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Offline Kpyna

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3330 on: March 16, 2012, 16:56 »
i'm really not sure if this should go here or not because its not really sadness
i mean i cried but its not really....
like im just kind of numb. this wierd feeling is in my stomach but really i can tell it is not sadness, not like ive felt before anyway
its so wierd.
its kind of confusing me but.
i don't even know.

i know that feeling
i dont even know what it is either. temporary emptiness i guess.

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3331 on: March 16, 2012, 22:00 »
eh my boyfriend broke up with me
i know this will sound stupid considering i'm ~only 14~ or whatever but yeah i kinda started to feel as if i loved him
and things seemed perfect to me, but to him they didn't obviously
he says he still wants to be close friends, and he's trying to be, but idk that just upsets me, because he's just talked to me on fb a bit, he hasn't bothered even speaking to me on xbox at all, when every night we used to talk for hours and play black ops together
i think the thing that has upset me most is that i feel like i have lost him as a friend... i was okay with him breaking up with me because i completely understood the reason why, but i have this horrible feeling i've lost him as one of my best friends even though he still wants to be friends and means it

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3332 on: March 17, 2012, 05:08 »
I just feel drained of life at the moment. I don't have any friends that i can go out with and none online to talk to so every day i just feel completely alone. I have had a terrible stutter since I can remember which has brought me nothing but mockery when I try and speak so it's hard for me to even speak to people to make a friend... I have lost interest in everything, I used to have a lot of hobbies like painting and sewing but i just don't feel like doing anything anymore, sometimes i try and force myself to start something but it just makes me angry now, every little mistake i make makes me feel like i am completely useless so i never stay with a project for very long, before i never used to mind. I don't want to eat, eating has become a chore now, it just gets in the way of my long days doing nothing but staring at my computer screen. Every day I just feel horrid and I don't know what to do about it. It has been getting worst the last month and for the the last month, every time i get into bed, i just end up crying myself to sleep, i feel completely worthless every day and I don't have anyone to talk to about it with. I feel isolated and alone. I am currently unemployed but I have done a few voluntary jobs, everyone one who worked in those places were much much older than me and didn't really pay me any notice, so even there i felt isolated.

I just don't know what to do with myself, I don't have very high hopes for the future.

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3333 on: March 17, 2012, 18:46 »
Fabrice Muamba has collapsed at the Tottenham-Bolton game. He's been given CPR and such, and still hasn't come around.

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3334 on: March 18, 2012, 04:46 »
My two best friends are fighting. One suspects another of giving information to someone that the both don't like. I don't like seeing people argue, that just makes me said, sometimes to the point of me snapping.  But, I can't do a thing to stop them from fighting...

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3335 on: March 18, 2012, 12:14 »
I just feel drained of life at the moment. I don't have any friends that i can go out with and none online to talk to so every day i just feel completely alone. I have had a terrible stutter since I can remember which has brought me nothing but mockery when I try and speak so it's hard for me to even speak to people to make a friend... I have lost interest in everything, I used to have a lot of hobbies like painting and sewing but i just don't feel like doing anything anymore, sometimes i try and force myself to start something but it just makes me angry now, every little mistake i make makes me feel like i am completely useless so i never stay with a project for very long, before i never used to mind. I don't want to eat, eating has become a chore now, it just gets in the way of my long days doing nothing but staring at my computer screen. Every day I just feel horrid and I don't know what to do about it. It has been getting worst the last month and for the the last month, every time i get into bed, i just end up crying myself to sleep, i feel completely worthless every day and I don't have anyone to talk to about it with. I feel isolated and alone. I am currently unemployed but I have done a few voluntary jobs, everyone one who worked in those places were much much older than me and didn't really pay me any notice, so even there i felt isolated.

I just don't know what to do with myself, I don't have very high hopes for the future.


you know unless you make an effort to do these things like make friends then you will get nowhere
i know it is very easy to sit on your ass and think 'man life is hard' but it isnt really when you think about it especially if you dont make it that way
i mean i suppose i personally wouldnt be your friend since apparently you hate me or something idk somethin tells me youre gonna dingy this post but
still
just go and make an effort and stop wallowing it will only make it worse

btw this is another one of my dumb 'i speak from experience' speeches i know everyone waits for
but hey i spent the last 5 years wallowing in misery because i was so alone and wow im
not being vain but it turns out i really wasnt the one with a problem
i was just talking to the wrong people who didnt know how to really deal with me.
it is difficult, like i said it really took me 5 years to get there but you will find people
just dont tell yourself youre alone in the world or youll just make yourself feel worse eh.

theres always someone and you just gotta wait for them unless youre lucky and they come to you on the day of your birth and stick with you forever and a day or somethign dumb like that.

just dont do anything drastic eh

look if i can make friends and get into a relationship then i think that kinda proves that anything is possible and anyone can make friends
it sounds like im bragging wow im not but honestly someone like me has a budding social life. i think youre gonna do fine in that case. HEH.
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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3336 on: March 18, 2012, 18:18 »
Yet another mothers day without my mother, it'll be six years this year. All I can say is that she may be gone but will never be forgotten, and will always be in my heart.  :(
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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3337 on: March 20, 2012, 00:07 »
The fact that the Toronto maple leafs (hockey team) were in a playoffs spot then they suddenly went on a huge losing streak and are now in third last.

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3338 on: March 20, 2012, 15:48 »
Yet another mothers day without my mother, it'll be six years this year. All I can say is that she may be gone but will never be forgotten, and will always be in my heart.  :(
That's sad, dude. I'm sorry to hear that. :-/

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3339 on: March 20, 2012, 18:12 »
Worrying about tomorrow :| my art will most likely pale into comparison to others that are there and idk what to expect at the interview. Plus i don't think i've got that much and everyone will have huge folios and sketchbooks and i'll walk in with a thin folio clutching a memory stick with attempts at photography and digital art. I can't find my self portraits and pencils so i can't even sketch some tonight.
I'm still debating about taking fanart (escavalier & karrablast ect) but don't want to look like an idiot 'hurr here's pokeymanz art i'm so versatyle1'
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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3340 on: March 23, 2012, 16:59 »
Wow today started off so amazing and happy and wonderful and now I feel like curling into a ball. I'm fed up of how things are in this house. I'm not a slave. And I shouldn't have to put up with living by your standards. I think I'd rather live alone right now.

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3341 on: March 23, 2012, 20:45 »
Oh my god why did I have to volunteer to going out tomorrow? I forgot about my friend coming over today because my was-big group of friends were going out tomorrow to see The Hunger Games and was then kind of become a group of three, but now I can't come (and really upset my friend) because my other friend asked first (so she gets priority) and ohhh my god .___.;

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3342 on: March 23, 2012, 23:43 »
I only just scraped a pass on my Media BTEC.
This is only the halfway point where we're told what we need to do to improve, but this is still a kick in the teeth.

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3343 on: March 24, 2012, 20:57 »
Last ever Harry Hill is finished. :(

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Re: what's saddening you right now?
« Reply #3344 on: March 25, 2012, 23:49 »
It's almost midnight and my family are arguing again. I can't be arsed with this anymore, I honestly just want to leave...