i can't hold all my emotions i started crying because i can't decide on a name???
and then i cried harder when i realsied why i'm crying
and then more because i felt stupid and wimpy
psychiatric nightmare teens 2k11
best thing to do is choose a name you like and that fits you but you aren't overly crazy about cos then its like you had that name since birth i dunno ahaha
sort of like a 6 or 7/10 name as opposed to a 10/10 name that you'll probably get bored with or want to change later on
me i'm going with Elizabeth myself its nice enough and not a totally awesome ott name
which is half the trouble with names you end up trying to choose the BEST name ever and its just hgnghf might as well try and get the most perfect role playing game in electronic form kind of thing
going to have omega in my middle names so i can be Elizabeth Omega: The Last Queen or something ahahaha
you can always swap out middle names, my mums real name is emma but she hates it so she never uses it ever and always uses one of her middle names as her first name
on topic post: well the usual same old stuff is saddening me the usual general chronic panic stuff and blahitude and inferiority complex and dissociation and nothing improving any time fast and just waiting waiting waiting for gears to shift and things to change and talking to people
also i am trying to figure out if my current meds have stopped working
i also lost them yesterday and then found them again this morning and took one today but they always seem to be a day in lieu affair so its either tommorow or sometime during the night i can expect to have a bucketload of fun sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh