Topic: what's saddening you right now?

[Buttons The Plural™]

I went to a JSA meeting the other day, they said i could look at things like special courses i can do at college. I said i was doing work experience to beef up my CV at the moment and combined with job search i didn't have the time for college again. they said that was ok and just went on as normal. i go to the shop every day from 11-2:2:30, with this work experience i can get references as i don't have any and this will help me get a job.

today i receive a letter from the job center saying i have to go to a meeting at 10am on the 10th regarding a security course at college that i had signed up for with the job center. if i don't turn up i won't get my JSA, if i don't job search i don't get my JSA. thank you job center. Thank you for messing up my work experience i had to jump though hoops to get, thank you for messing up my references. thank you job center for making it harder to get a job.

Going to see if i can call them up and cancel my placement that i didn't sign up for in the first place.

[Pam-the-Lamb]

*Need a bath
*Need to do art homework
*Need to do maths homework
*Stuck in dinner time to do art work tomorrow (hopefully I can get a friend in)
*I think a girl thinks I said something about her, she's ignoring me :S

[Liam]

French speaking gcse exam tomorrow.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[Pam-the-Lamb]

*OOOOOooooh also in my failed attempt to make a bunch of kids jump I punched a window, which hurt like hell.

[Kpyna]

When I'm at school I'm absolutely fine and happy but once I get home I just feel like crying (But tears won't come.)
 
Also I started cutting and I can't stop and I'm just going to end up breaking if I don't vent.

thats exactly what happens to me. if you want to talk about some stuff message me, i'll be happy to big sister you or whatever. don't trust it to get better over time. you need to talk to someone about it, whether its a friend, teacher, councillor, or parent.

 my day just sucked. no reason. just did.

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

I had a packet of Jam donunts, I handed them out to my friends. Just went to eat it and.... it had no Jam in it o.O

[Speak Now]

So..

I've been feeling kinda lonely, lately. I'm in some new classes, and I don't really know any of the people, and when I'm asked to read something out loud or whatever, my voice gets all wobbly and nervous, and I look like a complete idiot.

I mean, in my head I'm all 'What the fudge is wrong with you, Paul? Just read.' But on the outside, I look like this complete nervous wreck. :/

Agh.

[MOP]

when I'm asked to read something out loud or whatever, my voice gets all wobbly and nervous, and I look like a complete idiot.

I still get that now.
The only exception being when I'm in uniform at work, probably some sort of power trip. P:

[Kpyna]

my best friend's cousin just died.

my best friend's family is like my family.

the cousin was like, idk, in her mid-twenties. i never met her, but she was expecting a baby when she was taken to the hospital because she had a brain tumor. after an expensive surgery to remove it, they discovered she also had cancer in her brain. i dont know if they had to abort the baby or if it just died, but the baby ended up dying. she was fighting the cancer for probably 3 months or so and she was just pronounced dead.

her family has extremely expensive bills to pay and quite frankly not a lot of people in my best friends family really have money to contribute, and the family itself cant really afford the bills.

ugh. such bad news.

[Sable]

My physician arbitrarily decided that I may be in bed only between the hours of 2:00 and 6:00 in order to cure my inosmnia but, because I'm an insomniac, I only sleep for about 1/6 of that time, or around 30 minutes, per night.
And this is supposed to be helping me... how?

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

I'm starting to feel ill again, . and it's raining again, where are you summer?!

[sylar]

one of the characters in homestuck - tavros
he's just so... pitiful. and the fact that whenever he talks about his self-esteem i can say 'oh, i hear you' doesn't exactly help!!!

[Dragonpika]

This week has just been generally awful.

Fresh start at the weekend please.

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

Got work in for today. my teacher hates me, he just sits at his computer shopping on ebay, getting annoyed when you ask for help. I'm going to fail .

[The Entertainer]

^if he fails you. You always got the eBay
thing over him, and the annoyance thing too.