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Messages - 砂漠の我愛羅
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« on: April 05, 2011, 14:52 »
Lost a friend that I trully rely on, always correspond ourselves with overwhelming facts that it's making me feel lonely (forsaken) I dont know what to think anymore as if anyone cares to obligate a lending hand, I guess I was born to be in misery, such arrogance that life itself seems to overturn and drop me down a hill causing me to just stand up and climb the top, apparently I give up, some day I will transcend all aspects and hinder all negative from each portion that exclude inside of me, even though sentimentally uprising staggering my intellect, that's quite the worst case scenario, wish upon a regular normal life, Sigh* like a small case for cosmetics, not feeling the abundance of joy.
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« on: April 05, 2011, 02:21 »
I'll be honest: it's likely because your posts [that I've seen] are very similar and really quite melodramatic. Bit of advice: go and see a doctor: get referred to a therapist or prescribed some drugs to take if that's what you'd prefer, because, judging by how depressed you seem to feel, it's best to do something about it. Or at the very least join a LGBT support forum or something along those lines. Sweetie, I wasn't being Melodramatic, as if I need to seek attention posting my relevant facts, quite relative as it always keeps triggering intellectually, I have seeked a forum for depression (DBSA) most factor topic is suicidal and other conceptions, I have posted my problem hoping for emphasis or sympathy and have, but it seems to fade away as when I follow the steps of happiness perhaps drug prescription is more viral in use to heal this serotonin and norepinephrine that seems to come back, therapy isn't really usefully as if I need to open up my mind to anyone :/ just cant do :(
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« on: April 04, 2011, 18:35 »
i'm pretty sure this wickedslayer guy is a troll sockpuppet it must be ...and I thought I was actually getting sympathy from you, you're like the rest of society who comes and deceives, how gullable am I to actually believe this forum would solve my problems, I guess I was wrong.. you really made me feel much more depressed with your delusional posts :/ I guess this site is known for cynical people, correct me if I'm wrong, Sigh* guess I'm heading out from here, no one seems to understand my dwelling life, some consider it pretentious to be really justified when I'm honesty telling you the truth, no one believes me. :(
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« on: April 04, 2011, 15:55 »
Feels like God wants me to feel this way, depression, neglect, cynical, and pain.. I dont deserve this feeling as much as i hate to say it but I'm feeling he abandoned me as well, currently lost hope and faith that I no longer have the concept to collaborate with my friends emphasis or locally, just have this feeling inside asking myself, is this it? Will I conceal my free will of happiness, will there be nothing left of me to overwhelmingly empathise with anyone, I really hate to think this way, just gives me an idea to finally free my will. Perhaps I would be better off to be vanished from mankind, I feel like a burden that my whole family doesn't have a need of me to distinctively help around, only then I will be noticeable in death than existence
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« on: April 04, 2011, 15:26 »
no disrespect but rule number one of gay flirting is to make sure they are actually gay first and if not then that they are ok with gayness otherwise what else can you expect Yeah you're right, virtually it's really impossible to figure out if their gay or not, I thought he was gay due to comforting me and acceptance, guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing, wish more people on home welcome us as who we are and stop the hate and just agree and move on but no it's all an illusion to manipulate one's feeling by lying into your face and intellect, I'm really tired of looking for love, I'll just stay single until death vanish my feelings Sigh*
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« on: April 04, 2011, 02:22 »
Currently own a Playstation 3, and tried the virtual world of home ahh it's seems like a paradise full of wonders, communication, and role playing :D had this friend who I rely my thoughts with without the hesitation on delaying my intellectual, he was really a sophisticated guy and accepted me for who I am, so I started to flirt with this guy and yes virtually but anyway he felt awkward and confused that he told me that "I'm not gay" at first I stood there quietly waiting for my response, but I was really nervous what to say.. so I just said well that's fine at least you have a heart to accept me for being me, so he left like he wasn't happy or something really made him shudder and I was afraid he doesn't want to be friends, then the next day he deleted me... telling me how he really hates faggots and yes he responded vaguely and I was surprised and depressed that I didn't know what to say, that day after I became very cynical with anyone I met.. I feel neglected like an abandoned child, forsaken,
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« on: April 04, 2011, 01:53 »
Currently In luv with Muse-Undisclosed Desires & Tokio Hotel-Automatic <3
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« on: April 02, 2011, 02:14 »
I'm in love with this song Born This Way by Lady Gaga.
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« on: April 01, 2011, 19:53 »
Currently in school bored out of my mind, class starts in 4:00 PM and I have nothing else to do but sit on the librabry till' time passes by, I'm a little nervous going to my class and show my midterm to my teacher and he's going to start to lecture on how my web needs to be exactly how he wants it.. I'm getting sleepy at this moment, and hungry haven't ate.. Ugh* 2 more hours to go and this computer really drags, damn what have I done to deserve this.. xO
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« on: April 01, 2011, 02:05 »
I like your signature and your personality oops that's not excluded on your profile, oh well <3
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« on: April 01, 2011, 02:03 »
I never seen you around D: 1/10 but I'm guessing you're an ok guy judging by your posts and your age 
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« on: April 01, 2011, 01:53 »
The fact that I finished with my mid term yesss! xD O-M-G I'm so relieved that I no longer have to stress out and perhaps get a better sleep tonight thinking of ... Um.. NVM.. anyway lol now I can spread the joy and overwhelmingly hug anyone around here :)
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« on: March 30, 2011, 17:00 »
Ugh* I'm working on my midterm assignment in school and I'm feeling dreary and tired, my teacher isn't here to help me with my website I'm currently working on, and I have less than 2 days to turn it in.. Sigh* It's really stressing me out, and I have'nt had enough sleep last night, I really want to get this done and move on with my other assignments I have for my other classes, Sigh* I need a break.. and a cocktail.
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« on: March 30, 2011, 14:08 »
Boy Hits Car-Love Fury Passion Energy <3 that song amazing vacalist.. <3 Cregg Rondell
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« on: March 30, 2011, 02:15 »
Even though I'm very discrete around people, but this is a virtual network so I'm not afraid to say I am a Homosexual..
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