what's saddening you right now?

[saillith]

After a whole night of me and my boyfriend plotting to go halves on a Bosc Monitor I saw in our local petshop...

I go today...to find out the little darling has been sold ;____;

[OdnetninAdlez]

How I can't get a girlfriend

[MOP]

It seems silly to keep thinking of someone as your best friend when they only notice you once a month. =[

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

Rememberance day, walking through the car park and a small chavish boy was laughing at a war veteran who was struggling to cross the road. If I knew I wouldn't get done for GBH I would knock that boy into next decade. If he only knew,

[Speak Now]

My ex.
Last year, after we broke up because of something that happened between us, something that I've told no one about because I was too scared, my ex moved to a new school.

Just got a text from a friend saying they saw my ex coming out of the school, with a new uniform in hand.

Great.

[serperior]

My stupid DS won't accept Wi-Fi, and every time i try to ask for a battle on pokemon battle revolution on here, (it's the only thing i can use to battle) it's ignored... I made a really good battling team but it's not getting any use. I put up a PBR battle thread a while ago in the wireless activities board and it is, as always, being ignored.  also, none of my friends like Pokémon because apparently it's just kid's stuff.

[Kpyna]

its like continuation of post number one.

i call this one,

WHY ARE BOYS SO CONFUSING T_T

so last night i got like 5 hours of sleep lying awake just paranoid about how things would turn out, cause in my last post all of that stuff happened and now i wanna apologize. go and first period my stomach is a bunch of twists, and all i want to do is just go and get it over with and see what he does.

so i get into gym class, he does his thing, and i look at him, and open my mouth to say something, and he looks away. so i try to call his attention.

"shawn,"
nothing.
"shawn."
nothing.
"shawn!"
he still doesnt do anything.

so at this point he's ignoring me or just doesnt hear me. probably ignoring me.

the gym teacher blows the whistle which means its time to line up and then start gym class. so as he's starting to walk away, i yell at him, "I'M SORRY IF DAKOTA WAS BEING A (jerk) SATURDAY!" doesnt even look in my general direction, just keeps walking.

so i was extremely let down that he just shrugged me off like that. and for the entire day i was really dejected. it wasnt heartbreak but it felt like a really bad blow, because i couldn't focus on anything moreso than usual, and i eventually made up that i had a sore throat and a bad headache so nobody would try to dig into what happened because just thinking of it killed me inside. some of my friends believed the sick story, the rest of them at least tried to make me smile. i get on the bus, and then my friend peter is there for me. god i love him so much. in the friend way, cause i think of him as a brother and my friend has liked him for like 2 years. so i get on the bus and then i sit down and after having a conversation about how all of his clothes matched, which made me feel a lot better since peter doesnt mind when i verbally abuse him, since we do it do eachother all the time. then i just decided to tell him what's been bothering me since he seemed to be kind of distressed by how out of it i was.

here's the conversation cause i dont want a block of text:

me: my day sucked im sorry.
peter: im sorry, what happened?
me: were you in the gym class circle today?
peter: no, mileena stopped me, sorry. why, did stuff go down?
me: yeahh kinda. it was just between me and someone else though.
peter: let me guess it was with shawn (last name)
me: yeah...
peter: don't even bother letting him get you upset. all last year all he would do when he was with brett was call me gay and be jerks to me.
me: ... wait when?
peter: all last year.

UGH. i cant believe this. i wanna forgive him so bad. i wanna just be like, im so sorry i made you angry, i'll never talk to dakota again, i never wanna see you frown ever again. but... i think i need to draw the line somewhere. and the fact that he would be a jerk to peter constantly doesn't help his case.

he hasn't been the sweet guy he usually is since saturday. he hasn't been coming across as one either.

[Freestyler]

Dog may have to be..killed by a vet .

Friends of mine while I was in Hamburg over halloween uploaded pictures of a Halloween party onto facebook that they had while I was gone. I didn't know they were having one. Next day at school I asked if they met up during Halloween. I got a reply 'no' from 2 of the people, though they had pictures uploaded. Also, they keep abandoning each other, and there's a really cold feeling between everyone. Las year was so much better.

[Afro-Disiak]

all of you miserable gits. sort your lives out JEEZ

[Specstile]

I keep dreaming about the twin towers. When i go to bed when i go home (Ikr, kinda wierd sleep pattern) i just keep seeing these planes driving into towers or planes selfdestructing themselves in the sky. Like one dream i was on a beach, looked in the sky and the plane litrily snapped in half and burst into flames. It is not great when you are going to new york in 3 months xD

[saillith]

The fact that my back teeth hurt when I eat sugary things.

And everytime I go to the dentist...he says he can see nothing wrong >>

[Moon Chaser]

I have a cold and can't breath through my nose.

[sylar]

my aunt had a miscarriage

[PiPlUp_94]

Had another god damn asthma attack earlier. Was fine all of yesterday and today >>

[Kdintranet & Scizau]

I'm bored of SS! I need Pokemon Black.