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FIVE MORE EXAMS AND THEN I'M DONE!

I am finished with school, for good, except prom. I mean I am seriously scared for college and I'm sad about leaving school to a certain extent, but I am also REALLY excited.

I'm super happy that I get to have the longest summer of my life and then I get to choose what I want to study and do it for two years, hopefully.

I'm also happy because I have had a really interesting time on study leave, I thought I was going to be bored at home, but so far I have really been enjoying it.

Oh and I have marshmallows in hot chocolate. Mmm.

I don't really accept the idea of time travel and I explained my reasons for that a couple of years ago on here.

However, making the assumption that it is some way plausible, I would time travel back to when I was born and tell my Mum NOT to let me be lazy. I'd tell her to make me work for stuff.

Then I'd travel back to when I was 14 and tell myself to start working hard for my GCSEs and to REVISE! Why? Because I've always been naturally good at school and as a result, I haven't bothered revising for any subjects. Now I'm in the middle of my exams and I've realised that I really should have revised!

Luckily, cramming works fairly well for me .

I watched Iron Man 1 & 2 yesterday and OF COURSE it makes me happy. Hello, Robert Downey Jr . Plus its Marvel! Love it.

I'm also happy, because I've started drawing again and although, it's not that great and it's not finished and will probably never be finished, drawing calms me.


I've also completed most of my homework due in this week, so that makes me happy, because I'm never usually this organised. Although, it is probably because my GCSEs start in ONE week. Ahh.

Hoping to see Iron Man Three this week .

Sorry for the essay!

My best friend is driving me mad! She and her idiot boyfriend broke up 10 ten days ago and whilst I am fully supportive of the fact that she's upset and I let her talk about him 24/7, I knew he was a complete -insert word here- before. But she still insists on meeting up with him EVERY day and then wonders why he still has the power to hurt her! I've told her to give their relationship some time, it's too soon for them to fall back into friendship! Yet, she doesn't listen and now he's kissed another girl, which in my opinion is a bit soon, but they're not together so it's not cheating or anything and she is seriously upset, which I would be, but he's awful. He was horrible when they were together and now he's worse!

I mean, I don't mind her being upset, I'm still upset about my breakup and that was back in Jan, although we've been on and off. Like, I understand that she has a right to be sad, but she LETS herself get hurt by him, time and time and time AND time again! Why, can she not see how awful he is to her?

On top of the breakup issues, she is being a completely rubbish best friend, even before her boyfriend stuff. I mean, everytime she asks me to do something, she bails last minute. The other day we arranged to go into Guildford, I paid my train fare and got on the train and she told me she'd be a little late and then two hours later, she told me she wasn't coming. Then her ex-boyfriend (who was still her boyfriend and that point) said that he was supposed to be meeting me and her anyway. She hadn't even flipping asked me! It was supposed to be alone time with her.

Then, she said she'd make it up to me and invited me to Guildford, we'd then go for a sleepover and go to marching band the next day. Band ended up being cancelled, but we were still going to meet up. But she told me she couldn't, as she didn't have time and then I find out she's going to a party instead. I was furious.

I confronted her about this and we made up and stuff and she promised she'd be better and now she's done the same thing today! She was supposed to come to mine tomorrow, so we could go to cadets together. We'd arranged this weeks ago. Anyway, I asked her what was happening tomorrow and she said that she wasn't coming to mine anymore!

I'm literally so sick of this rubbish. I cannot wait to go to college!

The Next Episode - Admiral General Aladeen, Aiwa & Mr. Tibbz.
Pretty much love every song on this soundtrack, but this one is genius <3.

Reegan stood a little away from the group, as usual, with his eyes focused on Yuu. His gaze was intense, unblinking and a little off-putting. As he stared, he thought deeply about the rumours that had circulated around the Old Mansion for years. Could they be true? It was almost impossible to know without exploring it himself. Reegan had never been one for superstitions, but he did like to plunge into all things dark and wonderful. A bunch of kids exploring a mysterious mansion, what could go wrong?

It occurred to him, that as one of the oldest, he'd be obligated to look after the younger ones. Could he really be expected to socialise? What's more, he'd have to care?! Reegan just hoped for the sake of the young'uns that it wasn't haunted. Having this much responsibility was not a good thing for Reegan, nor for anyone in his care for that matter.

Eventually he broke off his gaze and looked a little above Yuu whilst he said, "I see no other option." He then raised his eyebrow and half-smirked, "although curiosity killed the cat..." Or perhaps the over-inquisitive child.

He then closed his eyes and out his hands behind his head, thinking about how the youngsters would probably rush into it head first.

((Sorry it's a little off, I am on my Kindle at the moment.))

Epiphany - Helena Bonham Carter, Jamie Campbell Bower and Johnny Depp. I can't even- I just love it so much!

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yeah, so that just happened

I actually really wish I had a hoodie that would do that, all of mine just have toggles for decoration! It's incredibly frustrating!

I haven't posted pictures here in about two years, so I guess I'll give you two .


Me, ready for my ex boyfriends party.


Myself, with a very good friend that I met on camp. We were at a mutual friend's eighteenth.

Finished my form, hope everything is okay there . It has literally been two years since I've done this, so I do hope that I get into it again. Just bearing in mind that I'm in the middle of my revision and exams, so I won't be as active as usual, however as soon as they are finished I shall be on all the time . I will, however, check most days anyway .

Of course you wouldn't Nathan, you were the old friend who reminded me of this place - we were only texting 20 minutes ago . And yes, whilst we were only RPing, I could not resist having that quote in my sig.

Liam, I remember you as well... I actually feel quite honoured in a way LOL,I genuinely only thought those who were part of Thauxan would remember me.

Webby !! I felt for sure that you'd forget me! But, now I know that I, your little fangirl, have not been forgotten . Thank you .

[Name:]

I have not RPed in so long, so excuse me if I'm a little rusty .

Name: Reegan Walton
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Personality: Reegan is, what could be considered as, somewhat odd. He likes to keep himself to himself, for the most part. When he does talk, he is fairly eccentric, often saying things which have more meaning to himself than to anyone else. He is incredibly prone to mood swings, which leaves some people confused and even causes them to take an intense disliking towards him. He is, however, an incredibly loyal friend when he allows himself to open up and take that leap of faith, which is not often anymore, as he has been hurt far too many times in the past. He relies heavily on sarcasm and wit, although it is not always shared with the group.
Appearance: Reegan's personality is not the only thing which could be considered odd, he also has a fairly unconventional appearance too. He is 6ft 3", which makes him tower over most people. His long black hair often falls in front of his eyes which are grey, with flecks of golden brown. He has a single strip of grey running through his hair. His body is fairly average, not incredibly muscly, but not thin and lanky as one might expect, just fairly toned. He likes to wear a lot of black clothes, his favourite outfit being a pair of very very tight black skinny jeans, a short black t-shirt with a the word "boy" printed on the front in white and a black leather jacket. He always wears a silver ring, on his wedding ring finger, with the word "infinity" inscribed on it , but no one knows why.
Weapons and accessories: The ring, as mentioned above. And this.
Powers (If any. Keep them limited, for example sealed magic): Can sustain a shield for small periods of time, around five to eight minutes, but only with intense concentration.

I will finish tomorrow, as I am on my Kindle atm. Also can you be a bit more specific about the terms of powers?

I'm not exactly new, but I haven't been on in so long, I doubt many of you remember me. Heck, I didn't even remember my username at first. I guess I've just missed this place and an old friend reminded me that it was here the other day and I remembered how I used to come on here every single day, so I thought I'd check it out again.

Well, in the vague hope that some of you remember me, I just thought I'd post this. I've had various aliases over the years, I don't remember very many of them. If you did know me then you'd probably have known me as, "Dawn of a Turtwig", "DoaT", "Pokemon3000Ash", "Jellybean" etc... Or if we were on a first name basis, "Ems" . I generally stayed in the Roleplay section or Random Randomness or way way way back in the day I did some Spriting.

I'm not promising to be on as much as I used to be, I'm in the middle of my GCSEs, but I figured that I'd have tons of time as soon as my exams are done and so I might as well get back into the site again .

I'll probably just stalk the boards for now, but if I do pop up, it'll most likely be in the aforementioned sections.

Dear Ian,

I highly doubt that you will ever read this and if you do I'm screwed, but never mind about that because I'm pretty sure you figured out I liked you when I called you the "definition of hot".
I just wanted to let you know that when you know a girl likes you, don't play with her feelings. I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that you don't have any feelings for me whatsoever, however this does not excuse your behaviour! I know that I am not the most desirable human being on the planet and that I am two school years below you, but why are you treating me like this?
You go and give me your number and say that you're looking forward to my text and yet it's two months on and I've had two replies from the fives texts I've sent. I already asked you to tell me if I'm annoying and yet you state that I am not annoying and that "I am cool to talk to and a lovely person". Utter BS.
Why give me a nickname that has certain hints towards liking me when you hardly ever talk to me? Maybe you're shy? BS, I know that's not true!
You're an absolutely lovely guy in every way you just don't know how to stop sending out flirting signals sometimes when you clearly don't like someone. Oh and yes your surname is very accurate.

Love,
Emma
Xxx

PS: If you do like me, which I know you don't, ask me out.


Dear Life,

I've had a pretty cool time, in fact you rocked for the first 11 years and then you decided to spiral down hill for the next 3. Feel like either stopping me liking boys so I can't obsess over them, or tossing me one soon?

Love,
Emma
Xxx

PS: Can you help Courteney get over Dom already? She doesn't deserve to be treated that way and she'll be so much happier when she is over him. Oh and can you toss her a guy too? Thanks.


Dear Anna,

Does 3 years of friendship mean NOTHING to you?! At all?! Like nothing?! I know it's not as long as some friendships but it was still 3 YEARS, not months like them but YEARS!
I was there for you when you needed me. I was there for you when you thought about killing yourself, despite the fact I know it was just an act. I was there throughout the whole "Bo" thing and yet you betray me because I decided that I wanted to get to know someone a little better, make a few new friends.
You made fun of me and you told everyone about the whole thing with David. I genuinely can't believe you did that. I know I said some things that I shouldn't have, but I apologised, you haven't even had the decency to do that yet!

Love, (although not really)
Emma


Dear Life,

Sorry, I know it's only been a short while since my last request, only a matter of minutes actually, but I've just realised a large part of my stress comes down to you. I am only fourteen and yet everyone is thrusting decisions and choices at me! I have absolutely no idea what I want to do and I am definitely NOT ready for GCSEs! I do NOT want to grow up! I know that is contradicting the rest of my life because all I've ever tried to do is grow up or at least act grown up, but now? Seriously, you can stop, I've decided I don't want to be an adult. I cannot deal with all the pressure of everyone saying how I should be achieving A* in every piece of work. Did everyone else in the family? No, so ffs leave me alone! Just seriously can you freeze time for a while? I cannot believe I'm heading off to college in less than three years, I still feel like six years old!

Always love you,
Emma

PS: I still want the guy thing .

I've turned into quite the poser lately

ah well
dyed my hair the other day, you can't really tell too much :/

I swear you used to be blonde Claire... Oh well you look amazing thar .

Me at my Grandparents 50th Wedding Anniversary:


Most recent profile picture on facebook:


Me rocking my Kieran Lemon tee <3:

Everything is making me happy atm . Just loving life .
Great friends, great family, great music .
Oh and there's a certain someone in my life who makes me feel so special and beautiful, no matter what. It's not love, but it's a brilliant feeling nevertheless.