first world problems

[Inferna]

I'm trying to do magic eye puzzles and failing, I thought I might be one of those lucky people who magically regains 3D vision after surgery but I guess not. My brain is still ignoring it. Who knows maybe I am seeing better, I'll find out next week I guess??

[The Shrub Dragon]

it is so nice to see how expendable i am to my old friendship group


i bet jana's told everyone about my mental health issues too ))) and they all b***h about me like 'she's just doing it to trend' )) because that's what they'd all do )) haha ))  of course jana just didn't even respond to my message when we had the addison's scare ))))))))))


i am expendable

[SirBlaziken]

^I know a bit of what that feels like, not anything like you but to an extent. It really sucks.

I'm addicted to a particular song by Fall Out Boy and I want to listen to the whole album but I don't have it and I don't feel like looking it up on YouTube.

[lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes]

perhaps they're the expendable ones? if they're being dickish about something close n precious and are being straight up nasty bout it then you do not need that noise in ur life. enough crap going on in it without people who don't want to see you improve messing it up further.

[SirBlaziken]

Another thing: Beth (if that's the above user's name) just said something profound and i'm not used to it.

[sylar]

yeah man w Mental Illnesse you dont need people making it worse by being scum
youre not expendable at all, they are. youre worth more than what ppl like that give you credit for and when you are Mentally Ill you get enough paranoia about faking it from your own brain, just abolish people who want to make that worse

it might not be easy now but the sooner you remove people like that from your life the healthier youll be

[SirBlaziken]

Alice, don't listen to me, listen to these two. They're giving you better advice than I could.

[The Shrub Dragon]

yeh i mean i haven't really spoke to them since jana ignored my message so i'd say we've basically fallen out of contact anyway its just kind of... sad that they dont even want to attempt contact w me anymore but what can u do


i'm slowly but surely making other friends at my new school but experience suggests that im eventually gna start harbouring misplaced resentment at these as well until eventually theres like one person i can talk to without feeling annoyed or on edge and then theyll leave again lol

[Kpyna]

Yesterday I found a shirt I LOVED while I was working, and I almost never love clothes, so I put it on hold right away so I can pick it up tomorrow. Came back today and someone took it and bought it while it still have 4 hours left on hold. It was the last one left. Great.

Also the past week has been so stressful for me I got a pimple which shows where my life is at right now

[SirBlaziken]

Just had to do laundry while holding a flashlight because the lightbulbs in the the basement went out and we don't have a replacement

[Sizacu]

Just rewatched the first episode of Higurashi... I want to watch the next episode but I'm a little scared and I'm basically a giant coward ):

[Pam-the-Lamb]

 The Christmas season is pretty much over and it still doesn't feel as if Christmas has even been.

I'm not going to lie, I didn't enjoy this Christmas and it's the second "bad" Christmas I've had in a row so my feelings are probably what causes the feelings opposed to it being an age thing since I still get hella festive and excited and stuff.

Also, I'm spending way too much time playing Fallout 4 and not enough time revising.

[sylar]

they said its a break and theyll still talk to me but i know thats just a nice way to say theyre sick of me and cutting me out slowly

i dont know what ill do without them. this might actually be the end of the line for me.

[Shaymin]

so i got sick of ppl being gross on tumblr and made a post about it and it got 1700 notes overnight

surprisingly enough everyone agrees with me tho so... a win win i guess?

[SirBlaziken]

My DS is malfuctioning mostly in the same way it was yesterday after I thought that I had fixed it. I've done pretty much everything it's suggested so I will likely have to send it in for repairs. Only thing is the serial sticker on the back of my DS fell off long ago and if I need it for that (which I likely do), i'm screwed.