what's saddening you right now?

[Pam-the-Lamb]

Im tired I feel numb, my fore arms feel cold my eyes are stinging and I feel sick, Im talking to a girl who might not be who I think she is, or drunk and to be honest, monday is going to be weird, Im going to spend roughly 80 mins in lessons and the rest will be setting up a stage, rehearsing and performing our concert.

[MOP]

Oh dear, it seems all I've done recently is log on and complain. Not like i'm going to stop though, so...
...failing my degree right at the end of it. The lecturers really don't want anything to do with me either.
Over the last couple of days I've started to get lots of bruises particularly on my arms and shoulders for no apparent reason.
I've lost weight which is worrying since you could already see my ribs. =[
My former best friend was only a friend because no one else liked her.
I've been getting indegestion every day for a couple of weeks now.
I sleep for a maximum of four hours per night and I usually wake up at some point so its not even continuous sleep, this has been going on since the new year's eve. with only a couple of days at home giving me decent sleep.
Funny how easy it is to complain online. In real life I'd feel rude if I complained like this.

[lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes]

sundays are possibly not my most favourite days

especially when they are rainy and there is work to be done and also work to go to and then the weekday starts up again and ffff i want it to be saturday again

[Shaymin]

the fact i've had little to no irl social life since last june.

also valentine's day tommorow

way to make me feel miserable st valentine you ass

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

Who needs irl friends when you have online friends.

Toothache

[Pam-the-Lamb]

I know a girl, me and her are friends and she's so depressed, I just want to hold her and tell her that everything is going to be okay.... I just want to hold her...

[lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes]

i don't even know whats happened but my brain just isn't doing anything else but vaguely annoyed and apathetic right now which is a tad annoying and i am lacking even the effort to get ready for tommorow

well i mean working 7-11pm may have had something to do with it but even then i'm usually ok on a sunday ffffffffffffff

[Pam-the-Lamb]

I have to take two guitars to a concert tomorrow because my poorly organised music teacher didn't confirm if she was getting a guitar or if I was meant to get one!? I know this is no ones fault, but non of us are sure if its school uniform, and we hardly know the details.

URGH!? She organised the program and the time and place, but she dosent tell us if we wear uniform, and she didn't mention if I was borrowing a guitar off someone, who the hell am I meant to borrow a guitar from!?

[sylar]

ok none of my bras fit and it's damn uncomfortable

AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS
I HAVE TO GO OUT AND BUY BRAS TOMORROW


i actually have to leave the house


god damn i hate my white girl problems

[Pam-the-Lamb]

Im tired, I cant sleep...

Im too tired and a scene keeps playing out in my mind, I know it could happen, and I want it to happen, but I dont know how to make it happen...

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

The weekends gone. Monday morning again. Whats there to be happy about a Monday?

[Webby2]

Only got 4 hours sleep; took ages to get to sleep and woke up early and couldn't get back to sleep. I'd rather go back to bed but no, moderated coursework awaits!

[lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes]

Only got 4 hours sleep; took ages to get to sleep and woke up early and couldn't get back to sleep. I'd rather go back to bed but no, moderated coursework awaits!

oh god story of my life

couldn't get to sleep until what 2:30am for some reason and then woke up suddenly at about 7:03am

after dreaming it was midday on tuesday and i was late for labs and panicking over what to do

and after i woke ip i couldn't get back to sleep for various annoying reasons and eventually gave up and got ready for uni

and was still late in somehow derp

also the niight before i managed to screw up my sleep schedule completely and whenever i do that i get an awful depressive slump at some point in the day which is annoying

serotonin is a grandiose buttlord at the best of times D:

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

I have so much to sort out, Assignments, driving lessons, theory test, Driving test, college work, work experiance! all within february!

[Pam-the-Lamb]

Homework tonight, I just wanna go to bed (Y)