Topic: what's saddening you right now?

[#Emma---#]

This guy who lives in my hall of residence tried to set fire to our block last night =/ I've heard the details of what he did (he got quite close to succeeding), and if my friend hadn't gone into the kitchen and worked out what was happening we could be in trouble right now. I don't like the fact that me and several others were asleep at the time. Thank you security for taking him away!

This guy is just mental and none of us want to live with him =[ I'm hoping he won't return, but if he does we're going to kick up a massive fuss because it isn't fair. He's been in trouble with the law quite seriously before, but apparently he can live with us because he's on bail? I just don't feel safe around him. Tbh he actually scares me quite a bit and he's really creepy.

Knowing how close he came to burning down where I live whilst me and my flatmates were asleep there isn't exactly a nice thought. Agh =[

[Lugiafanatic]

IRC won't lemme connect for whatever stupid reason. :<

[Webby2]

^ That's because the server's down at the moment; I can't connect to it either,

[Lugiafanatic]

^ That's because the server's down at the moment; I can't connect to it either,

Oh! So that's why Mibbit didn't work either. =]

[Awkward Squirtle]

reckon at the moment that I'm gonna be ill on my birthday :/

[sylar]

i made such a fool of myself last night ugh

everything just came at me like a speeding train or something i just started crying

then mum brought a friend home and i didn't wanna upset her about how horrible i felt about my own life and said 'i just don't want anyone to do anything with each other'

i blamed my own failures and worries on the fact i didn't want mum to have sex with a guy she doesn't even look at that way.

i'm so selfish and cowardly i can't even tell people why i'm so upset and angry all the time they either need to guess or i need to lie which i'm apparently really good at

then my sister came in and took me upstairs to sleep in her room because she was so worried about me which made me feel worse because i never do anything like that for her and it just felt like i was being cared about for being a whiny little b

i think everybody's catching on now. they've started asking 'are you alright?' then waiting for my hurried answer of 'yeah' and then asking again 'are you really alright or are you just saying that?'

i still haven't properly calmed down and i've been up for an hour now i honestly just want to curl up in a ball and die until i feel like i can face the world again without feeling like it's giving me a charade of kindness only to kick me down when it feels like it

[Shaymin]

my nana got cancer

[MOP]

I'm not sure what has got to me, I have plenty to feel bad about but usually I just ignore everything.
Something seems to have set me off.  =[
I must go and seek a solution preferably involving tea.

[Speak Now]

@Loz, I am so sorry to hear about your nana. Hope you're feeling okay soon.

[Catstorm]

my nana got cancer

Mine did before. She is up and happy again! I hope your nana will be okay.

I feel kind of homesick for my old house. It was so quiet and lonely, and I just wanna sit on the porch and watch the stars.

[Dragonite Kairyu]

life....

Please keep post 3 words of longer please .

[gunnybunny2]

*Cough two word rule cough*

I have an R.E. (Religious Education) Mock GCSE exam in 2 hours.

[Shaymin]

*Cough two word rule cough*

I have an R.E. (Religious Education) Mock GCSE exam in 2 hours.

you're doing the one i did last year right? Just remember; it's easy, but don't waffle too much. I got i think E in my mock and A* in my real one.

something is wrong with me but idk what it scares me

[Ledyba]

*Cough two word rule cough*

Please don't play the mod, its our job to do that --- I understand you're probably trying to help but in future may you report it to us instead? Cheers.

[saillith]

I'm sick of living here with this idiotic family..

I get lumbered with the kids today without being asked because they can't be bothered going to school. So i've been babysitting them all day and cleaning up after them everytime they make a mess...mum gets back, sees yet ANOTHER mess the kids made, and flips out on me for "sitting on my fat arse all day and doing nothing to help whatsoever!"

She doesnt realize i've been running around since 8 this morning for them...and that this mess she sees is mess god knows out of god knows how many...And I still get abuse and called every unpleasant name under the sun because "I don't do anything".

I'm sorry...but while you've been flitting about on holiday for two weeks, I've been holding the fort ALL by myself. Dad was NO help whatsoever, in fact...he was worse than the kids. And I still get yelled at for "doing nothing"?

I just get stressed out to no end in this place...I'm actually starting to look for a place of my own now as I type...so...I just hope to god I get out of this hellhole and end all this pressure and stress...

ONE 16 year old? Cleaning, cooking and looking after a family of 5? 3 of which are perfectly capable, fit adults who just can't be arsed to get off their backsides and pitch in every once in a while? Theres just something wrong with that picture I think.

EDIT: AND on top of that. Just found out we have snow forecast here for Christmas time. So its probably just my luck I won't be able to fly down to see my boyfriend on Boxing Day. Great. Just great.