what's saddening you right now?

[Catstorm]

and the fact that some people's lack of value in their education disgusts me.

Just like me. I can't stand being in a normal class because of it.

I'm sick but at least I get to hear about monster storms all over the US Storms make me happy!

[Webby]

Yay false hope that I'd already invested in. Another mistake to add to the long list. Not only did this false hope screw with the one thing it could have given me, it made me give up on other things for a little while. :|  I think maybe I should give up on it as a whole. I only torture myself with it and get disappointed.

And Regina Spektor says things that are too true.
"We are all lucky that we can't see the future, because if we did, we'd never be care free... We'd treasure everything and everyone too much. The knowledge of loss would anchor us at all times, chain us to each other, and we'd all be stuck together, motionless for all of time... No one would just walk away and say 'See you tomorrow...'."

And if my flatmates aren't at war with each other, they're at war with my friends. @.@  With all these friendship worries, I'm actually wondering if becoming a hermit and living alone all my life is a better option. Eliminates all my problems and I could actually get used to living alone and doing things the way I want to. @.@
Wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. Where do I sign up to be a hermit and when can I start enjoying life without worrying that other people will squirm their way in and ruin it for me?

[砂漠の我愛羅]

Currently own a Playstation 3, and tried the virtual world of home ahh it's seems like a paradise full of wonders, communication, and role playing :D had this friend who I rely my thoughts with without the hesitation on delaying my intellectual, he was really a sophisticated guy and accepted me for who I  am, so I started to flirt with this guy and yes virtually but anyway he felt awkward and confused that he told me that "I'm not gay" at first I stood there quietly waiting for my response, but I was really nervous what to say.. so I just said well that's fine at least you have a heart to accept me for being me, so he left like he wasn't happy or something really made him shudder and I was afraid he doesn't want to be friends, then the next day he deleted me... telling me how he really hates faggots and yes he responded vaguely and I was surprised and depressed that I didn't know what to say, that day after I became very cynical with anyone I met.. I feel neglected like an abandoned child, forsaken,

[The Macintosh Ninja: SOH CAH TOA]

I seem to be having difficulty getting over a break up I should have gotten over long ago.  By all logic, I should be over.  My brain knows I should be over her.  Yet it seems like tiny things I disregarded in years past have a funny way of drawing out the feeling I had when I'd hold her in my arms, or perhaps the warmth of her hand as I held it.  Maybe her voice, or her laughter, or her smile.
At any rate, I know I've dwelt on this for too long, and yet my heart won't let me take the burden off.

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

I ordered a Fallout 3 guide, however. it's coming from the states, estimated arrival date, 28th.  April

[lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes]

Currently own a Playstation 3, and tried the virtual world of home ahh it's seems like a paradise full of wonders, communication, and role playing had this friend who I rely my thoughts with without the hesitation on delaying my intellectual, he was really a sophisticated guy and accepted me for who I  am, so I started to flirt with this guy and yes virtually but anyway he felt awkward and confused that he told me that "I'm not gay" at first I stood there quietly waiting for my response, but I was really nervous what to say.. so I just said well that's fine at least you have a heart to accept me for being me, so he left like he wasn't happy or something really made him shudder and I was afraid he doesn't want to be friends, then the next day he deleted me... telling me how he really hates faggots and yes he responded vaguely and I was surprised and depressed that I didn't know what to say, that day after I became very cynical with anyone I met.. I feel neglected like an abandoned child, forsaken,

no disrespect but rule number one of gay flirting is to make sure they are actually gay first and if not then that they are ok with gayness otherwise what else can you expect

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

Can't do my work. It is so hard I might just cry.

[Sebastian Moran]

this is the wrong sandwich 
 

[MOP]

Why do people read the Daily Mail? Sad now.

[砂漠の我愛羅]

no disrespect but rule number one of gay flirting is to make sure they are actually gay first and if not then that they are ok with gayness otherwise what else can you expect

Yeah you're right, virtually it's really impossible to figure out if their gay or not, I thought he was gay due to comforting me and acceptance, guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing, wish more people on home welcome us as who we are and stop the hate and just agree and move on but no it's all an illusion to manipulate one's feeling by lying into your face and intellect, I'm really tired of looking for love, I'll just stay single until death vanish my feelings Sigh*

[PiPlUp_94]

Got another migraine/dizziness headache thing. Annd I've got a concert tonight and if I don't go there will only be 2 second trumpets so I'm needed for once because I play first trumpet~
I'll also have to sit through a string orchestra set. I love strings when they're played well but if it's not done well my ears bleed and the noise of squeaky and scratchy violins will make me want to kill someone.

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

Ordered a new phone case and well. It's rubbish

[lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes]

Yeah you're right, virtually it's really impossible to figure out if their gay or not, I thought he was gay due to comforting me and acceptance, guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing, wish more people on home welcome us as who we are and stop the hate and just agree and move on but no it's all an illusion to manipulate one's feeling by lying into your face and intellect, I'm really tired of looking for love, I'll just stay single until death vanish my feelings Sigh*

uh sorry i'm not sure how to put this but with that attitude you're not getting far

guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing,

you what

[sylar]

guess the world in there discriminates homosexuals which is why I see a lot of them cross dressing,

JOHN_NOPING.GIF
please go and write a 500 word minimum essay on why this post is so terrible
make sure to include the word 'ignorant' more than once.

[Cyrus Shadowclaw]

Life in general.

Affecting both me and he who I consider my best friend ;-;