what's saddening you right now?

[Richard and Blaziken]

...Maybe just feeling crappy?

Okay, so that's pretty much everything. If you read all of that you get a cookie~

(Editted for obvious reasons)

...Oh my lord... I'm sorry. Really, you seem to be in over your head, and I really feel bad for you, honestly. ={

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As for me... I've been depressed for about a year now. Sometimes it shows on here, other times it doesn't. I've only really talked about it to one person (who just happens to go on this site), but it won't go away. Also not up to even saying what it is, so maybe I shouldn't have come on this thread... oh well.

[BlackStatic]

Aww, come on. It doesn't hurt to let off a little steam sometimes. I'm up for a PM if it helps. *hugs*

[Webby]

I just found out one of my best friends is moving to Salisbury this year, and then Bath this year. ):
I'm getting further and further away from all of my friends and it's a bit of a downer. OK, it's a big downer. I won't get to see any of my friends, which means I'm going to have to "abandon" them as I go down the walk of life. :\

[Massacre\\♥]

today is the last day of my summer vacation. D: ohh nooeez.
school starts on tuesday.
&; i don't get how everyone else looks better then me.
everyonee.

[Sizacu]

I'm trying not to be sad because I don't really want the atmosphere around me to be uncomfortable. It happens. And when I'm depressed, I can accidently depress my friends :c
.. I don't want that to happen ;-;

AND that's why I always try to look into the brighter things :3 Listening to Cascada/techno music always cheers me up ^^

[Ten Silver Spoons]

 hm. atm i am just depressed. i don't know if i like my friends and if they like me. i wouldn't have anyone else to make friends with if i do decide i don't like my current friends. i also am scared of death and the future and cannot see a point in life. i'm always tired. none of my friends are in my music class and i'm like the least popular person in that class. too nervous to talk to the guy i like. trying to fool myself he likes me. scared of most people in my class. also, i have decided that i shall never be able to live in america like i would have liked to because it will be too expensive. uh um i can't remember the rest but yeah.

[Spinda]

Living in america is not expensive. XD

I'm not being depressed by anything right now.

I'm the only person on this website who isnt morbidly depressed 24:7 it seems. :\

(kk maybe exaggeration)

[Ten Silver Spoons]

 well, idk.

IN MY MIND IT MIGHT BE.

;-;

the future is very scary.

[Pirpi]

im kinda depressed, heartbroken too.

The guy who i love, and who loved me, now.. doesnt... were just friends now, but it hurts me, because my feelings are unchanged and its just painful to act all happy and friendly towards him when theres a big old emotional barrier sat there for me.

just makes me feel so lost..

on top of that im uncirtain what to so for my future... i really want to be a forensic entomologist, but im serverly dyslexic so im afraid ill fail at that goal due to being a bit useless at esseys etc. i just feel a bit in a rut... but oh well :/

[Massacre\\♥]

yes, it is. /: i still don't know what i'm going to do yet, either.
&; i live in america(: it's awesomee.
but i'm also depressed about seventh grade becausee,
i'm going to be such a loner. all my friends have left,
to go to a different middle school.
&; i'm to shy to talk easily to new people, so how can i possibly
be able to make new friends? D:
also, the guy i like hates me. and we stopped being friends.
because he's a big jerkface. Dx
&; did i mention i think everyone else looks prettier then me? /:
OHH, and i just noticed, more people are depressed, then
they are happy on heree. i mean just look at the difference,
in page numbers. (:

[Ten Silver Spoons]

 i'm shy too 3: also everyone's prettier than me and i look so rubbish in my school uniform. Oh, and then I'm most likely never going to talk to the guy I like again because he's a year younger than me and goes to a different school and when he has to do exam things then he'll probably go to another different school instead of mine and i'm not going back to youth club which was the only time i saw him regularly and half the time he didn't turn up anyway. and the last time i saw him, i didn't even talk to him. also, my 'friend' who went to my old school texts him all the time and it makes me rather sad. also i realised today i have only one friend who's a boy. and also i wouldn't know what to do with a boyfriend because i am not interested in kissing anyone. and i'm never going to have a husband and children and i'll die alone and it will be sad.

[Massacre\\♥]

omigoshh i completely agree with almost,
everything you just said. /: weeeird.
&; i dislike facebook because everyone has,
so many pictures of themselves and i have one,
because i hate all my pictures and so i only
have one picture that i actually think is ohkay. :c
then people say it's cute and i think "wow people,
all you're doing is trying to make me feel good about
myself" and stuff, and i see my crush's girlfriend's pic
&; i get all depressed because she's gorgeous and
i'm just the opposite. then my second-crush-slash-ex-friend's
gf is like that, too. D: which makes me feel all
sad and left out because no one has ever asked me out,
ever, and no one has ever had a crush on me i don't think.

.. i just read everything i wrote, and i thought, wow, i'm weird. ._.;;
maybe i should stop now(:

[Serefina_Pacific]

The other night my parents took me to the hospital because they were freaking out about how my stomach was really bothering me and how I might be getting apendicitis or whatever like my dad and older sister did. So they make me go through all these tests and junk, and it sounds like (and presently feels like) that it was just a mild flu. If anything, it just really, really freaked me out.

[~Evanscence~]

^ ^ ^ ^
yeah, and my mom thinks i caught it from you just because i'm not feeling well.

[Serefina_Pacific]

Uh huh...I probably picked it up from one of the rabbits when I got mauled the other day. Yet I also would think it is part of not eating hardly anything yesterday. Man, I am hungry!