first world problems

[SirBlaziken]

I have been so busy I haven't had time to relax and it's taking its own toll on me.

[Petzbreeder]

My balance has been so bad today, that I nearly fell on top of one of my friends twice at my art group.

I'm lucky that my friend is very forgiving.

[MegaNerd14]

nobody responds to my posts and i am sad.

[not chloe]

This time next week i'll be 21 and I'm struggling to feel excited about it in any way.

My birthdays are always kind of a downer these days cos my grandad died the day before my 18th and last year my beloved budgie died two days after I turned 20 so I always feel kinda guilty for feeling happy around my birthday now

[SaRo|Rapidash]

My flatmates all really like time in their rooms just chilling watching shows or whatever but I hate that kind of thing, I like to be constantly with people and like last year one of the exchange students and I would literally just sit in the kitchen talking for hours on end whenever we were free and it was so nice but this year its like... everyone's  just in their rooms. It's not like we don't get on they're all amazing just not very extroverted lmao

[SirBlaziken]

I just remembered my anxiety meds cause me to be drowsy. So that's why i've been constantly tired.....

[Milsap]

I think I may have developed an immunity to caffeine. Coffee doesn't work so well now.

[Shaymin]

wheezes i finally got two dates i've been waiting on

first one is my assessment for my physical and mental health for this mess that's called universal credit. i'm mildly worried about that considering how my pip assessor lied through her teeth about my health. on the plus side i guess i'm... worse??? than i was when i had my pip assessment and i have a whole two (2!) new diagnoses.

and the second one is my pip tribunal date. which, to put it lightly, i am having a code brown about. it's in less than three weeks. how am i going to prove to a judge and a doctor that i'm as ill as i say i am??? my physical disabilities aren't visible, and neither is adhd so lmao. there's also the fact that 65% of tribunals succeed which gives me a 35% chance of failure which is terrifying. thankfully my mum will be there and she's been through this garbage before. doesn't realy change the fact i'm bricking it here

[SaRo|Rapidash]

 Tried to stop having simple carbs and sugar and I'm sat facing an empty plate that used to have a pizza on. Whoops. Now reevaluated and I'm cutting sugar and only having carbs with one meal a day lmao.

[Kerou 犠牲]

Tried to stop having simple carbs and sugar and I'm sat facing an empty plate that used to have a pizza on. Whoops. Now reevaluated and I'm cutting sugar and only having carbs with one meal a day lmao.

Cutting carbs is so hard, I was nailing a keto diet like two and a half years ago and lost a load of weight but then I stopped, tried again two weeks ago and lasted one day =[

[The name master]

Do I have a life?

lol, nope, clearly not!

[Inferna]

I've been ignoring my once called best friend now for the past week or so which is incredibly petty but they've turned into the Worst person since they went away to uni again this past year. Kinda hurts after so long but I've been tired of being treated like a doormat so *shrug*

I asked them to do the most basic favour ever: Skype me for like 2 mins to test it out on my new laptop cause I had an upcoming interview with it. They were too ~busy~. I'm guessing in their mind they think it was due to that One Thing but it's just been a slow culmination of crappy things they've said/done over the past few months.

It's just frustrating realising the things you thought about them years ago are actually true. There's only so much selfishness, flakiness, and drama I can put up with! If they want to still be friends then they have to make an effort but I guess they won't so I'll continue to be Petty too

(I know this is a 16 year old high school drama type post but this is the only place online I can really vent without them seeing lmao)

[Pam-the-Lamb]

 I've got a backlog of books that I still haven't read despite owning them. Might actually try and pile them all up so I can see what I need to read and then pick up new books after getting through them all? Idk it just feels like reading is important and I'm not doing enough of it aha.

[That Girl in the 'Roo Suit]

Sent home from work because there's a good chance I have impetigo. Doctor's tomorrow to find out more because the antibiotics I got put on with the Out of Hours GP at the weekend arent improving things.

My chest itches and my hand is sore and itches. And if I'm contagious I have to take time off work and isolate myself from people. I've been home for less than 2 hours and I'm so bored

[Petzbreeder]

I can make bold text on Youtube by writing *like this* but I can't figure out how italicise it.

I've seen other people doing it.