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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #210 on: September 17, 2009, 18:02 »
My head is killing me, >:
I've had this headache all day. ~.~

..And I left my memory stick in one of the computers at college. v.v
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #211 on: September 17, 2009, 20:00 »
Has anyone ever done this to you...

Because they can't do their jobs right.. we're losing the house.
making me to this place to learn to get my own place. ( The youngest is forty god)
Everyone with speacil needs my age still live parents or at college, What's differant about me.
I knew I have leave home one day, but not like this.
Cause those people down in pullar house employ such stupid people who cover up when someone messes up.

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH FORTY YEAR MENS AND WOMEN.
I WANT TO STAY WITH MUM.
« Last Edit: September 17, 2009, 22:04 by curtis talli »
what should I make you ?

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #212 on: September 17, 2009, 20:36 »
Life itself is getting me down to be honest. I've got to the point where im just questioning everything, even my own existance. Im also sad because Im convinced everyone finds me annoying.

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #213 on: September 18, 2009, 14:02 »
My Godfather suffers from a motor-neurone-like disease which causes his muscles to spasm as he slowly relinquishes control of his body. It'll kill him in the end as he becomes completely incapable of doing things for himself; breathing in the end if I recall correctly. Today I found out that he's beginning to struggle to swallow his food, which means he's in the latter stages of his life.

He's not got any future, even if it does slow down and stop being so progressive. Neither has my godmother, who's gone from being a completely independant woman to now being housebound for him.

I feel always for their children, who don't know whether the disease - it's a genetic fault or something - has passed onto them like his mother passed it onto him. Nor do I believe they want to know. I mean, how do you even begin to cope with that, knowing that your future is not yours to determine because you don't know when this disease would kick in?

It's horirble to see my godfather like this, he used to be so full of life, full of energy, full of opinions; always had something to say about anything you could possibly imagine. He's still the same person, still the same man, but his body won't let him be himself anymore, his life slowly taken from him until.. well. I don't like to think about it really, just makes me feel ungrateful for my own life I guess.

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #214 on: September 18, 2009, 18:17 »
Sick of one of my friends.
They keep on doing really stupid and reckless things. I try to stop them and help them in any way that I can but they just don't listen to me. At all. One day that person is going to get seriously hurt. And I'm going to have to restrain mysefl from saying 'I told you so.'   .... I'm mostly sick of them cos they worry me a lot tho :dry: I don't think they understand how much they worry me tho, cos they worry meh a lot.  *sighs* Silly friends

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #215 on: September 18, 2009, 19:04 »
I have a really bad throat. It feels as if something is resting on my Adam's apple. Bad times.

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #216 on: September 18, 2009, 21:21 »
Well, to start it off I am just generally feeling crap. I have no idea why, it is just like there is a permanent grey cloud floating over me and engulfing me with a deep dark mood that makes me want to punch someone in the face. I will get the results of my grandmother's tests soon, so I hope it hasn't spread...

I also just had a shower but I got soap in my eyes.

School was boring.

Yeah generally just a crap day.

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #217 on: September 18, 2009, 21:49 »
Well I feel really ill. Already thrown up twice tonight and am lying on the couch wide awake... meaning I hae no urge to sleep this off until morning.

Annoying ¬¬

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #218 on: September 18, 2009, 21:52 »
Get better soon, Peter.

I hate that sick feeling... urgh. =/

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #219 on: September 19, 2009, 02:08 »
This morning I woke up from the funniest dream ever. I tried to go back to sleep and continue the dream but it didn't work D:

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #220 on: September 19, 2009, 10:14 »
..I have to go to bed early tonight, so I can get up at 3am.
/is going to Spain tomorrow. 8DD
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #221 on: September 21, 2009, 21:01 »
awwha. i finally started liking another guy,
&; i finally got over this onee guy.
but then the guy i like who's one,
of my friends, is suddenly in a relationship.
&; so i'm like ".. what? D:"
i've only /really/ liked two guys.
but they all end up in relationships. :<
♥   holding on, the days drag on
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #222 on: September 21, 2009, 21:03 »
Spending all morning meticulously EV training my houndoom, only to find out I must've messed up somewhere as I couldn't get the effort ribbon. >.<
I'm far too lazy to restart it, my sub par puppy will have to do.

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #223 on: September 21, 2009, 21:04 »
oh, heavens knows why 8D 
no depression.. i'm just hugely annoyed.. well, at people i guess, hahaha 
and a very very recycled argument which is boring and irritating. 
really i'd like to bang people's heads together and put them in a soundproof room with nice comfy walls. 
 
and I can't find any notice as to when QI series G will be broadcast.. mr fry said autumn.. come on, it's autumn now ;; 
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then again WILTY is on tonight so I shall watch that and it shall cheer me <3 
 



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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #224 on: September 21, 2009, 21:31 »
I have a huge amount amount of geography homework to do that is going to take me hours to do. I'll get it done, but I don't know when it will be finished =/

Also university stuff is stressful =[ I am still unsure about what course I want to do, but I'm mainly tied between design engineering and robotics now. But there is a pretty big difference between them so I need to work out what I want to do. Also I'm going to have to change my personal statement loads.

And my big toe nail has cracked down the middle so it's looking like the top half will fall off, and things like that really gross me out ¬¬

And I just seem to be in a really bad mood =[