Topic: what's saddening you right now?

[Specstile]

my exam results. Again.

[Shaymin]

i failed all my as levels

whoopie

[ShiraBliss]

Rule 34- RULE 34 GAAAAAAAH!!!!!

Please, somebody BRAIN BLEACH!

[Richard and Blaziken]

Feelings of inadequecy, lonliness, the knowledge that this probably won't change any time soon...

Plus someone I care about has had something bad happen to them, and I can't help them with it at all.

I just feel like an emotional wreck right now, I should probably go to bed or something.

[ShiraBliss]

I love my friend to pieces, and I can deal with critiques on my art, but it kinda stings a little when she takes my artwork and posts elsewhere what it, quote-unquote, "should" look like. I really didn't appreciate that...

[sylar]

i just feel terrible emotionally and physically

so basically i am having another one of my Depressive Episodes.

i went to a psychiatrist for a while there and i only feel worse.

she didn't listen to a word. i am overweight according to her.

[Alphochio]

I'm in a unrequited love state. It feels really horrible.   

[Kpyna]

*type a message to a friend on facebook how the guy she liked for ages and me were cuddling while watching no strings attached and kind of flirting*
*sitting there for a bit debating whether to send it or not*
*friend sends me, "OMG _________ MADE ME SO HAPPY TODAY HOW WE WERE TALKING AND HANGING OUT AND EVERYTHING"*
*delete message*


i feel kinda guilty now

[ShiraBliss]

My sister called crying her eyes out.

I know I said that I refused to help her anymore, but... what's happening to her in her new house just isn't fair. She's so upset, and I don't know how to help, and that makes me feel worse because she called for comfort- from ME, of all the people in her life.

... damnit!

[Webby]

I'm spending far too much of my time out of the house being unhappy and lonely. Spending too much of my time in the house being suffocated by people. I see my friends at most once a week, and I spend 12 hours a week working on the shop floor of a charity shop mostly on my own. I have no personal space because there are more people in this house than available rooms. Even if I get a room to myself for a few hours, people are forever up and down bothering me every 5 minutes and then wonder why I'm pissy with them. When I'm at home, I want to be alone. When I'm out of the house, I want to be with my friends. Neither option is likely on a normal day. As much as I want to go back to uni, I'm not looking forward to spending a few weeks in the house on my own until people start moving back. The joys of being lonely~

tl;dr - I'm having one of those days.

[ShiraBliss]

^ *big ol' hug*

[sylar]

touches webby's face and whispers i know how you feel tenderly

and then realises i'm having One Of Those Days too and ofc nobody wants to listen because they don't understand therefore whenever i mention anything about my Issues it becomes awkward and a matter of 'but let's see what's on tv instead'
and the only person i'm close enough with to talk to
doesn't know anything
because i am too scared to say anything to him
because i know he's scared of things like this
and i can't change what he thinks so i keep it secret in case he leaves forever and
well when i say he's the only person i'm close to i mean he's the only person i've got
i have friends i just don't have friends because although i've been socialising a lot recently i still don't find it possible to believe that people want to be around me?? i'm so BORING and they always seem so BORED and they're so INTERESTING and they're all oh you're so good at listening
haha oh that's because you're interesting to listen to (because you're not me)
and they won't want to get involved with my boring problems so i keep my burdens to myself and really that just makes matters worse
clearly i am an idiot
hits head off a wall

Life Is Hard.

[Inferna]

*Hugs john and webby*

fear of rejection is making me feel crappy rn. I'm wondering if i'm actually that confident in myself yet.

[Webby]

i have friends i just don't have friends because although i've been socialising a lot recently i still don't find it possible to believe that people want to be around me?? i'm so BORING and they always seem so BORED and they're so INTERESTING and they're all oh you're so good at listening
haha oh that's because you're interesting to listen to (because you're not me)
and they won't want to get involved with my boring problems so i keep my burdens to myself and really that just makes matters worse
clearly i am an idiot
hits head off a wall

Life Is Hard.

MY LIFE. I still have days where I think that all my friends only keep me around as some kind of punchbag or something. Gonna stop thinking about it now because I don't want to make myself feel worse ^^'

Oh, and I'm also worried that I'll end up messing things up with a friend on Wednesday because I invited a friend of mine she doesn't like to town... :S  friend issues wouldn't be good atm

edit:
Had to stop myself from crying on the bus home. Twice. I just love life right now. ;___;

[Inferna]

I think my depression is starting to creep up on me again. I don't want it to come back because last time it did i felt utter crap for ages and became a ~burden~ on a few of my friends.
Its not as if my life has been crappy lately either.
I just felt so tearful and stressed today and just wanted to sleep.
intense migraine isn't helping rn either.