What's in the quote ain't in the post.
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I just feel drained of life at the moment. I don't have any friends that i can go out with and none online to talk to so every day i just feel completely alone. I have had a terrible stutter since I can remember which has brought me nothing but mockery when I try and speak so it's hard for me to even speak to people to make a friend... I have lost interest in everything, I used to have a lot of hobbies like painting and sewing but i just don't feel like doing anything anymore, sometimes i try and force myself to start something but it just makes me angry now, every little mistake i make makes me feel like i am completely useless so i never stay with a project for very long, before i never used to mind. I don't want to eat, eating has become a chore now, it just gets in the way of my long days doing nothing but staring at my computer screen. Every day I just feel horrid and I don't know what to do about it. It has been getting worst the last month and for the the last month, every time i get into bed, i just end up crying myself to sleep, i feel completely worthless every day and I don't have anyone to talk to about it with. I feel isolated and alone. I am currently unemployed but I have done a few voluntary jobs, everyone one who worked in those places were much much older than me and didn't really pay me any notice, so even there i felt isolated. I just don't know what to do with myself, I don't have very high hopes for the future.
Yet another mothers day without my mother, it'll be six years this year. All I can say is that she may be gone but will never be forgotten, and will always be in my heart.
macaw5: *at a lunch table*.... I only have one question. Where did the table come from