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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2595 on: April 03, 2011, 18:38 »
and the fact that some people's lack of value in their education disgusts me.
Just like me. I can't stand being in a normal class because of it.

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2596 on: April 03, 2011, 21:21 »
Yay false hope that I'd already invested in. Another mistake to add to the long list. Not only did this false hope screw with the one thing it could have given me, it made me give up on other things for a little while. :|  I think maybe I should give up on it as a whole. I only torture myself with it and get disappointed.

And Regina Spektor says things that are too true.
"We are all lucky that we can't see the future, because if we did, we'd never be care free... We'd treasure everything and everyone too much. The knowledge of loss would anchor us at all times, chain us to each other, and we'd all be stuck together, motionless for all of time... No one would just walk away and say 'See you tomorrow...'."

And if my flatmates aren't at war with each other, they're at war with my friends. @.@  With all these friendship worries, I'm actually wondering if becoming a hermit and living alone all my life is a better option. Eliminates all my problems and I could actually get used to living alone and doing things the way I want to. @.@
Wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. Where do I sign up to be a hermit and when can I start enjoying life without worrying that other people will squirm their way in and ruin it for me?
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2597 on: April 04, 2011, 02:22 »
Currently own a Playstation 3, and tried the virtual world of home ahh it's seems like a paradise full of wonders, communication, and role playing :D had this friend who I rely my thoughts with without the hesitation on delaying my intellectual, he was really a sophisticated guy and accepted me for who I  am, so I started to flirt with this guy and yes virtually but anyway he felt awkward and confused that he told me that "I'm not gay" at first I stood there quietly waiting for my response, but I was really nervous what to say.. so I just said well that's fine at least you have a heart to accept me for being me, so he left like he wasn't happy or something really made him shudder and I was afraid he doesn't want to be friends, then the next day he deleted me... telling me how he really hates faggots and yes he responded vaguely and I was surprised and depressed that I didn't know what to say, that day after I became very cynical with anyone I met.. I feel neglected like an abandoned child, forsaken,
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2598 on: April 04, 2011, 05:34 »
I seem to be having difficulty getting over a break up I should have gotten over long ago.  By all logic, I should be over.  My brain knows I should be over her.  Yet it seems like tiny things I disregarded in years past have a funny way of drawing out the feeling I had when I'd hold her in my arms, or perhaps the warmth of her hand as I held it.  Maybe her voice, or her laughter, or her smile.
At any rate, I know I've dwelt on this for too long, and yet my heart won't let me take the burden off.

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2599 on: April 04, 2011, 06:12 »
I ordered a Fallout 3 guide, however. it's coming from the states, estimated arrival date, 28th.  April :(
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2600 on: April 04, 2011, 09:42 »
Currently own a Playstation 3, and tried the virtual world of home ahh it's seems like a paradise full of wonders, communication, and role playing :D had this friend who I rely my thoughts with without the hesitation on delaying my intellectual, he was really a sophisticated guy and accepted me for who I  am, so I started to flirt with this guy and yes virtually but anyway he felt awkward and confused that he told me that "I'm not gay" at first I stood there quietly waiting for my response, but I was really nervous what to say.. so I just said well that's fine at least you have a heart to accept me for being me, so he left like he wasn't happy or something really made him shudder and I was afraid he doesn't want to be friends, then the next day he deleted me... telling me how he really hates faggots and yes he responded vaguely and I was surprised and depressed that I didn't know what to say, that day after I became very cynical with anyone I met.. I feel neglected like an abandoned child, forsaken,

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2601 on: April 04, 2011, 10:51 »
Can't do my work. It is so hard I might just cry.
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2602 on: April 04, 2011, 11:40 »
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
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no disrespect but rule number one of gay flirting is to make sure they are actually gay first and if not then that they are ok with gayness otherwise what else can you expect
Yeah you're right, virtually it's really impossible to figure out if their gay or not, I thought he was gay due to comforting me and acceptance, guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing, wish more people on home welcome us as who we are and stop the hate and just agree and move on but no it's all an illusion to manipulate one's feeling by lying into your face and intellect, I'm really tired of looking for love, I'll just stay single until death vanish my feelings Sigh*
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2605 on: April 04, 2011, 15:55 »
Got another migraine/dizziness headache thing. Annd I've got a concert tonight and if I don't go there will only be 2 second trumpets so I'm needed for once because I play first trumpet~
I'll also have to sit through a string orchestra set. I love strings when they're played well but if it's not done well my ears bleed and the noise of squeaky and scratchy violins will make me want to kill someone.

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2606 on: April 04, 2011, 16:15 »
Ordered a new phone case and well. It's rubbish
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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2607 on: April 04, 2011, 16:21 »
Yeah you're right, virtually it's really impossible to figure out if their gay or not, I thought he was gay due to comforting me and acceptance, guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing, wish more people on home welcome us as who we are and stop the hate and just agree and move on but no it's all an illusion to manipulate one's feeling by lying into your face and intellect, I'm really tired of looking for love, I'll just stay single until death vanish my feelings Sigh*

uh sorry i'm not sure how to put this but with that attitude you're not getting far

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2608 on: April 04, 2011, 16:35 »
guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing,

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Re: what's depressing you right now?
« Reply #2609 on: April 04, 2011, 17:18 »
Life in general.

Affecting both me and he who I consider my best friend ;-;