Messages

Trying to find a way to break to my partner that I don't like Marvel films.

I don't have a problem with hero & action films in general but the marvel franchise panders to an audience so much it's ridiculous. "Ahhh put in some cool explosions and have a character say 'uproarious' after" but let's not have a good plot or character development or any sort of human authenticity whatsoever.

I watched the first Deadpool film for the first time the other day and it was AWFUL. Nothing the character said or did was genuinely funny. His character had such a sad backstory and that was really good and it would have made such a beautiful superhero tradegy story but then they went and made the character wise cracking but never really gave an explanation as to why he was like that?? And it just read as Marvel being too afraid to make a film you can actually take seriously so they just covered everything up with meaningless quips and fourth wall breaks that the movie never earned. God. Okay I'm done.

I finished writing my dissertation

So I'm half way through my diss and my last uni deadline is in a month aaaaaaaa

Finally feel like I'm making progress on overcoming my fear of dogs and it's the best thing that's happened to me in 17 years

So I kind of became assistant manager at the club I work in

Be thankful you never had to use London Midland...

My S.O. is from Milton Keynes, I know this trauma.

I'm so glad I live in the south tho now because the absolute worst train company is First TransPenine 😩 I don't think I've ever actually reached a destination with them

The trains are so unreliable and it's frustrating when you're having to put your faith in them.

Cue me taking like 8 hours to get back to uni tomorrow 😩 god I hate england lol

My S.O. is in Guatemala without me and at this point it's just rude

Hook, Line & Sinker - Royal Blood

Cos bi-pedal animals got butts, problem solved

Hi yeah my first world problems is life has no meaning

I literally have no idea what any of those are except Gangam Style. Not that I really care about wanting to know them tbh.

So literally don't reply then?

Asereje is about the boogie and the wiggly beat of course


Bad self esteem days just hit ya don't they

Working the Cheltenham Festival is a nightmare as usual

Finally wrote the first thousand words of my diss thank god

I'm right at the start of a couple of months where I won't get to see my S.O whatsoever and won't really be able to talk to home either and it just seems like it's never going to end. I've just become so used to having him always no more than a text or a phone call away to support me and now I won't and I know I'm gonna need him more than ever cos everything at uni is starting to come to an end ugh why

So a short story of mine is being published in an anthology & the launch event is tonight.... dreams coming tru