is the world coming to? Three young deaths in just a month in one of the quietest counties in the UK. It shouldnt be happening :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 26, 2010, 14:15
my dog woke me up by jamming his claw in my eye and now i'm temporarily blind in my left eye.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on March 26, 2010, 15:44
My dad won't let me play Call of Duty

Can't seem to get an S rank on any of the Raccoon City chapters of Resident Evil Darkside Chronicles. I'm on an unlocking MISSION right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on March 26, 2010, 16:21
My SoulSilver was supposed to arrive today, but did it? NO! D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on March 26, 2010, 16:53
I failed my theory AGAIN last night.

Arghhhhh it's really getting me down because I know I can do it, yet I still manage to fail by two marks! It's also really annoying because I'm a competent driver and can do the manouvers and stuff, it's just the flipping Hazard Perception on the day D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 26, 2010, 23:27
This film I just watched :'(    This little girl was 12 yet she acted like she was 30 because she had to grow up quickly. And .. it was just real sad because she dies and I cry easily in sad dramatic films :/ So yeah my eyes hurt now from crying to much -_- >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on March 26, 2010, 23:39
The fact that someone who I thought was my friend for months now invited everyone in our group to her party except for me :( it just depresses me coz i cant believe she's been so two faced all this time. And not only that, my best mate just told me that her and others in the group have beenn slagging me off behind my back. Seriously, every group of people I've made friends with so far at college all end up hating me, and all I do is be nice to them :( the only ones in the group that dont are the 4 people I've been mates with for a year now and know they genuinely like me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on March 26, 2010, 23:47
Wait there is something else. I can't stop crying.

My nan has cancer. And she wont fight it because she watched her husband go through the treatment and die, and her son (My step dad but my real dad to me :/). It the first time I have seen her is ages and she look so ill. I have been wanting to see her for ages but mum wouldn't let me see her because I was well behaved :/. She keeps saying she is going to die and I hate it ... It means another person I trust is leaving me. when I was 4 she broke her heel I looked after her. Made her food .. made sure she took the right pills ... even this weird thingy where you pressure the foot. I did it. everytime she was too ill to look after herself I looked after her .. When I saw her today and said hello she clung on to me. And Wouldnt let go (I didnt try to get her off me) She wanted me there for her. I stood there holding her hand and I couldn't help her, and I wanted to like I normally do which is really hurting me. my step sister was there and trying to get nan to look at her but nan wouldnt let go of me.. In the end hannah (Step sister) Pushed me out of the way. I gave my nan her present to and hannah hated it. To be honest it was really good. Thats why she hated it. And I made it. she aint my real nan. we have no blood tie. But she is one of the 3 family member I have left that I can trust. I am seeing her tomorrow but I am nervous. She said she wasnt going to make through the night. Which is a lie but it tells me she doesnt want to live. To be honest I understand why. To be with her family. Husband and son. But I don't think I can lose someone else in my life. It will hurt to much.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on March 26, 2010, 23:54
Wait there is something else. I can't stop crying.

My nan has cancer. And she wont fight it because she watched her husband go through the treatment and die, and her son (My step dad but my real dad to me :/). It the first time I have seen her is ages and she look so ill. I have been wanting to see her for ages but mum wouldn't let me see her because I was well behaved :/. She keeps saying she is going to die and I hate it ... It means another person I trust is leaving me. when I was 4 she broke her heel I looked after her. Made her food .. made sure she took the right pills ... even this weird thingy where you pressure the foot. I did it. everytime she was too ill to look after herself I looked after her .. When I saw her today and said hello she clung on to me. And Wouldnt let go (I didnt try to get her off me) She wanted me there for her. I stood there holding her hand and I couldn't help her, and I wanted to like I normally do which is really hurting me. my step sister was there and trying to get nan to look at her but nan wouldnt let go of me.. In the end hannah (Step sister) Pushed me out of the way. I gave my nan her present to and hannah hated it. To be honest it was really good. Thats why she hated it. And I made it. she aint my real nan. we have no blood tie. But she is one of the 3 family member I have left that I can trust. I am seeing her tomorrow but I am nervous. She said she wasnt going to make through the night. Which is a lie but it tells me she doesnt want to live. To be honest I understand why. To be with her family. Husband and son. But I don't think I can lose someone else in my life. It will hurt to much.

*Super hug of sheer Paulness*
/:
I'm SO sorry to hear, Livi. =[
I know what you're going through, and it's hard, but if you want to talk just pm me. (:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on March 31, 2010, 16:36
i legit feel like using my school tie as a noose. i've never felt so horrible that suicide was the only option, but i can't stop reminding myself nobody would miss me. i just spent the last 20 minutes figuring out a way to make this work, telling myself that the computer chair has wheels so it'd move away quickly so there would be no turning back. i don't even know why i'm doing this, it's not even like i'm that upset right now. i'm just crying for the sake of it now that i've remembered how.



of course killing myself is the option i go for.
i don't even deserve to be alive right now, i'm not even living properly.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on March 31, 2010, 18:20
^ ... Please don't Jenny, Please.
 
SATS soon, a week after my birthday actually.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: -Cora- on March 31, 2010, 19:08
I have so many assignments for college that are due in soon.. ;¬;
I haven't even started some of them -.-;
I will do them all in half-term :]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on March 31, 2010, 19:12
I just spent about an hour on HG and then my DS battery died without warning. No saving in that period.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on March 31, 2010, 21:28
I have a total of three and a half days to become competent in something that the other students had 11-15 days to do. It is simply bad luck with timetables but even in the 3.5 days I have I won't get much practice because the other machine is broken so all the work is being done on this one and the staff don't have time for a student.

It has been recommended that I quit or come back in my holiday for something I have no power over. Three years of my life lost for nothing then? I lost all my friends coming to uni and I have debt despite living with no heating, never breaking my £10 of shopping a week and only having three nights out a year and even then I come home early.

I have a 3000 word report due at work tomorrow and it must be thoroughly researched, referenced and in line with hospital protocols. At other hospitals they only have to do 900 words and it is just a general report. The entire thing is pass or fail with no score so making it so overly difficult serves no purpose. It doesn't even teach us anything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on April 02, 2010, 13:38
 i just slept from 9pm to 1pm and i'm STILL TIRED. gah.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on April 02, 2010, 14:06
I've got homework due in on the day we come back... :c
Only two pieces, but one's keeping a weather DIARY.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on April 02, 2010, 14:07
school is just.. argh, so horrible.

everyday, no matter what i do I'm being called names like wet dog, dirt, and more.. inappropriate names that i shall not say. :s and i usually just ignore it and hope they stop, but they never do. but yesterday, the boys pushed it too far. as i walked up this aisle thing to go to form, as they were waiting as well one of them pushed me as i went past, calling me a disgusting dog and making me drop my journal. as soon as picked it up, i slapped him as hard as i could. all of the boys just looked at me as if i had gone mental, and i just walked away filled with rage. later, some of the popular people from my year was asking why i was being harsh, and i was thinking, oh, I'm the harsh one. sureeee.

anyway I'm in big trouble with my HoY now. :/


and my ear hurts. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on April 02, 2010, 15:00
My brother is a douchebag.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 04, 2010, 18:47
^ ... Please don't Jenny, Please.

i wouldn't, i'm too much of a wimp
sorry for worrying you, i didn't think anyone would actually read that post... oops :x
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 04, 2010, 21:22
^ If you stood up for what you think is right, like you always do, you're not a wimp. Seriously, I can't stand upto people, even when I was getting bullied so much it affected my schoolwork and home enjoyment.
 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on April 04, 2010, 21:27
of course killing myself is the option i go for.
i don't even deserve to be alive right now, i'm not even living properly.
This would make me extremely sad, we're in need of an msn session by the sounds of things. (ily)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 04, 2010, 21:29
okay i appreciate the thought but i really don't wanna make this into something. thanks for your concern but i posted that thinking people would ignore it but apparently i was wrong. i'm okay really i just wanna forget about it, okay?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on April 04, 2010, 21:32
I've been feeling sick a lot today, and I didn't even eat chocolate, so that's not it. /:
Oh, and I'm going to spend the week up the country with my grandparents, and my cousins are gone on holiday. Dx
I suppose, I still have one. (:

Okay, I was depressed and now I'm not...:Z

D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on April 04, 2010, 21:36
i'm okay really i just wanna forget about it, okay?
Sure thing. ^^
I'm always around if you want to talk.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on April 05, 2010, 18:33
I have to wait another week for Russell Howard's Good News to be on again
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on April 05, 2010, 18:34
^ It's not on this week? =O
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 05, 2010, 19:31
I feel like I can't share my troubles with anyone.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on April 05, 2010, 19:36
I feel like I can't share my troubles with anyone.
I'm always here. I have time for everyone.

I feel ignored lately and I really do not know why. I've been feeling it at school too, as well as on the internet.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 05, 2010, 19:38
^ it's not that you people won't listen, it's that my parents won't let me, though I suppose I could tell someone...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on April 05, 2010, 21:32
^ It's not on this week? =O

It is, it'll just be next Sunday when I get round to watching it  :laugh:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 08, 2010, 18:17
i was using my mum's phone and when i hung up her text window was open and i'm pretty sure i read a snippet of a goddamn booty call from some turd named kevin and now i just wanna cry because of the idea that mum's being a whore like that UGH i hope kevin dies in a fire soon stupid son of a b.
btw the reading wasn't intentional i'm not a weirdo like that
i haven't seen two of my closest friends in months
oh and we're not going to see kickass tomorrow AGAIN because my sister doesn't want to go
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on April 08, 2010, 18:28
My boyfriend's been kicked out of his house and is curently residing in an old building somewhere >< I asked mum if we could take him in until he's sorted out everything with is family aaand she went mental, claiming he's only making that story up to get into our house to steal our stuff and/or just use me for sex >>

I KNOW he's not like that so that just goes to show how much she trusts him after me asking her to her face whether she did or not >> Needles to say, she lied.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: KristenAkaRaynie-BbyCakes on April 08, 2010, 18:38
I think KNOW I'm developing feelings for someone who lives in america when I live in the UK D: Not good at all.
And someone from my school is REALLY starting to get on my nerves cos all they do is say horrid stuff behind my back D= I'd perfer it if they said it to my face.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on April 08, 2010, 18:42
^Tell them to stop being cowardly.

Draw your manliest sword and slay those beings of doom. >:]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on April 08, 2010, 18:48
I'm moving, so for the next 10 days I'm going to be netless. This means I'm going to miss the gen 5 reveal as well as some other big gaming stuff I've been looking forward to. ;.;
Still have to try and find an offline pokedex to download so HG can allow me to maintain some form of mental stability. Horrible timing, not even at college atm to use their computers.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on April 08, 2010, 20:25
My mouth is aching like mad D= I was late to the dentists today ... Went into the room and straight away got told I need a tooth ripped out because the one under it was pushing it so hard it was falling apart >.< So I got wayyy to many injections and I am alway tasting blood in my mouth .. And god was my tooth huge .. The roots hadn't even started to dissolve D= he said you would feel no pain .. what I lier too :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on April 08, 2010, 20:30
I miss my boyfriend. Not going to see him again for 2 months.

Long distance is hard :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on April 10, 2010, 13:25
GUTTING, I'm going to miss Doctor Who tonight because of the cinema. Not really depressing but still I wanted to watch it D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sizacu on April 10, 2010, 13:54
^ You can record it :3

What's depressing me right now..? Not much, really. Am a tad sad about how the holidays go by :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Caldoran on April 10, 2010, 16:57
Just fell out with my best friend/boy I have a crush on and he refuses to forgive me.

*sighs*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on April 11, 2010, 17:18
School tomorrow. "/
I know.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on April 11, 2010, 18:39
Alevels in general >_<

Nice avvy plushgun :D
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on April 11, 2010, 21:57
Still no word from my best friend and housemate of the last three years. Looks like we'll never talk to or see each other ever again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ParaSky on April 11, 2010, 22:02
I've lost a bag with my ds in it on a bus.  :ohmy:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on April 12, 2010, 20:53
 my friends always seem to be talking about me behind my back to these guys in our class during their pratical classes which i'm not in. apparently, finn and andrew (the guy i like) think i'm emo and if i asked them out would go 'eugh'. also, when gemma told andrew i liked him they apparently believed her. so yeah, that's just great for me, knowing he doesn't like me and knowing he knows i do like him. i told grace to tell him he's an ugly git if the subject comes up again.

 another thing that annoys me is grace herself. she tells me everything that they say about me but then goes,'but it wasn't me, i swear!' and yeah, it's always her. P: plus she never gets teased (unlike me) and is like a flipping chameleon. whatever you say, she'll go with the majority rule. for example, if i said that pigs didn't fly, and cara and gemma did, then she'd agree with gemma. gosh she annoys me. :L
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on April 12, 2010, 23:31
You can record it :3

My dad did in the end =D

I feel really sick after me and my mates version of a pub crawl. We called it The Fast Food Trek, basically we wanted to see how many fast food meals we could eat before we were practically on the floor dieing. We got through KFC and Mc Donald's in the end that we had to call it a day. So yeah i feel like I'm gunna spew.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 13, 2010, 16:53
"ITS IMPORTANT NOW GUISE. REVISE!!111"
I only went back to school yesterday and I've heard all this crap about exams being important. Don't the teachers think most of us know that >>

Also the elections are annoying me. Almost every time I turn on the news it's just politics, politics, politics! I know they're important and it'll decide who'll run our country but srsly they don't have to give a 5 minute slot to show the fact that Nick Clegg is up in scotland >:
roll on may the 6th ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on April 13, 2010, 17:48
The fact I totally fail at everything I turn my hand to and have absolutely no talent for anything. Excuse me while I eat the remains of this easter egg and then get depressed over the fact that I'm trying to diet.

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on April 13, 2010, 17:52
^ I know the feeling

My dogs keep escaping from the garden and my mother is threatening to get rid of them.  :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 14, 2010, 16:29
I'm really worried about my best friend >:
She had to go to her friends grannies funeral today and my friend Alex told me that her Granda has died too. Also apparently she won't go back into the sweetie shop on the street, because something happened there. Alex said she left her; when she came back out she was crying. Then my friend said if Alex was there it wouldn't have happened. I'm really worried because she won't tell me what happened.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Basskat on April 14, 2010, 23:27
^^^Inferna, I would wait for it to come out on it's own, pushing for info could do more harm than good..

What's depressing me is.. My girlfriend of 19 months (yesterday, WHOOP!). In a nutshell, we both hurt each other a lot, we both have cheated at some point in time, and now she's in a really bad place cos she doesn't know whether she likes her ex, and she doesn't know whether she loves me, DESPITE her proclaiming it practically every day in the past 19 months, DESPITE her crying and muddling through a letter she wrote to me, on the phone. HOW can someone not know this kind of information? ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on April 15, 2010, 00:04
I have really bad mouth ulsers which is causing one side of my face to swell ): It really hurts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 15, 2010, 01:00
ugh today had to end and i never said anything.
he was right there pretty much throwing himself at me
then i just pussed out. lame.
kill me now i don't deserve him
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on April 15, 2010, 01:22
I have a feeling a few comments I made have contributed towards something bad and I feel really, really, really guilty. x.x;
She's done so much work over the last 6 months, taking on all that on her own, delegating tasks to several different teams of artists... and now she's been pushed a little too far with a topic I posted in, and I feel horrible about it. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on April 15, 2010, 13:12
I need to lose the weight =[ Stupid laziness =[

Also I have piles of revision that needs doing, I don't know where I stand with the lad, and people still aren't here D: Well they are, just not many of them
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on April 15, 2010, 18:40
Losing sleep last night over worrying for my interview is making me depressed at the moment. =]

Well. The interview I don't think too well, I think I said all the right things but didn't say them right, if you get what I mean. Which got me wondering just how I'm going to get my break in life and where I'm really going, seeing as I'm still pretty unsure whether I can actually do this without a degree if I don't get someone giving me a chance to prove myself.

And like the poster above, I hate everything relationship based. I've got feelings for someone I've only just recently met and I don't want to fall for them, because it'd complicate everything. Not that I've got the money to really have a relationship at the moment, I'm just about surviving on my own xDD;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Zy on April 15, 2010, 19:41
reading through this page alone makes me think my own problems aren't as bad anymore.


BUT HERE I GO.

I've lost my copy of Soul Silver. This is stupid considering VGC10 is only in a month's time AND I JUST FINISHED LEGITIMATELY TRAINING A TEAM
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on April 15, 2010, 20:03
Came back home and found a letter from my school. My Spanish teacher got killed in a car crash while on holiday in Ethiopia. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 15, 2010, 20:28
^ ]=
 
I know... it's a bad reason but I'm so tired I'm actually staggering ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on April 15, 2010, 21:06
Life, in general, actually.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on April 15, 2010, 21:49
I need to lose the weight =[ Stupid laziness =[

Same, I was so knackered after walking up one part of the Eiffel Tower the other day ;;

I was just thinking about stuff earlier and it got me down, it's a bit personal really but it had me thinking =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on April 15, 2010, 22:16
Love, lust I don't know, I'm just sick of it. And the crap thing is, the person I like is taken. So yeah, that sucks. Aaand I just really wish tomorrow was Saturday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on April 16, 2010, 12:54
I just found out our porter died last night =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on April 18, 2010, 12:41
Well, a good friend of mine is totally blanking me for no reason I can think of. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 18, 2010, 14:32
Less than two weeks till study leave and I've pretty much done no revision whatsoever x.x I really need to start doing some or else it'll be all 7s on my certificate come August >>

And my best friend and I were on the bus yesterday and he was sorta hinting that he liked me. I want to ask him out but idk it might change the relationship  beweteen us, we'll lose that 'best friends' thing :v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: AliceBlaze on April 18, 2010, 14:35
It's the end of the two week holidays and I have to go back to college tomorrow. :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on April 18, 2010, 15:39

guess who totally ruinned my week ?

my sister..she decided she wanted a break on monday.
she wanted a break on tuesday
and wednesday, thursay and friday as well.

ok, yesterday we were going out the front door and guess who came up the path and smirked, yes my sister with her kids.

her excuse for bring them up was..

I don't want to deal with other kids parents at the park and the toilet is far away from the play park so they'd wet themshefs.

she stay intil 5pm so I was another day wasted..
and guess who phone us up this morning..yes HER!
she said " I want to buy my friend a present who has just had a baby and don't want a child there bothering me while I am shopping"

ok it is alright for her to do this to us everytime we plan a day to look for baby stuff for my baby ?

no she needs a reality check!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cyrus Shadowclaw on April 18, 2010, 18:31
I just almost lost my games case with PMD Darkness and Sky, Diamond, and another game in. Totally freaked me out when I couldn't find it...

Oh, and none of my mice are working, except the one I lent my sister. Good thing this is a laptop...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 18, 2010, 18:35
i feel like i'm gonna throw up ugh
it's because i just ate a sandwich after not eating anything for like 5 days
the not eating thing was an accident btw LOL i didn't realise until i looked at the date and decided to eat something and now i feel horrible ughhhhh

also listening to darwin deez
his lyrics are like the story of my life in a bad way /wrist
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on April 19, 2010, 00:22
I don't know whether I had a nap in the bath or not because it's gotten really late and I've got school in the morning, so I'll be really tired. I struggled to do my Maths homework which has annoyed me and will annoy my teachers. I've lost a load of my business coursework because I did the graphs on a different computer and when I opened the document on this one they had turned into boxes and I had lost all the analysis of the graphs as well, meaning I've lost two hours of work there. I need to do about 20 pages of work for Tuesday afternoon.

I'm not living up to my potential academically, I'm not putting near enough the amount of effort required and I've lost motivation for everything. You could say I'm pretty much screwed, but oh well. I've said that too many times, I need to sort myself out before I really do screw myself over to an extent that I won't be able to get where I want to and can achieve.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on April 19, 2010, 00:29
Back to college tommorrow >_< and not only that, but I've gotta face my two-faced friends who totally betrayed me last week.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on April 19, 2010, 11:07
So after three months of 40 hour week at work while also doing my full time degree I now have two weeks holiday to do enough revision to pass my exams. I won't pass them, I already know. It wouldn't be so bad if I actually had motivation or money or more than one true friend instead of the sort of friends who can't really remember your name.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ferox on April 19, 2010, 16:58
Hahahahahahahaha... My best friend is stuck in SA. Hahahahahahahaha...

I-HATE-VOLCANOS
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Chaos... on April 22, 2010, 14:20
I was meant to have moved to the UK last fall, but that was delayed due to work/family/family's work etcetera reasons.
So I pretty much thought I would stay up until now. I have a girlfriend I love, close friends, etcetera here, and recently I find out that I'll be moving to the UK this year for sure. Already enrolled in uni and everything, parents searching for house/flat etc. I kinda always wanted to move away from here, but now that I am, it depresses me. Was forced to put up my car for sale last week. And I loved that car ;_; even knowing that I can study what I always wanted to now, can replace car with an even better one and so on doesn't help me much...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Y2Jt on April 22, 2010, 15:43
I'm reaching my 7-year aniversary without a girlfriend, whoopie, oh and something the girl I like did today made me feel horribe. Well, our teacher moved her next to me. She walked over, looked at me and whispered to her friend whether she could swap as she hated being near me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on April 22, 2010, 17:57
God my dad won't even let me sing, it wasn't even that loud and I can tell he prefers my brother, I get told off by dad all the time yet my brother never does. It's unfair.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on April 25, 2010, 01:19
vacation for a week! yayy!

 i talk to the guy i like, the usually. we grin smile, tease eachother after school. while he's waiting for his mom, i walk out of school, he looks at me, acknowledges me, i smile at him, and i decide whether to stick around and get his number, or walk to where my mom's subbing at elementary school. since he's on the phone and i don't want to appear to be hanging over his shoulder, i walk to the school, and i don't get to talk to him. okay, i figure, i'll message him on facebook. but things don't usually roll my way, so you know.. i get home, wait for him to sign on, and i notice he's already been online:

  Shawn ---------  boston 2nite and aruba 2morrow morning

 OH COME ON DUDE. i know there are like a billion worse things you could've posted, but aruba, for what i bet's pretty much all vacation? how am i supposed to live without speaking a word to you for like, over a week? its been a day and i know i'm obsessive but i miss you so much gfsdhsrhgsg AND PLUS I'M JEALOUS YOU WENT TO ARUBA, I'D KILL YOU KNOW >.<

.. on the bright side, we'll have lots to talk about..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on April 28, 2010, 20:29
I managed to get a U on my mechanics mock =[

I knew I was pretty bad at it but not that bad! And now I've got like a couple of weeks to somehow pull my grade up from that U to a high B/low A, whilst managing to revise for my other 8 exams. Oh dear D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on April 28, 2010, 22:51
Went to my nans funeral today ... Wait sorry yet me change that .. Step Nan ... Yup No one even bother to say my name ... They didnt even want me there ... So much for sisterly love ey? She was my nan and loved me just as much as she loved them yah know? She told me that two days before she couldn't talk no more .. She also told me to stay out of there way because they aint worth it ... So Thats what I did .. She even knew before she was out of it that Kate (Step sister) HAd picked a new house .. and Hannah (Other step sister) was planning on finding a new house .. and That her money she get once a week .. Cant remember the name of it .. ANyway ... yeah .. They got it out for her .. But never gave to her .. They thought she didn't know they where keeping it ... In the end she gave up and left them to it ... I may no be blood related but I loved her .. Lie I love my step dad .. And I just wish he was there .. He wouldn't of been hugging them two .. His real daughters ... Not at all ... He would of been hugging me my brother and my mum .. And Thats what was making me cry all through the thing .. I don't get why I am rambling on .. But I need to get it off ma chest and btw .. yes I wanted to run up to Hannah and rip her bloody little ratty face off ... I have been waiting for ages to do it And I am still waiting ... so I aint so happy :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on April 29, 2010, 03:31
not-so-final-exams, the ENTIRE week :'((
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on April 29, 2010, 07:25
It's just not right being up this early when i'm this tired.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on April 29, 2010, 07:32
It's just not right being up this early when i'm this tired.

Try having that every day of the week =P

Coursework is depressing me; so much to do in so little time =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on April 29, 2010, 10:12
I've just had a massive fall out with my best friend, who's supposed to be coming down in 2 weeks ^^ Somehow I get the impression that's not going to happen, seeing as I told her not to bother. I'm fed up of arguing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on April 29, 2010, 16:41
the rsamd is almost £2000 for a scholarship and there's no way in hell i'm ever gonna be able to save that much. that's if i can get in... it has such high standards which i don't think i'll ever be able to meet

note to self: give up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on April 29, 2010, 16:47
It's going on seven years since I auditioned for there (and what a disaster that was lol) but they're more interested in potential than experience from what I recall. There's no point in them taking you on and trying to teach you if you already know everything, is there? And as for the fees, have you tried applying to SAAS? I can't remember if they accept applications for there (I don't see why not) but it might be worth looking into :V

NEVER GIVE UP! TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS!

Anyway, having the week off work from hell here full of stress and drama when all I wanted to do was chill baw D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on April 29, 2010, 16:58
Everything just seems to be getting to me lately. I'm stressed out because of exams coming up, and I have loads of revision to do, and no motivation to do it. I just feel sad all the time, and my reasons for it aren't even that great. I feel like crying a lot but I don't know why, and I keep snapping at people without meaning to. There is more to it than just exams and stuff, but I can't be bothered to go into everything.

I don't have the motivation to do anything really, and I think this is the main reason why I'm feeling down. I'm tired a lot. I'm bored a lot, as I just do the same thing every week and I don't want to anymore. Little things annoy me more than they should. Sixth form is just rubbish really, as the school seems to have stopped caring about sixth formers =/ I don't want to go into it all, but I have just had enough and cannot be bothered anymore. Only thing is, I need to carry on otherwise I definitely won't be going to university, and I'll just be stuck here, doing what I am now =/ And the school guilt trips us for moaning and makes us feel bad when we're just trying to do our A-levels, which isn't making it easy =[

And then I feel worse knowing that I'm just moaning about stupid little things. Arghhh. I'm hoping I'll feel a lot better in the summer, when I have lots of nice things planned.

Basically, I need to get my motivation back but I don't know how. And I guess I'm just going to have to focus on the positive things rather than the negative. And I really really need to stop bottling things up inside. I think this is why I feel how I do, because I've let everything build up and not talked to anyone about any of it. Now I'm just like ahhhh because of it all and I've kind of snapped. I don't want this to happen again, so I really need to learn to talk about things more. And not just to my poor boyfriend as he has enough on his plate at the moment without my problems too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on April 29, 2010, 23:43
Exams, lack of social life, no motivation, fail more than I succeed, etc.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on April 30, 2010, 11:57
I have a music exam in about 2 hours DDDD: General is 45 minutes, from 2 till 2:45. Credit is an hour, from 3 till 4 wth >>

*To musiclisteningrevison.com!"
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 01, 2010, 18:24
Ever get that feeling where you feel like crap and you feel lonely and know that no one will ever love you and if you actually experience the miracle of getting into a relationship, they'll just stray? Yeah.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 01, 2010, 20:09
It's going on seven years since I auditioned for there (and what a disaster that was lol) but they're more interested in potential than experience from what I recall. There's no point in them taking you on and trying to teach you if you already know everything, is there? And as for the fees, have you tried applying to SAAS? I can't remember if they accept applications for there (I don't see why not) but it might be worth looking into :V

NEVER GIVE UP! TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS!

i guess that's true ugh i was just down sorry D:
but yeah i see what you mean, i just thought 'omg £2k no way am i gonna be able to do this without thinking and decided to woe about it lol :v
i haven't did anything about saas but my sister could probably help me about that one lol :DD
thank you claire you're amazing ok :DDD





umm anyway yea basically another relative of mine passed away and i never even said goodbye even though she always told me she loved me all the time and i hardly ever spoke to her ugh...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Hicky on May 01, 2010, 20:11
I fell out with my family. Nobody except my brother will talk to me. Cool I guess..

And I feel so, like, disconnected from everything. I like to think I contribute a little to the team building community and the discussion topics here, so there IS some point to being here, but even so I don't have any friends here or anybody that would say 'HEY HICKY!!' to me. I feel like I'm just going through motions until I die - I seem to be casually watching myself jab my way through everything. I feel as if I don't really exist - and I feel as if everybody else is on an entirely different frequency with me, one I can't possibly comprehend.

It's alright though. I have beer.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 01, 2010, 21:21
I fell out with my family. Nobody except my brother will talk to me. Cool I guess..

And I feel so, like, disconnected from everything. I like to think I contribute a little to the team building community and the discussion topics here, so there IS some point to being here, but even so I don't have any friends here or anybody that would say 'HEY HICKY!!' to me. I feel like I'm just going through motions until I die - I seem to be casually watching myself jab my way through everything. I feel as if I don't really exist - and I feel as if everybody else is on an entirely different frequency with me, one I can't possibly comprehend.

It's alright though. I have beer.

Sorry to hear about your family! /:
And don't feel that way! (:
If you ever want to chat, just drop me a pm. (:

~~~~~~
My best friend has suddenly dropped out of going to this big singing competition I have tomorrow. To get her hair cut.
Yeah.. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Basskat on May 02, 2010, 01:19
My work-load at college is too much. I'm drowning in work - standard coursework, on top of the stupid amount of long, complicated songs I've gotta learn for the college musical production - why the hell did I agree to THAT?!? It's ridiculous ¬¬

My basses are pissing me off too. But I think it's just the fact that I have GAS (Gear Acquisition Syndrome) for a proper Ernie Ball bass :/

I wish I had the answer to the next question. Did I really make the right choice dumping my girlfriend of 19 months? She's beautiful, funny, and generally an amazing person. But we kept hurting each other and being overly sensitive about meaningless rubbish, and then some stuff happened where I got too drunk at a party (fill in the blanks yourself), she got 'too close' to her ex, we were on and off for a couple of weeks, then she decided that she'd fallen in love with her ex (effectively being in love with two people at the same time - is it really possible?). I couldn't take it anymore.. I had to get out of it, I can't take being one of two loves. My head's in trouble, help :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 02, 2010, 21:00
I'm back in Bristol and have no time to do anything but work all day, all night and all weekend for the next four weeks. Its what I was doing anyway but after a two week holiday when I only had to work a few hours a day this is pretty bad.

Bristol isn't much fun when the people you know have finished uni and left.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Winston Payne on May 02, 2010, 22:54
Hammer Editor! It's a fabulous tool for map-making, but it can be so awkward! It may sound simple; make a shopping mall with Hammer Editor, right? It seems so at first. But then you have problems with repetitive textures. With scaling. With populating the map with props. Putting the right entities in for doors, water and such. And then there's lighting! So much time compiling, finding out something doesn't work, then going back to it...it's soul crushing, I tell thee!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 03, 2010, 00:34
i can't go to the funeral.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 03, 2010, 00:36
Both of my bankcards appear to have vanished. This isn't so much depressing as it is worrying :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 03, 2010, 15:06
My throat is sore and when I speak I sound all husky. O.o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 03, 2010, 15:43
The feeling that I am a constant source of disappointment.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Neon Nocturnal on May 03, 2010, 18:13
The feeling that I am a constant source of disappointment.

I get that all the time. It's mostly from the fact that people expect so much of me. I've just learned to ignore what everyone else expects and just live for myself.

Selfish perhaps, but when you spend so many years doing everything the way everyone else wants you to, you end up just not caring. :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 03, 2010, 20:53
Someone just told me i have an 800 word essay to do...

So tomorrow I'll have to accept the punishment!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 03, 2010, 21:19
I have a feeling that tomorrow is going to be a really boring day. And the fact that msn isn't working right, on my phone, and my throat is still sore.


:|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 05, 2010, 21:29
The fact I may lose a friend over her taking her groundless vendetta against someone I truly respect and admire way too far. If she won't see sense, then I won't compromise my principles to give her the backup she expects.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 05, 2010, 21:57
Everything seems to be depressing me today and i cant seem to brush it aside like i normally do. Which is odd for me because i always do it and feel better but today is different.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 05, 2010, 22:04
The fact that I'm getting called up for moderation for PE. I haven't played football in ages (didn't get to play on Monday) so I'll be rusty plus I'm sort of unfit =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on May 05, 2010, 23:02
My phone was stolen today. i was expcting a phone call from a job interveiw. I am on benifets and can't affored to buy a new one.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 06, 2010, 17:45
Not so much depressed...Just angry.

It seems to be that me and my boyfriend cant have a conversation to ourselves anymore.

We'll talk for hours on end on Facebook and MSN and the like...and recently, my best friend seems to be sticking her nose in EVERYWHERE. Commenting on EVERY ONE of his statuses like only 16 seconds after he actually posts them, adding him on MSN, talking to him relentlessly and dogging him if he doesnt reply, asking me for his number. He's told her and myself he doesnt like her constantly stalking him around and she still persists. I asked her in private if she fancied him or anything and she just replied no...just seems we can't say or do anything without her having a say in it too...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on May 06, 2010, 18:32
just seems we can't say or do anything without her having a say in it too...

kick her in the face! (if she continues)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 06, 2010, 20:23
My mum is a nob jockey. I hate her. Seriously hate her. And I havent even been with her for a full hour.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on May 06, 2010, 20:40
Martin hilton. Pain in the bum at my school. He has ADHD, and this for some reason allows him to get away with insulting everything I do/believe.
This and my poor performance at baseball today.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on May 06, 2010, 22:40
i've been so irritable lately. my hatred for that copy-cat "best friend" i made a topic about has risen soooo high i can't even stand to hear her voice. i'm trying so hard to NICELY shove her out of my life. i don't want to have to explain anything to her; it's all so fickle and bitter... she'd never understand, so it's better we just "drift apart" and leave it at that. but it's so hard...

above that, i'm having major confidence issues... i don't know why... i don't ever feel like i look "good" anymore. i'm not conceited but i have my moments where i know i look my personal best. too bad i rarely have those anymore. it puts me in a slump.

i feel so aimless, randomly... for no reason.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 08, 2010, 23:56
i just got ditched by 3 of my friends because i refused to stop talking to one of my other friends.
and yeah they just told me to go f myself b/c i 'have better friends now'

everyone's leaving me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 09, 2010, 00:00
My cousin has cancer.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 09, 2010, 13:51
My internet is still unbelievably slow (it takes about 5 minutes to load a 2 minute video on youtube) and I have no idea why! I know for a fact its not my computer because within the time its been that slow I've had a new laptop and the internet is still slow. I think it might be the modem, if it is I cant buy a new one for a good while. Nor can the perants. Alas I must slouch on the Bethlehem with this slow thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 09, 2010, 20:46
I am seriously reevaluating my friendships with certain people, which is strangely liberating as well as a bit depressing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on May 09, 2010, 22:37
well i'm not depressed, i'm disgusted. why? just found a completely squished, flattened fly on my laptop. ew ew ew.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 09, 2010, 23:03
This guy in my class, who I don't really talk to, keeps talking to me on facebook. Like, if I'm having a conersation with some friends on it, he'll just randomly start commenting. /:
It got to the stage where I actually couldn't post anything, like a status or social interview without him commenting.
So I deleted him.
And now he keeps mentioning me in his status updates.

Oh, and he barely talks to me in school.

Idk if that makes him some sort of stalker person, but yeah.. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Basskat on May 09, 2010, 23:42
Dream Theater have a strange knack of writing songs with appropriate titles :/

In The Presence Of Enemies... I feel like I am, very much so...

I know that I've only been single for a few weeks, but I think I'm already falling for her best friend. This is messy. No one can know we even talk as much as we do, (which is practically all day, every day for the past week) because my ex is pretty damn friend-jealous. Growing up? Yeah she needs to do some. This best friend has a bf, who she's fought so hard to get back over the past couple of weeks, because (and this is the inside scoop, kids) the person my ex fell in love with (and thus forcing me to leave her) is in love with the best friend, and no one knew how to deal with any of it. So. My ex loves this middle guy, who loves her best friend, who already has a bf, but I'm falling for her as well. There are more complications. Me and the best friend have been... intimate, over the past week or so. Aha a giant bleeding mess it is.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 10, 2010, 00:36
My ulcers hurt =[

And 3 hours of revision earlier taught me how to write "he died" in hieroglyphs. What do I waste my time on?!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 10, 2010, 16:56
My friend Alex. She's being really strange right now between me and my friend Becky. We went a wander today and Alex decided to stay by the river and not walk with me and becky. After we went back, she hardly said anything. We started speaking again but then when becky and me wanted to go to this park, she stayed in the same spot. I turn round and motion her to come with us. She shakes her head walks off.

I'd appriciate it if she actually told us what was up, we're supposed to be her friends? She needs to stop getting on at us for hanging around with other people. God she's annoying me ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on May 10, 2010, 17:30
I cannot do Mechanics at all and my exam is in two weeks and ARGHHH

Also I'm going to totally get lost at UWE for the C2 revision day on thursday D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 10, 2010, 18:48
I cannot do Mechanics at all and my exam is in two weeks and ARGHHH

I got 25% on my Core 2 mock exam and I've got the whole Maths department moaning at me (especially the head of Maths) because I'm not reaching my potential; I feel your pain. I might have to do two days after school so I can get a decent mark.

I've got a PE moderation on Wednesday and I need to revise so hard to get what I should do. I've got a lot of pressure to do well and it's hard to deal with; usually I thrive under pressure but this time it's different. It feels like everything is being piled on me =/.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on May 10, 2010, 21:18
I cannot do Mechanics at all and my exam is in two weeks and ARGHHH

Also I'm going to totally get lost at UWE for the C2 revision day on thursday D=
Me saying I've nearly completed my mechanics won't help then?

Well I shouldn't be depressed, seeing as my brother is home now after being in hospital for 4 days, but I find myself depressed because my mate collapsed in college and I've not heard anything since =/ He was still unconcious, and stopped breathing for about a minute, maybe 2.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 10, 2010, 22:32
College work is proper getting on top of me now and I have hardly anytime left to do it. Plus I've got hardly any energy do to them.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 10, 2010, 22:36
College work is proper getting on top of me now and I have hardly anytime left to do it. Plus I've got hardly any energy do to them.

Seconding this! Perhaps if I wasn't surrounded by drama on a daily basis at college I might actually get a bit of peace to do a bit D<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 10, 2010, 22:42
Seconding this! Perhaps if I wasn't surrounded by drama on a daily basis at college I might actually get a bit of peace to do a bit D<

I also second that or is it third? Difference being drama at home not college.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 13, 2010, 12:01
heroes being cancelled desuuuu :( :( :(

also i'm hungry and haven't eaten in a few days oopsie lol n_n yeah ngl by a few days i mean like 4 hours but shut up IT FEELS THAT LONG OK that's what she said lol!!!!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on May 13, 2010, 17:04
Swolen ankle is killing me. -.-
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 13, 2010, 17:17
My mum's went back into hospital again. Hopefully she'll be out tommorow or Saturday if everythings fine :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 13, 2010, 17:52
I'm soo hungry and I can see food taking for ever to cook. Bad times.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 13, 2010, 17:54
the fact one of my "friends" said i was in denial about my crush. he said he got freaked out when i flirted with him! URGH! if he's that frikking freaked out he'd ask me to stop. he seemed perfectly fine (my crush that is) when i quite seriously flirted with him on prom night.

and yeah i cried to day whoop de doo.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 13, 2010, 18:09
Lots of work and so much of what we learn is worthless. I don't mind learning pointless facts, in fact I love knowing more than I need to. But I hate being tested on pointless things when we should be tested on the more important and practical parts of the course.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 14, 2010, 20:43
Australia somehow managed to beat Pakistan in the T20 semi final. I was hoping England would win the competition but it looks very unlikely. Let's just hope Pietersen and Morgan continue their great form and we somehow manage to bowl extraordinarily well (considering Pakistan bowled well and still lost).

I can always hope though I suppose.

Also I have exams coming up soon D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Alphochio on May 15, 2010, 07:09
I'm depressed right now cause one of my guildmates from online gaming has passed away.
She was in a car accident and went into a coma but never woke up.
I'm more sad cause the last thing i've said to her was to shut up and I never got to apologize to her.
She was a happy person that didn't care what one said and always had a topic so our guildies could talk while partying in the game.

R.I.P. Cait and sorry I never got the chance to apologize for being mean to you.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 16, 2010, 23:03
^ Thats awful, I always feel guilty posting after a genuinly depressing post. Their poor family :(


My housemate has been back to pick up the last of her things, moved out weeks ago but her visiting back on Friday made me feel terrible all over again. She's made it clear she doesn't want any contact despite having been best friends as first years and lived together for 2.5 years. We have a little history together and that was always tough to deal with. Oh well, emo here so I can appear happy in real life.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 16, 2010, 23:54
Have a sore throat that's been nagging at me all day, and exams are swiftly approaching, so the stress levels are slowly starting to rise. I hate maths. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 16, 2010, 23:55
I've got an exam tomorrow which I sort of forgot how soon it was. Plus, I miss Law because of it. It does give me more time to revise for it though as it's in the afternoon. Plus I've got an annoying cold :<.

Plus the above post reminded me how much of a ball ache Maths can be =/.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 16, 2010, 23:57
English homework. I have writer's block! And my crush is going out with someone now. Yay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 17, 2010, 00:14
Men =[ I say plural. It's only one of them. But that constitutes the whole gender.

Revision is a bit of a bummer as well, I do NOT understand the perfective/imperfective tenses =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on May 17, 2010, 00:28
^ Ugh. I feel your pain. I have three guys who are *fighting* over me. I keep saying, "Why the heck do I hang out with you guys???"
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 17, 2010, 01:16
I wish they were fighting over me haha... This is more.. being pushed away for reasons that make no sense, or that aren't really reasons at all
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 17, 2010, 14:25
Urgh, I woke up with a massive angry spot on the bridge of my nose, throats still sore and now my head aches and I'm feeling weak, starting to suspect I'm coming down with flu. :<
I can be illness-free all year then the second exam period starts my body just lets every damn germ in. I'm not going to get any revision done when I can't focus on anything for more than a couple of minutes. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 17, 2010, 15:54
@ RocketMember002 - Just try and hang in there really, I'm going through what you are with the illness thing, and I know it's a pisstake, but trying makes a huge difference. My business exam in January I didn't revise for at all and got an E from it, but today I found the exam much easier and I'm hoping for at least a C (I didn't get chance to revise much).

I'm unhappy because I realised I had 6 exams next week, and my exams don't finish until the 23rd June, bloody A2 General Studies =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on May 17, 2010, 16:25
I am also becoming ill at the start of exams >> I swear it happens every time I have exams. I'm just getting a sore throat, and I really hope I don't get a cold as well as it takes me ages to get rid of them.

Also annoyed because I stayed in a tent overnight after prom on Saturday night (which is where I think I got the sore throat from), and I have a really weird rash-like thing. Purple spots all over one of my eyes, and a few random ones around too. I have no idea what they are, and some itch.

And then of course my exams start next week. First one is on 24th May, last one is 29th June. And there are nine of them. I have most them of them in the space of a week as well. I hate A2 exams. And I can't retake these, so it's my last chance. I'm also not very confident for many of them, so my life is going to be rubbish and full of revision for the next 6 weeks =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 17, 2010, 16:45
I am also becoming ill at the start of exams >> I swear it happens every time I have exams. I'm just getting a sore throat, and I really hope I don't get a cold as well as it takes me ages to get rid of them.

Exactly the same here, I can't remember an exams period I didn't suddenly fall ill during. Must be some truth in the theory stress weakens the immune system.

Thanks for the advice, my first exam is a week today, after next week I have half term to health up before my wonderful science exams, so I should be ok by then. Just a matter of forcing down that nasty powder stuff you dissolve in hot water.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on May 17, 2010, 16:57
Exams start next week and ARGH C1 is not fun D= Don't even talk to me about D1, I don't stand a chance with that!

Also I am quite literally surrounded by couples at the moment and it's not very fun =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 17, 2010, 17:00
All my friends seem to be getting girlfriends, or boyfriends, and I'm like... The single one whose only ever been in three real relationships, two of which ended in tears. /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 17, 2010, 17:36
My friend has started smoking again. She smoked for about a week back in October. A 'phase' she said. Apparently she started smoking because she was bored at home. Your life must be really bad if you pick up one of your mum's fags and start smoking. She got on at me for telling one of our friends. I said he'd find out eventually, and he would have. I mean most smokers in my school either reek of smoke and attempt to cover it up with sickly amounts of deoderant.

The thing is though, me or none of our friends smoke so I have no idea why she started. She did go off the rails last year, skiving all the time. She kinda gave up with school. At the start of 3rd year she was doing mostly credit subjects. Now she's dropped two because she cba'd with them, the rest are at Foundation for the most part. Now she's doing all the 'dopey' subjects next year. She's not even doing proper maths next year.

She's become distant from all of us, she's still the same she was but the smoking makes me feel awkard around her, even though I've known her for the most part of 4 years. To be brutally honest she'll end up on the dole or in some crappy dead end job. :/
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Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 17, 2010, 17:48
I don't stand a chance with that!
All my friends seem to be getting girlfriends, or boyfriends, and I'm like... The single one
My friend has started smoking again.


Can I just quote these and say "same here"? Thanks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on May 17, 2010, 20:27
My teeth are killing me. I can't eat anything without it really hurting =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kendall! on May 18, 2010, 17:25
i hate my ex best friend, i have to see her in school every day, i hate school, i'm skipping school right now...

summer, please start, so i can be with my boyfriend and my REAL best friends every day without having to deal with a contagion of BS every day )))):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 18, 2010, 17:32
I should be starting a long essay right now and look where I am!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 18, 2010, 17:52
I should be starting a long essay right now and look where I am!

You're offline... so I presume that you're doing the long essay right now? That'd depress me too =P

I have to start A2 work straight after my exams for each lesson, which means that I'm not going to get any form of break from school. Plus I'm really undecided on what to do at Uni, at first I was sure I'd do Business Law but now I'm really considering Sports Journalism as an option as that is something which appeals to me greatly. I have no idea what to choose, and which AS I choose to drop will have a huge affect on what I do in the future =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 18, 2010, 20:41
You're offline... so I presume that you're doing the long essay right now? That'd depress me too =P

Oh look I'm back with 400 words left still do. Bad times!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 18, 2010, 21:22
Nostalgia's making me feel... not depressed, but really upset that so much has changed. Dwelling on the past is... usually not a good idea.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on May 18, 2010, 21:37
I have to learn 99 Red Balloons in German...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 18, 2010, 22:06
Nostalgia's making me feel... not depressed, but really upset that so much has changed. Dwelling on the past is... usually not a good idea.
Getting nostalgia misery here too, looking through facebook albums of  my old classmates, then that occasional sick feeling when I realise that all happened 4 years ago, and I'm now in my twenties and probably never going to see many of those people ever again. I hate time. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on May 18, 2010, 22:19
The whole 'single' thing. Oh, and my maths homework. :<
Btw, I've heard a lot of people talk about this 'Mechanics' subject.. What is it? :B I don't think we have it in Ireland. Is it just like, physics and maths?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 18, 2010, 22:22
^ It's Physics related Maths from what I can gather. I've got to do it next year and I'm one of the only ones in my group who doesn't do Physics as well so it'll be tougher for me.

And don't get me started on time, that thing's a bugger =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on May 18, 2010, 22:37
Quote
I've heard a lot of people talk about this 'Mechanics' subject.. What is it? :B I don't think we have it in Ireland.

Irish cars must be messed up...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 18, 2010, 22:39
Irish cars must be messed up...

Bad pun is bad... =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on May 18, 2010, 23:08
i'm considering giving up on the guy I like.

 good for you, you say. if he's seriously a problem enough for you to just wanna stop it right now, just stop and maybe one day you'll be able to pick him back up again.

 ahh except i hate admitting defeat, especially to this girl. The guy knows I exist, we used to be pretty good friends and at one point we even used to flirt like crazy.. and then one day i give him a little bit of breathing space and probably the skankiest girl in the school starts talking to him. like what.

 and i feel like he really doesn't like her, but she's like.. so forward with everything that i'm like: 'yeah, i'm backing off here. if i take him, she'll kill me. plus i wanna make things easier for him, so yeah.' so i'm like.. not really in the game anymore. And looking back, I haven't even got any opportunities i could've gotten him. Like all the little places I'd be able to get them in, she's blocked off from me. It's like I'm locked out of my own house here. so i decide i'm gonna move, 'cause the hardware store's key isn't due for a while I have a feeling.

 of courseeee you know this girl who i don't like here is like a huge druggie, drinker, and smoker. So i feel like upon backing down, not only am I failing myself, but if they're going to go out, and if this girl's gonna rub off on him, he's going to be trash. i don't go out with guys who do a ton of illegal stuff at this age dude.

 and.. they're going to the amusement park with a group of friends on friday, and this girl is totally trying to get him, and he's totally sending off vibes that are like: 'i dont know. i dont know if i like you dude.' and not as in, 'i don't.' but as in 'i don't know.'.


 lol long rant. whenever i get my feelings out like this, I'm like: 'YEAH I'M GONNA TRY AGAIN!' even though you know.. it does seem really futile.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 19, 2010, 02:08
everything is going wrong.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 19, 2010, 16:32
i hate my school friends

they think it's funny when someone is whisked off to hospital nearly needing stitches (guess who, yes, it was sam.), so they decide they're going to say "he's dead, Lauren"

uuurgh i wish they'd stop taking the mic because I like him :/ last night all the girls were asking on a scale of one to ten i like him, and i couldn't say because ten was too small, and then they were picking out all his bad qualities and crap.

oh and the only other male friend i have is basically trying to get me to give up on sam. asshole.

and yeah i'm in a depressy angry mood -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 19, 2010, 18:14
Btw, I've heard a lot of people talk about this 'Mechanics' subject.. What is it? :B I don't think we have it in Ireland. Is it just like, physics and maths?

Oh thank God I thought it was just me and my old age not knowing what that was :V

I'm not really depressed per se, just exhausted D: Not been sleeping so well. And when I'm tired Like this I end up feeling pretty sorry for myself D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 19, 2010, 18:19
Our guinea pig is being put down at the moment. I'm so upset right now, I've cried so much. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on May 19, 2010, 18:56
God I hate that guy so much.
 
For any people wondering, I'm in Primary (this just explains why it seems like a big deal.)
 
So I kiss this guy and I love him. We tell the people the people who saw not to tell anyone but well, well, well, someone just couldn't keep his mouth shut. We now have 30 people making fun of us, 7 being nice to us, and 7 being a bit neutral. This same guy also has the cheek to, after all of this, make fun of my music taste. So what if I like Vic Mignogna, so what if I like Vocaloid. So what if I like Megurine Luka who does cover songs. This guy clearly hasn't got the gist of OPINION.
 
I now feel really upset listening to these song because, even though I like them I've just got someone saying "Alice is an idiot because she likes people that no one has heard of. I can't tell my mum... I'm gonna go and call Rosie.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on May 19, 2010, 22:42
@fluffy pinkness: don't worry, everyone'll forget about it soon. kissing is such a big deal when you're your age. i mean, kids will have full make out sessions behind the school and people only say that they made out if the people tell anyone. lol, its just kids being silly and immature. people will forget about it soon.. maybe not that you had your first kiss in elementary, but they'll forget ever thinking it was a bad thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on May 20, 2010, 04:29
All the ignorant people that wont acknowledge animal abuse. :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 20, 2010, 10:07
i did something terrible...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 20, 2010, 10:18
I dislike not being able to sleep immensely. To the point where I have to take sleeping pills to make sure I get decent sleep before my exam tomorrow, but instead they don't kick in until I woke up half an hour ago, so I took them only to get 5 hours sleep anyway and now have to fight them when I have things that need doing =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 20, 2010, 16:20
Our guinea pig is being put down at the moment. I'm so upset right now, I've cried so much. ;-;

nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ;________________________________; *hugs* poor thing D=

I want the warmth to go away! I nearly got heat stroke at lunch time!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 20, 2010, 16:32
MAJOR HEADACHE ;;
damn you 21 degrees heat >:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 20, 2010, 16:34
MAJOR HEADACHE ;;
damn you 21 degrees heat >:


that's nothing. it was 31 in our school car park. 31!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 20, 2010, 16:42
It's been stupidly muggy here. Being on the 8th floor does not help. I've resorted to wearing as little as possible to cool off enough to revise
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 20, 2010, 18:39
I got injured from playing football in the glorious sun earlier. Also, we aren't allowed to wear shorts even though girls can wear skirts which means that we have to roast during the day. I might just go in shorts anyways, because they're comfy and easy to wear.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on May 20, 2010, 19:26
For our next gig I have to learn Hot For Teacher by Van Halen. Not fun. Not fun AT ALL.

I'll take the German version of 99 Red Balloons over that any day.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ferox on May 20, 2010, 19:35
I am depressed because my friend goes to a different school. She's basicly the only one I can properly talk to. Mind you, I'm depressed about that all the time so...  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 20, 2010, 20:35
Its my best friend's last night in Bristol and all she wants to do is chat on msn to complete strangers. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 20, 2010, 20:45
i just read the heroes cast's goodbye messages and i don't think i'll be able to stop crying like a sadact because ugh it's PAINFUL OK...

/goes to watch misfits in the hope that it'll be a good ~people with powers~ substitute ;A;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 21, 2010, 01:04
(Soz...copied and pasted from dA but...it's the same story anyway...)

I dunno what the hell's going on...

Had an amazing night once again, chatting away with my boyfriend...which resulted in us both wimping out and going to bed near enough the same time...

So I go to bed...shut my eyes...then open them when i hear the light outside my bedroom flick. Then I hear my mum and dad walking downstairs to the kitchen...

I sneak downstairs into the bathroom which is next to the kitchen and try to listen in to what they might be saying...just out of curiosity.

All I hear is mumbling so I head up back to my room, try to sleep again...then all I can hear is my dad's raised voice...about ten minutes into that...my Rosy Boa's viv rattles cos of the loose glass sliding doors. That only happens when the front door is shut with force cos my room is above the front door and my Rosy Boa's viv is near enough directly over it...

Then I hear a car engine heading off up my road and away...and shortly after, my mum creeping back upstairs...faintly sobbing...

I have no clue whats happening...but...I dont suppose I'll be waking up to good news later this morning...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on May 21, 2010, 01:26
The fact that i have my spanish writing test soon and it is horrible because i purely dont know what im going to get.
Sometimes i get As
Sometimes i get Es D :
But my cw is like A and my oral was like B so hopefully even if it is the worst i can get away with a C though i got a C when i got A on one test and E on the other XD
dam complicated spamish. >.>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 22, 2010, 08:55
Me hieroglyphs exam is due to start in half an hour... and I know nothing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on May 22, 2010, 17:06
This goddamn heat akdkjfskdjfskdf D< Who actually enjoys being all uncomfortable and icky? D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on May 22, 2010, 17:11
Acute feelings of worthlessness.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 22, 2010, 17:37
This goddamn heat akdkjfskdjfskdf D< Who actually enjoys being all uncomfortable and icky? D:
Agreed, when the weather people say "it's going to be 28 degrees :D :D :D" as if everyone will love that, I get highly annoyed. At least when it's cold those who don't like it can easily warm up.

My source of misery is maths revision, I intended to do a full pack of C1 papers today, and have managed to get about half way through one paper. >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on May 22, 2010, 17:49
I can't go to Green Day anymore ;; My mum thinks that the person who's selling the ticket to me will be some pervy old man >> I remember seeing her at the gig in October god damnit. I know which hotel I'm gonna stay in, what buses I'm getting. I have it all planned D: She thinks I'll get lost aswell. It's not that far from Buchannan Bus station to Central, then to the secc >> [/rage]

also the heat. wth is up with that. According to the local radio station the majority of the highlands was hotter that Costa Del sol and IBIZA today. pfft.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on May 22, 2010, 17:50
My source of misery is maths revision, I intended to do a full pack of C1 papers today, and have managed to get about half way through one paper. >.<

That's more C1 revision than me, I've done none. I did a bit of C2 though. I hope I don't struggle with the Maths exams but I should revise tbf. Plus it's hard to revise with a crying baby =/

I love the heat myself, but it's annoying when there isn't much to stop it being so agitating. Yesterday I was really hot after playing loads of football, and even after having a litre of water I was still thirsty and sticky.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 22, 2010, 18:07
Mmm... heat.

Although I have burnt my back from yesterdays revision and if it doesnt calm down i cant beach it tomorrow. Unless I cover up that part of my back.. the rest of my torso has some catching up to do... it's pale...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 22, 2010, 18:32
...

I'm frazzled. Okay...my right arm is. The rest is...normal. But its sooo sore ;;

Also...

My neices. They've been nagging me to take them down to my river since like 5...I'm telling them no cos i've only just sat down really after helping my dad out all day...and I cant bare another moment in the sun...they're screaming and crying at me, saying im horrible to them, I'm yelling to be heard which is increasing my anger...they cry harder, go tell my mum that I'm "being mean" and now I have her screeching at me, telling me I'm a lazy cow >>

Im sorry...but since when did having time to myself become such a big "No no?"

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on May 22, 2010, 19:40
My source of misery is maths revision, I intended to do a full pack of C1 papers today, and have managed to get about half way through one paper. >.<

Snap.

Urgh why is Monday such a disgusting day D= 2.5hrs of French followed by 3 hours of Maths... Pure torture! And I am really worried about Maths yet cannot bring myself to revise so I am worrying about not revising instead of revising and arghhhhhhh.

mustrevisetomorrow
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 22, 2010, 22:53
I looked at my revision notes and I wondered if they were for a different course because I didn't recognise a thing. The exam is next Thursday.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on May 23, 2010, 20:08
Other than my revision; my PC just overheated, now I know it's the start of summer. ;.; Have the next few months worrying about even watching a video incase it shuts the PC off now. ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 23, 2010, 20:11
The weather will probably continue into tomorrow and be amazing whilst I'm sitting college. Then when I come out knowing Wales it'll rain! Ah well still had a nice weekend.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on May 23, 2010, 20:24
exams tomorrow and i can't do maths

i've just found my exam spray stuff and it's leaked since i last used it so now i don't have a clue what to do D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 23, 2010, 22:24
I'm a human lobster.

Like... red.. everywhere =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Voltorb2005 on May 23, 2010, 23:52
the fact that my second best friend is biting me in the back. I cant believe her, we've been friends for nearly TWO YEARS and she has the nerve to do all this!! Sometimes I wonder whether anyone in the entire goddamn world is a decent person!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 24, 2010, 00:01
My boyfriend's mum is dying...

She had a heart attack...and now doctors have found another proble with her heart which they cant do much about as surgery is too risky for her...

I wish I could be of more support right now...but since I've never had someone as close as my parents die...Im not sure how I can help...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 24, 2010, 20:47
Knackered with a capital Q.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 24, 2010, 21:14
I feel ditched all the time ... My mates have a right go at me when I put a picture up that I load of people liked .. and I had to delete them .. Now they have the same types up ...

So called mates are just getting my to annoyed and they aint seen my when I explode...

I have a huge test this friday ..

I have 3 bits o course to do tomorrow in a hour .. Yay .. not.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 25, 2010, 01:25
keep gettin ditched. ain't like they don't have reason to. just hurts is all. love you only lasts a couple of minutes i guess.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 25, 2010, 11:56
My eyes feel like they're going to burst from behind and I have only tea bags and a loaf of bread left to eat.
My best friend never talks to me when she visits her bofriend and since they moved in together I haven't heard a peep, of course we won't lose touch but it might be rare we can talk regularly or for any length of time now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mushroom on May 25, 2010, 19:10
End of year exam on Friday for Film Studies.
End of year exam on Wednesday for English (Which is terrifying)

Both of which pale in comparison to the fact that Cougars just killed my horse on Red Dead Redemption. That horse had stood up to guns, getting bumped by trains and almost falling off cliffs, just to be blindsided by a cougar who pulled its legs out from under it.

Tempted to reload the last save, but that feels like cheating as that's the kind of random encounter I should expect from RDR
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on May 25, 2010, 21:12
not depressed.. really quite stressed. 
this is what i imagine high blood pressure to feel like, but as i don't have blood spurting from my eyes and ears, i'll assume it's just good old-fashioned stress. 
 
I would really, really, really like some quiet when i get home..

would like time without my sister and her gaggle of friends shrieking and playing loud music just across the hall [if the noise they make is that much louder than the noise in my headphones, something's amiss, surely?]..
it's not constant, as she will leave the house.. and come back later with more friends. more leaving and returning means more knocking at the door means more barking for the dogs.

would like time without the dogs barking every half hour, or our oldest dog [who insists on lying next to wherever i am] jumping up to bark and either being incredibly loud too close to my ear, or pulling the charge cable out of my laptop and thus causing it to freeze like the piece of crap it is.

i have felt like this.. every evening for the past.. i don't even know how long. But it's gotten worse this last month.. maybe because our oldest dog is getting more senile and imagines more things to bark at.. he's barking right now. when he's not doing that he's panting and standing in corners or under tables and knocking things over. probably deaf now, too.
Just me he sticks to like a tick: nobody else. I love him to bits but I really do want him to go away or shut up.

I just want.. a bubble of quiet.
I want everything loud to go away.
I want to be able to get home from work and not feel like banging my head against a wall.
I want people to actually close doors if they're not going to turn their precious music down-- which sounds like someone putting up shelves-- and not give me sarcasm and lip if I ask if they could.
I want quiet.
I want to sleep for a few weeks.
Or maybe just past eight o'clock on the weekends, or whenever it is that the barking starts.

plus i have to sort out some paperwork and things that i can't do until some other things get sent back to me or I have to apply for something first and get told that I've done it all wrong and phone up places which can put me on hold. usual fun things that i can't get my head around because i'm thick thick thick as a brick. 
 
at least the hot weather seems to be easing a bit. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 26, 2010, 00:06
Let's just say mates at the moment :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 27, 2010, 23:38
I have to do a research proposal by Monday night and I don't even have an idea yet.  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on May 28, 2010, 09:21
i've officially left schol and on the last day all my friends were laughing talking about going for a frappe at tesco and i was standing there feeling so ditched. they always automatically think i'm in on it yet i don't know wth is going on!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 28, 2010, 15:00
UWE's Drink the Bar Dry is happening so close I could throw my tea at the student union, everyone sounds so happy but my housemates are out, my friends have finished uni and gone home and now I just feel completely isolated. Oh well, next week I'll be home for the Summer although being alone in Kent isn't much of an improvement.

I make too many posts in this topic too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on May 28, 2010, 15:20
It's Kent. Being alone in it is epic regardless. I'm going back to Kent on Tuesday.

Which means leaving Wales behind for a bit whilst I go job hunting =[

I need money =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 28, 2010, 15:33
Half term is upon us. No whilst I am happy about half term it just when we go back we'll only have two weeks left in college. I know I'll see two of my friends but I just know I wont see the one I'm most close too. I'm really going to miss her and I kinda want to tell her I like her before the end but I just can't see it happening.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 28, 2010, 19:16
The group Scavenger Hunt on Aywas is making me realise I don't fit in anywhere there. I can hardly force myself to join a team I don't think I'd feel comfortable being in, and all the teams I want to join have restrictions on them. It's another case of "Not a member of the site chat? You're not that important". :\

Edit:
And I miss IA, I've got loads I want to vent about and I don't feel comfortable doing that on Aywas... or here... :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 28, 2010, 20:42
^ sorry bb i'm really stuck for getting it back again ugh i feel so bad...


atm it's just... people being afraid to talk to me because they don't like their friends being upset at them when they do. they still talk to me but it always ends in some jealousy fueled pissing contest

also feel down about everything in general. so different from everyone at my day-job sort of thing. gives them an excuse to rip on me. most of the time it's because of the way i speak which is... hard to make out. my braces mess up my speech so everything i say is uttered with a lisp and i can't pronounce like 98% of my vocabulary. also making fun of my hair. what's wrong with my hair? i thought it was quite nice. my glasses aren't ugly either and it's not my fault i wear them nor is it my fault i have braces which mess up my speech...

i should stop talking then. until i get my teeth fixed i'll just keep silent. dwayne from little miss sunshine can do it, why can't i?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on May 28, 2010, 20:52
^ sorry bb i'm really stuck for getting it back again ugh i feel so bad...

Nghhh I'm sorry I shouldn't have mentioned it, don't feel bad about it... I just feel like the internet is an exclusive club and I'm venting about it in the wrong way. x.x;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on May 28, 2010, 20:54
I failed my Science exam today...

My brother wished I was dead when I was with him for only 5 minutes...

This boy I like dad is staying at mine .. But is going home next week .. Meaning I wont see the boy again siince he leaves school today :/

I have to get up at 6am and I love to lie in! Grr... Stupid work!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on May 30, 2010, 02:48
just watched the last episode of heroes on bbc2 and truly died inside at the fact it said 'to be continued' at the end. ugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on May 30, 2010, 06:11
a friend of mine died on friday at school. He didn't go to my school, but word spread rather quick. Apparently he just collapsed in front of the class. Turns out he had a heart attack. I didn't know him too well but I would consider him a friend, he was the nicest person I've ever met, I never saw him without a smile on his face. I'm just looking at over all these groups on Facebook about him, so sad to see him go. way to early.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on May 30, 2010, 20:23
My housemate for next year is so fat the fat collapsed in on itself......which explains why you can see her ribs poking out beneath her gaunt face. :???
Anyway to solve this problem she is starving herself as soon as she moves out of her parents house and in with me and another guy. Its going to be so much fun, I've never had a chance to use a feeding tube on someone and Its going to be great training for all the unstable people I might meet in hospital.


But seriously she refuses to go to a councillor and the one at uni is free of charge and sees quite a lot of girls doing this. I'm worried.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on May 31, 2010, 00:58
Got my final Geography exam tomorrow...

On a bank holiday.

>>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on May 31, 2010, 20:10
Fell over in goals today hurt my ankle, killing me now it is!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 01, 2010, 13:53
still no modem
still no internet
i have so much art i need to upload and... ugh. i need to check tumblr!!!!

IT'S ALSO ZQ'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW AND I DON'T HAVE STRIPES OR A FUG HAT OR FKFHSNEHS ANYTHING.

and i cut myself while helping my sister with her art presentation and it's jfhjfhsns painful :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 01, 2010, 15:08
still no modem
still no internet
i have so much art i need to upload and... ugh. i need to check tumblr!!!!

IT'S ALSO ZQ'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW AND I DON'T HAVE STRIPES OR A FUG HAT OR FKFHSNEHS ANYTHING.

and i cut myself while helping my sister with her art presentation and it's jfhjfhsns painful :(

Ouch /: Hope your cut heals. [:
I'm slightly depressed because I need a job. And people just don't want to hire a student. Darn recession. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on June 01, 2010, 21:01
I'm starting to feel like the third wheel in my own relationship =/

My friend just cant keep her nose out of our buisness...

She's invited herself over to stay at MY house while my boyfriend stays too, she's planning everything we're going to do while he's over here whether the two of us actually like it or not, keeps on saying how excited SHE is to see him when he gets here and has even gone as far as to tell me not to kiss him when she's around >>

Is he MY boyfriend or hers!? Seriously!

Its just getting me SO angry right now...and I dont even know what I can do about it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 01, 2010, 21:42
^ Maybe get your boyfriend to act disappointed that she is intruding on your evening and then snog him (I mean if you two are already happy with that obviously) right in front of her. Hurray for snoggins! :P

Not depressed so much as angry. Me and my housemates are moving just down the road and I have to sort out the gas, electricity, internet, TV licence, water etc. I've been sorting that stuff out for the last two years and I always deal with the landlord. Someone elses turn now please!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on June 01, 2010, 23:19
I'm a bit stressed out at the moment =[ I still have 7 exams to go, and I'm not that confident with them =/ Especially the Physics ones.

Also today I was meant to sort out my accommodation for uni, and the system for it opened online today. Within two minutes, all the accommodation I liked had gone. I managed to click on one of them, but by the time I had clicked on it, it was gone. It was really annoying, and I was only about a minute late getting there (as my cat was stuck on the roof and I was trying to get him down >>). I had planned it all out as well, and had been waiting all morning for the system to open. 10 minutes before, the cat gets stuck on the roof and then I lose track of time. Aghh. Now I've just had to register a preference, and have to wait until late August to be told which accommodation I get. I just wanted to get something sorted, and have things a bit more secure =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: zezemanoob on June 01, 2010, 23:29
that the girl i love has just rejected me withought a second thought ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on June 02, 2010, 00:05
Tumblr is.
All these stories.

Oh and Lost is depressing me.
Cause I miss it badly.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 02, 2010, 14:39
House was broken into last night and the scumbags made off with my favourite guitar as well as a load of electronic stuff we have... Had...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 02, 2010, 18:59
I can't seem to find Kingdom Hearts anywhere! I've searched two towns and nothing...to Swansea I must go and hopefully it shall be there.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SilverFlame on June 02, 2010, 19:23
My grandma was recently diagnosed with dementia and they sent her to a nursing home. And they think she's completely nutty. My aunt told me that one minute my gram was whistling out the window, saying she was 'calling the birds', and the next she was shouting "get outta here ya damn birds!"

(excuse my typed language. Don't be offended, and don't hurt me if it was 'against the rules'!)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 03, 2010, 11:28
my sister never told me drinking alcohol through a straw made it worse.
i came into class today with a hangover.


'jennifer's not said a word all day'

I SPOKE TO YOU FOR 20 MINUTES ABOUT MY CV AND I THOUGHT YOU LISTENED.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 03, 2010, 13:08
The orthodontist. He wants me back in today. Again. I know I break my wires sometimes, but it's his fault for not giving me the choice of having multi-coloured bands! Revenge, my friend. Or is it karma... Idk.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 03, 2010, 15:05
Spent half the day breeding ralts for decent IV's and got one with a 31 sp attack IV...but it was a Jolly one destined to be a gallade. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 03, 2010, 16:39
I feel like I'm going nuts. I just don't know what to do I is rather bored ; ;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on June 05, 2010, 17:50
school's coming to an end so fast.

 'this belongs in the what's making you happy right now topic!' you say! but not really. all of the years before, it probably should've. but this year was so different.

 last summer, i told myself.. i'm going to be a good person, i'm going to be myself, i'm going to be social. I'm going to go on a roadtrip with my personality today. I'm going to just go, and see where the road takes me, and try to have as much fun as possible, and not regret anything.

 for the most part, everything came true. this was the best year i've had. i formed a strong connection with a lot of people, got a lot of people trusting me, and i went from nobody to somebody. i'm friends with kids who smoke, who get straight as, who care about nothing but sports, who are having bad lives.. and its been such a great thing.

 but i've met so many people i want to get a lot closer to. and with school ending, I won't be able to. And I can't continue the life roadtrip over the summer. If I did my whole chill and see how far I go, I'd be on the internet and really not doing much at all, instead of making real friends, you know? I know this summer's going to be fun with my friends, but.. it won't be the same.

 and i'm going to be a freshman next year. I'm going to the biggest school in the state, and there are going to be a ton of people at the school. I'm still going to be somebody for those who have known me, but I feel like I'm at a kind of disadvantage. I'm going to try cruising in freshman year, but I just have a feeling.. things are going to be a lot harder. The kid I like, he's not like some other guys girls my age are into. Like, he's another reason i don't want school to end. I'm going to lose him. I've liked this kid for about six months, and I can't get over him no matter what. I miss him really badly on the weekends. and I'm going to have to go over 2 and a half months, probably never seeing his face.. and in highschool? while we have some of the same classes, we'll probably rarely see eachother.

 if somebody told me they had recorded my 8th grade life, and i could go back, and watch my highs and lows with thought commentary.. i would be overjoyed. my year has just been so awesome, it makes me feel like i weigh nothing just thinking about it. sure, i had bad teachers, annoying assignments, late nights, some problems with people.. but they werent much at all to me in the end.

 I'm not prepared to kiss all of this goodbye in just nine days. all for memories. i'm scared of next year, and worried about what time will take.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on June 05, 2010, 18:29
I need a good night's sleep like dksjfskdjfksfh D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 05, 2010, 19:14
My feet kill from work and I've got another shift tomorrow D= I need more comfortable shoes.

Also Chemistry on monday - I've been revising and yet nothing has stuck in and arghh I really can't afford to fail this exam!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 05, 2010, 22:06
My best friend spends all her time with her boyfirends circle of friends now. Seems I'm not needed anymore. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on June 05, 2010, 22:27
I hurt my finger really badly earlier (possible dislocation) and all of a sudden my body had shut down and I just collapsed. Luckily I got up after like a second of being out of it, but my head is now really hurting after hitting it off of something and I'm just feeling weak and stuff.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on June 06, 2010, 18:34
Summer nights. I always get SO hot and never get to sleep so I do badly in school in the mornings and am really grumpy. Ended up sleeping on the floor last night ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 06, 2010, 18:36
^ That made me lol. :B And I'm kinda depressed 'cause even though we might be getting a new dog, I want my Misty back. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 06, 2010, 18:46
god damn exams.

at least i get to lie in tommorow. it's not til one o'clock.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 07, 2010, 08:52
My nice lovely half term has ended and its back to college. Thing is when I go back its the signalling of the end because we only have two weeks left.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 07, 2010, 11:02
car's broken down and we can't afford to fix it again or even think about getting another.
it seems whenever we get money something happens that we need to spend it on instead of shopping or GOING TO NANDO'S FOR A DAY OUT LIKE MUM PROMISED.
hopefully i'll be able to help when i get my £60 a week and i'll just give it to mum.

we have to move house because of it too.

also freaking out about this audition for no reason other than i don't know what to do since they said they'd give me a letter about that and they haven't THE AUDITION'S IN TWO DAYS.

and finally no modem. we were supposed to get it on may 27th but ok that's fine take your time it's not like i have art to upload or anything.

AND IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE THE MTV AWARDS TO WATCH EITHER. MISSING ZACH. MISSING CHRIS MINTZ PLASSE. MISSING EVERYTHING. BAFTAS SUCK TOO.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 07, 2010, 23:50
Work...
What do you mean its due this Friday? I thought I had weeks to do it in. >_<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on June 08, 2010, 16:09
Signed onn... Siiigned onnn..

(Well, got registered to claim Jobseekers, which depresses me because I feel like benefit seeking scum now. =]. I'm hoping they'll be able to help me a bit more by forwarding me some available positions, but.. dunno. Just felt so weird being the only claimant there not wearing tracksuit bottoms. Or being stoned.)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 08, 2010, 17:11
I failed my Bio exam this morning D= urgh I thought it was absolutely horrible and so looks like I'm resitting it in Jan D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 09, 2010, 22:40
No idea, just generally miserable.
Failed one exam this year and now I'll have to go back to Bristol early.
On top of that I have to sort out the gas, electricity, water, TV, internet, phone and deposits for the move, no one else lifts a finger to help.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 09, 2010, 22:43
My physics exam went awfully. The past paper I did must've been a fluke one covering all the topics I were confident in but skipping the bad ones. ;.; Will def have to retake it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 10, 2010, 00:05
totally failed the audition
it was cool until i got to the audition room then BAM! shakey knees and stuttering.
i'm NEVER that nervous about going up against a crowd... especially a crowd of two people!!!

oh hang on... dammit i'm sorry I'LL JUST REPEAT THAT LINE... can i start over? sorry... let me just read my lines again...
the only thing they looked mildly impressed with was the fact i could switch emotions quickly. not good enough.

ugh. curse me for being such a megalomaniac. why couldn't i just be one of those kids who's cool with working in a goddamn supermarket as long as they get paid NO i need to get noticed and i need to be the best OF COURSE i mess up the only chance to do that.

brb.
crying.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on June 11, 2010, 11:51
I can't control my spending ;;

I actually think I'm addicted to shopping online...

My boyfriend is coming over in about 12 days...I want some money so I can gallavant around with him...and I'm well aware i need to save up for him coming...

Yet I spend £30 on makeup and hair dye and a bloody BELT of all things..£30 on games...£10 on Sculpey clay...

Im so weak willed...And I wont be allowed to borror money from my parents since they've kinda stopped me from doing that ><

Im just panicking like mad now...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on June 11, 2010, 11:54
We're all leaving the Bryn =[

Well, half my floor are leaving tonight, the rest saturday. Sunday morning I'll be one of the few left =[ Not that it'd feel any different, given that I am liable to be ignored
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 11, 2010, 14:15
I've gone and busted my coxix (tailbone)

Doing ANYTHING hurts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: .~:Sly Foxx:~. on June 11, 2010, 20:38
Aaah, today's been a day... XD I managed to miss my German GCSE exam, because the school didn't put it on my timetable. It was only a resit, and I actually scored highly the first time round anyway (I was just on the edge of a grade boundary, and I was going to have the listening read out by the teacher instead of having to try and hear on the tape so I would probably have been able to get up to the A* if I'd resat), but I still got pretty distressed over it. Blah, hormones fail XD All the same, I'm fine now - not as chipper as I usually am, but not exactly SAD, and it's not for any reason either, so I'll probably perk up at random later ^^
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 11, 2010, 20:43
Failed my D2 exam today =[ This brings my total number of resits up to three! Ah Jan is going to be fun.

Also I'm sunburned =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 11, 2010, 20:45
my teeth hurt really badly.
the amount they hurt is equal to the hatred i have for glee.


that's pretty extreme pain.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 11, 2010, 21:33
I am almost crying with the pain in my tooth right now. I got a root canal on monday, I didn't really feel much pain untill Wednesday but it's been getting worse.
I THOUGHT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO MAKE IT BETTER. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on June 11, 2010, 23:01
I am so angry, and stressed, and wound up, that I just want to beat the crap out of the next person I see or smash a window or batter my head against the wall until I knock myself out or SOMETHING to get it out of my system skjfhsdkjfsdkfj
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on June 13, 2010, 22:53
Missing my boyfriend ;;

He's probably as sick as a dog after going to the pub last night to watch the football...

But...;_____; A text back would be nice...

Also...after about 5 hours of trying to bleach my green and black hair to a peroxide blonde to dye candy pink...I've turned Gink. (Ginger pink to those not in the know) ...Im just...distraught.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Gusparce on June 13, 2010, 23:04
My parrot died.......wow. I cried alot.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MICKEY on June 13, 2010, 23:31
The weekend's over...NOOOOOOOO!! :'(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on June 14, 2010, 00:04
One of my friends accused another of my friends (who I consider a friend) rascist, and started giving her some serious abuse for it. I stood up for my 'sister' and thus I lose another friend.

The stupid thing is, she's hardly rascist when her boyfriend is a different race to her, so where the rascist thing came from I'll never know.


Oh and the guitarist from my band has just been dumped by his girlfriend for no apparent reason. They were doing fine then *boom* dumped. He's really confused. And the only things he has going for him right now are her and the band, since his home life is really horrid right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 14, 2010, 00:44
Last week in college this week. I'm landed for the summer for sure but we're such a tight nit class nearly all of us get along and like each other. Theres a good few people that I'll miss aswell and know I won't see them again probably.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 14, 2010, 16:20
This black cloud won't go away. It's been hanging over me for days. I'm getting snappy at people for no reason, getting slightly paranoid and worried all the time. I've been close to tears a few times  too. Today didn't help due to the fact that I hardly got any sleep then was in a mad rush to get to school, I was late anyways. Then my 'friends' started laughing at me for some stupid reason.

She kept going in her stupid 'oh I'm not the centre of attention ;;' moods. I'm getting sick of her, for gods sake, get over it, you lost your friend. You'll lose most of your friends anyways as you go through life. And stop getting on at us for talking to her. She's done NOTHING to us, it's between YOU and HER. We can speak to her if we want to so stop getting on at us for doing that.

I can't concentrate in school because of the way I'm feeling right now, I lay awake for an hour or so before I get to sleep. Then wake up during the night and take ages to fall asleep again. Ugh :/
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Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on June 14, 2010, 17:08
Exams are getting me down. I think they've gone ok so far, but in the next week I have 4 exams >> And 2 of them are the ones I find the hardest.

Tomorrow I have my Maths C3 retake, which is meh. I'm not doing that well in past papers today, so I have no idea how it will go. Then on Friday morning I have the final Physics exam. This is definitely the worst, and there are no past papers because it hasn't been done before, and the specimen paper is rubbish. And I don't get most of the stuff in it, and it's 25% of the entire A-level =[ Then in the afternoon I have C4 Maths, which is going alright but it's pretty difficult sometimes. I haven't actually started doing past papers for it either because I haven't had time. Then on Monday morning I have my Unit 3 Geography exam, and I just can't remember any of the stuff for it. And I don't have time to revise much for it because I'm too worried about Physics and C4. Arghhhh.

And to top it off, some idiot broke one of the wing mirrors off my car. It wasn't even on the side of my car that was next to the road, it was on the pavement side that had a small fence running along it. It's looking like it got hit by a football or something (no idea how though). I got back to my car and the actual mirror part was all scratched and hanging down by the wires, and the whole thing was facing forwards instead of backwards. I can't get it back into place, and it turns out part of the plastic inside has broken so I may need a new wing mirror. And I have no money. And my brakes are also squeaking, and my car is revving too high when it's stationary in traffic. Nothing is going right =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 14, 2010, 23:57
Everything! No matter what I sort out something else comes up straight away, I just want one day to relax.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 15, 2010, 00:34
I won't be able to see my best friend tomorrow. |:
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Post by: sylar on June 15, 2010, 16:49
http://twitpic.com/1wlyvs

this picture.
milo shaved his jesus hair.
may kill someone.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 17, 2010, 00:25
A girl I like wants to meet up for a date. I don't do dates and I've never been out with a girl unless she was already a close friend. On the one hand I want to go out but on the other I feel nervous because I don't really know her that well. I feel I may miss an opportunity here.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 17, 2010, 00:26
(http://i50.tinypic.com/s611m0.jpg)

the fact i'll never know what happens.
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Post by: EMPIRE on June 17, 2010, 01:12
I've felt very sad for days and I've never been like this before, for this long anyway. We broke up from college today for a 3 month summer. Now normally I'd be very happy at the time off but not this time, the love of my life has broke up with her boyfriend. This is a good thing for me obv but shes been really sad about it the past few days and its horrible seeing her like that. I was planning to tell her how much I liked even when they were still together; I know nothing was going to happen but I needed to tell her rather than never do it. But because shes been so sad lately its just not possible to tell her; its completely the wrong time.

So I didn't do it and its making me sad, I know I prob won't see her over the holidays aswell. I will try but I don't know how long to leave it before asking her to go somewhere like the cinema or whatever. So hmm, the sadness is ripe at the mo.
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Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on June 17, 2010, 17:42
I just can't seem to get up the energy to do anything |=
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Post by: kerri-anne on June 17, 2010, 19:03

Hairmutt: the squirrels are being a pain..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on June 18, 2010, 00:04
The fact I work with the laziest most selfish "managers" (and I use the term loosely) who couldn't manage a prayer in a mosque and couldn't care less about anything that doesn't affect them.

This doesn't so much make me angry as want to punch someone in the face then phone in sick and see how they cope with no staff whatsoever.
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Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on June 18, 2010, 20:24
Exams :/ Ugh, and my Duke Of Edinburugh expedition that's coming up >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on June 18, 2010, 21:05
I got snake bites.

And I dont mean the lip piercing types >>

Yup. I got bloody well bitten by my Rosy Boa!

I got BIT by a species that are "Shy, placid, tolerant of handling and bit VERY rarely" >>

I've kept MUCH more vicious things than those...heck i've had CORN SNAKES that are more vicious than these guys!

And what happens?

I GET BIT!! >>
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Post by: kerri-anne on June 18, 2010, 22:04

Hairmutt: Curtis sister had dumped  son on us all day and he's staying the night
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 18, 2010, 23:01
My uni has a new rule this year. If you fail a re-sit you get kicked out. I know people a year behind who have qualified but if I fail my re-sit in July I won't get the same treatment. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 18, 2010, 23:19
I drove down to Royal Holloway College (London) to pick up my brother from a week long seminar thing and take him back to his and his wife's flat in Leicester, and I have come to the following conclusions:

1. I hate the M25
2. I hate London (I hated it anyway, now I hate it even more)
3. I hate Peterborough
4. I hate the M1
5. I hate bus drivers, the pushy, bullying, road hogging Nazis that they are. "I'm a bus driver, therefore the laws of the road do not apply to me, excuse me while I force my way into that tiny little gap between your Peugeot 206 and the Ford Mondeo in front of you and not even acknowledge your presence."
6. I hate Leicester's central ring road
7. I hate motorcyclists
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on June 18, 2010, 23:26
I thought you hated those things anyways Milsap =S

The fact that I'm listening to Behind Blue Eyes; such a beautiful song which always makes me feel sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 18, 2010, 23:31
Nah, just London. The M25 is just a glorified car park, and Leicester's bus drivers... Well... I can't say what I want to say about them because of the 3+ law.

And the central ring road in Leicester is a joke. All the signs point to Melton Mowbray. I DON'T WANT TO GO THERE, I WANT THE A47!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on June 19, 2010, 02:13
The fact that I went to bed like two hours ago and have gotten back up because I cannot sleep, my anxiety is sky high and I actually feel nauseous with nerves. I need to go on the pills or something dfkjdkgjdfg

Work promises to be fun in, ooooh... seven hours? Wednesday could not be further away right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on June 19, 2010, 11:48
not really depressing... but while i was baby sitting the other day the girl i was looking after yanked my labret stud, it ripped a little and now it's all healed up it has gone really dry and cracked. it hurts a little too. i put some vastiline on it and on my lips to help but i got an itchy nose tried to wipe it and ended up wiping mass amounts of vastiline all over my face. now it's all sticky :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 19, 2010, 12:41
Spent over £70 so far on books for next year, no money coming in now college has finished for summer too. :<

Feel free to paypal me some cash, in exchange I can offer you an e-smile.
Taster:
:)
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Post by: #Emma---# on June 19, 2010, 13:16
My final Physics A-level exam went badly yesterday =[ It was the new one, and it was difficult, and I ran out of time. I wasn't sure what some of the questions were asking, and I forgot loads of stuff because I panicked (and I remembered a lot of this stuff after I came out of the exam!). I really think I got an E or a U on it >> I need a B or a C in Physics to go to uni, and I can't see that happening anymore. I'll just have to hope that I've done well enough in the retakes to boost it up I guess (but this exam is worth 25% of my entire grade =/). I have one retake left so I'll have to try for a high A (this one is only worth 15% though). Arghh. I thought my exams had been going ok until I got to this one >> 6 down, 3 to go =/

Also, I woke up this morning and one of my eyes is swollen for some strange reason. It's all red and my eyelid is huge. It's painful, but it also feels odd >> No idea why but it's annoying.

Then I have another exam on Monday (Geography), and I haven't revised that much for it because I was so worried about Physics >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 20, 2010, 14:35
The fact that my friend keeps spamming my facebook page with social interview questions.. /: He really needs a life.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on June 20, 2010, 21:12
the hosptial! Going to the hosptial, the soul crushing, heart wrenching place that makes me want to pour acid down my throat in sheer brokeness.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on June 20, 2010, 21:14
I find myself trapped in this house with messy people who I can no longer stand.

And I have to pack my university life away now that I am graduating. I'm not really ready for this.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 21, 2010, 15:57
My mum wouldn't let me go to glasgow. I had EVERYTHING sorted. But nooo ' the girl that's giving you the ticket could be a paedo!11' 'you'll get lost' 'you have no-where to stay'
1. I've spoken to her for ages.
2. I had the directions on my phone
3. Go halfers with another forum member.

I AM SO ANNOYED SDFGHJKL;PDJSGFHJDSBBV
i could just do a 2hr mad dash to glasgow.
why the hell do i have to live in the middle of no-where ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 21, 2010, 16:16
dear courtney's mum

hi i'm jen and i think you should let courtney come to glasgow because i live here and i have mad combat skillz so i can fight off any creepers.
i am also pretty awesome. it would only be fair that your daughter came to a city i lived in to witness my awesome up close.
ps i have many leather bound books and my apartment smells of rich mahogany. and i'm street smart. i got glasgow city heart.

- jen
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 21, 2010, 18:27
My mum wouldn't let me go to glasgow. I had EVERYTHING sorted. But nooo ' the girl that's giving you the ticket could be a paedo!11' 'you'll get lost' 'you have no-where to stay'
1. I've spoken to her for ages.
2. I had the directions on my phone
3. Go halfers with another forum member.

I AM SO ANNOYED SDFGHJKL;PDJSGFHJDSBBV
i could just do a 2hr mad dash to glasgow.
why the hell do i have to live in the middle of no-where ;_;

just say Loz from Wales met her, and she ain't a paedo

even though i haven't, but w/e

i'm probably never going to see my crush again; he's going to college and i'm staying at sixth form

damn me for being ill on the college open days /me shakefist
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on June 21, 2010, 19:32

Our summer has been cancelled! Soicol workers flault..making go to a day center from 9am-7pm...massive boredom and getting deaf by the other peolpe who go there..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on June 21, 2010, 20:37
My so called 'Friend' has been spreading rumors about me, telling people my deepest darkest secrets and telling everyone I know about the bad things in my family. Yeah, really great friend you are. Just stay away from my family, you creep.D<

[/rant]
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Post by: Lorem Ipsum on June 21, 2010, 21:42
The wonderful, splendiferous music of Elbow. It's beautiful, but oh so depressing and dreamy.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on June 21, 2010, 21:45
Quote from: Shaymin
i'm probably never going to see my crush again; he's going to college and i'm staying at sixth form

Add him on fb or msn and arrange to meet up with him or something. Distance is just a hurdle you gotta jump guuurl! =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on June 21, 2010, 22:05
i'm probably never going to see my crush again; he's going to college and i'm staying at sixth form

The guy I like lives in Scotland and I've barely seen him over the past two years =[ Msn is a wonderful way to keep annoying him though!


We only started A2 teaching today and already I'm faced with a mountain of work - A few maths lessons worth and a load of biology statistics stuff that I need to teach myself in time for our field trip next week, not including everything else I'll miss tomorrow =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on June 22, 2010, 13:30
Its the summer holidays for me and I wish I were still in college. I really hope the rest of the summer doesn't stay the way it has been so far. Everyone seems to be busy or on holiday its crap!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 22, 2010, 15:11
i never got accepted into college and i just don't see a point anymore
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 22, 2010, 15:33
Add him on fb or msn and arrange to meet up with him or something. Distance is just a hurdle you gotta jump guuurl! =]

he deleted his fb and he hasn't been on his msn for decades :B i have his twitter though :P

i can't believe it... school's finally over... it only feels like yesterday i was a terrified six year old hiding behind my mum's legs in year one :B
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Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 22, 2010, 16:45
^ You've left school? wow :O I still have another year.

THE HEAT FGHJKL. I almost puked today, I was so hungry and I was sweating so much. I'm scottish man I'm not used to this ;; Also the setlist was epic last night why couldn't I go.
[yes i have post gig deprssion even though I wasn't actually there.]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on June 22, 2010, 18:26
^ You've left school? wow :O I still have another year.

HA!

Quote
THE HEAT FGHJKL. I almost puked today, I was so hungry and I was sweating so much. I'm scottish man I'm not used to this ;; Also the setlist was epic last night why couldn't I go.
[yes i have post gig deprssion even though I wasn't actually there.]
aaw! *hugs*

yeah it's like 30+ degrees here and all my guinea pigs are like blargh and so am I i hate summer!

i wish winter and the snow'd come back.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on June 22, 2010, 18:33
Mother just called me selfish because I said that I didn't like the food at a restaurant with friends. The things she said hurt a lot and she doesn't even realize it because SHE'S the one who doesn't give a damn about anything other than her appearance and how others perceive her. Sorry to be the blemish in your life, ma. It's your own fault for getting pregnant with me, and I'll bet you 1000 bucks if she knew that I wouldn't meet her standards back when she was pregnant with me she'd have seriously considered getting rid of me.

No joke.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on June 22, 2010, 19:06
I've got nowhere to watch the football, I'm really hungry but I can't cook, I'm feeling generally down and urgh, can't be arsed with anything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on June 22, 2010, 22:32
i'm not ballsy enough to im the kid i've liked for.. five or six months? lol im sad.

we used to be so close thoughhhh im gonna im him this summer though. that strange fortune teller talking about us growing closer in july best be right, or else i'll burn her house to the ground.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on June 24, 2010, 21:25
I smell like Guinness. I fogot that draught is like beer in that if it gets shaken up it'll go everywhere.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on June 25, 2010, 18:33
The neighbors for my old house were the kind to never speak except the occasional "hello" over the hedge...but the ones at my new house just came over and invited me to a BBQ. I'm going to have to spend months thinking up excuses to avoid them now. >.<
Why can't people just be anti-social? :(
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Post by: Moon Chaser on June 25, 2010, 19:49
It is too hot inside and outside.
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Post by: Webby on June 25, 2010, 23:03
In between all the paperwork and stress for uni, I didn't think to consider checking up on bursaries and I just found out the deadline for assessment was 1st June. Dx   I am totally screwed next year.
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Post by: Milsap on June 25, 2010, 23:48
The neighbors for my old house were the kind to never speak except the occasional "hello" over the hedge...but the ones at my new house just came over and invited me to a BBQ. I'm going to have to spend months thinking up excuses to avoid them now. >.<
Why can't people just be anti-social? :(

If the 2012 Olympics were being held in Spalding then the 4x100 ASBO relay would be the focus of everybody's attention.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on June 26, 2010, 22:46
Why did I try my contact lenses! They feel weird and I look odd without a big chunk of glass and metal to cover my face. I need a bag or a mask or something.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: CrimsonalCore on June 27, 2010, 00:29
I was cheerful in the morning, but when I went back to sleep and woke up later on, I felt depressed.

It is possible for a human that depressed without any reason or thinking something sad? Like thinking about how your parent dies/loved one dies, for example.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on June 27, 2010, 13:21
My friend.
"everyone picks on me!"
No. No they don't. They are having something called a JOKE. I don't think you've heard of it :v
She went mental because my friend ryan kept on calling her a tomboy, jokingly obv.

Then she points to one of the walls in school that has an oystercatcher painted on it, then asks 'What's that?'. We tell her "its a bird!" She goes nuts and says, "I know it's a bird, I was pointing to the splatter!!!11"
How were we supposed to know. Anyways she stormed off afterwards.
I really can't deal with her tantrums. GROW UP.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 27, 2010, 13:38
i can't draw women
i make them ugly and i can't draw what i see in my head which is a lot better than what i actually throw into photoshop
always the case
ugh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on June 27, 2010, 16:51
The score on England vs Germany D=

I'm just going to dig a hole and die in it right now =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ferox on June 27, 2010, 17:09
I know. DD=
Bye Bye England. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on June 27, 2010, 17:11
Well, I haven't got much of an opinion on the World Cup seeing as I'm not from England or Germany, but yeah, it appears to be depressing a lot on here. :V Also, I have hayfever. Ugh.
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Post by: EagleEye101 : Impactz on June 27, 2010, 18:09
England. Nuff said. Lousy jerks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on June 27, 2010, 18:14

Hairmutt: broke my pokewalker... that and this england world cup. I am gald their out as the media would not of shutted up if thet had won.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on June 27, 2010, 18:19
Next on Heroes
   - Heroes has ended.


/clutches boxsets ;_______;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on June 27, 2010, 18:22
The Football results. I got dragged out of the house in the boiling heat, to an even hotter, stuffy pub just for England to loose.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on June 27, 2010, 23:59
England vs Germany doesn't depress me. I laughed when I found out. Once again a ton of hype, and once again, England got their asses handed to them on a platter.

Anyways I'm somewhat upset right now, since my best mate is really upset about something but he won't say what, and he's sayin he'll never be happy again until the day he dies. I hate it when he talks like that =/
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Post by: Sunnii on July 01, 2010, 16:16
I hate this date. It's meant to be a happy date normally co it is close to the summer and all. But nothing ever good will make me happy on the 1st july .. It's been six years since my dad died. And of course one mate was a competely .... *beep * ect... I ended up having a right go at her in the mddle of the food hall.  Not nice.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on July 01, 2010, 17:14
^ Pm me if you want to talk. I'm sorry to hear about your dad. *hug* :( I'm depressed because my friend is being a total idiot. He broke up with my best friend for nothing and still has the nerve to invite himself out whenever we go somewhere. |:

Surfing today was terrible. That's all I'm saying. Plus, I feel sick.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 02, 2010, 20:22
The bathroom tap water tastes funny and smells like the sludge we found at the bottom of the old pond.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on July 02, 2010, 23:14
It is too warm. The heat is making me dizzy and tired.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on July 03, 2010, 15:04
Only two more days with my boyfriend...

;____;

*issonotseriouslyconsideringfollowinghimbacktoIreland*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 03, 2010, 21:37
Just had a massive argument with my friend. She asked a guy out after just 4 days of knowing him, then pretty much forced him into going out with her by acting all depressed and upset. 2 days later, he dumps her for the girl he's liked for god knows how long, and she starts moaning non-stop about how she lost the one she loved. I kinda told her to stop moaning and pick herself back up, then BOOM! argument from hell...it's got to the point we're refusing to speak to each other. Problem is, we're working in the same place as well...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on July 03, 2010, 21:53
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE INCAPABLE TO PICKING UP ON THE MOST FACE SLAPPINGLY OBVIOUS OF HINTS

ugh this is going to end up with me cracking up in a fit of rage and people being upset but oh well
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 04, 2010, 22:15
(http://s3.amazonaws.com/twitpic/photos/large/124595994.jpg?AWSAccessKeyId=0ZRYP5X5F6FSMBCCSE82&Expires=1278279095&Signature=uexNbMvMwF8yWj6qsgwAbc8AFrI%3D)


punches an infant in the stomach and the face at the same time
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on July 04, 2010, 22:18
Would it anger you if I thought the Beiber pic was you for a few seconds?


*runs away*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 04, 2010, 22:23
... why would you even?! ;_;
even though i can see where you'd get confused. i am gorgeous like zach and have bieber's hair ;o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on July 04, 2010, 23:50
I have just finished college for good. I am too old to start another course and i have been looking for a job for ages. I just discovered that because of my college time ending my payment is going to change to £40 a week. £15 of that going towards rent. How on earth i am going to live on £25 a week is beyond me. Especially as i have to buy food, clothes, travel, loo rolls, deodorant and shampoo it's going to be real tough until i finally either get a job or get into the RAF.

Thankfully i have been selling a lot of paintings lately so at least i have a tiny amount of other money coming in. It's not much, unreliable and not regular but i am grateful as i sometimes have a few extra squids to fall back on when things get really tough. <3

((Also my flatmate ate all my ice cream, noodles and -all- my fruit, has been using my shampoo and loo rolls so i have to lock everything in my room... Her friends also stole my phone and one of My Xbox controllers... which i had to replace))
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: CrimsonalCore on July 04, 2010, 23:58
After reading the poetry that make you wish you were never born.......
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on July 06, 2010, 08:59
Well...

You're all probably sick to the back teeth of me twittering on about it...

Buuut...

My boyfriend's finally gone home after staying with me for two weeks...which is a week longer than the both of us expected.

Which is why him going home is so much more harder to cope with ><

We've had an extra week to bond even more and we've taken complete advantage of that =/ So much so...we both just burst into tears while he was packing his bags this morning...

I'm actually feeling so sick with depression now he's gone...I have no clue what to do with myself...and just...GAH ><;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 06, 2010, 12:15
Bad joints and looking after an elderly relative who was once so independent.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on July 06, 2010, 12:53
Feeling ronery and sadry arone.

Also I am turning 25 next week and this depresses me like you wouldn't believe. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on July 06, 2010, 13:02
Im on a two week holiday break and I'm sick, wth.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on July 06, 2010, 14:18
31 degrees celcius outside, 89 degrees farenheit.. and its 9:00 am. in new england.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on July 06, 2010, 14:30
I have no money, and i can't find any work D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on July 06, 2010, 14:41
Feeling ronery and sadry arone.

Also I am turning 25 next week and this depresses me like you wouldn't believe. D:

Hugs ;( 25 is not old, you still have at least 10 years left before you can think about suicide! JK chin up :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on July 06, 2010, 19:19
Less depressing, more annoying. I accidentally held control + scroll wheel and the text on a forum went big, but now when I shrink it down I've forgotten what size I usually use so nothing seems right. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 06, 2010, 19:51
^ Press Ctrl and 0, it'll reset the size. :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on July 06, 2010, 20:27
Newcastle v Sunderland has been moved to a Sunday so I might not be able to go. It's more angry than depressed but still ¬¬
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on July 06, 2010, 20:41
^ Press Ctrl and 0, it'll reset the size. :)
You're my new favourite person. :>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on July 06, 2010, 22:03
I have to wait till November for the releasw of CoD Black Ops and March next year for Pokemon Black. :(. I want them both now. :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 14:16

Kerri-anne: I am afraid that this man with tourette's is going to make me deaf at this day center and staff don't do anything to get him to lower the vomule.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on July 07, 2010, 14:17
Uhh, he can't help it...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 07, 2010, 14:20
staff don't do anything to get him to lower the vomule.
Some hardware shops have pots full of ear plugs and you can take a pair for free or a tiny charge.

I'm depressed about about my re-sit. Now to copy and paste that into this topic every day until August.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 16:17
Uhh, he can't help it...

Kerri-anne: and that really makes it alight for the people to put up ? thanks if you can't I am being saracist..I thought you guys would understand that severly disabled shouldn't be in with not severly disabled.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 07, 2010, 16:27
Now I feels sad about not knowing what a "saracist" is...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 16:30
saracism is that better for you
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 07, 2010, 16:33
severly disabled shouldn't be in with not severly disabled.
My brother had a similar problem in a hospital ward. He was told he needed plenty of rest after the op, but he could never sleep at night because of the patients with mental problems shouting all night and the crazy guy opposite who would stare at him all night long shouting weird accusations of things that happended decades ago.

I suppose it all depends how bad their condition is. Don't want to exclude people if it can be helped.


Edit: sarcasm right? Like what I think Guildguider Apprentice is using to humerous effect.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 07, 2010, 16:42
saracism is that better for you

Now I feel worse, because I've never heard of that concept.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 17:20

Curtis; we have to go the day center and probaby GO DEAF. I thought mum would understand that someone shouting at the top of his voice is not good for people who are party deaf.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 07, 2010, 17:27
^ Fake being religious and join a chruch day group if the day centre isn't working out for you. Works even better if you really are religious.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 07, 2010, 17:49

Kerri-anne: it just they seem to cater more the more sever disabilties. Not some with AS/ dyslexia..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 07, 2010, 23:36
freakin
parents
sisters
family
BULLCRAP.

nobody's a victim, nobody hates each other and i wish everyone would just SHUT UP
my sister's saying mum's a horrible person and she's telling me all this stuff that's wrong with her and then tells me she's not trying to turn us against her??? is that why she told me that i should never lend mum money??? is THAT why she said i should trust dad more?
she's so UP HER OWN ASS and i hate her and whenever i think about her i get so ANGRY and i hate everything she does she confuses me and i want it all to fix itself so mum can be happy and ana and sarah won't have to grow up into this broken up bulls--t!!!

also the fact i'm not even good enough to get into a freakin AMATEUR DRAMATICS group let alone a higher drama course? i'm never gonna get anywhere and for real i don't see a point in continuing because everything's just happening all over again and i've never wanted to hurt people more than i do now because everything's just making me so angry and i hate it all so much i just want to be happy again but i can't when i'm being kicked out of my house and told to grow up like i have been since i was 10 because we need money and i couldn't be a child without that money and i just want those 4 years of depression back so i can live them because i should have been a child and now i'm being forced to be an adult and i'm not ready for that i just want to go back and fix everything

i also get annoyed by the fact i'm so freakin lonely because nobody wants to be my friend because i'm weird i'm not normal i'm not supposed to like what i like and live how i live i'm not pretty and i'm depressed. nobody wants me and nobody gives a damn.

nobody has any idea why i'm so angry all the time because nobody wants to listen and i want to hurt someone to make them listen because i need to to make everything even slightly better and just

why is everything so horrible now when it was all going so well a few weeks ago i just felt like i could live without worrying anymore.







i'm sorry
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 09, 2010, 15:35
I've lost my voice... well I haven't but my throat is all flemmy and it feels weird.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 09, 2010, 19:06
I found out why I failed my exam, surprisingly it wasn't because I'm stupid (although that was how I failed the previous one) but because we're allowed to take references into the exam but I always paraphrase my references which isn't allowed so they failed it. I could understand if there was a warning but the module handbook makes no mention to what you can or can't take and the lecturers never said anything against it. I was taught to always paraphrase too so it was just a natural way for me to work. I have to go and be grumpy now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on July 09, 2010, 23:41
A Geography project that I spent two and a half weeks on has gone. I sent it from my laptop at home to my login at school, opened it, saved it and when I went to open it on Thursday it was gone. I had deleted it off my laptop so I checked the recycle bin. Turns out I emptied it on the Wednesday. I am currently trying to scrape something together for Monday (that is when it is due in).
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on July 09, 2010, 23:41
I have just spent forever on the wrong side of everything, been homeless, slept rough, sofa surfed, and currently in a homeless shelter. for weeks i would have to live off what i could beg for or busk for on the street until i found a college course that gave me £30 a week so that was cool.

But i have got my act together, been offered a job at a paint balling centre (i love paint balling <3) and i was told i would be pretty good at the job and i am moving into my own brand new flat on Monday. For once everything is going right for me and i will finally be able to stand up and say "I’m doing ok" not perfect, i won't have a lot of money to myself but I’m fine with that.

The thing was after receiving this fantastic news, i turned to one of my good friends and i wanted to talk to him about it, as you would do, something good happens you would want to talk. He just told me that i won't be able to hack the job and I’m going to lose my flat and that i am useless at everything. Saying I’m not smart enough to live on my own even though i have been doing pretty well living on my own recently. He is meant to be my friend and he is being really horrid to me about something i was really pleased about.

I asked him if he could help me carry a few boxes but he said no, he lives 5 minutes away and he won’t even pick up any boxes.

Also 2 weeks ago the person taking care of my gerbils gave them away without telling me. She had my number and everything she could have called and asked me to move them. But what really got my goat was that i was the one paying for them, i was giving her monthly money to get bedding, and food and i would buy them toys to play with. I would see them every 2 days and play with them. They were with me all though my homelessness and they were the only thing i had that didn't shun me or turn away. They where the only thing i had that made me feel at all useful. And she get's rid of them. I could have had them in my new flat now and i could have seen them all the time and played with them... but now i can't... i know they were only gerbils but they were still my babies.

My new flat is also unfurnished, so i will have to sleep on my futon. It also has no washing machine so i will have to go to the laundrette, no kettle so no tea for a while and no fridge.... in fact it has nothing aside from this little coffee table i found hidden in the airing cupboard. But i can buy new stuff...

I know long post is long but i really needed to get that off my chest T.T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on July 10, 2010, 04:04
So far, people .
And parents . :U
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on July 10, 2010, 18:03
It just looks like after Uni there's no jobs or whatever out there for me and I just feel like I've wasted my time.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 10, 2010, 18:18
^Try this http://www.jobs.nhs.uk/cgi-bin/employer_list.cgi (http://www.jobs.nhs.uk/cgi-bin/employer_list.cgi) Although you might have to move far away.

I'm depressed about my friends thinking I'm a serious person. How many years does it take for them to realise I don't mean the rubbish I spout? I mean they say horrible things all the time but everyone laughs because its just a joke but they think I'm being genuinly evil...but I'm nice why else would I be after a job that forces me to work terrible hours which change at random. Okay so the money will be good but I really do feel better when I can make someone smile.  :unsure:


-Everything Buttons said.-
Thats awful...
...can I have the film rights to your life? Seriously. o_o
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on July 10, 2010, 22:48
My throat hurts. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 11, 2010, 05:23
in other news i tried a cigarette earlier.
now my breath smells of smoke. it's gross.
never again.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 11, 2010, 15:37
^ ok i don't usually get mad at stuff like this but for christ sake just get a job so you don't need to complain about ~*severely disabled*~ people or just don't go to the gd day centre because it just makes you look really whiny and rude. these people can't help being disabled, stop looking down your freakin nose at them, you look like a douche.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on July 11, 2010, 15:42
irritated by people who claim to hate Christianity, but then wish people to do things for the sake of Christ
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Snagprophet on July 11, 2010, 17:12
^
Yeah, they denounce the existence of God but continue to use phrases like 'Gawd syke'.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on July 11, 2010, 18:28
I'm going to have to say goodbye to pkmn.net for a while as i am moving out today. My fix of RP and casual chatter is over until i can get internet at my new place. byebyw for now!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 11, 2010, 20:33
sitting around for hours is ok for the sever disabiled not us.

okay that's a step too far. Do you think the severely disabled WANT to sit about all day and do nothing? No. My mum isn't severely disabled but HATES having to do nothing - if she could go and get a job she WOULD, because being disabled isn't fun.

mum basically ripped my only skirt to shreds - :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on July 11, 2010, 20:34
Nose is gushing like a snotty waterfall. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Moon Chaser on July 11, 2010, 20:39
I have been trying to watch a film on sky box office, but it won't work. They said it would be sorted in 24 hours. It has now been over three days. I'll make mum phone them back in the morning.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 11, 2010, 20:46
irritated by people who claim to hate Christianity, but then wish people to do things for the sake of Christ

umm j/w was that at me lol... .______________.



i've got some rolls. growing into a muffin top. maybe i'm just bloated but i need to drag my  fat ass (in the making) to the gym. WERK IT FAT.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on July 11, 2010, 20:57
^Try this http://www.jobs.nhs.uk/cgi-bin/employer_list.cgi (http://www.jobs.nhs.uk/cgi-bin/employer_list.cgi) Although you might have to move far away.

Thanks for the help, but the NHS is in completely the wrong sort of area for me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 12, 2010, 20:22
Temperature, got a level 4 in one of my SATS.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: killetheth on July 14, 2010, 00:44
I wonder how many people posting in this topic know what depression actually is and are actually depressed as opposed to just "sad"?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 14, 2010, 03:22
^ Please do not question this topic. I'll gain clinical depression if you do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on July 14, 2010, 14:22
 i miss all the people from the kids club in kenya 3:

 mainly tara, harry, dan and calum especially calum.

 i wish calum had either spoke to me earlier in the holiday, instead of the last day he and dan were there, or that he'd not spoke to me at all. this is because he is very fit and as i discovered funny. so now i miss him a lot. grr. i also very surprisingly miss dan even though he just talks rubbish all the time - he is very funny. tara's hilarious and harry's just so cool. even if everyone thought i fancied him and that he fancied me. he even got up early to say goodbye to me.

but yeah i just miss them. ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on July 14, 2010, 22:22
My band's final ever gig is on August 8th =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 14, 2010, 23:01
Hoping to go see A7X in November, but it hit me that I wouldn't ever get to see The Rev live on stage...it's depressing because he was an absolutely great guy and an incredible drummer, and I'd have loved to see him live...

@Milsap: What?! Why?! What's the reason for this? =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on July 15, 2010, 00:52
I was in a singing competition last week and I sang  the male version of Love Story  (http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/anonymous/love_story_male_version.html) and I've just gotten a call from a guy who was at the contest and he's really interested in my voice and wants me to go see him during the week, because he said "you could actually be the next Taylor Swift." <3

I know I shouldn't get my hopes up, but I'm so happy!! :D
No.

At around 3 O' clock yesterday, I had lunch with the guy who was interested in my voice. It was going well, he was telling me stories of people who he's managed and that have gone off, travelling to America and stuff, and then he brought me to his studio, with my mom, and there were others there. Anyway, I had to sing in front of them all, so I sang "Teardrops On My Guitar" (male version) and when it was over everyone said I did really well, and my mom was almost crying, like with happiness! But then Niall (guy who liked my voice) took me aside and more or less said that no, they actually weren't interested in me, because:
a) I'm not appealing enough to the eyes. (Braces, average-looking)
b) They think I'm too much of a 'Taylor Swift' in the sense that the idea's been done, and no one would be interested in me. Plenty of people have gone the 'country teen' route before.
c)I'm too young, apparently.

But he said that if I tried really, really hard and that karma was good to me, then maybe, just maybe, I could work on stage as a backing singer or backstage. How lovely of him.

"Teardrops on my guitar" is a pretty accurate song to sing, as it's one of the only things I've been doing since five. )':
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 15, 2010, 03:18
a) I'm not appealing enough to the eyes. (Braces, average-looking)
c)I'm too young, apparently.

I'm sorry, but these are just bull.
@A: I don't understand about what looks have anything to do with singing. Susan Boyle, for an example.
@C: Justin Bieber's the same age as you, so this isn't a viable reason.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on July 15, 2010, 03:56
paul, to let you know, i've never heard you sing before, but just to let you know, there is no way you want to get signed by a guy who cares about your looks and age. 'cause what he's trying to do is pretty much turn you into some charming teenage star appearing in J-14 and stuff, who little teenage girls are gonna swarm around. honestly, let's look at teenage stars like, say, aaron carter.

 wait, aaron carter? who the hells that kid? i google imaged him and he looks like a pile of sticks!

 anyways, someone who will use you right will take you one day if you keep trying. you know all of those people who were interested in your voice? maybe your name will carry over. you never know. just saying, regardless, if i had people who were stoked to hear me sing, even if they sound out that i sounded like 7 screeching condors, knowing that people were impressed would be a huge honor.


 whats bringing me down? one of my guy friends, swear to god cross my heart one of the sweetest guys i know is gonna get him heart broken the next time he gets on facebook. treat a girl like crap, she treats you like gold. treat a girl like gold, she treats you like crap. just lemme say that it involves some skinny little bottomfeeder who thinks he's the toughest thing around getting her to admit she likes him and then going like: 'naw, you like him (my guys friend) and its stupid you're still hung up on him.'

 wanna know something else hilarious? after the girl admitted how much she cared about him, the guy goes and texts my best friend and confesses his feelings for her, and then goes ahead and starts talking to this girl then saying how she's all hung up.

 and she keeps on going like: 'no i dont like him, i love you. i love you. don't let a guy i used to like get between us, please'

 there are some girls i kinda wish i could just go like: 'he doesnt love you and you shouldn't love him.' but she'd just get angry despite it being true. ugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 15, 2010, 09:56
a) I'm not appealing enough to the eyes. (Braces, average-looking)
b) They think I'm too much of a 'Taylor Swift' in the sense that the idea's been done, and no one would be interested in me. Plenty of people have gone the 'country teen' route before.
c)I'm too young, apparently.
I'm sorry, but these are just bull.
@A: I don't understand about what looks have anything to do with singing. Susan Boyle, for an example.
@C: Justin Bieber's the same age as you, so this isn't a viable reason.

Agreed 100% here. Looks mean nothing in the music industry. If everything was based around looks, we'd have an army of untalented 'musicians' on our hands...(I use musicians very lightly there...)

And tbh, it doesn't matter about age. You could be any age to go far. But I can see why he'd say it from his perspective. Being 16/17, your voice still hasn't fully developed. Although it won't be that much different to how it is now I'd have thought...meh tbh you're better off finding someone who's GENUINELY interested in your voice, and in helping you achieve great things in music, rather than finding someone who's searching for the next Justin Beiber.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Paul200 on July 15, 2010, 17:28
Yeah, thanks guys.
__________

I'm back from the orthodontist, and my mouth is in labour. /: I can barely eat anything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on July 15, 2010, 18:08
tonsillitis is painful, especially with a cold as well. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on July 15, 2010, 22:07
The adorable baby eagle that we got last week died today =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on July 16, 2010, 16:47
I just got back from a holiday where I met this amazing guy. It only took us 2 days to hook up!

But now we are both back home, and his is in the USA! Even though we are still together, we cant see each other for a whole year when we go on another trip.  :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on July 16, 2010, 21:40
je l'ai encore dans mon cœur
et je ne peux pas me débarrasse de lui

Love and its impossibility sometimes is crushing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 18, 2010, 09:58

Curtis: Hairmutt wouldn't speak to me after our falling out last night.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 19, 2010, 14:39
I miss one of my old housemates. She gave such good hugs, like being enveloped in a short marshmallow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 19, 2010, 19:22
I hate myself.

because there was a moth today and it touched my finger and I screamed like a five year old.

urgh stupid heart was also going like asdfghjkl;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on July 19, 2010, 19:24
haha, I get a bit like that with flies.  Not screaming but ewwwww sorta thing.

won't kill 'em though.  They just creep me out.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 19, 2010, 19:32
haha, I get a bit like that with flies.  Not screaming but ewwwww sorta thing.

won't kill 'em though.  They just creep me out.

I'm like it with anything that will inadvertently fly into you - butterflies included. I hate being afraid of everything ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on July 19, 2010, 19:37
Tip: Don't ever watch the early The Fly movie, I'm too terrifed to.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 19, 2010, 20:23
I have to leave my school on Friday, I've been going for seven years and now it's just going to be over.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on July 19, 2010, 20:29
I have to leave my school on Friday, I've been going for seven years and now it's just going to be over.
I remember doing that, this time two years ago. It was a really sad walk home, wish I spent more time just wondering around the building to try and remember it all on my last day. To think...several of the people in my year have got kids now. *sigh*
I recommend taking a camera phone and taking a ridiculous amount of pictures, they can cheer you up should the need arise.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Gusparce on July 19, 2010, 21:49
Still not over my parrots death....
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on July 20, 2010, 12:17
I'm like it with anything that will inadvertently fly into you - butterflies included. I hate being afraid of everything ;-;

If it makes you feel any better, I'm the same -_- granted, I don't scream, but I get as far away from them as I can.

I'm now depressed cos Loz is depressed about something I often get depressed about. It's depressing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: HipHop Honchkrow on July 21, 2010, 14:51
My Sisters death and A rubbish year 9
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 21, 2010, 17:56
Paul's posts say Guest now and that upsets me. ;____;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 21, 2010, 18:08
nothing actually: i'm actually quite happy. thanks for asking though
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on July 21, 2010, 20:45
Paul left. And didn't tell me. That is depressing. ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shadow Lykan™ on July 22, 2010, 02:11
My hamster, Waffle, died. SHE WAS SO YOUNG

Why God? WHY?!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Apprentice on July 22, 2010, 03:05
My Sisters death

...!!!
Oh my...I send my condolences for your loss. ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 23, 2010, 00:05
my friend's in a hospital. mental hospital. i don't know him irl. can't consider him a close friend. it messes me up to think that some of the offhand comments he made led to that. i feel guilty. i don't know if i said anything bad to him. hope not. i don't even know the full story. just that he's not gonna be back for a while. it's horrible that people are making jokes about him too. they don't understand the situation.


offhand comment: i need a psychiatrist.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 23, 2010, 00:48
that's just horrible! :o


My dad's disc in his back slipped. Then popped. And now he has severe sciatica. During the one week when he needs to be at his job.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on July 23, 2010, 18:11
^ That happened to my mum.
 
I left primary school today, I only have two people going to my new school (There's another on the top of the waiting list.)
 
I've already broken down like, 4 times today...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on July 23, 2010, 18:14
Just had some new elastic bands put on my brace and it hurts like hell. =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on July 23, 2010, 21:33
I texted one of my friends (becky) if she wanted to do something tommorow, she said "I'm going up Fyrish (a hill that overlooks where I live) tommorow with A do you want to come?"

I said yeah.

I met Becky and another of our friends later on. She said she hadn't text back yet but she wanted me to come, it'd be better. Then I get a text from Becky saying she wanted it to be 'just them two'

Screw you. You just want it to be her because you're a little attention seeker who can't take it if someone else is there.
I'm not annoyed at Becky, but her.

If you don't want me around then don't whine after the summer when I don't speak to you. Don't expect me to care about your god damn problems. Don't expect me to 'listen'. I'm sick fed up of it.

You don't know it but becky's annoyed at you to. She can't take your attention seeking mood swings. No-one can.

I have two words for you.

Grow up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 24, 2010, 01:29
someone i've known since november just asked me my name
like they legit forgot even though we talk every couple of days
yeah it's nice to know i'm easy to forget it makes me think about things i'd rather not too ugh h8 my life rn
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 24, 2010, 03:20
argh some dude i don't like turned out to be my best friend's uncle.

rrrrrrrrrrrrgijdlskfjklsf
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on July 24, 2010, 17:02
I really dont want this little black kitten that my cat had to be sold ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: EMPIRE on July 24, 2010, 17:20
the summer holidays. i've been off since the middle of june and i can't take much more of the crushing bordem. i need a job but there are none in my town. or the next. the next after that is too far.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on July 24, 2010, 18:32
The stupid rain. It was raining all day today, and now it's bright out. I missed a day out with my friends because of the rain! /:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Cecily and Pikachu on July 24, 2010, 20:32
Just had a major family row. Not fun.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on July 26, 2010, 05:42
I just got back from a world of no/infrequent internet for 3 weeks only to discover that mangaka don't want there to be manga scanalations anymore!!!!

What the heck am I going to do without by Naruto/One Piece?! *dies*

Edit by Gurren_Lagann - Please stop with the ALL CAPS; you've done this a number of times and you still repeat it even though I've had to keep on editing your posts. It's in the rules that it isn't allowed because it makes it difficult to read and is alse seen as quite aggressive.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on July 26, 2010, 06:15
Just found out I'm in wales for an extra 4 days :(. damn I miss my computer...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on July 26, 2010, 22:28
*sigh*

Im so clingy...

Its only been 7 hours since we last spoke...

...And already I'm longing and pining ._.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on July 26, 2010, 22:30
My insomnia's back.
 The past few nights i've been staying up doing random stuff (tyding up, looking for stuff, crap like that) then lying awake in bed for ages. Then when i do sleep i wake constantly during the night.

Usually i only get it when i'm down or stressed, and right now i'm happier than i've been for a long time :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 28, 2010, 22:47
Watched the last episode of series 2 of Torchwood... ;_____;   Criedddd
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on July 29, 2010, 15:21
Been 'fired' from my job, with the 'its not that you don't try hard we just find you unsutiable for this role'.

six weeks.  Ah.   Upset about it I rather liked working there.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 29, 2010, 20:35
i feel none of my friends actually give a damn about me anymore - no one has called or anything.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on July 29, 2010, 20:48
 why don't you text/phone them? they're probably wondering why you haven't. (or i should totaly sneak down to wales instead ;o)

I'm sad because i'll miss roxy when i go away to stornoway tommorow. Also my cd player doesn't like 1039 smoothed out slappy hours. It may be old but its GD at their best D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on July 29, 2010, 20:51
i feel none of my friends actually give a damn about me anymore - no one has called or anything.
Join the club. Since I left school no one really bothers with each other =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on July 29, 2010, 21:13
Countless hours of revision and I still can't see myself passing my exam. Better start looking forward to life at home searching for work.


Been 'fired' from my job, with the 'its not that you don't try hard we just find you unsutiable for this role'.

six weeks.  Ah.   Upset about it I rather liked working there.
You iz foreign benefit thief now.  D:
(But seriously hope an even better job turns up for you.)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on July 29, 2010, 21:16
^ technically I was a BENEFIT THEIVE before, it was community taskforce which means either I WORK IN A CHARITY FOR 25 HOURS A WEEK or STARVE [more or less] and now they're trying to shoehorn me somewhere else now.

but thanks man. : ] appreciated!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on July 29, 2010, 21:53
I Broke A Nail!!! Ahhhh! D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl! on July 30, 2010, 06:34
I am tired but can't sleep, and I miss my dog!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 30, 2010, 15:07
my dad's leg is pretty bad... i wish he could just somehow overdose on the steroids he's been getting without having concerns. he's probably going to need surgery, and i cannot sit through another whole surgery thing (my grandma, grandpa (twice) and my uncle (3 times) all had surgeries and spend a helluva lotta time in the ICU) i don't think he can handle surgery either...

D:<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on July 30, 2010, 16:37
i feel none of my friends actually give a damn about me anymore - no one has called or anything.
Join the club. Since I left school no one really bothers with each other =/

Any spots still open?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on July 30, 2010, 17:33
^ technically I was a BENEFIT THEIVE before, it was community taskforce which means either I WORK IN A CHARITY FOR 25 HOURS A WEEK or STARVE [more or less] and now they're trying to shoehorn me somewhere else now.

That's exactly what I'm doing now. o.o;  Scary.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on July 30, 2010, 19:26
i'm not going to see my babies for two weeks

DDDDDD:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on July 30, 2010, 20:14
You have babies?

D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on July 31, 2010, 15:11
^ guinea pigs = babies


idk i just feel so alone
i feel everyone's sick of me and leaving me, i feel like i just cause problems and i can't help but wonder if i'm actually supposed to have friends or if i need to completely change everything about me that makes me myself before people will like me.

the weather sucks.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on July 31, 2010, 21:43

monday and tuesday.

I am out all day on those days, and mums babysitting the brats. As soon as I get home I bet she'll say " No point getting your shoes off. We need to take the kids home"

WHY SHOULD I TAKE THEM HOME. I AM THE WHO HAS BEEN OUT ALL DAY. I don't want to out out again.


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on July 31, 2010, 21:45
I don't have a college to go to anymore =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 01, 2010, 18:07
I've had a really bad cough all week, and about an hour ago my throat decided to close up just after I had a shower and I couldn't breathe >> Panicked and managed to get downstairs to get my mum to hit me on the back to see if that helped. I'm alright now, but I really really hate not being able to breathe, which is why I panicked. I'm hoping it won't happen again, but my throat still feels pretty bad. I came home from China with a bit of a stomach bug too.

Also I still have a nasty bite from a bug as I forgot to spray some Jungle bug stuff on my last night in China, and so I got bitten (bitten 5 times in total during the week, but the other bites have gone). Trying not to scratch it, and I should really buy some antihistamine stuff for it. It's so annoying though.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 01, 2010, 19:02
I have to go to some aquarium camp thing this week. I really don't want to go, but it was like $300 so I have to. My dad is getting surgery soon and no awesomely good surgeon is covered by our insurance. And we have a pretty big company too! Not some petty little localized crap. So I don't know what'll happen. My dad's leg is completely numb, and it's not exactly comforting to have a numb leg for a month (he's had a numb leg for about a month now.). I wish the damn steroids did something. But it was a crapload of nothing. I wanna punch the douchebag who diagnosed him square in the mouth.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 02, 2010, 04:04
Urgh; I can't sleep and it's just making me feel bad and random things are beginning to bother me which is ridiculous.

Plus I found out Lil Wayne did his own version of Champions by Dame Dash's Dream Team; I mean it's bad enough Queen got sampled for it but Lil Wayne completely ruined what was surprisingly a decent sample ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 02, 2010, 19:50
my guinea pig died
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Legacy on August 03, 2010, 00:41
My dog died on Sunday. She was only 5, a nd it came as a shock since she was fine the day before. Then she went downhill, and we found out she had a stomach tumour, which was bleeding out...she was put down. It was either that, or leave it, and she die in the night, alone, and in pain...and during this time I was having a laugh down the beach clueless :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 03, 2010, 01:46
c-c-c-c-c c-c-c-c c-c-c-c-COMBO BREAKER of dead pets.

this will sound weird but My uncle's friend sold 600 rare collectors item not in print bootleg CDs over seas to get an iPad. A FRICKING IPAD. god.

not depressing me, but that's makin me kinda sad.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 03, 2010, 02:08
i'm reading socially awkward penguin... things and realising i've been in every single situation described... it's not fun at all but i can't stop
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 03, 2010, 02:09
you go on aim and everyone leaves?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 03, 2010, 22:12
^ basically


ugh i use this topic as my therapy sessions that don't exist deal with it

we have to move soon from this perfect four bedroom house that i love so much to a most likely two bedroom flat far away from everyone i know. we can't afford this house and because my parents are such petty little idiots about everything they can't just agree on something that can keep us in the house. i've tried to accept the fact they're finished but now this is too much. new college new house new life, it's all happening too quickly and i can't cope. i've been dismissed from the hospital i've been going to for 16 years now, so a new hospital is in store too. i liked my doctors because they just knew what was wrong and didn't treat me like another statistic. i don't want that to happen because it'll just make me feel even more worthless than i already do. i hate this. i don't want to move. i don't want to go to any new place in the same silly country. i want to move somewhere where i won't feel lower than everyone else and my life is somewhat enjoyable. and do you know how hard it is to find a house that allows animals? i'm not leaving my dog behind. and i'm still hopeful that the cat will come back too. if he does and we're gone he'll be alone. on that note, my sister told me that what happens in dreams is the opposite of what will happen in real life. i keep having dreams that jack comes back. that everyone i considered friends suddenly care about me. that i become successful. if this is the case, i don't see a point in continuing. i also hate having thoughts like that. it's constant. will people miss me? will people care? even if they did i think i'd do it. everything's went tits up anyway, why continue? it all gets worse before it gets better, but how will i know when it gets better if all i've ever had is disappointment and rejection? i just can't do it any more and the constant happy charade i've been playing is wearing thin. bottling it up does nobody any good, but when nobody close to me wants to listen without telling me standard 'it'll all be okay' bullcrap it's all i can do. i want to be an actress so i can be someone else that everyone likes. people connect with characters on tv and grow to like them, maybe if i played a character everyone liked i'd feel better about myself. that'll never happen. only talented people can play characters people like. that's it for me. i'm done. i'll just retire now. end my education. i won't need it. i'll just become a lonely cow with nothing. nobody would care anyway. not like they pay attention to my constant pessimism in the first place. stop now. said too much
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 04, 2010, 02:00
Both Kid Cudi and Kanye have had their album's pushed back meaning that I won't be getting them on my birthday ;;

(Not to mention the fact that I still can't seem to sleep =/)

EDIT: Urgh, another day, even worse with the sleep. It's 5 to 6 as I'm writing to this and I cannot sleep; I've been trying most of the night and it's just not happening. I feel like crap as well :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 05, 2010, 12:05
 I cannot seem to get over people from my holiday. Harry hasn't text me and it's been like three weeks, plus I keep having dreams about everyone from holiday and oh my god, I just wish I was back there in kenya again with all of them because it was so much and I miss them all so much ;-; last night's dream featured calum and dan and i really miss those two, especially dan because he was hilarious and amazing. i'm never ever going to see them again, unless i can somehow convince them they want to go to the same resort at the same time as us, via facebook. which will be difficult as they've not talked to me on facebook at all.

GAH. i just miss everyone okay.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 05, 2010, 15:25
Despite the fact i got good results, im wishing i worked a little harder, especially in biology and english.
Also i've figured out that i definetly want to study animation, i found a degree course at the art school in dundee. My
Grannys like 'lolno that won't get you anywhere1' she wants me to do a 'proper' job like become doctor, when i'd much rather do something i enjoy :v
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 05, 2010, 18:23
I'm upset because I can't give Jenny a hug...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on August 05, 2010, 18:45

ok he can't help it..but dows that mean somone else has to put up with him touching them ?

your sitting there minding your own business and he comes up to you and touches you. you tell him to get off and later he touches you again and you tell him to ghet off, aand so on.

isn't high blood pressure dangerous ?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 05, 2010, 21:48
Today's generally been pretty bad... things weren't exactly amazing at my placement today, and I'm doing another full day tomorrow... the best thing about today has turned into the worst, went to the pub with a friend who called me just now and made things worse for me in regards to a certain situation... I said a lot to him I thought he wouldn't repeat, and he's already begun talking about some of it. Dx
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 06, 2010, 00:42
There appears to be no Deadliest Warrior on next week.

I'll be seeing all my mates for the last time on Sunday in our 'most popular' gigging spot before we all go our separated ways to uni and stuff. BBQ, last performance, lots of alcohol and I know it won't be nice because I'm USELESS at goodbyes. When I left my previous job I only told my supervisor and the head of human resources and no one else probably didn't realise I was gone til three weeks later.

Quote
only talented people can play characters people like

The way I see it was explained when watching an interview with Danny Dyer: When playing a character, bring a little of yourself to that character. If you play someone who is like you, then that character becomes more authentic and people will connect more. So you're not going to see Vinnie Jones playing a philanthropist or something like that, it just doesn't fit. Talent doesn't always come into it. If you try hard, you will succeed, and stick two fingers up to the things that are bothering you. The three words that drive me to succeed in things when I think that those things will never happen are from the motto of the Special Air Service (S.A.S):

Who dares wins.

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not like they pay attention to my constant pessimism in the first place

I'm a pessimistic bloke, far too pessimistic for some to handle, but I'm always trying to find the lighter side of things. It's hard when you're of the sort, but once you find the flip sides to the bad situations, then it perks you up a little. If people aren't going to care about someone who is clearly having a rough time, then that's just selfishness.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 06, 2010, 06:01
So I sat on my rump all summer with nothing on TV. And then 2 weeks ago I discovered that Nicktoons is showing Invader Zim reruns at 10pm.. woot, right?

No apparently they literally meant the summer-that-most-American-school-kids-have because once August hit no more Zim.. now I'm all sad and stuff.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on August 06, 2010, 10:56
The thought of work this afternoon. I've been off for 2 weeks. Going back is like going back to school after the summer holidays. ahhhhhh I thought this feeling would be over after I left school.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 06, 2010, 21:00
i have a cold. in the middle of summer. wth.

Yeah feeling quite crappy, sore throat, blocked nose and was sick earlier. ugh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 06, 2010, 21:09
I am getting mega podgy. Jogging shall commence soon D=

Also it doesn't look like I'll be going back to Scotland at the end of the month =[ I was really looking forward to it and it'd be the last time I'd see the guy I like in a long time =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 06, 2010, 21:19
my mum won't drive me and my friend to a bmth concert, and i said i'd pay her for the petrol and everything.
so, i'm really, really, annoyed/upset because of this.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Darkness Energy on August 06, 2010, 21:48
I just got back from a holiday where I met this amazing guy. It only took us 2 days to hook up!

But now we are both back home, and his is in the USA! Even though we are still together, we cant see each other for a whole year when we go on another trip.  :(

this x1000 Its been over a month now... I miss him sooo much.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 06, 2010, 22:11
there's still another month before I move out =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 06, 2010, 23:50
I feel like this entire day was a waste. I didn't do anything except play games, surf the net and post some meaningless posts. I feel kind of sad because it sort of proves I'm unnecessary, at no point today was I needed for anything. I almost miss my housemate acting out for attention.  :dry:
Its time to find meaning outside of university. *nods*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 07, 2010, 00:02
Quote
The thought of work this afternoon. I've been off for 2 weeks. Going back is like going back to school after the summer holidays. ahhhhhh I thought this feeling would be over after I left school.

Part of the reason my mum and sister in law work in schools.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 07, 2010, 10:02
my bmth top came
thats a good thing, but i dosen't have the back print i wanted ;_;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 07, 2010, 22:58
Tay's new single is out on iTunes, but I can't download it, as my internet won't connect until the end of the month. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: kerri-anne on August 08, 2010, 11:17

NO ONE's litsening to me...

at the day center there is a man who keeps touching everyone, and I am sick of shouting at him and later he touches again. He can't help it...and they wouldn't let me quit either. HE IS STRESSING ME OUT. I mean as soon as I calm down he's touching me again.

I DON'T WANT TO BE ON 20 PILLS A DAY!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 08, 2010, 23:33
Just come back from doing my last ever gig with the band, so it's all a bit emotional right now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 09, 2010, 00:12
^Oh, what happened?

I just saw the log part of Final Destination 2. I feel like I'm gonna die now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 09, 2010, 00:29
Quote
^Oh, what happened?

Me and the bassist are heading off to university. I'm heading home to the Midlands (University of Wolverhampton's school of Performing Arts) to study music tech with a bit of the business/law on the side which I'll do in my own time by buying my own books and stuff, but not actually going for any qualification; while the bassist is heading down to Westminster to study Music Practice I believe. While the gig was a lot of fun (played on the roof of a pub just like the Beatles did on top of Apple Records) and we had a MASSIVE turnout. Something like 200 people. So yeah, pretty sad occasion, but it's nice to see a lot of people turn out for it. Bar taps ran dry apparently  :laugh:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 09, 2010, 00:31
Oh, in 10 years you guys will meet up at some pub randomly, reminisce, and then create the new and improved whatever the name of your band is.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on August 09, 2010, 12:41
Haha, yeah, that'd be fun.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 09, 2010, 19:17
http://i33.tinypic.com/2u55nh5.jpg (http://i33.tinypic.com/2u55nh5.jpg)
that top went out of print ages ago
and nobodys selling it

:c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 10, 2010, 21:30
My roleplay thread in PANE has disappeared. D:  I know it hadn't been posted in for... at least 6 months because I didn't know if/when Doc was coming back, but I always hoped it'd be there for me to pick up with him in the future. :\   He was the best RP partner I have ever had in my life, and any chance of us working together again has disappeared. When he disappeared partway through GGaAJ, I was really unhappy because I just lost something great. Even when SN stopped roleplaying with us, Doc and I managed to pick it up and we were prepared for a lot of stuff. Now the thread is gone, I feel like I've nothing significant left in roleplaying besides PLC.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on August 11, 2010, 13:03
I finished eating one slice of toast and saw the other had mould on it...so chances are the one I ate did. I'm not a Snorlax, so it won't end well. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 11, 2010, 16:37
My hair is too black, and I'm too pale, so now I look like a vampire. Seriously want to go to the hairdressers to get it stripped, but I feel like I've tortured my hair enough. Poor thing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on August 11, 2010, 16:47
My hair is too black, and I'm too pale, so now I look like a vampire. Seriously want to go to the hairdressers to get it stripped, but I feel like I've tortured my hair enough. Poor thing.

 if you can i'd suggest tanning. people say tannings bad for your skin, but i think this is kinda worth causing just a tiny bit of damage to your skin so you dont look so pale D: just like lie in the sun listening to your ipod for a little bit. or if you cant tan, i'd suggest a little little little non orange natural looking spray tan?

 or if its just not right.. you probably look fine anyways and its just you being really critical on yourself.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 11, 2010, 17:29
I live in Ireland. Sun is rare here, haha. And I dunno, it just looks really fake and I just want my brown hair back. :/ I think I'll just try and get it stripped. Sure, it'll damage it, but hopefully it'll fix it and I won't ever have to do it again. Note to self: keep the hell away from hair dye.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 11, 2010, 17:52
my dog's sick. he's just... in a lot of pain. he just keeps shifting and crying and i don't know what's wrong, but it's actually hurting me to listen to him whining. and he's too scared of us to let us look at what's wrong. he just cowers and shivers whenever he sees us going near him and unless he wants us to be around him he won't come near us, but if he does he'll stay with us for the rest of the night. i want to take him to the vet but they're not open today and it's just... ugh. i'm worried about him and i don't know how to help.

also got completely rejected. the only thing worse than ignoring someone is making it so screamingly obvious that you're ignoring them. she did both. i just want to punch this kid out of her constant cowardly emo mood and tell her to tell me why she's being such an idiot about everything. douche.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 12, 2010, 22:25
A new study has proven that approximately 100% of people will die at some point in their life, I don't know how they tested it but if true this has huge ramifications for mankind.

Also I might have to leave uni for rather dull but depressing reasons.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 12, 2010, 22:30
^ is this the same study that proved 0% of people are capable of living without a heart?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 12, 2010, 22:31
^ or the same study that proves if you kill a cow it becomes a dead cow?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 12, 2010, 22:32
^ and that goat cheese comes from goats. These people are truly beyond their years. ALIENS
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 13, 2010, 14:27
My neck is really sore. I got sunburned three days ago, and I'm getting my hair cut today and the thought of a razor even touching my skin makes me cringe. :|
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: b1g on August 13, 2010, 15:57
my ceremony ruined 7" hasn't arrived after 2 months. i've been stooged, most likely. now i will have to scour the internet for something that was out of print quite a while ago.
woot.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 15, 2010, 05:07
there's no one online atm.. but it's fine I'm about to go to bed and listen to Girls Aloud all night <3

Cheers PKMN.net, until next time~!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 15, 2010, 16:37
Lanark this weekend and I can't go =[ If I hadn't been working both Friday and Saturday I could've gone, but as I am I can't =[

No chance to see the guy I like for about another year now, no Scottish accents.... =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on August 15, 2010, 22:14
^ this is why god invented phoning in sick! :V
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 15, 2010, 22:32
^ hardly anyone is on on saturday and i kinda need the money... petrol is expensive nowadays =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on August 15, 2010, 22:35
I need to sleep, but I can't. (working through the night tommorow and tuesday. :( I wish I didn't say yes.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 15, 2010, 22:46
I'm only 2 days in with my working 5 days in a row and I'm just too tired =/ I spent the week in Turkey (where I only got like 5 hours sleep per night [if that] because I just could not sleep) and got home Friday morning. Worked Saturday and today, and then I'm also working tomorrow, Tuesday and Wednesday. Then it's A-level results day on Thursday so I'm going to be up early for that (if I can even get to sleep =[), then I'm getting up very early on Friday to go to Weymouth after having been out until about 4am the night before. And then I'm working Saturday and Sunday, and can finally chill on Monday (unless I'm working - I hope not). Whilst going out and going to Weymouth will be great, I need sleep! Also that's more of my choice to do that so I can't moan about it as much =P So so tired though, and haven't had a decent lie-in for a few weeks now.

And then it's time to get my A-level results on Thursday. No idea how I've done, and it could go any way really. I'm a bit worried as I really want to go to my chosen uni. Agh, I just want my results now so I can stop thinking about it!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 16, 2010, 19:21
 i think i just found a mole on my arm and i'm freaking out over. okay, it's probably nothing to worry about, but nhs quizzes telling me i should maybe get it checked out are reeeeally not helping. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 16, 2010, 19:23
1 month and 2 days to go and I'm not ready. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on August 16, 2010, 20:34
I spoke to my best friend for the first time in two years (Other than email.) But now I'm worried about her because she's getting bullied and stuff.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 16, 2010, 20:58
1 month and 2 days to go and I'm not ready. D:

until what exactly?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on August 16, 2010, 21:03
Until I go to uni. I've been on a 30 hour a week work placement so that gives me almost no preparation time so all my preparations will begin 2 weeks before I actually go  D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 16, 2010, 21:05
^ what a coincidence I'm going to college (which is the same as Uni in USA) pretty soon.

But that sucks I'm depressed for you..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on August 17, 2010, 19:34
So my dad just got back from the doctor, and he needs surgery. His L-4 disc in his spine slipped and broke so all of the nuclei cell juice stuff spilled in his back. The doctor said in about 2 weeks he's getting surgery in his back and he won't be able to go to work for another 8 weeks at most. The bad thing about that is although he can work from home via phone conferences and remote desktop, he's an important person during a very important project his division is doing for the magazine side of his company and I just wish his back would magically heal and his job wouldn't be stressful due to working from home and inconsiderate douchebags that try to make him look bad (I'm looking at you, David!) in front of everyone and he could go back to living his life again!

DAMN YOU TIME AND YOUR DEPENDENCE ON OTHER PEOPLE AND IGNORANCE!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on August 17, 2010, 19:39
Randomly,small children come in my house, eat my food, and leave.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on August 18, 2010, 04:52
I can't sleep 5 am and i'm still awake :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 18, 2010, 10:28
my hoodie still hasn't come yet. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on August 18, 2010, 10:41
Can't get my overdraft extended until Sept 1st, which means I can't pay my rent for September. Because I don't have the money. Which means I'm scrounging off my family. Again. And second year hasn't even started.

Got a new credit card sent out because dad lost everything to do with the first one. The PIN's the same, but given that I don't actually know this PIN, I have to make yet a third trip to the bank in as many days to sort THAT out.

Been given the short straw and am now house sitting for my family and next door whilst they all go off camping together.

Not amused by the fact that my dad treats me like dirt, like I'm not even a part of this family, when the stepfamily get treated like royalty.

Hate that I take all this to heart, because I can't just shrug it off and get on with things.

There's literally no work going in Swansea at the moment, so finding a job to pay off my overdraft and survive next year is gonna be tricky.

Dad still hasn't bothered to fill in my student finance forms, so I'll be getting the basic amount again, which won't help me survive. After rent and bills, it leaves me about £600 across the year to feed myself, go out, whatever. At this rate, it's another year on my own.

My dog's sulking because apart from when johnny comes in at night, I'm the only person in the house, which means she doesn't get enough attention for her liking.

Oh. and I forgot my mother's anniversary =] Not that I pay much attention to her life anyway.

There's probably more.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 18, 2010, 15:46
didn't end up getting that top. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on August 18, 2010, 19:29
I feel really ill, and I have so much to do in the next few days. I was pretty ill last night and I couldn't sleep. It didn't help that I had to work 9 til 6 today in a really warm shop. I have so much stuff to organise tonight involving results day plans (university wise and going out wise). No idea why the going out organisation has been left to me. All this means I feel extra rubbish and I really need some sleep (which I can't get until all this stuff has been sorted!).

It will be so depressing if my results go badly tomorrow too.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kuranai on August 19, 2010, 09:06
My brothers moving out in a little bit. I don't want him to leave, I barely see him as it is, being him having a job and staying with friends and me going on like weeklong trips. He's going to college, getting a new phone, and the worse part is... hes two hours away.

And I have UNIFORMS for school. If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm VERY free spirited and want to wear WHAT I want WHEN I want. And my school smells, and Its old. And dull.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on August 19, 2010, 11:24
results. urghhh what a disappointment =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pretty_Chicken on August 19, 2010, 16:38
Results.

Got an E in AS Graphics; needed a D to carry on to A2, which was the only course I'd chosen for next year -.-

So, no year 14 for me
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on August 19, 2010, 16:56
turns out i'm not getting that hoodie now.
:(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 19, 2010, 17:57
Post gig depression has just hit ;;
Also why are all the shops on sauchiehall st/glasgow so awesome compared to inverness? D:
 A 3 floor hmv, a massive shuch and candyland. I love candyland. Forget everything else in glasgow and visit that shop.
<3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 20, 2010, 22:11
i want more clothes.. so much more..
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 21, 2010, 09:22
wanted to go to the meet today but if i'd asked mum would be like "not until you're brother is 16" and that's in like 4 years :B
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on August 21, 2010, 10:21
GCSE results on Tuesday. This is going to be a let down. What a waste of 11 years of my life. I've failed.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 21, 2010, 11:51
GCSE results on Tuesday. This is going to be a let down. What a waste of 11 years of my life. I've failed.

oh god don't remind me.

if i don't have at least five a's i will kill someone.

WITH KITTENS
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 21, 2010, 13:33
Today has been so boring; I've spent the day watching Scottish football which says it all xD

(Actually, tbf to the SPL the match has been quite exciting =o)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: nalty. on August 21, 2010, 16:24
im happy :)

everyone should cheer up.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on August 23, 2010, 02:34
Today has been so boring; I've spent the day watching Scottish football which says it all xD

(Actually, tbf to the SPL the match has been quite exciting =o)

that might explain why your day was so boring :V

...wait I mean sthu no one badmouths our sad excuse of a league except us!!111//
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 23, 2010, 03:41
^ xD

That match was fairly entertaining though =P

I should be in bed but I forgot to turn the computer off and realised just as I was about to get some sleep >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on August 23, 2010, 09:30
JACHARY JUAN QUINTO just posted something along the lines of 'i give up' I DO NOT WANT THIS.
he was incredibly entertaining and now i can't get an extra dose of entertainment from his translation of zq's pretentious hipster tweets ;_______;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 23, 2010, 23:54
^ u_u it is a sad day indeed. let us mourn the passing of such great entertainment.


I'm depressed because my buddy Luke over in Scotland is travelling to London tomorrow and he may or may not meet the one and only Nicola Roberts of Girls Aloud! Ugh what I would give to be there!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: baths on August 23, 2010, 23:55
I have a cold and I don't know why. ;___;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 24, 2010, 18:20
A Welsh woman (Charlotte Church) was voted Britain's hottest woman. =]

Someone called Cheryl came second.

This depresses me; I have nothing against the Welsh but Cheryl ;;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 24, 2010, 23:57
A few kids from school told me I was weird and annoying and a pathetic excuse for a person. And apparently my eyes are squinty. This was all said to me while I was waiting for a bus and it's just been bugging me I guess.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 25, 2010, 11:57
A few kids from school told me I was weird and annoying and a pathetic excuse for a person. And apparently my eyes are squinty. This was all said to me while I was waiting for a bus and it's just been bugging me I guess.

You aint annoying! Maybe your weird with me when we have are weird random most amazing convos ever ... But you deffo aint a pathic excuse for a person .. They are! I just say they are jealous or sometihng .. My mates have that problem all the time :/

______

I feel like poo of toast! Weird but true .. I wanna go sleep!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 25, 2010, 12:02
It turns out it wasnt me! But thanks :]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on August 25, 2010, 12:09
Hehehe its ok .. and thats good then :P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on August 28, 2010, 01:37
A realy realy Realy close friend has cut the hours we talk dramaticaly. We used to talk so much, like 10 hours a day. I feel it's wrong how i feel because the reason he does not talk much anymore is of work. I mean alot of preperation for a-level. He only talks for an hour and goes back to his work sometimes not at all. It's only the summer holidays too:/ My friend ment so much to me :( i could talk to him about anything. He was my only true friend i could trust as many i have and had have let me down. I keep thinking he will forget about me even though he means so much to me): :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 28, 2010, 01:40
just because. do I need a reason?

sometimes I just sit alone and get sad...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on August 28, 2010, 05:21
I had to cook for ten people and everyone wanted me to go to some football game. I didn't go because I'm not going to let everyone starve to see my friends. My girlfriend got mad so she went and messed around with someone who I thought was my best friend.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pokemon Trainer Red on August 28, 2010, 05:47
whats depressing me right now? Well about a week ago me and my girlfriend left me(for reasons that i dont know of). I convinced myself that i didnt care about her anymore, but earlier today i looked out my bus window and saw her holding hands with some other guy and i swear at that very moment that i felt my heart shatter. Even worse, now i cant stop thinking about her :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ShiraBliss on August 28, 2010, 06:11
According to my aunt, i'm apparently the ugly one...

I'm going to crawl under a rock now...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on August 28, 2010, 20:22
I've broken my collar bone x.x
 
I won't be horseriding again for a while... that's also 2 breaks in 2 years ><
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 28, 2010, 20:24
I've broken my collar bone x.x
 
I won't be horseriding again for a while... that's also 2 breaks in 2 years ><

D= I'm upset I'm not as ballsy as you after the first one I would've sworn a vendetta against all horses.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 28, 2010, 22:06
I wanted to punch these girls at band. Basically, i play trumpet. I was given music for 3rd trumpet (i don't play anything higher than a top g).
Last night i was the only 3rd and there was like 10 - 15 1sts and 2nds. So today my teacher decides to change some people around to balance the trumpets out. Two girls volenteer to 'go down' to 3rd. Then they just sit whining all day, saying how bad it is. I'm not happy that i'm playing 3rd either but i don't whine all day.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 28, 2010, 22:46
When people have no idea what they're even talking about and group large numbers of very different people together as if they all behave the same way. It makes me especially angry when people group students as all being the same.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on August 28, 2010, 22:50
Seems something I was looking foward to in a month or two might be off because lots of different factors.  Quite dissaponting.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 28, 2010, 22:53
The fact this topic is so popular. I feel bad for people. D:
Also the most beautiful woman on Earth has joined the warhammer society at UWE but I have neither the time nor money to be involved in the society.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on August 29, 2010, 04:39
My white jeans are stained with booze & blood from last night as well as my shoes. I cut my finger on a glass bottle in my bag that i by mistake smashed and its pretty feral looking and stings when i touch anything with it |: also my shoulder has a massive bruise because i was carrying a bag full of heavy bottles.


oh, not to mention, 99% of photos taken that have me in it from last night are disgustingggggggggggggggg
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on August 29, 2010, 10:09
My best friend really needs to break up with her boyfriend and I can't really say anything.

It sucks

Edit by GL - Censored swearing is still swearing which makes it against the rules.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on August 29, 2010, 16:43
The laptop almost died so I have to use this computer which means no IRC =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on August 29, 2010, 18:07
Going to school tomorrow to get my class schedule. Hoping and praying that my friends and I will be in a good few classes together.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on August 29, 2010, 20:27
I hate it when i have a massive row with my dad :/ I havent been speaking to him since the start of november :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ten Silver Spoons on August 30, 2010, 09:53
 none of my friends will go downtown after school on tuesday and if i don't go downtown with someone i shall be sitting in the bus depo for three hours by myself D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on August 30, 2010, 13:06
My neck feels like it wants to evacuate my body in the most painful (yet also flamboyant) way possible.
Ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, etc. On the plus side it only took an hour to get to of bed this morning, thankyou pain killers.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 30, 2010, 15:02
being threatened with being kicked out by my dad =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on August 30, 2010, 16:27
School begins tomorrow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 30, 2010, 17:04
My art teacher keeps saying my drawings are a little squint. I've went through like 5 sheets of paper trying to draw this god damn vase thing.
She was like 'LOL CAN YOU SEE PROPERLY?'
Just because I wear glasses and I'm slightly short sighted fff >>

I miss my old art teacher.

The one who actually gave me positive comments instead of negative all the time. She'd point out the flaws and go through what i have to do.
This one just strolls past and is like 'HOLD IT UP PLZ'.

this is really putting me off wanting to continue with higher :/ and I kinda need it if I want to go to Art School D:



Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: q.c.™ on August 30, 2010, 18:12
..everytime I'm about to go someplace with someone they either cancel or simply just cannot come.

or I cant find a way to get to said place to meet them, which means I stay home a lot and I often go out alone to the movies... it's really depressing.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on August 30, 2010, 19:17
felt like packing my bags and running away today :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on August 30, 2010, 19:21
I'm listening to Meteor Shower by Owl City. *sniff*

Also, I can't find my special notebook with all my drawings and writing in it, and school starts on September 1st.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on August 30, 2010, 19:49
Last week of holidays has begun :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on August 31, 2010, 19:30
I had to reformat my laptop so I lost all my photos from school and nights out and stuff... Well depressed!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on August 31, 2010, 19:30
my best friend moved to Graz in austria, and he hates it there.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on August 31, 2010, 21:41
Seriously doubting if i'll continue with art. My teacher has just crushed my confidence :/
also have a higher english close reading infront of me that i'm procrastinating getting it done.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Gusparce on August 31, 2010, 23:01
My math teacher is really strict...And I keep forgetting to do certain problems and she gets mad >.<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 01, 2010, 15:02
This is depressing me; Barry ;-; (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHjfdeVvJP0&feature=related)

That was such a bad moment =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on September 01, 2010, 18:32
felt like packing my bags and running away today :(

I was told to pack my bags and leave today!
Thankfully my Gran was able to talk some sense into Mum but ghhjdfds >>

And school friends have kinda let me down big style lately.

And Gran was kinda drunk last night and having such a go at me about boyfriend stuff x.o

And these awful lads were following me around the park when I went for my walk. I was feeling okay about myself for once this morning, and then they went and made me feel about this big.

And I am completely stressing about university oh my God I don't want to go D: everything will be new and scary and I'll have no friends and gfhggdfs.

today was not my day. /whine
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on September 01, 2010, 20:54
This year I will be getting approximately 3 class exams every week, along with  hall exams starting 3 days after Halloween then Christmas exams and then summer exams.
Very stressful exam year this year :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Spinner on September 02, 2010, 21:32
I need a stem cell transplant and no donor in the UK has yet been found. .-.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 03, 2010, 15:18
Started saying my goodbyes... never really thought about it until I saw Becky and Shaz earlier... ):
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Tom™ on September 03, 2010, 15:55
I need a stem cell transplant and no donor in the UK has yet been found. .-.

aww ;;

I'm reflecting my summer. It sucked badly, too many sad things and undone things. I spent most of it being a lazy fatass because I couldn't go out with my dad the way he is. A friend died, I'm growing farther from 2 really close ones due to immituraty with one and the other one transferred schools for 3 years and never checks his email. I haven't been able to go on any sort of holiday, and I know the assignment I'm going to have to write in ~10 days for school about "What I did during this summer" when the only thing I could write about is "My dad got surgery. His L-14 Disc in his spine slipped, and he's been unable to walk since July. He went into surgery around 3 weeks ago, and he still can't walk. It slipped because he was replacing our floor."

And it makes it worse when I hear that everyone else's summer sucked some major ass
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 03, 2010, 18:06
My Cat just got put to sleep.

It feels horrible... she's gone. :(

R.I.P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 03, 2010, 18:57
The fact Neil Patrick Harris is gay... And there was me thinking he was straight like his HIMYM character.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 03, 2010, 19:09
even though today was awesome I feel absolutley terrible.

I feel so bad for calling my friend an attention seeker because, today I found out what was wrong with her. She didn't tell me everything but told me enough to work out what it was. She had to have a police interview during school today. I thought her problems were 'petty' but now I realise that she was saying that to cover up what she's not said for so long. ugh :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 05, 2010, 21:33
Someone on Facebook tagged me in an image thing ages ago and one of the questions was "Will we be mates in 10 years?" and I said "Of course we will." We haven't spoken in over a month and last I heard, our friendship was well and truly dead ;-;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 05, 2010, 23:15
I have a bottle of whiskey... But no coke to mix it with...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 05, 2010, 23:19
My hair is still black. It's supposed to rain tomorrow, my iTouch screen is really dim for some reason and the new first years on my bus are a bunch of spoiled brats who think it's funny to scream and yell at half seven in the morning when everyone is all stfu. :/ Hate Mondays.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: f3raligatr on September 05, 2010, 23:24
I have a bottle of whiskey... But no coke to mix it with...

Real men don't need no Coke =P
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 06, 2010, 00:04
That's the problem. I'd happily drink it straight from the bottle, but it seems every time I take a sip I wanna be sick.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 06, 2010, 00:09
every time I take a sip I wanna be sick.
I may know the reason for this. Did you originally have two bottles?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 07, 2010, 20:43
my entire family is being stupid and i can't actually think of a good way to tell them i want to just die.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on September 07, 2010, 20:50
im getting a massive amount of homework, ahh
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Milsap on September 07, 2010, 22:17
I may know the reason for this. Did you originally have two bottles?

I got completely mashed on it the other week... That may have something to do with it...

I'm now depressed because Walsall v Peterborough (At Bescot) is on a Tuesday. Sure, I'll be in the area, but it's just not worth it really.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 08, 2010, 17:03
Felt like crap today. My head was pounding all day and my chest is sore. Didn't help that an idiot decided to sit and have a few digs at me today.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lorem Ipsum on September 08, 2010, 19:24
being hopelessly in love with somebody I don't have a chance with for several reasons
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 08, 2010, 19:26
being hopelessly in love with somebody I don't have a chance with for several reasons

*hug* basically what he said but i'm never going to see him again *sigh*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 08, 2010, 19:27
Love needs to be in the air (y)

Had a pretty crappy day, slightly tired, frustrated, have homework to do. Plus the more I think about stuff the more I get annoyed and saddened by it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 08, 2010, 19:30
*hug* basically what he said but i'm never going to see him again *sigh*

and this for me too =/

also i cannot do this chemistry homework at all and it's in for tomorrow and rgshbkjgd =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on September 08, 2010, 19:33
I dont wanna share my food =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 08, 2010, 19:34
I can't say what really .. But I guess and can put something to do with it down .. I think the police will allow that. But I have had a really rubbish childhood .. I at least wanted a better teenage life .. But nope .. Finally I was going to start trying getting my life normal .. Like having normal friend problems .. and boyfriends problems .. And try and stay away from the police .. But no. Today I just found out a person I know .. I wouldn't say friend .. But an equal who is a police officer is a pedo .. And was one of his victims. I thought nothing off it to start with when I was 13 .. But he always creeped me out .. and now I find out other girls are having the same problem. Now I cant stop feeling guilty for trying to put him away .. I want to cry and hid but I can't .. I just can't believe I cant have a normal life -_-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 08, 2010, 20:39
the fact the person above me can't work out how to properly use an ellipsis

i'm looking here at my english homework and i don't understand any of it and i have 14 questions to do and i can't even work out question 2 and that makes me feel like such an idiot because it's such a simple question and i just wasn't even kidding when i said i want to die.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 08, 2010, 21:02
^^
English is an evil subject, evil.

I finally got spore delivered and tis quite glitchy...minor graphics problems I could ignore, then after much work I got my spaceship and the bloody game crashed as the liftoff cutscene played. :< I don't think i saved since tribal! ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 09, 2010, 10:46
I spent ages typing something for the PLC, then stupid computer decided to shut down? Found my cat behind it had taken out the power lead. :( I would retype, but I'm not in the mood at the moment, maybe later.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 09, 2010, 15:20
stupid mum decided to transfer me to Whitby High without even talking to me. what if I don't like it? what if the other students don't like me? what if I don't fit in?

I like my school *cries*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 09, 2010, 15:39
I thought i might've felt better today but no. Constant sore head, sore back and chest. Also bunged up. Ugh D:

i've not had one week at school this term where i've not been off or late. You might be thinking thats ok but i won't get any ema (£30) backdated. Whenever i get it >>

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 10, 2010, 23:35
Just remembered... I still haven't said goodbye to everyone. )':   Had a cry with Stace yesterday, but I'll be crying a lot more before I go, too much to say goodbye to
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kpyna on September 11, 2010, 00:36
i hate the feeling where you wanna give up on someone so bad, and it seems so good, until you get vivid memories with them, and then you're not sure whether you still want them or not.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on September 11, 2010, 00:57
everything tonight it seems!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 11, 2010, 17:13
The whole 9/11 thing. It's just heartbreaking to watch a tv show about it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Charlie The Umbreon on September 12, 2010, 13:17
i lost my 30STM top and my new drop dead top. D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 12, 2010, 20:02
ok heroes is officially cancelled. it was a slim possibility that it would be continued even slightly


but yeah

... just gonna go cry into my dvds now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on September 12, 2010, 20:03
*sigh* I have soooo much homework...I hate homework. I'm not motivated to do it in the slightest.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 12, 2010, 20:28
*sigh* I have soooo much homework...I hate homework. I'm not motivated to do it in the slightest.
Same, I've spent the last 1.5 hours doing nothing but procrastinate doing mine. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 12, 2010, 20:46
Wake up at 6am and go to work. Get home at 7:30pm and work on my dissertation, several long papers, my presentation, my application for a hospital placement, revision, cook, eat, clean dishes, shower, sleep, repeat.

My housemates will: get up at lunch time read a chapter, go for walk, play on x-box, stare at wall, go out for fun...do anything they want, moan about how tired they are from the 19 minutes of reading they had to do.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 13, 2010, 20:08
Maths is the worst possible lesson to start the week with, and my teacher is still bloody awful and I can't keep up with him. I can't imagine anyone in the class doing well. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on September 13, 2010, 21:20
My hall exams begin the week before Halloween break, then my Christmas exams, then summer. I have begun to study since today.

Horrible year I say :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 13, 2010, 21:48
how do you tell your mum to shut up about your sister and dad because every time she talks about them you want to honestly physically hurt someone until you feel better because you know how much this petty behaviour between them all is tearing everyone apart

but i feel like if i tell her i want to hurt someone i'll hurt her
because she'll take that as 'i don't care.'
or i actually will hurt someone then be unable to stop doing so until you do feel better. but when will that be? is it even possible for me to feel better about the fact i've got nothing to call a family any more?
think about that, you begin to wonder how long it would take you to stop crying if you started to now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: .~.Nellie.~. on September 16, 2010, 20:54
I've been so ill over the past few days, probably the worst I've ever been if you don't count the times illness has taken me into hospital >: Still feeling really drained but I've missed tons of work at school so I'm worrying so much about all the coursework I'll need to catch up on D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 19, 2010, 21:00
I'm talking to my crush on msn. Even though that should make me happy, it doesn't, because I know nothing will ever, ever happen between us.

And yet I still can't let go.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 19, 2010, 21:47
I'm talking to my crush on msn. Even though that should make me happy, it doesn't, because I know nothing will ever, ever happen between us.

And yet I still can't let go.
Is he straight? If so, that's one of the sad things you quickly get used to. All the best ones are straight. :<


Err...I'm going to miss maths tomorrow, a subject I'm already miles behind in. That and I feel like death, on fire, in an acid bath.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 20, 2010, 17:53
I have a biology test tomorrow, and I feel like I'm going to fail it.

And I remembered I have a tumblr account, and I logged in, only to read what I wrote back in June..

Wow, I was annoying.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 20, 2010, 21:39
this time last year i was waiting for monday because heroes started then
monday 1am

jesus christ i need to stop this /starts drinking and crying
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on September 21, 2010, 14:00
Im getting overly stressed out at the fact I can't find a job anywhere ><

That, and while I'm searching for jobs, I have a certain someone twittering on in my earhole the whole time, rendering me unable to concentrate ><;

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on September 21, 2010, 14:01
Hopeless behind with college already? Check!
Don't have two pence to rub together? Check!
Annoying friend inviting herself around whenever she feels like and she HAS A KEY? Check!
General lousy period pain feeling? Check!

Today is a good day :)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on September 21, 2010, 19:47
I left my tech to the last minute and now I have to survey everyone at the last minute.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 21, 2010, 20:57
^^ I'm in your survey :)

But i'm depressed that I have to work tommorow night. :( Work on a wed night. Horrible.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 21, 2010, 21:05
pulling nine hours at school is taking a toll on me

*falls asleep in the library*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on September 21, 2010, 21:43
i'm still single. it making me sad :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 21, 2010, 21:46
i'm still single. it making me sad :(

i've been single since forever :B
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: The Shrub Dragon on September 21, 2010, 22:01
there's some annoying girl in my class who keeps asking stupid questions, in Spanish she asked about the periodic table =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 21, 2010, 22:13
I have lots of work but no will to do it. All I can be bothered to do is steal problems and attach them to myself.
i'm still single. it making me sad :(
*sigh*  =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Xagor on September 21, 2010, 22:27
I'm not really sure what to do with my life.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on September 21, 2010, 22:40
•having a test tomorrow I completely forgot about, and I cba to revise for it now.

•something stupid happened at school today, and now I feel very angry.

Grrr
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Normandy on September 22, 2010, 00:20
 I asked to get snakebites and she said no. I said "But.... but they're sexy." but apperantly that doesn't justify it.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Bluffy on September 22, 2010, 08:20
for once the problems and the benefits in my life seem to cancel each other out, then all of a sudden I realize that all of my friends are in pretty bad situations and I feel clumsy and useless whenever I try to talk to them about it. :c
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2010, 08:28
/rage

nearly got killed on the dual carriageway this morning by an arse of a lorry driver, then when we passed him later HE beeped at US! D<

i gave him the finger... stupid asshole.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on September 22, 2010, 16:34
It's raining. I'mma have to walk to work in the rain. Not fun.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 22, 2010, 16:56
Gone forever. No contact, no goodbye and no chance. At least one of my lovely friends is coming over to spend my half day off work with me...oh wait, she can't come now.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 22, 2010, 17:22
Tomorrow I have ot stay in at lunch to do coursework... Fun -_- and tomrrow is the day Gareth might be set free from bail.. Meaning he will be allowed near my village again! It is so scary cos he will hurt me :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on September 22, 2010, 17:29
It is so scary cos he will hurt me :(

Stab him in the Richard!

I can't find anyone to RP with. T.T
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sunnii on September 22, 2010, 17:55
^ hehee.. I think I will .. But yeah... He used to work for the ploice.. So he knows all the moves D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 22, 2010, 17:57
not entirely sure. general feeling of pfff these last few days which brought itself to a head finally. don't want to talk to anyone, don't want to go anywhere, don't get on with anyone, don't care. 
despite the fact that my parents will call and ask QUESTIONS.. i'll make something up. 
slept in until one today because there was nothing i had to do, and i just didn't have the motivation to go anywhere else. now how pathetic is that? 
 
/bawww 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Awkward Squirtle on September 22, 2010, 19:44
This Sino Morior guy is getting on my nerves with his open hate of Christianity.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on September 22, 2010, 19:58
This Sino Morior guy is getting on my nerves with his open hate of Christianity.

Dude, it's just his opinion, like it or not.. |:

I had a math test today, and I dunno, one of my simultaneous equations came out weird.. and I thought I was good at them!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 22, 2010, 20:01
Homework soon.

Bleh suxorz it is!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 22, 2010, 20:15
This Sino Morior guy is getting on my nerves with his open hate of Christianity.

In another thread:

most of them have no problems with homosexuals. The ones that do tend to be the old ladies


I don't really appreciate that, as I come under the bracket you are talking about

Not nice having your group hated on, hmm?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 22, 2010, 20:17
This Sino Morior guy is getting on my nerves with his open hate of Christianity.

he's an ignorant idiot, that's what he is :B
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 22, 2010, 20:20
Let's not make this a "we hate such and such" topic please guys; it's quite offensive actually and if you have a problem with a member then don't rise to it.

I'm feeling really ill and generally awful; but cheering Tom up has cheered me up =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on September 22, 2010, 20:24
Let's not make this a "we hate such and such" topic please guys; it's quite offensive actually and if you have a problem with a member then don't rise to it.
*reports for playing the mod*
loljk, I shall stay on topic. :>

I just looked over my maths stuff and realised just how much work I have to do, it's going to take at least 2-3 solid days to get up to speed, and that's assuming I have no problems! ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 22, 2010, 20:26
*reports for playing the mod*

...Oh yeah, I so didn't forget about that then ^^;

Oh, I think I'm starting to regret eating toast earlier which isn't cool at all =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 22, 2010, 22:01
Not nice having your group hated on, hmm?

/BEGINS SLOW CLAP...



yeah umm... insert whine whine whine about heroes here lol n______n
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 23, 2010, 05:58
Laying in warm bed, need toilet. Rain hitting skylight in my room... aww what to do!?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Ledyba on September 23, 2010, 09:12
Quote
Let's not make this a "we hate such and such" topic please guys; it's quite offensive actually and if you have a problem with a member then don't rise to it.

what he said just to make it official.  You'll just cause more arguments this way y'know.

don't worry about the mod playing bby, i'll let you off as I know how hard it is to get out of the habbit.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 23, 2010, 12:01
my sister wakes me up at 11:30 to tell me 'herp derp we're going to the art gallery with dad at 1'
no why are we going at 1
what purpose does that serve
you're the dumbass that kept me up until 7 talking about harry potter please stop doing that

i'm already gonna look like a pretentious dick today might as well start it off by drinking starbucks then
because her friends poured the soy milk on her bed and that was supposed to last me a week at least

also might as well
http://petlar.tumblr.com/post/1171395717/tl-dr-post-which-i-suggest-you-ignore
this is vague but i guess it's close to understandable if you've been following my disgustingly interesting life


this is what being off college does to me i become depressed and want to die and i'm not even joking when i say that which scares me a lot


also the doctor called about a blood test there
apparently the news isn't exactly good

OKAY
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on September 23, 2010, 18:47
Laying in warm bed, need toilet. Rain hitting skylight in my room... aww what to do!?
I feel your pain. Stupid skylights.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 23, 2010, 20:19
I can't find Pokemon Black cheap. :( Bugging me!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 23, 2010, 20:30
I'm ill, I can't eat without feeling worse, I'm struggling to sleep and even when I get a load I still feel knackered, life in general is crap at the moment. You could say almost everything xD
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 23, 2010, 20:38
Ah mods arn't invincible!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: purplerush on September 23, 2010, 20:41
My Ds is slowly fading into the shallow depths of nothingness =/ I don't want to use a different one! That one is so me. It has my name and stuff scratched into it from over the years DX
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 23, 2010, 20:46
^^ Its time for an upgrade! :)

I'll trade my DSi for your pkmn black!

What I said earlier. No black?
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 23, 2010, 22:35
basically i'm getting put on antidepressants
i don't know if i like that

dad knows and keeps making a huge deal about it

basically telling me not to take them because they don't help anything


dad's a doctor now?
idk

i just want to sleep until i feel better but idk when that will be


also i keep hearing the sound of someone screaming. sounds like an angry man.
which is cool since nobody can hear it either

LOL I AM GONIG INSAEN!!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on September 24, 2010, 04:41
Don't worry the men in white coats will be here soon

I can't sleep :(.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: #Emma---# on September 24, 2010, 14:50
My boyfriend is off to university tomorrow and I had to say goodbye to him today =[ I go to a completely different university on Tuesday, so I don't know when I'm next going to see him. It probably sounds a bit stupid, but it's going to be difficult not seeing him as much because for the past few years I've either seen him or spoken to him basically every day.

=[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on September 24, 2010, 14:54
yet another hour and a half compulsory staying behind at school. yippee.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on September 24, 2010, 15:38
Life in general (y)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 24, 2010, 16:41
She's getting on my nerves again.

Today the whole school (or the people who cba'd to do it) did a sponsored walk up a hill. Me and my two friends walked up. One of my friends kept boasting that she wasn't tired at all and went on and on about it all the way up. Then at the top she buggered off on us, to show how hardcore she was!!11 and she kept on asking stupid questions or interuptting us when we're talking about something and changing the subject to fit her. Thank god she's away for two weeks.

I also have to get a blood test on Monday and I hope nothing serious will show up :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Sebastian Moran on September 24, 2010, 23:52
it's friday night and look where i am. 
 
only not really. 
i just came to this topic to give jenny a hat and a squish. 
 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Specstile on September 25, 2010, 00:26
This year 9 kid is getting bullied by year 10s (Hate them so much) because he's different. It seems that no one likes him so he comes to me for support (I am like year 12 0,0) as apparently i am the only nice person around. It's sad because year 10s are the worst year and no one is nice there and i can understand how horrible it can be feeling like you have no friends. I even saw these foul girls picking on him by making him try to say 'dirty' stuff. He was acccused of bringing in a knife to school yesterday and just seems to be so alone. I don't want to interfer as he does have support from alot of teachers but it is a shame that they don't do anything about it!
I wish to obliterate the majority of girls in year 10.
Edit:At my school
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 25, 2010, 21:07
Just found out Smudge died last night... feel kinda bad, I was worried that something big would happen while I was gone but I never expected this.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: HipHop Honchkrow on September 25, 2010, 21:43
I'm ill, I can't eat without feeling worse, I'm struggling to sleep and even when I get a load I still feel knackered, life in general is crap at the moment. You could say almost everything xD

Same here my man :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 25, 2010, 21:58
My head hurts. :s
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on September 25, 2010, 22:01
I'm sick, and my throat itches.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on September 27, 2010, 14:33
i don't feel much myself today. i woke up and usually i go to the mirror to have a giggle at how my hair looks, but damn if i didn't just stare at my reflection like i didn't know who it was. it was like i couldn't remember who i was either. i tried to think and it only sounded like static.

also last night i didn't go to sleep like i said i would. i swear i sat up for 3 hours rocking back and forth just because everything was freaking me the hell out like the constant flashing in the back of my eyes and the fact my clothes pile looked like it was staring back at me

i don't usually get afraid of the dark, but this was intense. it felt like everything i did would trigger some sort of situation that would get me hurt, and sitting there just trying to feel like i had even an ounce of security was getting to me.

and i've to go back into college tomorrow to face people i already make myself look stupid in front of?

i would honestly cry so hard right now if i thought i remembered how. but it just seems like i'm only letting out a few tears that don't mean anything. can't remember the last time i cried and it actually meant something either.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on September 27, 2010, 14:56
Jen come to Derby and I will give you hugs :<

You're not allowed to be miserable, it doesn't suit you. So stop, now. <3

(and come on IRC so we can laugh at ZQ's epic failures some more)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on September 27, 2010, 16:14
I feel so low today.
I heard people talking about me a few times and it's like wth have I done to you? I felt like screaming at lunch time, i was just ready to punch someone in the face. Stupid little things were making me annoyed, like when my friends were singing and when they were walking so slow. I just wanted to cry on the spot just to feel a little better. Also I've been waking up at about 3am and taking about an hour to fall back asleep and it doesn't help that Roxy always wants out during the night.

And feeling like I'm not going to amount to anything, I've been predicted a C for Higher English, I mean what's the point in even attempting the exam? If I can't scrape a B in English and a B for art then my career choice says bye bye.

Ugh :/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on September 30, 2010, 16:55
my family. End of.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on September 30, 2010, 21:52
Lined myself up for a night in and now I've had everyone coming to my door asking me to go out/have a drink in the kitchen and... I just want to be on my own, I don't care about having a night in now, I just want another night locked away in my room. :\
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on September 30, 2010, 21:55
French homework is so boring!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on September 30, 2010, 22:19
^ google translate =D got me through last year perfectly well!

it's time to start my diet =[ goodbye chocolate, hello carrots =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 01, 2010, 00:48
it's my friend's birthday
i've known him for 10 years around? maybe longer.
i waited until midnight to text him happy birthday.

but when i sent it i just thought about the last time anyone did anything like that for me and don't ever remember. well obviously because that doesn't happen. my parents remember my birthday. nobody else does. then when they ask my age and it's different from the last time we met, they'll ask 'oh, when was your birthday?'

what? really? you've known me since primary and you don't even know my birthday?

even though i spend most of my time asking birthdays and marking them down so i remember to get them something if i've got the money?

you would think i'd stop trying after the first year they didn't give a damn.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 01, 2010, 02:25
It's 2am, I've got Maths homework on a subject which hasn't been taught to me and it makes no bloody sense and I've got to get it done for tomorrow morning. What a joke... I'm going to get moaned at for something which isn't my fault. The book doesn't even tell me how to do it either =S
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 01, 2010, 10:11
My stepmum's just died =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on October 01, 2010, 11:56
^ Oh my. I'm so sorry for your lost D:

After what, six years on this site I just realised how to enter the IRC chat (i'm pathetically slow, I know). So thinking i'd try it out, I pressed it and my computer started making weird sounds so I exited. Now i'm scared to try again D: My computer is alright a pile of crap and I dont trust it when it makes weird sounds xD;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 01, 2010, 16:39
Oh Lottie, I'm so sorry. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Freestyler on October 01, 2010, 20:38
I was walking down the neighbourhood and I saw a close friend smoking weed. 
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Speak Now on October 01, 2010, 21:54
My mom and dad aren't too fond of the idea of my being on the forum.
And my grades have been dropping slightly, and I really want to work on them.. chemistry is annoying. :/

So I have to go.

I'll miss you guys. :)


Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 01, 2010, 21:56
My mom and dad aren't too fond of the idea of my being on the forum.
And my grades have been dropping slightly, and I really want to work on them.. chemistry is annoying. :/

So I have to go.

I'll miss you guys. :)

NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

paul gone -cries in corner-
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 01, 2010, 21:56
^ Well that's made me feel sad... Paul was awesome D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 01, 2010, 21:57
He still is and he lives on in our hearts.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 01, 2010, 22:05
wow no need to delete your account if you're being told to leave just go and come back later jesus
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pandemonium on October 01, 2010, 22:37
I just realised i turn 20 in 20 days

i just posted this in the happy topic also... dunno which to feel D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 01, 2010, 23:00
^ You should feel bad as your life is pretty much over now...unless you're one of those people who thinks fifty odd years is long enough to find something good in life? Like true love. <3
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 01, 2010, 23:01
I should be out but I got told that people weren't going out tonight until about a few minutes ago where they said they were already out and wanted me to come out which would have meant getting a taxi on my own, staying there for about an hour and then coming back. I wouldn't have minded if I would have been told about it so it's really put me in a bad mood, I really needed a night out tbh =/

EDIT: Urgh crap night got so much crapper; just feel awful, don't feel like doing anything rather than sit on my own, reflecting on nothing and waiting for time to pass. I wish this would just go away, as soon as it looks like I'm getting back to a good place I'm getting knocked down again >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 02, 2010, 05:02
this is the third night in a row that i've pretty much cried myself to sleep. oh.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Roxxy the Zangoose on October 02, 2010, 16:07
Was listening to Lavender Town music...reversed. *shudders*
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on October 02, 2010, 19:12
Paul come back ;;
also -snuggles for Jen and Alex-

I'm pretty down about the fact that I still have a week of living here to get through. Mum just cries all the time and gets angry at me and paranoid that my stepdad or I are trying to hurt her.. my stepdad is just always frustrated and storms around the house with a face like thunder, swearing under his breath.. everyone just snaps and shouts at each other, and of course the babies just scream. Moving day can't come fast enough.

and various other rubbish but I could probably cope with it all if I wasn't treadng on eggshells at home all the time and didn't feel like I was incapable of doing anything right.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Pandemonium on October 02, 2010, 22:29
-snuggles for kay-

I didn't get any, either... so wanted them too. >:

^ You should feel bad as your life is pretty much over now...unless you're one of those people who thinks fifty odd years is long enough to find something good in life? Like true love. <3

Already feel like I did, but that's not for here.

this is the third night in a row that i've pretty much cried myself to sleep. oh.
D: Get a ZQ hug pillow.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 03, 2010, 18:25
As you may or may not have noticed...I've not been on here as regularly as I usually am...

Mainly because I've had my boyfriend stay here for...a whopping 3 months.

But today...he's gone back home...and it just feels so empty and lonely without him now...I cried all the way to the airport and back...and am still doing so now...so I calculate that to be about 3 hours of crying and getting all upset...

I just don't know what to do with myself anymore ._. I miss being cuddled and loved and it's only been 2 hours without him...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 04, 2010, 11:37
i just saw charlotte's web fanart

oh no wait not even fanart

no. it was a picture of templeton doing it with charlotte.

OKAY. i think i'm just gonna go start drinking now. just.


shoot myself. in the head.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on October 04, 2010, 11:47
^ ah, Rule 34.

I don't want to go to work. I just want to sit at home where it's safe and no one can bother me.

I should just become a hermit.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 04, 2010, 11:50
I've got like 4 assignments (each 1500 words) for college. Each due all the same week. 2 weeks away!?!?!?! But i'll survive. The internet will help me. Plagiarism is bad kids. DON'T DO IT!!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 04, 2010, 12:04
Been getting snotty, beaatchy texts from my old "friend".

Having to change my number now cos she wont stop >>
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on October 04, 2010, 21:44
watching Death of the Oceans.. it's bloody terrifying.

Sure, the Marine Census was amazing and fascinating.. and it's all very interesting.. but.. christ. For example, the population of top ocean predators (sharks, marlin, tuna etc) nowadays is a mere 10% of what it was 50 years ago, largely due to commercial fishing.. there aren't words D: and we've acidified the oceans so much that, even if we stopped our CO2 emissions now, it would be hundreds of years before the oceans returned to normal acidity levels.. it's just all so scary :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 04, 2010, 22:04
Coroner's report is tomorrow...
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 05, 2010, 08:26
my cd player doesn't work anymore D=
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Captain Jigglypuff on October 05, 2010, 15:43
Not having a relationship and the death of Heath Ledger still after two years....
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Demelza on October 05, 2010, 15:53
Its done nothing but rain for the past week =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 05, 2010, 15:58
If my suspicions are correct, then this'll be the last you'll see of me.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 05, 2010, 17:05
Art teacher again fffff

She doesn't get the way I go about a drawing at all.

I like to sketch everything out first, whether it is wonky or not. Once the parts look okay I use a darker outline once i know it looks okay. As I was doing this she was like 'IT IS SQUINT! HOLD IT UP PLZ!1' I did that and then she rants again. I say I'm going to fix it. "Okay, you beter!!1'

jeez let me draw the god damn thing properly first before you go insane.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 05, 2010, 17:09
^^^
Isn't art meant to be all about individual expression? Weird they're telling you what to do.


I've got to much work to do I don't think any amount of willpower will override procrastination. ;.;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 05, 2010, 22:47
Funeral's next thursday. Nice of my family to tell me personally. No. I find out on frigging Facebook. Of all places.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 05, 2010, 23:03
What? why? D:

I couldnt cope if it's true.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 05, 2010, 23:08
What? why? D:

Three word rule Jasper, remember to add more words in next time =]
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Mulholland on October 05, 2010, 23:08
No one will accept me for a work experiance placement... and it's necessary to graduate my course.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 11, 2010, 00:29
Reminiscing about stuff and subsequently reading back on what others had said and how I reacted to it... wow it's weird thinking back to it. Remind me not to look back at life ^^;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Afro-Disiak on October 11, 2010, 08:00
The weekend was far too short. Time to go to work again :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lord Raven on October 11, 2010, 08:13
i can't get to bed at all and the most i can do at a time is 8 push ups.  i used to be able to do 15.  man i've let myself go.  man

i'm hitting the gym right after lecture tomorrow.  for realz
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 11, 2010, 08:32
biology tests today. if i fail either one of them i get kicked off the course.

yay
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on October 11, 2010, 11:20
there is nothing to eat in this house.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: That Girl in the 'Roo Suit on October 11, 2010, 15:50
I have no voice. This is the second day now :|

Also I have to go home this week for the funeral =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 11, 2010, 15:57
I've got a sore throat again >< It's been on and off for 3 weeks now and it just doesnt seem to show any signs of leaving for good anytime soon =/

On top of that, I just feel really run down and half dead...and it doesnt help that my mum keeps barking orders at me every five minutes to go and get something for her that she's perfectly capable of getting herself. A cup of tea thats right by your foot on the floor? Gimme a break. A cat on your lap is no excuse. Thats just pure laziness.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 11, 2010, 16:09
My 6th Form is being ridiculous, I'm so appalled with how they're doing some of the stuff now =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 11, 2010, 19:41
i'm not arrogant ;^;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on October 11, 2010, 20:17
My 6th Form is being ridiculous, I'm so appalled with how they're doing some of the stuff now =/

Explain! Honestly, with the new head of 6th Form, I thought you'd have a great time  D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 11, 2010, 20:21
English homework!

So long and just SO boring! :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 11, 2010, 20:24
My life is now taken up by college assignments. :( less PKMN. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 12, 2010, 15:59
The more I do Mechanics the more I regret not doing Physics at A Level; it really would have taken so much pressure off of myself. Damn my stubbornness =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on October 12, 2010, 17:36
The more I do Mechanics the more I regret not doing Physics at A Level; it really would have taken so much pressure off of myself. Damn my stubbornness =/

I found this as well =[ I'd sit listening to the physicists talking about what they were doing and thinking "that sounds really interesting" and I'd have done loads of the work already and just.. bah xD

My grandad's funeral is probably gonna be on my birthday.. eh.
I've been trying not to think about him too much but today Mum rang me and said he'd left me something in his will and I just said, without thinking ".. I'd rather have my grandad" and I just cried. :<
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Lord Raven on October 12, 2010, 17:40
mechanics isn't THAT bad, man up..  i'm afraid i'm gonna get a B in my mechanics class though
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 12, 2010, 17:47
i want a star trek costume for halloween but when i search i only find american sites

;^;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 12, 2010, 17:52
^ paypal herp derp

my neighbour who's been helping us financially is on life support in turkey and everyone's in a panic
i understand it's a hectic situation, but i was supposed to do so much with mum this week and now she's busy taking care of this situation and... ugh. i feel kind of abandoned again. selfish, but abandoned.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on October 12, 2010, 17:54
The more I do Mechanics the more I regret not doing Physics at A Level; it really would have taken so much pressure off of myself. Damn my stubbornness =/

seriously man, i spent all of last year HATING mechanics and not understanding it at all... it ended up being my best maths grade at the end =/

i've dropped further maths and a feel like a drop out now =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Dragonpika on October 12, 2010, 18:02
mechanics isn't THAT bad, man up..  i'm afraid i'm gonna get a B in my mechanics class though

Nah I loved mechanics! That's WHY I wish I'd done physics (instead of chem).. mechanics partly showed me how much I was enjoying the physics stuff, and also M1 and M2 make up a sizeable chunk of the physics A-level course.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 12, 2010, 18:16
The mechanics stuff I did in Physics AS seemed ok, hoping it's not any harder in maths this year.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 12, 2010, 18:21
stupid parents saying "why should you waste your money when you can get a cheap costume?"

well maybe i wasn't just going to wear it for HALLOWEEN

jeez.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 12, 2010, 20:12
mechanics isn't THAT bad, man up..  i'm afraid i'm gonna get a B in my mechanics class though

It's not that it's bad; in fact it's that it's really good which is why I regret not taking Physics =P

And Kay, sorry to hear about that D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Enigma on October 13, 2010, 08:24
This topic (http://pkmn.net/forums/index.php?topic=99363.0) is making me want to do terrible things. I spoke last night of making the world explode with my mind or imagining the sun imploding and burning the solar system.

Yeah it's one of those days x_X
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 13, 2010, 09:34
^^ Don't kill us all.  :o

Its now got to the point where I don't want to go out. Its cold, wet and horrible. :( I like summer rain. But not winter.   :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 13, 2010, 09:57
I can't find my ds OR my ipod ;; lack of gaming and music isn't good D:
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 15, 2010, 08:32
i just got called a foul nasty female dog quitter after i shut down a sit because no one was coming on any more.

nice to know all the work i put in before shutting down was appreciated =(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RocketMember002 on October 15, 2010, 17:19
I have horrible maths h/w about solving trig functions within ranges, and after about 6 hours of trying, I still have no idea what the hell I'm supposed to do. And I have a mini mock in maths next week, I need to be predicted an A/B for my uni choices and my teacher thinks I'm thick. :< I daresay I'll be proving him correct.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 15, 2010, 22:23
So our economy is quite dependant on graduates and to help get Britain back on track we're going to do this? I'm hopeful this is just an exaggeration of the cuts but I'm sure they'll still be quite bad.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/education-11550619 (http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/education-11550619)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 16, 2010, 05:22
well i guess it's more fear than anything. i hear thumping that's loud and making the house shake, and everywhere i look i think someone's there watching me. paranoid, yes... but it's scaring me to no end. i see glimpses of people standing there whenever i look anywhere and when i look again they're gone which should be reassuring but it makes me think i'm losing it since i sometimes get these glimps

i cba typing any more i just sound stupid honestly
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: ginrei on October 16, 2010, 19:18
I am so emo and doubting myself right now y'all have no idea.

I should be over this at my age
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Catstorm on October 16, 2010, 22:06
My 1500+ page RP on another site was abandoned by me months ago and left to my friends to govern. Now I feel kinda sad because it doesn't look too organized (not that I ever made it so.)
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Shaymin on October 16, 2010, 22:20
ooh, revision day tommorow. i can't frigging wait.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on October 16, 2010, 22:34
extra work tomorrow, work again on monday... urgh 4 days in a row of tedium and dust and some truly disgusting plates
not even the thought of the nice-looking new guy will cheer me up
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 17, 2010, 10:07
Nothing to do today. :( Bored!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: SpinnelSun on October 17, 2010, 12:10
I have a test tomorrow D: I have to write 3 essays in 2 hours, each about 10 pages long. It usually takes me 50 minutes to write one.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: MOP on October 17, 2010, 13:44
My fifth year in Bristol and I think this is the first time I've ever felt home sick. I go home three times a year but maybe I should go home more often? =[
I also tried to do some work and in starting my work I realised I had double the amount I thought I had, that pretty much killed my motivation.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 17, 2010, 13:48
French homework. T_T

It is aweful.
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Piccolami. on October 17, 2010, 13:49
^ google translate

work in a bit =[ no one nice is in either =[
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Buttons The Plural™ on October 17, 2010, 13:52
it's cold in here
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby2 on October 17, 2010, 14:32
I've just realised I have Maths homework, Business homework, Law homework and folder sorting all to do for Monday, plus I brought none of it to my dads meaning that I have to start it at like 6pm =/
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 17, 2010, 15:15
^ google translate

work in a bit =[ no one nice is in either =[

Google translate uses bigger, better and more sophisticated words that I have never heard of, and I only have 2 weeks to practice for my speaking exam!
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: saillith on October 17, 2010, 23:20
My drunkard of a sister, my dickwad of a brother in law...my spoilt little brat neices who think its perfectly acceptable to act like little preppy teenagers and have the last say in everything while they go about stealing my things...Ugh. I hate them all.

I just wanna move out to my sweetie ;_______;
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: RustedAggron on October 17, 2010, 23:35
^ damn son move out quick ha. whats depressing me is my cat. he had the unfortunate pleasure of dipping his entire leg in dirty motor oil. i hope he hasn't been licking it. i will be equipting myself with dawn soap and chainmail later
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Kdintranet & Scizau on October 18, 2010, 11:01
Just realised when I read all your depressing stories. I depressed me. :(
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: PiPlUp_94 on October 18, 2010, 17:17
I can't believe it's been exactly a year since i saw green day D:
That was my first ever concert and it was perfect <3
Going to pasalacqua, getting eye contact from mike, getting a plectrum, meeting all those awesome people ugh it was great ;_;

it also sucks that i have no idea when they will tour again, it better be within the next year :/

Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: sylar on October 19, 2010, 01:49
i am kind of sick of being so paranoid and getting no sleep because of it
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Webby on October 20, 2010, 01:16
I've spent the last two hours reading 31 chapters of a fanfic that has seriously made me ship a certain couple from a fandom I'm interested in... to find that the last 5 chapters haven't been written. It's been just over a year since chapter 31 was uploaded and the author said it's unlikely she'll find the spark to write so well for a while... ;______;  damn youuuu
Title: Re: what's depressing you right now?
Post by: Liam on October 20, 2010, 16:21
P.E theory test tomorrow. I do not find it very humerus. :|
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