i have indigestion
also this playlist just popped up with the 25th anniversary version of on my own and it is making me angry i don't understand how samantha barks is so good in the film but sounds so bad here smh she'd be pretty outstanding if she didn't have to belt the note a semitone below the note she's actually trying to hit and then come up to pitch because my god it makes her sound squeaky
and i'm not saying there's anything wrong with doing that occasionally like to hit the notes right at the top of your belting range but she's doing it every single note. i bet andrew lloyd weber just let this happen