what's saddening you right now?

[Kerou 犠牲]

My housemate who's probably one of my only friends has just found out her grandfather has had a heart attack and she's not letting me be there for her, I spent a good 40 minutes trying but she's gone solo. I don't want her to go through this on her own because of what happened before

I just want to see her happy, she doesn't deserve crap like this

Plus the usual I've wasted my life and everything sucks

[the bread dragon]

my friend has iron defiency and collapsed today
shes okay but i cant help her or anything really because shes in london and im miles away and most of her school is making fun of her and uGH i just feel really bad for her
im able to talk to her and stuff but that doesnt do much good

[SirBlaziken]

^London, England?! Dude, I thought you were American.

[Specstile]

Even though i am just over halfway through university, i don't want it to end! I feel like i have developed as a person and made many friends! Just realized this when i have like no friends at home haha

[Richard and Blaziken]

I twisted my foot at work today. I'll be in bed for a while. =/

[the bread dragon]

^London, England?! Dude, I thought you were American.

yeah i am haha i know a good few from people from across the pond though

[SirBlaziken]

I twisted my foot at work today. I'll be in bed for a while. =/

Hope you heal swiftly.

Well, exams are coming up and I have this online Algebra course to do, but I can't find the inspiration or drive to study. Where has my passion for learning gone?

[Wolstenholme]

Was made to wave at people dressed as Easter bunnies at Tesco. There were so many people there too I just wanted to leave - I despise it when people dress as mascots they're just horrible and unnecessary, I didn't even like them as a child. This is saddening me because well idk they make me want to cry and give up on life haha

[Spriter]

People on a chat on a shiny hunting forum trying to prevent one of them from killing himself.

It suddenly becomes reversed and one of them who was stopping the other from doing it now feels horrible.

Give me strength.

[Delicious_Scout]

People on a chat on a shiny hunting forum trying to prevent one of them from killing himself.

It suddenly becomes reversed and one of them who was stopping the other from doing it now feels horrible.

Give me strength!

Here's a supply of courage for you!

[Wolstenholme]

Back at sixth form tomorrow.


What a time to be alive.

[Pam-the-Lamb]

 One of my friends is going to university up in North England, another friend is going into the city for Uni, and another friend is finding work. Two friends are taking on completely different courses to me and, all in all, I'm going to be left alone again.

I only really hang out with two of my friends during breaks and dinners and neither of them will be in college next year. In regards to my well being, this is more or less an adapt or die situation. I'm going to need to start chilling with different people and it's going to feel horribly lonely for, what I imagine, the majority of next year.

It's just knowing that this will happen. I get through it pretty well, it's just knowing what's going to happen.

[Spriter]

*PKMN.net sighs in digust when they see Spriter posted in Saddening topic*

Ugh. I'm having one of those weird nights again ://////

[Kerou 犠牲]

It's one of those nights where I've reached a really dark place again. I'm tired of it all. Wish I wasn't such a busta I wouldn't be like this.

EDIT: just found out my loan won't be coming in this term so I am literally screwed. Can't afford accommodation, can't afford bills, can't even afford to go home to try and find work. I don't have a clue what to do any more. It's completely my fault too.

DAMNIT.

[The Shrub Dragon]

mum's done her back in and i go and burn the dinner so she has to get up again my brother keeps yelling at us because he's trying to revise and if i hadn't gone and got myself injured six years ago none of this ever would've happened i'm literal scum someone please punch me