what's saddening you right now?

[~Evanscence~]

My crush isn't talking to me and I don't know why =[

[Pam-the-Lamb]

My crush isn't talking to me and I don't know why =[

Sorta the same with me I suppose... sucks though...

Literally in a new class, and I have 0 "friends" in there, and my timetable is different, so I literally meet 1 or 2 (real) friends a day, it sounds sad, and its a bit of a let out, but Im rather lonely... actually sucks saying that... but the fact that I have acknowleged that Im lonely puts me off whenever Im doing anything, Im even getting sharper with the body language reading too which sucks... since I can usually tell if someones not interested, even when their pretending they are...

So Im going to the next town over on Monday, with my best gear on, so yeah... even if its someone someplace else... Im not even depressed or anything, it just bugs me like heck how lonely it is right now, everyone seems to have made friends, but Im literally not interested in the same stuff as everyone else....

A girl I liked, Im pretty dang sure she liked me at the start, smiling, blushing, but now everything seems normal again, totally feel like I missed out...

So yeah... rant over...

Recap
Lonely as hell
Slightly crushed...

[Clairefable]

Can't remember the last time I cried so much, or felt so worthless, disposable and just all round wretched. I'd quite like to go to sleep and not wake up.

[Freestyler]

I posted 'apathy' onto Facebook then some idiot commented on that and gave the definition then said, quote,

WHY DO YOU FEEL THIS??????????

with that many question marks, and that post has gotten 12 likes. I never said I was feeling apathetic .__. It was directed towards the more apathetic people on my friends list who don't give a crap about the thoughts and feelings of people who they AT LEAST know in real life.
And why should I even care about what other people think?
Just go away.

[Pam-the-Lamb]

I feel like theres something there, but don't know what it is...

[ShiraBliss]

So he's going on a second date with her.

Now the pain sets in...

[sylar]

every so often i'll have one of those days where i'll want to do nothing more than wallow in self loathing and sleep until i feel better. that day has been the past week and i've been forcing myself out of it because it's becoming too common now but the more i hang around people the worse i feel. the whole 'social interaction? no thanks' thing was a ha ha funny JOKE before but now i genuinely can't feel comfortable around other people because i constantly berate myself mentally for every little thing i do wrong or not so much (christ, i breathed a little loud there, i bet they hate me!). although that leads to more isolation which makes me wweh lonely and more depressed. it's a lose-lose situation. either way i'm gonna feel terrible about myself and how socially inept and terrible to be around in every way and then some. i think even my sister and mum are sick of me now.

just gonna give up and buy 8 cats while laughing alone with meursault and alcohol.

[OranBerrySandvich]

So, let me get this straight.
I order a revision guide, which doesn't arrive before the half-term.
The test is on Novembe 15.
I'm sure having a week to revise a chemistry topic I never understood in the first place is just typical of me.
Added to the fact I'm going to have to spend pretty much every waking moment of my break going over my IT textbook, science notes, practising writing my English essay, and revising factorising equations, I'd say my free time is now virtually non-existent.
Brb abandoning my already suffering social life.
[/pettywhinging]

[Shaymin]

you know that feeling you get when you just want to die?

this is that feeling.

[Pam-the-Lamb]

Put an awesome paint job on my Toyota.... Don't like it...

[Buttons The Plural™]

I am still single.
I feel lonely...

[Pam-the-Lamb]

Graphics homework, can't draw anything other than the depressing philosical drawings that I do when Im bored, I have to hand it in a day early too, since Im attending a funeral at the time its due in...

Funeral = Depressing
Depressed = Philosical Mode
Philosical Mode = Everything I say will kill people on the inside...

[Webby]

I complain about being single but then when someone comes along and shows that they like me, I let them slip by out of nervousness. I think I upset him a little bit by not responding, but I was so shy and nervous that I couldn't even ask for his number after he came to McDonalds with us >.<;  I am such an idiot!
I've been tormenting myself all day over this. Aaaaaaaaaaaah what is wrong with me ;-;

[Pam-the-Lamb]

Poom graphics work, drawn a bottle of alcohol, and two guitars...theres a bit of a theme going on... I don't like it, Im gonna change it and draw something freakishly camp... a teddy?

I need a facebook photo, one where Im ready, and don't have my afro hair, or when Im not photobombing.... Hmm... don't wanna pose infront of a mirror with my cleavage, because Im a guy...

Then again, none of it is making be sad, just annoying me,  and for my graphics, I have done two shape drawings, and one line drawing, so Im going to do one line drawing of an amp then call it a day... 2 out of 8 catergories is good enough for today...

[Quapsel]

why must halloween be on a monday? how are you supposed to spend the night watching horror films while wearing silly costumes if it's on a monday? :c