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Wait there is something else. I can't stop crying. My nan has cancer. And she wont fight it because she watched her husband go through the treatment and die, and her son (My step dad but my real dad to me :/). It the first time I have seen her is ages and she look so ill. I have been wanting to see her for ages but mum wouldn't let me see her because I was well behaved :/. She keeps saying she is going to die and I hate it ... It means another person I trust is leaving me. when I was 4 she broke her heel I looked after her. Made her food .. made sure she took the right pills ... even this weird thingy where you pressure the foot. I did it. everytime she was too ill to look after herself I looked after her .. When I saw her today and said hello she clung on to me. And Wouldnt let go (I didnt try to get her off me) She wanted me there for her. I stood there holding her hand and I couldn't help her, and I wanted to like I normally do which is really hurting me. my step sister was there and trying to get nan to look at her but nan wouldnt let go of me.. In the end hannah (Step sister) Pushed me out of the way. I gave my nan her present to and hannah hated it. To be honest it was really good. Thats why she hated it. And I made it. she aint my real nan. we have no blood tie. But she is one of the 3 family member I have left that I can trust. I am seeing her tomorrow but I am nervous. She said she wasnt going to make through the night. Which is a lie but it tells me she doesnt want to live. To be honest I understand why. To be with her family. Husband and son. But I don't think I can lose someone else in my life. It will hurt to much.
^ ... Please don't Jenny, Please.