what's saddening you right now?

[Webby]

I want to be in Essex making sure my best friend is ok because honestly I'm sick to my stomach worrying about her after Wednesday night's bottle incident ending in me taking her to A&E. She's gone home for a few days so she can be looked after properly but she had to go back to A&E last night because she couldn't stop throwing up. I just want to have her back so I can make sure she's ok. ;-;

And to be honest, the thought of going out tonight really freaks me out. My housemates will either drag me out by force and make me feel even more worried than I do now or they'll use it as another reason to have a go at me. I still haven't heard back from my best friend's landlord so I still don't know if I'm moving in with her not. I just want to know that this whole housemates taking me for a ride thing is gonna end soon.

And now I feel like I need to be sick this is a wonderful day
And my chest has felt a little tickly and strange for a few days now
Taking a deep breath feels fairly uncomfortable
Something tells me that it's thanks to the shot of Goldschläger I was given on Tuesday night but I'm not sure
My dad's allergic to gold (and most metals) so if for some reason I have an allergy to gold then I'm in a bit of a pickle
Although I doubt an allergic reaction of any amount would last this long from a few flakes of gold
But this seems like the most logical conclusion in my mind
Damnit why do I bother drinking/going out/being social

[HipHop Honchkrow]

I can never get my school leavers hoodie.

[Liam]

Weird dreams are making me feel confused and a bit on the down side.

[Specstile]

</3 oh well life moves on

[Pam-the-Lamb]

 Just heard someone on my street have extremely loud sex, at first I thought a woman was getting hit, then I realised the sounds...  I heard everything and now their talking to their dog... Omg I think I'm going to be sick it's the same voices!

No one here will probably know how I feel right now but I'm in shock... I think... Oh God... I know it's perfectly natural but you don't need to scream that loud! I thought there would be atleast 30 minutes of sobbing and 10 minutes of silence

I'm not saddened by it... It's just something that I shouldn't have heard and I'm old enough to know what their doing... I need therapy... So does their dog by the sounds of it... Dear God. Why?

[sylar]

im in so much pain and im a pathetic excuse for a human being so i deserve it
what i dont deserve is a relationship especially with someone so caring as shane
he puts up with me its all i ever wanted out of anyone be it boyfriend or regular friend
i just wanted someone to put up with me being so miserable all the time and so inept and messed up and he does but i dont deserve it
i never deserved it
i dont even deserve to live

im sorry why am i even posting this nobody cares
im sorry

this post is dumb im not sad now

[Sizacu]

Sent an email to my dad, who is apparently on emergency leave until Weds. I'm really hoping that it isn't what I think it is.

And there's school tomorrow. Nothing too serious, but it stills adds, doesn't it?

[RocketMember002]

The video of a bus monitor called Karen Huff Klein getting some of the most horrible verbal abuse I've ever heard. Almost felt like crying for her by the end of it, evil brats deserve the beating of their life for it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l93wAqnPQwk

[Clairefable]

no longer a student sob

[Inferna]

Ugh idk I just feel numb inside.
Felt like crying multiple times over the past few days and I'm snapping at everyone. No idea why because I've been feeling good for ages I guess its time to feel terrible again!
I just want to get away from everything ugh
I actually felt scared to sleep last night, I get a bout of mild insomnia maybe once a month but not like that. Maybe next week sill be better..

[Spriter]

The video of a bus monitor called Karen Huff Klein getting some of the most horrible verbal abuse I've ever heard. Almost felt like crying for her by the end of it, evil brats deserve the beating of their life for it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l93wAqnPQwk

I quit watching after 3 minutes. That was horrible to watch. That's the only thing saddening me now =(

[Sizacu]

Just watched a person play through Ib, and one of the endings is just....
Together Forever. oh my gaaaa whyyyyy ;;

[sylar]

i actually made an attempt to make friends with someone and they completely ignored me and all that did was make me hate myself more hahaha wow i hate people

[Dragonpika]

eh
my housemate has her first chemo session tomorrow
we were all really excited for living together next year and suddenly.. there's this risk she might never come back
I completely can't even picture life without her now
she probably will get better but we're all kind of tiptoeing around how scared we are
and it's like.. she's pretty much the healthiest person I know
it isn't fair
nice people shouldn't get cancer.

I'm also pretty angry that they didn't catch it sooner
she went to the doctor's about it AGES ago and it took so long to get her into hospital that it's spread to her chest now, which makes it much more difficult to treat
I know I can't really be angry for that since waiting lists and whatnot
but I am anyway at nobody in particular

[MOP]

^ Best of luck to your housemate.


To be honest I haven't had a single good day at work so far. I've always been a quiet person but it wasn't a problem because I always got on with work and produced good results on my placements, now I'm doing terribly even when its exactly the same work and I'm having trouble talking to the staff. Bad work which all the other staff can see...oh dear.  :[