what's saddening you right now?

[Paul200]

The orthodontist. He wants me back in today. Again. I know I break my wires sometimes, but it's his fault for not giving me the choice of having multi-coloured bands! Revenge, my friend. Or is it karma... Idk.

[RocketMember002]

Spent half the day breeding ralts for decent IV's and got one with a 31 sp attack IV...but it was a Jolly one destined to be a gallade. ;.;

[EMPIRE]

I feel like I'm going nuts. I just don't know what to do I is rather bored ; ;

[Kpyna]

school's coming to an end so fast.

'this belongs in the what's making you happy right now topic!' you say! but not really. all of the years before, it probably should've. but this year was so different.

last summer, i told myself.. i'm going to be a good person, i'm going to be myself, i'm going to be social. I'm going to go on a roadtrip with my personality today. I'm going to just go, and see where the road takes me, and try to have as much fun as possible, and not regret anything.

for the most part, everything came true. this was the best year i've had. i formed a strong connection with a lot of people, got a lot of people trusting me, and i went from nobody to somebody. i'm friends with kids who smoke, who get straight as, who care about nothing but sports, who are having bad lives.. and its been such a great thing.

but i've met so many people i want to get a lot closer to. and with school ending, I won't be able to. And I can't continue the life roadtrip over the summer. If I did my whole chill and see how far I go, I'd be on the internet and really not doing much at all, instead of making real friends, you know? I know this summer's going to be fun with my friends, but.. it won't be the same.

and i'm going to be a freshman next year. I'm going to the biggest school in the state, and there are going to be a ton of people at the school. I'm still going to be somebody for those who have known me, but I feel like I'm at a kind of disadvantage. I'm going to try cruising in freshman year, but I just have a feeling.. things are going to be a lot harder. The kid I like, he's not like some other guys girls my age are into. Like, he's another reason i don't want school to end. I'm going to lose him. I've liked this kid for about six months, and I can't get over him no matter what. I miss him really badly on the weekends. and I'm going to have to go over 2 and a half months, probably never seeing his face.. and in highschool? while we have some of the same classes, we'll probably rarely see eachother.

if somebody told me they had recorded my 8th grade life, and i could go back, and watch my highs and lows with thought commentary.. i would be overjoyed. my year has just been so awesome, it makes me feel like i weigh nothing just thinking about it. sure, i had bad teachers, annoying assignments, late nights, some problems with people.. but they werent much at all to me in the end.

I'm not prepared to kiss all of this goodbye in just nine days. all for memories. i'm scared of next year, and worried about what time will take.

[ginrei]

I need a good night's sleep like dksjfskdjfksfh D:

[Piccolami.]

My feet kill from work and I've got another shift tomorrow D= I need more comfortable shoes.

Also Chemistry on monday - I've been revising and yet nothing has stuck in and arghh I really can't afford to fail this exam!

[MOP]

My best friend spends all her time with her boyfirends circle of friends now. Seems I'm not needed anymore.

[Webby2]

I hurt my finger really badly earlier (possible dislocation) and all of a sudden my body had shut down and I just collapsed. Luckily I got up after like a second of being out of it, but my head is now really hurting after hitting it off of something and I'm just feeling weak and stuff.

[Cecily and Pikachu]

Summer nights. I always get SO hot and never get to sleep so I do badly in school in the mornings and am really grumpy. Ended up sleeping on the floor last night ;;

[Paul200]

^ That made me lol. :B And I'm kinda depressed 'cause even though we might be getting a new dog, I want my Misty back. ;;

[Shaymin]

god damn exams.

at least i get to lie in tommorow. it's not til one o'clock.

[EMPIRE]

My nice lovely half term has ended and its back to college. Thing is when I go back its the signalling of the end because we only have two weeks left.

[sylar]

car's broken down and we can't afford to fix it again or even think about getting another.
it seems whenever we get money something happens that we need to spend it on instead of shopping or GOING TO NANDO'S FOR A DAY OUT LIKE MUM PROMISED.
hopefully i'll be able to help when i get my £60 a week and i'll just give it to mum.

we have to move house because of it too.

also freaking out about this audition for no reason other than i don't know what to do since they said they'd give me a letter about that and they haven't THE AUDITION'S IN TWO DAYS.

and finally no modem. we were supposed to get it on may 27th but ok that's fine take your time it's not like i have art to upload or anything.

AND IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE THE MTV AWARDS TO WATCH EITHER. MISSING ZACH. MISSING CHRIS MINTZ PLASSE. MISSING EVERYTHING. BAFTAS SUCK TOO.

[MOP]

Work...
What do you mean its due this Friday? I thought I had weeks to do it in. >_<

[f3raligatr]

Signed onn... Siiigned onnn..

(Well, got registered to claim Jobseekers, which depresses me because I feel like benefit seeking scum now. =]. I'm hoping they'll be able to help me a bit more by forwarding me some available positions, but.. dunno. Just felt so weird being the only claimant there not wearing tracksuit bottoms. Or being stoned.)