what's saddening you right now?

[Charlie The Umbreon]

my guinea pig died

[Legacy]

My dog died on Sunday. She was only 5, a nd it came as a shock since she was fine the day before. Then she went downhill, and we found out she had a stomach tumour, which was bleeding out...she was put down. It was either that, or leave it, and she die in the night, alone, and in pain...and during this time I was having a laugh down the beach clueless

[Tom™]

c-c-c-c-c c-c-c-c c-c-c-c-COMBO BREAKER of dead pets.

this will sound weird but My uncle's friend sold 600 rare collectors item not in print bootleg CDs over seas to get an iPad. A FRICKING IPAD. god.

not depressing me, but that's makin me kinda sad.

[sylar]

i'm reading socially awkward penguin... things and realising i've been in every single situation described... it's not fun at all but i can't stop

[Tom™]

you go on aim and everyone leaves?

[sylar]

^ basically


ugh i use this topic as my therapy sessions that don't exist deal with it

we have to move soon from this perfect four bedroom house that i love so much to a most likely two bedroom flat far away from everyone i know. we can't afford this house and because my parents are such petty little idiots about everything they can't just agree on something that can keep us in the house. i've tried to accept the fact they're finished but now this is too much. new college new house new life, it's all happening too quickly and i can't cope. i've been dismissed from the hospital i've been going to for 16 years now, so a new hospital is in store too. i liked my doctors because they just knew what was wrong and didn't treat me like another statistic. i don't want that to happen because it'll just make me feel even more worthless than i already do. i hate this. i don't want to move. i don't want to go to any new place in the same silly country. i want to move somewhere where i won't feel lower than everyone else and my life is somewhat enjoyable. and do you know how hard it is to find a house that allows animals? i'm not leaving my dog behind. and i'm still hopeful that the cat will come back too. if he does and we're gone he'll be alone. on that note, my sister told me that what happens in dreams is the opposite of what will happen in real life. i keep having dreams that jack comes back. that everyone i considered friends suddenly care about me. that i become successful. if this is the case, i don't see a point in continuing. i also hate having thoughts like that. it's constant. will people miss me? will people care? even if they did i think i'd do it. everything's went tits up anyway, why continue? it all gets worse before it gets better, but how will i know when it gets better if all i've ever had is disappointment and rejection? i just can't do it any more and the constant happy charade i've been playing is wearing thin. bottling it up does nobody any good, but when nobody close to me wants to listen without telling me standard 'it'll all be okay' bullcrap it's all i can do. i want to be an actress so i can be someone else that everyone likes. people connect with characters on tv and grow to like them, maybe if i played a character everyone liked i'd feel better about myself. that'll never happen. only talented people can play characters people like. that's it for me. i'm done. i'll just retire now. end my education. i won't need it. i'll just become a lonely cow with nothing. nobody would care anyway. not like they pay attention to my constant pessimism in the first place. stop now. said too much

[Webby2]

Both Kid Cudi and Kanye have had their album's pushed back meaning that I won't be getting them on my birthday ;;

(Not to mention the fact that I still can't seem to sleep =/)

EDIT: Urgh, another day, even worse with the sleep. It's 5 to 6 as I'm writing to this and I cannot sleep; I've been trying most of the night and it's just not happening. I feel like crap as well :<

[Ten Silver Spoons]

 I cannot seem to get over people from my holiday. Harry hasn't text me and it's been like three weeks, plus I keep having dreams about everyone from holiday and oh my god, I just wish I was back there in kenya again with all of them because it was so much and I miss them all so much ;-; last night's dream featured calum and dan and i really miss those two, especially dan because he was hilarious and amazing. i'm never ever going to see them again, unless i can somehow convince them they want to go to the same resort at the same time as us, via facebook. which will be difficult as they've not talked to me on facebook at all.

GAH. i just miss everyone okay.

[PiPlUp_94]

Despite the fact i got good results, im wishing i worked a little harder, especially in biology and english.
Also i've figured out that i definetly want to study animation, i found a degree course at the art school in dundee. My
Grannys like 'lolno that won't get you anywhere1' she wants me to do a 'proper' job like become doctor, when i'd much rather do something i enjoy :v

[q.c.™]

I'm upset because I can't give Jenny a hug...

[kerri-anne]

ok he can't help it..but dows that mean somone else has to put up with him touching them ?

your sitting there minding your own business and he comes up to you and touches you. you tell him to get off and later he touches you again and you tell him to ghet off, aand so on.

isn't high blood pressure dangerous ?

[Webby]

Today's generally been pretty bad... things weren't exactly amazing at my placement today, and I'm doing another full day tomorrow... the best thing about today has turned into the worst, went to the pub with a friend who called me just now and made things worse for me in regards to a certain situation... I said a lot to him I thought he wouldn't repeat, and he's already begun talking about some of it. Dx

[Milsap]

There appears to be no Deadliest Warrior on next week.

I'll be seeing all my mates for the last time on Sunday in our 'most popular' gigging spot before we all go our separated ways to uni and stuff. BBQ, last performance, lots of alcohol and I know it won't be nice because I'm USELESS at goodbyes. When I left my previous job I only told my supervisor and the head of human resources and no one else probably didn't realise I was gone til three weeks later.

only talented people can play characters people like

The way I see it was explained when watching an interview with Danny Dyer: When playing a character, bring a little of yourself to that character. If you play someone who is like you, then that character becomes more authentic and people will connect more. So you're not going to see Vinnie Jones playing a philanthropist or something like that, it just doesn't fit. Talent doesn't always come into it. If you try hard, you will succeed, and stick two fingers up to the things that are bothering you. The three words that drive me to succeed in things when I think that those things will never happen are from the motto of the Special Air Service (S.A.S):

Who dares wins.

not like they pay attention to my constant pessimism in the first place

I'm a pessimistic bloke, far too pessimistic for some to handle, but I'm always trying to find the lighter side of things. It's hard when you're of the sort, but once you find the flip sides to the bad situations, then it perks you up a little. If people aren't going to care about someone who is clearly having a rough time, then that's just selfishness.

[q.c.™]

So I sat on my rump all summer with nothing on TV. And then 2 weeks ago I discovered that Nicktoons is showing Invader Zim reruns at 10pm.. woot, right?

No apparently they literally meant the summer-that-most-American-school-kids-have because once August hit no more Zim.. now I'm all sad and stuff.

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

The thought of work this afternoon. I've been off for 2 weeks. Going back is like going back to school after the summer holidays. ahhhhhh I thought this feeling would be over after I left school.