Topic: What's making you happy right now?

[砂漠の我愛羅]

You have no idea what I was put up with, had no friends, people bullying me, some questioning me, so much hate that I wanted out.. but I realize that wouldn't solve the thing, people will still continue harassing same sex orrientation that there is no point of.. you know death.. and you comparing your story with mine comes with a whole different perspective, I had almost killed myself for living in fear. and torments and coming out will trigger that outcome.. I'm just tired of living like this and you might be right with the whole healing process, but what if they dont accept it, what if I be kicked out..

[Danse Macabre ( 6,6)]

You have no idea what I was put up with, had no friends, people bullying me, some questioning me, so much hate that I wanted out.. but I realize that wouldn't solve the thing, people will still continue harassing same sex orrientation that there is no point of.. you know death.. and you comparing your story with mine comes with a whole different perspective, I had almost killed myself for living in fear. and torments and coming out will trigger that outcome.. I'm just tired of living like this and you might be right with the whole healing process, but what if they dont accept it, what if I be kicked out..

No one ever really knows how someone else feels, we just try and reach out at times and thats all I'm trying to do. And I may know more than you think, these scars on my neck & wrists weren't earned on the hockey field.

I've attempted to kill myself on a few occasions, been through emotional hell and been beaten up for nothing more than being a little rounder & a little more sensitive than the kid next to me... but life goes on. Just remember there are people that need you.

We can talk more if you want, but I don't think this is the best place for it. PM me if you want to chat, otherwise just remember you're not alone.

[sylar]

You have no idea what I was put up with, had no friends, people bullying me, some questioning me, so much hate that I wanted out..

>you don't know what it's like to be lonely, bullied and hateful
>posted on a pokemon forum

[砂漠の我愛羅]

There's no need, besides I never had anyone to talk with about my feelings, I usually hold it inside me.. I'm so used to doing that, but would be nice to have someone listen throughout my lifetime.. but your kind words made me feel a little better ty..

[Danse Macabre ( 6,6)]

Everyone has their limits and it's healthy to release a little steam now & then. Just don't go thinking there is only pain in the world okay? Remember there is a chocolate covered donut for every bruise, it's up to us to whether to enjoy the donuts or worry where the coffee is. 

[Sebastian Moran]

One episode of Jeeves & Wooster and two cups of tea later... 
>feel somewhat better 
 
Also listening to an audio commentary while walking home cheered me. As did walking down the street trying to keep my laughter somewhat subdued, or at least not manic. 
Had the side-effect of making me want to rewatch The First Men In The Moon though. 
I seem to be living off BBC4 adaptations at the moment this can't be healthy 
..oh god speaking of I just remembered about The Crimson Petal and the White 
I don't even like period dramas what has happened to me 
send help 
 

[TrickTester]

Hey slayer, if you're having trouble with coming out as gay or something I'm always here to talk to. See my topic "sexuality". I've had mong loads of trouble. att i was bullied for a different reason.

[砂漠の我愛羅]

Hey.. Um.. that's okay, I don't feel like rushing this out, I'll wait for the right time.. so.. Um.. are you a lez or something..? and it's pretty hard to believe you were beaten up.. why..? sorry i should mind my own business..

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

Slightly more confident with my theory test tommorow. Only an iddy-bit!

Also my new blackberry is due for today Ahh!

[TrickTester]

Bisexual and proud ^_^

I was beaten up for loads of different reasons. Most were that they didn't like me but, schools over, I'm in college now so they can go screw themselves.

I'm depressed that i have sociology today and I'm gonna fall asleep against, or not, my will

[sylar]

tmi:
>wake up
>didn't wear a pad last night
>bedsheets still clean

WHAT
NOW
HATERS

also my eridan shirt should arrive real soon lalala.

[砂漠の我愛羅]

I was beaten up for loads of different reasons. Most were that they didn't like me but, schools over, I'm in college now so they can go screw themselves.

:I know how does it feel to be in that situation, I was too afraid to go back.. but I guess it takes courage and hope to be strong and ignore those bullies xD but I find it odd that they beat you up for being bi.. were the girls beating you up?.. I'm sorry this isnt the place to chat too many viewers

[sylar]

heh heh. you think she cares about privacy. newbies are the greatest.

[砂漠の我愛羅]

heh heh. you think she cares about privacy. newbies are the greatest.

Well I rather be safe than sorry

[Webby]

I bought crème caramels yesterday. I've been craving them for weeks alongside cravings for strawberry flan which have been featured on my tumblr at some point. I've just eaten one. My childhood has returned to me. I'm in a state of temporary bliss.