Topic: what's saddening you right now?

[Ten Silver Spoons]

i haven't been talking to andrew and just i miss him and i want to talk to him and argh he won't text me. and he ignored my last text so i'm not texting him until he texts me and it's just not good. and also i'm a saddo who has no other friends who are boys - except robert, but he doesn't count and james and ross but they're scared of me. eugh.

[Catstorm]

I'm missing just two Furbys out of my collection of McDonalds Furbys - they're somewhere that I didn't put them

I don't want those two to get lost.

[Shaymin]

looking at pictures from last year on facebook

to think... most of the people who i really considered "friends" haven't even bothered to talk to me...

* Shaymin casually lies down on the floor and reminisces sadly

[Webby]

I've picked up Neighbours again because I wanted to follow a certain storyline... skipped to the main development in the plot and it's so upsetting. ;_____; 

[The Shrub Dragon]

Awake at ten to four in the morning. Plus I've got an English thing to do for tomorrow and my partner is completely incompetent.

[Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl!]

The fact that my parents are adopting this kid who hates me, shes 11 years old and an ill-bred ill-mannered little brat who has to share a room with me and my sister, my family ignore me enough as it is without having some other wee-girl move in to take up more of there time... I've tried telling them that i'm not happy about it but nooo no-one ever listens to kirsty...       

[Liam]

I have an awful feeling that I messed up my French Listening Paper.

[JSM]

^Everyone who does French at my school said it was difficult. Makes me kinda nervous for my Spanish listening.

[Shaymin]

Chill boys, French was alright; I managed a C in it last year C:

exams incoming

vasol constriction

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[sylar]

so my friend showed up today. i haven't seen him since august and i love him so very much so this gave me +2500 lifetime achievement points and a white mood bar.

lol jk he pointed out he was a homophobe at least 10 times throughout the day.

problem? here's a tangent.

eridan is flushed for feferi, but she ditches him to hang out with someone else [sollux aka her supposed matespirit], and eridan is heartbroken. the one he was flushed for ditches him for someone else and he feels betrayed.

friend ditched me [his moirail of sorts] for his girlfriend [his matespirit] and i am so desperately and achingly RGB 255 0 0 flushed the hell red for this guy. i mean i've known him for 13 years, he's been my best friend and basically the best person i know due to the fact that when i'm feeling my worst, he somehow shows up and stops me from doing anything stupid. obviously he doesn't know, but he just kind of... shows up and it seems like a happy coincidence- whatever.

anyway, the whole trans thing. you know it exists because i won't shut up about it.
if he's a homophobe... and i'm a guy... ???

i want to spend so much time around him i mean like the obvious sitting too close and hugging too long and maybe brushing the hands together when we're walking next to each other and accidentally taking his hand when he hands me something and wow yeah basically i'm like a creeper when he's here for his annual surprise visit but omg it's just...

AUGH

when i start looking more like a guy and
being all touchy feely ooh [friend] ohh let's do it yes and i will leave my binder on sort of thing he's gonna be like uhh and run a mile because he

won't like it

and i can't change how he thinks but it's still kind of leaving me with an ache in my expanding and collapsing bladder based vascular system heart and yeah basically...

i'm a mix between karkat and eridan here it's funny.
hitting on a guy when he is not a homosexual.
very much the opposite. very much scared of what i will be and will do.

[Dracoandy666]

Finished my tea... =[

[Kpyna]

he said we were better off as friends

right back where i started~

[OranBerrySandvich]

I work hard. I revise to the best of my ability. My grades are decent. So why can't someone just give me a pat on the back and say "well done" so I don't feel like all my efforts to gain other people's approval are becoming less and less fruitful by the day?

And my social skills arr deteorating faster than usual.
*Goes off to play on some sort of console by himself*

[Trekkie WhoLocked Fangirl!]

I have a gcse exam today... Its my creative writing part 1 and I am dreading it even though english is my best subject... Exams for me usealy involve nervous breakdowns!!!   

[Liam]

Stupid RE Catholic Christianity exam. ¬¬