Topic: first world problems

[the bread dragon]

school is such crap sometimes lol... stop assigning projects i have no creativity

[Pam-the-Lamb]

• Ate something without cutting/chewing it properly
• It proceeded to scrape along my throat
• That feel when this has caused two sessions of tonsillitis
• I've taken paracetamol, not sure if I should have had ibuprofen

 This is going to be a bumpy ride, lads. Embrace the pain etc.

[Shaymin]

i remembered that spiders exist and i'm having a minor freakout

[SirBlaziken]

I'm tired and I don't know why. Also my dad is coming to town and most know how I feel about him.

[not chloe]

So I'm home for Easter but on Wednesday the guy I'm dating is coming up to Sheffield to see me and I have no idea what we're gonna do all day?? Like unless you're in Meadowhall there's literally nothing to do in Sheffield. Idk how I'm going to keep him entertained all day. He's paying nearly £50 for the train (although he can afford it because he won a few hundred on the races) but I have no idea how I'm gonna make his entire trip not a waste.

Anyway I feel like this one is a keeper and I'm keeping him.

[sylar]

wakin up at 4am feelin like living just aint worth it and nobody would care if i just did myself in tonight
typical tuesday am i right lads

[Milsap]

Like unless you're in Meadowhall there's literally nothing to do in Sheffield

Go to a football game?

[sans the skeleton]

wakin up at 4am feelin like living just aint worth it and nobody would care if i just did myself in tonight
typical tuesday am i right lads

i feel u

i had a depressive moment & then suddenly had this Weird Thing happen
like
i really hated myself and then it was like a switch and i started thinking everyone was artificial intelligence and that i was a lab experiment and things started getting really weird and bizarre and i started feeling paranoid about random irrelevant stuff & then all of my anxieties came on at once and i cried

i still have no idea what thats about bc thats the second time thats happened
i like its fake /now/ (i think? i dunno, theres some doubt) but im just trying to figure all of this out
and its weird weird weird
people are telling me its dissociation but i usually suffer from a different kind of it so maybe im just feeling it differently than usual but my meds are supposed to stop this

am i becoming used to them??? is my thought of 'theyre just placebos' making it so it doesnt work??? im a suspicious person but last night was just well over the top and im Worried

[sylar]

i get that a lot too. ive heard its a sign of ocd in some cases and honestly at this point im just like... whatever lol because if i have ocd then damn just pile it on with every other goddamn disorder i have.

it might be the meds though. ive had mine adjusted recently because i was becoming more paranoid and delusional than usual. now im just waiting for the 2 week period of getting used to the dose change to be over so i can tell if the urge to Just Die Already is because of the getting used to them or because of something else. once you get used to them it becomes harder to feel them working i guess? i dunno, id ask about them if i were you.

on the plus side of getting a higher dose: ive been too tired to be paranoid and anxious all the time! instead of thinking my parents have hired a hitman to take me out next time i leave the house, im now too miserable and tired to leave the house again at all! thats gotta be a plus. i make my own silver linings.

[Spriter]

hopefully you're both okay though

So I was with friends for an hour doing a quiz in pride society, it was a hella good time and all but now that I'm home alone...I feel bad? I feel isolated and lonely because outside of college I have nobody to turn to. It doesn't help that I reckon my old best friend from high school may have...ended himself. Nothing from him in ages when we would be talking a lot before, even when he was busy we still talked. Hope he's okay but I'm so worried that he isn't.

[kindtocrows]

My music teacher is moving away. I've had her for years now and I'm really going to miss her. Today was the last day I'll see her. I got her a parting gift, but it wasn't until after the lesson because my aunt didn't realize it was her last day, so I didn't get to see her open it. I hope she likes it.

[SirBlaziken]

Every year, the town's public library picks a book and does a whole bunch of activities surrounding it and the author. Last night, the author was going to be in town for a keynote address and a book signing. I forgot about it.

[The name master]

My stupid parent asked me if I took my phone to school. I did. Then she starts saying "I told you you're not allowed to take your phone to school" oh, really? What if I/you need to call me? What if I get lost or kidnapped? It's not like I can ask my kidnappers "can I use your phone?"

And another thing, I take it to places further away than school and you're OK with it.

I'd love to see her awnser to "what's the point of having a phone if I can't call no one?" (apart from playing games and visiting pkmn.net) what is your stupid excuse for me not taking it?

Pathetic parent!

[sylar]

zootopia was good but i dont have the funds to go see it again

[The Shrub Dragon]

i feel like im just spending all my time asleep like honestly ive just had a full four hours now, on monday i went to bed at 8:30 and im constantly just having to take naps at school and stuff


like?? my endocrinologist said i might have cfs but if i do im already being treated for it in conjunction w my mental health illnesses which is fun but