first world problems

[Petzbreeder]

I want to unsubscribe from a YouTube channel that no longer exists. I can't!

[not chloe]

I've slept through every single earthquake I've ever experienced 🙈

[Shaymin]

That earthquake totally distracted me.

Was cool to experience it tho. Unless a nuke went off somewhere, nukes aren't cool.

I was on the couch when it happened, but I didn't know it was an earthquake til an hour later lol

[Petzbreeder]

I'm not sure whether I was at Longwell Green or Twerton then, but I didn't feel anything.

[not chloe]

I'm meeting my other half's parents tomorrow but honestly I'm more worried about the dog... cos is still never got over my crippling fear of them 🙃

People have asked me a lot if I'm gonna get therapy but honestly I think i'll just never visit a park again

[Shaymin]

My PIP tribunal is on Thursday and I'm already panicking lololol.

I'm absolutely terrified I'll get rejected again and it's giving me mad anxiety. It's been 15 months since I applied and I know I've gotten worse. I've got two new diagnoses but I'm terrified they'll dismiss all of hand. I'm scared they'll take all of the lies in the assessment at face value.

Hydgkdgisf I'm probably gonna have a panic attack during the tribunal lol

[SirBlaziken]

I got my braces adjusted and now my mouth huurrrrtssss

[sylar]

mum only has regular milk instead of lactose free milk so i gotta drink my coffee milkless or deal with The Lactose Related Consequences

[Pam-the-Lamb]

 My jaw crunched when I was yawning yesterday and it has been sore all day.

[Shaymin]

mmmmmmmmmmMMMMMMMM
[spoiler=tribunal bull]
SO i didn't sleep l ast night and I was bricking it all day as one does when anxiety is basically thicc enough to become a black hole in your chest.

i had to leave a mindfulness thingy for people with mental illness and developmental disabilities an hour early (it was my fourth session and there's i think six more?? or so???? and they already knew beforehand anyways) and everyone there wished me luck bc they could see how anxious i was

gets into chester like two hours early and me and mum sit in a heaving Costa and I nearly die from sensory overload because it was loud and everything happened so much so I plugged in my music and tried to block everything out which is easier said than done especially when my food took like... five years

buuuuuuut we walked to the court (took 4ever bc my legs don't work like they used to before) and i went in and i knew i was Dying Inside but the security guards were really patient and soft-spoken (i had to empty my pockets and inform them about my knee/wrist braces and the bracelets that i can't take off without hurting myself bc i got searched!! for realsies!!!).

SOOOO anyway we get up into the waiting room (got bless elevators they are a thing of beauty) and the clerk to the tribunal comes out and informs me what's happening as i'm probably like, disassociating and panicking and generally having a Bat Time but my mum went in with me bc I think i would have deadass rather have tossed myself out of the second floor window than go in on my own

unfortunately for me tho my gp records didn't get released so the tribunal didn't have all the evidence?? the judge was really nice and patient and explained everything in Simple Words for my stupidass brain and said that the best course of action was to adjourn bc of the lack of evidence, but he wanted me to say yes rather than me say no and them to say "nah we adjourning anyways"

on the plus side it gives me more time to collate more evidence and for my family to issue impact statements on how they have seen my mental and physical state take the world's worst rollercoaster ride, and i signed a new consent form for my gp to release my records.

on the negative side i nearly burst into tears in front of the judge and the doctor and the disability expert (i did cry, but only silent tears bc I couldn't just burst into tears even tho my brain rly wanted to). they let me step out to get an adjournal letter printed as official evidence and for the consent form to be printed. although i tried not to cry i failed step one and ended up crying anyway. i managed to not ugly blubber but yeah

but this does mean that the tribunal is sure that i can win!! just not right now. if they didn't think i could win then they probably would've been like "begone thot" when i went in so suck on that dwp you're gonna owe me even MORE money now suckers (but with new evidence the DWP could actually change their minds on the PIP ruling and i won't have to go back to tribunal but gjkldfjd)[/spoiler]

[Petzbreeder]

BBC News highlighted a snow-hit area.

Of all the colours they could have chosen, they decided to use yellow!

No, not yellow. Yellow and snow. No go!

Not again!

https://www.metoffice.gov.uk/public/weather/warnings#?date=2018-02-26

They actually call it yellow snow this time!

[The Shrub Dragon]

just handed in my notice at work.  managed to stick it out for three weeks but the job itself made me cry three times in as many weeks including once by a manager.  feels weak to do it but i just don't think i can face working the hours i've had to (which weren't mentioned by the manager at induction, or in my contract, or on the job spec, or during interview and neither was the work you'd be doing in those extended hours) under the management i've had or with the lack of communication.

[Kerou 犠牲]

Took me nearly 4 hours to get home tonight because of the weather.

It better hammer it down with snow overnight because I don't want to go in tomorrow when I can do this stuff from home

[SirBlaziken]

I'm coughing hard for exactly zero reason.

[Spriter]

Dang.

Okay apart from feeling extremely dizzy and confused for the last two/three days as well as hallucinating a bit and Dealing With Depression (TM), things aren't too bad.

Oh, I may have missed a uni deadline. Oops.

Watching Your Lie In April too, it either temporarily heals me or makes me feel sadder.