what's saddening you right now?

[Kpyna]

ugh today was generally such a bad day. i was late for school, didnt get to finish a day project because of it, and then pretty much promptly after i managed to piss nick off again, to the point where he didnt walk me to my next class. then that bummed me out for the rest of the day and the rest of the day was boring and uneventful and involved me spending lots of my recently earned photography money on food instead of its usual purpose which would have put me in quite a better mood right now -_-

at least i ate some ramen

[Inferna]

I actually woke up in the middle of the night because of the pain in my head and spent ages trying to get back to sleep, its still there :/
i also have no idea if i want to go to uni or not, i feel like i'm just going for the hell it - to get away from here basically.
I still really want to do art but with a d in it that probably isn't even likely. I'm applying for children's nursing/primary teaching instead but i'm not even passionate~ about them at all, i feel like i'm doing it because they're the only other things i'm vaugley interested in.
I'm not applying for 'fine art' courses either, its mostly digital/computer/animation stuff i'm more interested in. *Says this while laughing at my horrible art attempts and shoddy sprite animations*
I could go to college and do a hnd/c or something and then go to uni but i seriously have no idea ugh

[The Shrub Dragon]

My mother has early arthiritis, cellulitis, and a third degree sprained ankle.

[OranBerrySandvich]

I wonder if throwing items and kicking balls at me is a sacred ritual for those people. I wonder if there's any particular reason they all think of me as something they can just mock without even considering I have feelings. I wonder what makes them think that it's funny to be racist and just plain offensive about my mother, just because she's Fillipino. I wonder how long I'm going to last in this dump without losing my mind. Maybe I should just change my form. Who cares if it gives them new meat, I'm going to have to pick the lesser of many evils. Oh, wait, every class is as bad as the other. Oh well, if I got through this many years of being an easy target, I'll last to 2013. Until then... Bah.

[The Shrub Dragon]

All I can say is: Beware me: I am a menstruating, ill teenager.

[sylar]

talking to my sister was once very nice and made me feel less miserable

i am very glad she now takes every possible moment to remind me she's disappointed in me and that i am a failure

wow! just what i need. i love my family, i really do.

[Kpyna]

my mom just found out something she shouldnt have found out and i cant say what she found, but point is im in a gigantic depressing pickle right now  -_______-

[Piccolami.]

work have utterly screwed up and not paid me properly at all AGAIN
despite telling me that everything was sorted out and i'd get everything this month
i now actually cannot afford to do anything
at all
no presents, no visiting lottie, no nothing

i hate this week

[Kpyna]

my mom tells me im not grounded, but honestly, she essentially put me under house arrest. cant leave the house, even if its for a walk, or to hang out with my friends. i cant believe it, this isnt even fair. i cant wait to move out. as much as i love her and shes my mother, i literally cannot stand her emotionally

[RocketMember002]

People don't seem to call attractive people 'lush' anymore. I've recently become fond of the word and demand it reenters common vocabulary.


Tom Hardy is lush and I'll never have him. D:

[lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes]

People don't seem to call attractive people 'lush' anymore. I've recently become fond of the word and demand it reenters common vocabulary.


Tom Hardy is lush and I'll never have him. D:

see "lush" to me means "an alcoholic"

[Sebastian Moran]

I just constantly read it as "louche". 
 

[Piccolami.]

People don't seem to call attractive people 'lush' anymore. I've recently become fond of the word and demand it reenters common vocabulary.


Tom Hardy is lush and I'll never have him. D:

I believe the phrase you are looking for is "gert lush"



on topic, lots of work makes me sad =[

[Inferna]

I have no idea what i want to do next year after i leave school. I pick one thing and then think that 'i can't do it' and the cycle repeats itself. I've chosen two art courses that don't actually require you to have art (computer games design and animation and digital ar but they obviously ask for a folio and mines is crap. I've just got my school stuff and some of the non fan art stuff i've did on the computer, because i seriously doubt a uni will accept me with pokemon fan art :v i didn't resit art because i read that some unis don't accept people who do stuff over two sittings. Only to be told last week that's not true :/
The ucas deadline for our school is in two weeks and i just have no idea. No-one has really sat down and properly talked about this with me, so i don't even know if what i'm doing is right.
Its so irritating because other people who're doing it know exactly what they're applying for.
Maybe i'll go to art on monday and see realistically what one of the teachers thinks my chances are ugh :|

[lets all go out for some frosty chocolate milkshakes]

I just constantly read it as "louche". 

see i read that and thought of absinthe
guess I am the louche lush